1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:04,440 Speaker 1: I just I had this really weird intuition feeling, and 2 00:00:04,519 --> 00:00:07,560 Speaker 1: I was like, I think my implants are making me sick, 3 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:10,039 Speaker 1: and just you know, you guys know I believe in 4 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:13,600 Speaker 1: universe and signs and whatnot, and so I can't like 5 00:00:13,800 --> 00:00:29,920 Speaker 1: tangily tell you, but I just had this instinct finally 6 00:00:30,280 --> 00:00:36,160 Speaker 1: making Hello, guys, and welcome back to the Rising Conquer Podcast. 7 00:00:36,280 --> 00:00:38,479 Speaker 1: The podcast for my girl gang who are ready to 8 00:00:38,520 --> 00:00:42,680 Speaker 1: take control of their lives, gained the confidence to live unapologetically, 9 00:00:43,240 --> 00:00:45,559 Speaker 1: and for those who are ready to turn their biggest 10 00:00:45,600 --> 00:00:49,800 Speaker 1: dreams into their reality. I'm your host, Georgie Stevenson. I 11 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:54,279 Speaker 1: am a lawyer turned entrepreneur and personal development junkie, and 12 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:58,120 Speaker 1: I am super passionate about helping others step into their power. 13 00:00:59,000 --> 00:01:03,160 Speaker 1: I have a soul pep talk for you today. Look 14 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 1: it's not the most positive and inspiring and motivational one, 15 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:11,960 Speaker 1: but it is a bit of a life update and 16 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:15,600 Speaker 1: an informational one just about what's going on with me, 17 00:01:16,200 --> 00:01:20,120 Speaker 1: what I'm currently going through. I'm a big believer in 18 00:01:21,160 --> 00:01:25,080 Speaker 1: you know, everything happening for reason and me going through 19 00:01:25,160 --> 00:01:29,320 Speaker 1: certain things. So I can share on my platform because 20 00:01:29,360 --> 00:01:32,520 Speaker 1: I know other people may be going through the same 21 00:01:32,560 --> 00:01:37,080 Speaker 1: thing and sort of need to hear this, and today 22 00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:38,560 Speaker 1: I do want to just give a bit of a 23 00:01:38,600 --> 00:01:42,000 Speaker 1: disclaimer and say I will be talking about a miscarriage. 24 00:01:42,040 --> 00:01:45,360 Speaker 1: So if that is going to be super triggering for you, 25 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:49,600 Speaker 1: maybe don't listen to this episode. But I just I 26 00:01:49,640 --> 00:01:52,520 Speaker 1: just wanted to jump on here and just be super honest. 27 00:01:52,680 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 1: Like I very much have built my personal brand about 28 00:01:56,800 --> 00:02:01,960 Speaker 1: being just very upfront and honest. You know, it's evolved 29 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:06,840 Speaker 1: in that way, and you know, sometimes I'm talking about 30 00:02:06,880 --> 00:02:09,520 Speaker 1: super personal stuff and do not get me wrong, there 31 00:02:09,600 --> 00:02:12,760 Speaker 1: is certain stuff that I don't talk about because I'm 32 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:16,480 Speaker 1: not ready to talk about and that's so okay. But also, 33 00:02:16,639 --> 00:02:19,680 Speaker 1: like I said, I am just such a big believer 34 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:22,880 Speaker 1: that I kind of was given this platform in a 35 00:02:22,919 --> 00:02:27,239 Speaker 1: way because what I'm going through I know others would 36 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:29,960 Speaker 1: be going through. And to be honest, I do find 37 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:35,880 Speaker 1: it quite therapeutic engaging with my community, and I you know, 38 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:38,840 Speaker 1: I know it's not for everyone to be very honest 39 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:41,639 Speaker 1: and out there, but I am very happy to do it. 40 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:45,839 Speaker 1: To do it, I do feel very supported and very 41 00:02:45,919 --> 00:02:48,360 Speaker 1: loved within my community and almost like it is a 42 00:02:48,400 --> 00:02:51,800 Speaker 1: safe space for me to chat about these things, So 43 00:02:53,200 --> 00:02:58,440 Speaker 1: let's just get straight into it. So, as you guys know, 44 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:02,320 Speaker 1: I have had like heaps of health issues happening. I 45 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:06,560 Speaker 1: was diagnosed with my autoimmune condition Hashi motos and like 46 00:03:06,639 --> 00:03:10,160 Speaker 1: twenty twenty it just has not been a great year 47 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:13,720 Speaker 1: for basically everyone. There has been a lot going on 48 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:18,880 Speaker 1: and stuff and for me personally, I just I haven't 49 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:22,320 Speaker 1: felt myself or we Yeah, and actually I haven't felt 50 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:25,399 Speaker 1: myself like almost towards the end of twenty nineteen two, 51 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:28,520 Speaker 1: and I was just kind of pushing through and it 52 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:31,040 Speaker 1: wasn't until like midyear where I was like, oh my god, 53 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 1: something is seriously wrong. And I started to get all 54 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:37,760 Speaker 1: these tests done, and yeah, I found out about my 55 00:03:37,840 --> 00:03:41,840 Speaker 1: condition and I was a bit in denial about it all, 56 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:46,200 Speaker 1: but I did a lot of research and I came 57 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:53,880 Speaker 1: across this condition or diagnosis, which is called breast implant illness. 