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Speaker 1: This is a podcast about failure with me.

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Speaker 2: Lola Berry, author, nutritionist, and yoga teacher, join me as

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Speaker 2: we get to know these guests and learn about how

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Speaker 2: their failures have ultimately shaped their dreams. Welcome to Fearlessly

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Speaker 2: Failing with Lola Berry. Gooda, it's lolls here now.

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Speaker 1: This next guest, she's next level.

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Speaker 2: Her name is Jackie Bell and she is an ultra

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Speaker 2: marathon runner, so that means she does ultra marathons.

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Speaker 1: A regular marathon is like forty.

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Speaker 2: Three kilometers or something along those lines, and ultra marathon

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Speaker 2: is like two hundred and fifty kilometers.

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Speaker 1: She just did one in New Zealand.

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Speaker 2: That was three hundred and twenty three kilometers in one race.

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Speaker 2: Jackie is the youngest person in the world to complete

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Speaker 2: ultra marathons on all seven continents in one year. Jackie's

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Speaker 2: also a Jaybird athlete. That means that they kind of

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Speaker 2: sponsor and they've made all these epic videos that you

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Speaker 2: can find on YouTube, and trust me, you'll go down

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Speaker 2: this rabbit hole and watch her running through this incredible terrain.

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Speaker 2: This chick'sad her battles. She opens up about mental health.

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Speaker 2: Jackie is refreshingly real deal. She's a Queenslander and she

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Speaker 2: loves what she does. I hope you enjoy this episode

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Speaker 2: with Jackie Bow. This guest freaking excites me. My headphones

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Speaker 2: on plogged in. I just realized, now.

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Speaker 1: You're perf there can you hear it? Off it? And

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Speaker 1: now I'm going to keep that little bit in. I

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Speaker 1: don't like it.

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Speaker 2: Matchow my boyfriend who edits this, Matt who will be like, Lola,

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Speaker 2: I cut it, I cut the fat.

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Speaker 1: I'm like, you got to know that it's hard to

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Speaker 1: do this stuff.

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Speaker 2: Okay, this guest, Jackie Bow, mate, you are frigging incredible.

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Speaker 2: You are an endurance runner, an ultra marathon runner, and

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Speaker 2: please correct me because you've from what I can gather,

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Speaker 2: you've set an f ton of records. So like the

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Speaker 2: youngest person in the world to complete ultra marathons on

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Speaker 2: all seven continents?

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Speaker 1: Is that correct?

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Speaker 3: You are correct?

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Speaker 1: You are amazing and are you twenty four years old?

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Speaker 1: Four year?

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Speaker 2: Way to make me feel I'm ten years older, then

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Speaker 2: you mate, way to make me feel like an underachiever.

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Speaker 3: I didn't know that, so it's fine.

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Speaker 1: Wow, I've just shared that. I'm so you're from Brizzy.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I have a theory, and I apologize to any

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Speaker 2: other people that don't live in Queensland. I think Queenslanders

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Speaker 2: are generally and Perth people are the most chill, like real, aussy,

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Speaker 2: lovely kind of people like Sinney people kind of on

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Speaker 2: a mission and I love that too. Yeah, and Melbourne

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Speaker 2: people are like super creative but also kind of like

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Speaker 2: go get it, like it's this weird.

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Speaker 4: I actually agree, yeah, kind of like all right, let's

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Speaker 4: just go do it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and you kind of like what you see is

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Speaker 1: what you get?

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Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, yeah, for sure.

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Speaker 2: Oh man, Okay, your story is one so that I

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Speaker 2: have my phone yet. I usually don't have phone in studio,

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Speaker 2: but we are both on this incredible time crunch and

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Speaker 2: it's actually a miracle that we're.

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Speaker 3: You flew in this morning, Yeah, I'm flew in like

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Speaker 3: an hour or two.

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Speaker 2: Ago, snuck in some bricky with your bro and then

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Speaker 2: met me here. We're gonna pump this out and then

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Speaker 2: you've got tally tomorrow.

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Speaker 1: That's one word for TV mate.

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Speaker 4: You don't start no, it's it's been a whirl win

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Speaker 4: since it was only a week here.

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Speaker 3: I got home from San Francisco a.

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Speaker 1: Serious yeah, yeah, far out and that's the thing. So

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Speaker 1: this is where I got really you know, as I said,

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Speaker 1: are you serious here? He popped up on my phone.

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Speaker 1: That's the thing that kind of got me with you.

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Speaker 2: I was looking at your timelines, all this stuff you've done,

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Speaker 2: and I was like, oh, okay, great. I was like, okay,

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Speaker 2: I'm literally made a list of all these places that

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Speaker 2: you'd been to. I was like, okay, so she's done

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Speaker 2: the four deserts Grand Slam, she's done Alps to Ocean.

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Speaker 2: But now I was like, then I'm like fire and

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Speaker 2: Like not obviously we're not talking about this train open here,

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Speaker 2: what that involves. Because then I started looking up kilometers

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Speaker 1: Twenty three kilometers in New Zealand. Am I hitting the

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Speaker 4: So put that into perspective. I always explain it to people.

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Speaker 4: Do you ever wear a watch and you're like, oh

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Speaker 4: my god, I want to hit ten thousand steps today, yes, yeah, okay, yes,

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Speaker 4: So in these races on the long day, I'll do

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Speaker 4: sometimes one hundred and twenty thousand steps.

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Speaker 4: So on average, in one of these weeks, I'll do

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Speaker 4: Like gives you a bit of an understanding because kilometers,

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Speaker 4: you're just like, again, that's a lot of kilometers, you know.

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Speaker 2: But mate, I go for like a run in the morning,

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Speaker 2: I'm like, three k good job, lot sneaky.

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Speaker 1: Their lulls.

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Speaker 2: So explain to me, like, so you just you got

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Speaker 2: sure that they're all completely different, but like, what does

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Speaker 4: So the way it works is they're called multi stage

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Speaker 4: old marathons, and you run approximately a marathon a day,

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Speaker 4: So you carry everything on your back for the week,

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Speaker 4: on the day, and usually have some oats and water.

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Speaker 3: And then you everyone starts at eight am.

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Speaker 2: Well so happy, so you may see you like do

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Speaker 3: So it's just you add hot water to it which

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so you go like you know, back home, you're like, oh,

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Speaker 4: that has five hundred calories. I probably won't get that,

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Speaker 4: But out there you're like, what has the most calories?

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Speaker 4: I had a one hundred k race last Saturday, and

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Speaker 4: Like the night before I had pasta and some wedges

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Speaker 3: This weird yeah, you don't really feel that hungry.

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Speaker 4: So and then after these big races, now I try

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Speaker 2: Have watched these incredible videos of your YouTube, and it's

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Speaker 2: like you're in these incredible terrains all over the world,

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Speaker 2: might I add, And there was one when you're in

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Speaker 2: Antarctica and there's like a little penguin just chilling like

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Speaker 2: the zone. And I think there were they cut to

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Speaker 2: you and you're like, it's just a mind game today,

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Speaker 2: and it's like one foot in front of the other.

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Speaker 1: I imagine. Also you're freezing, and then I see some.

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Speaker 2: Video of you like dunking your whole body and head

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Speaker 2: under the water like with icebergs. Pretty much, what can

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Speaker 2: you take me through that day? I know I'm going

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Speaker 2: off so many tangents here, but I just it's so

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Speaker 2: fascinating to me athletes, because I think you have a

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Speaker 2: completely different mindset or you've tapped into a different part

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Speaker 3: Yeah. So Antarctica was quite different to the other races.

