1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:07,600 Speaker 1: This is a podcast about failure with me. Lola Berry, author, nutritionist, 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:11,600 Speaker 1: and yoga teacher, join me as we get to know 3 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:16,200 Speaker 1: these guests and learn about how their failures have ultimately 4 00:00:16,239 --> 00:00:21,840 Speaker 1: shaped their dreams. Welcome to fearlessly Failing with Lola Berry. 5 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:45,200 Speaker 1: All right, So, who here has heard of tallylu Awesome? Okay, 6 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:47,640 Speaker 1: nearly half the room. Okay for those of you that haven't. 7 00:00:47,640 --> 00:00:51,519 Speaker 1: It's this awesome active where brand. But it's kind of 8 00:00:51,560 --> 00:00:56,000 Speaker 1: got this like spunk about it. It is. They're obviously 9 00:00:56,080 --> 00:00:59,960 Speaker 1: Melbourne based girls. It's also like street, really cool street 10 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:02,240 Speaker 1: where They've given us a pair of tights to give 11 00:01:02,240 --> 00:01:07,119 Speaker 1: away as well at the end, so hopefully someone, hopefully 12 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:08,120 Speaker 1: you guys win it. 13 00:01:09,680 --> 00:01:16,040 Speaker 2: These two girls are incredible little go getters and I've 14 00:01:16,080 --> 00:01:17,960 Speaker 2: just always got good vibes off them, whether it be 15 00:01:17,959 --> 00:01:20,840 Speaker 2: in a Yogi class or just running in We go 16 00:01:20,840 --> 00:01:23,120 Speaker 2: to the same coffee place sometimes just running into each other, 17 00:01:23,160 --> 00:01:23,600 Speaker 2: and I'm like. 18 00:01:23,600 --> 00:01:27,559 Speaker 1: Your legends. So that is why we have the directors 19 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:31,400 Speaker 1: of Tullyloo here. And I make this mistake about people 20 00:01:31,920 --> 00:01:35,120 Speaker 1: when I introduce them, I introduce them as their Insta handle. 21 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:40,080 Speaker 1: It just happened with Bridy before, so I always call 22 00:01:40,800 --> 00:01:45,400 Speaker 1: Sarah Passini Spinashi. Is that what I call Spassini? So 23 00:01:45,440 --> 00:01:49,160 Speaker 1: we're gonna welcome Sarah Spassini. Yeah. Matt's like, you got 24 00:01:49,160 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 1: it right. He practiced it with me like four times 25 00:01:51,320 --> 00:01:54,760 Speaker 1: in the car and Tully Humphrey. Can we give them 26 00:01:54,760 --> 00:02:06,080 Speaker 1: a big round of applause? Yeah, welcome. That's your waters guys, 27 00:02:06,320 --> 00:02:10,400 Speaker 1: Thank you, Okay, awesome, it's all working. So I just 28 00:02:10,440 --> 00:02:12,360 Speaker 1: gave the guy the room. I don't know, could you 29 00:02:12,360 --> 00:02:13,280 Speaker 1: hear it? 30 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:13,000 Speaker 3: Yeah? 31 00:02:13,440 --> 00:02:17,600 Speaker 1: Awesome? A little taste of you guys. And what Tully 32 00:02:17,639 --> 00:02:20,360 Speaker 1: Lou was all about in kind of like just before 33 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:24,200 Speaker 1: we get into the questions, in a kind of sentence 34 00:02:24,280 --> 00:02:25,840 Speaker 1: each what is If someone said to you, you're in 35 00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:27,160 Speaker 1: an interview, what is Tullylu? 36 00:02:28,480 --> 00:02:32,840 Speaker 3: I would say it's like a fierce act strong far out. 37 00:02:33,240 --> 00:02:34,600 Speaker 3: I forgot you. 38 00:02:36,520 --> 00:02:38,840 Speaker 1: On the spot, so I would. 39 00:02:38,560 --> 00:02:40,760 Speaker 4: Say a fashion forward active where. 40 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:45,600 Speaker 1: I like strong and fearless too, though I had fierce. 41 00:02:45,720 --> 00:02:48,720 Speaker 1: I think that's I think that's what I remember the 42 00:02:48,720 --> 00:02:52,440 Speaker 1: first time that you guys like were launching and I 43 00:02:52,480 --> 00:02:56,040 Speaker 1: was like, I feel like daft punk, Like I love 44 00:02:56,080 --> 00:03:00,800 Speaker 1: it yeah, And I was just like, oh, I feel 45 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:05,720 Speaker 1: like and it is not just active where, but it's 46 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:10,040 Speaker 1: also straightwe where one hundred percent? Okay, So I also 47 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:16,239 Speaker 1: want to know what before tullylu So, I think let's 48 00:03:16,280 --> 00:03:18,440 Speaker 1: go back to the start. Let's go back to you 49 00:03:18,480 --> 00:03:20,440 Speaker 1: and I met each other at Bickram yoga when you 50 00:03:20,480 --> 00:03:23,280 Speaker 1: were my teacher and we were probably both I was 51 00:03:23,320 --> 00:03:25,280 Speaker 1: probably twenty two or twenty three. 52 00:03:25,440 --> 00:03:28,480 Speaker 3: I was, yeah, I was probably about. 53 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:32,480 Speaker 1: Nineteen yeah, yeah, and I remember Bram has anyone here 54 00:03:32,560 --> 00:03:36,120 Speaker 1: done Bickram? We were like, it's hard, adding we do 55 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:39,560 Speaker 1: like forty day challenges, crazy pants style stuff. 56 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:42,600 Speaker 3: That's when we had no life, like time to do 57 00:03:42,720 --> 00:03:44,280 Speaker 3: ninety minutes and yoga. 58 00:03:43,880 --> 00:03:46,560 Speaker 1: And we go for coffee after and Tully be like, 59 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:48,720 Speaker 1: so I've got this idea I want to do an 60 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 1: active wear brand. And I'm like, yeah, like do it then. 61 00:03:52,760 --> 00:03:55,240 Speaker 1: So we'd have these kind of little motivational kind of 62 00:03:55,320 --> 00:03:58,240 Speaker 1: like coffees, Yeah, bous, can you do the door? 63 00:03:58,280 --> 00:03:58,440 Speaker 3: Is that? 64 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:00,680 Speaker 1: Okay? Sorry? I keep looking at this door that's open. 65 00:04:00,800 --> 00:04:05,160 Speaker 1: I'm like, no, don't worry this seventy it's really interesting 66 00:04:05,200 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 1: for people listening the podcast. You notice sound, You look 67 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:12,120 Speaker 1: at sound in such a different way, and little things 68 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:14,360 Speaker 1: like everywhere you record, you'll you'll just get to know 69 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:17,800 Speaker 1: like trams and you know, like if an elevator is 70 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:20,479 Speaker 1: near a room, you just it becomes this. You'come your 71 00:04:20,520 --> 00:04:25,040 Speaker 1: own kind of like sound engineer or producer. We're lucky though, 72 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:29,440 Speaker 1: shout out to boss who does everything. Okay, so tell 73 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:34,320 Speaker 1: me about Like, So, I've only known Sarah in recent 74 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:38,160 Speaker 1: kind of years, probably last five years or so, i'd say, 75 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:41,800 Speaker 1: but we still have catch up at yoakes. Tell me 76 00:04:41,839 --> 00:04:45,400 Speaker 1: where you're both were, because I know that initially Tully 77 00:04:45,520 --> 00:04:47,880 Speaker 1: Lou was your baby? Correct? 78 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:52,240 Speaker 3: Yeah? Were you so? I Where was I? So? 79 00:04:52,320 --> 00:04:52,520 Speaker 1: Yeah? 80 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 3: I started Telly Lou in twenty twelve. I started Telly 81 00:04:57,160 --> 00:05:00,000 Speaker 3: Lou because when I was a teenager, I was diagnosed 82 00:05:00,120 --> 00:05:03,640 Speaker 3: with anorexia and depression. So I had to finish school 83 00:05:04,120 --> 00:05:06,920 Speaker 3: around year ten to recover at home. That was kind 84 00:05:06,920 --> 00:05:09,200 Speaker 3: of my recovery process. I could have gone to rehab 85 00:05:09,240 --> 00:05:11,440 Speaker 3: a hospital, but I chose to recover at home. I 86 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:14,560 Speaker 3: grew up in the country, and yeah, I was recovering 87 00:05:14,560 --> 00:05:16,039 Speaker 3: at home, and that's kind of where I found my 88 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 3: yoga path. When I was recovering, I just kind of 89 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,240 Speaker 3: fell into yoga. I was seeing a therapist who was 90 00:05:21,320 --> 00:05:24,080 Speaker 3: quite holistic and I'm quite lucky. Back when I was 91 00:05:24,120 --> 00:05:26,760 Speaker 3: like fourteen fifteen, I fell into that holistic kind of 92 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:29,480 Speaker 3: world quite young, like meditation and yoga and stuff, which 93 00:05:29,520 --> 00:05:32,560 Speaker 3: I'm so grateful for now. And yeah, I kind of 94 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:34,760 Speaker 3: fell into yoga. She was like, I think you should 95 00:05:34,760 --> 00:05:37,719 Speaker 3: try yoga. So I fell into yoga. Was doing that 96 00:05:37,760 --> 00:05:40,200 Speaker 3: at home on like a silly like DVD. Actually think 97 00:05:40,200 --> 00:05:45,760 Speaker 3: it was Jerry from Spice Girls. Like it was like, yeah, 98 00:05:45,880 --> 00:05:48,080 Speaker 3: then I literally think it was that. I probably still 99 00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:51,240 Speaker 3: got it somewhere, and I quickly became addicted to the 100 00:05:51,279 --> 00:05:54,039 Speaker 3: yoga because it kind of took me out of my 101 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:56,040 Speaker 3: head for like the hour or whatever it was, and 102 00:05:56,080 --> 00:05:58,000 Speaker 3: it like didn't have to stress about food or what 103 00:05:58,080 --> 00:06:00,320 Speaker 3: my weight was. And I just fell in love with 104 00:06:00,440 --> 00:06:03,320 Speaker 3: like that feeling. So that's where my love of yoga 105 00:06:03,440 --> 00:06:06,359 Speaker 3: kind of came about. And yeah, I was doing that 106 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,520 Speaker 3: constantly and I was kind of like getting a little 107 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 3: bit better. Mum and Dad were like, I think it's 108 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:12,760 Speaker 3: time you should probably do something. You're kind of, you know, 109 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:14,360 Speaker 3: just locking yourself in your room and like I was 110 00:06:14,440 --> 00:06:16,920 Speaker 3: very OCD. I had depression like all this kind of stuff. 111 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:20,279 Speaker 3: So I started going to Melbourne School of fashion because 112 00:06:20,279 --> 00:06:22,560 Speaker 3: I was really passionate about fashion and I knew that 113 00:06:22,600 --> 00:06:24,719 Speaker 3: I wanted to start a label in the future. But 114 00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:26,800 Speaker 3: obviously back then, I didn't think it was going to 115 00:06:26,839 --> 00:06:28,760 Speaker 3: be yoga were I thought it'd be like evening wear. 116 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:30,919 Speaker 3: So that I started doing that, and then I remember 117 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,839 Speaker 3: driving past the Bigraam yoga studio in Fitzroy like every day, 118 00:06:35,120 --> 00:06:37,240 Speaker 3: and I just like I just got drawn to it, 119 00:06:37,279 --> 00:06:39,200 Speaker 3: and then I started doing yoga there. Back then, I 120 00:06:39,200 --> 00:06:41,000 Speaker 3: was probably doing it more for the calories, because I 121 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:43,640 Speaker 3: was obsessed with burning calories, and like, whenever i'd eat, 122 00:06:43,680 --> 00:06:44,520 Speaker 3: I'd be like, oh my god, I have to go 123 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:45,840 Speaker 3: to yoga because I can't get fat. 124 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:50,600 Speaker 1: So then I yeah, because burns seven hundred. 125 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:52,599 Speaker 3: Calories and I knew what the calories were, so I 126 00:06:52,720 --> 00:06:54,839 Speaker 3: was like no, no, no, So every time i'd like eat 127 00:06:54,880 --> 00:06:56,640 Speaker 3: with my reward was to do yoga. So then I 128 00:06:56,640 --> 00:06:59,560 Speaker 3: didn't get fat. So crazy now how the mind works, 129 00:06:59,600 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 3: but I was just in this trap. And yeah, I 130 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:04,240 Speaker 3: started doing yoga, and I was doing that for a 131 00:07:04,240 --> 00:07:08,159 Speaker 3: while on my recovery process. And I remember one day 132 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:09,960 Speaker 3: I was in a yoga class and I remember just 133 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,840 Speaker 3: looking around. I was still like it took me a 134 00:07:12,880 --> 00:07:15,040 Speaker 3: long time to recover from my eating disorder. To be honest, 135 00:07:15,040 --> 00:07:17,600 Speaker 3: probably about twenty six twenty seven I completely kind of 136 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:18,680 Speaker 3: got over it. 137 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:19,960 Speaker 1: It's like a ten year recovery. 138 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:21,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was a while, Like I got diag thosed 139 00:07:21,440 --> 00:07:23,320 Speaker 3: one was fourteen, but to be fair, I don't think 140 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:25,800 Speaker 3: like and I still have my days like but. 141 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:27,640 Speaker 4: Yeah. 142 00:07:27,680 --> 00:07:29,240 Speaker 3: So then I was in a yoga class and I 143 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:31,400 Speaker 3: was looking around the room and I was like far out, 144 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:34,680 Speaker 3: like all the women in like really baggy black kind 145 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:37,320 Speaker 3: of clothing and back then active where it wasn't a thing. 146 00:07:37,360 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 3: It was just like Nike added ass and like Lorna Jane, 147 00:07:40,480 --> 00:07:44,040 Speaker 3: and I just remember thinking, shit, maybe I should start 148 00:07:44,080 --> 00:07:46,760 Speaker 3: a yoga brand, Like I want to start a label. 