1 00:00:01,080 --> 00:00:03,400 Speaker 1: My name is Lily Maddon and I'm a proud Arunda 2 00:00:03,640 --> 00:00:08,400 Speaker 1: Bungelung Cargoton woman from Gadigol Country. The Daily oz acknowledges 3 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:10,639 Speaker 1: that this podcast is recorded on the lands of the 4 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:14,240 Speaker 1: Gadighl people and pays respect to all Aboriginal and Torres 5 00:00:14,280 --> 00:00:17,159 Speaker 1: Strait Island and nations. We pay our respects to the 6 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:19,960 Speaker 1: first peoples of these countries, both past and present. 7 00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:28,639 Speaker 2: Good morning and welcome to the Daily os. It's Friday, 8 00:00:28,680 --> 00:00:32,159 Speaker 2: the twentieth of October. I'm Zara, I'm Sam Sam. Welcome 9 00:00:32,159 --> 00:00:33,920 Speaker 2: back to the part. Thanks nice to be here here 10 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:35,760 Speaker 2: for a short time. Not a good time because you're 11 00:00:35,800 --> 00:00:36,560 Speaker 2: off to the US. 12 00:00:36,600 --> 00:00:39,400 Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm headed off to Washington, d C. Over the weekend. 13 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:43,080 Speaker 3: Anthony Albanezi is landing in Washington early next week for 14 00:00:43,159 --> 00:00:45,920 Speaker 3: the state visit with President Joe Biden and I'm going 15 00:00:45,960 --> 00:00:47,000 Speaker 3: to go and see what's going on. 16 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:50,600 Speaker 2: But for today's podcast, we are casting your minds back 17 00:00:50,880 --> 00:00:53,199 Speaker 2: a year ago this week to the moment that a 18 00:00:53,240 --> 00:00:57,560 Speaker 2: little known Sparky finished Erase the gripped Australia. 19 00:00:57,240 --> 00:00:59,760 Speaker 3: An electrician who had a big light bulb moment. 20 00:01:00,000 --> 00:01:04,720 Speaker 1: My idea of running from Perth to Bondie seems insurmountable. 21 00:01:04,040 --> 00:01:06,360 Speaker 4: Thousand kilometer journey across the stret. 22 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:09,600 Speaker 3: Please welcome Ned Brockman. We wanted to sit down with 23 00:01:09,680 --> 00:01:12,720 Speaker 3: Ned Brockman to understand what happens to people who are 24 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:16,399 Speaker 3: in the news a year later when the dust settles 25 00:01:16,440 --> 00:01:19,600 Speaker 3: and the headlines slow down, how they feel about their 26 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:20,360 Speaker 3: time in the sun. 27 00:01:20,920 --> 00:01:23,880 Speaker 2: Before we get to our editor, Billy's chat with Ned Brockman, 28 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,440 Speaker 2: Sam what's making headlines. 29 00:01:28,840 --> 00:01:33,080 Speaker 3: The government has requested Australia's consumer watchdog to monitor domestic 30 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:36,360 Speaker 3: airlines in an attempt to improve competition in the sector, 31 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:39,800 Speaker 3: currently dominated, of course by quantas. Over the next three years, 32 00:01:39,840 --> 00:01:42,160 Speaker 3: the AH Triple C will investigate the cost of airfares, 33 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:46,679 Speaker 3: passenger demand, the frequency of cancelations and delays, and profits 34 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:50,040 Speaker 3: reported by carriers. Findings will be included in reports to 35 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:51,440 Speaker 3: be released every three months. 36 00:01:53,160 --> 00:01:56,280 Speaker 2: Unemployment fell slightly from three point seven to three point 37 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:59,480 Speaker 2: six percent in September. That's according to the Australian Bureau 38 00:01:59,520 --> 00:02:03,040 Speaker 2: of Detistics. The youth unemployment rate remained at eight point 39 00:02:03,120 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 2: one percent. The rate of underemployment, which is those who 40 00:02:06,280 --> 00:02:08,839 Speaker 2: worked for less hours than they wanted to, also fell 41 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:09,520 Speaker 2: last month. 42 00:02:11,200 --> 00:02:14,440 Speaker 3: AFL player Joel Smith has been suspended after failing a 43 00:02:14,480 --> 00:02:18,080 Speaker 3: doping test. Smith, who plays for the Melbourne Demons, tested 44 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:21,639 Speaker 3: positive for cocaine after the Demons played Hawthorne in August. 