1 00:00:02,440 --> 00:00:07,840 Speaker 1: Get a. I'm Laala Berry, nutritionist, author, actor, TV presenter, 2 00:00:08,080 --> 00:00:14,080 Speaker 1: and professional oversharer. This podcast is all about celebrating failure 3 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: because I believe it's a chance for us to learn, 4 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:22,160 Speaker 1: grow and face our blind spots. Each week, I'll interview 5 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:26,160 Speaker 1: a different guest about their highs as well as their lows, 6 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:29,800 Speaker 1: all in a bid to inspire us to fearlessly fail. 7 00:00:35,960 --> 00:00:38,600 Speaker 1: You are in for a treat today on the pod 8 00:00:38,760 --> 00:00:44,120 Speaker 1: Duncan Peak, Owner, creator, founder of the iconic Power Living 9 00:00:44,240 --> 00:00:46,920 Speaker 1: Fun Fact. That's where it did my first ever yoga 10 00:00:46,960 --> 00:00:49,920 Speaker 1: teacher training and it's the first ever school laver taught 11 00:00:49,960 --> 00:00:53,800 Speaker 1: at as a yoga teacher. I have been wanting to 12 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:57,960 Speaker 1: get Duncan on the pod for a couple of years now, 13 00:00:58,040 --> 00:01:01,600 Speaker 1: and finally we ran into each other at a coffee 14 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:04,200 Speaker 1: shop in Byron Bay and I was like, can I 15 00:01:04,200 --> 00:01:05,800 Speaker 1: please get you on the pod? Can I please get 16 00:01:05,800 --> 00:01:07,360 Speaker 1: you on the pod? And he was like, yeah, of course. 17 00:01:08,200 --> 00:01:11,040 Speaker 1: Absolute legend of a human being. He's not afraid of 18 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:15,960 Speaker 1: talking about anything hard. He's been in like sas Special 19 00:01:16,040 --> 00:01:21,120 Speaker 1: Forces vibes, like such a go getter, such a passionate person. 20 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:26,959 Speaker 1: He's got all these beautiful philosophies on life. Like we 21 00:01:27,080 --> 00:01:30,160 Speaker 1: call him peak bombs, you know, and he's just got 22 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:35,319 Speaker 1: such a cool outlook on life. And every single time 23 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:40,280 Speaker 1: I see Duncan, I get so inspired to like chase 24 00:01:40,319 --> 00:01:43,640 Speaker 1: my dreams and go after everything. So he's just if 25 00:01:43,680 --> 00:01:46,119 Speaker 1: you need a bit of inspo, this is the human 26 00:01:46,200 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: for you, and this is the episode for you. I 27 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:50,840 Speaker 1: can't wait for you to hear it. I hope you 28 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:53,800 Speaker 1: love it as much as I do. And Duncan, You're 29 00:01:53,840 --> 00:01:57,520 Speaker 1: a legend. Thank you so much to saying yes and jumping. 30 00:01:57,280 --> 00:01:57,760 Speaker 2: On the pod. 31 00:02:00,440 --> 00:02:04,280 Speaker 1: Duncan Peek, welcome to the pod. Having me Well, I 32 00:02:04,320 --> 00:02:06,000 Speaker 1: was just saying, if I don't hit record, all the 33 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:08,800 Speaker 1: good stuff's going to happen before we go. So I 34 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:10,480 Speaker 1: know I've been messaging you for a little while to 35 00:02:10,560 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 1: jump on this pod, so it's an absolute honor to 36 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:13,239 Speaker 1: have you here. 37 00:02:13,639 --> 00:02:14,000 Speaker 2: Thank you. 38 00:02:14,720 --> 00:02:17,440 Speaker 1: I have to say my first memory of you so 39 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:20,440 Speaker 1: I'd already signed up to teacher training, so you are 40 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:23,520 Speaker 1: the first person I ever did any kind of yoga 41 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:28,240 Speaker 1: teacher training with at Power Living. And I remember I 42 00:02:28,360 --> 00:02:31,480 Speaker 1: was a Melbourne girl, so I didn't know I knew 43 00:02:31,480 --> 00:02:33,520 Speaker 1: all the Melbourne teachers right, and you came in for 44 00:02:33,680 --> 00:02:36,080 Speaker 1: like to start training this as part of the teacher training. 45 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:38,520 Speaker 1: I had no idea what to expect, and this like 46 00:02:38,680 --> 00:02:44,040 Speaker 1: Burie tatted up quite masculine guy walks in. I'm like, 47 00:02:44,520 --> 00:02:47,320 Speaker 1: and every girl in the room's like jaw drop. She 48 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:49,880 Speaker 1: had about this fan club and I was like, this 49 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:52,040 Speaker 1: is the boss of it all. And then straight away 50 00:02:52,120 --> 00:02:55,880 Speaker 1: what I loved about you was I love yoga and 51 00:02:55,919 --> 00:02:58,400 Speaker 1: I love that it can be kind of like hippie 52 00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:00,840 Speaker 1: and woo woof like a better word, but it's almost 53 00:03:00,919 --> 00:03:05,200 Speaker 1: like you spun that on its head and just for like, yo, 54 00:03:05,320 --> 00:03:07,079 Speaker 1: I'm just somebody that loves yogre and I'm going to 55 00:03:07,120 --> 00:03:09,320 Speaker 1: share this passion with you. That's how it felt anyway. 56 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:13,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I definitely don't fit the stereotype. It's probably 57 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:17,799 Speaker 2: randomly a secret to a bit of the success. But yeah, 58 00:03:17,880 --> 00:03:23,040 Speaker 2: brought a lot of pressure, but you know, yeah, people 59 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:25,680 Speaker 2: just need to learn. Well. I wanted to share what 60 00:03:25,760 --> 00:03:28,919 Speaker 2: I had learned, and people really wanted to dive deeper 61 00:03:28,960 --> 00:03:31,880 Speaker 2: into the philosophical side of it, and then through the 62 00:03:31,919 --> 00:03:32,880 Speaker 2: modality of movement. 63 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:35,720 Speaker 1: I suppose the philosophical like that's why I go to 64 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:38,960 Speaker 1: That's the big difference between like I love pilates too, 65 00:03:39,000 --> 00:03:42,000 Speaker 1: but I'm like, ah, my little heart needs something too, 66 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:44,560 Speaker 1: you know, and that's where the yoges it just like, 67 00:03:45,680 --> 00:03:48,280 Speaker 1: so got Okay, I want to go back a little bit. 68 00:03:48,440 --> 00:03:48,720 Speaker 2: Okay. 69 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:54,040 Speaker 1: I loved learning about your like military background, and you 70 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:58,040 Speaker 1: were like training for the big guns, right I suppose, so, yeah, 71 00:03:58,760 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 1: says Stylie. 72 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:03,240 Speaker 2: I didn't get into the sas, but I got injured 73 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:06,400 Speaker 2: prior to that occurring. But you were like, on, Yeah, 74 00:04:06,440 --> 00:04:09,800 Speaker 2: I went to what's called RMC, the Royal Military College 75 00:04:09,840 --> 00:04:12,640 Speaker 2: Done trum it's his officer training. So I did my 76 00:04:12,680 --> 00:04:14,760 Speaker 2: training there for eighteen months, and then I went to 77 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:16,640 Speaker 2: the three hour the Parachute Regiment. 78 00:04:16,839 --> 00:04:18,880 Speaker 1: And does that literally mean like you're jumping out of 79 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:19,560 Speaker 1: planes and how. 80 00:04:19,880 --> 00:04:23,320 Speaker 2: Yes, absolutely literally what it means. Yeah, And I was 81 00:04:23,320 --> 00:04:26,880 Speaker 2: a portune commander left Turney one or something, yeah, which 82 00:04:26,920 --> 00:04:28,640 Speaker 2: is sort of what happens with everyone who comes out 83 00:04:28,640 --> 00:04:32,520 Speaker 2: of rm C. And then yeah, and we just yeah, 84 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:34,480 Speaker 2: we trained you know that. I think three hour r 85 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:36,880 Speaker 2: back then, that's the name of the parachute Batali And 86 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:40,640 Speaker 2: they trained to secure these ed zones so like an 87 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:43,159 Speaker 2: airfield or something, so a bigger force can come and land. 88 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,400 Speaker 2: We didn't. We didn't do that role, and it's a 89 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:50,039 Speaker 2: huge political statement for something like that to occur. In 90 00:04:50,120 --> 00:04:51,720 Speaker 2: the time that I was in the military for six 91 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:54,560 Speaker 2: and a half years, there wasn't a lot of conflict. 92 00:04:54,720 --> 00:04:56,760 Speaker 2: There's a bit of peace keeping going on. Yeah, so 93 00:04:56,800 --> 00:04:59,120 Speaker 2: I didn't go overseas and serve in that way. Yep. 94 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:01,560 Speaker 2: I was sort of training that was sort of like 95 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:04,120 Speaker 2: you know, it's called the infantry battalions, and then the 96 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 2: next step really is your special forces. And I suppose 97 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:08,880 Speaker 2: three are considered part of a special forces, but the 98 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,800 Speaker 2: SAS is sort of the elite. And then since I've left, 99 00:05:11,800 --> 00:05:15,159 Speaker 2: commandos have also been raised and they're very similar. 100 00:05:15,320 --> 00:05:18,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, so fascinating. I feel like I'm listening about this 101 00:05:18,240 --> 00:05:19,919 Speaker 1: actually about but I do feel like it's like, you know, 102 00:05:19,960 --> 00:05:22,839 Speaker 1: you see those amazing Hollywood movies that are like full lot, 103 00:05:23,080 --> 00:05:26,760 Speaker 1: But so were you doing this kind of like not test, 104 00:05:26,839 --> 00:05:30,880 Speaker 1: but where you had to like have no food. Yeah, 105 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:33,400 Speaker 1: you're like dumped in or like not dumped in, pomped in. 106 00:05:33,520 --> 00:05:36,440 Speaker 2: Dumped I mean, it's a safe thing. But they just 107 00:05:36,480 --> 00:05:40,240 Speaker 2: did seven days sort of with virtually no food and 108 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:44,480 Speaker 2: virtually no Yeah, and it's the test of leadership skills 109 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:46,880 Speaker 2: under high levels of stress. You get new soldiers every 110 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 2: day and they'll just assess your ability to lead them 111 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:53,520 Speaker 2: whilst you're under so much fatigue. And you know, I 112 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:55,280 Speaker 2: did it, and so did a lot of other people there, 113 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:57,159 Speaker 2: and I did really well. Actually it was something I 114 00:05:57,200 --> 00:05:59,640 Speaker 2: thrived in. But the day after I had a ruptured 115 00:05:59,680 --> 00:06:03,000 Speaker 2: ulcer my dual denum and I was misdiagnosed with a 116 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,960 Speaker 2: rupture appendix, and so they took that out and then 117 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:08,919 Speaker 2: eventually found it was the ulcer, and you know, I 118 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:12,040 Speaker 2: went from being super soldier, you know, first grade football 119 00:06:12,040 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 2: player and everything to pretty injured. Not something you can't 120 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:18,839 Speaker 2: come back from, you can, but it was a big 121 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:21,839 Speaker 2: step back. And then blew my knee out really badly 122 00:06:21,880 --> 00:06:24,920 Speaker 2: in football a couple of years later. In the military, 123 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:28,039 Speaker 2: like you're downgraded, you can never go away on tours 124 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 2: and things like that, and that was sort of where 125 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:32,680 Speaker 2: I was. So though, like, you know, you have the 126 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:35,960 Speaker 2: option to discharge if you want, and they offered me 127 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:38,640 Speaker 2: to do a master's a business administration and take care 128 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:41,720 Speaker 2: of me, and yeah, I thought, look, let's let's just 129 00:06:41,720 --> 00:06:44,880 Speaker 2: do that. I've done you a great time, and it's 130 00:06:44,880 --> 00:06:46,279 Speaker 2: just time for me to let go of this and 131 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:49,160 Speaker 2: move on. The army wasn't my dream. It was more 132 00:06:49,200 --> 00:06:51,880 Speaker 2: of a I grew up in a situation where I 133 00:06:51,920 --> 00:06:54,920 Speaker 2: needed to get out of where I was, and military 134 00:06:54,960 --> 00:06:57,880 Speaker 2: offered me a really big opportunity in that way. 135 00:06:58,279 --> 00:07:00,120 Speaker 1: So I also, and this is where I'm excited to 136 00:07:00,400 --> 00:07:03,039 Speaker 1: talk about the combo of like I feel like the 137 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:06,479 Speaker 1: military would be like discipline, courage, like a sense of 138 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:09,479 Speaker 1: fearlessness in a way, and like being able to like 139 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:12,360 Speaker 1: problem solve in a very specific way and under pressure, 140 00:07:12,480 --> 00:07:14,520 Speaker 1: like you were just saying, which is like to me, 141 00:07:14,600 --> 00:07:16,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, what great skill set to have? 142 00:07:16,560 --> 00:07:17,160 Speaker 2: Right? It is? 143 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:20,440 Speaker 1: And then you just mentioned like it was also to 144 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 1: get out of a situation. So you had like not 145 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:25,960 Speaker 1: a trouble, but you had like you were learning hard 146 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:27,160 Speaker 1: lessons from a youngster. 