1 00:00:02,880 --> 00:00:06,200 Speaker 1: Welcome to the Female Athlete Project. My name is Chloe Dalton. 2 00:00:06,360 --> 00:00:09,520 Speaker 1: I'm an Olympic gold medalist in rugby sevens and because 3 00:00:09,560 --> 00:00:11,880 Speaker 1: I have commitment issues, have also played two other sports 4 00:00:11,920 --> 00:00:14,960 Speaker 1: at professional level. The last two seasons, I've played for 5 00:00:15,000 --> 00:00:18,000 Speaker 1: Carlton in the AIRFLW and prior to that played for 6 00:00:18,040 --> 00:00:20,959 Speaker 1: the Sydney Uni Flames and the Women's National Basketball League. 7 00:00:22,200 --> 00:00:24,960 Speaker 1: I'm currently training full time with the Australian rugby sevens 8 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:28,480 Speaker 1: for the now Tokyo twenty twenty one Olympics. One of 9 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:30,560 Speaker 1: my favorite things to do is to head down to 10 00:00:30,600 --> 00:00:33,320 Speaker 1: the beach, grab a coffee and the paper, click to 11 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:36,400 Speaker 1: the back page and read about sport. I've had enough 12 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:39,280 Speaker 1: of only reading stories about men's sport, so I decided 13 00:00:39,320 --> 00:00:42,919 Speaker 1: to do something about it. One day, female athletes will 14 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:45,760 Speaker 1: be recognized by their achievements and not by their gender. 15 00:00:46,479 --> 00:00:49,159 Speaker 1: Until then, I'm going to chat to and share the 16 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:53,880 Speaker 1: stories of epic ossie female athletes. This episode is brought 17 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:56,600 Speaker 1: to you by Workplace Law. The team at Workplace Law 18 00:00:56,640 --> 00:01:00,440 Speaker 1: are incredible supporters of Australian female athletes. Want to find 19 00:01:00,440 --> 00:01:03,240 Speaker 1: out more about their amazing work, head to workplace Law 20 00:01:03,440 --> 00:01:08,480 Speaker 1: dot com dot Au swimmer Ellie Cole is a bloody legend. 21 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:12,160 Speaker 1: She's a six time Paralympic champion, a world record holder, 22 00:01:12,400 --> 00:01:15,840 Speaker 1: and an incredible role model. In twenty twenty, Ellie featured 23 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:20,200 Speaker 1: in the amazing Netflix documentary Rising Phoenix. At age three, 24 00:01:20,360 --> 00:01:23,120 Speaker 1: Ellie's right leg was amputated above the knee after she 25 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:25,319 Speaker 1: suffered a life threatening sarcoma cancer. 26 00:01:26,240 --> 00:01:27,600 Speaker 2: Ellie is classified in the S. 27 00:01:27,600 --> 00:01:30,960 Speaker 1: Nine category in swimming due to her amputation, a classification 28 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:33,480 Speaker 1: that also includes swimmers who have joint restrictions in one 29 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:37,480 Speaker 1: leg and those with double blow knee amputations. Ellie has 30 00:01:37,480 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 1: a wicked sense of humor. She's warm and open and 31 00:01:40,640 --> 00:01:43,640 Speaker 1: as you're here, has a really beautiful sense of appreciation 32 00:01:43,760 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 1: for life. I hope you enjoy it, Ellie Cole, Welcome 33 00:01:48,280 --> 00:01:49,760 Speaker 1: to the Female Athlete Project. 34 00:01:50,160 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 3: Well, thanks for coming and meeting me here. It's nice 35 00:01:52,360 --> 00:01:54,920 Speaker 3: not having to go anywhere. It's like my hometown here, 36 00:01:55,040 --> 00:01:55,560 Speaker 3: so thank you. 37 00:01:55,720 --> 00:01:56,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, no worries. 38 00:01:56,440 --> 00:01:59,240 Speaker 1: Yes, we're at my old school in Pimble where you've 39 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:01,560 Speaker 1: been doing a bit of treeing recently. It's been an 40 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:05,480 Speaker 1: interesting year for a lot of people, including the postponement 41 00:02:06,120 --> 00:02:08,400 Speaker 1: of Tokyo, so tell us a little bit about what 42 00:02:08,440 --> 00:02:09,520 Speaker 1: your year has looked like. 43 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 3: Oh, it has been crazy, actually, you know, in a way, 44 00:02:12,639 --> 00:02:14,600 Speaker 3: I guess it's a little bit exciting, just because it's 45 00:02:14,639 --> 00:02:16,960 Speaker 3: really thrown a spanner in the works and it's so different. 46 00:02:17,639 --> 00:02:19,880 Speaker 3: And I was actually I was with my training partners 47 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:22,000 Speaker 3: this morning and I was at breakfast and we haven't 48 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:23,840 Speaker 3: really thought about what the other end of Tokyo is 49 00:02:23,840 --> 00:02:25,600 Speaker 3: going to look like. And I just said, you know, 50 00:02:25,639 --> 00:02:28,280 Speaker 3: imagine coming home from Tokyo and then sitting in your 51 00:02:28,280 --> 00:02:31,480 Speaker 3: apartment and just being like, I can't believe all that happens. 52 00:02:32,720 --> 00:02:34,320 Speaker 3: So that's the exciting bit, you know, being able to 53 00:02:34,320 --> 00:02:36,160 Speaker 3: tell the stories about, you know, what we had to 54 00:02:36,200 --> 00:02:38,960 Speaker 3: go through as athletes and how resilient that we had 55 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 3: to be leading into Tokyo Games. You know, it's not 56 00:02:42,639 --> 00:02:46,280 Speaker 3: you I've read Olympics or Paralympics. It's part of history. 57 00:02:46,360 --> 00:02:49,560 Speaker 3: So that's really exciting. But it's been a very hard 58 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 3: year for everybody, obviously our plans having to completely change. 59 00:02:54,400 --> 00:02:57,880 Speaker 3: But I've learnt so much from this year about you know, 60 00:02:57,919 --> 00:03:00,120 Speaker 3: I guess knowing that I really want to swim, and 61 00:03:00,160 --> 00:03:01,960 Speaker 3: I love swimming so much because I wouldn't be going 62 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:04,079 Speaker 3: through all of this if I didn't. Yeah, so, I 63 00:03:04,120 --> 00:03:06,000 Speaker 3: guess I've learned a lot about myself in that way, 64 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:10,000 Speaker 3: but just kind of rolling with the punches and seeing 65 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:11,959 Speaker 3: how everything goes, which is a different way to train, 66 00:03:12,040 --> 00:03:15,120 Speaker 3: and it's been pretty fun. Whereas I know a lot 67 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:16,680 Speaker 3: of other people don't see it that way. 68 00:03:16,919 --> 00:03:17,359 Speaker 2: That's good. 69 00:03:17,400 --> 00:03:19,120 Speaker 1: I feel like it's a quid take to haven't it. 70 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:22,600 Speaker 1: You mentioned your training partner's pretty well known swimmers in 71 00:03:22,760 --> 00:03:24,040 Speaker 1: Brontian Kate Campbell. 72 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:25,640 Speaker 2: What was that change like for you? 73 00:03:25,680 --> 00:03:27,720 Speaker 1: So it was in twenty nineteen that you kind of 74 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,600 Speaker 1: made the decision to change your coaches and change who 75 00:03:30,639 --> 00:03:33,840 Speaker 1: you were swimming with heading into the Tokyo Paralympics. 76 00:03:34,280 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 3: Yeah. So I'd been, I guess, in power programs my 77 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:39,960 Speaker 3: whole life, and I've really enjoyed being a Paralympic swimmer, 78 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:43,920 Speaker 3: you know. I'd won a few Paralympic gold medals along 79 00:03:43,960 --> 00:03:47,120 Speaker 3: the way and broken a world record, which were things 80 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:50,000 Speaker 3: that were on my swimming bucket list, and I'd achieved 81 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:52,240 Speaker 3: everything that I kind of wanted to, and I guess 82 00:03:52,320 --> 00:03:55,160 Speaker 3: swimming for me felt a little bit stagnant, and I 83 00:03:55,200 --> 00:03:58,480 Speaker 3: knew that I needed a really big challenge going into Tokyo, 84 00:03:58,720 --> 00:04:02,240 Speaker 3: and I thought, you know, who are the best at 85 00:04:02,240 --> 00:04:04,440 Speaker 3: the time, Parisimas that I can train with in the world. 86 00:04:04,880 --> 00:04:06,800 Speaker 3: And then I realized that I had, you know, Kitin 87 00:04:06,800 --> 00:04:09,600 Speaker 3: Bronzie Campbell on my doorstep, and so I was like, 88 00:04:09,640 --> 00:04:11,520 Speaker 3: you know, and I was really ever done it before? 89 00:04:11,560 --> 00:04:16,159 Speaker 3: But why not? It's been a really difficult transition going 90 00:04:16,200 --> 00:04:21,119 Speaker 3: into a program with such high caliber athletes. My coach 91 00:04:21,200 --> 00:04:22,720 Speaker 3: likes to play a little bit of cat and mouse 92 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:24,560 Speaker 3: with us, so he'll send me off a few seconds early. 93 00:04:24,680 --> 00:04:27,360 Speaker 3: And nothing makes you swim faster than being chased down 94 00:04:27,360 --> 00:04:30,200 Speaker 3: the pool by the Campbell's sisters. It's like it's like 95 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:34,720 Speaker 3: an adrenaline rush. That stressful, yeah, but it's a lot 96 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:37,880 Speaker 3: of fun. And you know, I was saying to them 97 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:40,279 Speaker 3: a couple of weeks ago that regardless of what happens 98 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:42,960 Speaker 3: with Tokyo, I'm going to be so proud of myself 99 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:46,120 Speaker 3: just for putting myself out there and I guess not 100 00:04:46,160 --> 00:04:49,640 Speaker 3: accepting the norm when it comes to training. Definitely going 101 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:51,480 Speaker 3: to be very proud of myself when I'm an eighty 102 00:04:51,600 --> 00:04:53,799 Speaker 3: year old lady, probably with a broken hip, just sitting 103 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:56,960 Speaker 3: reflecting on my life it's been a lot of fun. 104 00:04:57,080 --> 00:05:00,480 Speaker 3: And you know, training with mature athletes as well, swimmers 105 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:03,560 Speaker 3: i'm usually you know, in their late twenties, has been 106 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:04,520 Speaker 3: really really nice. 107 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:07,040 Speaker 1: And have you got anything from them in terms of 108 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:10,360 Speaker 1: their mindset and their competitiveness in terms of the way 109 00:05:10,360 --> 00:05:14,520 Speaker 1: that they attack their training and their races. 110 00:05:14,839 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 3: I think that, you know, like if I think about 111 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:20,120 Speaker 3: the difference between the squad that I'm in now and 112 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:23,880 Speaker 3: a lot of other squads, it's kind of just it's 113 00:05:23,920 --> 00:05:26,120 Speaker 3: not that it's taking the ego out of swimming. It's 114 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:30,240 Speaker 3: just simplifying everything. You know, swimming is swimming. There's no 115 00:05:30,400 --> 00:05:33,560 Speaker 3: like fanfare or fireworks when it comes to my squad, 116 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:35,560 Speaker 3: which initially I thought that there would be a lot 117 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:38,719 Speaker 3: of distractions, but it's kind of just, you know, three 118 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,480 Speaker 3: girls that just really love to swim, and we're very 119 00:05:41,480 --> 00:05:43,960 Speaker 3: competitive with each other, but I don't know, it's like 120 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:46,159 Speaker 3: we almost don't even really think about the outside world. 121 00:05:46,200 --> 00:05:48,920 Speaker 3: It's just get to training every day and try and 122 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:50,800 Speaker 3: be a little bit better when you walk out the door, 123 00:05:51,440 --> 00:05:54,240 Speaker 3: and that's all there really is to it. And it's 124 00:05:54,279 --> 00:05:57,839 Speaker 3: been very nice, like we have very high standards, but 125 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:00,200 Speaker 3: at the same time, it's kind of like all of 126 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:02,839 Speaker 3: the responsibility is on you, and you know, if you 127 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,240 Speaker 3: don't perform well, at the end of the day, ninety 128 00:06:05,320 --> 00:06:07,240 Speaker 3: nine percent of it is you. And I really like 129 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:10,440 Speaker 3: that responsibility that the coach has given us. It's been 130 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:13,039 Speaker 3: really nice. We haven't been like wrapped up in cotton 131 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:14,760 Speaker 3: wool or a babied through any of it. 132 00:06:15,360 --> 00:06:18,080 Speaker 1: It's a fair bit of responsibility to take on to 133 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,120 Speaker 1: go into a race with that level of pressure. And 134 00:06:22,200 --> 00:06:25,359 Speaker 1: I guess being an individual athlete first, being a team athlete, 135 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:28,560 Speaker 1: how do you find going into races that you deal 136 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 1: with that pressure knowing you've obviously put in all the 137 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:31,800 Speaker 1: work and all the preparation. 