1 00:00:05,280 --> 00:00:09,600 Speaker 1: At the twenty twenty three FIFA Women's World Cup, goalkeeper 2 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:14,040 Speaker 1: Lydia Williams, alongside teammate Claire Polkinghorn, became the first Australian 3 00:00:14,080 --> 00:00:18,279 Speaker 1: footballer man or woman to play at five FIFA World Cups. 4 00:00:18,880 --> 00:00:21,119 Speaker 1: Lydia is a proud Nungar woman who was born in 5 00:00:21,239 --> 00:00:24,400 Speaker 1: Catanning in Western Australia, but lived most of her childhood 6 00:00:24,480 --> 00:00:28,520 Speaker 1: years in Kalgouli, a small town northeast of Perth, before 7 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:32,200 Speaker 1: a move with her family to Canberra. In twenty twenty two, 8 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:36,080 Speaker 1: she became the first female goalkeeper to register one hundred 9 00:00:36,280 --> 00:00:39,720 Speaker 1: caps for Australia, and just the second indigenous player to 10 00:00:39,760 --> 00:00:43,000 Speaker 1: do so after Caya Simon a few months earlier. On 11 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 1: top of an incredible Matilda's resume, she's had an extensive 12 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:50,680 Speaker 1: career overseas with clubs including Arsenal and Paris Saint Jermain. 13 00:00:51,479 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: I absolutely loved the chance to sit down and chat 14 00:00:54,520 --> 00:00:57,880 Speaker 1: with Lydia. She's really calm and composed and has a 15 00:00:57,920 --> 00:01:00,800 Speaker 1: real warmth about her and she reflects not only on 16 00:01:00,840 --> 00:01:03,800 Speaker 1: her career to date, but on the legacy she hopes 17 00:01:03,840 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: to leave, in particular for Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander kids. 18 00:01:07,800 --> 00:01:09,680 Speaker 1: I hope you enjoyed this one as much as I did. 19 00:01:12,560 --> 00:01:15,680 Speaker 1: Lydia Williams, Welcome to the Female Athlete Project. 20 00:01:15,800 --> 00:01:17,840 Speaker 2: Well, thank you for having me. This is exciting, This 21 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:18,600 Speaker 2: is exciting. 22 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:20,640 Speaker 1: I'm actually really glad we've been able to line this 23 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:23,520 Speaker 1: up and in person as well is always really nice. Yeah, 24 00:01:23,560 --> 00:01:27,440 Speaker 1: you've recently had ankle surgery. How is it tracking and 25 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:29,679 Speaker 1: how are you feeling mentally as well about the rehab? 26 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:32,920 Speaker 2: It's so far, so good. I mean, I think when 27 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:35,640 Speaker 2: you get a little bit older, joints tend to not 28 00:01:35,720 --> 00:01:38,200 Speaker 2: be as happy with you, with you know, the kind 29 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:41,759 Speaker 2: of abuse that you put through through them. But yeah, 30 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:43,840 Speaker 2: it was a little bit of a treasure hunt got 31 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 2: some good floating pieces of bone and bits out, so 32 00:01:48,440 --> 00:01:50,520 Speaker 2: kind of like a good six to eight week turnaround 33 00:01:50,680 --> 00:01:53,200 Speaker 2: and just making sure. I think it's given me some 34 00:01:53,280 --> 00:01:57,000 Speaker 2: time to focus on other things outside of just performing, 35 00:01:57,720 --> 00:02:00,160 Speaker 2: which is nice. You don't really get too much of 36 00:02:00,200 --> 00:02:02,280 Speaker 2: that when you're in season. 37 00:02:02,320 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 1: I think, what are we talking other things? 38 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:07,559 Speaker 2: Oh, just like you know a lot more like upper 39 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:12,200 Speaker 2: body like tendon strength and your shows or real heavy 40 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:16,040 Speaker 2: lifting in the gym. We don't really do that too 41 00:02:16,080 --> 00:02:19,160 Speaker 2: much during season because you don't want to be fatigued 42 00:02:19,400 --> 00:02:22,880 Speaker 2: on the pitch. So yeah, I've been able to start 43 00:02:22,880 --> 00:02:26,000 Speaker 2: doing a little bit more heavier stuff to actually feel 44 00:02:26,040 --> 00:02:26,919 Speaker 2: sore the next day. 45 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,640 Speaker 1: And I imagine for you guys, because I think like, 46 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:31,920 Speaker 1: if I compare it to where we're at with AFLW, 47 00:02:32,080 --> 00:02:34,320 Speaker 1: we played ten weeks of the year and we almost 48 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:39,600 Speaker 1: have like a nine month preseason, lovely, which I feel 49 00:02:39,600 --> 00:02:41,880 Speaker 1: like there's benefits, there's pros and cons to each scenario. 50 00:02:41,880 --> 00:02:43,760 Speaker 1: But you guys seem to play a lot, right, and 51 00:02:43,880 --> 00:02:45,400 Speaker 1: a lot is back to back, and then you've got 52 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 1: your international windows. Like there's not a lot of time 53 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:49,799 Speaker 1: I imagine to get on top of things like that. 54 00:02:50,120 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 2: No, not absolutely not, and especially like we do balancing. 55 00:02:54,480 --> 00:02:57,119 Speaker 2: I guess you know European football, if you're over there 56 00:02:57,160 --> 00:03:00,320 Speaker 2: and national team, you really only get maybe one month 57 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:04,440 Speaker 2: before the season starts, and usually that's tactical. You're coming 58 00:03:04,520 --> 00:03:07,040 Speaker 2: during tactical time and how the team is feeling a 59 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:10,640 Speaker 2: little bit of pre season testing, running gym, but you 60 00:03:10,840 --> 00:03:13,640 Speaker 2: really don't get like a bulk of you know, three 61 00:03:13,919 --> 00:03:17,160 Speaker 2: three months of let's lift, let's just go heavy with 62 00:03:18,120 --> 00:03:21,440 Speaker 2: strength stuff and really hard on fitness aspects. So it's 63 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:25,560 Speaker 2: really almost like a balancing act throughout your whole career, really, 64 00:03:25,639 --> 00:03:28,760 Speaker 2: unless you either aren't a part of a national team 65 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:32,320 Speaker 2: or decide to go to a different club and their 66 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:35,080 Speaker 2: season is a little bit different than most of Europe. 67 00:03:35,320 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 1: So are you're saying when you come back, we're going 68 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:38,680 Speaker 1: to see you looking swall. 69 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:42,360 Speaker 2: Guns? I like, I've been doing something for two weeks. 70 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:44,680 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my, my five steps are growing a 71 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:46,120 Speaker 2: little bit exciting. 72 00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:48,119 Speaker 1: You've got a big hoodie on, so I can't see 73 00:03:47,840 --> 00:03:49,360 Speaker 1: I'm backing you in here. 74 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:51,000 Speaker 2: I'm not going to flex or anything like that. 75 00:03:53,360 --> 00:03:56,360 Speaker 1: It's interesting this discussion around the injury piece. And I've 76 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,080 Speaker 1: had a bit of a rough run. I'm in a 77 00:03:58,080 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 1: good patch now I'm touching wood. But it is this 78 00:04:01,240 --> 00:04:03,680 Speaker 1: like mentally, it's quite interesting, and even the fact that 79 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,400 Speaker 1: that was one of the first things you went to right, Like, 80 00:04:05,440 --> 00:04:07,600 Speaker 1: I feel like as an elite athlete, there's this element 81 00:04:07,640 --> 00:04:10,640 Speaker 1: of always having to find this sucks, I'm missing out 82 00:04:10,640 --> 00:04:12,120 Speaker 1: on X y Z, But what am I going to 83 00:04:12,200 --> 00:04:15,520 Speaker 1: do to get better and to create more longevity in 84 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:18,080 Speaker 1: my body or be perform better overall? 85 00:04:18,440 --> 00:04:23,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it's always like your professional like what 86 00:04:23,279 --> 00:04:25,279 Speaker 2: you were meant to do is perform on the pitch 87 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:29,279 Speaker 2: and play games. But it's almost like blessing in disguise 88 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:31,880 Speaker 2: when you do get hurt that the things that maybe 89 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:34,240 Speaker 2: you neglect or don't spend as much time on you 90 00:04:34,320 --> 00:04:36,320 Speaker 2: actually get to do a little bit more of that, 91 00:04:36,440 --> 00:04:39,800 Speaker 2: whether that's on the pitch in the gym, or like 92 00:04:39,920 --> 00:04:42,880 Speaker 2: off the pitch doing you know, an extra study course 93 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:46,120 Speaker 2: or you know, doing more like mental resilience training and that. 94 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:51,280 Speaker 2: So even though it sucks, I'm quite bored at the moment, 95 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:54,160 Speaker 2: but it's given me time to like do things that 96 00:04:54,200 --> 00:04:56,720 Speaker 2: like maybe I haven't I wouldn't have had time for 97 00:04:56,839 --> 00:05:00,640 Speaker 2: which I'm kind of grateful that. It's almost like you 98 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:02,960 Speaker 2: can shift your focus to have a high performance in 99 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:03,719 Speaker 2: a different area. 100 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:07,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, I really like that. I always ask ask our 101 00:05:07,839 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: guests to take me back to their childhood. Tell me 102 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:13,640 Speaker 1: about Lydia as a little kid, and what are kind 103 00:05:13,720 --> 00:05:15,640 Speaker 1: of some core memories that stick out to you. 104 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 2: Lydia's little I grew up in the desert, so Calgary 105 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:22,880 Speaker 2: for nobody that knows, is like red dirt gold mining 106 00:05:23,000 --> 00:05:27,760 Speaker 2: capital of Australia, just pure people flying in and out 107 00:05:27,839 --> 00:05:32,040 Speaker 2: for mines or people that live there. So yeah, it 108 00:05:32,120 --> 00:05:34,560 Speaker 2: was just growing up with a lot of family. My 109 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:39,640 Speaker 2: dad's family is from there, so learning about indigenous I 110 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:44,400 Speaker 2: guess traditions and being out traveling in the desert, then 111 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:47,120 Speaker 2: also meeting a lot of friends and being at school, 112 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:50,560 Speaker 2: and it was really kind of a nice foundation that 113 00:05:51,200 --> 00:05:55,080 Speaker 2: it was quite multicultural. My friend group and what my 114 00:05:55,279 --> 00:06:00,479 Speaker 2: dad taught me was really immense and indigenous culture and 115 00:06:00,520 --> 00:06:04,839 Speaker 2: Aboriginal traditions that we've had, and I remembered to these 116 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:07,080 Speaker 2: days where we'd go out and learn about how to 117 00:06:07,120 --> 00:06:10,480 Speaker 2: start a fire, yeah, how to camp, you know which 118 00:06:10,520 --> 00:06:13,760 Speaker 2: berries you can eat and which you can't. So really 119 00:06:13,839 --> 00:06:17,000 Speaker 2: kind of my my childhood was desert life and being 120 00:06:17,120 --> 00:06:18,760 Speaker 2: indigenous in the bush. 121 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:21,760 Speaker 1: Am I right in saying that you had two pet kangaroos? 