1 00:00:02,920 --> 00:00:06,920 Speaker 1: Welcome to The Female Athlete Project Season two. My name 2 00:00:07,000 --> 00:00:09,920 Speaker 1: is Chloe Dalton. I'm an Olympic gold medalist in rugby 3 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:13,159 Speaker 1: sevens and I'm now playing for the GWS Giants in 4 00:00:13,200 --> 00:00:17,000 Speaker 1: the AFLW. I started tfapp to share the stories of 5 00:00:17,040 --> 00:00:21,000 Speaker 1: incredible female athletes and to address the gender inequalities that 6 00:00:21,079 --> 00:00:24,840 Speaker 1: exist within the sports media space. We want to change 7 00:00:24,840 --> 00:00:27,760 Speaker 1: that story, and we're all about making news and highlights 8 00:00:27,800 --> 00:00:32,000 Speaker 1: of women's sport easily accessible across our platforms. Our hope 9 00:00:32,120 --> 00:00:35,599 Speaker 1: is that more female athletes will become household names and 10 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:39,040 Speaker 1: in turn enable the next generation of young kids to 11 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:42,920 Speaker 1: pick up a ball, racket, backboard, whatever they want to pick. 12 00:00:45,680 --> 00:00:48,919 Speaker 1: Athlete Vanessa Lowe knows all too well that change can 13 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:53,040 Speaker 1: happen quickly and drastically. At the age of fifteen, while 14 00:00:53,080 --> 00:00:56,600 Speaker 1: living in Germany, she fell from a train platform, losing 15 00:00:56,640 --> 00:00:59,160 Speaker 1: both of her legs and spent the next five months 16 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:02,480 Speaker 1: in hospital five for her life. When she woke from 17 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:05,600 Speaker 1: her coma, as you'll hear, the future she had planned 18 00:01:05,640 --> 00:01:09,480 Speaker 1: for herself had evaporated, and the confidence sporting teenager was 19 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:14,520 Speaker 1: faced with massive uncertainty and fears. She could have retreated 20 00:01:14,560 --> 00:01:17,680 Speaker 1: from life, but she did none of that. She instead 21 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:22,120 Speaker 1: discovered Paralympic sport and she absolutely thrived. She found what 22 00:01:22,160 --> 00:01:25,679 Speaker 1: she described the beauty within the change, and her athletics 23 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:29,600 Speaker 1: career took off. She has competed at three Paralympics, twenty 24 00:01:29,640 --> 00:01:32,840 Speaker 1: twelve and twenty sixteen, where she represented her native Germany, 25 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:36,000 Speaker 1: before making a shift to represent Australia at Tokyo twenty 26 00:01:36,040 --> 00:01:41,039 Speaker 1: twenty after marrying Ossie. Paralympic gold medalist Scott Riden. In Rio, 27 00:01:41,160 --> 00:01:43,000 Speaker 1: low one gold in the long jump and silver in 28 00:01:43,000 --> 00:01:45,880 Speaker 1: one hundred meters, and in Tokyo she had us glued 29 00:01:45,880 --> 00:01:49,160 Speaker 1: to our TVs. She was unstoppable in the long jump, 30 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:52,400 Speaker 1: breaking the world record three times in just over an 31 00:01:52,400 --> 00:01:55,880 Speaker 1: hour to win the gold medal. Unless as an incredible person, 32 00:01:56,440 --> 00:01:59,760 Speaker 1: her story is phenomenal, but I absolutely love her approach 33 00:01:59,800 --> 00:02:02,360 Speaker 1: to adversity and how she sees it as an opportunity 34 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 1: and she's absolutely made the most of her opportunities to date. 35 00:02:06,040 --> 00:02:11,280 Speaker 1: I hope you enjoy this one. Vanessa Lowe, Welcome to 36 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:12,600 Speaker 1: the Female Athlete Project. 37 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:14,120 Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having me. 38 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:16,239 Speaker 1: I'm very excited to have a chat. So you're currently 39 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:19,840 Speaker 1: undergoing quarantine. How has it been so far being back 40 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:22,079 Speaker 1: in Australia and being locked up in the in a 41 00:02:22,160 --> 00:02:22,840 Speaker 1: hotel room. 42 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:24,600 Speaker 2: I feel like it has been a little bit of 43 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:24,919 Speaker 2: a role. 44 00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:27,320 Speaker 3: Like I have emotions not just the last few years, 45 00:02:27,360 --> 00:02:31,880 Speaker 3: but also the quarantine itself. So one day I love 46 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:34,000 Speaker 3: just sleeping in and having the time for myself, and 47 00:02:34,040 --> 00:02:35,520 Speaker 3: then the next day I was like, oh, I'm so 48 00:02:35,680 --> 00:02:37,720 Speaker 3: unmotivated and I really need to go home. 49 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:40,239 Speaker 1: I think a lot of people who are in lockdown 50 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:43,040 Speaker 1: around the country feels similar. It's that weird feeling of 51 00:02:43,320 --> 00:02:45,959 Speaker 1: some days you feel very motivated to do things, in 52 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:48,160 Speaker 1: other days you just have no motivation at all to 53 00:02:48,200 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 1: do anything. 54 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:51,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, one hundred percent, but it's only five more day. 55 00:02:51,680 --> 00:02:52,520 Speaker 3: It's not that anyone is. 56 00:02:52,520 --> 00:02:57,240 Speaker 1: Counting counting down the hours. We often start off by 57 00:02:57,280 --> 00:03:01,000 Speaker 1: heading back to childhood. So love to know what you 58 00:03:01,040 --> 00:03:03,600 Speaker 1: were like as a little kid growing up in Germany. 59 00:03:04,360 --> 00:03:06,560 Speaker 2: Oh, I was a confident little girl. 60 00:03:07,360 --> 00:03:11,800 Speaker 3: I have a little photo that I still look at 61 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:14,920 Speaker 3: every single day almost where I was wearing the shoes 62 00:03:14,919 --> 00:03:17,640 Speaker 3: of my dad. So I think it's a really good 63 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:20,120 Speaker 3: metaphor because there was really no shoes too big for me. 64 00:03:20,160 --> 00:03:23,520 Speaker 3: In my dreams, I felt like, well, I grew up 65 00:03:23,520 --> 00:03:25,919 Speaker 3: in that small little town and all I wanted to 66 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:28,720 Speaker 3: do was travel the world and see the world and 67 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:30,240 Speaker 3: meet a lot of interesting people. 68 00:03:30,720 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 1: Did you play sport from a young age. 69 00:03:33,160 --> 00:03:35,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, I did a lot of sports, so I didn't 70 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:38,120 Speaker 3: really specify in anything in particular. I played a bit 71 00:03:38,160 --> 00:03:41,520 Speaker 3: of European handball, I made a lot of snow sports 72 00:03:41,520 --> 00:03:44,720 Speaker 3: in winter. I did a lot of running, and overall, 73 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:47,040 Speaker 3: I just loved anything and everything that had to do 74 00:03:47,080 --> 00:03:47,640 Speaker 3: with sports. 75 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:50,920 Speaker 1: What was sport like for you growing up in a 76 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:52,200 Speaker 1: small town in Germany. 77 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:56,600 Speaker 3: It was fantastic because we had an amazing community. We 78 00:03:56,920 --> 00:03:59,920 Speaker 3: had a lot of different offers for different sport club 79 00:04:00,200 --> 00:04:04,200 Speaker 3: and different sports to play, and I really loved running 80 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:07,440 Speaker 3: by myself, so that was a really great one considering 81 00:04:07,480 --> 00:04:09,400 Speaker 3: I grew up basically in the middle of nature. I 82 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:13,600 Speaker 3: mean there were lakes and timber around, and there was just, yeah, 83 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 3: so many beautiful places to run to. 84 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:18,719 Speaker 1: Was it a part of like was it part of 85 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:20,839 Speaker 1: your family growing up? Like? If I think about my family, 86 00:04:20,880 --> 00:04:23,480 Speaker 1: like my parents always loved sports so much, and I 87 00:04:23,560 --> 00:04:26,120 Speaker 1: was very competitive with my two brothers in the backyard. 88 00:04:26,520 --> 00:04:28,400 Speaker 1: Was it something that was part of your family, The 89 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:29,360 Speaker 1: love for sport. 90 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:32,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's so funny because I think my dad and 91 00:04:32,560 --> 00:04:35,800 Speaker 3: I are the really sporty ones and that basically watched 92 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,760 Speaker 3: every sport, and then both of my sisters and my 93 00:04:38,839 --> 00:04:42,400 Speaker 3: mom are aren't into it at all. Oh okay, it 94 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:47,039 Speaker 3: was a really balance between both your opposites. My dad 95 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:50,160 Speaker 3: actually has every single book of the Olympics at home, 96 00:04:50,279 --> 00:04:53,719 Speaker 3: so he was into that very traditional sports. We watched 97 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:57,440 Speaker 3: a lot of traditional winter sports and traditional summer sports. 98 00:04:57,680 --> 00:05:00,720 Speaker 3: I watched a lot of Formula one and yeah, it 99 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:03,600 Speaker 3: was really just every sport whatever was on the TV 100 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:04,160 Speaker 3: I would watch. 101 00:05:04,800 --> 00:05:07,120 Speaker 1: Did you have something when you were a little kid. 102 00:05:07,160 --> 00:05:09,559 Speaker 1: Did you have a dream of what you wanted to become? 103 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:11,000 Speaker 1: Did you want to be an athlete? Or you didn't 104 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:12,360 Speaker 1: really know at that point? 105 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:13,320 Speaker 2: Too fair? 106 00:05:13,400 --> 00:05:16,240 Speaker 3: I never wanted to be an athlete, how fun it 107 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:19,040 Speaker 3: work out. I just loved doing it, and I wasn't 108 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,600 Speaker 3: really that competitive either, To be completely fair, I think 109 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:23,440 Speaker 3: I just like it for the sake of doing it, 110 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:26,040 Speaker 3: and because I loved running and loved being active. 111 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:27,880 Speaker 1: Did I read that you also did ballet. 112 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:29,599 Speaker 2: Oh that's right. 113 00:05:29,680 --> 00:05:33,479 Speaker 3: Yeah, I actually did seven years of ballet, and so 114 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:35,280 Speaker 3: I did it for a fair while and I really 115 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:37,279 Speaker 3: enjoyed doing But again, like I think, when it got 116 00:05:37,360 --> 00:05:42,080 Speaker 3: to the merge of becoming something more, not professional, but 117 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:45,520 Speaker 3: something that would require to train every day, I didn't 118 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:46,040 Speaker 3: feel like it. 119 00:05:46,080 --> 00:05:48,040 Speaker 2: I just wanted to do it because I loved doing it. 120 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:53,360 Speaker 1: And yeah, yeah, okay, So when you were fifteen years 121 00:05:53,360 --> 00:05:56,320 Speaker 1: old you were involved in an accident. Can you tell 122 00:05:56,400 --> 00:06:00,000 Speaker 1: us a little bit about I guess what that process 123 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 1: was like for you recovering in the hospital. 