WEBVTT - 04 - Operation Gumnut - Parole

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<v Speaker 1>Once a high flying minister, now a broken man.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a significant error of judgment on my part,

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<v Speaker 2>but it was an honester.

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<v Speaker 3>In two thousand and nine, he was found guilty of

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<v Speaker 3>corruptly receiving secret commissions and jailed for seven years. In

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<v Speaker 3>twenty ten, he was found guilty on five charges of

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<v Speaker 3>official corruption and five charges of perjury and jailed for

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<v Speaker 3>an additional seven years.

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<v Speaker 2>And there's a whiteboard there and it's got Operation gum

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<v Speaker 2>Nat and the officer said that's you.

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<v Speaker 4>And he said, and this is the plan to get

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<v Speaker 4>you out of here.

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<v Speaker 2>My name is Gordon Nuddle and this is my story.

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<v Speaker 3>The man behind the Rose Episode four. Hello, my name's

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<v Speaker 3>Patrick Condrey. Disgraced former Beaty government minister. Gordon Nattle has

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<v Speaker 3>spent six years in jail, more than five of those

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<v Speaker 3>in maximum security, with the worst of the worst. But

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<v Speaker 3>that nightmare is about to end with the innovatively named

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<v Speaker 3>Operation gum Nut and the impact on his children and

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<v Speaker 3>grandchildren of his guilty verdicts and time behind bars. For

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<v Speaker 3>the first time, Lisa Nuttle and her brother Andrew speak

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<v Speaker 3>publicly about the impact on themselves and their families since

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<v Speaker 3>their father was locked away. More than fourteen years ago.

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<v Speaker 3>Gordon Nuttle has not been paid for taking part in

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<v Speaker 3>this podcast. After almost a year at Palin Creek Prison Farm,

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<v Speaker 3>following more than five years in maximum security, Gordon Nattle

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<v Speaker 3>was eligible fool parole.

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<v Speaker 2>When my parole was granted, there was a problem. I

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<v Speaker 2>got a call from the manager to come down to

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<v Speaker 2>his office and I went down and but no one

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<v Speaker 2>goes to see the manager, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>And I get invited in and hello, Gordon, how are you?

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<v Speaker 4>And please sit down? I thought, I'm an inmate. What's

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<v Speaker 4>going on here? You know?

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<v Speaker 2>And he said, we've just heard on the radio that

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<v Speaker 2>your parole has been approved.

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<v Speaker 4>He said, we haven't been advised.

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<v Speaker 2>And he said, we've just said on the Macquarie radio

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<v Speaker 2>that it's been approved. He said, I've got no other

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<v Speaker 2>information I can give to you at this time, he said,

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<v Speaker 2>but all the details are being released on air as

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<v Speaker 2>we speak. I said, okay.

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<v Speaker 3>Come as a bit of a surprise.

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<v Speaker 2>Well it was, because what happened was after that I

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<v Speaker 2>went back to my dormitory and we had a TV

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<v Speaker 2>screen up on the wall and there it is splashed

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<v Speaker 2>all over the TV. But I've been groud in my

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<v Speaker 2>parole what the conditions of my parole were.

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<v Speaker 4>The whole box and.

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<v Speaker 3>Dice Gordon Nuttle is about to walk free.

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<v Speaker 4>So he was quite embarrassed by that.

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<v Speaker 2>So obviously then the media were aware of the date

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<v Speaker 2>I was to be released, so they had to devise

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<v Speaker 2>a plan to get me out of there.

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<v Speaker 3>So the prison authorities had to devise a plan.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the prison authorities wanted to devise a plan to

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<v Speaker 2>get me out of there because they don't want the

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<v Speaker 2>media hanging around a prison farm, and that makes a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of sense.

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<v Speaker 4>So he called me back down.

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<v Speaker 2>He said, right, you're going to be released at one

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<v Speaker 2>minute past twelve in the morning. We worked out a

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<v Speaker 2>plan to get you out of here. He said, we

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<v Speaker 2>expect the media to be down at the front gate,

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<v Speaker 2>and they arrived the afternoon, the Sunday afternoon. The media

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<v Speaker 2>arrived Sunday afternoon would have been freezing cold that night,

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<v Speaker 2>tell you. And he said, so we're going to get

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<v Speaker 2>you out of here one minute after midnight, which is

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<v Speaker 2>ironic because that's when my parole finished yesterday, one minute

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<v Speaker 2>up to midnight. So about quarter to twelve that night,

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<v Speaker 2>prison officer came and got me from the dormitory took

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<v Speaker 2>me down to the main office where my clothes were,

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<v Speaker 2>and there's a whiteboard there and it's got operation gum Nut.

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<v Speaker 4>On the board and the officer said that's you. And

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<v Speaker 4>he said and this is the plan to get you

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<v Speaker 4>out of here.

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<v Speaker 3>A well oiled machine.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So they had a prison guard down at the

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<v Speaker 2>front gate chatting to the medias at cord to twelve

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<v Speaker 2>ten to twelve at night. I got changed. It took

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<v Speaker 2>me out this back gate and then we headed towards

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<v Speaker 2>New South Wales border and then there was a message

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<v Speaker 2>on the two way to turn around. So the cards

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<v Speaker 2>you two him and heads back towards Bodesert. So it

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<v Speaker 2>just looked like a car was traveling in the night,

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<v Speaker 2>going past media is being chatted up by the person.

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<v Speaker 3>Did you drive past the meeting?

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<v Speaker 2>We drove straight past and the prison officer said, no waving,

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<v Speaker 2>no worry about that.

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<v Speaker 4>So we drive along and we get.

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<v Speaker 2>Past the township of Wrathdowney and there's a police station

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<v Speaker 2>there and once we got past that, there was another

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<v Speaker 2>message on the two way all clear. So what they

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<v Speaker 2>were going to do There was an arrangement with the

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<v Speaker 2>police at Wrathdowney that if the media got hold of

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<v Speaker 2>the fact that that was me in the car and

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<v Speaker 2>they chased us.

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<v Speaker 4>The cops were going to slop them. I don't know, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Wonder what pretext, but that we're going to stop them.

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<v Speaker 2>So they got me to Boy Desert, threw me out

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<v Speaker 2>of the car. The guy you didn't throw me out me?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, kid? So that was that was the release, my

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<v Speaker 4>release from after six years and a few days or whatever.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you.

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<v Speaker 1>The best day except the birth of my children and

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<v Speaker 1>my wedding, best out of my life was so exciting

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<v Speaker 1>I'll never forget because we had it all planned and

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<v Speaker 1>they were doing They called it Operation gum Nut was

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<v Speaker 1>the name of this, the secret operation to get Dad

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<v Speaker 1>out of Pale and Creek with as little fuss and

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<v Speaker 1>media attention as possible. And we thought that was really funny.

