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Speaker 1: The Rising Conquer Podcast acknowledges the traditional custodians of the

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Speaker 1: land which this episode is being recorded, the yugen Bear region.

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Speaker 1: and terrestrid Islander peoples today. Hello and welcome back to

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Speaker 1: the Rise and Conquer Podcasts.

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Speaker 2: This is the podcast for ordinary.

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Speaker 1: People who want to do extraordinary things. Hello and welcome

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Speaker 1: back to the Rising Concer Podcast. It is your host,

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Speaker 1: Jordie Stephenson. Guys, we have a very special announcement.

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Speaker 2: We're so excited with Socks.

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Speaker 1: I am pumped this morning. I told her Tia, I

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Speaker 1: the so like I you know, got Ivy already. She's

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Speaker 1: going to Grandma today. Tim's golfing.

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Speaker 2: I know, he lives the life.

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Speaker 1: And then I went and got my coffee and I

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Speaker 1: episode and I'm just so excited because it's that time

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Speaker 1: a year again, guys, this special announcement I've already told you,

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Speaker 1: So the Rise and Conquer Project, my seven week self

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Speaker 1: development and manifesting course, is coming back for the one

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Speaker 2: A live round this year July fourth. Thanks Ta Tia.

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Speaker 2: Thanks for that sound button. Guys.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so backstory, You guys know, this is my passion project.

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Speaker 1: created it, and like, if you're not interested in the project,

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Speaker 2: It is so helpful.

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Speaker 1: But I've obviously got to do this announcement. So the

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Speaker 1: project is my seven week self development course I've been

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Speaker 1: This is though, the only live round in twenty twenty two.

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Speaker 1: But it's like, if you felt better in the pink dress,

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00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:06,439
Speaker 1: you should be getting the pink dress. And it's funny

440
00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:09,359
Speaker 1: because I do this now where I'll pull tim about

441
00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:12,720
Speaker 1: things and you'll often say always the opposite and not

442
00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:14,760
Speaker 1: do the opposite, and I'll be like, nah, fuck that,

443
00:23:14,840 --> 00:23:15,840
Speaker 1: I look way better than this.

444
00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:19,520
Speaker 2: And I just don't give a fuck what he said. Also,

445
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:19,920
Speaker 2: like I.

446
00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:22,160
Speaker 1: Want to know exactly like you just want other people,

447
00:23:22,240 --> 00:23:25,720
Speaker 1: but then I like trust myself and I just and

448
00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:28,760
Speaker 1: then also like that's honestly the reason why I did

449
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:31,960
Speaker 1: a whole degree that I'm now not using.

450
00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:33,600
Speaker 2: Just fucking had to pay hex on.

451
00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:40,520
Speaker 1: Relate and really because it was like, if I become

452
00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:43,720
Speaker 1: a lawyer, which is, you know, a prestigious job, I

453
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:46,879
Speaker 1: will first full make my parents proud. Imagine saying that

454
00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:49,320
Speaker 1: in a conversation, Like I this is something that went

455
00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:51,879
Speaker 1: through my mind of I could tell people I was

456
00:23:51,920 --> 00:23:54,560
Speaker 1: a lawyer, and that's like, I think that's also normal

457
00:23:54,680 --> 00:23:57,560
Speaker 1: in itself, but also I'm thinking of that and I'm like,

458
00:23:57,640 --> 00:24:01,920
Speaker 1: that's fucked, and I just think how I feel now

459
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:06,240
Speaker 1: with I'm like and for instance, like even bringing out

460
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:09,560
Speaker 1: this course was a huge not challenge, but it was

461
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,879
Speaker 1: a huge kind of step for me because for a

462
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:17,439
Speaker 1: long time I was kind of embarrassed talking and telling

463
00:24:17,520 --> 00:24:21,080
Speaker 1: people that I manifested things because it was so taboo

464
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:24,960
Speaker 1: back then. Yeah, like I remember kind of wanting to

465
00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:27,919
Speaker 1: have the conversation you know, with my friends or Tim

466
00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:31,320
Speaker 1: or my mom and dad and talking about these concepts,

467
00:24:31,720 --> 00:24:35,800
Speaker 1: but just feeling like I, you know, like we were girl,

468
00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:37,879
Speaker 1: I was that we were girl. I was that weird girl,

469
00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:40,880
Speaker 1: and it like takes me back to high school, when

470
00:24:41,000 --> 00:24:43,919
Speaker 1: like I wasn't cool enough, you know. And it's like,

471
00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:46,760
Speaker 1: and that's another thing. In high school. I just remember

472
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:49,399
Speaker 1: I would do anything to be liked. I would do

473
00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:53,399
Speaker 1: anything to like, not even be liked, but just be

474
00:24:53,600 --> 00:24:56,640
Speaker 1: like normal, just be fit in, fit in.

475
00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:57,199
Speaker 2: Yeah.

476
00:24:57,200 --> 00:25:00,119
Speaker 1: And it's like I just wouldn't couldn't even te tell

477
00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:02,440
Speaker 1: you what. And I think this is normal for a teenager,

478
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:04,920
Speaker 1: but it's absolutely I couldn't tell you what I liked

479
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:09,520
Speaker 1: or even what felt authentically me. But that still was

480
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:13,560
Speaker 1: happening in you know, my early twenties, which I think

481
00:25:13,640 --> 00:25:14,439
Speaker 1: is also normal.

482
00:25:14,720 --> 00:25:16,119
Speaker 2: So normal, so normal.

483
00:25:16,640 --> 00:25:20,439
Speaker 1: But like I do have friends who are now in

484
00:25:20,440 --> 00:25:24,600
Speaker 1: their early thirties who was in the same boat, which

485
00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 1: is why you don't want to be, yeah, who were

486
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,080
Speaker 1: kind of doing the same things as they were when

487
00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:30,880
Speaker 1: they were in their early twenties, like maybe a little

488
00:25:30,880 --> 00:25:33,679
Speaker 1: bit different, but they're still you can tell they are

489
00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:37,680
Speaker 1: still stuck in this place where they don't they don't

490
00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:40,800
Speaker 1: trust their intuition, they don't have them, you know, they

491
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:44,600
Speaker 1: haven't strengthened their internal compass because all these things we're

492
00:25:44,600 --> 00:25:46,800
Speaker 1: talking about, like intuition alignment.

493
00:25:47,440 --> 00:25:48,560
Speaker 2: It's not it is.

494
00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:51,280
Speaker 1: I feel like some people just like have it and

495
00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:53,840
Speaker 1: I do, and I'm like jealous of those people. But

496
00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,919
Speaker 1: for me, it is something I've had to learn and

497
00:25:57,080 --> 00:26:00,760
Speaker 1: strengthen over time, and I'm really excited to contine you

498
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:04,920
Speaker 1: you know, strengthening it and continue being an alignment. But yeah,

499
00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:07,600
Speaker 1: so going back seven years ago, like I said, life

500
00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:09,119
Speaker 1: is fine, and I was like, you know, doing my

501
00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:12,040
Speaker 1: law job and doing this and that. As soon as

502
00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:15,359
Speaker 1: I kind of made that big step of quitting my

503
00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:19,359
Speaker 1: law job and then really being in this place of like, fuck,

504
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 1: I need to, you know, make things happen for myself

505
00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:26,400
Speaker 1: in my own way because I've just taken this big

506
00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:30,040
Speaker 1: jump and that was really the catalyst of me in

507
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:34,040
Speaker 1: my self development journey, me in you know, starting to

508
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:37,639
Speaker 1: use these tools, if that makes sense. So then let's

509
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 1: kind of was that Did that kind of paint a

510
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:41,960
Speaker 1: good picture for you a tier of like how I

511
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:42,920
Speaker 1: felt seven years ago?