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Speaker 4: Like the other races, you start in one spot and

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Speaker 4: rest of the week, whereas Antarctica you sleep on a boat,

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Speaker 3: They just give you more. You just ring up again.

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Speaker 4: So it was it wasn't hard to get and I

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Speaker 2: They say yoga finds you too, So it's interesting that

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Speaker 4: about five pm and I was just in like brow,

447
00:19:06,200 --> 00:19:09,399
Speaker 4: which is right next to Chengu and scootering along, and

448
00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:12,040
Speaker 4: I had a little handbag across my waist, and then

449
00:19:12,119 --> 00:19:15,480
Speaker 4: these two Balinese guys were scootering beside me, and I

450
00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:18,240
Speaker 4: felt kind of a tug on my handbag and then yeah,

451
00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:19,880
Speaker 4: the third tug, everything.

452
00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:21,520
Speaker 2: Just kind of pointed because it was across your body.

453
00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:24,280
Speaker 2: So when they tugged the handbag, you went flying as well.

454
00:19:24,400 --> 00:19:27,200
Speaker 1: I went with it. So did they stop and help

455
00:19:27,240 --> 00:19:28,200
Speaker 1: you or were you just like.

456
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:30,879
Speaker 3: Oh, they they stole it on purpose. They were like

457
00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:34,040
Speaker 3: after my But did they get it off you? It snapped?

458
00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:38,760
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, so it just snacked completely and then I

459
00:19:38,760 --> 00:19:40,000
Speaker 4: don't know, they took off with it.

460
00:19:40,119 --> 00:19:42,639
Speaker 3: They on my phone and like twenty dollars or something.

461
00:19:42,760 --> 00:19:44,919
Speaker 1: Buggers and then you went rolling.

462
00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:48,399
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think so I went. I noticed what happened.

463
00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,520
Speaker 4: But I was then transported between five different hospitals over

464
00:19:51,720 --> 00:19:53,760
Speaker 4: ten hours because.

465
00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:55,600
Speaker 3: They thought I had bleeding for brain and.

466
00:19:57,320 --> 00:20:00,640
Speaker 4: Like they didn't have an ICU and like brain scam

467
00:20:00,640 --> 00:20:02,760
Speaker 4: machine all the same hospital, so I kept transferring me.

468
00:20:03,720 --> 00:20:06,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, so how how long did that? So there was that?

469
00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,600
Speaker 1: How long were they transferring for with those five hospitals?

470
00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:10,240
Speaker 3: It was like over ten hours.

471
00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:13,000
Speaker 2: Oh my god, just kind of like, yeah, freaking out

472
00:20:13,000 --> 00:20:14,840
Speaker 2: from each mine and brain bleed.

473
00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:16,040
Speaker 3: I was completely out of it.

474
00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:17,879
Speaker 4: At one hospital, I was running around and I was like,

475
00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:19,840
Speaker 4: let me see myself in the mirror, because I think

476
00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:22,080
Speaker 4: at that point I knew something was pretty wrong. And

477
00:20:22,359 --> 00:20:23,720
Speaker 4: I think I saw myself in the mirror and I

478
00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:26,000
Speaker 4: was like, holy shit, like this had you called your

479
00:20:26,040 --> 00:20:29,240
Speaker 4: parents at this day? So by the time I like

480
00:20:29,680 --> 00:20:32,000
Speaker 4: this was happening, it would have been midnight. And I

481
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:34,959
Speaker 4: remember like I thought that was stealing my organs as

482
00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:36,760
Speaker 4: well at one point, and I was like I'm not

483
00:20:36,760 --> 00:20:38,040
Speaker 4: a dramatic person, but I was.

484
00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:40,639
Speaker 1: Completely out of it. Yeah, and you bally not mix it.

485
00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:41,960
Speaker 1: That's Mexico exactly.

486
00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:44,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, I was like, holy craph. So then they're still

487
00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,040
Speaker 3: scary because it's third world.

488
00:20:46,240 --> 00:20:46,480
Speaker 1: Yeah.

489
00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:48,639
Speaker 4: And then so I had someone's phone and I was

490
00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:50,760
Speaker 4: just on their Facebook and I was messaging a few

491
00:20:50,760 --> 00:20:54,480
Speaker 4: people in in actual Bali and I was like help me,

492
00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:57,320
Speaker 4: like I'm in a hospital and the people who are

493
00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:58,760
Speaker 4: messaging never have their phone on them.

494
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:01,480
Speaker 3: So I was a dumb movie. But then I think

495
00:21:01,880 --> 00:21:02,840
Speaker 3: some people.

496
00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:06,480
Speaker 4: Wrote in the Chengu community page, like this girl Jackie

497
00:21:06,520 --> 00:21:08,359
Speaker 4: Bell or this girl on this scoter have an accent,

498
00:21:08,359 --> 00:21:10,440
Speaker 4: and then some people started to put together and great.

499
00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:14,000
Speaker 4: After about twelve hours, friends were at the hospital. Oh

500
00:21:14,080 --> 00:21:16,160
Speaker 4: epic done the yoga teacher training with rreat.

501
00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:19,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, because there's nothing worse than being and I can

502
00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:22,919
Speaker 2: I can hear and feel you're like fiercely independent, but

503
00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:26,639
Speaker 2: there's nothing worse than like feeling helpless and when you

504
00:21:26,760 --> 00:21:28,720
Speaker 2: know you need help whether you like it or not,

505
00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:30,960
Speaker 2: and being like, oh, I'm in another country.

506
00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:32,760
Speaker 1: It's not Western, no.

507
00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:36,280
Speaker 2: You know, and so you do like like I have

508
00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:38,560
Speaker 2: a mean to Balinese hospital, a lot of my family have,

509
00:21:38,640 --> 00:21:41,080
Speaker 2: and they're just like probably you wouldn't compare it to

510
00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:42,480
Speaker 2: when I was a hospital right.

511
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:44,720
Speaker 3: Now, and like I was, I was in all sorts

512
00:21:44,760 --> 00:21:45,119
Speaker 3: to day on.

513
00:21:45,359 --> 00:21:46,920
Speaker 4: They were trying to clean out my wounds while I

514
00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,639
Speaker 4: was awake, and I was like passing out and then

515
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:52,879
Speaker 4: laughing and then crying, and then they realized that like

516
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,720
Speaker 4: they had to do surgery because you just possibly I

517
00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:57,760
Speaker 4: had so many open wounds over my whole Oh my god.

518
00:21:57,920 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 4: So my friend's touturing my parents about like we need

519
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,399
Speaker 4: credit card details, like they're not gonna they wouldn't do

520
00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:04,000
Speaker 4: anything to me until they had money.

521
00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:05,760
Speaker 3: So I think that I had to pay like five

522
00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:06,960
Speaker 3: grand straight up. No.

523
00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,840
Speaker 4: Yeah, So it ended up being about thirty thousand dollars

524
00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:10,720
Speaker 4: in medical.

525
00:22:10,359 --> 00:22:12,960
Speaker 3: Fees in BALI. Yeah, could you get me that bad?

526
00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 1: No?

527
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:15,879
Speaker 4: I had holiday insurance for that yoga course, and then

528
00:22:15,880 --> 00:22:17,919
Speaker 4: I was there on my first week and I was like, oh,

529
00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:20,000
Speaker 4: it's fine, I'll look at residency insurance.