122 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:22,279 Speaker 2: Yeah? 123 00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:24,159 Speaker 1: Tell us about that. 124 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:27,920 Speaker 2: Well, it was usually like we had a huge four 125 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:30,520 Speaker 2: wheel dry with bullbar, so like when we travel in 126 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:33,880 Speaker 2: the desert, obviously there's no street lights. It's just the stars, 127 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:37,599 Speaker 2: the moon, blackness, and then your car with like its 128 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:40,599 Speaker 2: high beams or whatever. So you'd be driving around and 129 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:42,800 Speaker 2: you know, kangaroos would just get attracted to the high 130 00:06:42,839 --> 00:06:44,880 Speaker 2: beam and you know, as they do, they just jump 131 00:06:44,920 --> 00:06:48,479 Speaker 2: out of the middle of nowhere, and so we'd hit them, 132 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:50,400 Speaker 2: but we'd always check their pouches to see if they 133 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:54,920 Speaker 2: had Joey's and two times they did. So we're out 134 00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 2: in the middle of the desert, so there's no vets around, 135 00:06:57,560 --> 00:07:02,080 Speaker 2: there's no wires that you can call. So yeah, Dad 136 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:05,159 Speaker 2: knew what to do. Just take a pillow case, put 137 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:07,880 Speaker 2: some like extra blankets in there, and hold the pillow 138 00:07:07,880 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 2: case and they do the whole dive into it as 139 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:11,120 Speaker 2: if it was a mother's pouch. 140 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:12,400 Speaker 1: And wow, that's. 141 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:15,960 Speaker 2: Kind of like their home. And back then there was 142 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:19,640 Speaker 2: actually I don't even know if it was vets, but 143 00:07:19,840 --> 00:07:24,239 Speaker 2: pet stores that carried kangaroo formula or wild animal formula. 144 00:07:24,440 --> 00:07:27,120 Speaker 2: Oh wow, So we got to have that and kind 145 00:07:27,120 --> 00:07:29,760 Speaker 2: of rear it up and give it the formula and 146 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:31,240 Speaker 2: it just hop around our backyard. 147 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:34,720 Speaker 1: That's very cool. And then what happened once they were 148 00:07:34,800 --> 00:07:35,800 Speaker 1: fully grown. 149 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 2: Well, it was more when we moved to Canberra when 150 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:42,400 Speaker 2: I was eleven, so Mum and Dad found a kangaroo 151 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:47,040 Speaker 2: wildlif park that could be looked after and they kind 152 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:49,320 Speaker 2: of went in there and got looked after in wa 153 00:07:49,520 --> 00:07:52,720 Speaker 2: So yeah, that they were thriving the last time we heard. 154 00:07:52,760 --> 00:07:54,840 Speaker 2: I don't know now that's a long time ago, but. 155 00:07:54,920 --> 00:07:57,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's very cool. What were their names? 156 00:07:57,680 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 2: I was very creative as a young child. It was 157 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:03,360 Speaker 2: a big eastern gray. We called her Chambie nice and 158 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 2: then we had a little rock wallaby which I named Rocky. 159 00:08:06,080 --> 00:08:08,760 Speaker 1: So yeah, I like it, Yeah, I like it. Where 160 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 1: did you first find your love for football or sport? 161 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:16,080 Speaker 2: More broadly, It was probably sport, and it was probably 162 00:08:16,520 --> 00:08:21,240 Speaker 2: in Cow on weekends. It was basically a small country town, 163 00:08:21,680 --> 00:08:24,800 Speaker 2: so all you do on weekends is play sport with 164 00:08:24,840 --> 00:08:29,280 Speaker 2: your school friends. So it was all school teams and 165 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:33,959 Speaker 2: playing t ball. Yeah. 166 00:08:34,120 --> 00:08:37,920 Speaker 1: T ball was the best I played. Its great, it's underrated. 167 00:08:38,040 --> 00:08:42,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, so fun and you just get so mad when 168 00:08:42,880 --> 00:08:45,560 Speaker 2: you hit the stand instead of it's like you'd swing 169 00:08:45,760 --> 00:08:47,880 Speaker 2: so hard and the stand would flip and the ball 170 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:52,800 Speaker 2: would just drop the game. Yeah. So it was t ball, athletics, basketball, 171 00:08:53,480 --> 00:08:59,040 Speaker 2: then football AFL with like desert kids and stuff. So cool. 172 00:08:59,120 --> 00:09:01,719 Speaker 2: I just played everything and I just really enjoyed it. 173 00:09:02,880 --> 00:09:05,320 Speaker 2: But it wasn't until I moved to Canberra with the 174 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:10,280 Speaker 2: family at eleven that most of those sports were non existent. Right, 175 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:16,040 Speaker 2: except basketball and football in a team kind of sense 176 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:18,880 Speaker 2: of a registration and something that was on the weekend. 177 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,200 Speaker 2: So I joined both those sports and then realized I 178 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:23,800 Speaker 2: like being outside and set it inside. 179 00:09:24,720 --> 00:09:27,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, fair enough, And yeah, what was that the main 180 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:29,480 Speaker 1: thing that drew you to football or was there something 181 00:09:29,480 --> 00:09:30,800 Speaker 1: else about the game that you loved? 182 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:33,680 Speaker 2: I think it was. If anyone's watched me run, everyone's like, 183 00:09:33,920 --> 00:09:35,840 Speaker 2: good thing, You're a goalkeeper and not like a runner, 184 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:39,600 Speaker 2: So it would think it was like because I guess 185 00:09:39,640 --> 00:09:42,200 Speaker 2: I'm always just kind of falling over a bit, a 186 00:09:42,200 --> 00:09:46,440 Speaker 2: bit clumsy when I was younger. Now I'm more coordinated now, 187 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 2: it's like you're pretty calling over. Yeah, but it was 188 00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:52,599 Speaker 2: just kind of I fell over a few times in 189 00:09:52,720 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 2: basketball and get you know the court burns or you know, 190 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:59,040 Speaker 2: falling on wooden floors, and I just was ended up 191 00:09:59,080 --> 00:10:02,320 Speaker 2: being too short as well well for a basketball player. 192 00:10:02,559 --> 00:10:04,160 Speaker 2: So yeah, football it was. 193 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:07,920 Speaker 1: And when did you start to realize that you might 194 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:09,760 Speaker 1: have had a bit of talent and you might have 195 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 1: been able to take it Somewhere? 196 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:15,400 Speaker 2: I think it was my mum really, because it was 197 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:18,880 Speaker 2: I started playing for fun and I didn't know who 198 00:10:18,920 --> 00:10:21,680 Speaker 2: the Matildas were. There was like nothing like that back 199 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 2: in two thousand in any kind of broad media unless 200 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:27,840 Speaker 2: you search for it. And obviously was the beginning of 201 00:10:28,400 --> 00:10:31,160 Speaker 2: I think, you know, Facebook was coming in, but no 202 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:34,920 Speaker 2: real Internet searchers or fan pages or anything like that. 203 00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:41,520 Speaker 2: So yeah, I just started enjoying playing. And then I 204 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:46,160 Speaker 2: got invited to a goalkeeper camp ended up being about 205 00:10:46,200 --> 00:10:53,800 Speaker 2: thirty different goalkeepers, male and female young players, and the 206 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:57,719 Speaker 2: goalkeeper coach used to coach for the Soccer US and 207 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:00,640 Speaker 2: after it, he actually came up to my mom after 208 00:11:00,720 --> 00:11:03,480 Speaker 2: the whole weekend of it and was like, out of 209 00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:05,800 Speaker 2: everyone here, Lydia is going to be has the most 210 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,360 Speaker 2: potential to kind of make it. So I think it 211 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:12,080 Speaker 2: was actually her getting that feedback that she realized, Okay, 212 00:11:12,120 --> 00:11:15,520 Speaker 2: we need to start investing in her and keep pushing her, 213 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:18,800 Speaker 2: because I remember the first time I went to I 214 00:11:18,880 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 2: used to train at the AS with some of the 215 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:24,880 Speaker 2: men's players or the boys back then. Now a few 216 00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:27,440 Speaker 2: of them have played in the A League and actually 217 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:31,680 Speaker 2: Andrew Redmain was one of my close little goalkeeper colleagues 218 00:11:31,720 --> 00:11:34,120 Speaker 2: back then, and you know soccer Room Matilda. Yeah, it's 219 00:11:34,200 --> 00:11:37,200 Speaker 2: kind of full circle. But I remember when I first 220 00:11:37,200 --> 00:11:40,240 Speaker 2: started training with the boys. Oh, I'd go home crying 221 00:11:40,280 --> 00:11:43,480 Speaker 2: because it was just you didn't get treated like a female, 222 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:46,679 Speaker 2: you were treated like a goalkeeper. So their high standards 223 00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:51,679 Speaker 2: were my high standards. But then my mum would be like, no, 224 00:11:51,840 --> 00:11:55,080 Speaker 2: it's okay, Like stop crying, Like you have to go 225 00:11:55,120 --> 00:11:58,240 Speaker 2: again tomorrow, Like we're investing in this, We're pushing you, 226 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:01,880 Speaker 2: like it's hard now, but you're going to keep going 227 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:04,480 Speaker 2: because they believe in you. They wouldn't do that otherwise. 228 00:12:04,559 --> 00:12:06,920 Speaker 2: So it was kind of like a little bit of 229 00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:09,600 Speaker 2: tough love, But I think it paid off in the end. 230 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:12,400 Speaker 1: Where do you sit reflecting on that, because it's it's 231 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:15,400 Speaker 1: sometimes this really interesting balance, like when there's a combination 232 00:12:15,480 --> 00:12:18,480 Speaker 1: of male and female coming together in that environment, which 233 00:12:18,480 --> 00:12:21,200 Speaker 1: obviously doesn't happen at the elite level in terms of 234 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:25,120 Speaker 1: competing against each other, but this balance of you want 235 00:12:25,480 --> 00:12:27,960 Speaker 1: these female athletes to be given the same opportunities and 236 00:12:28,040 --> 00:12:31,880 Speaker 1: held to the same standards. But yeah, where did that 237 00:12:31,920 --> 00:12:33,720 Speaker 1: sit with you as a young person where you'd go 238 00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:36,760 Speaker 1: home and perhaps feel quite emotional and maybe a bit 239 00:12:36,760 --> 00:12:38,559 Speaker 1: out of your depth in the early days. 240 00:12:38,720 --> 00:12:42,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it was. It's kind of hard to 241 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:46,000 Speaker 2: take in at the time, but for me, it was 242 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:50,839 Speaker 2: no other female was kind of getting that opportunity to 243 00:12:51,400 --> 00:12:54,160 Speaker 2: play and be a part of, you know, these male 244 00:12:54,200 --> 00:12:57,360 Speaker 2: footballers who mind you, they were very very respectful and 245 00:12:57,520 --> 00:13:01,240 Speaker 2: awesome like guys that you know, they if it was 246 00:13:01,320 --> 00:13:03,480 Speaker 2: a hard shot, they'd take a little bit off, they 247 00:13:03,480 --> 00:13:06,240 Speaker 2: wouldn't whack it at me, but it would still be 248 00:13:06,280 --> 00:13:11,560 Speaker 2: the same dynamic movement or exercise that we would go through. 