58 00:03:54,240 --> 00:03:56,880 Speaker 1: And I had heard about it so many times before, 59 00:03:57,080 --> 00:03:59,520 Speaker 1: like even a couple of years ago. I know kind 60 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:03,240 Speaker 1: of big YouTubers who have spoken about this, and I 61 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:06,480 Speaker 1: personally do have breast implants. I've had them since I 62 00:04:06,520 --> 00:04:11,240 Speaker 1: was nineteen, so for about seven years. And actually I 63 00:04:11,320 --> 00:04:13,880 Speaker 1: do remember even a couple of years ago, when I 64 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:16,919 Speaker 1: would talk to you know, my YouTube family about my 65 00:04:17,040 --> 00:04:20,240 Speaker 1: symptoms or whatever's going on, I would often get comments 66 00:04:20,279 --> 00:04:23,640 Speaker 1: saying you should look into breast implant illness. And to 67 00:04:23,720 --> 00:04:26,479 Speaker 1: be honest, like I kind of ignored it in a 68 00:04:26,480 --> 00:04:28,520 Speaker 1: way because I just I did look in it at 69 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:31,279 Speaker 1: one point a couple of years ago, and I remember 70 00:04:31,360 --> 00:04:35,960 Speaker 1: thinking just the symptoms that it could be are so 71 00:04:36,480 --> 00:04:40,039 Speaker 1: broad and there's so many of it. I almost was 72 00:04:40,120 --> 00:04:43,080 Speaker 1: just like, oh yeah, like literally anyone can say they 73 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:46,240 Speaker 1: have all these symptoms, and it just it didn't feel like, 74 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:50,120 Speaker 1: you know, a proper thing to me. And you know 75 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:56,400 Speaker 1: that's just me being very upfront with you anyway. So 76 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,920 Speaker 1: it and it's weird because I kind of thought about 77 00:05:00,160 --> 00:05:02,560 Speaker 1: it someone else commented to on a YouTube a couple 78 00:05:02,640 --> 00:05:05,599 Speaker 1: of months ago, and then I just started seeing a 79 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:09,400 Speaker 1: lot of content about it. So, you know, Instagram is 80 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:13,640 Speaker 1: like Lonnie Jane, she recently got hit her implants out, 81 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:17,239 Speaker 1: and there's also an influence influencer I followed for years 82 00:05:17,279 --> 00:05:21,479 Speaker 1: called em Dunk, and she got her implants out I 83 00:05:21,520 --> 00:05:23,279 Speaker 1: think over a year ago, and she put up a 84 00:05:23,360 --> 00:05:28,880 Speaker 1: post saying, you know, one year post explant, and she 85 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:32,120 Speaker 1: was just explaining how amazing she felt, and so I 86 00:05:32,160 --> 00:05:35,640 Speaker 1: watched a couple of youtubes. I joined the Breast implant 87 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 1: Awareness Instagram and Facebook group, and yeah, I did a 88 00:05:40,520 --> 00:05:43,920 Speaker 1: lot of research and basically found out that me kind 89 00:05:43,960 --> 00:05:48,000 Speaker 1: of having this whole host of symptoms, and especially for me, 90 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 1: it's the autoimmune condition of getting hashi motos and a 91 00:05:52,480 --> 00:05:57,720 Speaker 1: lot of my specialists actually kind of were like, it 92 00:05:57,800 --> 00:06:00,120 Speaker 1: didn't make a lot of sense, and it's like my 93 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:03,160 Speaker 1: blood work kind of said it, but it kind of didn't. 94 00:06:03,240 --> 00:06:05,760 Speaker 1: And I don't know, just nothing makes a lot of 95 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:08,920 Speaker 1: sense and nothing's adding up. I was on thyroid medication 96 00:06:09,080 --> 00:06:11,960 Speaker 1: and it wasn't really working and all these different stuff, 97 00:06:12,279 --> 00:06:17,839 Speaker 1: all this different stuff. Anyway, long story short, I looked 98 00:06:17,839 --> 00:06:21,479 Speaker 1: into it a lot more and I just I had 99 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:25,800 Speaker 1: this really weird intuition feeling, and I was like, I 100 00:06:25,839 --> 00:06:28,720 Speaker 1: think my implants are making me sick, and just you know, 101 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:32,360 Speaker 1: you guys know I believe in universe and signs and whatnot, 102 00:06:32,839 --> 00:06:35,159 Speaker 1: and so I can't like tangily tell you, but I 103 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:39,560 Speaker 1: just had this instinct and it did, like my condition 104 00:06:39,640 --> 00:06:41,800 Speaker 1: did get really bad the last couple of months, and 105 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:44,479 Speaker 1: I was just like, you know, even if I get 106 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:47,520 Speaker 1: my implants out and I, you know, feel ten percent 107 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:50,600 Speaker 1: better or twenty percent better. It would be worth it 108 00:06:50,640 --> 00:06:53,520 Speaker 1: to me, because you know, if we don't have our health, 109 00:06:53,560 --> 00:06:57,440 Speaker 1: we honestly have nothing. And I will get into the 110 00:06:57,440 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 1: symptoms in just a minute and kind of go that 111 00:07:00,279 --> 