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Speaker 1: Get a. I'm Lala Berry, nutritionist, author, actor, TV presenter,

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Speaker 1: and professional oversharer. This podcast is all about celebrating failure

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Speaker 1: because I believe it's a chance for us to learn,

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Speaker 1: grow and face our blind spots. Each week, I'll interview

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Speaker 1: a different guest about their highs as.

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Speaker 2: Well as their lows, all.

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Speaker 1: In a bid to inspire us to furiously fail. Yalloha,

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Speaker 1: welcome to the Potterroony. Today, we have got a guest

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Speaker 1: that's been on the goal list since day diart It's taken.

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Speaker 1: I think this pot's been out for over three years now.

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Speaker 1: And you know me, I'm a real stickler for recording

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Speaker 1: in real life, So massive thank you to this guest,

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Speaker 1: Tanya Hennessy. Mate, what a legend. Was literally here for

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Speaker 1: like four days filming a TV show, hosting a TV

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Speaker 1: show out of Disneyland. Just like, look, if you can

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Speaker 1: get to Disneyland, we can totally record. And I was like, mate,

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Speaker 1: I will be there with bells on. And it was

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Speaker 1: her only day off, only day and this absolute legend

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Speaker 1: of a human sat down did the pod with me.

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Speaker 1: I hope you love this as much as I did,

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Speaker 1: and do because she just shared so much of herself,

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Speaker 1: very open, very honest, very vulnerable, very no bullshit, like

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Speaker 1: no filters, no nothing. What you see or in this case,

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Speaker 1: here is what you get. And such an incredible powerhouse

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Speaker 1: of a human being. I could list everything, but you know, comedian, author,

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Speaker 1: TV host, radio hosts, got her own makeup, rage, her

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Speaker 1: own podcast, like just and incredible human being and very generous,

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Speaker 1: like right after the pod Tenya's like come down to

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Speaker 1: the Disney Hotel Paul with me and went for a swim,

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Speaker 1: and just thank you so much Tanya, or one taking

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Speaker 1: the time, but also for taking me under your wing,

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Speaker 1: you know, like very very cool human being and absolutely

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Speaker 1: on a tab on the pod mate into the listener.

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Speaker 1: I really hope you love it. I know you well

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Speaker 1: enjoy Tanya Hennessy. Do you know how long I've been

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Speaker 1: wanting to have you on this podcast? A while? Three years, mate,

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Speaker 1: over three years, and I every time you're like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm keen, I'm keen. I'm like, I can't do it

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Speaker 1: on zoom. We've got to wait until it both in

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Speaker 1: the same city. But it turns out the same country.

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Speaker 1: Now I know we're in Anaheim. I made you come

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Speaker 1: to me. We're in Disneyland. We're at your Disneyland hotel.

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Speaker 2: We've got a beautiful view of the Disneyland car park.

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Speaker 1: Mate, I've got a sack. And as soon as I

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Speaker 1: got here and I was unpacking the podcast, I was like,

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Speaker 1: hang on at these fireworks on the carpet. There's fireworks

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Speaker 1: in the carp there's little mini Mickey's on.

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Speaker 2: The carpet, very cute. Key's on the bed. I don't

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Speaker 2: know if you can see yees bread. Oh and if

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Speaker 2: you turn this on behind, don't you hear no fireworks slider.

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Speaker 1: There's literally like a bedtime lullaby and fairy lights in

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Speaker 1: your room and.

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Speaker 2: That's the Disney Castle behind. It's like the BedHead. And

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Speaker 2: then when you turn the TV on you can only

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Speaker 2: watch Disney movies. So I am ready to leave.

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Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, and mate, thank you for sharing that,

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Speaker 1: by the way, staying it Disney.

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Speaker 2: No. Look, I love Disney Light, I love Disney. But

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Speaker 2: I've had your totally.

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Speaker 1: You know what. I was thinking about how to introduce

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Speaker 1: you this morning, and I was like, holy mackerel, and

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Speaker 1: I mean this is the best way ever. You are

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Speaker 1: a mogul. Yeah, I'm a mogul.

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Speaker 2: I'm a mainly mainly sexy. Hey, you're a sexy mogul. Totally,

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Speaker 2: I'm a sexy mogul. I tried that the other day

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Speaker 2: with when it's at Star Wars Land or whatever. They

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Speaker 2: were like getting us to make lightsabers, and they were like,

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Speaker 2: we've got because you know they're very in character. We've

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Speaker 2: got the one for defense, We've got the one for art,

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Speaker 2: we've got the one for you know, the dark side.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, do you have one for sexy

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Speaker 2: and they were like, Tanya, no, we're gonna have to.

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Speaker 1: Cut their amazing amazing. Yeah, I do a lot. I

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Speaker 1: do a lot, comedian, author, TV host, radio, so much radio.

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Speaker 1: I didn't realize that that's where you kind of cut

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Speaker 1: your teeth in the media industry, right, No.

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Speaker 2: One ever remembers that I do radio. It's ten years.

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Speaker 1: up rageed around.

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Speaker 2: With a beasting and poverty.

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Speaker 1: Mate, how it is. That's why, like I say, mogul,

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Speaker 1: because it's you hustle, you run your own show, and

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Speaker 1: I just don't believe in the word no.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And if someone says no, it makes me even

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Speaker 1: I love that though. I love that, but I think

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Speaker 2: The only people in Australia who has a makeup lied

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Speaker 2: do you know though, I really wanted to go out

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Speaker 2: and buy the nudy like the croissant.

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Speaker 1: Yes, oh, I can send you one. That one looks

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Speaker 1: amazing and it does have a touch of sparkling. Just flavor, yeah, flavor,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like a strawberry. Oh, I'll send it to you.

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Speaker 2: It's like it's such a neutrals palette. Because I'm doing

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Speaker 2: my oment hair and makeup here for this Disney shoot.

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Speaker 2: We're actually doing a show called Luxury Escapes. I've been

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Speaker 2: seeing it all on your Instagram. Is this your first

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Speaker 2: travel Yeah, I've never done it before. And so I'm

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Speaker 2: doing my own hair and makeup, And I tell you,

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Speaker 2: my own makeup is actually really coming in handy.

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Speaker 1: Because it's bloody.

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Speaker 2: It's very like it's lasting sixteen hour days and the

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Speaker 2: waterproof was scarred. Can I just tell you for twelve

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Speaker 2: dollars available price on, it's the best you'll ever comes

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Speaker 2: off easy, But where's all the way through the day.

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Speaker 1: Oh you are not. So I have this weird so

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Speaker 1: this weird thing with you where I like am a

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Speaker 1: super fan. You should just know that straight out like hate.

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Speaker 1: But also where the exact same age year of the Ox?

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Speaker 1: Do you know that you're at the end of the

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Speaker 1: Year of the Rabbit? But OX sounds better, Well, it

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Speaker 1: means we're quite stubborn, yep, quite loyal and hard working

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Speaker 1: and tenacious.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I get which.

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Speaker 1: I feel that fits you. I feel like fits you.

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Speaker 1: I bet you. We're gonna google and it'll be like, no, no,

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Speaker 1: it's the Year of the Rabbit, Lola.

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Speaker 2: You're no, You're way more like you're star signing here,

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Speaker 2: but you're you know stuff, And I just go, oh, yep,

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Speaker 2: you know if someone just mentions it in passing or

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Speaker 2: if I'm in some weird psychic's lair.

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Speaker 1: Mate. Have you been to Berry.

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Speaker 2: There's a shopping Berry down the end and it's like,

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Speaker 2: you know, Tarot readings and you walk in there, yeah,

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Speaker 2: This crystal, you want a book? You're connected? And I'm like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: Though it's Hitten miss with with psychic readings.

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Speaker 2: I reckon so I love them, though it's a good time.

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Speaker 1: I had a medium on this podcast and I was like,

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Speaker 1: literally like, oh, your grandfather's here. His name's Fred. I

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Speaker 1: And he's like, I mean, so's your nad on your

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Speaker 2: Not like, oh, you've got someone on the other side.

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Speaker 2: Their name is starts with.

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Speaker 2: Is it stephen No, it's Fred Fred Fred Fred Stephenson,

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Speaker 1: It is so specific. Okay, there are so many things

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Speaker 1: many things.

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Speaker 2: Well, I'm on a bed and I'm comfortable. I'm available

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Speaker 2: I tell you these hours of this day.

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Speaker 2: Show would be more like how you see it on Getaway,

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Speaker 2: it's actually more like hi, my feet hurt where like yeah,

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Speaker 2: it's just I went on because you have to go on,

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Speaker 2: Like we're on like three rides, Like you have to

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Speaker 2: go multiple times to get the shots.

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Speaker 1: Yes, it's like one, which is like it's not.

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Speaker 2: The it's like actually amazing to go on the place.

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Speaker 1: You know, you don't have to light up. The rides

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Speaker 2: But the Star Wars ride so that I never like

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Speaker 2: they are groundbreaking rides. The Rise, it's called the Rise

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Speaker 2: of the Resistance. It is the most exceptional ride. I

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Speaker 2: don't even know how it is. It would have cost

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Speaker 2: hundreds of millions of days, I tell you, but.

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Speaker 1: Like it's worth it.

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Speaker 2: The thing I like about Disneyland is like it's such

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Speaker 2: a commitment to bringing joy to people.

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Speaker 2: It's like we're going to spend all this money, and

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Speaker 2: yes it is for commercial profit, but it's for joy.

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Speaker 2: People are spending money on their joy and their creativity

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Speaker 2: or their you know, entertainment, and I love I love

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Speaker 1: So did I. By the way, did you Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah. We went around the room. I remember the stay.

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Speaker 2: I was twenty five, no, twenty three. Went around the

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Speaker 2: he just said all the different types of people, what

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Speaker 2: we looked like, present kids exactly, and they looked at

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Speaker 2: me and went, can't place you. And I left the

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Speaker 2: next week because I was like, if you can't place me,

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Speaker 2: then I can't spend this money.

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Speaker 1: To be here. But it's true.

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Speaker 2: Here we are doing a travel show, luxury Escapes, and

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Speaker 2: none of my course have done any presenting, No one

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Speaker 2: in my course. Really it sort of is like the

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Speaker 2: testament to being yourself because no one else can place

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Speaker 2: you besides yourself.

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Speaker 1: Is it true?

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Speaker 2: Though?