138 00:06:32,200 --> 00:06:35,520 Speaker 3: It's like, pressure is such a funny thing. I remember 139 00:06:35,640 --> 00:06:38,560 Speaker 3: going into the London Games and I know that I'd 140 00:06:38,560 --> 00:06:41,000 Speaker 3: done a heap of work going into the race, so 141 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:43,040 Speaker 3: when I stood up on the blox, I was so confident. 142 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:45,640 Speaker 3: And then I was at like a state championships for 143 00:06:45,760 --> 00:06:48,000 Speaker 3: my school the year after, and I was so nervous 144 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:49,720 Speaker 3: and I was like, why am I feeling no more 145 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:53,560 Speaker 3: nervous about this in the Paralympics. Yeah, And so I think, 146 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:56,000 Speaker 3: you know, just learning how to manage the pressure is 147 00:06:56,560 --> 00:06:59,279 Speaker 3: one huge part of being an elite athlete, and that's 148 00:06:59,279 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 3: one thing that I love. I get to watch the 149 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:02,960 Speaker 3: Olympics before I go to the Paralympics. So I watched 150 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:05,000 Speaker 3: you guys when you're gold medal. I actually got all 151 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:06,479 Speaker 3: my kids out of the pool I was coaching to 152 00:07:06,520 --> 00:07:06,880 Speaker 3: watch it. 153 00:07:06,960 --> 00:07:07,800 Speaker 2: Oh that's awesome. 154 00:07:07,839 --> 00:07:13,000 Speaker 3: It's just a little side, no pressure. But the one 155 00:07:13,040 --> 00:07:16,160 Speaker 3: thing I love about watching the Olympics is like all 156 00:07:16,200 --> 00:07:19,000 Speaker 3: of the athletes there are so fit and there's not 157 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:22,040 Speaker 3: much separating them in terms of like their physicality. But 158 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:24,680 Speaker 3: then when you see them like other you know, before 159 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:26,920 Speaker 3: their game or before their race, and some of them 160 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 3: are handling the pressure a lot better than others. You 161 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:33,000 Speaker 3: can like sometimes see people just crumbling before it's even 162 00:07:33,040 --> 00:07:35,720 Speaker 3: bigun And I think that's the differentiating fact that at 163 00:07:35,760 --> 00:07:38,240 Speaker 3: the Olympics, and that's why like Olympians are so impressive, 164 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:40,440 Speaker 3: because they're so sharp in their mind and their body 165 00:07:41,760 --> 00:07:44,760 Speaker 3: and so yeah, dealing with pressure and the mental side 166 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:48,240 Speaker 3: of sport is I think a really important angle that 167 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:51,080 Speaker 3: athletes need to think about. It's not just your physical training. 168 00:07:51,400 --> 00:07:52,920 Speaker 3: And I think they know that's something that can start 169 00:07:52,960 --> 00:07:54,680 Speaker 3: from a really young age and what a lot of 170 00:07:55,680 --> 00:08:00,160 Speaker 3: development coaches may not not necessarily focus on. But you know, 171 00:08:00,360 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 3: if you're training for the Olympics, the end goal is 172 00:08:02,160 --> 00:08:03,880 Speaker 3: that you have to beat stuff in your mind as well. 173 00:08:03,920 --> 00:08:04,280 Speaker 2: See. 174 00:08:04,320 --> 00:08:07,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely. Speaking of the Paralympics, it was an incredible 175 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:12,440 Speaker 1: doco that came out on Netflix in twenty twenty, Rising Phoenix. 176 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:14,920 Speaker 1: If anyone hasn't seen it, I could highly recommend It's 177 00:08:14,920 --> 00:08:17,720 Speaker 1: probably my favorite documentary that I've ever seen. It was 178 00:08:18,280 --> 00:08:21,680 Speaker 1: incredible to see the stories of so many Paralympic athletes 179 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:24,160 Speaker 1: and everything they've been through, and you were a big 180 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:27,240 Speaker 1: feature in that doco. What did it feel like to 181 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:29,680 Speaker 1: even first get the call up to be part of 182 00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:31,000 Speaker 1: a Netflix documentary. 183 00:08:31,760 --> 00:08:34,559 Speaker 3: Well, firstly, if they made a documentary about the sevens Girls, 184 00:08:34,559 --> 00:08:35,880 Speaker 3: I think it would be my favorite. 185 00:08:35,960 --> 00:08:36,680 Speaker 2: Oh. Thanks. 186 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:39,960 Speaker 3: Well, when I had the call up for a Rising Phoenix, 187 00:08:40,040 --> 00:08:42,839 Speaker 3: actually I didn't really understand what the concept to us about. 188 00:08:43,240 --> 00:08:45,600 Speaker 3: They said, there's going to be this documentary and it's 189 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:47,520 Speaker 3: going to be about the Paralympics, and Prince Harry is 190 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 3: going to be in it, and I was. 191 00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:52,240 Speaker 2: Like, okay, I'll do it, yes, just for Prince Harry. 192 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:55,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, So at that stage you know, it hadn't even 193 00:08:55,280 --> 00:08:58,960 Speaker 3: been signed by Netflix, but I knew that the International 194 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:01,560 Speaker 3: Paralympic Committee had put a lot of work behind the 195 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:05,000 Speaker 3: documentary going ahead, and so I really wanted to be 196 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:06,960 Speaker 3: a part of it because obviously I've done a lot 197 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:09,760 Speaker 3: of work with the guys over in Germany with the 198 00:09:09,920 --> 00:09:13,760 Speaker 3: International Paralympic Committee, and so I kind of just did 199 00:09:13,800 --> 00:09:15,520 Speaker 3: the filming and they said that they were going to 200 00:09:15,520 --> 00:09:18,959 Speaker 3: try and get it on Netflix, and I was thinking, okay, 201 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:21,840 Speaker 3: I bet you. Like I felt like they were just 202 00:09:21,840 --> 00:09:23,400 Speaker 3: saying that, you know, you kind of pumping up their 203 00:09:23,440 --> 00:09:25,480 Speaker 3: own tires to make them cells feel a bit better. 204 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,760 Speaker 3: And then yeah, a couple of months ago it landed 205 00:09:28,840 --> 00:09:33,600 Speaker 3: on Netflix. I can't believe it. Well, okay, that actually happened. Yeah. 206 00:09:33,679 --> 00:09:36,160 Speaker 3: But the fascinating thing was, I think the day after 207 00:09:36,600 --> 00:09:38,760 Speaker 3: it launched, like all of the messages I was getting 208 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:42,200 Speaker 3: from all across the world about how people didn't really 209 00:09:42,240 --> 00:09:45,000 Speaker 3: know about the struggles that we went through, particularly get 210 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:47,880 Speaker 3: to get to Rio and all the funding problems that 211 00:09:47,880 --> 00:09:51,200 Speaker 3: the Paralympics had, and you know how the London twenty 212 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:53,920 Speaker 3: twelve Games completely changed the landscape, Like it was just 213 00:09:53,920 --> 00:09:57,720 Speaker 3: a really educational documentary for people, and they really enjoyed it. 214 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:00,520 Speaker 3: But I actually liked watching it for the first time 215 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:02,400 Speaker 3: because there was a lot of home video in there 216 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:05,360 Speaker 3: that I'd never seen before. And so there's like a 217 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:07,920 Speaker 3: video in there of me a few days after I 218 00:10:07,920 --> 00:10:11,600 Speaker 3: had my leg amputated from cancer and the nurse, I've 219 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:15,000 Speaker 3: never heard the audio before, but the nurse said that, well, no, 220 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,200 Speaker 3: my mom told the nurse Ellie just wants her foot back, 221 00:10:17,400 --> 00:10:19,800 Speaker 3: And that really hit me in the heart because I 222 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:21,240 Speaker 3: don't know, I think I carry a little bit of 223 00:10:21,640 --> 00:10:24,680 Speaker 3: PTSD from my cancer journey, Like I get really upset 224 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:28,080 Speaker 3: easily talking about it with people, so obviously there's something 225 00:10:28,160 --> 00:10:30,960 Speaker 3: still there. But yeah, seeing that really got me. And 226 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:35,360 Speaker 3: then a few takes later, seeing my mum's reaction after 227 00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:37,640 Speaker 3: I'd won my first gold medal, I'd never seen that before. 228 00:10:37,760 --> 00:10:38,000 Speaker 1: Wow. 229 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:40,599 Speaker 3: So it's like the whole world was watching it for 230 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:43,520 Speaker 3: the first time with me, which was a strange way 231 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:46,360 Speaker 3: to watch your own home videos. It was kind of cool. 232 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:49,200 Speaker 3: So I think just seeing the positive reaction that people 233 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 3: have had, and you know, I've been trying to tell 234 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:54,440 Speaker 3: everybody for years about how amazing Paralympic athletes are and 235 00:10:54,840 --> 00:10:57,080 Speaker 3: people have gotten to see that through eight or nine 236 00:10:57,120 --> 00:11:01,400 Speaker 3: different Paralympic stories on Rising Phoenix. It's like everyone's finally 237 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 3: understanding that it's not just about the sport. And you know, 238 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:08,920 Speaker 3: the athletes, they've got incredible backstories and we have a 239 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:10,200 Speaker 3: lot to land from them as well. 240 00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:10,560 Speaker 2: Yeah. 241 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:13,200 Speaker 1: Absolutely, there's this incredible scene that you're in a new 242 00:11:13,320 --> 00:11:15,760 Speaker 1: are you in like a huge fish tank or something 243 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:16,000 Speaker 1: like that. 244 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,079 Speaker 2: It's amazing. How did that set up work? 245 00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:21,480 Speaker 3: Well? I I was actually, we're going to be honest, 246 00:11:21,520 --> 00:11:22,679 Speaker 3: a horrible day of filming. 247 00:11:22,679 --> 00:11:25,120 Speaker 2: Oh no, it looks flamorous. 248 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:25,640 Speaker 3: It did. 249 00:11:25,920 --> 00:11:26,040 Speaker 1: So. 250 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:30,360 Speaker 3: I just finished like an eight day World Championship competition 251 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:34,000 Speaker 3: and they took me to like some random filming studio 252 00:11:34,040 --> 00:11:37,839 Speaker 3: an hour out of London and anyway, they took me 253 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:39,680 Speaker 3: into this. It was it was a giant fish tank 254 00:11:39,679 --> 00:11:44,160 Speaker 3: with windows and basically the way to shoot that scene 255 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:46,080 Speaker 3: was that they had to pull me down by my ankle, 256 00:11:46,120 --> 00:11:49,480 Speaker 3: was like with scuba divers and my breath, pop my 257 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:52,480 Speaker 3: ears and then like just look relaxed under the water. 258 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 3: Yeah easy, I just did that for eight hours. Wow. 259 00:11:58,240 --> 00:12:01,200 Speaker 3: I saw the shots after we finished filming that that afternoon, 260 00:12:01,240 --> 00:12:03,400 Speaker 3: and they did look amazing, Like how many people get 261 00:12:03,440 --> 00:12:05,920 Speaker 3: to wear like a shiny gold swimming suit and just 262 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:08,880 Speaker 3: look really glamorous underwater. I can say, you know, the 263 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:12,120 Speaker 3: pain was worth it? Yeah, nice, And the documentary was incredible. Yeah, 264 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:12,960 Speaker 3: it was amazing. 265 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:15,440 Speaker 1: So going back to childhood, you touched on it before 266 00:12:15,480 --> 00:12:18,359 Speaker 1: about when you were really young had your leg amputated 267 00:12:18,400 --> 00:12:21,200 Speaker 1: from cancer, and not too long after that, how was 268 00:12:21,200 --> 00:12:23,800 Speaker 1: it that you got involved in swimming, got into the pool. 269 00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:28,120 Speaker 3: Ah, well, with swimming, you know a lot of people 270 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,360 Speaker 3: are acquiring new disability start swimming for rehabilitation, and it 271 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:34,360 Speaker 3: was really similar for me. And I always loved the 272 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:37,640 Speaker 3: water as a kid, So when I had my leg amputated, 273 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:41,080 Speaker 3: the doctors suggested swimming to learn how to use my 274 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:43,840 Speaker 3: body again. And I had a twin sister, so that 275 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:46,439 Speaker 3: was really great because she would jump in and I 276 00:12:46,440 --> 00:12:49,560 Speaker 3: would try and chase her, and yeah, still love the 277 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:52,720 Speaker 3: water even one leg was two and it was a 278 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:54,240 Speaker 3: really great way for me to learn to use my 279 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:56,880 Speaker 3: body again. You know, the low impact of swimming is 280 00:12:56,920 --> 00:13:01,200 Speaker 3: really great for recovering from injuries. You've probably done it yourself, yes, 281 00:13:02,600 --> 00:13:04,720 Speaker 3: So yeah, that's just kind of how I started swimming. 