00:07:03,279 Speaker 1: a bit more so. Anyway, I had kind of decided 112 00:07:03,279 --> 00:07:06,200 Speaker 1: in my head. I went and saw a surgeon and 113 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:09,479 Speaker 1: it was recommended by a friend who recently got hers 114 00:07:09,520 --> 00:07:13,160 Speaker 1: out and felt amazing, and so I was in there 115 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:15,720 Speaker 1: and he's like, yeah, running me through it. I decided 116 00:07:15,800 --> 00:07:19,560 Speaker 1: he didn't have any surgery dates until March next year, 117 00:07:19,640 --> 00:07:22,800 Speaker 1: which I did actually call around and everyone was very similar, 118 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:26,000 Speaker 1: and I was like in this weird mindset and I 119 00:07:26,080 --> 00:07:28,280 Speaker 1: was like, I need to get them out of my body, 120 00:07:28,400 --> 00:07:30,920 Speaker 1: like they are making me sick. I need to heal. 121 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:34,600 Speaker 1: I just yeah, I just like I don't know, intuitively, 122 00:07:34,880 --> 00:07:38,240 Speaker 1: was like this needs to happen. Anyway, I went out 123 00:07:38,280 --> 00:07:39,960 Speaker 1: to the desk and was like, please let me know 124 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 1: if you have any you know, cancelations, and she was like, 125 00:07:43,320 --> 00:07:46,640 Speaker 1: oh my god, we've literally just like someone has literally 126 00:07:46,680 --> 00:07:50,280 Speaker 1: called up and canceled and it's two weeks away. And 127 00:07:50,360 --> 00:07:54,200 Speaker 1: it just felt like divine timing, Like it really felt like, 128 00:07:54,480 --> 00:07:58,520 Speaker 1: oh my god, this has happened for me, this is 129 00:07:58,600 --> 00:08:02,000 Speaker 1: meant to happen. I booked that I paid the deposit, 130 00:08:02,800 --> 00:08:07,600 Speaker 1: so literally, a couple of days later, my period was 131 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:10,680 Speaker 1: due and I hadn't gotten it. And I am very 132 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:14,040 Speaker 1: regular at this point, I do have some issues happening 133 00:08:14,080 --> 00:08:19,720 Speaker 1: with breakthrough bleeding and whatnot. Anyway, I took a pregnancy 134 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:25,920 Speaker 1: test and it was positive, and I was just like 135 00:08:26,680 --> 00:08:31,960 Speaker 1: shocked because I had recently been told by my endocrinologist 136 00:08:32,040 --> 00:08:35,160 Speaker 1: that I currently wasn't fertile, and you know, I really 137 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:37,840 Speaker 1: need to heal my thyroid and get all that sordid 138 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:40,560 Speaker 1: and then my hormones would go back to normal, my 139 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:45,000 Speaker 1: sex hormones. Sorry, guys, I just had a beautiful flower delivery. 140 00:08:45,080 --> 00:08:48,440 Speaker 1: But I am back. I think I was just explaining, Yeah, 141 00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:50,480 Speaker 1: so I had kind of been told that that wasn't 142 00:08:50,520 --> 00:08:55,720 Speaker 1: really an option, and so we were so shocked. I 143 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:58,320 Speaker 1: was like, oh my God, like spiraling and the way 144 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:00,520 Speaker 1: of I was like, I just took the surgery, like 145 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:04,240 Speaker 1: I didn't even think there would be a chance that 146 00:09:04,240 --> 00:09:08,520 Speaker 1: I would be pregnant anyway, So we were and you know, 147 00:09:08,720 --> 00:09:12,280 Speaker 1: like tim is just like the most maternal person ever. 148 00:09:12,559 --> 00:09:16,400 Speaker 1: So I called him and was like, you have to 149 00:09:16,400 --> 00:09:19,160 Speaker 1: come home right now, like, don't ask questions, come home 150 00:09:19,280 --> 00:09:22,920 Speaker 1: right now. And I had been quite unwell that week, 151 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:25,160 Speaker 1: so he was like he was freaking out because he 152 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:28,000 Speaker 1: thought I was like really unwell, and I just like 153 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:31,040 Speaker 1: shoved the stick in his face and he was just 154 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:34,280 Speaker 1: like he actually thought it was negative. So he was like, 155 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:36,280 Speaker 1: why did you bring me home to show me a 156 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:39,480 Speaker 1: negative test? And I was like look again, and he 157 00:09:39,679 --> 00:09:44,080 Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, and he was like so 158 00:09:44,360 --> 00:09:48,719 Speaker 1: happy and so excited, and yeah, it was like this 159 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:54,240 Speaker 1: really beautiful moment. Yeah, when we found out we were pregnant, 160 00:09:54,440 --> 00:09:59,160 Speaker 1: and like I said, I was like shocked, but also 161 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:02,240 Speaker 1: I was so happy and I was so you know, 162 00:10:02,520 --> 00:10:05,920 Speaker 1: excited and just instantly filled with joy. And then we 163 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:08,200 Speaker 1: spent you know, the next couple of weeks being like 164 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:14,600 Speaker 1: we're pregnant and planning and booking doctor's appointments and all 165 00:10:14,640 --> 00:10:17,080 Speaker 1: that sort of thing, and it was really beautiful and 166 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:21,160 Speaker 1: it