147 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:29,360 Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, I suppose you'd say that. 148 00:07:29,600 --> 00:07:31,600 Speaker 1: So it wasn't it like at fourteen that you kind 149 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:34,720 Speaker 1: of got taken in by another family? Is that what happened? 150 00:07:34,840 --> 00:07:37,800 Speaker 2: Yeah, Look, we had I grew up a single mother. Yeah, 151 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,400 Speaker 2: I didn't have much relationship my father and we haven't 152 00:07:40,440 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 2: spoken for decades now, and we had a big domestic 153 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:48,280 Speaker 2: sort of issues. I suppose going on. And there was 154 00:07:48,320 --> 00:07:49,720 Speaker 2: just a time where I went and lived with my 155 00:07:49,760 --> 00:07:53,200 Speaker 2: best friend and that was a beautiful experience. And they 156 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:54,920 Speaker 2: were my first yoga teachers. 157 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:58,480 Speaker 1: They were so yeah, yeah, it wasn't the dad like 158 00:07:58,480 --> 00:08:00,600 Speaker 1: like full hip and in the all like big gear. 159 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:03,400 Speaker 2: He lived in India for a long time and wore 160 00:08:03,640 --> 00:08:07,040 Speaker 2: his whites around and girly herbs and you know, he 161 00:08:07,160 --> 00:08:10,280 Speaker 2: was like an alchemist. And it just opened my eyes 162 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:13,360 Speaker 2: to just a different way of life and really introduced 163 00:08:13,400 --> 00:08:16,840 Speaker 2: me to meditation, which I really loved, and just more 164 00:08:16,840 --> 00:08:20,360 Speaker 2: in touch with nature. Yeah, they were a beautiful family. 165 00:08:20,400 --> 00:08:23,760 Speaker 2: And you know where that sort of heads is. Simon, 166 00:08:23,840 --> 00:08:27,080 Speaker 2: who was my best friend and you know, probably the 167 00:08:27,320 --> 00:08:30,080 Speaker 2: closest people ever had my life, like my brother. You know, 168 00:08:30,440 --> 00:08:33,000 Speaker 2: we shared a room for many years. He was tragically 169 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,800 Speaker 2: killed in a car accident with two other friends and 170 00:08:35,840 --> 00:08:38,480 Speaker 2: another one was crippled for life. And they were like 171 00:08:38,559 --> 00:08:39,360 Speaker 2: my best friends. 172 00:08:39,520 --> 00:08:41,120 Speaker 1: This is a young and we're talking here like you're 173 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:41,600 Speaker 1: pretty young. 174 00:08:41,640 --> 00:08:45,280 Speaker 2: I was pretty six to sixteen when this happened. So 175 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:49,080 Speaker 2: I went through with their family the grief of a 176 00:08:49,120 --> 00:08:50,800 Speaker 2: mother losing a child and all that sort of stuff, 177 00:08:50,840 --> 00:08:54,439 Speaker 2: and you know, me losing my best friend a brother, 178 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:58,360 Speaker 2: and yeah, and then tragically, two years later, my other 179 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:00,760 Speaker 2: best friend who was sort of still left, he took 180 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:01,520 Speaker 2: his own life. 181 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,040 Speaker 1: Didn't he call you? 182 00:09:03,440 --> 00:09:07,200 Speaker 2: Yeah? He did the night before and he'd just done 183 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:10,560 Speaker 2: some things that you know, were nice things to do 184 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:13,760 Speaker 2: to other people, and he just couldn't control himself. And yeah, 185 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,920 Speaker 2: he said he was going to do it, and I 186 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:18,040 Speaker 2: tried to find him, but I couldn't. And the next day, 187 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:19,679 Speaker 2: you know, he's found in his car. 188 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:21,400 Speaker 1: Did you were you? 189 00:09:22,120 --> 00:09:24,800 Speaker 2: I was part of the people. Yeah. Yeah, So that 190 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:28,360 Speaker 2: was pretty tragic, you know, And I suppose that shaped 191 00:09:28,360 --> 00:09:30,400 Speaker 2: my life, like I when I have a lot of 192 00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:34,200 Speaker 2: like everybody does, compassion, people go through grief. But it 193 00:09:34,280 --> 00:09:36,880 Speaker 2: taught me really a lot about the impermanence of life 194 00:09:36,920 --> 00:09:40,240 Speaker 2: at a very young age. And I was so motivated 195 00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:43,600 Speaker 2: to just change my life. You know. I grew up 196 00:09:43,679 --> 00:09:47,080 Speaker 2: very humble, single mom who adore but you know, there 197 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,840 Speaker 2: was a time where I needed somebody to control me 198 00:09:49,880 --> 00:09:52,319 Speaker 2: and we didn't have that sort of authority around and 199 00:09:52,400 --> 00:09:54,600 Speaker 2: so I just went wild and had to learn work 200 00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:57,960 Speaker 2: out out myself. You know. I was working with a 201 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 2: therapist years later that said you condition to you know, 202 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,240 Speaker 2: be the protector of a feminine so much at a 203 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:07,240 Speaker 2: very young age, and that's affected every relationship I've been in, 204 00:10:07,320 --> 00:10:11,560 Speaker 2: of course. And you know, now I'm so fortunate to 205 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:13,840 Speaker 2: be with Emmy and have Stevie and it's Everything's just 206 00:10:13,920 --> 00:10:16,720 Speaker 2: amazing in that way. But I didn't have that guidance 207 00:10:16,760 --> 00:10:18,640 Speaker 2: that a lot of men have, even I'm a very 208 00:10:18,679 --> 00:10:23,120 Speaker 2: masculine man. And yeah, so that was sort of my upbringing. 209 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 2: Then military just flipped all that on its head. Suddenly 210 00:10:25,679 --> 00:10:27,960 Speaker 2: I'm hanging out with you kids who are you know, 211 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:32,600 Speaker 2: parents are very successful and got visions and just opened 212 00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:34,960 Speaker 2: my mind. I was like, right, okay, let's go. And 213 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:39,000 Speaker 2: so that was like nineteen and I was I was 214 00:10:39,120 --> 00:10:41,600 Speaker 2: just so motivated to change my life, you know, and 215 00:10:41,720 --> 00:10:42,960 Speaker 2: just whatever it took. 216 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:47,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, I love it so well. I love that you've 217 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,120 Speaker 1: got this motivation at such a young age. That's what's cool. 218 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:53,640 Speaker 1: And I think like kind of rare in some ways. 219 00:10:53,679 --> 00:10:57,760 Speaker 1: Like you know, I think I grew up a very privilege, 220 00:10:57,880 --> 00:11:01,040 Speaker 1: like when to a private kids school, and yeah, I 221 00:11:01,080 --> 00:11:02,880 Speaker 1: was pretty driven and stuff when I got out, but 222 00:11:02,920 --> 00:11:04,480 Speaker 1: people thought I was weird for being a bit you 223 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:08,319 Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like most partying and having fun. 224 00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:08,520 Speaker 2: You know. 225 00:11:08,600 --> 00:11:11,320 Speaker 1: And I was like trying to do two degrees and 226 00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:13,440 Speaker 1: be a bit of a nerd. But like the fact 227 00:11:13,440 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 1: that you got that like awareness of like, hey, I 228 00:11:17,200 --> 00:11:18,920 Speaker 1: want to make a change, I want to do something 229 00:11:19,440 --> 00:11:22,600 Speaker 1: like and even like the military, like all those skills 230 00:11:22,640 --> 00:11:26,600 Speaker 1: that you were able to like acquire And this is 231 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:28,360 Speaker 1: what where I get really excited to talk to you 232 00:11:28,400 --> 00:11:30,920 Speaker 1: about yokes. But before I do that, I've seen I've 233 00:11:30,960 --> 00:11:34,560 Speaker 1: googled you, like there's no tomorrow, my friend, and I've 234 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:38,600 Speaker 1: seen this YouTube vid where you talk about having the 235 00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:42,800 Speaker 1: balance of courage and compassion, and you talk about if 236 00:11:42,840 --> 00:11:46,439 Speaker 1: one gets out of balance at the one kind of 237 00:11:46,559 --> 00:11:48,040 Speaker 1: you need the two. Can you explain about that. 238 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:50,760 Speaker 2: It's an old Tibetan saying that says that courage is 239 00:11:52,559 --> 00:11:56,640 Speaker 2: like the wings of a bird, or courage and compassion 240 00:11:57,440 --> 00:11:59,800 Speaker 2: like the two wings on a bird. And if you 241 00:11:59,840 --> 00:12:03,920 Speaker 2: have too much courage you can turn into records, less, annihilation, domination, 242 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:07,200 Speaker 2: all that sort of stuff. If you have too much courage, 243 00:12:07,400 --> 00:12:10,920 Speaker 2: you have no voice, you have no influence, and so 244 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 2: you need both. You need to be able to have 245 00:12:13,080 --> 00:12:16,720 Speaker 2: that courage and compassion so that you can confront with 246 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:19,680 Speaker 2: care and compassion coexist. You remember that excite the treat 247 00:12:19,720 --> 00:12:23,520 Speaker 2: that's like the biggest one. Yeah, And so I tried 248 00:12:23,559 --> 00:12:26,720 Speaker 2: to I've always considered myself a very compassionate person and 249 00:12:26,720 --> 00:12:28,760 Speaker 2: people may look at me and go, you know, it 250 00:12:28,800 --> 00:12:30,959 Speaker 2: looks like a brute in some ways. 251 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:35,480 Speaker 1: Let's go barely. 252 00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:39,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, But you know, and I think a lot of 253 00:12:39,160 --> 00:12:42,160 Speaker 2: men and women are like this that have really you know, 254 00:12:42,200 --> 00:12:45,720 Speaker 2: focused on building themselves up. Sometimes it's motivated out of 255 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:48,880 Speaker 2: a sense of need to feel safe. That certainly was 256 00:12:48,920 --> 00:12:52,360 Speaker 2: for me, you know, and so that courage, you know, 257 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:55,080 Speaker 2: the compassion was more natural in me, and the courage 258 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:57,000 Speaker 2: was just it was out of a sense of lack 259 00:12:57,800 --> 00:13:00,360 Speaker 2: that gave me it. But then once I balance and 260 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:03,280 Speaker 2: understood myself, and I don't know, it allowed me to 261 00:13:03,720 --> 00:13:07,840 Speaker 2: really have a vision and be very clear. Like you know, 262 00:13:07,840 --> 00:13:10,440 Speaker 2: one of my teachers say, motivation comes out of two places, 263 00:13:10,480 --> 00:13:14,720 Speaker 2: either desperation or inspiration. And desperation was where I was 264 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:17,440 Speaker 2: as a kid, and I was so motivated. And now 265 00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:21,200 Speaker 2: I'm more inspired, and I have to keep like, rather 266 00:13:21,320 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 2: trying to inspire others, I have to find ways to 267 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:27,000 Speaker 2: be inspired, because that's how I inspire others. But if 268 00:13:27,000 --> 00:13:30,280 Speaker 2: I'm just searching for inspiring others, it's sort of contrived 269 00:13:30,280 --> 00:13:31,599 Speaker 2: and in authentic. 