1 00:00:02,440 --> 00:00:07,840 Speaker 1: Get a. I'm Laala Berry, nutritionist, author, actor, TV presenter, 2 00:00:08,080 --> 00:00:14,040 Speaker 1: and professional oversharer. This podcast is all about celebrating failure 3 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: because I believe it's a chance for us to learn, 4 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:22,160 Speaker 1: grow and face our blind spots. Each week, I'll interview 5 00:00:22,239 --> 00:00:26,160 Speaker 1: a different guest about their highs as well as their lows, 6 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:34,960 Speaker 1: all in a bid to inspire us to fearlessly fail. Hello. 7 00:00:35,120 --> 00:00:39,280 Speaker 1: Today on the pod we have the iconic Kiwi comic 8 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:44,479 Speaker 1: Ray O'Leary. He's incredible. He's quite famous for his deadpan delivery. 9 00:00:44,560 --> 00:00:47,479 Speaker 1: You will have definitely seen him on the tally on 10 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:50,880 Speaker 1: have you been paying attention on Taskmaster? And he said 11 00:00:50,960 --> 00:00:52,880 Speaker 1: yes to jumping on the pod? And can I say, 12 00:00:53,800 --> 00:00:57,800 Speaker 1: very very humble and so kind. You're gonna learn loads 13 00:00:57,840 --> 00:01:01,480 Speaker 1: from this, whether you're in to being a stand up 14 00:01:01,800 --> 00:01:04,480 Speaker 1: comic or not. There is something for everyone in this 15 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:09,240 Speaker 1: And because he's just so honest about his experience of life, 16 00:01:09,400 --> 00:01:13,440 Speaker 1: it's just a really no like fascinating chat. And I 17 00:01:13,480 --> 00:01:17,760 Speaker 1: walked away so inspired and yeah, very funny, very dry 18 00:01:18,480 --> 00:01:23,479 Speaker 1: and very sweet and humble. Ray only are we thanks 19 00:01:23,480 --> 00:01:24,360 Speaker 1: for jumping on the pod. 20 00:01:24,720 --> 00:01:26,120 Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having Mela. 21 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:28,800 Speaker 1: Do you know I always sent a list of people 22 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:30,720 Speaker 1: that I could have, and as soon as I saw 23 00:01:30,720 --> 00:01:32,559 Speaker 1: your name, I was like, right. 24 00:01:33,959 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 2: How short was this list? 25 00:01:36,200 --> 00:01:40,640 Speaker 1: It was a solid list, my friend. So I feel 26 00:01:40,760 --> 00:01:43,160 Speaker 1: very lucky that you said yes, jumping on this. 27 00:01:43,080 --> 00:01:45,160 Speaker 2: But no, thank you so much for having me. I'm 28 00:01:45,200 --> 00:01:49,000 Speaker 2: exciting to be here. I know a lot about failing, 29 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:49,840 Speaker 2: so it's. 30 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:55,160 Speaker 1: Great and let's take it away. I feel like I 31 00:01:55,200 --> 00:01:57,880 Speaker 1: get really nervous when I interview a comedian. I'm gonna 32 00:01:57,880 --> 00:02:00,360 Speaker 1: be really honest with you because it's like, oh shit, 33 00:02:00,560 --> 00:02:02,800 Speaker 1: I might not be funny enough to even hold court, 34 00:02:03,080 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's kind of scary. 35 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:09,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, I get say. Lots of people are like that, 36 00:02:09,639 --> 00:02:11,240 Speaker 2: and so many people will come up to you and 37 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 2: say things like they will start to tell you a 38 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:16,640 Speaker 2: story and they'll be like, don't use this on stage. Don't. Yeah, 39 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:20,600 Speaker 2: that's like a constant thing. And people are bad at 40 00:02:20,639 --> 00:02:24,560 Speaker 2: predicting what things they They think they're telling you an 41 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:26,960 Speaker 2: interesting story and they'll be like, don't, don't even talk 42 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:28,320 Speaker 2: about this on stage, and they tell you the most 43 00:02:28,320 --> 00:02:32,960 Speaker 2: boring thing. They never pick up on the things that 44 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:36,919 Speaker 2: they think they never realize what they're the weird stuff. 45 00:02:36,919 --> 00:02:39,440 Speaker 2: They're actually saying, they're like the stuff that's actually interesting 46 00:02:39,440 --> 00:02:40,880 Speaker 2: I wanted to. I remember my Auntie was like, don't 47 00:02:40,880 --> 00:02:43,040 Speaker 2: talk about this on stage. And then later on in 48 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:45,480 Speaker 2: the conversation we just naturally shifted to something else and 49 00:02:45,520 --> 00:02:48,880 Speaker 2: she started showing me pictures of a horse giving birth, 50 00:02:49,120 --> 00:02:50,799 Speaker 2: and I was like, this is what I would talk about, 51 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:55,320 Speaker 2: this horse after birth. You're showing the while while we're 52 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:58,600 Speaker 2: having Brunch's amazing. I thought I would talk about. 53 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:02,000 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, so good. I've watched a fair bit 54 00:03:02,040 --> 00:03:04,880 Speaker 1: of your content. Oh my goodness, you've got me. No, 55 00:03:05,120 --> 00:03:08,520 Speaker 1: you have like literally had me, because I'm a bit 56 00:03:08,639 --> 00:03:11,799 Speaker 1: of an A type personality when when someone says yes 57 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:14,160 Speaker 1: to the pot, I'm like, all right, deep dive time, Like, 58 00:03:14,360 --> 00:03:16,320 Speaker 1: let's soak up as much. And I'm sitting in my 59 00:03:16,360 --> 00:03:19,320 Speaker 1: headphones on my boyfriend's asleep in bed in the hotel room, 60 00:03:19,320 --> 00:03:22,880 Speaker 1: and I'm just like cackling away watching your stand up. 61 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:23,800 Speaker 2: Thank you. 62 00:03:23,880 --> 00:03:26,040 Speaker 1: But is it true that you start you've got a 63 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:28,200 Speaker 1: masters in philosophy. 64 00:03:28,360 --> 00:03:29,919 Speaker 2: Yes, that's true. Yes you have done your. 65 00:03:29,880 --> 00:03:33,360 Speaker 1: Recent But I mean, what an interesting, I mean amazing 66 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: thing to study? But what made you want to go? Okay, 67 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:39,160 Speaker 1: I'm going to go to UNI and study philosophy. 68 00:03:39,440 --> 00:03:43,400 Speaker 2: It's a good it's a good question. I think it was. 69 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:46,440 Speaker 2: Maybe it was I think maybe being raised with the 70 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:48,560 Speaker 2: belief in God, I think, is what what did it? 71 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:48,680 Speaker 1: So? 72 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:52,840 Speaker 2: I was raised Catholic, same Roman Catholic. I think, yeah, 73 00:03:53,080 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 2: was whatever one we were our favor. And I remember 74 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:01,480 Speaker 2: I was given a boot called Sophie's World, which I 75 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:05,960 Speaker 2: still earn a copy of and which basically six pages 76 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:09,120 Speaker 2: and completely unraveled my worldview. And like it was like 77 00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:12,040 Speaker 2: a book about philosophy. And I think it was maybe 78 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:16,360 Speaker 2: maybe already having all the answers and then suddenly having 79 00:04:16,360 --> 00:04:18,400 Speaker 2: them all taken away, you know, like I you know, 80 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 2: you believe in God. You know, you think you know 81 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:22,120 Speaker 2: where the world comes from and what to do and whatnot, 82 00:04:22,160 --> 00:04:24,600 Speaker 2: and then suddenly that's all taken away. And I thought, 83 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:27,919 Speaker 2: and I went to a unied Basically I thought, oh, 84 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:29,880 Speaker 2: if I go to Union study philosophy, I'll figure out 85 00:04:29,880 --> 00:04:31,880 Speaker 2: what all the answers are to these big questions. Obviously 86 00:04:31,920 --> 00:04:34,599 Speaker 2: someone's figured out the answer, and the day one that'll 87 00:04:34,640 --> 00:04:36,160 Speaker 2: just tell me like what the being of life is, 88 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:39,040 Speaker 2: that I'll be able to go about my business. And 89 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:43,159 Speaker 2: that's I think what drove it? But unfortunately, yeah, unfortunately 90 00:04:43,160 --> 00:04:48,200 Speaker 2: study philosophy just leaves you with more doubt, confusion. 91 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:51,040 Speaker 1: You've got this degree that you're like, how do you 92 00:04:51,080 --> 00:04:52,039 Speaker 1: then put that degree to you? 93 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:55,880 Speaker 2: I mean your parents, what are you going to do 94 00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:58,280 Speaker 2: with that? Are you going to give your money? Well? 95 00:04:58,360 --> 00:05:00,479 Speaker 1: No, didn't you work in public? 96 00:05:01,120 --> 00:05:03,560 Speaker 2: Oh you have done? Yeah? 97 00:05:03,760 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 1: So what was your job? 98 00:05:05,240 --> 00:05:07,800 Speaker 2: I was, Well, I was a civil servant. So the 99 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 2: most interesting civil servant job I had. I was a 100 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:15,359 Speaker 2: policy advisor for the Department of Corrections on New Zealand, 101 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:19,080 Speaker 2: so you know, the government organization that manages the prisons 102 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 2: and whatnot. And so I was, yeah, I was a 103 00:05:21,800 --> 00:05:22,680 Speaker 2: policy advisor. 104 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,279 Speaker 1: So does that mean you get to make decisions or not? 105 00:05:26,600 --> 00:05:30,000 Speaker 2: I was there was someone in the department had a 106 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,920 Speaker 2: diplomatic way of describing it. You help clarify what the 107 00:05:33,960 --> 00:05:38,080 Speaker 2: department is thinking. And so normally, basically what would mean 108 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:40,280 Speaker 2: is that whatever minister was in charge at the time 109 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:43,240 Speaker 2: would have an idea, and the idea would come down 110 00:05:43,279 --> 00:05:47,360 Speaker 2: to you and you would have to either try justify 111 00:05:47,400 --> 00:05:51,160 Speaker 2: the terrible idea or you would have to try explain 112 00:05:51,240 --> 00:05:53,800 Speaker 2: to them in the most diplomatic way why this was 113 00:05:53,800 --> 00:05:59,440 Speaker 2: a terrible wow. And so it was a lot of funnels. 114 00:05:59,480 --> 00:06:03,000 Speaker 2: It was if comedy doesn't work out, which I was 115 00:06:03,040 --> 00:06:04,400 Speaker 2: still something I still worry about. 116 00:06:05,040 --> 00:06:07,600 Speaker 1: No, you are, you're well on your way. 117 00:06:08,240 --> 00:06:11,080 Speaker 2: Well, the civil services, I'm always there, the public service, 118 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:12,000 Speaker 2: I can always go back. 119 00:06:12,200 --> 00:06:14,720 Speaker 1: So I got to ask what made you what made 120 00:06:14,839 --> 00:06:19,279 Speaker 1: the jump into like what made you be like, right, oh, 121 00:06:19,920 --> 00:06:22,280 Speaker 1: comedy is for me. I'm going to do stand up. 122 00:06:22,440 --> 00:06:23,159 Speaker 1: I'm gonna you know. 123 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:27,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think hating that job, yeah, yeah, yeah, that 124 00:06:27,839 --> 00:06:29,960 Speaker 2: was a big part. Like the thing about having a 125 00:06:30,080 --> 00:06:33,600 Speaker 2: job is that I don't know if people here listening 126 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:37,880 Speaker 2: to the pot have a job. It's hell. It's hell. 127 00:06:37,960 --> 00:06:40,840 Speaker 2: You have to get up at you know, well before nine, you. 128 00:06:40,800 --> 00:06:41,800 Speaker 1: Have to be there at nine. 129 00:06:42,000 --> 00:06:43,560 Speaker 2: To be there at nine, you have to stay. They 130 00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:46,400 Speaker 2: want you to stay the whole day till five. You 131 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:48,240 Speaker 2: can't get they want you to do it five days 132 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:49,279 Speaker 2: in a row. It's awful. 