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Speaker 1: Get a. I'm Laala Berry, nutritionist, author, actor, TV presenter,

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Speaker 1: and professional oversharer.

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Speaker 2: This podcast is all about celebrating failure because I believe

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Speaker 2: it's a chance for us to learn, grow and face

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Speaker 2: our blind spots. Each week, I'll interview a different guest

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Speaker 2: about their highs as well as they're lows, all in

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Speaker 2: a bid to inspire us to fearlessly fail. Yalloha, welcome

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Speaker 2: to the Potterroony. Today, we have got a guest that's

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Speaker 2: been on the goal list since day diart It's taken.

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Speaker 2: I think this POD's been out for over three years now,

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Speaker 2: and you know me, I'm a real stickler for recording

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Speaker 2: in real life, So massive thank you to this guest,

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Speaker 2: Tanya Hennessy.

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Speaker 1: Mate, what a legend. Was literally here for like four days.

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Speaker 2: Filming a TV show, hosting a TV show out of Disneyland,

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Speaker 2: Just like, look, if you can get to Disneyland, we

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Speaker 2: can totally record. And I was like, mate, I will

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Speaker 2: be there with bells on.

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Speaker 1: And it was her only day off, only day and

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Speaker 1: this absolute legend of a human sat down did the

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Speaker 1: pod with me. I hope you love.

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Speaker 2: This as much as I did, and do because she

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Speaker 2: just shared so much of herself, very open, very honest,

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Speaker 2: very vulnerable, very no bullshit, like no filters, no nothing.

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Speaker 2: What you see or in this case, here is what

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Speaker 2: you get. And such an incredible powerhouse of a human being.

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Speaker 2: I could list everything, but you know, comedian author, TV host,

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Speaker 2: radio host, got her own makeup, rage, her own podcast.

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Speaker 2: Like just an incredible human being and very generous, like

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Speaker 2: right after the pod Tenya's like, come down to the

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Speaker 2: Disney Hotel Paul with me and we went for a swim,

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Speaker 2: and just thank you so much Tanya, or one taking

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Speaker 2: the time, but also for taking me under your wing,

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Speaker 2: you know, like, very very cool human being and absolutely

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Speaker 2: on a tavy on the pod mate into the listener.

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Speaker 2: I really hope you love it. I know you well

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Speaker 2: enjoy Tanya Hennessy. Do you know how long I've been

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Speaker 2: wanting to have you on this podcast?

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Speaker 1: A while? Three years, mate, over three years, and I

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Speaker 1: every time you're like, yeah, I'm keen, I'm keen. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: I can't do it on Zoo.

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Speaker 2: We've got to wait until it both in the same city.

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Speaker 2: But it turns out the same country now.

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Speaker 1: I know we're in Anaheim. I made you come to me.

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Speaker 2: We're in Disneyland. We're at your Disneyland hotel. We've got

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Speaker 2: a beautiful view of the Disneyland car park. Mate, I've

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Speaker 2: got to say. And as soon as I got here

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Speaker 2: and I was unpacking the podcast, I was like, hang

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Speaker 2: on at these fireworks on the carpet.

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Speaker 1: There's five works in the carp There's a little mini

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Speaker 1: Mickey's on the carpet, very cute. Key's on the bed.

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Speaker 1: I don't know if you can see ye bread oh

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Speaker 1: and if you turn this on behind something here, no fireworks.

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Speaker 1: There's literally like a bedtime lullaby and fairy lights in

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Speaker 1: your room and that's the Disney Castle behind. It's like

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Speaker 1: the BedHead. And then when you turn the TV on

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Speaker 1: you can only watch Disney movies. So I am ready

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Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, and mate, thank you for sharing that,

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Speaker 2: by the way, saying it Disney.

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Speaker 3: No.

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Speaker 1: Look, I love Disney Light, I love Disney. But I've

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Speaker 1: had your totally. You know what.

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Speaker 2: I was thinking about how to introduce you this morning,

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Speaker 2: and I was like, holy mackerel, and I mean, this

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Speaker 2: is the best way ever.

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Speaker 1: You are a mogul. Yeah, I'm a mogul. I'm a

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Speaker 1: mainly mainly sexy. Yeah, you're a sexy mogul. Totally, I'm

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Speaker 1: a sexy mogul. I tried that the other day with

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Speaker 1: when it's Star Wars Land or whatever. They were like

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Speaker 1: got because you know they're very in character. We've got

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Speaker 1: the one for defense, We've got the one for art,

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Speaker 1: we've got the one for you know, the dark side.

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Speaker 1: And I was like, do you have one for sexy

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Speaker 1: and they were like, Tanya, no, we're gonna have to

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Speaker 1: cut their amazing amazing. Yeah, I do a lot.

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Speaker 2: I do a lot, make comedian, author, TV host, radio,

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Speaker 2: so much radio. I didn't realize that that's where you

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Speaker 2: kind of cut your teeth in the media industry, right.

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Speaker 1: No one ever remembers that I don't radio. It's ten years, like,

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Speaker 1: don't you worry, We're gonna deep die and your make

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Speaker 2: That's why, like I say mogul, because it's you hustle,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And if someone says no, it makes me even

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Speaker 1: more like determined to do it. I love that though.

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Speaker 1: I love that, but I think as wow, like one

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Speaker 1: like do you know though, I really wanted to go

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Speaker 1: out and buy the nudy like the Croissant Power. Yes, Oh,

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Speaker 1: I've said to you on that one looks amazing and

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Speaker 1: it does have a touch of sparkling. Just flavor, yeah, flavor,

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Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, it's like a strawberry. I'll send it

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Speaker 1: to you. It's such a neutrals palette. Because I'm doing

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Speaker 1: We're actually doing a show called Luxury Escapes. I've been

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Speaker 1: travel I've never done it before, And so I'm doing

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Speaker 1: It's very like it's lasting sixteen hour days and the

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Speaker 1: waterproof was scarred. Can I just tell you for twelve

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Speaker 1: dollars available price, it's the best you'll ever It comes

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Speaker 1: off easy, but where's all the way through the day?

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Speaker 1: Oh you are not so I have this weird so

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Speaker 1: this weird thing with you where I like am a

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Speaker 1: super fan. You should just know that straight out like eate,

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Speaker 1: but also where the exact same age year of the Ox?

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Speaker 2: But OX sounds better, Well, it means we're quite stubborn, yep,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I get which. I feel that fits you. I

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Speaker 1: Year of the Rabbit, Lola. You're no, You're way more

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Speaker 1: like you're star signing here, but you're you know stuff,

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Speaker 1: weird psychic's lair. Mate. Have you been to Berry. There's

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Speaker 2: I had a medium on this podcast and I was like,

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Speaker 1: Like, oh, yeah, your grandfather's here. His name's Fred. I

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Speaker 2: And he say, I mean, so's your nan on your

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Speaker 2: Okay, there are so many things that I want to

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm on a bed and I'm comfortable. I'm available

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Speaker 1: luxury Escapes, and none of my course have done any presenting,

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Speaker 2: You looked up to jewels Land and we're like stuff

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Speaker 2: old jewels Land my presenting renel. See what he has

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Speaker 2: to say? Yeah, and then you take me through what happened.

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Speaker 1: So I was like in Toowoomba doing radio and he

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Speaker 1: doing Fiefee and Jewels yes something, I remember that show.

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Speaker 1: I still oh, such a good show. And I finished

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Speaker 1: using his email. But he called me and he's like,

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Speaker 1: because Jewels is like, you know, he's like ahead of

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Speaker 1: to him, I was like, you guys had cactuses instead

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00:19:52,080 --> 00:19:54,720
Speaker 1: of flowers, and he's like, we we did. I was like,

428
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Speaker 1: I know. I said, go look at your wedding photos

429
00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,920
Speaker 1: because I'm in some of them. Oh no, yeah, yeah.

430
00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:05,320
Speaker 1: I was so random because they just got like some

431
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:07,480
Speaker 1: random photos with guests with the clouds sort of thing

432
00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:09,440
Speaker 1: because I was up there. But I shouldn't have been.

433
00:20:09,920 --> 00:20:12,960
Speaker 1: Oh my god, that's such a good story. Yeah. And

434
00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:15,679
Speaker 1: it's just like you just never know who's ever gonna

435
00:20:15,960 --> 00:20:18,959
Speaker 1: do anything, so you should always be kind. I regardless

436
00:20:18,960 --> 00:20:21,520
Speaker 1: of whether or's that becomes something. I just think, like,

437
00:20:21,560 --> 00:20:23,560
Speaker 1: don't don't be a dig just straight up.

438
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Speaker 2: I've got to say I've been on shows before where

439
00:20:26,280 --> 00:20:28,000
Speaker 2: I've gone on as a guest or something and I've

440
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:31,440
Speaker 2: seen like the way that the that someone is on camera,

441
00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:33,680
Speaker 2: and it's very different when the cameras aren't.

442
00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:35,960
Speaker 1: Rolling and you're like, whoa, whoa, whoa Am I in

443
00:20:36,080 --> 00:20:39,399
Speaker 1: like a weird reality show? Right now? You've seen it too.

444
00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:40,320
Speaker 1: I hate it.

445
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Speaker 2: It's meant But this is why I'm so I feel

446
00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:45,560
Speaker 2: really lucky to be chatting to you because I was

447
00:20:45,560 --> 00:20:46,879
Speaker 2: listening to your pod.

448
00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:49,520
Speaker 1: Actually, you've got a couple of pods. Just you name

449
00:20:49,560 --> 00:20:52,320
Speaker 1: a pod I've got, Yeah, I've got it. But you

450
00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:55,760
Speaker 1: were talking about kind of being bullied online about like, oh,

451
00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:57,399
Speaker 1: you used to be might have been online, but you

452
00:20:57,440 --> 00:21:00,280
Speaker 1: were like you used to be more authentic. Yes, yeah.