270 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:33,800 Speaker 1: And it'd be a bit empty, like it'd be something 271 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:36,360 Speaker 1: missing as opposed to hang on this thing inspired, like 272 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:39,200 Speaker 1: even the way I've done a massive instance walk too. 273 00:13:39,280 --> 00:13:42,080 Speaker 1: Like when you share, when you share the surfing stuff, 274 00:13:42,480 --> 00:13:44,920 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like, obviously that's something that 275 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:45,840 Speaker 1: inspires you. 276 00:13:46,280 --> 00:13:49,679 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it does. I mean you're surfing. I mean, 277 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:52,160 Speaker 2: I was listening to your podcast with Mark Matthews and 278 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:55,120 Speaker 2: he's just amazing. And I have a lot of friends 279 00:13:55,280 --> 00:13:58,840 Speaker 2: who are really in that world. And the surf. For me, 280 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:02,520 Speaker 2: surfing is is scary. I feel like a bit of 281 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,920 Speaker 2: a kook, even though I can go on a boat 282 00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:07,480 Speaker 2: and get barreled. I didn't start surfing tho. I was 283 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:10,640 Speaker 2: like twenty five. And I think when you learn skills 284 00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:12,880 Speaker 2: like that later in life, it's very hard to catch people. 285 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:14,600 Speaker 2: We learn it at twelve, you know, It's like playing 286 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:17,200 Speaker 2: an instrument. It's hard to learn it later in life. Yeah, 287 00:14:17,240 --> 00:14:19,760 Speaker 2: and so I've tried, but I'm only an intermediate surfer 288 00:14:19,800 --> 00:14:23,120 Speaker 2: and I've probably pushed myself further than my skill set 289 00:14:23,200 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 2: should have allowed. And I've had injuries, and I definitely 290 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:28,440 Speaker 2: if there's one area of my life where my mind 291 00:14:28,600 --> 00:14:32,040 Speaker 2: is has a lot of chatter and sort of self doubts, 292 00:14:32,040 --> 00:14:34,760 Speaker 2: it's in surf really, like not just going down the 293 00:14:34,800 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 2: local beach, but if I want to go and really 294 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:39,080 Speaker 2: step it up and hang out with those guys. Yeah, 295 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:41,040 Speaker 2: it's because it's a brutal world too, you know. It's 296 00:14:41,080 --> 00:14:43,760 Speaker 2: like being on a building site. The surfing community. You've 297 00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 2: got to be able to take it, you. 298 00:14:45,080 --> 00:14:47,040 Speaker 1: Know, because you can get knocked out of waves and 299 00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:49,000 Speaker 1: stuff right if someone gets the first or a more 300 00:14:49,040 --> 00:14:51,440 Speaker 1: local person that's been there longer. There's like a little 301 00:14:51,520 --> 00:14:52,680 Speaker 1: hierarchy and pecking. 302 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:55,520 Speaker 2: Order, yeah, you know, and that exists within any sort 303 00:14:55,560 --> 00:14:58,880 Speaker 2: of alpha anything, you know, and you always in the 304 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:01,000 Speaker 2: military and things like that. So not being able to 305 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,560 Speaker 2: be the best, and I'm never going to be it's 306 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:08,200 Speaker 2: always been okay, Yeah, you're vulnerable in this area, and 307 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:10,960 Speaker 2: it's not a safe area to really show that. You know, 308 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:12,560 Speaker 2: you're going to like a building site, You're just going 309 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:14,880 Speaker 2: to get teased if you like that. So for me, 310 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:18,240 Speaker 2: it's just been a journey of discovery. It still is. 311 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:21,240 Speaker 2: It's something I want to do, you know, till a 312 00:15:21,320 --> 00:15:25,320 Speaker 2: day I can't walk anymore. But I need to understand 313 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:27,920 Speaker 2: my skill set and not be so reckless because I 314 00:15:28,080 --> 00:15:30,480 Speaker 2: sort of that is one of my traits, is I 315 00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:33,360 Speaker 2: can be reckless with my body and have suffered many injuries. 316 00:15:33,720 --> 00:15:36,560 Speaker 1: That must be like the determination drive though, so that's 317 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:38,200 Speaker 1: like it's a positive trait to have. 318 00:15:38,640 --> 00:15:41,600 Speaker 2: Maybe I think this is the little boy sort of 319 00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:44,200 Speaker 2: wanting to just be wild in me, you know, especially 320 00:15:44,280 --> 00:15:48,160 Speaker 2: after twenty years of yoga, where there's a certain way 321 00:15:48,200 --> 00:15:50,440 Speaker 2: you have to be, you know, and I don't mean 322 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:56,560 Speaker 2: being in authentic, but especially when you like the way 323 00:15:56,640 --> 00:16:01,080 Speaker 2: I am. There's a balancing side to the first impression 324 00:16:01,120 --> 00:16:04,440 Speaker 2: you get off me. Otherwise I can't influence people. It's 325 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:06,320 Speaker 2: like that you get curried straight away from me. People 326 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:07,880 Speaker 2: are like, well, I look at him, you know, but 327 00:16:07,920 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 2: they don't get compassion from me straight away. And so 328 00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:14,280 Speaker 2: it's just, yeah, I've just had to find how to 329 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:16,320 Speaker 2: balance that side of myself to be able to navigate 330 00:16:16,360 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 2: in the yoga world whilst still being myself and teaching 331 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,280 Speaker 2: what I think is very relevant to people, which sometimes 332 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:25,520 Speaker 2: challenges a lot of people because I'm not the stereotypical yo. 333 00:16:26,120 --> 00:16:27,600 Speaker 1: But I think it's to you. I think that's a 334 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:29,400 Speaker 1: great thing. And I think I would say that the 335 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:32,000 Speaker 1: compassion comes through your eyes in the second that you 336 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:35,640 Speaker 1: open your mouth like you no, but you're not like right, 337 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:37,280 Speaker 1: we're going to do you know, Like I've been in 338 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:41,480 Speaker 1: yoga classes where it's like it feels militant sometimes, whereas 339 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:44,840 Speaker 1: I always think in your classes, I'm like, Okay, I'm 340 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:46,880 Speaker 1: going to be challenged, I'm going to learn, but I'm 341 00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:49,800 Speaker 1: probably gonna have fun as well. Yeah, there's still a 342 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:52,080 Speaker 1: song that reminds me of you because it was in 343 00:16:52,120 --> 00:16:53,920 Speaker 1: a workshop. So you know, I used to come to 344 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:57,200 Speaker 1: Melbs and do workshops as in his workshop, packed out 345 00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:02,280 Speaker 1: Power Living Malbs and this song came on called Freedom 346 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:06,440 Speaker 1: and it's off the soundtrack to that Quinton Tarantino movie 347 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:10,560 Speaker 1: d Django, And that song to this day, if I 348 00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:13,240 Speaker 1: hear it, I'm like, duncan Yoka, I know the bit 349 00:17:13,359 --> 00:17:15,680 Speaker 1: that you were like I not remember which seat part 350 00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:18,160 Speaker 1: of the sequence was. Isn't that funny how your frameworks 351 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:21,600 Speaker 1: it is? So I think you've got the compassion and 352 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:27,600 Speaker 1: courage Downpat one hundred and mazillion percent, And Okay, I 353 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:28,360 Speaker 1: want to talk. 354 00:17:28,200 --> 00:17:29,040 Speaker 2: To you. 355 00:17:30,359 --> 00:17:30,879 Speaker 1: Very Ausy. 356 00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:32,440 Speaker 2: It's just free. 357 00:17:34,440 --> 00:17:36,680 Speaker 1: Very When I'm in America, they're like, oh my god, 358 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:42,280 Speaker 1: is that And I'm like no a little bit. But 359 00:17:43,359 --> 00:17:46,560 Speaker 1: I love how when you were like at the gym 360 00:17:46,840 --> 00:17:49,320 Speaker 1: doing handstands and stuff and your mates are like, yo, 361 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:51,439 Speaker 1: can you can you teach it? How are you doing that? 362 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:53,920 Speaker 1: And You're like, all right, I don't have enough time 363 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:55,760 Speaker 1: to eat all these mates of mine. I'm going to 364 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:58,000 Speaker 1: just hire a surf club. Is that right? 365 00:17:58,280 --> 00:18:00,640 Speaker 2: Yea coolcol surf club. Yeah? 366 00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:03,280 Speaker 1: Boys, is that really what happened? You just hide it 367 00:18:03,320 --> 00:18:05,240 Speaker 1: once a week and people just rocked up, and you 368 00:18:05,280 --> 00:18:06,840 Speaker 1: don't you donate all the money. 369 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:12,359 Speaker 2: And we printed out three to five hundred flyers and 370 00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:14,439 Speaker 2: I walked around all of kirk on d Y and 371 00:18:14,480 --> 00:18:17,040 Speaker 2: dropped it in leatterboxes because it was back before social 372 00:18:17,080 --> 00:18:19,800 Speaker 2: media like that. And I think I got one person 373 00:18:19,840 --> 00:18:23,960 Speaker 2: from those flyers on the first day and a lot 374 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,399 Speaker 2: of my friends and the first yow. I mean, I 375 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:28,200 Speaker 2: taught in nick or agu when I was traveling around 376 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:30,600 Speaker 2: the world, but it was just sort of I don't know, 377 00:18:30,600 --> 00:18:33,080 Speaker 2: it was just very ad hoc people just rocking up 378 00:18:33,080 --> 00:18:36,560 Speaker 2: because I was practicing. But the first class was all 379 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:40,439 Speaker 2: one hundred kilo bodybuilding men. There wasn't any girls in 380 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,800 Speaker 2: there in a surf club learning how to stretch into 381 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:45,360 Speaker 2: your hands then, but I kind of like that. Yeah, 382 00:18:45,400 --> 00:18:47,920 Speaker 2: and the mental health side of it, there was a philosophy, 383 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:49,879 Speaker 2: you know, there was a poetic rhetoric we call it, 384 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,719 Speaker 2: with some sort of spiritual sort of essence left, but 385 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:56,240 Speaker 2: in a way that those guys could digest it, you know. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 386 00:18:56,280 --> 00:18:59,280 Speaker 2: and that's how it started. And then just yeah, you know, 387 00:18:59,359 --> 00:19:02,199 Speaker 2: timings of obviously a big part of success. And then 388 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:05,159 Speaker 2: there's the capacity for the people in that timing space 389 00:19:05,200 --> 00:19:07,320 Speaker 2: whether they can do it. But it was definitely timing 390 00:19:07,400 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 2: yoga was ready to go mainstream and it didn't have 391 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:13,840 Speaker 2: any one Australia who was stepping outside those traditional younger 392 00:19:13,960 --> 00:19:17,199 Speaker 2: stunger sort of roles as much. And yeah, it just 393 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:21,399 Speaker 2: sort of all happened that. It definitely wasn't in my 394 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:23,879 Speaker 2: vision boards at the time. Really, It's not that I 395 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:26,800 Speaker 2: had vision boards then, but you know, I was working 396 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,960 Speaker 2: for a place who kept the trigger very similar McKenzie's consulting, 397 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:33,320 Speaker 2: doing leadership consulting to corporates, you know, and that's where 398 00:19:33,359 --> 00:19:36,639 Speaker 2: I thought I was going to end up really yeah, 399 00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:39,639 Speaker 2: and yeah, then yes, suddenly we had the busiest yoga 400 00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:40,600 Speaker 2: studio in Australia. 401 00:19:40,640 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 1: And so is it true you bought like an old 402 00:19:42,520 --> 00:19:45,240 Speaker 1: Bickram studio in the end, like borrow money off your bro? 403 00:19:45,720 --> 00:19:49,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, not much. I mean, the best investment he ever made. 404 00:19:52,040 --> 00:19:54,000 Speaker 2: But he's like, you know, he's like my brother's my 405 00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:55,920 Speaker 2: two years two years old. At me, he's like my father, 406 00:19:55,960 --> 00:19:59,000 Speaker 2: I suppose you know, many ways he's more conservative than me. 407 00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:00,959 Speaker 2: So he's always rained me when I've needed to be. 408 00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:04,800 Speaker 2: He's a beautiful man. And yeah, he helped me just 409 00:20:04,840 --> 00:20:07,560 Speaker 2: get to that last bit over the line, and yeah 410 00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:10,800 Speaker 2: we went with it. Yeah, yeah, there's a whole story 411 00:20:10,840 --> 00:20:11,000 Speaker 2: to it. 412 00:20:11,080 --> 00:20:13,600 Speaker 1: But yeah, yeah, it wasn't only like look, You're like, look, 413 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:14,959 Speaker 1: I don't know if I want to buy a studio, 414 00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:17,080 Speaker 1: and he's like, just use it for a month and 415 00:20:17,119 --> 00:20:17,560 Speaker 1: then just. 416 00:20:17,680 --> 00:20:20,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, he said, because I was doing business consulting, 417 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:24,040 Speaker 2: he was like, would you like to run it for me? 418 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:26,600 Speaker 2: Because I'm I'm stuck in this lease and just do 419 00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:28,439 Speaker 2: whatever you want. If it works, I'll sell it to you. 420 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:32,600 Speaker 2: And so all right, I'll give it a go. And yeah, 421 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,879 Speaker 2: just sort of all happened from there. I'd been teaching 422 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:38,440 Speaker 2: a little bit at other places prior to that, but 423 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,320 Speaker 2: I had no idea. I had one person in my 424 00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:42,359 Speaker 2: life back then, and she really said just do this. 425 00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:44,200 Speaker 2: She was from New York and she was like, you're 426 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:46,320 Speaker 2: the person. I think she knew a couple of male 427 00:20:46,359 --> 00:20:50,320 Speaker 2: teachers over there that were doing bigger things. And yeah, 428 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:53,000 Speaker 2: those last two words effort. You know, you don't know. 429 00:20:53,119 --> 00:20:55,240 Speaker 2: I think the biggest decisions I've made in my life 430 00:20:55,240 --> 00:20:59,760 Speaker 2: are always post those last two words. By the way, Okay, yeah, 431 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:01,960 Speaker 2: fuck it. You know every time I've ever bought a 432 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:03,879 Speaker 2: property or every time, you know, it's just like I 433 00:21:04,040 --> 00:21:05,960 Speaker 2: do all the analysis and then I really just don't 434 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:08,640 Speaker 2: know and it's like gutfield fuck it. 435 00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:12,280 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, So how did it grow from? I'm really 436 00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:16,960 Speaker 1: excited because it then went gang bus Like I think 437 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:20,240 Speaker 1: I've been to nearly everything. I think not probably not quite, 438 00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:24,879 Speaker 1: but like pretty close. I've definitely been to all your kids' locations. 439 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:28,280 Speaker 1: I did a book launch at the Bondai Junction and 440 00:21:28,440 --> 00:21:31,760 Speaker 1: did a yoga launch that like a yoga class for 441 00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:34,959 Speaker 1: a book launch there, but obviously Melbs as well. But 442 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:38,760 Speaker 1: how did it go from? Okay, that one location to 443 00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:41,320 Speaker 1: then Okay, we're gonna this is this is getting bigger, 444 00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:42,040 Speaker 1: we need to grow it. 445 00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:46,240 Speaker 2: Yeah. So it was six years at Neutral Bay. Yeah, 446 00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:49,200 Speaker 2: and then I was leaving Northern Beaches, so I always 447 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:51,640 Speaker 2: wanted to I think the vision that I had back 448 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:54,439 Speaker 2: then was like Bondai and Manly and that's it. That 449 00:21:54,520 --> 00:21:56,960 Speaker 2: was as big as I could think back then. And 450 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:59,399 Speaker 2: so I was working on Manly location and we eventually 451 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:02,360 Speaker 2: found a play and they're obviously very expensive to fit out, 452 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:05,680 Speaker 2: so we had to get to that point and we 453 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:08,159 Speaker 2: opened Manly and Manly was like broken even in the 454 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:10,800 Speaker 2: first week. It was like I've never seen anything. 455 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:11,720 Speaker 1: Haten, It's a great studio. 456 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:14,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, and it was like wow, okay, we're on. Here 457 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:19,760 Speaker 2: we go. And then I was like okay, wow, all right. 458 00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:22,119 Speaker 2: And then there were so many people that I trained 459 00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:25,399 Speaker 2: as teachers who wanted to make it a professional career, 460 00:22:25,920 --> 00:22:27,359 Speaker 2: and so I had people who were like can I 461 00:22:27,359 --> 00:22:29,040 Speaker 2: buy into this or can I open a studio and 462 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:31,560 Speaker 2: you own part of it. We basically grew to I 463 00:22:31,600 --> 00:22:34,480 Speaker 2: think at eleven studios at one point we had thirteen 464 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:36,640 Speaker 2: sort of over all the time at eleven, but there 465 00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:41,919 Speaker 2: was part ownerships franchises, that sort of stuff, and to 466 00:22:41,960 --> 00:22:45,200 Speaker 2: be on reflection, like there was a lot of time 467 00:22:45,359 --> 00:22:49,640 Speaker 2: I wasted trying to create that rather than just sort 468 00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:51,879 Speaker 2: of I used to say to a reporter back in 469 00:22:51,920 --> 00:22:54,240 Speaker 2: those days, what's your dream? I'm like to get back 470 00:22:54,280 --> 00:22:57,000 Speaker 2: to one studio and they'd be like, what you know 471 00:22:57,119 --> 00:22:58,760 Speaker 2: they want me to say, I want to go Like 472 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:02,480 Speaker 2: forty five wasn't But for me, I was turning into 473 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:06,679 Speaker 2: CEO businessman and I really wanted to stay that. I 474 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:08,960 Speaker 2: could be in the community, I could focus on yoga, 475 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:13,400 Speaker 2: and I certainly have CEO businessman. Entrepreneur is a big 476 00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:16,760 Speaker 2: part of my essence and enjoy it, but I need 477 00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:19,240 Speaker 2: to also contribute in another way. 478 00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:22,520 Speaker 1: And the next yeah, big time. 479 00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:24,600 Speaker 2: Yeah sir, Oh my goodness. 480 00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:25,879 Speaker 1: This is so cooled to learn all about it. I 481 00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:28,080 Speaker 1: want to talk quickly about teacher training because I got 482 00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:30,760 Speaker 1: to experience and remember it was. 483 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:32,119 Speaker 2: You made me a little bit nervous and I'm like, 484 00:23:32,119 --> 00:23:37,240 Speaker 2: oh my god, is this little celebrity training. You know. 485 00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:40,160 Speaker 1: The day that was the hardest for me, the day 486 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:47,240 Speaker 1: of silence for that well, probably the tracks that I'm 487 00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:49,600 Speaker 1: a chatterbox and that would make sense, but I was like, oh, 488 00:23:49,640 --> 00:23:51,800 Speaker 1: this silence is really hard. 489 00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:53,760 Speaker 2: I was so happy, great, but then. 490 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,359 Speaker 1: You feel like such a sense of like at the 491 00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,240 Speaker 1: end of the day, you're like, actually I can do 492 00:23:58,280 --> 00:24:01,840 Speaker 1: something really hard, you know. And but it was what 493 00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:04,080 Speaker 1: wasn't when you were doing the teach trains in Bali. 494 00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:09,920 Speaker 1: We were in like Vinda Valley or something that yeah, yeah, totally. 495 00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:12,400 Speaker 1: But I must say I was one of those people 496 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,320 Speaker 1: and I know this must be something common that people 497 00:24:14,359 --> 00:24:16,040 Speaker 1: say to you, but I was like, I don't want 498 00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,320 Speaker 1: to teach. This is a gift for myself. I just 499 00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:21,119 Speaker 1: want to be more connected and understand you because I 500 00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:23,119 Speaker 1: was there for a lot of the philosophy as well, 501 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,000 Speaker 1: and like understanding my anatomy better. 502 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:25,520 Speaker 2: Yep. 503 00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:30,240 Speaker 1: I think I did my final exam like written exam 504 00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:33,080 Speaker 1: and taught at Power Living in Melbourne that Wednesday afternoon. 505 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:35,520 Speaker 2: Wow, I think I remember, Yeah you did. Yeah, And 506 00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 2: I was like, I think Chris is round those days. 507 00:24:38,119 --> 00:24:40,159 Speaker 2: I was like, get older in the schedule, get us 508 00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:40,880 Speaker 2: straight on there. 