282 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:07,440 Speaker 3: And then if you live in Australia. I grew up 283 00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:08,839 Speaker 3: on the beach, so you had to learn how to 284 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:11,320 Speaker 3: swim anyway and to kind of just kept going. Yeah, 285 00:13:11,320 --> 00:13:14,199 Speaker 3: And then when I graduated from my learned to Swim program, 286 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:17,560 Speaker 3: I just started squad swimming and I still didn't know 287 00:13:17,559 --> 00:13:21,280 Speaker 3: about the Paralympics and love swimming still and just tried 288 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:23,640 Speaker 3: to beat everybody in my squad. And I was the 289 00:13:23,679 --> 00:13:25,720 Speaker 3: only kid there with one leg. I was like, you're 290 00:13:25,760 --> 00:13:28,680 Speaker 3: all going down. I don't care, you're all going down. 291 00:13:29,280 --> 00:13:31,840 Speaker 3: And then I found myself on my first Australian swim 292 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:34,720 Speaker 3: team at fourteen, just from like trying to beat everybody else. 293 00:13:35,120 --> 00:13:37,040 Speaker 3: It was crazy to look back on. 294 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:38,840 Speaker 2: Actually that's incredible. 295 00:13:38,920 --> 00:13:41,600 Speaker 1: So fourteen years old and you kind of worked your 296 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:44,840 Speaker 1: way up the ranks and then received a scholarship to 297 00:13:44,880 --> 00:13:47,439 Speaker 1: the Australian Institute of Sport. How old were you when 298 00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:50,920 Speaker 1: you first moved to Canberra to join that program? 299 00:13:51,360 --> 00:13:53,640 Speaker 3: I well, actually I didn't move to the AIS until 300 00:13:53,640 --> 00:13:55,959 Speaker 3: I finished high school. Okay, so I would have been 301 00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:59,840 Speaker 3: eighteen or nineteen, But at that time I was only 302 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:03,560 Speaker 3: eighteen or nineteen, like I said, And so basically my 303 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:05,960 Speaker 3: life consisted of going to this place called Mooseheads on 304 00:14:06,000 --> 00:14:06,679 Speaker 3: Saturday night. 305 00:14:07,200 --> 00:14:09,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, very well known people came from. 306 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:12,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, people say, you cut it loose at the Moose 307 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 3: this weekend, and so I did. I Like, looking back, 308 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:18,440 Speaker 3: I'm really happy that I got to live through those 309 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:21,200 Speaker 3: years of having a lot of fun with my friends. 310 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:24,040 Speaker 3: But at the same time, I wasted so much opportunity 311 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 3: there for a year or two. So it's like a 312 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:28,200 Speaker 3: bit of a double edged sword, like I did get 313 00:14:28,240 --> 00:14:30,240 Speaker 3: to live a really great life, but at the same time, 314 00:14:30,280 --> 00:14:32,320 Speaker 3: I did waste a lot of opportunity. But there was 315 00:14:32,320 --> 00:14:34,240 Speaker 3: this almost this like one moment when I was at 316 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:36,320 Speaker 3: the Aos where a light bulb just clicked and I 317 00:14:36,400 --> 00:14:38,440 Speaker 3: knew that the London Games were coming up. I think 318 00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:40,520 Speaker 3: I had about a year and a half to repair 319 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:44,520 Speaker 3: but prepare about that stage and it's like all guns 320 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 3: going towards London. I did never miss a training session 321 00:14:47,200 --> 00:14:50,800 Speaker 3: after that. I only drank water and yeah, I was 322 00:14:51,600 --> 00:14:54,880 Speaker 3: probably like a straight a athlete kind of thing. Yeah, 323 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:57,200 Speaker 3: and I'm really proud that I could make that transition 324 00:14:57,280 --> 00:15:00,720 Speaker 3: and realized that I was wasting an opportunity turn that around. 325 00:15:01,040 --> 00:15:04,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, So looking at your first paralymp pics in Beijing 326 00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:08,440 Speaker 1: in two thousand and eight. What was that experience like? 327 00:15:08,520 --> 00:15:11,760 Speaker 1: Heading in to your very first paralymp pics? 328 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:16,040 Speaker 3: I was sixteen. Do you remember anything when you were sixteen? 329 00:15:16,400 --> 00:15:17,000 Speaker 2: Not really. 330 00:15:17,120 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 1: I struggled to remember things even more recently than that. 331 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:20,880 Speaker 1: It's a long time ago. 332 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:24,600 Speaker 2: How recently were you have for breakfast Turkish bread? 333 00:15:24,640 --> 00:15:27,720 Speaker 1: Oh that's not great, Like, you know, a bit of 334 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:31,560 Speaker 1: toasted Turkish bread with butter and vegimite ew. 335 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:35,960 Speaker 3: Vega might only lightly. I tried mamine the other day. 336 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:42,320 Speaker 3: But anyway, back to Beijing, I don't remember anything all right. 337 00:15:42,640 --> 00:15:46,080 Speaker 3: I actually do have one memory of nothing about the competition, 338 00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:49,520 Speaker 3: but circling around Beijing after the competition had finished with 339 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:51,600 Speaker 3: one of my friends, Blake Cochrane, who is still on 340 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:54,320 Speaker 3: the SIM team with me, and I was showing him 341 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:56,320 Speaker 3: that I could do like some kind of sick WHEELI 342 00:15:56,440 --> 00:15:58,760 Speaker 3: thing on my bike and I ended up hitting this 343 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:02,440 Speaker 3: gut I and going over my handlebars and falling into 344 00:16:02,440 --> 00:16:05,280 Speaker 3: this big mud puddle, trying to walk back through like 345 00:16:05,320 --> 00:16:09,680 Speaker 3: the athletes village gates like security just govern in dirty mud. 346 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:11,280 Speaker 3: Who knows what was in it? 347 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:16,240 Speaker 1: Oh gosh, I'm glad that that's the event. 348 00:16:16,400 --> 00:16:23,600 Speaker 3: Like nuclear waste or something tells my leg it's no, 349 00:16:23,760 --> 00:16:25,640 Speaker 3: that's the only memory that I have of Beijing. So 350 00:16:25,720 --> 00:16:28,320 Speaker 3: I actually took a video camera with me to London 351 00:16:28,400 --> 00:16:30,160 Speaker 3: because I knew that I don't know, when you get 352 00:16:30,160 --> 00:16:32,120 Speaker 3: to a game that's so overwhelming and there's so much 353 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:35,120 Speaker 3: going on that you don't really take anything in, and 354 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:37,760 Speaker 3: so heading into the London games, I took a video 355 00:16:37,800 --> 00:16:39,680 Speaker 3: camera and I think I took about fifteen hours of 356 00:16:39,760 --> 00:16:40,520 Speaker 3: video footage. 357 00:16:40,840 --> 00:16:42,120 Speaker 2: I like that idea. 358 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:44,040 Speaker 3: Because I knew that it's something that I never wanted 359 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 3: to forget and like memories that I would look back 360 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:49,520 Speaker 3: on in thirty years time, and a video camera always 361 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:51,920 Speaker 3: helps with those. Back then, it was like a handheld 362 00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:54,840 Speaker 3: camcorder on tape. Though back in the day, I know 363 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:57,560 Speaker 3: I can say back in the day, with my discman 364 00:16:57,680 --> 00:16:58,400 Speaker 3: and my camp. 365 00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:01,240 Speaker 1: Card, it's how good coming back from Beijing. You talked 366 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 1: about becoming more of a straight a athlete getting ready 367 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:04,600 Speaker 1: for London. 368 00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:05,480 Speaker 2: What was that? 369 00:17:05,880 --> 00:17:08,080 Speaker 1: What kind of was able to have flicked the switch 370 00:17:08,080 --> 00:17:10,040 Speaker 1: for you to make that decision that you wanted to 371 00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:13,119 Speaker 1: go hard and put everything into play so that you 372 00:17:13,119 --> 00:17:15,880 Speaker 1: could perform at your best for London twenty twelve. 373 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:20,280 Speaker 3: Well, I had a really great competitor in Natalie Dutois 374 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:24,200 Speaker 3: from South Africa. She was the Michael Phelps of Paralympics. 375 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:26,440 Speaker 3: I mean she actually went to the Beijing Olympics down 376 00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:29,479 Speaker 3: the Paralympics, which is very rare. So she's a very 377 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:33,040 Speaker 3: good swimmer. So she represented South Africa at the Olympics 378 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:36,280 Speaker 3: as well, and obviously she was going to be a 379 00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:38,560 Speaker 3: hard one to beat. When I was sixteen, I didn't 380 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:40,040 Speaker 3: think that I could beat her, and so I kind 381 00:17:40,040 --> 00:17:43,280 Speaker 3: of went to Beijing to experience what a Paralympics was. Like, 382 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:47,439 Speaker 3: I think you're about two years before London. I realized 383 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:49,720 Speaker 3: that I had a chance of beating her, and it 384 00:17:49,760 --> 00:17:52,159 Speaker 3: was going to be her last ever competition was London 385 00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:54,200 Speaker 3: twenty twelve, and so I knew that was going to 386 00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:56,280 Speaker 3: be the last chance if I ever wanted to beat 387 00:17:56,320 --> 00:17:59,720 Speaker 3: my childhood hero. And I think that's probably what flicked 388 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:01,960 Speaker 3: the sweet's. Like every laugh that I did, I would 389 00:18:02,000 --> 00:18:05,080 Speaker 3: think about Natalie and like making sure that I did 390 00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:07,720 Speaker 3: everything better than she would. I Like, you eat that 391 00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:10,720 Speaker 3: chocolate bar? Would Natalie eat that chocolate bar? Don't eat 392 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:14,440 Speaker 3: that chocolate bar. I was motivated, Yeah, I was like 393 00:18:14,440 --> 00:18:17,879 Speaker 3: like Laser focused on just beating her, but I think 394 00:18:17,920 --> 00:18:20,719 Speaker 3: I really struggled with that. I did beat her in London, 395 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:22,800 Speaker 3: but I think going into the Rio Games, I really 396 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:26,159 Speaker 3: struggled being like the best athlete and having people chase me. 397 00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:29,320 Speaker 3: I wasn't used to that m So I really enjoy 398 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:31,119 Speaker 3: being the underdog. And I think that's why I like 399 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:34,080 Speaker 3: chraining with Kate and Bronti because I'll probably actually when 400 00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:36,360 Speaker 3: I say I probably won't, I will never beat them. 401 00:18:36,480 --> 00:18:39,600 Speaker 3: But I still like saying, hey, Brontia, I'm gonna get 402 00:18:39,600 --> 00:18:40,520 Speaker 3: you on this one. Yeah. 403 00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:43,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's something special about being the underdog. 