530
00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:21,880
Speaker 3: You know this week or whatever. I've just been talking

531
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:22,720
Speaker 3: to people about it.

532
00:22:22,640 --> 00:22:24,040
Speaker 1: And you're going to live there. Were you going to stay?

533
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:25,560
Speaker 3: Yeah? I was going to stay. I got this job

534
00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:26,760
Speaker 3: in this last yo.

535
00:22:26,760 --> 00:22:28,000
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh.

536
00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:29,840
Speaker 3: So yeah, see you later.

537
00:22:29,920 --> 00:22:33,119
Speaker 4: Thirty thousand dollars and no, yeah, it took them about

538
00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:35,639
Speaker 4: six seven hours in surgery to like clean all my

539
00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:37,400
Speaker 4: wounds out and everything.

540
00:22:37,640 --> 00:22:39,280
Speaker 1: Did your parents come over or anything?

541
00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:41,760
Speaker 4: I told them not to because I had about twenty

542
00:22:41,920 --> 00:22:43,920
Speaker 4: thirty friends there from the oak course that were taking

543
00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:47,760
Speaker 4: good care of me, and they were actually they driven

544
00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:52,199
Speaker 4: two days down south in Australia and they were are

545
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:55,080
Speaker 4: two days into a houseboat trip with their friends. So

546
00:22:55,119 --> 00:22:58,280
Speaker 4: they're so and so they ended up getting off the boat,

547
00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,320
Speaker 4: which was meant to be like fifteen day houseboat trip.

548
00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:03,360
Speaker 4: See you later on the holiday, they had to get

549
00:23:03,359 --> 00:23:05,280
Speaker 4: like a taxi back to their car and.

550
00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:05,960
Speaker 3: Then they drove home.

551
00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:09,480
Speaker 4: So I screwed up that trip for them. And yeah,

552
00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:10,520
Speaker 4: they were going to come over, but I was like,

553
00:23:10,520 --> 00:23:12,560
Speaker 4: there's nothing you can do. I mean, good hands, now.

554
00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:16,359
Speaker 1: How strong I'd be like, mom, dad, get here now.

555
00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:20,479
Speaker 1: I don't need friends. But it sounds that you had

556
00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:21,280
Speaker 1: such good support.

557
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:23,479
Speaker 2: How long, because often when you have that kind of

558
00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:25,840
Speaker 2: an injury, you can't fly.

559
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 1: Back straight away.

560
00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:26,920
Speaker 3: No.

561
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:28,879
Speaker 4: I think I was in hospital for about ten days

562
00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:32,199
Speaker 4: and then I was finally fit to fly home, like

563
00:23:32,440 --> 00:23:34,560
Speaker 4: just and they had to like wheel chair me through

564
00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:39,160
Speaker 4: and everything, and it's the worst people at the airport though.

565
00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,199
Speaker 4: Some people were like, oh, you have a balie actually

566
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:42,640
Speaker 4: on your scooter and I'm.

567
00:23:42,480 --> 00:23:46,720
Speaker 1: Like, uh, you off, yeah, but it's yeah.

568
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:48,000
Speaker 3: I got pulled off.

569
00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:50,920
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, but yeah I could fly business class for

570
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:51,520
Speaker 4: the first time.

571
00:23:52,080 --> 00:23:54,720
Speaker 2: The silver lining mate couldn't really eat any of the

572
00:23:54,840 --> 00:23:57,960
Speaker 2: nice food because my face was all puffy. So No,

573
00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:00,439
Speaker 2: did it feel good to come home though, just be

574
00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:02,080
Speaker 2: grounded around your fam?

575
00:24:02,400 --> 00:24:02,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was.

576
00:24:03,119 --> 00:24:05,040
Speaker 4: It was really nice to come home and kind of

577
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 4: be like, yeah, I'm alive, Like it was.

578
00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:08,679
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was pretty scary.

579
00:24:09,680 --> 00:24:12,720
Speaker 2: So you've come home, you've got Yes, you're a live,

580
00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:14,399
Speaker 2: but I imagine you're in a lot of pain. So

581
00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:17,280
Speaker 2: did the pain killer stuff happen again? Did that kind

582
00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 2: of re re rub.

583
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 1: Its head again?

584
00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,560
Speaker 4: So I came home and then I recovered it home

585
00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:27,040
Speaker 4: and everything, and actually wasn't on any real strong painkillers

586
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:30,440
Speaker 4: after this. And then after about a month of recovering,

587
00:24:30,560 --> 00:24:32,440
Speaker 4: I went back to Bali and was working in my job.

588
00:24:32,480 --> 00:24:34,679
Speaker 4: They held my job, oh wow, and I was like,

589
00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:36,560
Speaker 4: you know what, I'll go back because I loved it

590
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:38,359
Speaker 4: there and everything, and I didn't want, you know, this

591
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:42,119
Speaker 4: accident to kind of ruin Bali for me or tarnish

592
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:42,920
Speaker 4: that experience.

593
00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:46,840
Speaker 1: Also, you don't take the word no. I imagine like

594
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:48,600
Speaker 1: someone's like you can't do that. I've got a quote

595
00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:48,919
Speaker 1: from you.

596
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 2: It's like it's like as soon as someone gives me resistance,

597
00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:55,600
Speaker 2: I'm like, all right, I'm going to do it. So

598
00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:57,639
Speaker 2: like Bally gave me a bit of resistance, and you're like,

599
00:24:57,680 --> 00:24:59,960
Speaker 2: i'll see you in a month, I'll see you soon exactly.

600
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:04,640
Speaker 4: And then I was I was doing pretty good, and

601
00:25:05,240 --> 00:25:06,800
Speaker 4: it was I lived in Bali.

602
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:07,840
Speaker 3: For I think another eight months.

603
00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:11,560
Speaker 4: Then and I came back home and but I don't

604
00:25:11,560 --> 00:25:15,720
Speaker 4: think I fully kind of realized what had happened in

605
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:19,200
Speaker 4: the accident, like a few different things that were going

606
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:21,399
Speaker 4: on with me. I kind of just swept under the

607
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:24,240
Speaker 4: rug sort of thing, like mental health kind of stuff. Yeah.

608
00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 3: I was kind of just figuring a few things out

609
00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:27,240
Speaker 3: in my life and whatnot.

610
00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:33,040
Speaker 4: And came home and that's when I really hit rock bottom.

611
00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:36,480
Speaker 3: I was off the rails. I was back into partying.

612
00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 3: I was I.

613
00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:41,000
Speaker 4: Got fired from a job, and why are they fight?

614
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:45,439
Speaker 4: I was just partying and we were partying with people

615
00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:48,960
Speaker 4: from like at the gym, and they were all partying

616
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,639
Speaker 4: as well. But I was down in Melbourne, and but

617
00:25:52,800 --> 00:25:56,400
Speaker 4: I just like couldn't really hold myself with this sort

618
00:25:56,400 --> 00:26:00,240
Speaker 4: of stuff as well as they could. And yes, I

619
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,240
Speaker 4: ended up getting fired from a job, and like it

620
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:04,600
Speaker 4: was impacting my friendships and my family were like what

621
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:08,080
Speaker 4: is going on with you? And and that's when I

622
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:10,280
Speaker 4: was like, holy crap, Like I don't know where I'm

623
00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:12,800
Speaker 4: going to end up unless I make a big change.

