WEBVTT - How I'm starting a new chapter + manifesting our new house 🏡🤯 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:04.600 The Rising Conquer Podcast acknowledges the traditional custodians of the 0:00:04.680 --> 0:00:08.320 land which this episode is being recorded, the Yugen Bear region. 0:00:08.920 --> 0:00:13.320 We further acknowledge country throughout Australia and their connections to land, 0:00:13.520 --> 0:00:16.840 sea and community. We pay our respect to their elders 0:00:16.960 --> 0:00:20.880 past and present and extend that respect to all Aboriginal 0:00:20.960 --> 0:00:34.159 and terrestrid Islander peoples. Today. Hello and welcome back to 0:00:34.200 --> 0:00:37.360 the Rise and Conquer Podcasts. This is the podcast for 0:00:37.560 --> 0:00:50.760 ordinary people who want to do extraordinary things. Guys, I 0:00:50.800 --> 0:00:55.000 am jumping in your ears today. Wait, hello, welcome to 0:00:55.000 --> 0:01:02.240 the Rising podcast. I am a weird today. I'm feeling 0:01:02.320 --> 0:01:05.040 good and fired up, but also just like so much 0:01:05.040 --> 0:01:09.280 shit has gone wrong today. For example, as I'm recording, 0:01:09.560 --> 0:01:12.560 I have like a very important fitness shoot happening tomorrow, 0:01:13.040 --> 0:01:15.800 and I woke up with a cold saw you know, 0:01:16.160 --> 0:01:19.520 during the week, I just can tell I'm about to 0:01:19.520 --> 0:01:22.840 get my periods, So I'm like so bloated and just 0:01:22.880 --> 0:01:26.759 like I feel fucking gross, literally about to shoot a 0:01:26.800 --> 0:01:30.200 fitness campaign and I feel like a potato. So that's good. 0:01:30.319 --> 0:01:33.720 But anyway, lucky you guys know, I am not perfect 0:01:33.920 --> 0:01:37.880 and I am a bit of a potato sometimes, so 0:01:38.000 --> 0:01:40.840 that's fine. Oh yeah. And then came to the warehouse 0:01:40.959 --> 0:01:44.600 and the warehouse had flooded. So love that for me. 0:01:45.200 --> 0:01:48.320 I read on my stories the universe is testing me, 0:01:48.600 --> 0:01:53.000 and I love it. Challenge accepted, Universe. I can fucking 0:01:53.040 --> 0:01:58.200 take this shit all day, so come at me, but 0:01:58.320 --> 0:02:01.600 also to knock come at me anymore, Oh my god. 0:02:01.640 --> 0:02:03.960 And then just to top everything off, I did get 0:02:04.040 --> 0:02:06.240 news that we may not be able to go on 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:10.880 our holiday next week. So look, Georgie is having a day, 0:02:11.200 --> 0:02:13.600 but she's still coming at you with an airpi. She's 0:02:13.639 --> 0:02:17.120 still feeling good. Not gonna let that shit bring me down. 0:02:17.600 --> 0:02:21.000 And I apologize for the swearing. This tends to happen 0:02:21.040 --> 0:02:23.080 when I get fired up, so I will hope to 0:02:23.320 --> 0:02:26.000 tame that. I apologize if you've got kidnies in the car. 0:02:26.560 --> 0:02:29.680 But welcome to the potty guys. It is our Friday. EP. 0:02:30.120 --> 0:02:34.160 We aren't answering any ques today, No Georgie's hotline. We've 0:02:34.200 --> 0:02:37.320 gone a bit rogue during this enrollment. A tear is 0:02:37.360 --> 0:02:41.880 away in Dubai, the Lucky Bish. So we're just yeah, 0:02:41.960 --> 0:02:45.680 we're doing fucking We're doing stuff a bit differently, so 0:02:45.800 --> 0:02:49.919 bear with me. Once I get back from holidays next week, 0:02:50.120 --> 0:02:53.280 things should go back to normal. So love that for me, 0:02:54.000 --> 0:02:56.720 and love that for the podcast. But for now, you 0:02:56.760 --> 0:02:59.360 guys can just relish in this shit show that is 0:02:59.480 --> 0:03:05.320 my life. So today's episode, I wanted to chat about 0:03:05.560 --> 0:03:08.840 what I will be focusing on in the Rise and 0:03:08.919 --> 0:03:13.080 Concer Project. So, as you guys know, the RNC project 0:03:13.240 --> 0:03:16.120 is open for enrollment if you're listening in real time, 0:03:16.360 --> 0:03:20.440 it closes very soon, so if you are thinking about it, 0:03:21.080 --> 0:03:24.880 do not wait, stop self sabotaging and join us. You 0:03:24.919 --> 0:03:30.560 will never regret investing in your future self investing in 0:03:30.600 --> 0:03:34.720 your personal development because as humans, we are meant to grow. 0:03:34.840 --> 0:03:40.720 We are meant to develop and learn and become different people. 