404 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:46,399 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, it is great. Maybe it's just like the 405 00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:50,080 Speaker 3: lower expectations and like you've got so far to go 406 00:18:50,200 --> 00:18:51,520 Speaker 3: ahead of you as well. 407 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:53,680 Speaker 1: Like I don't know, yeah, And I like the idea 408 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:56,000 Speaker 1: that the other person has the pressure on them, like 409 00:18:56,080 --> 00:18:58,520 Speaker 1: it's kind of up to them to not get it done, 410 00:18:58,560 --> 00:19:00,639 Speaker 1: whereas if you're the underdog, it's like you can just 411 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,159 Speaker 1: come out and do your best on the day and 412 00:19:02,440 --> 00:19:03,280 Speaker 1: try and get it done. 413 00:19:03,440 --> 00:19:06,080 Speaker 3: Yeah. But I think that I learned about a lot 414 00:19:06,160 --> 00:19:08,280 Speaker 3: a lot about myself in rear with pressure and not 415 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:10,600 Speaker 3: being the underdog anymore. And having all of the pressure 416 00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:13,920 Speaker 3: on me. So that was a really great learning curve 417 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:16,520 Speaker 3: for me too, and you know, part of developing as 418 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:19,359 Speaker 3: an athlete in Tokyo. Hopefully it'll be better at it. 419 00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:24,159 Speaker 1: Yes, we've skipped over your success in London, so you 420 00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 1: have to we don't have to spend too long on it. 421 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:31,359 Speaker 1: But you had an incredible run, including four Paralympic golds 422 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:35,399 Speaker 1: and two silvers. That feeling of winning your first gold medal, 423 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:38,280 Speaker 1: I've heard you describe it as relief, which I found 424 00:19:38,359 --> 00:19:41,240 Speaker 1: quite interesting because that's the same way that I described 425 00:19:41,240 --> 00:19:45,360 Speaker 1: it after we won Golden Rio. Really yeah, and it 426 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,720 Speaker 1: was like the culmination of years. Like I was seven 427 00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:49,720 Speaker 1: years old when I decided I wanted to win an 428 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:51,680 Speaker 1: Olympic gold medal, and it was just years and years, 429 00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:53,760 Speaker 1: And I just remember when So New Zealand in our 430 00:19:53,800 --> 00:19:56,360 Speaker 1: game scored after the buzzer, but we were far enough 431 00:19:56,359 --> 00:19:57,639 Speaker 1: ahead that we still won the game. And I just 432 00:19:57,680 --> 00:20:00,760 Speaker 1: remember this, this flooding feeling of relief. Actually did it, 433 00:20:01,119 --> 00:20:02,600 Speaker 1: Like it's done. It's something that I wanted to do 434 00:20:02,640 --> 00:20:04,960 Speaker 1: for so long and it's just it's finally happened. 435 00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:06,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, And you don't think it's going to be relief. Dear, 436 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,399 Speaker 3: Like people like you watch you know, your heroes winning 437 00:20:10,400 --> 00:20:12,879 Speaker 3: gold medals on the TV when you're a kid, and 438 00:20:12,920 --> 00:20:15,679 Speaker 3: it just looks like pure excitement. But I've actually they 439 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:18,879 Speaker 3: probably felt relief tear, yeah, which is I think a 440 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:20,600 Speaker 3: little bit of a shame. It kind of just goes 441 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:22,600 Speaker 3: to show that the pressure that the athletes are under 442 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:24,520 Speaker 3: if they're winning, you know that that's probably going to 443 00:20:24,560 --> 00:20:26,439 Speaker 3: be the pinnacle of their career, and they're just feeling 444 00:20:26,520 --> 00:20:30,720 Speaker 3: relief that they've done it and you know you're always 445 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:32,800 Speaker 3: going to be a gold medalist, which is really nice. 446 00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:33,280 Speaker 2: Yeah. 447 00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:36,159 Speaker 1: I loved reading this story where you talked about when 448 00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,240 Speaker 1: you went to an ice skating rink not long after 449 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:40,639 Speaker 1: coming back from London and you saw, I think you 450 00:20:40,640 --> 00:20:42,800 Speaker 1: saw a little girl who was skating around and she 451 00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:45,919 Speaker 1: was pretty incredible at it, and you describe having a 452 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:48,160 Speaker 1: moment of almost wanting to tell her that she could 453 00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:50,159 Speaker 1: win an Olympic gold medal, and then you had the 454 00:20:50,200 --> 00:20:53,600 Speaker 1: realization of, Hey, I've actually won a gold medal, Like that. 455 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:55,399 Speaker 2: Happened to me. Can you tell me a little bit 456 00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:56,800 Speaker 2: about do you remember that moment? 457 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:57,000 Speaker 1: Oh? 458 00:20:57,040 --> 00:21:00,879 Speaker 3: I just got grease bumps thinking about that. Yeah, that 459 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:03,119 Speaker 3: was a really interesting moment for me. I think I 460 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:06,200 Speaker 3: just come back from the London Games and I had 461 00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:09,000 Speaker 3: two shoulder reconstructions, and I actually had quite a terrible 462 00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:12,760 Speaker 3: time emotionally going into the London Paralympics. So by the 463 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:14,960 Speaker 3: time that I came back from the Games, I had 464 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:16,879 Speaker 3: I didn't want anything to do with the sport. I 465 00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:19,440 Speaker 3: didn't even want anything like any athlete friends or anything. 466 00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:22,560 Speaker 3: I just wanted to get out. And so it took 467 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:24,320 Speaker 3: me a long time to be able to even think 468 00:21:24,320 --> 00:21:27,199 Speaker 3: about sport again. And I just I went to you 469 00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:29,639 Speaker 3: an ice skating rink at Macquarie Park in Sydney, and 470 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,480 Speaker 3: I saw this little girl and she was so young. 471 00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:34,600 Speaker 3: She was being taught by some instructor and she was 472 00:21:34,600 --> 00:21:38,520 Speaker 3: doing like flips, like twists, so not flips, imagine. 473 00:21:38,119 --> 00:21:41,080 Speaker 2: Doing a flip on the ice rink. She was real good. 474 00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:44,280 Speaker 3: Flip triple twist. Please, you're not good enough. No, she 475 00:21:44,359 --> 00:21:47,200 Speaker 3: was doing like these amazing twists and like I can't 476 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:51,120 Speaker 3: even like stand still on the ice with that. Since 477 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:52,879 Speaker 3: I was really impressed, and I remember I was just 478 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:56,080 Speaker 3: watching her for ages and she looked so beautiful on 479 00:21:56,119 --> 00:21:58,320 Speaker 3: the ice. And then I was like, Wow, she's good 480 00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,760 Speaker 3: enough to win an Olympic medal when she's older. I reckon, 481 00:22:01,880 --> 00:22:04,520 Speaker 3: not that I don't know any standards device skating, but 482 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:08,320 Speaker 3: I started getting really emotional because I wanted to tell her, 483 00:22:08,320 --> 00:22:10,080 Speaker 3: and I started crying on the side of the rink. 484 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,879 Speaker 3: My friend came over, like why are you crying, and 485 00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:16,439 Speaker 3: I was like, she's so beautiful, She's so good, and 486 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:17,160 Speaker 3: then I was like. 487 00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:23,560 Speaker 2: I'm also really good. I won. Yeah, you did. 488 00:22:23,920 --> 00:22:26,600 Speaker 3: And I think it took months for that to sink in, 489 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:28,560 Speaker 3: and like that is the moment that it's sunk in 490 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:30,920 Speaker 3: for me, that like I'd won a gold medal because 491 00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:32,600 Speaker 3: I just felt relief for so long, and then after 492 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:35,440 Speaker 3: I felt that relief, I felt like all this brahma 493 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:38,040 Speaker 3: towards me, and so I never really had that moment 494 00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 3: like standing on the podium. For me, I couldn't really 495 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,400 Speaker 3: switch off because I had to focus on another race, 496 00:22:42,480 --> 00:22:44,600 Speaker 3: and so it took like two years for me to 497 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 3: sink in that I was a gold medalist. Wow, and 498 00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:50,040 Speaker 3: it just hit me all at once. So h I 499 00:22:50,080 --> 00:22:51,960 Speaker 3: get it like a lot more emotional as I get older. 500 00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:56,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, I feelure now for a quick half time break 501 00:22:56,359 --> 00:22:58,960 Speaker 1: workplace Law is a law firm focused on supporting and 502 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:02,479 Speaker 1: empowering FEMA athletes to take control of their careers. 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Tell me a bit 512 00:23:34,359 --> 00:23:37,840 Speaker 1: about the shoulder reconstructions that you had to have after London. 513 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:41,760 Speaker 3: Well, I was swimming at the AIS before I headed 514 00:23:41,880 --> 00:23:44,199 Speaker 3: over to London, and we were swimming like sixty to 515 00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:47,239 Speaker 3: eighty k a week, which is a fair amount, and 516 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:49,720 Speaker 3: you got to think of the amount of shoulder revolutions 517 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:52,520 Speaker 3: then that takes. And I think it was about twelve 518 00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:55,560 Speaker 3: months before the Games I started getting really bad shoulder pain. 519 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,600 Speaker 3: I think I had a really heavy week in the 520 00:23:57,640 --> 00:23:59,240 Speaker 3: pool and the gym, and then all of a sudden, 521 00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:02,639 Speaker 3: my shoulders started hurting, and my coach at the time, 522 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:04,760 Speaker 3: he was almost like he had this win. It all 523 00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:10,240 Speaker 3: costs mentality, and so I trained through the pain for months, 524 00:24:10,359 --> 00:24:12,800 Speaker 3: and then I was seeing the physio after every training 525 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:14,760 Speaker 3: session and she was just trying to get me through 526 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:18,920 Speaker 3: the next session. Yeah, and then it got to the point. 527 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,359 Speaker 3: I remember I couldn't wash my own hair in the 528 00:24:21,359 --> 00:24:23,680 Speaker 3: shower because I couldn't lift my arms up. But then 529 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:25,879 Speaker 3: I was expected to come back and swim five or 530 00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:29,000 Speaker 3: six or seven or eight kilometers that night. And then 531 00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:31,000 Speaker 3: I remember I was sitting on an exercise bike and 532 00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:32,680 Speaker 3: I got so hot, but I couldn't take my own 533 00:24:32,760 --> 00:24:35,399 Speaker 3: jacket off because I just couldn't move my arms. And 534 00:24:35,400 --> 00:24:38,119 Speaker 3: I was swimming through that, and I think, you know, 535 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:41,080 Speaker 3: when you're putting yourself through that much pain for four 536 00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,160 Speaker 3: or six hours a day, it took a really bad 537 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:45,760 Speaker 3: toll on me mentally, and I just I just wanted 538 00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:47,600 Speaker 3: to get to the Games. But after that, I didn't 539 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:50,280 Speaker 3: want anything to do with swimming, you know, fair enough, 540 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,439 Speaker 3: So when I got back from the London Games, I 541 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,399 Speaker 3: had my shoulders looked at by a surgeon and basically 542 00:24:57,040 --> 00:25:00,760 Speaker 3: my bicep tendons were all torn up, and then they 543 00:25:00,760 --> 00:25:02,880 Speaker 3: were getting really tight and they were peeling the cartilage 544 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:05,800 Speaker 3: off my shoulders. And so when I realized that I 545 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,800 Speaker 3: wanted to swim again a few years later, I had to. 546 00:25:08,320 --> 00:25:09,800 Speaker 3: They had to get in there and stitch it all 547 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:13,000 Speaker 3: up and then staple my labor and back onto my shoulders. 