149 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:49,360 Speaker 3: And I love yoga and I love what it's done 150 00:07:49,400 --> 00:07:52,640 Speaker 3: for me, and I would love to like dress women 151 00:07:52,680 --> 00:07:54,640 Speaker 3: to make them feel really confident so they do want 152 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:56,400 Speaker 3: to work out and they look good, they feel good 153 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:58,040 Speaker 3: because I mean, I don't know about you guys, when 154 00:07:58,040 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 3: you get like a new gym set, like you want 155 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:02,600 Speaker 3: to go to the gym the next day, like you're calm. Yeah, 156 00:08:02,720 --> 00:08:04,640 Speaker 3: So I was like, Okay, I think this is what 157 00:08:04,680 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 3: I want to do. So that's when the idea came about, 158 00:08:07,200 --> 00:08:09,400 Speaker 3: and then I kind of shipped myself to Los Angeles. 159 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:11,360 Speaker 3: I actually went to the Begroom yoga training because I 160 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 3: kind of knew that I needed a job on the side. 161 00:08:13,160 --> 00:08:15,000 Speaker 3: I didn't know how well the brand was going to go. 162 00:08:15,440 --> 00:08:18,120 Speaker 3: And then yeah, shipped myself to La taught, did the 163 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,360 Speaker 3: yoga training, came back. 164 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:22,000 Speaker 1: It's Beckroom training really like such a digress. 165 00:08:22,080 --> 00:08:24,080 Speaker 3: It's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. 166 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:25,560 Speaker 1: And there's a doco on Netflix. 167 00:08:25,680 --> 00:08:27,240 Speaker 3: Yeah. I don't know if you guys have watched it, 168 00:08:27,320 --> 00:08:33,200 Speaker 3: but everything and that is true. But then also I, yeah, yeah, 169 00:08:33,200 --> 00:08:36,280 Speaker 3: that was crazy. But yeah, so I did that and 170 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:37,880 Speaker 3: then came back and taught for a while and then 171 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:41,520 Speaker 3: started the brand and it got took off, and then 172 00:08:41,559 --> 00:08:43,880 Speaker 3: I ended up kind of not teaching yoga as much 173 00:08:43,880 --> 00:08:46,120 Speaker 3: and then started Taliloo full time. 174 00:08:46,280 --> 00:08:49,320 Speaker 1: So one thing on that when we caught up for coffee, 175 00:08:49,320 --> 00:08:51,839 Speaker 1: these girls are very organized there, like can we practice 176 00:08:52,120 --> 00:08:55,360 Speaker 1: hatch out forgot? And you mentioned because you dropped out 177 00:08:55,360 --> 00:08:57,320 Speaker 1: of school, you kind of were like, am I smart 178 00:08:57,400 --> 00:08:59,040 Speaker 1: enough be a business woman? Am I? 179 00:08:59,480 --> 00:09:01,640 Speaker 3: Yeah? It's a trigger of mine. So because I finished 180 00:09:01,640 --> 00:09:04,080 Speaker 3: school in year ten, I had this thing in my 181 00:09:04,120 --> 00:09:06,360 Speaker 3: head that I was too dumb to do anything else, 182 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:09,000 Speaker 3: like and it's still a trigger to this day. I'm like, well, 183 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,600 Speaker 3: I didn't finish school. I'm dumb. I can't go to 184 00:09:11,679 --> 00:09:13,599 Speaker 3: Universe because like back then, like if you didn't do 185 00:09:13,679 --> 00:09:15,440 Speaker 3: year twelve, it was like, well what university you're going 186 00:09:15,480 --> 00:09:16,880 Speaker 3: to go to. You can't go to Union if you 187 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:20,200 Speaker 3: didn't finish school. So I was like, I'm dumb, Like 188 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:22,680 Speaker 3: I can't do anything. So my back then, I was like, 189 00:09:22,720 --> 00:09:24,800 Speaker 3: the only thing I can do is start my own business. 190 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:26,360 Speaker 3: And I'm the kind of person that doesn't really want 191 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:28,800 Speaker 3: to work for anyone else anyway, but that was kind 192 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:30,800 Speaker 3: of my mentality. So my thing was like, my only 193 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:33,160 Speaker 3: option is to teach yoga and start my own business. 194 00:09:33,240 --> 00:09:34,640 Speaker 3: So I did. I thought it was done. 195 00:09:34,800 --> 00:09:36,720 Speaker 1: Some of the most successful people people that have dropped 196 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:41,000 Speaker 1: out of school like or failures, Yeah true, yeah, like 197 00:09:41,280 --> 00:09:46,040 Speaker 1: Steve Jobs and Francis Yeah, man, yeah, I think you're 198 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:50,560 Speaker 1: on the way out pretty well where. 199 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:53,400 Speaker 3: Richard Branson is. But yeah, crazy. 200 00:09:53,520 --> 00:09:56,000 Speaker 1: So at this time, did you guys know, like were 201 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:58,199 Speaker 1: you mates for ages all week? Because you were following 202 00:09:58,240 --> 00:09:59,920 Speaker 1: your dream career at this. 203 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:05,480 Speaker 4: So going back to how it all came about with me, 204 00:10:05,679 --> 00:10:11,199 Speaker 4: is I'm so into sport and was such an athlete 205 00:10:11,240 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 4: growing up, played elite level volleyball. And then when I 206 00:10:13,679 --> 00:10:16,520 Speaker 4: was sixteen, I actually had a serious motorbike accident. Had 207 00:10:16,520 --> 00:10:19,680 Speaker 4: to take half a year off school to recover because 208 00:10:19,960 --> 00:10:21,880 Speaker 4: I had to have skin grafts all that kind of thing, 209 00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:23,400 Speaker 4: and they were like, do you know if I was 210 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:27,360 Speaker 4: going to lose my leg? And so after that, I 211 00:10:27,440 --> 00:10:30,480 Speaker 4: kind of went into like a life crisis at sixteen, 212 00:10:30,520 --> 00:10:31,679 Speaker 4: I think, because I was like, what am I going 213 00:10:31,720 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 4: to do if I'm not going to be in a 214 00:10:33,120 --> 00:10:33,840 Speaker 4: road athlete? 215 00:10:34,040 --> 00:10:36,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, and so I. 216 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:38,400 Speaker 4: Was like, Okay, what else can I do in the 217 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:40,080 Speaker 4: health wellness exercise field? 218 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:42,000 Speaker 3: And I was like, oh, I'll work for an AFL club, 219 00:10:42,600 --> 00:10:44,640 Speaker 3: So yeah, a dream job. 220 00:10:44,720 --> 00:10:46,920 Speaker 4: Like my whole family is obsessed with AFL. So I 221 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:49,200 Speaker 4: was like that's what I'll do, Like, that's what I 222 00:10:49,240 --> 00:10:52,520 Speaker 4: want to do. So I went to UNI, studied exercise science, 223 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:57,040 Speaker 4: made it in nutrition, and ended up at an AFL 224 00:10:57,080 --> 00:10:59,720 Speaker 4: football club and I was like, yep, done, Like life 225 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:04,760 Speaker 4: complet and I hated it, absolutely hated it, Like I 226 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:08,960 Speaker 4: actually dreaded going there and weekends going to games, and 227 00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:11,120 Speaker 4: I was just like, this isn't for me. And then 228 00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:14,080 Speaker 4: I had other things in my life going on as well, 229 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:16,520 Speaker 4: and I was like, everything's out of my control, like 230 00:11:16,640 --> 00:11:17,400 Speaker 4: nut stuff is. 231 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:22,199 Speaker 3: I'm running away. So that's my coping mechanism is running away. 232 00:11:22,280 --> 00:11:24,560 Speaker 4: So went over to Italy and worked with a couple 233 00:11:24,600 --> 00:11:29,320 Speaker 4: of cyclists over there in nutrition. Came back and I 234 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:31,200 Speaker 4: think that's probably when I first met who was about 235 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 4: twenty three twenty four in yoga. 236 00:11:33,559 --> 00:11:35,280 Speaker 3: I had started the brand, maybe the brand was like 237 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:39,600 Speaker 3: two years old already, and then I met Sarah Atoga. 238 00:11:39,640 --> 00:11:42,520 Speaker 4: I came back and my sister was pregnant, so I 239 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:45,360 Speaker 4: worked for the family business, helping out, and then I 240 00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:47,280 Speaker 4: was like, nah, I'm going to go back to Italy 241 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 4: and going to live in Milan, going to live the 242 00:11:48,840 --> 00:11:51,319 Speaker 4: high life. And I was like, So I did that, 243 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:53,520 Speaker 4: and I was on the phone to tell every single day, 244 00:11:53,640 --> 00:11:58,679 Speaker 4: just hating life, crating it, literally crying. So I think 245 00:11:58,720 --> 00:12:01,400 Speaker 4: I was there for about four months, came back home 246 00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:06,240 Speaker 4: and again just working for the family business because I 247 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:08,320 Speaker 4: wasn't sure if I wanted to use my degree or not. 248 00:12:08,440 --> 00:12:10,959 Speaker 4: And then I was just doing some work for tell, 249 00:12:11,480 --> 00:12:14,040 Speaker 4: like writing some blogs and all that on health and wellness, 250 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:16,080 Speaker 4: and She's like, got to a stage where you're like, 251 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:17,480 Speaker 4: I actually I. 252 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:19,560 Speaker 3: Was going to quit. Yeah. I got to a stage 253 00:12:19,559 --> 00:12:21,560 Speaker 3: where my health was getting in the way, like I 254 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:25,000 Speaker 3: was getting like panic attacks anxiety, like because I was 255 00:12:25,080 --> 00:12:28,319 Speaker 3: running the business by myself and I just my mum 256 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:31,480 Speaker 3: was like, you can't keep doing this, and I was like, no, no, 257 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:31,720 Speaker 3: I can. 258 00:12:31,840 --> 00:12:32,079 Speaker 1: I can. 259 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:34,960 Speaker 3: I'm like this is what I do. I can. And 260 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:36,280 Speaker 3: then I got to a point I was like I 261 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 3: have to quit, Like I can't do this anymore. 262 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:41,120 Speaker 1: And I'm not a quitter, but I was just like done. 263 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:42,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, done. 264 00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:45,120 Speaker 1: So did you see something in did Sarah see something 265 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:47,160 Speaker 1: in the business that was like no, no, I can, 266 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,280 Speaker 1: Oh we got this, We got this. 267 00:12:50,120 --> 00:12:52,160 Speaker 4: But I think by that stage we'd had quite a 268 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:53,640 Speaker 4: few celebrities. 269 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:53,640 Speaker 3: In the stuff. 270 00:12:53,720 --> 00:12:56,080 Speaker 4: Yeah, so yeah we had yeah, And I was like 271 00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,440 Speaker 4: I was really passionate about the brand because I could 272 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:03,000 Speaker 4: see how passion that TA was and just the mission 273 00:13:03,040 --> 00:13:08,719 Speaker 4: around like just trying to empower women. Like I was like, 274 00:13:08,760 --> 00:13:10,520 Speaker 4: when you look good, you feel good. So I was 275 00:13:10,600 --> 00:13:14,199 Speaker 4: like I really believed in that mentality. So I was like, nah, 276 00:13:14,360 --> 00:13:16,560 Speaker 4: I can't let you give up on your dream, like, 277 00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:19,560 Speaker 4: let's do this together. So I think that's when it 278 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:20,199 Speaker 4: all started. 279 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:22,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, just before I go into you two working together. 280 00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:27,320 Speaker 1: You also when you went through your accident, your control 281 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:29,000 Speaker 1: mechanism was similar. 282 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:33,080 Speaker 4: To to Yes, I because everything out of my life 283 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:35,160 Speaker 4: was out of control. It was like, okay, what can 284 00:13:35,200 --> 00:13:38,040 Speaker 4: I control? So I controlled what I ate and how 285 00:13:38,080 --> 00:13:42,000 Speaker 4: I exercise. So I did over exercise control what you 286 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:43,560 Speaker 4: eat kind of mentality. 287 00:13:43,840 --> 00:13:46,560 Speaker 1: And I think the stats are crazy, but it's very, 288 00:13:46,679 --> 00:13:48,840 Speaker 1: very high for women to like the three of us 289 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:52,120 Speaker 1: on stage, we've all experienced some form of an eating disorder, 290 00:13:52,640 --> 00:13:55,640 Speaker 1: over exercising. It all comes under the same umbrella. So 291 00:13:55,720 --> 00:13:58,240 Speaker 1: I just think it's really important to touch on that 292 00:13:58,400 --> 00:14:02,319 Speaker 1: because I'm pretty sure that we're not the only three 293 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:05,560 Speaker 1: people in this room that have experienced something like that. 294 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:08,920 Speaker 1: So it's just empowering to hear people share it. I 295 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:13,440 Speaker 1: love breaking stigmas. The next thing I want to ask 296 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:16,280 Speaker 1: you guys, you're born a day apart, same hospital. 297 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:21,760 Speaker 4: Double cancerians, all the emotions so sensitive. 298 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:27,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, so how is it working with your best bud, 299 00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:31,000 Speaker 1: like your soul bud? Like I imagine it's like epic 300 00:14:31,080 --> 00:14:35,280 Speaker 1: but also do you get on each other's nerves frustrating. 