124 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:03,919 Speaker 2: Yeah, it was. 125 00:06:04,680 --> 00:06:08,680 Speaker 3: It wasn't a huge one. I mean I spent basically 126 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:12,440 Speaker 3: the entire summer in hospital after my accident. I think 127 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:15,120 Speaker 3: it was all of off, basically five months. I was 128 00:06:15,160 --> 00:06:18,440 Speaker 3: in coma for a couple of weeks. And I guess, 129 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:21,159 Speaker 3: like growing up in northern Germany, like summer is always 130 00:06:21,279 --> 00:06:24,120 Speaker 3: the managical time of the year where everyone you know 131 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:26,599 Speaker 3: is enjoying life, and at that time I was just 132 00:06:26,680 --> 00:06:30,760 Speaker 3: fighting for my life. All my friends were enjoying this summer, 133 00:06:30,839 --> 00:06:35,240 Speaker 3: and I guess when I got home, I didn't realize 134 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 3: I guess how much was still ahead of me. I 135 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:42,400 Speaker 3: always thought going home and leaving hospital was the big milestone, 136 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:45,640 Speaker 3: but yeah, little did I know and realize that probably 137 00:06:45,680 --> 00:06:49,880 Speaker 3: the major part of work and of struggle was really 138 00:06:49,920 --> 00:06:50,800 Speaker 3: ahead at that point. 139 00:06:52,279 --> 00:06:55,640 Speaker 1: I think people often see how incredible you are competing, 140 00:06:55,960 --> 00:06:58,679 Speaker 1: say on the world stage at the Paralympics, but wouldn't 141 00:06:58,720 --> 00:07:01,359 Speaker 1: have as much of an understan of the process of 142 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:05,520 Speaker 1: actually learning to walk with prosthetics and that whole rehab process, 143 00:07:05,520 --> 00:07:09,400 Speaker 1: which would be like incredibly challenging. How long did that 144 00:07:09,480 --> 00:07:13,200 Speaker 1: take you to become comfortable even just not even getting 145 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 1: into sport again, but just functioning in everyday life. 146 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:20,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, it was. It was a challenging process. 147 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,800 Speaker 3: And I hear a lot of stories of I mean, 148 00:07:22,880 --> 00:07:25,520 Speaker 3: my husband, he basically came home. He lost one of 149 00:07:25,520 --> 00:07:29,120 Speaker 3: his legs in an accident in his early life, and 150 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:31,840 Speaker 3: he went back home within two months and was back 151 00:07:31,880 --> 00:07:34,760 Speaker 3: walking within a month basically, And that's. 152 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:35,760 Speaker 2: Nothing like my story. 153 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:41,120 Speaker 3: I had some severe injuries apart from losing my legs, 154 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:44,720 Speaker 3: so my body wasn't a fairly tough rough condition when 155 00:07:44,720 --> 00:07:47,120 Speaker 3: I got home, and after laying in hospital bat for 156 00:07:47,160 --> 00:07:49,360 Speaker 3: more than five months, like just even setting up for 157 00:07:49,440 --> 00:07:52,800 Speaker 3: long periods was a real struggle, And especially in the beginning, 158 00:07:52,840 --> 00:07:54,680 Speaker 3: I really struggled to sleep because I had a lot 159 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:57,720 Speaker 3: of what they call phantom pains is a pain that's 160 00:07:57,720 --> 00:08:01,440 Speaker 3: associated when you lose a limb, And yeah, I really 161 00:08:02,280 --> 00:08:05,920 Speaker 3: really struggled just to get back healthy and feel okay. 162 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:10,440 Speaker 3: And when I started walking, if it started with the 163 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:14,120 Speaker 3: intent that I mean, I was quite lighthearted and they 164 00:08:14,120 --> 00:08:16,240 Speaker 3: have about it, I thought, you know, I know how 165 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:19,800 Speaker 3: to walk prosthetic legs. Oh, there have seen people use it, 166 00:08:19,880 --> 00:08:23,320 Speaker 3: So why would this be so difficult and why would 167 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:26,080 Speaker 3: there be a challenge attached to this? But my body 168 00:08:26,160 --> 00:08:28,440 Speaker 3: really didn't tolerate my prothetics in the beginning. I mean 169 00:08:28,480 --> 00:08:31,800 Speaker 3: I had really opened like open while and still and 170 00:08:31,840 --> 00:08:33,880 Speaker 3: I still had like a lot of pain in my bones. 171 00:08:33,920 --> 00:08:36,920 Speaker 3: And so even just like standing up like it was 172 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:40,679 Speaker 3: just always like painful. And I guess then you start 173 00:08:40,760 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 3: being really upset because you have all these expectations that it's, 174 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:47,840 Speaker 3: you know, going to be not necessarily an easy process, 175 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:51,880 Speaker 3: but it's going to be. Yeah, you already pictured how 176 00:08:52,080 --> 00:08:55,240 Speaker 3: you thought things were going to turn out, and it 177 00:08:55,320 --> 00:08:58,040 Speaker 3: just didn't seem to quite meet that. It was a 178 00:08:58,080 --> 00:08:59,520 Speaker 3: fairly long and painful process. 179 00:09:00,679 --> 00:09:03,360 Speaker 1: What was it like on days where you would find 180 00:09:03,360 --> 00:09:05,600 Speaker 1: it really hard? What was it that I guess was 181 00:09:05,640 --> 00:09:09,440 Speaker 1: your motivation? Was it returning back to that like being 182 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:11,719 Speaker 1: able to function in that space or did you have 183 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:15,480 Speaker 1: goals of being active again? Did you start thinking about that? 184 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:19,240 Speaker 3: I think because like wanting to travel the world, when 185 00:09:19,240 --> 00:09:23,720 Speaker 3: I lost that mobility and independence, I guess it became 186 00:09:24,280 --> 00:09:27,400 Speaker 3: less realistic. And when I got to the challenges of 187 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 3: trying to gain back that physical health again and trying 188 00:09:30,320 --> 00:09:32,920 Speaker 3: to return back to my normal life, I realized that 189 00:09:32,920 --> 00:09:36,000 Speaker 3: that was just not an option that I would say 190 00:09:36,040 --> 00:09:39,440 Speaker 3: adversity overcoming Adversity is all fun and games until it 191 00:09:39,440 --> 00:09:42,040 Speaker 3: can't be overcome. And I guess that's why I found 192 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:44,880 Speaker 3: myself in and I think where I really struggled with 193 00:09:44,920 --> 00:09:47,360 Speaker 3: in the head space, it wasn't necessarily about losing the legs. 194 00:09:47,360 --> 00:09:50,640 Speaker 3: I think it was more about losing the independence that 195 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:53,120 Speaker 3: I felt I wanted for my life, and so that 196 00:09:53,240 --> 00:09:55,640 Speaker 3: was the biggest motivator, is that I wanted to gain 197 00:09:55,679 --> 00:09:59,439 Speaker 3: back that independence and mobility again and feel free and 198 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:01,000 Speaker 3: where I want to be in what I want to do. 199 00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:04,520 Speaker 3: And I guess I got to the point where it's like, 200 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:06,440 Speaker 3: I mean, what did it have to lose? Like this 201 00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:09,520 Speaker 3: wasn't the life that I wanted, and everyone else around 202 00:10:09,520 --> 00:10:11,440 Speaker 3: me was so worried about asking the question what if 203 00:10:11,440 --> 00:10:14,240 Speaker 3: she feels? I started asking what if this works? And 204 00:10:15,520 --> 00:10:18,040 Speaker 3: actually took a lance off the power of authorship and 205 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:21,920 Speaker 3: really declare it what I wanted my story. 206 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:22,960 Speaker 2: To look like. 207 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:27,960 Speaker 1: That's really powerful. I like this idea of the overcoming 208 00:10:28,000 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 1: adversity thing because I think it obviously applies in a 209 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:35,520 Speaker 1: whole range of areas of life. And it's just interesting 210 00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:38,920 Speaker 1: what you said there. Sometimes you can't actually overcome it, 211 00:10:38,960 --> 00:10:41,880 Speaker 1: like do you see it more of a process of learning? 212 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:43,240 Speaker 1: How do you look at adversity? 213 00:10:44,440 --> 00:10:47,840 Speaker 3: I think I've over the years, I've really rephrased that 214 00:10:47,920 --> 00:10:51,560 Speaker 3: because I mean, people still try to talk to me 215 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:55,079 Speaker 3: about the topic of overcoming adversity. I guess what they 216 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:58,000 Speaker 3: really want to ask is how do you deal with adversity? 217 00:10:58,080 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 2: So I rephrased it in a sense. 218 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:03,440 Speaker 3: But if we reimagine adversity is something more than just 219 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:05,560 Speaker 3: tough times, but I'd rather see it as a change, 220 00:11:05,920 --> 00:11:08,439 Speaker 3: a change that we haven't adapted ourselves yet too. We 221 00:11:09,160 --> 00:11:14,079 Speaker 3: can actually discover different options and different outcomes for ourselves. 222 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:16,640 Speaker 3: So instead of just trying to return back to normal 223 00:11:16,679 --> 00:11:19,880 Speaker 3: and overcome and try to come out the other side unmarked, 224 00:11:19,880 --> 00:11:22,800 Speaker 3: and untouched and the same person as before. Maybe if 225 00:11:22,800 --> 00:11:26,040 Speaker 3: we actually start adapting ourselves and opening ourselves up to 226 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:30,199 Speaker 3: that change, we discover different pathways and the potentially even 227 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:34,360 Speaker 3: find opportunities. And I guess for me, sport was this 228 00:11:34,400 --> 00:11:37,280 Speaker 3: big opportunity that showed itself on the other side. 229 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:41,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'd love to hear about how you then got 230 00:11:41,240 --> 00:11:42,840 Speaker 1: back involved with sport. 231 00:11:44,320 --> 00:11:47,520 Speaker 3: It was, I think, still in my pursuit of returning 232 00:11:47,559 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 3: to somewhat my normal life and return back to what 233 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:54,800 Speaker 3: I thought was my identity, and sport was a big 234 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:59,199 Speaker 3: part of that. So I guess I knew straight away 235 00:11:59,240 --> 00:12:01,920 Speaker 3: that I needed to run again to just feel me again. 236 00:12:02,440 --> 00:12:07,720 Speaker 3: And I faced a lot of skepticism when I just 237 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:09,480 Speaker 3: broke the idea that I wanted to walk on a 238 00:12:09,520 --> 00:12:11,680 Speaker 3: daily basis, let it go on and run. So you 239 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:14,640 Speaker 3: can only imagine there was just simply no one to 240 00:12:14,679 --> 00:12:17,400 Speaker 3: look up to at that point. I mean, at that point, 241 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:20,199 Speaker 3: there was no one in the Paralympics with my disability 242 00:12:20,320 --> 00:12:22,800 Speaker 3: like you could be only there was no social media 243 00:12:23,080 --> 00:12:26,360 Speaker 3: and there was no one really to find examples. And 244 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:29,080 Speaker 3: I guess that's where I really struggled with. I felt 245 00:12:29,080 --> 00:12:31,439 Speaker 3: like I had like I either had to pave a way. 246 00:12:31,480 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 3: But I wasn't really sure if this was ever going 247 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:37,400 Speaker 3: to work out, And I guess my imagination was probably 248 00:12:37,400 --> 00:12:39,480 Speaker 3: a little bit bigger than the ones of the people 249 00:12:39,480 --> 00:12:42,560 Speaker 3: around me, and there was like, oh, it's great that 250 00:12:42,600 --> 00:12:44,560 Speaker 3: you have these big plans, but like, how are you 251 00:12:44,600 --> 00:12:45,160 Speaker 3: going to do this? 252 00:12:45,200 --> 00:12:46,880 Speaker 2: Because I don't think this is going to work out? 253 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:50,040 Speaker 3: And yeah, it was a very long process to kind 254 00:12:50,040 --> 00:12:50,880 Speaker 3: of get there. 