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Speaker 1: Well I was away with my I'm crying already. I

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Speaker 1: was away with my dog on the weekend. And she's fine.

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Speaker 1: Anyone that knows me she's fine. No, she's not. But

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Speaker 1: she's thirteen and I have to lift her into the

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Speaker 1: car now. Little front paws go enough to put up

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Speaker 1: the back legs. She's going deaf, she's gray in the face.

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Speaker 1: She's kind of stands at the bottom of the stairs

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Speaker 1: and tries to will herself to go up them. And

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Speaker 1: there's a lot that's hard for me at the moment.

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Speaker 1: My husband's un well, my dad's ninety one. And I

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Speaker 1: look at the dog and I think you cannot go anywhere.

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Speaker 1: And I follow this woman on Instagram. Her name is

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Speaker 1: Caroline mccuiston, and she lives in this beautiful, little tiny

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Speaker 1: cottage in this I'm come back now in the Scottish Highlands.

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Speaker 1: And she has a Border Collie and she takes that

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Speaker 1: dog out walking in the most beautiful scenor I've ever seen,

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Speaker 1: and she bakes and she has this lovely life seems.

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Speaker 1: And she posted this some images of her dog patting

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Speaker 1: a dog sitting in the dog on the couch, and

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Speaker 1: she posted it to a poem written by a woman

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Speaker 1: called Josie Bullcup, and it's about her dog. And I

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Speaker 1: watched about a thousand times, and I cry and cry,

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Speaker 1: and I think of my dog, and let's play the palm.

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Speaker 2: Now.

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Speaker 1: I have a bit of a week.

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Speaker 2: If it could be with this dog, I'd want the

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Speaker 2: dog days to last forever. It would always be this

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Speaker 2: dog on the end of the leash, no matter the weather,

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Speaker 2: rain or shine, taking our time on even the coldest

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Speaker 2: of days. It would always be this dog, leaving scratches

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Speaker 2: on the hardwood and getting them away while I vacuum

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Speaker 2: up the very fury evidence that this house belongs to

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Speaker 2: both of us. It would always be this dog at

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Speaker 2: the front door when I get home from work, pacing

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Speaker 2: around like nothing has ever been more joyful than this moment,

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Speaker 2: every single time. If it were up to me, I'd

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Speaker 2: have to leave every party early for the rest of

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Speaker 2: my life to get home to this dog. I'd forfeit

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Speaker 2: the ability to swallow it in bed. I'd show the

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Speaker 2: last blight of every meal, apologize to gas for the

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Speaker 2: friend of excitement, and they arrive. I take a green

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Speaker 2: Salt coach and muddy pop brinds in the front hallway.

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Speaker 2: I'd willingly find hairs on every sweater I ever wear,

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Speaker 2: but I only do it for this dog because if

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Speaker 2: it were this dog, I don't want the dog days

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Speaker 2: to last forever. Oh so happy to talk. It's so

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Speaker 2: sweet and I love the relationship. You have a little

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Speaker 2: mini dog and it's such a cute dog. But she's here.

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Speaker 1: She's here, I know, but there's a grace to an

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Speaker 1: aging dog. There's such a grace to her, but a

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Speaker 1: little hips. Yeah, they're getting sore. And everyone who's lost

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Speaker 1: a pet, and I've lost a pet before, it's just

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Speaker 1: so hard. She hasn't gone yet, as you say, But

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Speaker 1: she's thirteen, and I see it, and I saw that

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Speaker 1: palm and the beautiful pictures of her. Bought a Colie

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Speaker 1: and it just brought down stuff.

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Speaker 2: Anyway, Right, if.

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Speaker 1: We I replaced it with the dog that I used

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Speaker 1: to have, that nut bag dog, you'd be hoping that

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Speaker 1: it's dog days for coming sooner.

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Speaker 2: Now. I'm just trying to cheer you up there because

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Speaker 2: that dog was a knut. It's a full on knut.

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Speaker 2: It's scary everyone. Okay, thank you for ninety kilo puh machine.

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Speaker 1: Your insensitivity is brought I'm not.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to get your back. I'm trying to write

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Speaker 2: the back.

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Speaker 1: Don't you worry. I'm back