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Speaker 4: What is a godly wife?

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Speaker 5: Like? There's so many factors that can go into that,

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Speaker 5: but man, that I think is one of the most

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Speaker 5: straightforward answers you could give a wife that just, you know,

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Speaker 5: humbly prays for her husband.

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Speaker 1: Less you met me, I was seventeen. I had nothing

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Speaker 1: to go to the video commodore with my red paison you

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Speaker 1: lost control of everything. Yes, my house, I lost my business,

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Speaker 1: I lost everything.

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Speaker 3: I was gone in.

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Speaker 1: One go, finished one gay just it was like it

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Speaker 1: Just thinking about that, it hurts because I can only

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Speaker 5: Ladies and gentlemen, Welcome back to another episode of Bros.

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Speaker 3: And Hell.

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Speaker 4: Goodness. We've got an exciting guest with us today.

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Speaker 5: The best thing about guests like this, like we generally

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Speaker 5: just met for the first time.

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Speaker 4: We did speak a couple of minutes outside of the studio.

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Speaker 5: But we try to leave most of it on here

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Speaker 5: raw on the interview just so it's more genuine. So

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Speaker 5: I will let the brother introduce himself and where he's

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Speaker 5: from and what he does.

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Speaker 3: Brother.

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Speaker 1: Thanks, boys, thank you for having us time on today.

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Speaker 1: I really appreciate it. My name is Tony. I'm from

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Speaker 1: Word of God to Peril. Obviously it's my first time

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Speaker 1: coming on the podcast. Sharing the good news of Jesus

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Speaker 1: Christ is what I'm all about. Come from a very

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Speaker 1: rough background in my life. I've had a really like

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Speaker 1: you know, tough run, and I've been through a lot

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Speaker 1: of things that has led me to a m today

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Speaker 1: and I'm just I'm grateful for the opportunity to come

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Speaker 1: on here and speak with you boys and to send

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Speaker 1: you a nice message out to those people who are

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Speaker 1: searching and who are lost and just be able to

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Speaker 1: spread the words through Christ Jesus.

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Speaker 6: It's bye, brother, and you're really doing a massive job.

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Speaker 6: You guys haven't seen that word of got apparel. I've

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Speaker 6: actually seen this all over social media.

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Speaker 1: Unncessonality. Are you also my backgrounds Lebanese? Are you? Yes?

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Speaker 1: My backgrounds Lebanese. Come from a family of five. So

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Speaker 1: we've got a big family. Yeah, I've got my brothers.

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Speaker 1: I got four. I've got three brothers and a sister.

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Speaker 1: And we grew up originally in banks Down and then

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Speaker 1: we moved out to Liverpool.

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Speaker 5: The area from the Belly of the Beast to the

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Speaker 5: Belly of the Beast, both Notori Yah.

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Speaker 1: So we grew up around you know, all the all

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Speaker 1: the tough stuff and yeah, growing up around that as

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Speaker 1: the life. You think, you know what, I've got to

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Speaker 1: be love these guys.

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Speaker 3: I've got to try and make it.

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Speaker 1: Love these guys, you know, and then it's kind of

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Speaker 1: like set on your head and you've got to make

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Speaker 3: You know, it's like it's a part of your life.

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Speaker 1: If you don't show up, if you don't turn up,

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Speaker 1: if you don't do something, then they're going to think

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Speaker 3: They're going to think this, They're going to Yeah, you know, so.

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Speaker 6: It's actually something big in the Lebanese community. Like a

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Speaker 5: I think like that it's so important to show dominant

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Speaker 1: it's all about ego and price. Yeah, you know what

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Speaker 5: Because i grew up in Grandble Boys, and obviously I've

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Speaker 4: They're not marrying one, so I'm marrying a way.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, my wife is half Lebanese half someone rock.

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Speaker 4: That's it. Farewell, farewell.

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Speaker 5: But yeah, look exactly like we just explained, you guys

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Speaker 5: have a very strong spirit, which obviously can be harnessed

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Speaker 5: in the godly way, man, it's beautiful to see.

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Speaker 1: We're blessed in that way because we I was. I

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Speaker 3: And we always knew, we always knew of Jesus, you know.

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Speaker 1: But the thing is what I learned now is we

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Speaker 1: This is man I want to kind of share with

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Speaker 1: his all right, So how would all happened? Was I

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Speaker 1: but I was. I was, I was spoiling out of control.

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Speaker 1: I was my worst enemy, you know. And I used

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Speaker 1: she's been with me since I was seventeen, well, high school, Sweeter.

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Speaker 4: I know what you mean. I can read it through

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Speaker 6: Bro at first, like when you when you first go

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Speaker 6: through these spaces where you've survived, like hard hardship, what

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Speaker 1: So on the outside I looked like I was I

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Speaker 1: I turned to addiction.

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Speaker 3: I was smoking weed every day. I couldn't go a

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Speaker 1: And then the rest of the stuff that follows with it, Yeah,

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Speaker 3: Eff doesn't stop there, it doesn't end.

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Speaker 1: And and then it got to a point in my

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Speaker 4: To pull out. I was getting worse, I was getting work.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it ruined me. So I got on everything harder

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Speaker 5: Well, well, there is so many stories within your story

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Speaker 1: That's that's that was the blessing that was said upon

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Speaker 5: Yeah, bro, you you you know what I feel like

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Speaker 1: He was there. He was the whole time, and the

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Speaker 6: I was going to ask, like, when you were going

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Speaker 1: When she came into my family because her parents didn't

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Speaker 1: And I didn't know she never told me. She never

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Speaker 1: Yeah, And that's that's why I like, there's no words

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Speaker 5: There's so many factors you can talk about what is

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Speaker 4: Sometimes I think back on some things I did, like, Bro,

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Speaker 1: Like I've done some stuff and I thought to myself,

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Speaker 1: that's why I was like, she never she never was

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Speaker 5: Youse had the same birthday, like birth how does that

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Speaker 1: Might be you. It's just it's me and her. That's it.

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Speaker 3: Everything, that I don't want to be here anymore. Well,

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Speaker 3: You want to name it whatever.

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Speaker 1: And he's telling me, all you gotta come to Bible studies.

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Speaker 1: This is Jesus.

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Speaker 3: Because I seen himself.

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Speaker 1: Every time I see him's talking about Jesus. He won't

442
00:19:57,920 --> 00:20:01,320
Speaker 1: stop talking about Jesus. And I'm like, it was it was.

443
00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:03,600
Speaker 1: I was trying to act cool about it, but really,

444
00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:06,520
Speaker 1: deep down, I'm looking A'm thinking, I'm in my heart,

445
00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:08,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm jealous, but I'm still being like I'm

446
00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:11,320
Speaker 1: being like cool, you know everything everything, I've got it,

447
00:20:11,359 --> 00:20:13,679
Speaker 1: I've got it. Yeah. And then we're sitting there that night.

448
00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:17,240
Speaker 3: And that was I was. I was at my lowest day, Bro.

449
00:20:17,400 --> 00:20:20,080
Speaker 1: It was the lowest I can possibly be going through

450
00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:21,800
Speaker 1: those emotions. And I was just sharing with you boys

451
00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:25,040
Speaker 1: about and then I looked at him and I said, Bro,

452
00:20:25,840 --> 00:20:26,800
Speaker 1: I said, how did you do it?

453
00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:27,000
Speaker 4: Man?

454
00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:30,160
Speaker 1: And that's when he shares the story about the truck. Yeah, now,

455
00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:32,280
Speaker 1: how we how we how we got led to the study.

456
00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:34,639
Speaker 1: And I said, but I wish one day I can

457
00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:36,880
Speaker 1: feel that, and I wish one day I can get

458
00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:41,240
Speaker 1: that urge to be led to the studies and to Christ.

459
00:20:41,960 --> 00:20:46,240
Speaker 1: As we're talking, his phone starts vibrating like that, and

460
00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:47,840
Speaker 1: we're in the middle of a farm, bro, friend half

461
00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:48,600
Speaker 1: L's is nothing there.