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<v Speaker 1>Operation gum Nut. Yeah, yeah, So we thought that was stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>and we were so grateful to the people at Pale Creek.

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<v Speaker 3>And you obviously got four warning that Gunnut was.

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<v Speaker 1>Happening, so we knew what was happening. And the pickup

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<v Speaker 1>time was at midnight at the Bow Desert Post offic

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<v Speaker 1>and my brother I remember we were going to leave

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<v Speaker 1>at eleven, so he came here and we tried. I

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<v Speaker 1>tried to have a little sleep before because I'm an

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<v Speaker 1>early bird, and I remember it was absolutely freezing that day.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a day kind of like today, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was a little bit yeah, just chili and stuff. So

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<v Speaker 1>we were driving out. We were so excited and we're

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there outside the boat as at post office, so

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<v Speaker 1>there's no one around at midnight watching Mick Fanning get

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<v Speaker 1>attacked by a shark. That was the day that Mick

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<v Speaker 1>Fanning got attacked by the shark. My brother's watching the

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<v Speaker 1>surfing and he said to me, oh my goodness, look

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<v Speaker 1>at this. And we were watching it live happening, waiting

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<v Speaker 1>for the car to come around. We didn't know what

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<v Speaker 1>car hed bean or anything like that. And we're sitting

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<v Speaker 1>there with our hoodies on and beanies, and we thought, gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>we must look a site like sitting outside the boat

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<v Speaker 1>as at post office in the middle of the night, and.

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<v Speaker 3>The local coppers didn't.

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<v Speaker 1>They did drive past at one point and we just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of slumped down in our seats.

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<v Speaker 5>It was so funny.

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<v Speaker 1>We were laughing, but we were so excited, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the car came that they were he was in it

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<v Speaker 1>was like a little rab four or something, because I

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<v Speaker 1>remember that's what they took him. They took him out

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<v Speaker 1>to Pale and Creek in some similar car, and he

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<v Speaker 1>thought he was really fancy. And I remember it stopping

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<v Speaker 1>at the lights because a couple had stopped their prior

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<v Speaker 1>and we'd sit up in our seats and no, not Dad,

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<v Speaker 1>not Dard. And then finally this car came around and

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<v Speaker 1>it slowed down and it did a yew in it

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<v Speaker 1>pulled up beside us, and oh my goodness, we jumped

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<v Speaker 1>out of that car and it was so exciting. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I used to say that to Dad. I said, was

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<v Speaker 1>in so much misery, but that day is going to

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<v Speaker 1>be the best day, Like we're going to have the

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<v Speaker 1>best feelings that day, and it was so exciting.

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<v Speaker 6>I remember sitting watching the surfing in South African, seeing

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<v Speaker 6>Mick Fanny get attacked by the shark, which was pretty

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<v Speaker 6>I'll never forget that night, Holy shit, excuse me, sat

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<v Speaker 6>out front of the post office there in Lisa's car,

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<v Speaker 6>tinted windows or not knowing what the hell was going on,

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<v Speaker 6>seeing a police car drive around us.

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<v Speaker 4>They obviously knew what was.

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<v Speaker 6>Going on, and he literally they pulled up behind us.

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<v Speaker 6>He got out of the car and got in to

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<v Speaker 6>our car and yeah, yeah, I just couldn't stop trying

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<v Speaker 6>to hug him, and yeah, tears were flowing, and another

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<v Speaker 6>another surreal moment. Just didn't realize it was happening right

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<v Speaker 6>there and then.

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<v Speaker 1>And I just got a brand new camera, so it

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<v Speaker 1>had the bluetooth and the screen and everything. And Dad

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<v Speaker 1>was amazed because before he went away, there was no iPhone,

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<v Speaker 1>no iPod. So we used to explain all of this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff to him, no bluetooth like that in a car.

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<v Speaker 3>Then take the second exit.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just amazed by the technology in the car

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<v Speaker 1>and everything.

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<v Speaker 5>And then did you hug him?

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<v Speaker 1>Obviously, Oh my goodness, hugged cried. There was just it

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<v Speaker 1>was just so exciting, you know. It was just and

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<v Speaker 1>the guard was smiling, and he's just like, let's go,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go home, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh without Yeah, I'm sitting in the back seat. And

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<v Speaker 2>of course there's all new gateway motorway, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and they are told gates are gone, you know, they're

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<v Speaker 2>all gone.

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<v Speaker 4>There's no doll gates there or anything.

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<v Speaker 2>And she said, oh, now we're on the news section

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<v Speaker 2>of the motor no bloody idea where we were, and

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<v Speaker 2>there's this bloody car with a screen on it and naps.

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<v Speaker 3>In it and all the rest of it must have

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<v Speaker 3>been surreal. It was.

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<v Speaker 4>It really was actually the fact that I was going home.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>By the time we got back to my daughter's place

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<v Speaker 2>at Boondal, it was about halpus one.

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<v Speaker 4>In the morning.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to report at seven am to the prole office.

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<v Speaker 2>And at five o'clock that morning, my daughter came and

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<v Speaker 2>woke me up and said, she said, all the media

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<v Speaker 2>are arriving and they're out in the front of our

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<v Speaker 2>house across the road.

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<v Speaker 4>And I said, okay, talk.

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<v Speaker 3>To me about the emotions when you first got back

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<v Speaker 3>to Lisa's house after a successful operation Gumnut.

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<v Speaker 4>It was so, I said. We got to Lisa's bad

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<v Speaker 4>upas one two o'clock. The little ones, Lisa woke them

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<v Speaker 4>up and they're half asleep and they give grand the grandkids, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>three of them, three of the twelve give Granddad a

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<v Speaker 4>hug and they went back to bed. And the son

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<v Speaker 4>in law is there and he's dressing game. I got

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<v Speaker 4>a photo somewhere him saying get ade of me.

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<v Speaker 2>I've lost all this weight you know, I'm skinny as

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<v Speaker 2>a rake and still not looking overly healthy, and a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of tears and sort of an unreal feeling that

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<v Speaker 2>you're actually home, but it wasn't home. I was with

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<v Speaker 2>my daughter, but I didn't have a home. I'd sold

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<v Speaker 2>that in our haste to destroy me, sold on my

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<v Speaker 2>assets and took all that.

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<v Speaker 1>We came back here, and we've got a grunny flat downstairs.

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<v Speaker 5>We'd kidded that all out for Dad, so prior.

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<v Speaker 1>To him coming home, the parole board had to come

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<v Speaker 1>and approve that he would be living here. So they

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<v Speaker 1>had to come and do an inspection of that place

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<v Speaker 1>and everything and ask and talk to us and look

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<v Speaker 1>at the flat. But we decked it all out and

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<v Speaker 1>had filled the pantry with all his favorite things.

