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Speaker 1: This is a podcast about failure with me. Lola Berry, author, nutritionist,

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Speaker 1: and yoga teacher join me as we get to know

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Speaker 1: these guests and learn about how their failures have ultimately

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Speaker 1: shaped their dreams. Welcome to Fearlessly Failing with Lola Berry. Okay,

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Speaker 1: Lowell's here. This next guest is kind of like this

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Speaker 1: ball of energy. Her name is Izzy Cornish. You might

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Speaker 1: know her from she was in a very successful Australian

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Speaker 1: TV show called Puberty Blues.

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Speaker 2: She kind of.

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Speaker 1: Half lives in Los Angeles, half lives in a macadamia

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Speaker 1: farm in Byron Bay. She's got this bohemian vibe, but

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Speaker 1: this kind of fierce name as well. Is He opens

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Speaker 1: up about being an actress and kind of like the

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Speaker 1: whole process of going from audition and not knowing if

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Speaker 1: just super real about it all, which is a breath

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Speaker 1: of fresh air. I really hope you enjoy this app

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Speaker 1: with the awesome Isabelle Cornish. I have the incredible Busy

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Speaker 1: Cornish sitting in front of me and we just had

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Speaker 1: a little brainstorm about this party. And she's like, but

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Speaker 1: are we talking about failure? And I'm like, mate, yes,

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Speaker 1: but you can figure out whatever you want. Welcome Isabelle.

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Speaker 3: Thank you. It's a pleasure to be here, mate.

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Speaker 1: I'm so rapped to have you here. So for people

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Speaker 1: listening at home, you are right?

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Speaker 2: Is his?

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Speaker 1: Like? Apple headphones just don't fit into my ease and

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Speaker 1: one's already fallen out of your ear.

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Speaker 3: I know, isn't it hilario? I'm like the only person

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Speaker 3: in the world that Apple's headphones don't fit.

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Speaker 2: I've never heard of it before because.

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Speaker 3: I'm the only one.

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Speaker 1: All right, Okay, So you are an Australian actress. You've

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Speaker 1: done your yoga teacher training, you're really passionate about how

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Speaker 1: you've studied eating psychology. You're also a qualified PTE. I

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Speaker 1: used to watch you on Pubey Blues, did you Yeah,

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Speaker 1: maybe tell me that before hair, you've been on Home

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Speaker 1: and Away in Humans, which was a Marble series, wasn't it.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, American television series.

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Speaker 1: And you played Crystal. So you had sit kind of

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Speaker 1: almost like black bands in your hair.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I describe it.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. I got my hair dyed with a black band

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Speaker 3: and a doughnut on the back. It was interesting. Wow,

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Speaker 1: I remember because I've followed you on Insta for years.

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Speaker 1: You would so that you kept your American accent. You'd

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Speaker 1: try and stay keep the accent for the day, like

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Speaker 3: One hundred percent. So when I'm working in America and

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Speaker 3: when I've got auditions and things, I'll stay American from

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Speaker 3: when I get on set for the whole day. Wow,

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Speaker 3: and then and just because it helps me get in

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Speaker 2: Is American accent hard?

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Speaker 3: Once you get it, you've got it. You have to

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Speaker 3: learn it. It's actually quite funny because people just think

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Speaker 3: that you change the sound that comes out of your mouth,

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Speaker 3: So it's all like once you learn the tongue placement

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Speaker 1: Because to me, you sound very aussy. You're like full,

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Speaker 1: you sound assy, full assy, yeah, in a good I

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Speaker 1: mean that in such a good way too. Ways I'm

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Speaker 1: even though the Australian an American, we're speaking English, it's

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Speaker 3: Yeah, when I first learned the American accent and I

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Speaker 3: then you get used to it, and you know, it's

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Speaker 3: I love going back.

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Speaker 2: I love it.

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Speaker 1: I'm so pumped to have you on here because we

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Speaker 1: by the way, I was like, what what But like

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Speaker 2: Do you remember that?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, so remember that.

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Speaker 2: That'd be what six five or six years ago?

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Speaker 3: Now, yeah, six years for sure.

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Speaker 2: And then we did another dinner before that.

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Speaker 1: Yes, like remembering like Darlinghurst when I was living in Mulara.

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Speaker 1: Oh man, but I remember the first time met I

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Speaker 1: was like, oh, she's a Yogi queen like you were

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Speaker 3: Yeah I was. I really was.

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Speaker 2: I love it?

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Speaker 1: I I yeah, I really Like I've always thought you've

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Speaker 3: Thank you. That's what That's where every all the work

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Speaker 3: that I do and all my values all come back to,

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Speaker 3: just like staying authentic and trying to be myself at

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Speaker 1: Yeah. Man, There's so many things I want to ask you,

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Speaker 1: like and these are totally not about failure, but like

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Speaker 1: even filming that American TV show, You're based in Hawaii, right.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I got to live in as Hawaii.

