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Speaker 2: You don't have in Q Joseph Stuart for Irish Cathleen.

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Speaker 2: Hang on say that again, h Joseph Stuart.

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Speaker 1: Oh I like that. Yeah, that's very nice. Do you

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Speaker 1: have a favorite city? Since you've been all over the

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Speaker 1: world fifty million times, you spent a long time in New.

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Speaker 2: York, right, maybe Marseille or so.

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Speaker 1: I like cities that are just like, I don't know

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Speaker 1: where Muscle in France.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like I like scruffy, yeah, you know, like like

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Speaker 2: I love New York, but I like down you know,

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Speaker 2: I like that village, you know, like those sort of things.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I.

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Speaker 2: Haven't spent a lot of time there, But I love that.

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Speaker 2: It's just all of it. Oh you know what, probably

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Speaker 2: favorite city actually is Marrakesh. Oh yeah, like for something

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Speaker 2: that I could, you know, in some weird fantasy be

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Speaker 2: living in a little bead you.

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Speaker 1: Know, so good? Yeah? What about nature spots we're in

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Speaker 1: like northern rivers Now, it's beautiful.

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Speaker 2: I wish I was more outdoorsy.

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Speaker 1: But you spent yesterday.

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Speaker 2: Yesterday we were just at that little beach opposite Toroquina

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Speaker 2: on the on the Brunswick River. I love that. I

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Speaker 2: look I kind of like wherever I am. Like I

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Speaker 2: would always be like, oh, we should try and buy

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Speaker 2: a house, you know what I mean? Like wherever I am,

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Speaker 2: and as a consequence, you do nothing. Yes, but yeah

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Speaker 2: we should live here. Like my kids are all sick

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Speaker 2: of it. You know, I'll be, oh, yeah, maybe we

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Speaker 2: could move here for a while.

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Speaker 1: At least you don't do it. I do. I watch Yellowstone.

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Speaker 1: I'm like to my boyfriend, we've got to have a

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Speaker 1: place in Montana, right, it's literally on our dream.

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Speaker 2: I think. Yeah, Montana's great.

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Speaker 1: Yeah Montana. Wayomi, sign me up, Yes, sign up. If

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Speaker 1: you could have a superpower, what would it be?

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Speaker 2: I think I just like some sort of and maybe

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Speaker 2: it's coming with AI. I'd just like to be more

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Speaker 2: organized true Virgo maybe Yeah, I'm like people say that

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Speaker 2: Virgo is organized and I'm not really I don't really

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Speaker 2: buy into it, but I'm not. I'm really like maybe

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Speaker 2: I've got undiagnosed ADHD. That's probably like that's probably the

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Speaker 2: best way of you know, so if you understand that,

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Speaker 2: then you just I spend a lot of my time

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Speaker 2: going like why haven't I done this? How come I

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Speaker 2: haven't like replied to the accountant or why haven't I liked?

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Speaker 1: You know, that's why am I late paying my tax?

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Speaker 2: And stane you know what I mean? Like everything's always

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Speaker 2: like no, but I'm too old to be like so

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Speaker 2: badly organized, Like it's not an excuse anymore anyway, I am.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it would be.

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Speaker 2: Good because there's a nice place to you.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I quite like feeling organized on top of things,

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Speaker 1: mean to really do Do you have a fear? It

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Speaker 1: can be a real fear or an irrational one, like

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Speaker 1: I have one that there's a snake in the toilet,

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Speaker 1: like you know, an Australian snake sneak into the toil.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, No, I'm not I had a period where, like

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Speaker 2: it took me a long time to get on top of.

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Speaker 2: So I have a bit of a fear of like

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Speaker 2: I'm very aware of my boundaries and who to be

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Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So I could maybe you know,

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Speaker 2: is I started therapy a few weeks ago and I'm

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Speaker 2: eight years in so well I've had different guys at it,

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Speaker 2: but I think that maybe this is yeah, And I

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Speaker 2: love that whole thing of trying to figure set out.

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Speaker 1: You're a talker too. I feel like you would love

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Speaker 1: talk therapy and do something You're going to process up.

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Speaker 1: You know how you want your organization, You're going to

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Speaker 1: be able to process like there's no tomorrow. Maybe yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's a'll be like superpower.

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Speaker 2: Yeah I have yea.

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Speaker 1: Do you have a favorite song or something you could

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Speaker 1: listen to.

