Speaker 1: The Rising Conquer Podcast acknowledges the traditional custodians of the
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Speaker 1: We further acknowledge country throughout Australia and their connections to land,
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Speaker 2: This is the podcast for ordinary.
Speaker 1: People who want to do extraordinary things. Hello and welcome
Speaker 1: back to the Rising Concer Podcast. It is your host,
Speaker 1: Jordie Stephenson. Guys, we have a very special announcement.
Speaker 2: We're so excited with Socks.
Speaker 1: I am pumped this morning. I told her Tia, I
Speaker 1: voiced her, and I'm like a Tia. I've gone to
Speaker 1: the so like I you know, got Ivy already. She's
Speaker 1: going to Grandma today. Tim's golfing.
Speaker 2: I know, he lives the life.
Speaker 1: And then I went and got my coffee and I
Speaker 1: went to the beach and I did a meditation and
Speaker 1: journaling and fuck it put me in a good mood
Speaker 1: and I just feel like I'm floating and I'm just
Speaker 1: so good but like, because I was thinking about this
Speaker 1: episode and I'm just so excited because it's that time
Speaker 1: a year again, guys, this special announcement I've already told you,
Speaker 1: So the Rise and Conquer Project, my seven week self
Speaker 1: development and manifesting course, is coming back for the one
Speaker 1: and only.
Speaker 2: A live round this year July fourth. Thanks Ta Tia.
Speaker 2: Thanks for that sound button. Guys.
Speaker 1: Okay, so backstory, You guys know, this is my passion project.
Speaker 1: This is and I'm going to get into why I
Speaker 1: created it, and like, if you're not interested in the project,
Speaker 1: please keep listening because this episode is so juicy and.
Speaker 2: It is so helpful.
Speaker 1: But I've obviously got to do this announcement. So the
Speaker 1: project is my seven week self development course I've been
Speaker 1: doing for a couple of years now. It is just
Speaker 1: life changing and I can say that, I can proudly
Speaker 1: say that and I can second it having done it
Speaker 1: is changing, and it's weird because Atiya did it and
Speaker 1: then she works for me now and I didn't know
Speaker 1: she did it. So this is a self development course
Speaker 1: that is going to change your life. And I only
Speaker 1: open up live round when I have the time and
Speaker 1: energy because it's a lot of energy, and I it's
Speaker 1: not something I just want to like throw out and like,
Speaker 1: you know, half hours, it's something When.
Speaker 2: I do it, I'm in the zone.
Speaker 1: You're getting all my attention and energy. We're on the
Speaker 1: live calls, and it's like this container of just like
Speaker 1: high vibe, transformational energy. And so I did look at
Speaker 1: my schedule, you know, when I got back to work,
Speaker 1: and I did promise you guys, I would bring it
Speaker 1: back this year. And then I looked at my schedule
Speaker 1: and I was like, why does it fit? Where am
Speaker 1: I going to fit this in? But we've done it.
Speaker 2: We fit it in.
Speaker 1: This is though, the only live round in twenty twenty two.
Speaker 1: I just I don't have space, guys. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: a busy gal. And with Ivy Girl, Jesus Christ, she's
Speaker 1: gone even less time. So the Rise and Conker Project
Speaker 1: is opening for enrollment on the fourth of July. We
Speaker 1: love that we do what good energy On.
Speaker 2: The fourth of July.
Speaker 1: The cart will be open for two weeks if it
Speaker 1: doesn't sell out sooner. So if you're new around here,
Speaker 1: basically the project, there are capped spots just because we
Speaker 1: do these live calls during the seven weeks where you
Speaker 1: have access to me, and obviously, like I've got to
Speaker 1: have time to like answer these questions, and I do
Speaker 1: have help from my team, but still.
Speaker 2: There's now so many.
Speaker 1: There's only so many spots, and also like I just
Speaker 1: I don't want to get to the point where it's
Speaker 1: like two overwhelming and people you know, aren't getting.
Speaker 2: Their questions answered.
Speaker 1: So yes, there are capped spots, but the cart will
Speaker 1: be open for two weeks and then we all start
Speaker 1: together on the eighteenth of July. So it's really like
Speaker 1: midyear energy, let's get into the zone and let's like
Speaker 1: really make the most of this year and like end
Speaker 1: the year strong. And if you know you're feeling like
Speaker 1: you've lost motivation for your new year goals, or you're
Speaker 1: just not even feeling clear on the next step, or
Speaker 1: you just need to like reignite yourself, or you want
Speaker 1: to find like clarity on just like who the fuck
Speaker 1: you are, it's like this is the time.
Speaker 2: For sure, thanks to Yah. So it starts on the eighteenth.
Speaker 1: The car opens on the fourth of July. I only
Speaker 1: did this the last time. If you enroll in the
Speaker 1: first twenty four hours, you will get a bonus. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna tell you what the bonus is now, but
Speaker 1: you know, just make sure you're looking.
Speaker 2: At our socials.
Speaker 1: Come to my Instagram, you will get a bonus. I
Speaker 1: will leave a link in the show notes for you
Speaker 1: guys to sign up to our wait list. This just
Speaker 1: gives us a really great idea of how many people
Speaker 1: you know are gonna enroll, So I can, you know,
Speaker 1: make sure we are already bite, guys.
Speaker 2: I'm so bloody excited.
Speaker 1: So something I also do every single year is I
Speaker 1: do the project well every single time I open it,
Speaker 1: I do the project with you, so I go along.
Speaker 2: I literally watch my own trainings.
Speaker 1: Sicko and I I've got a really exciting goal.
Speaker 2: I'm manifesting. Actually a tear. I'll love to tell you're fair, okay.
Speaker 1: I And I always tell the group in there because
Speaker 1: like I'm so vulnerable of them.
Speaker 2: Hey, yeah, I tell you fucking everything in that. I
Speaker 2: just like, if you.
Speaker 1: Think Jogie's loose lips on the podcast just waiting for
Speaker 1: the project, I've got loose lips.
Speaker 2: I literally tell you.
Speaker 1: And if you guys ask me a question literally anything
Speaker 1: like how much I own or like anything like that,
Speaker 1: like anything juicy. I'm so happy to tell, so transparent,
Speaker 1: so transparent, and but it's just like important. It's this
Speaker 1: container where I know you're committed and I also want
Speaker 1: to see you transform your life. So it's just yeah,
Speaker 1: it's really really good. Anyway, I'm so fucking excited. Cut
Speaker 1: is opening. Please jump into my DM's or R and
Speaker 1: C dms if you have any questions anything like that.
Speaker 1: There's a whole heap of information on the website, though
Speaker 1: I won't get too much into it because you can
Speaker 1: go and check that out. And I really want to
Speaker 1: get into this episode because I'm feeling I'm feeling good.
Speaker 1: I'm feeling good one, I'm feeling that energy tier I'm
Speaker 1: I'm kind of going through this weird stage. I spoke
Speaker 1: about it on another episode, but with Ivy Girl, I
Speaker 1: am struggling with my creativity and so previously on the podcast,
Speaker 1: I wouldn't plan anything and I would literally wait until
Speaker 1: like this, you know, intuitive thing channeled to me and
Speaker 1: I would just like jump on the mic and it
Speaker 1: would be like a Saturday morning or like you know, whenever.
Speaker 1: But obviously since having Ivy, I really have had to
Speaker 1: structure like my time and just like that doesn't happen anymore.
Speaker 2: All my moms will resonate with that.
Speaker 1: And so that's why this morning I took that time
Speaker 1: and I went to the beach and I really like
Speaker 1: made sure I was in a good headspace.
Speaker 2: So I bring you a really great episode.
Speaker 1: So you know, I'm shuffling things around, but let's get
Speaker 1: into the episode a tier. All right, guys, today we
Speaker 1: are chatting alignment.
Speaker 2: What's that You're funny today?
Speaker 1: The drive?
Speaker 2: I think it's so you're like, I'm a comedian. I
Speaker 2: love that for you and me over here is like
Speaker 2: so serious.