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Speaker 2: How good as Hawaii?

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Speaker 3: It's amazing.

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Speaker 2: You'd go on your runs and collect mangos, wouldn't you.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was so good. It was like fruit trees everywhere.

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Speaker 3: It was just like it was the best. I was

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Speaker 3: just so lucky to live in Hawaii for that period

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Speaker 1: You can feel the energy, right, It's like there's a

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Speaker 2: Something magic happens in Hawaii.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and they say, I remember I was leaving the

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Speaker 1: first time, and they're like, don't worry, She'll call you back.

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Speaker 1: And they say, Hawaii will always call you back.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I believe that.

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Speaker 1: Oh man, Okay, we do need to talk about failure.

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Speaker 1: And I see you've got you've bought notes to You're

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Speaker 1: you're the first person that's got awesome little handwritten notes,

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Speaker 2: I'm all about.

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Speaker 1: I got a field stuff like I've got to write

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Speaker 1: and you're a bit of a You've got.

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Speaker 3: A new journal and shit, you don't know how many

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Speaker 3: journals I have. Last week, I went to a store

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Speaker 1: I collect them and I say, I have them in

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Speaker 2: You just grabbed my journals, my manifesto books, and I

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Speaker 2: dream diaries. That's all you need to save.

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Speaker 1: Don't care about anything else that is I okay, crazy person.

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Speaker 2: So like being a being, like an actress model, really

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Speaker 3: No, I'm not. I eat most of the plant based.

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Speaker 3: I was vegetarian for thirteen years and vegan for about

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Speaker 3: three of those years. When I went to Hawaii. Actually

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Speaker 3: I started eating fish again because it was one of

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Speaker 3: I've kind of gone back to the plant based way

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Speaker 3: You know, I live on a macadamia farm. We have

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Speaker 3: fresh organic eggs. The chickens, like the other day, they

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Speaker 3: lay eggs in the weirdest spots. They come into my

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Speaker 3: So you know, things like that. It's just like so perfect.

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Speaker 2: And and stuff. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Ps, was there a python in your kitchen last week

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Speaker 3: Is that just farm life and living in Virol.

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Speaker 2: It's so good.

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Speaker 3: I'm like obsessed, Like I just I didn't I always

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Speaker 3: like snakes, like I have pet snakes when I was younger,

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Speaker 3: So there's this one that just keeps coming into my

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Speaker 3: It's always when I'm half asleep. He always is there

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Speaker 3: He isn't, actually, but most of them are. But see

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Speaker 3: the smaller ones. He's actually quite small. People like that

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Speaker 3: he's small, and they're a bit cranky. But the larger females,

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Speaker 1: Yeah, because I've heard if there's a python enviyron, when

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Speaker 1: there's a python rout's good sign because it means no

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Speaker 1: mice or rats.

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Speaker 3: Right, yeah, well I still do get some mice and rats.

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Speaker 3: But but they're a great animal to have around. I

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Speaker 2: You seem like such an animal queen like you. You

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Speaker 2: love animals and bit obsessed.

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Speaker 3: My dream was if I wasn't it wasn't an actor,

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Speaker 3: My dream was to move to the jungle and just

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Speaker 1: It's all I wanted to do, like Jane Goodall almost

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Speaker 3: Live there and just have that My whole life. Just

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Speaker 1: got another thing happening, or she's in why like you

440
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Speaker 1: just it's always seems like there's something bubbling for you.

441
00:19:25,359 --> 00:19:28,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, there is if. Well, I'm very grateful that

442
00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:30,480
Speaker 3: there is. And it's also because I'm a bit of

443
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Speaker 3: a go getter, like a bit of I don't like

444
00:19:34,040 --> 00:19:37,120
Speaker 3: if if. At times, you know, I do get stagnant

445
00:19:37,160 --> 00:19:39,520
Speaker 3: and I do get disheartened, but I'm someone that's like,

446
00:19:39,760 --> 00:19:42,600
Speaker 3: you know, this is my life. I am responsible for

447
00:19:42,680 --> 00:19:45,000
Speaker 3: my actions. I'm going to sit in the driver's seat

448
00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:47,280
Speaker 3: of my life. Yeah, and you know that was something

449
00:19:47,359 --> 00:19:48,360
Speaker 3: I had to learn too.

450
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Speaker 1: Hey, we've got some friends waiting for an elevator outside.

451
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Speaker 1: If people can hear background noise, it's just a bit

452
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Speaker 1: of the beautiful humans at CAFNU letting us do our

453
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Speaker 1: body here.

454
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Speaker 2: But sorry, cut you off there. Do you remember what

455
00:20:02,040 --> 00:20:02,560
Speaker 2: you were saying.

456
00:20:02,680 --> 00:20:06,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, just you know, being in like being in the

457
00:20:06,880 --> 00:20:08,720
Speaker 3: driver's seat to my life, and that's what made me

458
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Speaker 3: get into health and wellness, to tell you the truth.