512
00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:43,399
Speaker 2: Yeah?

513
00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:46,199
Speaker 1: I find it so interesting that the only word you

514
00:26:46,320 --> 00:26:47,800
Speaker 1: used to describe it was fine.

515
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:49,960
Speaker 2: I'm not sure if you noticed that, did I just did?

516
00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:50,920
Speaker 2: They keep saying fine?

517
00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:51,240
Speaker 3: Fine?

518
00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:53,080
Speaker 2: I was fine? It was fine.

519
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:56,240
Speaker 1: No, like like it wasn't bad, but it was so good.

520
00:26:56,320 --> 00:26:58,600
Speaker 1: And that's the thing is, it wasn't that like like

521
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:02,520
Speaker 1: you were just fine sort of going yeah. Well, I

522
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:05,080
Speaker 1: do use the term often in like copy of like

523
00:27:05,640 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 1: it kind of felt like a sleepwalking a bit, like

524
00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:11,119
Speaker 1: just kind of going through the motions. Yes, there wasn't

525
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:15,240
Speaker 1: any like enjoyment. Those that's things I did enjoy myself.

526
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:18,000
Speaker 1: And life was like and I used to have some

527
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 1: really great days and like that sort of thing. But

528
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:25,000
Speaker 1: I guess, having hindsight now looking back, I was like,

529
00:27:25,240 --> 00:27:29,080
Speaker 1: compared to now, I yeah, it was fine.

530
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:33,959
Speaker 2: That's really interesting. Yeah, so fast forward to now.

531
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,840
Speaker 1: And like I said, even when I talk, you know

532
00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 1: about the project, and you know, we have a lot

533
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:44,080
Speaker 1: of like like I remember my real for the launch

534
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:46,880
Speaker 1: of Last of the Last project this time last year

535
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:49,679
Speaker 1: at TIA, I was like, you know, like let me

536
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:53,679
Speaker 1: help you manifest. And then I had photos of you know,

537
00:27:53,800 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 1: like me and Tim we bought three houses together. Me

538
00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:01,760
Speaker 1: and Tia just have this funny joke because obviously the

539
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,919
Speaker 1: market is so different and we'll get into that, but

540
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:08,960
Speaker 1: you know, we bought three houses, you know, attracting soul

541
00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:12,679
Speaker 1: aligned friendship. So a big difference seven years ago is

542
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,159
Speaker 1: I probably had like twenty friends.

543
00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,200
Speaker 2: Lots I had. I had a lot of.

544
00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:20,280
Speaker 1: Friends and know exactly a lot of people, and like

545
00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:25,679
Speaker 1: now I probably have maybe four. I was like, I

546
00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:29,040
Speaker 1: think I have three or four and they're like, you know,

547
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 1: best girlfriends, and every time I see them, they like.

548
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 2: Fill me up and it feels so good. And I

549
00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:36,800
Speaker 2: also like to be.

550
00:28:36,840 --> 00:28:41,040
Speaker 1: Completely honest, I have a very different relationship with Tim.

551
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:44,880
Speaker 1: So me and Tim's relationship seven years ago was.

552
00:28:45,080 --> 00:28:46,200
Speaker 2: Very surface level.

553
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:50,200
Speaker 1: What I mean, I love were you married, we were engaged,

554
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:53,160
Speaker 1: and you're saying it was no, I'm not joking, so

555
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 1: like in the way of like I loved him so

556
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:59,600
Speaker 1: much and he was my support person. But for instance,

557
00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:04,719
Speaker 1: I hadn't shared with him these feelings I was feeling.

558
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:08,960
Speaker 1: I hadn't been vulnerable. He didn't know my deekest, deepest,

559
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 1: darkest secrets like I was just I was a bit

560
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:14,040
Speaker 1: of a shell of a human to be completely honest,

561
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 1: like no one knew I would just I had such

562
00:29:16,280 --> 00:29:19,320
Speaker 1: an internal world that I would never show to the

563
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:22,240
Speaker 1: external world because I was afraid of what they would think.

564
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:25,280
Speaker 1: And you didn't have like a safe space, Yeah, I

565
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:27,840
Speaker 1: didn't feel safe. And so now like, for instance, like

566
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:33,880
Speaker 1: Tim literally knows like my deepest, darkest thoughts and you know,

567
00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 1: he's still around, and I know I can go to Tim,

568
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:41,320
Speaker 1: like I think I've said this to you a tia,

569
00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:43,920
Speaker 1: Like I went to Tim once and I was like,

570
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 1: I'm really progressing in a self development way, and I

571
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:52,080
Speaker 1: feel like you're falling behind if and if you don't

572
00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:54,760
Speaker 1: like continue with me, like I don't see this relationship

573
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:59,000
Speaker 1: working out like that is a fucking direct conversation, so direct,

574
00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 1: and instead of just leaving it and getting you know,

575
00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:03,840
Speaker 1: ten years down the track and then like I need

576
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:07,959
Speaker 1: a divorce, Like I just my relationship with him is

577
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:11,600
Speaker 1: so different and it was so beautiful that even in

578
00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 1: my self development, like you know, growth, that it grew

579
00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 1: as well rather than I feel like maybe other people

580
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:22,720
Speaker 1: sometimes the relationship you know stops or ends or.

581
00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:23,520
Speaker 2: Something like that.

582
00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:28,560
Speaker 1: But just strengthening our relationship has been you know, such

583
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:32,480
Speaker 1: a difference in that way. And then so I think

584
00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 1: also like a big difference is just and I just

585
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:38,360
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm gonna like piss people off when

586
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:39,680
Speaker 1: I say this, but.

587
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:45,480
Speaker 2: It's just like the easiness of abundance. Yes, that's just

588
00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:46,000
Speaker 2: looking at me.

589
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:49,600
Speaker 1: But like for instance, seven years ago, you know, I

590
00:30:49,640 --> 00:30:51,680
Speaker 1: was living out of home, so we were having to

591
00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:52,920
Speaker 1: you know, completely pay.

592
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,440
Speaker 2: Our own way.

593
00:30:53,480 --> 00:30:57,240
Speaker 1: And I just like, if we're talking money, it's like

594
00:30:57,560 --> 00:31:00,640
Speaker 1: it felt like I could just never get ahead. It

595
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:03,520
Speaker 1: felt like there was always bills that it always felt

596
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:04,040
Speaker 1: like there.

597
00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:05,720
Speaker 2: Was only just enough.

598
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:07,880
Speaker 1: I could never yet, like I said, I could never

599
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:12,720
Speaker 1: get ahead compared to when I started living in alignment.

600
00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:15,000
Speaker 1: And this is kind of what I'm trying to say,

601
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:21,280
Speaker 1: is when you fix the internal stuff and you start

602
00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:25,120
Speaker 1: there and you really like And this is why week

603
00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:29,000
Speaker 1: two is like quite bleak in the project and people

604
00:31:29,080 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 1: get quite down, is because I'm not just telling you

605
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,600
Speaker 1: a manifesting formula that is like.

606
00:31:34,840 --> 00:31:37,640
Speaker 2: Pretty and high vibe and just whoo.

607
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,400
Speaker 1: It's like, no, we have to do the work, and

608
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:42,760
Speaker 1: we have to do the shadow work, and we really

609
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:46,560
Speaker 1: have to change your inner story. We have to get

610
00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:50,840
Speaker 1: through your limiting beliefs, and we have to do that

611
00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:56,480
Speaker 1: because when your inner world changes, your outer world changes. Yes,

612
00:31:56,880 --> 00:32:00,640
Speaker 1: And so what I had to what I really is

613
00:32:00,720 --> 00:32:03,360
Speaker 1: when I was doing that, and I was really working

614
00:32:03,400 --> 00:32:06,360
Speaker 1: on the shadow work and working on the internal stuff.