0:03:40.840 --> 0:03:43.440 Like I think, possibly the worst thing in my life 0:03:43.720 --> 0:03:47.080 is if I was to die, you know, and then 0:03:47.120 --> 0:03:49.920 look back and thought, wow, I just did not grow 0:03:49.960 --> 0:03:52.560 as a human. And that's why, even if you've listened 0:03:52.600 --> 0:03:55.360 to this podcast for a very long time, you would 0:03:55.400 --> 0:03:58.520 notice I've changed as a human, and I hope I do, 0:03:58.680 --> 0:04:03.640 because I'm constantly growing, I'm constantly learning, I'm constantly investing 0:04:03.760 --> 0:04:08.120 in me and myself, and you just will never regret that. 0:04:08.280 --> 0:04:11.200 So that was a rant, but yes, come and join us. 0:04:11.320 --> 0:04:14.720 I'm so excited about this round. So every single round, 0:04:15.080 --> 0:04:17.000 and it's called a live round because we have a 0:04:17.040 --> 0:04:19.720 Facebook group for the seven weeks where you can pop 0:04:19.760 --> 0:04:22.600 in any questions chaut to everyone else doing it, and 0:04:22.640 --> 0:04:25.520 we do have three live calls. And it doesn't matter 0:04:25.560 --> 0:04:27.800 if you can't join us for the live calls because 0:04:28.279 --> 0:04:31.280 I give you forty eight hours notice and you can 0:04:31.320 --> 0:04:33.599 put in a question if you cannot make it live, 0:04:34.040 --> 0:04:37.520 and then everything is saved and recorded, so don't stress 0:04:37.520 --> 0:04:40.760 if you can't make it live. So every single round 0:04:40.960 --> 0:04:43.239 I do the project with you guys, where I literally 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:47.440 watch the training video to the workbook and the meditation 0:04:47.720 --> 0:04:49.920 like all my own stuff. I know it's weird, but 0:04:50.279 --> 0:04:54.000 it works, guys, So and why keep doing it is 0:04:54.120 --> 0:04:57.520 because and I say this, like, this is something you 0:04:57.600 --> 0:05:00.760 will use for the rest of your lif life. I'm 0:05:00.760 --> 0:05:03.239 not gonna lie. I probably don't need to be doing 0:05:03.279 --> 0:05:05.279 the modules and doing the work book. I know this 0:05:05.360 --> 0:05:07.560 formula off by heart that I can kind of just 0:05:07.600 --> 0:05:11.200 intuitively do it, but I do, like, you know, doing 0:05:11.240 --> 0:05:13.880 it properly, and that's just so I'm on the same 0:05:14.160 --> 0:05:17.840 vibe as you, guys. As we are going through the projects, 0:05:17.880 --> 0:05:20.599 so you know, when I'm answering questions and stuff, I'm 0:05:20.640 --> 0:05:23.520 like on the same vibe, just because the vibe is very, 0:05:23.760 --> 0:05:26.880 very high. So I always do the project with you, 0:05:27.000 --> 0:05:31.680 and each time I am obviously using it for something 0:05:31.960 --> 0:05:35.760 specific for me. So you know previous rounds, I remember 0:05:35.760 --> 0:05:37.880 one round it's like I wanted to get my car, 0:05:38.040 --> 0:05:40.400 and then another round it was like about beachmon on 0:05:40.440 --> 0:05:43.440 a holiday house, and then it was about like my 0:05:43.520 --> 0:05:47.080 pregnancies and you know, being a certain sort of pregnant 0:05:47.120 --> 0:05:51.000 person and business and blah blah blah. And I've had 0:05:51.120 --> 0:05:54.000 a couple of dms of people being like, what are 0:05:54.040 --> 0:05:57.080 you manifesting? What are you attracting this year? And so 0:05:57.200 --> 0:06:00.880 I thought, guys, I'll do a little pottyep on this. Also, guys, 0:06:00.960 --> 0:06:05.440 if you're previous alumni, so someone who's