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<v Speaker 3>And what are his favorite things?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, just like I had things like tim tans, and

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<v Speaker 1>like he loves dark chocolate, and all those things he

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have while he was there, not that he was.

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<v Speaker 1>Took much to please him, because you know, you don't.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't get a lot while you're away. And I'd

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<v Speaker 1>done the bathroom and I had you know, his deoda

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<v Speaker 1>and toothbrush, all of that nice nice body wash and

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<v Speaker 1>that sort of thing. And I remember we put the

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<v Speaker 1>garage door up and my husband was standing there in

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<v Speaker 1>his flannel at pajamas and his dressing gown, looking at tree.

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<v Speaker 1>And we've got this great photo of them shaking hands

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<v Speaker 1>and this joy on Dad's face, you know, And then

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<v Speaker 1>we went in and we.

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<v Speaker 5>Just had all had a copper and just talked.

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<v Speaker 1>And it was so nice. My kids were all still asleep.

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<v Speaker 1>Then we tried to get a little bit asleep, but

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<v Speaker 1>we were just buzzing. And I remember I must have

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<v Speaker 1>gone to bed about three o'clock, and at four o'clock

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<v Speaker 1>I heard a door slam and I looked out my

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<v Speaker 1>window and the media had started arriving. And by five

0:13:45.480 --> 0:13:50.160
<v Speaker 1>o'clock both sides of the street were absolutely packed with media.

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<v Speaker 1>So we just pulled all our blinds down, and Dad

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<v Speaker 1>came up, and then the kids got up and they

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<v Speaker 1>were so excited. And I've got this beautiful photo of

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<v Speaker 1>my eldest her bedrooms, just their dad knocking on her door.

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<v Speaker 1>And see she's a redhead, and my dad's a red head,

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<v Speaker 1>so she's kind.

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<v Speaker 3>I wouldn't know because he know.

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<v Speaker 1>What is Yeah, he's ball now, But when she's always kind,

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<v Speaker 1>of been the favorite because of the red hair. I

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<v Speaker 1>reckon and he knocked on the door and he open

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<v Speaker 1>I've got this beautiful photo of the two of them hugging.

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<v Speaker 5>It's just it was such a joyful day.

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<v Speaker 2>I'll give you an example of how tough it is,

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<v Speaker 2>or not tough, but how overwhelming it was. I had

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<v Speaker 2>to report to the prole office at seven am, and

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<v Speaker 2>that was to avoid the media again, but they are

0:14:35.560 --> 0:14:37.680
<v Speaker 2>out front of Liss anyway, and.

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<v Speaker 3>At this stage you're not allowed to talk to the meeting,

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<v Speaker 3>not at all. You've been forbidden from talking to the

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<v Speaker 3>media for fourteen years.

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<v Speaker 2>That's as part of my parole conditions. And if I

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<v Speaker 2>spoke to the media, I would break it. My parole

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<v Speaker 2>would cancel my prole and probably return me to jar.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's pretty serious stuff. So I'll get to the

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<v Speaker 2>pro office at Champs, I'd sign all the documentation come out.

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<v Speaker 2>And my son said to me, he said, let's go

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<v Speaker 2>and get something deep. So in the usual now Australia,

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<v Speaker 2>we went to McDonald's and at McDonald's have got these

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<v Speaker 2>screens where you punch in your order. I'd never seen

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<v Speaker 2>that before, so I didn't have a clue what that

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<v Speaker 2>was about. I went to the men's room and then

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<v Speaker 2>I went to wash my hands. I couldn't find tap

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<v Speaker 2>because it's all censor and I didn't know that. So

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<v Speaker 2>I'm looking for a tap. I can't find out how

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<v Speaker 2>to wash my hands, and I knew that there was

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<v Speaker 2>something that would make this thing work. I finally worked

0:15:45.840 --> 0:15:50.480
<v Speaker 2>that out, and then there was this dryer where you

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<v Speaker 2>put your hands down, so I didn't know. I'd never

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<v Speaker 2>seen one of them before, and I just started thinking,

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<v Speaker 2>how am I going to function?

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<v Speaker 4>How am I going to function? And it was really scary.

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<v Speaker 2>So we go to the driver's license Department of Transport

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<v Speaker 2>to give my driver's license and I go in and

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<v Speaker 2>you need three forms of ID. I'd managed to get

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<v Speaker 2>a Medicare card before I was discharged from prison, and

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<v Speaker 2>that's all I had. My license had expired, so that's

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<v Speaker 2>not considered a current form of identification, and that is

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<v Speaker 2>all I had. So I've got a letter from with

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<v Speaker 2>my photo on it, my release.

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<v Speaker 4>Letter from Chart.

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<v Speaker 2>So I show that to the lady and she said,

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<v Speaker 2>mister Nodle, we know who you are. We know who

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<v Speaker 2>you are, but that's not acceptable idea either. So you

0:16:56.400 --> 0:17:00.680
<v Speaker 2>need three forms of ID. You've got one, I said,

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<v Speaker 2>I haven't got an electricity account. I haven't got a

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<v Speaker 2>rate to notice I've got She said, we need to

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<v Speaker 2>know where.

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<v Speaker 4>You're living, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And I understand that she's only doing a job, and

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<v Speaker 2>she's actually a little bit upset for me. And I'm

0:17:14.240 --> 0:17:20.960
<v Speaker 2>getting frustrated, frustrated and upset and upset, and my daughter

0:17:21.080 --> 0:17:22.560
<v Speaker 2>she put her arms around me. She said it'd be

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<v Speaker 2>all right, dad, You're right. And the lady said, look,

0:17:25.520 --> 0:17:28.000
<v Speaker 2>let me go and talk to my supervisor. So the

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<v Speaker 2>supervisor come over and she said, hi, mister Nuddle, how

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<v Speaker 2>I mean they are really good people, really polite, said

0:17:35.640 --> 0:17:38.280
<v Speaker 2>I understand we've got a problem, and I said yeah.

0:17:38.800 --> 0:17:40.600
<v Speaker 2>And I said, but I need my license. I said,

0:17:40.600 --> 0:17:44.119
<v Speaker 2>I want to be able to get around. And she said, okay,

0:17:44.400 --> 0:17:47.119
<v Speaker 2>So I'm going to ask you a few questions and

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<v Speaker 2>if you answer them correctly, we'll be able to get

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<v Speaker 2>over the hurdle and I can authorize it. When was

0:17:52.800 --> 0:17:55.560
<v Speaker 2>the last time I had a traffic infringement? And a

0:17:55.560 --> 0:17:58.800
<v Speaker 2>couple of other questions. So fine that we got through

0:17:58.800 --> 0:18:01.520
<v Speaker 2>all that and I got my life license, but it

0:18:01.600 --> 0:18:06.040
<v Speaker 2>was really traumatic. It was all Lisa said, Dad, you

0:18:06.080 --> 0:18:11.679
<v Speaker 2>were just stunned, and you look out of place. You

0:18:11.720 --> 0:18:14.119
<v Speaker 2>look and you were looking around as if to say,

0:18:14.720 --> 0:18:17.320
<v Speaker 2>what do I do? And I thought, I got home,

0:18:17.359 --> 0:18:21.199
<v Speaker 2>and I thought, I've come from being a minister of

0:18:21.240 --> 0:18:23.840
<v Speaker 2>the crown full of confidence.