459
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Speaker 3: So it was this point where I needed something to

460
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Speaker 3: lift me up when I wasn't acting. Yeah, and I

461
00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:20,600
Speaker 3: was in the trailer and it happened when I was

462
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Speaker 3: in Pubuity Blue Is Actually I was in the trailer

463
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Speaker 3: and just my emotions were just all over the shop.

464
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Speaker 3: I was a teenager, like I was maybe seventeen eighteen

465
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Speaker 3: when we did that show, and I remember turning up

466
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Speaker 3: at work and I just didn't feel right. I just

467
00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:34,000
Speaker 3: hadn't been feeling right. And I was in the trailer

468
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Speaker 3: and I sat down on the floor with my diary

469
00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:37,880
Speaker 3: and I was trying not to cry all day, but

470
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Speaker 3: for no reason, I couldn't particularly put my fingers on.

471
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Speaker 3: And I was like, this is a moment easy where

472
00:20:42,440 --> 00:20:47,400
Speaker 3: you choose, you choose something to get, like you choose

473
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Speaker 3: I don't even know. It was just I knew from

474
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Speaker 3: that moment that I had to choose something, and I

475
00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:53,880
Speaker 3: had to choose to focus on something. And that's what

476
00:20:54,400 --> 00:20:56,399
Speaker 3: led me to health and wellness and led me to

477
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Speaker 3: eating health food. And then health food just turned into

478
00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:01,679
Speaker 3: like being upset with like studying reading all the books,

479
00:21:01,680 --> 00:21:05,000
Speaker 3: like reading the Chinese medicine books and reading you know,

480
00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:09,960
Speaker 3: all the sports dietitian books and just getting super into it.

481
00:21:10,000 --> 00:21:11,920
Speaker 3: And then it went to like movement, and then it

482
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:15,680
Speaker 3: went to yogurt and mindfulness and it just what I

483
00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:17,840
Speaker 3: like to say about health and wellness is it makes

484
00:21:17,880 --> 00:21:20,080
Speaker 3: you feel alive and it makes you feel so good.

485
00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,760
Speaker 3: And it's like once you get once you start to

486
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:25,560
Speaker 3: do those practices, they really do transform your life.

487
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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's empowering.

488
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Speaker 1: Hey yeah, oh my goodness. Okay, so we're going to

489
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Speaker 1: run out of time. I can feel this because we're

490
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Speaker 1: just such Your stories are incredible, so so that was

491
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Speaker 1: your career failure.

492
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Speaker 2: Yeah, then's my like hobby kind of.

493
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Speaker 3: Yeah, I wanted to talk about, you know, because I've

494
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:44,879
Speaker 3: always been really into exercise, into all of that.

495
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Speaker 2: You're a runner, too, aren't you.

496
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Speaker 3: Yeah, so I'm a runner, and when I had a

497
00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:54,159
Speaker 3: very crazy injury hip experience last year, which is a

498
00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:58,480
Speaker 3: whole nother podcast. But you know, I've always been into

499
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Speaker 3: sports and all of that. And you know, if anyone

500
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:04,159
Speaker 3: out there is an athlete, they know what it's like.

501
00:22:04,240 --> 00:22:05,800
Speaker 3: You know, you sign up for races and you're so

502
00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:08,800
Speaker 3: excited to do it. But I've failed in that aspect too.

503
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Speaker 3: For instance, I signed up for to do an iron

504
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Speaker 3: Man in September, and I was so keen to do it,

505
00:22:15,760 --> 00:22:18,479
Speaker 3: but my body just I trained and I trained, and

506
00:22:18,520 --> 00:22:22,760
Speaker 3: I started to get inflamed. It wasn't right for me

507
00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:25,640
Speaker 3: at that time. Yeah, it wasn't right for me at

508
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Speaker 3: that time. And you know, you can do an iron Man.

509
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:30,320
Speaker 3: You can do anything you want to do. That's what

510
00:22:30,359 --> 00:22:32,640
Speaker 3: people have to remember you can. But at that time

511
00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:35,119
Speaker 3: wasn't right. And it's so hard to like, you know,

512
00:22:35,240 --> 00:22:37,479
Speaker 3: tell yourself you're going to do something, but also let

513
00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:40,240
Speaker 3: yourself off the hook. To tell yourself it's okay not to. Yeah,

514
00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:42,720
Speaker 3: and like failures like that, like having to pull out

515
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Speaker 3: of sporting events due to injury at last minute.

516
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Speaker 1: It's like, and you put all this blood, sweat and

517
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Speaker 1: tears into the training and you've looked after your body

518
00:22:50,600 --> 00:22:53,959
Speaker 1: with diet or your leader for months in advance, especially

519
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Speaker 1: for an iron Man, because you've got to be able

520
00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:56,200
Speaker 1: to do so different things.