previously done a 0:06:05.480 --> 0:06:09.240 live round, and you're like, I've got big goals the 0:06:09.279 --> 0:06:11.560 rest of twenty twenty two. I need to join this 0:06:11.640 --> 0:06:14.520 live round because honestly, the Facebook group is one of 0:06:14.600 --> 0:06:16.800 my favorite parts of the project while it is, and 0:06:16.839 --> 0:06:20.480 it's because everyone in there is so serious about their 0:06:20.480 --> 0:06:22.920 self development. They're so serious about you know what they 0:06:22.960 --> 0:06:26.200 want and finding clarity and finding themselves. It's just like 0:06:26.320 --> 0:06:28.719 such a beautiful place to be because I often find 0:06:28.760 --> 0:06:31.560 when I'm doing self development it is hard to talk 0:06:31.600 --> 0:06:34.160 to people who like are not doing the same things. 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:36.680 Like sometimes I'll try and chat to Tim and I 0:06:36.839 --> 0:06:39.280 just like can tell he thinks I'm like fucking crazy, 0:06:40.200 --> 0:06:43.360 and I go, hmmm, I'll go into the Facebook group instead, 0:06:43.560 --> 0:06:45.880 or like I'll talk to someone who's on my level. 0:06:45.960 --> 0:06:48.839 So it's really beautiful. And it's actually a really beautiful 0:06:48.880 --> 0:06:52.440 place if you're someone who doesn't have friends who are 0:06:52.520 --> 0:06:55.240 into this sort of stuff, because you'll be able to 0:06:55.480 --> 0:06:58.599 really chat to other people and flourish. And also after 0:06:58.640 --> 0:07:01.560 the project, I see so much many people like meeting 0:07:01.640 --> 0:07:05.240 up and you know, doing groups and yeah, it's it's amazing. 0:07:05.279 --> 0:07:08.279 It's my favorite thing. So if you're someone from a 0:07:08.320 --> 0:07:11.040 previous round who wants to join this live round just 0:07:11.040 --> 0:07:14.640 for their energy, we are making that happen this round, 0:07:14.640 --> 0:07:18.360 So just d M the Rise and Conker Project Instagram 0:07:18.880 --> 0:07:21.400 and we will give you all the details for that. 0:07:22.160 --> 0:07:27.960 But yes, my goals, so I'm I'm very excited to 0:07:28.000 --> 0:07:30.640 chat about this. So I've actually got two goals that 0:07:30.800 --> 0:07:35.440 I thought I was focusing on in the project, And 0:07:35.560 --> 0:07:38.520 this is often something that happens to a lot of people. 0:07:38.640 --> 0:07:41.880 They will message me and you know, because enrollment usually 0:07:41.920 --> 0:07:44.560 goes for two weeks and then we actually start and 0:07:44.600 --> 0:07:46.240 a lot of people will be like, well, I was 0:07:46.280 --> 0:07:50.679 actually manifesting this thing, and literally even before it started, 0:07:50.840 --> 0:07:54.680 it came to fruition or you know, something happened that 0:07:54.920 --> 0:07:57.480 you know, change their mind or I don't know, just 0:07:57.520 --> 0:08:00.240 like crazy spiritual woo woo stuff where you're like, well, 0:08:00.680 --> 0:08:05.240 that is not a coincidence. And so my first material 0:08:05.360 --> 0:08:07.960 goal and I often like to do like more of 0:08:08.000 --> 0:08:12.720 a physical material abundance goal, whether that is a material 0:08:12.720 --> 0:08:16.800 thing like a car, house, you know, a certain figure 0:08:17.040 --> 0:08:20.480 month I want to make, and then I will do 0:08:20.600 --> 0:08:23.840 more of a like self development goal that is more 0:08:23.840 --> 0:08:26.760 about like who I am and what I want from 0:08:26.840 --> 0:08:29.440 an inner level. I like to have both goals, but 0:08:29.640 --> 0:08:32.319 I know other people do different stuff, but that's personally 0:08:32.400 --> 0:08:35.440 what I like. So my first goal that I was 0:08:35.480 --> 0:08:39.840 really like focusing on the project was to manifest our 0:08:40.160 --> 0:08:43.559 dream family home. So if you have me on Instagram, 0:08:43.840 --> 0:08:47.400 I have been talking about like this whole since we 