462
00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:51,640
Speaker 3: We're in the middle of the bush. His phone's vibrating

463
00:20:51,760 --> 00:20:53,720
Speaker 3: and he says, Bible Study is the name on the phone.

464
00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:56,840
Speaker 1: Anyway, This guy that's on the phone that's calling, he's

465
00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:57,840
Speaker 1: from the Bible Study.

466
00:20:58,080 --> 00:20:59,399
Speaker 3: He's an X S A S.

467
00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:02,479
Speaker 1: He's he's done about like, oh, I reckon about nine

468
00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:05,879
Speaker 1: hundred people. That's his drips. Bro. He toms to Christ

469
00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:09,320
Speaker 1: all right, and he's called my mate from from the

470
00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:12,840
Speaker 1: Bubble Study. And he goes to him. He goes, he goes, oh,

471
00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:16,119
Speaker 1: I guess yeah good. He goes because I'm where are you?

472
00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:19,679
Speaker 1: He goes, I'm in Malta. He's calling from Malta. He's

473
00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,920
Speaker 1: he's in Malta. All right, well, and he's going to him.

474
00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:24,880
Speaker 1: He goes, listen, he goes, I'm only calling it because

475
00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,439
Speaker 1: I've just got to share two messages with you. And

476
00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:31,240
Speaker 1: he goes, yeah, what is it? He goes, stay clean

477
00:21:31,240 --> 00:21:34,600
Speaker 1: and get off the stuff. And then he goes and

478
00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:38,520
Speaker 1: stop hanging out with stupid people. What was I doing?

479
00:21:41,280 --> 00:21:43,760
Speaker 1: So he's calling you the message a little me. But

480
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:47,040
Speaker 1: he was sending it from my mate on the phone. Well,

481
00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:50,040
Speaker 1: what was I doing? I was on whatever and I

482
00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,399
Speaker 1: was hanging out with yeah, people that are doing He

483
00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 1: called him for Malta just for those two messages. So

484
00:21:56,680 --> 00:21:58,840
Speaker 1: I'm sitting there, my wife in front of me. I

485
00:21:58,880 --> 00:22:01,639
Speaker 1: looked at him clelar as day, and I looked at

486
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Speaker 1: my wife. My wife looks at me. She goes, if

487
00:22:03,119 --> 00:22:04,560
Speaker 1: that's not a sign, She goes, I don't know what

488
00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:08,359
Speaker 1: he is. I turned to my mate. I said, when's

489
00:22:08,359 --> 00:22:11,919
Speaker 1: the bubble study? It goes to me Tuesday seven thirty,

490
00:22:12,119 --> 00:22:14,879
Speaker 1: I said, I'll see you there. That's the day my

491
00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:15,639
Speaker 1: life changed. Bro.

492
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Speaker 6: What how many years ago is four years?

493
00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:21,320
Speaker 1: Four years now?

494
00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:24,840
Speaker 3: I haven't touched nothing, I haven't done nothing, fully clean.

495
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Speaker 4: Zero.

496
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Speaker 5: Yeah.

497
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Speaker 1: And I say it to everybody. And when I share

498
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:32,320
Speaker 1: my testimony, I share.

499
00:22:32,119 --> 00:22:32,600
Speaker 3: It this way.

500
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Speaker 1: Imagine your computer, how much stuff you got on it.

501
00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:38,840
Speaker 1: Imagine everything that you know that you did, that was

502
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:42,160
Speaker 1: that was she in the mytory. Look, yeah, everything everything

503
00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:46,360
Speaker 1: happens all there in that computer, right everything? He deleted it.

504
00:22:47,359 --> 00:22:49,560
Speaker 1: You know when he says I blowed out your transgressions

505
00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:53,280
Speaker 1: made he wiped them clean to the point where I

506
00:22:53,320 --> 00:22:57,240
Speaker 1: have no affection, I have no feeling towards any of it. Yeah,

507
00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:59,560
Speaker 1: he was done for, and he was done for at

508
00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:00,720
Speaker 1: the cross when he died for me.

509
00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:01,760
Speaker 9: And then.

510
00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:03,480
Speaker 3: That's so.

511
00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,840
Speaker 6: I remember speaking to the brother on the phone before

512
00:23:08,119 --> 00:23:10,159
Speaker 6: a couple of days before, and he said, you know,

513
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:12,040
Speaker 6: I've done my life, May I don't. I don't live

514
00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:14,879
Speaker 6: no longer for myself but for Jesus. Yeah, that was

515
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,840
Speaker 6: a powerful missage. And you also said because I've tried

516
00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:20,760
Speaker 6: bringing the brother, I think it was that Bible study. Yes,

517
00:23:21,040 --> 00:23:22,200
Speaker 6: having Bible studies at my house?

518
00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:25,040
Speaker 1: Is this the Bible study that we've continued and it's

519
00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:27,120
Speaker 1: at my house as well? Well? Can you tell us

520
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:29,399
Speaker 1: about the like how the Bible study is.

521
00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:31,720
Speaker 4: We need to come in for one of these bubbles.

522
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:36,200
Speaker 1: More than welcome. We can bring any Say that's all possible,

523
00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:38,640
Speaker 1: it's all possible. Say we've got we've got the brother

524
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,800
Speaker 1: of mine, Tony, who runs he runs the study and

525
00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:44,680
Speaker 1: he's taught us so much. And the beautiful thing about him, right,

526
00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:49,080
Speaker 1: he never once took any credit for anything. There was

527
00:23:49,160 --> 00:23:51,679
Speaker 1: days when I was still on the milk, you know

528
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:55,800
Speaker 1: they call it, Oh come, I've had a Ringer. Over day,

529
00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 1: I'll be coming up coming a bus through the bunch

530
00:23:58,080 --> 00:23:59,600
Speaker 1: through the doors. I said, hey, come in, get in

531
00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:02,359
Speaker 1: the room. There's get in the room. I go in

532
00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:04,560
Speaker 1: the room. He goes, I gotta pray for me there about.

533
00:24:04,560 --> 00:24:08,159
Speaker 1: I've the worst day ever. He goes to mees to me,

534
00:24:08,320 --> 00:24:10,600
Speaker 1: and on a second, guys, tell me what happened. I

535
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:13,320
Speaker 1: one to this. This this all right? Relaxed, he gas,

536
00:24:13,359 --> 00:24:16,520
Speaker 1: opened the Bible. Let's read the Bible. He's read read

537
00:24:16,560 --> 00:24:19,359
Speaker 1: that scripture. I read the scripture. I guess yeah what

538
00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:21,000
Speaker 1: I'm angry, you know, I want to fight him.

539
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 4: Read the scripture again.

540
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:24,480
Speaker 3: I read it the second time.

541
00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:25,960
Speaker 1: I read it one more time.

542
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:29,520
Speaker 3: I read it the third time. Oh, somebody just lifted

543
00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:30,080
Speaker 3: off my back.

544
00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,560
Speaker 4: Yeah it's like that.

545
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, he doesn't and and stuff. Automatic just boom, this

546
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,480
Speaker 1: thing just come off from my back. He goes, I

547
00:24:37,520 --> 00:24:40,639
Speaker 1: can't even talk, and I'm straight away now calm, he is,

548
00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 1: how do you feel? Now? You feel better? Because exactly,

549
00:24:44,119 --> 00:24:46,200
Speaker 1: he just don't look at me. Just look to the

550
00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:49,600
Speaker 1: word and always look to the word, because then ever

551
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,520
Speaker 1: look at me, I'm just I'm just a silicon guy. Yeah,

552
00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:54,560
Speaker 1: because he works at the city. That silicon that's for it,

553
00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:57,720
Speaker 1: because I'm just a silicon guy. Just don't look at me,

554
00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:01,200
Speaker 1: you guys, don't ever look at me like anything. He goes,

555
00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:02,280
Speaker 1: always go to the word.