was really special, and it was a really it 167 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:24,040 Speaker 1: was a really special perspective to have because obviously we 168 00:10:24,080 --> 00:10:28,960 Speaker 1: had not been through that before. And then long story short, 169 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:31,000 Speaker 1: and it's funny because like I said, you know, I 170 00:10:31,080 --> 00:10:34,160 Speaker 1: wasn't I'd just been told I wasn't fertile, and all 171 00:10:34,200 --> 00:10:36,800 Speaker 1: this stuff was happening, and then so when I was pregnant, 172 00:10:37,120 --> 00:10:40,240 Speaker 1: we really did see it as this like miracle and 173 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:42,240 Speaker 1: was like, oh my god, this baby's meant to be. 174 00:10:42,480 --> 00:10:46,840 Speaker 1: It's so strong, it's here, and sadly it was not 175 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:58,880 Speaker 1: meant to be. And obviously it was you know, it 176 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:02,280 Speaker 1: was a short time, but it was. It was just 177 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:06,280 Speaker 1: really hard for us to be given something like that 178 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:17,160 Speaker 1: and then taken away. It just felt really cruel. Hang on, Yeah, 179 00:11:17,280 --> 00:11:25,080 Speaker 1: it felt really cruel. But and I won't go too 180 00:11:25,200 --> 00:11:28,640 Speaker 1: much into the details because it is so fresh and 181 00:11:28,720 --> 00:11:35,280 Speaker 1: it's obviously very upsetting and emotional, and I did want to, 182 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:39,920 Speaker 1: like tell you, I did want to still, you know, 183 00:11:40,880 --> 00:11:46,120 Speaker 1: tell people about it, because the statistic is one in 184 00:11:46,160 --> 00:11:49,400 Speaker 1: four pregnancies and in miscarriage, and no one really talks 185 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:52,080 Speaker 1: about it, and you never you never really think it's 186 00:11:52,120 --> 00:11:56,480 Speaker 1: going to be you, but it is so common, and 187 00:11:56,520 --> 00:11:59,880 Speaker 1: I know so many women go through the exact same heartbreak. 188 00:12:00,440 --> 00:12:02,920 Speaker 1: So I did just want to say, like, you're not alone, 189 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:09,080 Speaker 1: and we are strong, and you'll get through it, and 190 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:13,000 Speaker 1: I'll get through it. But it's just it's shitty and 191 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:15,840 Speaker 1: it sucks, but it does happen, and it's something I 192 00:12:15,880 --> 00:12:18,640 Speaker 1: did not want to hide or think I you know, 193 00:12:18,760 --> 00:12:23,360 Speaker 1: had to keep secret or feel ashamed of because we 194 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:25,880 Speaker 1: shouldn't feel that way at all. I know it is, 195 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:28,760 Speaker 1: you know, sensitive and look like it's a little bit 196 00:12:28,760 --> 00:12:31,360 Speaker 1: awkward to talk about. Like I feel super vulnerable. I 197 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:34,440 Speaker 1: feel like will people be thinking, oh, she shouldn't you know, 198 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:38,120 Speaker 1: be telling everyone and all this different stuff. But I 199 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:40,800 Speaker 1: have built, you know, my platform of just being open 200 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:44,000 Speaker 1: and honest, and I share. You know, when me and 201 00:12:44,160 --> 00:12:47,000 Speaker 1: him were talking discussing if I would share it, I 202 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:49,240 Speaker 1: explained to him, you know, I share with you guys 203 00:12:49,240 --> 00:12:51,920 Speaker 1: when I bought my dream car, and when we bought 204 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,240 Speaker 1: you know, our holiday house this year, and like all 205 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:57,240 Speaker 1: the winds and all the great things happening, and I'm 206 00:12:57,280 --> 00:12:59,800 Speaker 1: not just going to sit here and share all the 207 00:13:00,000 --> 00:13:03,960 Speaker 1: amazing stuff. And then when I am going through, you know, 208 00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:07,280 Speaker 1: these hard times that so many other women go through, 209 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:10,000 Speaker 1: I'm not just going to stay silent and just share 210 00:13:10,360 --> 00:13:12,840 Speaker 1: the good things and act like I have this perfect 211 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:17,320 Speaker 1: life because it's just not it's just not reality. So 212 00:13:17,679 --> 00:13:19,680 Speaker 1: like I said, I don't really want to go into 213 00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:24,679 Speaker 1: much more detail because it is so sensitive and fresh, 214 00:13:24,720 --> 00:13:27,920 Speaker 1: but yeah, I am sending so much love to anyone 215 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:34,320 Speaker 1: experiencing the same And yeah, so I end up calling 216 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:37,200 Speaker 1: the surgeon back up and it was very lucky that 217 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:40,560 Speaker 1: they still had that spot available and that was literally 218 00:13:40,600 --> 00:13:44,440 Speaker 1: like on the Friday, and I am now having the 219 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:48,199 Speaker 1: surgery on Wednesday. I'm recording this on Tuesday, and you'll 220 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:53,360 Speaker 1: obviously hear this episode around Friday. So, oh, guys, it 221 00:13:53,400 --> 00:13:56,320 Speaker 1: has just been a lot and it's been a huge 222 00:13:56,320 --> 00:14:01,520 Speaker 1: week and I'm feeling super exhausted. Like I said, it 223 00:14:01,559 --> 00:14:04,440 Speaker 1: was really hard the first couple of days, and over 224 00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 1: the weekend, I do feel in a lot bit of 225 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:10,160 Speaker 1: mindset right now. That's why I felt able to record this. 226 00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 1: So I am getting explant surgery tomorrow, and I would 227 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:20,160 Speaker 1: I would have already gotten it as you're hearing this episode. 