249 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:14,240 Speaker 2: So they were really respectful with understanding kind of the 250 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:16,880 Speaker 2: power aspect that we're never going to have the same 251 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:22,560 Speaker 2: powers as men. But it was kind of no one 252 00:13:22,559 --> 00:13:27,600 Speaker 2: else was having that opportunity, so I kind of reached 253 00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:30,400 Speaker 2: the pinnacle of what was offered for me as a female, 254 00:13:30,760 --> 00:13:34,760 Speaker 2: young female goalkeeper, and then I was like, okay, what's next, 255 00:13:35,040 --> 00:13:37,120 Speaker 2: Like I don't really know. And then it was you 256 00:13:37,120 --> 00:13:40,080 Speaker 2: can train with the boys and these boys might go 257 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:42,760 Speaker 2: on to be you know, soccer rows and a league 258 00:13:42,800 --> 00:13:45,120 Speaker 2: and you know, make all this money and you know 259 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:47,800 Speaker 2: all this kind of thing. And I was like okay, yeah, 260 00:13:47,840 --> 00:13:51,600 Speaker 2: and I was always there. They're equal in that training session, 261 00:13:51,720 --> 00:13:55,520 Speaker 2: so it was never never felt difficult for me. It 262 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:58,520 Speaker 2: was probably at the beginning of you know, the yelling 263 00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:02,080 Speaker 2: and high demand, and that you know what men do 264 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:05,800 Speaker 2: and men say versus like how a female might react 265 00:14:05,800 --> 00:14:09,080 Speaker 2: to that. So I had learned very quickly to take 266 00:14:09,120 --> 00:14:12,959 Speaker 2: the emotional side out of feedback and in the moment 267 00:14:13,160 --> 00:14:16,040 Speaker 2: reactions and kind of adjust to that. 268 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:20,400 Speaker 1: Do you notice that there's a specific type of person 269 00:14:20,440 --> 00:14:23,160 Speaker 1: that becomes a goalkeeper or is it more the skill set? 270 00:14:23,160 --> 00:14:25,800 Speaker 2: I mean they're crazy, I say it. 271 00:14:25,840 --> 00:14:27,280 Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you the question. 272 00:14:28,120 --> 00:14:29,680 Speaker 2: I think it has to be. I think you have 273 00:14:29,720 --> 00:14:34,640 Speaker 2: to be a little bit crazy in terms of resilience. 274 00:14:35,720 --> 00:14:39,760 Speaker 2: It's a very it's a very lonely position. No one 275 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:43,240 Speaker 2: really knows exactly what you're going through unless you're a goalkeeper, 276 00:14:43,960 --> 00:14:46,000 Speaker 2: even though you are a part of a team and 277 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:49,480 Speaker 2: you have a team structure and how you want to play, 278 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:52,400 Speaker 2: but when it comes to the actual foundation of being 279 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:57,040 Speaker 2: a goalkeeper, it's you are alone in that and you 280 00:14:57,080 --> 00:14:59,400 Speaker 2: can see a lot of they call it the union. 281 00:14:59,520 --> 00:15:01,840 Speaker 2: I'm sure a lot of other sports have that with 282 00:15:01,920 --> 00:15:07,239 Speaker 2: specific positions, but it's the goalkeeper union where only goalkeepers 283 00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:10,840 Speaker 2: actually understand what another is going through in that time. 284 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:17,080 Speaker 2: So yeah, I think you have to be really comfortable 285 00:15:17,080 --> 00:15:21,880 Speaker 2: with being uncomfortable at times. And be okay with I 286 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:27,080 Speaker 2: guess accepting the criticism that comes with it, but also 287 00:15:27,120 --> 00:15:28,760 Speaker 2: the high praise that can come with it as well. 288 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:31,960 Speaker 2: So there's never really a happy medium for a goalkeeper. 289 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 2: It's really high or it's really low. 290 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:36,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, it is quite interesting, isn't it. You don't often 291 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:39,320 Speaker 1: get to sit in that, in that place of just 292 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:43,720 Speaker 1: being content or being mediocre, Like there's this real expectation 293 00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:44,400 Speaker 1: on you there. 294 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's brutal, but you know with that, it's 295 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:51,360 Speaker 2: the success is amazing when the team does really well. 296 00:15:51,400 --> 00:15:54,120 Speaker 2: But you know, also there's like a big spotlight on 297 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:56,920 Speaker 2: you if you make a mistake or something goes wrong. 298 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:01,720 Speaker 2: But that's why you have to I guess, have a 299 00:16:01,720 --> 00:16:05,400 Speaker 2: good team dynamic throughout with your goalkeeper union and also 300 00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:08,000 Speaker 2: with your teammates to make sure that it's you know, 301 00:16:08,040 --> 00:16:10,960 Speaker 2: you're winning and losing together and you have that support. Yeah, 302 00:16:11,040 --> 00:16:11,440 Speaker 2: for sure. 303 00:16:12,240 --> 00:16:16,480 Speaker 1: Take me back to seventeen year old Lydia, who I 304 00:16:16,520 --> 00:16:19,200 Speaker 1: believe debuted on the twenty ninth of July in two 305 00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:21,840 Speaker 1: thousand and five against Korea Republic. 306 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, that was a we lost that game. 307 00:16:25,800 --> 00:16:28,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, yep, yep, yep. 308 00:16:28,120 --> 00:16:29,440 Speaker 2: Thank you. 309 00:16:29,480 --> 00:16:31,520 Speaker 1: No, I'm comment on that part. What was what was 310 00:16:31,520 --> 00:16:33,280 Speaker 1: it like for you? Like even do you even remember 311 00:16:33,360 --> 00:16:36,960 Speaker 1: like the preparation and the build up and getting your 312 00:16:36,960 --> 00:16:38,400 Speaker 1: first jersey, Like what was it Like? 313 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,840 Speaker 2: I was thinking, what the heck? I was like I 314 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:44,920 Speaker 2: was in the team for about six months before that, 315 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:48,760 Speaker 2: I think when I was sixteen, I made the squad 316 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:54,080 Speaker 2: and just all these like real hard working women that 317 00:16:54,200 --> 00:16:58,720 Speaker 2: I was like really intimidated by because you could see 318 00:16:58,760 --> 00:17:00,920 Speaker 2: how hard they work to get where they are and 319 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:03,440 Speaker 2: just how much it meant to them where I was like, oh, yeah, cool, 320 00:17:03,560 --> 00:17:04,800 Speaker 2: Like I get to travel the world. 321 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:05,359 Speaker 1: This is. 322 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:10,240 Speaker 2: And then it was almost like the expectation of like hey, 323 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:14,080 Speaker 2: like you're actually being here to like playing, Like it's 324 00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:16,120 Speaker 2: not just you're here for the ride, it's you're here 325 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:20,399 Speaker 2: to play, learn from these women and develop into the 326 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:23,880 Speaker 2: player that you meant to be, and like you're actually 327 00:17:24,320 --> 00:17:28,760 Speaker 2: learning to play. So we played a friendly game against 328 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:32,159 Speaker 2: a Chinese team earlier that tournament. We think it was 329 00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,639 Speaker 2: like I ended up being like a month and a 330 00:17:34,680 --> 00:17:37,760 Speaker 2: half trip that we went to all the Asian countries. 331 00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:40,560 Speaker 2: I think it was China, Japan, ended in South Korea 332 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:46,639 Speaker 2: and it was just a friendly and like China were 333 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:50,040 Speaker 2: the World champions the year before, I'm pretty sure. So 334 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:52,920 Speaker 2: they just for the friendly of a club team. They 335 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:55,320 Speaker 2: just packed out the stadium, which was, you know, like 336 00:17:55,359 --> 00:17:58,359 Speaker 2: five thousand people. But I was like, this is why 337 00:17:57,880 --> 00:18:01,000 Speaker 2: this is Oh my gosh, just for a club team 338 00:18:01,680 --> 00:18:05,119 Speaker 2: and so we I think we ended up losing that game, 339 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,560 Speaker 2: and that was my first time in goal with these 340 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:11,400 Speaker 2: women and just the encouragement that I felt from them 341 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:14,480 Speaker 2: of like, we have to give this kid an actual go, 342 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:17,800 Speaker 2: like there's a reason why she's here. She's been around, 343 00:18:18,000 --> 00:18:21,199 Speaker 2: like its development, Like let's support her through that. And 344 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:23,160 Speaker 2: so I was like, okay, we've got through the end. 345 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:27,080 Speaker 2: And then the last game, we're all over it. It's 346 00:18:27,119 --> 00:18:30,840 Speaker 2: like been in Asia for too long. Everyone wanted to 347 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:34,080 Speaker 2: go home the time when there was no Wi Fi 348 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:37,280 Speaker 2: and you know, we didn't have phones that connected to 349 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:40,440 Speaker 2: the internet, so you're calling your parents from hotel phones 350 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:44,560 Speaker 2: like it was just you know nothing, and here I am, 351 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 2: here go, here's your debut against the Korean team, who 352 00:18:47,600 --> 00:18:51,080 Speaker 2: were really good. Yeah, and it was pouring down rain 353 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:55,720 Speaker 2: and we're in like kind of this like change room 354 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:57,560 Speaker 2: that didn't really have chairs or kind of put all 355 00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,639 Speaker 2: our stuff on the side. And you're sitting around or 356 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:04,080 Speaker 2: standing and we lost three free nil. But I remember, 357 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:07,919 Speaker 2: you know, coming in and everyone just congratulating me, and 358 00:19:07,960 --> 00:19:10,399 Speaker 2: I was like, but we're like we lost. Like you know, 359 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:12,639 Speaker 2: I was excited I got my first cap, but I'm like, 360 00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:16,520 Speaker 2: we lost. But like no, it's really like welcome, Like 361 00:19:17,320 --> 00:19:20,520 Speaker 2: now it's time to like actually work. You're like you're 362 00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:22,600 Speaker 2: a part of the team now, Like it's no longer 363 00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:27,000 Speaker 2: your little you know, grace period of Oh this is fun. 364 00:19:27,320 --> 00:19:29,679 Speaker 2: It's like, hey, now you're a part of This is 365 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:33,639 Speaker 2: the taste of what it is at international football. Welcome 366 00:19:33,680 --> 00:19:38,400 Speaker 2: to the team. Get ready to start working. So yeah, 367 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:41,359 Speaker 2: a little bit same like of tough love, like Okay, 368 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:44,480 Speaker 2: well done, Lydia, you got your first cap. Awesome, let's 369 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:46,720 Speaker 2: go home. But guess what, like now you're going to 370 00:19:46,760 --> 00:19:49,440 Speaker 2: have to start like digging your heels in and let's 371 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:52,400 Speaker 2: start like going and really kind of pushing yourself. 