0:18:24.920 --> 0:18:29.359
<v Speaker 4>Good at what I do to this? To this, you know?

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<v Speaker 4>And yeah, it was really hard, really really hard.

0:18:36.480 --> 0:18:39.800
<v Speaker 1>And I took him to the Transport department to get

0:18:39.840 --> 0:18:44.280
<v Speaker 1>his license, and he was just it was so hard

0:18:44.400 --> 0:18:49.479
<v Speaker 1>because he's out in society. People were recognizing him at

0:18:49.480 --> 0:18:52.399
<v Speaker 1>that point, and it was just a lot of stimulation,

0:18:52.600 --> 0:18:57.439
<v Speaker 1>you know, you can imagine almost overwhelming, overwhelming, overwhelming. And

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<v Speaker 1>then that night we had a roast because my cooks

0:19:00.520 --> 0:19:03.080
<v Speaker 1>a great roast, and I remember we put a tarp

0:19:03.119 --> 0:19:06.119
<v Speaker 1>hole and we had I've got a big back downstairs,

0:19:06.160 --> 0:19:09.040
<v Speaker 1>big back outdoor area, and we put a tar hole

0:19:09.080 --> 0:19:11.920
<v Speaker 1>and upside because there was still media and stuff there,

0:19:11.960 --> 0:19:12.880
<v Speaker 1>and we put the tarp hole.

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<v Speaker 5>Not they play cricket. And it was just a great,

0:19:16.440 --> 0:19:19.160
<v Speaker 5>great day. So it was a really really good day.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you think, given the day you've just described, do

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<v Speaker 3>you think it was worth it to get new kids,

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<v Speaker 3>in his words, into the property market.

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<v Speaker 5>No, absolutely not. No, I would have rather rent for

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<v Speaker 5>the rest of my life than deal with that. It was.

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<v Speaker 1>It's so traumatic. I still have so much trauma. I

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<v Speaker 1>have flashbacks every single day. There are things like even

0:19:47.960 --> 0:19:50.520
<v Speaker 1>this morning, I was I felt sick, not because I

0:19:50.560 --> 0:19:55.359
<v Speaker 1>was worried about you, but just remembering. There's not a

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<v Speaker 1>day that goes by that I don't remember something.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 5>No, it was not worth it, not worth it at all.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you think if he'd asked you before he made

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<v Speaker 3>the arrangement with Telbert, would you have said yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Probably not, because I don't like taking things from people

0:20:17.720 --> 0:20:19.760
<v Speaker 1>in that way, like I wouldn't ask my dad for

0:20:19.880 --> 0:20:23.520
<v Speaker 1>money in that respect. Or I would have said, no, Dad,

0:20:23.560 --> 0:20:26.159
<v Speaker 1>don't worry about that. Well, you know, it's something for

0:20:26.240 --> 0:20:28.240
<v Speaker 1>us to do as we get older, you know. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean to be very honest, it wasn't even something i'd

0:20:30.280 --> 0:20:33.280
<v Speaker 1>thought about at that point. I was single, I was

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<v Speaker 1>living my best life. I was in my twenties. I

0:20:36.480 --> 0:20:39.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was beginning of my career, and I

0:20:39.359 --> 0:20:41.320
<v Speaker 1>was working at Mount Saint Michael's at that time and

0:20:41.400 --> 0:20:45.120
<v Speaker 1>doing really well there. I was traveling, so it wasn't

0:20:45.119 --> 0:20:47.960
<v Speaker 1>something I'd even considered buying a house.

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<v Speaker 5>It was not even on my radar.

0:20:50.440 --> 0:20:53.919
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so I would have said, no, Dad, don't worry

0:20:53.920 --> 0:20:56.560
<v Speaker 1>about it, you know. And even now I would say

0:20:56.600 --> 0:20:59.200
<v Speaker 1>the same thing, just because I wouldn't. I don't want

0:20:59.200 --> 0:21:02.040
<v Speaker 1>that from my dad, Like it's not important to me.

0:21:02.119 --> 0:21:04.600
<v Speaker 1>Stuff's not important to me. Wouldn't have mattered to me,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. So yeah, I would have said no. But

0:21:08.280 --> 0:21:11.600
<v Speaker 1>if he insisted, I would have said, make sure you

0:21:11.640 --> 0:21:14.639
<v Speaker 1>put it in the register. Isn't that the whole point?

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<v Speaker 1>Put it in the register? You know, even though I

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<v Speaker 1>understand why he didn't, But yeah, that would have saved

0:21:22.320 --> 0:21:23.680
<v Speaker 1>a lot of heartache.

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<v Speaker 3>Given all that you've been through, and if you can

0:21:28.200 --> 0:21:33.000
<v Speaker 3>compartmentalize the emotion of it all, you've obviously done research

0:21:33.080 --> 0:21:37.159
<v Speaker 3>into it and you're aware of the situation. Do you

0:21:37.280 --> 0:21:40.040
<v Speaker 3>think he was guilty?

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<v Speaker 1>No, No, I don't. I don't think he was guilty

0:21:45.320 --> 0:21:53.960
<v Speaker 1>of a crime. I think he wanted to help his children.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't ever think that he had intended to do

0:21:57.359 --> 0:22:01.320
<v Speaker 1>anything for Ken Talbot. I don't believe that at all.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you think he was unfairly treated because of who

0:22:07.160 --> 0:22:07.560
<v Speaker 3>he was?

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<v Speaker 5>Yes? I do, I really do.

0:22:10.760 --> 0:22:14.240
<v Speaker 3>He took or he borrowed the money from Ken talbot

0:22:14.400 --> 0:22:19.320
<v Speaker 3>to help you kids out. He was in maximum security

0:22:19.359 --> 0:22:22.200
<v Speaker 3>for five years, prison farm for almost one, and then

0:22:22.240 --> 0:22:25.800
<v Speaker 3>another eight years on parole. Was it worth it?

0:22:27.960 --> 0:22:31.879
<v Speaker 6>No, I guess not. You could say that, Yeah, we

0:22:31.960 --> 0:22:35.280
<v Speaker 6>didn't really didn't know what was going on until all

0:22:35.320 --> 0:22:40.160
<v Speaker 6>this came out, So yeah, it's hard to say that.