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Speaker 1: You looked up to jewels Land and we're like stuff,

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Speaker 1: But I'm going to send I'm going to send good

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Speaker 1: old jewels Land my presenting reel. See what he has

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Speaker 1: to say? Yeah, and then you take me through what happened.

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Speaker 2: So I was like in Toowoomba doing radio and he

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Speaker 2: was on the Hit Network at the time doing it

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Speaker 2: like it it was like a scoop a show or

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Speaker 2: I was doing Fife and Jewels. Yes, something I remember

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Speaker 2: about that show. I still, oh, such a good show.

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Speaker 2: And I finished my presenting reel. I put it together

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Speaker 2: I was like, I'm going to send it to Jewels

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Speaker 2: lie and because you know his names in the system.

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Speaker 2: So I sent it and then I got an email

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Speaker 2: back like five minutes later, going, hey, can I call you?

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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh shit, I'm like, he's gonna

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Speaker 1: Is it true you are a trained still walker? Yes?

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Speaker 2: true you fell on Russell I did fall on Russell

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Speaker 1: And I was like, oh my god, I'm so.

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Speaker 2: and he was so he looks so mad, and I

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Speaker 2: married at Luna Park when I was working.

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Speaker 1: There and I'm married at Luna Park.

432
00:19:33,119 --> 00:19:35,359
Speaker 2: He did, yeah, and I was I just wanted to

433
00:19:35,359 --> 00:19:36,800
Speaker 2: go look at the venue, but I was dressed as

434
00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,760
Speaker 2: like a little clown. I wasn't still walking that day,

435
00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:42,240
Speaker 2: and I just I walked up to have a look.

436
00:19:42,440 --> 00:19:42,640
Speaker 1: Yeah.

437
00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:44,600
Speaker 2: And he had a really cool wedding and I interviewed

438
00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:46,000
Speaker 2: him once and I was like, oh my god, guy,

439
00:19:46,040 --> 00:19:48,520
Speaker 2: you had a cool wedding and he's like what what

440
00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:50,800
Speaker 2: And like to prove it to him, I was like,

441
00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:53,000
Speaker 2: you guys had cactuses instead of flowers, and he was like,

442
00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:58,040
Speaker 2: we we did. I was like, I know. I said,

443
00:19:58,040 --> 00:20:00,199
Speaker 2: go look at your wedding photos because I'm in some

444
00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:00,600
Speaker 2: of them.

445
00:20:01,240 --> 00:20:02,920
Speaker 1: Oh no, yeah, yeah.

446
00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:05,320
Speaker 2: I was so random because they just got like some

447
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:07,520
Speaker 2: random photos with guests with the clouds sort of thing

448
00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:09,680
Speaker 2: because I was up there. But I shouldn't have been.

449
00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:12,320
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm such a good story.

450
00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:15,080
Speaker 2: Yeah. And it's just like you just never know who's

451
00:20:15,119 --> 00:20:17,880
Speaker 2: ever gonna do anything, so you should always be kind.

452
00:20:18,119 --> 00:20:21,560
Speaker 2: I regardless of whether or someone becomes something. I just think, like,

453
00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,600
Speaker 2: don't be a dig just straight up.

454
00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,280
Speaker 1: I've got to say I've been on shows before where

455
00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:28,040
Speaker 1: I've gone on as a guest or something, and I've

456
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:31,480
Speaker 1: seen like the way that the that someone is on camera,

457
00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:33,960
Speaker 1: and it's very different when the cameras aren't rolling and.

458
00:20:33,920 --> 00:20:35,520
Speaker 2: You're like, whoa, whoa, whoa?

459
00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:38,320
Speaker 1: Am I in like a weird reality show? Right now?

460
00:20:38,720 --> 00:20:41,080
Speaker 1: You've seen it too. I hate it. It's meant But

461
00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:43,680
Speaker 1: this is why I'm so I feel really lucky to

462
00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:47,600
Speaker 1: be chatting to you because I was listening to your pod. Actually,

463
00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:48,679
Speaker 1: you've got a couple of pods.

464
00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:52,000
Speaker 2: Just you name a pod I've got, Yeah, I've got it.

465
00:20:52,080 --> 00:20:55,160
Speaker 1: But you were talking about kind of being bullied online

466
00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:56,960
Speaker 1: about like, oh, you used to be I might have

467
00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:58,199
Speaker 1: been online, but you were like you used to be

468
00:20:58,240 --> 00:20:58,960
Speaker 1: more authentic.

469
00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:03,440
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, someone had to go at me about yeah,

470
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:05,040
Speaker 2: it used to be more authentic, and I was like,

471
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,720
Speaker 2: I actually feel like I've never been more authentic right now.

472
00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,600
Speaker 2: It's just that I've grown up on the internet. You know,

473
00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:12,639
Speaker 2: You've watched me grow and evolved, and I'm going through

474
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:16,520
Speaker 2: you know, fertility issues at the moment, and you share

475
00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:20,080
Speaker 2: so beautifully by the way, but it's like, how much

476
00:21:20,119 --> 00:21:21,119
Speaker 2: more do you want of me?

477
00:21:21,480 --> 00:21:21,720
Speaker 1: Yeah?

478
00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:24,640
Speaker 2: And also that does come like I've learned the hard

479
00:21:24,680 --> 00:21:29,200
Speaker 2: way where the line is, and I also have learned

480
00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:32,159
Speaker 2: that like, I don't know anyone anything and totally like

481
00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:35,520
Speaker 2: what I do, hopefully ohe them is entertainment. So sometimes

482
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:37,439
Speaker 2: I'm like, well, I have to take a break for

483
00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:39,520
Speaker 2: my own mental health, and I encourage you to do

484
00:21:39,560 --> 00:21:41,600
Speaker 2: that for yourself as well. But when I come back,

485
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:45,119
Speaker 2: hopefully it's funny or interesting or educational or just ridiculous

486
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,320
Speaker 2: or takes you out of your life for ten minutes

487
00:21:47,400 --> 00:21:49,840
Speaker 2: or I don't know, it's just sort of like a

488
00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:53,639
Speaker 2: I don't know. I can't live on the internet. And

489
00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:55,960
Speaker 2: I think that also makes a difference between a creator

490
00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:59,160
Speaker 2: and an influencer is that I don't use my everyday

491
00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:02,840
Speaker 2: life content. I create content full stop.

492
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:05,359
Speaker 1: So this is where like, and I don't want this

493
00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,920
Speaker 1: to come across the wrong way, but I wouldn't call

494
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,880
Speaker 1: you an influencer even though that's one of the things

495
00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:11,840
Speaker 1: you do. I hate it. Yeah, I don't think you

496
00:22:11,920 --> 00:22:12,399
Speaker 1: are one.

497
00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:14,360
Speaker 2: No, Well, the thing is, yeah, like that, I think

498
00:22:14,359 --> 00:22:17,480
Speaker 2: that is a bit of the difference is that influencers

499
00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:21,320
Speaker 2: definitely use their life to catapult content as opposed to

500
00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:25,199
Speaker 2: creating it just from scratch. Yeah, and I there's so

501
00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:26,679
Speaker 2: much that goes on in my life that no one

502
00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:28,800
Speaker 2: has any idea about. And that's the other thing is

503
00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:30,840
Speaker 2: people like you share so much, Mike. I don't even

504
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:32,440
Speaker 2: share like even ten percent.

505
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, when you share something like super vulnerable, like the

506
00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:40,440
Speaker 1: fertility stuff, do you go what am I trying to say?

507
00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:42,119
Speaker 1: Does it kind of go through your mind where you

508
00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,000
Speaker 1: like this might help other people? Because I know when

509
00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:46,520
Speaker 1: I was watching it, I was like, because we're the

510
00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:50,280
Speaker 1: same age, and I was like, oh shit, Like you know,

511
00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:53,440
Speaker 1: this is like making me feel okay about like looking

512
00:22:53,480 --> 00:22:56,720
Speaker 1: at options and stuff, but like it's something that you know,

513
00:22:56,840 --> 00:22:58,879
Speaker 1: like it's not that it's taboo, but it's kind of

514
00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:00,639
Speaker 1: there's a lot of fear around. I don't know if

515
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:01,480
Speaker 1: you feel that way.

516
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:03,879
Speaker 2: I think watching a lot of gen Z content on

517
00:23:03,920 --> 00:23:07,159
Speaker 2: TikTok has made me feel more like wanting to be

518
00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:11,560
Speaker 2: more empowered by my femininity femininity instead of apologetic for

519
00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:12,439
Speaker 2: my femininity.

520
00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:15,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, big time, big time.

521
00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:18,040
Speaker 2: You know it's hard.

522
00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:20,879
Speaker 1: You got mega bullied when you started doing a radio

523
00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 1: showing camera, right.

524
00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:28,440
Speaker 2: Mega bullied sounds like a Pokemon. But I did get

525
00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:33,200
Speaker 2: really like abused straight up. But I like, the Internet's

526
00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:35,760
Speaker 2: a hard one, you know, because I love it. I

527
00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:39,400
Speaker 2: love the Internet, but then I also freaking hate it. Yeah,

528
00:23:39,440 --> 00:23:41,560
Speaker 2: I feel like sometimes i'm so much like because I'm

529
00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:44,080
Speaker 2: over here in La the time difference, you know, and

530
00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 2: I'm working so I'm not really on my phone, and

531
00:23:47,920 --> 00:23:50,800
Speaker 2: I love it. Yeah, but then I'm also addicted to it.

532
00:23:50,800 --> 00:23:52,199
Speaker 2: Then I get anxious when I've not been on it

533
00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:53,639
Speaker 2: for too long and I'm like, I need to go

534
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,960
Speaker 2: catch up and see what someone I haven't even known ever.

535
00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:00,000
Speaker 1: But you're super self aware. I feel like you're very

536
00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:02,520
Speaker 1: we're human, and I know that you're really open about this,

537
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:05,680
Speaker 1: and I'm super pro therapy. It's my non negotiable in life.

538
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:08,960
Speaker 1: I'm into my sixth year and I'm obsessed.

539
00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:11,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've been seeing a therapist since I was nineteen.

540
00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:14,760
Speaker 1: No, that's amazing. Do you win you whenever you move?

541
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,840
Speaker 1: You like, okay, therapist. Yeah, it's a change.

542
00:24:17,960 --> 00:24:21,000
Speaker 2: Sometimes a counselor depends on what I want order. Sometimes

543
00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:23,359
Speaker 2: a counsel is good. Yeah, I just need like a

544
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 2: random person who you don't know.