372 00:19:52,920 --> 00:19:55,919 Speaker 1: And what does digging your heels in for you look like? 373 00:19:56,040 --> 00:20:00,160 Speaker 1: What did that journey look like for you to have 374 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,240 Speaker 1: an incredible career that you've had to date. 375 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:04,880 Speaker 2: Oh, to be honest, I had to be knocked down 376 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:09,359 Speaker 2: a few runs throughout my career. A little bit. I mean, 377 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:13,560 Speaker 2: the first club I went to was overseas ended up 378 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:16,440 Speaker 2: being Chicago, and I was like, this is sick. I'm 379 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 2: a twenty years old going overseas for the first time. 380 00:20:21,160 --> 00:20:23,520 Speaker 2: Not many people were going overseas. I was going as 381 00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:31,080 Speaker 2: a number two to learn mostly, and yeah, I just 382 00:20:31,160 --> 00:20:32,960 Speaker 2: kind of I just thought that, like, oh, yeah, I've 383 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:35,640 Speaker 2: made it. Like I'm going overseas. That's like the end goal. 384 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:38,760 Speaker 2: And I got a big reality check when I was 385 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,440 Speaker 2: over in the States with the players that we had 386 00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:44,440 Speaker 2: playing around and just how far I had to go 387 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:48,080 Speaker 2: to even get a sniff at that level. Like the 388 00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:51,919 Speaker 2: goalkeeper that was with me in front of me as 389 00:20:51,920 --> 00:20:54,960 Speaker 2: a number one played at two Olympics want I think 390 00:20:54,960 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 2: a silver medal, an amazing person Swedish goalkeeper. Like I 391 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:04,120 Speaker 2: was just like, okay, like here I am young and sprightly, 392 00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:07,439 Speaker 2: like being able to do all these things, and you 393 00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:11,520 Speaker 2: know she's having like more massages and rest days. Now 394 00:21:11,560 --> 00:21:13,360 Speaker 2: I know what that's like and why you need it. 395 00:21:13,359 --> 00:21:16,040 Speaker 2: But I was like, oh, like I'm ready to go. 396 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:16,600 Speaker 1: Yeah. 397 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:20,760 Speaker 2: Then when it came to performance, I was miles off it. Yeah, 398 00:21:20,800 --> 00:21:23,040 Speaker 2: So it was really kind of a big reality check 399 00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:25,280 Speaker 2: of like, you know, you're doing really well and you 400 00:21:25,400 --> 00:21:28,920 Speaker 2: have all these opportunities, but yeah, you're not as good 401 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,400 Speaker 2: as like what you need to be to be at 402 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:36,320 Speaker 2: the next level. So that that really being in America 403 00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:38,520 Speaker 2: really kind of made me realize like I need to 404 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:40,399 Speaker 2: do extra gym, I need to do extra running, I 405 00:21:40,440 --> 00:21:42,880 Speaker 2: need to make sure that I'm doing my eye spars, 406 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:48,480 Speaker 2: and I need to get input from the fitness coach 407 00:21:48,520 --> 00:21:51,360 Speaker 2: and the SNC, not just the goalkeeper coach asked questions 408 00:21:51,400 --> 00:21:53,280 Speaker 2: to the coach of like how we want to play, 409 00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:56,960 Speaker 2: and so it was really kind of like you're not 410 00:21:57,720 --> 00:21:59,560 Speaker 2: even though you're in a team and you just have 411 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 2: you know, maybe one coach. You have to utilize everything 412 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:04,320 Speaker 2: and everyone. 413 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:08,679 Speaker 1: Yeah. Wow, were there certain moments in Chicago or for 414 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:10,760 Speaker 1: any of the clubs that you've played with in those 415 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 1: early days where where there was something on field where 416 00:22:14,840 --> 00:22:16,879 Speaker 1: you felt like you had a moment of like, okay, 417 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,840 Speaker 1: we're making a step here, like that stuff is starting 418 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:22,960 Speaker 1: to pay off and you could feel your confidence build 419 00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:23,880 Speaker 1: from that. Yeah. 420 00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:28,360 Speaker 2: It's actually when in Chicago the team was quite young 421 00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:31,520 Speaker 2: out on paper, we were like it was like Meghan Rappino, 422 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:39,879 Speaker 2: Christian Karen Khni Ela Maasa, all these young players that 423 00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:40,440 Speaker 2: were there. 424 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:44,160 Speaker 1: It's pretty it's a pretty cool line up we had, 425 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:47,600 Speaker 1: like Carlie Lloyd, like it was insane. 426 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:51,520 Speaker 2: Tops we had. Gosh, we had so many people in 427 00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:55,280 Speaker 2: this team, it was amazing and just how much we 428 00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:59,560 Speaker 2: kind of the vibe was so good of taking on 429 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:01,440 Speaker 2: the young ones as well as the old ones, and 430 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:05,480 Speaker 2: it was a real nice mesh of people and team. 431 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,879 Speaker 2: And it was when we would play, it was like 432 00:23:07,960 --> 00:23:11,240 Speaker 2: young players against everyone else, and it was just like 433 00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:13,439 Speaker 2: like you can kind of see it then, like the 434 00:23:13,520 --> 00:23:16,160 Speaker 2: change of dynamic of like what the younger players were 435 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:19,399 Speaker 2: bringing into what the next ended up being the next 436 00:23:19,480 --> 00:23:24,800 Speaker 2: generation of superstars or football and culture of what that 437 00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:26,720 Speaker 2: looked like. You can just see the flare of it 438 00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:30,840 Speaker 2: versus the hard working you know, the older ones. I've 439 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:34,160 Speaker 2: already established of what they've done to get where they are. 440 00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:37,760 Speaker 2: So yeah, it was like around then when I started 441 00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:40,760 Speaker 2: to at the end of it, when I started to understand, 442 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:44,879 Speaker 2: you know, how the differences were, and it's not necessarily 443 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:47,239 Speaker 2: a bad thing, but how you kind of mesh and 444 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:52,320 Speaker 2: get information from older players but also learn and develop 445 00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:55,960 Speaker 2: through you know, your own journey. And young players now 446 00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:59,280 Speaker 2: that you're the player that gets extra massages. I hope 447 00:23:59,320 --> 00:24:01,639 Speaker 2: I feel like you learn that. 448 00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:06,719 Speaker 1: How has your experience over those years shaped how you 449 00:24:06,800 --> 00:24:08,680 Speaker 1: now treat the younger players that come in. 450 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,879 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's intimidating. Now now it's you have social media, 451 00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,400 Speaker 2: you have you know, more pressure from the outside. There's 452 00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:19,679 Speaker 2: almost like more of an expectation as a young player. 453 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:23,480 Speaker 2: We honestly, we were kind of lucky coming in the 454 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:27,639 Speaker 2: majority of us came in when maybe social media was 455 00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:32,800 Speaker 2: just starting. So, you know, the likes of myself, Emily 456 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:38,480 Speaker 2: ven Egmond, Sam Caitlin Steph like, we all came in 457 00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:42,560 Speaker 2: and this era where like social media just started beginning 458 00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:47,439 Speaker 2: and the matildaers were just starting to you know, have 459 00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:54,000 Speaker 2: this this run. Uh where now, gosh, I'd like, you're 460 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:59,520 Speaker 2: coming into a high profile, high performance environment where really 461 00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:02,560 Speaker 2: it's all eyes on you if whoever you are when 462 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:05,240 Speaker 2: you come on, eyes on you, like media wise, eyes 463 00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:07,360 Speaker 2: on you on the pitch, performance, eyes on you at 464 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:13,240 Speaker 2: training at meetings. So for me, it's like, how do 465 00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:16,239 Speaker 2: I help people that come in to feel comfortable and 466 00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:21,240 Speaker 2: to kind of ease them into what the pressure might be. 467 00:25:22,800 --> 00:25:26,679 Speaker 2: And I guess, you know, just talking has such powerful. 468 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:29,400 Speaker 2: Is such a powerful tool for anybody. You don't think 469 00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:33,160 Speaker 2: that you need to give information, but just talking and 470 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:37,840 Speaker 2: making people feel comfortable that's almost more and more than 471 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:40,560 Speaker 2: enough to help them in that journey. 472 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:43,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, so the social media element, and you kind of 473 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:47,480 Speaker 1: touched on that for your debut to change room standards 474 00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:50,320 Speaker 1: and things like that. What do you reflect on now 475 00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:52,679 Speaker 1: and when we caught up recently the World Players Association 476 00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:55,840 Speaker 1: conference to kind of reflect on the history of women's 477 00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:58,600 Speaker 1: sport and looking ahead to the future, what are some 478 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:01,840 Speaker 1: of the stark differences between the recent World Cup and 479 00:26:02,359 --> 00:26:05,000 Speaker 1: your your debut and your first World Cup. 480 00:26:05,680 --> 00:26:07,679 Speaker 2: Oh, first of all, it's like, you know, the amount 481 00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:10,879 Speaker 2: of support you have from federation, the backing of which 482 00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:17,960 Speaker 2: is equates money, which then gets distributed into like player payments, professionalism, 483 00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:23,600 Speaker 2: high performance standards, staff coaching. So obviously that's a major 484 00:26:23,600 --> 00:26:27,479 Speaker 2: difference where we're on you know, basically equal terms with 485 00:26:27,520 --> 00:26:31,720 Speaker 2: what the men are, which is incredible for us, but obviously, 486 00:26:32,560 --> 00:26:35,440 Speaker 2: like it's only small in the spectrum of like how 487 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:38,359 Speaker 2: long it's taken to get to that point and where 488 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:42,879 Speaker 2: we need to go as well. But yeah, you know, 489 00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:46,879 Speaker 2: it's just everything from having you know, the little what 490 00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:50,120 Speaker 2: even call them like barbecue chairs that you plastic want 491 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:53,560 Speaker 2: to get from like or Bunning's that you know that 492 00:26:53,640 --> 00:26:55,800 Speaker 2: you have them in the change room versus now we 493 00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:59,760 Speaker 2: have these like seats that like Ferrari has like endorsed 494 00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:02,680 Speaker 2: and like their proper letters, these seats that you can 495 00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:05,399 Speaker 2: like you know, you change it. Some of them in 496 00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:12,280 Speaker 2: Europe they're heated because the wrong sport like literally like 497 00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:15,680 Speaker 2: everyone else is out in the rain, and like stadiums 498 00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:19,240 Speaker 2: in Europe will have a stand over the subs bench 499 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:23,239 Speaker 2: and heated seats. Wow, and like even cup holders you 500 00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:25,600 Speaker 2: put you know, your drink bottle there or like whenever 501 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:29,280 Speaker 2: you're having like it's and they're padded later. 