556
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:03,639
Speaker 4: God's will is in his words.

557
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:05,959
Speaker 1: Yeah, he goes, the word is alive. It's shoved than

558
00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 1: a double edged sword piercing.

559
00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:08,760
Speaker 3: Through bone and marrow.

560
00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:09,200
Speaker 4: Yeah.

561
00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:13,840
Speaker 1: Well, you know, it could penetrate for anything, anything, anything,

562
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,800
Speaker 1: And that's the power of God's word. Yeah, and that's

563
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,480
Speaker 1: why we're so blessed. Yea that when we know the truth,

564
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:21,680
Speaker 1: the truth will set us free. And that's why I'm

565
00:25:21,680 --> 00:25:25,000
Speaker 1: free because I know the truth. The truth is Jesus Christ.

566
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Speaker 3: Amen.

567
00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 5: Man, I can't wait to see be we have on Oh, bro,

568
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:33,120
Speaker 5: you know what we may as well. We were usually

569
00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:36,680
Speaker 5: supposed to open a boxy shadow, but Bro, the story

570
00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:37,960
Speaker 5: just took us in so deep.

571
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:40,639
Speaker 4: Cheers, boys, I think.

572
00:25:43,359 --> 00:25:47,639
Speaker 1: There's a man.

573
00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:49,399
Speaker 4: What an amazing bro. Your story.

574
00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:52,760
Speaker 5: Actually your testimony actually had a little bit of everything. Yeah,

575
00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:54,840
Speaker 5: And I think my favorite thing I love about it

576
00:25:54,880 --> 00:25:56,720
Speaker 5: is that it involved your brother. You can see that

577
00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:00,720
Speaker 5: our brotherhood coalition is so close, and it.

578
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:02,840
Speaker 4: Just means so much more that we're on this walk together.

579
00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:07,280
Speaker 4: As brothers. So to hear that your brother played a significant.

580
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:09,679
Speaker 5: Part for you, brother melted my heart because I know

581
00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:12,760
Speaker 5: for us, but like I don't know, well, what is

582
00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 5: it like it's so much stronger that it only takes

583
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 5: one brother.

584
00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:18,119
Speaker 4: It takes one brother.

585
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:21,800
Speaker 5: And so we've always talked about how even like Jesus

586
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,560
Speaker 5: and the discipleship, why were they multiple like brothers in

587
00:26:25,600 --> 00:26:28,800
Speaker 5: the discipleship, What is the importance of having all these

588
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 5: other men in groups? Like do they sharpen each other?

589
00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:34,320
Speaker 5: What is the importance? But we definitely feel that it's

590
00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:36,679
Speaker 5: it's come to a point now where some days I

591
00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:37,240
Speaker 5: feel low.

592
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:39,800
Speaker 4: My brother, my little brother, will send me a verse, and.

593
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 1: It's always the right verse too.

594
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:44,840
Speaker 5: It's always the verse that I needed to hear always,

595
00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:49,199
Speaker 5: and like you said, like the word really because even us,

596
00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:52,000
Speaker 5: even now walking with Christ, we still struggle with a

597
00:26:52,040 --> 00:26:53,240
Speaker 5: lot of temptation.

598
00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:55,679
Speaker 4: And even like being a man as.

599
00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:59,080
Speaker 5: Well, like our ego is so hard to fight. Sometimes

600
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,920
Speaker 5: the only thing that can soften my heart is God's word.

601
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:05,040
Speaker 5: Nothing else, nothing else can soften my heart the way

602
00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:05,679
Speaker 5: God's word is.

603
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:06,719
Speaker 4: I'll forget it.

604
00:27:06,760 --> 00:27:10,639
Speaker 5: Like dementia, I don't even remember what happened because as

605
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:13,199
Speaker 5: soon as I really it really grounds me, it humbles me,

606
00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:15,680
Speaker 5: and if it reminds me who I am, my role.

607
00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:19,400
Speaker 1: You know, That's why it says in his word, when

608
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,960
Speaker 1: you don't know what to pray, the Holy Spirit in

609
00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:26,000
Speaker 1: you interceeds for you and goes to the Father for you.

610
00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:31,080
Speaker 1: That's why he's sending them the Holy Spirit working for

611
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:36,000
Speaker 1: your brother to come back to you. It's all supernatural.

612
00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:37,000
Speaker 4: You know.

613
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:40,119
Speaker 1: The flesh will never understand, it will never comprehend it.

614
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:42,680
Speaker 1: It's only when you're in spirit it can work and

615
00:27:43,160 --> 00:27:44,919
Speaker 1: you can fathom what it actually was.

616
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:46,000
Speaker 3: It actually does.

617
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:49,240
Speaker 1: Whether you're in the flesh, you're so thick minded and

618
00:27:49,280 --> 00:27:52,879
Speaker 1: it's like it's you can't you can't comprehend nothing. Allow

619
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:56,800
Speaker 1: the spirit to overcome the flesh. Everything else becomes at peace.

620
00:27:57,040 --> 00:28:02,280
Speaker 1: Why because that's Christ. Yeah, Now, Christ is above the flesh,

621
00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:05,160
Speaker 1: is on the modern. So when you pray, you pray, Lord,

622
00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:10,520
Speaker 1: crucify the flesh. Allow your spirit to overcome everything. In

623
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:15,080
Speaker 1: my life, That's how you got to surrender every single day.

624
00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:18,560
Speaker 3: You know, I'm massive on on surrender because.

625
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,320
Speaker 1: This this season that I'm in now, I think is

626
00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:25,480
Speaker 1: the most I've ever surrendered and it's it's crazy because

627
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:26,720
Speaker 1: people think you've lost the plot.

628
00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:28,159
Speaker 3: People think you've got learning.

629
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:32,359
Speaker 1: I'll say, I'll say how it is, I'm raw and

630
00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:36,400
Speaker 1: I'm open my family or turned. At the beginning, they're

631
00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:36,800
Speaker 1: all like.

632
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:40,440
Speaker 3: What's wrong? This is weird telling me that I'm some

633
00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:43,280
Speaker 3: I'm part of a cult. You're doing a cult and

634
00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:43,840
Speaker 3: I'm doing this.

635
00:28:44,400 --> 00:28:44,600
Speaker 5: Yeah.

636
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:47,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like the bloke that was you know, the

637
00:28:48,520 --> 00:28:53,120
Speaker 1: life of the party is now just cruising something. What

638
00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:57,160
Speaker 1: happened to is is that you know it must be

639
00:28:57,200 --> 00:29:00,840
Speaker 1: on something new. I don't know, said my shoes there,

640
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:04,520
Speaker 1: I said, And and you know what that that hurt?

641
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 8: Ye hurt.

642
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, but these are the people that I love. And

643
00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:11,600
Speaker 1: that's all the people I've got. My family is all

644
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:14,160
Speaker 1: I got, like my real family, my true family, my

645
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,320
Speaker 1: brothers and my mom and dad. Yeah. Yeah, for them

646
00:29:16,360 --> 00:29:19,880
Speaker 1: to do that, like like to turn them like, I

647
00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:22,280
Speaker 1: mean like that, because they were they were like they

648
00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 1: were shocked, you know, they were like take them back.

649
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:28,120
Speaker 1: How did this go all of a sudden, like overnight,

650
00:29:28,320 --> 00:29:31,560
Speaker 1: like flip the switch. They didn't know that it was

651
00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:36,120
Speaker 1: Jesus in everything I've done nothing, bro, All I did

652
00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:39,720
Speaker 1: was just be led by bye, bye bye the Lord.