Speaker 1: Guys, today we are going to be chatting alignment. And
Speaker 1: the reason that this is the topic for this episode. Also,
Speaker 1: I'm going to be very transparent. We tried to record
Speaker 1: this episode yesterday, me and a Tia.
Speaker 2: We got so depressed. It was weird.
Speaker 1: I was in a really low mood and we started
Speaker 1: recording and it just like, I don't know, it wasn't good.
Speaker 1: We were talking about a different topic, but it was
Speaker 1: to announce the project, and I just said to A Tia.
Speaker 1: We got like thirteen minutes in and I was like,
Speaker 1: I hate this. I can't do this, Like we need
Speaker 1: to stop recording, and I actually called Melon because Mel
Speaker 1: was like on fire that day. She was like coming
Speaker 1: in and out of the podcast room with like these
Speaker 1: ideas and she's like and I want to do this
Speaker 1: and I want to do that, and I've got these
Speaker 1: ideas and I was so jealous and I was like,
Speaker 1: I felt like so creatively blocked. And we said to Mel,
Speaker 1: We're like, you know, we're doing an episode introducing the project,
Speaker 1: but we also want to give you know, a lot
Speaker 1: of a value. And she said, you know what she
Speaker 1: would want to listen to is she's like, Georgie, you
Speaker 1: need to tell them why you were so passionate about
Speaker 1: this course, how it has changed your life. And also
Speaker 1: she's like you are because Mel has known me since
Speaker 1: I quit my law job, and she's like, you are
Speaker 1: a completely different person. You have literally embodied alignment intuition
Speaker 1: and I've seen you like transform like before my eyes.
Speaker 1: And she's like, you just need to, you know, talk
Speaker 1: about it. You just need to be like very honest
Speaker 1: and talk about that journey and just tell them, you know,
Speaker 1: the changes they can mate, how they can get there,
Speaker 1: and that's what this episode is about.
Speaker 2: Tears like did we really need to say this?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: A tear we did.
Speaker 1: I love it. I will disclaim on that it's been
Speaker 1: like eight years since then. Yeah, so it's a decent
Speaker 1: amount of time that the transformation has happened over Yeah.
Speaker 2: That And that's the thing.
Speaker 1: It's not an instant, it's not a quick thing. And
Speaker 1: I do say that like in the project, I'm like, yes,
Speaker 1: your life will change in seven weeks, but this will
Speaker 1: be the starting point for your life to then continue
Speaker 1: to change and transform. Like I'm just giving you the tools,
Speaker 1: now you have to go and implement them consistently. Yeah.
Speaker 1: And that's actually something I've noticed. Even I go through
Speaker 1: seasons when I'm not implementing as much, and I I
Speaker 1: will notice such a difference with being stagnant and just not.
Speaker 2: Being in alignment.
Speaker 1: Yeah. And I think as well with the project, or
Speaker 1: at least for me, I didn't. I knew I felt
Speaker 1: so much better after the seven weeks, or when I
Speaker 1: did it was six weeks, six weeks, but I couldn't
Speaker 1: put my finger on exactly what changed till like a
Speaker 1: couple months after that was when I was like I
Speaker 1: became more like this, I did this, I did that.
Speaker 1: But you don't quite know how to identify it at
Speaker 1: the time, or some people can, but I didn't. Well,
Speaker 1: you know what that is, a tir is that's because
Speaker 1: alignment is so hard to put into words. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: we're gonna try. So, guys, if you're like and because
Speaker 1: I use these words when I'm talking to you guys
Speaker 1: about the cause, I use words like, you know, stepping
Speaker 1: into alignment, following your intuition, stepping into your most authentic self.
Speaker 1: And I feel like a lot of people, well they
Speaker 1: just they're like, what the fuck are you talking about
Speaker 1: because they haven't experienced either that or much of that,
Speaker 1: and or seeing someone who is in alignment.
Speaker 2: Correct.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I get that because that was me seven
Speaker 1: years ago. Okay, So and also guys, like I guess
Speaker 1: just to explain, So let's try and explain the feeling
Speaker 1: first a tear, and then I'll get into how I
Speaker 1: felt seven years ago compared to now.
Speaker 2: But like, alignment to.
Speaker 1: Me feels so flowy, so easy, but also like not
Speaker 1: the easy, like I haven't worked for it, like the easy,
Speaker 1: like I know I am worth it and I know
Speaker 1: I am deserving and I know this ease and flow
Speaker 1: is because I've you know, overcome challenges to get here.
Speaker 1: And I deserve to get to this place. And I
Speaker 1: just feel so certain of myself and so certain of
Speaker 1: like if anything was to happen, I would be okay,
Speaker 1: and like I would know what to do. I trust
Speaker 1: myself so much.
Speaker 2: And I don't know, like I'm gonna like start cry.
Speaker 1: But it's like I just remember like not feeling like
Speaker 1: that seven years ago, and I felt like that for
Speaker 1: like most of my life.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's like I don't know, it's like this
Speaker 2: feeling of.
Speaker 1: Just you feel uncertain and you just feel like so lost.
Speaker 1: But then it also just feels like you don't know
Speaker 1: what's better, and it feels so normal to you, and
Speaker 1: you kind of you know there's something better out there,
Speaker 1: and you like want more for yourself, but you just
Speaker 1: feel like so stuck and it feels so hard and
Speaker 1: everything just feels like.
Speaker 2: A lot. And then like and I used to feel
Speaker 2: like that every single day.
Speaker 1: And also I just I did not I didn't feel
Speaker 1: comfortable to be myself. Yes, I just felt I felt
Speaker 1: so wrong. I felt like me as a person something
Speaker 1: was wrong with me, and I just like I didn't
Speaker 1: feel like good enough. I just felt like I'm like
Speaker 1: and it's not that I was like, oh, I'm a
Speaker 1: piece of shit or like anything like that. But I
Speaker 1: just thought, there's nothing special about me. There's I'm gonna
Speaker 1: live an ordinary life, and it's just I don't know,
Speaker 1: it just didn't feel like anything. But then it's like
Speaker 1: it didn't feel really bad, but it didn't feel really good,
Speaker 1: and it just kind of felt like I was sleepwalking
Speaker 1: a bit, and I was just like a bit numb
Speaker 1: to things. And it's just I guess the reason why
Speaker 1: I'm getting emotional is because that felt so normal, and
Speaker 1: if I, you know, didn't find these things and had
Speaker 1: this transformation, I would still be feeling like that. And
Speaker 1: I just feel like so many people are feeling like that,
Speaker 1: and it's like, you know, if we're getting to the craccident,
Speaker 1: like that is why I created the project, because I'm like,
Speaker 1: it's not that it's so simple. There is you know,
Speaker 1: a lot to that, but it's like it can just
Speaker 1: feel so much better. And when when you like step
Speaker 1: into alignment and you like find these tools, like you said,
Speaker 1: it's like these subtle changes and you can't even like
Speaker 1: pinpoint what has changed, because it's like maybe the external
Speaker 1: actually hasn't changed that much but you just you feel different.
Speaker 1: And I think it's also like just this like sense
Speaker 1: of peace of myself and my life, whereas before I
Speaker 1: just I don't know, I didn't feel that. Yeah, And
Speaker 1: I think it's also it's so weird to even say,
Speaker 1: but knowing that you're in the right place and not
Speaker 1: worrying about where you're going next yet, Yes, like having
Speaker 1: no stress or anxiety about the future because you just
Speaker 1: you know it's going to be okay whatever happens. Yeah,
Speaker 1: which is huge.
Speaker 2: Yeah, one hundred percent. So well, I went off on
Speaker 2: a then, and I.
Speaker 1: Think I the reason why I do get emotional is because,
Speaker 1: you know, the whole our new slogan and tea is
Speaker 1: like ordinary people doing extraordinary things. Yes, and it's kind
Speaker 1: of like I'm not special, Like there's nothing special about me.