509 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,959 Speaker 1: It was the best and it was and like I 510 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: loved teaching there so much. And I think as well, 511 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:51,280 Speaker 1: even since I've traveled around and taught in different places, 512 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:54,359 Speaker 1: people go you trained Living didn't you, Like they just know, 513 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:58,959 Speaker 1: but absolutely the way that you I think a powerlaving teacher, 514 00:24:59,119 --> 00:25:01,040 Speaker 1: like there's a sense of like, you know, when you 515 00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:03,760 Speaker 1: step in the space, you're calling breath, you're calling like in. 516 00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:05,040 Speaker 2: A very Yeah. 517 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 1: And that's why I said to you before this, I 518 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:09,040 Speaker 1: was like, where can I find great yokes? Because it's 519 00:25:09,119 --> 00:25:13,439 Speaker 1: that you yearn for that real power living like in 520 00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:17,840 Speaker 1: your bones. It's like because it is physical, mental, and spiritual. 521 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:20,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, there's those three elements, and we always say the 522 00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:23,920 Speaker 2: five elements earth, blire, a water, spirit. You know. If 523 00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:25,960 Speaker 2: you can balance those elements in the way you do 524 00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:28,639 Speaker 2: vocabulary and the physical movement and just the energy of 525 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:31,719 Speaker 2: the room, that's when you got your best classes, you know. 526 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:34,399 Speaker 2: And like it's the hardest one to balance space. You know, 527 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,240 Speaker 2: we just talk too much and don't give enough space 528 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:39,760 Speaker 2: for people to articulate what's actually occurring. And then you 529 00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:43,480 Speaker 2: people have struggled with fire confrontation of the air making 530 00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,600 Speaker 2: it humorous. You know, you'd be amazing at the air 531 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:48,280 Speaker 2: side of it. I'm amazing at the fire and earthside 532 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:49,480 Speaker 2: of it, you know, And I've got to work hard 533 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:52,320 Speaker 2: at the others which you have come and it's an amazing evolution. 534 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,639 Speaker 2: But you know, like one thing, I think for people 535 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:59,520 Speaker 2: who run businesses, I was quite experienced at helping small 536 00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:02,080 Speaker 2: business well, not quite experienced, but it was part of 537 00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:05,359 Speaker 2: my job. And when I took over, well, when I 538 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:08,959 Speaker 2: opened the yoga studio, what I noticed about yoga is 539 00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:11,080 Speaker 2: that you could go to a gym and you get 540 00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,240 Speaker 2: this type of yoga and it'd be called how Stronger 541 00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:15,639 Speaker 2: or hathy or whatever it be called. And then you 542 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:18,200 Speaker 2: go the next week and you go the exact same class, 543 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:20,560 Speaker 2: exact same name, be a different teacher, and it'd be 544 00:26:20,560 --> 00:26:24,680 Speaker 2: a completely different style. And that's like you know, going 545 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:27,320 Speaker 2: to McDonald's in China and then coming to a strange 546 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:29,720 Speaker 2: in a completely different big Mack. It's exactly the same. 547 00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:33,520 Speaker 2: And good business is standardization of product. And so I 548 00:26:33,560 --> 00:26:36,320 Speaker 2: hate calling it that because there's obviously an artistic side 549 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:39,480 Speaker 2: to yoga, but that was probably what I did is 550 00:26:39,520 --> 00:26:42,439 Speaker 2: I went, okay, well, I've got all these artists yogis 551 00:26:42,480 --> 00:26:43,960 Speaker 2: who don't want to be controlled. They don't want me 552 00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:45,359 Speaker 2: to tell them how to teach. But if I can 553 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:48,600 Speaker 2: give them structure, they'll teach better. And if I can 554 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:50,560 Speaker 2: show that to them, because I sort of have a 555 00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,760 Speaker 2: structured side to me, but I can sort of delve 556 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:55,320 Speaker 2: into the artistic side. And so I did that and 557 00:26:55,359 --> 00:26:58,080 Speaker 2: then Power Living had that structure that you could go 558 00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:00,239 Speaker 2: to every class and if it said it was a yes, 559 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:02,679 Speaker 2: a heart or a vines or whatever it is, you 560 00:27:02,760 --> 00:27:05,200 Speaker 2: got the same or at least seventy to eighty percent 561 00:27:05,280 --> 00:27:08,640 Speaker 2: the same experience every class. And that people want that, 562 00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,280 Speaker 2: you know, if not, they'll just go and run on 563 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,800 Speaker 2: a treadmill because I'll get the same experience every time. 564 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:15,439 Speaker 1: And I one thing I found, especially when I was 565 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:18,040 Speaker 1: living in Sydney in a student at the Bondai Beach 566 00:27:18,040 --> 00:27:21,160 Speaker 1: Studio a lot, because I'd always go to Soul's classes. 567 00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:24,199 Speaker 1: Yeah he's awesome, and so you'd get this like you know, 568 00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:27,240 Speaker 1: you'd get their strength and there. But I still remember 569 00:27:27,359 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 1: in one class we were in a pose and he goes, 570 00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:34,960 Speaker 1: imagine you're sucking spaghetti up your peepee hole, but he's 571 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:38,600 Speaker 1: actually getting to do something really anatomical that's important for whatever. 572 00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:40,359 Speaker 2: Person he can get away with saying it like that. 573 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,960 Speaker 2: He's metaphorically. He actually was the one who helped me 574 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:48,840 Speaker 2: evolve the earth, fire water spirit. He taught me how 575 00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:52,880 Speaker 2: to think metaphorically and visually. He's quite amazing in that way, 576 00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:54,560 Speaker 2: very unique human. 577 00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:57,960 Speaker 1: You'd always walk away with something. Yeah, and he might 578 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,240 Speaker 1: even tell a story even though there's something really like 579 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:03,040 Speaker 1: deep and philosophical about it. It'll be like I was 580 00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:05,439 Speaker 1: at the service station. I told myself, don't grab the 581 00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:07,600 Speaker 1: mars bar. I'll still grab the mask, but but then 582 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:10,320 Speaker 1: you'll twist it into like a yogi like sanscrit word, 583 00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,960 Speaker 1: and you're like, oh my goodness, this is don't get 584 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 1: the mass bar lolla. It was just really like beautifully 585 00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:21,560 Speaker 1: it was so easy to relate to, and but you'd 586 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,720 Speaker 1: still get your power living structure. So you'd still walk 587 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,840 Speaker 1: out and be like, physically, I've done this thing. I'm 588 00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:29,960 Speaker 1: getting stronger, I'm feeling more connected to myself, but I'm 589 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 1: also like, you feel like you're spiritually upgrading. 590 00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:35,040 Speaker 2: A little bit too. Yep, that's exactly what we want. 591 00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:38,080 Speaker 1: So okay, you can tell I'm a huge fan. So 592 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:40,280 Speaker 1: one other thing, just quickly about the teachers. Do you 593 00:28:40,320 --> 00:28:42,640 Speaker 1: know who one of my first do you remember? With 594 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:44,800 Speaker 1: the tea which probably still exists, you'd get a senior 595 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:47,280 Speaker 1: teacher to come into us junior Burger teachers and give 596 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,120 Speaker 1: us feedback on our classes. So Emmy was one of 597 00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:53,920 Speaker 1: my first and she called me lolo philosopher. She was like, 598 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:56,320 Speaker 1: oh my goodness. You know you did four different philosophy 599 00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:58,239 Speaker 1: lessons in that one hour. And I was like, I 600 00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:00,760 Speaker 1: just love it. Also, she's like, I did one love 601 00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:05,600 Speaker 1: how body that would have been? I reckon I would 602 00:29:05,600 --> 00:29:07,120 Speaker 1: have been nearly ten years ago. 603 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:10,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, probably Yeah. 604 00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:13,040 Speaker 1: Anyway, So this is one thing I want to ask about, 605 00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:16,120 Speaker 1: is what is because it says on the power of 606 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:20,600 Speaker 1: being side neuro spinology. Yeah, am I saying that right? 607 00:29:20,680 --> 00:29:24,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, you are neurosponology. It's there was a gentleman who 608 00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:26,360 Speaker 2: he was ahead of the chiropractical like a president of 609 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,920 Speaker 2: the Chiropractic Association Strain. He broke away and he started 610 00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:34,280 Speaker 2: his own sort of style, which was a it's around 611 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:38,040 Speaker 2: understanding the spine and getting the optimal alignment of every 612 00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:41,160 Speaker 2: vertebrus of the individual frame and and the periopheral nervous 613 00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:46,200 Speaker 2: system has the most optimal environment to have century and 614 00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:48,920 Speaker 2: receive information, et cetera. So it was more of a 615 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:52,880 Speaker 2: like which is very similar to the goal of Hatha yoga. 616 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:56,280 Speaker 2: If I'm honest, we just talk about it with nadis 617 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,440 Speaker 2: and everything, but it is about the improvement of the 618 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:02,360 Speaker 2: nervous system and optimal alignment of your body, especially so 619 00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:04,479 Speaker 2: you can sit in meditation for such a long time. 620 00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:07,840 Speaker 2: So I was, I don't know, I was probably seven 621 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:10,440 Speaker 2: years into my yoga journey, and I was a bit 622 00:30:10,640 --> 00:30:13,440 Speaker 2: confused with anatomy. And there's a lot of yoga teachers 623 00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:16,640 Speaker 2: teaching anatomy. You really didn't know much about anatomy. I'm 624 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:18,479 Speaker 2: one of these people that I just I have to know. 625 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:20,880 Speaker 2: So I was like, well, I'm going to go and study. 