548 00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:15,480 Speaker 3: And then he tightened my left capsule while I was 549 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:18,040 Speaker 3: in the surgery, my left shoulder capsule. But he didn't 550 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:19,080 Speaker 3: tell me he was going to do that, and I 551 00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:20,720 Speaker 3: kind of wish that he didn't because it took away 552 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:23,240 Speaker 3: like my back showkability a little bit. Right, Okay, why 553 00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:25,200 Speaker 3: did you do that? He said, it's good for your shoulders. 554 00:25:25,240 --> 00:25:29,600 Speaker 3: I was like, but it's bad for my swimming. Yeah. No, okay, 555 00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:33,359 Speaker 3: So that was interesting. I'd be walking down the street 556 00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:34,960 Speaker 3: and it'd have my arms in a sling and a 557 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:39,399 Speaker 3: prosthetic leg and more like what happened to you? And 558 00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,200 Speaker 3: they would believe me as much. I think if I 559 00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:45,359 Speaker 3: said I fell out of an aeroplane. Mmm, But I 560 00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:47,240 Speaker 3: just said I was just a swimming injury. I'm like, 561 00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:51,359 Speaker 3: oh god, I'm never swinging im that happens to me. 562 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,119 Speaker 1: I'm never swimming and you had a bit of a 563 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:54,760 Speaker 1: stinter wheelchair basketball. 564 00:25:54,880 --> 00:25:56,719 Speaker 2: Yes, how did that go for you? And how did 565 00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:57,399 Speaker 2: that come about? 566 00:25:57,720 --> 00:25:59,600 Speaker 3: Well, actually, I wouldn't mind talking to you about that, 567 00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:03,560 Speaker 3: because but that came about three mutual friends. There were 568 00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:07,920 Speaker 3: wheelchair basketball players and I had I was done with swimming. 569 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:11,359 Speaker 3: I wanted to kind of try something new, and so 570 00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:15,240 Speaker 3: they invited me to this wheelchair basketball event at Narrowbeene. 571 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,959 Speaker 3: Actually okay, So I went and I played there for 572 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,840 Speaker 3: the weekend and I loved it. And then they invited 573 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:24,040 Speaker 3: me to be part of the Victorian basketball squad WHOA, 574 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:27,359 Speaker 3: which was quite funny because I'm terrible at basketball, but 575 00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:30,119 Speaker 3: I was really ultra competitive and I was quite strong 576 00:26:30,160 --> 00:26:32,120 Speaker 3: from swimming in my shoulders like a push a chair 577 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:35,480 Speaker 3: really quickly. And I remember one basketball game they put 578 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:39,680 Speaker 3: me up against this really fast wheelchair pusher, like Ellie, 579 00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:41,159 Speaker 3: you have to stay on her, do not let her 580 00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:43,080 Speaker 3: get down to the other end of the court. Anyway, 581 00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:44,600 Speaker 3: I'm changing her up and down. I got off the 582 00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:46,680 Speaker 3: court and I was like, heh, where is this check 583 00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:48,159 Speaker 3: that you put me up against? Like I could not 584 00:26:48,280 --> 00:26:51,160 Speaker 3: keep up with her, Like she's so fast, Like that's 585 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:54,440 Speaker 3: Louise savage, and I was like, oh, that's what I said. 586 00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:59,240 Speaker 3: I said, you're getting your guy expected to get well. 587 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,159 Speaker 3: A lot of things you can do, just push her 588 00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,600 Speaker 3: out of her chair. No, but I didn't do that 589 00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:04,840 Speaker 3: because she's always savage. 590 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:07,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, she is an Australian icon. 591 00:27:08,520 --> 00:27:11,520 Speaker 3: So that was really funny. Also, I have about a 592 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,480 Speaker 3: three percent shooting accuracy. But one thing that I actually 593 00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:16,240 Speaker 3: struggled with this which is what I wanted to talk 594 00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:18,440 Speaker 3: to you about. I'm not really pumping myself up here, 595 00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:21,639 Speaker 3: was working in a team environment as opposed to like 596 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:26,280 Speaker 3: a single sport. The insumming you're so focused on yourself 597 00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:28,160 Speaker 3: and you have your face in the water, you can't 598 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:30,760 Speaker 3: even hear anything. It's like all in your mind. And 599 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,880 Speaker 3: then all of a sudden I went into a team sport. 600 00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:36,320 Speaker 3: I had to learn about strategy, What's that I had 601 00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:41,440 Speaker 3: to learn about, like court placement, what's that communication? What's 602 00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:43,880 Speaker 3: that kind of thing? And it just through a whole new, 603 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,679 Speaker 3: like ten thousand new spanner in the works for me. 604 00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,280 Speaker 3: And I remember coming off the court of my first 605 00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:51,480 Speaker 3: game and being like, I have a newfound respect for 606 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:54,920 Speaker 3: a team sport athletes, Like it's unbelievable. 607 00:27:55,119 --> 00:27:57,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's pretty demanding in that sense, and I think 608 00:27:58,080 --> 00:28:00,480 Speaker 1: an interesting element is I know for me, I find, 609 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,960 Speaker 1: particularly when I'm playing sevens, I can barely breathe, like 610 00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:05,000 Speaker 1: running around just dying on the field, and then I've 611 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:07,359 Speaker 1: got to be able to talk and communicate to my 612 00:28:07,359 --> 00:28:10,359 Speaker 1: teammates around me. I think that's an interesting element that 613 00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:11,880 Speaker 1: is a big part of it, and we talk about 614 00:28:11,920 --> 00:28:14,320 Speaker 1: it almost every day, draining how important it is, because 615 00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:16,600 Speaker 1: I think that's probably the first thing to go when 616 00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:18,320 Speaker 1: people start to get tired. You kind of just go 617 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,160 Speaker 1: in your own shell a little bit, but you can't 618 00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:20,920 Speaker 1: in a team sport. 619 00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:22,119 Speaker 2: You just can't afford to do that. 620 00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,600 Speaker 3: I know, it's amazing, So hats off to you guys. 621 00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:26,000 Speaker 2: Thank you. 622 00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:29,600 Speaker 3: It's really hard, but I want to give it another crack. 623 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,439 Speaker 3: After Tokyo. I still got my basketball chair. It's like 624 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:36,000 Speaker 3: covered in cobwebs. But I don't think I want to 625 00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,960 Speaker 3: do it like too professionally. Just learning how to play 626 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:42,040 Speaker 3: team sport and all of that. I really enjoy that aspect. 627 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:45,960 Speaker 3: It's just like a whole extra element that we summers 628 00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:46,920 Speaker 3: don't think about. 629 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:48,120 Speaker 2: That's really cool. 630 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,840 Speaker 1: I wanted to play you an audio clip from twenty 631 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:55,280 Speaker 1: to fifteen the World Champs. So it's from the one 632 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:57,920 Speaker 1: hundred meters backstroke s nine. 633 00:28:58,480 --> 00:29:01,200 Speaker 3: Well, no one that she's over them because Ellie Cool 634 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:05,120 Speaker 3: has just smashed that time. I would of say one 635 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:08,959 Speaker 3: away point eight nine. Stephanie Dixon has held the world 636 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:14,440 Speaker 3: record since way back. Oh goodness. The existing record stands 637 00:29:14,680 --> 00:29:17,240 Speaker 3: at one to nine point three zero from Beijing, but 638 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:21,080 Speaker 3: Stephanie Dixon held up from many years before. But Ellie 639 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:24,920 Speaker 3: Cool Australia has claimed a new world record in the 640 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:27,200 Speaker 3: women's one hundred backstalk s nine. 641 00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:30,360 Speaker 1: I love the commentator's accident in that one. So in 642 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:32,920 Speaker 1: that event, you came back and you actually broke the 643 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:37,200 Speaker 1: world record. So after having double shoulder reconstruction, thinking about 644 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:41,120 Speaker 1: retiring from swimming all together, what did that feel like 645 00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:42,480 Speaker 1: to come back and achieve that? 646 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:43,920 Speaker 2: It was? 647 00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:48,600 Speaker 3: That was yeah, I don't even know how to explain that, 648 00:29:49,040 --> 00:29:51,320 Speaker 3: like what that felt like because I'd just come out 649 00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:54,719 Speaker 3: of shoulder reconstructions like you mentioned. And I remember right 650 00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:57,240 Speaker 3: before that race, I saw my coage and he had 651 00:29:57,360 --> 00:30:00,400 Speaker 3: no like we had no expectations. We're like, yeah, let's 652 00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:02,680 Speaker 3: just get through this. You know, Rio's next year. And 653 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:05,680 Speaker 3: so he said to me, just this is his race plan. 654 00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,720 Speaker 3: Go out in the first fifty and then if you 655 00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:09,880 Speaker 3: feel really good, just come back as hard as you can. 656 00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:12,200 Speaker 3: You know, got to UNI for four years to tell 657 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:14,440 Speaker 3: me that advice, and I was like, all right, I'll 658 00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:17,600 Speaker 3: just do that. And I felt really good and it 659 00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:20,800 Speaker 3: was like two seconds faster than pretty much what I'd 660 00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:22,520 Speaker 3: ever swung before, and I felt like I was in 661 00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:25,360 Speaker 3: the same times as I usually did. Say, Okay, seeing 662 00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:30,120 Speaker 3: that time was a really big shock, But it probably 663 00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:33,680 Speaker 3: confused me more than anything because the training that I'd 664 00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:36,560 Speaker 3: done leading into that competition was very different to what 665 00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:38,760 Speaker 3: anybody else had ever done before. You know, I was 666 00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:42,720 Speaker 3: training for rehabilitation more than anything. Also, I didn't have 667 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,520 Speaker 3: any pressure going into the race. And yeah, it just 668 00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:48,120 Speaker 3: made me question everything, like what I'd been doing over 669 00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:51,200 Speaker 3: the last eight years, What can i do differently heading 670 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:54,560 Speaker 3: into Rio? And then yeah, that whole extra element around 671 00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:58,200 Speaker 3: taking pressure off myself because I swim so much better 672 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 3: when I'm just enjoying myself and having fun. Yeah, So yeah, 673 00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:07,200 Speaker 3: I don't know, it just makes me question everything. I'm 674 00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,160 Speaker 3: still questioned again. So actually I was thinking about it 675 00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,880 Speaker 3: yesterday with the whole pressure thing. And just enjoying yourself. 