545
00:24:25,480 --> 00:24:29,439
Speaker 1: That non biased kind of like thought process that's not

546
00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:32,720
Speaker 1: in like your head. Yes, has to just be like

547
00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:36,080
Speaker 1: sometimes to prod or ask questions. I also think that

548
00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:39,040
Speaker 1: I'm not saying this like as a it's for creatives only,

549
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 1: but if you're working in industry where you're effectively self made,

550
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:44,440
Speaker 1: and you're the one that if you don't work, then

551
00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:50,080
Speaker 1: well the work's not going to happen, and you're creatively driven,

552
00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:52,640
Speaker 1: I just think like having a theraist, Like my boyfriend's

553
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:55,880
Speaker 1: also a creative. He's a composer and sound engineer, composer.

554
00:24:56,560 --> 00:24:59,520
Speaker 1: He just got his first I know, sorry, boss, he's

555
00:24:59,520 --> 00:25:01,200
Speaker 1: like stopped telling you about it, Like he just got

556
00:25:01,200 --> 00:25:04,680
Speaker 1: his first big TV composing Oh and I'm so pumped

557
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:07,919
Speaker 1: for him. And he's done quods for years. I know.

558
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:09,600
Speaker 2: I'll ask you off the becase know what it is,

559
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:11,479
Speaker 2: because that's really exciting.

560
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:14,280
Speaker 1: But my, but my our thing is because we're both creatives,

561
00:25:14,560 --> 00:25:16,480
Speaker 1: we both have a therapist, and people go, oh, is

562
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 1: there's something wrong with your relationship that you both you're

563
00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:21,679
Speaker 1: both in therapy and we're like, no, the opposite, Like

564
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:25,920
Speaker 1: we can process so quick. We like we're that's.

565
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:28,560
Speaker 2: A generational thing because you would never find a gen

566
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:29,040
Speaker 2: z who.

567
00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: Would ask you that question. Yeah, okay, or younger millennials.

568
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:36,400
Speaker 1: You think it's because we're in the older bunch of millennials.

569
00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:37,080
Speaker 1: I don't know.

570
00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:40,239
Speaker 2: I'm just like the I don't know, I don't know.

571
00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,200
Speaker 2: I find it weird that someone would even question you

572
00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:44,040
Speaker 2: seeing a therapist. I think that's so weird.

573
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:47,600
Speaker 1: But it does happen, does it. I'm so sorry.

574
00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:51,360
Speaker 2: I'm like, really weird that people, I feel like, criticize

575
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,200
Speaker 2: that kind of thing. It's like, it's like if you

576
00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 2: have a broken leg, no one goes are you saying

577
00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:55,439
Speaker 2: a doctor?

578
00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:00,360
Speaker 1: But you will notice in America people will be like, oh,

579
00:26:00,359 --> 00:26:02,919
Speaker 1: I've got like four and yeah, I love it. I

580
00:26:02,960 --> 00:26:06,080
Speaker 1: love that for them. I'm jealous major. I'm like, where

581
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:08,480
Speaker 1: do you get the money? That therapy is expensive?

582
00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:11,359
Speaker 2: It is, but it is so and I'm socessarious and

583
00:26:11,359 --> 00:26:13,679
Speaker 2: it's almost like, Okay, the suggestion before was like, if

584
00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:15,679
Speaker 2: you've got a broken leg, you see a doctor. I'm

585
00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:17,320
Speaker 2: not saying you have to have a broken brain or

586
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:20,119
Speaker 2: a broken system or a broken you know whatever to

587
00:26:20,119 --> 00:26:22,480
Speaker 2: see a therapist. I actually think that some of the

588
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:25,880
Speaker 2: best therapy I've done is in between life crisis.

589
00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:28,880
Speaker 1: As you can process past shit, or you can start

590
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:31,439
Speaker 1: to understand who you are as a human being, or

591
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:32,360
Speaker 1: you're just.

592
00:26:32,320 --> 00:26:34,760
Speaker 2: Processes that aren't serving you. You know, I used to

593
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,959
Speaker 2: get really mad all the time, really mad at like

594
00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:39,320
Speaker 2: the industry for asking me to work for free, or

595
00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:42,399
Speaker 2: people not respecting my brand, but I had to prospect

596
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:45,960
Speaker 2: their brand and it just felt very in my mind catastrophic,

597
00:26:45,960 --> 00:26:50,160
Speaker 2: which it wasn't, but it was impacting the work. And yeah,

598
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:53,000
Speaker 2: that's therapy helped me sort of figure out why I

599
00:26:53,040 --> 00:26:55,920
Speaker 2: do that and maybe some better processes around behavior.

600
00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,600
Speaker 1: I'm fully in it, like screaming or anything.

601
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 2: I just like get mad and be like, I don't

602
00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,879
Speaker 2: understand what I have to respect other people's brands, but

603
00:27:04,920 --> 00:27:07,640
Speaker 2: they can shit all over my personal brand totally.

604
00:27:07,680 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 1: But for me also, I'd always feel the same way

605
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:11,879
Speaker 1: about the same things, So I was finding that I

606
00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:13,960
Speaker 1: would be like competitive sort of yeah, I'd be like,

607
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,320
Speaker 1: oh fuck, you're doing that same thing. For me. A

608
00:27:16,359 --> 00:27:19,080
Speaker 1: big one was like oh fucking emotionally eating again because

609
00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:21,200
Speaker 1: you feel shit about that thing because you actually feel

610
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:24,399
Speaker 1: rejection and rejection feel shit see And a thenyother weird

611
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 1: like knowing yourself well, yeah type of thing you just

612
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:28,440
Speaker 1: want to get out of your room.

613
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 2: Yes, So what DoD therapy help you through with that?

614
00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:35,560
Speaker 1: Like? What? So now I'm more like, oh, hang on,

615
00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:38,880
Speaker 1: I'm feeling this thing, do you Yes, I really want

616
00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:40,200
Speaker 1: to go out and go to In and Out because

617
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,199
Speaker 1: we're in American In and Out. It's freaking amazing. And

618
00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:45,040
Speaker 1: the animal fries are my favorite. And I'm a nutritionist

619
00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:47,240
Speaker 1: and probably shouldn't even be admitting that to people that

620
00:27:47,320 --> 00:27:48,720
Speaker 1: are like, oh, you meant to be in health. I'm like,

621
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:51,760
Speaker 1: I love it, but eighty twenty mate, like fuck, and.

622
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 2: Also like you're a human being and I don't want

623
00:27:54,119 --> 00:27:56,639
Speaker 2: to see if I'm honors with you someone who's like

624
00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:59,640
Speaker 2: so unrealistic about health. I went to this fucking health

625
00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:02,399
Speaker 2: retren and this bitch was like, guys, you shouldn't be

626
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:04,560
Speaker 2: drinking coffee. I was like, unrealistic.

627
00:28:04,800 --> 00:28:06,080
Speaker 1: I own a coffee company.

628
00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, unrealistic. Green tea everyone, here's something wilder decaf. I

629
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:14,359
Speaker 2: was like, yeah, I wake up for ten years. I

630
00:28:14,359 --> 00:28:16,440
Speaker 2: woke up at three thirty am. I'm not gonna have

631
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:17,200
Speaker 2: a green tea back.

632
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:19,640
Speaker 1: We need like five or six coffees to get through

633
00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:20,880
Speaker 1: the morns, get through the shit.

634
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:22,760
Speaker 2: But I just think it's like, really, it's kind of

635
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:27,000
Speaker 2: mean to suggest that, like and not understanding the audience.

636
00:28:27,119 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 2: If someone's like they're at a health retreat to try

637
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:32,199
Speaker 2: and help themselves because they probably under high pressure, high stress,

638
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,840
Speaker 2: having tense jobs. To tell them that they're already failing

639
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:38,040
Speaker 2: because they can't even you know, drink green tea as

640
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:40,720
Speaker 2: a bare minimum, because that's I'm.

641
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:42,840
Speaker 1: Just like, read the room. Also green tea, do you

642
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 1: mean to know buzz whatsoever? Like green tea is great

643
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 1: for antioxidants, but I'm never drinking green tea because I'm like, oh,

644
00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:49,280
Speaker 1: I need to pick me up.

645
00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 2: And also, it's not like we're on meth.

646
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're on caffeine. Like no one you know what I.

647
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Speaker 2: Mean, We're not going on You know, it's not really

648
00:28:57,560 --> 00:28:57,920
Speaker 2: hard to.

649
00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:00,320
Speaker 1: Do some coffee when you get back to Australia. I

650
00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:03,320
Speaker 1: love coffee. Now I'm in the world's worst one, right

651
00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,600
Speaker 1: you are? Actually you know.

652
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,240
Speaker 2: It's the Starbucks. Well that's kind of great.

653
00:29:07,240 --> 00:29:08,440
Speaker 1: But is it feeling good now?

654
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:11,200
Speaker 2: Well, I mean it's it's how many calories are in

655
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,320
Speaker 2: this cup? Honestly, A good A good thousand?

656
00:29:13,640 --> 00:29:14,240
Speaker 1: Do you reckon?

657
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 2: I've walked so far just round it.

658
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:21,840
Speaker 1: So in Australia, I find it really easy to just

659
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:24,640
Speaker 1: get like your regular Lata or whatever. But here it's

660
00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:29,080
Speaker 1: like pumpkin spice, this chi dirty chat. But like there

661
00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:31,320
Speaker 1: are so many different flavors you can get here. It's

662
00:29:31,360 --> 00:29:33,680
Speaker 1: like a freaking it's like being at a theme park.

663
00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 2: I got a the flight from I get a coffee

664
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 2: and I was like, I give a nice almond late

665
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,640
Speaker 2: and she goes what flavor and I was like, just

666
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,480
Speaker 2: coffee flavor and she's like, oh no, we don't make

667
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,120
Speaker 2: it with anything else. You can have coram, you can

668
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:49,520
Speaker 2: have vanilla coconut, you can have java chip. And I

669
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,840
Speaker 2: was like, oh, just just coffee. We don't do just coffee.

670
00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:55,880
Speaker 2: And I was like, God, love you guys over here.

671
00:29:58,040 --> 00:30:01,840
Speaker 1: It's but we don't just think. If you quickly learn

672
00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:04,640
Speaker 1: as an Aussie in La, you quickly figure out like

673
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:08,440
Speaker 1: the places, the coffee. I'm a coffee nerd. I've got

674
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,680
Speaker 1: to talk to you about books because I'm also a

675
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:11,240
Speaker 1: writer too.