Speaker 1: If you look at me seven years ago to me,
Speaker 1: to me now, it's like, holy shit, she's a whole
Speaker 1: different person.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I don't know, do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I get what you mean.
Speaker 1: And I think, like, I guess the reason why I
Speaker 1: get emotional is like anyone listening to this who felt
Speaker 1: who feels that like how I felt? Who feels like
Speaker 1: that now? It's like life can be so much better,
Speaker 1: and I just I get upset thinking of people who
Speaker 1: will just then continue to live their life like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's not that it's bad, no, because it's like
Speaker 1: my life was fine. Yeah, it was so fine, but
Speaker 1: then just how I feel now, it's just like next level.
Speaker 1: Holy shit, it can just feel like better than you
Speaker 1: could have imagined. That's the only way I can describe it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: all right, guys. So, like if I think about myself
Speaker 1: seven years ago, like I was kind of saying, like
Speaker 1: I just like life was fine. I was with Tim,
Speaker 1: I was doing my law degree, I had you know,
Speaker 1: a pretty good group of friends, pretty good support. But
Speaker 1: I just I felt like, I how do I articulate this?
Speaker 1: A thing I've noticed only recently is that I feel
Speaker 1: like when you're not in alignment, you're in a rush.
Speaker 1: And I know that's a very weird way to explain it,
Speaker 1: but it's like, if you're not in alignment and you're
Speaker 1: just constantly trying to work to your next goal all
Speaker 1: the time, and you're on a timeline and you're like,
Speaker 1: I need well this by this date, this, by this date, this,
Speaker 1: by this date, and you're just going and going and going. Yes,
Speaker 1: that's great, and you probably feel pretty good because you're
Speaker 1: achieving goals and hitting goals. But if you're constantly in
Speaker 1: a rush to get to the next goal, it means
Speaker 1: you're not happy where you are.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And if you're happy where you are and you're in
Speaker 1: alignment and you know that, yes, I'm supposed to be
Speaker 1: here right now. I don't know how long I'm supposed
Speaker 1: to be in this position. There's something that I have
Speaker 1: to learn, and then the next thing will come when
Speaker 1: it's supposed to come. There's no reason for me to
Speaker 1: rush to get there. Yeah, And you're just you're not worried.
Speaker 1: You're not worried at all.
Speaker 3: You're not.
Speaker 1: You'll come when it's time, if it's ten years, if
Speaker 1: it's one year, if it's six months. But there's no
Speaker 1: rush to leave where you are. That's a really insightful Yeah,
Speaker 1: like explanation. I love that.
Speaker 2: Thanks.
Speaker 1: So if I think about me, you know, seven years ago,
Speaker 1: like the before Georgian, you had this like transformation, It's yeah,
Speaker 1: I was, you know, living on a home with Tim,
Speaker 1: going out a lot with my friends, doing my law job,
Speaker 1: and like I said, like I felt that way but
Speaker 1: it's like life was fine, Like it's not like anything
Speaker 1: super bad was happening. But yeah, like you're becoming a lawyer.
Speaker 1: That's incredible.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like yeah, and it was, and I felt, you know,
Speaker 2: pretty good.
Speaker 1: But it's like, I just remember, the internal is different.
Speaker 2: So the internal.
Speaker 1: Staff was I had a lot of disordered eating issues,
Speaker 1: so I was constantly trying to just be smaller.
Speaker 2: Just didn't matter.
Speaker 1: I just wanted to be smaller. I wanted to be skinner.
Speaker 1: I wanted to be you know, fitter. I just I
Speaker 1: wanted to be not what I was. And so I
Speaker 1: was dealing with a lot of these like and to
Speaker 1: the outside, I think it would have looked, you know,
Speaker 1: like because I was, you know, losing weight and I'd
Speaker 1: get like congratulations and like this positive feedback. So on
Speaker 1: the outside it probably looked like, you know, life was
Speaker 1: good and blah blah blah. But it's like on the internal,
Speaker 1: it wasn't. It like really wasn't. And I had a
Speaker 1: really bad minute like in a Mean Girl, which was
Speaker 1: the you know, the reason why I was chasing this
Speaker 1: like external happiness of once I'm skinner, I'll be happier,
Speaker 1: and I have to be it's almost like this sense
Speaker 1: of like perfectionism, like I just needed to be perfect
Speaker 1: and then my life would be perfect. So I had
Speaker 1: to get the perfect body and then my life would
Speaker 1: be perfect. So on the external it looked fine. It
Speaker 1: looks like, oh, she's just gone a gym, She's like
Speaker 1: living her life, and like I just go to gym now,
Speaker 1: like almost not similar because I was being a bit
Speaker 1: crazy back then. But it's like my internal world was
Speaker 1: really fucking dark and really like not good. The things
Speaker 1: I used to say to myself and that sort of
Speaker 1: side of things just like really not good. And I
Speaker 1: was just suffering in silence a lot, and I just
Speaker 1: thought that was normal. I thought, you know, having those
Speaker 1: thoughts about yourself was normal, and it was just, you know,
Speaker 1: normal to always want to be better and to always
Speaker 1: want to be different.
Speaker 2: And I also just remember I just had no.
Speaker 1: Sense of I was always looking to other people for things.
Speaker 1: So and I know you felt this way to a
Speaker 1: tear of like I would I would be that person
Speaker 1: who like poled all my friends and be like should
Speaker 1: I do this? I just had no trust in myself
Speaker 1: and even to the point of, like I remember, like
Speaker 1: for an outfit on the weekend, I would like scroll
Speaker 1: for hours on Instagram, find the perfect photo of like
Speaker 1: some girl who looked like she had the best life,
Speaker 1: and like copy her outfit.
Speaker 2: Yes, I know exactly what you mean, and like to
Speaker 2: think of doing that.
Speaker 1: Now, I wouldn't dream of that because I just pick
Speaker 1: what I like, Yes, Whereas before it's like, I, you know,
Speaker 1: I know exactly what I used to do that. I
Speaker 1: would look to other people for inspiration, to other people
Speaker 1: for what should I wear?
Speaker 2: What should I do?
Speaker 1: I just had no internal compass, and I just had
Speaker 1: no trust in myself, Like I would never dream of
Speaker 1: just going to the store and just like picking something
Speaker 1: because without sending your friends photos asking them what they're yes,
Speaker 1: and just because I liked it and because it felt
Speaker 1: good to me.
Speaker 2: It was like it's like I thought that was.
Speaker 1: Normal, but now being the way I I'm like, that's
Speaker 1: fucked up. You know what tell us is so sad.
Speaker 2: I feel like that.
Speaker 1: Is normal, but it's not. Okay, yeah, okay, Like a
Speaker 1: lot of people might be a lot of this thinking, yeah,
Speaker 1: I do that, that's normal. Yeah, So like I and
Speaker 1: I'm sure I could probably find it in my phone notes,
Speaker 1: but I would yeah, like exactly what you said. Poll
Speaker 1: people on what do you think of this outfit, this
Speaker 1: outfit or this appit or this hairstyle or this hairstyle,
Speaker 1: and I'd send like people and I would tell Tally
Speaker 1: the results and that would be my decision. But I
Speaker 1: wouldn't get a vote. Yeah, And like, I know people
Speaker 1: probably don't do it to that.
Speaker 2: Extent, but pretty extremity. I was like myself.
Speaker 1: But like, I think a lot of people will go
Speaker 1: to the store and they might send their friends a
Speaker 1: few pictures in the change room. I don't think there's
Speaker 1: anything too wrong with that, but they might be leaning towards,
Speaker 1: say a pink dress, and one of their friends is like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, you look stunning in the black, and
Speaker 1: then they're like, oh, I.
Speaker 2: Just get the black then.
Speaker 1: But it's like, if you felt better in the pink dress,
Speaker 1: you should be getting the pink dress. And it's funny
Speaker 1: because I do this now where I'll pull tim about
Speaker 1: things and you'll often say always the opposite and not
Speaker 1: do the opposite, and I'll be like, nah, fuck that,
Speaker 1: I look way better than this.