624
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:16,600
Speaker 4: And that's kind of when the ultramarathons start off.

625
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:20,399
Speaker 2: And then you turn this like like I feel like

626
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:22,879
Speaker 2: you're someone that always needs to have something that's like

627
00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:24,040
Speaker 2: occupying you.

628
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,040
Speaker 1: And I mean that in the best way. I think,

629
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 1: like a types kind of need that.

630
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:31,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's like you've turned this trait of yourself

631
00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:35,160
Speaker 2: into such a positive where you're like, all right, I'm

632
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:38,320
Speaker 2: going to do something that is really challenging. Most people

633
00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:39,879
Speaker 2: in the world can't do it, and I'm going to

634
00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:43,400
Speaker 2: give it my fucking all. Yeah, it's pretty empowering.

635
00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's been like a crazy two years to think

636
00:26:46,840 --> 00:26:51,760
Speaker 3: of the kind of the turnaround. And yeah, it's just

637
00:26:51,840 --> 00:26:54,200
Speaker 3: kind of like a little thing. Like I said, people like, well,

638
00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 3: how could I overhaul or you know all.

639
00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 4: That sort of stuff, and I said, well, I just

640
00:26:57,520 --> 00:26:59,479
Speaker 4: started running a little bit each and every day and

641
00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:01,560
Speaker 4: now it's something I do and that a little bit

642
00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:03,200
Speaker 4: of running each day kind of just helps me in

643
00:27:03,240 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 4: every aspect of my life.

644
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:04,640
Speaker 1: Yeah.

645
00:27:04,640 --> 00:27:06,560
Speaker 2: I saw an interview with you and you're like, I

646
00:27:06,600 --> 00:27:09,119
Speaker 2: do it mainly for your mental health. Yeah, because it

647
00:27:09,160 --> 00:27:11,879
Speaker 2: clears your mind, like you feel really, I was on

648
00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 2: the phone to my boyfriend this morning. I was like, oh,

649
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:15,800
Speaker 2: I've only done one run. Well I've been in Sydney,

650
00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:17,840
Speaker 2: and I'm like it just sets you up for the day.

651
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,280
Speaker 1: It clears your mind. You mentally like, tick, I want

652
00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:22,280
Speaker 1: to be healthy today, I've done that.

653
00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:25,720
Speaker 2: I've moved my body, if sweat like you've got the endorphins.

654
00:27:26,880 --> 00:27:27,960
Speaker 1: It's so powerful.

655
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:29,359
Speaker 3: It really is free.

656
00:27:29,680 --> 00:27:32,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, you can just see nature, okay.

657
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:34,960
Speaker 3: And I never thought it was going to turn into this,

658
00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:35,840
Speaker 3: you know, I signed up.

659
00:27:35,960 --> 00:27:38,640
Speaker 4: I was originally just going to do one multi stage

660
00:27:38,680 --> 00:27:41,480
Speaker 4: across Australia, and then I started researching more and then

661
00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:43,040
Speaker 4: I was like, oh my god, this is raising the

662
00:27:43,080 --> 00:27:43,560
Speaker 4: planet thing.

663
00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:46,359
Speaker 3: And then three days it's in. I was like, I

664
00:27:46,400 --> 00:27:47,159
Speaker 3: really enjoy this.

665
00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:50,680
Speaker 4: And then next minute I've done seven of them and

666
00:27:51,320 --> 00:27:52,920
Speaker 4: I just can't stop thinking about running.

667
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:53,880
Speaker 3: I just want to run all the time.

668
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,560
Speaker 2: And you're not even twenty five of you. It's probably

669
00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,040
Speaker 2: when do you turn twenty.

670
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Speaker 3: Five December between nineth so coming up?

671
00:28:00,560 --> 00:28:02,520
Speaker 2: Not that so well, what does that make you a

672
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:06,560
Speaker 2: Capricorn or does that make it? I love capricorns. My

673
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:07,440
Speaker 2: brother's a capricorn.

674
00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:08,160
Speaker 1: They go get as.

675
00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,679
Speaker 2: He actually just graduated yesterday as a Navy clearance diybar

676
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:15,760
Speaker 2: like that same you know that same like tenacity where

677
00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:18,600
Speaker 2: you're just like they keep him doing pool drills in

678
00:28:18,680 --> 00:28:20,880
Speaker 2: the middle of the night, yeah, and be like get

679
00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,720
Speaker 2: an ocean now, like like crazy.

680
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,200
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'm led to say that, but

681
00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:26,359
Speaker 1: I think it's part of the training.

682
00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:27,200
Speaker 3: It's interesting.

683
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:30,120
Speaker 4: I actually got a question last night because I always

684
00:28:30,160 --> 00:28:31,760
Speaker 4: say to people I didn't want to turn this, like

685
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:36,480
Speaker 4: my addiction into another addiction, and I don't. In my eyes,

686
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:39,600
Speaker 4: I haven't. I have like a balance with everything. But

687
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 4: I think because I came from that tennis background of

688
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:46,760
Speaker 4: you know, thirty forty hours a week at tennis, the running,

689
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:49,280
Speaker 4: you know, thirty hours a week, that isn't like an

690
00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:52,640
Speaker 4: addiction for me. That is just what I'm always used

691
00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:53,280
Speaker 4: to in my life.

692
00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:57,120
Speaker 2: Also, I think passion and addiction are two different things.

693
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,920
Speaker 2: I agree, and I think that you're passionate about what

694
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 2: you do. I think addiction is when it does affect

695
00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 2: your how like it does affect your and like obviously,

696
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:08,120
Speaker 2: and I was thinking about this with you, like as

697
00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,360
Speaker 2: soon as we confirm this interview, I got so excited

698
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,680
Speaker 2: and I was like, is it hard to hold down

699
00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 2: a relationship?

700
00:29:14,360 --> 00:29:15,720
Speaker 3: I've been single for five years?

701
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:17,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, yeah, yea yeah, no, no no.

702
00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:18,920
Speaker 2: And I had a little stock on an instac because

703
00:29:18,960 --> 00:29:19,960
Speaker 2: I was trying to figure it out and be like,

704
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:23,320
Speaker 2: I've got to suss it. But I imagine like and it's

705
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:25,040
Speaker 2: not out of it being an addiction, but I mean

706
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:27,600
Speaker 2: it's out like you probably will have to find someone

707
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:31,120
Speaker 2: that is also passionate about something or at least gets it.

708
00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,760
Speaker 4: Yes, Like back before it was more just because I

709
00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 4: was traveling and like all that sort of stuff that

710
00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,560
Speaker 4: now I was changing my best friendly on that. I

711
00:29:39,640 --> 00:29:41,280
Speaker 4: was like, it's really hard to find someone that kind

712
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:42,760
Speaker 4: of gets what I do.

713
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:44,120
Speaker 3: Like I'll go on a date.

714
00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:46,560
Speaker 4: And it'll be like, oh, so you work at the

715
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:47,720
Speaker 4: gym for five hours a week.

716
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:50,600
Speaker 3: What else do you do? Yeah, like a run a

717
00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:52,080
Speaker 3: little bit, you know, and.

718
00:29:53,480 --> 00:29:54,920
Speaker 1: You're but own it.

719
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:57,160
Speaker 2: You got your I'm ten years older than you can

720
00:29:57,280 --> 00:30:00,480
Speaker 2: give you some like friendly like older per advice.

721
00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:01,840
Speaker 1: Fucking own it, mate.