676
00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:12,800
Speaker 2: But how many books have you written?

677
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:16,960
Speaker 1: I've read? I guess, yeah, twenty two, no, no, no,

678
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 1: last twelve eleven.

679
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,680
Speaker 2: But why is the number two coming to me? Like

680
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:24,760
Speaker 2: it's one and two. There's two numbers, so.

681
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,440
Speaker 1: I reckon maybe I'm doing another one. Who knows, not yet,

682
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 1: But I'm just let's manifest that shit shall four four yes, okay,

683
00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:35,720
Speaker 1: I really want to talk to you about drum roll please,

684
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 1: Stevie Luise saying that it's Stevie Luise and Spotlight please

685
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 1: it's Stepel Louise. I loved watching you on YouTube read

686
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:48,960
Speaker 1: the first chapter. I see this. This could be a

687
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:53,000
Speaker 1: beautiful cartoon voice by you. You know, I would love

688
00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:55,920
Speaker 1: to play the mother. The mother is a you could

689
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:58,080
Speaker 1: totally do Stevie Louie's voice.

690
00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:00,760
Speaker 2: I want to give the opportunity due to a kid.

691
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,640
Speaker 1: So most adults do kids. Do you know that? Oh?

692
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:04,000
Speaker 2: Really?

693
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:07,440
Speaker 1: Yeah? I think it's because it work longer hours. And

694
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 1: well that's what I learned in in this course I

695
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 1: did this animation voice course. I was like, I saw

696
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:15,080
Speaker 1: someone go into the booth and do a six year

697
00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 1: old webbe yeh, like the niece of Scrooge McDuck or

698
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:24,520
Speaker 1: whatever you probably know these tales. Yeah, and it was

699
00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:27,760
Speaker 1: like someone our exact age, like literally having a six

700
00:31:27,880 --> 00:31:29,960
Speaker 1: year old voice, And I was like, how do you

701
00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:31,280
Speaker 1: get that skill set?

702
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:34,720
Speaker 2: Seriously, I love watching people do voiceovers on the internet.

703
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:37,160
Speaker 2: That's one of my favorite YouTube SA dives, just watching

704
00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 2: people do like the guy who does the girl who

705
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:41,960
Speaker 2: does ash ketch him on Pokemon.

706
00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:43,200
Speaker 1: I'm going to listen.

707
00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:46,640
Speaker 2: Oh listen, she does heaps and they're so talented.

708
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 1: They'll send you my favorite. Bradley Cooper got a crush

709
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:55,720
Speaker 1: rocket into the Galaxy right. It's like, it's such a

710
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:58,320
Speaker 1: good gig if you can get it. Apparently it's phenomenal.

711
00:31:58,360 --> 00:32:01,080
Speaker 1: Pay too. I had no idea. Now that's on my

712
00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:04,520
Speaker 1: bucket list. Mate, you're me both. Let's just anyone listening.

713
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:09,680
Speaker 1: Any next animation I interviewed Ursula Carlson.

714
00:32:10,080 --> 00:32:11,200
Speaker 2: I love her.

715
00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:14,400
Speaker 1: She's just done an animated voice to play this little

716
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:17,240
Speaker 1: this little hippo, and she was like when the hippo

717
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:20,080
Speaker 1: was like running, she's like, I'm in the booth running,

718
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,080
Speaker 1: and when it's getting knocked over, she's like, I'm getting

719
00:32:22,160 --> 00:32:25,640
Speaker 1: knocked over. She said it was the funnest best thing

720
00:32:25,960 --> 00:32:27,960
Speaker 1: that She's like. She loved it so much, and I

721
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, I have to do this.

722
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,680
Speaker 1: What was what's the show? She couldn't say, but it's

723
00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:34,920
Speaker 1: coming out soon, so as soon as I know, I'll send.

724
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:35,400
Speaker 2: It to please.

725
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:37,760
Speaker 1: How much fun? I feel like you're maybe good at.

726
00:32:37,640 --> 00:32:39,400
Speaker 2: This girl, even if we're not.

727
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:41,840
Speaker 1: I just I just want to do it.

728
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,880
Speaker 2: But no, I love Ursley Kels. I've never met her.

729
00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:45,760
Speaker 2: My dad is such a huge fan of hers. The

730
00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 2: other day I was home and he just go, like,

731
00:32:47,360 --> 00:32:49,520
Speaker 2: you print you know, you get your tickets and for

732
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 2: some reason, old people print them.

733
00:32:51,360 --> 00:32:52,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, I still love printing them.

734
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:55,520
Speaker 2: Why are we I feel like, even though we're the

735
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,840
Speaker 2: same age, that's a weird thing to do. And also,

736
00:32:57,880 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 2: why are the people you hanging out with questioning your therapy?

737
00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:02,080
Speaker 2: I like, am so mad.

738
00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:04,960
Speaker 1: At older thirty six or something? Have you noticed all

739
00:33:04,960 --> 00:33:08,600
Speaker 1: my notes are also like handwritten hand right? I love?

740
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,920
Speaker 2: But maybe I'm a young thirty six. Yeah, because my

741
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:14,280
Speaker 2: boyfriend's seventy years younger than I love this.

742
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:15,360
Speaker 1: I've loved your videos.

743
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:20,560
Speaker 2: I'm seeing a cougar, yeah, because he is like every

744
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:24,720
Speaker 2: time we want to celebrate, I think, ooh better eight pm,

745
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:27,800
Speaker 2: and he goes clubbing and I'm like, you know what

746
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 2: I mean, Like he has such different expectations and holidays.

747
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 1: He's like, let's go scag and.

748
00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, let's read a book and sit all mnd

749
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:41,000
Speaker 2: of very sit related. But he's But I think maybe

750
00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:43,400
Speaker 2: because I hang out like my sister's younger my brother's younger,

751
00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:47,240
Speaker 2: my boyfriend's younger. You know, I'm on the internet create

752
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:48,920
Speaker 2: Internet content TikTok all the time.

753
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 1: I'm like an yeah, but my biggest fear is that

754
00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:57,080
Speaker 1: I'm too old to make it. No, so that might

755
00:33:57,080 --> 00:34:00,120
Speaker 1: be where it comes in. But a lot of Australia like,

756
00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:01,880
Speaker 1: I'm shit, you're not right. Before I came here, I

757
00:34:01,880 --> 00:34:04,600
Speaker 1: was in acting class in Australia and an actor turned

758
00:34:04,640 --> 00:34:06,920
Speaker 1: to me and said, I've heard that if you go

759
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:10,280
Speaker 1: to LA over thirty and don't have a career in Australia,

760
00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:12,160
Speaker 1: you're never gonna make it. And I looked at her

761
00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 1: and I said, I just can't afford to think like that.

762
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:18,319
Speaker 1: But it's also like what place is that coming from from?

763
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: Of course, right, but this is totally but in the

764
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:26,640
Speaker 1: moment it bit you devil dog bitch? Why what's your why?

765
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:27,800
Speaker 1: But but like.

766
00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:29,719
Speaker 2: It's so such a like I have this thing with

767
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:32,840
Speaker 2: limiting beliefs, beliefs and like I think, you know, my

768
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,880
Speaker 2: friend the other day was like, I'll never make that

769
00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:37,200
Speaker 2: much money and I was like why.

770
00:34:37,880 --> 00:34:40,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, I fully, I'm fully I'm with you.

771
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:45,200
Speaker 2: One. Why yeah, why I'll never have that? Why you're

772
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:50,880
Speaker 2: already telling the universe you are worthy of and it's limited.

773
00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:54,640
Speaker 2: Never say that to the universe. Never believe that, because

774
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,880
Speaker 2: if you believe it, you'll create it. And I just

775
00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:00,680
Speaker 2: think that's limiting beliefs are They drive me and say

776
00:35:00,680 --> 00:35:02,719
Speaker 2: if my mom doesn't, Mom's like, oh, well I'm old now,

777
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:03,680
Speaker 2: so I can't do that.

778
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:05,920
Speaker 1: I'm like, yes, you can. Why can't you?

779
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:08,480
Speaker 2: You're the one who's putting the limitation on you, not

780
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:11,839
Speaker 2: like society, fuck everyone else. You're the only one who

781
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,719
Speaker 2: can limit yourself totally. And that's a scary thought too

782
00:35:14,719 --> 00:35:15,960
Speaker 2: for a lot of people because it's like, oh, if

783
00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:18,279
Speaker 2: I'm the one in control of the limiting thought and

784
00:35:18,320 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 2: I can take the limit off, then it's then if

785
00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:22,840
Speaker 2: I don't make it happen, it's on you know.

786
00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:26,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I do think if you sit with it

787
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,440
Speaker 1: and you're like, well, why can't I do this? Or

788
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:29,800
Speaker 1: why do I feel like I'm told for it or

789
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:32,839
Speaker 1: whatever it is, and you sit with it, you can

790
00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,400
Speaker 1: see that there is a remedy for this concept. Like

791
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:37,520
Speaker 1: for me, like I'm like, oh, okay, well, I've just

792
00:35:37,520 --> 00:35:40,319
Speaker 1: got to study harder and do more training so that

793
00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:43,000
Speaker 1: my skill set makes me feel like, I'm confident in

794
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 1: this place and I'm never going to question my age. Yeah,

795
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:48,440
Speaker 1: but Lola, like people need to like look like people.

796
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:52,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like they're not gonna they're not going to do

797
00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:56,239
Speaker 2: like high school musical with no teachers. Yeah they're not.

798
00:35:56,440 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 1: Like that was a real random, no high school musical.

799
00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 1: I know you like the second one more than the

800
00:36:00,600 --> 00:36:03,640
Speaker 1: first one. Yeah, oh yeah? Did you for Australian Idol?

801
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 2: I did audition for Just Quietly. I did Helly's podcast.

802
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:08,879
Speaker 1: There was so stod he for not I love him.

803
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:10,680
Speaker 2: He wrote a quote for Stevie one like I just

804
00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:12,799
Speaker 2: love him and he goes to be because it was

805
00:36:12,840 --> 00:36:15,000
Speaker 2: his podcast is about movie?

806
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:16,280
Speaker 1: What did he get you to watch?