Speaker 2: And I just don't give a fuck what he said. Also,
Speaker 2: like I.
Speaker 1: Want to know exactly like you just want other people,
Speaker 1: but then I like trust myself and I just and
Speaker 1: then also like that's honestly the reason why I did
Speaker 1: a whole degree that I'm now not using.
Speaker 2: Just fucking had to pay hex on.
Speaker 1: Relate and really because it was like, if I become
Speaker 1: a lawyer, which is, you know, a prestigious job, I
Speaker 1: will first full make my parents proud. Imagine saying that
Speaker 1: in a conversation, Like I this is something that went
Speaker 1: through my mind of I could tell people I was
Speaker 1: a lawyer, and that's like, I think that's also normal
Speaker 1: in itself, but also I'm thinking of that and I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's fucked, and I just think how I feel now
Speaker 1: with I'm like and for instance, like even bringing out
Speaker 1: this course was a huge not challenge, but it was
Speaker 1: a huge kind of step for me because for a
Speaker 1: long time I was kind of embarrassed talking and telling
Speaker 1: people that I manifested things because it was so taboo
Speaker 1: back then. Yeah, like I remember kind of wanting to
Speaker 1: have the conversation you know, with my friends or Tim
Speaker 1: or my mom and dad and talking about these concepts,
Speaker 1: but just feeling like I, you know, like we were girl,
Speaker 1: I was that we were girl. I was that weird girl,
Speaker 1: and it like takes me back to high school, when
Speaker 1: like I wasn't cool enough, you know. And it's like,
Speaker 1: and that's another thing. In high school. I just remember
Speaker 1: I would do anything to be liked. I would do
Speaker 1: anything to like, not even be liked, but just be
Speaker 1: like normal, just be fit in, fit in.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And it's like I just wouldn't couldn't even te tell
Speaker 1: you what. And I think this is normal for a teenager,
Speaker 1: but it's absolutely I couldn't tell you what I liked
Speaker 1: or even what felt authentically me. But that still was
Speaker 1: happening in you know, my early twenties, which I think
Speaker 1: is also normal.
Speaker 2: So normal, so normal.
Speaker 1: But like I do have friends who are now in
Speaker 1: their early thirties who was in the same boat, which
Speaker 1: is why you don't want to be, yeah, who were
Speaker 1: kind of doing the same things as they were when
Speaker 1: they were in their early twenties, like maybe a little
Speaker 1: bit different, but they're still you can tell they are
Speaker 1: still stuck in this place where they don't they don't
Speaker 1: trust their intuition, they don't have them, you know, they
Speaker 1: haven't strengthened their internal compass because all these things we're
Speaker 1: talking about, like intuition alignment.
Speaker 2: It's not it is.
Speaker 1: I feel like some people just like have it and
Speaker 1: I do, and I'm like jealous of those people. But
Speaker 1: for me, it is something I've had to learn and
Speaker 1: strengthen over time, and I'm really excited to contine you
Speaker 1: you know, strengthening it and continue being an alignment. But yeah,
Speaker 1: so going back seven years ago, like I said, life
Speaker 1: is fine, and I was like, you know, doing my
Speaker 1: law job and doing this and that. As soon as
Speaker 1: I kind of made that big step of quitting my
Speaker 1: law job and then really being in this place of like, fuck,
Speaker 1: I need to, you know, make things happen for myself
Speaker 1: in my own way because I've just taken this big
Speaker 1: jump and that was really the catalyst of me in
Speaker 1: my self development journey, me in you know, starting to
Speaker 1: use these tools, if that makes sense. So then let's
Speaker 1: kind of was that Did that kind of paint a
Speaker 1: good picture for you a tier of like how I
Speaker 1: felt seven years ago?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I find it so interesting that the only word you
Speaker 1: used to describe it was fine.
Speaker 2: I'm not sure if you noticed that, did I just did?
Speaker 2: They keep saying fine?
Speaker 3: Fine?
Speaker 2: I was fine? It was fine.
Speaker 1: No, like like it wasn't bad, but it was so good.
Speaker 1: And that's the thing is, it wasn't that like like
Speaker 1: you were just fine sort of going yeah. Well, I
Speaker 1: do use the term often in like copy of like
Speaker 1: it kind of felt like a sleepwalking a bit, like
Speaker 1: just kind of going through the motions. Yes, there wasn't
Speaker 1: any like enjoyment. Those that's things I did enjoy myself.
Speaker 1: And life was like and I used to have some
Speaker 1: really great days and like that sort of thing. But
Speaker 1: I guess, having hindsight now looking back, I was like,
Speaker 1: compared to now, I yeah, it was fine.
Speaker 2: That's really interesting. Yeah, so fast forward to now.
Speaker 1: And like I said, even when I talk, you know
Speaker 1: about the project, and you know, we have a lot
Speaker 1: of like like I remember my real for the launch
Speaker 1: of Last of the Last project this time last year
Speaker 1: at TIA, I was like, you know, like let me
Speaker 1: help you manifest. And then I had photos of you know,
Speaker 1: like me and Tim we bought three houses together. Me
Speaker 1: and Tia just have this funny joke because obviously the
Speaker 1: market is so different and we'll get into that, but
Speaker 1: you know, we bought three houses, you know, attracting soul
Speaker 1: aligned friendship. So a big difference seven years ago is
Speaker 1: I probably had like twenty friends.
Speaker 2: Lots I had. I had a lot of.
Speaker 1: Friends and know exactly a lot of people, and like
Speaker 1: now I probably have maybe four. I was like, I
Speaker 1: think I have three or four and they're like, you know,
Speaker 1: best girlfriends, and every time I see them, they like.
Speaker 2: Fill me up and it feels so good. And I
Speaker 2: also like to be.
Speaker 1: Completely honest, I have a very different relationship with Tim.
Speaker 1: So me and Tim's relationship seven years ago was.
Speaker 2: Very surface level.
Speaker 1: What I mean, I love were you married, we were engaged,
Speaker 1: and you're saying it was no, I'm not joking, so
Speaker 1: like in the way of like I loved him so
Speaker 1: much and he was my support person. But for instance,
Speaker 1: I hadn't shared with him these feelings I was feeling.
Speaker 1: I hadn't been vulnerable. He didn't know my deekest, deepest,
Speaker 1: darkest secrets like I was just I was a bit
Speaker 1: of a shell of a human to be completely honest,
Speaker 1: like no one knew I would just I had such
Speaker 1: an internal world that I would never show to the
Speaker 1: external world because I was afraid of what they would think.
Speaker 1: And you didn't have like a safe space, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: didn't feel safe. And so now like, for instance, like
Speaker 1: Tim literally knows like my deepest, darkest thoughts and you know,
Speaker 1: he's still around, and I know I can go to Tim,
Speaker 1: like I think I've said this to you a tia,
Speaker 1: Like I went to Tim once and I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm really progressing in a self development way, and I
Speaker 1: feel like you're falling behind if and if you don't
Speaker 1: like continue with me, like I don't see this relationship
Speaker 1: working out like that is a fucking direct conversation, so direct,
Speaker 1: and instead of just leaving it and getting you know,
Speaker 1: ten years down the track and then like I need
Speaker 1: a divorce, Like I just my relationship with him is
Speaker 1: so different and it was so beautiful that even in
Speaker 1: my self development, like you know, growth, that it grew
Speaker 1: as well rather than I feel like maybe other people
Speaker 1: sometimes the relationship you know stops or ends or.
Speaker 2: Something like that.
Speaker 1: But just strengthening our relationship has been you know, such
Speaker 1: a difference in that way. And then so I think
Speaker 1: also like a big difference is just and I just
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm gonna like piss people off when
Speaker 1: I say this, but.
Speaker 2: It's just like the easiness of abundance. Yes, that's just
Speaker 2: looking at me.
Speaker 1: But like for instance, seven years ago, you know, I
Speaker 1: was living out of home, so we were having to
Speaker 1: you know, completely pay.
Speaker 2: Our own way.