521
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Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I was out on like a three hour

522
00:22:57,920 --> 00:23:00,359
Speaker 3: long ride and I just came home and then just

523
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:03,040
Speaker 3: I wasn't feeling good. And that's my that's my red

524
00:23:03,040 --> 00:23:05,399
Speaker 3: flag for everything. Yeah, if all of a sudden I

525
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:08,080
Speaker 3: start not to feel good, I'm just like, because I

526
00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:10,960
Speaker 3: you know, I have this I eat all these beautiful

527
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:12,880
Speaker 3: food and I try and look after myselves in other ways.

528
00:23:12,920 --> 00:23:14,560
Speaker 3: But if something makes me not feel good, I have

529
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Speaker 3: to look at myself as a whole and stuff. But

530
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Speaker 3: where am I out of balance? So you know, But

531
00:23:18,119 --> 00:23:21,280
Speaker 3: that was that really hurt to let go of. It

532
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:23,639
Speaker 3: was like people I told that I was doing the

533
00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:26,800
Speaker 3: iron Man myself that I told Like, it was just

534
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Speaker 3: like I tripped on that for like three days.

535
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Speaker 1: Three days is pretty good in the big scheme of

536
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Speaker 1: things like I know I would have been like beating

537
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Speaker 1: myself up for like an ages. Yeah, three days, because

538
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Speaker 1: you've always been very like spiritually, I think, in tune

539
00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:42,360
Speaker 1: with yourself.

540
00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:45,719
Speaker 3: I feel yeah, yeah, and I get over things very fast. Actually,

541
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Speaker 3: like three days was like massive for me, Like I

542
00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:48,840
Speaker 3: like to.

543
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Speaker 1: Do you know out there? Like when I sat, I'm

544
00:23:51,680 --> 00:23:54,159
Speaker 1: pointing to the kitchen part of caffeine. When we came in, you,

545
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,240
Speaker 1: me and Bit were hanging and talking and she was like,

546
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Speaker 1: you're so Vata and you are Vata. But when I

547
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,879
Speaker 1: hear talk and you're like, and then I compete and

548
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:02,520
Speaker 1: then you're also Pita.

549
00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:06,200
Speaker 2: Yeah. Would you say, you know media, there's these three.

550
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:10,480
Speaker 1: Doses or it's Vata pitcha Karfa and you're Vata Peter.

551
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:11,200
Speaker 2: For sure.

552
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Speaker 1: I feel like I'm mainly pitter, but sometimes I can

553
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:15,760
Speaker 1: go a bit vatary.

554
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:20,240
Speaker 2: But I'm generally like, but you're speaking pit o to me,

555
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:26,080
Speaker 2: don't you reckon? Yeah? I think I love it totally digress.

556
00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:29,000
Speaker 1: I generally go off track, but I get how like

557
00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:32,520
Speaker 1: a sporting event or something that you're really passionate about

558
00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:34,359
Speaker 1: it brings you. I could always tell with you, and

559
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:36,520
Speaker 1: I can always say with exercise with you. It brings

560
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,639
Speaker 1: your joy, it fills your cup, you feel like you're

561
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:40,679
Speaker 1: nourishing yourself, will probably clears the mind.

562
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, it does everything. I just love the way it

563
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:44,800
Speaker 3: makes me feel. But I feel like the thing that

564
00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:47,400
Speaker 3: ticks me the most about you know, things like that,

565
00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:51,120
Speaker 3: is I'm only against myself. Yeah, we're in my other

566
00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:55,480
Speaker 3: like in acting when I have had failures and well

567
00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:58,439
Speaker 3: when I haven't got jobs. There's so much else in

568
00:24:58,480 --> 00:25:01,919
Speaker 3: the picture. I don't actually know why, Like there's a

569
00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:04,920
Speaker 3: lot of variables. Yeah, when it's just me against myself,

570
00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:07,800
Speaker 3: and like when I told myself, you know, but my

571
00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 3: first priority is always my body and my health. So

572
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Speaker 3: I love it.

573
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:12,800
Speaker 1: And you make your own nut butters and you show

574
00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:16,880
Speaker 1: run all the all the organic ingredients I love. I'm

575
00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:19,560
Speaker 1: going to get a by and Baby list from you

576
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Speaker 1: because I'm going to be there next week.

577
00:25:20,920 --> 00:25:23,080
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, yeah, it's a beautiful place.

578
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:25,720
Speaker 1: I can't wait all of good goodness and the food

579
00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 1: and stuff. So I'm actually really pumped about the next Yeah.

580
00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:34,840
Speaker 1: The mental health side, I'm really I'm so into me too.