807
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:18,359
Speaker 2: He goes, what's your favorite movie? And I go High

808
00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:20,880
Speaker 2: School Musical two? And he was like, couldn't tell if

809
00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:21,080
Speaker 2: I was.

810
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:24,440
Speaker 1: Kidding on what did he make your review? You know?

811
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,880
Speaker 2: Morris gum, Oh that's a good I've never seen it

812
00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:27,839
Speaker 2: until last year.

813
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,960
Speaker 1: Great soundtrack too, But it's unbelievable. Have I never seen this?

814
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 2: Is like unbelievably Like cinematically it's extraordinary. The storytelling is nuts.

815
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:40,879
Speaker 1: It's it's like an og American but also like we're

816
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,680
Speaker 1: sitting here in Disneyland. I've never seen Star Wars. I've

817
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 1: not seen Star Wars either. I met a light sob yesterday.

818
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:48,439
Speaker 1: Oh great, okay, great, yeah, that makes me feel so

819
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:49,040
Speaker 1: much better.

820
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:51,000
Speaker 2: Right as I was leaving the park yesterday, they were like,

821
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:55,680
Speaker 2: Americans are so patriotic. I just burked just leaving, and

822
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:58,840
Speaker 2: they were like ladies and gentlemen, the American man, thanks

823
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:05,000
Speaker 2: to America, the American America, America loves American band with fries.

824
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:11,960
Speaker 2: It was just like the sophomore junior, junior year, senior prom.

825
00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:14,080
Speaker 1: Yes, do you know what though?

826
00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:17,040
Speaker 2: Like McDonald's Burger King band.

827
00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 1: It's so so patriotic. But I want to say, I'm

828
00:37:24,280 --> 00:37:27,480
Speaker 1: fully drinking the American aid, Like I want to buy

829
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:32,359
Speaker 1: a ranch in Montana, legit, like the first Money got

830
00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,160
Speaker 1: an American film. I'm like, I'm going to buy a

831
00:37:34,239 --> 00:37:39,000
Speaker 1: ranch in Wyoming near Kanye or Mount Montana. I don't mind,

832
00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:41,759
Speaker 1: I'll take either. I love it. It's just I love

833
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:43,320
Speaker 1: it too. I love it. I think it's cool that

834
00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 1: they're so patriotic. I think it's cool that older country too,

835
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:50,920
Speaker 1: like history, yes, witch like, and they've got like their

836
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,319
Speaker 1: own thing going on here and they just I think

837
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:54,440
Speaker 1: it's I don't know.

838
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:58,560
Speaker 2: They're very nice people to verystic optimistic. You come over,

839
00:37:58,600 --> 00:38:00,960
Speaker 2: you do an audition, They're like, you're amazing. You do

840
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:05,120
Speaker 2: it at home and everyone's like, probably didn't get that one,

841
00:38:05,200 --> 00:38:06,960
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Like they just it's it's

842
00:38:07,080 --> 00:38:09,719
Speaker 2: it's I like the entertainment industry over here is I

843
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,120
Speaker 2: don't know, They've got more stuff going on. It's more opportunity,

844
00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 2: it's more diverse, different people being told.

845
00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:19,760
Speaker 1: The combo of both. Like I love being an Aussie

846
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,240
Speaker 1: and Aussy and I love being an Aussie in America.

847
00:38:22,280 --> 00:38:23,960
Speaker 1: I love boast of both worlds.

848
00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:26,120
Speaker 2: I think it's easy for us to do an American

849
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:28,040
Speaker 2: accent in a way, but it's really hard for them

850
00:38:28,080 --> 00:38:30,880
Speaker 2: to do an Australia. It's like we actually have it,

851
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:33,000
Speaker 2: you know out Yeah, I know what you mean, because

852
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 2: I love Australia me too. I'd love to live over here.

853
00:38:35,719 --> 00:38:39,200
Speaker 2: But I love Sydney so much. I love Newcastle, I

854
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:43,719
Speaker 2: love Woole and Gong, I love I love Allbree like

855
00:38:43,880 --> 00:38:46,040
Speaker 2: I love regional Australia so much.

856
00:38:46,239 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 1: Is that because of the radio, like coming up in

857
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:50,319
Speaker 1: the radio ranks and moving around and.

858
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:53,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I just realized how amazing Regional Australia is.

859
00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 2: It's my greatest inspiration. Stevie two is set in a Westfield.

860
00:38:58,760 --> 00:39:01,040
Speaker 1: Can we take a love? I love it so much

861
00:39:01,120 --> 00:39:03,000
Speaker 1: for you asked a question before I didn't answer. No, Well,

862
00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:09,280
Speaker 1: I just I'm so glad you said regional because Tracy

863
00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:11,600
Speaker 1: Harrison from Bathroom I did.

864
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:14,840
Speaker 2: Okay, I play this character. If you if you're like

865
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 2: just tuned in, why would you have tuned in midway?

866
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:22,160
Speaker 1: Wow? By radio? Right?

867
00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 2: You know you're in radio. You reset the interview three

868
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:27,080
Speaker 2: or four times, do you?

869
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:27,560
Speaker 1: Yeah?

870
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,719
Speaker 2: So if you're interviewing like Tom Cruise, not that I

871
00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:32,840
Speaker 2: ever have because I did radio and camera, but we

872
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:36,880
Speaker 2: did get Jess Malboy forty eight times and Justice Cruise.

873
00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:41,680
Speaker 2: So calm down, everyone. We you know, if you if

874
00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:43,799
Speaker 2: you're listening in the car, people are tuning in at

875
00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:46,400
Speaker 2: random times, so in the middle of the interview, it

876
00:39:46,480 --> 00:39:49,759
Speaker 2: might be like, so anyway Jess Malboy, oh wow, So

877
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 2: you'll be like, oh, that's so cool that you did that.

878
00:39:51,600 --> 00:39:53,319
Speaker 2: I love that Jess mail Boy. We're talking to her

879
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:53,759
Speaker 2: right now.

880
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:58,400
Speaker 1: Wow. Okay, Well I haven't done that once. Podcasting is

881
00:39:58,600 --> 00:39:59,439
Speaker 1: it's a different skill.

882
00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:02,920
Speaker 2: Set, Yeah, listen differently, and it's I mean, it's kind

883
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:03,800
Speaker 2: of taken over, isn't it.

884
00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:04,640
Speaker 1: Yeah.

885
00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:07,080
Speaker 2: So Tracy is this character I do from Bathist and

886
00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:10,759
Speaker 2: I went to UNI and Bathist and during COVID, I

887
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,279
Speaker 2: got really bored and I thought, wouldn't it be cool

888
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:15,120
Speaker 2: if I could pay homage to all the towns I've

889
00:40:15,160 --> 00:40:17,320
Speaker 2: lived in? So I was going to do a hairdresser

890
00:40:17,400 --> 00:40:20,000
Speaker 2: in Bathist who's forty seven years old, recently divorced, with

891
00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:23,520
Speaker 2: two children, like two adult children, and it's just very

892
00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:27,800
Speaker 2: very like she loves mince and she loves a cheese bowld.

893
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 2: She's got a friend called Lynn whose husband's buried the

894
00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:37,120
Speaker 2: backyard and I loved his like three, She's like very cool. Yeah, yeah,

895
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,880
Speaker 2: it's just like insane. And then I lived in Griffith

896
00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:41,279
Speaker 2: and I thought it would be fun to do like

897
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:43,399
Speaker 2: a butcher in griff Yeah.

898
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:44,320
Speaker 1: And then I lived into.

899
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:46,600
Speaker 2: Woomburo do it to Florist, and I was gonna do

900
00:40:46,640 --> 00:40:48,600
Speaker 2: all these characters, and then I kind of got really

901
00:40:48,719 --> 00:40:51,919
Speaker 2: stuck on Tracy, and then I didn't move past it. Also,

902
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:54,920
Speaker 2: then COVID's kind of finished, and like, you know, oh,

903
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:58,440
Speaker 2: you've bought me so much I love Tracy's Rumbles. Oh,

904
00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:01,440
Speaker 2: Tracy's Rumbles. You know. The cool thing about Tracy's Rumbles

905
00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:04,240
Speaker 2: is it was a sponsored video for Uber and getting

906
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:09,759
Speaker 2: a brand to not only buy the Tracy Harrison experience,

907
00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:12,560
Speaker 2: but like back it, they had no edit notes.

908
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 1: Do you want go wild? My favorite beers where you're

909
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:18,719
Speaker 1: bought pouring the condensed milk and you're like trying to

910
00:41:18,719 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 1: stop yourself from having a sip because it's like pouring out,

911
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,520
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh my gosh, relatable.

912
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:26,960
Speaker 2: I remember as a kid, you know, when we'd have

913
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:28,880
Speaker 2: no sugar in the house, I would eat the sweet

914
00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:31,040
Speaker 2: and condensed milk. And one time, which is so grows

915
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:32,800
Speaker 2: it's such a fat kid thing too, when as a

916
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 2: kid I sliced my mouth open on the tiny Yeah, yeah,

917
00:41:36,480 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 2: of course yeah, And ever since then, I've been terrified

918
00:41:38,719 --> 00:41:40,800
Speaker 2: of it. So that was the first time I opened

919
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:41,360
Speaker 2: a can.

920
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:44,279
Speaker 1: Of sweet condense milk since. And oh but still I

921
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:45,320
Speaker 1: was like, I could still go it.

922
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,239
Speaker 2: Even though it was so the hospital split my tongue open, I.

923
00:41:48,200 --> 00:41:51,480
Speaker 1: Could still go it again. The visual I'm getting right now,

924
00:41:51,560 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 1: the split tongue on it child mad. Sorry there's a

925
00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:58,640
Speaker 1: trigger warning there, so Okay, I've got I've got a

926
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:00,520
Speaker 1: quote of yours that I'm going to read back to you.

927
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:02,759
Speaker 2: I hope it's a good one. It's not like we're

928
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 2: undies and change them regularly.

929
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:09,520
Speaker 1: Well, we just got the audiogram from that, so thank you. Okay.

930
00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 1: So I love this so much because I've said this

931
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,160
Speaker 1: about myself as a nutritionist. I've said this about myself

932
00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:19,880
Speaker 1: as an actor. So I was always okay, I was okay.

933
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,520
Speaker 1: I was always like, I'm not going to be the

934
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:24,640
Speaker 1: best radio announcer, but I'm always going to be the

935
00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 1: one that works the hardest to try and be the best.

936
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:28,800
Speaker 2: That's true.