133 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:51,920 Speaker 1: You're like, I need to figure something else. 134 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:54,560 Speaker 2: Yeah. I basically as soon as I got this, like 135 00:06:54,600 --> 00:06:57,360 Speaker 2: I went straight out of UNI into the civil servant job, 136 00:06:57,360 --> 00:06:59,760 Speaker 2: and I remember feeling like, oh suddenly I've got all this, 137 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:02,559 Speaker 2: Like the public service, you know, it paid it paid 138 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:04,560 Speaker 2: well for a job straight out of UNI, and I 139 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 2: remember thinking, I've got all this money now, but I've 140 00:07:06,279 --> 00:07:08,960 Speaker 2: got no time, Like what's the point of working us? 141 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:11,160 Speaker 2: And it's I hate having to get up and go 142 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:13,560 Speaker 2: to the work and you know, not be able to 143 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:17,160 Speaker 2: do things on my time. And so hating that job 144 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:20,240 Speaker 2: sort of pushed me, was pushing me away, or like 145 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,520 Speaker 2: hating having any kind of normal job at all was 146 00:07:22,520 --> 00:07:25,440 Speaker 2: pushing me away. And then I think I guess a 147 00:07:25,440 --> 00:07:27,240 Speaker 2: lot of people growing up had always told me like, oh, 148 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:29,480 Speaker 2: you're funny, you should try to stand up, you know, 149 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:32,720 Speaker 2: you should do comedy, and like I'd always been tempted 150 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 2: by it and liked it and stuff, and you know, 151 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 2: I felt like I was connected with people by trying 152 00:07:37,600 --> 00:07:40,360 Speaker 2: to make them laugh in conversation and stuff, and so 153 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,800 Speaker 2: I think that's what drew me towards comedy and away 154 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:45,920 Speaker 2: from the public sector. 155 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:49,840 Speaker 1: Oh mate, well, because you are obviously so the thing 156 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 1: that I love about you is like there's this like 157 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:53,720 Speaker 1: dryness where it's. 158 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:56,160 Speaker 2: Picked up on that. 159 00:07:56,680 --> 00:07:59,520 Speaker 1: But so did it start with like did you start 160 00:07:59,520 --> 00:08:02,760 Speaker 1: going to open mic nights? And then from there you 161 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:04,320 Speaker 1: were like, hang on, I'm a bit funny and then 162 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:05,240 Speaker 1: maybe I can do this. 163 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:08,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, like I was, I was so obsessed 164 00:08:08,560 --> 00:08:11,160 Speaker 2: with comedy. Like when I started doing open mics, I went, 165 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:13,520 Speaker 2: which and maybe this is psychotic, but I went with 166 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:15,000 Speaker 2: the intention of being like, well, I'm going to become 167 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 2: a full time comedian. 168 00:08:16,320 --> 00:08:18,240 Speaker 1: Oh but that's great guys on the price. 169 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:20,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I know. And I listened to enough comedy 170 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:22,880 Speaker 2: podcast and I was like, I'm probably going to suck 171 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,400 Speaker 2: at this for a very long time. I'll probably be 172 00:08:25,560 --> 00:08:28,960 Speaker 2: very bad. But I hate my job and or not, 173 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:31,200 Speaker 2: you know, I don't the actual job itself, I didn't hate, 174 00:08:31,200 --> 00:08:33,440 Speaker 2: but I hate it. I hated having to have a job. 175 00:08:33,600 --> 00:08:34,559 Speaker 1: Correct got it? 176 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:41,640 Speaker 2: And I yeah, and I listened to enough podcasts. I 177 00:08:41,640 --> 00:08:44,040 Speaker 2: was like, you, you suck at comedy for a long time. 178 00:08:44,160 --> 00:08:46,400 Speaker 2: So but as so long as I can make about 179 00:08:46,400 --> 00:08:49,000 Speaker 2: three hundred dollars a week, I think that'll be or 180 00:08:49,320 --> 00:08:51,920 Speaker 2: maybe a little bit more. Maybe anyway, at the time, 181 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:53,640 Speaker 2: three hundred dollars a week, that'll probably be enough for 182 00:08:53,679 --> 00:08:56,959 Speaker 2: me to survive the beer minimum. I only be able 183 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:59,800 Speaker 2: of a subsistence life, but I'll only I'll only have 184 00:08:59,800 --> 00:09:01,640 Speaker 2: to do comedy. And that's like, that was the dream 185 00:09:01,679 --> 00:09:04,800 Speaker 2: that was the goal. And yeah, so I started going 186 00:09:04,840 --> 00:09:08,199 Speaker 2: to open mics. I was always this dead pen and 187 00:09:08,280 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 2: drive from the very beginning. I wouldn't be able to 188 00:09:11,160 --> 00:09:14,480 Speaker 2: express it emotion on stage if I wanted to. I 189 00:09:14,520 --> 00:09:17,400 Speaker 2: was always so nervous and I'm anxious on stage. And 190 00:09:17,600 --> 00:09:21,400 Speaker 2: I remember a woman, a woman on the scene who 191 00:09:21,480 --> 00:09:24,160 Speaker 2: was you know, I guess a mother mother hint, almost 192 00:09:24,200 --> 00:09:26,559 Speaker 2: type figure should be lots of gigs. I remember her saying, 193 00:09:27,320 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 2: I know it's part of your character, but you should 194 00:09:30,600 --> 00:09:34,120 Speaker 2: try looking at the audience. But I was so nervous. 195 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:36,040 Speaker 2: I was always had my eyes down on my feet, 196 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:37,599 Speaker 2: and I was just so withdrawn. 197 00:09:37,679 --> 00:09:39,960 Speaker 1: But do you still get nervous when you do stand up? 198 00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:43,240 Speaker 2: Absolutely every single time? Everything. Yeah, it hasn't gone away, 199 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:45,200 Speaker 2: which is a shame. You think you think it go away. 200 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:48,280 Speaker 2: It does. I mean it gets better and worse, But 201 00:09:48,679 --> 00:09:52,920 Speaker 2: I'm still nervous. I still pay pays backstage. I still 202 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:56,480 Speaker 2: create a real anxious vibe, real terrible vibe in the 203 00:09:56,480 --> 00:09:57,000 Speaker 2: green room. 204 00:09:57,360 --> 00:10:00,400 Speaker 1: No, but people say, isn't isn't public speaking in front 205 00:10:00,440 --> 00:10:02,320 Speaker 1: of people a fear worse than death, Like for a 206 00:10:02,360 --> 00:10:04,520 Speaker 1: lot of human beings, it's the most common fear isn't 207 00:10:04,520 --> 00:10:04,839 Speaker 1: it is? 208 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:06,720 Speaker 2: It is? It is, which makes you Yeah, it makes 209 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:08,840 Speaker 2: you think maybe it's a normal reaction to be so 210 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:12,880 Speaker 2: afraid on stage, but it definitely makes comedians a bit psychotic, 211 00:10:13,000 --> 00:10:15,720 Speaker 2: I think, to be constantly exposing themselves, you know, doing 212 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:16,800 Speaker 2: the thing that everyone else is. 213 00:10:16,800 --> 00:10:19,680 Speaker 1: Afraid to do consistently, and then trying to be front. Well, 214 00:10:19,760 --> 00:10:23,200 Speaker 1: like there's a goal, a harder goal, like public speaking 215 00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:26,360 Speaker 1: is one thing, but like stand up comedy to me 216 00:10:26,520 --> 00:10:27,040 Speaker 1: is like a. 217 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:30,640 Speaker 2: Whole other bit. Yes, absolutely, yes, what have do you know? 218 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:34,559 Speaker 1: Have you had of the guy Bo Burnham in America? Well, 219 00:10:34,600 --> 00:10:36,520 Speaker 1: he gave his stand up up because he was having 220 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:40,040 Speaker 1: likes He was like it was like a black circle 221 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:41,720 Speaker 1: would just like I couldn't see. 222 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:44,560 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, I remember him talking about that, and I 223 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:48,280 Speaker 2: think he he is the awful thing where he does big, 224 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:50,120 Speaker 2: long pre recorded bits, so you know, he's in the 225 00:10:50,160 --> 00:10:52,200 Speaker 2: middle of a twenty minute song and he can't you know, 226 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:54,160 Speaker 2: and all these sound efficts are play. You know, a 227 00:10:54,200 --> 00:10:56,080 Speaker 2: sound effixture is never play in five minutes, so he 228 00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 2: can't just suddenly you know check out, you know, yeah, 229 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:02,000 Speaker 2: which is yeah, I don't have it that bad. 230 00:11:02,200 --> 00:11:04,439 Speaker 1: No, no, no, that's like a whole. That's the panic 231 00:11:04,440 --> 00:11:06,880 Speaker 1: attack level. But do you get when you when you 232 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:08,480 Speaker 1: get off stage, are you like, do you get that 233 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,640 Speaker 1: sense of accomplishment because you're like, well, I just did 234 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:11,720 Speaker 1: that really scary thing. 235 00:11:12,200 --> 00:11:17,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, I think especially if it's gone well. Mostly when 236 00:11:17,040 --> 00:11:20,800 Speaker 2: it's gone well, but you you come off stage, that 237 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:24,320 Speaker 2: was Yeah, that was incredible, especially like, yeah, the scariest 238 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:26,120 Speaker 2: thing in the world I think is going on stage, 239 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:28,679 Speaker 2: especially with new material and going I don't know if 240 00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:31,080 Speaker 2: any of this is ever gonna work. Yeah, And then 241 00:11:31,120 --> 00:11:33,800 Speaker 2: the best feeling, I think it's coming off stage and 242 00:11:33,880 --> 00:11:36,800 Speaker 2: the new material has worked and there's no there's no 243 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:40,160 Speaker 2: I think there's there's no greater feeling, But unfortunately it's 244 00:11:40,200 --> 00:11:42,679 Speaker 2: preceded by maybe the worst feeling in the world. Yeah. 245 00:11:42,720 --> 00:11:45,480 Speaker 1: Of course, you put it all on the line, right, and. 246 00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:46,959 Speaker 2: You have to go through that to try to get 247 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:48,280 Speaker 2: the best feeling. 248 00:11:48,720 --> 00:11:52,800 Speaker 1: The thing that like blows my mind is like I 249 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:54,679 Speaker 1: I live half in Los Angeles and I trained as 250 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:56,520 Speaker 1: an actor, but I thought, oh, I'm just going to 251 00:11:56,520 --> 00:12:00,520 Speaker 1: do improv school, you know, like build build the you know, 252 00:12:00,640 --> 00:12:03,880 Speaker 1: face the fear, just to like shake it up. And 253 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:06,480 Speaker 1: I remember, like I would have anxiety for like three 254 00:12:06,520 --> 00:12:09,280 Speaker 1: hours in the lead up to improv school every freaking Saturday. 255 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:13,200 Speaker 1: And and also because I'm Australian, my cultural like what 256 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:15,760 Speaker 1: I would lean on for improv is completely different to 257 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:19,080 Speaker 1: an Americana and and like there'd big references. I'd be like, 258 00:12:19,160 --> 00:12:22,080 Speaker 1: what the f is flags? I don't understand what that is? 259 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:24,600 Speaker 1: I don't so you can't pick up what's being thrown 260 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:24,920 Speaker 1: at you. 261 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:28,120 Speaker 2: Essentially, That's that's how I'm like in Australia, I'm like, 262 00:12:28,200 --> 00:12:32,800 Speaker 2: who's who's Margaret Caught? Who? Who's Ivan Mallett? Was he 263 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:36,160 Speaker 2: a former protest? Is a folk hero? 264 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:38,360 Speaker 1: Can you tell me someone's told you who these people? 265 00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:44,000 Speaker 2: I learned who Jessica Watson was the other day. Did Yeah, 266 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:48,319 Speaker 2: I'm slowly piecing to get the Australian pop culture through random, 267 00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:49,640 Speaker 2: random references at the top. 268 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:52,920 Speaker 1: Amazing of course, and it would be completely different. 