453
00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:03,720
Speaker 1: Someone had to go at me about yeah, it used

454
00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:05,440
Speaker 1: to be more authentic, and I was like, I actually

455
00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:07,920
Speaker 1: feel like I've never been more authentic right now. It's

456
00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:10,560
Speaker 1: just that I've grown up on the internet. You know,

457
00:21:10,640 --> 00:21:12,600
Speaker 1: You've watched me grow and evolved, and I'm going through

458
00:21:13,320 --> 00:21:16,520
Speaker 1: you know, fertility issues at the moment, and you share

459
00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:20,040
Speaker 1: so beautifully by the way, but it's like, how much

460
00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:23,159
Speaker 1: more do you want of me? Yeah? And also that

461
00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,159
Speaker 1: does come like I've learned the hard way where the

462
00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:29,399
Speaker 1: line is. And I also have learned that, like, I

463
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:33,040
Speaker 1: don't know anyone anything and totally like what I do,

464
00:21:33,119 --> 00:21:36,520
Speaker 1: hopefully ohe them is entertainment. So sometimes I'm like, well,

465
00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:38,399
Speaker 1: I have to take a break for my own mental health,

466
00:21:38,440 --> 00:21:40,840
Speaker 1: and I encourage you to do that for yourself as well.

467
00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:43,040
Speaker 1: But when I come back, hopefully it's funny or interesting

468
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:45,840
Speaker 1: or educational or just ridiculous or takes you out of

469
00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:49,080
Speaker 1: your life for ten minutes or I don't know, it's

470
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Speaker 1: just sort of like a I don't know. I can't

471
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Speaker 1: live on the internet. And I think that also makes

472
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Speaker 1: a difference between a creator and an influencer, is that

473
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Speaker 1: I don't use my everyday life content. I create content

474
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Speaker 1: full stop.

475
00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:05,320
Speaker 2: So this is where like, and I don't want this

476
00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:07,920
Speaker 2: to come across the wrong way, but I wouldn't call

477
00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:09,880
Speaker 2: you an influencer even though that's one of the things

478
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Speaker 2: you do.

479
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Speaker 1: I hate it. Yeah, I don't think you are one. No, Well,

480
00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:14,639
Speaker 1: the thing is, yeah, like that, I think that is

481
00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:18,160
Speaker 1: a bit of the difference, is that influencers definitely use

482
00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:21,800
Speaker 1: their life to catapult content as opposed to creating it

483
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:25,520
Speaker 1: just from scratch. Yeah, and I there's so much that

484
00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:27,120
Speaker 1: goes on in my life that no one has any

485
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Speaker 1: idea about. And that's the other thing is people like

486
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Speaker 1: you share so much, Mike. I don't even share like

487
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Speaker 1: even ten percent.

488
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Speaker 2: Yeah, when you share something like super vulnerable like the

489
00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:40,400
Speaker 2: fertility staff, do you go what am I trying to say?

490
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Speaker 2: Does it kind of go through your mind where you like,

491
00:22:42,320 --> 00:22:44,200
Speaker 2: this might help other people? Because I know when I

492
00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:47,000
Speaker 2: was watching it, I was like, because we're the same age,

493
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:50,520
Speaker 2: and I was like, oh shit, like you know, this

494
00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:53,560
Speaker 2: is like making me feel okay about like looking at

495
00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,720
Speaker 2: options and stuff. But like it's something that you know,

496
00:22:56,840 --> 00:22:59,159
Speaker 2: like it's not that it's taboo, but it's kind of there's.

497
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Speaker 1: A lot of fear around. I don't know if you

498
00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:02,800
Speaker 1: feel that way. I think watching a lot of gen

499
00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:05,679
Speaker 1: Z content on TikTok has made me feel more like

500
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:10,840
Speaker 1: wanting to be more empowered by my femininity femininity instead

501
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 1: of apologetic for my femininity. Yeah, big time, big time.

502
00:23:16,040 --> 00:23:19,919
Speaker 1: You know it's hard. You got mega bullied when you

503
00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:24,760
Speaker 1: started doing a radio showing camera, right, mega bullied sounds

504
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:29,360
Speaker 1: like a pokemon, But I did get really like abused

505
00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:33,720
Speaker 1: straight up. But I like, the Internet's a hard one,

506
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:36,760
Speaker 1: you know, because I love it. I love the Internet,

507
00:23:37,160 --> 00:23:39,720
Speaker 1: but then I also freaking hate it. Yeah, I feel

508
00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:41,880
Speaker 1: like sometimes i'm so much like because I'm over here

509
00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:44,840
Speaker 1: in La the time difference, you know, and I'm working

510
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:49,400
Speaker 1: so I'm not really on my phone, and I love it. Yeah,

511
00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:51,120
Speaker 1: but then I'm also addicted to it. Then I get

512
00:23:51,119 --> 00:23:52,680
Speaker 1: anxious when I've not been on it for too long

513
00:23:52,720 --> 00:23:54,239
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I need to go catch up and

514
00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 1: see what someone I haven't even known ever. But you're

515
00:23:58,040 --> 00:24:00,320
Speaker 1: super self aware. I feel like you're very so we're

516
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:02,520
Speaker 1: human and I know that you're really open about this

517
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:03,879
Speaker 1: and I'm super pro therapy.

518
00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:07,720
Speaker 2: It's my non negotiable in life into my sixth year,

519
00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:08,919
Speaker 2: and I'm obsessed.

520
00:24:09,280 --> 00:24:11,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've been seeing a therapist since I was nineteen. No,

521
00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:15,320
Speaker 1: that's amazing. Do you win you whenever you move? You like, okay,

522
00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:18,760
Speaker 1: yeah the therapist. Yeah, it's a change. Sometimes a counselor

523
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 1: depends on what I want order. Sometimes a counsel is good. Yeah,

524
00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 1: I just need like a random person who you don't know.

525
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Speaker 2: That non biased kind of like the thought process that's

526
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Speaker 2: not in like your head.

527
00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:34,560
Speaker 1: Yes, has to just be like sometimes to prod or

528
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:35,280
Speaker 1: ask questions.

529
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Speaker 2: I also think that I'm not saying this like as

530
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,760
Speaker 2: a it's for creatives only. But if you're working in

531
00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:43,120
Speaker 2: industry where you're effectively self made, and you're the one

532
00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:46,000
Speaker 2: that if you don't work, then well the work's not

533
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:50,840
Speaker 2: going to happen, and you're creatively driven. I just think

534
00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:53,359
Speaker 2: like having a theist. Like my boyfriend's also a creative.

535
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:57,080
Speaker 2: He's a composer and sound engineering. He just got his

536
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Speaker 2: first I know.

537
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Speaker 1: Sorry, boss, he's like stopped telling everybod I like, he

538
00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:04,160
Speaker 1: just got his first big TV composing. Oh and I'm

539
00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:07,200
Speaker 1: so pumped for him. And he's done quads for years.

540
00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:09,000
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'll ask you off the because I

541
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:11,439
Speaker 1: know what it is, because that's really exciting.

542
00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:14,320
Speaker 2: But my but my our thing is because we're both creatives,

543
00:25:14,520 --> 00:25:16,440
Speaker 2: we both have a therapist, and people go, oh, is

544
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,280
Speaker 2: there something wrong with your relationship that you both you're

545
00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,680
Speaker 2: both in therapy, and we're like, no, the opposite, Like

546
00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:23,679
Speaker 2: we can process so quick.

547
00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,760
Speaker 1: We like we're that's a generational thing, as you would

548
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 1: never find a gen Z who would ask you that question. Yeah, okay,

549
00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:32,800
Speaker 1: oor younger millennials.

550
00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:36,360
Speaker 2: You think it's because we're in the older bunch of millennials.

551
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:39,720
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm just like the I don't know,

552
00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,440
Speaker 1: I don't know. I find it weird that someone would

553
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:44,000
Speaker 1: even question you seeing a therapist. I think that's so weird.

554
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:48,040
Speaker 1: And it does happen, does it. I'm so sorry. I'm like,

555
00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:51,680
Speaker 1: really weird that people, I feel like, criticize that kind

556
00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:53,399
Speaker 1: of thing. It's like, it's like, if you have a

557
00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,399
Speaker 1: broken leg, no one goes are you saying a doctor?

558
00:25:57,680 --> 00:26:00,320
Speaker 1: Like you will notice in America people will be like, oh,

559
00:26:00,359 --> 00:26:03,600
Speaker 1: I've got like four and yeah, I love that for them.

560
00:26:03,800 --> 00:26:06,640
Speaker 1: I'm jealous major, I'm like, where do you get the money?

561
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:09,880
Speaker 1: That therapy is expensive? It is, but it is so

562
00:26:10,119 --> 00:26:12,240
Speaker 1: and I'm so necessariou and it's almost like, Okay, the

563
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,640
Speaker 1: suggestion before was like, if you've got a broken leg,

564
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,240
Speaker 1: you see a doctor. I'm not saying you have to

565
00:26:16,280 --> 00:26:18,600
Speaker 1: have a broken brain or a broken system or a

566
00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:21,240
Speaker 1: broken you know whatever to see a therapist. I actually

567
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,600
Speaker 1: think that some of the best therapy I've done is

568
00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:27,680
Speaker 1: in between life crisis, because you can process past shit,

569
00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:29,959
Speaker 1: or you can start to understand who you are as

570
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:34,040
Speaker 1: a human being, or you just processes that aren't serving you.

