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Speaker 1: Welcome to your Diary episode. Here's the thing. I'm a

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Speaker 1: bit of a nomad, so these episodes come to from

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Speaker 1: wherever I'm living or traveling to at the time, so

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Speaker 1: I'll share with you what's going on in my world,

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Speaker 1: from book tours, animal encounters, delish meals, nature adventures, health

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Speaker 1: discoveries to swimming in Hidden Byron Bay Beaches. Come with

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Speaker 1: me as I share my adventures with you. Hello, Gangles

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Speaker 1: Pod Diary coming to you from Los Angeles. Back in

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Speaker 1: LA took Mom on all the adventures. Monday's episode was

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Speaker 1: a travel guide of Palm Springs, Pioneertown and Joshua Tree,

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Speaker 1: which was the three places that we took Mum right

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Speaker 1: before she headed back to Australia. And then I think

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Speaker 1: she had one day in La went to Griffith Park.

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Speaker 1: She did, I took her to Griffith Park. But then

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Speaker 1: the next day she did like a Hollywood celeb bus

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Speaker 1: tour loll so cute. And then I think it took

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Speaker 1: herself to air one and then because I was working

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Speaker 1: She was here for a full month, but we kind

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Speaker 1: her trip, the end of her trip, and then obviously

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Speaker 1: I went to Memphis with her. But I think she

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Speaker 1: loved it. She had Chicago, Washington, San France. She did

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Speaker 1: it this like very scenic train trip I think, I

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Speaker 1: Matt and I had a lot of fun in Joshua Tree,

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Speaker 1: that's kind of like our favorite of the High Desert,

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Speaker 1: and of course Pappy and Harriet's, and we went to

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Speaker 1: meant to open your minds, like your spiritual mind as well.

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Speaker 1: So that was amazing. And then you know, when you're

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Speaker 1: were like, all right, Sunday, we just had a date day.

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Speaker 1: We went to the movies. We saw the f One

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Speaker 1: movie with Brad Pitt. Loved it. It's quite long, but

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Speaker 1: is for the nineties kiddos. It is like a modern

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Speaker 1: version of Days of Thunder with Tom Cruise playing Coul

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Speaker 1: Hayes here and it kind of reminded me of that,

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Speaker 1: Like there were a lot of like similarities in their

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Speaker 1: themes of it all, and Brad Pitt was amazing. The

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Speaker 1: cast was really good. It's just a fun watch. And

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Speaker 1: they used the same cameras and camera set up as

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Speaker 1: Top Gun Maverick. You know how they had those like

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Speaker 1: the planes. Same ballgame with the F one cars and

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Speaker 1: Brad Pitt was driving his car. How wild. Anyway, a

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Speaker 1: want a really good, like Hollywood blockbuster movie. Would definitely recommend.

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Speaker 1: I have pretty much just gone straight back into work mode.

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Speaker 1: I have had a couple of Air one dates. Well.

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Speaker 1: I did my first influence a deal with Air one

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Speaker 1: and that came out yesterday, and that was with Magic Mind,

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Speaker 1: And they've done a co Lab with air One and

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Speaker 1: Travis Scott and brought out this celebrities smoothie and so

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Speaker 1: as part of my influencer deal as a partner of

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Speaker 1: brought it home and recreated it with the Boss. So

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Speaker 1: that was a lot of fun. We did that yesterday.

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Speaker 1: So that was yesterday, and then I went to Boss

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Speaker 1: to tell them about that. I've been sent some fun

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Speaker 1: I do feel like the American influencer stuff is kind

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Speaker 1: and I've been watching a show on Amazon called Overcompensating,

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Speaker 1: college life and all of that. Charlie XCX is in

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Speaker 1: the show. But we've finished that season. We really really

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Speaker 1: like ted Lasso so much, because it's got this like

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Speaker 1: hope and meeting underneath it. And I would say Overcompensating

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Speaker 1: I saw this thing this week on Insta and I

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Speaker 1: post it to my substack. It's a quote and it

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Speaker 1: laziness kills, ambition, anger kills, wisdom, fear kills, dreams, ego kills, growth,

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Speaker 1: jealousy kills, peace, doubt kills confidence. And now we're going

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Speaker 1: it right to left. Ambition kills, laziness, wisdom kills anger,

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Speaker 1: kills confidence. How cool. I thought it was really cool anyway,

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Speaker 1: It's so stressful because in America you do tax at

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Speaker 1: I had some rubber gloves. I asked my boss at work.

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Speaker 1: just been submitted for a role and fingers and toest cross.

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Speaker 1: So if you want to send some lucky vibes and

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Speaker 1: juju my way, please go for it. I would flip

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Speaker 1: and love that. What else have I got to tell you?

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Speaker 1: But I think everything that's happened literally like after Mum left,

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Speaker 1: Literally we have just been go, go go, like we

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Speaker 1: haven't stopped. This is my first day off since Mum

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Speaker 1: it's just been one of those weeks. Though. He had

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Speaker 1: do a pod diary of Joshua Tree, Palm Springs and Pineytown,

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Speaker 1: all of that is in the Monday yep. Oh, and

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Speaker 1: Mum is the hot seat guest ps QTI. So Mum's

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Speaker 1: Of course I need to tell her that she's in

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Speaker 1: to do a reading for you. So everyone asks what

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Speaker 1: Dolphins cards by Dorian Virtue. And the way that I

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Speaker 1: and that is past, present, future. And then if a

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Speaker 1: the past is alchemy. You have the Midas touched right now,

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Speaker 1: The future. Now, the future can be in a minutes time,

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Speaker 1: an hour's time, a day's time, a week time. Except

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Speaker 1: Heaven's help. You've prayed for help, so get out of

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Speaker 1: felt like grabbing is around. It's called worthiness and know

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Speaker 1: that you deserve to receive good in all ways. And

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Speaker 1: then on the bottom of the deck you've got Yes,

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Speaker 1: your intuition is correct, take action accordingly. And then top

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Speaker 1: of the deck is blessed. Change. A major life change

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Speaker 1: brings you great blessings. So there's a few cards there.

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Speaker 1: Ignore what doesn't resonate with you, Take what resonates with you.

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Speaker 1: Card one Alchemy. You have the Midas touch right now,

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Speaker 1: every project you turn you begin turns to gold. Watch

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Speaker 1: your thoughts is Card two. It's important to only think

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Speaker 1: about what you desire, not what you fear. Card three,

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Speaker 1: Except Heaven's help you prayed for help, So get out

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Speaker 1: Worthiness know what you deserve, receive good in all ways.

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Speaker 1: Card five. Yes, your intuition is correct, Take action accordingly.

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Speaker 1: Card six blessed change. A major life change brings you

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Speaker 1: great blessings. I think I love that final card, the

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Speaker 1: blessed Change one. I feel like I'm kind of in

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Speaker 1: I feel all right, you're the best things. Huru think

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Speaker 1: you're unreal. Big Love by