502 00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:31,560 Speaker 1: So you might prefer to sit on the bench. 503 00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:34,760 Speaker 2: Literally you go from like you know, Bunning seats to 504 00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:37,000 Speaker 2: like Ferrari endorse like seats. 505 00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:38,960 Speaker 1: It's like crazy, Yeah, that's cool. 506 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:42,679 Speaker 2: So like even just from that, you're like, wow, like 507 00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:46,439 Speaker 2: just being a part of what men's stadiums and culture 508 00:27:46,480 --> 00:27:49,320 Speaker 2: has already had is like it's new, but it's not 509 00:27:49,480 --> 00:27:50,440 Speaker 2: new to football. 510 00:27:52,119 --> 00:27:54,920 Speaker 1: When we caught up at that PA event, you're also 511 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,879 Speaker 1: involved with the Football Players Association as well. Can you 512 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,760 Speaker 1: talk a little bit about your role and why it 513 00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:02,800 Speaker 1: is important for you to have a voice in that space. 514 00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, it started off as me just being a part 515 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:10,280 Speaker 2: of you know, I guess, the PFA Players Union just 516 00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:13,480 Speaker 2: as a representative, and then went into like a leadership group, 517 00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:16,440 Speaker 2: and then went into the exect role which I've had 518 00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,960 Speaker 2: for a long time. And then now with I guess 519 00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:23,160 Speaker 2: the changing of the guard with the new CBA and everything, 520 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:26,920 Speaker 2: we've decided to have a president and vice president, one 521 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:29,600 Speaker 2: being a male which is Jackson, and me being vice 522 00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:35,400 Speaker 2: president to represent the whole game. And it was really important, 523 00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:38,840 Speaker 2: I think for the PFA to show the solidarity with 524 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:44,600 Speaker 2: both equal male and female representation. So yeah, really it's 525 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:48,320 Speaker 2: kind of the a bit more of a stronger voice. 526 00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:52,240 Speaker 2: I think that, you know, having someone who's directly involved 527 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:57,320 Speaker 2: in what the high performance Male Footballing Team is and 528 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:02,160 Speaker 2: then the high performance Female Footballing Team is, have direct 529 00:29:02,600 --> 00:29:06,480 Speaker 2: lines to you know, the CEOs and how we want 530 00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:09,040 Speaker 2: to shape the sport on what it needs, and so 531 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:14,400 Speaker 2: it's really high detailed, I guess things that need to 532 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:18,120 Speaker 2: be in discussion and have decisions on. That's kind of 533 00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:22,240 Speaker 2: where both Jackson and I will come involved in kind 534 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:26,040 Speaker 2: of making these really I guess, big decisions, but it's 535 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:29,400 Speaker 2: been endorsed by the players and been endorsed by the 536 00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:33,440 Speaker 2: representation from you know, both the Matilda's and Soccer US. 537 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:37,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, there's been some incredible ground made in those cbas. 538 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,280 Speaker 1: What were some of the key things you were pushing 539 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,800 Speaker 1: for as a playing group from the women's side of things. 540 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:47,120 Speaker 2: Oh, it's always been you know, having support staff, like 541 00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:51,520 Speaker 2: to when you see a head coach, and especially head 542 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,800 Speaker 2: coach in the male game at a club, they'll have 543 00:29:53,920 --> 00:29:58,600 Speaker 2: maybe three different assistants and you just need you need that. 544 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:02,120 Speaker 2: I mean sometimes that that coach might not have expertise 545 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:05,160 Speaker 2: in you know, some other kind of area and so 546 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,840 Speaker 2: you need to have another coach there where before it 547 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,920 Speaker 2: was only we only had one one or two. So 548 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:14,640 Speaker 2: it was really making sure that whatever the men decide 549 00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,480 Speaker 2: that they need, we have the opportunity to have that 550 00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:23,960 Speaker 2: same decision made for us. Obviously, it's you know, money 551 00:30:24,040 --> 00:30:26,120 Speaker 2: and about I think the biggest thing we did was 552 00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:32,040 Speaker 2: changing our CBA from contracts which were year round to 553 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:36,040 Speaker 2: now having player payments, which we wanted to make it 554 00:30:36,080 --> 00:30:40,200 Speaker 2: a reward based system because the thing with football is 555 00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:43,120 Speaker 2: that you know, basically you spend. I think I said 556 00:30:43,120 --> 00:30:46,280 Speaker 2: it was like seventy or eighty percent of your time 557 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:51,320 Speaker 2: is spent with club. Right, as a footballing career, actual 558 00:30:51,360 --> 00:30:53,600 Speaker 2: bulk of our time is spent with club. They're the 559 00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:57,720 Speaker 2: ones that pay you per month, per year. You have 560 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:01,080 Speaker 2: your gym access there. It's everything that you do away 561 00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:06,120 Speaker 2: from football is or from national team is with your club. 562 00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:08,760 Speaker 2: So we really wanted to make the national team be 563 00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:13,880 Speaker 2: high performance. So you come in, you're not injured, you're 564 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:15,800 Speaker 2: ready to go if you need to be called upon. 565 00:31:16,360 --> 00:31:20,120 Speaker 2: And it's also cutthroat. You have to perform now you 566 00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:23,440 Speaker 2: have to leave a lasting impression to get called back in. 567 00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:27,160 Speaker 2: So you know, that's where it's like you have more 568 00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:29,360 Speaker 2: pressure on you to perform and do what you need 569 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:32,280 Speaker 2: to do outside of national team. But when you come in, 570 00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:35,120 Speaker 2: here's your reward. We're getting the same payment as what 571 00:31:35,160 --> 00:31:40,320 Speaker 2: the men do. This is what basically how most national 572 00:31:40,360 --> 00:31:41,800 Speaker 2: teams actually function now. 573 00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:44,560 Speaker 1: Right, Okay, was there a bit of back and forth 574 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:47,400 Speaker 1: making that decision about which route to go down because 575 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,880 Speaker 1: it does definitely add another level of pressure. 576 00:31:50,240 --> 00:31:54,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it was a majority of everyone felt 577 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:57,440 Speaker 2: it was the right decision. It was I think just 578 00:31:57,560 --> 00:32:01,640 Speaker 2: more the timing of when and I think, you know, 579 00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:06,280 Speaker 2: doing the numbers and doing brainstorming as a group and 580 00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:10,720 Speaker 2: having our leadership really leadership group really knuckled down issues 581 00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:15,280 Speaker 2: and what they want the lasting impression of the Matildas 582 00:32:15,280 --> 00:32:19,280 Speaker 2: to be. Doing those kind of workshops really kind of 583 00:32:19,400 --> 00:32:24,360 Speaker 2: said it's either now or ever, really yeah, and so 584 00:32:25,400 --> 00:32:27,520 Speaker 2: at first it was really scary, but you know, at 585 00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:29,560 Speaker 2: the end of the day, it is we want it 586 00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:32,840 Speaker 2: to be high performance and that's you know, you get 587 00:32:32,840 --> 00:32:36,840 Speaker 2: caught in great keep your spot then so that's kind 588 00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:41,720 Speaker 2: of where we want that expectation to be of you 589 00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,720 Speaker 2: do all your work that you need to do at 590 00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:46,560 Speaker 2: clubland and then when you come in to national team, 591 00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:50,880 Speaker 2: it's always we have to win. That's literally what it is. Yeah, 592 00:32:51,080 --> 00:32:52,800 Speaker 2: let's go time, It's how you get things. 593 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I love watching the way that goalkeepers run 594 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,040 Speaker 1: the show, Like the amount that you guys are just 595 00:33:02,160 --> 00:33:04,360 Speaker 1: like obviously got the vision of the amount that you 596 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,640 Speaker 1: guys are talking and telling people where to go, and 597 00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:10,640 Speaker 1: like it's it's quite amazing to see. Do you feel 598 00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:13,360 Speaker 1: like you always had those natural leadership qualities or do 599 00:33:13,400 --> 00:33:15,440 Speaker 1: you feel like that's something you developed throughout your career. 600 00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:18,560 Speaker 2: Oh absolutely not. I can No one believes me when 601 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:21,080 Speaker 2: I say this, But like my eye was so shy. 602 00:33:21,120 --> 00:33:21,360 Speaker 1: Wow. 603 00:33:21,520 --> 00:33:24,960 Speaker 2: I was so shy as a kid, and especially when 604 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:28,520 Speaker 2: I started actually taking the goalkeeping role. It was when 605 00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:32,000 Speaker 2: I moved from Kagary to Canberra, so I didn't know anyone. 606 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:35,520 Speaker 2: I was a shy kid. I was meeting people at 607 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,440 Speaker 2: a new school, I was joining up a new team. 608 00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,600 Speaker 2: I was being a goalkeeper and I was like, okay, cool. 609 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,239 Speaker 2: I thought we're rotating, but don't worry, like I'm just 610 00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:47,600 Speaker 2: gonna stay here. So it was all these new things 611 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:53,240 Speaker 2: that was happening that I was like, okay, well I'm terrified. 