228 00:14:20,240 --> 00:14:22,840 Speaker 1: And so I just wanted to do an episode on 229 00:14:23,200 --> 00:14:27,120 Speaker 1: what it is, what my symptoms are, and that sort 230 00:14:27,120 --> 00:14:29,800 Speaker 1: of thing, and just go into it, because you know, 231 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:33,280 Speaker 1: it's something that I've seen a lot and I've kind 232 00:14:33,280 --> 00:14:35,480 Speaker 1: of heard a lot of people talk about, but I 233 00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:37,520 Speaker 1: just didn't really know too much and so I never 234 00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:39,520 Speaker 1: thought it was me. And like, I do want to 235 00:14:39,560 --> 00:14:43,240 Speaker 1: preface this episode with saying, like, it's not all people 236 00:14:43,280 --> 00:14:46,720 Speaker 1: who have implants get this, Like my mum has implants 237 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:52,400 Speaker 1: and she is completely fine. It does tend to if 238 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:57,160 Speaker 1: you are already susceptible to an autoimmune condition like hashi 239 00:14:57,280 --> 00:15:00,640 Speaker 1: motos or if you're Celiac and you're sensitive gluten and 240 00:15:01,040 --> 00:15:05,320 Speaker 1: different stuff like that, you are more susceptible to this. 241 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:09,680 Speaker 1: And it doesn't necessarily mean that, you know, an implant 242 00:15:09,800 --> 00:15:13,200 Speaker 1: has to be ruptured for you to experience this. 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Symptoms of breast implant illness vary 280 00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:52,119 Speaker 1: from person to person due to genetics, and just quickly 281 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:54,480 Speaker 1: on that, guys, that's the reason why I didn't give 282 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:57,960 Speaker 1: much weight to this for such a long time, because 283 00:17:58,080 --> 00:18:02,119 Speaker 1: it is like every single person this really unique story. 284 00:18:02,200 --> 00:18:05,400 Speaker 1: Like I have a friend who just got hers out 285 00:18:05,400 --> 00:18:07,239 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, what sort of symptoms did 286 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:10,760 Speaker 1: you get? And she had really bad leg pain, like 287 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:13,159 Speaker 1: to the point where she's like I was limping and 288 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:15,720 Speaker 1: no doctor could like figure it out. And then she 289 00:18:15,800 --> 00:18:18,840 Speaker 1: got her implants out and her leg was fine, like, 290 00:18:19,080 --> 00:18:21,479 Speaker 1: and where's my symptoms are so different to her? So 291 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:25,760 Speaker 1: I think that's why it Also a lot of doctors 292 00:18:25,800 --> 00:18:28,400 Speaker 1: don't recognize it is because it is hard to diagnose. 293 00:18:28,480 --> 00:18:32,240 Speaker 1: It does very per person, but they also go into 294 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:36,119 Speaker 1: you know, pre existing autoimmune disease, type of implants, progression 295 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:40,439 Speaker 1: of illness, use of mammograms, and trauma. So the first 296 00:18:40,560 --> 00:18:43,959 Speaker 1: signs of the illness tend to include the following common 297 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:50,480 Speaker 1: symptoms fatigue, brain fog, memory loss, muscle eggs, joint pain, 298 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:57,439 Speaker 1: hair loss, dryness throughout the body, reoccurring infections, intestines and 299 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:06,080 Speaker 1: gastro intestinal and digestive issues, rashes, food and chemicals, sensitives, anxiety, 300 00:19:06,160 --> 00:19:09,680 Speaker 1: and problems with your thyroid and adrenals. And I can 301 00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:12,960 Speaker 1: pretty much tick them all off my box. So essentially 302 00:19:13,040 --> 00:19:17,840 Speaker 1: what is occurring is an artificial disturbance and interference within 303 00:19:17,920 --> 00:19:22,120 Speaker 1: the body, starting with the immune system, then consequently affects 304 00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:27,440 Speaker 1: other simpsons, other symptoms, systems, sorry, and eventually creating a 305 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:33,200 Speaker 1: cascade of a systematic dysregulation. Well, I just cannot speak 306 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:38,480 Speaker 1: as per usual. So my symptoms, like the biggest symptom 307 00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 1: I felt was just chronic fatigue, And I'm very open 308 00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:46,720 Speaker 1: about my fatigue. Like I felt like this for literally 