937
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,239
Speaker 1: And is that kind of your work ethic? And I

938
00:42:31,320 --> 00:42:34,880
Speaker 1: know you've got like a phenomenal work ethic. But I

939
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:36,960
Speaker 1: do think hard work trump's talent.

940
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:39,160
Speaker 2: I do think it too. I think you've got to

941
00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:41,320
Speaker 2: have think you good have both. But I know so

942
00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 2: many talented people who aren't in the sphere that I

943
00:42:46,160 --> 00:42:50,040
Speaker 2: live in. And it's not because they're not like they're

944
00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 2: better than me. It's just that I'm I will outwork them.

945
00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:55,680
Speaker 1: I love that. I love No. I love that you

946
00:42:55,800 --> 00:43:00,480
Speaker 1: say that. I I it like when I've been listening

947
00:43:00,560 --> 00:43:02,560
Speaker 1: to you, when you say it. I'm like, oh, yes,

948
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,000
Speaker 1: because sometimes I need you need to hear that, because

949
00:43:05,520 --> 00:43:09,680
Speaker 1: this industry is an industry of rejection after rejection, after no,

950
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:13,640
Speaker 1: you're not good enough or yeah. And I think knowing that, okay, well,

951
00:43:14,280 --> 00:43:15,920
Speaker 1: you're going to hear those a.

952
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:18,200
Speaker 2: Lot, and I still hear a lot of nose. And

953
00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:21,040
Speaker 2: I think there's this perception that like, oh, you know,

954
00:43:21,160 --> 00:43:23,279
Speaker 2: but you're this and you're that. We see you on

955
00:43:23,360 --> 00:43:25,480
Speaker 2: Instagram and you know, you have a books and stuff,

956
00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:26,919
Speaker 2: and it's like yeah, but like some of them don't

957
00:43:26,960 --> 00:43:31,080
Speaker 2: soel particularly well and oh, mate, you know that I've

958
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:34,719
Speaker 2: been pitching TV shows. They get rejected so often, like

959
00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:37,200
Speaker 2: you know, make us management dump me, and you know,

960
00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:41,080
Speaker 2: like it's hard, it's it is hot, it is no,

961
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:43,960
Speaker 2: it's so hot. So with all the what to keep going,

962
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:45,400
Speaker 2: you know, there's so many days that I just go,

963
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:47,879
Speaker 2: I don't. I can't anymore. I'm so tired. I'm sick

964
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 2: of the rejection. I'm sick of the hours. I'm sick

965
00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:54,319
Speaker 2: of the vulnerability. I'm sick of being on camerad I'm

966
00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:56,319
Speaker 2: so fat at the moment, I feel so big at

967
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:59,000
Speaker 2: the moment. I don't want to be filmed. I don't

968
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:01,320
Speaker 2: want to be looked at. I don't be funny today.

969
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 2: I'm tired. I hate what's going on personally for me.

970
00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:08,960
Speaker 2: It's really hard to manage myself. But I I just

971
00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:12,240
Speaker 2: have this friggin' fire or this like tiny little voice

972
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:14,879
Speaker 2: inside of me that just won't die, and I've tried

973
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 2: to put it out so many times and it just keeps.

974
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:21,040
Speaker 2: It's just like it just can't be unlit. And I

975
00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:23,680
Speaker 2: wish it would sometimes. I wish it would extinguish because

976
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:25,360
Speaker 2: it would make my life easier.

977
00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:28,200
Speaker 1: But it's like in yoga, not to like get all

978
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 1: hippie dippy and please I love it. But there's this

979
00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:33,080
Speaker 1: word called dharma and it's like your life purpose and

980
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:35,359
Speaker 1: that's what you're meant to come back like no matter

981
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:38,080
Speaker 1: what you do. And like, I don't know if you

982
00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:40,200
Speaker 1: know any of my history. I got histories of eating disorders,

983
00:44:40,239 --> 00:44:42,600
Speaker 1: body this morphia, and I wouldn't even film. I'd be like,

984
00:44:42,680 --> 00:44:44,680
Speaker 1: fuck this. I'm ten kilos more than what I want

985
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:46,440
Speaker 1: to be. I know I look crap, and I know

986
00:44:46,520 --> 00:44:48,319
Speaker 1: it shows in my face and then that shows more

987
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:50,640
Speaker 1: on TV. And you know you look bigger on TV. Sometimes,

988
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:52,800
Speaker 1: you know there are all these things, and then you

989
00:44:52,920 --> 00:44:54,520
Speaker 1: know that then you're not confidence, so you probably don't

990
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:56,120
Speaker 1: feel like you're going to be presenting as well. And

991
00:44:56,120 --> 00:44:59,120
Speaker 1: it's just like it's such a cycle, such a it

992
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:01,080
Speaker 1: will come back to third therapy because therapy is the

993
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:02,840
Speaker 1: one thing that like has helped me get out of

994
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:06,160
Speaker 1: my own way and put my own shit aside to

995
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 1: honor the work. And I just yeah, and I think

996
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:14,080
Speaker 1: you are like so frigging phenomenal and I love love

997
00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:16,200
Speaker 1: your work ethic and I love that that spark never

998
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:17,840
Speaker 1: goes out for you. I really do.

999
00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:20,160
Speaker 2: And maybe that's what I meant at the beginning in

1000
00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:21,640
Speaker 2: her you were like, oh, you know, did you just

1001
00:45:23,239 --> 00:45:24,719
Speaker 2: try a bunch of stuff and see what's stuck? And

1002
00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:27,400
Speaker 2: I think I'm having trouble answering that question because I

1003
00:45:27,440 --> 00:45:32,080
Speaker 2: don't know, but I think it's like maybe knowing that

1004
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:35,120
Speaker 2: there's a word, that dharma word you said. Maybe it's

1005
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 2: just that I was trying to honor the dharma in

1006
00:45:36,800 --> 00:45:38,359
Speaker 2: me and kind of figure out what it was because

1007
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,200
Speaker 2: I reckon I'm a new soul, you know how. There's like,

1008
00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:41,840
Speaker 2: you know, people have past lives.

1009
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:43,160
Speaker 1: I mean maybe I have, but.

1010
00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:44,880
Speaker 2: I feel like an idiot because I look like so

1011
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:47,360
Speaker 2: many mistakes. I reckon, I'm the newest of souls, like

1012
00:45:47,440 --> 00:45:50,960
Speaker 2: this is my first time here, like I wasn't. Yeah, yeah,

1013
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:51,799
Speaker 2: because I'm just so.

1014
00:45:52,200 --> 00:45:53,839
Speaker 1: I always say to it when I was like doing

1015
00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:57,680
Speaker 1: I've done heaps of like spirits regression. Yeah, I've done

1016
00:45:57,719 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 1: all the regression. And I'm like, oh, I'm an old soul.

1017
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:03,680
Speaker 1: What an ego to say that, Like, oh I must

1018
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:05,440
Speaker 1: be an old I used to tell people that I

1019
00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:06,880
Speaker 1: was an old soul. What an idiot?

1020
00:46:06,920 --> 00:46:08,600
Speaker 2: But do you not think it rings true with everything

1021
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:10,200
Speaker 2: we've been saying during this conversation that I'm like, oh,

1022
00:46:10,280 --> 00:46:12,200
Speaker 2: you seem like a like an older thirty six years

1023
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,839
Speaker 2: like a younger thirty six Is it just because maybe

1024
00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:17,160
Speaker 2: you are an actual old soul and I'm a new

1025
00:46:17,280 --> 00:46:20,040
Speaker 2: soul mate, But I don't know. I want to go

1026
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:23,400
Speaker 2: down this esty I love, but I do, like I do,

1027
00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:24,320
Speaker 2: make a lot of misteaks.

1028
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:26,520
Speaker 1: No, no, no, And I'm so glad do you say that?

1029
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 1: Because so do I? And like I think I was

1030
00:46:28,239 --> 00:46:30,920
Speaker 1: saying to you're on the elevator right up here, like

1031
00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:33,480
Speaker 1: I checked one of the online submission forms I've submitted

1032
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:37,280
Speaker 1: in ten weeks one hundred and eighty auditions that haven't

1033
00:46:37,280 --> 00:46:39,960
Speaker 1: got one. And you're like, that's amazing, and I'm like, yeah,

1034
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:42,280
Speaker 1: that's a lot of wrech. That's a lot of constant

1035
00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:44,360
Speaker 1: nos in acting world. You don't even get to know.

1036
00:46:44,520 --> 00:46:45,320
Speaker 1: You get donuting.

1037
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:49,320
Speaker 2: Absolutely another Donuts is worse, actually, isn't it.

1038
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,280
Speaker 1: I would much rather expect we need a brunette.

1039
00:46:52,760 --> 00:46:56,960
Speaker 2: Thanks, you're too thin? Yeah, I've never got that one. No,

1040
00:46:57,160 --> 00:46:59,040
Speaker 2: but get you're too young?

1041
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:04,640
Speaker 1: I thank you. Yeah that is great. I got too

1042
00:47:04,719 --> 00:47:06,799
Speaker 1: old since I've been here totally. So I think that's my.

1043
00:47:07,560 --> 00:47:10,080
Speaker 2: Maybe I need to go for like older characters, because

1044
00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 2: if you go for a Grandma too young, yeah, you

1045
00:47:13,800 --> 00:47:18,239
Speaker 2: know what I mean, you go for a you know,

1046
00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:30,200
Speaker 2: Cadava elderly Kadava too young. The way is, but like, what, like,

1047
00:47:30,320 --> 00:47:31,560
Speaker 2: what's your dream role?

1048
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,680
Speaker 1: Honestly not a word of a lie. And it's like,

1049
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 1: it's crazy to even say this because it's never existed

1050
00:47:37,680 --> 00:47:39,920
Speaker 1: for a female ever. This is why you say it,

1051
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:42,359
Speaker 1: This is why you do it. Dama, Dama, dama. Right,

1052
00:47:42,719 --> 00:47:46,520
Speaker 1: Steve Colbert hosting a late night show in Americas. Right,

1053
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:50,640
Speaker 1: female has never done it? Well, Lily Sing did it really.

1054
00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:54,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, she's a YouTuber but she did late late so

1055
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:56,840
Speaker 2: I've been watching it over here because I've been finishing.

1056
00:47:57,000 --> 00:47:57,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna watch it.