653
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 1: He just surrendered that and I was done. So I

654
00:29:41,680 --> 00:29:43,959
Speaker 1: put my hands up, Bro, I said, I'm telling me

655
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:48,239
Speaker 1: Tony's finished. I'm out. I can't do this anymore. I

656
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:50,440
Speaker 1: need I need something. I need something because I've tried

657
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:55,000
Speaker 1: everything my way. I'll tried everything, I'll try the I

658
00:29:55,160 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 1: can't even explain to you what I've done, what the

659
00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 1: things like. I went to black magic, I went to

660
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:03,120
Speaker 1: tarot readers, I went to I went to everything that

661
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,280
Speaker 1: was the monic because I was deeping with the devil.

662
00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:11,600
Speaker 1: Yeah you know, yeah, And I was searching for answers everywhere.

663
00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 3: He said, for Jesus, where I needed to be. And

664
00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:17,440
Speaker 3: he grabbed me, Bro, and he just led me, Bro.

665
00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:19,520
Speaker 1: And and it's true when he says, you know, he'll

666
00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:20,880
Speaker 1: leave the ninety nine for the one.

667
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:23,680
Speaker 4: For the one shape, the one last, my favorite verse, Bro.

668
00:30:23,800 --> 00:30:26,080
Speaker 1: And and that's why we we That's why I am

669
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 1: who I am today, Bro and me Bro, and everything

670
00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 1: I do and everything I live for from me to

671
00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:36,160
Speaker 1: my kids. I tell my kids, I have four beautiful kids.

672
00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:39,200
Speaker 1: And I told my boys I got three boys and

673
00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:43,200
Speaker 1: a girl. And I tell them Jesus is first, then

674
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:46,440
Speaker 1: Mom and dade Yes's and that's how we're going to

675
00:30:46,520 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 1: keep it. That's how that's how it's going to be forever.

676
00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 1: And then nothing's going to change that I said. We

677
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:56,200
Speaker 1: always put Christ first before all of us. I said,

678
00:30:56,240 --> 00:30:58,520
Speaker 1: because because of because of Him, where he today?

679
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:02,560
Speaker 5: Yeah, we've got and you know what, another amazing thing

680
00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 5: I want to double back on in Bros and Cons,

681
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,960
Speaker 5: we talk about a lot of things that are that

682
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:09,680
Speaker 5: are not not that they're uncomfortable, but they're just not

683
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:13,680
Speaker 5: talked about enough. And it's it's how much the work's

684
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 5: role plays into a man's betterment. Because I'll give you

685
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:21,200
Speaker 5: an example. Some some days I can be on fire,

686
00:31:21,520 --> 00:31:23,720
Speaker 5: like I'll be talking to a group of people over dinner.

687
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:25,800
Speaker 5: My missus would just look at me and awe, and

688
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:27,959
Speaker 5: she's like, man, that's that's a man of God right

689
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,400
Speaker 5: there for no one. But then I'll forget to pray

690
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:32,080
Speaker 5: before I eat, you know what I mean, And she

691
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:35,040
Speaker 5: will remind me, and I think that's that's the kind

692
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:38,720
Speaker 5: of uh, that's like the covenant God intended for us

693
00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:41,400
Speaker 5: to work together. Like she will always remind me of that.

694
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:43,600
Speaker 5: Have you prayed today? Did you read your word for today?

695
00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:45,960
Speaker 5: Because sometimes just out of my flesh. I'll pick up

696
00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:47,000
Speaker 5: my phone first.

697
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:47,480
Speaker 4: You know what I mean.

698
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:51,000
Speaker 5: And she's always there, even though I'm leading us within

699
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:54,480
Speaker 5: marriage and in family, she gives me these little reminders

700
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,840
Speaker 5: that I know that this has to be God given,

701
00:31:57,240 --> 00:31:57,800
Speaker 5: you know what I mean.

702
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:02,560
Speaker 1: It's amazing exactly this same from my wife. Yeah, I

703
00:32:02,560 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 1: can relate to you because sometimes she reminds me a

704
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:09,800
Speaker 1: lot of things, because like you said, there's days I'm

705
00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:14,600
Speaker 1: on fire. There's days that I'm going like crazy for

706
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:18,040
Speaker 1: the Lord. Yeah, I just lose lose track of time.

707
00:32:18,480 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 1: I can talk about him till till everyone falls asleep.

708
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,760
Speaker 1: It's amazing how he works, because go and going back

709
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 1: now looking at my journey leading up to today, how

710
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:33,440
Speaker 1: he's how he's put me in certain things, in certain places,

711
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:35,400
Speaker 1: and then when I wanted to.

712
00:32:35,360 --> 00:32:37,040
Speaker 3: Be somewhere, then put me there.

713
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:40,880
Speaker 1: So I wasn't ready, you know, and I was still weak,

714
00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:42,920
Speaker 1: and you wanted to be there. I wanted to be there,

715
00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: and I was like why, Yeah, I didn't know why.

716
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:49,160
Speaker 1: I kept questioning why everything something? Why are you doing this?

717
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:52,240
Speaker 1: I'm being obedient, I'm being you know. I told I

718
00:32:52,240 --> 00:32:54,640
Speaker 1: want to be your vessel. Use me He's like, how

719
00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:58,160
Speaker 1: can I use it when you're still doing one two free?

720
00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:00,000
Speaker 1: You know, how can I use it when you're still

721
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:03,520
Speaker 1: getting angry like that and reacting like that? You know

722
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:04,840
Speaker 1: what I mean? He goes, You've got to be a

723
00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,640
Speaker 1: walking testimony, not only for you.

724
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:09,160
Speaker 9: Know, the people that you speak to, but the people

725
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,200
Speaker 9: that that see you. You know, at the end of

726
00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,959
Speaker 9: the day, when we look at it, is that if

727
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 9: I'm going to see there and preach the word to everybody,

728
00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:20,760
Speaker 9: you know, people are gonna straight away gonna take how

729
00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:23,280
Speaker 9: can I say it? They're gonna they're gonna look at

730
00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 9: you differently, straight away, wait for you to make a mistake.

731
00:33:26,720 --> 00:33:31,280
Speaker 1: They're gonna say.

732
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:32,160
Speaker 3: He's doing that, now look at him.

733
00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, that's what people are waiting for.

734
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 4: Yeah.

735
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 3: You know.

736
00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 1: The beautiful thing about Jesus is I don't know.

737
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:40,160
Speaker 3: I don't have to stand in front of them people.

738
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:43,400
Speaker 1: Yeah no, No, at the end, what's stand in front

739
00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:46,880
Speaker 1: of him? He can judge me, you know, he can

740
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:49,160
Speaker 1: tell me good job or hey, you should have done better. Man.

741
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:52,600
Speaker 3: I guess what still get to come to heaven? Yeah,

742
00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:54,560
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, you still make it.

743
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:57,320
Speaker 1: But you know what I mean, that's that's that's that's

744
00:33:57,360 --> 00:33:59,760
Speaker 1: that's the blessing I'll walk in every day because I

745
00:33:59,880 --> 00:34:02,160
Speaker 1: I know the finished works of the Cross.

746
00:34:02,360 --> 00:34:04,479
Speaker 4: He's done it. He's done it all for finished it,

747
00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:04,960
Speaker 4: done it.

748
00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: All for all of us. You know. People are like,

749
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:09,040
Speaker 1: but I got to get right and I've got to

750
00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:10,520
Speaker 1: get clean. I said. You know what, I said, bo,

751
00:34:10,680 --> 00:34:13,040
Speaker 1: can I ask you something when you wash your car,

752
00:34:13,120 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 1: when you take your car to the cor wash? I said,

753
00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:16,880
Speaker 1: do you wash it at home and take it to

754
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,640
Speaker 1: the cash. He's like, they're like, nah, I said, exactly,

755
00:34:20,880 --> 00:34:21,680
Speaker 1: Jesus wants.

756
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:22,560
Speaker 4: You to come as well.

757
00:34:22,920 --> 00:34:26,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, yea, with all your filth, with all your dirty rags,

758
00:34:26,960 --> 00:34:27,640
Speaker 1: and he will clean.

759
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:28,440
Speaker 4: Let him do that.