722
00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:05,680
Speaker 2: Like I even was an event last week and I

723
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,840
Speaker 2: got invite to a mummy bloger event, which I'm not

724
00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 2: really a mummy blog I don't have kids, I'm not pregnant,

725
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:12,560
Speaker 2: like I don't and I didn't know anyone, but I

726
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 2: love this fashion label that the event was for, and

727
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:16,880
Speaker 2: this mumming bloger came up to me and She's just like, so,

728
00:30:16,920 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 2: who are you.

729
00:30:17,360 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 1: And what do you do?

730
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,600
Speaker 2: And I was like, ah, I just teach a bit

731
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,720
Speaker 2: of yoga. So I did the exact same thing that

732
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,520
Speaker 2: you do. And I'd already kind of like talk myself down.

733
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:27,600
Speaker 2: I was like, idiot, Lola, I'm like, you've read ten

734
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:31,000
Speaker 2: friggin books, Like, why can't you just be like I'm a.

735
00:30:30,880 --> 00:30:33,360
Speaker 3: Cool person to Yeah, and I don't.

736
00:30:33,560 --> 00:30:36,240
Speaker 1: I think it's an Australian thing, like it's hard to be.

737
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:37,920
Speaker 4: Like, oh, I would never say to something like I'm

738
00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 4: the youngest person run across every continent in the world.

739
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 3: I'd be like, you're a ditchbag jack. You do not

740
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:42,640
Speaker 3: say that, no, but you could be.

741
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 1: You could be like, I'm a professional ultra marathon runner.

742
00:30:46,160 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 2: That is my job title, you know, Like I think

743
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:52,200
Speaker 2: there's no harm in doing and there's no eargoing that.

744
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:54,840
Speaker 2: And I think that's where again, it comes from a

745
00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,920
Speaker 2: passion thing. And it's like, I'm sure if anyone meets

746
00:30:57,960 --> 00:30:59,960
Speaker 2: you within about three minutes, we're gonna get talking about

747
00:31:00,040 --> 00:31:01,800
Speaker 2: your passion. Well, I know I want to know what

748
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 2: people tick. Yeah, so I do want to know more

749
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:07,200
Speaker 2: about this. I know we don't have you for loads

750
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 2: of time, and I'm like, there's so much stuff that

751
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 2: I'm just like, oh, you're my kind of human.

752
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 1: Yeah. Even when I saw you, I was like, com.

753
00:31:13,480 --> 00:31:17,920
Speaker 3: In mate, husky voice crew, I know right, I loved it.

754
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:19,440
Speaker 2: So did you figure out that I had a husky

755
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 2: voice or did your manager tell you the mentioned it?

756
00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:25,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, because yeah, I said something about my husky voice

757
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:26,920
Speaker 4: and she was like, no, I think she's got a.

758
00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:28,360
Speaker 1: Little bit of a woking Yeah. Yeah.

759
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:30,640
Speaker 2: I remember I got Laren Jyda's once and people like,

760
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 2: you've got the sexy voice, like the sexy call up

761
00:31:33,040 --> 00:31:34,680
Speaker 2: so in at night time, and I was like, I

762
00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 2: don't think that that's a compliment. There's another quote I

763
00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:41,800
Speaker 2: found from you. I can't do anything halfheartedly. I can't

764
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:43,720
Speaker 2: do anything that doesn't.

765
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:46,320
Speaker 1: Mean something to me. And I love it. And I'm guessing,

766
00:31:46,440 --> 00:31:48,120
Speaker 1: is that why you do what you do? Is that

767
00:31:48,160 --> 00:31:50,360
Speaker 1: why you're doing this? Yeah?

768
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:50,920
Speaker 3: I guess.

769
00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:56,680
Speaker 4: Like I can work in jobs and different things, but

770
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:01,200
Speaker 4: I I work harder and better in my job if

771
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:04,239
Speaker 4: I really like the owners and the managers and I

772
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,920
Speaker 4: like the gym and and if I have some sort

773
00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:09,280
Speaker 4: of connection to it, or I was going to.

774
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:11,080
Speaker 1: Say that comes down to connection. Yeah.

775
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 4: So like I work at a gym and it's just

776
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:15,320
Speaker 4: like any other gym kind of thing. But I really

777
00:32:15,640 --> 00:32:17,960
Speaker 4: like my boss and the owners. I think they're great people.

778
00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:20,080
Speaker 4: So I care about rocking up to work and doing

779
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,920
Speaker 4: my best. Yeah, And so that's kind of what I

780
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,600
Speaker 4: mean by that is, you know, like if I do something,

781
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,040
Speaker 4: I want to do it well, I'm not going to

782
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:30,800
Speaker 4: rock up and you know, do a bad job totally.

783
00:32:30,920 --> 00:32:32,240
Speaker 3: And like if I'm doing a.

784
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,000
Speaker 4: Speaking gig and I'm getting paid for it really well,

785
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:36,280
Speaker 4: or if I'm doing a speaking gig and I'm doing

786
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:39,120
Speaker 4: it for free, I am doing it because it means

787
00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:41,280
Speaker 4: something to me, and I'll do the same level of

788
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 4: work for either one kind.

789
00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:44,240
Speaker 2: Of Oh you're a born speaker man, You're doing speaking

790
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 2: gigs for the rest of for the rest of your life.

791
00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:47,080
Speaker 1: I put money on.

792
00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:50,280
Speaker 2: So I'm really fascinated to know, like a day in

793
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,400
Speaker 2: the life for you one competition time, So I imagine that

794
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:57,640
Speaker 2: involves a shit ton of running training. So like the

795
00:32:57,720 --> 00:32:59,719
Speaker 2: lead up, like if you've got something, I imagine you're

796
00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 2: already focused on something. Is there something coming up for you?

797
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:04,040
Speaker 3: Actually, this is.

798
00:33:04,040 --> 00:33:06,840
Speaker 4: The first time that I'm kind of taking a two

799
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:08,520
Speaker 4: second break, like I arrived home.

800
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:11,200
Speaker 3: I had the Grand Canyon race three weeks ago that finished.

801
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:12,600
Speaker 3: That was two three k.

802
00:33:12,840 --> 00:33:15,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, amazing Grand Canyon mate, It's on my bucket lost.

803
00:33:15,440 --> 00:33:18,520
Speaker 4: And it was probably the best I've ever raced, Like

804
00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:19,840
Speaker 4: Iceland and the Grand Canyon.

805
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:22,280
Speaker 3: I finally was injury free. So through the other five

806
00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:24,240
Speaker 3: I was pretty badly injured.

807
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, so your achilles heel that blows up.

808
00:33:26,600 --> 00:33:29,560
Speaker 4: Around my planterctured my plan of fascia.

809
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:30,760
Speaker 3: So it was brutal.

810
00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,440
Speaker 4: And so to race in these last two with no

811
00:33:33,560 --> 00:33:35,920
Speaker 4: injuries and actually be able to give it a good crack,

812
00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,440
Speaker 4: I yeah, I really surprised myself and I was so

813
00:33:38,480 --> 00:33:39,880
Speaker 4: stoked and I really enjoyed it.

814
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 2: So so so if you were say coming, so you're

815
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:45,880
Speaker 2: going to do, you're planning on any competitions the next year.

