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Speaker 1: Welcome back to my new podcast series, Rage Against the Menopause.

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Speaker 1: Episode two has something for everyone, really, not only women,

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Speaker 1: but those with male partners and kids. Also, because perimenopause

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Speaker 1: and menopause radiates to everyone around you. If you like

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Speaker 1: me and at times really struggling with the symptoms, some days,

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Speaker 1: chances are your support network is looking for ways to

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Speaker 1: help and also trying to understand what's going on with

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Speaker 1: their matriarch. Miserable Magical Menopause features author Alison Daddo. You

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Speaker 1: may remember her as the eighties Aussie supermodel married to

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Speaker 1: actor Cameron Daddo, but she's also a hugely successful author

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Speaker 1: of the bestseller Queen Menopause, Finding Your Majesty in the Mayhem,

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Speaker 1: which touches on the impact of menopause on her marriage

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Speaker 1: and her family unit. It's really helped me and my

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Speaker 1: husband and teenage daughter. I think you'll find it useful also, Alis,

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Speaker 1: in congratulation on.

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Speaker 2: Your book, thank you so much, Thank you.

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Speaker 1: And can I say the title it's just an absolute triumph.

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Speaker 1: It's absolutely the title is brilliant. How did you come

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Speaker 1: up with it?

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Speaker 2: You know it jumped out at me at the very

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Speaker 2: beginning because as I was writing the book sort of

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Speaker 2: towards the end, I just I was just like, I

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Speaker 2: just want women to feel at the end of their

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Speaker 2: menopause or as they're going through it, that they feel

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Speaker 2: like a queen, that they can somehow find the queen,

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Speaker 2: and then that they don't feel like some broken, horrible,

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Speaker 2: washed up old lady at the end of it. I

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Speaker 2: want them to feel so good about themselves. And there

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Speaker 2: is so much mayhem, as we all know often with

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Speaker 2: ferrymenopause and menopause. Not everyone, of course, but it certainly

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Speaker 2: was to me. And I had that title Queen Menopause

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Speaker 2: for a while and then I actually changed it because

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Speaker 2: I mentioned it to my family and my daughter went, so,

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Speaker 2: you're saying that you're Queen Menopause. I was like, oh, crap, no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 2: now I'm not Queen Menopause. I was like, oh, I

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Speaker 2: can't have this going to haunt me that people are

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Speaker 2: thinking that I've claimed myself as the queen. I was like, no,

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Speaker 2: I want everyone to feel like they are, and so

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Speaker 2: I changed it. I think I had miserable magical menopause

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Speaker 2: or something like that, but the publishing company went, nah,

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Speaker 2: it's got to be queen menopause. So I'm glad they

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Speaker 2: talked me back into it.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, it's brilliant. Don't you love the honesty of

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Speaker 1: a daughter. They can't write to the chase.

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Speaker 2: That's so true.

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Speaker 1: The thing with it, Allison, I've got to say, it's

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Speaker 1: it's for me. It's been the most amazing self help book,

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Speaker 1: and I've bought it for so many of my girlfriends

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Speaker 1: in their fifties as well. It honestly, it feels like

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Speaker 1: your words right through your chapters, they're so profound, like

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Speaker 1: It really it feels like a beautiful, warm hug from

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Speaker 1: your best friend. There's so many passages in there where

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Speaker 1: I have been able to get solace. So it's it

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Speaker 1: has helped me so so much, And I think what

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Speaker 1: I've gained most of all from your words is that, hey,

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Speaker 1: you're not alone and you're not going crazy, that you

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Speaker 1: are inverted commas normal.

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Speaker 2: Well, it became sort of multi layer. The more I wrote,

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Speaker 2: the more I sort of realized, you know, what was

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Speaker 2: sort of happening for me as well as how the

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Speaker 2: book kept evolving. But the original thought around it all

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Speaker 2: was I felt so alone. I felt like I was

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Speaker 2: on my own and didn't know what anyone else was feeling.

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Speaker 2: No one was talking to me about menopause or had

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Speaker 2: is insane and like, there's no way I could be

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Speaker 2: the only one experience in this, the fact that half

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Speaker 2: need to find a way after everything that women go

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Speaker 2: through physically with their gynological system, and you know, it's

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Speaker 2: like enough, like hang on a minute. You know, we've

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Speaker 2: gone that we've dealt with as you would know from

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Speaker 2: so many years, the pcos, the endometriosis, you know, women

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Speaker 2: peraneums and like just so much. And I thought, and

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Speaker 2: I'm like, this is not okay. And the fact that

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Speaker 2: relationships breaking down. You know, that the way we view

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Speaker 2: not okay. So I really wanted to find is there

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Speaker 2: any silver lining in this? Is there anything that we

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Speaker 2: maybe you know, hopefully we could get there eventually, but

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Speaker 2: a way that it's simply going to change us and

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Speaker 2: hopefully change us for the better.