760
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:31,719
Speaker 1: He will break you down, he will stop that. You know.

761
00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,799
Speaker 1: He will make you into a man have gone into

762
00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:35,759
Speaker 1: a vessel of God.

763
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:38,040
Speaker 5: And you know what, as you say that as well,

764
00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:40,080
Speaker 5: when you when you come to Christ and you walk

765
00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:42,399
Speaker 5: in the light, he has this thing he does where

766
00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:44,600
Speaker 5: he gets rid of all your burdens and issues.

767
00:34:44,800 --> 00:34:46,759
Speaker 4: So my guess would be you were one hundred and

768
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:47,520
Speaker 4: seventy kilos.

769
00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:50,560
Speaker 5: Your walk with Christs must have played a big role

770
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:51,560
Speaker 5: in the weight loss.

771
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:56,560
Speaker 1: My missus did too. He got again. I got actually

772
00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 1: when it because when I was in my depress stage,

773
00:34:58,920 --> 00:35:03,160
Speaker 1: all right, she she helped me get the got the

774
00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:06,800
Speaker 1: weight loss, the weight loss surgery.

775
00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:10,240
Speaker 3: The gastric sleeve. So I've done the gastric sleeve.

776
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,680
Speaker 1: I was one hundred and seventy and then I got

777
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:14,200
Speaker 1: down to one hundred and five kilos.

778
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:15,600
Speaker 4: How much you are now?

779
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:20,799
Speaker 1: I'm now ninety eight kilos? Yeah, how does that operation work?

780
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:23,000
Speaker 4: Can you like tell us you experience it?

781
00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:25,320
Speaker 5: Just for the audience that are probably like noisy about

782
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:26,760
Speaker 5: recovery stage.

783
00:35:26,840 --> 00:35:30,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just that I kind of I got the

784
00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:33,200
Speaker 1: I got the operation down. So they cut eighty percent

785
00:35:33,239 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 1: off my stomach out fully gone, Oh they remove it?

786
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,720
Speaker 1: Did they remove it? And it's just keyhole. So they

787
00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:42,200
Speaker 1: removed my They removed eighty percent of it. They leave

788
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 1: twenty percent, which is like nothing literally and then they

789
00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 1: like put this like it's like a sleeve on it,

790
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:51,360
Speaker 1: so it like it makes it hard for it to

791
00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:54,719
Speaker 1: stretch out right, So when when I ate, when I

792
00:35:54,719 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 1: eat stuff I couldn't eat, I started like a baby again.

793
00:35:57,800 --> 00:36:00,799
Speaker 1: Custards jellies slowly, slowly.

794
00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:02,960
Speaker 3: Like you know when you know when like a baby's

795
00:36:03,000 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 3: like at one years.

796
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:05,200
Speaker 1: Old, they blend the food.

797
00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:08,560
Speaker 3: I was blending food and general food like a little bad.

798
00:36:08,600 --> 00:36:11,160
Speaker 1: You feel full, you can't eat anything so full start.

799
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:15,000
Speaker 1: I couldn't even drink water, couldn't even sit water. However,

800
00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:16,720
Speaker 1: from one I went I went in at the surgery

801
00:36:16,719 --> 00:36:19,760
Speaker 1: because I had to do water fast, a liquid fast.

802
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,840
Speaker 1: I went into the surgery at once, at one sixty,

803
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:26,480
Speaker 1: and then by the time it all kicked in and

804
00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:28,239
Speaker 1: it was working, I got down to one hundred and

805
00:36:28,280 --> 00:36:30,440
Speaker 1: five was my lowest. I got down to one hundred

806
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:33,400
Speaker 1: and five and then adjusted a few different things and

807
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:35,960
Speaker 1: then down to ninety eight. Now, and how long.

808
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:37,919
Speaker 4: Over that period of time did you lose weight?

809
00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 5: Like?

810
00:36:38,280 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 3: Was it something that was rapid?

811
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:43,880
Speaker 1: Really it was like over I could say maybe five months,

812
00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 1: for five months, six months, and then I got a

813
00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:48,240
Speaker 1: god bladder?

814
00:36:48,680 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 5: Did you have to take like something because I don't know,

815
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:53,360
Speaker 5: like would that be healthy?

816
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:54,440
Speaker 4: Like to lose that one was?

817
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 3: Actually was it?

818
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 1: That's why I got the stones in the god bladder.

819
00:36:57,600 --> 00:36:59,879
Speaker 1: So I started having these attacks and these episodes where

820
00:37:00,320 --> 00:37:04,440
Speaker 1: it was this is gonna freaks out a bit. It

821
00:37:04,480 --> 00:37:06,560
Speaker 1: was it was coming on. I was getting this pain

822
00:37:06,719 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 1: like in my stomach. But the point it was, it

823
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:12,840
Speaker 1: was that powerful the pain. It would scream and cry

824
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:15,839
Speaker 1: on the floor and roll on the floor from the pain.

825
00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:18,919
Speaker 3: That was just the kidney. Zeus is the god bladerstones.

826
00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:22,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, imagine that any stones is Yeah, go blader stones.

827
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,400
Speaker 1: And just went on for months because every time I

828
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:27,240
Speaker 1: went to get a check, they could have find nothing.

829
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:30,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, they could have find nothing, and and and every.

830
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,600
Speaker 1: Time I went. I've done ultrasounds, I've done see t scars,

831
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,520
Speaker 1: I've done all these things, and they couldn't find it.

832
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:40,600
Speaker 1: I was. I then got addicted to painkillers. I was

833
00:37:41,160 --> 00:37:44,200
Speaker 1: polexia because alexia is like an end dome, but it's

834
00:37:44,239 --> 00:37:47,360
Speaker 1: more easier for his stomach because I had the surgery.

835
00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:52,120
Speaker 1: Everywhere I went, I had the painkillers. As soon as

836
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:53,960
Speaker 1: the paint starts to come on. By the end of it,

837
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:59,080
Speaker 1: I've taken about eighty.

838
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:57,600
Speaker 4: And they're strong.

839
00:37:57,680 --> 00:37:59,600
Speaker 1: One is strong, one or two is like an end

840
00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:05,680
Speaker 1: dome waits. It sends you full off your head transit. Yeah,

841
00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:08,000
Speaker 1: like you're gone, you can't talk, you're slur in your words.

842
00:38:08,520 --> 00:38:10,560
Speaker 1: But I'll have to take it. From the amount of pain.

843
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:14,000
Speaker 1: The pain will just come anywhere anytime while I'm driving.

844
00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:17,719
Speaker 1: My missas picked me up off the ground in front

845
00:38:17,719 --> 00:38:19,680
Speaker 1: of her house. I'll drive. Don't ask me how I

846
00:38:19,719 --> 00:38:22,600
Speaker 1: got to my front doorstep. I'll open the door, just

847
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:25,400
Speaker 1: fall out on the ground, crying and screaming, help me.

848
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:26,680
Speaker 1: Ambulance will come.

849
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:27,560
Speaker 3: They will hit me.

850
00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:30,120
Speaker 1: More than it was something that I experienced that I

851
00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:32,239
Speaker 1: can't explain to you, the pain and what I put

852
00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 1: her through. Bro what she was seeing, and then my

853
00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 1: parents saw it, and then my in law saw it,

854
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:38,440
Speaker 1: and everyone was seeing it and it was real like

855
00:38:38,920 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 1: they were all thinking that I was like exaggerating this,

856
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 1: but it was the most horrific pain I've ever experienced

857
00:38:44,200 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: in my life. And then one day she prayed and

858
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:51,759
Speaker 1: just before Christ, right before we had that journey, was

859
00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:53,560
Speaker 1: before Wow.

860
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:55,480
Speaker 3: And the suffering went for ages.