0:08:47.760 --> 0:08:52.440 gave birth, to iv we realize how noisy our house is, 0:08:52.720 --> 0:08:55.000 and that's just because we live on a main road. 0:08:55.520 --> 0:08:58.920 And before Ivy, we're just you know, a couple and 0:08:58.960 --> 0:09:01.480 we just like, I don't know, I literally never noticed, 0:09:01.640 --> 0:09:04.760 never cared, had Ivy and you're trying to get her 0:09:04.800 --> 0:09:08.640 to sleep and then she like wakes up. And there's 0:09:08.640 --> 0:09:11.280 also lots of construction happening down the road for these 0:09:11.320 --> 0:09:13.400 like big apartments, so it's going to be happening for 0:09:13.480 --> 0:09:17.120 like at least a year. And we have big trucks 0:09:17.160 --> 0:09:21.600 go pass. We have so much traffic and I just 0:09:21.679 --> 0:09:25.520 cannot not hear it now. And so also another thing 0:09:25.640 --> 0:09:28.480 is we actually we live in like a juplex. It 0:09:28.559 --> 0:09:31.040 looks like a house from the front, but it's actually 0:09:31.080 --> 0:09:34.760 like a juplex where there's another house attached from the back, 0:09:34.840 --> 0:09:38.280 but we have like our own driveway and it's like 0:09:38.400 --> 0:09:41.599 so big and spacious, and I love it. And it's Hampton's. 0:09:41.640 --> 0:09:43.960 It was what was on my vision board and it 0:09:44.040 --> 0:09:47.200 served us so well for the three years we lived there. 0:09:47.559 --> 0:09:50.280 But just recently, I've just since Ivy, I've had this 0:09:50.440 --> 0:09:53.559 like intuitive pool where I was like, I really want 0:09:53.600 --> 0:09:56.360 a family home where we're not on a main road. 0:09:56.559 --> 0:10:01.319 We're away from business. It's just so she can stop 0:10:01.360 --> 0:10:03.840 waking up from her naps. But then also for her, 0:10:04.000 --> 0:10:06.400 so we don't have we have a small backyard, which 0:10:06.480 --> 0:10:09.000 was fine for the dogs. I want like a backyard 0:10:09.040 --> 0:10:11.880 for Ivy to be able to play in and for 0:10:12.000 --> 0:10:14.560 me not to be worried that, you know, if she 0:10:14.880 --> 0:10:16.880 was to go out the front, you know, in a 0:10:16.960 --> 0:10:19.560 main road, obviously it's dangerous and that sort of thing. 0:10:20.240 --> 0:10:25.240 So I started really kind of letting myself imagine what 0:10:25.320 --> 0:10:27.640 sort of house we wanted. So it was very much 0:10:27.880 --> 0:10:32.640 the things that it needed to tick was quiet. Oh 0:10:32.679 --> 0:10:36.760 and then I was really battling internally about either being 0:10:37.000 --> 0:10:40.520 really close to the beach, like my absolute dream goal 0:10:40.679 --> 0:10:42.679 is to like live on the beach where you literally 0:10:42.760 --> 0:10:45.680 walk outside of your you know, kitchen onto the sand 0:10:46.280 --> 0:10:48.120 just because you guys know, like the beach is like 0:10:48.200 --> 0:10:50.360 my happy place. I don't know, it just it does. 0:10:50.480 --> 0:10:53.120 It does things to me. But then I also had 0:10:53.120 --> 0:10:55.800 this weird thing where I was like, I would love 0:10:55.840 --> 0:10:57.840 to live on acreage and I just love to see 0:10:58.040 --> 0:11:02.160 greenery and like that, and it's very much you know, 0:11:02.440 --> 0:11:06.600 the quiet and just seeing trees and birds and I 0:11:06.600 --> 0:11:08.400 feel like when you do become a parent, like you 0:11:08.480 --> 0:11:11.720 really do crave that like sanctuary and so like, I 0:11:11.760 --> 0:11:14.400 had this long list of what I needed this house 0:11:14.440 --> 0:11:18.680 to be like. And I also just like wasn't rushed. 0:11:18.920 --> 0:11:22.240 I was just like, because I am so specific, I'm 0:11:22.240 --> 0:11:24.800 gonna wait. Also, the market a bit crazy at the moment, 0:11:24.920 --> 0:11:27.800 so I'm gonna wait. This doesn't have to happen at 0:11:27.800 --> 0:11:31.280 a specific time, but I'm just gonna like let it flow. 0:11:31.600 --> 0:11:34.720 So that's what we had been like looking for. I 0:11:34.840 --> 0:11:39.559 had been manifesting, and then we actually did find somewhere. 