309 00:19:46,760 --> 00:19:50,760 Speaker 1: the whole twenty twenty and also like towards the end 310 00:19:50,760 --> 00:19:55,000 Speaker 1: of twenty nineteen, it just it feels like I'm and 311 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:58,600 Speaker 1: it's not like tired, like I get nine hours of sleep, 312 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:02,119 Speaker 1: I'm sleeping so well and so much, but it feels 313 00:20:02,119 --> 00:20:05,280 Speaker 1: like my soul is tired. Like it's not something like 314 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:07,960 Speaker 1: I can go to sleep or have a holiday. It 315 00:20:08,080 --> 00:20:11,040 Speaker 1: just feels like I'm always tired. And it's like it's 316 00:20:11,080 --> 00:20:13,800 Speaker 1: almost like I've lost my spark a bit. And I 317 00:20:13,800 --> 00:20:17,320 Speaker 1: don't know if you guys have noticed that. The next 318 00:20:17,359 --> 00:20:21,320 Speaker 1: sort of thing I noticed was really bad brain fog, 319 00:20:22,760 --> 00:20:29,000 Speaker 1: difficulty concentrating, word retrieval, and memory loss. So you guys know, 320 00:20:29,119 --> 00:20:31,240 Speaker 1: I mix up my words all the time, which is 321 00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:34,240 Speaker 1: kind of me as a person, but in twenty twenty 322 00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:38,560 Speaker 1: experience really bad brain fog and just like struggling concentrating 323 00:20:39,040 --> 00:20:41,399 Speaker 1: and being all over the place. And also, like I 324 00:20:41,440 --> 00:20:44,800 Speaker 1: was explaining to Tim, like some days I would wake 325 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:48,840 Speaker 1: up and I'd always I'd almost be like a bit confused, 326 00:20:49,080 --> 00:20:53,560 Speaker 1: really indecisive, and really like what am I even doing today? 327 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:56,159 Speaker 1: And it almost felt like I was like floating a 328 00:20:56,240 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 1: bit and just like like almost like sleep walking through 329 00:21:00,359 --> 00:21:03,040 Speaker 1: the day and not knowing what to do, and then yeah, 330 00:21:03,119 --> 00:21:05,639 Speaker 1: being really indecisive, and it was just like it's a 331 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:09,320 Speaker 1: horrible feeling because I am someone who is so motivated, 332 00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:13,600 Speaker 1: so decisive and so like basically the opposite to that. 333 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:16,760 Speaker 1: So it really like it felt almost a bit scary. Guys. 334 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:20,000 Speaker 1: I also had some issues with my vision, so my 335 00:21:20,119 --> 00:21:24,879 Speaker 1: vision would go every single morning I wake up with 336 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:32,040 Speaker 1: puffy eyes. I do have like, what's it called, like 337 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:35,639 Speaker 1: seasonal Oh my god, what's the word? Is that what 338 00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:39,959 Speaker 1: I'm talking about? Hay fever? That's it. I do have 339 00:21:40,040 --> 00:21:42,920 Speaker 1: like seasonal hay fever where I get like itchy eyes 340 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:45,600 Speaker 1: and stuff. But like I'm waking up with like kind 341 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:49,800 Speaker 1: of weird, puffy, bloodshot eyes most days and I have 342 00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:54,760 Speaker 1: to use eye drops. Slow healing of wounds, so I 343 00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:59,080 Speaker 1: had an adult acne, which is also a symptom, and 344 00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:02,760 Speaker 1: just my scars, I've literally had them since the start 345 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:04,919 Speaker 1: of the year, and I do like a lot of 346 00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:08,160 Speaker 1: like attention to them. I have a really good oil 347 00:22:08,240 --> 00:22:12,280 Speaker 1: I use, and they're just like not healing. And I've 348 00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:18,280 Speaker 1: had acne scars before and they healed so well. Temperature intolerance, 349 00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:23,280 Speaker 1: so I am super cold temperature. I'm really and that's 350 00:22:23,320 --> 00:22:27,440 Speaker 1: obviously to do with the underactive thyroid, but I'm like, 351 00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:30,879 Speaker 1: like it was funny at Beachmont this weekend. We haven't 352 00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:34,840 Speaker 1: got the air con in store yet, and we were 353 00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:37,919 Speaker 1: upstairs and Tim was like so hot he had to 354 00:22:37,920 --> 00:22:41,080 Speaker 1: go downstairs and sleep in the air con on the couch. 355 00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:44,080 Speaker 1: And I did not even find it hot. And it 356 00:22:44,160 --> 00:22:46,159 Speaker 1: was one of the hottest like nights we've had so 357 00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:49,000 Speaker 1: far this year, and I like didn't feel the temperature 358 00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:54,320 Speaker 1: at all because my body temperature is so cold. Estrogen 359 00:22:54,440 --> 00:23:01,280 Speaker 1: progesterone imbalances which I have, and then I have had 360 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:08,040 Speaker 1: a gastro intestinal and digestive issues. I have loose stools yi, 361 00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:11,920 Speaker 1: and then also I've experienced some headaches and dizziness and 362 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:19,000 Speaker 1: migraines and also my thyroid symptoms and depression and anxiety. 