45 00:02:22,040 --> 00:02:25,040 Speaker 3: Sports Integrity Australia is now investigating the matter. 46 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 2: And the good news Scotland's largest offshore wind farm is 47 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:34,559 Speaker 2: now operating full capacity. The project could generate enough electricity 48 00:02:34,600 --> 00:02:37,080 Speaker 2: for two thirds of all Scottish homes and make a 49 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:40,680 Speaker 2: significant contribution to the country's net zero goal by twenty 50 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:43,679 Speaker 2: forty five. The milestone has been hailed as an important 51 00:02:43,720 --> 00:02:45,680 Speaker 2: achievement for clean energy in the UK. 52 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:50,920 Speaker 4: Let's get started. St ned Brockman, thank you so much 53 00:02:50,960 --> 00:02:51,560 Speaker 4: for joining. 54 00:02:51,360 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 5: The Daily OS Billy, thank you for having me. 55 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:55,760 Speaker 4: I don't know how else to start this interview other 56 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:58,520 Speaker 4: than to ask, how the hell did you do that? 57 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:03,440 Speaker 5: It took me a lot of training the lead up, 58 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:06,919 Speaker 5: and a lot of mindset and a lot of yeah, sacrificing. 59 00:03:08,080 --> 00:03:10,079 Speaker 5: I think you know the price I had to pay. 60 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:13,280 Speaker 5: I was completely willing to pay that, whether that be 61 00:03:13,360 --> 00:03:16,280 Speaker 5: in a physical, mental, whatever sense, but yeah, I was 62 00:03:16,560 --> 00:03:17,840 Speaker 5: willing to put it all on the line to get 63 00:03:17,840 --> 00:03:20,200 Speaker 5: it done. And that's why I'm probably here talking me today. 64 00:03:20,360 --> 00:03:23,160 Speaker 4: I want to understand what it's like to be at 65 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:27,000 Speaker 4: the center of a massive media storm. For weeks, you 66 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:29,520 Speaker 4: were all anyone could talk about. You're on the front 67 00:03:29,560 --> 00:03:31,200 Speaker 4: page of every newspaper. 68 00:03:31,760 --> 00:03:34,239 Speaker 5: What is that like? Yeah, it's weird. I think while 69 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:35,600 Speaker 5: I was in it. While I was in the run, 70 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:38,640 Speaker 5: I didn't really take much notice of it. I saw 71 00:03:38,720 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 5: like social media starting to kick off and things were 72 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:43,600 Speaker 5: starting to blow up a bit, but to what I 73 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:46,600 Speaker 5: was doing, Like, you know, I was doing the run 74 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:47,920 Speaker 5: because I wanted to do the run, and I was 75 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:49,480 Speaker 5: doing because I want to inspire, I want to motivate, 76 00:03:49,480 --> 00:03:52,360 Speaker 5: also want to raise money, and all the other stuff 77 00:03:53,040 --> 00:03:54,800 Speaker 5: comes from that, and so for me, it was all 78 00:03:54,800 --> 00:03:57,320 Speaker 5: about just getting the run done and so whatever was 79 00:03:57,360 --> 00:04:00,600 Speaker 5: happening outside it kind of I didn't really asked how 80 00:04:00,720 --> 00:04:03,760 Speaker 5: large it was until I got to Bonday and fully 81 00:04:04,080 --> 00:04:05,520 Speaker 5: realized what actually went down. 82 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:07,680 Speaker 4: And then when you're out Bond die, and then the 83 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:10,320 Speaker 4: days after there must have been a moment where you 84 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:13,880 Speaker 4: realized how big it had gotten. What was it like 85 00:04:14,080 --> 00:04:16,479 Speaker 4: to like to be that person at the center when 86 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:17,800 Speaker 4: everyone's talking about you. 87 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:22,039 Speaker 5: Yeah, it's it's weird, and like you have this, I 88 00:04:22,040 --> 00:04:24,720 Speaker 5: would call it like imposter syndrome, like a why me 89 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:27,000 Speaker 5: and I think I'm just an average dude going out 90 00:04:27,040 --> 