Speaker 1: And I just like, if we're talking money, it's like
Speaker 1: it felt like I could just never get ahead. It
Speaker 1: felt like there was always bills that it always felt
Speaker 1: like there.
Speaker 2: Was only just enough.
Speaker 1: I could never yet, like I said, I could never
Speaker 1: get ahead compared to when I started living in alignment.
Speaker 1: And this is kind of what I'm trying to say,
Speaker 1: is when you fix the internal stuff and you start
Speaker 1: there and you really like And this is why week
Speaker 1: two is like quite bleak in the project and people
Speaker 1: get quite down, is because I'm not just telling you
Speaker 1: a manifesting formula that is like.
Speaker 2: Pretty and high vibe and just whoo.
Speaker 1: It's like, no, we have to do the work, and
Speaker 1: we have to do the shadow work, and we really
Speaker 1: have to change your inner story. We have to get
Speaker 1: through your limiting beliefs, and we have to do that
Speaker 1: because when your inner world changes, your outer world changes. Yes,
Speaker 1: And so what I had to what I really is
Speaker 1: when I was doing that, and I was really working
Speaker 1: on the shadow work and working on the internal stuff.
Speaker 1: The buy product of that was this feeling of ease
Speaker 1: with abundance. It felt easy to save for our first house.
Speaker 1: It felt easy to buy a holiday house. And it's like,
Speaker 1: even if I wanted something that was like, you know,
Speaker 1: quite out of this world or even felt uncomfortable to me,
Speaker 1: it would feel easy to I almost need to find
Speaker 1: a different word for it. But it's like, yeah, it
Speaker 1: kind of like I guess, like not stress, which is easy, but.
Speaker 2: You guys know my struggle articulating myself.
Speaker 1: But basically, like, for example, when I wanted my you know,
Speaker 1: Porsche mccn s with fucking tan interior very specific, which
Speaker 1: is like, you know, a car that's over one hundred grand,
Speaker 1: I was not in a position where I could afford that.
Speaker 1: I like, yeah, financially I was not. So it's not like, oh,
Speaker 1: it's just easy, I can, you know, do these things.
Speaker 1: But then when I was like, no, I'm going to
Speaker 1: manifest this, the steps to then get there and how
Speaker 1: it then unfolded felt easy. Yes, So it's not so
Speaker 1: much like like it was easy in the sense that
Speaker 1: you could spend whatever money you wanted when you were
Speaker 1: saving for your first house, you still had to consciously
Speaker 1: save and put money as soone hundred percent, but it
Speaker 1: didn't feel difficult or that you were missing out on
Speaker 1: things because you were saving up for the house. And
Speaker 1: that's what alignment feels like. Yeah, so you still have
Speaker 1: to do the work. You still have to take action,
Speaker 1: and I call it aligned action because if you're taking
Speaker 1: action and you haven't done these previous steps.
Speaker 2: You're not going to get there. I'm sorry. Like, and
Speaker 2: that's another thing.
Speaker 1: A lots of people will be like, oh, well I tried.
Speaker 1: You know, I tried to manifest a couple of times,
Speaker 1: and it just doesn't work girlfriends, because you haven't done
Speaker 1: the inner work. And I guarantee you you're just doing
Speaker 1: it the wrong way. It's like snakes and ladders, yes,
Speaker 1: and get stuck. And yeah that's and that's the thing too.
Speaker 1: It is a journey where I'm still now dealing with
Speaker 1: limiting beliefs. I Like I said, I do the project
Speaker 1: every single time and learn different things about myself and
Speaker 1: unturned different you know, stuff that I've got to deal
Speaker 1: with to then, you know, get to where I want
Speaker 1: to be. And so it's not that I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: it's just so easy, you know, with abundance and money
Speaker 1: and whatnot, because it's not like that bit looking back,
Speaker 1: Like I said, when I wanted that car, I was
Speaker 1: not in a financial position.
Speaker 2: To buy that car. But once I set my mind.
Speaker 1: On it and you know, did the you know, previous
Speaker 1: steps and really looked at my limiting beliefs and whatnot,
Speaker 1: then how I took action and I did. I had
Speaker 1: to take action. I had to work to get there.
Speaker 1: That felt easy. And so when you and that's another
Speaker 1: thing I talk about in the project is when you
Speaker 1: do you have a really exciting goal or something you're
Speaker 1: working towards, even though you do have to take action
Speaker 1: and you do have to you know, make steps, it
Speaker 1: does feel easy and flowy, and it feels like it
Speaker 1: does feel like a stretch and you will be out
Speaker 1: of your comfort zone. But it's like it feels different
Speaker 1: compared to how I used to feel when trying to
Speaker 1: achieve a goal. Yeah, I feel like it's almost or
Speaker 1: at least what happened for me. The difference between before
Speaker 1: project and after project, yeah, is that my goals were
Speaker 1: kind of what I thought they had to be, not
Speaker 1: what I truly wanted.
Speaker 2: Yes, and they.
Speaker 1: Were also limited to an extent because I thought that
Speaker 1: I couldn't get bigger or better, if that makes sense.
Speaker 2: One hundred percent.
Speaker 1: Like my goal might have been, I'm going to get
Speaker 1: a degree, I'm going to get a full time job,
Speaker 1: and that's where it stops. Yeah, and my full time
Speaker 1: job is going to pay me a lot of money.
Speaker 1: I'm going to get a good four week of holiday
Speaker 1: a year and I'm not going to stress nice and
Speaker 1: that's going to be my life and it's going to
Speaker 1: be fine and it's going to be fine.
Speaker 2: And like it's just that's not it, but I think
Speaker 2: so bits sorry continue.
Speaker 1: So that was like it beforehand, and then I did
Speaker 1: the project and I was like, wow, like I can.
Speaker 1: I can literally get whatever I want. Anyone in any
Speaker 1: position in the world. Most of them have started either
Speaker 1: worse off than I did or where I am now,
Speaker 1: So why am I thinking that I can't do it?
Speaker 1: Kind of thing? And it also when I shifted my
Speaker 1: goals from what I thought I needed to want slash
Speaker 1: what I was told I needed to go for to
Speaker 1: what is actually right for me. When I work towards
Speaker 1: the goal, even though it's work and even though it's
Speaker 1: like I'm spending maybe even more hours on that than
Speaker 1: I did previously for the other goals. It feels it
Speaker 1: lights me up, so it doesn't feel difficult. I'm working
Speaker 1: hard and it isn't easy. But afterwards, instead of feeling drained,
Speaker 1: I might feel tired, but I am excited. I am
Speaker 1: I enjoyed what I did, and I think, see, that's
Speaker 1: a beautiful thing. A tire because a big thing I
Speaker 1: want to say is, even though my example is you know,
Speaker 1: quitting the corporate job, starting naked harvest, like it's you
Speaker 1: know that story a lot, and that's me in alignment,
Speaker 1: in alignment for you is going to look so different
Speaker 1: because for example, a Tier someone at the moment might
Speaker 1: be they might have a small business. They might be
Speaker 1: like slogging away and that business is not actually in alignment,
Speaker 1: and they might do the project and then their alignment
Speaker 1: looks like getting a corporate job and you know roue.
Speaker 2: Having the routine.
Speaker 1: And I guess, like what I'm trying to say is
Speaker 1: your alignment is going to look so different to everyone,
Speaker 1: but the feeling is the same because for example, our
Speaker 1: goals are Tier are so different. Who we want to
Speaker 1: be in life, what we want in life is so different.
Speaker 1: But the feeling, and we've had discussions about this off
Speaker 1: the mic is the exact same. Yeah, there's just no doubt. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and it's just such a good thing.
Speaker 2: I know, no bit it's like and you don't know
Speaker 2: until you.
Speaker 1: Feel it, because I didn't. I don't think I truly
Speaker 1: felt it till recently. But it is like even when
Speaker 1: so good a Tear you were explaining to me who
Speaker 1: you were just even a year ago to who you
Speaker 1: are now, and because I've only known you, how like
Speaker 1: the last couple of months, I've only known you, and
Speaker 1: like when you explain that person, I literally said to you,
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Like who you show up as?