363 00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:23,000 Speaker 1: So that's what I mean, Like the symptoms are a lot, 364 00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:25,520 Speaker 1: but like I have and that's a big thing too, 365 00:23:25,640 --> 00:23:28,760 Speaker 1: is I do take my health very seriously, and I 366 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:33,200 Speaker 1: have been like working with natural pass working with endochronologists, 367 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:36,440 Speaker 1: like working with doctors all year, and like no one 368 00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:39,520 Speaker 1: can figure my shit out and it's just so frustrating. 369 00:23:41,240 --> 00:23:45,160 Speaker 1: So basically, the course of causes sorry of breast implants 370 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:51,440 Speaker 1: is like they stimulate a chronic foreign body inflammation inflammation 371 00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:57,199 Speaker 1: inflammatory wow response. So basically, guys in to put it in, 372 00:23:57,280 --> 00:24:00,280 Speaker 1: to put it into layman terms, if you can imagine, like, 373 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:03,439 Speaker 1: you know, getting a splinter. The first couple of days, 374 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:06,840 Speaker 1: it's like a bit puffy and gross, and then your 375 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:10,920 Speaker 1: skin will literally push the splinter out because it does 376 00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:13,760 Speaker 1: not want it in the body. And so you can 377 00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:17,800 Speaker 1: imagine if you have these, you know, foreign objects in 378 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:22,240 Speaker 1: your body, and your body is just fighting to get 379 00:24:22,320 --> 00:24:25,119 Speaker 1: rid of them, and nothing is killing them, nothing is 380 00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:27,800 Speaker 1: getting rid of them. And that's like a huge thing 381 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:33,280 Speaker 1: is My test results showed my antibodies were extremely high, 382 00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:37,160 Speaker 1: like over the thousands range, which a normal human would 383 00:24:37,200 --> 00:24:39,800 Speaker 1: only have around one hundred, and I'm like in the thousands. 384 00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:45,160 Speaker 1: So that means that my body is like attacking itself 385 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:50,400 Speaker 1: and currently it's attacking my thyroid and so basically, and 386 00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:54,480 Speaker 1: it's not necessarily like a quick thing. So some girls 387 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:58,119 Speaker 1: will get implants and they'll literally see symptoms straight away 388 00:24:58,160 --> 00:25:01,159 Speaker 1: and get them out, whereas other people it will be 389 00:25:01,359 --> 00:25:04,360 Speaker 1: over time. So that's another thing. I was like, oh, 390 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:07,000 Speaker 1: I've had my implants for seven years, Like surely wouldn't 391 00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,320 Speaker 1: I have noticed this like years and years ago? Which 392 00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:10,639 Speaker 1: is funny because I did have a lot of the 393 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:13,760 Speaker 1: symptoms years ago, but just not as serious. But it 394 00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:16,560 Speaker 1: almost it can be kind of like a slow burn 395 00:25:16,800 --> 00:25:19,280 Speaker 1: of your body, just like not dealing with it and 396 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:23,360 Speaker 1: being really run down and really diminished over the years. 397 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: It really like weakens the immune system, which then basically 398 00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:31,840 Speaker 1: everything just goes to shit, and so it is really 399 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:35,720 Speaker 1: hard to identify breast implant illness. You can get a 400 00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:39,200 Speaker 1: scan done and see if your breasts have ruptured, which 401 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:41,640 Speaker 1: is like a huge like you need to get them 402 00:25:41,640 --> 00:25:43,919 Speaker 1: out right now. But then, like I said at the 403 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:48,439 Speaker 1: start of the episode, like sometimes they don't. They don't ruptured, 404 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:51,439 Speaker 1: and it's just your body saying hey, no, we're not 405 00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:56,520 Speaker 1: doing this. So yeah, that's kind of the overall like 406 00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:58,480 Speaker 1: I said, like I am, I'm not gonna lie like 407 00:25:58,560 --> 00:26:01,760 Speaker 1: I'm a little bit scared. It's, you know, a huge thing. 408 00:26:01,920 --> 00:26:04,960 Speaker 1: I've had these implants for seven years. They do feel, 409 00:26:05,000 --> 00:26:08,320 Speaker 1: you know, a part of me, and there's no guarantee 410 00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:10,679 Speaker 1: that if I get them out I will feel better. 