581
00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:38,760
Speaker 1: So I am incredibly passionate about mental health, and so

582
00:25:38,920 --> 00:25:43,639
Speaker 1: I struggled throughout those years a lot, you know, starting

583
00:25:43,800 --> 00:25:46,000
Speaker 1: moving out of home very young, starting to work in

584
00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:49,879
Speaker 1: film and television, just like with my mental health, like

585
00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,320
Speaker 1: a lot of different and it just stuck around for

586
00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:56,600
Speaker 1: a long time, with body image issues, perfectionism and all

587
00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:59,520
Speaker 1: of those sorts of things, and you know, healing from that,

588
00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:03,879
Speaker 1: I feel also I did see psychologists and then and

589
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,120
Speaker 1: then healing from that.

590
00:26:05,320 --> 00:26:09,520
Speaker 3: It's like when you I think the keys seeing it

591
00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:12,120
Speaker 3: from the bigger picture, and I started to really that's

592
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:14,400
Speaker 3: when I started to really shift things. Like my health

593
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:17,920
Speaker 3: had always just been about like food and like what

594
00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:20,639
Speaker 3: can I eat? And how can I move? And my

595
00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:23,560
Speaker 3: mind with yoga too, But until I had a personal

596
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:26,280
Speaker 3: experience where my mental health went down the drain, I

597
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:29,000
Speaker 3: didn't realize how important that is.

598
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Speaker 2: It's the King, right, it is the King. It was

599
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:32,520
Speaker 2: like it's.

600
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Speaker 3: Everything you know, and working on that a lot so

601
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:37,640
Speaker 3: much about myself when I grew so much. And it's

602
00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 3: just like with that, like with your mental health. When

603
00:26:40,000 --> 00:26:42,760
Speaker 3: you get yourself out of a hole and you start

604
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,919
Speaker 3: to work on your mental health, like if you have

605
00:26:45,760 --> 00:26:47,679
Speaker 3: an issue and you start to get through that and

606
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:51,040
Speaker 3: work with someone, you're always going to have setbacks and

607
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:54,080
Speaker 3: you're always gonna Like I remember that was the hardest thing,

608
00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:57,440
Speaker 3: Like you know, I had two or three failues during

609
00:26:57,480 --> 00:27:01,719
Speaker 3: this period and just being able to say like that,

610
00:27:02,400 --> 00:27:05,359
Speaker 3: like that may you know, we can use the word failure,

611
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:09,000
Speaker 3: but to me, they aren't never flag failures there they're

612
00:27:09,119 --> 00:27:10,200
Speaker 3: lessons in your life.

613
00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:14,200
Speaker 1: Grow so much, you become stronger, you become a better

614
00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:17,280
Speaker 1: version of yourself, to you learn tenacity, strength.

615
00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:20,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, they all taught me so much about myself and

616
00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:23,640
Speaker 3: like every single time I learn more practices to make

617
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:26,119
Speaker 3: me put the person that I want to become. So

618
00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 3: my king is to always ask why, like why why

619
00:27:30,600 --> 00:27:33,080
Speaker 3: am I doing this? Why does this make me happy?

620
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:35,520
Speaker 3: Like who do I want to be? Where do I

621
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:37,919
Speaker 3: want to go? What are my goals? And you know

622
00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:41,040
Speaker 3: something that I really and what are my values and

623
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:43,240
Speaker 3: my qualities? Like what do I want people to say

624
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,400
Speaker 3: about me? So that's what really drives everything for me now,

625
00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:48,640
Speaker 3: Like do I want to do? I want people to say?

626
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,399
Speaker 3: I'm this girl? Like how how do I want people

627
00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:53,439
Speaker 3: to see me? Because then that gives me something to

628
00:27:53,520 --> 00:27:56,919
Speaker 3: aim for, It gets gives me something to work towards

629
00:27:56,920 --> 00:28:00,040
Speaker 3: becoming better rather than being goal orientated. That's just in

630
00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:03,159
Speaker 3: your career, because you can work on your career of

631
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:06,280
Speaker 3: course visualized it is such a big part of your life.

632
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:08,040
Speaker 3: But I think a lot of people forget to define

633
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:09,040
Speaker 3: their qualities as well.

634
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, and your values, Like yeah, yeah, totally.

635
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 1: Is this what spurred you on to study the eating psychology?

636
00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:20,439
Speaker 3: Yes, so eating psychology I wanted to study coming up,

637
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:22,600
Speaker 3: like being in the industry for so long and just

638
00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:26,639
Speaker 3: like just getting affected by just being just such a

639
00:28:26,680 --> 00:28:29,160
Speaker 3: young girl and starting to model and just you know,

640
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:31,479
Speaker 3: that's what made me want to study eating psychology. And

641
00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 3: it really opened my eyes to more than to more

642
00:28:35,680 --> 00:28:37,240
Speaker 3: than just what I thought it was going to open

643
00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:39,320
Speaker 3: my eyes too, because it works with the body as

644
00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:41,400
Speaker 3: a whole, and it taught me so much about you know,

645
00:28:42,040 --> 00:28:45,800
Speaker 3: if people think that I have this food issue, this

646
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,160
Speaker 3: is like if people have binge eating over eating. But