0:22:40.240 --> 0:22:41.879
<v Speaker 6>Yeah's a difficult question.

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<v Speaker 3>Lisa said the other day that when he was first charged,

0:22:46.600 --> 0:22:49.920
<v Speaker 3>he was offered a deal by the DPP. Yes, and

0:22:50.480 --> 0:22:53.280
<v Speaker 3>as a family you advocated that he plead not guilty

0:22:53.320 --> 0:22:56.280
<v Speaker 3>because he hadn't done anything wrong. Correct in hindsight, what

0:22:56.320 --> 0:22:57.320
<v Speaker 3>would you say to.

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<v Speaker 6>Him now we know how the system and the law works.

0:23:03.280 --> 0:23:04.359
<v Speaker 3>Would say, take the deal?

0:23:06.200 --> 0:23:08.800
<v Speaker 6>Definitely, because that seems to.

0:23:08.760 --> 0:23:09.359
<v Speaker 4>Be the way to go.

0:23:09.480 --> 0:23:12.680
<v Speaker 6>You just followed by their rules and you'll be looked after.

0:23:12.800 --> 0:23:15.399
<v Speaker 6>You go against them and they will come at you

0:23:16.080 --> 0:23:17.040
<v Speaker 6>all guns blazing.

0:23:17.640 --> 0:23:19.080
<v Speaker 3>Do you feel he was hard done by.

0:23:19.200 --> 0:23:22.840
<v Speaker 6>Extremely Yes, considering what goes on and what you see

0:23:23.320 --> 0:23:27.280
<v Speaker 6>reported these days with people with certain politicians and that

0:23:27.400 --> 0:23:29.639
<v Speaker 6>what they do and what they get away with and

0:23:29.640 --> 0:23:34.600
<v Speaker 6>nothing even happens, so yeah, very much so. Especially the

0:23:34.680 --> 0:23:37.879
<v Speaker 6>sentence is huge considering and knowing that they wanted to

0:23:37.880 --> 0:23:39.600
<v Speaker 6>give him twenty one years, not just fourteen.

0:23:40.280 --> 0:23:41.359
<v Speaker 4>He's pretty Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you think he did anything wrong?

0:23:44.000 --> 0:23:49.120
<v Speaker 6>No? Probably a bit naive, that's about it really. I mean,

0:23:50.200 --> 0:23:55.000
<v Speaker 6>I don't see how how he could have helped one

0:23:55.000 --> 0:23:58.720
<v Speaker 6>of the richest men in Australia can Talbot with any favors.

0:24:00.080 --> 0:24:03.119
<v Speaker 6>I don't think hen really needed favors. It was pretty

0:24:03.600 --> 0:24:07.399
<v Speaker 6>well established as already. So yeah, no, not really, No,

0:24:07.560 --> 0:24:09.480
<v Speaker 6>I don't think he's done anything wrong at all, just

0:24:09.520 --> 0:24:10.280
<v Speaker 6>being a bit naive.

0:24:10.320 --> 0:24:14.040
<v Speaker 3>I think what was the biggest surprise for you when

0:24:14.040 --> 0:24:14.520
<v Speaker 3>you got out?

0:24:14.640 --> 0:24:18.719
<v Speaker 2>The change in technology without a doubt, you know. I

0:24:18.760 --> 0:24:22.680
<v Speaker 2>had to go and see a specialist and the specialist

0:24:22.720 --> 0:24:24.800
<v Speaker 2>said to me, what's your email addressing? I said, well,

0:24:25.040 --> 0:24:29.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't have one, and she said she kind of

0:24:29.600 --> 0:24:33.760
<v Speaker 2>couldn't comprehend that because they send all their bills via email,

0:24:34.480 --> 0:24:38.720
<v Speaker 2>you pay online, and I didn't know how to do

0:24:38.760 --> 0:24:42.840
<v Speaker 2>any of that. So my daughter took me to We

0:24:42.880 --> 0:24:47.120
<v Speaker 2>went to Chimpside Shopping Center, went into an Apple store.

0:24:48.359 --> 0:24:49.000
<v Speaker 4>An iPad.

0:24:49.480 --> 0:24:52.320
<v Speaker 3>I think a lot of people these days would wish

0:24:52.359 --> 0:24:55.120
<v Speaker 3>to be in that situation because of the technology.

0:24:55.200 --> 0:24:55.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:24:55.560 --> 0:24:57.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, But the other side of the coin is, of course.

0:24:57.720 --> 0:25:02.639
<v Speaker 2>Kind of overwhelming, but people had started to do banking online,

0:25:03.160 --> 0:25:07.240
<v Speaker 2>so all the banking was online, and I really felt

0:25:07.320 --> 0:25:11.400
<v Speaker 2>quite illiterate, to be honest, and it's kind you've got

0:25:11.400 --> 0:25:14.280
<v Speaker 2>to learn. And I'm not a guy with a great

0:25:14.320 --> 0:25:18.840
<v Speaker 2>deal of patients at the best of times. And my

0:25:18.960 --> 0:25:21.800
<v Speaker 2>daughter said, Dad, you're going to have to learn to

0:25:21.800 --> 0:25:22.440
<v Speaker 2>be patient.

0:25:23.520 --> 0:25:26.960
<v Speaker 4>There is so much to learn. I got five years

0:25:27.000 --> 0:25:28.440
<v Speaker 4>of tax returns.

0:25:28.480 --> 0:25:31.720
<v Speaker 2>I got two letters from the tax office over two years,

0:25:32.200 --> 0:25:33.800
<v Speaker 2>finding me for not doing.

0:25:33.560 --> 0:25:36.320
<v Speaker 4>My tax treeto. So I had to write.

0:25:36.119 --> 0:25:39.479
<v Speaker 2>To them and say, I'm kind of incarcerated at the moment,

0:25:39.520 --> 0:25:42.199
<v Speaker 2>I can't do it, and no doubt they would have

0:25:42.280 --> 0:25:44.879
<v Speaker 2>checked that to make sure that. So then they waved

0:25:44.920 --> 0:25:47.440
<v Speaker 2>the fine. Next year, I've got another fine, so the

0:25:47.520 --> 0:25:50.720
<v Speaker 2>same You know I'm here, so.

0:25:50.680 --> 0:25:51.160
<v Speaker 4>I get out.

0:25:51.160 --> 0:25:53.000
<v Speaker 2>I've got five years of tax ree terms to do.