615
00:32:06,920 --> 00:32:12,240
Speaker 1: The buy product of that was this feeling of ease

616
00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:15,920
Speaker 1: with abundance. It felt easy to save for our first house.

617
00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:19,680
Speaker 1: It felt easy to buy a holiday house. And it's like,

618
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:23,720
Speaker 1: even if I wanted something that was like, you know,

619
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,760
Speaker 1: quite out of this world or even felt uncomfortable to me,

620
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 1: it would feel easy to I almost need to find

621
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:34,240
Speaker 1: a different word for it. But it's like, yeah, it

622
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:37,200
Speaker 1: kind of like I guess, like not stress, which is easy, but.

623
00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:40,719
Speaker 2: You guys know my struggle articulating myself.

624
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: But basically, like, for example, when I wanted my you know,

625
00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:50,240
Speaker 1: Porsche mccn s with fucking tan interior very specific, which

626
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,280
Speaker 1: is like, you know, a car that's over one hundred grand,

627
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:56,480
Speaker 1: I was not in a position where I could afford that.

628
00:32:56,800 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 1: I like, yeah, financially I was not. So it's not like, oh,

629
00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,680
Speaker 1: it's just easy, I can, you know, do these things.

630
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:05,640
Speaker 1: But then when I was like, no, I'm going to

631
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:10,320
Speaker 1: manifest this, the steps to then get there and how

632
00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:14,280
Speaker 1: it then unfolded felt easy. Yes, So it's not so

633
00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:16,880
Speaker 1: much like like it was easy in the sense that

634
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 1: you could spend whatever money you wanted when you were

635
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:21,920
Speaker 1: saving for your first house, you still had to consciously

636
00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:25,000
Speaker 1: save and put money as soone hundred percent, but it

637
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,800
Speaker 1: didn't feel difficult or that you were missing out on

638
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 1: things because you were saving up for the house. And

639
00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 1: that's what alignment feels like. Yeah, so you still have

640
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 1: to do the work. You still have to take action,

641
00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,560
Speaker 1: and I call it aligned action because if you're taking

642
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:43,800
Speaker 1: action and you haven't done these previous steps.

643
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:47,040
Speaker 2: You're not going to get there. I'm sorry. Like, and

644
00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:47,720
Speaker 2: that's another thing.

645
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:49,440
Speaker 1: A lots of people will be like, oh, well I tried.

646
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,920
Speaker 1: You know, I tried to manifest a couple of times,

647
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,760
Speaker 1: and it just doesn't work girlfriends, because you haven't done

648
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:59,320
Speaker 1: the inner work. And I guarantee you you're just doing

649
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:02,120
Speaker 1: it the wrong way. It's like snakes and ladders, yes,

650
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:05,760
Speaker 1: and get stuck. And yeah that's and that's the thing too.

651
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:08,319
Speaker 1: It is a journey where I'm still now dealing with

652
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:11,560
Speaker 1: limiting beliefs. I Like I said, I do the project

653
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:15,480
Speaker 1: every single time and learn different things about myself and

654
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,399
Speaker 1: unturned different you know, stuff that I've got to deal

655
00:34:18,480 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 1: with to then, you know, get to where I want

656
00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:24,919
Speaker 1: to be. And so it's not that I'm like, oh,

657
00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:28,480
Speaker 1: it's just so easy, you know, with abundance and money

658
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:33,280
Speaker 1: and whatnot, because it's not like that bit looking back,

659
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:35,600
Speaker 1: Like I said, when I wanted that car, I was

660
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:37,840
Speaker 1: not in a financial position.

661
00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:40,640
Speaker 2: To buy that car. But once I set my mind.

662
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 1: On it and you know, did the you know, previous

663
00:34:43,600 --> 00:34:46,360
Speaker 1: steps and really looked at my limiting beliefs and whatnot,

664
00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:49,400
Speaker 1: then how I took action and I did. I had

665
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,319
Speaker 1: to take action. I had to work to get there.

666
00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:55,800
Speaker 1: That felt easy. And so when you and that's another

667
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:59,120
Speaker 1: thing I talk about in the project is when you

668
00:34:59,719 --> 00:35:02,200
Speaker 1: do you have a really exciting goal or something you're

669
00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:05,760
Speaker 1: working towards, even though you do have to take action

670
00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:09,200
Speaker 1: and you do have to you know, make steps, it

671
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:13,040
Speaker 1: does feel easy and flowy, and it feels like it

672
00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,399
Speaker 1: does feel like a stretch and you will be out

673
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:18,800
Speaker 1: of your comfort zone. But it's like it feels different

674
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:22,840
Speaker 1: compared to how I used to feel when trying to

675
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:26,560
Speaker 1: achieve a goal. Yeah, I feel like it's almost or

676
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:30,360
Speaker 1: at least what happened for me. The difference between before

677
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:35,080
Speaker 1: project and after project, yeah, is that my goals were

678
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:39,080
Speaker 1: kind of what I thought they had to be, not

679
00:35:40,160 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 1: what I truly wanted.

680
00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:42,520
Speaker 2: Yes, and they.

681
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:46,680
Speaker 1: Were also limited to an extent because I thought that

682
00:35:46,880 --> 00:35:50,400
Speaker 1: I couldn't get bigger or better, if that makes sense.

683
00:35:50,200 --> 00:35:50,960
Speaker 2: One hundred percent.

684
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:53,000
Speaker 1: Like my goal might have been, I'm going to get

685
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:54,480
Speaker 1: a degree, I'm going to get a full time job,

686
00:35:54,560 --> 00:35:56,920
Speaker 1: and that's where it stops. Yeah, and my full time

687
00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:58,399
Speaker 1: job is going to pay me a lot of money.

688
00:35:58,480 --> 00:36:00,640
Speaker 1: I'm going to get a good four week of holiday

689
00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:02,799
Speaker 1: a year and I'm not going to stress nice and

690
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:04,480
Speaker 1: that's going to be my life and it's going to

691
00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 1: be fine and it's going to be fine.

692
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:10,880
Speaker 2: And like it's just that's not it, but I think

693
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:13,880
Speaker 2: so bits sorry continue.

694
00:36:13,680 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: So that was like it beforehand, and then I did

695
00:36:16,520 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 1: the project and I was like, wow, like I can.

696
00:36:19,280 --> 00:36:22,359
Speaker 1: I can literally get whatever I want. Anyone in any

697
00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 1: position in the world. Most of them have started either

698
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:28,959
Speaker 1: worse off than I did or where I am now,

699
00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:31,799
Speaker 1: So why am I thinking that I can't do it?

700
00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,799
Speaker 1: Kind of thing? And it also when I shifted my

701
00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 1: goals from what I thought I needed to want slash

702
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:42,360
Speaker 1: what I was told I needed to go for to

703
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:46,160
Speaker 1: what is actually right for me. When I work towards

704
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:49,160
Speaker 1: the goal, even though it's work and even though it's

705
00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 1: like I'm spending maybe even more hours on that than

706
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:56,399
Speaker 1: I did previously for the other goals. It feels it

707
00:36:56,600 --> 00:37:01,040
Speaker 1: lights me up, so it doesn't feel difficult. I'm working

708
00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:06,000
Speaker 1: hard and it isn't easy. But afterwards, instead of feeling drained,

709
00:37:06,320 --> 00:37:09,759
Speaker 1: I might feel tired, but I am excited. I am

710
00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:13,000
Speaker 1: I enjoyed what I did, and I think, see, that's

711
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:15,840
Speaker 1: a beautiful thing. A tire because a big thing I

712
00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:19,960
Speaker 1: want to say is, even though my example is you know,

713
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 1: quitting the corporate job, starting naked harvest, like it's you

714
00:37:24,680 --> 00:37:28,360
Speaker 1: know that story a lot, and that's me in alignment,

715
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:32,640
Speaker 1: in alignment for you is going to look so different

716
00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:36,040
Speaker 1: because for example, a Tier someone at the moment might

717
00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:38,880
Speaker 1: be they might have a small business. They might be

718
00:37:39,040 --> 00:37:43,400
Speaker 1: like slogging away and that business is not actually in alignment,

719
00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:46,239
Speaker 1: and they might do the project and then their alignment

720
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:50,280
Speaker 1: looks like getting a corporate job and you know roue.

