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Speaker 1: This is the Good Bits.

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Speaker 2: This excerpt from Sierra Simone's Priest is brought to you

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Speaker 2: by the goodbits dot com.

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Speaker 3: God made us sexual creatures, Poppy, I said, wishing my

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Speaker 3: words sounded more soothing than they did with my choked

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Speaker 3: voice and barely controlled breathing. They came out sounding like

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Speaker 3: a dark threat, a dark imminent threat.

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Speaker 1: Then he made me too sexual even now I.

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Speaker 3: Even now what, And I was using that voice again,

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Speaker 3: and there was no mistaking the danger. Now I could

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Speaker 3: hear her shifting in her seat.

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Speaker 1: I should go.

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Speaker 3: I was out of the booth and over to her

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Speaker 3: side in an instant, standing there as the door swung open.

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Speaker 3: I braced my hands on either side of the door.

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Speaker 3: One in the actual fuck was I doing? Blocking her escape?

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Speaker 3: Because I had to know. I had to know what

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Speaker 3: she was going to say, and if I didn't, I

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Speaker 3: would go crazy. She looked up at me looming over her,

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Speaker 3: her hazel eyes growing wide.

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Speaker 1: Oh.

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Speaker 3: We stared at each other for a moment. It could

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Speaker 3: have ended right there. It would have, even with her

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Speaker 3: red lipstick and her bright eyes and her nipples in

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Speaker 3: tight little points under the thin silk blouse she wore,

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Speaker 3: Even with my wide shoulders blocking the door to the booth.

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Speaker 3: Even with the surge of power and satisfaction and lust

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Speaker 3: that came from positioning my body against woman's in this primal,

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Speaker 3: dominating way, it would have I swear. But then she

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Speaker 3: bit her lip, though slightly, two big teeth digging into

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Speaker 3: her lower lip, all pure white, digging into the sharpest,

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Speaker 3: bloodiest red imaginable. And then she rubbed her thighs together,

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Speaker 3: tiny noise coming from somewhere in the back of her throat.

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Speaker 3: I stopped seeing a penitent I stopped seeing a child

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Speaker 3: of God. I stopped seeing a lost lamb in need

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Speaker 3: of a shepherd. I saw only a woman in need, ripe,

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Speaker 3: delicious need. I advanced on her, and she watched every

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Speaker 3: step of mine with a hunger that was beyond palpable.

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Speaker 3: It was oppressive, it was ferocious. Turn around, I ordered

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Speaker 3: her and thock if she didn't comply right away, turning

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Speaker 3: and bracing her hands against the edge of the black wood.

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Speaker 3: She was still rubbing her thighs together when I reached

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Speaker 3: the piano and stood directly behind her. I ran my

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Speaker 3: index finger from her hand to her shoulder, feeling every

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Speaker 3: pebbled inch of skin on her arm. Now, what were

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Speaker 3: you going to say in the booth, I asked, in

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Speaker 3: a low voice, And remember lying is sin. She shivered.

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Speaker 1: I can't say it, not here, not to you.

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Speaker 3: My hand reached her shoulder. She'd worn her hair up

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Speaker 3: in a loose twist, exposing the ivory nape of her neck,

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Speaker 3: and I caressed it, now, wanting to devour every shudder,

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Speaker 3: every hitched breath. And then I placed the flat of

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Speaker 3: my palm in the space between her shoulder blades and

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Speaker 3: pushed her down against the piano, so she was bent over,

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Speaker 3: the sight of her face pressed against the glossy wood.

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Speaker 3: She'd worn a high waisted pencil skirt, and once she

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Speaker 3: was bent over, the slit rose high above to expose

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Speaker 3: a narrow glimpse of pink flesh. Bobby, did you come

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Speaker 3: here without underwear? My hand was still on her back,

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Speaker 3: my fingers resting against her neck, and she nodded, Was

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Speaker 3: that on purpose? A pause, then another nod. The crack

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Speaker 3: resounded through the sanctuary, and she jumped at the feeling

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Speaker 3: of my hand smacking her ass. Then she moaned and

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Speaker 3: pushed her ass up farther. What the fuck was I doing?