861
00:38:55,880 --> 00:38:59,319
Speaker 1: And and then when when she prayed for me, she

862
00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:01,200
Speaker 1: took my son to get an ultrasound and she called

863
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:03,080
Speaker 1: me that day and I had the episode and she goes,

864
00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:05,840
Speaker 1: She goes to me, we just done the ultrasound for Jordan,

865
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 1: a boy, and she goes, the lady is really nice here,

866
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:10,880
Speaker 1: why didn't you come get an ultrasound? And then I

867
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:12,920
Speaker 1: had a fight with her. I don't want to get

868
00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,160
Speaker 1: an ultrasound. You know, if all went off, I don't

869
00:39:15,160 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 1: want to. I'm done with the doctors. They don't find

870
00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:20,920
Speaker 1: nothing's waste my time. I'm going to work. She goes, please, please,

871
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:24,080
Speaker 1: please please, and then she was begging me to come back.

872
00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:26,040
Speaker 1: So then I end up doing YouTube and I went back.

873
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,799
Speaker 1: I'll go there, and I'm there. I'm angry because I'm

874
00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 1: just going there because I don't want to upset it anymore.

875
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:31,520
Speaker 3: So I just got there.

876
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Speaker 1: I laid down. The lady goes, stand up, stand up.

877
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Speaker 1: I stood up. No one's ever told me stand up

878
00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:40,200
Speaker 1: doing ultrasound, always laying down.

879
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:41,239
Speaker 3: She stood me up.

880
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:45,440
Speaker 1: She's done the ultrasound, and she goes, you've got god

881
00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:48,400
Speaker 1: bladder stones. You got stones and your god bladder. I

882
00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:51,320
Speaker 1: said what, and I go and she goes, yeah, you

883
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:53,960
Speaker 1: got stones in your god bladder. And I just broke down,

884
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:56,960
Speaker 1: bro and I started crying. Well because I've done fifty

885
00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,879
Speaker 1: million tests and nothing came up well nothing.

886
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:01,440
Speaker 3: So then she done that.

887
00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:03,520
Speaker 1: She done that. She she she told me that it's

888
00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:06,399
Speaker 1: one hundred percent goolstones. The next morning, I get a phone,

889
00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:10,279
Speaker 1: will go to the hospital. Now, get to the hospital. Now,

890
00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:11,960
Speaker 1: it's like, what are you mean, I'm sweet, like I'm

891
00:40:11,960 --> 00:40:15,400
Speaker 1: going to work. It's she goes, your goblin is severely

892
00:40:15,440 --> 00:40:19,319
Speaker 1: inflamed and it's going to explode. It's on the edge

893
00:40:19,360 --> 00:40:22,439
Speaker 1: of like exploding. And if that happens, you can die.

894
00:40:22,760 --> 00:40:25,920
Speaker 1: So you need to get to the hospital now. So

895
00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:27,480
Speaker 1: we get the we get the X rays, and I

896
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:30,760
Speaker 1: go to the hospital and I kid you not, boys,

897
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Speaker 1: and a kid you not, and my hand on my heart.

898
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:32,839
Speaker 4: I don't.

899
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Speaker 1: I don't make up stories. I'm my ultrasound in the stomach.

900
00:40:37,040 --> 00:40:42,120
Speaker 1: On the stomach ultrasound. There's a face of a demonic

901
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:46,319
Speaker 1: presence in the in the ultrasound. It spun me out

902
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:50,239
Speaker 1: like he spun me out. Yeah, it was like all

903
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,360
Speaker 1: the monic presence in the ultrasound.

904
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Speaker 10: Full clear as you can see see it. You can

905
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:57,640
Speaker 10: see it clear as that. I go to the hospital.

906
00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:00,000
Speaker 10: I sit there for two days. They get me read.

907
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:01,560
Speaker 10: I said, it's got to be emergency. We've got to

908
00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:03,799
Speaker 10: take it out. It's got to come out. They make

909
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 10: me sit there, They put me on the drip, they

910
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:08,520
Speaker 10: put me on antibotics. Inflammation goes down, just doesn't about

911
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:11,319
Speaker 10: to go into surgery. They said, we're too busy. You

912
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:13,120
Speaker 10: don't have to go and come back as out of patient.

913
00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:16,759
Speaker 1: Well, and I just ripped everything out and I just

914
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 1: tapped out and I walked out of the hospital.

915
00:41:18,640 --> 00:41:22,320
Speaker 3: I called my picked me up. I was gutted.

916
00:41:22,360 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 1: Bro.

917
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:23,239
Speaker 3: I thought, that's it.

918
00:41:23,360 --> 00:41:24,279
Speaker 1: I found it.

919
00:41:24,560 --> 00:41:24,920
Speaker 4: This thing.

920
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:27,400
Speaker 1: This thing killed me. Bro, he killed my life. I

921
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 1: couldn't get anywhere, I couldn't eat anything, I couldn't drink anything.

922
00:41:29,600 --> 00:41:32,080
Speaker 1: I couldn't do nothing. It was destroying my life. It

923
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:35,319
Speaker 1: was like hammering me to the point where I was done.

924
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,200
Speaker 1: And I knew now, and now I knew what it was,

925
00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:38,480
Speaker 1: and I was going to get it out.

926
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:40,360
Speaker 3: And then he said, now you go home. You're not

927
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:44,080
Speaker 3: getting it out, and roller coaster there.

928
00:41:45,280 --> 00:41:48,000
Speaker 1: I was gutted. And then I found another doctor. We

929
00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:49,279
Speaker 1: went and saw him and I said, I went in

930
00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 1: there but and I was, I was, I was distressed.

931
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 3: I was done. I begged him.

932
00:41:52,719 --> 00:41:55,719
Speaker 1: I said, please, brother, I can't live another month like this.

933
00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:57,520
Speaker 1: I said, they want me to wait six months to

934
00:41:57,600 --> 00:41:59,399
Speaker 1: do the surgery. I said, if I have a few

935
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Speaker 1: more episodes, I'm to die. Brother, I'm over it. I'm done. Yeah,

936
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:05,560
Speaker 1: he goes, I've got my own room in the Cannabury hospital.

937
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:07,879
Speaker 1: He goes, I'll put you on an urgent and I'll

938
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Speaker 1: get you in within a month. He got me in

939
00:42:10,160 --> 00:42:13,399
Speaker 1: within two weeks and they removed it. Well, what did

940
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:15,440
Speaker 1: it look like the actual.

941
00:42:15,239 --> 00:42:17,160
Speaker 3: I don't, I don't, I don't even. I don't even.

942
00:42:18,160 --> 00:42:19,719
Speaker 1: I just wanted to leave. It just gone out of you.

943
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,360
Speaker 1: You don't have taken out of me. But it was

944
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Speaker 1: done for and then I was able to be normal again.

945
00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 1: This is awful, your gas trick sleeve. Yeah, the rapid

946
00:42:28,120 --> 00:42:33,239
Speaker 1: loss causes gorestone, wall bladderstones. The rapid weight loss. If

947
00:42:33,280 --> 00:42:36,640
Speaker 1: anyone has rapid weight loss like fast, yeah, it triggers it.

948
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:38,120
Speaker 1: It's one of the triggers and one of the things

949
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Speaker 1: that can happen.

950
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Speaker 5: That's what I was saying, because like, losing weight is good,

951
00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:45,480
Speaker 5: but over an extended period of time, your body needs

952
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 5: to adjust to new weight, needs to adjust to all

953
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:51,160
Speaker 5: the changes happening in your body, all the cells exactly.

954
00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:52,799
Speaker 4: But I feel like we can be talking here.

955
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Speaker 1: For hours, so many things.

956
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Speaker 6: I wanted to ask you a very important question, one

957
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:00,680
Speaker 6: of my favorite questions to everyone. You must have a

958
00:43:00,760 --> 00:43:04,520
Speaker 6: favorite verse that you love, and can you tell us

959
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 6: your favorite verse and why.

960
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:08,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, wow, this is this is mad.

961
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,320
Speaker 1: I've got so many I've got so many that really

962
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:16,400
Speaker 1: I keep my heart. I think I gotta go with

963
00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: It's no longer I who live like Christ, who lives

964
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:21,880
Speaker 1: in me. Yeah.