0:11:39.880 --> 0:11:43.480 And it's a weird manifesting story. And I've said it 0:11:43.520 --> 0:11:45.880 in a previous podcast, so I'm gonna get Jane me 0:11:46.160 --> 0:11:48.640 to quickly insert it here so I don't have to 0:11:48.679 --> 0:11:53.959 like tell you guys again. But this weird thing happen 0:11:54.120 --> 0:11:57.280 when I always look at real estate dot Com on 0:11:57.440 --> 0:12:02.800 houses and whatnot, and I save properties and then so 0:12:02.840 --> 0:12:05.320 I can see how much they then sell for, even 0:12:05.360 --> 0:12:07.320 if like I'm not going to buy that property, because 0:12:07.320 --> 0:12:09.680 I'm just like just out of curiosity, yes, so curious 0:12:09.720 --> 0:12:12.160 with the market, especially at the moment because it's fucking crazy. 0:12:12.200 --> 0:12:16.839 I've stopped looking at real was giving you exciting and 0:12:17.360 --> 0:12:19.959 this house sold two years ago. Like, this is how 0:12:19.960 --> 0:12:21.839 long I've been on real estate dot Com looking at 0:12:21.840 --> 0:12:25.960 our next family house because I'm a psycho and I 0:12:26.080 --> 0:12:29.400 just had this weirdest fuck feeling. I just feel like 0:12:29.440 --> 0:12:32.280 this is my house. I just feel like this is 0:12:32.320 --> 0:12:34.560 my house. And I've been obsessed with it since it 0:12:34.600 --> 0:12:36.520 was on real estate dot Com. But when it was 0:12:36.640 --> 0:12:38.400 up on real estate dot com two years ago, when 0:12:38.440 --> 0:12:40.079 it was actually for sale, like there's no way I 0:12:40.080 --> 0:12:42.360 could afford it, yeah, but I'm just like, I just 0:12:42.400 --> 0:12:45.120 feel like this is my house. This is so weird. Anyway, 0:12:45.400 --> 0:12:48.439 I text the agent and I'm like, hey, the one 0:12:48.440 --> 0:12:50.800 who sold it two years ago. Yes, yeah, because his 0:12:50.880 --> 0:12:53.040 details are on that. So I text him and I'm like, hey, 0:12:53.520 --> 0:12:55.839 this house blah blah blah. Can you text the owner 0:12:56.080 --> 0:12:58.880 and ask if they would be interested in selling the house? 0:12:59.160 --> 0:13:04.400 They said yes, So he takes his back and he's like, yes, 0:13:04.760 --> 0:13:07.600 but it would have to be overs off blah blah blah. 0:13:07.640 --> 0:13:09.720 You know, fucking they want top dollar, of course, but 0:13:09.800 --> 0:13:13.760 that is the market. Yeah. Anyway, so we go look 0:13:13.800 --> 0:13:16.560 at this house. I step in the door and I'm like, 0:13:16.800 --> 0:13:21.880 this is my and this is my house. And like 0:13:22.040 --> 0:13:23.480 we went and had to look at it a couple 0:13:23.520 --> 0:13:26.160 of times, like twice, and I was like, this is 0:13:26.160 --> 0:13:29.080 my fucking house, and we this belongs to me. To 0:13:29.120 --> 0:13:33.720 get yourself literally, And we even went into negotiations and 0:13:33.760 --> 0:13:37.040 I can read on a price and then the owner 0:13:37.559 --> 0:13:41.160 pulled out and said, so even got too a prize 0:13:41.200 --> 0:13:43.120 and they're like, yeah, we're happy to sell for this 0:13:43.320 --> 0:13:46.400 blah blah blah. Like we were negotiating and then the 0:13:46.440 --> 0:13:50.720 owner goes, oh, actually we don't want to sell anymore. Stop. 0:13:50.880 --> 0:13:54.080 It was a rollercoaster. I don't know. I just and 0:13:54.120 --> 0:13:57.440 I could be totally wrong on this, but I still 0:13:57.480 --> 0:14:01.320 think that's our house. And I'm thinking, either in the 0:14:01.360 --> 0:14:03.920 future they're gonna call me and they're gonna go, hey, 0:14:03.920 --> 0:14:07.160 we're ready to sell now, yeah, you know, or something's 0:14:07.160 --> 0:14:09.679 gonna happen, or like the neighbor's house is gonna pop up. 0:14:09.720 --> 0:14:13.880 But for some reason I had the guided step to 0:14:13.960 --> 0:14:17.480 text that agent to go through that house. Or it's 0:14:17.520 --> 0:14:20.680 either a house pops up and we jump on it 0:14:20.720 --> 0:14:23.720 so fast because I know the feeling, or yeah, I 0:14:23.760 --> 0:14:27.320 don't know, for some reason that was meant to happen. 