647
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:52,120
Speaker 3: the thing is it's telling you to look deeper somewhere else. Yeah, totally,

648
00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:54,880
Speaker 3: So you fixate, you fixate on that, but that's not

649
00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:56,240
Speaker 3: what it is. So we have to look at the

650
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 3: body as a whole, and we have to find the

651
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 3: you know, the little the little things that are missing

652
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 3: in certain parts, the things that we can feel out

653
00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 3: like in acupuncture, you know how they get your They

654
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,800
Speaker 3: tap into your body and they rebalance your energy. I

655
00:29:08,960 --> 00:29:10,800
Speaker 3: like to think of the body like that. And you know,

656
00:29:10,840 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 3: if someone's struggling with an eating habit or body image issues,

657
00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:16,600
Speaker 3: we have to look at everything totally.

658
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,800
Speaker 1: And in acupuncture, I'll often put like a needle in,

659
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:22,520
Speaker 1: like a weird meridian that's linked to some other organ

660
00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:24,280
Speaker 1: or part of the body, and I think you hit

661
00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:28,440
Speaker 1: the nail on the head. It's all interconnected one hundred percent. Yeah,

662
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:31,040
Speaker 1: And the mind. I always say to people. People are like, oh,

663
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,000
Speaker 1: can you come and talk about health. You're a nutritionist.

664
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,720
Speaker 1: I'm like, can we talk about the mind?

665
00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 2: Because number one?

666
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:38,960
Speaker 1: And yeah, if I can tell you every diet under

667
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:42,000
Speaker 1: the sun, we can talk for yoonks about that. But

668
00:29:42,160 --> 00:29:44,800
Speaker 1: until this the mind pointing to my head and touching mats,

669
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:49,760
Speaker 1: until the mind and the emotion and spiritual health, until

670
00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:50,959
Speaker 1: that's happy days.

671
00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 2: You're not gonna last.

672
00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:56,040
Speaker 1: Like you do something for maybe five, seven, ten days

673
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:58,480
Speaker 1: if you're lucky, and then that's when the binging can

674
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,960
Speaker 1: come in, or that's when you know you're just like

675
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 1: fuck it. I'll start us and everyone says to me like, oh,

676
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:06,120
Speaker 1: I just put the detox off till after that thing

677
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:09,080
Speaker 1: or after that thing. It's like, and it's not about

678
00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:13,240
Speaker 1: needing to detox or anything like even you're a juice cleanse.

679
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:15,880
Speaker 1: To me, I love cleansing like I love it. To me,

680
00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:18,720
Speaker 1: it's honoring my body. And it's like, because I love

681
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:22,600
Speaker 1: the way you described like getting nutrition in that's me

682
00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:24,960
Speaker 1: Like I'm like, how much nutrition can I get into

683
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:25,480
Speaker 1: this meal?

684
00:30:25,640 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, that's what I think to myself, Like what

685
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 3: can I put in this? It's going to make me

686
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:32,240
Speaker 3: feel amazing? Like that's how I like to think.

687
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:33,920
Speaker 2: And I love that.

688
00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 1: People can call it like health nerd or you really

689
00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 1: obsessed with your health and I'm like, yeah, it's a

690
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,920
Speaker 1: value that it's important to me and I'm okay with that.

691
00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:44,400
Speaker 3: I'm okay with that too. I'm going to bed at

692
00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:45,800
Speaker 3: eight thirty and I'm cool with that.

693
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:50,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's so good, you know, Like I like to

694
00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:54,320
Speaker 4: own it too, because yeah, because it's just like once

695
00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,880
Speaker 4: once people try it, like get into this, it's great.

696
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:01,480
Speaker 1: It's beautiful and it brings this sense of and I

697
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:02,880
Speaker 1: can feel it in speaking to you.

698
00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:04,040
Speaker 2: It brings a sense of grounding.

699
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:07,120
Speaker 1: I think when you're doing it because it feels good

700
00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:09,040
Speaker 1: to nourish every part of you.

701
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:10,360
Speaker 2: You just feel really clear.

702
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:13,000
Speaker 1: About where you're going and what you're doing, and that's

703
00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:14,120
Speaker 1: powerful for someone like you.

704
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:16,520
Speaker 2: You walk into an audition, you're clear, yeah, and.

705
00:31:16,440 --> 00:31:18,800
Speaker 3: You're in the driver's seat, like your life's not happening

706
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:22,920
Speaker 3: for you. You're making life, you're visualizing, you're working, you're

707
00:31:23,320 --> 00:31:26,040
Speaker 3: actively choosing. I want to eat this meal because it's

708
00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:29,200
Speaker 3: good for my body, not because you feel like someone

709
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 3: told you to eat a cow salad, where it's never

710
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:34,360
Speaker 3: like that, when it's just like my body would really

711
00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:35,840
Speaker 3: like this. That's why I want to eat it.

