1 00:00:04,280 --> 00:00:06,960 Speaker 1: This is the Good Bits. 2 00:00:14,920 --> 00:00:19,000 Speaker 2: This excerpt from The hit Man by Katrina Jackson is 3 00:00:19,040 --> 00:00:24,560 Speaker 2: brought to you by the Goodbits dot com. He's praining. 4 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:25,880 Speaker 1: It's pathetic. 5 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:32,760 Speaker 2: I can't look away. His body is fucking perfect, not 6 00:00:33,040 --> 00:00:37,320 Speaker 2: like action star perfect. My ex fiancee, Ryan has a 7 00:00:37,360 --> 00:00:42,120 Speaker 2: movie star body. It's a contractual obligation. He spends so 8 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:44,840 Speaker 2: many hours in the gym that I used to joke 9 00:00:44,880 --> 00:00:48,440 Speaker 2: that the rowing machine was his other girlfriend. But I 10 00:00:48,479 --> 00:00:51,879 Speaker 2: don't want to think about Ryan right now, so I 11 00:00:52,000 --> 00:00:55,240 Speaker 2: set my wine and watched the hairy Italian put on 12 00:00:55,320 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 2: a show for me. The peacock is doing laughs again. 13 00:01:02,760 --> 00:01:04,640 Speaker 2: I don't know what the fuck is up with this 14 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 2: man and his tiny swim trunks, but he's doing it 15 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:14,200 Speaker 2: for me big time. I can't look away. The rim 16 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:17,440 Speaker 2: of the wine glass hits my lips just as he 17 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 2: climbs out of the pool, slowly walking up the stairs 18 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:26,160 Speaker 2: as if he knows. Each water droplet dripping from the 19 00:01:26,400 --> 00:01:31,000 Speaker 2: thick dark hair covering his chest and abdomen and legs 20 00:01:31,080 --> 00:01:36,319 Speaker 2: and arms makes my pussy ache. I wonder how all 21 00:01:36,319 --> 00:01:41,680 Speaker 2: that hair would feel against my naked skin. I'm drenched, 22 00:01:42,319 --> 00:01:46,440 Speaker 2: and I don't just mean my skin He grabs a 23 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:49,880 Speaker 2: towel from a stand near the pool and doesn't even 24 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:54,240 Speaker 2: pretend to dry off. Instead, he throws it over his 25 00:01:54,400 --> 00:01:58,720 Speaker 2: shoulders and struts around the perimeter of the pool. I 26 00:01:58,800 --> 00:02:02,320 Speaker 2: take my time, sipping the glass of wine in my hand, 27 00:02:02,920 --> 00:02:07,040 Speaker 2: watching him from behind the big, dark lenses of my glasses, 28 00:02:07,760 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 2: thankful that the pool area is mostly empty and no 29 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:15,640 Speaker 2: one can see just exactly what I'm staring at or 30 00:02:15,840 --> 00:02:21,280 Speaker 2: how hard. Okay, I'm a little preoccupied and realize my 31 00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:25,400 Speaker 2: miscalculation too late. I think no one can see me. 32 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:30,040 Speaker 2: I'm wrong. I'm so lost watching the gentle sway of 33 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:33,760 Speaker 2: his hips that I don't realize he's headed my way 34 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:38,160 Speaker 2: until his dripping body is standing at the foot of 35 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:42,440 Speaker 2: my deck chair. Actually, I don't realize that soon enough. 36 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:45,600 Speaker 2: I'm too busy licking the rim of my wine glass 37 00:02:45,639 --> 00:02:49,000 Speaker 2: as I try to visualize every ridge and vein on 38 00:02:49,080 --> 00:02:49,760 Speaker 2: his penis. 39 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:51,600 Speaker 1: Do you like what you see, Tazorro? 