Speaker 2: And who?
Speaker 1: Like your presence? Like the reason why A Tear got
Speaker 1: this job? She everyone else was way more qualified than
Speaker 1: you were Tear. Everyone else had a better resume, was
Speaker 1: way more qualified.
Speaker 2: Bitter Tear walked in the room and I like felt
Speaker 2: her presence.
Speaker 1: Literally you left, and all the girls out there when
Speaker 1: fuck I like her.
Speaker 2: And you just walk past them.
Speaker 3: Do you know?
Speaker 2: Do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: So when you explain that you know, even a year ago,
Speaker 1: used to poll people and used to not trust yourself
Speaker 1: and all these different things I'm like, what do you mean.
Speaker 2: A year ago?
Speaker 1: Me? A year ago wouldn't have even applied for this job.
Speaker 1: And also I talk to myself out of it and
Speaker 1: the fact that you're like I straightway just got you
Speaker 1: on the mics and you're like you you know, you're
Speaker 1: in so many episodes and you're just like, I feel
Speaker 1: like you've completely stepped into yourself. But that's all I
Speaker 1: know of you because I haven't seen you preeously. So
Speaker 1: isn't it funny that it's like it's so different but
Speaker 1: it's still you? Yes, And it's weird to look back on,
Speaker 1: and like I think a lot of people who would
Speaker 1: have done the project would probably feel the same way.
Speaker 1: Look at who you were before and you kind of
Speaker 1: don't even remember who it was or what they did,
Speaker 1: and like you'll just have weird like flashes back like
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, I used to bowl people. I think
Speaker 1: it's like it just feels very yeah foreign, yeah, and
Speaker 1: I and so going back because I was going to
Speaker 1: say something before. So a good example because a lot
Speaker 1: of people, I feel like might be listening to this
Speaker 1: episode and being like, you know, with the Linemen, it's like, oh,
Speaker 1: so you you know, completely changed. You know your goal,
Speaker 1: and it's because you know you then got these things
Speaker 1: that you could achieve the goal. And so something A
Speaker 1: great example of this, which I feel like, I don't
Speaker 1: know if a lot of people resonate or not, but
Speaker 1: a very basic example of this is previously, like I said,
Speaker 1: I had a lot of is like body image issues
Speaker 1: and also disordered eating and like quite like author authoraxic,
Speaker 1: where it's like I wouldn't let anything.
Speaker 2: That was like unnatural in my food.
Speaker 1: I like had to eat natural and I had to
Speaker 1: like no find Yeah, like I was a bit pedantic,
Speaker 1: which is weird because.
Speaker 2: Now you're like you fucking eat anything. Yeah, give me
Speaker 2: all the vanilla in my coffee.
Speaker 1: No, like I was caramel please lives in my prouta cup.
Speaker 1: But yeah, anyway, So I had a lot of issues
Speaker 1: and it felt and so like I did get to
Speaker 1: a point where or even I thought, you know, I
Speaker 1: you know, my goal body or like my goal aesthetic
Speaker 1: or whatever whatever. Yeah, but it felt so fucking hard
Speaker 1: and it felt like I could never maintain that body.
Speaker 2: I could.
Speaker 1: I would then put on five killers and I would
Speaker 1: lose it, and then I would do this and then
Speaker 1: like I lose it again. Yeah, And then so that
Speaker 1: was me, you know, me seven years ago. Like it
Speaker 1: felt really hard and I could achieve it, but I
Speaker 1: could never maintain it. So that's like a goal. So
Speaker 1: then skip forward probably like you know, close to three
Speaker 1: or four years after that, when I was doing a
Speaker 1: lot of these self development things and I'm still really
Speaker 1: into like my fitness and health, and I found like
Speaker 1: I felt guided, and I found like I got led
Speaker 1: to things like intuitive eating and like certain books and
Speaker 1: certain resources. I then kind of got to this point.
Speaker 2: Where I was, you know, eating whatever I wanted.
Speaker 1: I was also you know, still conscious of what I
Speaker 1: was eating, but I was eating whatever I wanted. I
Speaker 1: was working out how I wanted in the way I wanted.
Speaker 1: I wasn't doing any cardio. I was just doing strength training,
Speaker 1: and like I looked better then, Like if we're talking aesthetics,
Speaker 1: I you know, not so much. I looked better, but
Speaker 1: it's like I felt better. I felt so healthy, and
Speaker 1: I felt so good in my body, and it felt
Speaker 1: so easy, do you know what I mean, Like it
Speaker 1: wasn't a chore to do, It wasn't a chore.
Speaker 2: It felt so easy.
Speaker 1: And went restricting yourself and I wasn't restricting myself and
Speaker 1: I could still go out with friends and I still
Speaker 1: had burger Is on the weekend, and I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, and it's like I had got to this
Speaker 1: set point.
Speaker 2: And I guess that's.
Speaker 1: What I'm explaining of. When you're in alignment and not
Speaker 1: so you can literally still have the same goal, but
Speaker 1: if you're out of alignment and you're trying to achieve
Speaker 1: this goal, it feels fucking hard. And even if you
Speaker 1: achieve that goal, it feels like you will not be
Speaker 1: able to hold onto it. Yeah, whereas you've achieved it
Speaker 1: tick and it's never coming back again, yeah, or it
Speaker 1: feels like and that's often I feel like when you've
Speaker 1: got goals in regards to money, you will maybe achieve that,
Speaker 1: but it will feel like, oh no, bit a bill's coming,
Speaker 1: or like oh no tax.
Speaker 2: Time, or yeah it feels too good to be true. Yeah.
Speaker 1: But when you achieve this goal, when you're in alignment
Speaker 1: and you do it this way, and like the formula
Speaker 1: formula teacher in the project, it feels so easy and
Speaker 1: it feels like this is me.
Speaker 3: Forever, yeah, like this is mine now, thanks, Yeah, And
Speaker 3: so like I hate kind of using that goal because
Speaker 3: it's like, you know, like I I don't know if.
Speaker 1: That's like the right way to portray it, but it's
Speaker 1: like that's a real life example of me of it
Speaker 1: feeling really difficult compared to in alignment and.
Speaker 2: It's the same goal.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so interesting, and so like with the project,
Speaker 1: I know you said a tear you did week one
Speaker 1: and your goals completely changed completely, and I feel like
Speaker 1: so many people do that, but yeah, I feel like
Speaker 1: it's almost better to go in without a goal, yes
Speaker 1: and everything, because a lot of people they will come
Speaker 1: into my DMS and be like, oh, but I don't
Speaker 1: actually know what I want to manifact, I don't actually
Speaker 1: know where I want to go. I just know I'm
Speaker 1: not in the right place, and I just yeah, they
Speaker 1: feel the feeling that I just explained before, and I'm like, Babe,
Speaker 1: that is the best place to be in because it's
Speaker 1: honestly less work to go for out knowing what you
Speaker 1: want to do to figuring it out than it is
Speaker 1: to change your entire life plan from what you thought,
Speaker 1: which just wanted to be I did, Yeah, and then
Speaker 1: then get into the place of not knowing and then figure.
Speaker 2: Out where you're going yeah.
Speaker 1: But in saying that, Atia, that's also what I'm trying
Speaker 1: to express is you could also do the project and
Speaker 1: have the same goal but achieve it in such an ease.
Speaker 2: And flow way.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Absolutely, when you're in alignment.
Speaker 1: Yeah, or you might realize it's not for you, exactly,
Speaker 1: Like I think some people as well, though, they come
Speaker 1: in with the goal and because they've already done, they're
Speaker 1: very clear in themselves and their intuition comes to them
Speaker 1: a bit more naturally. That's their actual goal. If that
Speaker 1: makes sense.
Speaker 2: What do you mean?
Speaker 1: Sorry, Like, some people will come into the project like
Speaker 1: me and change in week one. Some people will come
Speaker 1: in and not know what they want. They just know
Speaker 1: that they're ready for the next thing.