255 00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:54,720 Speaker 1: Did you said there? Around the skepticism? Were there people 256 00:12:54,760 --> 00:12:59,280 Speaker 1: that question whether you could just walk with the w amputation, 257 00:12:59,559 --> 00:13:02,880 Speaker 1: with the prison esthetics rather than like let alone actually 258 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:04,960 Speaker 1: then go and play sport and compete. 259 00:13:05,640 --> 00:13:08,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, So in Germany we have a healthcare system in 260 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:12,760 Speaker 3: which they cover prosthetic legs. However, they basically judge what 261 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:16,640 Speaker 3: you need based on your abilities. So when I applied 262 00:13:16,679 --> 00:13:20,040 Speaker 3: for my first set of electronic legs, which is like 263 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:23,160 Speaker 3: quite essential for someone that is missing their legs above 264 00:13:23,200 --> 00:13:25,480 Speaker 3: the knee, is that they weren't willing to spend that 265 00:13:25,520 --> 00:13:28,040 Speaker 3: money because someone with my disability mainly sits in a 266 00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:32,080 Speaker 3: weird chair, so for walking five steps, it's not worth spending. 267 00:13:32,640 --> 00:13:34,640 Speaker 3: You know, you're looking at thee in one thousand dollars, 268 00:13:35,440 --> 00:13:38,320 Speaker 3: So there was a bit off back and forth, and 269 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:40,560 Speaker 3: we eventually agreed on that I get a set of 270 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:44,240 Speaker 3: test legs, and I had six weeks to kind of 271 00:13:44,240 --> 00:13:47,800 Speaker 3: put in the work and prove that I'm capable of 272 00:13:47,920 --> 00:13:50,040 Speaker 3: using that. So I guess I got kind of thrown 273 00:13:50,040 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 3: into the deep band because I had one chance to 274 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:55,920 Speaker 3: make this work and I really had to seize that. 275 00:13:56,080 --> 00:13:58,840 Speaker 3: So that's kind of how I got into walking and 276 00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:00,960 Speaker 3: all of a sudden realized it is doable, and it 277 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:03,480 Speaker 3: will cryes a lot of work, and this will take 278 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:06,280 Speaker 3: a while, by at the same time like it can happen. 279 00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 3: And the kind of the opinion was based on the 280 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:12,360 Speaker 3: reality of the time because not many people were doing it. 281 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:15,640 Speaker 3: But it doesn't mean that something can't be done simply 282 00:14:15,679 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 3: because it hasn't been done before. And that's I guess 283 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:21,520 Speaker 3: the same where when I kind of entered the world 284 00:14:21,520 --> 00:14:25,520 Speaker 3: of sports and didn't find those examples, I soon got 285 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:28,680 Speaker 3: exposed to a group of athletes that were all running 286 00:14:28,720 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 3: on a prosthetic. No one quite with my disability, but 287 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 3: I realized that all these people are already pushing boundaries 288 00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:38,120 Speaker 3: and just because they have done it before, and it 289 00:14:38,160 --> 00:14:41,600 Speaker 3: may be tough. On my end, it means it's you know, 290 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:44,280 Speaker 3: it's an opportunity and it's and it's something that can 291 00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:44,720 Speaker 3: be done. 292 00:14:46,040 --> 00:14:50,360 Speaker 1: How did it go from learning to walk again and 293 00:14:50,400 --> 00:14:53,440 Speaker 1: then learning to do it in then having to learn 294 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,680 Speaker 1: to run for athletics? Like? How how how long did 295 00:14:56,680 --> 00:14:57,600 Speaker 1: that process take? 296 00:14:59,120 --> 00:15:03,720 Speaker 3: I mean until I was like fully independently walking, We're 297 00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:06,720 Speaker 3: talking about two years, So for a fair long time 298 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:09,360 Speaker 3: I still had my wheelchair as a backup and couldn't 299 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:12,280 Speaker 3: do a lot of loads. And then later on I 300 00:15:12,360 --> 00:15:16,040 Speaker 3: was just using some crutches and some help to to 301 00:15:16,080 --> 00:15:17,880 Speaker 3: feel safe in everyday life. 302 00:15:17,920 --> 00:15:19,680 Speaker 2: So it was a fairly do on process. 303 00:15:19,720 --> 00:15:22,840 Speaker 3: And that last bit kind of overlapped when I started 304 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:26,240 Speaker 3: to run, So probably about I want to say, maybe 305 00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:28,520 Speaker 3: two years after my accident, I got my first running 306 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:33,160 Speaker 3: legs and did my first few kind of hops, probably 307 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:36,160 Speaker 3: more falling than running, I want to say, for the 308 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,880 Speaker 3: first few months, I mean, I was really just falling 309 00:15:38,920 --> 00:15:41,480 Speaker 3: over every other step and it didn't feel anything like 310 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:45,680 Speaker 3: what running felt before my accident. And I think it 311 00:15:45,720 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 3: wasn't until I really committed to building back that physical 312 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:51,920 Speaker 3: fitness and really trying to work on myself that it 313 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:54,280 Speaker 3: could access the running legs and walking legs in the 314 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:56,200 Speaker 3: way that allowed me to do it every single day 315 00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:57,160 Speaker 3: and get better at it. 316 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:01,640 Speaker 1: How did you choose which which event you wanted to 317 00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:02,280 Speaker 1: compete in. 318 00:16:03,520 --> 00:16:05,520 Speaker 3: I guess like running was something that was always on 319 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 3: the cards because I always loved running. But when we 320 00:16:09,400 --> 00:16:12,080 Speaker 3: talk about the Paralympics, there's always a set amount of 321 00:16:12,120 --> 00:16:15,920 Speaker 3: events offered for certain disabilities. And when I looked into 322 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:19,480 Speaker 3: the Paralympics and competing in para athletics, I actually soon 323 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:22,120 Speaker 3: found that the only event that existed for me in 324 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:25,040 Speaker 3: that system was the one hundred meter, the long jump 325 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:28,520 Speaker 3: and the shot put, And so I was like, well, 326 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:30,880 Speaker 3: I give one hundred meter ago. I mean, I was 327 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:35,040 Speaker 3: more into longer distances and more into you know, running 328 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:38,720 Speaker 3: in nature then on the track. But I guess that 329 00:16:38,840 --> 00:16:41,040 Speaker 3: was a good good way to get back into it, 330 00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:45,560 Speaker 3: and I really enjoyed it, and through some coincidences, just 331 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:48,240 Speaker 3: because some of my training mates were doing long jump 332 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:49,800 Speaker 3: one day and I just wanted to give it a 333 00:16:49,840 --> 00:16:52,520 Speaker 3: go and turn out I was pretty decent at it, 334 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:55,120 Speaker 3: and that's how I kind of ended up in long jump. 335 00:16:55,800 --> 00:16:58,200 Speaker 1: That's very cool. Is that something that you'd like to 336 00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:02,440 Speaker 1: see moving forward that there's like more availability of events 337 00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:04,600 Speaker 1: that you could compete in or are you happy with 338 00:17:05,040 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: Obviously the way that you've performed it's turned out very well, 339 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:09,960 Speaker 1: and we'll get to that, but would you like to 340 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:13,200 Speaker 1: see the more broad selection for people in that classification 341 00:17:13,280 --> 00:17:13,920 Speaker 1: to compete in. 342 00:17:14,440 --> 00:17:17,560 Speaker 3: It's very challenging because we only have very set numbers 343 00:17:17,960 --> 00:17:22,720 Speaker 3: of people over the world that qualify for the disability 344 00:17:22,720 --> 00:17:24,560 Speaker 3: that you need to have to compete in the class 345 00:17:24,600 --> 00:17:27,160 Speaker 3: and also want to do sport, also have a talent, 346 00:17:27,240 --> 00:17:29,880 Speaker 3: are willing to work for it, And the more events 347 00:17:29,920 --> 00:17:31,640 Speaker 3: you offer, the more. 348 00:17:31,560 --> 00:17:32,840 Speaker 2: You spread out those numbers. 349 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:35,840 Speaker 3: So what ends up happening is you will have smaller fields, 350 00:17:35,920 --> 00:17:38,960 Speaker 3: and that's obviously not what we want. And running on 351 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,959 Speaker 3: prosthetics can be quite tough on the body, especially on 352 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:44,840 Speaker 3: the lawer back, and so doing those huge loads that 353 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:45,960 Speaker 3: you would have to do in order to. 354 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:46,960 Speaker 2: Run longer distances. 355 00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:50,160 Speaker 3: I guess that's why they made the decision to keep 356 00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:52,840 Speaker 3: it on the shorter ones, and it's probably a decent 357 00:17:53,240 --> 00:17:56,040 Speaker 3: decision to make, But I really hope that we can 358 00:17:56,119 --> 00:17:58,359 Speaker 3: grow the numbers in a way that we have decent 359 00:17:58,400 --> 00:18:02,080 Speaker 3: fields and have a decent computian and maybe that will 360 00:18:02,119 --> 00:18:04,159 Speaker 3: one day allow us to have maybe another one or 361 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:05,000 Speaker 3: two events. 362 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:08,159 Speaker 1: I think what you're doing and the way that you 363 00:18:08,720 --> 00:18:10,879 Speaker 1: I guess compete as an athlete, but also off the 364 00:18:10,920 --> 00:18:13,360 Speaker 1: track as well, I think that will play a huge role. 365 00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:15,560 Speaker 1: That you've talked about as a little kid, you wouldn't 366 00:18:15,560 --> 00:18:17,159 Speaker 1: have been out when you were younger, you wouldn't have 367 00:18:17,200 --> 00:18:19,680 Speaker 1: been able to see athletes competing like you. And now 368 00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:22,760 Speaker 1: through social media, it's pretty powerful that you can have 369 00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:25,159 Speaker 1: an impact on the next generation of young kids. 370 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:28,440 Speaker 3: It is, and I think sometimes social media has such 371 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:31,280 Speaker 3: a bad reputation, but it has also the power to 372 00:18:31,680 --> 00:18:35,639 Speaker 3: have such an incredible impact on kids, on young adults 373 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:40,560 Speaker 3: and even adults. I mean, you're now on a clique, 374 00:18:40,600 --> 00:18:44,119 Speaker 3: you can access all that information, and I mean I 375 00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:46,320 Speaker 3: now have the opportunity to connect to an athlete in 376 00:18:46,359 --> 00:18:49,480 Speaker 3: the United States, like literally right now, right then, to 377 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,960 Speaker 3: ask the questions like you know, what prosthetic pieces are. 378 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:55,680 Speaker 2: You using to make this happen? What a great exercise 379 00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:56,160 Speaker 2: is to do? 380 00:18:56,280 --> 00:18:58,680 Speaker 3: And you can connect to people so much more easily, 381 00:18:59,119 --> 00:19:05,200 Speaker 3: and when you're talking about such a such a technology 382 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 3: heavy topic, which like I mean, I love doing sport, 383 00:19:10,160 --> 00:19:13,360 Speaker 3: but I without technology, I couldn't run. So I wasn't 384 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:19,280 Speaker 3: necessarily very eager to learn technology, but I needed to 385 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:22,240 Speaker 3: and ask the questions on having access to all that information. 