0:25:53.960 --> 0:25:58.040
<v Speaker 2>The Public Trustees is still controlling my money and charging

0:25:58.040 --> 0:26:00.719
<v Speaker 2>me an arm and a leg for a period of

0:26:00.800 --> 0:26:06.080
<v Speaker 2>six six years while I was inside, and I didn't

0:26:06.080 --> 0:26:09.880
<v Speaker 2>get control of my money for another two years from

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:14.640
<v Speaker 2>the Public Trustee. So over an eight year period they

0:26:14.720 --> 0:26:17.520
<v Speaker 2>charged me over one hundred thousand dollars in fees and charges.

0:26:18.520 --> 0:26:24.919
<v Speaker 2>Public trustee. That was a battle just to get control

0:26:24.960 --> 0:26:27.800
<v Speaker 2>of my money again. So all these things when you

0:26:27.840 --> 0:26:31.320
<v Speaker 2>get out just hit you in the face. And then

0:26:31.920 --> 0:26:35.200
<v Speaker 2>you're getting your car to drive. Oh, all these new

0:26:35.240 --> 0:26:37.800
<v Speaker 2>tunnels and oh, hop in that lane.

0:26:37.800 --> 0:26:40.959
<v Speaker 4>And also you're in a dunnel before you know it,

0:26:41.000 --> 0:26:43.040
<v Speaker 4>you know, So you've got to learn all that if

0:26:43.080 --> 0:26:43.919
<v Speaker 4>you're driving around.

0:26:44.119 --> 0:26:46.000
<v Speaker 3>And how old are you at this stage? Sixty two?

0:26:46.320 --> 0:26:46.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:26:46.840 --> 0:26:49.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And so you've got to As I said, you

0:26:49.119 --> 0:26:53.000
<v Speaker 2>really feel quite illiterate, and it really is.

0:26:54.560 --> 0:26:56.000
<v Speaker 4>For how do I do this?

0:26:56.440 --> 0:27:00.439
<v Speaker 2>And I'm just lucky that I had people around me

0:27:00.520 --> 0:27:03.880
<v Speaker 2>at the time who were able to guide.

0:27:03.560 --> 0:27:05.040
<v Speaker 4>Me and help me and get me there.

0:27:10.200 --> 0:27:11.360
<v Speaker 3>What was the worst of it?

0:27:12.800 --> 0:27:15.840
<v Speaker 5>Uh oh, the worst part for me.

0:27:17.160 --> 0:27:19.719
<v Speaker 1>There were so many bad things, but the worst part

0:27:19.760 --> 0:27:23.119
<v Speaker 1>was the day they took him away. I'll never forget

0:27:23.320 --> 0:27:26.080
<v Speaker 1>that day and that I can close my eyes and

0:27:26.119 --> 0:27:29.840
<v Speaker 1>I can smell that room, I can see the colors,

0:27:29.880 --> 0:27:33.120
<v Speaker 1>I can see those twelve people when they said guilty,

0:27:33.840 --> 0:27:35.680
<v Speaker 1>because I had to say it, however many times. It

0:27:35.760 --> 0:27:37.200
<v Speaker 1>was so many times I had to say it because

0:27:37.200 --> 0:27:40.920
<v Speaker 1>of all the individual charges and the breath. I'll never

0:27:40.960 --> 0:27:43.760
<v Speaker 1>forget the sound my dad made at that point because

0:27:43.800 --> 0:27:47.119
<v Speaker 1>he was in the dock area and we were.

0:27:47.040 --> 0:27:47.639
<v Speaker 5>Just behind him.

0:27:47.680 --> 0:27:53.200
<v Speaker 1>There was a glass like a bustic partition, and I

0:27:53.280 --> 0:27:56.400
<v Speaker 1>just collapsed on the chairs and they had to take

0:27:56.480 --> 0:27:59.480
<v Speaker 1>me out, but I couldn't stand. I couldn't listen to

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:02.640
<v Speaker 1>the guilty that many times. And then I came back

0:28:02.680 --> 0:28:06.919
<v Speaker 1>in and when they took him through that door and

0:28:07.000 --> 0:28:09.240
<v Speaker 1>had him cuffed, we saw him get cuffed.

0:28:10.040 --> 0:28:11.879
<v Speaker 5>That was the worst moment.

0:28:12.720 --> 0:28:14.879
<v Speaker 1>And then the next probably forty eight hours until he

0:28:15.000 --> 0:28:17.080
<v Speaker 1>was moved to Wolston, were really hard because he was

0:28:17.080 --> 0:28:20.359
<v Speaker 1>in the watchhouse and it was just awful. It was

0:28:20.359 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 1>the middle of winter and it was I was worried

0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:24.720
<v Speaker 1>about things like is he warm enough.

0:28:25.560 --> 0:28:27.240
<v Speaker 5>I rang the watchhouse and said, can we.

0:28:27.200 --> 0:28:30.199
<v Speaker 1>Bring him in some clean socks and all sorts of

0:28:30.240 --> 0:28:34.159
<v Speaker 1>you know things. What they said no to start with,

0:28:34.680 --> 0:28:38.360
<v Speaker 1>and then they allowed. They said we can't give him anything,

0:28:38.400 --> 0:28:41.320
<v Speaker 1>but then they allowed us. They said one of you

0:28:41.360 --> 0:28:43.960
<v Speaker 1>can come in and see him, and so my husband

0:28:43.960 --> 0:28:48.440
<v Speaker 1>went because he didn't want me to see Dad in there.

0:28:48.960 --> 0:28:50.840
<v Speaker 1>It's like Dad had no shoes on and he was

0:28:51.680 --> 0:28:55.840
<v Speaker 1>very distraught and just yeah, probably a way that I'd

0:28:55.840 --> 0:28:57.000
<v Speaker 1>never seen my dad before.

0:28:58.160 --> 0:28:59.760
<v Speaker 5>So that was probably the hardest.

0:29:03.880 --> 0:29:06.000
<v Speaker 6>I was just sitting here thinking now, like when they

0:29:06.040 --> 0:29:09.040
<v Speaker 6>took him away, it was they took our best friend away.

0:29:09.120 --> 0:29:11.360
<v Speaker 6>Not only our father, but our best friend. That's what

0:29:11.560 --> 0:29:15.040
<v Speaker 6>killed me the most, was that my mate was gone

0:29:15.200 --> 0:29:17.200
<v Speaker 6>and I couldn't just go over and see him. I

0:29:17.200 --> 0:29:20.840
<v Speaker 6>couldn't just just give him a call and ask him

0:29:20.840 --> 0:29:24.160
<v Speaker 6>for advice or talk shoot the beeze about the football

0:29:24.200 --> 0:29:27.480
<v Speaker 6>or cricket or what was going on. That was all gone.

0:29:27.640 --> 0:29:29.320
<v Speaker 6>It was totally gone.