00:04:29,920 Speaker 5: doing something extraordinary. But yeah, when I when I was 91 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:33,159 Speaker 5: running down Bondi Road, probably like as I come down 92 00:04:33,160 --> 00:04:35,400 Speaker 5: and I saw saw the beach, that's when I realized 93 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:39,040 Speaker 5: like the enormity of it all. Like up until that point, 94 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:41,680 Speaker 5: you know, there was helicopters above me and like everyone 95 00:04:41,720 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 5: hunky on the street, but I didn't really grasp like 96 00:04:45,160 --> 00:04:47,720 Speaker 5: the size and the sheer scale of it. And then 97 00:04:47,760 --> 00:04:50,440 Speaker 5: I saw the beach and I was just like, oh 98 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:53,640 Speaker 5: my god, Like this isn't fucking real, is it? This 99 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:56,440 Speaker 5: is not real? And then yeah, ran down. It was 100 00:04:56,560 --> 00:04:58,720 Speaker 5: just like yeah, if you can bottle that up and 101 00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:01,119 Speaker 5: everyone could take a sip at it, it would be 102 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 5: the most rewarding thing for people. Because that moment is 103 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:07,320 Speaker 5: what I think Livin's all about. 104 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:12,400 Speaker 4: After the media storm ends, the media cycle inevitably moves 105 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:14,240 Speaker 4: on what happened next for you. 106 00:05:14,640 --> 00:05:16,640 Speaker 5: I think a lot of the Olympic people have this, 107 00:05:16,760 --> 00:05:19,479 Speaker 5: Like you have the competition, you finish it, you're running 108 00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:21,120 Speaker 5: off the high you know, whether you get the gold 109 00:05:21,160 --> 00:05:23,080 Speaker 5: medal or whatever it is, and then you have the 110 00:05:23,120 --> 00:05:25,279 Speaker 5: post Olympic blues. I feel like I had my post 111 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:28,320 Speaker 5: event blues pretty well about two weeks after. I was 112 00:05:28,360 --> 00:05:30,560 Speaker 5: still caught up in it. I was getting going to 113 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,640 Speaker 5: events that all the people go to and it's like, 114 00:05:32,680 --> 00:05:35,320 Speaker 5: oh my god, this is so cool, and then it all, 115 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:38,919 Speaker 5: you know, the clock ran out and I crashed pretty hard. 116 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:41,520 Speaker 5: But I can say that like I was low, and 117 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:43,640 Speaker 5: I think we all need to be able to acknowledge 118 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:46,359 Speaker 5: that I've done something pretty epic like run across the country. 119 00:05:46,360 --> 00:05:47,960 Speaker 5: But I can also go, you know, I'm not feeling 120 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:50,920 Speaker 5: great right now. I'm quite depressed. I damaged my body 121 00:05:50,920 --> 00:05:53,080 Speaker 5: big time on the run, so I had to spend 122 00:05:53,120 --> 00:05:56,479 Speaker 5: time sitting out, and someone like me, Billy doesn't like 123 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:58,919 Speaker 5: sitting down a lot, so I had to find peace 124 00:05:58,920 --> 00:06:01,200 Speaker 5: in that as well, which taught me a lot too, 125 00:06:01,279 --> 00:06:02,680 Speaker 5: just sitting out and being okay with it. And I 126 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:04,599 Speaker 5: had to put twelve kilos back on. So I hate 127 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:06,880 Speaker 5: my body weight and probably be an extra, but I've 128 00:06:06,920 --> 00:06:08,560 Speaker 5: dialed that back in there, so real good. 129 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:09,719 Speaker 4: What did that low look like? 130 00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:11,560 Speaker 5: It got a bit better this time around, because in 131 00:06:11,600 --> 00:06:14,039 Speaker 5: twenty twenty I did the fifty marathons where I kind 132 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:16,320 Speaker 5: of had this rush and I felt invincible, and then 133 00:06:16,320 --> 00:06:18,040 Speaker 5: I got injured and I kin'd had this crash and 134 00:06:18,080 --> 00:06:20,320 Speaker 5: I was a proper crash, like I was not well 135 00:06:20,440 --> 00:06:22,680 Speaker 5: and I'd been through it all. So when I got 136 00:06:22,720 --> 00:06:24,520 Speaker 5: to the run, and I knew this would happen, so 137 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:26,320 Speaker 5: I was kind of like waiting for it to happen. 