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Speaker 1: In some ways, I find it so so confusing really

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Speaker 1: sort of going into perimenopause and menopause, because on one regard,

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Speaker 1: I felt this great sense of self and self assurance

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Speaker 1: then on the other hand, I was starting to go

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Speaker 1: through this horrible perimenopausal situation which gives you, as a

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Speaker 2: Oh look, I mean I think it was so I

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Speaker 2: How I just had no ability at some days to

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Speaker 2: get out of bed. But yeah, I know what you're

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Speaker 2: You're still alive, you're not broken, you don't have cancer,

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Speaker 2: What are you going to focus on? Like, you can't

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Speaker 2: much more to life than that. And it's stripped away

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Speaker 2: more internalized to go, Okay, look, what is it that

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Speaker 2: like I'm carrying a baby at six months. Okay, I

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Speaker 2: still get asked that. I got asked at first the

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Speaker 2: other day, Yeah, by this, by this man. He goes, oh,

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Speaker 2: when did you do? And I was like, I'm fifty.

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Speaker 1: Three, are you cool? How did you respond?

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Speaker 2: I just said, well, it was the weirdest thing about

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Speaker 3: I have not had a man human.

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Speaker 2: It's been a long time back between anyone's learned. Because

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Speaker 2: he said, I said, oh, do you come here often?

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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh, yeah, Cepy, is this your

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Speaker 2: favorite beat? And I'm like, I think something happening here

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Speaker 2: that's weird. And then I kind of I stood up

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Speaker 2: when do you do? And I said, oh, fat, and

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Speaker 2: I was like, And then Cam was on the beach

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Speaker 2: and he came up to me ears, hey, honey. I

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Speaker 2: was like, Hi, my husband, Hello, thank you for saving me.

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Speaker 1: Oh no, I love that. There's a chapter in the book,

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Speaker 1: Allison where you do touch on partners and how hormonal

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Speaker 1: change impacts them and how they can help support you,

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Speaker 1: which is really refreshing. There's a lot of books around

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Speaker 1: that don't touch on that subject. Obviously, you've got a

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Speaker 1: long marriage, You've been together a very long time. I

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Speaker 1: would say you are soul mates. How has his support

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Look, there's been a lot of changes in our relationship,

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Speaker 2: you know, due to menopause, and I think Cam's had

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Speaker 2: to be well why not? I think I know Cam

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Speaker 2: has had to be really patient and really understanding, and

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Speaker 2: you know, there are times that it's been really frustrating

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Speaker 2: for him. And I've had this sort of ben explain

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Speaker 2: I mentioned this in the book, Once we sort of

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Speaker 2: the changes I was going through that it had nothing

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Speaker 2: to actually do with him. It was the hormonal changes

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Speaker 2: what was going on. So there was arguments about that,

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Speaker 2: sort of understood really what was going on chemically, hormonally, emotionally,

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Speaker 2: it was like, oh, now we get it, and now

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Speaker 2: how we can both support me going through it.

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Speaker 1: It was a light bulb moment. And that's why books

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Speaker 1: like yours are so pivotal. As we start talking and

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Speaker 1: opening the conversation, let's talk about menopause. I just you know,

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Speaker 1: there's so many books on conception and pregnancy that we

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Speaker 1: touched on earlier, but you know, the conversation it's not

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Speaker 1: out there open enough. Women. You know, we need to

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Speaker 1: have a raw, frank discussion as women as a society,

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Speaker 1: also as men supporting their wives and partners. It can't

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Speaker 1: be a dirty word any longer. The more we talk

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Speaker 1: don't you think.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely? And as you said, we're talking about infertility. Now

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Speaker 2: and likee, it's something that's just it just happens, and

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Speaker 2: it will happen. It's going to happen to every woman,

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Speaker 2: and whether they get symptoms or not, but it does

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Speaker 2: need to be normalized. And I was, I was to

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Speaker 2: see there was an article in the City Morning Herald

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Speaker 2: written by a woman saying women need to shut up

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Speaker 2: about menopause work. That was the title of the article.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, no, no, there's been too much

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Speaker 2: We've just started, we just started already. That kind of

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Speaker 2: that influence is coming to sort of shut women's voices down.

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Speaker 2: I was like, no, no, no, no, no, hang on, let

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Speaker 1: But right now you're so inspirational. Ellison's seriously helping you proactive,

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Speaker 1: Allison Daddo, author of Queen menopause, finding your majesty in

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Speaker 1: the Mayhem, through Allan and Unwin. Come with me to

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Speaker 1: episode three, where I acknowledge and bow at the feet

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Speaker 1: of a true menopause Trailblazer, ABC presenter and editor of

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Speaker 1: the University of Melbourne's Research news website, Imagen Crump, who

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Speaker 1: was one of the first Ossie women in media to

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Speaker 1: bravely admit live on national TV she was having a

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Speaker 1: hot flush. It's the start of the revolution, sisters, and

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Speaker 1: it starts with us.