571
00:26:34,040 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 1: You know. I used to get really mad all the time,

572
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:38,280
Speaker 1: really mad at like the industry for asking me to

573
00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 1: work for free or people not respecting my brand, but

574
00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:43,480
Speaker 1: I had to respect their brand and it just felt

575
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:47,560
Speaker 1: very in my mind catastrophic, which it wasn't, but it

576
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:51,639
Speaker 1: was impacting the work. And yeah, that's therapy helped me

577
00:26:51,680 --> 00:26:53,560
Speaker 1: sort of figure out why I do that and maybe

578
00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:58,600
Speaker 1: some better processes around behavior. I'm fully in it, like

579
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:01,439
Speaker 1: screaming or anything. I was just like get mad and

580
00:27:01,480 --> 00:27:04,040
Speaker 1: be like, I don't understand what I have to respect

581
00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,800
Speaker 1: other people's brands, but they can shit all over my

582
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:07,600
Speaker 1: personal brand totally.

583
00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 2: But for me also, I'd always feel the same way

584
00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:11,880
Speaker 2: about the same things, So I was finding that.

585
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:14,120
Speaker 1: I would be like competitive sort of yeah, I'd be like, oh.

586
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 2: Fuck, you're doing that same thing. For me, A big

587
00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:19,159
Speaker 2: one was like oh fucking emotionally eating again because you

588
00:27:19,200 --> 00:27:21,560
Speaker 2: feel shit about that thing, because you actually feel rejection

589
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 2: and rejection feel shit.

590
00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,480
Speaker 1: See, and they're the weird like knowing yourself, well, yeah

591
00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:29,520
Speaker 1: type you just want to get out of your room. Yes,

592
00:27:29,560 --> 00:27:32,879
Speaker 1: So what's a therapy help you through with that? Like? What?

593
00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:36,000
Speaker 2: So now I'm more like, oh, hang on, I'm feeling

594
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:39,080
Speaker 2: this thing, do you Yes? I really want to go

595
00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:40,399
Speaker 2: out and go to In and Out because we're in

596
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:42,639
Speaker 2: American in and Out. It's freaking amazing, and the animal

597
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:45,320
Speaker 2: fries are my favorite. And I'm a nutritionist and probably

598
00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:47,480
Speaker 2: shouldn't even be admitting that to people.

599
00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:48,480
Speaker 1: That are like, are you meant to be in health?

600
00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:51,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, love it, but eighty twenty maye like fuck,

601
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:53,880
Speaker 1: and also like you're a human being and I don't

602
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,520
Speaker 1: want to see if I'm honors with you someone who's

603
00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:59,359
Speaker 1: like so unrealistic about health. I went to this fucking

604
00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: health retreat and this bitch was like, guys, you shouldn't

605
00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:05,240
Speaker 1: be drinking coffee. I was like, unrealistic. I own a

606
00:28:05,240 --> 00:28:11,600
Speaker 1: coffee company. Yeah, unrealistic, green tea everyone, here's something wilder decaf.

607
00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:14,240
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, I wake up for ten years.

608
00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,360
Speaker 1: I woke up at three thirty am. I'm not gonna

609
00:28:16,359 --> 00:28:17,160
Speaker 1: have a green tea back.

610
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:19,400
Speaker 2: We I need like five or six coffees to get

611
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:20,840
Speaker 2: through the morns, get through the shit.

612
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:22,720
Speaker 1: But I just think it's like, really, it's kind of

613
00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 1: mean to suggest that, like and not understanding the audience.

614
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 1: If someone's like they're at a health retreat to try

615
00:28:29,600 --> 00:28:32,159
Speaker 1: and help themselves because they probably under high pressure, high stress,

616
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,800
Speaker 1: have intense jobs to tell them that they're already failing

617
00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:38,040
Speaker 1: because they can't even you know, drink green tea as

618
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:40,640
Speaker 1: a bare minimum because that's I'm.

619
00:28:40,520 --> 00:28:42,800
Speaker 2: Just like read the room. Also green tea, do you

620
00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 2: mean to know buzz whatsoever? Like green tea is great

621
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,280
Speaker 2: for antioxidants, but I'm never drinking green tea because I'm like, oh,

622
00:28:48,280 --> 00:28:49,240
Speaker 2: I need to pick me up.

623
00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:52,880
Speaker 1: And also it's not like we're on methah, We're on caffeine,

624
00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:56,080
Speaker 1: like no one you know what I mean. You know,

625
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:59,000
Speaker 1: it's not really had to do some coffee when you

626
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:01,960
Speaker 1: get back to Australia. I love coffee. Now I'm in

627
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:05,480
Speaker 1: the world's worst one, right you are? Actually you know

628
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,520
Speaker 1: it's the Starbucks. Well that's kind of great. But is

629
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 1: it feeling good now? Well, I mean it's it's how

630
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,600
Speaker 1: many calories are in this cup? Honestly A good A

631
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 1: good thousand? Do you reckon? I've walked so far just round.

632
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,800
Speaker 2: So in Australia, I find it really easy to just

633
00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:24,600
Speaker 2: get like your regular Lata or whatever. But here it's

634
00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:29,080
Speaker 2: like pumpkin spice, this chip, dirty chat. But like there

635
00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 2: are so many different flavors you can get here. It's

636
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,640
Speaker 2: like a freaking It's like being at a theme park.

637
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:37,520
Speaker 1: I got a flight from I get a coffee and

638
00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:39,480
Speaker 1: I was like, just get a nice almond late and

639
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: she goes, what flavor and I was like, just coffee flavor.

640
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:43,680
Speaker 1: And she's like, oh no, we don't make it with

641
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Speaker 1: anything else. You can have coram, you can have vanilla coconut,

642
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:49,800
Speaker 1: you can have java chip. And I was like, oh,

643
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 1: just just coffee. We don't do just coffee. And I

644
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:58,880
Speaker 1: was like, God, love you guys over here. It's we

645
00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:02,520
Speaker 1: don't just think. If you quickly learn as an Aussie

646
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:06,240
Speaker 1: in La, you quickly figure out like the places, the coffee.

647
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 1: I'm a coffee nerd.

648
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 2: I've got to talk to you about books because I'm

649
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:11,240
Speaker 2: also a writer too.

650
00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:13,800
Speaker 1: But how many books have you written? I've read? I

651
00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 1: guess yeah, twenty two, no, no, no, last twelve eleven.

652
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 1: But why is the number two coming to me? Like

653
00:30:22,640 --> 00:30:24,680
Speaker 1: it's one and two. There's two numbers, so.

654
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 2: I reckon maybe I'm doing another one. Who knows, not yet,

655
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:33,120
Speaker 2: but I'm just let's manifest that shit. Shall four four yes, Okay,

656
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,720
Speaker 2: I really want to talk to you about drum roll please,

657
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:40,960
Speaker 2: Stevie Louise saying that it's Stevie Luise and Spotlight please

658
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 2: it's Stemil Louise. I loved watching you on YouTube read

659
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 2: the first chapter.

660
00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:48,480
Speaker 1: I see this.

661
00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:51,920
Speaker 2: This could be a beautiful cartoon voice by you.

662
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,000
Speaker 1: You know, I would love to play the mother. The

663
00:30:54,040 --> 00:30:58,200
Speaker 1: mother is a you could totally do Stevie Loy's voice.

664
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Speaker 1: I want to give the opportunity to a kid. So

665
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:05,000
Speaker 1: most adults do kids. Do you know that? Oh? Really? Yeah?

666
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:07,080
Speaker 1: I think it's because it work longer hours.

667
00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:10,600
Speaker 2: And well that's what I learned in this course. I

668
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 2: did this animation voice course. I was like, I saw

669
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,080
Speaker 2: someone go into the booth and do a six year

670
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 2: old webbe ye.

671
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:21,400
Speaker 1: Like the niece of Scrooge McDuck or whatever. You probably

672
00:31:21,480 --> 00:31:22,560
Speaker 1: know these tales.

673
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:26,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it was like someone our exact age, like

674
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:29,040
Speaker 2: literally having a six year old voice, And I was like,

675
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:31,280
Speaker 2: how do you get that skill set?

676
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:34,720
Speaker 1: Seriously, I love watching people do voiceovers on the internet.

677
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: That's one of my favorite YouTube SA dives, just watching

678
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:40,200
Speaker 1: people do like the guy who does the girl who

679
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:43,160
Speaker 1: does ash ketch them on Pokemon. I'm going to listen,

680
00:31:43,200 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: Oh listen, she does heaps and they're so talented. I'll

681
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:48,040
Speaker 1: send you my favorite.

682
00:31:48,840 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 2: Bradley Cooper got a crush Rocket into the Galaxy right.

683
00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:56,560
Speaker 1: It's like, it's such a good gig if you can

684
00:31:56,600 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 1: get it. Apparently it's phenomenal. Pay too. I had no idea.

685
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:01,720
Speaker 1: Now that's on my bucket list.

686
00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 2: Mate, you're me both. Let's just anyone listening. Any next animation?

687
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:12,480
Speaker 2: I interviewed Ursula Carlson. I love her. She's just done

688
00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:15,479
Speaker 2: an animated voice to play this little this little hippo,

689
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:18,480
Speaker 2: and she was like, when the hippo was like running,

690
00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:20,440
Speaker 2: she's like, I'm in the booth running, and when it's

691
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:22,640
Speaker 2: getting knocked over, she's like, I'm getting knocked over. She

692
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:26,520
Speaker 2: said it was the funnest best thing that She's like.

693
00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:28,800
Speaker 2: She loved it so much, and I was like, oh

694
00:32:28,840 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 2: my god, I have to do this.

695
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:31,480
Speaker 1: What what what's the show?