269 00:12:53,480 --> 00:12:55,959 Speaker 2: Yeah it's the same. Yeah, it's the same thing. Like 270 00:12:56,320 --> 00:12:59,640 Speaker 2: I'm shocked with how how different New Zealand and Australia's 271 00:12:59,640 --> 00:13:03,800 Speaker 2: popcs and like you'd think would be so similar because 272 00:13:03,800 --> 00:13:05,760 Speaker 2: our countries are so close to each other, and it is, 273 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:08,080 Speaker 2: there's so many there's so many more similarities and there 274 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,880 Speaker 2: are differences, but the differences really stick out to me 275 00:13:10,920 --> 00:13:13,319 Speaker 2: in a so start, like even just little words and 276 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,640 Speaker 2: stuff like I can't say flat on stage anymore because 277 00:13:16,679 --> 00:13:19,920 Speaker 2: nobody here. You all say sheerhouse or something horrific. 278 00:13:20,160 --> 00:13:24,040 Speaker 1: I've heard you say flat. We would say yeah, sharehouse, apartment, 279 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:24,680 Speaker 1: a flat. 280 00:13:24,920 --> 00:13:25,240 Speaker 2: I've heard. 281 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:27,679 Speaker 1: It's funny. I was watching you say flat on the 282 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:29,000 Speaker 1: stage this morning. 283 00:13:29,720 --> 00:13:32,480 Speaker 2: I'm so sorry that was filmed in New zeal Little one, 284 00:13:32,800 --> 00:13:34,000 Speaker 2: no No, But. 285 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:36,240 Speaker 1: I remember thinking I have funny because I've only got 286 00:13:36,280 --> 00:13:38,080 Speaker 1: back from America three days ago. So I was like, oh, 287 00:13:38,120 --> 00:13:40,199 Speaker 1: maybe I'm missing Like I knew what you meant. I 288 00:13:40,240 --> 00:13:42,400 Speaker 1: have one homecent you meant. But I was like, fuck, 289 00:13:42,440 --> 00:13:44,920 Speaker 1: I haven't said flat in a while. As I was 290 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:49,240 Speaker 1: watching it, how funny all these different little yeah things. 291 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:51,600 Speaker 2: But anyway, so you're talking about you're talking about being nervous. 292 00:13:51,920 --> 00:13:54,559 Speaker 1: No, so this is my thing in improv school, and 293 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:56,120 Speaker 1: I was like, those with. 294 00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:58,720 Speaker 2: Those public performances or was are just classes where you were. 295 00:13:58,760 --> 00:14:02,600 Speaker 1: That was class? That was us pump Like I quickly learned. 296 00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:04,319 Speaker 1: I was like, first of all, this is what I 297 00:14:04,600 --> 00:14:07,120 Speaker 1: have so much admiration for you do. Because I quickly 298 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:10,199 Speaker 1: was like, I'm not fucking doing this again. And I 299 00:14:10,320 --> 00:14:13,520 Speaker 1: was like, I'm like failing and falling flat on my face. 300 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 1: And I like, I love acting training, but I also 301 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 1: love it because I love the prep, like I love 302 00:14:18,520 --> 00:14:20,040 Speaker 1: that you can deep dive a script or look at 303 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:23,600 Speaker 1: a character's backstory all that like, whereas an improv you 304 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:25,880 Speaker 1: have to throw all of that out the window. And 305 00:14:25,960 --> 00:14:27,960 Speaker 1: you can and my improv teacher, get going, get out 306 00:14:27,960 --> 00:14:29,600 Speaker 1: of your head, Ala, I can see you thinking, I 307 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:31,680 Speaker 1: can see you planning. I'm like, I've got a plan, 308 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:35,840 Speaker 1: A fitter us. I'm screwed. And and I remember because 309 00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:37,800 Speaker 1: I could see a lot of the improv kids were like, 310 00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:41,000 Speaker 1: our dream is to be stand up right that we. 311 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:42,080 Speaker 2: Want to become standards. 312 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:44,720 Speaker 1: I don't know in La, I don't know, it's maybe 313 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 1: different like way in Or. And I remember thinking you 314 00:14:48,560 --> 00:14:51,440 Speaker 1: could not flaming pay me, You could not pay me. 315 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:55,640 Speaker 2: Enough to do more of this or and and you 316 00:14:55,760 --> 00:14:56,880 Speaker 2: were there't you? 317 00:14:57,040 --> 00:15:00,560 Speaker 1: I sure was? I sure was my friend not cheap 318 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 1: in America either. But it made me realize it was 319 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:06,480 Speaker 1: this constant feeling of failure, like for me, I was 320 00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:09,600 Speaker 1: like poor, whereas like acting school, I'll get that feeling 321 00:15:09,680 --> 00:15:11,400 Speaker 1: like you get before you go on stage, where you're like, 322 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:14,800 Speaker 1: the stakes feel really high. Right now, the risk feels 323 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:17,680 Speaker 1: really high. But then I get that feeling afterwards of like, oh, 324 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:20,080 Speaker 1: it might not have landed exactly how I felt it should, 325 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:23,960 Speaker 1: but I feel like I've got outside my comfort zone 326 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:27,440 Speaker 1: and therefore achieved something. Yes, So I guess what I'm 327 00:15:27,440 --> 00:15:30,360 Speaker 1: trying to say is like, kudos to you. I could 328 00:15:30,600 --> 00:15:33,000 Speaker 1: never ever, ever, ever, ever. 329 00:15:32,880 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 2: Do what you sounds like kind of. 330 00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:40,960 Speaker 1: Acting school is different. Actings did like you're you're honoring 331 00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:44,880 Speaker 1: this writing, You're in charge, like you're when you're on stage. 332 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:50,320 Speaker 2: There's a bit more maybe a bit more vulnerability, well 333 00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:53,320 Speaker 2: not vulnerability, but a bit more yourself on the line. 334 00:15:53,560 --> 00:15:57,320 Speaker 2: I thought this was a good idea, So I want to. 335 00:15:57,360 --> 00:16:00,760 Speaker 1: Ask, and this might be really like, no, no question 336 00:16:00,880 --> 00:16:04,680 Speaker 1: to ask to stand up, but like, have you ever 337 00:16:05,280 --> 00:16:08,320 Speaker 1: felt like you've really stuffed up on stage? Have you 338 00:16:08,360 --> 00:16:10,920 Speaker 1: had a moment where like that didn't land like well, I. 339 00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:13,360 Speaker 2: Mean absolutely, I mean when you say really stuffed up, 340 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:15,680 Speaker 2: not like a Kramer at the. 341 00:16:15,720 --> 00:16:21,800 Speaker 1: Laugh actor, not that level that you've felt like, oh 342 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:24,480 Speaker 1: absolutely I did not land with the audience. 343 00:16:25,120 --> 00:16:28,800 Speaker 2: Absolutely, that happens all the time. Really yeah, I think, well, 344 00:16:29,240 --> 00:16:31,680 Speaker 2: I personally feel like that happens all the time. Maybe 345 00:16:31,760 --> 00:16:35,320 Speaker 2: other bit of comedians don't, but I feel like it's 346 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:40,280 Speaker 2: a constant thing, you know, Like right now I'm I'm 347 00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:43,240 Speaker 2: the Melbourne Comedy Festival is. At the time we're filming 348 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:45,600 Speaker 2: the Melbourne Comedy Festival is. I mean, it's still many 349 00:16:45,640 --> 00:16:48,960 Speaker 2: months away, but that's weighing on my mind of like 350 00:16:49,040 --> 00:16:50,480 Speaker 2: I need to have a show ready and so I've 351 00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:53,600 Speaker 2: got to do trial shows and the thought of like 352 00:16:53,760 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 2: going out and you know, doing a whole bitch of 353 00:16:55,960 --> 00:16:58,200 Speaker 2: new material now and testing it and. 354 00:16:58,280 --> 00:17:00,520 Speaker 1: Has the Melburne Comedy Festival been on this you already? 355 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:02,320 Speaker 1: So you're thinking about next year? 356 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:06,280 Speaker 2: Absolutely, as soon as the festivals were done, I was like, Christ, 357 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 2: you got to start working on the next one. 358 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:10,760 Speaker 1: Because didn't you get non for Best Newcomer or something amazing? 359 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:13,720 Speaker 2: Thank you, thank you. That's why I brought it up. 360 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 2: That's true. I yes, I don't get nominated for the 361 00:17:18,160 --> 00:17:19,240 Speaker 2: very prestigious. 362 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:25,399 Speaker 1: War so in all truth, So you the Comedy Festival wraps, 363 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: you're obviously like on a bit of a high. Run's wrapped, 364 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:34,720 Speaker 1: You're doing great? What and then literally like you're You're like, okay, ship, 365 00:17:34,840 --> 00:17:36,359 Speaker 1: I s better start thinking about next. 366 00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:39,320 Speaker 2: Year that yeah, that happens. Yeah yeah, I like, well, 367 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:42,480 Speaker 2: luckily I had the Sydney Comedy fistal and the New 368 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:44,920 Speaker 2: Zealand Comedy Festival is a bit of a buffer, but 369 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:47,280 Speaker 2: it was still they were still weighing on my mind 370 00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:49,239 Speaker 2: of like christ, I have to do this again next year, 371 00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,400 Speaker 2: you know, will I ever be funny again? How I'll 372 00:17:51,400 --> 00:17:54,320 Speaker 2: ever think of something? And I'm still you know, in 373 00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,760 Speaker 2: that phase right now of like christ, I have to 374 00:17:56,880 --> 00:17:59,119 Speaker 2: tune out well, and what's. 375 00:17:59,000 --> 00:18:01,679 Speaker 1: Such a directory like? Because I know for a Keiwi 376 00:18:01,800 --> 00:18:04,680 Speaker 1: it's like Melbourne is the next I've had on the 377 00:18:04,720 --> 00:18:07,280 Speaker 1: pod before? Do I know you know really well as well? 378 00:18:07,800 --> 00:18:09,880 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, funny human being, yes yes. 379 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:15,360 Speaker 1: And I remember her saying like she came to Melbourne 380 00:18:15,359 --> 00:18:17,359 Speaker 1: and everyone's like, don't go to Melbourne, don't go to that, 381 00:18:17,480 --> 00:18:21,040 Speaker 1: and like ignored some big New Zealand comedian that was like, 382 00:18:21,200 --> 00:18:23,160 Speaker 1: go don't do it, and she did it. And obviously 383 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:25,000 Speaker 1: Slaves is now. 384 00:18:25,320 --> 00:18:27,440 Speaker 2: As consistently one I don't know how many years in 385 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:30,200 Speaker 2: a row now, but she wins the award for selling 386 00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:33,639 Speaker 2: the most tickets, which selling the most tickets of the 387 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:36,760 Speaker 2: festial would be Awarden of itself, but they formalized. 388 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:42,000 Speaker 1: But then and then obviously to then go on into 389 00:18:42,040 --> 00:18:44,879 Speaker 1: a like different parts of the world and like Montreal, 390 00:18:45,080 --> 00:18:47,840 Speaker 1: Like what's the trajectory, Like what's the dream for you 391 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:48,720 Speaker 1: moving forward? 