301 00:14:36,800 --> 00:14:41,560 Speaker 3: I'll let you answer that. I mean we are very 302 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:43,520 Speaker 3: like we had a podcast the other day actually with 303 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 3: a friend and we're talking about it and we're very similar, 304 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:50,920 Speaker 3: but we're very different. It can be challenging. Not gonna 305 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:55,080 Speaker 3: lie like we but then it's we just we know 306 00:14:55,120 --> 00:14:57,480 Speaker 3: what we have to work on. Our communication together is 307 00:14:57,800 --> 00:15:01,600 Speaker 3: quite bad because we have that this silly kind of relationship. 308 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:04,479 Speaker 3: You know, how you talk to people you love the most, 309 00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:08,000 Speaker 3: probably the worst. That's kind of like our relationship. But 310 00:15:08,160 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 3: we're working on like being more aware of the communication. 311 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:13,880 Speaker 3: It's like, look, your time with your voice is not 312 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:17,120 Speaker 3: very high also, or like Sarah like tell you that 313 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:17,760 Speaker 3: was rude. 314 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:24,000 Speaker 1: So do you know when we when we caught up 315 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,640 Speaker 1: to do this coffee catch up before this there, we 316 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:29,120 Speaker 1: were talking about podcasting and I was like, guys, you 317 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:31,200 Speaker 1: guys should have a podcast and tell us like, yeah, well, 318 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:33,520 Speaker 1: Sarah's worried about this and this, and Sarah it's like, nah, 319 00:15:33,560 --> 00:15:36,520 Speaker 1: oh may I just want to talk to somebody and 320 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:38,080 Speaker 1: tells no, no, you din want And I was like 321 00:15:38,360 --> 00:15:39,560 Speaker 1: it's okay, I'll put you in. 322 00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:42,680 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm sure mediated out. 323 00:15:42,520 --> 00:15:45,440 Speaker 3: Of the like we'll sit down and people were like, oh, 324 00:15:45,520 --> 00:15:48,000 Speaker 3: they'll walk away and they're like, oh god, you guys 325 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:54,880 Speaker 3: all right conversation no, so it's like it's amazing. So 326 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:57,400 Speaker 3: it is amazing, but we know we have to work 327 00:15:57,440 --> 00:15:59,760 Speaker 3: on communication and stuff like that. But like like we 328 00:15:59,800 --> 00:16:01,400 Speaker 3: all yeah, yeah. 329 00:16:01,520 --> 00:16:04,600 Speaker 4: I think Tali described it the other days as we're 330 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:06,440 Speaker 4: getting older that. 331 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:10,160 Speaker 3: We're we're more patient and yeah, aware of ourselves and 332 00:16:10,200 --> 00:16:11,680 Speaker 3: how we interact with other people. 333 00:16:11,680 --> 00:16:14,440 Speaker 4: And I think especially last year for us was a 334 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:16,720 Speaker 4: big learning curve on how we treat each other and 335 00:16:16,760 --> 00:16:18,000 Speaker 4: how we want to treat. 336 00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:21,160 Speaker 1: Each other nice and all the yoga training as well. 337 00:16:21,200 --> 00:16:23,520 Speaker 1: I don't know if this happened with you, but often 338 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:26,640 Speaker 1: when you're yoga training, you taught to say, hey, when 339 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:30,480 Speaker 1: this happens, I feel as opposed to you just pat 340 00:16:30,600 --> 00:16:37,920 Speaker 1: me right off. You're a dip. I do do that sometimes, mate, 341 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:41,240 Speaker 1: fireball o me. Yeah, don't worry. So you touched on 342 00:16:41,280 --> 00:16:43,720 Speaker 1: this before with you've had some celebs in it. Take 343 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 1: me through. I know you've had gg in it. Take 344 00:16:46,160 --> 00:16:48,440 Speaker 1: me through some of the highlights, like we like pinch 345 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,080 Speaker 1: me moments, we've caught up in LA and you guys 346 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:52,400 Speaker 1: like just take me, and you're like, yeah, you need 347 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:54,160 Speaker 1: to go here, you need to do this. And you've 348 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 1: kind of got like you've had teams working for you 349 00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:59,160 Speaker 1: in LA Like I've seen you do a big event, Like, yeah, 350 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:00,960 Speaker 1: did you an eventit We. 351 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:03,320 Speaker 3: Did like a yoga boxing event on the top of 352 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:06,440 Speaker 3: ep LP in Los Angle, massive kind of like it's 353 00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:12,000 Speaker 3: a rooftop, massive Australian owned. But yeah, no, so probably 354 00:17:12,040 --> 00:17:17,160 Speaker 3: the pinch myself, pinch myself. Yeah, the moment, it would 355 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:21,000 Speaker 3: probably be gg So when she was probably maybe like 356 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:25,400 Speaker 3: five years ago now, yeah, so I hate asking friends 357 00:17:25,400 --> 00:17:27,679 Speaker 3: for help. I just I mean I do now, but 358 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:29,960 Speaker 3: like back then, I just I'm not that kind of 359 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:34,400 Speaker 3: person like. And she was here for the Melbourne Cup, 360 00:17:34,520 --> 00:17:37,760 Speaker 3: so she was an ambassador for Melbourne Cup. And I 361 00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:40,320 Speaker 3: saw her put a photo on Instagram and I saw 362 00:17:40,359 --> 00:17:42,360 Speaker 3: actually one of my friends in the background and she's 363 00:17:42,400 --> 00:17:46,320 Speaker 3: a stylist and she was assisting GD stylist and I 364 00:17:46,359 --> 00:17:48,159 Speaker 3: saw Jenna in the background and I was like, oh 365 00:17:48,200 --> 00:17:50,200 Speaker 3: my god, that's Jen. I was like, maybe I should 366 00:17:50,240 --> 00:17:52,320 Speaker 3: ask her if I could give. I've never gifted anything 367 00:17:52,359 --> 00:17:54,400 Speaker 3: to a celebrity before, Like this was the first time 368 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:56,800 Speaker 3: and I was like, oh, maybe I should ask Jen 369 00:17:57,040 --> 00:17:59,440 Speaker 3: if like she can gift her a pair of leggings. Ohnhn, 370 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:01,280 Speaker 3: that's like I can't do that, Like I don't want 371 00:18:01,280 --> 00:18:02,879 Speaker 3: to do that's fine. And I was like no, actually, 372 00:18:02,880 --> 00:18:05,000 Speaker 3: fuck it, I'm gonna ask it. Like I'm gonna hustle. 373 00:18:05,080 --> 00:18:07,040 Speaker 3: This is why this is what people do. I'll do it. 374 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:09,600 Speaker 3: So anyway, I messaged Jenna and I'm like, hey, I 375 00:18:09,640 --> 00:18:11,840 Speaker 3: just saw you in the back of Gigi's photo, Like, 376 00:18:11,880 --> 00:18:14,080 Speaker 3: is it okay if I put together a package and 377 00:18:14,280 --> 00:18:16,840 Speaker 3: you gift to do And she's like, should be fine. 378 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:19,879 Speaker 3: I'll just ask if it's okay. To the stylist that 379 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:22,240 Speaker 3: she was assisting she asked him, He's like, yeah, that's fine. 380 00:18:22,280 --> 00:18:24,159 Speaker 3: So I put together this like really beautiful package, like 381 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:25,920 Speaker 3: a pair of leggings, a cross, and then I wrote 382 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:28,480 Speaker 3: like a really nice letter and then I dropped it 383 00:18:28,520 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 3: to Jenna and then she was like, okay, cool, I'll 384 00:18:30,160 --> 00:18:32,840 Speaker 3: take it to Crown like tomorrow. I was like, okay, great, 385 00:18:33,359 --> 00:18:36,560 Speaker 3: and then the next day Jen's like, oh, she came 386 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:38,520 Speaker 3: back from the races early. She's gone straight to bed. 387 00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:40,600 Speaker 3: I've given it to her assistant. I'm like, okay, cool. 388 00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:41,760 Speaker 3: And then I was like, you know what, if she 389 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:44,920 Speaker 3: doesn't get them, it's fine, someone else will get them. Amazing. 390 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:48,480 Speaker 3: Still didn't know if she had them. Like maybe a 391 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:51,600 Speaker 3: month went past, still don't know, and then another month 392 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:54,680 Speaker 3: and then I woke up in the morning one morning, 393 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:56,400 Speaker 3: like a little bit early, and I just checked my phone. 394 00:18:56,400 --> 00:18:58,800 Speaker 3: I had all these notifications on Instagram, and I was like, 395 00:18:58,840 --> 00:19:01,240 Speaker 3: what the hell is going on? And then it was 396 00:19:01,320 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 3: like at Telly, you, I tell you, I tell you, 397 00:19:02,960 --> 00:19:04,720 Speaker 3: where are these leggings from? Were these leggings? I was like, 398 00:19:04,720 --> 00:19:06,040 Speaker 3: Oh my god, what is going on? And then I 399 00:19:06,119 --> 00:19:09,280 Speaker 3: realized that she'd post a photo or boxing and she 400 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:11,199 Speaker 3: was wearing the leggings, and I was like, oh my 401 00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:12,600 Speaker 3: gosh it. And then I get a message from my 402 00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:14,840 Speaker 3: mom and Mom's like, had Gigi had is wearing your pants? 403 00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:17,199 Speaker 3: I know, I know, I know. I don't know how 404 00:19:17,240 --> 00:19:17,639 Speaker 3: to keep. 405 00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:17,840 Speaker 1: Up with this. 406 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:21,919 Speaker 3: Stop and then like I had mum riding back to everyone. 407 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:24,520 Speaker 3: They're like, oh they're Lulu Lemon, They're Lulu Lemmon. No, no, no, 408 00:19:24,920 --> 00:19:28,760 Speaker 3: And my Mom's riding back to every single person you 409 00:19:29,480 --> 00:19:32,119 Speaker 3: So that was really cool, and I think for me, 410 00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:34,320 Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, this is cool. We've had like 411 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:36,720 Speaker 3: GG in them, and then that actually worked really well 412 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:40,040 Speaker 3: on our side for PR. So just to say that 413 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:42,280 Speaker 3: Gigi had it had been in the leggings. We used 414 00:19:42,320 --> 00:19:44,920 Speaker 3: that a lot in a lot of media releases and stuff. 415 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:47,919 Speaker 3: And it was cool because one of a friend of 416 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:52,359 Speaker 3: ours now Mallory in La. So she actually Gig was 417 00:19:52,400 --> 00:19:55,560 Speaker 3: going to a PR agency in LA and she had 418 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 3: the leggings on and one of our friends, now I 419 00:19:58,520 --> 00:20:00,320 Speaker 3: was like, oh my god, your leggings are amazed. Where 420 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:02,280 Speaker 3: are they fun. She's like, oh, they're this brand truly 421 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:06,880 Speaker 3: LU from like Australia, and she's like, thing's really cool. 422 00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:09,320 Speaker 3: So then Mallory actually contacted us and she's like, oh, 423 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:12,600 Speaker 3: GG came into the studio with your leggings on. I 424 00:20:12,960 --> 00:20:14,840 Speaker 3: would love a pair. And I was just so happy. 425 00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:16,480 Speaker 3: I was like, oh my god, she's actually wearing them, 426 00:20:16,560 --> 00:20:19,919 Speaker 3: Like that makes me happy. And then anyway, Mallory email 427 00:20:19,960 --> 00:20:21,280 Speaker 3: and we're like, don't worry, we'll send you a pair. 428 00:20:21,359 --> 00:20:23,639 Speaker 3: And actually, to this day, we're actually really good friends 429 00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 3: with Mallory and she invited us to her wedding and 430 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:29,640 Speaker 3: everything through GG. Yeah, so yeah, I think that would 431 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:31,480 Speaker 3: probably be a pinching moment. Yeah, definitely. 432 00:20:31,600 --> 00:20:34,000 Speaker 1: And you guys do base yourself in America a little 433 00:20:34,040 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 1: bit as well. 434 00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:36,920 Speaker 3: Yeah, it work not so much last year, but yeah, 435 00:20:36,960 --> 00:20:39,399 Speaker 3: we usually travel back and forth quite a bit just 436 00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 3: for like pr and like celebrity placement, and we find 437 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:44,360 Speaker 3: that when we travel to la we actually make more 438 00:20:44,359 --> 00:20:46,520 Speaker 3: sales in Australia when we're away. It's really weird. 439 00:20:46,840 --> 00:20:49,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, love you when they can't quite have you. 440 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:52,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's really strange. 441 00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:56,320 Speaker 1: So since we're being like super like I do want 442 00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:59,600 Speaker 1: I love hearing about like the highs, but also like 443 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:04,080 Speaker 1: what about like challenges, like and like the you're running 444 00:21:04,080 --> 00:21:07,360 Speaker 1: your own business, You're like, has it been any times 445 00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:09,960 Speaker 1: where you're like, oh, man, and I know you're only 446 00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:11,880 Speaker 1: going to throw the towel in when Sarah jumped on board, 447 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:14,120 Speaker 1: but we were chatting over a coffin and you're like, yeah, 448 00:21:14,160 --> 00:21:16,600 Speaker 1: there's been moments where it's been challenging. 