1057
00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:00,960
Speaker 2: Lily said, Yeah, I don't know if my god, okay,

1058
00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:07,000
Speaker 2: but she's you know, queer poc. Yeah, amazing comedian YouTuber.

1059
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:07,880
Speaker 1: And she is the thing you need to be, like,

1060
00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:10,800
Speaker 1: you need to be a comedian or have the chops

1061
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:13,800
Speaker 1: that you've got. You've got these amazing comedic bones that

1062
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:17,520
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm funny sometimes yeah, but all the time.

1063
00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:20,000
Speaker 2: But I don't think, you know, you've just got your

1064
00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:21,680
Speaker 2: own gifts. So maybe your show is like a late

1065
00:48:21,800 --> 00:48:23,759
Speaker 2: night show that's got ur essence in it. So maybe

1066
00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:25,560
Speaker 2: it's like more of like an Oprah at night.

1067
00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:27,759
Speaker 1: Not o, you know, something like.

1068
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:32,160
Speaker 2: Or more you know, like the world will change eventually

1069
00:48:32,760 --> 00:48:34,680
Speaker 2: from all having all the men and white men and

1070
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:38,360
Speaker 2: and maybe we'll have you know, a more female centric

1071
00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:40,840
Speaker 2: there's a bit softer and a bit more you know.

1072
00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:41,360
Speaker 1: Sold.

1073
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I don't think that that's a wild dream.

1074
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:47,240
Speaker 2: I think that that's a cool thing to want, mate,

1075
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:48,360
Speaker 2: and you should.

1076
00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:51,240
Speaker 1: I'm running at it. I'm running at it. I'm running.

1077
00:48:51,280 --> 00:48:54,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, you run, keep run running. Someone told me once

1078
00:48:55,360 --> 00:48:56,399
Speaker 2: and they actually passed away.

1079
00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:57,000
Speaker 1: A couple of years back.

1080
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 2: He said to me when I was fourteen, He said,

1081
00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 2: I said, should I pick a kind of teacher because

1082
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 2: I want to be a drama teacher? Yeah, and he

1083
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 2: goes no, because it's your backup and you'll fall on

1084
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:10,200
Speaker 2: the backup. But if you don't have a backup, you've

1085
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:11,040
Speaker 2: got nowhere to fall.

1086
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:14,080
Speaker 1: I love so, like, do you know? I said to

1087
00:49:14,160 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 1: my therapist, and this is I've still love my nutrition

1088
00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:18,839
Speaker 1: and all the health stuff I've done, But I said

1089
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:21,279
Speaker 1: to him, like probably too years into therapy. I was like, hey,

1090
00:49:21,960 --> 00:49:23,680
Speaker 1: had an epiphany and he's like yeah. I was like,

1091
00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:26,520
Speaker 1: I've been leaving my backup career. I was like I

1092
00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:29,480
Speaker 1: always wanted to be an actor and work in television,

1093
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:33,279
Speaker 1: like literally anchoring yep. And every time I'd go for

1094
00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:35,480
Speaker 1: an anchoring audition in Australia, they're like, oh no, no, no,

1095
00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:37,680
Speaker 1: you're the health segment girl. You're a segment girl.

1096
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:41,160
Speaker 2: It's really hard to rebrand as I'm currently trying to

1097
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:44,080
Speaker 2: rebrand as a lingerie model and not kidding, I would

1098
00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:47,000
Speaker 2: never have you ever even seen my neck, Like I

1099
00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:48,480
Speaker 2: I hate showing my.

1100
00:49:48,480 --> 00:49:52,760
Speaker 1: Po I have done a nude photo here. Yeah, photo

1101
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,319
Speaker 1: shared for Women's Health. Oh my god, that's so full

1102
00:49:56,360 --> 00:50:00,279
Speaker 1: blown nude starkers. Wait are you open legged? I was,

1103
00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:01,840
Speaker 1: and I'm like, no, I wasn't.

1104
00:50:02,080 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 2: I mean, that's porn, isn't it?

1105
00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:04,440
Speaker 1: It is?

1106
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,320
Speaker 2: I guess, yeah, So is it tasteful?

1107
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:09,160
Speaker 1: It was? Yeah, but it was it was hard and

1108
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:12,640
Speaker 1: it was sexy? Or is it more like I probably

1109
00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:15,440
Speaker 1: was going for it, but I was so nervous. I

1110
00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 1: was going for sexy, but I would have been noticed.

1111
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:20,759
Speaker 1: I did have a tiny little nude colored Oh yeah, yeah, yah,

1112
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:22,040
Speaker 1: I would have done the same. But other than that,

1113
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:24,560
Speaker 1: you've got someone lathering up and the whole crew was male,

1114
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,000
Speaker 1: and I was like, and I had a wind blower

1115
00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:28,880
Speaker 1: on my head. Oh that's hot. Oh I bet you

1116
00:50:28,920 --> 00:50:29,560
Speaker 1: looked amazing.

1117
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:30,799
Speaker 2: When's it coming out?

1118
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:34,320
Speaker 1: It's feed, it's feed, and god when years ago it?

1119
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,279
Speaker 1: I'll send you a snap. I'll send you a nude

1120
00:50:36,280 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 1: shot after this, mude. I worry for you. It's like,

1121
00:50:39,480 --> 00:50:42,480
Speaker 1: you're going on how ustrailiing? Can I sound over here? No?

1122
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:45,040
Speaker 1: My boyfriend will be like trying to like sexy face

1123
00:50:45,120 --> 00:50:46,480
Speaker 1: times with me. I was like, oh, you're going to

1124
00:50:46,520 --> 00:50:49,120
Speaker 1: get nude and he's like, you always ruined this true.

1125
00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:54,239
Speaker 1: His erection just goes. Matt is going to love you,

1126
00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:57,239
Speaker 1: by the way for saying that. Okay, final final question.

1127
00:50:57,280 --> 00:50:58,400
Speaker 1: I could talk to you all day. This is your

1128
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:02,680
Speaker 1: final Yes, ma'am. Do you ever experience imposter syndrome? And

1129
00:51:02,800 --> 00:51:04,400
Speaker 1: if so, how the f do you deal with it?

1130
00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:04,960
Speaker 1: Every day?

1131
00:51:06,239 --> 00:51:07,560
Speaker 2: Like I was just at a Starbucks and the chick

1132
00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:09,279
Speaker 2: recognized me and I just like almost had a full

1133
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,680
Speaker 2: blown meltdown because I was like, by you're presy. She

1134
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:14,080
Speaker 2: gave me, she gave me some egg bites, and she

1135
00:51:14,160 --> 00:51:15,800
Speaker 2: gave me that drink over there. It's like a like

1136
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:20,359
Speaker 2: some sort of refresher looks healthy, you know what I mean?

1137
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:26,080
Speaker 2: Something is fluro you go health? Uh put that inside

1138
00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:26,760
Speaker 2: of your body?

1139
00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:27,600
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1140
00:51:27,640 --> 00:51:31,920
Speaker 2: So, yeah, I do all the time because during COVID

1141
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:33,120
Speaker 2: I did a lot of TV shows.

1142
00:51:33,200 --> 00:51:33,680
Speaker 1: I did like.

1143
00:51:36,080 --> 00:51:38,560
Speaker 2: Celebrity Letters and Numbers and I did I did five

1144
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:43,320
Speaker 2: episodes of that and like Dyslexics was really hard. Number

1145
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:48,000
Speaker 2: Dyslexic gotcha? And then I did the hundred with Andy Lee?

1146
00:51:48,400 --> 00:51:50,120
Speaker 2: I did what else did I do?

1147
00:51:50,320 --> 00:51:54,320
Speaker 1: I did you did? I know that was in Lockdown,

1148
00:51:54,400 --> 00:51:55,520
Speaker 1: but yeah, I did I'm a slab.

1149
00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:58,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I did all these TV shows. It's really strange

1150
00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 2: to be sitting next to like Andy Lee asked me

1151
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:02,640
Speaker 2: to do his show, and I've been listening to Andy

1152
00:52:02,719 --> 00:52:04,160
Speaker 2: Lee my whole life, and then I've got to be

1153
00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:06,200
Speaker 2: on stage and be funny with him. And he's saying

1154
00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:08,400
Speaker 2: my name, and my name's on a screen and you

1155
00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:10,120
Speaker 2: know it's what I'm sitting next to whipper and like

1156
00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:12,560
Speaker 2: the radio, I'm a radio person, right, so I'm sitting

1157
00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:12,840
Speaker 2: next to you.

1158
00:52:13,400 --> 00:52:16,280
Speaker 1: Very funny too, what's so funny? I did a pilot

1159
00:52:16,480 --> 00:52:20,160
Speaker 1: co hosting with him, did you. Yeah? I was so nervous.

1160
00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:22,799
Speaker 1: I go there. I fucking loved it. But I've done

1161
00:52:22,800 --> 00:52:25,200
Speaker 1: it with Limo too. I've done a lot of talent

1162
00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,719
Speaker 1: a Meetian guys and Lima was like, let's throw the

1163
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:30,440
Speaker 1: script out and I was like, oh, okay, I'd learned it.

1164
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:35,600
Speaker 2: Could we not Let's have a conversation about it. Yeah,

1165
00:52:35,680 --> 00:52:37,279
Speaker 2: And it was just wild to, you know, sort of

1166
00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:41,040
Speaker 2: sit next to these two, like, in my opinion, gods

1167
00:52:41,080 --> 00:52:45,520
Speaker 2: of radio equal in a way. Yeah, and uh, And

1168
00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:47,920
Speaker 2: to be the only girl on the stage is kind

1169
00:52:47,920 --> 00:52:51,359
Speaker 2: of intimidating. And to be like, remember why you're there

1170
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:52,480
Speaker 2: and you're like, am I funny?

1171
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:54,120
Speaker 1: What am I doing here? And you know, I was

1172
00:52:54,160 --> 00:52:56,239
Speaker 1: like I don't know how to feel in those situations.

1173
00:52:56,320 --> 00:52:59,400
Speaker 2: And like the episode before was like like, so Hamish

1174
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:02,359
Speaker 2: was there, Becky Lucas, who I think is fierce as there,

1175
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, and they were all in the green room

1176
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 2: and I just didn't feel like I could go in there,

1177
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:08,279
Speaker 2: so I sat by myself in the wardrobe room.

1178
00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:12,080
Speaker 1: No. Yeah, I eventually went in, but I had to

1179
00:53:12,160 --> 00:53:13,560
Speaker 1: like genuinely.