386 00:19:22,320 --> 00:19:23,399 Speaker 2: I mean, it's a life changer. 387 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:27,080 Speaker 1: I'd love to hear about your debut. Your international debut 388 00:19:27,119 --> 00:19:29,720 Speaker 1: was in two thousand and nine. Yeah, can you tell 389 00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:30,439 Speaker 1: us a bit about that. 390 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:32,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, it was. 391 00:19:32,720 --> 00:19:34,760 Speaker 3: It was quite funny because at that point, no one 392 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 3: still thought that this was ever a great idea that 393 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:41,200 Speaker 3: I had, because so I was at that point competing 394 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:44,440 Speaker 3: against women that are all just missing one leg. So 395 00:19:44,760 --> 00:19:47,879 Speaker 3: it's just how our classification works, and no one with 396 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,160 Speaker 3: the double inputation and that field has ever really competed. 397 00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:53,919 Speaker 3: So there was like, oh, maybe she can run, but 398 00:19:54,040 --> 00:19:56,320 Speaker 3: this is probably never going to be anything where she 399 00:19:56,320 --> 00:20:00,119 Speaker 3: could win medals or actually compete against the girls. And 400 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:03,600 Speaker 3: when I got to my first competition, I felt so 401 00:20:03,800 --> 00:20:07,359 Speaker 3: underprepared and so overwhelmed by this new world of competing. 402 00:20:07,359 --> 00:20:09,119 Speaker 3: But I loved it so much because all of a 403 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:12,680 Speaker 3: sudden I got exposed to the true beauties of parasport. 404 00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:14,400 Speaker 2: I mean I discovered when. 405 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:17,000 Speaker 3: I got there that every single person there standing and 406 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:21,720 Speaker 3: competing has a story of somewhat hardship or adversity, and 407 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:24,199 Speaker 3: each one of them chooses to see the choices and 408 00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:27,760 Speaker 3: chances given to them over whatever has happened to them. 409 00:20:27,800 --> 00:20:29,879 Speaker 3: So all of a sudden, it has a way to 410 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:36,000 Speaker 3: connect people, not just beyond different religion and gender and heritage, 411 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:40,040 Speaker 3: but also beyond different abilities. And all of a sudden, 412 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:43,160 Speaker 3: I felt like a sense of empowerment that was given 413 00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:46,639 Speaker 3: to me over the disempowerment that the loss of my 414 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:49,680 Speaker 3: legs kind of meant to me in the early part 415 00:20:49,680 --> 00:20:52,760 Speaker 3: of my story. And I think I really truly fell 416 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:54,159 Speaker 3: in love with the sport when I went to the 417 00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:57,320 Speaker 3: first major competition, because it was just such an amazing 418 00:20:57,359 --> 00:21:00,879 Speaker 3: spirit and so many amazing lessons learned. I guess I 419 00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:03,960 Speaker 3: was just incredibly grateful of defying the odds of not 420 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:07,359 Speaker 3: only walking but actually competing on a running event. I mean, yeah, 421 00:21:07,359 --> 00:21:08,320 Speaker 3: it was incredible. 422 00:21:08,600 --> 00:21:10,560 Speaker 1: And how did you go in your first competition? 423 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:14,640 Speaker 3: There was a very small feel to be completely fear 424 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:18,240 Speaker 3: I'd take home some medals and I did okay, but 425 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:22,800 Speaker 3: nothing to be breaking about. I guess it was more 426 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:24,400 Speaker 3: about the experience at that point. 427 00:21:24,720 --> 00:21:29,040 Speaker 1: Okay, Now for a quick half time break. Workplace law 428 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,760 Speaker 1: is a law firm focused on supporting and empowering FEMA 429 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:34,760 Speaker 1: athletes to take control of their careers. 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You got to make your debut representing 439 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:12,760 Speaker 1: Germany at the London twenty twelve Paralympics. What was the 440 00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:17,000 Speaker 1: experience like for you heading into the village and just 441 00:22:17,080 --> 00:22:19,720 Speaker 1: being surrounded by so many other incredible athletes. 442 00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:22,600 Speaker 2: It was a very special one. 443 00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:25,199 Speaker 3: I mean the first games, if you ask any athlete, 444 00:22:25,320 --> 00:22:27,960 Speaker 3: is always something special. But I guess over the years, 445 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:30,120 Speaker 3: at that point, I had really built up some sort 446 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:33,040 Speaker 3: of expectations and I really started to feel that I 447 00:22:33,119 --> 00:22:36,320 Speaker 3: wanted to not just be there, but I actually wanted 448 00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:38,480 Speaker 3: to perform, and I wanted to be at my best 449 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:42,040 Speaker 3: and wanted to even compete for a metal And when 450 00:22:42,119 --> 00:22:45,680 Speaker 3: I got there and I couldn't meet my expectations on 451 00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:49,280 Speaker 3: the track, I think it really left me feel disappointed, 452 00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:54,120 Speaker 3: to be honest about about myself. I felt like, even 453 00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,040 Speaker 3: though I mean, the loss of my legs is obviously 454 00:22:57,119 --> 00:22:59,520 Speaker 3: much bigger loss, but I think the loss of kind 455 00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:02,200 Speaker 3: of the belief of my in myself at that point 456 00:23:02,400 --> 00:23:05,159 Speaker 3: was probably a true representation of the loss that I 457 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:07,200 Speaker 3: went for, because all of a sudden it became a 458 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,920 Speaker 3: reality that the opinion of other people thinking that this 459 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:11,920 Speaker 3: is never going to work out for me, and that 460 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:15,520 Speaker 3: my disability was just simply too high to compete on 461 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,040 Speaker 3: that level. And it felt like it was becoming a 462 00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:22,880 Speaker 3: reality at that competition, and I went home pretty disappointed, 463 00:23:23,320 --> 00:23:26,639 Speaker 3: not just about the resultant sport, but I guess about 464 00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:30,720 Speaker 3: the failure of making this, like really creating the story 465 00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:31,320 Speaker 3: that I wanted. 466 00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:35,040 Speaker 1: I guess, Wow, did you want to give up? After that? 467 00:23:35,760 --> 00:23:35,960 Speaker 2: Yeah? 468 00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:40,040 Speaker 3: So I had officially retired from sports basically after that. 469 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:45,160 Speaker 3: How many people know I had already stopped training? Well, 470 00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:47,800 Speaker 3: I still trained for fun, but I left the training 471 00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:51,720 Speaker 3: group and decided to not compete anymore, and I. 472 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:53,320 Speaker 2: Really focused on other things in life. 473 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:57,280 Speaker 3: And I guess it wasn't until I went to visit 474 00:23:57,359 --> 00:23:59,959 Speaker 3: my friend in America, which was also due in athlete, 475 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:03,280 Speaker 3: but she had married an American athlete that I got 476 00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:05,840 Speaker 3: really pulled into the world of sports again and really 477 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:09,760 Speaker 3: got told a different mindset around this and really make 478 00:24:09,840 --> 00:24:13,600 Speaker 3: this less about competing against others, but competing against myself. 479 00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:17,920 Speaker 3: And her husband, which was also her coach, soon became 480 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:21,800 Speaker 3: my coach, and he kind of talked me into moving 481 00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:24,879 Speaker 3: to the US and and give this another shot. And 482 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,080 Speaker 3: he promised that if I was to move to the US, 483 00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:28,720 Speaker 3: he would train me for gold medal. 484 00:24:28,800 --> 00:24:31,200 Speaker 2: And I guess it wasn't so much about. 485 00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:34,320 Speaker 3: The metal promise or you know, that silly bet that 486 00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:36,199 Speaker 3: we made that if he was right, I would get 487 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:40,119 Speaker 3: his autograph tattooed. I think it was more about finally 488 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:44,520 Speaker 3: coming meeting someone that believed in my dream as much 489 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,800 Speaker 3: as I did, and was as crazy as I was, 490 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:49,760 Speaker 3: and having those big dreams and aspirations and kind of 491 00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:53,480 Speaker 3: you know, moving away from thinking realistic and more like 492 00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:54,640 Speaker 3: thinking wild and big. 493 00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,480 Speaker 1: I want to hear about this story. So did you 494 00:24:57,560 --> 00:25:00,240 Speaker 1: make a bet with your friends in the un US. 495 00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:02,280 Speaker 1: What was the best that if you want a gold medal, 496 00:25:02,560 --> 00:25:05,080 Speaker 1: then you had to get a tattoo, That's right. 497 00:25:05,359 --> 00:25:08,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, So we made that bad and a wild night out. 498 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:12,720 Speaker 3: And I guess if you ever make a good decision, 499 00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:16,240 Speaker 3: it's usually on big wild night out. So I went 500 00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,560 Speaker 3: back home after because I was the second last night 501 00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:21,560 Speaker 3: or so, and I quit my job and sold everything 502 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:24,720 Speaker 3: that I owned and moved to the US with two 503 00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:27,879 Speaker 3: suitcases and kind of the plan to live off my 504 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:29,200 Speaker 3: savings for the next few years. 