138 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:28,000 Speaker 5: It happened at two weeks, but when I was in 139 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 5: it, it was just like acknowledging it, journaling, writing down that 140 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:33,920 Speaker 5: all the thoughts and feelings, you know, I'm feeling, and 141 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:36,240 Speaker 5: just accepting it and doing things you could do. So 142 00:06:36,279 --> 00:06:38,240 Speaker 5: I started doing things that got me out, but not 143 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:41,160 Speaker 5: physically out, you know, not punishing my body every day. 144 00:06:41,240 --> 00:06:42,720 Speaker 5: And yeah, like there's always light at the end of 145 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,760 Speaker 5: the tunnel. You always find something to do. 146 00:06:45,120 --> 00:06:48,120 Speaker 4: You've said a lot already that you're just this average person, 147 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:51,120 Speaker 4: but you simply can't be to achieve what you've achieved. 148 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:54,280 Speaker 4: And I'm really interested in this idea of mental resilience 149 00:06:54,279 --> 00:06:56,360 Speaker 4: and whether you're born with it or whether you can 150 00:06:56,480 --> 00:06:59,839 Speaker 4: develop it. Do you think that anyone could just get 151 00:06:59,880 --> 00:07:03,080 Speaker 4: up tomorrow and train to run across the country or 152 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:05,479 Speaker 4: is your brain why differently to ours? 153 00:07:05,560 --> 00:07:09,160 Speaker 5: You can absolutely train mental resilience, mental toughness, you know, 154 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:12,200 Speaker 5: getting up and getting up. That is something you teach yourself. 155 00:07:12,480 --> 00:07:14,200 Speaker 5: That is something we can be taught. However, I don't 156 00:07:14,240 --> 00:07:16,960 Speaker 5: think everyone can go wake up and go right today, 157 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 5: I'm going to start training for a run across the 158 00:07:18,440 --> 00:07:22,080 Speaker 5: country because I just don't think, like, you know, physically 159 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:25,920 Speaker 5: a genetic makeup, I probably can run a bit better 160 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:28,480 Speaker 5: than a lot of people. But in saying that, like, 161 00:07:28,480 --> 00:07:31,480 Speaker 5: if that was your goal, I think anyone can. You know, 162 00:07:31,840 --> 00:07:34,840 Speaker 5: every day from my last three years, I've chosen the 163 00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 5: more uncomfortable option of everything I do. So whether it 164 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:40,680 Speaker 5: be like I'm standing in the shower this morning and 165 00:07:40,720 --> 00:07:42,320 Speaker 5: I'm looking at the hot water tap and the cold 166 00:07:42,360 --> 00:07:44,920 Speaker 5: water tap, and I go, the easy option here is 167 00:07:44,960 --> 00:07:46,520 Speaker 5: to turn the hot water on and have a shower. 168 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:49,560 Speaker 5: That would be comfortable. That is the nice thing to do. 169 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:51,320 Speaker 5: And then I look at the cold water tap and go, 170 00:07:51,400 --> 00:07:54,240 Speaker 5: that will be uncomfortable, and this will make my day 171 00:07:54,440 --> 00:07:57,520 Speaker 5: better because I've won this shower, and that's what I do. 172 00:07:57,840 --> 00:08:01,240 Speaker 5: We're so inclined to pick the easy option these days, 173 00:08:01,280 --> 00:08:03,120 Speaker 5: and if it doesn't come to us quickly, we'll go 174 00:08:03,200 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 5: for the other easy option, the next easy option. If 175 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:10,200 Speaker 5: it's too hard to you know, get We'll just go 176 00:08:10,320 --> 00:08:12,720 Speaker 5: for something else. If you can intentionally put yourself in 177 00:08:12,800 --> 00:08:16,280 Speaker 5: uncomfortable scenarios daily, it puts things in perspective, so things 178 00:08:16,280 --> 00:08:18,640 Speaker 5: aren't that bad and that hard. And then you also 179 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:20,440 