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Speaker 1: Welcome to your Diary episode. Here's the thing. I'm a

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Speaker 1: bit of a nomad, so these episodes come to from

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Speaker 1: I'll share with you what's going on in my world,

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Speaker 1: from book tours, animal encounters, delish meals, nature adventures, health

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Speaker 1: discoveries to swimming in hidden Byron Bay beaches. Come with

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Speaker 1: me as I share my adventures with you. Hello, Fambam,

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Speaker 1: Welcome to your La Diary, Potter Rooney. This will be

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Speaker 1: the week that was. It's been a really exciting week.

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Speaker 1: I've had really some really exciting meetings and great therapy

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Speaker 1: session that I'm going to share a bit of with

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Speaker 1: you today. Also, Boss and I did a little adventure

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Speaker 1: what else, I caught up with my mate Meg, did

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Speaker 1: a bit of yogs with Meg. I've had a few

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Speaker 1: fun little coffee dates as well at different places around La.

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Speaker 1: So so so so let's start with the week that was.

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Speaker 1: First things first, the episode that came out this Monday

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Speaker 1: was with comedian, actor, writer producer Monty Franklin. This is

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Speaker 1: his second time being on the pod, and he is

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Speaker 1: about to start this huge global stand up to us,

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Speaker 1: starting here in America, then going to the UK, then

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Speaker 1: going to Hong Kong, Singapore, Japan, then going to Australia,

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Speaker 1: then New Zealand, then I think back to Australia for

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Speaker 1: Regional Australia. So NonStop, non stop you And I'm pretty

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Speaker 1: sure he manages his own books to like just such

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Speaker 1: If you've got a dream or a passion, I would

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Speaker 1: say the Monty Eepp's view really cool human then, so

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Speaker 1: that's that. That's a Monday EP. The week that was

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Speaker 1: so Bos and I went away last weekend with our

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Speaker 1: then the area that we loved was this area called

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Speaker 1: And you know how I'm feeling about Crimbo. So that

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Speaker 1: visited quite a lot of like little different towns and

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Speaker 1: last year for our birthdays, which are coming up, by

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Speaker 1: especially to this Santa Inez Valley area, which is so beautiful.

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Speaker 1: Think horse country, wine country, beautiful nature. Are just a

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Speaker 1: That is going to be We're gonna do a little

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