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Speaker 3: Of all places? I stepped back, breathing hard, no thought

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Speaker 3: before I was laid low by guilt and regret. Bobby

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Speaker 3: spun around, her eyes flashing.

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Speaker 1: Don't you dare, don't you dare? Check out on me?

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Speaker 3: Now, I'm sorry, I can't.

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Speaker 1: You can.

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Speaker 3: She stepped forward. She pressed her to my erection, and

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Speaker 3: I look down to see her unbuckling my belt. I can't,

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Speaker 3: I repeated, still watching as she drew out my cock.

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Speaker 3: The moment her fingers brushed over my bare skin, I

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Speaker 3: wanted to die because I hadn't exaggerated how good that

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Speaker 3: felt in my memories and my fantasies. No, I had not.

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Speaker 1: You are a good priest, father bell.

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Speaker 3: Her hand moved down to explore lower, cupping me.

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Speaker 1: But you're also a good man, and doesn't a good

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Speaker 1: man deserve a little indulgence every now? And then?

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Speaker 3: She gripped me tighter, started to stroke in earnest. Now

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Speaker 3: I watched her hand moving up and down my shaft

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Speaker 3: like a man hypnotized.

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Speaker 1: We won't have sex. No sex, and then it's not

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Speaker 1: really breaking any.

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Speaker 3: Rules, right, you're equivocating now, I said, raggedly, closing my

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Speaker 3: eye against the side of her pumping my deck.

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Speaker 1: Then how about another confession.

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Speaker 3: She dragged her fingernail from my pelvis to my navel,

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Speaker 3: making my abs tighten.

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Speaker 1: After the last day I talked to you, I looked

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Speaker 1: you up online, I couldn't stop thinking about your voice,

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Speaker 1: like I could still hear it in a way, echoing

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Speaker 1: in my mind. And then I saw your picture on

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Speaker 1: the website and you looked, huh, well you know how

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Speaker 1: you looked. That was the first time I got off

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Speaker 1: thinking about you.

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Speaker 3: You've touched yourself thinking about me the last remaining shred

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Speaker 3: of my self control freight, threatening to snap.

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Speaker 1: More than once.

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Speaker 3: She ran her fingers over my abs underneath my.

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Speaker 1: Shirt because seeing your body that first time we met

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Speaker 1: while running, and then your face that last time time

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Speaker 1: we talked. God, your face it was so damn dark,

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Speaker 1: like you wanted to gobble me up right there. I

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Speaker 1: had to fuck myself three times before I could focus

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Speaker 3: There it went any self discipline that remained, and all

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Speaker 3: that was left was a male not tyler, not father bell,

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Speaker 3: but something more primal and more demanding. Show me, I ordered, what,

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Speaker 3: lie down on this floor, spread your legs and show

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Speaker 3: me what it looks like when you fuck yourself thinking

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Speaker 3: of me. Her mouth parted and her cheeks reddened, and

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Speaker 3: then she was laying on the carpet, her hand on

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Speaker 3: her cunt. I stood over her, fisting my cock, giving

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Speaker 3: into it, all, giving into everything, as long as it

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Speaker 3: ended with her covered in my climax. Why didn't you

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Speaker 1: The last time when we talked, I got so hot

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Speaker 1: talking to you. I thought if it happened again today,

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Speaker 1: it would be easier if I did wear pennies to

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Speaker 1: take care of it than it was easier.

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Speaker 3: I knelt down between her legs and then took her

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Speaker 3: slender wrists in my hand. I stretched out over her,

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Speaker 3: Are you telling me? I asked that you were masturbating

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Speaker 3: in the booth next to me. She nodded fearfully.

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Speaker 1: You make me so wet. I can't stand it.