612 00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:56,600 Speaker 2: And then it wasn't until I started having a goalkeeper 613 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:59,760 Speaker 2: coach that would just tell me just just talk. I 614 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,360 Speaker 2: don't care what you talk about, Like I don't care 615 00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:05,640 Speaker 2: if you just yell out like left right, like and 616 00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,279 Speaker 2: it's the wrong thing. He's like, we just need to 617 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:10,719 Speaker 2: get you to talk in games. So he's literally like 618 00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:18,359 Speaker 2: pass can like up like it was ridiculous, Like but 619 00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:19,839 Speaker 2: you did it, like you brought into it. 620 00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:20,200 Speaker 1: Yeah. 621 00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:22,120 Speaker 2: It's just like he's I just need you to talk, 622 00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:23,879 Speaker 2: and I'm like I don't. He's like, I don't care 623 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:26,600 Speaker 2: how stupid you sound. I know you might, but like 624 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,720 Speaker 2: I'm letting you know, you just have to start talking 625 00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:33,640 Speaker 2: about just anything. And then when you're comfortable with just 626 00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:37,280 Speaker 2: talking now, we're going to refine it to specific actions 627 00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:41,680 Speaker 2: and specific words and higher up the pitch and what 628 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:45,240 Speaker 2: you see. And so it really just started out with lydally, 629 00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:48,640 Speaker 2: you just need to chat, just say something something, I 630 00:34:48,640 --> 00:34:52,279 Speaker 2: don't care what it is, Just yell louder, like you know, 631 00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:55,560 Speaker 2: it would be like louder okay less. And so it 632 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:59,600 Speaker 2: really was kind of a like training like how to 633 00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:00,440 Speaker 2: speak properly. 634 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:03,160 Speaker 1: M It's interesting because I think even with us, like 635 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,400 Speaker 1: in footy, when we sometimes have the young kids come in, 636 00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:07,839 Speaker 1: who are they have just been drafted, they don't feel 637 00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:09,759 Speaker 1: like they've really earned their spot yet, and they can 638 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:13,040 Speaker 1: often be really quiet and sometimes you say to them 639 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,320 Speaker 1: like just say whatever. But the fact that it sounded 640 00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:20,520 Speaker 1: like that coach was really invested and genuinely kind of 641 00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,960 Speaker 1: followed along each of those steps to make it happen, 642 00:35:23,040 --> 00:35:24,799 Speaker 1: rather than just being like just say something and then 643 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:26,680 Speaker 1: walking away and focusing on something else. 644 00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:30,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's that's kind of the the quality 645 00:35:30,080 --> 00:35:31,839 Speaker 2: and kind of the good thing that we have with 646 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:35,319 Speaker 2: footballers that as a goalkeeper, you literally only have one 647 00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:39,440 Speaker 2: coach with you and maybe like two other players. Yeah, 648 00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:43,440 Speaker 2: so really you you are all that focus is that 649 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,439 Speaker 2: coach is on you, so really is specific. They can 650 00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:51,359 Speaker 2: really narrow it down and really refine what they need 651 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:53,719 Speaker 2: from you because they don't have to watch the rest 652 00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:55,360 Speaker 2: of the game. They can literally stand there and like 653 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:57,759 Speaker 2: watch you and then like somebody's happening up there and 654 00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:00,879 Speaker 2: they can just be like higher, you need to stand higher, yeah, right, 655 00:36:01,200 --> 00:36:04,320 Speaker 2: start talking, come to the left like you're not in line. 656 00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:06,600 Speaker 2: So whether they can do all that stuff. 657 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:09,200 Speaker 1: Have you always been good at taking on feedback, because 658 00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:10,920 Speaker 1: I feel like you'd get you'd been getting a lot 659 00:36:10,920 --> 00:36:14,000 Speaker 1: of feedback. If that's yes, I know. 660 00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:21,040 Speaker 2: I had to learn, I think again, like I think 661 00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:24,520 Speaker 2: it was, I had to have like my rungs hit 662 00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:27,680 Speaker 2: down a little bit for me to kind of understand, 663 00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:32,520 Speaker 2: like this person's helping me. I've always been pretty stubborn, 664 00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:37,520 Speaker 2: so it's taken me a while to know that you 665 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:42,360 Speaker 2: can learn a bit of feedback from everything that someone says, 666 00:36:42,719 --> 00:36:45,560 Speaker 2: even if it's really negative. Maybe they're having a bad day, 667 00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:48,520 Speaker 2: so maybe it's how you approach them, Like maybe it's 668 00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:51,680 Speaker 2: like you don't actually agree with what they're saying or 669 00:36:51,719 --> 00:36:57,319 Speaker 2: they're wrong, but maybe that's just they're frustrated. So how 670 00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:00,560 Speaker 2: can you help them in their frustration of what they're 671 00:37:00,560 --> 00:37:03,840 Speaker 2: saying and then maybe having a conversation after At the 672 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:07,560 Speaker 2: amount of conversations that actually happen at halftime or when 673 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:10,520 Speaker 2: a ball goes out, like you just you don't really 674 00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:13,880 Speaker 2: see it if you're not on the pitch, but you 675 00:37:13,920 --> 00:37:15,719 Speaker 2: know it might be you know that was the wrong 676 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:17,279 Speaker 2: call you needed to come for that, Yeah, and I 677 00:37:17,320 --> 00:37:20,160 Speaker 2: know next time, I'll make sure. Can we just make 678 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:21,920 Speaker 2: sure that that I know that player and you can 679 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:26,359 Speaker 2: shuffle around? Yeah, and then it's done. So Yeah, there's 680 00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:29,840 Speaker 2: so many conversations that are happening outside of like what's 681 00:37:29,920 --> 00:37:33,280 Speaker 2: being seen on the pitch. But yeah, I think it's 682 00:37:33,800 --> 00:37:35,839 Speaker 2: you can learn something from everyone, even if it is 683 00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:37,000 Speaker 2: positive or negative. 684 00:37:37,200 --> 00:37:39,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, I like that. Can we take a look at 685 00:37:39,360 --> 00:37:41,680 Speaker 1: the twenty twenty three fee for Women's World Cup? 686 00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:42,160 Speaker 2: Sure? 687 00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:43,600 Speaker 1: What was the Sure? 688 00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:44,200 Speaker 2: Sure? 689 00:37:44,400 --> 00:37:45,680 Speaker 1: Are you sick? You're talking about it? Yet? 690 00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:47,120 Speaker 2: It's still pretty cool. 691 00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,600 Speaker 1: It's still pretty cool. What was the lead up to 692 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:50,280 Speaker 1: that tournament? 693 00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:54,239 Speaker 2: Like, for you, to be honest, the amount of like, 694 00:37:55,719 --> 00:37:59,320 Speaker 2: I think we've always had such a tight Nick group 695 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:05,000 Speaker 2: from the get go. Everyone's just been so tight in 696 00:38:05,040 --> 00:38:10,440 Speaker 2: the group of protecting what we're building, protecting the outside noise, 697 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:13,560 Speaker 2: and just kind of making sure that the focus was 698 00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:18,719 Speaker 2: like internal, never external, never anything but the team. And 699 00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:22,239 Speaker 2: I think a couple of our results leading into the 700 00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:30,279 Speaker 2: year up to twenty three, the media was not nice sometimes. Yeah, 701 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:33,000 Speaker 2: with a couple of our results, like we were obviously 702 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:38,200 Speaker 2: like still developing a style, still developing players, and I think, 703 00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:43,399 Speaker 2: you know, if everyone's expecting consistency or just like yeah, 704 00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:47,000 Speaker 2: like look at all this, but we were really developing 705 00:38:47,040 --> 00:38:49,640 Speaker 2: and still understanding. Like it takes a long journey for 706 00:38:49,719 --> 00:38:51,640 Speaker 2: when a new coach comes in and a style of 707 00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:55,359 Speaker 2: play and leading into a tournament of different teams you're 708 00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:59,759 Speaker 2: going to play how to like understand especially when you're 709 00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:04,120 Speaker 2: only together twenty percent of the time. So it's a 710 00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:05,759 Speaker 2: lot of hard work when you go into camp of 711 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:08,400 Speaker 2: like how quickly can you adjust to what this load 712 00:39:08,520 --> 00:39:12,600 Speaker 2: and these information is versus like when you're away, So 713 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,879 Speaker 2: leading into it, we're all very like, Okay, we need 714 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:19,640 Speaker 2: to stick together, Like there's no doubt about it. All 715 00:39:19,680 --> 00:39:22,080 Speaker 2: this outside noise or whatever, it doesn't mean anything. Let's 716 00:39:22,080 --> 00:39:25,319 Speaker 2: stay stick together. And then we got obviously to the 717 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:29,879 Speaker 2: tournament and the build up to it, everyone felt really good, 718 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:37,000 Speaker 2: really sharp, like the amount of sports science and tactical 719 00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:41,920 Speaker 2: technical information that went into it, like I like you 720 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:43,839 Speaker 2: could you could tell it was a lot, Like there 721 00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:45,759 Speaker 2: was a lot of information. We had to do a 722 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:51,480 Speaker 2: lot of different tactics, we had to learn, gym, double days, recovery, 723 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,360 Speaker 2: like we were just basically at the Gold Coast for 724 00:39:54,880 --> 00:39:57,640 Speaker 2: a month leading into when we went into camp for 725 00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:01,880 Speaker 2: the World Cup, and the amount of work that we 726 00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:05,880 Speaker 2: did was for the finals, so we knew that we 727 00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:11,400 Speaker 2: weren't going to peak until probably around quarters or like 728 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:13,919 Speaker 2: the round of sixteen into quarters that's when our peak 729 00:40:13,960 --> 00:40:20,080 Speaker 2: would be hopefully peaking, like continuing with that form. And 730 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:21,880 Speaker 2: then yeah, we got to the first game and it 731 00:40:21,960 --> 00:40:27,000 Speaker 2: was I think we're all nervous because of what it meant. 