0:14:27.560 --> 0:14:31.000 But like me, like Tim was really sad and I 0:14:31.080 --> 0:14:32.960 just said to him, I don't know, like I'm not 0:14:33.080 --> 0:14:36.840 sad because I don't know that was all meant to happen. 0:14:37.040 --> 0:14:39.160 I still have this feeling like that as a house 0:14:39.520 --> 0:14:42.400 and it either comes to us later on or something 0:14:42.680 --> 0:14:49.840 better is happening. So as you can tell, like super weird, 0:14:50.080 --> 0:14:52.880 super woo wo. How weird is it that I literally 0:14:53.000 --> 0:14:56.120 text the agent and was like, do they want to sell? 0:14:56.480 --> 0:14:59.400 I have never done this, like it's that was the 0:14:59.440 --> 0:15:03.880 only house, so I did it for anyway, long story, 0:15:03.920 --> 0:15:07.040 short bit of an update. I can't actually remember what 0:15:07.080 --> 0:15:09.360 I said, but I'm pretty sure I was like, I 0:15:09.480 --> 0:15:11.720 just feel like this is our house, and one way 0:15:11.840 --> 0:15:13.880 of another it's going to come through or it's going 0:15:13.960 --> 0:15:19.600 to be like a very key step. So the owners 0:15:19.760 --> 0:15:24.920 have come back and it is back on, and I 0:15:25.160 --> 0:15:28.520 just like when I heard, so it's happened very recently. 0:15:28.800 --> 0:15:31.760 It's back on and things are in the work. It's 0:15:31.800 --> 0:15:35.120 not fully ours yet, but it's basically ours, Like it's 0:15:35.120 --> 0:15:38.520 basically a done deal because I'm very certain we can, 0:15:38.600 --> 0:15:40.440 you know, get the finance and stuff because we were 0:15:40.440 --> 0:15:44.640 pre approved, so basically a done deal. We are moving 0:15:44.840 --> 0:15:47.280 into our dream house towards the end of the year. 0:15:47.840 --> 0:15:50.000 It is going to be a longer settlement, so you 0:15:50.040 --> 0:15:52.560 guys won't hear about it, you know, too often. And 0:15:52.600 --> 0:15:55.400 I like, I haven't even told any of our friends 0:15:55.480 --> 0:15:58.280 or anything like that, because I just like I do. 0:15:58.400 --> 0:16:00.240 It's like I don't really tell people about what I'm 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:02.800 trying to manifest. I very much like internalize it and 0:16:02.840 --> 0:16:06.160 don't let anyone, like, you know, tell me otherwise. But 0:16:06.880 --> 0:16:10.200 can you guys believe it? I just I don't know. 0:16:10.360 --> 0:16:13.200 I just feel so weird about it, how it happened. 0:16:13.640 --> 0:16:17.760 It just it feels so like serendipity vibes, and it's 0:16:17.920 --> 0:16:21.560 just like the most perfect place for us because not 0:16:21.720 --> 0:16:25.200 only does so it's not you don't walk out on 0:16:25.240 --> 0:16:29.600 the beach, but here is here's the bloody kicker. So 0:16:29.880 --> 0:16:33.680 it does have like you can see the ocean from 0:16:33.960 --> 0:16:36.360 you know, the kitchen and the bedroom, so it's like 0:16:36.480 --> 0:16:41.720 got ocean views. But it is up in the mountains, 0:16:42.000 --> 0:16:44.400 not really in mountains. It's like on a hill and 0:16:44.880 --> 0:16:48.920 there is a nature reserve beside it, so you see 0:16:48.960 --> 0:16:51.800 the ocean when you look out of the kitchen, and 0:16:51.840 --> 0:16:57.120 then beside you is literally like a rainforest and you 0:16:57.160 --> 0:17:02.320 can still walk to the beach, Like, excuse me, I, 0:17:02.320 --> 0:17:04.840 I just it's so crazy because it's like I had 0:17:04.880 --> 0:17:07.359 these ones and I had this internal battle where I 0:17:07.400 --> 0:17:09.720 was like, well, you won't be able to walk to 0:17:09.760 --> 0:17:12.440 the beach if you want to be in nature because 0:17:12.480 --> 0:17:16.720 where we live, it's just it's so highly populated that 0:17:16.840 --> 0:17:19.679 the houses close to the beach are usually small blocks 0:17:19.720 --> 0:17:21.520 and you're just you're not going to get like, you know, 0:17:21.600 --> 0:17:25.200 acreage close to the beach. And so I really had 0:17:25.200 --> 0:17:30.879 this weird moment like before when I, you know, text 0:17:30.960 --> 0:17:33.840 the agent obviously, you know, before we found this house. 