712
00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 1: Do you feel and this is a bit off topic,

713
00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:40,760
Speaker 1: but it's I think you're going to love it. Do

714
00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:44,360
Speaker 1: you feel like there's healing in being around animals as well?

715
00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:44,800
Speaker 2: Oh?

716
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:47,560
Speaker 3: Man, you get me started on nature and animals. I'm

717
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:50,160
Speaker 3: like the biggest nature. I can't help but hug trees

718
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:50,760
Speaker 3: when I see it.

719
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:52,000
Speaker 2: There, I hug trees too.

720
00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 3: I never used to be like that. And when I

721
00:31:53,640 --> 00:31:56,320
Speaker 3: got on my healing journey, when all of this started,

722
00:31:56,840 --> 00:32:00,280
Speaker 3: I just like this divine connection to nature and I

723
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:04,960
Speaker 3: practice grounding and you know, recharged, like by literally laying

724
00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 3: on the grass and just laying there till I feel

725
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:11,880
Speaker 3: myself recharged and rebalancing my energy. Like I imagine like light

726
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 3: going through my energy and connecting masculine and feminine, and

727
00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:16,760
Speaker 3: like I like to do things like that. Man, But

728
00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:17,840
Speaker 3: animals are just.

729
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:22,480
Speaker 2: Oh I'm an animal freak. And I've seen you. Do

730
00:32:22,520 --> 00:32:25,600
Speaker 2: you have horses? They're horses on your farm? Yeah, I reckon,

731
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,160
Speaker 2: horses can read your heart. Yeah.

732
00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:34,120
Speaker 3: Horses are magic. Yeah, everything, George and Leo, everything, the

733
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:38,600
Speaker 3: rescue horses, Like all animals are magic. Like my see,

734
00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:40,960
Speaker 3: I used to really be into like the dogs and

735
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:43,880
Speaker 3: the cats and things. But since living on a farm

736
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 3: and like living in bar and Bay, I'm more obsessed

737
00:32:46,360 --> 00:32:48,360
Speaker 3: with like the little things now, like the birds and

738
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:50,959
Speaker 3: like the lizards, and like everywhere I go, I just

739
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:53,520
Speaker 3: see things and like, I just love it makes me

740
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:54,160
Speaker 3: so happy.

741
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:55,880
Speaker 1: I remember one day you were I think you're in

742
00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:58,320
Speaker 1: the grass and you're just filming this little snake getting

743
00:32:58,360 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 1: closer and closer to you, like eye level, Like you

744
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:03,600
Speaker 1: must have been laying opposite him, and he's just like

745
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:06,920
Speaker 1: sussing you. You're sussing him, And I was like, I'll

746
00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:09,320
Speaker 1: show my boyfriend. I was like, I love animals, but

747
00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 1: that is neck level, like the whole reptiles.

748
00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:13,920
Speaker 2: I'm out. I'm out.

749
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:16,640
Speaker 3: My mom and my uncle have little houses on the

750
00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:17,960
Speaker 3: farm too, just down for me.

751
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:18,320
Speaker 2: Yeah.

752
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:20,440
Speaker 3: And it's like if they see an animal or a snake,

753
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,480
Speaker 3: they're like, is he guess what? There's a snake because

754
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:27,120
Speaker 3: they just know how much he's like running out there

755
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:30,080
Speaker 3: no matter what I'm doing, like running down the paddic

756
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:33,080
Speaker 3: like where's the snake? Trying to find it.

757
00:33:33,200 --> 00:33:35,120
Speaker 2: There's a docco you're gonna love. It's called This Way

758
00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:35,640
Speaker 2: of Life.

759
00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 1: It's about a horse whisper that lives off the land

760
00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:40,120
Speaker 1: and he talks.

761
00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 2: In the trailer, they.

762
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:42,840
Speaker 1: Go what do you do for a living? And he goes,

763
00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:46,240
Speaker 1: what do you mean I live for a living. You're

764
00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:47,120
Speaker 1: gonna lose your ship.

765
00:33:47,920 --> 00:33:51,600
Speaker 2: I'll see a trailer. Yeah yeah right, all filmed in

766
00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:54,520
Speaker 2: New Zealand. So beautiful.

767
00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 1: But yeah, and do you know the word biophilia, Yeah? Yeah,

768
00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:01,320
Speaker 1: healing power of mother nature. That it's like you're like, guy,

769
00:34:01,400 --> 00:34:05,760
Speaker 1: a man's mother nature. But you've got I feel like

770
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:08,560
Speaker 1: you've got all the elements in you, Like I feel like, yeah,

771
00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:10,440
Speaker 1: you could have fire when you need it and you've

772
00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:14,640
Speaker 1: got this beautiful like watery, like flowy, like hippie goddess

773
00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:15,640
Speaker 1: growing on.

774
00:34:16,120 --> 00:34:18,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, but then you ground it and you're.