449 00:21:16,760 --> 00:21:19,800 Speaker 4: Yeah, well we're going through one right now. It's been 450 00:21:19,840 --> 00:21:24,000 Speaker 4: going on for nearly three years now, and I'm just talking. 451 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:28,600 Speaker 4: It's just like like fuck, shoot me now. So we're 452 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:31,040 Speaker 4: actually going through a court case in China which has 453 00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:32,800 Speaker 4: been going on for three years. 454 00:21:34,040 --> 00:21:35,280 Speaker 3: A trademark court case. 455 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:40,280 Speaker 4: So in China, what they actually do is they very different. 456 00:21:40,880 --> 00:21:41,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, they. 457 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:46,400 Speaker 3: So what they do, Yeah, so they'll like go through 458 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:50,040 Speaker 3: Western brands and if you're quite success we're quite successful 459 00:21:50,080 --> 00:21:52,080 Speaker 3: in China, it's our main stockers, and they order a 460 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:55,840 Speaker 3: lot of stuff and they'll go through like Western brands 461 00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:58,640 Speaker 3: that are like doing really well in China, and then 462 00:21:58,720 --> 00:22:01,479 Speaker 3: they will serve you and if you haven't trademarked your 463 00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:05,119 Speaker 3: name or your logo and stuff, they will automatically they'll 464 00:22:05,160 --> 00:22:07,560 Speaker 3: go on. It's like these businesses, it's like blackmail kind 465 00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:10,320 Speaker 3: of and they'll go on and they'll buy it, and 466 00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:13,880 Speaker 3: then they'll kind of blackmail you. So when you're ready 467 00:22:13,880 --> 00:22:16,680 Speaker 3: to register in China, they'll blackmail you and be like, oh, 468 00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:18,720 Speaker 3: give us five hundred thousand dollars and we'll give your 469 00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:21,399 Speaker 3: name back. So that's kind of what we're battling at 470 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:25,280 Speaker 3: the moment. It is freaking wild and if we end 471 00:22:25,359 --> 00:22:28,000 Speaker 3: up losing this case, we have to stop manufacturing under 472 00:22:28,040 --> 00:22:31,320 Speaker 3: the name Tullulu, we have to stop selling in China. 473 00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:33,000 Speaker 3: So we're kind of at the point now where we're 474 00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:36,200 Speaker 3: nearly about to give up, and we either have to 475 00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:39,240 Speaker 3: keep fighting or give them more money or we have 476 00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:43,200 Speaker 3: to completely change the name and legal fees aren't cheap. 477 00:22:43,119 --> 00:22:46,359 Speaker 4: No, no, so, and that's what we did. The end 478 00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 4: of last year. We wighed up like how much we've 479 00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:51,240 Speaker 4: spent so far and we've actually got a meeting with. 480 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:54,920 Speaker 3: Our lawyer on Monday, which is great, and. 481 00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 4: How much we're willing to spend, and how much it 482 00:22:57,640 --> 00:23:00,399 Speaker 4: is to rename the brand as well. So it's like 483 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:02,680 Speaker 4: and it's just like fuck, like what do we actually do? 484 00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:06,680 Speaker 4: And it's hard, Like it's just we both get stressed, 485 00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:09,159 Speaker 4: Like I know, tell when an email pops up from 486 00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:10,240 Speaker 4: the lawyerage like I can't open it. 487 00:23:10,320 --> 00:23:11,960 Speaker 3: Yeah, I can't open it, Like it's one of those 488 00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,520 Speaker 3: emails that I'm just like, it just sits there, and 489 00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:17,200 Speaker 3: so we're like, have you read the email? I'm like yep, 490 00:23:19,040 --> 00:23:19,640 Speaker 3: I think as. 491 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,600 Speaker 1: Well, Like it's really important to talk about, especially if 492 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:24,159 Speaker 1: you're running your own business. Are there people here that 493 00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:26,639 Speaker 1: run their own business or own their own businesses? Yeah, 494 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:31,520 Speaker 1: it's hard, it's really really hard, and it's challenging, and 495 00:23:31,560 --> 00:23:34,880 Speaker 1: there are a lot of copycats in you probably notice 496 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:37,720 Speaker 1: it on a smaller scale as well. Yeah, with other 497 00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:42,800 Speaker 1: designers or ideas or you know. It took me ages 498 00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,840 Speaker 1: to not take copycats personally. Yeah, because everyone's like high 499 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:47,520 Speaker 1: a small flattery and I'm like, yeah, wait till it's 500 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:49,880 Speaker 1: done to you, it doesn't feel like flattery at all. 501 00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:51,840 Speaker 1: It's the point that I used to go to bookstores 502 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:53,960 Speaker 1: and pick up cookbooks with the exact same recipe and 503 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,440 Speaker 1: a different author, and you just be. 504 00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:57,840 Speaker 3: Like, oh, yeah, that would have made But. 505 00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:00,440 Speaker 1: Now I'm like, well, there's so many health authors, there's 506 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:03,760 Speaker 1: only so many buckwheat pancake recipes. There's going to be crossover, 507 00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:08,040 Speaker 1: but it is. It's so challenging there. But I just 508 00:24:08,040 --> 00:24:10,960 Speaker 1: wanted to explore the like highs and lows. One other 509 00:24:10,960 --> 00:24:13,040 Speaker 1: thing we didn't touch on this. We touched on this 510 00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:16,120 Speaker 1: when we're out on drinks one night for our friend 511 00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:19,000 Speaker 1: Kick's birthday, but we didn't touch on this in our 512 00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:23,600 Speaker 1: coffee date. How do you like you're both successful entrepreneurial 513 00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:27,720 Speaker 1: type women. Does that make the dating game hard? Like 514 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:29,440 Speaker 1: people intimidated by you? 515 00:24:30,280 --> 00:24:36,760 Speaker 3: I find Yeah, people find me intimidating because people guys 516 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:40,159 Speaker 3: find me intimidating because I've been told like, I'm a 517 00:24:40,200 --> 00:24:43,119 Speaker 3: go getter. Just exactly what you said. It's like that 518 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 3: independent kind of thing. I think guys get threatened, and yeah, 519 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:48,640 Speaker 3: it is hard. It's hard to date. 520 00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:51,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, and you've got to come back to your intuition 521 00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:54,760 Speaker 1: and nick and your gut. And she feel, well, you're 522 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:58,200 Speaker 1: you're like Tully's kind of the face of it, so 523 00:24:58,320 --> 00:24:59,440 Speaker 1: she can probably get it. 524 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:03,280 Speaker 4: And I'm yeah, I'm way behind the scenes with it also, 525 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:05,679 Speaker 4: like I crunch all the numbers, do all that kind 526 00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:08,680 Speaker 4: of stuff, but I never I never switch off either. 527 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:12,320 Speaker 4: So that's so I actually just had a relationship breakdown 528 00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,119 Speaker 4: as well. And he said to me, He's like, I 529 00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:17,760 Speaker 4: wasn't a priority. It was always like family friends work, 530 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:21,240 Speaker 4: family friends work, And I was like, oh yeah, like 531 00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 4: like I love what we do. 532 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:27,200 Speaker 3: So it's hard finding that balance between everything. 533 00:25:27,840 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 1: And I think when not to like talk here is 534 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:32,840 Speaker 1: like the loved up one right like this because me 535 00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:35,360 Speaker 1: and my boyfriend med on bumble, so you know there 536 00:25:35,440 --> 00:25:41,320 Speaker 1: is there is hopefully mine dating. But but I think 537 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:44,159 Speaker 1: as well, when you meet that right match, it's someone 538 00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,320 Speaker 1: that's like I love that they're your priorities. 539 00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:47,080 Speaker 3: Yeah, I love. 540 00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:50,480 Speaker 1: I love that you're a go getter. I love that 541 00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:53,520 Speaker 1: you're a hustler. I love that you're passionate about family, 542 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:56,000 Speaker 1: work and friends like I, and I think that when 543 00:25:56,000 --> 00:25:58,199 Speaker 1: people have got the same like value system as it 544 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:02,680 Speaker 1: becomes almost like just breathing, like, you know, as opposed 545 00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:05,960 Speaker 1: to needing to fit in with someone else's you know. Yeah, 546 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,600 Speaker 1: that's I feel like the old quite. 547 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:11,800 Speaker 4: Well. 548 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:14,080 Speaker 1: I'm really really passionate about this. This is week, this 549 00:26:14,119 --> 00:26:15,840 Speaker 1: is going so far byway, so I'm trying to like 550 00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:20,639 Speaker 1: seek the time. But I'm so so passionate about mental health. 551 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:25,760 Speaker 1: And I know you both have therapists. Do you think 552 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,960 Speaker 1: how important is therapy and looking after your mental health 553 00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:31,359 Speaker 1: in your life? Like where does it sit on the 554 00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:33,720 Speaker 1: priority spectrum? 555 00:26:34,000 --> 00:26:37,520 Speaker 3: For me? It's very high. Obviously with my history of 556 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,480 Speaker 3: like eating disorder and depression, I can slip back into 557 00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:43,240 Speaker 3: that very quickly, Like if I'm stressed, all there's stuff 558 00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:45,520 Speaker 3: going on in my life. Again, it's like the only 559 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 3: thing that I feel like I can control. So yeah, 560 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,199 Speaker 3: it's definitely a high priority. And I'm going to go 561 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:52,760 Speaker 3: back to this. I was about a year ago. I 562 00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:54,880 Speaker 3: was actually listening to a podcast that Lola was on, 563 00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:58,959 Speaker 3: and you were talking about like how we spend so 564 00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:03,360 Speaker 3: much money time on the outer stuff like him all 565 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:05,040 Speaker 3: that kind of stuff, going to the gym and stuff, 566 00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:07,760 Speaker 3: but we forget to spend time and money on the 567 00:27:07,800 --> 00:27:10,239 Speaker 3: inside stuff, like so seeing a therapist and doing all 568 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,520 Speaker 3: those things. And ever since I heard that, I was like, shit, 569 00:27:13,640 --> 00:27:16,639 Speaker 3: I do need to spend more time and money and 570 00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:18,680 Speaker 3: stuff on the inside stuff because at the end of 571 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,359 Speaker 3: the day, that's going to make me happy and it's 572 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:22,560 Speaker 3: going to make me a better person. The outside stuff doesn't. 573 00:27:22,760 --> 00:27:25,920 Speaker 3: It's not as important. So I always remember that. So 574 00:27:26,000 --> 00:27:27,000 Speaker 3: every time I'm like, do. 575 00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:29,240 Speaker 1: You know who taught me that? Jad, He's like, you know, 576 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:30,879 Speaker 1: you go to the gym all the time. He's like, 577 00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,000 Speaker 1: what about gym for your brain? 578 00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:35,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly. So I always remember that, So it's definitely 579 00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:36,240 Speaker 3: a high priority. 580 00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:36,919 Speaker 1: What about you? 581 00:27:37,119 --> 00:27:39,119 Speaker 3: Same for me. I actually saw mine yesterday. 