Speaker 2: But some people will.
Speaker 1: Come in with a goal and that goal is actually
Speaker 1: true to them and rite for them because they had
Speaker 1: been a bit more intuitive from before they enrolled. Yes, correct, Yeah,
Speaker 1: one hundred and there's like a variety of yeah, And
Speaker 1: I feel like like, yeah, one hundred percent. There would
Speaker 1: be people who are listening to this, So there would
Speaker 1: be people who listening to us who felt like I
Speaker 1: felt seven years ago, which is like I feel like
Speaker 1: probably like extremely out of alignment and just maybe not
Speaker 1: having that internal compass, that internal intuition, which again that
Speaker 1: was me, so don't feel like, you know, scared or whatnot.
Speaker 1: But then there would be people who maybe have felt
Speaker 1: glimpses of alignment, yes, and glimpses of intuition, but then
Speaker 1: would go through periods of definitely not feeling it and
Speaker 1: almost struggle to know how to get back into it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, would you agree back? Yeah? Absolutely, And I like
Speaker 2: just how to get.
Speaker 1: Past it yeah or keep it? Yeah, because that's like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is exciting. That's like because if you aren't consistently
Speaker 1: in alignment, which which I will kind of say, I've
Speaker 1: gotten to a point where I just feel like I'm
Speaker 1: very consistently in alignment, and if I'm feeling off or whatnot,
Speaker 1: I have my tools and I know how to get
Speaker 1: in alignment. But I feel like there would be people
Speaker 1: who then get like pushed out of alignment or whatever,
Speaker 1: thrown out of alignment and really into that like that
Speaker 1: self sabotaging sort of they don't know how to get
Speaker 1: back there, which is a deep rooted like I'm not
Speaker 1: good enough for alignment. Yeah, Yeah, which obviously we'll get
Speaker 1: into in a different episode.
Speaker 2: Maybe we'll get a psychologist.
Speaker 1: No, yeah, well, let's kind of chat about a tear.
Speaker 1: What's different ways that you feel like you if you're
Speaker 1: feeling a bit off, how to get in alignment, how
Speaker 1: to kind of strengthen that alignment, how to get you know,
Speaker 1: from Georgie seven years ago to Georgie now, or yours
Speaker 1: would be yours.
Speaker 2: Tear last year to a tea now. Yeah, Like, yeah,
Speaker 2: do you have any practices you do asking for signs?
Speaker 2: I did that last week? Oh my god, Yeah, do
Speaker 2: you want to tell them?
Speaker 1: Yeah, go on tell the story. So yeah, on Tuesday,
Speaker 1: I started just having like a few bits of doubt
Speaker 1: comeing to my mind about a big goal I have.
Speaker 1: And I have never felt that way before about that
Speaker 1: specific goal. And that was always the one thing for
Speaker 1: me where I was like, that's what I'm doing, That's
Speaker 1: what I'm meant to do.
Speaker 2: This is it.
Speaker 1: There's no doubt. Yeah, And then the doubt started coming in.
Speaker 1: I'm like, maybe maybe that's not it. Maybe I'm supposed
Speaker 1: to do this thing or this thing or this thing.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, hang on a second, let me calm
Speaker 1: down and not start panicking. And I asked the universe
Speaker 1: for a sign, and it was so funny because I
Speaker 1: was driving and I was like, show me a double rainbow.
Speaker 1: If this, like, if this is meant to be my
Speaker 1: big life goal and this is where I end up,
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter how far away it is, show me
Speaker 1: a double rainbow. And then I said to myself, I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: a double rainbow is too common.
Speaker 2: I need to triple rainbow even Yeah, okay, so fucking random.
Speaker 1: I not even five minutes later, I saw three rainbows,
Speaker 1: like there was one double rainbow and then an extra
Speaker 1: rainbow like a meter behind. Well, isn't no, You said
Speaker 1: to me in the voice that it was like you
Speaker 1: saw the double rainbow and they.
Speaker 2: Had missed your turn off.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but then the turn off you saw the third one. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so it's like you were meant to miss that turn off.
Speaker 1: I was meant to miss that turn off to see
Speaker 1: the third rainbow. And then I just like did a
Speaker 1: roundabout came back. But like I started freaking out because
Speaker 1: I saw the double rainbow. Like it's been like two minutes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but it was such a good feeling and that just
Speaker 1: like settled me. I'm like, okay, all right, maybe there's
Speaker 1: a few things along the way that would that might
Speaker 1: not seem like it's gonna get me there, but that's
Speaker 1: where I'm going and I can have like security in
Speaker 1: that and that's such a big thing for me. And
Speaker 1: then also a tear voiced me that because she was
Speaker 1: so excited and her voicey, the time code was one
Speaker 1: one one.
Speaker 2: Isn't that funny? But that's what I mean. Guys, like when.
Speaker 1: You know how to tap into your intuition, when you
Speaker 1: know how to like use.
Speaker 4: These principles and these things, and like I hate that
Speaker 4: people think manifesting is like we woo and it's like
Speaker 4: this thing that's like, you know, like magical, and it
Speaker 4: is magical, like what you just said, Like I got
Speaker 4: goosebumps when you told me.
Speaker 1: And then I saw the like the time code stamp.
Speaker 1: But it's like a tear literally did the.
Speaker 2: Course last year.
Speaker 1: Her life has changed, She's changed as a person, you know,
Speaker 1: she's this whole new person. But also you literally tapped
Speaker 1: into intuition and got an answer two minutes later. I
Speaker 1: know that what's insane? Like I was like, show it
Speaker 1: to me in the next week, I.
Speaker 2: Know, But that's what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's like when you're in alignment and when you know
Speaker 1: how to tap been to your intuition, it just came.
Speaker 2: It just feels fucking easy. Yeah, like you would have
Speaker 2: been like, fuck, that's too easy. Yes, literally, I'm like,
Speaker 2: didn't it? That's home? But then that is like, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's really cool.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's probably My big one is just signed or
Speaker 1: if I get really really in a rut, I need
Speaker 1: to either journal myself out of it or I say meditate.
Speaker 1: But for me, meditating is kind of just putting my
Speaker 1: music in and dancing around the house when no one's home.
Speaker 1: M that really helps me get up into a high
Speaker 1: vibe and shift back into the right place.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: You know, mine's almost similar the way of like when
Speaker 1: I do a workout and it's like moving the energy around,
Speaker 1: I can completely change my mood. Yeah. And I think also,
Speaker 1: I think a big thing for me is like when
Speaker 1: I'm not feeling in alignment and when I'm feeling quite low,
Speaker 1: kind of like I was feeling yesterday. Yeah, I was
Speaker 1: a bit weird yesterday was my t was like, what
Speaker 1: is wrong with you?
Speaker 2: In Venice? The episode we tried to record, it is
Speaker 2: not a.
Speaker 1: Good idea now looking back, but when I'm feeling like that,
Speaker 1: I don't know, I have this sense of like it's fine,
Speaker 1: I'm allowed to feel like this, and I'm like allowed
Speaker 1: to just feel the feelings. Yeah, and like feel my emotions.
Speaker 1: Was Previously, if I was feeling like really off and
Speaker 1: really low, I would.
Speaker 2: Be like quite not like freaked out about it, but
Speaker 2: I would like make it mean so many things.
Speaker 1: Whereas now when I'm feeling feelings, I'm just.
Speaker 2: Like it's all good.
Speaker 1: I'm allowed to feel feelings, and I don't push them
Speaker 1: down and I don't try and you know, do things
Speaker 1: to make myself feel better, Like I don't try and
Speaker 1: go online shopping or go drinking with a friend. Like
Speaker 1: I can literally just like sit in my feelings and
Speaker 1: be like I just need to feel this, I need
Speaker 1: to process this. And I also know tomorrow when I
Speaker 1: go to gym, I'll move my energy round it and
Speaker 1: like I'll feel better. Yeah, And that's literally what I
Speaker 1: did this morning, and like this morning me going I
Speaker 1: feel a bit out of an alignment and like this
Speaker 1: is a really important, you know episode where I want
Speaker 1: to talk to my community.