505 00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:33,560 Speaker 1: So it was definitely a world a wild move. That's 506 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:36,359 Speaker 1: was that quite scary, Like that's a very big risk 507 00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:36,920 Speaker 1: to take. 508 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:39,680 Speaker 3: I think it was, and it wasn't at the same time, 509 00:25:39,800 --> 00:25:42,639 Speaker 3: because I think at that point I didn't feel like 510 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:45,879 Speaker 3: I was living the life that I wanted. And I 511 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:47,600 Speaker 3: think it's sometimes a big out risk to kind of 512 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,320 Speaker 3: stay poored and not even give it a try then 513 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:53,320 Speaker 3: actually giving it a proper go. And I guess it 514 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:55,440 Speaker 3: wasn't so much about the medal itself, like it was 515 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:56,440 Speaker 3: never really about it. 516 00:25:56,480 --> 00:25:59,040 Speaker 2: I think it was really about finding my own boundaries. 517 00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,960 Speaker 3: I'm both physically as well as mentally, And I guess 518 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:05,400 Speaker 3: over the years I really found myself in this really 519 00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:09,840 Speaker 3: protected little world where everyone tried to make sure that 520 00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:13,600 Speaker 3: I don't fail and that I don't you know, get 521 00:26:13,680 --> 00:26:17,080 Speaker 3: hurt or disappointed, and I ended up just never really 522 00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:19,359 Speaker 3: trying those things. And I think it was probably the 523 00:26:19,400 --> 00:26:22,040 Speaker 3: first time ever to actually allow me to fail and 524 00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:25,320 Speaker 3: allow me to make those big moves and go through 525 00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 3: the processes of not always being successful in what I do, 526 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:32,160 Speaker 3: but actually at least give it a proper try. 527 00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,480 Speaker 1: How did the experience go when you first moved over 528 00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:37,240 Speaker 1: to the USA. Did it take you a while to 529 00:26:37,800 --> 00:26:40,160 Speaker 1: settle in and feel comfortable in that environment? 530 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, look, I was. 531 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:45,960 Speaker 3: It wasn't that evl together at that point. I barely 532 00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:49,600 Speaker 3: spoke a word of English and I would have been 533 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:54,040 Speaker 3: was that twenty thirteen, so eight years ago now, And 534 00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:57,920 Speaker 3: my coach there was from like country Louisiana, so with 535 00:26:58,040 --> 00:27:02,240 Speaker 3: the biggest accent I could be understand him. And other 536 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,359 Speaker 3: than him and his wife, I didn't know anyone. I mean, 537 00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:08,359 Speaker 3: all there was was was really those two and and me. 538 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:10,600 Speaker 3: So that was probably the farthest I've ever been away 539 00:27:10,640 --> 00:27:12,719 Speaker 3: from my family. I mean, there was no such thing 540 00:27:12,760 --> 00:27:15,840 Speaker 3: as just you know, going home and having my parents 541 00:27:15,920 --> 00:27:19,879 Speaker 3: there or my friends in the same sense, So that 542 00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:22,960 Speaker 3: was probably the biggest challenge. And then as well fully 543 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:26,760 Speaker 3: trusting someone that in that environment where I mean I 544 00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:29,160 Speaker 3: barely knew him as a coach. I mean I knew 545 00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:31,800 Speaker 3: my friend quite well, that was his wife. But at 546 00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:33,600 Speaker 3: the same time, it was it was a huge risk, 547 00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:36,520 Speaker 3: and I guess I was in this perfect little world 548 00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:38,960 Speaker 3: in Germany where I had access to the best training 549 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:41,600 Speaker 3: facilities and I had a safe apartment. 550 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:43,760 Speaker 2: I had like all the security in the world. But 551 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:45,320 Speaker 2: I was unhappy. 552 00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:47,000 Speaker 3: And then I went to the US and like we 553 00:27:47,119 --> 00:27:49,360 Speaker 3: trained in the garage, like most days, we just ran 554 00:27:49,400 --> 00:27:51,920 Speaker 3: on the roads, like we barely had access to a track, 555 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:54,600 Speaker 3: and we didn't have any heating in our facilities, and 556 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:56,040 Speaker 3: I mean it was in the middle of winter, so 557 00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,880 Speaker 3: it was like sometimes minus is outside and I still 558 00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:02,600 Speaker 3: remember I was like flipping tractor tires with the snow, 559 00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:06,520 Speaker 3: and we did very unconventional training because we just didn't 560 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,199 Speaker 3: have the facilities. But that's not what really mattered at 561 00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,480 Speaker 3: that point. I mean, I just needed to learn how 562 00:28:11,560 --> 00:28:15,040 Speaker 3: to work hard. And I probably went home crying for 563 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:17,920 Speaker 3: probably at least three times of the week because it 564 00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:20,680 Speaker 3: was just like physically so challenging, and he was probably 565 00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:24,760 Speaker 3: the first person to ever fully encouraged me to try things. 566 00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:26,320 Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, I can't do that. 567 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:28,720 Speaker 3: I'm missing my legs. That exercise doesn't work for me. 568 00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:31,399 Speaker 3: But he just simply didn't take any excuses. He just 569 00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:35,200 Speaker 3: wanted me to see wanted to see me try, and 570 00:28:35,600 --> 00:28:37,359 Speaker 3: if it didn't work, then he would adjust it. But 571 00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 3: he pushed me mentally and physically really really hard. 572 00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:44,640 Speaker 1: Wow. And so all of that training in the snow 573 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:48,440 Speaker 1: and flipping tires and things like that then paid off 574 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:51,800 Speaker 1: when you got to Rio. You won your very first 575 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:55,160 Speaker 1: gold medal in the long jump. What did that feel like? 576 00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,920 Speaker 1: And you also break the world record? Is that right? 577 00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:58,800 Speaker 2: Yeah? That's right? 578 00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:04,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, with a of four point ninety three meters. What 579 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,920 Speaker 1: did it feel like standing on the podium having the 580 00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:09,360 Speaker 1: gold medal around your neck? 581 00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,920 Speaker 3: It's so funny because obviously it's a very special moment. 582 00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:16,840 Speaker 3: But at the same time, I always tell people nothing 583 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:20,240 Speaker 3: changes when you win a gold medal, and sometimes people 584 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:22,560 Speaker 3: are really disappointed when they hear that, because they believe 585 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,880 Speaker 3: it's that cute dream of yours and once you win it, 586 00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,400 Speaker 3: everything changes for you. But I guess if you haven't 587 00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:30,360 Speaker 3: found meaning and what you do before winning a medal, 588 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:33,160 Speaker 3: then you don't find enjoyment doing it. And I guess 589 00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,800 Speaker 3: it was so much more representation of the journey that 590 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:39,520 Speaker 3: I went on over the years, and like really feeling that, 591 00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:44,200 Speaker 3: I felt really satisfied knowing that I've given it my all. 592 00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:47,040 Speaker 2: I know that I pushed my boundaries to the absolute. 593 00:29:46,680 --> 00:29:50,160 Speaker 3: Limits, and I really felt like I belonged there and 594 00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:52,920 Speaker 3: I deserve to be there simply because I've really poured 595 00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:55,600 Speaker 3: my entire heart into this, and it wasn't just a 596 00:29:55,680 --> 00:29:59,000 Speaker 3: physical win. Like I saw my parents standing there in 597 00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:01,080 Speaker 3: the stadium when I was see my medal, and I 598 00:30:01,160 --> 00:30:03,160 Speaker 3: saw my mom having tears in her eyes because like 599 00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:05,960 Speaker 3: all of a sudden, I mean, she realized, like I'm 600 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,400 Speaker 3: going to be okay, Like it's not so much about 601 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:11,440 Speaker 3: you know, the metals itself, but like all the losses 602 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:13,800 Speaker 3: and all the difficult years that I've been through, I 603 00:30:13,840 --> 00:30:16,040 Speaker 3: think at that point kind of came together and I 604 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:19,360 Speaker 3: realized that when we really if something is important to 605 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:22,720 Speaker 3: us and important enough for us to pour our entire 606 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,280 Speaker 3: heart into, we can make it work. And we sometimes 607 00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:27,840 Speaker 3: have to shift in shape and and really change our 608 00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:31,280 Speaker 3: path in different ways and in different directions that we 609 00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:34,600 Speaker 3: didn't think was possible, but sometimes that's what we need 610 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 3: to do in order to feel full and happy. And again, 611 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:40,040 Speaker 3: like it's not about the metal itself, but I think 612 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,920 Speaker 3: the meaning behind and the path that I went on. 613 00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:47,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's really special. I'd love to talk about you 614 00:30:47,400 --> 00:30:50,360 Speaker 1: meeting Scott for the first time, who is now your husband, 615 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,440 Speaker 1: an Australian sprinter who also just competed in the Tokyo 616 00:30:53,520 --> 00:30:56,240 Speaker 1: Paralympics as well. Can you tell us about do you 617 00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:58,800 Speaker 1: remember the first time meeting Scott? I do. 618 00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,280 Speaker 3: I mean I've seen them around a little bit, because 619 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,920 Speaker 3: like the competitive world is really small. I mean you 620 00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:06,360 Speaker 3: kind of know the people that are competing on that 621 00:31:06,480 --> 00:31:08,640 Speaker 3: high level, and I kind of had spotted him and 622 00:31:08,760 --> 00:31:11,360 Speaker 3: recognized him as for the amazing athlete that he was. 623 00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:14,920 Speaker 3: But I think it was basically the year after I 624 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:19,520 Speaker 3: had just quit competitive sport, but then the film My 625 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,760 Speaker 3: Trip to America kind of found my way back into 626 00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:25,400 Speaker 3: and I still remember we were competing in London at 627 00:31:25,440 --> 00:31:28,320 Speaker 3: the Anniversary Games, which wasn't exactly a year after the 628 00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:31,840 Speaker 3: Parlmic Games, my first Prolemic Games, and both of us 629 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:34,280 Speaker 3: had a really good competition and we're waiting for our 630 00:31:34,320 --> 00:31:36,960 Speaker 3: medal ceremony and that's where we met for the first 631 00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:39,560 Speaker 3: time and actually had a chat and became really close 632 00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:42,000 Speaker 3: friends and had an instant connection. 