732 00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:29,200 Speaker 2: So you could kind of see that on everyone's face 733 00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:32,320 Speaker 2: when Steph scored the pen, just like you could almost 734 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:36,040 Speaker 2: feel like the weight drop off like everything, because it 735 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:38,680 Speaker 2: was just like, Okay, here we go, this is the 736 00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:42,040 Speaker 2: first game, Like we need to we need to win. 737 00:40:42,760 --> 00:40:44,280 Speaker 2: It's not the end of the world if we don't, 738 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:48,480 Speaker 2: because then we'll go one game at a time. But 739 00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:52,279 Speaker 2: like the significance of the first game, it was, yeah, 740 00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:55,560 Speaker 2: we need to win this, and after that it just 741 00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:59,640 Speaker 2: felt like there was just no doubt, if that makes sense. 742 00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:03,080 Speaker 2: Like eve, when we got to the penalty shootout, now 743 00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:06,240 Speaker 2: everyone else was like looking away, but everyone just felt 744 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,360 Speaker 2: it is weird. Everyone felt calm, like on the sideline. 745 00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:13,120 Speaker 2: I'm sure the girls felt calm when they were lining 746 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:15,520 Speaker 2: up at the halfway line, but it was just like 747 00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,640 Speaker 2: this sense of like it's going to be okay, which 748 00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:19,160 Speaker 2: is weird. 749 00:41:19,640 --> 00:41:22,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, what do you think contributed to that sense of calm. 750 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:25,880 Speaker 2: I think we just all believed in each other. The 751 00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:27,960 Speaker 2: amount of like, honestly, the amount of penalties we ended 752 00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:30,359 Speaker 2: up practicing. I think my shoulder was like dead by 753 00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:33,360 Speaker 2: the end of it, like practicing with the girls, but 754 00:41:34,040 --> 00:41:37,040 Speaker 2: like they practice it until they were confident. So it 755 00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,560 Speaker 2: was literally like got to the point when we're in 756 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:43,640 Speaker 2: you know, match day minus ones. Whatever anyone needed to 757 00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:46,799 Speaker 2: do to be confident, do it, don't care what it 758 00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:49,760 Speaker 2: is like, do a small warm up, ten minutes, whatever 759 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,360 Speaker 2: you need. Then do whatever you need to do to 760 00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:54,160 Speaker 2: feel confident going into that game. 761 00:41:54,480 --> 00:41:54,680 Speaker 1: Yeah. 762 00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:58,400 Speaker 2: No, so a lot of it was self responsibility and 763 00:41:58,520 --> 00:42:04,200 Speaker 2: self I guess, like how do you prepare the best 764 00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:07,040 Speaker 2: as a team or the best by yourself? And a 765 00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:10,000 Speaker 2: lot of it as we went on was make sure 766 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:12,280 Speaker 2: you are that, like, we can't do any more tactics, 767 00:42:12,280 --> 00:42:15,360 Speaker 2: we have no time. So whatever you need as an individual, 768 00:42:15,440 --> 00:42:15,759 Speaker 2: do it. 769 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,960 Speaker 1: And that World Cup, I'd love to know how you 770 00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:21,840 Speaker 1: felt when you're actually selected in that group, because you 771 00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:25,680 Speaker 1: and Claire Polkinghorn were you the first Ossies to hit 772 00:42:25,719 --> 00:42:26,760 Speaker 1: the five World Cup. 773 00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:28,840 Speaker 2: Mins like men and women. It's crazy. 774 00:42:29,080 --> 00:42:32,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, how did that feel? I mean it felt. 775 00:42:32,680 --> 00:42:35,680 Speaker 2: It always feels good to be selected an inter national team. 776 00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:38,399 Speaker 2: I think me and Polks have learned to be very 777 00:42:38,719 --> 00:42:43,480 Speaker 2: humble that we are very lucky and very blessed in 778 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:50,000 Speaker 2: the position that we have been. And yeah, I think 779 00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:51,879 Speaker 2: we got to a point. I think when Polks ended 780 00:42:51,960 --> 00:42:55,200 Speaker 2: up getting what was it, like the highest capped Australian 781 00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:57,399 Speaker 2: football And she's like, I'm sick of my parents getting 782 00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,799 Speaker 2: flown here. I'm sick of my family seeing them all 783 00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:02,600 Speaker 2: the time, like to celebrate something else. She's like, I 784 00:43:02,600 --> 00:43:06,239 Speaker 2: don't have to celebrate anything else. I got the oh 785 00:43:06,239 --> 00:43:08,080 Speaker 2: my gosh, what does she get? The highest cap, the 786 00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:11,319 Speaker 2: longest something else. I'm like, case, all the miles, yeah, 787 00:43:11,600 --> 00:43:14,360 Speaker 2: all the milestone Tug's got, and she's just like yeah, 788 00:43:14,440 --> 00:43:19,120 Speaker 2: it's it's over, and we're still excited for her. So yeah, 789 00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:22,520 Speaker 2: it felt it felt great, but also it felt like 790 00:43:23,480 --> 00:43:26,120 Speaker 2: if we can It was more if if anything was 791 00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:27,759 Speaker 2: gonna happen, it was going to be this World Cup. 792 00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,680 Speaker 2: And for that that for me was probably even bigger 793 00:43:32,719 --> 00:43:35,239 Speaker 2: than any of the other ones that I've been selected 794 00:43:35,400 --> 00:43:38,600 Speaker 2: in because it was like home World Cup. Who would 795 00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:42,640 Speaker 2: have thought everyone's going to watch football? Who would have thought, 796 00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:44,759 Speaker 2: like I get to be here with these girls that 797 00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:48,839 Speaker 2: I've known for ten plus years? Like he who would 798 00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:51,960 Speaker 2: have thought? So for me, it was like, oh, I 799 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:55,239 Speaker 2: was just really thankful, And I guess it was just 800 00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:58,200 Speaker 2: just kind of validating all like a cherry on the 801 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,799 Speaker 2: top of like just what my career has been. 802 00:44:02,200 --> 00:44:05,480 Speaker 1: What did it feel like for you in terms of contributing, 803 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:07,960 Speaker 1: because you obviously didn't get to contribute how I imagine you 804 00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:09,840 Speaker 1: would have liked to as much on the field, but 805 00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:12,160 Speaker 1: I have no doubt that you would have contributed a 806 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:14,759 Speaker 1: huge amount in a leadership capacity off field. What was 807 00:44:14,800 --> 00:44:15,440 Speaker 1: that like for you? 808 00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:18,600 Speaker 2: That process? Yeah, I think when you kind of get 809 00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:21,680 Speaker 2: at the end of your career, like Twilight Years, you 810 00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:27,960 Speaker 2: just you know what your limitations and capabilities are, and 811 00:44:28,320 --> 00:44:32,239 Speaker 2: leading into the tournament, I was very well aware of 812 00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:37,520 Speaker 2: kind of where I was sitting in the fold, and 813 00:44:37,560 --> 00:44:42,920 Speaker 2: then it turned to Maca's been, you know, my goalkeeper 814 00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:49,480 Speaker 2: understudy for gosh ten years now eight ten years, and 815 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:54,360 Speaker 2: to kind of see that journey of hers for me 816 00:44:54,440 --> 00:44:57,319 Speaker 2: it was like cool, like, let's I need to throw 817 00:44:57,360 --> 00:45:00,880 Speaker 2: everything I can into like this and making sure that 818 00:45:01,040 --> 00:45:04,920 Speaker 2: this is not me wanting to play, this is us 819 00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:09,000 Speaker 2: wanting to win. And so it was kind of like 820 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:11,600 Speaker 2: humbling in a way of like understanding my role. But 821 00:45:11,640 --> 00:45:13,520 Speaker 2: I've had like a few years to kind of process 822 00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:18,920 Speaker 2: it and not be upset if I don't play, but 823 00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:22,719 Speaker 2: then now cherishing every time that I do play. Yeah, 824 00:45:22,719 --> 00:45:25,400 Speaker 2: because I don't really know how long's left. So it 825 00:45:25,480 --> 00:45:28,920 Speaker 2: kind of goes from like it's almost like you start 826 00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:31,319 Speaker 2: and you're like, I'm so happy to be playing, and 827 00:45:31,360 --> 00:45:34,000 Speaker 2: then it goes I need to play, And then as 828 00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:36,080 Speaker 2: you get to the end, it has to change to 829 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:39,080 Speaker 2: I'm so happy to be playing again, because if it 830 00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:41,640 Speaker 2: says stays there, then you get bitter. 831 00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:46,239 Speaker 1: Yeah. Wow, it's almost like comes full circle. That's really 832 00:45:46,280 --> 00:45:49,160 Speaker 1: it's really quite interesting. There was a photo captured of you, 833 00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:50,759 Speaker 1: I think by some fans at the end of that 834 00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:54,279 Speaker 1: last game in Brisbane, of you sitting against the goalpost. 835 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:56,560 Speaker 1: Do you remember what was going through your head at 836 00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:57,239 Speaker 1: that time? 837 00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:00,759 Speaker 2: I was crying my eyes out. It was just it 838 00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:03,920 Speaker 2: was just the full circle. It was. Being there in 839 00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:08,400 Speaker 2: COVID when we won the bid was like insane and 840 00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 2: the stuff like of COVID, like just how it disrupted 841 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:18,040 Speaker 2: the whole world, but whole sporting world, and like just 842 00:46:18,200 --> 00:46:20,960 Speaker 2: knowing that we we actually did it, we got that 843 00:46:21,120 --> 00:46:24,840 Speaker 2: far as we did, and the heartbreak of not leaving 844 00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:30,800 Speaker 2: with anything, but just knowing what we've done for the 845 00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:34,239 Speaker 2: country and what the team has achieved, and it was just, 846 00:46:34,480 --> 00:46:36,000 Speaker 2: you know, it was the last time I'd probably be 847 00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:39,520 Speaker 2: on the pitch of a World Cup as a player, 848 00:46:40,280 --> 00:46:42,400 Speaker 2: so it was really kind of just like taking it 849 00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:46,080 Speaker 2: all in of like, you know, this is my last 850 00:46:46,120 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 2: World Cup, like last one with these girls. We didn't 851 00:46:49,600 --> 00:46:51,880 Speaker 2: win anything, but what we've done is incredible. So it 852 00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:54,120 Speaker 2: was kind of like a mix of like every emotion, 853 00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:56,759 Speaker 2: and I just wanted to kind of sit with that 854 00:46:56,880 --> 00:47:00,000 Speaker 2: for a bit, just to you know that you don't 855 00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:02,760 Speaker 2: don't really get the many moments, I think in your career, 856 00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:06,960 Speaker 2: especially as you get close to retirement, where you really 857 00:47:07,000 --> 00:47:10,879 Speaker 2: get to sit with feelings. A lot of like an 858 00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:14,560 Speaker 2: athlete's career is dusted off, we have the next thing, yes, 859 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:17,560 Speaker 2: and you actually don't actually have much time to sit 860 00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:20,680 Speaker 2: with the feeling. And I decided just wanted to sit 861 00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:23,080 Speaker 2: with it for a little bit because it was so 862 00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:25,920 Speaker 2: incredible and I didn't know am I ever going to 863 00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,840 Speaker 2: get something like that again? So yeah, it was it 864 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:31,800 Speaker 2: was heartbreaking, but then yeah, I think Macca was the 865 00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:35,920 Speaker 2: first one that came running over to me and what's happening? 