Speaker 2: Is I literally took, you.
Speaker 1: Know, ten minutes out of my morning it was more
Speaker 1: like half now and I, you know, got my normal coffee,
Speaker 1: but instead of like jumping straight to my car and
Speaker 1: like zooming to work, I went and sat and I
Speaker 1: brought my journle and I literally just wrote a couple
Speaker 1: of things down and I just like gave myself the
Speaker 1: time and energy. And it's like it's such a simple practice,
Speaker 1: but it's like, I don't know, when you just like
Speaker 1: you just have a completely different outlook and perspective. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think that's a huge thing, as well as just
Speaker 1: learning that it's okay to feel that way and just
Speaker 1: process it. Yeah, don't try and rush out of it
Speaker 1: or think something's wrong with you because you're feeling that way,
Speaker 1: because everybody feels that way and it's human and we're humans,
Speaker 1: So just sit in it and work through it or
Speaker 1: let it pass. Kind of.
Speaker 2: I think if.
Speaker 1: You're feeling these feelings, and if you're you know how
Speaker 1: I expoke to you at the start of the episode
Speaker 1: when I got a bit emotional, if you're feeling those feelings,
Speaker 1: it's like, I think that's a very exciting place to
Speaker 1: be because I think there's a lot of people who
Speaker 1: would feel like that, but they would have no awareness. Yes,
Speaker 1: And I think if you can even be aware that
Speaker 1: maybe you are in a place that it's like it's fine,
Speaker 1: but it's not. You know what I'm talking about, how
Speaker 1: I feel now where it's like overflow, abundance, ease, you know, flow,
Speaker 1: Like just like I feel so soul aligned and so
Speaker 1: like I'm meant to be here.
Speaker 2: I'm meant to be exactly.
Speaker 1: Where I currently am, and I'm meant to you know,
Speaker 1: have this community, and I'm meant to be serving women
Speaker 1: and empowering women. And I just feel so like, yeah,
Speaker 1: like I'm meant to be here so on purpose. Like
Speaker 1: if you're feeling how I was feeling, like it's really
Speaker 1: exciting because you're aware and that is the first step
Speaker 1: to make a change. And maybe it's not that you
Speaker 1: do the project because again, like I said, I don't
Speaker 1: want you to just think this episode's about like do
Speaker 1: the project, but it's like being aware and going, how
Speaker 1: am I going to make a change? How am I
Speaker 1: going to.
Speaker 2: Take the next step?
Speaker 1: Because if you don't change, that's also a choice. Yes,
Speaker 1: And I think for me, what I ask myself is
Speaker 1: what is it going to to cost me to make
Speaker 1: a change, And where am I going to end up
Speaker 1: if I don't, or I think a good way of
Speaker 1: explaining this was when I decided to like convert my
Speaker 1: engineering major to a minor, I said to myself, why
Speaker 1: did I pick it in the first place? Was it
Speaker 1: because I wanted to do it? Not quite? And what
Speaker 1: is staying in the degree going to? Like how is
Speaker 1: that going to cost me? And basically I looked at
Speaker 1: that as that costing me working in a job that
Speaker 1: I will love for six months a year. Even so,
Speaker 1: that was not worth it to me to finish that.
Speaker 1: I said, I'd much rather step into a job I
Speaker 1: know I love in marketing, And that is aligned because
Speaker 1: what's the point in finishing this degree and then ending
Speaker 1: up going into a marketing job or going into a
Speaker 1: like if I'm going to end up there anyway, might
Speaker 1: as well go now kind of thing, or like this
Speaker 1: is such a I haven't explained it properly.
Speaker 2: No, I get what you mean.
Speaker 1: It's similar to like because people ask me, like, when
Speaker 1: making the choice of quitting your law job, like, what
Speaker 1: was the reason? And I said, I thought about, like,
Speaker 1: what is the consequence of not doing this? And it
Speaker 1: was the what if? And for me that weighed more
Speaker 1: than this, you know, scariness of making this snaps next
Speaker 1: step and that is like that looking back now was
Speaker 1: like my intuition being like you just need to make
Speaker 1: this step. Yeah, And it's just even the delay, like
Speaker 1: if you know you're going to do it anyway, Yeah,
Speaker 1: why would you delay it by two or three years?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I know what you mean.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what it.
Speaker 1: Is for me. It's like, if I know I'm going
Speaker 1: to go into a marketing job, why am I waiting?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know what you mean.
Speaker 1: Don't stop yourself, just go now, got ahead start? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: but yeah, I think if you're listening to this episode
Speaker 1: and you're like, yeah, I am maybe a bit sack
Speaker 1: like stagnant, I am maybe a bit stark, And I
Speaker 1: just feel like, you know, and it will for me.
Speaker 1: It just felt like I didn't know life would end
Speaker 1: up how it would like. It's like I had no visions,
Speaker 1: I had no big dreams. I couldn't even imagine of
Speaker 1: me now. I didn't see that person, but I just
Speaker 1: had that like niggling feeling of like I just think
Speaker 1: life can feel a bit better. I just feel like
Speaker 1: I can be a bit more at peace, I can
Speaker 1: be a bit more happier, and I followed that rather
Speaker 1: than ignoring it. And I think I did ignore it
Speaker 1: for a lot of years. But when I finally listened
Speaker 1: and I just it was like very small. It was
Speaker 1: that very small feeling, and I followed.
Speaker 2: It step by step.
Speaker 1: And it's like I said, like, there were a couple
Speaker 1: of big steps.
Speaker 2: But there were just like a lot of small steps.
Speaker 1: And when I kind of just like made those small steps.
Speaker 1: Now looking back, you know, hindsighted is a beautiful thing,
Speaker 1: but it's like, now looking back, I realized all those
Speaker 1: small steps are actually the big ones, and I just
Speaker 1: had to take it a little bit. And it was
Speaker 1: just that glimpse of me being aware and being like,
Speaker 1: actually I can do better, I do deserve better. I
Speaker 1: am going to, yeah, like follow this feeling. And that's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If you're feeling like how I felt,
Speaker 1: it's like that's a fucking amazing place to be because
Speaker 1: you're literally done the first step of being aware, and
Speaker 1: it's just now, can you follow those little feelings? Can
Speaker 1: you start trusting yourself a little bit, start listening to
Speaker 1: that like in a person, start giving yourself just that
Speaker 1: tiny bit more love and just looking at things a
Speaker 1: bit broader. All right, guys, we've chatted your ears off
Speaker 1: a tears just told me it's like fifty close to
Speaker 1: an hour and so for an hour and we cannot
Speaker 1: chat anymore. I don't want to take up any more
Speaker 1: of your time if this resonated with you, and like
Speaker 1: I said, if you're like, I just want to explore
Speaker 1: this a bit more, even if you don't want to
Speaker 1: do the pro. Next week's episode is going to really
Speaker 1: be exciting because I get into what actually is manifesting,
Speaker 1: and I literally tell you the exact steps that I
Speaker 1: do when I want to manifest, when I want to
Speaker 1: get into an alignment, when I want to follow my intuition.
Speaker 1: I give you all that in next week's episodes, so
Speaker 1: make sure you check that out. And then also, guys,
Speaker 1: if you are thinking about joining the project, come join
Speaker 1: our wait lists and also put fourth of July seven
Speaker 1: am in your calendars. Like I said, one and only
Speaker 1: life around this year. I'm so excited and I just
Speaker 1: I just know the right people are going to find it.
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm not worried.
Speaker 2: I just know the right people are going to find it.
Speaker 1: It's going to be amazing, and I'm just I'm really
Speaker 1: excited and I'm just yeah, I can't wait.
Speaker 2: I can't wait to be in the Facebook group. I know.
Speaker 1: It's a fucking wild ride. Anyway, guys, love you so much.
Speaker 1: I will chat you in Friday's app for another.
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