Speaker 5: start to go, oh, what else can I do? What 180 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:21,080 Speaker 5: else can I do? 181 00:08:21,360 --> 00:08:23,640 Speaker 4: You talk a lot about wanting to be uncomfortable or 182 00:08:23,680 --> 00:08:26,559 Speaker 4: choosing the uncomfortable option. Do you like pain? 183 00:08:27,200 --> 00:08:29,880 Speaker 5: I like what it gives me. I don't love being 184 00:08:29,880 --> 00:08:31,960 Speaker 5: in it, but I love knowing that when I'm in it, 185 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:34,160 Speaker 5: I'm going to get so much out of it. I 186 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:36,600 Speaker 5: think we all need to evolve as people, and we 187 00:08:36,679 --> 00:08:39,280 Speaker 5: really If you're not evolving, you're just wasting your time. 188 00:08:39,400 --> 00:08:41,720 Speaker 5: We're here for a very short period of time. Growth 189 00:08:41,760 --> 00:08:45,679 Speaker 5: comes from uncomfortable scenarios, not necessarily physical, like it can 190 00:08:45,720 --> 00:08:48,600 Speaker 5: be in anything uncomfortable. But if you're not learning from that, 191 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:49,560 Speaker 5: then you're wasting your time. 192 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:52,680 Speaker 4: We've talked a lot about your mental journey, but what 193 00:08:52,760 --> 00:08:55,480 Speaker 4: did running across the country do to your physical body? 194 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:58,200 Speaker 5: Pretty well, from about day three I was starting to 195 00:08:58,280 --> 00:09:01,920 Speaker 5: show signs of wear and tear. Basically, when I got 196 00:09:01,920 --> 00:09:04,800 Speaker 5: back I had. I had pretty pretty bad gluten meat 197 00:09:04,880 --> 00:09:08,120 Speaker 5: tendons and when I got back to BONDI we kind of, 198 00:09:08,280 --> 00:09:09,679 Speaker 5: you know, I took the two weeks off and then 199 00:09:09,679 --> 00:09:11,160 Speaker 5: I went right out. Now I've got to start looking 200 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:13,720 Speaker 5: at this. I had ten MR eyes from the belly 201 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:17,079 Speaker 5: button down on different parts of my body. Basically burstis 202 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:17,839 Speaker 5: in every joint. 203 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:18,520 Speaker 4: What does that mean? 204 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,480 Speaker 5: My burses, which like the sack around the joints and 205 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:27,000 Speaker 5: the tendons were just so inflamed from repetitive overuse. But 206 00:09:27,320 --> 00:09:29,720 Speaker 5: but I'm not a runner, Like I'm not I started 207 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:31,840 Speaker 5: a runner. No, I'm not. I started three years ago. 208 00:09:31,960 --> 00:09:35,199 Speaker 5: Like this is people A lot of people, do you 209 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:37,000 Speaker 5: know think this is like a big dream and this 210 00:09:37,080 --> 00:09:38,440 Speaker 5: is this is what this is how I start all 211 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:40,640 Speaker 5: my conversations is like, I'm not a runner. I'm just 212 00:09:40,679 --> 00:09:43,080 Speaker 5: a guy who started running to lose weight three years ago. 213 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:46,320 Speaker 5: Who's gone, how do I make the most of my 214 00:09:47,040 --> 00:09:48,640 Speaker 5: every day? This is where it ended. 215 00:09:48,800 --> 00:09:51,360 Speaker 4: You just said that you started running to lose weight, 216 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:54,920 Speaker 4: and I've heard you talk before about having body image issues. 217 00:09:55,280 --> 00:09:56,240 Speaker 4: Can you talk about that? 218 00:09:56,600 --> 00:09:59,280 Speaker 5: Yeah, I think it's a funny thing that that only 219 00:09:59,400 --> 00:10:01,560 Speaker 5: that comes from. And when I'm not doing the things 220 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:03,360 Speaker 5: I go and talk about. So probably in the times 221 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:06,680 Speaker 5: where I'm injured and I'm struggling to get out motivation 222 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:09,680 Speaker 5: wise because I can't because of an injury. Usually it's 223 00:10:09,679 --> 00:10:11,839 Speaker 5: only rare occasions that I go, oh, you know, I'm 224 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:14,400 Speaker 5: not happy with this, I'm happy with that. But I'm 225 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:16,600 Speaker 5: pretty good at it now. What my body has done 226 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:19,480 Speaker 5: for me, It's allowed me to get up and go 227 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:21,560 Speaker 5: again and go again. It's like he can do it 228 00:10:21,559 --> 00:10:21,920 Speaker 5: at once. 229 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:25,520 Speaker 4: It's twelve months on since you're finished. Has your body recovered? 