676 00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,680 Speaker 3: You know, I've been to three Paralympics now, and I've 677 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:19,960 Speaker 3: learned a lot of each time I've gone about, you know, 678 00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:23,760 Speaker 3: the different elements of being an athlete, and like, I've 679 00:31:23,800 --> 00:31:26,840 Speaker 3: won Paralympic gold medals and I've broken the world records, 680 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:30,280 Speaker 3: and they're like not the things that I'm most proud about, 681 00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,320 Speaker 3: or they're not really the things that have made me 682 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:36,680 Speaker 3: like the happiest outside of the pool. All of the 683 00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:39,240 Speaker 3: times where I've broken the world records or one gold medals, 684 00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:43,080 Speaker 3: I've actually been extremely unhappy as an athlete. And you know, 685 00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:46,360 Speaker 3: now going into the Tokyo Games, I'm finally at a 686 00:31:46,400 --> 00:31:48,520 Speaker 3: point in my training where I'm just like so happy. 687 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,360 Speaker 3: I love swimming like I love it. I can't believe 688 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:56,040 Speaker 3: I'm saying that at twenty eight, and like I'm way 689 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:57,920 Speaker 3: more proud of myself and in a better place than 690 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:00,920 Speaker 3: I was back then. And it's kind of like, yeah, 691 00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 3: being happy as an athlete and as a person outside 692 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:07,800 Speaker 3: of the poor is way better than winning gold battles 693 00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:10,240 Speaker 3: for me. And so it's taken me a long time 694 00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:11,440 Speaker 3: to get to that point. I think a lot of 695 00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,640 Speaker 3: people retire before they get to that point. But yeah, 696 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:14,840 Speaker 3: I'm really enjoying myself. 697 00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:17,239 Speaker 2: That's really cool. I'm very glad that you've got to 698 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:17,720 Speaker 2: that point. 699 00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:22,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, looking at Tokyo, what would you define as a 700 00:32:22,600 --> 00:32:24,360 Speaker 1: success when you when you get there? Is it the 701 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:26,240 Speaker 1: fact the fact that you want to enjoy yourself and 702 00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:27,640 Speaker 1: swim PB times? 703 00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:29,360 Speaker 2: What does it? What does it look like for you? 704 00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:33,680 Speaker 3: For me, I'm now training for a distance event solely 705 00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:36,120 Speaker 3: on that, and I'm actually I did my first PV 706 00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:37,480 Speaker 3: in five years last weekend. 707 00:32:37,560 --> 00:32:37,880 Speaker 2: Wow. 708 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:40,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's massive, which kind of shows that you know 709 00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:44,240 Speaker 3: the happiness angle really well. And so like I'm really 710 00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:46,560 Speaker 3: excited over the next six to eight months to be 711 00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:51,320 Speaker 3: working on getting that time down. I think to swimmer PB, 712 00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:54,320 Speaker 3: you know, after being in the sport for like eighteen years, 713 00:32:54,360 --> 00:32:58,920 Speaker 3: would be like you can't really beat that, and like 714 00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:00,920 Speaker 3: that's that's the other thing. Assuming like I could do 715 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,280 Speaker 3: a personal best time, how can I be disappointed that 716 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,440 Speaker 3: if it's like a silver metal or a bronze metal 717 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:08,680 Speaker 3: or anything. So that's like the most important thing for 718 00:33:08,720 --> 00:33:10,360 Speaker 3: me is the swimmer PEB. But of course I want 719 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:12,640 Speaker 3: to beat everyone in the forest. Well, yeah, like I 720 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:15,240 Speaker 3: really would love to finish on a gold medal. Yeah, 721 00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:18,240 Speaker 3: but it's just been such a crazy ride. And just 722 00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:22,680 Speaker 3: I'm sure you know, to get to Tokyo. I think 723 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,560 Speaker 3: just standing there is going to be like quite emotional 724 00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:27,440 Speaker 3: for a lot of athletes, Like being there is going 725 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:29,360 Speaker 3: to be quite emotional for a lot of athletes. They 726 00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:32,680 Speaker 3: just want to take it all in and yeah and 727 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:35,120 Speaker 3: swimmer PB and make my family really proud. 728 00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:36,280 Speaker 2: Yeah. I love that. 729 00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:39,840 Speaker 1: Every week on the show, I have a question from 730 00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:43,200 Speaker 1: a five year old and from my grandma. So let's 731 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:44,440 Speaker 1: do Grannie's question. 732 00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:50,280 Speaker 2: Hi, Ellie, you've overcome so many challenges. Where does your 733 00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:51,720 Speaker 2: strength come from? 734 00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:52,400 Speaker 1: Wow? 735 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:57,640 Speaker 3: She sounds like really confident and well rounded. I feel 736 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:00,480 Speaker 3: like I need to speak better now, Where does my 737 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:06,320 Speaker 3: strength come from? I think for me, it's mostly been 738 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:10,960 Speaker 3: about perspective throughout my whole life. I am so I 739 00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:15,360 Speaker 3: feel so lucky that I am. Like the cancer that 740 00:34:15,400 --> 00:34:20,520 Speaker 3: I had is really difficult cancer to treat, and there 741 00:34:20,560 --> 00:34:23,319 Speaker 3: was a lot of kids and families who are in 742 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:26,799 Speaker 3: my oncology ward, and you know, Mum and Dad got 743 00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:29,759 Speaker 3: to know a lot of other like couples and their 744 00:34:29,920 --> 00:34:33,040 Speaker 3: kids had passed away, Like while we're being treated together, 745 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:37,120 Speaker 3: and kind of just thinking back to that time, I 746 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 3: just feel really lucky and so like that's one part 747 00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 3: of it. You know, where that strength comes from is 748 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:48,000 Speaker 3: just being really grateful about being here. And then I 749 00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:52,600 Speaker 3: think the other part is the perspective of being around 750 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:58,719 Speaker 3: a lot of other athletes, especially like female athletes as 751 00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:01,280 Speaker 3: well as Paralympic athletes. It's like in the Paralympic village. 752 00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:05,360 Speaker 3: And if you know, when I was watching Rising Phoenix, 753 00:35:05,719 --> 00:35:08,520 Speaker 3: I was kind of like, why am Like why is 754 00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:10,839 Speaker 3: my story even being covered? Because I had boring old 755 00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:13,400 Speaker 3: cancer and like there's a guy here whose mum got 756 00:35:13,440 --> 00:35:16,080 Speaker 3: murdered in front of him with a machete. You know, 757 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:20,439 Speaker 3: you see like stories about the adversity that they've gone 758 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,799 Speaker 3: through and what they've gone through just even be able 759 00:35:23,800 --> 00:35:26,080 Speaker 3: to play sport. And you know females are in that 760 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:31,360 Speaker 3: category as well, and yeah, just being grateful for that too. 761 00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:35,040 Speaker 3: And yeah, I think this is a whole bunch of 762 00:35:35,040 --> 00:35:37,879 Speaker 3: gratefulness being thrown in together. That makes sense. 763 00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:41,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I think Granny would really love that answer. She's 764 00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:41,959 Speaker 1: gonna like that one. 765 00:35:42,239 --> 00:35:42,479 Speaker 2: Yeah. 766 00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:47,040 Speaker 1: Interesting, how you talk about the female athlete element and 767 00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:49,880 Speaker 1: then the Paralympic element as well, how do you find 768 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:52,920 Speaker 1: like being part of what would be considered I guess 769 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:56,320 Speaker 1: those minority groups that often have to push through adversity 770 00:35:56,360 --> 00:36:00,000 Speaker 1: and fight for equality all of the time. Do you 771 00:36:00,360 --> 00:36:02,920 Speaker 1: do you find that that is a burden on your 772 00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:06,000 Speaker 1: Is it something that you, I guess enjoy being able 773 00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:09,480 Speaker 1: to promote that equality and how incredible you are as 774 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:10,760 Speaker 1: an athlete and as a person. 775 00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:13,440 Speaker 3: I think it's a bit of both, Like it is 776 00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:16,600 Speaker 3: a burden, but I also do really enjoy promoting it, 777 00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:18,359 Speaker 3: particularly you know when how I was so aw rising 778 00:36:18,400 --> 00:36:21,080 Speaker 3: Phoenix was received, I really enjoyed that f of it. 779 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:24,640 Speaker 3: You know, it was interesting. I was listening to Leane 780 00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:29,160 Speaker 3: Beachley speak last week about how she pushed for pro 781 00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:32,360 Speaker 3: women's surfing and the struggles that she came across in 782 00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:35,120 Speaker 3: the boardroom. Yeah, and I was listening to it and 783 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:37,719 Speaker 3: I was like, Wow, that's unbelievable that she had to 784 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:41,239 Speaker 3: go through all of that. But then as a comparison, 785 00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,400 Speaker 3: you know, the Paralympics are going through that right now, 786 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:47,799 Speaker 3: so you know, women's sports still has a long way 787 00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:49,560 Speaker 3: to go. It was, it is better than it was 788 00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:52,440 Speaker 3: ten or fifteen years ago, but like Paralympic sport is 789 00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:54,359 Speaker 3: almost like at the point where women's sport was ten 790 00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:56,680 Speaker 3: or fifteen years ago, so it's being like part of 791 00:36:56,680 --> 00:36:59,880 Speaker 3: two different minority groups there. Yeah, I know that, like 792 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,399 Speaker 3: swimming is very good with the equity of the men 793 00:37:02,400 --> 00:37:04,960 Speaker 3: and women's and actually probably one of the leading sports 794 00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:08,319 Speaker 3: with Para and Olympic as well with their equality there. 