633 00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:45,480 Speaker 1: Really, what has it been like being in a relationship 634 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:48,120 Speaker 1: with someone who competes at the same level and has 635 00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:51,160 Speaker 1: to undertake all the training and focus on nutrition and 636 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,080 Speaker 1: all of those things. Has that been something that you've 637 00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:55,200 Speaker 1: enjoyed or is it something that sometimes gets a bit 638 00:31:55,280 --> 00:31:56,920 Speaker 1: tricky now? 639 00:31:56,920 --> 00:32:00,520 Speaker 3: I think it has been a really great experience. I 640 00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:03,440 Speaker 3: think when I moved to the to Australia to kind 641 00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:05,480 Speaker 3: of live with him and train with him and be 642 00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:08,239 Speaker 3: with him, it could have gone two ways. I mean 643 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:12,480 Speaker 3: the first years we were separated and seeing each other like, 644 00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:14,480 Speaker 3: you know, two or three times a year for a 645 00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:17,520 Speaker 3: couple of weeks at the time, and now your opposite 646 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:20,880 Speaker 3: of living together, training together and literally doing everything together. 647 00:32:21,160 --> 00:32:23,800 Speaker 3: And it was amazing. I mean, it's amazing to have 648 00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:26,760 Speaker 3: the support there of someone that truly understands not just 649 00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 3: on a sporting level, but on many other levels as well, 650 00:32:30,760 --> 00:32:33,360 Speaker 3: and the lifestyle of an athlete can be very unique 651 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:36,600 Speaker 3: and sometimes very challenging as well, so having someone with 652 00:32:36,720 --> 00:32:40,120 Speaker 3: a very similar mindset around the whole topic but also 653 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:44,720 Speaker 3: very similar lifestyle. Was just very, very helpful, and I 654 00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,240 Speaker 3: don't think I would have made it all the way 655 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,640 Speaker 3: to Tokyo if it really wasn't for him by my side. 656 00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:52,600 Speaker 1: How did that decision come about to represent Australia and 657 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:56,320 Speaker 1: how did it feel after representing Germany at two Paralympics 658 00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:59,400 Speaker 1: already to be going in different colors. 659 00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:02,920 Speaker 3: It was a difficult decision, to be completely fair, because 660 00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:05,920 Speaker 3: I'm proud where I'm from and I'm really grateful for 661 00:33:06,200 --> 00:33:08,239 Speaker 3: everything the German team has done for me. I mean, 662 00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:11,280 Speaker 3: I wouldn't be here today without them. But then at 663 00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,760 Speaker 3: the same time, I had already lived in America for 664 00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:16,920 Speaker 3: three years and I hadn't really like going to competitions. 665 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:20,200 Speaker 3: I often met a team that I barely knew, and 666 00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:23,800 Speaker 3: I guess when I faced the challenges of living and 667 00:33:23,840 --> 00:33:27,080 Speaker 3: training in Australia and with a great distance and the 668 00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:31,520 Speaker 3: difference of winter and summer season, and I think the 669 00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,440 Speaker 3: decision first came out of art made the most sense. 670 00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:38,000 Speaker 3: But I'm really glad that I did it because Australia 671 00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:41,160 Speaker 3: is my home, and I guess I felt really home 672 00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:45,000 Speaker 3: with the Australian teams straight away, and I felt incredibly 673 00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:47,000 Speaker 3: privileged really to but be part of this team because 674 00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:49,760 Speaker 3: it's for one of the best teams in the world, 675 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:51,640 Speaker 3: and the sense of the culture that they have and 676 00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:55,440 Speaker 3: this love was bored in general. I mean, Australia is 677 00:33:55,480 --> 00:33:58,560 Speaker 3: truly amazing and how they support US athletes not just 678 00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:01,640 Speaker 3: when the Parilm or Olympics are on, but really threw 679 00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:07,000 Speaker 3: the entire four year cycle. And yeah, I think I 680 00:34:07,560 --> 00:34:11,480 Speaker 3: just got hooked on being with Australian team straightaway. 681 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:14,440 Speaker 1: Yeah. I loved watching the Paralympics and there were some 682 00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,920 Speaker 1: very special moments throughout the games. Watching Olympics and Paralympics, 683 00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:19,880 Speaker 1: there were so many moments of like team, particularly in 684 00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:23,439 Speaker 1: the athletics team. I think, just really special moments where 685 00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:27,640 Speaker 1: you saw how tight, tightly knit the team members were. 686 00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:30,600 Speaker 3: We've been like living in a little bubble for a 687 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:34,560 Speaker 3: fair while now, always trying to be conscious of making 688 00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:36,759 Speaker 3: sure that we aren't at any exposure sites and make 689 00:34:36,840 --> 00:34:39,600 Speaker 3: sure that we can prepare properly for the games. And 690 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:44,200 Speaker 3: I guess when we got to the Games, all of us, 691 00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:46,840 Speaker 3: I think it had a different sort of feeling to 692 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:50,200 Speaker 3: other competitions that we've been through because we really decided 693 00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:52,720 Speaker 3: to realize what an incredible ridge it is to compete 694 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:56,080 Speaker 3: and just to be there knowing that the world is 695 00:34:56,120 --> 00:35:00,279 Speaker 3: currently going through this difficult state, and yeah, we just 696 00:35:00,360 --> 00:35:03,560 Speaker 3: had an amazing time being there doing what we love 697 00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:04,440 Speaker 3: and then being. 698 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:08,799 Speaker 2: With people that were so passionate about the same thing 699 00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:09,239 Speaker 2: that we are. 700 00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:12,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, very cool. I wanted to play on an audio clip. 701 00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:16,760 Speaker 1: So going to competing in the long jump in Tokyo, 702 00:35:17,200 --> 00:35:21,920 Speaker 1: you broke your own world record three times in the 703 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:25,239 Speaker 1: one event city in the lead one jump to go, 704 00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:30,279 Speaker 1: already jumped five twenty improved the world record twice. What 705 00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:32,480 Speaker 1: about a third time just for fun? Oh, you hit 706 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:37,839 Speaker 1: the board very well. So that final jump was five 707 00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:42,840 Speaker 1: meters twenty eight, a huge jump and a massive improvement 708 00:35:42,880 --> 00:35:45,800 Speaker 1: even on the four meters ninety three from Rio just 709 00:35:45,840 --> 00:35:50,000 Speaker 1: a few years earlier. Was the What was the difference 710 00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:53,279 Speaker 1: in that performance and the preparation leading up to that 711 00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,520 Speaker 1: incredible performance? I mean, I guess the last few years 712 00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:59,560 Speaker 1: of preparations were difficult for all of us because, like usual, 713 00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,520 Speaker 1: we have a time frame of preparing for something and 714 00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:05,960 Speaker 1: knew the athletes world is very structured and the plans 715 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,440 Speaker 1: that we have and often enough, you have very certain 716 00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:11,680 Speaker 1: certain time frames. So when that got removed, we had 717 00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:13,759 Speaker 1: to really think outside the box, and we didn't have 718 00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,080 Speaker 1: access to some of the training facilities through some of 719 00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:21,120 Speaker 1: the periods, and so I actually, well, we actually took 720 00:36:21,320 --> 00:36:24,400 Speaker 1: the chance to turn this into our advantage, and we 721 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:26,239 Speaker 1: really had the chance to work on all the little 722 00:36:26,280 --> 00:36:28,640 Speaker 1: things preparing for a gal that was a little bit 723 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:31,680 Speaker 1: farther away. So I knew I could do a big jump, 724 00:36:31,719 --> 00:36:34,399 Speaker 1: but I had put in a lot of extra little 725 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:37,880 Speaker 1: work in aspects that I hadn't had the time to 726 00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:40,320 Speaker 1: work on for many years, because you go from competition 727 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:44,279 Speaker 1: to competition, and I was really prepared for a big jump. 728 00:36:44,320 --> 00:36:46,400 Speaker 1: But at the same time, having been part of this 729 00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:50,279 Speaker 1: for twelve years now, I know that sport has a 730 00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:54,680 Speaker 1: thing of you know, it doesn't always happen and the 731 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:55,880 Speaker 1: way that you had it imagined. 