816
00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:48,920
Speaker 4: So then yeah, like san Fran got back, and then

817
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:50,719
Speaker 4: a day later, I raced in the one hundred k

818
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:55,000
Speaker 4: race as you do, just a cheeky hundred just I'd

819
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,040
Speaker 4: never done a single stage hundred k, so I wanted

820
00:33:57,040 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 4: to see how it went. And yeah, next year I'm

821
00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:05,320
Speaker 4: doing another. I'm doing the New Zealand three and twenty three.

822
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 1: K again and a part of New Zealand.

823
00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:11,359
Speaker 4: It's the South Island, so it's mount cooked to the ocean.

824
00:34:11,239 --> 00:34:12,880
Speaker 1: So it's going to be like effing's stunning.

825
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:14,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's amazing.

826
00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:16,760
Speaker 4: I've always said I would never do an event twice,

827
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:20,120
Speaker 4: but this one is my first exception because it was

828
00:34:20,200 --> 00:34:23,720
Speaker 4: just unreally beautiful and I did it injured last time.

829
00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:25,920
Speaker 3: So I'm hoping to go back and kind of do really.

830
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:29,600
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, and enjoy it, not worrying about your pain

831
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:32,640
Speaker 2: and stuff like that. So yeah, So my question is,

832
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:35,799
Speaker 2: what is the day in life when you're prepping so

833
00:34:36,239 --> 00:34:37,920
Speaker 2: fast forward to next year when you'll be like the

834
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:40,479
Speaker 2: lead up, like it's like the month's kind of leading

835
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:44,640
Speaker 2: up to New Zealand competition. It's the way you describe

836
00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 2: is and it's like you get up at five, have

837
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:49,200
Speaker 2: your oats and water, you're literally moving the body until

838
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:52,880
Speaker 2: you fall fall in a heap in base camp. Yeah,

839
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:55,360
Speaker 2: exact pretty much, and then just a normal day. So

840
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:57,400
Speaker 2: now you've got this break like it's Christmas times when

841
00:34:57,480 --> 00:35:00,200
Speaker 2: your birthday all this stuff like, so maybe, yeah, give

842
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:02,720
Speaker 2: me a day in the life when you're prepping for something,

843
00:35:03,400 --> 00:35:06,640
Speaker 2: and then day to life I've written here normally normal.

844
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 4: Normally so day in the life, normal day in the life, well,

845
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:12,560
Speaker 4: normal day in the.

846
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:14,520
Speaker 3: Life and prepping day in the life are kind of

847
00:35:14,560 --> 00:35:18,239
Speaker 3: the same. I will always.

848
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:20,560
Speaker 4: Kind of keep training just because I love it. And

849
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:22,759
Speaker 4: so I've been back at the gym working this week.

850
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:25,040
Speaker 4: So I get up at about four ten am and

851
00:35:25,200 --> 00:35:28,400
Speaker 4: four ten yeah, four ten wow. It's a little bit

852
00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:30,360
Speaker 4: of a shock to the system.

853
00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:33,080
Speaker 3: And then I work. You know, there's two gym classes,

854
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:33,839
Speaker 3: so I work.

855
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:37,120
Speaker 4: I'm done by just for eight am, and then I'll

856
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:39,640
Speaker 4: usually train for an hour or two, maybe on the

857
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:42,239
Speaker 4: exercise bike. Then I might have a meeting or do

858
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:45,280
Speaker 4: some emails. Then I'll probably go and do some recovery.

859
00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:47,880
Speaker 4: So I'll sit in the sauna, in the infrared sauna

860
00:35:47,960 --> 00:35:50,120
Speaker 4: or the sober love them.

861
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:52,560
Speaker 1: And because you can watch Netflix too.

862
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,040
Speaker 3: I haven't seen the Netflix. Well, I can take my

863
00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:55,839
Speaker 3: laptop or something.

864
00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:57,000
Speaker 1: Do you ever go to Melbourne?

865
00:35:57,880 --> 00:36:00,359
Speaker 2: Yes, all in a Sydney you'll hear a lot look

866
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:02,720
Speaker 2: up Nimbus and Co and Bondi and do you literally

867
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:05,759
Speaker 2: sit there they give you so the speakers are hooked

868
00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:08,640
Speaker 2: up to the sauna and you pick on Netflix before

869
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:10,600
Speaker 2: you go in what you want and then it just

870
00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:12,160
Speaker 2: sits in the drawer of the sauna, but on the

871
00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:13,359
Speaker 2: outside so it doesn't f up.

872
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:14,520
Speaker 3: That sounds really nice.

873
00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god, the forty five minutes boom.

874
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:18,680
Speaker 4: I feel like it's mental training for me though, sitting

875
00:36:18,719 --> 00:36:21,239
Speaker 4: there with sweat, just with myself for forty five minutes.

876
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's it sounds more fun.

877
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:27,040
Speaker 1: I mean, I'll admit when I discovered the Netflix hack,

878
00:36:27,239 --> 00:36:28,200
Speaker 1: I didn't turn back.

879
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:29,839
Speaker 3: Yeah. Look, I don't think I would either.

880
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 1: No, No, it's so good. Okay, soorry. So you have

881
00:36:32,320 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 1: them recovery in the sawn.

882
00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:37,640
Speaker 4: Recovery, yeah, so train usually emails, have some food and

883
00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:40,080
Speaker 4: then maybe some recovery, and then I'll probably try and

884
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 4: train again for an hour or two in the afternoon, okay,

885
00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:46,359
Speaker 4: and then usually back to work again from five pm

886
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:51,960
Speaker 4: to eight pm. But wow, I'm struggling with the when

887
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,719
Speaker 4: I work, like the mornings and the nights or then

888
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:56,239
Speaker 4: the night and then the next morning. If I work

889
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:58,800
Speaker 4: till eight eight thirty, I don't get home and wind

890
00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,279
Speaker 4: down and get to bed till eleven o'clock back up

891
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:02,399
Speaker 4: at four, and.

892
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:05,200
Speaker 3: So I get sick really easily. Yeah, because my body is.

893
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,440
Speaker 4: In recovery, and so I'm kind of easing off on

894
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:10,640
Speaker 4: the gym shifts a bit because it kind of holds

895
00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 4: me back from doing the other stuff more and training

896
00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:15,719
Speaker 4: more and whatnot. You know, it's only a two and

897
00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:19,200
Speaker 4: a half hour shift, but it's it's yeah, a lot

898
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,520
Speaker 4: of energy. A lot of pets understand. But people who

899
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:23,920
Speaker 4: aren't trainers are like, oh, certainly two and a half

900
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:24,400
Speaker 4: hour shift.

901
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:25,839
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, no, you need it.

902
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:28,719
Speaker 2: Also, this is your career, yeah, you know, this is

903
00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 2: your baby, like you need to feed it.

904
00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:33,440
Speaker 4: So it's a kind of a weird phase at the

905
00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:38,000
Speaker 4: moment between getting enough income from sponsorship and still working

906
00:37:38,000 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 4: at the gym a little bit because I do love

907
00:37:39,719 --> 00:37:41,760
Speaker 4: it and I love being around the people and everything

908
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:45,160
Speaker 4: and the members, and then kind of yeah, just it's

909
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 4: a weird balancing act at the moment figuring out where

910
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:47,959
Speaker 4: I'm at with things.

911
00:37:48,160 --> 00:37:50,520
Speaker 2: And you'll totally find that balance and you find even

912
00:37:50,560 --> 00:37:52,680
Speaker 2: with me, like I know, for what I do, it

913
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:56,040
Speaker 2: dies December January, so I sometimes pick up some yoga teaching,

914
00:37:56,560 --> 00:38:00,680
Speaker 2: so you just I just become really, like my manager

915
00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 2: calls it, really nimble and kind of.