965
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:25,120
Speaker 4: Well that's the pinnacle of the Gospel, isn't it.

966
00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:28,120
Speaker 1: Because I feel like I died to my old self

967
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:32,520
Speaker 1: and I'm born again now in His spirit, and everything

968
00:43:32,520 --> 00:43:34,840
Speaker 1: in my life is for him now. Yeah, I no

969
00:43:34,920 --> 00:43:39,439
Speaker 1: longer I am Tony. Yeah, I'm Christ, you know. And

970
00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:42,759
Speaker 1: for me, the biggest thing in my life. And then

971
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Speaker 1: the biggest thing I want to share with you guys

972
00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:51,359
Speaker 1: is that when you know, when you know Jesus and

973
00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:55,359
Speaker 1: you have that relationship with him, everything in your life

974
00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 1: will automatically just change.

975
00:43:57,760 --> 00:43:58,160
Speaker 3: Yeah.

976
00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:00,839
Speaker 1: And the biggest thing for us men is to put

977
00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:05,160
Speaker 1: your ego and your pride aside, okay, and love every

978
00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:08,680
Speaker 1: single person like Christ loves his church. And if you

979
00:44:08,719 --> 00:44:11,680
Speaker 1: can have the same love as Jesus has for us,

980
00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:14,719
Speaker 1: you can share that with every single person that meets you.

981
00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:17,880
Speaker 1: And you don't discriminate anyone. Because I was one of

982
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:19,640
Speaker 1: the biggest that was one of my biggest problems. I

983
00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:21,600
Speaker 1: used to bag people out and I used to put

984
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 1: people down, and I used to think I'm better than

985
00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:25,000
Speaker 1: this guy. And I used to put you know, this

986
00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:26,120
Speaker 1: guy down because he had this.

987
00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:27,200
Speaker 3: Problem or that issue.

988
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:30,200
Speaker 1: And that was one of the biggest things that when

989
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:34,319
Speaker 1: he took it away from me, I understood why.

990
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:37,280
Speaker 3: Because we need to love like Jesus loves.

991
00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:41,239
Speaker 1: We need to have the same mind that Jesus has,

992
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:44,080
Speaker 1: because for us to live this life here on earth

993
00:44:44,160 --> 00:44:46,720
Speaker 1: like it is in Heaven, it's got to be fully

994
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:50,360
Speaker 1: surrendered to him, fully, not halfway boast of yourself and

995
00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:51,520
Speaker 1: talk about what you did.

996
00:44:52,080 --> 00:44:54,200
Speaker 3: Okay, I'll say to everybody.

997
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:56,680
Speaker 1: Let him when you when you when you want to

998
00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:59,239
Speaker 1: do something, put him in it, whether it's the most

999
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:02,160
Speaker 1: stupidest thing and you think it's worthless and it's ridiculous

1000
00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:05,600
Speaker 1: and it's nothing, what do you mean it. Don't ever

1001
00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:08,080
Speaker 1: don't ever make it like there's levels to it. There's

1002
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,680
Speaker 1: no levels. We're all one. Doesn't matter if you're Pentecostal,

1003
00:45:11,719 --> 00:45:13,960
Speaker 1: if your if your Orthodox, if you're Marino, if you're

1004
00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 1: I don't believe in any of that, because Jesus in

1005
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:21,160
Speaker 1: his Bible didn't say he was any of them. All

1006
00:45:21,160 --> 00:45:23,240
Speaker 1: he said is the way, the truth and the life,

1007
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:27,280
Speaker 1: and he wants you to deny yourself, pick up your cross,

1008
00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:30,640
Speaker 1: and follow him. That's all he requires of us, and

1009
00:45:30,680 --> 00:45:34,759
Speaker 1: to go out there and preach the gospel. And that's

1010
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 1: why he's asked of us to go out there and

1011
00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: share the good news. He didn't ask us to fight

1012
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:42,120
Speaker 1: for him. He didn't ask us to debate for him.

1013
00:45:43,320 --> 00:45:44,960
Speaker 1: He took it all to the cross and he put

1014
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:47,960
Speaker 1: it up there, and he hung every single thing from

1015
00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 1: your pain, your suffering, your love, your situation.

1016
00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:52,919
Speaker 3: Whatever you may be going through.

1017
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:55,279
Speaker 1: He took it to the cross. He nailed it up

1018
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:59,319
Speaker 1: there and and so all of us here can live

1019
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,640
Speaker 1: knowing that we have promised eternal life. And I guess

1020
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,080
Speaker 1: also that's why I love that you did Bible study.

1021
00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:06,520
Speaker 3: You guys have.

1022
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,120
Speaker 6: He's really got the people around you to focus on

1023
00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:12,600
Speaker 6: the world and learn. And that was inspiring itself for

1024
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:15,279
Speaker 6: our audience. Is there any available spots for Bible stack?

1025
00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:18,279
Speaker 5: Where can we where can our audience find out about

1026
00:46:18,280 --> 00:46:20,480
Speaker 5: this powerful Bible studies that's changing.

1027
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:21,960
Speaker 1: At the moment. I do want to share something that

1028
00:46:21,960 --> 00:46:24,279
Speaker 1: we build, we're working on, we're we're looking at and

1029
00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:26,359
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys want to jump on board,

1030
00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,439
Speaker 1: which is more than welcome to yours. So how you guys,

1031
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:32,200
Speaker 1: you know followers and and you believe. And what we're

1032
00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:34,680
Speaker 1: doing is we're starting. We've just got a van, like

1033
00:46:34,719 --> 00:46:37,279
Speaker 1: a big high red van. Yeah, we've just painted it.

1034
00:46:37,280 --> 00:46:38,879
Speaker 1: We're doing it up. We're going to stick her up.

1035
00:46:39,160 --> 00:46:41,439
Speaker 1: We're going to hit the streets. We want to give

1036
00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:44,160
Speaker 1: back to people in need and help people. Amazing and

1037
00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:47,839
Speaker 1: something that's been heavy on our hearts. We just didn't

1038
00:46:47,880 --> 00:46:49,480
Speaker 1: know how to do it, and I didn't do it

1039
00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:51,480
Speaker 1: and it just just fell into place. We just got

1040
00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:53,480
Speaker 1: given this van and it was battered up, so we

1041
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:56,759
Speaker 1: went and painted it. We got it snicked up, you know. Yeah,

1042
00:46:56,880 --> 00:46:58,680
Speaker 1: And what we want to do is I just want

1043
00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:01,360
Speaker 1: to hit the streets. Yeah, spread the word, give the

1044
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:04,560
Speaker 1: give bibles out, feed the homeless, help people that are

1045
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:09,200
Speaker 1: in need, single moms, anyone that just needs. Bro. Genuinely

1046
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:12,799
Speaker 1: from our heart, we don't have we're not millionaires, you know,

1047
00:47:13,120 --> 00:47:17,120
Speaker 1: but what what what, what I strongly believe is when

1048
00:47:17,160 --> 00:47:19,960
Speaker 1: you when Jesus doesn't give you what you want, he

1049
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:23,080
Speaker 1: gives you what you need, yes, you know, and you'll

1050
00:47:23,080 --> 00:47:25,360
Speaker 1: make away when there's no way.

1051
00:47:24,880 --> 00:47:27,960
Speaker 5: Bro, I'll be honest, Bro, everything from the moment I

1052
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:30,799
Speaker 5: met you, your energy, and just from everything we've been

1053
00:47:30,840 --> 00:47:33,720
Speaker 5: talking about today, it's very evident the Holy Spirit and its.

1054
00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 4: Placement in your life. And I just want to give

1055
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:36,040
Speaker 4: you flowers.

1056
00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:38,960
Speaker 5: Bro. We are so happy for what Jesus has done

1057
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:42,080
Speaker 5: for you. And I'm sure this podcast session is gonna

1058
00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:43,920
Speaker 5: it's gonna work wonders for a lot of people.