0:29:38.160 --> 0:29:42.280
<v Speaker 3>Six weeks before his parole ends. Yes, he got a

0:29:42.360 --> 0:29:46.080
<v Speaker 3>cancer diagnose, he did. How does that make you feel.

0:29:46.920 --> 0:29:47.920
<v Speaker 5>I'm devastated.

0:29:49.960 --> 0:29:50.640
<v Speaker 4>It's not fair.

0:29:52.160 --> 0:29:58.600
<v Speaker 5>He's been through so much and now like he's at

0:29:58.640 --> 0:30:00.000
<v Speaker 5>the end, he's about.

0:29:59.680 --> 0:30:04.360
<v Speaker 1>To, you know, be free. Because you have to remember,

0:30:04.360 --> 0:30:06.640
<v Speaker 1>he's been on prov for eight years. He hasn't been

0:30:06.640 --> 0:30:08.840
<v Speaker 1>able to leave the state without permission.

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:10.080
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:30:10.160 --> 0:30:14.000
<v Speaker 1>For the first many months, he couldn't go to the

0:30:14.000 --> 0:30:17.800
<v Speaker 1>Bowls Club, he couldn't drink alcohol, he couldn't go there

0:30:17.800 --> 0:30:20.320
<v Speaker 1>were so many restrictions placed on him that we had

0:30:20.320 --> 0:30:23.240
<v Speaker 1>to fight for, even when he used to come and

0:30:23.320 --> 0:30:25.720
<v Speaker 1>visit me down here. Once he finally moved to Woodgate,

0:30:25.760 --> 0:30:28.000
<v Speaker 1>he had to get permission to come and see me

0:30:28.560 --> 0:30:29.920
<v Speaker 1>and my kids and my husband.

0:30:30.960 --> 0:30:38.480
<v Speaker 5>So it's unfair. It's just shit. It's shit because we.

0:30:38.480 --> 0:30:42.840
<v Speaker 1>Finally got him back, and who knows what will happen now,

0:30:42.880 --> 0:30:44.320
<v Speaker 1>because it's not good.

0:30:45.760 --> 0:30:48.800
<v Speaker 5>It's stage four. It's not good, you know.

0:30:50.160 --> 0:30:53.040
<v Speaker 1>And you learn to value like I value every minute

0:30:53.040 --> 0:30:58.280
<v Speaker 1>I spend with my dad, you know, big lesson that

0:30:58.320 --> 0:31:00.800
<v Speaker 1>you learn like this, those simple things. Every holiday is

0:31:00.840 --> 0:31:02.200
<v Speaker 1>my kids and I go up there.

0:31:02.120 --> 0:31:04.680
<v Speaker 5>We go up to see Dad. And to think that

0:31:06.280 --> 0:31:09.600
<v Speaker 5>now that's tainted by this as well, Yeah, it's just shit.

0:31:10.160 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 5>It's not fair.

0:31:12.600 --> 0:31:16.000
<v Speaker 3>Do you think I know you're not a medical person,

0:31:16.080 --> 0:31:20.080
<v Speaker 3>but do you do you think his diagnosis is in

0:31:20.120 --> 0:31:23.440
<v Speaker 3>any way, shape or form linked to the amount of

0:31:23.440 --> 0:31:26.600
<v Speaker 3>time that he spend in maximum security and the issues

0:31:26.600 --> 0:31:27.160
<v Speaker 3>around them.

0:31:27.200 --> 0:31:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I think the well, the oncologist has said that the

0:31:31.000 --> 0:31:33.960
<v Speaker 1>oncologist and the urologist have both said that the cancer

0:31:34.000 --> 0:31:36.120
<v Speaker 1>on his kidney has been there for over a decade.

0:31:36.200 --> 0:31:38.560
<v Speaker 1>And I do believe that stress can do things to

0:31:38.600 --> 0:31:43.840
<v Speaker 1>the body. There's no history of cancer in Dad's family.

0:31:44.200 --> 0:31:48.240
<v Speaker 1>He is the healthiest person. You know that I know

0:31:49.680 --> 0:31:54.040
<v Speaker 1>when you know when he was away he was working

0:31:54.120 --> 0:31:56.800
<v Speaker 1>out he was so healthy, like, you don't drink, you

0:31:56.840 --> 0:32:00.600
<v Speaker 1>don't do anything bad. You know, you don't need bad food,

0:32:00.720 --> 0:32:03.880
<v Speaker 1>you don't do anything like that. He's seventy and he's

0:32:03.880 --> 0:32:09.360
<v Speaker 1>got not on heart anything, blood pressure, medication or cholesterol

0:32:09.400 --> 0:32:11.560
<v Speaker 1>and nothing like. He's so fitty, keeps up with my

0:32:12.200 --> 0:32:15.080
<v Speaker 1>son who's so active, and his other grandsons.

0:32:15.120 --> 0:32:17.800
<v Speaker 5>And yeah, but I do think.

0:32:17.640 --> 0:32:22.480
<v Speaker 1>That that probably I can't help. But wonder if the

0:32:22.520 --> 0:32:25.200
<v Speaker 1>stress had something to do with that, because I think, yeah,

0:32:25.280 --> 0:32:29.440
<v Speaker 1>stress does things to the body. Yeah, and that makes

0:32:29.520 --> 0:32:33.720
<v Speaker 1>me upset to think that, But who knows.

0:32:33.920 --> 0:32:34.320
<v Speaker 4>He knows.

0:32:35.080 --> 0:32:36.360
<v Speaker 3>The prognosis is good.

0:32:37.120 --> 0:32:42.040
<v Speaker 1>Yep, yeah, it is if his body responds well, and

0:32:42.240 --> 0:32:47.600
<v Speaker 1>hopefully it does. The immunotherapy is really good. I believe

0:32:47.640 --> 0:32:50.400
<v Speaker 1>it's a really great treatment, and I've heard amazing things

0:32:50.400 --> 0:32:53.640
<v Speaker 1>about it and I've read lots about it. So I'm

0:32:53.680 --> 0:32:56.520
<v Speaker 1>hopeful that he's still got some good years left in him.

0:32:56.760 --> 0:32:57.760
<v Speaker 5>And we've told him that.

0:32:58.640 --> 0:33:01.880
<v Speaker 3>So but yeah, I just what was your first reaction

0:33:01.960 --> 0:33:03.320
<v Speaker 3>when you heard?

0:33:03.840 --> 0:33:07.520
<v Speaker 5>Oh, I just couldn't believe it. I sobbed because.

0:33:07.320 --> 0:33:09.760
<v Speaker 1>When he had the lump in his neck, when he

0:33:09.800 --> 0:33:12.160
<v Speaker 1>found the lump in his neck, straight away he made

0:33:12.160 --> 0:33:16.320
<v Speaker 1>the appointment with his GP, and he said he was here,

0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:17.640
<v Speaker 1>and he said, what do you think that is, you know?