775
00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,080
Speaker 1: Clear, you know, And then I'm sure you can have

776
00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:24,080
Speaker 1: like the creative and manifesting side of you can be

777
00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:26,000
Speaker 1: quite airy, you know, like you've got to be a dream.

778
00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:28,239
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I've got the airy side, that's for sure.

779
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:30,720
Speaker 3: But I know how to ground myself. But I actually

780
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:32,680
Speaker 3: like to live in that sometimes because it's fun.

781
00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:36,040
Speaker 2: As an actor, I think you need to have that ability.

782
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:39,240
Speaker 3: I like to play like now I know, like my levels.

783
00:34:39,520 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 3: I like to like play with.

784
00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,799
Speaker 2: It, you know. Oh, totally so good?

785
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:45,360
Speaker 1: So where and this isn't I don't ask everyone this,

786
00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:49,040
Speaker 1: but just because you're isy and I feel like I've

787
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:49,480
Speaker 1: known you.

788
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 2: For a while. Where like, where will I see easy

789
00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:54,200
Speaker 2: in five years time?

790
00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 1: Oh?

791
00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:57,439
Speaker 2: Are you turning a page?

792
00:34:57,480 --> 00:35:06,680
Speaker 3: Because it's just when I get to try and touch things. Oh,

793
00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:08,360
Speaker 3: I don't Where will you see me?

794
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:11,680
Speaker 2: Yeah?

795
00:35:11,680 --> 00:35:14,360
Speaker 3: That's such an I feel like such a personal question.

796
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:14,799
Speaker 2: I don't know.

797
00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:18,760
Speaker 1: You don't have to, but will it be in nature?

798
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:20,520
Speaker 1: Will you be in nature? Do you think you'll be

799
00:35:20,520 --> 00:35:22,560
Speaker 1: in Australia? Do you think you'll be.

800
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:24,520
Speaker 3: I'll definitely be all over the world for the next

801
00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:29,000
Speaker 3: little while. Yeah, health and wellness. I'll be doing some

802
00:35:29,040 --> 00:35:31,760
Speaker 3: big things in the health and wellness industry, that's for sure,

803
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:35,840
Speaker 3: and also in my art as well, totally. Yeah. So

804
00:35:36,320 --> 00:35:39,520
Speaker 3: I can't get too specific, but I do have a

805
00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,240
Speaker 3: little little world planned out in my mind.

806
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:44,759
Speaker 1: I've got a book. I feel like you've got a

807
00:35:44,760 --> 00:35:45,239
Speaker 1: book in you.

808
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:47,800
Speaker 3: I've got a book in no way because I've started

809
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:50,840
Speaker 3: writing a book. Yeah. Man, I'm just trying to trying

810
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:53,640
Speaker 3: to get someone on board at the moment.

811
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 2: Any publishers out there listening to this, Hello, we'll put

812
00:35:58,080 --> 00:35:58,840
Speaker 2: you will connect.

813
00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:01,880
Speaker 3: Yeah I do. I've got a lot in me that

814
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:02,920
Speaker 3: it needs to come out.

815
00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:06,399
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can feel it. I can Yeah, I can.

816
00:36:06,320 --> 00:36:10,279
Speaker 1: Feel a couple of how fast this goes, Dude, Neil,

817
00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:11,360
Speaker 1: Like I said, I'll get you.

818
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:13,200
Speaker 2: I know, we've got to get you out. We've got

819
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 2: to get you ound. I can go. I feel a

820
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:18,439
Speaker 2: bowl to you one day all week, mate, you blow

821
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,719
Speaker 2: me away. You're such.

822
00:36:23,920 --> 00:36:27,640
Speaker 1: You're this like beautiful gypsy goddess. But you're on this

823
00:36:27,760 --> 00:36:28,960
Speaker 1: mission and I love that.

824
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,359
Speaker 3: I'm serious, Thank you, I appreciate it.

825
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:33,960
Speaker 2: And I get to hang with you more because we're

826
00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 2: doing Wonderlust.

827
00:36:34,600 --> 00:36:37,680
Speaker 3: Vesting together tomorrow and in Melbourne in two weeks.

828
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:39,919
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I'm going to try and get the two

829
00:36:39,920 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 1: Wonderlust EPs out a couple of Wonderlast EPs out before

830
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:45,000
Speaker 1: the Melbourne one, so hopefully people will hear this soon.

831
00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:50,279
Speaker 3: Epic big love, You're amazing, Thanks so much for having me,

832
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:50,799
Speaker 3: Thanks Chic.

833
00:36:52,680 --> 00:36:58,360
Speaker 1: That's a wrap on another episode of Fearlessly Failing. As always,

834
00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:01,879
Speaker 1: thank you to our guests, and let's continue the conversation

835
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:07,799
Speaker 1: on Instagram. I'm at Yamo Lollaberry. This potty my word

836
00:37:07,840 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 1: for podcast is available on all streaming platforms. I'd love

837
00:37:12,600 --> 00:37:15,640
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