721
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:50,960
Speaker 2: Having the routine.

722
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,400
Speaker 1: And I guess, like what I'm trying to say is

723
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 1: your alignment is going to look so different to everyone,

724
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:03,959
Speaker 1: but the feeling is the same because for example, our

725
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 1: goals are Tier are so different. Who we want to

726
00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:09,520
Speaker 1: be in life, what we want in life is so different.

727
00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 1: But the feeling, and we've had discussions about this off

728
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:18,479
Speaker 1: the mic is the exact same. Yeah, there's just no doubt. Yeah,

729
00:38:18,520 --> 00:38:19,839
Speaker 1: and it's just such a good thing.

730
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 2: I know, no bit it's like and you don't know

731
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:25,680
Speaker 2: until you.

732
00:38:25,560 --> 00:38:28,720
Speaker 1: Feel it, because I didn't. I don't think I truly

733
00:38:28,719 --> 00:38:32,520
Speaker 1: felt it till recently. But it is like even when

734
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:35,600
Speaker 1: so good a Tear you were explaining to me who

735
00:38:35,640 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 1: you were just even a year ago to who you

736
00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:41,600
Speaker 1: are now, and because I've only known you, how like

737
00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 1: the last couple of months, I've only known you, and

738
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,760
Speaker 1: like when you explain that person, I literally said to you,

739
00:38:47,800 --> 00:38:51,520
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? Like who you show up as?

740
00:38:51,640 --> 00:38:52,120
Speaker 2: And who?

741
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:55,239
Speaker 1: Like your presence? Like the reason why A Tear got

742
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:58,359
Speaker 1: this job? She everyone else was way more qualified than

743
00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:02,239
Speaker 1: you were Tear. Everyone else had a better resume, was

744
00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:03,400
Speaker 1: way more qualified.

745
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:07,240
Speaker 2: Bitter Tear walked in the room and I like felt

746
00:39:07,239 --> 00:39:07,960
Speaker 2: her presence.

747
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:11,520
Speaker 1: Literally you left, and all the girls out there when

748
00:39:12,040 --> 00:39:13,120
Speaker 1: fuck I like her.

749
00:39:14,600 --> 00:39:16,000
Speaker 2: And you just walk past them.

750
00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 3: Do you know?

751
00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:18,160
Speaker 2: Do you know what I mean?

752
00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:21,319
Speaker 1: So when you explain that you know, even a year ago,

753
00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:23,800
Speaker 1: used to poll people and used to not trust yourself

754
00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:26,560
Speaker 1: and all these different things I'm like, what do you mean.

755
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:28,120
Speaker 2: A year ago?

756
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:30,759
Speaker 1: Me? A year ago wouldn't have even applied for this job.

757
00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 1: And also I talk to myself out of it and

758
00:39:32,920 --> 00:39:35,759
Speaker 1: the fact that you're like I straightway just got you

759
00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:38,560
Speaker 1: on the mics and you're like you you know, you're

760
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 1: in so many episodes and you're just like, I feel

761
00:39:41,080 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 1: like you've completely stepped into yourself. But that's all I

762
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:47,279
Speaker 1: know of you because I haven't seen you preeously. So

763
00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:50,920
Speaker 1: isn't it funny that it's like it's so different but

764
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:54,560
Speaker 1: it's still you? Yes, And it's weird to look back on,

765
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 1: and like I think a lot of people who would

766
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:59,200
Speaker 1: have done the project would probably feel the same way.

767
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,680
Speaker 1: Look at who you were before and you kind of

768
00:40:02,680 --> 00:40:05,120
Speaker 1: don't even remember who it was or what they did,

769
00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:08,279
Speaker 1: and like you'll just have weird like flashes back like

770
00:40:08,320 --> 00:40:11,439
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, I used to bowl people. I think

771
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:15,359
Speaker 1: it's like it just feels very yeah foreign, yeah, and

772
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:17,360
Speaker 1: I and so going back because I was going to

773
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:20,879
Speaker 1: say something before. So a good example because a lot

774
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 1: of people, I feel like might be listening to this

775
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:26,200
Speaker 1: episode and being like, you know, with the Linemen, it's like, oh,

776
00:40:26,239 --> 00:40:29,040
Speaker 1: so you you know, completely changed. You know your goal,

777
00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:32,160
Speaker 1: and it's because you know you then got these things

778
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:34,680
Speaker 1: that you could achieve the goal. And so something A

779
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 1: great example of this, which I feel like, I don't

780
00:40:37,040 --> 00:40:38,840
Speaker 1: know if a lot of people resonate or not, but

781
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:44,400
Speaker 1: a very basic example of this is previously, like I said,

782
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:47,600
Speaker 1: I had a lot of is like body image issues

783
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:52,200
Speaker 1: and also disordered eating and like quite like author authoraxic,

784
00:40:52,280 --> 00:40:55,960
Speaker 1: where it's like I wouldn't let anything.

785
00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:57,480
Speaker 2: That was like unnatural in my food.

786
00:40:57,600 --> 00:40:59,200
Speaker 1: I like had to eat natural and I had to

787
00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 1: like no find Yeah, like I was a bit pedantic,

788
00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:03,280
Speaker 1: which is weird because.

789
00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:07,920
Speaker 2: Now you're like you fucking eat anything. Yeah, give me

790
00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:09,640
Speaker 2: all the vanilla in my coffee.

791
00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:16,360
Speaker 1: No, like I was caramel please lives in my prouta cup.

792
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:20,880
Speaker 1: But yeah, anyway, So I had a lot of issues

793
00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:24,200
Speaker 1: and it felt and so like I did get to

794
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:28,160
Speaker 1: a point where or even I thought, you know, I

795
00:41:28,239 --> 00:41:31,080
Speaker 1: you know, my goal body or like my goal aesthetic

796
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 1: or whatever whatever. Yeah, but it felt so fucking hard

797
00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 1: and it felt like I could never maintain that body.

798
00:41:40,440 --> 00:41:40,799
Speaker 2: I could.

799
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:43,520
Speaker 1: I would then put on five killers and I would

800
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,359
Speaker 1: lose it, and then I would do this and then

801
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 1: like I lose it again. Yeah, And then so that

802
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,160
Speaker 1: was me, you know, me seven years ago. Like it

803
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:54,080
Speaker 1: felt really hard and I could achieve it, but I

804
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:57,520
Speaker 1: could never maintain it. So that's like a goal. So

805
00:41:57,680 --> 00:42:01,080
Speaker 1: then skip forward probably like you know, close to three

806
00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:03,440
Speaker 1: or four years after that, when I was doing a

807
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:05,680
Speaker 1: lot of these self development things and I'm still really

808
00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:08,719
Speaker 1: into like my fitness and health, and I found like

809
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:11,399
Speaker 1: I felt guided, and I found like I got led

810
00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:14,920
Speaker 1: to things like intuitive eating and like certain books and

811
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:19,280
Speaker 1: certain resources. I then kind of got to this point.

812
00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:23,040
Speaker 2: Where I was, you know, eating whatever I wanted.