230 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:28,680 Speaker 5: I don't think my body will ever recover fully like 231 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:30,959 Speaker 5: I think if I I think if you speak to 232 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:35,319 Speaker 5: a lot of athletes, they are always borderline injury performance 233 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:39,040 Speaker 5: and it's just a balance dealing with those niggles. But 234 00:10:40,720 --> 00:10:42,920 Speaker 5: I was probably like seventy percent going into the run, 235 00:10:43,040 --> 00:10:45,760 Speaker 5: so when I got the end, I was probably about twenty. 236 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:48,640 Speaker 5: But in saying that, if I had to run another 237 00:10:48,679 --> 00:10:50,240 Speaker 5: thousand and k after I would have been I would 238 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:51,120 Speaker 5: have absolutely done that. 239 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:53,720 Speaker 4: No worries, You'll basically put your body through a form 240 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:56,640 Speaker 4: of torture. What is you scared of? Like, do you 241 00:10:56,640 --> 00:10:57,480 Speaker 4: have any fears? 242 00:10:57,880 --> 00:11:00,839 Speaker 5: Yeah, just not reach my potential the opportunities. That's my 243 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:03,520 Speaker 5: only fear. I don't. I don't fear like injuring myself. 244 00:11:03,559 --> 00:11:05,920 Speaker 5: I don't fear you know, what people think of me. 245 00:11:05,920 --> 00:11:08,200 Speaker 5: I don't fear much on like that side of things. 246 00:11:08,200 --> 00:11:10,800 Speaker 5: But I fear not ever reaching what I was probably 247 00:11:11,040 --> 00:11:11,760 Speaker 5: put here to do. 248 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:14,360 Speaker 4: I've heard you say that you don't think that you've 249 00:11:14,360 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 4: reached your limit yet. Are you going to keep going 250 00:11:17,320 --> 00:11:18,520 Speaker 4: until you reach that limit? 251 00:11:18,840 --> 00:11:20,440 Speaker 5: I don't think you ever do. I don't think as 252 00:11:20,480 --> 00:11:22,840 Speaker 5: humans we ever do. I think again, I'm touching on 253 00:11:22,840 --> 00:11:26,680 Speaker 5: the evolving thing. But like what my limit was four 254 00:11:26,760 --> 00:11:30,559 Speaker 5: years ago, I've surpassed that ten times already. So now 255 00:11:30,600 --> 00:11:33,240 Speaker 5: it's like, well, where does this? Where is the limit? 256 00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:36,280 Speaker 5: I think the limit is death. I don't think you 257 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:39,040 Speaker 5: actually get to you'll. There will always be something else 258 00:11:39,080 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 5: you can give. There'll always be another pricing and pay, 259 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:43,400 Speaker 5: And I think, yeah, I don't think i'll I'll ever 260 00:11:43,440 --> 00:11:43,840 Speaker 5: reach it. 261 00:11:44,120 --> 00:11:46,440 Speaker 4: Lastly, in your book, you do say that you have 262 00:11:46,480 --> 00:11:49,520 Speaker 4: a new challenge coming up that you're planning that you 263 00:11:49,559 --> 00:11:52,960 Speaker 4: say will be even tougher than running across Australia. What 264 00:11:53,000 --> 00:11:53,800 Speaker 4: can you tell us about that? 265 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 5: I can say for me if I every year, every 266 00:11:57,520 --> 00:12:00,439 Speaker 5: second year, for five more years, can live that moment 267 00:12:00,480 --> 00:12:02,920 Speaker 5: I felt in BONDI then I've ticked off what I 268 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:04,600 Speaker 5: need to do in my life because that moment and 269 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:08,120 Speaker 5: that that feeling I got was just like I can't 270 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:10,080 Speaker 5: even explain it to people because unless you've been there, 271 00:12:10,440 --> 00:12:13,200 Speaker 5: you can't. You will never understand. And so for me, 272 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:15,400 Speaker 5: even in the book, I tried to explain, but it's 273 00:12:15,679 --> 00:12:20,520 Speaker 5: nearly impossible because I can only associate with people who've 274 00:12:20,559 --> 00:12:23,200 Speaker 5: done things like it, and it's very few. 275 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:26,920 Speaker 4: Do you think now that you've experienced that extreme high, 276 00:12:27,120 --> 00:12:29,760 Speaker 4: you're going to be constantly trying to get to that 277 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:30,400 Speaker 4: high again? 