392 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:52,200 Speaker 2: That's a great question. I was gonna say. I similarly 393 00:18:52,280 --> 00:18:55,200 Speaker 2: had something like that when right before I came over 394 00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:57,399 Speaker 2: to do Melbourne, I bumped into a big New Zealand 395 00:18:57,440 --> 00:19:00,240 Speaker 2: community and who's a you know, a great person, but 396 00:19:00,480 --> 00:19:01,960 Speaker 2: I mentioned I was going to go do Melbourne and 397 00:19:01,960 --> 00:19:04,880 Speaker 2: they're like, I'm going to go lose a lot of money. Yeah, 398 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:07,600 Speaker 2: there was immediate, immediate negative reaction to it. But it 399 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:09,919 Speaker 2: might that might just be sort of the tool poppy 400 00:19:10,280 --> 00:19:13,399 Speaker 2: not maybe a little bit of that, but also but 401 00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:16,359 Speaker 2: also maybe some New Zealand comedians from back in the 402 00:19:16,440 --> 00:19:18,879 Speaker 2: day have like some of them have gone overseas a 403 00:19:18,920 --> 00:19:21,480 Speaker 2: little bit and they have come back. And to be fear, 404 00:19:22,480 --> 00:19:25,040 Speaker 2: the first few years you do festivals, you often do 405 00:19:25,200 --> 00:19:27,159 Speaker 2: lose a lot of money. And I've been very blessed 406 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:30,359 Speaker 2: that I was able to do comedy festivals after I 407 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:32,320 Speaker 2: had done some TV work here and things like that. 408 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:34,760 Speaker 2: I was very which meant, you know, I had a 409 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:36,320 Speaker 2: bit more name recognition than like if I. 410 00:19:36,359 --> 00:19:38,600 Speaker 1: Had just come over and I was just some you know, yeah, 411 00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:40,119 Speaker 1: I understand just some name I. 412 00:19:40,480 --> 00:19:42,280 Speaker 2: Would probably be. I would have been performing on a 413 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 2: very humble aren't you. 414 00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:47,159 Speaker 1: It's very refreshing. After being in. 415 00:19:47,359 --> 00:19:50,200 Speaker 2: LA for seven months, I think, yeah, I think the 416 00:19:50,280 --> 00:19:54,080 Speaker 2: New Zealand sentimentality is very different to l A. I 417 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:57,800 Speaker 2: remember Guy Montgomery's saying something like, you know, if you 418 00:19:57,880 --> 00:20:01,040 Speaker 2: ask in New Zealand or something like how did your 419 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:03,560 Speaker 2: comedy show go, and you go it was okay, that 420 00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,720 Speaker 2: means it was fantastic. And if you say that to 421 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:08,400 Speaker 2: someone in America and they mean, oh that's okay, they think, 422 00:20:08,440 --> 00:20:08,720 Speaker 2: oh you. 423 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:14,200 Speaker 1: Just you're terrible. Yeah, and they that's the thing in America. 424 00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:18,640 Speaker 1: Everyone takes you so literally, and so when you say 425 00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:22,240 Speaker 1: something like anything like I was saying to a friend 426 00:20:22,280 --> 00:20:24,600 Speaker 1: I was working a minimum wage job in LA, because 427 00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:28,080 Speaker 1: I was like, wow, thank you. Actually no, honestly, I 428 00:20:28,200 --> 00:20:30,560 Speaker 1: just didn't want to eat into my Australian money. You 429 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:32,400 Speaker 1: cut money in half when you take it to americause 430 00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:35,720 Speaker 1: the exchange is are terrible. And I remember this American. 431 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:38,720 Speaker 2: Was like, you're loving the American dream. It's like a 432 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,440 Speaker 2: classic story of like working part time and then go 433 00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:42,280 Speaker 2: to auditions. 434 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:45,400 Speaker 1: Just haven't quite cracked that Phoenix from the Ashes moment yet, 435 00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:46,000 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. 436 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:47,760 Speaker 2: I'm just still in that you're still rolling around in 437 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:48,200 Speaker 2: the ash. 438 00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:52,919 Speaker 1: Absolutely literally cleaning up puey toilets in a yogurture. Anyway. Literally, 439 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:58,600 Speaker 1: this guy was coming in for his class and he goes, hey, hey, Laula, 440 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:01,000 Speaker 1: how are you? And I was like, yeah, oh, I said, hey, 441 00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:03,280 Speaker 1: how are you? Ben, Like you're coming to do class here? 442 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,359 Speaker 1: Tick you off. He's a yoga mat and he's like, 443 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:08,399 Speaker 1: I go how are you? And he's like, fine, how 444 00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:10,880 Speaker 1: are you? And he did not expect me to answer obviously, 445 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:12,000 Speaker 1: like and I should not have. 446 00:21:12,400 --> 00:21:13,719 Speaker 2: You shouldn't be talking to them. 447 00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,119 Speaker 1: Well, I should just been like, great, thanks, enjoying class. 448 00:21:16,160 --> 00:21:17,800 Speaker 1: That's what I was meant to do, he said. I 449 00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:20,440 Speaker 1: was like, oh, mate, I'm dog sitting these dogs. One 450 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:23,080 Speaker 1: chat in my shoe overnight, the other one pissed in 451 00:21:23,160 --> 00:21:24,800 Speaker 1: the other shoe. I was like, I don't know why 452 00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:29,119 Speaker 1: they're obsessed with my shoes and my prize possession shoe sneakers. Anyway, 453 00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:32,439 Speaker 1: and I just saw his face just like go flat 454 00:21:32,720 --> 00:21:35,280 Speaker 1: like and I was just like and all my boss 455 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:37,119 Speaker 1: was saying as me, He's like, my boss goes, what 456 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,440 Speaker 1: are you doing? I was like answering the question, mate, 457 00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:42,960 Speaker 1: I'm just being honest. And it just did not land 458 00:21:43,080 --> 00:21:45,520 Speaker 1: with an American audience. I don't know what I did, 459 00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:49,520 Speaker 1: but I scared, Like he was just like, who is 460 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:52,840 Speaker 1: this girl? And it's just such a different like style 461 00:21:53,040 --> 00:21:55,920 Speaker 1: of like communication over there. So I'd love to see 462 00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 1: you to America. 463 00:21:57,160 --> 00:21:59,280 Speaker 2: Oh no, they'd be like this guy, this guy, the 464 00:21:59,320 --> 00:22:02,400 Speaker 2: way he's talking about himself, it makes themself like the worst, 465 00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:03,080 Speaker 2: the worst. 466 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,080 Speaker 1: It's so good. I have to ask you, because I 467 00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:09,159 Speaker 1: have watched you a fair bit on have you been 468 00:22:09,200 --> 00:22:13,920 Speaker 1: paying attention? I'm so funny, can I ask I've never 469 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:16,480 Speaker 1: asked somebody that's been on the show this question. Have 470 00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:18,840 Speaker 1: you seen any of it? Do you know anything that's coming? 471 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:20,879 Speaker 1: Like have they sent you a package and being like 472 00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:22,320 Speaker 1: you know we're going to talk about this, this and 473 00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:23,280 Speaker 1: this and this today? No? 474 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:26,320 Speaker 2: No, but you do you get a since like because 475 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:28,679 Speaker 2: like I've done the New Zealand one a lot more, 476 00:22:29,119 --> 00:22:32,120 Speaker 2: which you used to hear it might be coming back, hopefully, 477 00:22:33,359 --> 00:22:35,840 Speaker 2: and you get a sense for what the questions are 478 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,720 Speaker 2: going to be about and things like that by the 479 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:42,120 Speaker 2: like the way the show is structured, Like the first 480 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,119 Speaker 2: few questions are always going to be like big the 481 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:46,639 Speaker 2: biggest news stories. So you're like what's been in the 482 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:48,440 Speaker 2: news lately, and it's always going to be something about 483 00:22:48,480 --> 00:22:50,719 Speaker 2: alban and easy. You know, like there's like there's got 484 00:22:50,800 --> 00:22:52,760 Speaker 2: to be things you got you know, pull in hands 485 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:55,679 Speaker 2: and probably get mentioned and have you like watch especially 486 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:58,119 Speaker 2: the Australian's got quite a logic to it, especially the 487 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:01,159 Speaker 2: first segment. Yeah, they always like start with like big 488 00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:04,520 Speaker 2: Australian stories and they shift to like big International year 489 00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:06,480 Speaker 2: and so then there's like there's gonna be something about 490 00:23:06,480 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 2: the Royals. There's gonna be something like there's always going 491 00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:10,400 Speaker 2: to be there's probably a picture of Kim John looking 492 00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:13,000 Speaker 2: at something coming up. Is like there's like he looks 493 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:14,959 Speaker 2: at a lot of things. Yeah, he's always looking at 494 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:15,800 Speaker 2: a missile or something. 495 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:17,840 Speaker 1: It's going to be Harry and me and. 496 00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:20,280 Speaker 2: They'll always been up to something. The Pope's probably done 497 00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:22,720 Speaker 2: something putin he's been a bit quiet lately. 498 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:25,240 Speaker 1: You can kind of predict it a little bit. 499 00:23:25,359 --> 00:23:27,840 Speaker 2: There's like you get to you know what's going to 500 00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:29,920 Speaker 2: be you know, like if the Matilda's on, You're like, okay, 501 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:33,440 Speaker 2: well the Matilda's you know, do you have that? 502 00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:35,000 Speaker 1: Does that mean you have a few things up your 503 00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:37,480 Speaker 1: sleeve or are you kind of going in with just 504 00:23:37,560 --> 00:23:38,280 Speaker 1: like let's roll with this. 505 00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:40,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's more like you know what's going to be 506 00:23:40,440 --> 00:23:44,800 Speaker 2: coming up. Okay, Yeah, you have a sense of what's 507 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:46,080 Speaker 2: going to be spoken about. 508 00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:49,080 Speaker 1: And my question for you is because you seem to 509 00:23:49,119 --> 00:23:51,280 Speaker 1: be pretty fearless with pushing the envelope. 510 00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:55,040 Speaker 2: Oh, thank you, I do. It's it's I mean, I'll 511 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:55,800 Speaker 2: literal ask you a question. 512 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,400 Speaker 1: No, my question is literally like I do you feel 513 00:23:59,800 --> 00:24:03,400 Speaker 1: I am terrible asking questions? Aren't I? As a podcast? 514 00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:09,159 Speaker 1: So some very statement? No, not at all, not at all, 515 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:12,440 Speaker 1: not at all. So yeah, like I was watching a 516 00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:15,199 Speaker 1: highlight package last night of you on have you been 517 00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:19,159 Speaker 1: paying attention? And I think the thing that came up 518 00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:25,359 Speaker 1: was Megan and Harry and and the thing was what 519 00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:26,640 Speaker 1: is Megan? 520 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:28,920 Speaker 2: What does she just debut? 521 00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:30,160 Speaker 1: Or just yes? 522 00:24:30,359 --> 00:24:34,399 Speaker 2: And you said did I say a white baby? 523 00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:36,840 Speaker 1: You did? You did? And you could hear everyone be 524 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:41,320 Speaker 1: like in the audience, right, So, how do you like, 525 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,520 Speaker 1: what's your barometer of the envelope. 