1059
00:47:44,440 --> 00:47:46,799
Speaker 4: And just before we wrap this up, I.

1060
00:47:46,760 --> 00:47:48,959
Speaker 5: Want to give I want to show you, guys, let's

1061
00:47:48,960 --> 00:47:50,840
Speaker 5: pug this out because hold on those.

1062
00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 1: First first, before you go on, I just want to

1063
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:56,759
Speaker 1: say my beautiful wife, Alice, she puts in so much

1064
00:47:56,800 --> 00:48:01,279
Speaker 1: hard work into making these teas. She prays through the

1065
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:04,600
Speaker 1: Holy Spirit for every single shirt made. That is the

1066
00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 1: right decision before she gets them done. Everything is through

1067
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 1: Christ and before she makes it because it's His word

1068
00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:13,320
Speaker 1: that we're using.

1069
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:16,319
Speaker 3: Nothing else that's mad.

1070
00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:18,239
Speaker 6: We got to get your wife on there on another

1071
00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:20,640
Speaker 6: you know what we have to if you guys, came

1072
00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:23,160
Speaker 6: at the perfect time, because I kid you not a

1073
00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:26,040
Speaker 6: lot of people have been asking us what is a

1074
00:48:26,080 --> 00:48:27,440
Speaker 6: godly relationship?

1075
00:48:27,719 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 4: What is a godly move?

1076
00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:30,520
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1077
00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:32,799
Speaker 5: They've been asking for it to get for us to

1078
00:48:32,800 --> 00:48:35,520
Speaker 5: get an on a female guest, you know, being married

1079
00:48:35,560 --> 00:48:36,840
Speaker 5: all of us, it's hard.

1080
00:48:36,640 --> 00:48:37,799
Speaker 4: To do that, do you know what I mean?

1081
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:42,080
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's I think you guys have come right in

1082
00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:44,040
Speaker 5: the nickel time because we want to help.

1083
00:48:43,920 --> 00:48:45,520
Speaker 4: Everyone just as you know, you know what I mean.

1084
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:47,000
Speaker 3: I appreciate it.

1085
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:49,080
Speaker 4: Well, where can we plug this? Where can everyone find you?

1086
00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:49,920
Speaker 4: What's the website?

1087
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Speaker 1: So Word of God Apparel, yep dot com. That are

1088
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Speaker 1: you is our website. Also, we've got Instagram, We've got TikTok.

1089
00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:01,520
Speaker 1: You got the most, the most. The biggest thing will

1090
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Speaker 1: be the website and Instagram. We're we're all over Instagram.

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Speaker 1: Everyone sees our ads. Everyone says, yeah, all that, all

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Speaker 1: our teas, everything is just his word. That's all.

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Speaker 3: We're repping amazing.

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Speaker 1: Where don't want no pictures, Where don't want no nothing else.

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Speaker 3: We just want to repriz Jesus.

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Speaker 1: We just want to wrap him and spread his word.

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Speaker 1: And that's her ministry because she's a working mum. She

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Speaker 1: also works. She does this. She looks after the kids,

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Speaker 1: who looks after the household. She looks after me too, kid,

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Speaker 1: So we all can't. I won't be here today because

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Speaker 1: you know I'll be honest, true if I won't be

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Speaker 1: here today if it wasn't for her, because prayers got answered,

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Speaker 1: I got led to Jesus, and I'm able to share

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Speaker 1: the good news with everybody and just love everybody from

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Speaker 1: from from Jesus' perspective as still Jesus is high. The

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Speaker 1: love I want to share with you boys, I hope

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Speaker 1: you can share with everybody else. And just remember one thing,

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Speaker 1: you know before we wrap it up. You know, they

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Speaker 1: never look at anybody any different, Okay, because the image

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Speaker 1: that you see yourself in the mirror is not who

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Speaker 1: Jesus sees you as Jesus sees you. Jesus when he

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Speaker 1: looks at you, he sees himself. So when you look

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Speaker 1: in the mirror and you see you, Jesus sees him.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, And just remember that. That's that's the

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Speaker 3: massive thing that I'll.

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Speaker 1: Keep him keep reminding myself that, don't you're not that

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Speaker 1: guy in the mirror, bro, You're him. You made in

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Speaker 1: his image, in his image. You know, everything was done

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Speaker 1: for for us so we can live this life here

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Speaker 1: on earth as it is in heaven. And that's the

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Speaker 1: that's the way we need to take this life, and

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Speaker 1: we need to take the steps in spreading the word

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Speaker 1: and letting people feel loved. They don't need to accept,

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Speaker 1: they don't need to they don't need to do anything

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Speaker 1: you say. You know, all they need to do is

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Speaker 1: just hear the good news.

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Speaker 3: Plant that seed, let him let that's it.

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Speaker 1: He'll water that seed, He'll make it grow, and he

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Speaker 1: will reveal himself in all truthfulness to everybody that's lost

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Speaker 1: and in darkness.

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Speaker 4: Amen, ladies and gentlemen.

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Speaker 5: I know I always say this, but I think we've

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Speaker 5: just secured the biggest session. But I really think that

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Speaker 5: this this one was something special.

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Speaker 4: Guys.

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Speaker 5: Please follow the brother and his wife's story. You guys

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Speaker 5: have just heard the story. There's so much merch going around,

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Speaker 5: but you guys don't know the backstories. We've just heard

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Speaker 5: the wonderful testimony of the brother here, and it's all

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Speaker 5: going into good works. You heard about this band. It's

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Speaker 5: gonna be doing wonders and I'm sure a lot of

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Speaker 5: the money is going to be going to the amazing

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Speaker 5: things are going to be doing in Jesus name.

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Speaker 4: We're just gonna leave you guys with that. Thank you

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Speaker 4: for tuning in.

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Speaker 1: You.

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Speaker 6: I love I told the brother that he's invited, like

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Speaker 6: whenever he wants to come, he can come through whenever.

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Speaker 1: Because there's a lot of interesting questions.

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Speaker 6: I did actually want to keep asking you because obviously

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Speaker 6: we're still learning about the Bible.

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Speaker 1: We're still Learning's same, I'm still learning. Yeah, So I'm

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Speaker 1: learning every day. We're going to learn. Every day, we're

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Speaker 1: gonna we're gonna learn something new. And we can never

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Speaker 1: not learn enough.

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Speaker 3: See.

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Speaker 1: The beautiful thing about the Bible is that the more

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Speaker 1: you read it, the more you revelations will come in

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Speaker 1: different ways. The same Bible verse you've read a hundred times.

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Speaker 1: M'm not heat you now it's a different but in

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Speaker 1: one day it's back then and you're gonna be like, wow, yeah,

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Speaker 1: you know. So the best, the most beautiful, one of

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Speaker 1: my mother favorite Bible versus, and I want to share it.

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Speaker 1: Leave it with this before we end, is John one.

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Speaker 1: John one one. In the beginning was the word, and the.

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Speaker 4: Word word was with God.

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Speaker 3: Yes, and the word was God.

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Speaker 1: And when you go down to fourteen, the word became

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Speaker 1: flesh and among us.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: And that's his spirit now in us.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, And that's the that's that's the life we need.

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Speaker 3: To live now for him.

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Speaker 4: Amen.

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Speaker 1: Amen of lets use it and thank you so much

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Speaker 1: for having me. And I hope you guys continue doing

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Speaker 1: what you're doing. I prayed for you using the name

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Speaker 1: of Jesus. Continue, boys, to grow and reach those people

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Speaker 1: that are in need. What you have done and your

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Speaker 1: testimonies and the lafe years of lived to where you

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Speaker 1: are now, it makes me proud to be sitting in

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Speaker 1: the room with beautiful men of God.

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Speaker 5: Wise, we'll see you, guys on the next episode of

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Speaker 5: Bros and Cons.