40 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:59,400 Speaker 2: That is the sexiest Italian accented English I've ever heard, 41 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:03,640 Speaker 2: with the cockiest grin any man has ever had the 42 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:09,960 Speaker 2: audacity to muster. Unfortunately, my traitorous nipples returned the grating 43 00:03:10,080 --> 00:03:13,560 Speaker 2: his dick gave me just a bit ago, hardening to 44 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:18,640 Speaker 2: painful points against the fabric of my thin swimsuit. He 45 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:21,240 Speaker 2: smiles at my chest and licks his lips. 46 00:03:21,720 --> 00:03:23,359 Speaker 1: I like what I see. 47 00:03:24,040 --> 00:03:28,880 Speaker 2: I didn't ask you that he stands watching me and 48 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:32,679 Speaker 2: not leaving. I need him to leave. I need to 49 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:37,520 Speaker 2: leave before I embarrass myself too late. I rub my 50 00:03:37,640 --> 00:03:42,240 Speaker 2: thighs together the tiniest bit. I just need the friction 51 00:03:42,400 --> 00:03:46,200 Speaker 2: to take the pressure off my throbbing clit, something to 52 00:03:46,320 --> 00:03:50,200 Speaker 2: calm my hormones and my pulse. I stand from the 53 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:53,400 Speaker 2: deck chair in a rush, set my wine glass down, 54 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:57,160 Speaker 2: grab my purse and clutch it against my chest to 55 00:03:57,240 --> 00:04:00,040 Speaker 2: hide my nipples. Push my glasses up the bridge with 56 00:04:00,160 --> 00:04:02,880 Speaker 2: my sweaty nose, and rush back into the building. 57 00:04:03,080 --> 00:04:03,920 Speaker 1: Wait to zorrow. 58 00:04:04,600 --> 00:04:06,240 Speaker 2: I pretend not to hear him. 59 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:11,600 Speaker 1: I want to follow angry American, but I can't. I've 60 00:04:11,600 --> 00:04:14,920 Speaker 1: wrapped a towel around my waist and grab my clothes 61 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:18,200 Speaker 1: from the lounge chair. I'd claim and rush back into 62 00:04:18,200 --> 00:04:25,080 Speaker 1: the hotel. She's gone, espress. I turn and come face 63 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:30,359 Speaker 1: to face with the waitress, well face to breast. My 64 00:04:30,480 --> 00:04:35,280 Speaker 1: mood lifts immediately. She's not pig glasses and brown ties 65 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:40,400 Speaker 1: and dainty white toenails. But her angry smile is an 66 00:04:40,440 --> 00:04:44,359 Speaker 1: open invitation. I have a break after lunch shift. 67 00:04:44,400 --> 00:04:46,000 Speaker 2: There's anything else you need? 68 00:04:46,080 --> 00:04:51,760 Speaker 1: So I reluctantly raise my eyes to her face and nod, 69 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:55,719 Speaker 1: I'll meet you at my room. 70 00:04:56,240 --> 00:05:01,039 Speaker 2: My heart is still raising. I've showered, changed, and drank 71 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:04,760 Speaker 2: the largest bottle of water in the minibar the last 72 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:08,479 Speaker 2: couple of days. Aside, I'm actually not much of a drinker. 73 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:12,400 Speaker 2: A glass of wine with dinner or the rare boozy 74 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:16,279 Speaker 2: brunch with my friends is much more my speed. I've 75 00:05:16,320 --> 00:05:19,560 Speaker 2: been overdoing it in my haste to trown my feelings, 76 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:25,040 Speaker 2: and I realize that now. Or I realized that when 77 00:05:25,080 --> 00:05:28,839 Speaker 2: I'd been giving serious consideration to letting a strange man 78 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:33,320 Speaker 2: fuck me by the hotel pool, and then I hear 79 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:41,039 Speaker 2: a loud moan from the hotel room next door. She 80 00:05:41,240 --> 00:05:44,680 Speaker 2: makes me realize my grave mistake in my rush to 81 00:05:44,800 --> 00:05:50,480 Speaker 2: sober up. I haven't masturbated in days, and I didn't 82 00:05:50,520 --> 00:05:55,560 Speaker 2: pack a vibrator for this trip. The woman whinds. If 83 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:59,200 Speaker 2: she says actual words, I can't hear them, but I 84 00:05:59,200 --> 00:06:02,560 Speaker 2: don't need to. Well, I know exactly what a moan 85 00:06:02,720 --> 00:06:07,480 Speaker 2: like that means. I imagine whoever she's with has pushed 86 00:06:07,480 --> 00:06:10,760 Speaker 2: his stick into her so hard and fast that it 87 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:15,400 Speaker 2: took her breath away. I'm jealous. I know what that 88 00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:19,400 Speaker 2: sound means. I don't even think. I crawl to the 89 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:22,880 Speaker 2: head of the bed and settle against the pile of pillows. 