813
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:24,960
Speaker 1: I was also you know, still conscious of what I

814
00:42:24,960 --> 00:42:26,960
Speaker 1: was eating, but I was eating whatever I wanted. I

815
00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:30,000
Speaker 1: was working out how I wanted in the way I wanted.

816
00:42:30,040 --> 00:42:33,760
Speaker 1: I wasn't doing any cardio. I was just doing strength training,

817
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:38,799
Speaker 1: and like I looked better then, Like if we're talking aesthetics,

818
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 1: I you know, not so much. I looked better, but

819
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 1: it's like I felt better. I felt so healthy, and

820
00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 1: I felt so good in my body, and it felt

821
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:51,719
Speaker 1: so easy, do you know what I mean, Like it

822
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:53,919
Speaker 1: wasn't a chore to do, It wasn't a chore.

823
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:55,120
Speaker 2: It felt so easy.

824
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,799
Speaker 1: And went restricting yourself and I wasn't restricting myself and

825
00:42:57,840 --> 00:42:59,759
Speaker 1: I could still go out with friends and I still

826
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:01,920
Speaker 1: had burger Is on the weekend, and I was like,

827
00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:04,360
Speaker 1: you know, and it's like I had got to this

828
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:05,120
Speaker 1: set point.

829
00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:06,400
Speaker 2: And I guess that's.

830
00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:08,960
Speaker 1: What I'm explaining of. When you're in alignment and not

831
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:12,520
Speaker 1: so you can literally still have the same goal, but

832
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:15,560
Speaker 1: if you're out of alignment and you're trying to achieve

833
00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:19,640
Speaker 1: this goal, it feels fucking hard. And even if you

834
00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,120
Speaker 1: achieve that goal, it feels like you will not be

835
00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:25,120
Speaker 1: able to hold onto it. Yeah, whereas you've achieved it

836
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:28,520
Speaker 1: tick and it's never coming back again, yeah, or it

837
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,919
Speaker 1: feels like and that's often I feel like when you've

838
00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:34,799
Speaker 1: got goals in regards to money, you will maybe achieve that,

839
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:37,360
Speaker 1: but it will feel like, oh no, bit a bill's coming,

840
00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:39,360
Speaker 1: or like oh no tax.

841
00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:41,960
Speaker 2: Time, or yeah it feels too good to be true. Yeah.

842
00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:44,400
Speaker 1: But when you achieve this goal, when you're in alignment

843
00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:46,400
Speaker 1: and you do it this way, and like the formula

844
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:49,719
Speaker 1: formula teacher in the project, it feels so easy and

845
00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,399
Speaker 1: it feels like this is me.

846
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:56,160
Speaker 3: Forever, yeah, like this is mine now, thanks, Yeah, And

847
00:43:56,200 --> 00:43:59,040
Speaker 3: so like I hate kind of using that goal because

848
00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:02,240
Speaker 3: it's like, you know, like I I don't know if.

849
00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:04,399
Speaker 1: That's like the right way to portray it, but it's

850
00:44:04,440 --> 00:44:08,359
Speaker 1: like that's a real life example of me of it

851
00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:11,759
Speaker 1: feeling really difficult compared to in alignment and.

852
00:44:11,680 --> 00:44:12,680
Speaker 2: It's the same goal.

853
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:16,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so interesting, and so like with the project,

854
00:44:16,760 --> 00:44:19,000
Speaker 1: I know you said a tear you did week one

855
00:44:19,120 --> 00:44:22,360
Speaker 1: and your goals completely changed completely, and I feel like

856
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:25,680
Speaker 1: so many people do that, but yeah, I feel like

857
00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:29,240
Speaker 1: it's almost better to go in without a goal, yes

858
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:31,960
Speaker 1: and everything, because a lot of people they will come

859
00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,440
Speaker 1: into my DMS and be like, oh, but I don't

860
00:44:34,520 --> 00:44:37,280
Speaker 1: actually know what I want to manifact, I don't actually

861
00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,080
Speaker 1: know where I want to go. I just know I'm

862
00:44:39,080 --> 00:44:40,719
Speaker 1: not in the right place, and I just yeah, they

863
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:44,200
Speaker 1: feel the feeling that I just explained before, and I'm like, Babe,

864
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:48,000
Speaker 1: that is the best place to be in because it's

865
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:51,279
Speaker 1: honestly less work to go for out knowing what you

866
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 1: want to do to figuring it out than it is

867
00:44:53,200 --> 00:44:57,520
Speaker 1: to change your entire life plan from what you thought,

868
00:44:57,640 --> 00:45:00,960
Speaker 1: which just wanted to be I did, Yeah, and then

869
00:45:01,520 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 1: then get into the place of not knowing and then figure.

870
00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:06,239
Speaker 2: Out where you're going yeah.

871
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:08,759
Speaker 1: But in saying that, Atia, that's also what I'm trying

872
00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:12,400
Speaker 1: to express is you could also do the project and

873
00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:16,640
Speaker 1: have the same goal but achieve it in such an ease.

874
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 2: And flow way.

875
00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:17,960
Speaker 1: Yeah.

876
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:19,520
Speaker 2: Absolutely, when you're in alignment.

877
00:45:19,680 --> 00:45:22,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, or you might realize it's not for you, exactly,

878
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:25,239
Speaker 1: Like I think some people as well, though, they come

879
00:45:25,239 --> 00:45:28,279
Speaker 1: in with the goal and because they've already done, they're

880
00:45:28,400 --> 00:45:31,440
Speaker 1: very clear in themselves and their intuition comes to them

881
00:45:31,480 --> 00:45:35,120
Speaker 1: a bit more naturally. That's their actual goal. If that

882
00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:35,680
Speaker 1: makes sense.

883
00:45:36,040 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 2: What do you mean?

884
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:40,279
Speaker 1: Sorry, Like, some people will come into the project like

885
00:45:40,360 --> 00:45:43,279
Speaker 1: me and change in week one. Some people will come

886
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:46,279
Speaker 1: in and not know what they want. They just know

887
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:47,960
Speaker 1: that they're ready for the next thing.

888
00:45:48,440 --> 00:45:49,360
Speaker 2: But some people will.

889
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,320
Speaker 1: Come in with a goal and that goal is actually

890
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:53,840
Speaker 1: true to them and rite for them because they had

891
00:45:54,440 --> 00:46:00,840
Speaker 1: been a bit more intuitive from before they enrolled. Yes, correct, Yeah,

892
00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:03,799
Speaker 1: one hundred and there's like a variety of yeah, And

893
00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:06,319
Speaker 1: I feel like like, yeah, one hundred percent. There would

894
00:46:06,360 --> 00:46:09,319
Speaker 1: be people who are listening to this, So there would

895
00:46:09,320 --> 00:46:12,680
Speaker 1: be people who listening to us who felt like I

896
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:14,840
Speaker 1: felt seven years ago, which is like I feel like

897
00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:18,600
Speaker 1: probably like extremely out of alignment and just maybe not

898
00:46:18,800 --> 00:46:23,040
Speaker 1: having that internal compass, that internal intuition, which again that

899
00:46:23,160 --> 00:46:26,600
Speaker 1: was me, so don't feel like, you know, scared or whatnot.

900
00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:30,400
Speaker 1: But then there would be people who maybe have felt

901
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:35,520
Speaker 1: glimpses of alignment, yes, and glimpses of intuition, but then

902
00:46:36,520 --> 00:46:40,279
Speaker 1: would go through periods of definitely not feeling it and

903
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:44,120
Speaker 1: almost struggle to know how to get back into it.

904
00:46:44,520 --> 00:46:47,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, would you agree back? Yeah? Absolutely, And I like

905
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:49,000
Speaker 2: just how to get.