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Speaker 2: I get really obsessive about music and then just listen

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Speaker 2: to the same thing over and over again to the

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Speaker 2: which is again some sort of spectrum like behavior. I

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Speaker 2: suppose no no whereas I will like and randomly, you know,

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Speaker 2: like just recently, I just got really I just remembered

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Speaker 2: that band Texas, remember from the nineties, Charlene Spiteri, And

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Speaker 2: I've just been listening to Texas. Well, I was I've

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Speaker 2: then recently, because Shane McGowan died, you know, from the Popes,

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Speaker 2: I've just been like, but I'll go and listen to

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Speaker 2: like fairy Tale of New York ten times in a row,

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Speaker 2: or I'll be in the carrame I So yeah, I'm yeah.

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Speaker 1: What about movie? I mean, it's a.

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Speaker 2: Look I I I mean I just saw Salt Burm.

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Speaker 2: I loved it.

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Speaker 1: I cannot wait to see it.

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Speaker 2: But there's a period of American filmmaking around that sort

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Speaker 2: of late seventies through to the mid eighties, or filmmakers

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Speaker 2: like you know, Brian de Palmer and Sidney they met

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Speaker 2: and like that time like you know, I love like Dog.

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Speaker 1: Day Afternoon, surper Co, Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Twelve Angry Men, and you know there was I think

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Speaker 2: definitely a time you know, before filmmakers, before digital filmmaking,

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Speaker 2: you know, when it was shot on film. You know,

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Speaker 2: I reckon My favorite film of all time is with

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Speaker 2: Nail and I, which I have not seen love coming

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Speaker 2: back to it's Richard E. Grant, you know, it's that

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Speaker 2: I love. I can watch so I have to watch

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Speaker 2: that one. I watched that once a year, but equally

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Speaker 2: I watch Elf once a year, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 2: So like my taste is really yeah.

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Speaker 1: It's got to be a bit of.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, if I had a favorite of a film with

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Speaker 2: trying to think of, what's that Gene Hackman film, you know,

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Speaker 1: And you've got me excited to see Saltburn too, because

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Speaker 1: I love is it Emerald for now? The director and

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Speaker 1: she did promising young I just.

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Speaker 2: Started watching that too. That's good, isn't it?

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Speaker 1: Promising?

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Speaker 2: I had a gummy I think.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. You know, she sent the script to the actors

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Speaker 1: with the soundtrack and so they Yeah, and the sound

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Speaker 1: she's got like this incredible instrumental version of Britney Spears toxic.

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Speaker 2: Right, well the soundtrack salt. Then's good.

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Speaker 1: Yes.

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Speaker 2: And that's your Jacob Laudie, who my seventeen year olds

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Speaker 2: on high alert for while we're up here, because he's.

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Speaker 1: Up here beautiful to shoot one day?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't definitely, but he's he like, he plays

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Speaker 2: this kind of posh English boy and I haven't met

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Speaker 2: a few of that, you know, Like that's a hard

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Speaker 1: And the other lead actor is it Barry the Place?

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Speaker 2: the mum. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Everyone says.

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Speaker 2: It's a good film. It's and it's shot on film too,

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Speaker 2: so is it? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Okay, you've got me so excited. Okay. The last question is,

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Speaker 1: and we kind of touch on in your Monday long

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Speaker 1: Form interview, but just for somebody out here that's maybe

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Speaker 1: thinking they've got a creative spark and they want to

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Speaker 1: scared to like make a change. Do you have any

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Speaker 1: just little bit? Is it just like absorb more.

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Speaker 2: You do?

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Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: Like you know what I think. It's hard to see

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Speaker 2: and they want to talk about exactly that, Like photographers

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Speaker 2: like being dissatisfied with what they're doing because it doesn't

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Speaker 2: And I think that like that story that I've told you,

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Speaker 2: and the other thing about my daughter about how they

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Speaker 2: what I mean. You're not just doing it in your head.

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Speaker 2: You've actually physically made the effort to go. You're going

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Speaker 2: going to write a scripture, and so you have to

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Speaker 2: like physically sit down and write something, and then if

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Speaker 2: you have to film it on your camera, so be it,

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Speaker 2: you know, and then reach out to other people who

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Speaker 2: might be able to help you, and suddenly you'll have

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Speaker 2: a community around you and it will and it might

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Speaker 2: be shit. It probably will be, and it won't go anywhere,

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Speaker 2: but you might meet somebody a sound person or a

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Speaker 2: dop or you'll meet somebody within that world, or you'll

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Speaker 2: photographs and you're still.

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Speaker 1: Naturally skill up and it's by doing the thing, yes.

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Speaker 2: And it'll lead off to something else. And then the

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Speaker 2: next thing you know, you're like, maybe you're not making film,

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Speaker 2: but maybe you're cooking in a restaurant. But you know,

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Speaker 2: like you you'll find some.

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Speaker 1: I love it. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 2: You're wonderful, No, thank you, appreciate it.