795 00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:12,160 Speaker 3: But yes, it's exhausting having to fight for it all 796 00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:15,440 Speaker 3: the time and to be told that you're not the 797 00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:17,920 Speaker 3: same standard just because of who you are, like that 798 00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:20,799 Speaker 3: is not a nice thing to say to anybody, particularly 799 00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:22,680 Speaker 3: like you got to think of I always think of 800 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:24,839 Speaker 3: all the young girls coming up through sport, like just 801 00:37:25,239 --> 00:37:28,120 Speaker 3: having all these crazy dreams, like wanting to change the 802 00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:32,080 Speaker 3: world being like presidents, prime ministers, astronauts, whatever, and then 803 00:37:32,080 --> 00:37:33,919 Speaker 3: all of a sudden they're told that no, you can't 804 00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:35,879 Speaker 3: do that because you're a woman, Like I can't believe 805 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:40,640 Speaker 3: that we still live in that age. Yeah. So yeah, anyway, 806 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:43,040 Speaker 3: I know that things can change because I have seen it. 807 00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:46,640 Speaker 3: I have seen the parasport. Parasport sided things change really quickly, 808 00:37:46,800 --> 00:37:50,640 Speaker 3: Like Commonwealth Games in the Gold Coast was a great 809 00:37:50,840 --> 00:37:56,200 Speaker 3: showcase for parasport for Australians. It's so cute I had 810 00:37:56,239 --> 00:37:59,279 Speaker 3: heaps of young kids say they wanted to beat paralympians 811 00:37:59,280 --> 00:38:01,800 Speaker 3: when they grew up, and like these kids had two legs, 812 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:07,319 Speaker 3: And I was like, yeah, just like you know, saying that, 813 00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:11,000 Speaker 3: it's like a generation generational shift, I think. But yeah, 814 00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:14,560 Speaker 3: the young kids, it's just what they're exposed to. They're 815 00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:16,920 Speaker 3: getting exposed to women's sport, and they're getting exposed to 816 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,359 Speaker 3: like people who are different. Yeah, and you know they're 817 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,040 Speaker 3: not questioning it at all, They're just understanding it. Like 818 00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:26,920 Speaker 3: kids are sending me pictures of thick figures and wheelchairs now, 819 00:38:26,960 --> 00:38:29,080 Speaker 3: and wow, you just got to think like they if 820 00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:30,920 Speaker 3: they are accepting that as part of like a normal 821 00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:33,839 Speaker 3: society at the age of five, I think it's it's 822 00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:34,960 Speaker 3: surely going to get better. 823 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:37,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, And I loved saying I think I saw 824 00:38:37,239 --> 00:38:40,279 Speaker 1: on social media in twenty twenty, you got to visit 825 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:42,680 Speaker 1: a young girl by the name of Emily who's ten 826 00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:45,560 Speaker 1: years old. Can you tell me a little bit about 827 00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:47,520 Speaker 1: that experience. You went and knocked on a door and 828 00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,280 Speaker 1: gave her a bit of a surprise. 829 00:38:49,800 --> 00:38:50,960 Speaker 3: A COVID safe surprise. 830 00:38:51,160 --> 00:38:52,960 Speaker 2: COVID safe surprise, of course. 831 00:38:53,440 --> 00:38:56,560 Speaker 3: Yeah. Emily is an up and coming swimmer Emily Pratt. 832 00:38:56,600 --> 00:39:01,440 Speaker 3: She's very cheeky and her her parents obviously want to 833 00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:04,399 Speaker 3: give rid the best opportunities that they can, and so 834 00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:06,719 Speaker 3: she really looks up to you. A lot of our 835 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:10,920 Speaker 3: Paralympic swimming athletes and Swimming Australia arranged for me to 836 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,200 Speaker 3: go and just surprise her at her house. It was 837 00:39:13,239 --> 00:39:15,960 Speaker 3: really cute because I'd arranged it with her parents prior 838 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,640 Speaker 3: and I let them know that I was coming and 839 00:39:17,800 --> 00:39:20,160 Speaker 3: what time i'd be there, and so they made sure 840 00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:22,080 Speaker 3: that she answered the door. And then when she did, 841 00:39:22,120 --> 00:39:24,520 Speaker 3: she kind of just stood there like what's going on? 842 00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:26,520 Speaker 3: And then it all kind of just thinks that I 843 00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:29,520 Speaker 3: was standing there, and she got really excited. And anyway, 844 00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:31,880 Speaker 3: her parents are asking me all about my swimming and everything, 845 00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:33,880 Speaker 3: and she was for a little while, but then she 846 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:36,239 Speaker 3: just wanted me to look at her little minecraft world. 847 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:38,239 Speaker 2: Love that. 848 00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:40,040 Speaker 3: She's like, I've got a diamond sword. I was like, 849 00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:41,439 Speaker 3: I don't know what that is, but that's cool. 850 00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:45,839 Speaker 1: And so she swims in the same category as you. Yeah, 851 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:48,960 Speaker 1: and she's talking about hoping to go to the twenty 852 00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,440 Speaker 1: twenty four Paralympics. 853 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:53,319 Speaker 3: Oh thank god I'm retired. Because she's going to be good. 854 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:59,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's really cool. Next question from five year old Freda. Hi, Ellie, 855 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,560 Speaker 1: howman take legs? Have you had in your wife? 856 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:03,479 Speaker 2: So good? 857 00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:06,160 Speaker 3: I actually had a little girl at the supermarket yesterday. 858 00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:08,719 Speaker 3: She's like, what's wrong with your leg and the check 859 00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:12,799 Speaker 3: out and I said, oh, my leg got sick when 860 00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:14,799 Speaker 3: I was little, so the doctors had to take it away. 861 00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:16,319 Speaker 3: And I was like, how old are you and she's 862 00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:18,520 Speaker 3: like I'm three and I was like, yo, my doctors 863 00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:20,120 Speaker 3: had to take it away. And she's like, well, they 864 00:40:20,160 --> 00:40:22,000 Speaker 3: gave you a cool robot leg and I was like, 865 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:26,080 Speaker 3: oh that's cute. Yeah. I've had a lot of legs, Freda. Actually, 866 00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:29,240 Speaker 3: so my first one was when I was three. Hel's 867 00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:31,560 Speaker 3: three to five five, so it's a little bit more 868 00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,560 Speaker 3: little than what yours would be, Frida. And then I 869 00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:37,160 Speaker 3: had to get a new one every year until I 870 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:41,560 Speaker 3: was about sixteen, so the lot, it was a lot. Yeah, 871 00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:43,920 Speaker 3: And now I only get them replaced every two or 872 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,480 Speaker 3: three years. So I don't know. Do the masks on 873 00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:49,560 Speaker 3: that you get mats I should be I'm going to 874 00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,760 Speaker 3: say six hundred, No, probably about twenty. 875 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:53,600 Speaker 2: Wow. 876 00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:57,839 Speaker 3: Yeah. I when I was younger, I had this friend 877 00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:00,440 Speaker 3: and her little sister kept like snooping in a and 878 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:02,360 Speaker 3: so I gave mine and my old legs to my 879 00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:05,279 Speaker 3: friend to put under her bed. The little sister went 880 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,040 Speaker 3: in there and looked under a bed, got the biggest 881 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,840 Speaker 3: bride of her life, and she never went in there again. 882 00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:14,040 Speaker 1: Tell me a little bit about how the technology has 883 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:18,080 Speaker 1: changed and then now robotics involved compared to say when 884 00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:20,200 Speaker 1: you were three years old getting your first one. 885 00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:25,000 Speaker 3: Mm hmm. So when I was three, my leg had 886 00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:28,040 Speaker 3: this like Pulley system, so I would have to hold 887 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:29,759 Speaker 3: onto like a string. It was like a puppet leg 888 00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:32,640 Speaker 3: al most actually, So that was my first leg. And 889 00:41:32,680 --> 00:41:36,560 Speaker 3: then up until I was about sixteen, I was walking 890 00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:40,040 Speaker 3: on basically it was basically like a door hinge style knee, 891 00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:42,520 Speaker 3: but I would fall over a lot, so I have 892 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:44,840 Speaker 3: a lot of scars on my hands, on my knees 893 00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:48,799 Speaker 3: and everything kind of cute. And then I remember when 894 00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,560 Speaker 3: I was in high school, like I got this like 895 00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:55,239 Speaker 3: new technologically advanced leg. So my old ones used to 896 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,520 Speaker 3: be held on just with like these strap, like a 897 00:41:57,560 --> 00:41:59,560 Speaker 3: strap around my waist and it would basically just hang 898 00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:02,719 Speaker 3: off my body. And then the legs these days you 899 00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:05,480 Speaker 3: like roll a silicon liner onto what's left of your 900 00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:07,719 Speaker 3: leg and has like this pin at the end and 901 00:42:07,760 --> 00:42:10,279 Speaker 3: then you just put the pin into your prosthetic kind 902 00:42:10,280 --> 00:42:12,840 Speaker 3: of like it grabs onea And I remember, like the 903 00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:15,760 Speaker 3: first day I ever got that, it was so painful 904 00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:17,920 Speaker 3: because it was pulling down on all of these muscles 905 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:21,160 Speaker 3: that I never used in my life, and it was excruciating. 