0:17:33.840 --> 0:17:35.399 But I had this weird moment when I was like, 0:17:35.960 --> 0:17:38.639 you know what, we get to have our dream house 0:17:38.800 --> 0:17:41.320 and we get to tick all the boxes and even 0:17:41.400 --> 0:17:44.720 though it doesn't make sense, I don't care. It gets 0:17:44.800 --> 0:17:47.080 to happen for me. Even if it takes five years, 0:17:47.160 --> 0:17:50.000 I don't care. It gets to happen. And it's just 0:17:50.080 --> 0:17:53.520 so crazy how this house literally it does need a 0:17:53.520 --> 0:17:56.680 little bit of a renovation, so that's fine, but it's 0:17:56.760 --> 0:17:59.800 just it's crazy how it's like ticking boxes and just 0:18:00.080 --> 0:18:02.639 it's worked out in the weirdest way, and it is 0:18:02.680 --> 0:18:06.320 so perfect for us. So yeah, crazy, I'm still like, 0:18:06.560 --> 0:18:09.040 I'm so excited and happy, guys, but I just had 0:18:09.040 --> 0:18:12.680 to share with you because how weird. Oh my god, 0:18:12.680 --> 0:18:16.159 I love manifestation and I love all this shit. So 0:18:16.280 --> 0:18:18.800 that's an update. So not really having to do that 0:18:18.880 --> 0:18:22.840 in the protect, but this now brings me to what 0:18:23.119 --> 0:18:27.399 I will actually be focusing on in this seven weeks. So, 0:18:27.840 --> 0:18:31.040 as you guys know, at the end of last year, 0:18:31.200 --> 0:18:35.199 I had an ivy girl, and just I've said this 0:18:35.280 --> 0:18:38.960 so many times, like the transition from not having a 0:18:38.960 --> 0:18:42.000 baby to having your first baby is literally the biggest 0:18:42.040 --> 0:18:45.360 life shock I have ever gone through, and it has 0:18:45.520 --> 0:18:49.399 obviously changed my life and it's really changed who I 0:18:49.440 --> 0:18:52.800 am as a person. And I read something beautiful the 0:18:52.840 --> 0:18:56.160 other day about like motherhood really being this death of 0:18:56.440 --> 0:19:00.560 your old self and a rebirth of your new yourself 0:19:00.600 --> 0:19:03.040 as a mother and basically what life will look like 0:19:03.080 --> 0:19:06.280 from here on out, and it is it's so beautiful 0:19:06.280 --> 0:19:08.400 to think of it that way, because it can often 0:19:08.600 --> 0:19:12.600 feel not sad, but just like it is really crazy 0:19:12.640 --> 0:19:15.080 because you know, if you think about me, for twenty 0:19:15.080 --> 0:19:17.920 seven years, I've lived my life a certain way, I've 0:19:17.960 --> 0:19:22.320 felt a certain way I've been a certain sort of person, 0:19:22.560 --> 0:19:26.439 and obviously I've changed and grown, but nothing compared to 0:19:26.520 --> 0:19:30.280 what happened since giving birth and having this little human 0:19:30.320 --> 0:19:33.000 who depends on you and being a mother, like I 0:19:33.160 --> 0:19:36.520 just I don't know, there's no way else to describe it, 0:19:36.560 --> 0:19:40.720 and it's the best thing ever. But also this huge 0:19:41.000 --> 0:19:45.960 internal transition, and I very much feel like even though 0:19:46.040 --> 0:19:49.800 I have processed it and you know, done a lot 0:19:49.840 --> 0:19:54.120 of inner work about this transition, I still feel very 0:19:54.440 --> 0:19:59.280 unclear on my next level and on who Georgie is 0:19:59.440 --> 0:20:02.280 moving forward, because there just has been some things that 0:20:02.359 --> 0:20:07.399 happened recently in business and just different situations where I 0:20:07.520 --> 0:20:11.280 felt a way that I was Like previous Georgie would 0:20:11.320 --> 0:20:14.080 have loved that, she would have throwned that, she would 0:20:14.080 --> 0:20:17.240 have said yes straight away, she would have loved that opportunity. 