278 00:12:30,679 --> 00:12:32,680 Speaker 5: I want to say, is very carefully what it's like 279 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:36,040 Speaker 5: with like going to war and you go, you come 280 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:39,600 Speaker 5: back into society, you try and assimilate, but nothing's the same. 281 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:42,280 Speaker 5: So for so long I was out there just like 282 00:12:42,840 --> 00:12:45,760 Speaker 5: grinding away at this thing, grinding away, and there's no 283 00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:48,880 Speaker 5: normality to what we're doing. It's all just freaking psychotic 284 00:12:48,920 --> 00:12:52,400 Speaker 5: out there, like every day was just a struggle. And 285 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:54,640 Speaker 5: then you get there and then you try and associate 286 00:12:54,720 --> 00:12:57,000 Speaker 5: back and you're in this whole new world in your life. 287 00:12:57,120 --> 00:13:00,240 Speaker 5: Like I've ran from being relatively unknown to being you know, 288 00:13:00,320 --> 00:13:03,480 Speaker 5: one of the most prominent mullets in Australia. And then 289 00:13:04,400 --> 00:13:06,720 Speaker 5: you're like, now this whole life's completely different. It's like 290 00:13:07,400 --> 00:13:08,839 Speaker 5: you just want to be back in there when you're 291 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:10,160 Speaker 5: in it. You just want to be out of it 292 00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:11,440 Speaker 5: when you're out of it, or you want to be 293 00:13:11,480 --> 00:13:12,680 Speaker 5: is back in it. You want to be back in 294 00:13:12,720 --> 00:13:16,800 Speaker 5: that because that is the most alive and most joyous 295 00:13:17,520 --> 00:13:18,480 Speaker 5: things you'll ever feel. 296 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:22,600 Speaker 4: So do you think you'll feel that extreme, extreme high again? 297 00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:25,800 Speaker 5: Absolutely? The high wasn't getting the Bondai. The high was 298 00:13:25,880 --> 00:13:28,400 Speaker 5: achieving what we had to to get there, like that 299 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:31,280 Speaker 5: whole journey of across Australia, knowing what we went through. 300 00:13:31,679 --> 00:13:34,600 Speaker 5: That's what made Bondi so special. You know, whether there 301 00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:37,000 Speaker 5: was two people in Bondai or the however many were there, 302 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 5: it was the same. It was the exact same special moment. 303 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:44,040 Speaker 4: So there is something that you're planning that will be 304 00:13:44,200 --> 00:13:46,960 Speaker 4: even tougher than running across Australia. That will be in 305 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:47,840 Speaker 4: the next few years. 306 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:51,000 Speaker 5: Yeah, it'll be. It'll be next year. September. 307 00:13:51,520 --> 00:13:54,080 Speaker 4: Ned Bruckman, thank you so much for joining the DAS. 308 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:58,080 Speaker 2: Good thank you, thanks for listening. To today's episode of 309 00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:00,680 Speaker 2: The Daily Os. I've always thought it was interesting to 310 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:03,920 Speaker 2: think about what happens after you are at the center 311 00:14:03,960 --> 00:14:05,920 Speaker 2: of a news cycle. And I guess now. 312 00:14:05,800 --> 00:14:07,839 Speaker 3: I know, And there's other stories like that out there. 313 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:09,640 Speaker 2: Let us know who you want us to chat to 314 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:12,560 Speaker 2: about this, but until then, have a great weekend and 315 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:20,360 Speaker 2: we'll be back on Monday.