732 00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:57,480 Speaker 2: So I was prepared for either way. 733 00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:00,560 Speaker 3: And I really promised myself to no matter and no 734 00:37:00,680 --> 00:37:03,279 Speaker 3: matter how the competition is going to go, I was 735 00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,160 Speaker 3: going to enjoy it and I was going to have 736 00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:08,560 Speaker 3: fun with it. And I guess that's where I even 737 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:10,480 Speaker 3: believe when you see the video. I had the little 738 00:37:10,560 --> 00:37:13,560 Speaker 3: smile on my face, and it wasn't because I knew 739 00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:16,919 Speaker 3: that I have already worn But I approached my last 740 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:18,640 Speaker 3: jump and it's like, you know what, Like this is 741 00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:21,200 Speaker 3: what I do this for, Like I love doing this. 742 00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:23,239 Speaker 3: I get the chance to do this in front of 743 00:37:23,600 --> 00:37:25,839 Speaker 3: not a big crowd, but a big crowd in front 744 00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:28,280 Speaker 3: of the TVs, and I get to share this journey 745 00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:30,800 Speaker 3: with the world, and I might as well turn it 746 00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:33,560 Speaker 3: into something that I enjoy and really put the pleasure 747 00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:35,920 Speaker 3: into this. And I think that really showed in the 748 00:37:36,040 --> 00:37:37,640 Speaker 3: last jump, and I think that's why I jumped as 749 00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:41,080 Speaker 3: far as I did, because I truly remember why I 750 00:37:41,200 --> 00:37:41,600 Speaker 3: do this for. 751 00:37:42,800 --> 00:37:45,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, I love that. Every week I have a question 752 00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:48,279 Speaker 1: from a six year old and from my grandma. But 753 00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:50,040 Speaker 1: I think that's led in quite well, so I might 754 00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:54,600 Speaker 1: play you the question from my granny. Hi, Vanessa, I 755 00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:57,520 Speaker 1: felt very emotional watching you win gold. 756 00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:01,240 Speaker 2: What impact do you hope to have through your sport? 757 00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:06,560 Speaker 3: I always say that I want to leave a legacy, 758 00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:10,600 Speaker 3: and it's probably quite unusual for someone that is still 759 00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:12,680 Speaker 3: active to say, and someone that is. 760 00:38:12,719 --> 00:38:13,600 Speaker 2: Having the world regit. 761 00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:15,840 Speaker 3: I want to be forgotten because I want people to 762 00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:18,879 Speaker 3: break my world rogit because that means that I've left 763 00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:22,000 Speaker 3: a legacy for other young girls realizing that this is 764 00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:23,440 Speaker 3: something they can do with their lives. 765 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 2: This is something that is an option for them. 766 00:38:25,719 --> 00:38:29,640 Speaker 3: And it means that I have created something that inspired 767 00:38:29,680 --> 00:38:32,120 Speaker 3: other girls to do not necessarily the same, but find 768 00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:35,080 Speaker 3: their own path within this. So I really hope that 769 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,600 Speaker 3: I leave the sport in a better place and I 770 00:38:38,719 --> 00:38:41,080 Speaker 3: found it, And I really hope that there's a lot 771 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:43,759 Speaker 3: of girls out there that not necessarily find their way 772 00:38:43,760 --> 00:38:46,879 Speaker 3: into competitive sport, but a sport in general and see 773 00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,480 Speaker 3: what it can do to our lives. I mean it's 774 00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:53,600 Speaker 3: not not just you know, connecting community and with friends, 775 00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:57,160 Speaker 3: but it's also a great torul to put ourselves physically 776 00:38:57,280 --> 00:39:01,200 Speaker 3: and mentally and really enjoy some thing that is just. 777 00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:02,000 Speaker 2: So good for us. 778 00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:06,279 Speaker 1: Yeah. Absolutely, all right. I've got a question from six 779 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:12,200 Speaker 1: year old Freeda. I then, suh, you wear your very 780 00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:15,799 Speaker 1: special legs every single day or do you wear them 781 00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:17,520 Speaker 1: just one year jumping? 782 00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:23,799 Speaker 3: That's amazing. I love how innocence that the questions are 783 00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:25,719 Speaker 3: from kids. They don't care. I just want to know, 784 00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:28,640 Speaker 3: so they are whenever it comes to their mind. So 785 00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:31,560 Speaker 3: I wear special legs that I run on and jump on, 786 00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:33,600 Speaker 3: and I only wear them when I'm on the track. 787 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:37,719 Speaker 3: They actually have little spikes underneath the toes, so I 788 00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:40,040 Speaker 3: can't actually run on the road with them. They're really 789 00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:43,120 Speaker 3: ready made and set up for athletics on the track. 790 00:39:43,640 --> 00:39:46,720 Speaker 3: And then my everyday walking legs are a lot more fancy. 791 00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:50,240 Speaker 3: They actually have a little computerized unit in it helping 792 00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,600 Speaker 3: me through all the different states that I need in 793 00:39:53,880 --> 00:39:56,160 Speaker 3: a day, because you have to walk different speeds. You 794 00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:58,239 Speaker 3: have to be able to do uphill and down hill 795 00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:00,759 Speaker 3: and stairs and sitting down and standing up. And so 796 00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:03,520 Speaker 3: even though a lot of people think that our running 797 00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:06,279 Speaker 3: legs are the fancy legs, our walking legs actually. 798 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:09,320 Speaker 1: Have a lot more power and being able to handle 799 00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:13,000 Speaker 1: a lot more difficult situations. Yeah wow, And I've read 800 00:40:13,040 --> 00:40:15,719 Speaker 1: that you also are you currently studying computer science? So 801 00:40:15,760 --> 00:40:17,880 Speaker 1: you've already finished studying computer science. 802 00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:22,520 Speaker 2: Look. I finished a first degree in media actually in 803 00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:25,960 Speaker 2: twenty thirteen, and when I moved to the US, I 804 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:28,520 Speaker 2: picked up a study in computer science. And I've studied 805 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:29,200 Speaker 2: a little. 806 00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:32,480 Speaker 3: Bit here and there, probably about halfway through after I 807 00:40:32,520 --> 00:40:33,520 Speaker 3: don't know, six. 808 00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:37,960 Speaker 2: Years, I think it's still to go really one day 809 00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:38,560 Speaker 2: I will finish. 810 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:46,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, is that something that I know you mentioned before 811 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,680 Speaker 1: the importance of technology? Is that Has that been part 812 00:40:49,719 --> 00:40:51,439 Speaker 1: of the decision or was that something that you wanted 813 00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:53,759 Speaker 1: to do regardless, I was. 814 00:40:53,760 --> 00:40:58,440 Speaker 3: Always probably interested in working with computers and stuff, and 815 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,759 Speaker 3: I guess when I got exposed to the whole prosthetic world, 816 00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:04,120 Speaker 3: I mean there was a different layer of that as well. 817 00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:07,560 Speaker 3: But altogether, I think this is something that I really 818 00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:10,600 Speaker 3: enjoyed and in I want to say, my first life 819 00:41:10,680 --> 00:41:14,840 Speaker 3: and where I was working as an editor, I really enjoyed. 820 00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:15,239 Speaker 2: Doing it as well. 821 00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:17,320 Speaker 3: So actually something that I would love to return to 822 00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:20,320 Speaker 3: and potentially incorporate some of the aspects of computer science. 823 00:41:20,680 --> 00:41:22,800 Speaker 3: Do you kind of find different levels in that workspace. 824 00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:25,960 Speaker 1: We missed the part about your preparation in the lead 825 00:41:26,080 --> 00:41:28,480 Speaker 1: up to Tokyo, so not was it only a couple 826 00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:30,520 Speaker 1: of months out and you had a pretty bad fall 827 00:41:30,560 --> 00:41:31,880 Speaker 1: that resulted in a concussion. 828 00:41:32,640 --> 00:41:32,839 Speaker 2: Yeah. 829 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:36,239 Speaker 3: See, I never like playing a non contact sport. I 830 00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:39,759 Speaker 3: never really have been exposed to that whole world of concussions. 831 00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 3: But it was like really unfortunate. I mean I do 832 00:41:42,120 --> 00:41:44,160 Speaker 3: all these things on the track and jump like from 833 00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,920 Speaker 3: top speed into your long jump it and then out 834 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,320 Speaker 3: of all things, I slip and fall in a bathroom 835 00:41:49,440 --> 00:41:52,919 Speaker 3: and I hit my head quite badly, and I didn't 836 00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:55,200 Speaker 3: really realize the impact that I had on me after 837 00:41:55,840 --> 00:42:00,360 Speaker 3: I still felt very like after awake, I guess, and 838 00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:03,600 Speaker 3: I spent probably about two weeks in bad trying to 839 00:42:04,360 --> 00:42:07,080 Speaker 3: deal with this very new convindition that I hadn't really 840 00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:10,680 Speaker 3: experienced in the past. And I guess what really came 841 00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:12,919 Speaker 3: in hand. It was over the years, I've really learned 842 00:42:12,960 --> 00:42:18,000 Speaker 3: how to be adaptable and really be accepting off situations, 843 00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:19,920 Speaker 3: and I guess I got to that point where, of 844 00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:21,880 Speaker 3: course I was getting frustrated because all I wanted to 845 00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:24,120 Speaker 3: do was to train and prepare for the games. At 846 00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:25,879 Speaker 3: the same time, I knew that if I didn't take 847 00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:28,759 Speaker 3: that time now to recover and actually feel at my best, 848 00:42:28,840 --> 00:42:31,359 Speaker 3: and it's you know, it's not going to work out 849 00:42:31,400 --> 00:42:33,640 Speaker 3: the way. So I really tried to relax into the 850 00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:36,200 Speaker 3: situation and give my body the time to heal and 851 00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:39,120 Speaker 3: recover and and really do all the things that I 852 00:42:39,239 --> 00:42:41,200 Speaker 3: could at that point to make sure that I was 853 00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:43,160 Speaker 3: still going to be at my best going into Tokyo. 