582 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:48,280 Speaker 4: Yes, I'm sorry. I I go because I know I'm 583 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:51,120 Speaker 4: going to be a better person for going. And I've 584 00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:54,919 Speaker 4: never traditionally had tools in my toolkit to help me 585 00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:58,919 Speaker 4: deal with situations like last year was saying to tell like, 586 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,879 Speaker 4: I just feel so angry, angry, and I was like, Okay, 587 00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:04,960 Speaker 4: why am I angry? And so it's exploring like all 588 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:09,439 Speaker 4: these things with my therapist, with what's going on my 589 00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:11,840 Speaker 4: life and also dealing with all the past shit which 590 00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:15,439 Speaker 4: I'm still carrying with me, and so I'm dropping that 591 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,960 Speaker 4: and I'm feeling much lighter and I'm getting to know 592 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:21,159 Speaker 4: myself a lot better. Yeah, which is like really liberating. 593 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,040 Speaker 1: I think also a lot of people think I need 594 00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:27,320 Speaker 1: to see a therapist because or a counselor or any 595 00:28:27,640 --> 00:28:29,879 Speaker 1: because there's shit going on in my life right now 596 00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,399 Speaker 1: or I've gone through a breakup. I want to get 597 00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:35,240 Speaker 1: rid of that stigma. Because if you want to be 598 00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:40,520 Speaker 1: a good person, see a therapist. Yeah, seriously, Like there's 599 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:42,960 Speaker 1: this really cool saying. It's like, do the work on yourself, 600 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:46,120 Speaker 1: and that work is constant. I will have a therapist 601 00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,520 Speaker 1: for the rest of my life. And I'm a pretty 602 00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:51,920 Speaker 1: happy girl. And I went there initially for heartbreak. I 603 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:55,360 Speaker 1: was like, oh man, I gotta gotta get over this heartbreak. 604 00:28:55,520 --> 00:28:58,680 Speaker 1: And within three sessions that was totally packed up and 605 00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:02,480 Speaker 1: I totally really dated a nassist and my therapist said 606 00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,040 Speaker 1: how long do you want to do that for? Right 607 00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:05,920 Speaker 1: before I met Matt, it was like, how long do 608 00:29:05,920 --> 00:29:09,960 Speaker 1: you want to keep doing this for? And I was like, yeah, man, 609 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,440 Speaker 1: I need me as says I met mad I was like, 610 00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:14,200 Speaker 1: I think I need a data creative and he's like, 611 00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:16,120 Speaker 1: is it taking you thirty four years to figure that 612 00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:19,800 Speaker 1: one out? But I said, can I keep seeing you? 613 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:22,720 Speaker 1: And he goes, Lola, my goal for you, my therapist said, 614 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:27,000 Speaker 1: is is for you to become bulletproof. And I know 615 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:30,200 Speaker 1: that sounds like I'm a bit of an A type drive, 616 00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:33,680 Speaker 1: like quite driven and very disciplined and probably too much 617 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:37,320 Speaker 1: for a lot of people. But he's like, if you 618 00:29:37,440 --> 00:29:38,880 Speaker 1: want to be the best that you can be the 619 00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:42,520 Speaker 1: best version of yourself. He's like, therapy is a non negotiable. 620 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:42,920 Speaker 4: So I go. 621 00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:45,600 Speaker 1: I go weekly and sometimes I'm like, I have no 622 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,400 Speaker 1: idea what we're going to talk about. Other times I'm like, mate, 623 00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:50,800 Speaker 1: I've got a plethor or list we need to go over. 624 00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:54,840 Speaker 1: But it is so cool because you exactly what Sarah's. 625 00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:58,760 Speaker 1: You start to know yourself, You start to understand your psychology, 626 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:01,480 Speaker 1: you start to understand your bl wind spots, you start 627 00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:04,960 Speaker 1: to understand triggers, you understand your demons, and when you 628 00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:08,480 Speaker 1: understand these things even aren't bad, but when you understand them, 629 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:12,160 Speaker 1: they almost become this toolkit of compassion with other people, 630 00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:18,080 Speaker 1: of actually enjoying like it's like the way Jad spoke 631 00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:21,640 Speaker 1: spoke through our kind of meditation. It's like it's kind 632 00:30:21,680 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 1: of cool to feel and understand these things within ourselves. 633 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,920 Speaker 1: They're not bad, they're not good, They're just things. And 634 00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:31,160 Speaker 1: I think if you want to become efic human or 635 00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:33,840 Speaker 1: be the best that you can be, do the work, 636 00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:37,040 Speaker 1: see a therapist, because ninety nine percent of people do 637 00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:39,160 Speaker 1: not want to do the work, and that is what 638 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:42,680 Speaker 1: will separate you from having a dream and living the dream. 639 00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:46,680 Speaker 1: I believe there's my ranch on therapy. I'm very, very 640 00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:51,320 Speaker 1: passionate about it, just on the mental health thing, because 641 00:30:51,320 --> 00:30:55,200 Speaker 1: it's absolutely my favorite topic. I remember you and I 642 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:57,920 Speaker 1: did a podcast a while ago, back to back, so 643 00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,520 Speaker 1: we were both going in recording as a guest, and 644 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 1: I remember I hadn't seen Tulor for maybe a year 645 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:07,480 Speaker 1: in the Flesh, and the first thing that she said was, man, 646 00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:10,560 Speaker 1: I've got massive social anxiety. You touched on it earlier, 647 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:14,600 Speaker 1: and I reckon you would, Sarah. You'd probably understand the feelings. 648 00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:17,920 Speaker 4: Just from what you said of like well being uncomfortably. 649 00:31:18,880 --> 00:31:22,320 Speaker 1: Within yourself. And you're both obviously intuitive, because otherwise you 650 00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:26,120 Speaker 1: wouldn't be living the passion that you're living and just 651 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,480 Speaker 1: on the social anxiety. I think it's so common and 652 00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:31,480 Speaker 1: I think sometimes we don't even realize that we've got it. 653 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,640 Speaker 1: I do acting school now because it terrifies me. And 654 00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:37,560 Speaker 1: last night we were doing physical theater, which just imagine 655 00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:40,880 Speaker 1: interpretive dance. Oh wow, and I can't dance. And I 656 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:42,479 Speaker 1: remember there was a bit last night I was like, oh, 657 00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:46,080 Speaker 1: my palms are sweating, Like I wasn't sweating, but my 658 00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:48,240 Speaker 1: palms would just like get me out. I feel so 659 00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:51,920 Speaker 1: nude right now, and I've just I don't know these 660 00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:55,400 Speaker 1: twenty four people. So I just want you to share, 661 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,840 Speaker 1: if you're comfortable, a bit about the social anxiety, because 662 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:00,800 Speaker 1: I think even if you think I'd don't need a therapist, 663 00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:02,240 Speaker 1: I don't need to work on my mental health. I 664 00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:05,200 Speaker 1: don't need to meditate. I'm good, and you totally if 665 00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:09,480 Speaker 1: that's a bad, great, But I think these little physical 666 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,520 Speaker 1: signs the body is f and smart, and sometimes the 667 00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,480 Speaker 1: body can, like the physical body can outsmart this. And 668 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:16,960 Speaker 1: you might be like, I'm fine, I'm fine, but I 669 00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:18,800 Speaker 1: feel like I'm gonna vomit. I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, 670 00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,280 Speaker 1: or I'm sweating, I'm fine, but why am I sweating? 671 00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:23,160 Speaker 1: Or why am I shaking? Why am I sure of breath? 672 00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:25,480 Speaker 1: What was social anxiety like for you? 673 00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:28,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, well, I've never had social anxiety, Like I'm a 674 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 3: very social person like stuff like this. I'm fine, But 675 00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:34,680 Speaker 3: I think I think social media has a lot to 676 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:38,840 Speaker 3: do with it, to be honest. So I probably about 677 00:32:38,880 --> 00:32:42,520 Speaker 3: two years ago, I think. I. Yeah, I were going 678 00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:45,000 Speaker 3: to the races, like we're in walking into the bird 679 00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:48,760 Speaker 3: like it's happened numerous times, but in big situations like 680 00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:52,040 Speaker 3: events and stuff, I just freak out. Now I don't 681 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:54,120 Speaker 3: know what it is. I'm trying to control it. But 682 00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:56,440 Speaker 3: we were going to the races and we're walking down 683 00:32:56,520 --> 00:32:58,080 Speaker 3: and I was fine, And as soon as we walk 684 00:32:58,120 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 3: into one marquee, I was like to say, I'm like, 685 00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,720 Speaker 3: I can't breathe. I'm like, I can't breathe. I'm really 686 00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:04,400 Speaker 3: really hot, Like oh my god, I'm sweating, I'm hot, 687 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,120 Speaker 3: my heart is pounding, like what is going on? I 688 00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:08,720 Speaker 3: think gotta die, Like what is going on? And I 689 00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:09,640 Speaker 3: was like I have to get out of here. I 690 00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:10,920 Speaker 3: have to get out of here. And then I just 691 00:33:11,040 --> 00:33:14,720 Speaker 3: can't breathe. I'm like, this is hectic and like it's 692 00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:16,720 Speaker 3: so wild because people will say on social media, you're 693 00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:18,840 Speaker 3: going into all these fun events and stuff and not fun, 694 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:21,960 Speaker 3: Like they're not fun. There's a lot of fake people. 695 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:25,959 Speaker 3: Yeah they give me say much anxiety. Yeah, they give 696 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,720 Speaker 3: me so much anxiety. It's like I feel like I 697 00:33:28,880 --> 00:33:30,880 Speaker 3: do feel like it's social media to blame because you're 698 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,040 Speaker 3: always worried about what other people are thinking, and then 699 00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:36,040 Speaker 3: you just overthink something and then you're like, fuck, I'm breathe. 700 00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:37,840 Speaker 3: So yeah, that's what I feel like. I just feel 701 00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:40,400 Speaker 3: like something's inside me just taking over my body and 702 00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:43,440 Speaker 3: I just can't breathe, get super sweaty, my heart's pounding. 703 00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:46,280 Speaker 3: What do you use to just get the hell out 704 00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:48,960 Speaker 3: of Yeah? I get out of it, and then I 705 00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:51,480 Speaker 3: just have to like work on like breathing techniques and 706 00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:53,640 Speaker 3: just be like calm down a little bit. Usually, I 707 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:55,560 Speaker 3: think every time I've been by Sarah, I'm like Stara, 708 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:59,200 Speaker 3: and then I've had another one in America when we're 709 00:33:59,280 --> 00:34:02,480 Speaker 3: at this weird like what was it? Like a It 710 00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:04,960 Speaker 3: was not a festival, but it was something I get 711 00:34:05,000 --> 00:34:08,360 Speaker 3: it in crowded places and I think, just to interject, 712 00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:10,480 Speaker 3: I think I know why you might have them, Yeah, 713 00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:14,279 Speaker 3: I think, but we were in a terrorist attack in 714 00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:17,759 Speaker 3: New York, and so I don't think I dealt with that. 715 00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,880 Speaker 1: Ye, what the hell happened? 