916
00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:02,719
Speaker 1: Like flexible with it.

917
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:04,600
Speaker 2: So I'm just like, Okay, I'm in a phase where,

918
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:07,680
Speaker 2: like today someone said to me, oh, can I come

919
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:09,560
Speaker 2: and see you in clinic because an intritions. I couldn't

920
00:38:09,560 --> 00:38:11,359
Speaker 2: tell you the last time I practiced in clinic because

921
00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:13,520
Speaker 2: I just don't. I'm not in one spot long enough. Yeah,

922
00:38:13,520 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 2: so just go with it, Like and there'll be times

923
00:38:16,080 --> 00:38:18,319
Speaker 2: where you've got like a month where you're like, hey,

924
00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:22,040
Speaker 2: it's like quietened down for me, I can work, and

925
00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:24,239
Speaker 2: then I can you can almost make your training kind

926
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:27,480
Speaker 2: of like not malleable to work, but you can kind

927
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:28,960
Speaker 2: of like make the two work together.

928
00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:31,560
Speaker 3: That's kind of yeah, where I'm at at the moment. Yeah, Yeah,

929
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:33,520
Speaker 3: it's fine, it's good. Yeah.

930
00:38:33,560 --> 00:38:35,719
Speaker 4: And I guess with my birthday and stuff coming up

931
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:37,279
Speaker 4: weirdly enough, like I.

932
00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:39,320
Speaker 3: Had I had a really fun night out in Vegas

933
00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 3: after the Green.

934
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:42,919
Speaker 1: Came Grace because I think it's awesome. I've not been yet.

935
00:38:43,600 --> 00:38:46,200
Speaker 3: We have like a classic like wild night out. Amazing.

936
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:48,399
Speaker 1: I mean, that's the only way to do it right.

937
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,080
Speaker 4: So we're like piecing everything together the next day. And

938
00:38:51,239 --> 00:38:53,520
Speaker 4: I hadn't had a big night like that in months,

939
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:57,640
Speaker 4: so it was so fun. And but honestly, like I

940
00:38:58,280 --> 00:39:00,239
Speaker 4: love running so much right now, and I really want

941
00:39:00,239 --> 00:39:04,160
Speaker 4: to improve it. That that for me, like drinking less

942
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:05,920
Speaker 4: is kind of just something that I just want to do.

943
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,360
Speaker 3: And I don't feel like I'm giving anything up.

944
00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:10,279
Speaker 4: But I will be. I will be honest. I have

945
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:12,040
Speaker 4: got a diet coke addiction right now.

946
00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:13,680
Speaker 3: No so bad?

947
00:39:14,080 --> 00:39:16,560
Speaker 4: Why no Bloody America did it to me?

948
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:18,960
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, artificial sweet it's better drink.

949
00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:22,560
Speaker 2: Real cokes are so bad, but like the real coat

950
00:39:22,640 --> 00:39:26,399
Speaker 2: is too sweet for me. There's a there's a really

951
00:39:26,400 --> 00:39:29,760
Speaker 2: cool company in Australia called Remedy. They're not a sponsor

952
00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:31,040
Speaker 2: and just telling you about them, and they've just brought

953
00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:34,600
Speaker 2: out a natural like healthy colar like Remedy Butcher. Yeah,

954
00:39:34,640 --> 00:39:36,600
Speaker 2: but their coal are our mate.

955
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,560
Speaker 4: Butcher was my thing before I went away. So I

956
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,000
Speaker 4: need to put down the diet coke and comeback.

957
00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 1: Absolutely it's not healthy.

958
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:43,840
Speaker 2: So an artificial sweating it that can cross the blood

959
00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:47,840
Speaker 2: brain barrier, heaps of like brain like we're talking Parkinson's,

960
00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:50,040
Speaker 2: Alzheimer's tum it's crazy stuff.

961
00:39:50,120 --> 00:39:52,359
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, put it down now, my friend.

962
00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:56,520
Speaker 2: Anything that says nine nine five, I'm not to get

963
00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:57,640
Speaker 2: nutrition and science on you.

964
00:39:57,719 --> 00:40:02,719
Speaker 1: But like no, please tell me.

965
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,960
Speaker 3: I don't know when it started again. It's highly addictive.

966
00:40:06,000 --> 00:40:06,760
Speaker 3: I think it was when.

967
00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:09,920
Speaker 4: Everyone started drinking vodkas and champagnes around me. I was like, oh,

968
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,280
Speaker 4: I'll get a diet coke and then during the desert

969
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,800
Speaker 4: races on the rest day, they'll give you a treat

970
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:16,960
Speaker 4: of a Coca Cola and it's just like, when you're

971
00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:19,919
Speaker 4: running that much, it's like the one thing you crave.

972
00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:22,080
Speaker 1: I don't know why it makes sense.

973
00:40:22,600 --> 00:40:25,439
Speaker 2: It makes sense, but honestly, having the sugar is better

974
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:27,759
Speaker 2: for you than having that, especially because your body would

975
00:40:27,760 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 2: be burning the sugar off like just look like straight energy.

976
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:34,799
Speaker 1: So it's not such a bad thing. I can't believe

977
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 1: how fast our time to get the risk going one

978
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:41,600
Speaker 1: last thing and it's two last things.

979
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:44,000
Speaker 2: First thing out of everywhere you've been, and I feel

980
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:45,200
Speaker 2: like New Zealand might be dancing.

981
00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:46,960
Speaker 1: Where's your favorite place you've been?

982
00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:48,800
Speaker 3: Grand Canyon?

983
00:40:49,080 --> 00:40:49,279
Speaker 1: Yeah?

984
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:52,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, Grand Canyon, the town of kannab And you know,

985
00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:54,760
Speaker 4: I've traveled a lot. I've been to Europe and everywhere,

986
00:40:54,800 --> 00:40:56,919
Speaker 4: and America was always at the bottom of my list.

987
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:58,560
Speaker 4: I was like, it's just a bigger version of Australia

988
00:40:58,560 --> 00:40:59,880
Speaker 4: and it's just like whatever.

989
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:01,040
Speaker 1: America's cool, Man.

990
00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:03,959
Speaker 4: So cool, and there's so much religion. I loved learning

991
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:06,319
Speaker 4: about the religion. I was in Salt Lake City for

992
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:09,080
Speaker 4: a bit, and you know, it's where I think the

993
00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:12,799
Speaker 4: highest amount of Mormons live. Yeah, I actually got to

994
00:41:12,840 --> 00:41:16,359
Speaker 4: meet some Latter day Saints and yeah, just the whole

995
00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:19,880
Speaker 4: religion thing, like I'm not religious myself, just fascinating, fascinating.

996
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:20,920
Speaker 3: It's kind of like they.

997
00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:24,359
Speaker 2: Were anthropology and social human behavior, Like it's pretty cool

998
00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:27,920
Speaker 2: to learn about the way humans I think as well,

999
00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:31,680
Speaker 2: like being a public speaker, and also you're doing something

1000
00:41:31,719 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 2: that's extreme, like your human behavior is extreme.

1001
00:41:34,560 --> 00:41:35,560
Speaker 1: In a good way.

1002
00:41:35,719 --> 00:41:37,799
Speaker 2: So when you learn about religion, you're just learning about

1003
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:39,160
Speaker 2: other people's belief systems.