626 00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:23,320 Speaker 2: And that was a two year long sort of advanced 627 00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:27,280 Speaker 2: diploma I think it is, and it fitted within the 628 00:30:27,360 --> 00:30:29,680 Speaker 2: last style, and so I just went studied that and 629 00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 2: it was amazing. And it was really because I wanted 630 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,600 Speaker 2: to train teachers so well, and i'd finished sort of well, 631 00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:38,680 Speaker 2: not finished, but I got to a depth of philosophical 632 00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 2: understanding of yoga, which is really where I sit and 633 00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:44,080 Speaker 2: you know for me what yoga does for me. That 634 00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,680 Speaker 2: I then went, all, I want to be also anatomically 635 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:50,080 Speaker 2: intelligent in the way we move people. Because ten years 636 00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:53,240 Speaker 2: are doing yoga, it can have an effect on the body, 637 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:55,960 Speaker 2: and like any sport, if you do it for you know, 638 00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:59,400 Speaker 2: we talk about yoga arsenal. You do anything physically for 639 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,200 Speaker 2: a long period of time, you're going to suffer the 640 00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,800 Speaker 2: consequences of that sport, like a golfer. You know, it's 641 00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,360 Speaker 2: going to develop one side, et cetera. So I was like, well, 642 00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:09,480 Speaker 2: we need to make it as safe as possible, even 643 00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:12,320 Speaker 2: though it's not the best bulletproof practice out there, but 644 00:31:12,360 --> 00:31:14,400 Speaker 2: it's a good movement practice. And because it's got the 645 00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:17,200 Speaker 2: philosophy and everything, and then you know, it just becomes 646 00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:20,600 Speaker 2: a whole mental health evolution and all that sort of 647 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:23,080 Speaker 2: stuff that we all love. So yeah, I was really 648 00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:25,640 Speaker 2: inspired to just go and learn so that I wasn't 649 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:28,120 Speaker 2: just teaching rubbish, you know and speaking out of my 650 00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,480 Speaker 2: bum and I could really We used to get a 651 00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:32,640 Speaker 2: lot of physios and doctors come to the trainings, and 652 00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:35,000 Speaker 2: I wanted to be able to be able to teach 653 00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:38,040 Speaker 2: them as well. Yeah yeah, yeah, so yeah, I just 654 00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,720 Speaker 2: dived into that. And then all of our teachers, you know, 655 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:44,400 Speaker 2: Amy's she's anatomy nerd, and we just sort of got 656 00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:46,680 Speaker 2: everyone into this, like come on, we need some anatomical 657 00:31:46,720 --> 00:31:49,120 Speaker 2: intelligence in our sequencing. Let's do it, you know, and 658 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,240 Speaker 2: it was hard because so many of the teachers are 659 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:54,840 Speaker 2: just full artists. For yeah, that sort of trying to 660 00:31:54,840 --> 00:31:57,560 Speaker 2: get them to understand anatomy, which is such a structured, 661 00:31:57,680 --> 00:32:00,280 Speaker 2: you know language, just giving it. 662 00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:03,040 Speaker 1: It's like there's a lot of muscles when you're caught 663 00:32:03,120 --> 00:32:06,080 Speaker 1: when you're asking for someone to like turn something on. 664 00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, I've always struggled most with the anatomy side 665 00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:10,720 Speaker 1: and stuff for sure. 666 00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,719 Speaker 2: And we make it clear that you don't have to 667 00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:14,800 Speaker 2: know it. There's just it's just another rabbit hole we 668 00:32:14,840 --> 00:32:16,920 Speaker 2: can dive down, you know. Yeah, So I'm going to 669 00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:18,400 Speaker 2: train you. I'm going to train you in all of 670 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:20,520 Speaker 2: them and then you know, you can go and work 671 00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:22,880 Speaker 2: out which ones you want to dive down. But some 672 00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:24,960 Speaker 2: of the greatest teachers in Australia that you know, I'm 673 00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:27,760 Speaker 2: my greatest teachings teachers, I know, they don't know anatomy 674 00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:31,080 Speaker 2: that well. Yeah, but they can do sequences that are safe, yes, 675 00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:31,880 Speaker 2: and that's all that matters. 676 00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:34,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, I love I remember so I got into I 677 00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,840 Speaker 1: was one of the classics that got into yoga via 678 00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:39,600 Speaker 1: Bigram many many many years ago, just to balance out 679 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:42,440 Speaker 1: my boxing training. I was like, but I remember that 680 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:45,760 Speaker 1: always say happy spine, happy life, and it's fully tracks 681 00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:48,280 Speaker 1: with all the like it just and what you were, 682 00:32:48,720 --> 00:32:50,800 Speaker 1: what you've trained in as well. Is that also because 683 00:32:50,840 --> 00:32:53,840 Speaker 1: I feel like you've almost got like jiu jitsu style 684 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:56,240 Speaker 1: in your movement training as well, So you're passionate about 685 00:32:56,280 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 1: like mobility and like real that functional movement as well, right. 686 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, definitely. And I have a black belt in 687 00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:04,080 Speaker 2: zendo kai, which is a martial art. I did for 688 00:33:04,120 --> 00:33:07,880 Speaker 2: about fifteen years until I finished in the Army. It 689 00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:10,880 Speaker 2: was sort of what I did, and then I've been 690 00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:13,840 Speaker 2: doing jiu jitsu actually pretty seriously for the last two years. 691 00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:16,080 Speaker 2: I'm still only a three strike white belt at the moment, 692 00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:21,040 Speaker 2: but it's my practice at the moment, and I'm learning 693 00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:24,280 Speaker 2: how to, i don't know, not be so competitive and 694 00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,800 Speaker 2: bullish and how to flow in that world, which is 695 00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:27,640 Speaker 2: an interesting thing. 696 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:30,520 Speaker 1: Would like support as much as a different. 697 00:33:30,200 --> 00:33:34,680 Speaker 2: Person that shows up in a way. But you know 698 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,400 Speaker 2: what I've really learned this white belt journey all over again, 699 00:33:37,760 --> 00:33:41,520 Speaker 2: the humility for me to show up and be not 700 00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:43,920 Speaker 2: the king in the room and not the best at 701 00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:46,160 Speaker 2: something and knowing I can't get there a bit like 702 00:33:46,200 --> 00:33:49,360 Speaker 2: god surfing is it's been very humbling for me. It's 703 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:52,160 Speaker 2: forty seven years of age where I've managed to create 704 00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:55,320 Speaker 2: a bit of success and really great life. And you know, 705 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:01,080 Speaker 2: this is my training of just always do something that 706 00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:04,080 Speaker 2: you aren't good at or that you've got to be 707 00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:07,680 Speaker 2: a beginner, like that beginner's mind. It's so important and 708 00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:11,120 Speaker 2: it was really missing in my life, and so it's 709 00:34:11,160 --> 00:34:14,080 Speaker 2: just been Yeah, I'm addicted, like I really am addicted 710 00:34:14,120 --> 00:34:16,919 Speaker 2: to it. But movement in general is something I've always 711 00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:21,480 Speaker 2: been addicted to and fascinated by. You know, when I 712 00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:24,120 Speaker 2: watch Emmy, the way Emmy moves, like Emmy's one of 713 00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:26,440 Speaker 2: the best movies I've ever seen in light and you know, 714 00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:29,920 Speaker 2: the fact that we're together as I just feel so fortunate. 715 00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:33,080 Speaker 2: But watching her move and the way he ex dances 716 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:35,239 Speaker 2: and soul and all of the people I've got to 717 00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:37,799 Speaker 2: meet through yoga, it's just fascinating how they move. Where 718 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:39,520 Speaker 2: I was a rugby player, it was like, Okay, there's 719 00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:42,200 Speaker 2: one direction to get the ball of that end, however 720 00:34:42,239 --> 00:34:45,839 Speaker 2: you do it, And eventually that turned into okay, well 721 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:48,960 Speaker 2: we can move and stretch and not be in pain 722 00:34:49,040 --> 00:34:51,440 Speaker 2: as much as I am, And yeah, I find it 723 00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:52,879 Speaker 2: fascinating watching people move. 724 00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:56,759 Speaker 1: Do you follow Tom Hardy? Yeah, I was going to say, 725 00:34:56,800 --> 00:35:02,960 Speaker 1: because he's like deep in the jiu jitsu. Yeah, yeah, 726 00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:05,239 Speaker 1: you can tell that. It's like such a passion for him, 727 00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:06,120 Speaker 1: you can really and. 728 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:08,120 Speaker 2: It's something that did. It's like yogurt because it's a 729 00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:10,839 Speaker 2: chess game. People don't realize the mental side to it 730 00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:15,680 Speaker 2: and it's an endless pit of learning technique. And for me, 731 00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:19,000 Speaker 2: it gave me a community as well, which I can 732 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,640 Speaker 2: isolate myself a lot because I've been in front of 733 00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:23,400 Speaker 2: the spotlight a little bit and it's not something I 734 00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:27,480 Speaker 2: really want. I can isolate myself and Emmy's very introverted, 735 00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,520 Speaker 2: so I need to make sure I'm doing things where 736 00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:33,040 Speaker 2: I'm in communities and communities of people that have that 737 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:37,960 Speaker 2: also that natural alpha masculine side to themselves. So yeah, 738 00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:40,560 Speaker 2: it's been it's been a beautiful experience, but yeah, I'm 739 00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:40,960 Speaker 2: a norvious. 