716 00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:25,400 Speaker 4: So we're in our hotel room and we had a 717 00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:27,840 Speaker 4: trade show, and so we're doing a trade show, so 718 00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:31,160 Speaker 4: we were erect and so we went back to the 719 00:34:31,200 --> 00:34:33,840 Speaker 4: hotel room. We went and had an early dinner actually 720 00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:35,720 Speaker 4: where back Tell was like I'm going to sleep. 721 00:34:35,760 --> 00:34:37,920 Speaker 3: I was like all right, and then I'm that annoying 722 00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:39,920 Speaker 3: person that hits a pill on his like she's. 723 00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,680 Speaker 4: Out, and I heard I heard a noise and I 724 00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:44,000 Speaker 4: was like, oh nah, and then went to bed. And 725 00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:46,000 Speaker 4: then all of a sudden we woke up to the 726 00:34:46,080 --> 00:34:48,080 Speaker 4: loud speaker of like there was like the police. 727 00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:50,920 Speaker 3: They're like this is the NYPD. Stay away from the windows, 728 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:51,360 Speaker 3: and I'm. 729 00:34:51,239 --> 00:34:54,160 Speaker 4: Like yes, and go to take shelter in your bathroom 730 00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:56,240 Speaker 4: and we're like what the fuck is happening? 731 00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:59,279 Speaker 3: And like you could see like lights outside, like these 732 00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:03,520 Speaker 3: police lights. And then I was like, Sarah's like the windows. 733 00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:06,120 Speaker 4: We looked at our phone and had messages like. 734 00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:08,120 Speaker 3: Literally, you know when you scroll your phone, everyone are 735 00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:08,520 Speaker 3: you guys? 736 00:35:10,440 --> 00:35:13,000 Speaker 4: I actually sent a message to my family. I was like, guys, 737 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:15,440 Speaker 4: I don't know what's happening, like I love you all. 738 00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:18,399 Speaker 3: No one was telling us anything. No one was telling something. 739 00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:20,480 Speaker 3: So we went to the bathroom, locked ourselves in the 740 00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:22,160 Speaker 3: bathroom because they were saying get away from the windows, 741 00:35:22,200 --> 00:35:23,120 Speaker 3: get away from the windows. 742 00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:24,440 Speaker 4: We didn't know if there was a shooter. 743 00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:27,239 Speaker 3: We didn't know what. We actually said to Sarah, I'm like, 744 00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:29,400 Speaker 3: do you know what it's probably like a gunman outside. 745 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:31,840 Speaker 3: We're in America, it's probably like, we don't know what 746 00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:33,120 Speaker 3: it is. So then we went and no one was 747 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:34,680 Speaker 3: telling us thing. So we're on Twitter and like all 748 00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:36,880 Speaker 3: these messages from Australia. Are you guys in Manhattan? I 749 00:35:36,960 --> 00:35:40,080 Speaker 3: hope you're safe. I hope you're not in Chelsea anyway. 750 00:35:40,160 --> 00:35:42,800 Speaker 3: So We're on like the phone looking on Twitter, and 751 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:45,560 Speaker 3: I was like, Sarah, what street are we on. Sarah's 752 00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:48,600 Speaker 3: like twenty seventh Street. I'm like, I like pause, And 753 00:35:48,719 --> 00:35:52,040 Speaker 3: I realized that you just melted like you like, I'm 754 00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:55,120 Speaker 3: not good in situations like that at all, And I 755 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,840 Speaker 3: was like, oh oh. And then I showed Sarah the 756 00:35:57,920 --> 00:36:00,600 Speaker 3: phone and there was a bomb in a pressure cooker 757 00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:02,880 Speaker 3: in a suitcase out the front of our hotel on 758 00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:05,160 Speaker 3: twenty seventh Street, like out of all the streets in 759 00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:07,239 Speaker 3: freaking New York. It was out in the front of 760 00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:10,000 Speaker 3: our hotel and we actually walked past that suitcase coming 761 00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:13,279 Speaker 3: back from dinner, and so we were locked in the 762 00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:15,440 Speaker 3: bathroom for seven hours. Still no one was telling us 763 00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 3: what was going on. I was just getting live updates 764 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:20,239 Speaker 3: from Twitter. And I've never ever felt so frightened in 765 00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,600 Speaker 3: my life. I can't even tell you. I was like, 766 00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:26,120 Speaker 3: if that goes off, we're fuss like actually fus. So 767 00:36:26,719 --> 00:36:29,040 Speaker 3: I feel like I haven't dealt with that, and I 768 00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:31,239 Speaker 3: think that's why I get social anxiety worse. 769 00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:32,560 Speaker 1: Now I understand. 770 00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:37,160 Speaker 4: Seriously, man, we've been through some stuff together. 771 00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:39,320 Speaker 1: Say they've gone through that? 772 00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:41,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, literally is like messaging Mum and dad like I 773 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:42,800 Speaker 3: love you, I don't know what's going to happen. 774 00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:44,200 Speaker 1: Like it was wild? 775 00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:45,080 Speaker 3: Yeah it was. 776 00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,600 Speaker 1: How did they unpack that? Like did they like did 777 00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:48,760 Speaker 1: they there was robots? 778 00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:51,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, there was like those robots I met. 779 00:36:52,000 --> 00:37:04,920 Speaker 1: Up with you, Yes, so there's special But did the 780 00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:06,359 Speaker 1: how did they manage you the whole? 781 00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:06,640 Speaker 4: Nothing? 782 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:11,040 Speaker 3: Nothing? Absolutely nothing. Like I said, I'm not good in 783 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:13,480 Speaker 3: situations like that. We've been in too similar situations like 784 00:37:13,560 --> 00:37:16,840 Speaker 3: that in America, and dear God, if anything ever happens, 785 00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:19,839 Speaker 3: please hope that I'm not with you, because I am 786 00:37:20,200 --> 00:37:22,840 Speaker 3: so bad in situations like that. Sarah's like calm and 787 00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:26,000 Speaker 3: I'm just like like awful, So I have to try 788 00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:28,480 Speaker 3: and micro manage her. Yes, I know that, and it's fine. 789 00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,880 Speaker 1: That probably calms you even more when myself, I'm like 790 00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:37,760 Speaker 1: a duck. You know, it's okay, it's okay, that's crazy. 791 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:42,200 Speaker 1: We didn't talk about that at the coffee day. Yeah, 792 00:37:42,880 --> 00:37:44,640 Speaker 1: but that makes a lot of sense. But also to me, 793 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:48,320 Speaker 1: that's like you got to unpack that with you, you know, 794 00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:52,920 Speaker 1: like that's life and death. And I think my Theraperce 795 00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:56,080 Speaker 1: says anxiety and panic and all of that. It's it's 796 00:37:56,200 --> 00:38:00,239 Speaker 1: a fear worse than death. So if you face that, 797 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:02,720 Speaker 1: if you've been in that fear and that's been confronting, 798 00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:07,600 Speaker 1: as it would for any other human being, you know, 799 00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,400 Speaker 1: it's it's it's that kind of I mean the stakes 800 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:13,279 Speaker 1: are high. Yeah, I mean, I'm no therapist, but yeah, 801 00:38:13,600 --> 00:38:15,239 Speaker 1: it's one of the unpacking that. 802 00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:17,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's one of those things that I know I 803 00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:19,280 Speaker 3: need to talk to someone about it, but I can't. 804 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:21,040 Speaker 1: That's still hard. 805 00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:22,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know. 806 00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:26,680 Speaker 1: It's very understandably hard. It also explains the crowds and 807 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:29,080 Speaker 1: that that stuff. Thank you for sharing that, because I 808 00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:31,200 Speaker 1: imagine that we've been a little As you were saying that, 809 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,160 Speaker 1: my whole body was just like Covert in Goosebumps, I 810 00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:37,040 Speaker 1: was like, a fuck, thank you both for sharing that. 811 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:43,960 Speaker 1: On a positive there, I know there are people in 812 00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:45,839 Speaker 1: the audience. I know that there are people that are 813 00:38:45,840 --> 00:38:47,640 Speaker 1: going to be listening to this that are like, yeah, Okay, 814 00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:50,560 Speaker 1: I've got this goal. I want to own my own business, 815 00:38:50,640 --> 00:38:52,200 Speaker 1: or I've got my own business, I want to take 816 00:38:52,280 --> 00:38:56,880 Speaker 1: the next step. I want to how can they like 817 00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:59,000 Speaker 1: what when I say how can they like, what's your 818 00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:02,960 Speaker 1: like take home? Like like because it's not just like 819 00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,160 Speaker 1: get out there and do it, because like you probably 820 00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:09,360 Speaker 1: need financial backing, Like what's the you know, is it 821 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:12,959 Speaker 1: like it's going to be really shit and hard and tough, 822 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:16,600 Speaker 1: Like what would your advice be? It can be, you know, 823 00:39:16,680 --> 00:39:17,960 Speaker 1: as long as you wanted to make. 824 00:39:19,600 --> 00:39:25,040 Speaker 4: Speaking personally, it's the hardest, scariest thing, but it's also 825 00:39:25,400 --> 00:39:28,160 Speaker 4: the most rewarding and tell and I describe it as 826 00:39:28,239 --> 00:39:32,239 Speaker 4: like the roller coaster. So we have these high high 827 00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:35,400 Speaker 4: highs and like with the China thing, you still have 828 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,240 Speaker 4: all these lows, but I don't know, it's such as 829 00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:43,160 Speaker 4: it's a fun ride, so it's never boring, like. 830 00:39:45,080 --> 00:39:47,240 Speaker 3: I just do it. I will like when I started 831 00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:49,960 Speaker 3: the brands, like I'm probably not your typical this is 832 00:39:50,120 --> 00:39:52,960 Speaker 3: showing my personality. I didn't have a business plan. I 833 00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:55,440 Speaker 3: had money that my mom my dad had left me 834 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:58,160 Speaker 3: and said, my dad's all right, but like he'd left 835 00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:00,480 Speaker 3: me money, and when we were a team, we could 836 00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:03,800 Speaker 3: do whatever we want, travel or buy whatever. And with 837 00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:05,600 Speaker 3: that money, I just kept it because I knew I 838 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:08,520 Speaker 3: wanted to start a business, so I had the money, 839 00:40:08,719 --> 00:40:11,920 Speaker 3: I had an idea, packed my bags, went to balley 840 00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,759 Speaker 3: and started a business. I'm completely different to like where 841 00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:17,120 Speaker 3: Sarah would have been, like a business plan, like what's 842 00:40:17,160 --> 00:40:20,360 Speaker 3: your swat like strength, weakness, I don't like. 843 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:20,960 Speaker 1: I'm not like that. 844 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:22,520 Speaker 3: I have an idea and I'm like, let's just go 845 00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:24,319 Speaker 3: get it and if it doesn't work, it doesn't work. 846 00:40:24,360 --> 00:40:26,200 Speaker 3: At the end of the day, it's just money. If 847 