526 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:47,920 Speaker 2: That's that's a great question, and it was something I 527 00:24:48,080 --> 00:24:52,360 Speaker 2: thought in that instance, I was, I did. I got 528 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:55,440 Speaker 2: at least one ancry message about that, Yes, ione did. 529 00:24:56,960 --> 00:24:59,560 Speaker 2: I am I. But my feeling about that joke was 530 00:24:59,600 --> 00:25:03,080 Speaker 2: that I was making fun of and referencing what I 531 00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:06,240 Speaker 2: think it was Prince Philip had allegedly said, yeah, like 532 00:25:06,359 --> 00:25:09,639 Speaker 2: Prince that the Royal family was racist. You know, I was. 533 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:11,720 Speaker 2: It was a reference to that, not me, not me 534 00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:14,160 Speaker 2: endorsing the racism, but me making fun of the Royal 535 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:18,119 Speaker 2: family for be a racist and so that but that 536 00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:21,239 Speaker 2: is something that can it does worry me a lot, 537 00:25:21,280 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 2: because I do feel like there's quite a lot of like, 538 00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:27,440 Speaker 2: like I hate comedians who are just iggy for Iggy's sake, 539 00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,200 Speaker 2: Like it's very easy to go up on stage and 540 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,680 Speaker 2: say something that's shocking or rude and upset people, but 541 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:36,480 Speaker 2: the unfortunate. But there's something about being very close to 542 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:39,640 Speaker 2: the line which is quite funny and so and figuring 543 00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:43,480 Speaker 2: out how to do this high wire balancing act real. Yeah, 544 00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:46,120 Speaker 2: Like I don't like I do like being like he's 545 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:48,639 Speaker 2: pushing the envelope. I suppose maybe you'd call it. But 546 00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:52,160 Speaker 2: I don't like punching down as the as the comedy term, 547 00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:54,040 Speaker 2: you know, I don't. I don't want people. I want 548 00:25:54,080 --> 00:25:55,960 Speaker 2: people to watch it and laugh and not feel upset, 549 00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:57,760 Speaker 2: you know. But but I would like to get to 550 00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:01,280 Speaker 2: I would like to be maybe a risky area, you know, 551 00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:03,520 Speaker 2: because some people, you know, some people were shocked by 552 00:26:03,640 --> 00:26:07,159 Speaker 2: some people love the joke. Yeah, yeah, but that's it 553 00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:09,120 Speaker 2: is something that weighs hugely on my mind. I don't 554 00:26:09,160 --> 00:26:11,560 Speaker 2: want to you know, if I found you know, if 555 00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:13,679 Speaker 2: someone messaged me after a show and was like, oh, 556 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:16,440 Speaker 2: that joke really upset me, I wish you hadn't said that. 557 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:19,520 Speaker 2: There's something I would weigh heavily on my mind. 558 00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:22,399 Speaker 1: Yeah, because you've heard Ricky talks a lot about it, 559 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:28,200 Speaker 1: doesn't he He talks. Actually saw him at the Hollywood 560 00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 1: Bowl a couple of months ago. 561 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:33,720 Speaker 2: Really yeah, and do you know he gave he a. 562 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:37,000 Speaker 1: I don't know what percentage of the tickets, but he 563 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:40,119 Speaker 1: gave so many animal rescue, like a huge amount, was. 564 00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:44,480 Speaker 2: Like donated all the Yeah. 565 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:46,960 Speaker 1: No, what a sweet ones. I guess he's got a 566 00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:48,119 Speaker 1: bit extra, doesn't he? 567 00:26:49,160 --> 00:26:52,439 Speaker 2: Is that a pun on the No, it's not but he. 568 00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:56,920 Speaker 1: He always says, like, I'm not doing it to hurt people, 569 00:26:57,320 --> 00:26:59,639 Speaker 1: but like, if you're offended, that's not my He kind 570 00:26:59,680 --> 00:27:02,080 Speaker 1: of says, it's not my problem if you do get offended. 571 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:03,560 Speaker 1: Isn't that his whole stick about it? 572 00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:05,639 Speaker 2: I think that's that is his whole stick, and he's 573 00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:08,880 Speaker 2: he was definitely willing to say things that I would 574 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:09,320 Speaker 2: never say. 575 00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:11,520 Speaker 1: No. No. He takes it to a whole new, whole 576 00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:12,600 Speaker 1: new level. 577 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:15,600 Speaker 2: And I don't. I don't think I have quite that 578 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:19,960 Speaker 2: approach to it. I think there is I think it's 579 00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:23,080 Speaker 2: there's I remember, there's there's a good there are people 580 00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:25,239 Speaker 2: have talked about it. I think there's people who think 581 00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:27,679 Speaker 2: comedy can never be offensive and people who think comedy 582 00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:31,000 Speaker 2: can only be offensive are the two worst groups of people. 583 00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:33,760 Speaker 2: I think. I think there's some sort of there's a 584 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:36,720 Speaker 2: there's a healthy middle ground break somewhere in there. And 585 00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:40,080 Speaker 2: I think it is okay to say sometimes shocking things 586 00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:43,680 Speaker 2: on stage, provided there's a greater comedic point to be made. 587 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:49,000 Speaker 2: But I also wouldn't want to, Like, I like, there's 588 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:51,720 Speaker 2: some things that Ricky gas is about, say trans people, 589 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:54,960 Speaker 2: I would I would never feel comfortable saying. And I 590 00:27:55,040 --> 00:28:00,560 Speaker 2: don't personally endorse myself. No that I hear what you're saying, yes, 591 00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:05,680 Speaker 2: but so I would take some responsibility if some people 592 00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:09,840 Speaker 2: felt upset by certain jokes. On the other hand, I 593 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:13,280 Speaker 2: also before I go on stage, I do try, you know, 594 00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:15,720 Speaker 2: I like to write what I say down and I write, 595 00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:17,920 Speaker 2: I try write my jokes about word for word, which 596 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:20,280 Speaker 2: really yeah, which is quite I think, quite different to 597 00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:22,760 Speaker 2: most comedians nowadays. I feel like a lot of people 598 00:28:22,800 --> 00:28:24,680 Speaker 2: I know prefer to vibe it and riff it. But 599 00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:28,119 Speaker 2: I'm very much someone who has to pre plan, like 600 00:28:28,200 --> 00:28:30,320 Speaker 2: yourself with acting. That's what I was about acting. I 601 00:28:30,400 --> 00:28:33,240 Speaker 2: think I feel very similar with my standard. I feel 602 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:35,359 Speaker 2: like everything needs to be pre written and pre planned 603 00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:37,720 Speaker 2: so that I'm more in control of what's going on 604 00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:38,280 Speaker 2: on stage. 605 00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:43,320 Speaker 1: Can I say, when you did the sunrise moth so 606 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:47,000 Speaker 1: beautifully done and like then you the physicality that you 607 00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:49,640 Speaker 1: did is around it as well, I was like, oh, 608 00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:53,600 Speaker 1: nailed to and I re what I went back and 609 00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:55,760 Speaker 1: rewatched that I repeated. 610 00:28:55,800 --> 00:29:00,000 Speaker 2: I repeated joker that a few times, joke quite a few. 611 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:04,760 Speaker 1: But it is so as somebody that is like loves 612 00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:08,200 Speaker 1: the morning sunrise, I was like, oh, this is amazing, 613 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:13,000 Speaker 1: You're like, I love Yeah. Anyway, for people listening a 614 00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:16,280 Speaker 1: taste of that is, can you just quickly say a 615 00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:16,840 Speaker 1: little bit of it? 616 00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:20,320 Speaker 2: Oh, I could do the bed or maybe you could. 617 00:29:20,320 --> 00:29:21,959 Speaker 2: You could have if you wanted to, you could insert 618 00:29:22,040 --> 00:29:25,440 Speaker 2: the joke and feel free to do that. 619 00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:28,920 Speaker 1: That's a good idea. But in a NUTSHELLOT is like, why. 620 00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:32,520 Speaker 2: That's why I hate watching the sunrise. That's that's why 621 00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:35,040 Speaker 2: I hate watching it, which was inspired from a mix 622 00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:37,800 Speaker 2: of two things, one of looking after my flatmate's dog 623 00:29:38,320 --> 00:29:40,080 Speaker 2: and the dog would wake me up in the morning 624 00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:41,840 Speaker 2: and I have to take it outside and I could 625 00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:44,560 Speaker 2: watch the sun rising and I was furious that I 626 00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:48,880 Speaker 2: was awake, and the other was partially inspired from when 627 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:51,640 Speaker 2: we went meet some friends went to We went to Cambodia, 628 00:29:51,960 --> 00:29:53,840 Speaker 2: and she really wanted to watch the sun rise over 629 00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:57,239 Speaker 2: and called what And I just remember being there being 630 00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,200 Speaker 2: like so what. So this is like, you know, like 631 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:01,920 Speaker 2: it's a it's nice to be here at this historic village, 632 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,320 Speaker 2: but who cares about the sunrise? 633 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:07,120 Speaker 1: Oh, I'm definitely gonna wind set. It's so good. You 634 00:30:07,240 --> 00:30:07,920 Speaker 1: are wonderful. 635 00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:11,040 Speaker 2: My friend asked me if I wanted to wake up 636 00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:14,440 Speaker 2: early and go see the sunrise if that was something 637 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:18,040 Speaker 2: that would interest me, And I said, that sounds like 638 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:27,440 Speaker 2: something that would interest a moth because it's just so 639 00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:37,320 Speaker 2: early in the morning. You know, there's a reason that 640 00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:41,920 Speaker 2: the only people awake to see the sunriser Instagram influences 641 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:50,000 Speaker 2: and meth addicts, and there's no compromising with these people, 642 00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:54,040 Speaker 2: you know, you can't be like, oh, sorry, five ams 643 00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:57,080 Speaker 2: a bit early for me, but maybe you could come 644 00:30:57,120 --> 00:30:59,400 Speaker 2: around at noon and we could steer directly into the 645 00:30:59,520 --> 00:31:07,080 Speaker 2: sun there. Then my friend asked me what I thought 646 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:09,520 Speaker 2: of the sun rise, and I said, oh, it reminded 647 00:31:09,560 --> 00:31:15,920 Speaker 2: me a lot of yesterday's sunset at six pm that 648 00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:18,080 Speaker 2: we missed, so we could be awake to see the 649 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:27,560 Speaker 2: sun rise. But it's so unfair, you know, because people 650 00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:31,880 Speaker 2: get mad when comedians repeat the same jokes twice. But 651 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:36,400 Speaker 2: then these same people will go watch the sun rise, 652 00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:45,920 Speaker 2: which is the same every time, and no one's like, no, 653 00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:47,560 Speaker 2: I've seen this one before. 