696
00:32:31,760 --> 00:32:33,840
Speaker 2: She couldn't say, but it's coming out soon, so as

697
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:34,840
Speaker 2: soon as I know, I'll send it.

698
00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:37,480
Speaker 1: Please. How much fun? I feel like you're maybe good

699
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:40,880
Speaker 1: at this girl, even if we're not. I just I

700
00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:43,160
Speaker 1: just want to do it. But no, I love Urshley Kels.

701
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:45,000
Speaker 1: I've never met her. My dad is such a huge

702
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:46,640
Speaker 1: fan of hers. The other day I was home and

703
00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:48,560
Speaker 1: he just go, like, you print you know, you get

704
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 1: your tickets and for some reason, old people print them. Yeah,

705
00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,880
Speaker 1: I still love printing them. Why are we I feel like,

706
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:56,800
Speaker 1: even though we're the same age, that's a weird thing

707
00:32:56,840 --> 00:32:59,040
Speaker 1: to do. And also, why are the people you hanging

708
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:01,800
Speaker 1: out with questioning your therapy? I like, am so mad

709
00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:04,040
Speaker 1: at older thirty six or something?

710
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,640
Speaker 2: Have you noticed all my notes are also like handwritten,

711
00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:07,680
Speaker 2: write I hand right.

712
00:33:08,040 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 1: I love But maybe I'm a young thirty six. Yeah,

713
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:14,200
Speaker 1: because my boyfriend's seventy years younger than I love this.

714
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 1: I've loved your videos. I'm seeing a cougar, yeah, because

715
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:22,360
Speaker 1: he is like every time we want to celebrate, I think,

716
00:33:22,520 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 1: ooh better eight pm, and he goes clubbing and I'm like,

717
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:28,880
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like he has such different

718
00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:33,880
Speaker 1: expectations and holidays. He's like, let's go scag and I'm like,

719
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:37,960
Speaker 1: let's read a book and sit all kind of very

720
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:41,360
Speaker 1: sick related. But he's But I think maybe because I

721
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 1: hang out like my sister's younger, my brother's younger, my

722
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:47,960
Speaker 1: boyfriend's younger. You know, I'm on the internet. Internet content

723
00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 1: TikTok all the time. I'm like an, yeah, but my

724
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:56,000
Speaker 1: biggest fear is that I'm too old to make it. No,

725
00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:59,120
Speaker 1: so that might be where it comes in, but a

726
00:33:59,120 --> 00:34:01,719
Speaker 1: lot of Australia i'm you're not right. Before I came here,

727
00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:04,320
Speaker 1: I was in acting class in Australia and an actor

728
00:34:04,320 --> 00:34:06,720
Speaker 1: turned to me and said, I've heard that if you

729
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 1: go to LA over thirty and don't have a career

730
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,879
Speaker 1: in Australia, you're never gonna make it. And I looked

731
00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:14,040
Speaker 1: at her and I said, I just can't afford to

732
00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:17,319
Speaker 1: think like that. But it's also like what place is

733
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:20,279
Speaker 1: that coming from from? Of course right, but this is

734
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:24,880
Speaker 1: totally but in the moment's bit you devil dog bitch?

735
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:28,640
Speaker 1: Why what's your why? But but like it's so such

736
00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:31,480
Speaker 1: a like I have this thing with limiting beliefs, beliefs

737
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:34,799
Speaker 1: and like I think, you know, my friend the other

738
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:36,319
Speaker 1: day was like, oh, I'll never make that much money,

739
00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,919
Speaker 1: and I was like, why, yeah, man, I fully, I'm

740
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 1: fully I'm with you. One. Why yeah, why I'll never

741
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:49,080
Speaker 1: have that Why You're already telling the universe you are

742
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:53,560
Speaker 1: worthy of and it's limited. Never say that to the universe.

743
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 1: Never believe that, because if you believe it, you'll create it.

744
00:34:56,440 --> 00:35:00,319
Speaker 1: And I just think that's limiting beliefs are they drive

745
00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:01,880
Speaker 1: me and say if my mom doesn't, Mom's like, oh,

746
00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:04,399
Speaker 1: well I'm old now, so I can't do that. I'm like, yes,

747
00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:06,879
Speaker 1: you can. Why can't you. You're the one who's putting

748
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:10,799
Speaker 1: the limitation on you, not like society, fuck everyone else.

749
00:35:10,840 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 1: You're the only one who can limit yourself totally. And

750
00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:15,279
Speaker 1: that's a scary thought too for a lot of people

751
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:16,840
Speaker 1: because it's like, oh, if I'm the one in control

752
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:19,640
Speaker 1: of the limiting thought and I can take the limit off,

753
00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,319
Speaker 1: then it's then if I don't make it happen, it's

754
00:35:22,360 --> 00:35:22,879
Speaker 1: on you know.

755
00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:26,239
Speaker 2: Yeah, time, Like I do, think if you sit with

756
00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:28,239
Speaker 2: it and you're like, well, why can't I do this?

757
00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:29,680
Speaker 2: Or why do I feel like I'm told for it

758
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:32,640
Speaker 2: or whatever it is, and you sit with it, you

759
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,120
Speaker 2: can see that there is a remedy for this cont

760
00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:37,399
Speaker 2: Like for me, like, I'm like, oh, okay, well I've

761
00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:40,160
Speaker 2: just got to study harder and do more training so

762
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,880
Speaker 2: that my skill set makes me feel like I'm confident

763
00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:44,920
Speaker 2: in this place and I'm never going to question my age.

764
00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:50,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, but Lola like people need to like look like people. Yeah, like, yeah,

765
00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 1: they're not gonna They're not going to do like high

766
00:35:53,239 --> 00:35:56,600
Speaker 1: school musical with no teachers. Yeah they're not. Like that

767
00:35:56,680 --> 00:35:59,319
Speaker 1: was a real random, no high school musical. I know

768
00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:01,239
Speaker 1: you like the second one more than the first one. Yeah,

769
00:36:01,239 --> 00:36:03,799
Speaker 1: oh yeah. Did you audition for Australian Idol? I did

770
00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 1: audition for Just Quietly. I did Helly's podcast. There was

771
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: so stard he for not I love him. He wrote

772
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,160
Speaker 1: a quote for Stevie one like I just love him

773
00:36:11,239 --> 00:36:13,400
Speaker 1: and he goes to be because it was his podcast

774
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:16,280
Speaker 1: is about movie? What did he get you to watch?

775
00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,359
Speaker 1: He goes, what's your favorite movie? And I go High

776
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,840
Speaker 1: School Musical two? And he was like, couldn't tell if

777
00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:25,200
Speaker 1: I was kidding. What did you make your Reviewrris gum,

778
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:27,799
Speaker 1: Oh that's a good I've never seen it until last year.

779
00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:30,839
Speaker 1: Great soundtrack too, But it's unbelievable. Have I never seen

780
00:36:30,840 --> 00:36:35,400
Speaker 1: this is like unbelievably Like cinematically, it's extraordinary. The storytelling

781
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:36,120
Speaker 1: is nuts.

782
00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:40,839
Speaker 2: It's it's like an og American but also like we're

783
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 2: sitting here in Disneyland.

784
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,319
Speaker 1: I've never seen Star Wars. I've not seen Star Wars

785
00:36:44,360 --> 00:36:47,399
Speaker 1: either I met a light saber yesterday. Oh great, okay, great, yeah,

786
00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:49,600
Speaker 1: that makes me feel so much better. Right as I

787
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:52,680
Speaker 1: was leaving the park yesterday, they were like, Americans are

788
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:55,960
Speaker 1: so patriotic. I just burked just leaving, and they were

789
00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:59,920
Speaker 1: like ladies and gentlemen, the American man, thanks to America,

790
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:07,080
Speaker 1: the American America, America loves American band with fries. It

791
00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:12,440
Speaker 1: was just like the sophomore junior junior year, senior prom. Yes,

792
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:18,120
Speaker 1: do you know what though, like Donald's Burger King band.

793
00:37:18,360 --> 00:37:23,399
Speaker 1: It's so full, so patriotic. But I want to say,

794
00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:27,279
Speaker 1: I'm fully drinking the American aid, like I want to

795
00:37:27,320 --> 00:37:31,759
Speaker 1: buy a ranch in Montana. Legit, like the first money

796
00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,160
Speaker 1: an American film. I'm like, I'm going to buy a

797
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:39,000
Speaker 1: ranch in Wyoming near Kanye or Mount Montana. I don't mind,

798
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:41,759
Speaker 1: I'll take either. I love it. It's just I love

799
00:37:41,800 --> 00:37:43,320
Speaker 1: it too. I love it. I think it's cool that

800
00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:44,239
Speaker 1: they're so patriotic.

801
00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:47,399
Speaker 2: I think it's cool that older country too, like history, yes,

802
00:37:48,080 --> 00:37:50,360
Speaker 2: which like and they've got.

803
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:53,319
Speaker 1: Like their own thing going on here, and I think

804
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 1: it's I don't know, they're very nice people to very optimistic, optimistic.

805
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:00,760
Speaker 1: You come over you do an audition, They're like, you're amazing.

806
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:04,680
Speaker 1: You do it at home and everyone's like, probably didn't

807
00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:05,960
Speaker 1: get that one, you know what I mean, Like they

808
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:09,399
Speaker 1: just it's it's it's I like the entertainment industry over

809
00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,200
Speaker 1: here is I don't know, They've got more stuff going on.

810
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:16,799
Speaker 1: It's more opportunity, it's more diverse, different people being told

811
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:19,720
Speaker 1: the combo of both. Like I love being an Aussie

812
00:38:19,760 --> 00:38:22,240
Speaker 1: and Aussy, and I love being an Aussie in America.