00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:28,920 Speaker 3: it fails, then at least I know I've tried, and 848 00:40:29,040 --> 00:40:30,640 Speaker 3: I'll just earn that money back. I'll get you know, 849 00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:32,360 Speaker 3: two or three jobs and I'll earn it back. So 850 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:35,080 Speaker 3: I just think my advice would if you haven't, if 851 00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:37,040 Speaker 3: you want to start a business, just follow your heart 852 00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:39,880 Speaker 3: and just do it, because, like Sarah said, it's the 853 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:43,759 Speaker 3: most rewarding slash challenging thing ever. But yeah, I'd just say, 854 00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:44,800 Speaker 3: follow your heart and just do it. 855 00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,279 Speaker 1: I think that's probably why you do work so well together. Yeah, 856 00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,319 Speaker 1: like you've got the kind of like the ah, yeah, 857 00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:53,719 Speaker 1: the dreams there, like the someone that almost the visionary, 858 00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:56,200 Speaker 1: although you'd be as Sarah would be a visionary as well. 859 00:40:56,239 --> 00:40:58,920 Speaker 1: She's like, Okay, now let me compartmentalize that so that 860 00:40:58,960 --> 00:41:01,719 Speaker 1: we can actually make this the coffee I can get. 861 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:05,840 Speaker 1: I've got a coffee brand with Matt, my boyfriend, and 862 00:41:05,920 --> 00:41:07,880 Speaker 1: our friend Rob, and I can guarantee you I have 863 00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,960 Speaker 1: nothing to do with the numbers that Matt can tell 864 00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,839 Speaker 1: you exactly the type of color that is on each 865 00:41:13,920 --> 00:41:17,319 Speaker 1: panel of the box. He can tell you everything about 866 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:20,239 Speaker 1: the type of foil that's used for the sachets, and 867 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:23,000 Speaker 1: I'm like, just tell me it's rescyclable. That's what I'm 868 00:41:23,040 --> 00:41:27,000 Speaker 1: gonna get murdered for. So and so I probably lean 869 00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:29,440 Speaker 1: more into and I always have, always looked at money 870 00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:32,600 Speaker 1: as energy, So I mean like energy is gonna come, 871 00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,160 Speaker 1: energy is going to go. So I think the moment 872 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:38,080 Speaker 1: that you like obsess or attach or onto money, you're 873 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:41,400 Speaker 1: probably gonna limit yourself and your dreams. And that sounds 874 00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:44,200 Speaker 1: like a rich person's problem. I get that, but like 875 00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:46,520 Speaker 1: there has definitely been times in my career I'm like, 876 00:41:46,680 --> 00:41:49,360 Speaker 1: oh shit, and ICI lean straight back into yoga teaching 877 00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:51,960 Speaker 1: or practicing as a nutritionist. And I'll lean into it 878 00:41:52,000 --> 00:41:55,040 Speaker 1: when my job is like an actor, like you literally 879 00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:58,200 Speaker 1: get a really cool gig and you can live off 880 00:41:58,239 --> 00:41:59,680 Speaker 1: that for a few months, but then there's a few 881 00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:03,640 Speaker 1: months between your next gig and you're like shit, shit, shit, 882 00:42:03,760 --> 00:42:05,719 Speaker 1: when's the next bit going to be? And it might happen. 883 00:42:05,800 --> 00:42:07,800 Speaker 1: I mean, you guys have got a really successful business. 884 00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:10,080 Speaker 1: Even with the coffee, we'll get like a big load, 885 00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:12,480 Speaker 1: like if a influence a post about it's probably the 886 00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:14,680 Speaker 1: same as when like PG and you'll be like, oh 887 00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:16,399 Speaker 1: my god, we've got an all hands are on deck 888 00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:20,120 Speaker 1: to get those sales out on time. Self like yeah, 889 00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:23,320 Speaker 1: and we'll go from back down to two five or like. 890 00:42:23,840 --> 00:42:26,880 Speaker 1: And so it's just being understanding that it's what you 891 00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:29,319 Speaker 1: this is why this whole podcast exists. What you see 892 00:42:29,360 --> 00:42:32,680 Speaker 1: on Instagram is a highlight reel. It is not Sarah 893 00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:35,600 Speaker 1: doing the numbers you know and calculate. It's not then 894 00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:40,440 Speaker 1: prepping for a meeting with a lawyer about Yeah, it's 895 00:42:40,560 --> 00:42:43,120 Speaker 1: not you know, And I know there are other business 896 00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:46,160 Speaker 1: owners in the room, and I think that you need 897 00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:48,480 Speaker 1: to know that, like that will be the only one. 898 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:53,440 Speaker 1: Yeah and that, But it's hard work. Like what's hours 899 00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:56,359 Speaker 1: like in a day? Can it be for you? Guys? Well, 900 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,000 Speaker 1: I get up at five am. I do all work 901 00:42:59,040 --> 00:43:01,479 Speaker 1: out you hear that. Man to hear that this morning, 902 00:43:01,560 --> 00:43:04,560 Speaker 1: he's like, why am I up at five am? I 903 00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:06,800 Speaker 1: must love you? And we're driving he and he's like, 904 00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:11,120 Speaker 1: look at all these people running at the wait is 905 00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:17,319 Speaker 1: tramps run it this time and really I'm a morning bird. 906 00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:22,560 Speaker 1: Get this guy's at Musicians are like, we'll work till 907 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:23,839 Speaker 1: one am and then get up at eight. 908 00:43:24,000 --> 00:43:24,360 Speaker 3: Not do that. 909 00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:28,000 Speaker 1: As I'm like lights out on ten ten thirty. I'm like, 910 00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,760 Speaker 1: see you labor and mettal heaving these great business ideas 911 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,600 Speaker 1: at eleven PM and here in the morning. 912 00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:34,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, we're morning. 913 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:37,399 Speaker 1: There's a book about it, and it's like, what type 914 00:43:37,440 --> 00:43:37,719 Speaker 1: of you. 915 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:42,360 Speaker 3: Get five am, Yeah, five am club, you should get yeah. 916 00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:45,959 Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you. But there's also a book about 917 00:43:46,080 --> 00:43:50,480 Speaker 1: like depending on your Like it's almost like an archetype 918 00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:52,600 Speaker 1: for when you're we get about three hours a day 919 00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:55,680 Speaker 1: where you're like you're on, you're on, and like minus 920 00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,000 Speaker 1: coffee and all that kind of you've got three productive 921 00:43:58,040 --> 00:44:00,920 Speaker 1: hours and I'm like five to eight am. So that's 922 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:03,040 Speaker 1: the line. Most people are what's got a bear and 923 00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:06,040 Speaker 1: they're like that eleven to kind of like two kind 924 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:09,279 Speaker 1: of window, whereas kick two o'clock. I'm like, see you. 925 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:13,520 Speaker 3: Yeah. I feel like you never switch. Like I feel 926 00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:15,360 Speaker 3: like your day is like as soon as you wake up, 927 00:44:15,400 --> 00:44:17,760 Speaker 3: you're thinking about business or what you can do or whatever, 928 00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:20,879 Speaker 3: and then you'll have like periods like throughout the day 929 00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:23,680 Speaker 3: where you know we might not work and then you're 930 00:44:23,719 --> 00:44:26,719 Speaker 3: just always on though, Like I feel like, so a 931 00:44:26,800 --> 00:44:29,279 Speaker 3: typical day is like, yeah, you're always kind of on. 932 00:44:30,080 --> 00:44:32,520 Speaker 3: Give us a typical day, I mean, yeah, saying we 933 00:44:32,560 --> 00:44:35,400 Speaker 3: got up quite early, workout emails this. 934 00:44:35,480 --> 00:44:42,279 Speaker 1: One fox Feed. I know that's true, but I always will. 935 00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:44,400 Speaker 1: But sometimes we'll run into each other at yogs and 936 00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:47,680 Speaker 1: be like, mate, how are you going? Oh, Christmas last time. 937 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,160 Speaker 1: The Christmas time, I was like, Christmas has been going 938 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:52,280 Speaker 1: for two months? Yeah, ready to tap. 939 00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:54,319 Speaker 3: Out your eye by that same Yeah, So I mean 940 00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:57,319 Speaker 3: like and then work like throughout the day and then 941 00:44:57,400 --> 00:45:00,239 Speaker 3: I liked, I personally like to finish it like read 942 00:45:00,640 --> 00:45:02,160 Speaker 3: ish as well, or like just have a couple of 943 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,759 Speaker 3: hours off and then I'll work more during the night. 944 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:08,000 Speaker 3: Just it depends, like you run a business to have 945 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,560 Speaker 3: a flexible life ice you know, like we well that's 946 00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:13,759 Speaker 3: why I like about running the business as well. It's 947 00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:16,200 Speaker 3: like you have a you can have a flexible day, 948 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:20,000 Speaker 3: but you're always still on. So I mean it also 949 00:45:20,040 --> 00:45:22,719 Speaker 3: depends on how busy At the moment. It's not very 950 00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:26,279 Speaker 3: busy because China is in lockdown, so I deal a 951 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:29,840 Speaker 3: lot with China, so at the moment it's not that crazy. 952 00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:33,279 Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't know how much of how much 953 00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:36,120 Speaker 1: does your health kind of like have an impact on 954 00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:40,520 Speaker 1: your business capacity or your your capacity to get so 955 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:42,600 Speaker 1: much done in a day, because obviously your go getters, 956 00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:44,759 Speaker 1: these guys work really really hard. How much is the 957 00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:47,960 Speaker 1: way you nourish yourself, your sleep, the way you move obviously, 958 00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:50,799 Speaker 1: like exercise, and how everything you guys post is like, man, 959 00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:54,800 Speaker 1: they're cooking up salmon again. We like the same protein bars. 960 00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:57,080 Speaker 1: You know, I've been putting the choc mint one in 961 00:45:57,080 --> 00:46:03,360 Speaker 1: the frame. Like I said, so, how much does What 962 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,319 Speaker 1: I'm trying to say is like I know when my health, 963 00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:07,799 Speaker 1: when I compromise my health, whether through eating. I love 964 00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:10,640 Speaker 1: chocolate and sugar and the bad stuff like marvelous creations. 965 00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:12,359 Speaker 1: I talk about it all the two way too much. 966 00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:15,839 Speaker 1: I know when I've eaten that kind of stuff, I'm 967 00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:17,759 Speaker 1: like good at work for like two hours, and then 968 00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:19,640 Speaker 1: I crash and I feel really guilty the next day, 969 00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:22,360 Speaker 1: and I've kind of like lost for the investment of 970 00:46:22,480 --> 00:46:27,040 Speaker 1: like really indulging or having not honoring my health. I 971 00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:29,640 Speaker 1: generally lose a day of work out of feeling shitty 972 00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:33,200 Speaker 1: about myself or beating myself up or extreme dieting the 973 00:46:33,239 --> 00:46:35,480 Speaker 1: next day to kind of like balance it out. So 974 00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:39,160 Speaker 1: I just want to touch on being a nutritionist as well. 975 00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:43,719 Speaker 1: How much does health have an impact on? Yeah, your 976 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:47,400 Speaker 1: capability as an entrepreneur and as somebody that needs to 977 00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:49,120 Speaker 1: run with all cylinders firing. 