1180
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:14,920
Speaker 2: Psych myself up to get in there because I was like,

1181
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:17,960
Speaker 2: my god, I love these guys and I don't want

1182
00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:18,759
Speaker 2: a fangirl them.

1183
00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:21,120
Speaker 1: What about after like after something like that, and then

1184
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:22,719
Speaker 1: you kind of like on a bit of behind and

1185
00:53:22,760 --> 00:53:24,560
Speaker 1: you're like, oh, I just did that thing that was

1186
00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:27,400
Speaker 1: really scary and I had imposter syndrome.

1187
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:29,239
Speaker 2: And yeah, I think the only way to work through

1188
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:34,880
Speaker 2: it is just to is to kind of downplay it

1189
00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:37,480
Speaker 2: is the only way I know how to do it.

1190
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:40,640
Speaker 2: So just to like pretend, pretend like you belong there

1191
00:53:40,680 --> 00:53:43,279
Speaker 2: and pretend like it's easy, or find an excuse to

1192
00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 2: go into that room. Oh wow.

1193
00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:46,880
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, you guys have to read us

1194
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:47,160
Speaker 1: in here.

1195
00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:48,759
Speaker 2: I think that's how I got into the room because

1196
00:53:48,760 --> 00:53:51,120
Speaker 2: I just I wanted to be included, because I knew

1197
00:53:51,480 --> 00:53:53,080
Speaker 2: that if I wasn't, it would make my job on

1198
00:53:53,200 --> 00:53:56,400
Speaker 2: stage harder, of course, and it also to them might

1199
00:53:56,480 --> 00:53:59,320
Speaker 2: read as Tania doesn't want to be with us, Tanya

1200
00:53:59,400 --> 00:54:01,400
Speaker 2: thinks she's better than nuts, which is like beyond this,

1201
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:05,640
Speaker 2: I'm dying, yeah, going, I don't deserve to be you know,

1202
00:54:06,120 --> 00:54:07,799
Speaker 2: But it's also like I do deserve to be here.

1203
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:10,719
Speaker 2: I'm thirty six years old, I've worked really hard, I

1204
00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:13,920
Speaker 2: am funny, i am different, I have a really unique voice.

1205
00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:17,680
Speaker 2: I'm a woman, and I'm a you know, plus sized woman.

1206
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:20,280
Speaker 2: I need to be on this stage. And so sometimes

1207
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 2: you do it for more, more things than just you.

1208
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:25,480
Speaker 2: And I think if you ever do something in service

1209
00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:29,719
Speaker 2: to someone else, it is always the push to get

1210
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:31,680
Speaker 2: you to do something. So I you know, if someone goes, oh,

1211
00:54:31,719 --> 00:54:33,600
Speaker 2: you're nervous for your stand up, so it's like fucking oath.

1212
00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:36,200
Speaker 2: I was nervous, But I don't want my audience to

1213
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 2: know I'm nervous, because then they're having an uncomfortable experience.

1214
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,879
Speaker 2: What can I do in service to you to make

1215
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 2: then you stop thinking about yourself and you start thinking

1216
00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:47,280
Speaker 2: about what you're doing and what it's for. If I'm nervous,

1217
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:50,440
Speaker 2: I'm not going good comedy for the audience. I'm nervous,

1218
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:52,879
Speaker 2: I'm not creating a comfortable environment for you to laugh.

1219
00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:55,960
Speaker 1: Totally. So I feel like the arts's totally I think

1220
00:54:56,000 --> 00:54:58,840
Speaker 1: that's a really solid piece of advice to think about

1221
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:01,600
Speaker 1: the people you're doing it and not yourself. Well, I

1222
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 1: think the arts is all for service. It's all to

1223
00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:06,440
Speaker 1: create a change in someone's heart. Really, Like again, not

1224
00:55:07,040 --> 00:55:07,839
Speaker 1: use that though.

1225
00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:12,040
Speaker 2: This industry is so ego driven and so like and

1226
00:55:12,160 --> 00:55:15,880
Speaker 2: how you look and mem but like, if you forget

1227
00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:17,960
Speaker 2: all of that and go, what's this for? So sometimes

1228
00:55:18,440 --> 00:55:20,600
Speaker 2: sometimes I really care about what I'm wearing. Sometimes I

1229
00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:22,640
Speaker 2: really don't because I'm like, I don't. I want to

1230
00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:24,920
Speaker 2: strip it all back and just be funny and just

1231
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:27,640
Speaker 2: be good and give something great to this audience. And

1232
00:55:27,680 --> 00:55:30,160
Speaker 2: this freu through is fucking distracting.

1233
00:55:29,600 --> 00:55:33,440
Speaker 1: Me, oh big time. If someone was listening to this

1234
00:55:33,560 --> 00:55:35,239
Speaker 1: and now and they're like, oh my god, like I

1235
00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:38,040
Speaker 1: want to be doing what you're doing, Like I, yes,

1236
00:55:38,840 --> 00:55:40,279
Speaker 1: stop stop.

1237
00:55:40,440 --> 00:55:43,719
Speaker 2: Getting in your own way, hi, by the way, get

1238
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:45,560
Speaker 2: out of your own way, and he's a great quote.

1239
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:47,359
Speaker 2: This is an adult Swartz Snegger quote.

1240
00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:47,759
Speaker 1: I love this.

1241
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:48,879
Speaker 2: I love this, he says.

1242
00:55:49,360 --> 00:55:54,759
Speaker 1: He says, you can either do it. You either do it. Sorry,

1243
00:55:54,840 --> 00:55:55,919
Speaker 1: that wasn't fucking quy.

1244
00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:59,080
Speaker 2: I know you either have results or here we go. Yeah,

1245
00:55:59,120 --> 00:56:01,760
Speaker 2: you either have results or excuses, not both, So choose wisely.

1246
00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:04,040
Speaker 2: That was about exercise. But I applied that to my

1247
00:56:04,160 --> 00:56:05,320
Speaker 2: career and I live.

1248
00:56:05,239 --> 00:56:07,320
Speaker 1: By that quote. I love it. I love it, I

1249
00:56:07,400 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 1: love it.

1250
00:56:07,640 --> 00:56:08,920
Speaker 2: I want to look back on my life and go,

1251
00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 2: here's a bunch of reasons that I didn't do something.

1252
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:13,960
Speaker 1: I I'm fully with you. I don't believe in having regret.

1253
00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:18,520
Speaker 1: I don't neither do I. I really think it's just wasteful,

1254
00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:21,800
Speaker 1: big time and out what like what is your darma?

1255
00:56:21,880 --> 00:56:23,800
Speaker 1: Doesn't need to be the same as mine, But like

1256
00:56:24,040 --> 00:56:27,880
Speaker 1: if we crosspaths fucking cool, you know, Like I just.

1257
00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 2: It's to be like amazing parents, beautiful like artists or

1258
00:56:34,440 --> 00:56:37,319
Speaker 2: you know, live in service to people who are disabled

1259
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:39,800
Speaker 2: or need care. And it's like you are everyone is

1260
00:56:39,880 --> 00:56:42,239
Speaker 2: so important and everything that you do is so great.

1261
00:56:42,280 --> 00:56:44,080
Speaker 2: But it's like comparison is going to kill.

1262
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:47,080
Speaker 1: You one hundred percent. One hundred million percent. You just

1263
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:50,120
Speaker 1: got to do You work hard. Live by your Arnold

1264
00:56:50,120 --> 00:56:53,280
Speaker 1: Schwartzneger quote, which is, yeah, you can either have results

1265
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:58,239
Speaker 1: or excuses, not both, so choose. Mate. You're amazing the

1266
00:56:58,400 --> 00:57:02,080
Speaker 1: local Ted Talk. Actually, yeah, big time. I should do it.

1267
00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:03,480
Speaker 2: Why haven't I been asked to do a Ted Talk?

1268
00:57:03,520 --> 00:57:06,040
Speaker 1: You should do one. Put it out there now, that'll

1269
00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:08,399
Speaker 1: give I'll think about that for a couple of days.

1270
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:11,000
Speaker 1: Now they give you in a good laugh time like

1271
00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:13,840
Speaker 1: I think it's exactly seven minutes or something. It's a

1272
00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:18,000
Speaker 1: time speech. Yeah, is that? Yeah, you would nail it.

1273
00:57:18,120 --> 00:57:19,800
Speaker 1: Tell me if you do, I'll come. I'll come watch you.

1274
00:57:20,080 --> 00:57:22,280
Speaker 2: What if it's somewhere really obscure, Oh my god, it's

1275
00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,760
Speaker 2: the duble irssel if I'm in the country. No, no, no,

1276
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:29,840
Speaker 2: you said you'd come. Don't put caveats on it.

1277
00:57:30,320 --> 00:57:34,520
Speaker 1: You said you'd be there. You're like you finally got

1278
00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:37,040
Speaker 1: the pilot for your teav and you're like.

1279
00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 2: Lola's you know, sexy hour at one am, and I'm like, hey,

1280
00:57:42,760 --> 00:57:47,000
Speaker 2: I got that that Ted Talk double RSL. You said

1281
00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 2: you'd come, and You're like, what's the it's if I

1282
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Speaker 2: don't do this, my dream won't come from it. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: but you did say you'd come.

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Speaker 1: So we'll get like a live cross on my late

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Speaker 1: night show for you. So that. Oh mate, thank you

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Speaker 1: so much. You're absolutely wonderful.

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Speaker 2: No, literally, thank you. You're the one who's like, come

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Speaker 2: to Anaheim for this.

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Speaker 1: I'd do it again and a half, would you, mate?

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Speaker 1: It took about an hour, twenty hour. It's not too bad.

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Speaker 1: It's not too bad. It's worth it for you. Oh,

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Speaker 1: thank you? My friends is heading your boyfriend's listening? Hang?

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Speaker 2: Wait what all right?

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Speaker 1: We are in a bed. We are, Let's just see

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Speaker 1: where things go. Sign me up, sorry, sign me up?

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Speaker 2: Fuck bye, thank bye bye.

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Speaker 1: That's a wrap on another episode of Fearlessly Failing. As always,

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Speaker 1: thank you to our guests, and let's continue the conversation

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Speaker 1: on Instagram. I'm at Yamo Lullaberry. This potty my word

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Speaker 1: for podcast is available on all streaming platforms. I'd love

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Speaker 1: it if you could subscribe, rape and and of course

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