813
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:25,440
Speaker 1: I love boast of both worlds. It's easy for us

814
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:27,279
Speaker 1: to do an American accent in a way, but it's

815
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,960
Speaker 1: really hard for them to do an Australia. It's like

816
00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:32,440
Speaker 1: we actually have it, you know out Yeah, I know

817
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:34,799
Speaker 1: what you mean, because I love Australia me too. I'd

818
00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:38,200
Speaker 1: love to live over here. But I love Sydney so much.

819
00:38:38,239 --> 00:38:41,520
Speaker 1: I love Newcastle, I love Woole and Gong, I love

820
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:46,080
Speaker 1: I love Allbree Like I love regional Australia so much.

821
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 2: It's that because of the radio, like coming up in

822
00:38:48,080 --> 00:38:50,520
Speaker 2: the radio ranks and moving around.

823
00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,120
Speaker 1: And yeah, and I just realized how amazing regional Australia is.

824
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 1: It's my greatest inspiration Stevie two is set in a Westfield.

825
00:38:58,719 --> 00:39:01,040
Speaker 1: Can we take a love? I love it so much

826
00:39:01,080 --> 00:39:02,680
Speaker 1: for you asked a question before I didn't answer.

827
00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:07,720
Speaker 2: No, Well, I just I'm so glad you said regional

828
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:11,640
Speaker 2: because Tracy Harrison from Bathroom I did.

829
00:39:11,640 --> 00:39:14,880
Speaker 1: Okay, I play this character. If you if you're like

830
00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:17,919
Speaker 1: just tuned in, why would you have tuned in midway? Wow?

831
00:39:21,239 --> 00:39:25,000
Speaker 1: By radio? Right? You know you're in radio. You reset

832
00:39:25,040 --> 00:39:27,120
Speaker 1: the interview three or four times, do you?

833
00:39:27,360 --> 00:39:27,520
Speaker 3: Yeah?

834
00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:29,759
Speaker 1: So if you're interviewing like Tom Cruise, not that I

835
00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 1: ever have because I did radio and Canberra, but we

836
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:36,840
Speaker 1: did get Jess Malboy forty eight times and Justice Cruise.

837
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:42,040
Speaker 1: So calm down, everyone. We you know, if you're listening

838
00:39:42,080 --> 00:39:44,480
Speaker 1: in the car, people are tuning in at random times,

839
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,840
Speaker 1: so in the middle of the interview, it might be like,

840
00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:50,560
Speaker 1: so anyway Jess Mailboy, oh wow, So you'll be like, oh,

841
00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:51,960
Speaker 1: that's so cool that you did that. I love that

842
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:55,680
Speaker 1: Ess Mailboy. We're talking to her right now. Wow. Say okay,

843
00:39:55,680 --> 00:39:58,719
Speaker 1: well I haven't done that once, because podcasting is it's

844
00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:02,520
Speaker 1: a different skill set. Yeah, listen differently, and it's I mean,

845
00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 1: it's kind of taken over, isn't it. Yeah. So Tracy

846
00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:08,319
Speaker 1: is this character I do from Bathist And I went

847
00:40:08,360 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 1: to UNI and Bathist and during COVID, I got really

848
00:40:11,160 --> 00:40:13,480
Speaker 1: bored and I thought, wouldn't it be cool if I

849
00:40:13,480 --> 00:40:15,600
Speaker 1: could pay homage to all the towns I've lived in.

850
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Speaker 1: So I was going to do a hairdresser in Bathist

851
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,720
Speaker 1: who's forty seven years old, recently divorced, with two children,

852
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:24,200
Speaker 1: like two adult children, and it's just very very like

853
00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:28,480
Speaker 1: she loves mintce and she loves a cheese bowld. She's

854
00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:31,560
Speaker 1: got a friend called Lynn whose husband's buried the backyard,

855
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:37,080
Speaker 1: and I loved just like three She's like very kol yeah, yeah,

856
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,880
Speaker 1: it's just like insane. And then I lived in Griffith

857
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:41,319
Speaker 1: and I thought it would be fun to do like

858
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:44,200
Speaker 1: a butcher in griff Yeah. And then I lived into

859
00:40:44,200 --> 00:40:47,520
Speaker 1: Woomburo to Florist, and I was gonna do all these characters,

860
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:49,720
Speaker 1: and then I kind of got really stuck on Tracy,

861
00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 1: and then I didn't move past it. Also, then COVID

862
00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:55,439
Speaker 1: kind of finished and like, you know, oh, you've bought

863
00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:59,440
Speaker 1: me so much. I love Tracy's rumbles. Oh, Tracy's rumbles.

864
00:40:59,480 --> 00:41:01,759
Speaker 1: You know the cool thing about Tracy's rumbles is. It

865
00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:04,800
Speaker 1: was a sponsored video for Uber and getting a brand

866
00:41:05,080 --> 00:41:10,200
Speaker 1: to not only buy the Tracy Harrison experience, but like

867
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:12,560
Speaker 1: back it, they had no edit notes.

868
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,640
Speaker 2: Do you want my favorite go wild my favorite beers

869
00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:18,400
Speaker 2: where you're bought pouring the condensed milk and you're like

870
00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:21,040
Speaker 2: trying to stop yourself from having a scause it's like

871
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 2: pouring out.

872
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:25,000
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, my gosh, relatable. I remember

873
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:27,399
Speaker 1: as a kid, you know, when we'd have no sugar

874
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 1: in the house, I would eat the sweet and condensed milk.

875
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:31,440
Speaker 1: And one time, which is so gross, it's such a

876
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:34,000
Speaker 1: fat kid thing too, when as a kid I sliced

877
00:41:34,040 --> 00:41:37,120
Speaker 1: my mouth open on the tiny Yeah, yeah, of course. Yeah,

878
00:41:37,160 --> 00:41:39,040
Speaker 1: And ever since then, I've been terrified of it. So

879
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:41,319
Speaker 1: that was the first time I opened a can of

880
00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,520
Speaker 1: sweendense milk since. And oh but still I was like,

881
00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:47,560
Speaker 1: I could still go it. Even though the hospital split

882
00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 1: my tongue open, I could still go it again. The

883
00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:52,480
Speaker 1: visual I'm getting right now, the split tongue on it

884
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:57,640
Speaker 1: child mad. Sorry, there's a trigger warning there. So okay,

885
00:41:57,760 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 1: I've got I've got a quote of yours that I'm

886
00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:01,400
Speaker 1: going to read back to you. I hope it's a

887
00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:04,680
Speaker 1: good one. It's not like we're undies and change them regularly.

888
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:09,560
Speaker 1: Well we just got the audiogram from that, so thank you. Okay.

889
00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:11,840
Speaker 2: So I love this so much because I've said this

890
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:13,839
Speaker 2: about myself as a nutritionist and I've said this about

891
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:14,720
Speaker 2: myself as an actor.

892
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:19,839
Speaker 1: So I was always okay, I was okay.

893
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,560
Speaker 2: I was always like, I'm not going to be the

894
00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:24,680
Speaker 2: best radio announcer, but I'm always going to be the

895
00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:27,760
Speaker 2: one that works the hardest to try and be the best.

896
00:42:28,239 --> 00:42:30,840
Speaker 1: That's true. And is that kind of your work ethic.

897
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 1: And I know you've got like.

898
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:36,040
Speaker 2: A phenomenal work ethic, But I do think hard work

899
00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:37,000
Speaker 2: trump's talent.

900
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:39,120
Speaker 1: I do think it too. I think you've got to

901
00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:41,359
Speaker 1: have think you got have both. But I know so

902
00:42:41,400 --> 00:42:46,080
Speaker 1: many talented people who aren't in the sphere that I

903
00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:50,000
Speaker 1: live in. And it's not because they're not like they're

904
00:42:50,040 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 1: better than me. It's just that I'm I will outwork them.

905
00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:55,759
Speaker 1: I love that. I love No. I love that you

906
00:42:55,800 --> 00:42:56,160
Speaker 1: say that.

907
00:42:56,320 --> 00:43:00,719
Speaker 2: I I it like when I've been listening to you

908
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 2: when you say it, I'm like, oh yes, because sometimes

909
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:06,320
Speaker 2: I need you need to hear that. Because this industry

910
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:09,920
Speaker 2: is an industry of rejection after rejection after no, you're

911
00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:13,320
Speaker 2: not good enough or yeah, And I think knowing that, okay,

912
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 2: well you're gonna hear nose.

913
00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:18,120
Speaker 1: A lot, and I still hear a lot of nose.

914
00:43:18,160 --> 00:43:21,040
Speaker 1: And I think there's this perception that like, oh, you know,

915
00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:23,239
Speaker 1: but you're this and you're that. We see you on

916
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:25,480
Speaker 1: Instagram and you know you have a books and stuff,

917
00:43:25,480 --> 00:43:26,919
Speaker 1: and it's like yeah, but like some of them don't

918
00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:31,319
Speaker 1: so particularly well. And mate, you know that I've been

919
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:34,719
Speaker 1: pitching TV shows and they get rejected so often, like

920
00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:37,239
Speaker 1: you know, make us management dump me, and you know,

921
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:41,120
Speaker 1: like it's hard. It's it is hot, it is no,

922
00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:44,000
Speaker 1: it's so hot. So with all the not to keep going,

923
00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:45,440
Speaker 1: you know, there's so many days that I just go,

924
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:47,879
Speaker 1: I don't. I can't anymore. I'm so tired. I'm sick

925
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,959
Speaker 1: of the rejection. I'm sick of the hours. I'm sick

926
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:54,359
Speaker 1: of the vulnerability. I'm sick of being on camera. I'm

927
00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:56,279
Speaker 1: so fat at the moment, I feel so big at

928
00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:58,960
Speaker 1: the moment. I don't want to be filmed, I don't

929
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:01,360
Speaker 1: want to be looked at. I don't be funny today.