740 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:43,919 Speaker 1: The reason why I'm meant like that the yoga could 741 00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:46,680 Speaker 1: time in well with the jiu jitsu is I trained 742 00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,160 Speaker 1: muy Thai for a while and there's so much respect 743 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:52,239 Speaker 1: and presence. You have to be super present otherwise, well 744 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,280 Speaker 1: you're going to get hit, right, right, and I imagine 745 00:35:54,320 --> 00:35:55,680 Speaker 1: jiu jitsu would be the same, like you have to 746 00:35:55,719 --> 00:35:57,799 Speaker 1: be so I know it's like much more of a 747 00:35:58,160 --> 00:35:59,759 Speaker 1: I've been to a few comps where I've just watched 748 00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:02,439 Speaker 1: mate in jiu jitsu comps and I'm like, oh my god, 749 00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:04,200 Speaker 1: like this is and it can be quick and it 750 00:36:04,239 --> 00:36:06,799 Speaker 1: cannot be quick, and it's just it's like it's like 751 00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:09,960 Speaker 1: this presence picture that carries across with the yogs as 752 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:12,879 Speaker 1: well and a deep respect yeap o. Well, I noticed 753 00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:14,520 Speaker 1: that definitely with the moy taile. I was like, oh, 754 00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:16,520 Speaker 1: you have to bow before you get an honor. 755 00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:19,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like the bashida a way to death before dishigner. 756 00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,520 Speaker 1: So like. And that's why I like seeing these like 757 00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:26,160 Speaker 1: movement journeys for you because I and I love what 758 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:28,600 Speaker 1: you said about like being a beginner at something and 759 00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,440 Speaker 1: I live half in La and I train as an 760 00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:33,839 Speaker 1: actor and people like what, you're over thirty too old 761 00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:35,400 Speaker 1: to be doing acting. I'm like, are you kidding me? 762 00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:39,520 Speaker 1: Watch me? Like I love like I love the hunger 763 00:36:39,719 --> 00:36:42,800 Speaker 1: of like like that abiliity, Like how lucky that I 764 00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:45,000 Speaker 1: can even learn this thing right now? Yeah, And I 765 00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:46,719 Speaker 1: think that's the same with the jiu jitsu, Like. 766 00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:50,359 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a humility I think. Yeah, maybe I don't 767 00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:52,759 Speaker 2: think you understood. Like I think I lost it a 768 00:36:52,760 --> 00:36:55,440 Speaker 2: little bit. Not that I was arrogant or anything like that, 769 00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:58,160 Speaker 2: but I just every area of my life I was 770 00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:00,720 Speaker 2: either the boss or I'd done it for so long 771 00:37:01,239 --> 00:37:03,759 Speaker 2: and it was like I forgot that. Okay, I need 772 00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:05,719 Speaker 2: to do new things, you know, I need to be 773 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,520 Speaker 2: in that world. I need to not be the boss. 774 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:08,960 Speaker 2: I need to not be in charge. I need to 775 00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:12,759 Speaker 2: And it's been so freeing, you know, getting joked out 776 00:37:12,840 --> 00:37:16,080 Speaker 2: by twenty sixty five kilo guys and it's like, yeah, 777 00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:18,160 Speaker 2: you got me, and I'm so happy, you know it's 778 00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:20,640 Speaker 2: happened and humbling, and then there's also all the frustration 779 00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:24,439 Speaker 2: and you know, but yeah, the yoga mindset, it will 780 00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:27,200 Speaker 2: definitely transfer over. But there's just a level of technique 781 00:37:27,239 --> 00:37:31,359 Speaker 2: you need to that mindset coming in, you know, and 782 00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:34,880 Speaker 2: it's just survive At the moment. I love it. 783 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:38,359 Speaker 1: So what talk to me about what's next? So, as 784 00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:39,960 Speaker 1: I mentioned, this would be a nice fair release, so 785 00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,120 Speaker 1: you can say what you're working on? Yeah, how are 786 00:37:42,160 --> 00:37:43,359 Speaker 1: living online? 787 00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:47,880 Speaker 2: Yeah? So power living with you know, we've downsized a 788 00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:50,640 Speaker 2: lot of our franchises went their own way. COVID really 789 00:37:50,680 --> 00:37:54,799 Speaker 2: affected Hamitous, you know, wiped out half our business in 790 00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:59,040 Speaker 2: a way. But in some ways there's always you know, 791 00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:03,640 Speaker 2: a desperation mother of invention or you know, those tough times. 792 00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:06,040 Speaker 2: So you know, we went online like everyone did, and 793 00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:10,120 Speaker 2: we've recently just created instead of filming online. And one 794 00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:12,719 Speaker 2: thing I hated was teaching to a camera just a 795 00:38:12,719 --> 00:38:15,760 Speaker 2: green dot. You know. I was like, I really enjoy this. Actually, 796 00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:17,239 Speaker 2: it's a funny thing I've got to tell you, is 797 00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:20,959 Speaker 2: we say that there was the rise of like years ago, 798 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,880 Speaker 2: was the rise of the wandering Yogi. The yogi cruise around, 799 00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:26,080 Speaker 2: you know, and that's how first started the Tabee Joyce 800 00:38:26,120 --> 00:38:28,400 Speaker 2: and our younger days and the Western has learned they 801 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:30,440 Speaker 2: went and taught these years. And then there was a 802 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:32,680 Speaker 2: rise of the studio yogi, which was a bit like me. 803 00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:34,080 Speaker 2: I was one of the people who opened a lot 804 00:38:34,080 --> 00:38:36,880 Speaker 2: of studios. Then there was a rise of the Instagram yogi, 805 00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:38,719 Speaker 2: and I tried to be in that well. But you know, 806 00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:41,719 Speaker 2: admittedly it's a very good world to stay in, and 807 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:43,560 Speaker 2: I was a bit old to really keep up with 808 00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:47,600 Speaker 2: the physical prowess that was being demonstrated. You know, the 809 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:51,040 Speaker 2: kids overtook me eventually, and now it's the rise of 810 00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:55,200 Speaker 2: the zoom yogi. Yeah, and there's these people who can 811 00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,719 Speaker 2: nail it, but I just like, I'm not very good 812 00:38:57,760 --> 00:38:59,840 Speaker 2: at it. And so I was racking my brains, is like, 813 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:01,960 Speaker 2: I don't want to teach the camera and the people 814 00:39:02,000 --> 00:39:04,839 Speaker 2: teaching online yoga down and manly I felt for them, 815 00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:06,520 Speaker 2: you know, and because a lot of people turn their 816 00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:09,279 Speaker 2: screens off, you're teaching the black screens and just green dots, 817 00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:10,520 Speaker 2: and I was like, how can we fix this? And 818 00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:13,400 Speaker 2: I was like I was looking at a surfing website 819 00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:15,759 Speaker 2: watching the waves, you know, going I should we go 820 00:39:15,800 --> 00:39:17,360 Speaker 2: for a surf. I was like, why don't we have 821 00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:20,880 Speaker 2: one of these cameras in our room, the surfcams, right webcam, 822 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,160 Speaker 2: and then you can go to Troy's Saturday morning sold 823 00:39:24,160 --> 00:39:26,320 Speaker 2: out class do it in New Loungdry and we're trying 824 00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:28,839 Speaker 2: to get a view so that it's like you're in 825 00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:31,799 Speaker 2: the room, so there's actually legs next to you and 826 00:39:32,239 --> 00:39:35,960 Speaker 2: bums going here and arms going here. So that and 827 00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:40,239 Speaker 2: then our teachers aren't teaching online yoga. They'll have a 828 00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:42,360 Speaker 2: TV with people up if they want to not be 829 00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:45,319 Speaker 2: black on the screen, but they're teaching a class. Yeah, 830 00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:48,319 Speaker 2: and I'm really excited about that because it hasn't been 831 00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:50,840 Speaker 2: done in Australia and something that really motivates me is 832 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:55,080 Speaker 2: to be the first to do things and be original 833 00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:58,200 Speaker 2: in a way. You know. That really excites me, that 834 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:02,680 Speaker 2: creative side of like sense. Right, Yeah, it does. And 835 00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:04,319 Speaker 2: I think as soon as people find out, it's going 836 00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:08,680 Speaker 2: to go around because and it saves us all the 837 00:40:08,719 --> 00:40:12,440 Speaker 2: costs of what costs to do online yoga, which is considerable. Yeah, 838 00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:14,399 Speaker 2: and I think you get a better product. So I'm like, well, 839 00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:17,960 Speaker 2: this is a win win win everywhere. But then I'm like, oh, 840 00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:19,440 Speaker 2: it's going to go to every yoga sore. I'm like, 841 00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:21,879 Speaker 2: I own nothing, share everything. That's the That's what it's 842 00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:25,040 Speaker 2: got to be eventually on the yoga world. So yeah, 843 00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:26,759 Speaker 2: I hope everyone does it, and I hope it gets 844 00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:27,400 Speaker 2: the more people. 