411 00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:14,359 Speaker 1: But I'm just I'm to that point guys, and like 412 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:17,879 Speaker 1: I said, like, oh, gone of the days. I really 413 00:26:18,160 --> 00:26:22,600 Speaker 1: couldn't give two shits if I have you know, big 414 00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:26,000 Speaker 1: boobs or like, to be completely honest, when I was younger, 415 00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:28,400 Speaker 1: I did it because I felt super out of proportion 416 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,720 Speaker 1: other people were doing it. I just got an older boyfriend, 417 00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:35,119 Speaker 1: aka Tim, and I almost felt like a bit of 418 00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:38,240 Speaker 1: pressure from society to look a certain way and be 419 00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:42,840 Speaker 1: a certain sort of woman and to feel womanly. But like, honestly, 420 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:47,159 Speaker 1: like fuck that, Like I'm just not interested, and like 421 00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:51,480 Speaker 1: I personally, you know, Verne's different. I personally don't like 422 00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,119 Speaker 1: the fake boob look. Like I don't like when you 423 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:57,600 Speaker 1: can see a girl and she's just got massive boltons. 424 00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:59,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, I just I don't know. I don't 425 00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:02,840 Speaker 1: enjoy and I don't like the feeling of big boobs, 426 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:05,200 Speaker 1: Like there has been so many times that I've had 427 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:08,840 Speaker 1: my boobs and I just feel super uncomfortable because they're like, 428 00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,439 Speaker 1: I don't know, they just don't feel like mine. And 429 00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:14,080 Speaker 1: I'm just to the point where I'm like, I'm so 430 00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:18,280 Speaker 1: over trying to change my body and make, you know, 431 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:22,159 Speaker 1: fit a certain ideal to fit in with society. Like 432 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,520 Speaker 1: I'm just I'm not interested. I'm gonna be Georgie. I'm 433 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:28,080 Speaker 1: gonna do my own thing. I want to heal my body. 434 00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:30,480 Speaker 1: I just want to get back to a point of 435 00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:35,439 Speaker 1: feeling myself and getting better, and if that means I 436 00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:41,439 Speaker 1: have small boobies, then amazing. I welcome it so much. Yeah, 437 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:44,720 Speaker 1: so ah, bit of a bloody life update for you. 438 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:49,959 Speaker 1: I did do a YouTube video of logging my you know, 439 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: my week that I found out about my miscarriage, and 440 00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:56,400 Speaker 1: then I which would already be out, and I'll link 441 00:27:56,400 --> 00:27:58,600 Speaker 1: in the show notes if you want to watch that. 442 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:04,400 Speaker 1: And then also I am vlogging my explant experience this 443 00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 1: week too, so that will be up on YouTube. But yeah, 444 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:10,879 Speaker 1: I just wanted to check in, and like I said, 445 00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:14,280 Speaker 1: I'm just sending so much love to anyone going through 446 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:19,320 Speaker 1: something serious similar right now. It is not easy, but 447 00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:22,320 Speaker 1: you are not alone and we are strong. Thank you 448 00:28:22,359 --> 00:28:25,040 Speaker 1: so much for listening. Guys. Oh wait, before I go, 449 00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:29,000 Speaker 1: we are just going to take a week break with 450 00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:33,800 Speaker 1: the podcast for very obvious reasons, so we won't have 451 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:37,080 Speaker 1: two episodes next week, but we will be back in 452 00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:41,080 Speaker 1: your ears the week after on the Tuesday with an 453 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:45,520 Speaker 1: interview and then of course a solo PEP talk. But yeah, 454 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:47,920 Speaker 1: I'm gonna love and leave you. I hope you all 455 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,800 Speaker 1: have an amazing weekend and I'll check in with you 456 00:28:50,840 --> 00:29:00,560 Speaker 1: guys a bit later. Thank you bye. And I don't 457 00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:04,760 Speaker 1: my lay sis sing say it all go. 458 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:10,680 Speaker 2: I know that I don't even know how because I 459 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:15,280 Speaker 2: can't barfi the music plea so sers a that goes 460 00:29:15,360 --> 00:29:18,520 Speaker 2: surried along, and that I must don't get people