930
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:05,640
Speaker 1: I'm tired. I hate what's going on. Personally for me,

931
00:44:05,680 --> 00:44:09,000
Speaker 1: it's really hard to manage myself. But I I just

932
00:44:09,040 --> 00:44:12,240
Speaker 1: have this friggin' fire or this like tiny little voice

933
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:14,879
Speaker 1: inside of me that just won't die. And I've tried

934
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:17,640
Speaker 1: to put it out so many times and it just keeps.

935
00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:21,080
Speaker 1: It's just like it just can't be unlit. And I

936
00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:23,720
Speaker 1: wish it would sometimes I wish it would extinguish because

937
00:44:23,800 --> 00:44:25,400
Speaker 1: it would make my life easier.

938
00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:28,200
Speaker 2: But it's like in yoga, not to like get all

939
00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:30,640
Speaker 2: hippie dippy and please I love it, but there's this

940
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 2: word called dharma and it's like your life purpose and

941
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:35,399
Speaker 2: that's what you're meant to come back like no matter

942
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:38,040
Speaker 2: what you do. And like, I don't know if you

943
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:40,200
Speaker 2: know any of my history. I got histories of eating disorders,

944
00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:42,640
Speaker 2: body this morphia, and I wouldn't even film. I'd be like,

945
00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:44,680
Speaker 2: fuck this some ten kilos more than what I want

946
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:46,440
Speaker 2: to be. I know I look crap, and I know

947
00:44:46,480 --> 00:44:48,279
Speaker 2: it shows in my face, and then that shows more

948
00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:50,040
Speaker 2: on TV, and you know you look bigger on TV.

949
00:44:50,200 --> 00:44:51,920
Speaker 1: Sometimes there are all these.

950
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:53,920
Speaker 2: Things and then you know that then you're not confidence,

951
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:55,680
Speaker 2: so you probably don't feel like you're gonna be presenting

952
00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:58,240
Speaker 2: as well and it's just like it's such a cycle,

953
00:44:58,440 --> 00:45:00,920
Speaker 2: such like it'll come back to third therapy because therapy

954
00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:02,600
Speaker 2: is the one thing that like has helped me get

955
00:45:02,600 --> 00:45:04,839
Speaker 2: out of my own way and put my own shit

956
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:08,680
Speaker 2: aside to honor the work. And I just yeah, and

957
00:45:08,719 --> 00:45:12,800
Speaker 2: I think you are like so frigging phenomenal and I

958
00:45:12,880 --> 00:45:15,520
Speaker 2: love love your work ethic and I love that that

959
00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 2: spark never goes out for you.

960
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:19,600
Speaker 1: I really do. And maybe that's what I meant at

961
00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:21,160
Speaker 1: the beginning, you know how you were like, oh, you know,

962
00:45:21,239 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 1: did you just try a bunch of stuff and see

963
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:26,719
Speaker 1: what's stuck? And I think I'm having trouble answering that

964
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:29,880
Speaker 1: question because I don't know. But I think it's like

965
00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:34,479
Speaker 1: maybe knowing that there's a word, that Dharama word you said.

966
00:45:34,680 --> 00:45:36,200
Speaker 1: Maybe it's just that I was trying to honor the

967
00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:38,000
Speaker 1: Dhamer in me and kind of figure out what it

968
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:39,719
Speaker 1: was because I reckon, I'm a new soul, you know

969
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:41,880
Speaker 1: how there's like, you know how people have past lives.

970
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:43,799
Speaker 1: I mean maybe I have, but I feel like an

971
00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:46,040
Speaker 1: idiot because I look like so many mistakes. I reckon,

972
00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:48,240
Speaker 1: I'm the newest of souls, Like this is my first

973
00:45:48,239 --> 00:45:51,720
Speaker 1: time here like I wasn't. Yeah, yeah, because I'm.

974
00:45:51,560 --> 00:45:53,440
Speaker 2: Just so I always say to it when I was

975
00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:56,600
Speaker 2: like doing all I've done heaps of like spirits regression.

976
00:45:57,120 --> 00:46:00,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've done all the regression. And I'm like, oh,

977
00:46:00,040 --> 00:46:01,120
Speaker 1: I'm an old soul.

978
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:03,719
Speaker 2: What an ego to say that, Like, oh I must

979
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:05,440
Speaker 2: be an old I used to tell people that I

980
00:46:05,480 --> 00:46:06,200
Speaker 2: was an old soul.

981
00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:08,000
Speaker 1: What an idiot? But do you not think it rings

982
00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:09,800
Speaker 1: true with everything we've been saying during this conversation that

983
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:11,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, you seem like a like an older

984
00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:13,880
Speaker 1: thirty six years say, like a younger thirty six Is

985
00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:16,359
Speaker 1: it just because maybe you are an actual old soul

986
00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:18,960
Speaker 1: and I'm a new soul mate, But I don't know

987
00:46:19,880 --> 00:46:23,319
Speaker 1: to go down this es, but I do, like I

988
00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,480
Speaker 1: do make a lot of misteaks. No, no, no, And

989
00:46:25,480 --> 00:46:27,279
Speaker 1: I'm so glad do you say that? Because so do I?

990
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:28,759
Speaker 2: And like I think I was saying to you're on

991
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:31,600
Speaker 2: the elevator right up here, like I checked one of

992
00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:35,560
Speaker 2: the online submission forms I've submitted in ten weeks, one

993
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:38,399
Speaker 2: hundred and eighty auditions that haven't got one, and you're

994
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:40,319
Speaker 2: like that's amazing, and I'm like, yeah, but that's a

995
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:42,880
Speaker 2: lot of wreck. That's a lot of constant nos in

996
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,280
Speaker 2: acting world. You don't even get to know you get donuthing.

997
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:49,680
Speaker 1: Absolutely another donuts is worse, actually, isn't it. I would

998
00:46:49,840 --> 00:46:54,920
Speaker 1: much rather expect we need a brunette. Thanks, you're too thin? Yeah,

999
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 1: I've never got that one. No, but get you're too young.

1000
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:04,160
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, thank you, Yeah that is great.

1001
00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:06,160
Speaker 2: I got too old since I've been here totally, so

1002
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:08,560
Speaker 2: I think that's my Maybe I need to go for like.

1003
00:47:08,520 --> 00:47:13,360
Speaker 1: Older characters because if you go for a grandma too young, yeah,

1004
00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:18,279
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, you go for a you know,

1005
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:28,040
Speaker 1: Cadava elderly Kadava too young the way it is, Colgine, No,

1006
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:33,279
Speaker 1: but like what, like, what's your dream role? Honestly not

1007
00:47:33,320 --> 00:47:34,120
Speaker 1: a word of a lie.

1008
00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:36,879
Speaker 2: And it's like, it's crazy to even say this because

1009
00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:38,640
Speaker 2: it's never existed for a female ever.

1010
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:40,480
Speaker 1: This is why you say it, This is why you

1011
00:47:40,520 --> 00:47:41,920
Speaker 1: do it. Dharma, Dama, dama.

1012
00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:46,560
Speaker 2: Right, Steve Colbert hosting a late night show in Americas, right,

1013
00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:48,399
Speaker 2: female has never done it.

1014
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:51,920
Speaker 1: Well, Lily Sing did it really? Yeah, she's a YouTuber,

1015
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,600
Speaker 1: but she did late late and I've been watching it

1016
00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:57,759
Speaker 1: over here because I've been finishing. I'm gonna watch it.

1017
00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:01,600
Speaker 1: Lily said, yeah, I don't know if okay, but she's

1018
00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:06,799
Speaker 1: you know, queer poc. Yeah, amazing comedian YouTuber and.

1019
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,399
Speaker 2: She's the thing you need to be, Like, you need

1020
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,399
Speaker 2: to be a comedian or have the chops that you've got.

1021
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:14,399
Speaker 2: You've got these amazing comedic bones that I'm like.

1022
00:48:15,239 --> 00:48:17,759
Speaker 1: I'm funny sometimes yeah, but at all time. But I

1023
00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:20,479
Speaker 1: don't think, you know, you've just got your own gifts.

1024
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 1: So maybe your show is like a late night show

1025
00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,000
Speaker 1: that's got ur essence in it. So maybe it's like

1026
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:27,279
Speaker 1: more of like an Oprah at night, not you know,

1027
00:48:27,360 --> 00:48:31,160
Speaker 1: something like or more you know, like the world will

1028
00:48:31,239 --> 00:48:34,319
Speaker 1: change eventually from all having all the men and white

1029
00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:37,680
Speaker 1: men and and maybe we'll have you know, a more

1030
00:48:37,680 --> 00:48:40,200
Speaker 1: female centric there's a bit softer and a bit more

1031
00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:43,359
Speaker 1: you know, Solt. Yeah, And like I don't think that

1032
00:48:43,360 --> 00:48:45,600
Speaker 1: that's a wild dream. I think that that's a cool

1033
00:48:45,640 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 1: thing to want, mate, and you should. I'm running at it.

1034
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:52,120
Speaker 1: I'm running at it. I'm running. Yeah, you run, keep

1035
00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:56,399
Speaker 1: run running. Someone told me once and they actually passed away.

1036
00:48:56,400 --> 00:48:59,920
Speaker 1: Couple years back, he said to me when I was fourteen.