654 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:53,080 Speaker 1: Can I ask about I love watching you on Taskmaster 655 00:31:53,200 --> 00:31:53,560 Speaker 1: as well? 656 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:54,200 Speaker 2: Oh thank you? 657 00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 1: Is that so much fun? 658 00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:59,680 Speaker 2: Yes? It's also it's incredibly stressful because is that because 659 00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:02,080 Speaker 2: the are all watching and they're not allowed to laugh, 660 00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:04,960 Speaker 2: so you're not getting any feedback or you're just like 661 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,760 Speaker 2: so you're just in this free, full panic, and you know, 662 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:12,920 Speaker 2: you'll constantly just be like, as anything is anything good? 663 00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:15,080 Speaker 2: Is anything? Is this good? Am I doing this right? 664 00:32:15,560 --> 00:32:20,120 Speaker 2: You know? But at the same time, I'm very proud 665 00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:22,400 Speaker 2: of how it turned out. Is the mean of the 666 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:24,240 Speaker 2: things I've done this year is I think I'm most 667 00:32:24,560 --> 00:32:28,280 Speaker 2: pleased and I'm very grateful I got to be part 668 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:32,000 Speaker 2: of this massive comedy show that's on in so many 669 00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:35,440 Speaker 2: different countries now, and like and a lot of people 670 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:37,680 Speaker 2: watch the New Zealand version overseas, you know, get like 671 00:32:37,720 --> 00:32:39,480 Speaker 2: Americans messaging me and things like that. 672 00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:41,280 Speaker 1: I think you'd flying America. 673 00:32:41,520 --> 00:32:43,560 Speaker 2: Thank you. Well, if they give me silly little tasks 674 00:32:43,600 --> 00:32:43,800 Speaker 2: to do. 675 00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,600 Speaker 1: What about the prep for that? Like how are you 676 00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:48,160 Speaker 1: walking in? 677 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:52,640 Speaker 2: Kind of like it's completely blind, completely yeah. And so 678 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,240 Speaker 2: so you open the envelope and you're like, oh shit, 679 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:57,880 Speaker 2: this is I got to do this. 680 00:32:58,040 --> 00:32:59,520 Speaker 1: Now, and you just say it's like jumping out of 681 00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:01,160 Speaker 1: a plane, just like here we. 682 00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:04,280 Speaker 2: Go, yeah here in the first Yeah, I remember, I 683 00:33:04,320 --> 00:33:06,760 Speaker 2: would start trying to predict what maybe the task would 684 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:08,640 Speaker 2: say in the hopes that would give me, you know, 685 00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:11,480 Speaker 2: because I like to prep everything and I would never 686 00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:14,560 Speaker 2: once successfully predicted what was it the task? And you 687 00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:18,280 Speaker 2: just open it and you're in this yeah again, this free, 688 00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:21,240 Speaker 2: full panic where you're just like I just and you know, 689 00:33:21,320 --> 00:33:24,280 Speaker 2: you get given thirty minutes, an hour, sometimes fifteen, you know, 690 00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:27,600 Speaker 2: the time's vary, but no matter how much time you get, 691 00:33:27,960 --> 00:33:31,880 Speaker 2: basically you have a minute to brainstorm and then you 692 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,600 Speaker 2: you know, and then you have the rest of the 693 00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:36,400 Speaker 2: time to execute your idea, you know, because you're running 694 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:39,000 Speaker 2: against the clock every single time. And so you know, 695 00:33:39,160 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 2: so like I've got a flamingo umbrella and I have 696 00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:42,920 Speaker 2: to make a horror film. What do I do? 697 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:43,320 Speaker 1: You know? 698 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,040 Speaker 2: I you know, I got what do I know about 699 00:33:47,040 --> 00:33:48,520 Speaker 2: horror films? And I was like, I'll do this, I'll 700 00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:50,520 Speaker 2: do this. I have a vague idea and okay, let's 701 00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,640 Speaker 2: go down to the lake and let's put raw meat 702 00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:58,400 Speaker 2: in the flamingo. And you know it's I one on 703 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,680 Speaker 2: one hand, Yeah, yeah, it was. It was a gross. 704 00:34:02,080 --> 00:34:04,200 Speaker 2: It ended up being spaghetti and baked beans. I think 705 00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:07,920 Speaker 2: we didn't have any raw meat on hand, which is 706 00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:10,160 Speaker 2: good because I'm vegan, so I probably should have been 707 00:34:10,200 --> 00:34:15,960 Speaker 2: asking for raw meat. But Yeah. On one hand, it's 708 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:18,839 Speaker 2: very stressful because you're like, you know, like, oh my god, 709 00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:20,560 Speaker 2: I have to go do this, you know, right this 710 00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:24,440 Speaker 2: basically right direct and act in a comedy sketch just 711 00:34:24,560 --> 00:34:27,160 Speaker 2: on the fly. But on the other hand, when it's 712 00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,239 Speaker 2: well received, which I think so, you know, I think 713 00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,320 Speaker 2: it's I think it's okay to say that some of 714 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:35,600 Speaker 2: my tasks people seem to put enjoyed or the other 715 00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:38,040 Speaker 2: that it's incredibly rewarding because it's the show where you 716 00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:39,960 Speaker 2: I feel like you're most authentically yourself. 717 00:34:40,239 --> 00:34:43,320 Speaker 1: Well, you've got zero to lean on, really. 718 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:46,279 Speaker 2: Yeah, zero to lean on you have, Yeah, there's nothing else. 719 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:49,040 Speaker 2: It's just you out there just doing the first thought 720 00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,960 Speaker 2: that you had that you thought was funny, and and 721 00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:57,279 Speaker 2: for people to respond so kindly to it, it's been 722 00:34:57,520 --> 00:35:00,759 Speaker 2: it's yeah, it's so nice that knowing that, like I guess, 723 00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:05,399 Speaker 2: being authentically myself people respond to. So that's that's there. 724 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,719 Speaker 2: That's whereas like when I do stand up, I'm able 725 00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:10,439 Speaker 2: to plan and prep and sort of build a wall, 726 00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:12,640 Speaker 2: and you know, there's you know, there's I mean, obviously 727 00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:14,880 Speaker 2: I'm it's still me, but there's because I know what 728 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:16,279 Speaker 2: I'm about to say, and stuff that feels like a 729 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:18,680 Speaker 2: little bit more distance and maybe a bit more of 730 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:19,240 Speaker 2: a character. 731 00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, got it, got it, got it, got it. Do 732 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,320 Speaker 1: you ever open that envelope and go blank? 733 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:29,000 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, I'm trying to think, oh yeah, my least yeah, 734 00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:32,560 Speaker 2: my least favorite task was one we had to I 735 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:34,919 Speaker 2: did on the first day. It was my first big 736 00:35:35,239 --> 00:35:40,160 Speaker 2: creative task, I'd say, and I was get married. And 737 00:35:40,280 --> 00:35:42,560 Speaker 2: I just remember I just panicked the whole time, and 738 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:44,000 Speaker 2: I was like, I think I have to make a cake. 739 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:45,640 Speaker 2: But Helen wanted to take to make a cake, and 740 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:47,920 Speaker 2: that's I could getting fixated on the cake. And I 741 00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:51,719 Speaker 2: wasn't allowed to marry Paul, who's the Who's our assistant. 742 00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,120 Speaker 2: He's the only other human And so then I had 743 00:35:54,120 --> 00:35:55,880 Speaker 2: to like I was like assembling a wife out of 744 00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:58,320 Speaker 2: mannequin bits I found in the shed. And it was 745 00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:01,400 Speaker 2: just I was that one. I felt completely out of 746 00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:03,320 Speaker 2: my depth. You know, It's the first big thing I 747 00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:06,040 Speaker 2: had to do, and I felt I was Yeah, And 748 00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:10,160 Speaker 2: I had this terrible, terrible where she was on a 749 00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:12,000 Speaker 2: wheelchair and I pulled her with a rope and she 750 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:15,640 Speaker 2: was like bumping into the she was bumping into the 751 00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:19,759 Speaker 2: This was my wife did. She was knocking over all 752 00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:24,680 Speaker 2: the pews in the church, and I remember our taskmaster 753 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:28,040 Speaker 2: Jeremy said, I don't think we were I'd be shocked 754 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:31,840 Speaker 2: if we see anything shitter than that, ever, which was 755 00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:35,399 Speaker 2: a very funny thing to say. And then I did 756 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:39,000 Speaker 2: another task, and then my final task of that day, 757 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,480 Speaker 2: I came back out and my wife was there again, 758 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:44,759 Speaker 2: and I was christ, no, why here? And had we 759 00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:48,800 Speaker 2: had to have a divorce a messy breakup? Yeah? It was, 760 00:36:49,280 --> 00:36:50,840 Speaker 2: and so that was like, oh, as soon as I 761 00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:52,800 Speaker 2: saw her again, I was, oh, no, this is definitely 762 00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:53,680 Speaker 2: going to be in the show. 763 00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:58,840 Speaker 1: Amazing. How good though, How good to be able to 764 00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:03,360 Speaker 1: like feel like you're free falling and essentially feeling like 765 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:05,880 Speaker 1: you're failing. Whether you are or not, that feeling is 766 00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:09,000 Speaker 1: still there and then still come out the other side 767 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:11,160 Speaker 1: and have survived it. And then it's this like sense 768 00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:12,480 Speaker 1: of like accomplishment. 