906
00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:53,600
Speaker 1: Past it yeah or keep it? Yeah, because that's like, oh,

907
00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:58,800
Speaker 1: this is exciting. That's like because if you aren't consistently

908
00:46:59,160 --> 00:47:01,719
Speaker 1: in alignment, which which I will kind of say, I've

909
00:47:01,719 --> 00:47:03,719
Speaker 1: gotten to a point where I just feel like I'm

910
00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:08,120
Speaker 1: very consistently in alignment, and if I'm feeling off or whatnot,

911
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:09,879
Speaker 1: I have my tools and I know how to get

912
00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:12,080
Speaker 1: in alignment. But I feel like there would be people

913
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,880
Speaker 1: who then get like pushed out of alignment or whatever,

914
00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:17,480
Speaker 1: thrown out of alignment and really into that like that

915
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:20,959
Speaker 1: self sabotaging sort of they don't know how to get

916
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:24,279
Speaker 1: back there, which is a deep rooted like I'm not

917
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:28,359
Speaker 1: good enough for alignment. Yeah, Yeah, which obviously we'll get

918
00:47:28,360 --> 00:47:30,880
Speaker 1: into in a different episode.

919
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:32,640
Speaker 2: Maybe we'll get a psychologist.

920
00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:36,040
Speaker 1: No, yeah, well, let's kind of chat about a tear.

921
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:41,200
Speaker 1: What's different ways that you feel like you if you're

922
00:47:41,239 --> 00:47:43,960
Speaker 1: feeling a bit off, how to get in alignment, how

923
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:47,160
Speaker 1: to kind of strengthen that alignment, how to get you know,

924
00:47:47,280 --> 00:47:51,120
Speaker 1: from Georgie seven years ago to Georgie now, or yours

925
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 1: would be yours.

926
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:57,279
Speaker 2: Tear last year to a tea now. Yeah, Like, yeah,

927
00:47:57,320 --> 00:48:01,000
Speaker 2: do you have any practices you do asking for signs?

928
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:04,560
Speaker 2: I did that last week? Oh my god, Yeah, do

929
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:05,319
Speaker 2: you want to tell them?

930
00:48:05,520 --> 00:48:09,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, go on tell the story. So yeah, on Tuesday,

931
00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:13,720
Speaker 1: I started just having like a few bits of doubt

932
00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:16,680
Speaker 1: comeing to my mind about a big goal I have.

933
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:20,560
Speaker 1: And I have never felt that way before about that

934
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:23,440
Speaker 1: specific goal. And that was always the one thing for

935
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:25,959
Speaker 1: me where I was like, that's what I'm doing, That's

936
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:26,839
Speaker 1: what I'm meant to do.

937
00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:27,440
Speaker 2: This is it.

938
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:30,400
Speaker 1: There's no doubt. Yeah, And then the doubt started coming in.

939
00:48:30,440 --> 00:48:33,280
Speaker 1: I'm like, maybe maybe that's not it. Maybe I'm supposed

940
00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:35,200
Speaker 1: to do this thing or this thing or this thing.

941
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:38,560
Speaker 1: And I'm like, hang on a second, let me calm

942
00:48:38,600 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 1: down and not start panicking. And I asked the universe

943
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:43,640
Speaker 1: for a sign, and it was so funny because I

944
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:46,120
Speaker 1: was driving and I was like, show me a double rainbow.

945
00:48:46,400 --> 00:48:49,520
Speaker 1: If this, like, if this is meant to be my

946
00:48:49,560 --> 00:48:51,480
Speaker 1: big life goal and this is where I end up,

947
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:53,680
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter how far away it is, show me

948
00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:56,439
Speaker 1: a double rainbow. And then I said to myself, I'm like, no,

949
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:58,600
Speaker 1: a double rainbow is too common.

950
00:48:58,719 --> 00:49:06,600
Speaker 2: I need to triple rainbow even Yeah, okay, so fucking random.

951
00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:13,960
Speaker 1: I not even five minutes later, I saw three rainbows,

952
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:16,920
Speaker 1: like there was one double rainbow and then an extra

953
00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:20,399
Speaker 1: rainbow like a meter behind. Well, isn't no, You said

954
00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:22,440
Speaker 1: to me in the voice that it was like you

955
00:49:22,520 --> 00:49:24,200
Speaker 1: saw the double rainbow and they.

956
00:49:24,160 --> 00:49:26,280
Speaker 2: Had missed your turn off.

957
00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:30,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, but then the turn off you saw the third one. Yeah,

958
00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:32,359
Speaker 1: so it's like you were meant to miss that turn off.

959
00:49:32,360 --> 00:49:34,359
Speaker 1: I was meant to miss that turn off to see

960
00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:36,759
Speaker 1: the third rainbow. And then I just like did a

961
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:40,160
Speaker 1: roundabout came back. But like I started freaking out because

962
00:49:40,160 --> 00:49:43,960
Speaker 1: I saw the double rainbow. Like it's been like two minutes. Yeah,

963
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:47,160
Speaker 1: but it was such a good feeling and that just

964
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:49,480
Speaker 1: like settled me. I'm like, okay, all right, maybe there's

965
00:49:49,520 --> 00:49:52,279
Speaker 1: a few things along the way that would that might

966
00:49:52,320 --> 00:49:54,879
Speaker 1: not seem like it's gonna get me there, but that's

967
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,360
Speaker 1: where I'm going and I can have like security in

968
00:49:57,400 --> 00:49:59,360
Speaker 1: that and that's such a big thing for me. And

969
00:49:59,400 --> 00:50:02,480
Speaker 1: then also a tear voiced me that because she was

970
00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:06,680
Speaker 1: so excited and her voicey, the time code was one

971
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:07,359
Speaker 1: one one.

972
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:14,000
Speaker 2: Isn't that funny? But that's what I mean. Guys, like when.

973
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:17,200
Speaker 1: You know how to tap into your intuition, when you

974
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:19,040
Speaker 1: know how to like use.

975
00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:22,640
Speaker 4: These principles and these things, and like I hate that

976
00:50:22,680 --> 00:50:25,080
Speaker 4: people think manifesting is like we woo and it's like

977
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 4: this thing that's like, you know, like magical, and it

978
00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:30,839
Speaker 4: is magical, like what you just said, Like I got

979
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:31,960
Speaker 4: goosebumps when you told me.

980
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:34,600
Speaker 1: And then I saw the like the time code stamp.

981
00:50:34,680 --> 00:50:38,879
Speaker 1: But it's like a tear literally did the.

982
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:39,680
Speaker 2: Course last year.

983
00:50:39,880 --> 00:50:42,640
Speaker 1: Her life has changed, She's changed as a person, you know,

984
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:46,720
Speaker 1: she's this whole new person. But also you literally tapped

985
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:49,880
Speaker 1: into intuition and got an answer two minutes later. I

986
00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:52,480
Speaker 1: know that what's insane? Like I was like, show it

987
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:55,919
Speaker 1: to me in the next week, I.

988
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:56,759
Speaker 2: Know, But that's what I mean.

989
00:50:56,800 --> 00:50:59,480
Speaker 1: It's like when you're in alignment and when you know

990
00:50:59,520 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 1: how to tap been to your intuition, it just came.

991
00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:04,920
Speaker 2: It just feels fucking easy. Yeah, like you would have

992
00:51:04,920 --> 00:51:09,080
Speaker 2: been like, fuck, that's too easy. Yes, literally, I'm like,

993
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:14,080
Speaker 2: didn't it? That's home? But then that is like, yeah,

994
00:51:14,120 --> 00:51:14,920
Speaker 2: that's really cool.

995
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:18,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's probably My big one is just signed or

996
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:22,160
Speaker 1: if I get really really in a rut, I need

997
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:25,880
Speaker 1: to either journal myself out of it or I say meditate.