1037
00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 1: He said, I said, should I pick a teacher because

1038
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:04,440
Speaker 1: I want to be a drama teacher? Yeah? And he

1039
00:49:04,480 --> 00:49:08,080
Speaker 1: goes no, because it's your backup and you'll fall on

1040
00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:10,200
Speaker 1: the backup. But if you don't have a backup, you've

1041
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:13,600
Speaker 1: got nowhere to fall. I love so like, do you know?

1042
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:15,919
Speaker 2: I said to my therapist and this is I've still

1043
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:18,160
Speaker 2: love my nutrition and all the health stuff I've done,

1044
00:49:18,239 --> 00:49:20,600
Speaker 2: but I said to him, like, probably to use into therapy.

1045
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:23,399
Speaker 2: I was like, hey, had an epiphany and he's like yeah.

1046
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:26,239
Speaker 2: I was like, I've been leaving my backup career. I

1047
00:49:26,280 --> 00:49:28,400
Speaker 2: was like, I always wanted to be an actor and

1048
00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:32,879
Speaker 2: work in television, like literally anchoring yep. And every time

1049
00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:35,040
Speaker 2: I'd go for an anchoring audition in Australia, they're like,

1050
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 2: oh no, no, no, you're the health segment girl.

1051
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:40,440
Speaker 1: You're a segment girl. It's really hard to rebrand. I'm

1052
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:43,640
Speaker 1: currently trying to rebrand as a lingerie model and not kidding,

1053
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:46,479
Speaker 1: I would never have you ever even seen my neck,

1054
00:49:46,719 --> 00:49:48,640
Speaker 1: like like I hate showing my pop.

1055
00:49:49,280 --> 00:49:53,680
Speaker 2: I have done a nude photo. Yeah, photo shared for

1056
00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:57,880
Speaker 2: Women's Health. Oh my god, that's so full blown nude Starkers,

1057
00:49:57,960 --> 00:50:01,799
Speaker 2: Wait are you open legged, and I'm like, no, I wasn't.

1058
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:04,160
Speaker 2: I mean, that's porn, isn't it.

1059
00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:07,279
Speaker 1: It is? I guess, yeah, So is it tasteful? It was?

1060
00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:10,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, but it was it was hard and THEO was sexy?

1061
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:13,400
Speaker 2: Or is it more like I probably was going for it,

1062
00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:14,680
Speaker 2: but I'm so nervous.

1063
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 1: I was going for sexy, but I would have been noticed.

1064
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:20,759
Speaker 2: I did have a tiny little nude colored oh yeah, yeah, yeah,

1065
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:22,399
Speaker 2: would have done the same. But other than that, you've

1066
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:24,560
Speaker 2: got someone lathering up and the whole crew was male,

1067
00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:27,160
Speaker 2: and I was like, I had a wind blower on

1068
00:50:27,200 --> 00:50:27,480
Speaker 2: my head.

1069
00:50:27,640 --> 00:50:30,279
Speaker 1: That's hot. Oh I bet you looked amazing. When's it

1070
00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:33,640
Speaker 1: coming out? It's feed, It's feed and go years ago.

1071
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,239
Speaker 1: I'll send you a snap. I'll send you a nude

1072
00:50:36,239 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 1: shot after this saying nude, I worry for you. It's like,

1073
00:50:39,440 --> 00:50:42,600
Speaker 1: you're gone on, how ustrailiing? Can I sound over here? No?

1074
00:50:42,680 --> 00:50:45,000
Speaker 2: My boyfriend will be like trying to like sexy face

1075
00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:46,440
Speaker 2: times with me. I was like, oh, you're going to

1076
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:49,080
Speaker 2: get nude, and he's like, you always ruined the rue.

1077
00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:50,080
Speaker 1: His erection just goes.

1078
00:50:53,200 --> 00:50:55,040
Speaker 2: Matt is going to love you, by the way, for

1079
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:57,719
Speaker 2: saying that. Okay, final final question. I could talk to

1080
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:00,319
Speaker 2: you all day. This is your final Yes, ma'am. Do

1081
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:03,400
Speaker 2: you ever experience imposter syndrome? And if so, how the

1082
00:51:03,640 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 2: f do you deal with it every day?

1083
00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:07,560
Speaker 1: Like I was just said a Starbucks and the chick

1084
00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:09,279
Speaker 1: recognized me, and I just like almost had a full

1085
00:51:09,280 --> 00:51:11,680
Speaker 1: blown meltdown because I was like, by you're presy. She

1086
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:14,080
Speaker 1: gave me, she gave me some egg bites, and she

1087
00:51:14,120 --> 00:51:15,799
Speaker 1: gave me that drink over there. It's like a like

1088
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:20,359
Speaker 1: some sort of refresher healthy you know what I mean?

1089
00:51:20,400 --> 00:51:25,560
Speaker 1: And something is fluo, you go health, then put that

1090
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:29,319
Speaker 1: inside of your body. Yeah. So, yeah, I do all

1091
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:32,400
Speaker 1: the time because during COVID I did a lot of

1092
00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 1: TV shows. I did like celebrity letters and Numbers and

1093
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:40,600
Speaker 1: I did. I did five episodes of that, like Dyslexic

1094
00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:46,719
Speaker 1: was really hard, number Dyslexic gotcha? And then I did

1095
00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:49,920
Speaker 1: the hundred with Andy Lee. I did? What else did

1096
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 1: I do? I did you did? I know that was

1097
00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:56,480
Speaker 1: in lockdown, but yeah I did. I'm a slab. Yeah,

1098
00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,680
Speaker 1: I did all these TV shows. It's really strange to

1099
00:51:58,680 --> 00:52:00,920
Speaker 1: be sitting next to like Lee asked me to do

1100
00:52:00,960 --> 00:52:03,480
Speaker 1: his show and I've listening to Andy Leeve my whole life,

1101
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:05,040
Speaker 1: and then I've got to be on stage and be

1102
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:06,759
Speaker 1: funny with him. And he's saying my name and my

1103
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:09,000
Speaker 1: name's on a screen and you know, it's where I'm

1104
00:52:09,000 --> 00:52:11,239
Speaker 1: seeing next to Whipper and like the radio. I'm a

1105
00:52:11,320 --> 00:52:13,560
Speaker 1: radio person, right, so I'm sitting next to me very

1106
00:52:13,560 --> 00:52:16,680
Speaker 1: funny too, He's so funny. I did a pilot co

1107
00:52:16,719 --> 00:52:18,760
Speaker 1: hosting with him, did you. Yeah.

1108
00:52:18,840 --> 00:52:22,360
Speaker 2: I was so nervous I go there. I fucking loved it.

1109
00:52:22,400 --> 00:52:24,319
Speaker 2: But I've done it with Limo too. I've done a

1110
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:27,439
Speaker 2: lot of talent comedian guys and Lima was like, let's

1111
00:52:27,440 --> 00:52:29,640
Speaker 2: throw the script out and I was like, oh, okay,

1112
00:52:29,960 --> 00:52:32,120
Speaker 2: I'd learned it, could we not.

1113
00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:36,040
Speaker 1: Let's have a conversation about it. Yeah, And it was

1114
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: just wild to, you know, sort of sit next to

1115
00:52:38,120 --> 00:52:42,720
Speaker 1: these two, like, in my opinion, gods of radio equal

1116
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:46,319
Speaker 1: in a way. Yeah, And to be the only girl

1117
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:49,719
Speaker 1: on the stage is kind of intimidating and to be like,

1118
00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:52,520
Speaker 1: remember why you're there, and you're like, am I funny?

1119
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:54,080
Speaker 1: What am I doing here? And you know, I was

1120
00:52:54,120 --> 00:52:56,279
Speaker 1: like I don't know how to feel in those situations.

1121
00:52:56,320 --> 00:52:59,440
Speaker 1: And like the episode before was like, like, so Hamish

1122
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:02,399
Speaker 1: was there, Becky Lucas, who I think is fierce as there,

1123
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, and they were all in the green room

1124
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:06,040
Speaker 1: and I just didn't feel like I could go in there,

1125
00:53:06,080 --> 00:53:10,480
Speaker 1: so I sat by myself in the wardrobe room. No. Yeah,

1126
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:13,000
Speaker 1: I eventually went in, but I had to like genuinely

1127
00:53:13,000 --> 00:53:14,960
Speaker 1: psych myself up to get in there because I was like,

1128
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:17,960
Speaker 1: my god, I love these guys and I don't want

1129
00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:18,759
Speaker 1: a fangirl them.

1130
00:53:18,920 --> 00:53:21,120
Speaker 2: What about after like after something like that, and then

1131
00:53:21,160 --> 00:53:22,719
Speaker 2: you kind of like on a bit of behind and

1132
00:53:22,719 --> 00:53:24,640
Speaker 2: you're like, oh, I just did that thing that was

1133
00:53:24,719 --> 00:53:27,960
Speaker 2: really scary and I had imposter syndrome, and yeah, I

1134
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 2: think the only way to work through it is just to.

1135
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:36,560
Speaker 1: Is to kind of downplay it is the only way

1136
00:53:36,600 --> 00:53:38,840
Speaker 1: I know how to do it. So just to like pretend,

1137
00:53:39,200 --> 00:53:41,840
Speaker 1: pretend like you belong there, and pretend like it's easy,

1138
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 1: or find an excuse to go into that room. Oh wow.