90 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:27,320 Speaker 2: I press myself against the wall I apparently share with 91 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:31,160 Speaker 2: some unknown couple fucking each other like rabbits in the 92 00:06:31,240 --> 00:06:37,440 Speaker 2: middle of the day. I bend my legs at the 93 00:06:37,520 --> 00:06:41,720 Speaker 2: knees and spread them wide. I shiver as the room's 94 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 2: cool air hits my sex. I'm not even what, but 95 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:50,360 Speaker 2: the kiss of the air conditioning is like a firm slap. 96 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:57,560 Speaker 2: I love it. I gently caress my breasts, massaging them, 97 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:03,640 Speaker 2: tweaking the nipples, thrilled at my own touch, thrilled at 98 00:07:03,680 --> 00:07:08,520 Speaker 2: any touch. After the past two days, my hips begin 99 00:07:08,600 --> 00:07:15,400 Speaker 2: to circle unconsciously. My pussy clenches unhappily empty. Can a 100 00:07:15,440 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 2: pussy be unhappy? Whatever mine is? And while I can't 101 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:23,720 Speaker 2: go back in time and make Ryan not be a 102 00:07:23,760 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 2: garbage human being, or even better, go further back to 103 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:31,840 Speaker 2: never having dated him at all, I can fill my 104 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:36,920 Speaker 2: empty aching pussy. I move my hand over my bare 105 00:07:37,080 --> 00:07:41,480 Speaker 2: sex and caress my clit with the pads of my fingers. 106 00:07:42,160 --> 00:07:45,800 Speaker 2: My head falls back against the headboard and my mouth 107 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 2: falls open. Is it narcissistic to enjoy my own body 108 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:57,960 Speaker 2: as much as I do? Augh? Who cares? I circle 109 00:07:58,040 --> 00:08:02,600 Speaker 2: my clit and caress my lips until I'm wet, until 110 00:08:02,680 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 2: I'm dripping excitedly, until I can push two fingers inside 111 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 2: myself with ease. My size turned to a moon. My 112 00:08:14,560 --> 00:08:20,280 Speaker 2: hips circle again, and my fingers sink deeper inside myself. 113 00:08:35,440 --> 00:08:38,840 Speaker 2: I pinch my left nipple and move the hand between 114 00:08:38,880 --> 00:08:57,440 Speaker 2: my legs faster and faster and faster. This feels so good. 115 00:08:59,400 --> 00:09:03,920 Speaker 2: I'm a seemly wet now. Has Ryan ever made me this? 116 00:09:04,040 --> 00:09:04,120 Speaker 1: What? 117 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:07,720 Speaker 2: Has he ever fucked me hard enough for our neighbors 118 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:11,160 Speaker 2: to hear? Why haven't we ever fucked each other while 119 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:14,760 Speaker 2: listening to our neighbors, or at least while watching our 120 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:18,840 Speaker 2: favorite porn together? Why did I waste my twenties on 121 00:09:18,920 --> 00:09:21,839 Speaker 2: a man who boxed me in to protect his own 122 00:09:21,880 --> 00:09:25,560 Speaker 2: public image instead of letting me be free and growing 123 00:09:25,640 --> 00:09:29,720 Speaker 2: with me. Thank God I didn't marry him. I think, 124 00:09:30,520 --> 00:09:34,080 Speaker 2: just as I come in a wet rush all over 125 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:58,400 Speaker 2: my fingers. 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