998
00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:29,840
Speaker 1: But for me, meditating is kind of just putting my

999
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:32,120
Speaker 1: music in and dancing around the house when no one's home.

1000
00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:36,319
Speaker 1: M that really helps me get up into a high

1001
00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:38,240
Speaker 1: vibe and shift back into the right place.

1002
00:51:38,840 --> 00:51:39,080
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1003
00:51:39,200 --> 00:51:42,319
Speaker 1: You know, mine's almost similar the way of like when

1004
00:51:42,320 --> 00:51:46,320
Speaker 1: I do a workout and it's like moving the energy around,

1005
00:51:46,560 --> 00:51:50,840
Speaker 1: I can completely change my mood. Yeah. And I think also,

1006
00:51:52,080 --> 00:51:54,759
Speaker 1: I think a big thing for me is like when

1007
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 1: I'm not feeling in alignment and when I'm feeling quite low,

1008
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:01,120
Speaker 1: kind of like I was feeling yesterday. Yeah, I was

1009
00:52:01,160 --> 00:52:04,239
Speaker 1: a bit weird yesterday was my t was like, what

1010
00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:05,000
Speaker 1: is wrong with you?

1011
00:52:05,840 --> 00:52:07,920
Speaker 2: In Venice? The episode we tried to record, it is

1012
00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:08,239
Speaker 2: not a.

1013
00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:12,680
Speaker 1: Good idea now looking back, but when I'm feeling like that,

1014
00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:16,840
Speaker 1: I don't know, I have this sense of like it's fine,

1015
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:20,160
Speaker 1: I'm allowed to feel like this, and I'm like allowed

1016
00:52:20,160 --> 00:52:23,560
Speaker 1: to just feel the feelings. Yeah, and like feel my emotions.

1017
00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:27,560
Speaker 1: Was Previously, if I was feeling like really off and

1018
00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:30,279
Speaker 1: really low, I would.

1019
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:32,759
Speaker 2: Be like quite not like freaked out about it, but

1020
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:34,880
Speaker 2: I would like make it mean so many things.

1021
00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:38,479
Speaker 1: Whereas now when I'm feeling feelings, I'm just.

1022
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:39,839
Speaker 2: Like it's all good.

1023
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:43,080
Speaker 1: I'm allowed to feel feelings, and I don't push them

1024
00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 1: down and I don't try and you know, do things

1025
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:49,480
Speaker 1: to make myself feel better, Like I don't try and

1026
00:52:49,520 --> 00:52:52,359
Speaker 1: go online shopping or go drinking with a friend. Like

1027
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,359
Speaker 1: I can literally just like sit in my feelings and

1028
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,480
Speaker 1: be like I just need to feel this, I need

1029
00:52:57,520 --> 00:53:00,960
Speaker 1: to process this. And I also know tomorrow when I

1030
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:03,640
Speaker 1: go to gym, I'll move my energy round it and

1031
00:53:03,920 --> 00:53:06,560
Speaker 1: like I'll feel better. Yeah, And that's literally what I

1032
00:53:06,600 --> 00:53:09,560
Speaker 1: did this morning, and like this morning me going I

1033
00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:11,600
Speaker 1: feel a bit out of an alignment and like this

1034
00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:14,879
Speaker 1: is a really important, you know episode where I want

1035
00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:16,080
Speaker 1: to talk to my community.

1036
00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:18,399
Speaker 2: Is I literally took, you.

1037
00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:20,680
Speaker 1: Know, ten minutes out of my morning it was more

1038
00:53:20,800 --> 00:53:26,720
Speaker 1: like half now and I, you know, got my normal coffee,

1039
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:29,120
Speaker 1: but instead of like jumping straight to my car and

1040
00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:32,080
Speaker 1: like zooming to work, I went and sat and I

1041
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:34,440
Speaker 1: brought my journle and I literally just wrote a couple

1042
00:53:34,440 --> 00:53:37,239
Speaker 1: of things down and I just like gave myself the

1043
00:53:37,320 --> 00:53:41,239
Speaker 1: time and energy. And it's like it's such a simple practice,

1044
00:53:41,600 --> 00:53:43,640
Speaker 1: but it's like, I don't know, when you just like

1045
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:48,520
Speaker 1: you just have a completely different outlook and perspective. Yeah,

1046
00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:50,759
Speaker 1: I think that's a huge thing, as well as just

1047
00:53:50,880 --> 00:53:53,839
Speaker 1: learning that it's okay to feel that way and just

1048
00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:57,960
Speaker 1: process it. Yeah, don't try and rush out of it

1049
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:00,439
Speaker 1: or think something's wrong with you because you're feeling that way,

1050
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:04,400
Speaker 1: because everybody feels that way and it's human and we're humans,

1051
00:54:04,920 --> 00:54:09,279
Speaker 1: So just sit in it and work through it or

1052
00:54:09,360 --> 00:54:10,360
Speaker 1: let it pass. Kind of.

1053
00:54:10,560 --> 00:54:11,719
Speaker 2: I think if.

1054
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:15,240
Speaker 1: You're feeling these feelings, and if you're you know how

1055
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:17,800
Speaker 1: I expoke to you at the start of the episode

1056
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:21,320
Speaker 1: when I got a bit emotional, if you're feeling those feelings,

1057
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:25,880
Speaker 1: it's like, I think that's a very exciting place to

1058
00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:29,239
Speaker 1: be because I think there's a lot of people who

1059
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:34,200
Speaker 1: would feel like that, but they would have no awareness. Yes,

1060
00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:38,440
Speaker 1: And I think if you can even be aware that

1061
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:42,520
Speaker 1: maybe you are in a place that it's like it's fine,

1062
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:45,520
Speaker 1: but it's not. You know what I'm talking about, how

1063
00:54:45,600 --> 00:54:51,919
Speaker 1: I feel now where it's like overflow, abundance, ease, you know, flow,

1064
00:54:52,160 --> 00:54:56,880
Speaker 1: Like just like I feel so soul aligned and so

1065
00:54:57,120 --> 00:54:58,520
Speaker 1: like I'm meant to be here.

1066
00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:00,400
Speaker 2: I'm meant to be exactly.

1067
00:55:00,719 --> 00:55:03,520
Speaker 1: Where I currently am, and I'm meant to you know,

1068
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:06,080
Speaker 1: have this community, and I'm meant to be serving women

1069
00:55:06,160 --> 00:55:10,000
Speaker 1: and empowering women. And I just feel so like, yeah,

1070
00:55:10,080 --> 00:55:13,200
Speaker 1: like I'm meant to be here so on purpose. Like

1071
00:55:13,840 --> 00:55:18,160
Speaker 1: if you're feeling how I was feeling, like it's really

1072
00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:22,480
Speaker 1: exciting because you're aware and that is the first step

1073
00:55:22,640 --> 00:55:25,759
Speaker 1: to make a change. And maybe it's not that you

1074
00:55:25,880 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 1: do the project because again, like I said, I don't

1075
00:55:28,600 --> 00:55:30,960
Speaker 1: want you to just think this episode's about like do

1076
00:55:31,040 --> 00:55:35,560
Speaker 1: the project, but it's like being aware and going, how

1077
00:55:35,719 --> 00:55:38,880
Speaker 1: am I going to make a change? How am I

1078
00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:39,919
Speaker 1: going to.

1079
00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:41,040
Speaker 2: Take the next step?