845 00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:29,600 Speaker 1: Well, make sure that in the show notes there are 846 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:32,480 Speaker 1: links to get involved and you check it out. I 847 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:35,120 Speaker 1: can't have you on the pod without asking you. And 848 00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:37,040 Speaker 1: it's probably a hard question to answer, but do you 849 00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:39,680 Speaker 1: have like a favorite yogi philosophy or is there like 850 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:43,560 Speaker 1: some favorite learning that you're just like, this is my 851 00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:44,839 Speaker 1: fail safe, this is what I. 852 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:49,359 Speaker 2: Can Yeah, I mean it's really, I mean you've done 853 00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:53,640 Speaker 2: the process to understanding your vastness. That really your belief 854 00:40:53,719 --> 00:40:57,239 Speaker 2: systems that drive you, whether you believe in karma and 855 00:40:57,239 --> 00:40:59,200 Speaker 2: then you've been born with them, or whether just things 856 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:02,719 Speaker 2: you've learned from a young age. I think that if 857 00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:05,239 Speaker 2: I summed all that, it's the ability to rest in 858 00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:09,080 Speaker 2: just that complete impermanence, that uncertainty of life, and not 859 00:41:09,160 --> 00:41:12,319 Speaker 2: let it turn to fear and then deal with all 860 00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:14,719 Speaker 2: your fear responses, which are all your reactions to keep 861 00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:17,120 Speaker 2: you safe or to prove you're smart or get people 862 00:41:17,160 --> 00:41:19,960 Speaker 2: to like you. You know, it's like, can you just sit 863 00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:25,439 Speaker 2: in that uncertainty and just eventually thrive in it? Which 864 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:27,480 Speaker 2: is difficult? You know, I get tingles and vulnerable, and 865 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:30,120 Speaker 2: I talk about it because I think a lot of 866 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:34,759 Speaker 2: us we think we confuse being uncertain with ignorance, and 867 00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:37,480 Speaker 2: we straight away want to create some sort of concept 868 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:41,319 Speaker 2: that now feels like we understand or we know, and 869 00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:44,400 Speaker 2: that's where we make the mistake. It's like, no, that's 870 00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:46,799 Speaker 2: that's already what you know. It's like, can you sit 871 00:41:46,840 --> 00:41:49,080 Speaker 2: there and just receive, which is you know what you 872 00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:52,680 Speaker 2: do in meditation. I think that's what people we should 873 00:41:52,680 --> 00:41:55,400 Speaker 2: try and master through our yoga practice. Is that ability. 874 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,600 Speaker 2: And no one we're not doing that. And maybe there's 875 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,360 Speaker 2: times where you don't do that you want to be 876 00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:01,959 Speaker 2: safe and it's but I think there should be times 877 00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:04,319 Speaker 2: in your life where you just can sit like that. 878 00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:07,520 Speaker 1: Ah, We'll think about how much magic would come out 879 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:10,640 Speaker 1: of the uncertainty, because our brain is like that primal 880 00:42:10,719 --> 00:42:14,479 Speaker 1: part of the brain that is like uncertainty, no fear, fear, 881 00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:16,360 Speaker 1: like you could die right now, like and so we do. 882 00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:18,640 Speaker 1: We have all these mechanisms that are like, don't feel 883 00:42:18,640 --> 00:42:21,279 Speaker 1: the fear, don't feel the fear, and really it is 884 00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,200 Speaker 1: just sitting with the like, well, let's just see where 885 00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:28,680 Speaker 1: this goes in something simple or something really deep. And 886 00:42:28,719 --> 00:42:30,360 Speaker 1: so I get it. But it is that it's that 887 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:33,400 Speaker 1: ability to and also like if the fear does crop up, 888 00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:35,160 Speaker 1: just being like oh cool, that's there. I'm still going 889 00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:37,640 Speaker 1: to sit here and be okay with the uncertainty. 890 00:42:37,880 --> 00:42:38,240 Speaker 2: Yeah. 891 00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:39,040 Speaker 1: Oh I like that. 892 00:42:39,239 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean that's what that moment I think is 893 00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:45,120 Speaker 2: what yoga is. Hmmm. And so can we be in 894 00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:48,880 Speaker 2: that moment more often yeah, and then does that person 895 00:42:49,080 --> 00:42:51,280 Speaker 2: is there's something that exists in there? Can you operate 896 00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:51,960 Speaker 2: in that moment? 897 00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:55,640 Speaker 1: Well, of course you would have, Yeah, that would be 898 00:42:55,800 --> 00:42:56,479 Speaker 1: most people won't. 899 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:59,319 Speaker 2: They'll go to their belief systems, and you know everyone does. 900 00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:02,040 Speaker 2: I do as well. But it's there's a space there 901 00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:04,920 Speaker 2: and like you've see a little bit of the home 902 00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:06,919 Speaker 2: that I live in now. Whenever I need to make 903 00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:09,520 Speaker 2: decisions and want to be creative, it's like, okay, there's 904 00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:12,600 Speaker 2: my meditation, Matt. I sit there and just I'm just 905 00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:16,040 Speaker 2: going to see it until a genuine insight dawns upon me, 906 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:21,080 Speaker 2: not old information that I've just constructed. And sometimes that 907 00:43:21,120 --> 00:43:24,560 Speaker 2: could take months, six months, a year before it is 908 00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:27,719 Speaker 2: a genuine insight. It so whoa, that's new, that's that's 909 00:43:27,760 --> 00:43:29,360 Speaker 2: It's like a webcam thing is like how do we 910 00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:31,080 Speaker 2: fix Okay, I want to sit. I'm not going to 911 00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:33,839 Speaker 2: think about it in meditation. Just this this is something 912 00:43:33,880 --> 00:43:37,280 Speaker 2: I want resolved in a universe. Give me a download 913 00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:40,160 Speaker 2: and it's like, whoa, something so simple, Okay, let's do that. 914 00:43:41,360 --> 00:43:44,600 Speaker 1: So it is very simple. It is making it sound simple, 915 00:43:44,760 --> 00:43:47,680 Speaker 1: but I think we it's weird because I think as 916 00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:50,480 Speaker 1: humans we like to. We don't necessarily like to, but 917 00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:53,040 Speaker 1: we complicate things and we have these like the way 918 00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:54,840 Speaker 1: you were talking about the belief system and like the 919 00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:57,719 Speaker 1: way we've kind of conditioned ourselves to kind of like 920 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:01,719 Speaker 1: survive and and kind of like feel okay. But I 921 00:44:01,719 --> 00:44:04,960 Speaker 1: do think, like you mentioned it being clear as well, 922 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,399 Speaker 1: And I think like when you're really clear is when 923 00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:10,680 Speaker 1: you're uncomfortable, like comfortable being uncomfortable, and you're just like, Okay, 924 00:44:10,719 --> 00:44:13,839 Speaker 1: well we're here. I know, I know I'm here, and 925 00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,759 Speaker 1: like let's just see and be open. And that's really 926 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:19,360 Speaker 1: scary as well, Like I guess, I mean, you. 927 00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:21,239 Speaker 2: Live in that a lot. I've watched your journey and 928 00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:23,799 Speaker 2: just seeing you come into the yoga world and take 929 00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,120 Speaker 2: over the yoga world. You know, when you were like 930 00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:29,359 Speaker 2: we're going to talk about yogus, I'm like, wow, that's 931 00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:31,399 Speaker 2: going to trigger so many people. They're going to choose 932 00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,400 Speaker 2: to be triggered by something like that. It's like this 933 00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:36,040 Speaker 2: girl just doesn't care. I'm like, Wow, she's living her truth. 934 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,560 Speaker 2: She's free. Like I'm like cool, I like that. Let's 935 00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:43,239 Speaker 2: let's add some slang, you know, and yeah, like I've 936 00:44:43,280 --> 00:44:44,799 Speaker 2: seen that in you and you see that in so 937 00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:47,120 Speaker 2: many people doing amazing things, and they may not even 938 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:50,440 Speaker 2: cognitively know that that's their skill. But that's what I've 939 00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:52,520 Speaker 2: seen in so many people who have done so many things, 940 00:44:52,680 --> 00:44:55,160 Speaker 2: is that is their skill. Is they're just in that 941 00:44:55,280 --> 00:44:58,240 Speaker 2: creative intuitive space and they're not going into fear. 942 00:44:59,200 --> 00:45:02,960 Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, I've always thought, my boyfriend always says me, goes, 943 00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:05,919 Speaker 1: your superpower is fearlessness. Is like, you'll just do stuff 944 00:45:05,960 --> 00:45:08,480 Speaker 1: that's uncomfortable. I'm like, but I don't really want regret. 945 00:45:08,719 --> 00:45:12,040 Speaker 1: I want to like do stuff that I'm never going 946 00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:14,080 Speaker 1: to look back and go, oh, I wish, I wish 947 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:15,919 Speaker 1: I gave that a red hot crack. I'm gonna be like, well, 948 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:17,520 Speaker 1: I gave it a red hot crap. I have plenty 949 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:20,480 Speaker 1: of failures as well, And I think anybody that has 950 00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:23,760 Speaker 1: had some form of like what people would deem successful, 951 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:26,160 Speaker 1: they've probably tripped a shit ton of times to get there. 952 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:29,239 Speaker 1: Right And so ah, I could talk to you all 953 00:45:29,280 --> 00:45:32,000 Speaker 1: day long. Thank you so much, pleasure, pleasure, And this 954 00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:34,840 Speaker 1: place is beautiful, well done. I know it's another passion 955 00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:35,440 Speaker 1: of yours. 956 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:37,960 Speaker 2: Building is a huge passion and designing and drawing. 957 00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:41,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, oh, look at this creative like I love it. 958 00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,760 Speaker 1: I can't wait to see what is next for you. You 959 00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:46,479 Speaker 1: are a huge inspiration. I don't know how we haven't 960 00:45:46,480 --> 00:45:47,200 Speaker 1: caught up sooner. 961 00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:50,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, thank you so much for having me and you're 962 00:45:50,160 --> 00:45:52,840 Speaker 2: a huge inspiration to me. And thank you for you know, 963 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:55,440 Speaker 2: some of your tips and everything for my journey because 964 00:45:55,440 --> 00:45:56,000 Speaker 2: we need it. 965 00:45:56,200 --> 00:45:59,359 Speaker 1: Oh mate. The feeling is totally mutual and it's been 966 00:45:59,400 --> 00:45:59,920 Speaker 1: an honor. 967 00:45:59,760 --> 00:46:01,080 Speaker 2: My awesome thank you. 968 00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:09,480 Speaker 1: That's a wrap on another episode of Fearlessly Failing. As always, 969 00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:13,000 Speaker 1: thank you to our guests, and let's continue the conversation 970 00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:18,919 Speaker 1: on Instagram. I'm at Yamo Lollerberry. This party my work 971 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:23,719 Speaker 1: for podcast is available on all streaming platforms. I'd love 972 00:46:23,760 --> 00:46:26,799 Speaker 1: it if you could subscribe, rate and comment and of 973 00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:28,399 Speaker 1: course spread the love.