1004
00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:40,359
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's pretty cool.

1005
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:41,680
Speaker 3: It's amazing.

1006
00:41:42,040 --> 00:41:45,120
Speaker 1: And America like knowing what works one person doesn't need

1007
00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:45,760
Speaker 1: to work for another.

1008
00:41:45,880 --> 00:41:46,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, for sure.

1009
00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:49,000
Speaker 1: Sorry, I cut you off, America.

1010
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 4: Like you can be in I was in New York,

1011
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:52,239
Speaker 4: and then I'm in Canab in Utah, and then I'm

1012
00:41:52,239 --> 00:41:55,399
Speaker 4: in Salt Lake City and then Las Vegas, and it's

1013
00:41:55,560 --> 00:41:56,480
Speaker 4: but they're also different.

1014
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:58,440
Speaker 3: It's like you're going from a different country to the other.

1015
00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:02,760
Speaker 1: Oh Man so good, so my lucky.

1016
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:04,839
Speaker 2: Last question I want to ask is just like you're

1017
00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:07,680
Speaker 2: so young, you're so successful, you're chasing your dreams, you're

1018
00:42:07,719 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 2: taking no prisoners along the way.

1019
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:09,680
Speaker 1: You're just like.

1020
00:42:11,360 --> 00:42:14,000
Speaker 2: In a evading medicine, we would call you pitch. I'm

1021
00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:16,880
Speaker 2: quite pitch too, Yes, I know those terms. Have you

1022
00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:18,040
Speaker 2: been told you were pitter?

1023
00:42:18,360 --> 00:42:21,000
Speaker 4: Yes, I can't remember. I think I was mainly pitch

1024
00:42:21,160 --> 00:42:21,840
Speaker 4: with a little.

1025
00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:22,479
Speaker 3: Bit of something else.

1026
00:42:23,200 --> 00:42:26,680
Speaker 2: Well, either we're strong so it covers are strong or

1027
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:29,600
Speaker 2: Varta is a flighty yeah. And when they get don't

1028
00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:31,680
Speaker 2: like win, I'm varta as well. Like I can't handle

1029
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,480
Speaker 2: win dug at all. And like if I ever go

1030
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 2: on juice clans, I'm like, I'm just gonna meditate.

1031
00:42:35,719 --> 00:42:39,080
Speaker 1: I get really barter and like a very yeah is

1032
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:39,439
Speaker 1: a fairy?

1033
00:42:39,680 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 3: Yeah interesting?

1034
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:46,120
Speaker 1: I interesting? You your pitter like ninety nine percent? I'm strong? Yeah, Yeah,

1035
00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 1: I love it. I love learning about it all. I

1036
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:49,560
Speaker 1: could talk about it all freaking day.

1037
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,879
Speaker 2: So anyone that's listening, that's just like either a little

1038
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:54,840
Speaker 2: bit lost or like, I don't know what my goals are.

1039
00:42:54,880 --> 00:42:57,160
Speaker 2: Like you're twenty four, you've got your shit together, pretty young,

1040
00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:00,200
Speaker 2: You've had your lessons really young or your failure, so

1041
00:43:00,239 --> 00:43:03,879
Speaker 2: to speak. What would your advice be to someone that's

1042
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:04,239
Speaker 2: just a.

1043
00:43:04,160 --> 00:43:07,520
Speaker 4: Bit like I think the issue is, and where I

1044
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:10,960
Speaker 4: was stuck was for ages kind of I'd be brainstorming.

1045
00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:12,239
Speaker 4: I'd like, maybe I want to do this, maybe I

1046
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 4: want to do this, and I'd have all these ideas

1047
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:15,200
Speaker 4: and then everyone around me, you know, I chat about

1048
00:43:15,239 --> 00:43:16,960
Speaker 4: with my parents and my friends or whatever, and they

1049
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:18,480
Speaker 4: just come up with the reasons why you can't do it.

1050
00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:20,040
Speaker 4: You know, oh, I might try this job or whatever,

1051
00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:21,640
Speaker 4: and the yeah, but then you can't do it this

1052
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:24,120
Speaker 4: then that all the negatives and stuff. And I think

1053
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,000
Speaker 4: for me, I was like, well, one hundred percent no

1054
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:27,920
Speaker 4: that I love running five k and I was like

1055
00:43:27,960 --> 00:43:29,759
Speaker 4: I like doing that every single day. So I kind

1056
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:32,719
Speaker 4: of just dove in head first. And I wasn't like

1057
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:34,759
Speaker 4: quitting my job or anything like that. So you don't

1058
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:37,279
Speaker 4: need to like uphold your whole life. But whatever it

1059
00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:41,120
Speaker 4: is you kind of think could be your passion that

1060
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:43,279
Speaker 4: you really want to do, like start doing a little

1061
00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:45,520
Speaker 4: bit of each day, and you know, like if you

1062
00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:48,120
Speaker 4: want to have an online business, which so many people

1063
00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:49,960
Speaker 4: want to do, but you know, it's like how can

1064
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:50,400
Speaker 4: I do that?

1065
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 3: Everyone wants to do that.

1066
00:43:51,480 --> 00:43:55,479
Speaker 4: But like, you know, you don't need to. You don't

1067
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 4: need to necessarily be competing with other people. Like, there's

1068
00:43:57,800 --> 00:43:59,799
Speaker 4: so many things you can do out there. So if

1069
00:43:59,840 --> 00:44:01,840
Speaker 4: it is that, and do an hour or two of

1070
00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:04,200
Speaker 4: it every single night and you don't know, it may work.

1071
00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:07,200
Speaker 4: So I would just say, start doing it.

1072
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:07,960
Speaker 1: I love that.

1073
00:44:08,000 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 2: I love pretty much your messages, like find the thing

1074
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:12,840
Speaker 2: you love and do it every day and do it.

1075
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:14,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, and you don't need to, yeah, quit your job

1076
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:16,359
Speaker 3: or quit doing But like.

1077
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,280
Speaker 4: I still I spend Everyone's like, oh, she just runs

1078
00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:21,759
Speaker 4: and lives her best life, but I spend hours every

1079
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:26,000
Speaker 4: day emailing and like writing different things and figuring out

1080
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:28,360
Speaker 4: what I'm doing. Yeah, So like there's all the behind

1081
00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:30,759
Speaker 4: the scenes stuff that you know people don't see, but yeah,

1082
00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:31,600
Speaker 4: just go and do it.

1083
00:44:32,000 --> 00:44:32,640
Speaker 3: I love it.

1084
00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:35,840
Speaker 2: You're incredible. You're such a champ for coming on and

1085
00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:38,200
Speaker 2: chatting with me. I could talk to you all day

1086
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,799
Speaker 2: long and I cannot wait till our paths cross again.

1087
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:42,480
Speaker 3: Thank you so much for having me.

1088
00:44:42,520 --> 00:44:45,080
Speaker 1: Thank you, Jack, you Bell. You're incredible. Fine.

1089
00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:53,320
Speaker 2: That's a wrap on another episode of Fearlessly Failing. As always,

1090
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:56,839
Speaker 2: thank you to our guests and let's continue the conversation

1091
00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:02,759
Speaker 2: on Instagram. I'm at yumo Berry. This potty my word

1092
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:07,520
Speaker 2: for podcast is available on all streaming platforms. I'd love

1093
00:45:07,560 --> 00:45:10,640
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1094
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:12,239
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