866 00:47:35,960 --> 00:47:37,280 Speaker 1: Why are you here? Why are you're crying? 867 00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:41,480 Speaker 2: But no, it was just I just wanted to sit 868 00:47:41,520 --> 00:47:41,759 Speaker 2: with it. 869 00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:45,920 Speaker 1: What was it like as a playing group, because obviously 870 00:47:46,040 --> 00:47:48,879 Speaker 1: the whole country, for those who weren't already in love 871 00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:50,839 Speaker 1: with you, the whole country then fell in love with you. 872 00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:54,080 Speaker 1: I felt like so much of the attention was you guys, 873 00:47:54,120 --> 00:47:56,600 Speaker 1: breaking barriers and changing attitudes and doing all of these 874 00:47:56,600 --> 00:47:59,319 Speaker 1: incredible things, but not as much focus on the fact 875 00:47:59,360 --> 00:48:01,640 Speaker 1: that you guys like the elite of the elite and 876 00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:06,040 Speaker 1: you performed to the highest level under immense pressure and scrutiny, 877 00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:09,440 Speaker 1: Like I don't feel like that was appreciated enough. Yeah, 878 00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:11,239 Speaker 1: did it feel like that? As players? 879 00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:15,520 Speaker 2: I think, well, for like, we just think of each 880 00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:20,239 Speaker 2: other as friends and teammates. And I think the way 881 00:48:20,280 --> 00:48:23,120 Speaker 2: that we've been portrayed, which is amazing, is that we're 882 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:28,600 Speaker 2: so accessible and anyone can dream to be Matilda. Like 883 00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:32,000 Speaker 2: it's not like we have all these bodyguards around us, 884 00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:36,280 Speaker 2: or you know, we were not going out and meeting 885 00:48:36,640 --> 00:48:39,719 Speaker 2: you know, communities and the public or spending time to 886 00:48:39,760 --> 00:48:44,080 Speaker 2: sign things like where we're making deliberate decisions to be 887 00:48:44,239 --> 00:48:51,960 Speaker 2: accessible and be people can dream to be a Matilda. 888 00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,319 Speaker 2: But yeah, it's the stuff that you don't see. I 889 00:48:54,320 --> 00:48:57,919 Speaker 2: think the documentary explained it really well with Ellie and 890 00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:02,759 Speaker 2: her ACO injury, just how much hard work she put 891 00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:06,600 Speaker 2: into then being where she is, and a lot of 892 00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:09,879 Speaker 2: it actually doesn't get shown, like the amount of work 893 00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:13,279 Speaker 2: that Sam did to get back to playing in those 894 00:49:13,320 --> 00:49:16,560 Speaker 2: games at the World Cup. But I think that's something 895 00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:22,120 Speaker 2: that we as a group it's celebrated within the group, 896 00:49:22,200 --> 00:49:25,480 Speaker 2: but I think sometimes we just want to keep it there. 897 00:49:26,280 --> 00:49:29,959 Speaker 2: You know, it would be nice to kind of show 898 00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:34,560 Speaker 2: just how hard we really work. But a lot of 899 00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:36,319 Speaker 2: it is, you know, it is our bubble, it's our 900 00:49:36,360 --> 00:49:40,239 Speaker 2: personal thing, that's like our hard work. We can joke 901 00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:42,239 Speaker 2: and relax when we're in front of a camera or 902 00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:45,279 Speaker 2: meeting people, but when it comes to hard work, like 903 00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:47,040 Speaker 2: we don't care if the cameras are there, We don't 904 00:49:47,120 --> 00:49:50,680 Speaker 2: actually doesn't bother us. So I think a lot of 905 00:49:50,719 --> 00:49:53,399 Speaker 2: what has been captured and what has people seen has 906 00:49:53,440 --> 00:49:58,279 Speaker 2: been what we allow, where the hard work is like 907 00:49:58,840 --> 00:49:59,920 Speaker 2: sacred to what we do. 908 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,799 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think, yeah, it's really interesting looking ahead, You've 909 00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:07,759 Speaker 1: still got time left. But what do you hope your 910 00:50:07,840 --> 00:50:09,880 Speaker 1: legacy will be that you leave on the game, and 911 00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:13,120 Speaker 1: just touching on the two kids books that you've released, 912 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,920 Speaker 1: which is epic, and even the fact that you've been 913 00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:19,920 Speaker 1: inducted into the Aboriginal Islander Sports Hall of Fame, Like, 914 00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:22,480 Speaker 1: what what do you hope when you leave the game, 915 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:26,520 Speaker 1: hopefully in the new year's time. What's the legacy you 916 00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:27,920 Speaker 1: hope to leave. Oh? 917 00:50:28,040 --> 00:50:29,880 Speaker 2: I think, to be honest, I think AFL do it 918 00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:35,480 Speaker 2: really well with Indigenous kids and you know, bringing indigenous 919 00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:39,280 Speaker 2: athletes into the mainframe and the big the big leagues, 920 00:50:39,320 --> 00:50:43,799 Speaker 2: and I would love to see football do that. I 921 00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:46,600 Speaker 2: was really lucky that, you know, to be honest, Unless 922 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,279 Speaker 2: we move from Calculi to Canberra, I probably would have 923 00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:55,480 Speaker 2: had a different path in life. But I think inspiring 924 00:50:55,520 --> 00:50:59,319 Speaker 2: Indigenous kids to dream to be a Matilda, like you 925 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:03,560 Speaker 2: can see there's you know, Ellie from Cara, Mary from 926 00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:07,920 Speaker 2: cans Me and Cow. Then you get you know, like 927 00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:12,560 Speaker 2: steps from here in Melbourne, SAMs from well, from everywhere, 928 00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:17,720 Speaker 2: from big town, small towns, cities, playing overseas, playing at home, 929 00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:22,440 Speaker 2: and it I would love to see, you know, just 930 00:51:22,520 --> 00:51:26,160 Speaker 2: so many. It is the world game like it needs 931 00:51:26,200 --> 00:51:29,359 Speaker 2: to be shared with everyone. And I think going out 932 00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:33,200 Speaker 2: into indigenous communities and really promoting football, I think is 933 00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:35,040 Speaker 2: the next step that I would like to be involved with. 934 00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:39,719 Speaker 2: But I want, you know, I want every World Cup 935 00:51:39,719 --> 00:51:43,919 Speaker 2: to be the Matilda's are in top four. And that's 936 00:51:43,920 --> 00:51:46,600 Speaker 2: a work in progress. That's hard work, both on and 937 00:51:46,680 --> 00:51:50,399 Speaker 2: off the field and behind the scenes. And yeah, that's 938 00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:54,560 Speaker 2: more investment, that's more players going overseas, more players doing 939 00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:57,200 Speaker 2: you know, whatever they can to get in the right 940 00:51:57,280 --> 00:51:59,880 Speaker 2: environment that they need to be. So I think that 941 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:03,680 Speaker 2: still has a while to go because we have the 942 00:52:03,719 --> 00:52:07,680 Speaker 2: rest of the world to that are playing catch up 943 00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:10,600 Speaker 2: and chasing or leading the way. Like it's not just 944 00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:13,399 Speaker 2: you know in Australia, it's like you have to see 945 00:52:13,400 --> 00:52:15,120 Speaker 2: what Spain are doing, you have to see what Japan 946 00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:18,640 Speaker 2: are doing, what America are doing, and how do you 947 00:52:18,800 --> 00:52:22,319 Speaker 2: get that and replicate it to an Australian standard. And 948 00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:27,520 Speaker 2: it's what Australians their DNA, how they produce the same 949 00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:32,560 Speaker 2: results as what an American would do or you know, 950 00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:35,480 Speaker 2: a French player would do. And yeah, it's kind of 951 00:52:35,520 --> 00:52:37,280 Speaker 2: it's weird. It's like how you how do you morph 952 00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:43,080 Speaker 2: to your own culture and country, your own identity, but 953 00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:46,120 Speaker 2: also taking bits and pieces from different countries and what they're. 954 00:52:45,960 --> 00:52:49,400 Speaker 1: Doing, Yeah, to keep striving to be that in that 955 00:52:49,480 --> 00:52:51,640 Speaker 1: top four. Yeah, the challenge yew. 956 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:55,719 Speaker 2: They see bolters like Columbia, I had no idea like 957 00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:57,399 Speaker 2: they were going to be that good. 958 00:52:57,600 --> 00:52:58,040 Speaker 1: Yeah. 959 00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:00,879 Speaker 2: And then you know Germany's usual up there all the time, 960 00:53:00,920 --> 00:53:03,520 Speaker 2: so it's like, oh man, what are they doing? Yeah, 961 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:07,480 Speaker 2: and you're like, okay, well that's something that I came 962 00:53:07,520 --> 00:53:09,399 Speaker 2: out of nowhere. So what are they doing to then 963 00:53:09,760 --> 00:53:11,680 Speaker 2: us needing to do this to make sure that we 964 00:53:11,719 --> 00:53:12,440 Speaker 2: stay ahead of them? 965 00:53:12,600 --> 00:53:13,320 Speaker 1: Yeah for sure. 966 00:53:13,640 --> 00:53:15,880 Speaker 2: So yeah, it's really interesting. 967 00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:18,680 Speaker 1: I love it. I love that. Thank you so much 968 00:53:18,719 --> 00:53:21,759 Speaker 1: for your time today. I've loved chatting to you and 969 00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:24,680 Speaker 1: just even learning from you. Can like you've just got 970 00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:27,239 Speaker 1: a very gentle presence and I can see the way 971 00:53:27,239 --> 00:53:30,000 Speaker 1: that you've really reflected on a whole range of different 972 00:53:30,000 --> 00:53:32,279 Speaker 1: things that you've learned throughout your career, and it's been 973 00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:34,160 Speaker 1: a real privilege to sit down and chat with you. 974 00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:36,920 Speaker 2: Oh, thank you. I'll be more than welcome to come 975 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:37,400 Speaker 2: back whenever. 976 00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:42,960 Speaker 1: Amazing, Thank you, thank you, Thanks so much for listening. 977 00:53:43,280 --> 00:53:45,319 Speaker 1: If you got something out of this episode, I would 978 00:53:45,320 --> 00:53:47,440 Speaker 1: absolutely love it if you could send it on to 979 00:53:47,520 --> 00:53:51,480 Speaker 1: one person who you think might enjoy it. 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