0:20:17.359 --> 0:20:21.640 But like Georgie, now I just feel different. I feel different. 0:20:21.760 --> 0:20:25.480 I have different priorities, like just a different way of 0:20:25.600 --> 0:20:30.560 looking at life, and like that's obvious, but it's still 0:20:30.720 --> 0:20:34.199 something that I need to process and I think just 0:20:34.240 --> 0:20:37.359 like get into a bit more. So what I'm focusing 0:20:37.400 --> 0:20:40.159 on this seven weeks is like, oh my god, this 0:20:40.240 --> 0:20:44.000 is gonna sound so lame. Is like finding myself, finding 0:20:44.200 --> 0:20:48.000 this new version of me, because I feel like Georgie 0:20:48.080 --> 0:20:51.959 last year, because I pretty much planned my year in advance, 0:20:52.119 --> 0:20:55.280 or very much the last half of the year, plans 0:20:55.320 --> 0:20:58.040 the first or just the next year, because you know, 0:20:58.160 --> 0:21:00.600 with a business, when you're doing product, you know, I 0:21:00.640 --> 0:21:04.120 work with different companies, everything does have to be planned. 0:21:04.160 --> 0:21:06.560 And I just feel like my current life that I'm 0:21:06.600 --> 0:21:11.520 living are obviously the decisions from Georgie last year, and 0:21:11.920 --> 0:21:15.720 if I was Georgie now making those decisions, they would 0:21:15.800 --> 0:21:19.840 be very different. And so I just know I've like 0:21:19.920 --> 0:21:23.160 I'm in a whole new human now, I'm a whole 0:21:23.200 --> 0:21:26.439 new Georgie, and I just want to get really clear 0:21:26.720 --> 0:21:29.240 on her because it has it's been a whole twelve 0:21:29.240 --> 0:21:31.720 month since I've done this work and I've done the project, 0:21:32.080 --> 0:21:35.120 and I just know she's going to have new core beliefs. 0:21:35.400 --> 0:21:37.720 She's going to have new limiting beliefs that I have 0:21:37.840 --> 0:21:42.119 to really work through and understand and like realize what 0:21:42.480 --> 0:21:46.119 is blocking me from this next level self. So I 0:21:46.160 --> 0:21:48.280 have like a lot of inner work I want to do, 0:21:48.520 --> 0:21:52.120 and really like the end result with that is I 0:21:52.280 --> 0:21:56.520 want to feel a bit more, I guess peace, and 0:21:56.600 --> 0:21:59.880 a bit more clarity and a bit more of Shawn 0:22:00.200 --> 0:22:04.240 of myself. Like I was talking to my partnerships manager, No, sorry, 0:22:04.280 --> 0:22:06.399 I was talking to my best friend on the weekend. 0:22:06.480 --> 0:22:08.600 We went for this beautiful walk together, and she's very 0:22:08.640 --> 0:22:11.760 much into this spiritual side and doing the inner work, 0:22:11.840 --> 0:22:14.240 and I was like, can you just tell me what 0:22:14.359 --> 0:22:16.560 to do? Can you just tell me? You know the 0:22:16.600 --> 0:22:18.679 block she think I have? Can you just tell me? 0:22:18.720 --> 0:22:21.399 Blah blah blah. And she said to me, She's like, 0:22:21.720 --> 0:22:25.160 you've never asked me to do this, like you've never 0:22:26.000 --> 0:22:30.080 not known what to do yourself. And I'm like, oh 0:22:30.119 --> 0:22:33.200 my god, you're so right. And it is it's because 0:22:33.320 --> 0:22:36.639 I feel a bit out of touch with Georgie and 0:22:36.720 --> 0:22:40.159 I feel like, well, this new Georgie, I don't know 0:22:40.320 --> 0:22:43.320 her fully yet and I haven't taken the time to 0:22:43.440 --> 0:22:48.520 really dig into this new life, this new era, this 0:22:48.640 --> 0:22:51.800 new shift of what does she need, what is important 0:22:51.800 --> 0:22:55.080 to her, what are her boundaries? What makes her happy? 0:22:55.119 --> 0:22:59.159 Because honestly, guys, it's so different. And I think that's 0:22:59.280 --> 0:23:01.520