769 00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:15,560 Speaker 2: Yes, And the perfect thing about well it's for task 770 00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:20,000 Speaker 2: masters specifically, is that either you do the task well, 771 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:24,840 Speaker 2: which people enjoy watching, or or you you know, fail 772 00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:27,520 Speaker 2: at it, you fail horribly at it, which people love 773 00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:30,200 Speaker 2: even more. And like there were times where I left 774 00:37:30,239 --> 00:37:33,120 Speaker 2: the room being like there was a disaster. I hope 775 00:37:33,160 --> 00:37:35,880 Speaker 2: they show that. Yeah, yeah, I hope they showed me 776 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:39,359 Speaker 2: be an absolute tool and absolute idiot because that people 777 00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:41,120 Speaker 2: will really like that. Yeah. 778 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,520 Speaker 1: Yeahs like let people laugh at your experience. 779 00:37:43,600 --> 00:37:46,239 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, yeah, yeah. As a comedian, it's yeah, it's 780 00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:47,879 Speaker 2: it laughs a laugh. 781 00:37:48,239 --> 00:37:51,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, so good. So if we were to look in 782 00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:54,200 Speaker 1: a crystal ball, like what would the dream be for 783 00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:57,040 Speaker 1: you five years from now, Like you're already doing so 784 00:37:57,840 --> 00:37:58,600 Speaker 1: freaking amazing. 785 00:37:58,719 --> 00:38:02,000 Speaker 2: Oh thank you. That's that's very kind. It's it's hard 786 00:38:02,040 --> 00:38:05,200 Speaker 2: to it's on day to day, it's hard to think 787 00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:07,719 Speaker 2: of yourself that way. But when I do think of 788 00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:11,600 Speaker 2: stuff I've achieved, I am very grateful. I feel like 789 00:38:11,719 --> 00:38:15,960 Speaker 2: I'm very lucky. But in five years, the big thing 790 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,360 Speaker 2: that always comes to mind is something like a Netflix special, 791 00:38:18,719 --> 00:38:23,160 Speaker 2: you know, something like an hour long show. Like after 792 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 2: doing My My Show in twenty twenty one in particular, 793 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:29,000 Speaker 2: which I only did in New Zealand, I remember I 794 00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:31,200 Speaker 2: loved I really loved doing that and I would love 795 00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:34,440 Speaker 2: to get better. I think it performing hour long shows 796 00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:36,279 Speaker 2: and being able to do something that I felt was 797 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:41,200 Speaker 2: worth filming and deserve to be preserved for a very, 798 00:38:41,280 --> 00:38:43,439 Speaker 2: very long time, you know, like if I was able 799 00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:45,000 Speaker 2: to think of an hour lot, you know, an hour 800 00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:49,640 Speaker 2: of bits like that Sunrise bit, which I which I 801 00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:52,960 Speaker 2: am very proud of the Sunrise bit of how it. 802 00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:56,839 Speaker 1: Came out, and the other one about your mum's telepathic abilities. 803 00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:02,400 Speaker 2: That's that's an example I think of sort of getting 804 00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:05,640 Speaker 2: maybe not being itgy, but like, you know, it's a 805 00:39:06,040 --> 00:39:08,160 Speaker 2: it's a bleak topic of like about a dog being 806 00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:10,600 Speaker 2: put down, and then you're able but then I was 807 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,279 Speaker 2: able to find, you know, you're able to find an 808 00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:17,600 Speaker 2: area that's close to you know, it's about my mum. Yeah, Scottia, 809 00:39:18,000 --> 00:39:21,840 Speaker 2: you know the dog pit dog Scottie. Yeah, God, he 810 00:39:21,960 --> 00:39:26,560 Speaker 2: has no clue that he's a celebrity. But yeah, about 811 00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:29,200 Speaker 2: you know, my mom, about my mum's sitting me an 812 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,279 Speaker 2: odd message about having to put our dog down. And 813 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:34,440 Speaker 2: so it's very close to a joke about dogs being 814 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,400 Speaker 2: put down, but it's sort of one step removed, and 815 00:39:36,480 --> 00:39:39,480 Speaker 2: so it's in this nice gray area maybe which I think, 816 00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:41,440 Speaker 2: which I think you can drive a lot of comedy. 817 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:45,560 Speaker 2: It was so fun, thank you, But yeah, I think 818 00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:47,759 Speaker 2: something like a Netflix special is the big dream. And 819 00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:52,640 Speaker 2: also when I was in UNI, one of my heroes 820 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:56,200 Speaker 2: I guess was Lemon from thirty Year Rocks. I love 821 00:39:56,360 --> 00:40:00,480 Speaker 2: I've been rewatching it lately. I think it's some of 822 00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:04,880 Speaker 2: the greatest writing. I think Tina fey Ish wrote. She 823 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:06,960 Speaker 2: wrote it, she wrote it and started it, you know, 824 00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:08,680 Speaker 2: and also did this now and I think she's a 825 00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:10,879 Speaker 2: she's such a talented comedic writer. 826 00:40:11,040 --> 00:40:13,640 Speaker 1: Would you ever do SNL if that opportunity? 827 00:40:13,719 --> 00:40:16,000 Speaker 2: Knox? Of course, I mean, I mean I think i'd 828 00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:20,160 Speaker 2: only if I was ever. I think the position I'd 829 00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:23,360 Speaker 2: be asked to do would probably guest hoste. Yes, but 830 00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,200 Speaker 2: I'd love to do that. I don't think. I don't 831 00:40:25,239 --> 00:40:27,920 Speaker 2: know how great i'd be an acting in skitches. 832 00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:31,320 Speaker 1: Well, I interviewed one of the writers and now and 833 00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:34,800 Speaker 1: which one? Her name is Sudi Green, of course, and 834 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,959 Speaker 1: she and basically it's so interesting because the guest hosts 835 00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:40,840 Speaker 1: bring a lot of their own ideas. Yes, you've got 836 00:40:40,880 --> 00:40:42,759 Speaker 1: a whole team of writers that are like, here's a 837 00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:45,160 Speaker 1: stack of ideas, do you want to do this, this, 838 00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:47,680 Speaker 1: this and this and this and and Also the other 839 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:50,600 Speaker 1: thing is like the guest hosts will come and be like, 840 00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:54,280 Speaker 1: actually I can do this funny voice. Pedro Pascal famously 841 00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:58,000 Speaker 1: went on and did this fantastic all Californian girl a 842 00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:01,560 Speaker 1: voice like Bally girl voice, and it became this huge, 843 00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:05,560 Speaker 1: humongous internet sensation. And so it's interesting how much the 844 00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:09,640 Speaker 1: guest host actually brings to the table, which is really cool. 845 00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:13,400 Speaker 2: I get to a pretty okay real Leary impression, and 846 00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:14,160 Speaker 2: I wonder. 847 00:41:13,960 --> 00:41:16,919 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I feel like that would land, that would land. 848 00:41:17,560 --> 00:41:19,000 Speaker 2: I love, I love. 849 00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:21,080 Speaker 1: I've spoken to a few actors that have auditioned for 850 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:23,320 Speaker 1: S and L as well. You have to deliver this 851 00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:26,040 Speaker 1: full package, like different bits, different characters. 852 00:41:26,280 --> 00:41:30,960 Speaker 2: Yes, when you audition, it's it's so intense released Like 853 00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:33,240 Speaker 2: you can watch clips of Will fearal audition. 854 00:41:33,480 --> 00:41:37,359 Speaker 1: Yeah, yes, I have said that is an amazing video. 855 00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:41,239 Speaker 2: Okay, so, but but something like being a hid writer 856 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:42,520 Speaker 2: on a sitcom, I think it was. 857 00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:47,520 Speaker 1: Think'd be a fantastic you'd have to be on the 858 00:41:47,520 --> 00:41:48,080 Speaker 1: sitcom too. 859 00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:51,160 Speaker 2: I feel oh thank you. Yes, I think I've always 860 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:55,160 Speaker 2: I've thought about that. I think if I acting is 861 00:41:55,239 --> 00:41:56,799 Speaker 2: something that often stresses me out. 862 00:41:57,760 --> 00:42:00,279 Speaker 1: Sitcom. I'm trained in sitcom. I've just been trained in 863 00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:04,080 Speaker 1: full blown sitcom training in LA and it is such 864 00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:07,160 Speaker 1: a specific tech. We actually just really learn about comedic 865 00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:10,720 Speaker 1: writing for sitcoms specifically, it's like two point five gags 866 00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:13,160 Speaker 1: per page, rules of three an a thing, gulls. It's 867 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:17,440 Speaker 1: like monologs are like yeah, yeah, well that's like a 868 00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:20,640 Speaker 1: lot of comedians that are acting comedians go to this 869 00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:24,400 Speaker 1: one person in LA and you learn multiicam sitcom, you 870 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,920 Speaker 1: learn single cam comedy, and it's like it's a formula. 871 00:42:28,080 --> 00:42:30,359 Speaker 1: It's not. It is not like, oh, I think I've 872 00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:34,719 Speaker 1: got funny, but it's like actually honoring the writings. 873 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:37,280 Speaker 2: There's I mean, there's a way to structure a script. 874 00:42:37,320 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 2: You know, this has to happen by the end of 875 00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:42,880 Speaker 2: the first Yes, yes, but it's something i'd I'd love 876 00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:43,120 Speaker 2: to do. 877 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:45,799 Speaker 1: Oh, I send you all the deeds, my friend. It's 878 00:42:45,840 --> 00:42:49,239 Speaker 1: so it's so fun to it's it is so empowering 879 00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:53,960 Speaker 1: to go, oh this makes this is why like Ross 880 00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,680 Speaker 1: got so many laughs on Friends, or like the writing 881 00:42:58,200 --> 00:43:00,279 Speaker 1: is usually like the Matt you would know, oh this 882 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:02,800 Speaker 1: is the magic. But sitcoms is one of my passions 883 00:43:02,880 --> 00:43:04,960 Speaker 1: to and I'll often when I'm in LA, I'll sit 884 00:43:05,000 --> 00:43:09,080 Speaker 1: in the audience and like, go, sitcom tapings so much 885 00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:11,040 Speaker 1: fun because they've got they just swing around all these 886 00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:13,400 Speaker 1: different sets and it's very quick. 887 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,480 Speaker 2: And how do they do they do? They are they 888 00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,879 Speaker 2: sits on a big revolving stage and they just spin around. 889 00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:21,360 Speaker 1: Sometimes it's evolving stage. But the one that I went to, 890 00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:25,320 Speaker 1: which was on Warner brother so I think it was 891 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:27,520 Speaker 1: three stages next to each other. 892 00:43:27,719 --> 00:43:28,359 Speaker 2: What was the show? 893 00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:30,680 Speaker 1: It was called Nightcourt, the one that I went. 894 00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:37,560 Speaker 2: There's an episode of thirty about that. Really they do 895 00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:38,880 Speaker 2: a reboot of nightca today. 