1080
00:55:41,080 --> 00:55:46,279
Speaker 1: Because if you don't change, that's also a choice. Yes,

1081
00:55:46,480 --> 00:55:50,000
Speaker 1: And I think for me, what I ask myself is

1082
00:55:51,320 --> 00:55:54,520
Speaker 1: what is it going to to cost me to make

1083
00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:57,200
Speaker 1: a change, And where am I going to end up

1084
00:55:57,280 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 1: if I don't, or I think a good way of

1085
00:55:59,640 --> 00:56:02,960
Speaker 1: explaining this was when I decided to like convert my

1086
00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:07,640
Speaker 1: engineering major to a minor, I said to myself, why

1087
00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:09,960
Speaker 1: did I pick it in the first place? Was it

1088
00:56:09,960 --> 00:56:13,560
Speaker 1: because I wanted to do it? Not quite? And what

1089
00:56:13,960 --> 00:56:17,640
Speaker 1: is staying in the degree going to? Like how is

1090
00:56:17,640 --> 00:56:19,759
Speaker 1: that going to cost me? And basically I looked at

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Speaker 1: that as that costing me working in a job that

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Speaker 1: I will love for six months a year. Even so,

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Speaker 1: that was not worth it to me to finish that.

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Speaker 1: I said, I'd much rather step into a job I

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00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:37,480
Speaker 1: know I love in marketing, And that is aligned because

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00:56:37,520 --> 00:56:40,400
Speaker 1: what's the point in finishing this degree and then ending

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Speaker 1: up going into a marketing job or going into a

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00:56:44,040 --> 00:56:46,239
Speaker 1: like if I'm going to end up there anyway, might

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Speaker 1: as well go now kind of thing, or like this

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Speaker 1: is such a I haven't explained it properly.

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Speaker 2: No, I get what you mean.

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Speaker 1: It's similar to like because people ask me, like, when

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00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:58,160
Speaker 1: making the choice of quitting your law job, like, what

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00:56:58,320 --> 00:57:01,880
Speaker 1: was the reason? And I said, I thought about, like,

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Speaker 1: what is the consequence of not doing this? And it

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Speaker 1: was the what if? And for me that weighed more

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Speaker 1: than this, you know, scariness of making this snaps next

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00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:19,480
Speaker 1: step and that is like that looking back now was

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00:57:19,520 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 1: like my intuition being like you just need to make

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Speaker 1: this step. Yeah, And it's just even the delay, like

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Speaker 1: if you know you're going to do it anyway, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: why would you delay it by two or three years?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: I know what you mean.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what it.

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Speaker 1: Is for me. It's like, if I know I'm going

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Speaker 1: to go into a marketing job, why am I waiting?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I know what you mean.

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Speaker 1: Don't stop yourself, just go now, got ahead start? Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: but yeah, I think if you're listening to this episode

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00:57:47,480 --> 00:57:50,919
Speaker 1: and you're like, yeah, I am maybe a bit sack

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00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:53,520
Speaker 1: like stagnant, I am maybe a bit stark, And I

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00:57:53,600 --> 00:57:56,360
Speaker 1: just feel like, you know, and it will for me.

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00:57:56,640 --> 00:58:00,840
Speaker 1: It just felt like I didn't know life would end

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Speaker 1: up how it would like. It's like I had no visions,

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Speaker 1: I had no big dreams. I couldn't even imagine of

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Speaker 1: me now. I didn't see that person, but I just

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Speaker 1: had that like niggling feeling of like I just think

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00:58:14,800 --> 00:58:17,920
Speaker 1: life can feel a bit better. I just feel like

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Speaker 1: I can be a bit more at peace, I can

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00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:24,560
Speaker 1: be a bit more happier, and I followed that rather

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Speaker 1: than ignoring it. And I think I did ignore it

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Speaker 1: for a lot of years. But when I finally listened

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00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:33,520
Speaker 1: and I just it was like very small. It was

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Speaker 1: that very small feeling, and I followed.

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Speaker 2: It step by step.

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Speaker 1: And it's like I said, like, there were a couple

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Speaker 1: of big steps.

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00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:42,480
Speaker 2: But there were just like a lot of small steps.

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Speaker 1: And when I kind of just like made those small steps.

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Speaker 1: Now looking back, you know, hindsighted is a beautiful thing,

1142
00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:52,280
Speaker 1: but it's like, now looking back, I realized all those

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00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:54,800
Speaker 1: small steps are actually the big ones, and I just

1144
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:57,560
Speaker 1: had to take it a little bit. And it was

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00:58:58,040 --> 00:59:01,360
Speaker 1: just that glimpse of me being aware and being like,

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Speaker 1: actually I can do better, I do deserve better. I

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00:59:05,760 --> 00:59:09,720
Speaker 1: am going to, yeah, like follow this feeling. And that's

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying. If you're feeling like how I felt,

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00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:17,080
Speaker 1: it's like that's a fucking amazing place to be because

1150
00:59:17,120 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 1: you're literally done the first step of being aware, and

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00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:24,919
Speaker 1: it's just now, can you follow those little feelings? Can

1152
00:59:24,960 --> 00:59:29,240
Speaker 1: you start trusting yourself a little bit, start listening to

1153
00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:33,520
Speaker 1: that like in a person, start giving yourself just that

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00:59:33,600 --> 00:59:38,040
Speaker 1: tiny bit more love and just looking at things a

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Speaker 1: bit broader. All right, guys, we've chatted your ears off

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00:59:41,720 --> 00:59:45,080
Speaker 1: a tears just told me it's like fifty close to

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00:59:45,120 --> 00:59:47,720
Speaker 1: an hour and so for an hour and we cannot

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00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,160
Speaker 1: chat anymore. I don't want to take up any more

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Speaker 1: of your time if this resonated with you, and like

1160
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:56,600
Speaker 1: I said, if you're like, I just want to explore

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00:59:56,640 --> 00:59:59,400
Speaker 1: this a bit more, even if you don't want to

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00:59:59,400 --> 01:00:03,840
Speaker 1: do the pro. Next week's episode is going to really

1163
01:00:03,880 --> 01:00:08,880
Speaker 1: be exciting because I get into what actually is manifesting,

1164
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Speaker 1: and I literally tell you the exact steps that I

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01:00:13,480 --> 01:00:16,280
Speaker 1: do when I want to manifest, when I want to

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Speaker 1: get into an alignment, when I want to follow my intuition.

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Speaker 1: I give you all that in next week's episodes, so

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Speaker 1: make sure you check that out. And then also, guys,

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Speaker 1: if you are thinking about joining the project, come join

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01:00:28,600 --> 01:00:32,320
Speaker 1: our wait lists and also put fourth of July seven

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01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:36,480
Speaker 1: am in your calendars. Like I said, one and only

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Speaker 1: life around this year. I'm so excited and I just

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01:00:41,320 --> 01:00:43,440
Speaker 1: I just know the right people are going to find it.

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Speaker 1: I'm just I'm not worried.

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01:00:45,200 --> 01:00:46,960
Speaker 2: I just know the right people are going to find it.

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Speaker 1: It's going to be amazing, and I'm just I'm really

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Speaker 1: excited and I'm just yeah, I can't wait.

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Speaker 2: I can't wait to be in the Facebook group. I know.

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Speaker 1: It's a fucking wild ride. Anyway, guys, love you so much.

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Speaker 1: I will chat you in Friday's app for another.

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Speaker 2: Georgie's Hot h Bye.

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Speaker 1: Thank you so much for listening to another episode of

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01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:14,760
Speaker 1: the Rise and Concer podcast. If you enjoyed it and

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01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:19,120
Speaker 1: want more, come connect with us on Instagram at Riseinconquer

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01:01:19,400 --> 01:01:23,320
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01:01:23,360 --> 01:01:27,440
Speaker 1: and Concer podcast community. We're an independent podcast and we

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01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:30,240
Speaker 1: have a small team, so we do appreciate your time

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01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:33,080
Speaker 1: and support. If you have a spare moment, a follow

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Speaker 1: or subscribe on whatever platform you listen to would be

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Speaker 1: review on Apple Podcasts would be great.