854 00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:47,160 Speaker 3: But I really tried to not rush too much. But 855 00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:50,040 Speaker 3: of course it was frustrating and it was annoying, and 856 00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:52,360 Speaker 3: it was just I felt like so unnecessary. 857 00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:53,600 Speaker 2: But I think that's what life is. 858 00:42:53,719 --> 00:42:55,880 Speaker 3: I mean, so many things just happen that are outside 859 00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,719 Speaker 3: our control, and we often enough get frustrated with it 860 00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:00,640 Speaker 3: because things don't work out the way that they did. 861 00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:03,399 Speaker 2: But in the end, things not working out the way 862 00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:04,880 Speaker 2: that I had imagined. 863 00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:07,239 Speaker 3: I mean, thinking back to my six y old me, 864 00:43:07,400 --> 00:43:09,600 Speaker 3: I never would have imagined the life that I'm living now, 865 00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:12,520 Speaker 3: and turn on, everything turn out so much better than 866 00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:14,920 Speaker 3: I could have ever imagined. So I guess when we 867 00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:18,839 Speaker 3: really kind of trust and follow our instincts and really 868 00:43:18,920 --> 00:43:21,080 Speaker 3: try to be in the here and now and not 869 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:25,240 Speaker 3: try to change things, then we can really find different 870 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:27,759 Speaker 3: pathways that lead us to something bigger and better. 871 00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:31,279 Speaker 1: Definitely, do you think that's the way that you've looked 872 00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:34,359 Speaker 1: at that is almost a skill that you've developed over time, 873 00:43:34,480 --> 00:43:37,680 Speaker 1: or do you think that mindset is like a conscious 874 00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:38,600 Speaker 1: decision that you make. 875 00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 2: I think it's still a conscious decision that I need 876 00:43:41,280 --> 00:43:41,560 Speaker 2: to make. 877 00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:45,040 Speaker 3: And I still find myself complaining about the Chinese little 878 00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:47,160 Speaker 3: things and really got caught up and about all the 879 00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:49,279 Speaker 3: things that are annoying or don't work out the way 880 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,440 Speaker 3: that I had a planned. And I mean, of course, 881 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:55,640 Speaker 3: sometimes life can be frustrating and sometimes things really go 882 00:43:55,800 --> 00:44:00,319 Speaker 3: in waste that aren't helpful, and and I think, okay 883 00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,399 Speaker 3: to be upset about it initially, but if we don't 884 00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:07,279 Speaker 3: find the power to move on and really accept whole 885 00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:10,240 Speaker 3: things are and actually can I say, look, this has happened, 886 00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:12,239 Speaker 3: this is how it is, but I make the best 887 00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:14,799 Speaker 3: out of it. I think this is probably a skill 888 00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,800 Speaker 3: that we have to consciously choose for ourselves. 889 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:22,520 Speaker 1: Yeah. Absolutely. I finish every interview with three would you rather? Questions? 890 00:44:23,560 --> 00:44:24,719 Speaker 1: Have you ever played would you rather? 891 00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:25,120 Speaker 2: Before? 892 00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:25,440 Speaker 1: No? 893 00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:26,840 Speaker 2: Actually haven't, ah ha. 894 00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:28,960 Speaker 1: So you've just got to pick one of the two options. 895 00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:34,040 Speaker 1: So the first question in Paris in twenty twenty four, 896 00:44:34,239 --> 00:44:37,640 Speaker 1: if you were to compete, would you rather win a 897 00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,000 Speaker 1: third consecutive gold in the long jump or your first 898 00:44:41,120 --> 00:44:45,279 Speaker 1: gold in one hundred meters? Or definitely a third gold 899 00:44:45,320 --> 00:44:49,000 Speaker 1: and the long jump because I running the hundred anymore. Okay, 900 00:44:49,400 --> 00:44:55,920 Speaker 1: all right, and I've read that you've contemplated retirement post Tokyo. 901 00:44:56,040 --> 00:44:57,960 Speaker 1: Is that something that you've thought more about since being 902 00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:01,320 Speaker 1: in quarantine? Or are leaving the one, just leaving it 903 00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:02,239 Speaker 1: be for the time being. 904 00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:04,760 Speaker 2: I think I want to go to Paris. 905 00:45:04,840 --> 00:45:05,040 Speaker 1: Wow. 906 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:08,000 Speaker 3: But I've also learned that life changes, so I'm open 907 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,640 Speaker 3: to whatever. At this point, I probably committed to training 908 00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:12,239 Speaker 3: for another three years only now. 909 00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:15,920 Speaker 2: But if something you know, happens or if something changes, 910 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:16,279 Speaker 2: so be it. 911 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:18,400 Speaker 1: That's good. It's a nice way to look at it. 912 00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:21,879 Speaker 1: It's yeah, that's good. I like that. Number two. Would 913 00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:25,920 Speaker 1: you rather get a tattoo of your dogs or of 914 00:45:26,080 --> 00:45:27,560 Speaker 1: your husband's face? Oh? 915 00:45:27,719 --> 00:45:28,600 Speaker 2: Definitely my dogs. 916 00:45:28,760 --> 00:45:33,720 Speaker 1: Sorry sorry Scott, but oh. 917 00:45:33,680 --> 00:45:35,880 Speaker 2: That would be making that would make an amazing tattoo. 918 00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:36,239 Speaker 2: I reckon. 919 00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:39,239 Speaker 1: Okay, where did you did you get the tattoo of 920 00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:40,280 Speaker 1: your friend from America? 921 00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:41,880 Speaker 2: I did, so, there you go. 922 00:45:42,480 --> 00:45:44,320 Speaker 1: Oh and so is that his autograph? 923 00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:47,799 Speaker 3: So that's his autograph? And then those other coordinates where 924 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:49,720 Speaker 3: I have one World Championship medals. 925 00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:53,040 Speaker 1: They're actually amazing. So it's on your forearm just for 926 00:45:53,200 --> 00:45:55,200 Speaker 1: obviously for people who listen to the podcast who won't 927 00:45:55,200 --> 00:45:57,360 Speaker 1: be able to see it. So it's so coordinates of 928 00:45:58,160 --> 00:45:59,799 Speaker 1: all the places you've won a World champ medal. 929 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:04,000 Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, that's right. So they actually one corter need missing. 930 00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:05,280 Speaker 3: So still need to figure out. 931 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:06,279 Speaker 2: Hold you edit. 932 00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:08,279 Speaker 3: I didn't really think it through. It was a bit 933 00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:10,759 Speaker 3: of a spontaneous one, but I'm sure I find a 934 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:11,360 Speaker 3: good spot for it. 935 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:14,560 Speaker 1: That's very cool, all right. Number three? Would you rather 936 00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:19,200 Speaker 1: only be able to eat German sausages or Bunning sausages 937 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:21,080 Speaker 1: for the rest of your life? Oh? 938 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:24,040 Speaker 2: Can't beat a Bunning sausage for sure? 939 00:46:24,640 --> 00:46:28,640 Speaker 1: Yes, she's Truezy, Now, I mean that's what we go 940 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,440 Speaker 1: to Bunning's right, Yeah, exactly, it's the only reason you go. 941 00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:34,319 Speaker 1: I love that. And then before we finish, where can 942 00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:35,800 Speaker 1: people find you on Instagram? 943 00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:36,919 Speaker 2: Yeah? 944 00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:41,040 Speaker 3: So that's Vanessa low ninety so v A n E. S. 945 00:46:41,239 --> 00:46:46,560 Speaker 3: Saw ninety and yeah, that's a great opportunity to follow 946 00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:49,239 Speaker 3: along or get in touch. Feel free to reach out. 947 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:52,960 Speaker 3: That'd be amazing. I always love communicating and getting in 948 00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:53,600 Speaker 3: touch with people. 949 00:46:53,719 --> 00:46:56,600 Speaker 1: So amazing. Thank you so much for coming on for 950 00:46:56,680 --> 00:46:58,719 Speaker 1: a chat today. It's been awesome getting to know you 951 00:46:58,840 --> 00:47:01,440 Speaker 1: and your story, and I think you have a very 952 00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:04,919 Speaker 1: beautiful way of looking at life. And I think even 953 00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:07,520 Speaker 1: just the way you're talking about Paris, it's like I 954 00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:09,719 Speaker 1: hope to go, but it's okay if I don't like 955 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:11,879 Speaker 1: if something else happens. I think it's really a really 956 00:47:11,920 --> 00:47:14,360 Speaker 1: special way that you're kind of living in the moment 957 00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:16,879 Speaker 1: and just enjoying it as it comes. So I've loved 958 00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:18,000 Speaker 1: the chance to have a chat with you. 959 00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:20,160 Speaker 3: Thank you so much, Joy, and thank you so much 960 00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:22,640 Speaker 3: for having me on this morning. What you do is 961 00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:25,040 Speaker 3: so important. I mean, we need a platform for this. 962 00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:28,799 Speaker 3: We need to connect through sports, and I guess more 963 00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:31,640 Speaker 3: females need to be able to see sport and able 964 00:47:31,680 --> 00:47:34,359 Speaker 3: to imagine what they want to do and what they 965 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:36,120 Speaker 3: can do in that space. So thank you so much 966 00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:36,600 Speaker 3: for doing this. 967 00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:40,480 Speaker 1: Oh, I really appreciate that. Thank you, Thanks so much 968 00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:43,040 Speaker 1: for listening. If you got something out of this episode, 969 00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:45,239 Speaker 1: I would absolutely love it if you could send it 970 00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:49,560 Speaker 1: on to one person who you think might enjoy it. Otherwise, subscribe, 971 00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:51,719 Speaker 1: give us a review, and make sure you follow us 972 00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:54,560 Speaker 1: on Instagram at the Female Athlete Project to stay up 973 00:47:54,600 --> 00:47:57,720 Speaker 1: to date with podcast episodes, merch drops, and of course 974 00:47:58,239 --> 00:48:14,520 Speaker 1: news and stories about epic fe am out athletes. HM