906 00:42:21,200 --> 00:42:23,760 Speaker 3: And I remember my friends were piggybacking me from classroom 907 00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:26,279 Speaker 3: to classroom because I couldn't walk. I'm used to it now, 908 00:42:26,320 --> 00:42:32,240 Speaker 3: so that's good. But now, ever since I think maybe 909 00:42:32,320 --> 00:42:35,320 Speaker 3: ten years ago, the US Army have started investing a 910 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:39,680 Speaker 3: lot of money into prosthetics for there or anybody that 911 00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 3: really comes back from war and all of their veterans 912 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:45,640 Speaker 3: that need any kind of prosthetic, And so they've all 913 00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:49,400 Speaker 3: got like computers and Bluetooth and different like I've got 914 00:42:49,440 --> 00:42:52,759 Speaker 3: running mode, I've got skiing mode. Really, yeah, all these 915 00:42:52,800 --> 00:42:55,400 Speaker 3: different modes. That's cool, and they just kind of you 916 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:58,759 Speaker 3: can just change the modes on your phone and yeah, 917 00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:02,600 Speaker 3: they're all like waterproof and proof and they're very expensive though. Yeah, 918 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:05,840 Speaker 3: so it's been really great that the US Army have 919 00:43:07,400 --> 00:43:10,200 Speaker 3: done all of the research behind that but it's not 920 00:43:10,239 --> 00:43:13,440 Speaker 3: really accessible to people like your everyday person to get 921 00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:15,719 Speaker 3: one of those. I think that's probably the next step 922 00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:19,640 Speaker 3: that needs to be made to the Australian government. Yeah, 923 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,279 Speaker 3: to make things more affordable. The NDIS is helping out 924 00:43:22,280 --> 00:43:25,000 Speaker 3: a little bit. But you know, these legs are one 925 00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:29,000 Speaker 3: hundred and sixty grand each and you know, I think 926 00:43:29,040 --> 00:43:31,759 Speaker 3: the NDIS, I think only funds what's case by gase, 927 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:35,000 Speaker 3: but only about ten to twenty thousands. So yeah, they 928 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:39,279 Speaker 3: can get really expensive. Yeah, so they're great if you're 929 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:41,799 Speaker 3: going to affward one. Yeah, I'm really happy that. I'm 930 00:43:41,840 --> 00:43:44,359 Speaker 3: really lucky that I've Toyota in a sponsor and they 931 00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:46,680 Speaker 3: paid for one for me, which was really nice. 932 00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:46,960 Speaker 2: Yea. 933 00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:50,280 Speaker 3: They didn't actually want anything in return, they just wanted 934 00:43:50,280 --> 00:43:51,200 Speaker 3: me to be happier. 935 00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:52,360 Speaker 2: That's incredible. 936 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:54,839 Speaker 1: Yeah, it sounds like Toyota do some incredible work in 937 00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:56,200 Speaker 1: that space, which is amazing. 938 00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:57,960 Speaker 3: They do, and they're working with a lot of like 939 00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:01,680 Speaker 3: Paralympic alpine skiers and like new chairs for them, and 940 00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:05,120 Speaker 3: they're starting to get into that field. They just really 941 00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:08,000 Speaker 3: love sport and parasport and obviously they're an Olympic and 942 00:44:08,000 --> 00:44:10,279 Speaker 3: Paralympic sponsors. So they really embraced that. 943 00:44:10,480 --> 00:44:11,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's amazing. 944 00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:16,759 Speaker 1: What does post swimming career life look like for Ellie Cole? 945 00:44:18,520 --> 00:44:20,120 Speaker 3: I don't want to ever think about that because I 946 00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:25,680 Speaker 3: love swimming so much. Masters swimming Masters straight. No. Well, 947 00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:28,160 Speaker 3: I actually finished UNI last year and so that was 948 00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:30,279 Speaker 3: really exciting to get that done. 949 00:44:30,719 --> 00:44:31,359 Speaker 2: What did you do it? 950 00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:36,120 Speaker 3: I did Health and Exercise Science and ACU for me, Like, 951 00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:38,279 Speaker 3: I've got a few different avenues that I want to 952 00:44:38,320 --> 00:44:39,920 Speaker 3: go down, but my biggest stream would be to open 953 00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:42,279 Speaker 3: up a swimmer school. Oh wow, I really want to 954 00:44:42,320 --> 00:44:44,160 Speaker 3: do that. I love working with kids. It's like my 955 00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:46,760 Speaker 3: favorite thing in the world. Yeah. I used to actually 956 00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:48,799 Speaker 3: have my own swimming squad, which is the one that 957 00:44:48,840 --> 00:44:51,520 Speaker 3: I got at the pool to watch your game. Yeah, 958 00:44:52,000 --> 00:44:53,920 Speaker 3: And I always teld my boss like, I would do 959 00:44:54,000 --> 00:44:57,959 Speaker 3: this for free, but you have to, baby. But people 960 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:00,640 Speaker 3: have always told me that I should do something as 961 00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:02,640 Speaker 3: my career is what I would do for free. And 962 00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:05,200 Speaker 3: so I really want to open my own SIM school 963 00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:07,239 Speaker 3: because I don't really want to work for anybody else, 964 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:10,400 Speaker 3: but I would really like to do a different SIM school, 965 00:45:10,400 --> 00:45:12,719 Speaker 3: so like one that caters for you know, refugees that 966 00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,200 Speaker 3: come into Australia a lot of like adults and classes, 967 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:19,080 Speaker 3: and one that made me take caters towards like autistic 968 00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:21,880 Speaker 3: kids or kids with any kind of difference in it 969 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:24,319 Speaker 3: that there's such like seventy holes to fill in that 970 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:28,040 Speaker 3: in that space. But I just think it'd be really fulfilling. 971 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:31,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, that sounds really really cool. I very much 972 00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:33,759 Speaker 1: hope you get the chance to do that. I'll get 973 00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:37,640 Speaker 1: your free swimming lessons. You're right, can you swim? I'm 974 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:41,160 Speaker 1: all right, Yeah, I'm definitely not close to your level. 975 00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:42,160 Speaker 2: I can get by, but. 976 00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:45,600 Speaker 3: I'm okay, I'm not close to Kate and them, so 977 00:45:45,640 --> 00:45:46,560 Speaker 3: there's no excuse. 978 00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:48,919 Speaker 2: All right. 979 00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:52,200 Speaker 1: Final segment is a would you rather segment? The first 980 00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:54,400 Speaker 1: one we kind of touched on this, but I'm interested 981 00:45:54,440 --> 00:45:57,040 Speaker 1: to know your final answer. Number one, would you rather 982 00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:01,880 Speaker 1: silver in Tokyo on a personal best time or to 983 00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:04,040 Speaker 1: win gold in a slow time? 984 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:04,800 Speaker 3: Oh? 985 00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:07,480 Speaker 2: That's a hard hard They're meant to be hard. 986 00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:10,000 Speaker 3: Oh, that's actually one of the hardest questions I've ever 987 00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:12,960 Speaker 3: been asked. My whole life is like choosing if your 988 00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:14,680 Speaker 3: mum or your dad is the favorite. 989 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:15,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's hard. 990 00:46:16,280 --> 00:46:19,520 Speaker 3: Who's your favorite? Your mamma, your dad? Oh no, don't, okay, 991 00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:24,680 Speaker 3: I would I think I would for Australia win gold. Okay, yeah, 992 00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:25,920 Speaker 3: I like doing it for the country. 993 00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:26,480 Speaker 2: I like that. 994 00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:29,439 Speaker 1: Number two very selfish to want to do a peb 995 00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:33,640 Speaker 1: in a silver is well your career, like you're the 996 00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:34,200 Speaker 1: one that's. 997 00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:36,320 Speaker 3: I want to win it for Australia. I'm gonna say. 998 00:46:36,160 --> 00:46:38,359 Speaker 2: Gold, Okay, I like it. Number two. 999 00:46:39,120 --> 00:46:42,200 Speaker 1: Would you rather to not be able to use toothpaste 1000 00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:45,720 Speaker 1: or moisturizer for the rest of your swimming career? 1001 00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:49,920 Speaker 3: That is easy moisturizer? Oh like scaly, little disgusting fish. 1002 00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:53,799 Speaker 3: I actually accidentally and my best friend's house brushed my 1003 00:46:53,840 --> 00:46:56,480 Speaker 3: teeth with deep heat once because she had it next 1004 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,719 Speaker 3: to her sink and she had the label face down, 1005 00:46:58,800 --> 00:47:00,520 Speaker 3: and so I just grabbed my tooth brush went form 1006 00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,879 Speaker 3: into my mouth and I was like, Kate, what is this? 1007 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,000 Speaker 3: Just like, what do you mean? She came down like 1008 00:47:06,040 --> 00:47:08,440 Speaker 3: that's deep heat, and I was like, I know that now, 1009 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:10,000 Speaker 3: my mouthing umpire. 1010 00:47:09,719 --> 00:47:13,000 Speaker 2: I can feel that out. Number three. 1011 00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:16,799 Speaker 1: Would you rather have ten tiny clones of yourself or 1012 00:47:16,840 --> 00:47:19,600 Speaker 1: one supersized clone of yourself? 1013 00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:21,160 Speaker 3: How supersized are we talking? 1014 00:47:21,640 --> 00:47:21,799 Speaker 1: Well? 1015 00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:23,719 Speaker 2: I feel like it can be as big as you like. 1016 00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:26,240 Speaker 3: I'm going to say, this is going to be really strange. 1017 00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:30,960 Speaker 3: I'm going to say really supersized. If my super size 1018 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:33,640 Speaker 3: self could carry me around because I hate walking, okay, 1019 00:47:33,920 --> 00:47:35,560 Speaker 3: and so just kind of carrying me in the hand. 1020 00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:39,400 Speaker 3: Be like, you're going to be in Sydney City in 1021 00:47:39,600 --> 00:47:40,360 Speaker 3: ten minutes. 1022 00:47:41,719 --> 00:47:42,840 Speaker 2: That's very convenient. 1023 00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:45,840 Speaker 3: Like ten supersized ellies, I'm going to get any anywhere? 1024 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, the tiny ones won't get you anywhere. We 1025 00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:49,480 Speaker 1: need a big one. 1026 00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:52,439 Speaker 3: Then think of all the tiny supersized clothes that could 1027 00:47:52,480 --> 00:47:54,120 Speaker 3: like bold your washing. 1028 00:47:55,040 --> 00:47:58,320 Speaker 2: Don't like to cook jobs that could be very handy. 1029 00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:02,160 Speaker 3: So it depends. Would you either like super fast travel. 1030 00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:05,640 Speaker 2: Or I would like my washing folded? That would be nice. 1031 00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:07,359 Speaker 3: Now we're going down a rabbit hole. 1032 00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:10,120 Speaker 1: Okay, before we finish up, Where can people find you 1033 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:11,080 Speaker 1: on socials? 1034 00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:13,319 Speaker 3: Ellie call Swim on Instagram. 1035 00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:15,719 Speaker 1: Thank you so much for giving up your time to 1036 00:48:15,760 --> 00:48:18,480 Speaker 1: come on today. I've loved having a chat about what 1037 00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:20,160 Speaker 1: you've learned throughout your career, and I love the way 1038 00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:22,800 Speaker 1: that you've kind of been able to change your perspective 1039 00:48:22,800 --> 00:48:24,400 Speaker 1: to now be in a place where you're really enjoying 1040 00:48:24,400 --> 00:48:26,480 Speaker 1: your swimming and loving it, and yeah, I can't can't 1041 00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:28,760 Speaker 1: wait to watch you in Tokyo. It's really exciting and 1042 00:48:29,239 --> 00:48:31,520 Speaker 1: hopefully get to well, I'm sure if it does go ahead, 1043 00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:33,400 Speaker 1: we'll be in a kind of a little bubble. 1044 00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:35,680 Speaker 3: But yeah, well I get to watch you first. 1045 00:48:35,880 --> 00:48:39,680 Speaker 1: Yes, no pressure, but can't wait to watch. And yeah, 1046 00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:42,480 Speaker 1: thanks so much for coming on, Thank you, thanks so 1047 00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:45,399 Speaker 1: much for listening. If you enjoyed this episode, would love 1048 00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:47,040 Speaker 1: it if you could send it on to one person 1049 00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:49,200 Speaker 1: who you think would get something out of it. A 1050 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:52,320 Speaker 1: big thanks to my team Bailey, Mike, Bez and Millie. 1051 00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:53,880 Speaker 2: I couldn't do it without you. 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