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Speaker 3: It took everything I had not to shove it into

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Speaker 3: her right there, and then every time I rocked my hips,

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Speaker 3: my dick slid against her folds, and they were so warm,

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Speaker 3: so wet. I dropped my head, burying my face in

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Speaker 3: hint of lavender perfume, something that probably costs more than

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Speaker 3: what I made in a month. But for some reason,

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Speaker 3: this excess, this possible decadence, fueled my need to tear

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Speaker 3: her apart. I bit her neck, her collar bone, scored

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Speaker 3: her shoulders with my teeth, all while I ground my

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Speaker 3: I were punishing her with pleasure, punishing her for showing

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Speaker 3: up here and knocking my carefully constructed life over, as

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Speaker 3: if it were a house of cards. She squirmed underneath me,

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Speaker 3: panting and gasping, her hands flexing uselessly against the floor

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Speaker 3: She was so wet. It would be so easy, just

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Speaker 3: I wanted to. I wanted to. I wanted to. I

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Speaker 3: wanted to. I wanted to fuck this woman more than

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Speaker 3: I'd wanted anything in my life. And perversely the fact

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Speaker 3: single level moral, professional, personal made it even hotter. It

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Speaker 3: made the image, the imagined feeling of it, a single

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Speaker 3: bright point of obsession, until I was mindlessly running against her,

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Speaker 3: sucking and nibbling at her, as if I could burn

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Speaker 2: Oh God, I'm going to Oh God.

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Speaker 3: I would have flobbed myself every day for the rest

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Speaker 3: of my life if I could have been inside her

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Speaker 3: right then felt her tightening on my deck, felt her

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Speaker 3: shuddering convulsions from the inside out. But being on top

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Speaker 3: of it was almost as good, because I felt every seizing,

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Speaker 3: I met her eyes, they were fierce and penetrating, but

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Speaker 3: also surprised, as if she had been given an unexpected

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Speaker 3: But before I could gove further into that look, she

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Speaker 3: arched her back and unseated my balance, tipping me so

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Speaker 3: top of me without hesitation. She tugged my shirt up

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Speaker 3: so she could see my stomach, and I didn't miss

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Speaker 3: the way that her jaw clenched and her eyes flared.

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Speaker 3: She scratched my stomach hard, as if furious that it

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Speaker 3: and then she started stroking me that way, as if

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Speaker 3: It was so goddamn wet, and with all the pressure

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Speaker 3: her full body weight pressing against my cock, it was

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Speaker 3: such a close approximation to the real thing, maybe too close,

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Speaker 3: But it still wasn't technically sex, I lied to myself.

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Speaker 3: Maybe it wouldn't count, Maybe I wasn't sinning. But even

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Speaker 3: if it was, holy fuck, I was not stopping. It

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Speaker 3: was so dirty, The way her skirt was still hitched

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Speaker 3: down just far enough to free my balls, The way

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Speaker 3: the old carpet abraided my ass and lower back, The

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Speaker 3: way she shamelessly angled herself so that my shaft would

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Speaker 3: press on her in all the right places. The way

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Speaker 3: it was just our arousal lubricating us and nothing else.

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Speaker 3: And God, I wanted to marry this woman, or collar her,

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Speaker 3: or cage her. I wanted to own her, make her

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Speaker 3: take her. I wanted us on this old carpet forever,

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Speaker 3: with her hair coming undone and her nipples hard, and

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Speaker 3: her naughty pussy milking my dick for everything it was worth.

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Speaker 1: Come. I have to see you. Come, I need it.

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Speaker 3: My jaw was too tight to answer, because it was close,

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Speaker 3: something more intense than I'd felt in years, gnawing at

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Speaker 3: the base of my spine and rending its way through

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Speaker 3: my pelvis. Don't she begged, now, pressing down even more,

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Speaker 3: and fuck there it was.

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Speaker 1: Give it to me, give me every draw shit.

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Speaker 3: This woman was filthy and perfect, and it was pure

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Speaker 3: instinct that made me grab her hips and work her

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Speaker 3: harder and faster over me. My mind filled with the

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Speaker 3: sight of her straddling me, and her pale, pink glitteress,

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Speaker 3: the taste and smell on my mouth and face, And

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Speaker 3: then it flooded through me. No, it burned and chewed

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Speaker 3: NonStop and still want more. And that was bad news

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Speaker 3: for my self control, which was slowly resurrecting back into

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Speaker 1: Will it drive you crazy knowing that I'll be touching

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Speaker 1: myself just inches from you every time I come to confess? Fuck?

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Speaker 3: Yes it would, I said, but then stopped. What could

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Speaker 1: I know, I'm sorry too.

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Speaker 3: Bobby and I didn't say goodbye. Instead we looked at

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Speaker 3: back to the rectory, sticky and hard again and hating

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