978 00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:54,560 Speaker 4: I think if for me it's probably my mental health 979 00:46:54,680 --> 00:47:00,800 Speaker 4: is probably the most critical working out contributes to my 980 00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:03,480 Speaker 4: mental health because I don't. I'm a much nicer person 981 00:47:03,560 --> 00:47:05,800 Speaker 4: after I've had a sweat and things like that, Like 982 00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:09,520 Speaker 4: I need to work out in the morning, like and 983 00:47:09,680 --> 00:47:12,360 Speaker 4: get everything done and then okay, I'm ready to go. 984 00:47:13,120 --> 00:47:15,880 Speaker 4: But like how you're talking about like food and eating 985 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:19,520 Speaker 4: and things like that. I love chocolate too, So if 986 00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:22,759 Speaker 4: I eat too much at night, the next day, like 987 00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:25,560 Speaker 4: I probably won't have a great sleep. So then the 988 00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:28,520 Speaker 4: next day I know that I won't be at my best, 989 00:47:28,600 --> 00:47:30,680 Speaker 4: Like I can be sitting in front of emails and thinking. 990 00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:32,440 Speaker 3: Like I said to tell the other day, because I 991 00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,640 Speaker 3: had a shocking night sleep. I was like, I know 992 00:47:34,760 --> 00:47:35,439 Speaker 3: what I want to write. 993 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,000 Speaker 4: Can you just like read it over? Because to me, 994 00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:42,440 Speaker 4: it's not making sense. So it's finding what makes me 995 00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,200 Speaker 4: fire and all cylinders. So it is working out the morning. 996 00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:50,520 Speaker 4: It's eating well and probably not meditating yoga for me, 997 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:51,800 Speaker 4: so I always start. 998 00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:56,160 Speaker 3: A Monday off doing a yoga claste out there. It 999 00:47:56,320 --> 00:47:58,600 Speaker 3: just grounds me. Yeah, or else I'm too much in 1000 00:47:58,680 --> 00:47:59,000 Speaker 3: my head. 1001 00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,360 Speaker 1: I'm hearing. What I'm feeling is like this clarity you 1002 00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:06,399 Speaker 1: feel clear when you're moving your body, eating well, sleeping well. 1003 00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:09,280 Speaker 1: I think that we can't underestimate the power of health 1004 00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:11,880 Speaker 1: and helping us. Definitely, mental health is like I agree 1005 00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,799 Speaker 1: the King, but I think there's also all these other 1006 00:48:15,520 --> 00:48:18,600 Speaker 1: tools that we can tap into. And also like I 1007 00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:20,920 Speaker 1: don't think you can get away with dieting really and 1008 00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:23,360 Speaker 1: running a really good business because if you're skipping meals 1009 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,279 Speaker 1: and stuff, you brain. You know, the way you were 1010 00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:28,040 Speaker 1: talking about the foggy email, like yeah, sugar's going to 1011 00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:30,480 Speaker 1: do that to you, but also like under consuming is 1012 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:31,120 Speaker 1: going to do that to you. 1013 00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:33,520 Speaker 3: Would you say that is because when you are in 1014 00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:35,920 Speaker 3: that like diet headspace, I don't know about you, but 1015 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,960 Speaker 3: that's constantly what you're thinking about, like every minute of 1016 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:39,279 Speaker 3: the day. 1017 00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:40,200 Speaker 1: It's obsessive. 1018 00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:42,759 Speaker 3: It is obsessive, and you just start yeah, and you 1019 00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:45,600 Speaker 3: can't work, can't concentrate, and you're just unhappy. 1020 00:48:46,360 --> 00:48:50,040 Speaker 1: I'm going to this has gone so fast, so fast? Yeah, man, 1021 00:48:50,200 --> 00:48:51,640 Speaker 1: So does it feel like it's gone fast? 1022 00:48:51,719 --> 00:48:54,960 Speaker 3: I don't know. We're just like having out a little 1023 00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:55,600 Speaker 3: coffee and. 1024 00:48:57,239 --> 00:48:59,040 Speaker 1: Matt's give me eyes, like you've got a bit of time. 1025 00:48:59,120 --> 00:49:02,040 Speaker 1: It's okay, I know, but I want to know. I 1026 00:49:02,520 --> 00:49:06,239 Speaker 1: really want to know, like what does the dream look? 1027 00:49:06,280 --> 00:49:10,440 Speaker 1: Because we see tullylu exploding and doing really well and 1028 00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:14,279 Speaker 1: celebrities wearing it and you guys traveling around and kind 1029 00:49:14,320 --> 00:49:16,800 Speaker 1: of like NonStop but for each of you, and it 1030 00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:18,920 Speaker 1: can look different. What does the dream look like like 1031 00:49:19,040 --> 00:49:21,480 Speaker 1: you can fast forward to years, Like what does that 1032 00:49:21,600 --> 00:49:22,400 Speaker 1: look and feel like? 1033 00:49:25,680 --> 00:49:30,000 Speaker 4: I think having the freedom to travel and work when 1034 00:49:30,120 --> 00:49:33,240 Speaker 4: and where we want. And I think diversifying the products 1035 00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:36,760 Speaker 4: we do have, like whether it be adding something else 1036 00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:39,640 Speaker 4: to do with the health and wellness realm, Like that's 1037 00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:46,280 Speaker 4: something really want podcasts, That's what I'd really like to explore. 1038 00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:50,160 Speaker 4: I like, I just love being able to service and 1039 00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:55,400 Speaker 4: inspire other people, whether it is through movement, mental health, 1040 00:49:55,800 --> 00:49:59,799 Speaker 4: or just some kind of sparking some kind of. 1041 00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:01,839 Speaker 3: And a lot in their life. 1042 00:50:01,880 --> 00:50:06,279 Speaker 1: That's what I'd like to do, service and inspire on 1043 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:07,520 Speaker 1: the people. Very cool. 1044 00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:11,759 Speaker 3: Yeah, I agree everything Sarah said, Like we've spoken about 1045 00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:13,960 Speaker 3: this a lot and with one thing we do agree 1046 00:50:14,040 --> 00:50:18,439 Speaker 3: on is to see the brand in two years, which 1047 00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:23,080 Speaker 3: is good. So yeah, And I think also what Sarah said, 1048 00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:26,240 Speaker 3: I would love to add in another element to the business, 1049 00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:31,440 Speaker 3: especially towards I'm so so passionate about body image to 1050 00:50:31,560 --> 00:50:34,800 Speaker 3: young women because those young women are going to you know, 1051 00:50:35,160 --> 00:50:38,400 Speaker 3: be our future. So I would love to like focus 1052 00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:42,480 Speaker 3: more on or incorporating some kind of program or course 1053 00:50:42,680 --> 00:50:45,839 Speaker 3: or something just for healthy body image as well as 1054 00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:48,800 Speaker 3: obviously mental health. So I'm really passionate about that and 1055 00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:51,920 Speaker 3: I'd love to incorporate that somehow into the business. 1056 00:50:52,440 --> 00:50:52,840 Speaker 1: Awesome. 1057 00:50:53,080 --> 00:50:57,800 Speaker 5: Yes, Okay, finally, one final note, just want like, what 1058 00:50:57,920 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 5: do you have like a mantra or something that people 1059 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:02,560 Speaker 5: could like hang on to or live but anything that's 1060 00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:04,839 Speaker 5: just like if you're having a shitty day, what's kind 1061 00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:07,319 Speaker 5: of like, yeah, yours might be moving your body. 1062 00:51:07,360 --> 00:51:07,680 Speaker 1: I don't know. 1063 00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:11,000 Speaker 3: Well, this is what I've been the last few weeks. 1064 00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:11,600 Speaker 3: It's been mine. 1065 00:51:11,680 --> 00:51:13,960 Speaker 4: If I find myself like my head's just gonna be 1066 00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:18,880 Speaker 4: like fuck off, it's just like I have to remind 1067 00:51:18,920 --> 00:51:19,440 Speaker 4: myself my. 1068 00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:22,360 Speaker 3: Cup's half full. Yeah, my cup's halfful. 1069 00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,560 Speaker 4: And that just switches something in my brain that Okay, 1070 00:51:26,080 --> 00:51:29,160 Speaker 4: look at the positive, find something grateful for And that's. 1071 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:31,719 Speaker 1: Like that rooming quote. It is like act like life 1072 00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:36,759 Speaker 1: is rigged in your favor. Yeah, change everything. Yeah, very cool. 1073 00:51:37,080 --> 00:51:41,759 Speaker 3: Yeah. I think for me, I am reading reading The 1074 00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:44,239 Speaker 3: Resilience Project at the moment, and it's all about all 1075 00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:49,640 Speaker 3: about empathy. Meditation and gratitude. So whenever I'm kind of 1076 00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,560 Speaker 3: like that, I just think, you know, I'm especially with 1077 00:51:52,600 --> 00:51:54,120 Speaker 3: all the shit that's going on in the world, I'm 1078 00:51:54,160 --> 00:51:56,200 Speaker 3: just like, Okay, I'm grateful for my health and grateful 1079 00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,080 Speaker 3: for my family, my friends, and to have a roof 1080 00:51:58,120 --> 00:51:59,719 Speaker 3: over my head. I kind of just go back to that, 1081 00:52:00,120 --> 00:52:03,440 Speaker 3: and then it makes me like okay, like everything's okay, 1082 00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:05,680 Speaker 3: and then I kind of feel happy. 1083 00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:07,440 Speaker 1: In a way I call is that these are two 1084 00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:11,279 Speaker 1: like business go gets, and one is grateful and the 1085 00:52:11,400 --> 00:52:14,919 Speaker 1: other one is positivity. It's not like I need more, 1086 00:52:15,719 --> 00:52:20,200 Speaker 1: and yet they're creating more. I'm stealing mine. I did 1087 00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:23,759 Speaker 1: an active, intense work intensive workshop a couple of weeks ago. 1088 00:52:24,239 --> 00:52:26,200 Speaker 1: This is going to sound like a morbid one, but 1089 00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:31,120 Speaker 1: he was like, start from I am enough, but at 1090 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:35,760 Speaker 1: the same time, I'm never enough. As weird as that sounds, 1091 00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:39,600 Speaker 1: it keeps you wanting to be better yourself and keep 1092 00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:44,279 Speaker 1: doing the work and keep working on yourself, and it 1093 00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:47,239 Speaker 1: kind of holds you quite accountable. While like what Chad 1094 00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:51,160 Speaker 1: was saying earlier, like it's compassionate, but it's like there 1095 00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:54,719 Speaker 1: is you know, we can all work really hard on 1096 00:52:54,800 --> 00:53:00,880 Speaker 1: ourselves and be these beasts man, you know, like spiritual 1097 00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:08,600 Speaker 1: beasts like super Clear. Thank you both so so much. 1098 00:53:08,719 --> 00:53:09,960 Speaker 1: We are going to do Q and A's but I 1099 00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:13,359 Speaker 1: just went around the podcast up from a recording. I'll 1100 00:53:13,400 --> 00:53:15,680 Speaker 1: keep it recording, I promise, Matt Matth I keep it recording, 1101 00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:17,800 Speaker 1: don't end it. I want to thank the sponsors. So 1102 00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:20,600 Speaker 1: obviously we're in this incredible space, Willow. 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So and a 1131 00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,279 Speaker 1: big thank you as well to Chad for coming on 1132 00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:12,920 Speaker 1: and giving his time this morning. And I can say 1133 00:55:12,960 --> 00:55:14,760 Speaker 1: this on the podcast. We're about to do a podcast 1134 00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:18,040 Speaker 1: series just with Jad with guided meditations that will launch 1135 00:55:18,120 --> 00:55:20,719 Speaker 1: on the twenty first of February, so and you heard 1136 00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:23,680 Speaker 1: how calming and soothing his voice was. I was seeing 1137 00:55:23,719 --> 00:55:25,200 Speaker 1: that because I'm trying to like tap in, but my 1138 00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:26,840 Speaker 1: like a type brain was like, oh, yeah, he's going 1139 00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:29,360 Speaker 1: to be great on the podcast. This is going to 1140 00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:35,759 Speaker 1: be awesome. Just to end, I made a little list 1141 00:55:35,840 --> 00:55:40,000 Speaker 1: of why this podcast exists, and I'm all about having 1142 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:42,440 Speaker 1: a clear intention of why I do what I do. 1143 00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:49,000 Speaker 1: It is to inspire, connect and learn and get just 1144 00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:52,360 Speaker 1: I love getting absorbed in other people's passion because it 1145 00:55:52,440 --> 00:55:54,680 Speaker 1: evokes this kind of like spark and fine within you. 1146 00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:59,080 Speaker 1: That's why this podcast exist. And I'm all about leading 1147 00:55:59,120 --> 00:56:03,080 Speaker 1: with truth now. Yeah, so thank you guys, Thank you 1148 00:56:03,160 --> 00:56:04,719 Speaker 1: so much for the sponsor. Let's do a big grand 1149 00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:07,279 Speaker 1: reports for these guys. Thank you,