1139
00:53:45,280 --> 00:53:46,839
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, you guys have to read us

1140
00:53:46,880 --> 00:53:48,279
Speaker 1: in here. I think that's how I got into the

1141
00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:50,719
Speaker 1: room because I just I wanted to be included because

1142
00:53:50,719 --> 00:53:52,680
Speaker 1: I knew that if I wasn't, it would make my

1143
00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 1: job on stage harder, of course, and it also to

1144
00:53:55,840 --> 00:53:58,680
Speaker 1: them might read as Tania doesn't want to be with us,

1145
00:53:58,960 --> 00:54:02,960
Speaker 1: Tanya thinks she's better us, which is like the dying

1146
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:06,200
Speaker 1: yeah going, I don't deserve to be you know, But

1147
00:54:06,239 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 1: it's also like I do deserve to be here. I'm

1148
00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:11,560
Speaker 1: thirty six years old, I've worked really hard, I am funny,

1149
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,839
Speaker 1: i am different, I have a really unique voice. I'm

1150
00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:17,719
Speaker 1: a woman, and I'm a you know, plus sized woman.

1151
00:54:17,760 --> 00:54:20,240
Speaker 1: I need to be on this stage. And so sometimes

1152
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:22,719
Speaker 1: you do it for more, more things than just you.

1153
00:54:22,800 --> 00:54:25,520
Speaker 1: And I think if you ever do something in service

1154
00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:29,719
Speaker 1: to someone else, it is always the push to get

1155
00:54:29,760 --> 00:54:31,680
Speaker 1: you to do something. So I you know, if someone goes, oh,

1156
00:54:31,719 --> 00:54:33,560
Speaker 1: you're nervous for your stand up sho it's like fucking oath.

1157
00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:36,239
Speaker 1: I was nervous, But I don't want my audience to

1158
00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 1: know I'm nervous, because then they're having an uncomfortable experience.

1159
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:41,919
Speaker 1: What can I do in service to you to make

1160
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 1: Then you stop thinking about yourself and you start thinking

1161
00:54:44,480 --> 00:54:47,320
Speaker 1: about what you're doing and what it's for. If I'm nervous,

1162
00:54:47,440 --> 00:54:50,400
Speaker 1: I'm not going good comedy for the audience. I'm nervous,

1163
00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:53,680
Speaker 1: I'm not creating a comfortable environment for you to laugh. Totally.

1164
00:54:53,800 --> 00:54:55,960
Speaker 1: So I feel like the arts, that's totally. I think

1165
00:54:55,960 --> 00:54:58,840
Speaker 1: that's a really solid piece of advice to think about

1166
00:54:58,840 --> 00:55:01,120
Speaker 1: the people you're doing it for and not yourself.

1167
00:55:01,360 --> 00:55:03,319
Speaker 2: Well, I think the art is all for service. It's

1168
00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:06,280
Speaker 2: all to create a change in someone's heart. Really, Like again,

1169
00:55:06,360 --> 00:55:07,960
Speaker 2: not use that though.

1170
00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:12,080
Speaker 1: This industry is so ego driven and so like and

1171
00:55:12,120 --> 00:55:16,080
Speaker 1: how you look and me. But if you forget all

1172
00:55:16,120 --> 00:55:18,720
Speaker 1: of that and go, what's this for? So sometimes sometimes

1173
00:55:18,760 --> 00:55:20,839
Speaker 1: I really care about what I'm wearing. Sometimes I really

1174
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:22,920
Speaker 1: don't because I'm like, I don't. I want to strip

1175
00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:25,040
Speaker 1: it all back and just be funny and just be

1176
00:55:25,160 --> 00:55:27,719
Speaker 1: good and give something great to this audience. And this

1177
00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 1: fruit through is fucking distracting me, oh big time.

1178
00:55:32,120 --> 00:55:34,279
Speaker 2: If someone was listening to this and now and they're like,

1179
00:55:34,360 --> 00:55:36,359
Speaker 2: oh my god, like I want to be doing what

1180
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:38,319
Speaker 2: you're doing, Like I.

1181
00:55:37,840 --> 00:55:42,480
Speaker 1: Yes, stop stop getting in your own way. Hi, by

1182
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:44,919
Speaker 1: the way, get out of your own way. And he's

1183
00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:47,480
Speaker 1: a great quote. This is an adult Swartznegger quote. I

1184
00:55:47,480 --> 00:55:49,880
Speaker 1: love this. I love this. He says. He says, you

1185
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:54,840
Speaker 1: can either do it. You either do it. Sorry, that

1186
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:58,280
Speaker 1: was the fucking what. I know, you either have results

1187
00:55:58,400 --> 00:56:00,520
Speaker 1: or here we go. Yeah, you either have results or excuses,

1188
00:56:00,560 --> 00:56:03,320
Speaker 1: not both, So choose Wisely, that was about exercise, but

1189
00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:05,359
Speaker 1: I applied that to my career and I live by

1190
00:56:05,400 --> 00:56:07,640
Speaker 1: that quote. I love it. I love it, I love it.

1191
00:56:07,640 --> 00:56:08,960
Speaker 1: I want to look back on my life and go,

1192
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 1: here's a bunch of reasons that I didn't do something.

1193
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:13,960
Speaker 2: I I'm fully with you. I don't believe in having regret.

1194
00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 2: I don't neither do I.

1195
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:19,200
Speaker 1: I really think it's just wasteful.

1196
00:56:19,080 --> 00:56:21,800
Speaker 2: Big time and out what like what is your dama

1197
00:56:21,880 --> 00:56:23,839
Speaker 2: doesn't need to be the same as mine, but like

1198
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:27,920
Speaker 2: if we crosspaths fucking cool, you know, like I just

1199
00:56:29,320 --> 00:56:29,719
Speaker 2: it's to.

1200
00:56:29,640 --> 00:56:34,680
Speaker 1: Be like amazing parents, a beautiful like artists or you know,

1201
00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:38,040
Speaker 1: live in service to people who are disabled or need care.

1202
00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 1: And it's like you were everyone is so important and

1203
00:56:40,680 --> 00:56:42,640
Speaker 1: everything that you do is so great. But it's like

1204
00:56:42,680 --> 00:56:45,719
Speaker 1: comparison is going to kill you one hundred percent, one

1205
00:56:45,800 --> 00:56:47,520
Speaker 1: hundred million percent. You just got to do.

1206
00:56:47,560 --> 00:56:51,480
Speaker 2: You work hard, live by your Arnold schwartznigger quote, which.

1207
00:56:51,280 --> 00:56:54,399
Speaker 1: Is, yeah, you can either have results or excuses, not both,

1208
00:56:55,040 --> 00:57:00,279
Speaker 1: So choose, mate, You're amazing the local Ted Talk. Actually, yeah,

1209
00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 1: big time. I should do it. Why haven't I been

1210
00:57:02,680 --> 00:57:04,480
Speaker 1: asked to do a Ted Talk? You should totally do one.

1211
00:57:04,680 --> 00:57:07,439
Speaker 1: Put it out there now, that'll give I'll think about

1212
00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 1: that for a couple of days. Now they give you

1213
00:57:09,560 --> 00:57:12,040
Speaker 1: in a good zaf time like I think it's exactly

1214
00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:15,120
Speaker 1: seven minutes or something. It's a time to speech. Yeah,

1215
00:57:15,480 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 1: is it?

1216
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:18,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, you would nail it. Tell me if you do,

1217
00:57:18,720 --> 00:57:20,000
Speaker 2: I'll come. I'll come watch you.

1218
00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:22,240
Speaker 1: What if it's somewhere really obscure, Oh my god, it's

1219
00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,880
Speaker 1: the duble IRSL if I'm in the country. No, no, no,

1220
00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:30,360
Speaker 1: you said you'd come. Don't put caveats on it. You

1221
00:57:30,440 --> 00:57:34,800
Speaker 1: said you'd be there. You're like you finally got the

1222
00:57:34,840 --> 00:57:39,360
Speaker 1: pilot for your teav You're like Lola's you know, sexy

1223
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:43,040
Speaker 1: hour at one am, and I'm like, hey, I got

1224
00:57:43,040 --> 00:57:47,360
Speaker 1: that that Ted talk at double RSL. You said you'd come,

1225
00:57:47,440 --> 00:57:49,360
Speaker 1: and You're like, what's the it's the If I don't

1226
00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:52,400
Speaker 1: do this, my dream won't come from. Yeah, but you

1227
00:57:52,400 --> 00:57:53,480
Speaker 1: did say you'd come.

1228
00:57:53,920 --> 00:57:55,840
Speaker 2: So we'll get like a live cross on my late

1229
00:57:55,960 --> 00:58:01,840
Speaker 2: night show for you. So that, Oh mate, thank you

1230
00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:03,720
Speaker 2: so much. You're absolutely wonderful.

1231
00:58:03,920 --> 00:58:05,800
Speaker 1: No, literally, thank you. You're the one who's like, come

1232
00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:09,000
Speaker 1: to Anaheim for this. I'd do it again and a half,

1233
00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:11,800
Speaker 1: would you. How's the drive, mate? It took about an

1234
00:58:11,840 --> 00:58:15,480
Speaker 1: hour twenty hour. It's not too bad. It's not too bad.

1235
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:19,280
Speaker 1: It's worth it for you. Oh thank you? My friends?

1236
00:58:19,360 --> 00:58:26,360
Speaker 1: Is heading your boyfriend's listeningng? Wait? What all right? We

1237
00:58:26,400 --> 00:58:28,680
Speaker 1: are in a bed? We are, let's just see where

1238
00:58:28,680 --> 00:58:34,520
Speaker 1: the go. Sign me up? Sorry to sign me up? Fuck? Bye,

1239
00:58:34,520 --> 00:58:35,400
Speaker 1: bye bye.

1240
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:43,440
Speaker 2: That's a wrap on another episode of Fearlessly Failing. As always,

1241
00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:46,960
Speaker 2: thank you to our guests, and let's continue the conversation

1242
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:48,080
Speaker 2: on Instagram.

1243
00:58:48,520 --> 00:58:53,680
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1245
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