896 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:43,040 Speaker 1: How cool? Yeah, And so you get to see basically 897 00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:46,879 Speaker 1: it's it looks like the audience is in the same spot, 898 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,319 Speaker 1: so the audience doesn't move, so you go from one 899 00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:54,680 Speaker 1: of the but the cameras swing loads like they're all 900 00:43:54,719 --> 00:43:57,040 Speaker 1: on massive swing dollies and stuff like that. 901 00:43:57,960 --> 00:43:58,560 Speaker 2: So cool. 902 00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:05,960 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I could nerd out. Let's right. Honestly, there's 903 00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:08,000 Speaker 1: nothing here in Australia. That's why I went and trained 904 00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:11,160 Speaker 1: over there. There's not much here is a sitcom. 905 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:15,240 Speaker 2: That's what I've I feel very fortunate to have started 906 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,160 Speaker 2: in New Zealand because I feel like for New Zealand comedians, 907 00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:22,080 Speaker 2: we've been very lucky that the number of TV opportunities 908 00:44:22,120 --> 00:44:24,920 Speaker 2: for us is a lot more proportional to the amount 909 00:44:24,920 --> 00:44:27,240 Speaker 2: of or maybe maybe it's over proportional to the amount 910 00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:29,600 Speaker 2: of comedians there are, whereas in an Australia it seems 911 00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:31,960 Speaker 2: like it's a lot harder for comedians to be given 912 00:44:32,040 --> 00:44:36,600 Speaker 2: that break and make it onto TV, and same with actors. Yes, yeah, 913 00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:38,520 Speaker 2: it seems it seems so difficult that I don't know 914 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:40,520 Speaker 2: what I mean, I don't know what the path is 915 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:43,600 Speaker 2: factors in New Zealand little in Australia. Get on Home 916 00:44:43,680 --> 00:44:46,160 Speaker 2: and Away or neighbors. Yeah, that's about it, and then 917 00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:48,520 Speaker 2: I hope you stay there for the next twenty years, 918 00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:49,080 Speaker 2: or do. 919 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:51,919 Speaker 1: A Margo Robbie or Chris Hemming and jump the pond 920 00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:54,560 Speaker 1: with like your home and Away real but you know 921 00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:56,440 Speaker 1: what it is what gets you in the door over there, 922 00:44:56,600 --> 00:44:59,040 Speaker 1: Like that's why I'm excited to hear like, yes, a 923 00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:01,200 Speaker 1: Netflix special. Think you should totally write a book to 924 00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 1: Oh thank you, thank you? That on the Manifestation list. 925 00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:06,919 Speaker 2: Yes, I'm just just looking at the title of yours. 926 00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:09,080 Speaker 1: I just wondering if that's your copy. 927 00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:15,760 Speaker 2: By the way, I'll call one bravely succeeding an arrogant 928 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:17,440 Speaker 2: counters that I. 929 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:21,120 Speaker 1: Love it, do it, my friend, So my thank you. 930 00:45:21,239 --> 00:45:23,800 Speaker 1: Some I've loved chatting with you. But my last question is, 931 00:45:23,840 --> 00:45:25,800 Speaker 1: like for people that are listening to this, if someone's 932 00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:28,560 Speaker 1: listening to this and they're like, I'd love to I'd 933 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:30,359 Speaker 1: love to do it, raising you know what I mean, 934 00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:33,440 Speaker 1: like a young a young give up? 935 00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:38,440 Speaker 2: Don't you dare try copy what I do? There's only 936 00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:39,200 Speaker 2: enough work for me. 937 00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:41,680 Speaker 1: But I mean, is it is it like to go 938 00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:44,760 Speaker 1: to like an open mic and like what would your advice? 939 00:45:44,920 --> 00:45:48,080 Speaker 1: Or is it to like, I think people have dreams 940 00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:50,520 Speaker 1: like this, and like, let's be real, like a lot 941 00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:53,040 Speaker 1: of people don't have the courage to be like like 942 00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:55,960 Speaker 1: because there's a lot of like we were saying, like 943 00:45:56,040 --> 00:45:58,319 Speaker 1: there's a lot of failure at the start, and there's 944 00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:00,960 Speaker 1: a lot of rejection, and there's a lot of you know, 945 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 1: like you you've got an amazing team that you get 946 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,799 Speaker 1: to work with, empic manager and all that kind of thing, 947 00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:12,200 Speaker 1: but it does certainly love you, but it does take 948 00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:14,600 Speaker 1: a while to get to that stage, right. So for 949 00:46:14,719 --> 00:46:18,200 Speaker 1: someone listening that might be green or just starting out, like, 950 00:46:18,360 --> 00:46:21,759 Speaker 1: do you have any pearls of wisdom other than give up? 951 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:28,840 Speaker 2: I don't give up. It's always an option. It's that 952 00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:32,000 Speaker 2: one of them. I guess the fear never goes away, 953 00:46:32,320 --> 00:46:35,600 Speaker 2: at least not for me. Like you're and the thing is, 954 00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,759 Speaker 2: the longer you delay it, you're just you're just robbing 955 00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:42,520 Speaker 2: yourself in the future. Like I was afraid to start 956 00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:45,320 Speaker 2: doing center for so long, and I really wish I 957 00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:47,440 Speaker 2: had started doing it sooner, because I just think it 958 00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:49,040 Speaker 2: can be a lot funnier now and I would have 959 00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:51,520 Speaker 2: achieved more, you know, just all my career goals and 960 00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:54,000 Speaker 2: now just have been hit later, because you know, if 961 00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:57,600 Speaker 2: only I had started sooner. And the other thing about 962 00:46:58,520 --> 00:47:01,000 Speaker 2: like the dream, I'm so envious of people who are 963 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:03,080 Speaker 2: just starting out at the moment. The idea of being 964 00:47:03,120 --> 00:47:07,560 Speaker 2: able to fail anonymously is so I'm so jealous of 965 00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,400 Speaker 2: right now, like we're like I I have a concern 966 00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,879 Speaker 2: and maybe this is arrogant or paranoia, but of going 967 00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:15,640 Speaker 2: to an open mic and trying a new joke and 968 00:47:15,680 --> 00:47:18,000 Speaker 2: at bombing and people in the crowd knowing who I 969 00:47:18,080 --> 00:47:19,840 Speaker 2: am and being like, oh, that guy's not very funny. 970 00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:23,560 Speaker 2: We recognize him. And that's that's something that plays on 971 00:47:23,640 --> 00:47:26,280 Speaker 2: my mind. But the thought of being an open mic comedian, 972 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:29,919 Speaker 2: someone who's just starting out the gift of being able 973 00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:33,719 Speaker 2: to fail with no repercussions. You know, you can go 974 00:47:33,880 --> 00:47:36,160 Speaker 2: do an open mic, no one cares who you are. 975 00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:38,399 Speaker 2: You can just you know, maybe you'll be good, maybe 976 00:47:38,440 --> 00:47:39,920 Speaker 2: you'll be bad. What a dream. 977 00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:41,080 Speaker 1: You know. 978 00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:43,439 Speaker 2: You get to take all these risks, all these creative risks, 979 00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:47,359 Speaker 2: find your voice, and no one's judging you for there 980 00:47:47,400 --> 00:47:51,239 Speaker 2: the steaks aren't there? Yeah, no, And and I mean 981 00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:53,480 Speaker 2: I don't know if that's advice, but I just think 982 00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:56,279 Speaker 2: you're in such a lucky position and you should fully 983 00:47:56,360 --> 00:47:59,080 Speaker 2: exploit that. You know, go do as many open mics 984 00:47:59,120 --> 00:48:02,439 Speaker 2: as you can. You know the failure will always be there. 985 00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:04,640 Speaker 2: But as soon as you get on stage and start 986 00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:07,719 Speaker 2: talking at Ebbs Away that the adrenaline kicks and you know, 987 00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:10,480 Speaker 2: something overpowers your brain and you're able to do it. 988 00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:13,920 Speaker 2: But the gift of being able to fail anonymously, I 989 00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:14,960 Speaker 2: wish I had that. 990 00:48:15,600 --> 00:48:17,840 Speaker 1: Ah, this is great advice. 991 00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,640 Speaker 2: Oh not, thank you, I think it. Yeah, I just 992 00:48:20,719 --> 00:48:24,160 Speaker 2: think they're in such an envious position. I'm trying to 993 00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:27,200 Speaker 2: think of what other advice i'd give. Record all your 994 00:48:27,239 --> 00:48:29,120 Speaker 2: sets and listen back. That's always something. 995 00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:30,600 Speaker 1: Do you watch your stuff back? 996 00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:34,279 Speaker 2: I don't watch it, which is maybe explains any weird 997 00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:40,000 Speaker 2: physical things I do. But I always I record every 998 00:48:40,080 --> 00:48:43,120 Speaker 2: set I've ever done, and so I have recordings from 999 00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:46,200 Speaker 2: nearly every time I've ever been on stage, and when 1000 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:48,000 Speaker 2: I do new material. Now it's only when I do 1001 00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:51,279 Speaker 2: new material, I'll listen back to it and judge how 1002 00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:51,880 Speaker 2: it went. 1003 00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:54,080 Speaker 1: And because you'll hear with the moments where it lands. 1004 00:48:54,120 --> 00:48:56,160 Speaker 2: Yes, exactly, And then I think, how do I rewrite 1005 00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:57,880 Speaker 2: that line? Or do I cut that line, or how 1006 00:48:57,920 --> 00:48:59,960 Speaker 2: do I fix you know? And so I try to 1007 00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:02,800 Speaker 2: be as forensic as I can about it. And I 1008 00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,600 Speaker 2: would never be able to remember, you know on my own, 1009 00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:07,799 Speaker 2: you know. Help and and also and also I want 1010 00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:10,319 Speaker 2: to know, like how hard did the audience laugh? Maybe 1011 00:49:10,320 --> 00:49:12,279 Speaker 2: the audience did laugh, but they didn't laugh enough, and 1012 00:49:12,360 --> 00:49:15,640 Speaker 2: so I need to cut the line. And anyway, yeah, record. 1013 00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:17,920 Speaker 2: I think recording all your sets and listening back is 1014 00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:21,560 Speaker 2: the only real way to progress. You know, you have 1015 00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:23,200 Speaker 2: to be and you have to be tough on yourself. 1016 00:49:23,280 --> 00:49:26,920 Speaker 1: I think you're a legend. 1017 00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:29,520 Speaker 2: Oh no, that's that's that's that's too that's too much. 1018 00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:34,759 Speaker 1: Real sweet soul. And I look forward to one day 1019 00:49:34,840 --> 00:49:38,279 Speaker 1: seeing on Netflix special Let's put it out there now. 1020 00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:40,359 Speaker 2: Thank you very I look forward to reading your book, 1021 00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:41,919 Speaker 2: which is available in all good books. 1022 00:49:42,239 --> 00:49:45,400 Speaker 1: Oh you're wonderful. Thank you so much. Right, you are 1023 00:49:45,640 --> 00:49:46,680 Speaker 1: a wonderful human being. 1024 00:49:47,160 --> 00:49:48,880 Speaker 2: Thank you so much for having me long. 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