0:33:17.680 --> 0:33:20.520
<v Speaker 5>And I said, I probably assisted, like he knows.

0:33:21.320 --> 0:33:24.080
<v Speaker 1>And even right up until the morning he went to

0:33:24.080 --> 0:33:26.960
<v Speaker 1>get his test results back. He'd gone to the doctor

0:33:27.000 --> 0:33:29.760
<v Speaker 1>at five thirty because his doctor starts at five because

0:33:29.760 --> 0:33:32.440
<v Speaker 1>he likes to play golf at midday. So and his

0:33:32.600 --> 0:33:34.800
<v Speaker 1>doctor's been he's my GP as well. He's been our

0:33:34.840 --> 0:33:37.840
<v Speaker 1>GP for a long, long long time. And the appointment

0:33:37.840 --> 0:33:40.840
<v Speaker 1>was five thirty, and it got to six thirty, and

0:33:40.880 --> 0:33:42.840
<v Speaker 1>I leave for work about quarter to seven, and I

0:33:42.880 --> 0:33:44.520
<v Speaker 1>said to my husband, this isn't good.

0:33:45.080 --> 0:33:47.400
<v Speaker 5>This is not good. He should be home by now.

0:33:47.440 --> 0:33:50.560
<v Speaker 5>He's not waiting it to see the doctor at five thirty,

0:33:50.760 --> 0:33:51.040
<v Speaker 5>you know.

0:33:52.520 --> 0:33:54.920
<v Speaker 1>And then I had just I was my first day

0:33:54.960 --> 0:33:58.040
<v Speaker 1>back at work. I'd just gotten finished a second round

0:33:58.040 --> 0:34:02.360
<v Speaker 1>of COVID and he called me down to the flat

0:34:02.400 --> 0:34:04.600
<v Speaker 1>ten minutes before I went to work and he told me,

0:34:04.880 --> 0:34:09.040
<v Speaker 1>and I just cried, and I cried, and I cried,

0:34:09.080 --> 0:34:11.840
<v Speaker 1>and I cried, and I cried, and I cried and

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:15.799
<v Speaker 1>I cried and yeah, and then I just said to him, well,

0:34:15.840 --> 0:34:17.400
<v Speaker 1>we just got to do one, just like it was

0:34:17.440 --> 0:34:19.759
<v Speaker 1>when he was away, I just said, we can't zoom out.

0:34:19.800 --> 0:34:21.160
<v Speaker 5>You've just got to look at the next thing.

0:34:21.680 --> 0:34:23.880
<v Speaker 1>We had just do the next thing, because if you

0:34:23.960 --> 0:34:26.480
<v Speaker 1>zoom out, that will break you, you know. And that's

0:34:26.480 --> 0:34:28.360
<v Speaker 1>how I felt when he was away. I couldn't zoom

0:34:28.360 --> 0:34:31.560
<v Speaker 1>out to six years. I had to just look at

0:34:31.600 --> 0:34:34.520
<v Speaker 1>the next week, what was ahead of us the next week,

0:34:35.080 --> 0:34:38.480
<v Speaker 1>you know, And that's what I think we have to do. Now,

0:34:39.200 --> 0:34:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Let's just see how things are after this first round

0:34:41.680 --> 0:34:47.960
<v Speaker 1>of treatment, and then we'll you know, so.

0:34:46.440 --> 0:34:50.359
<v Speaker 3>The real for mine anyway, looking at it from the outside,

0:34:50.880 --> 0:34:54.240
<v Speaker 3>that you know, the lights at the end of the tunnel.

0:34:55.200 --> 0:34:58.960
<v Speaker 3>And he got, Gordon, your dad got this terrible diagnosis

0:34:59.000 --> 0:35:00.880
<v Speaker 3>of a kidney camps.

0:35:01.239 --> 0:35:08.240
<v Speaker 6>Yeah. That was another kick in the guts, wasn't it. Yeah,

0:35:08.840 --> 0:35:11.399
<v Speaker 6>not good. Something that we definitely didn't expect because Dad's

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:15.360
<v Speaker 6>always looked after himself. He gets his six months checks,

0:35:15.400 --> 0:35:17.520
<v Speaker 6>so he does all everything that he should be doing.

0:35:17.560 --> 0:35:20.279
<v Speaker 6>Everything that you see on the TV in here, on

0:35:20.320 --> 0:35:22.480
<v Speaker 6>the new you know, on the radio. You know, when

0:35:22.520 --> 0:35:24.120
<v Speaker 6>you're at a certain age, you need to go and

0:35:24.120 --> 0:35:25.560
<v Speaker 6>get this checked, you need to go and do this,

0:35:25.640 --> 0:35:29.000
<v Speaker 6>do this, and he does that, and he does it

0:35:29.080 --> 0:35:32.680
<v Speaker 6>like to the day. He basically when it's due. And

0:35:34.120 --> 0:35:36.480
<v Speaker 6>I remember he called and I was at work and

0:35:36.480 --> 0:35:39.880
<v Speaker 6>I couldn't take the call. About five minutes later, I

0:35:39.960 --> 0:35:42.000
<v Speaker 6>checked my phone. It was a message saying, please call

0:35:42.040 --> 0:35:45.600
<v Speaker 6>me and I need to talk to you, and something

0:35:45.600 --> 0:35:49.920
<v Speaker 6>inside me then knew something had gone wrong, something was wrong,

0:35:51.800 --> 0:35:53.200
<v Speaker 6>and I rang him and he asked me if I

0:35:53.200 --> 0:35:55.120
<v Speaker 6>had a couple of minutes to chat and I said yes,

0:35:55.160 --> 0:35:58.280
<v Speaker 6>of course, and he told me, and my whole body

0:35:58.360 --> 0:36:03.880
<v Speaker 6>just basically slumped, sunk, and I just thought, what not again?

0:36:04.160 --> 0:36:05.359
<v Speaker 3>You know what what now?

0:36:05.760 --> 0:36:06.279
<v Speaker 4>Sort of thing?

0:36:06.360 --> 0:36:10.520
<v Speaker 6>And I cried. I sat in my office at work,

0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:13.920
<v Speaker 6>and as he cried, rang my wife and told her.

0:36:14.000 --> 0:36:19.239
<v Speaker 6>I was in tears on the phone to her. But

0:36:19.320 --> 0:36:22.960
<v Speaker 6>about an hour after it, after he told me, I was,

0:36:23.120 --> 0:36:24.920
<v Speaker 6>I was walking at work and I thought myself, you

0:36:24.960 --> 0:36:29.840
<v Speaker 6>know what stuff this we've he's I can say, weave,

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:35.400
<v Speaker 6>but he Dad has gone through Helen back. This is

0:36:35.400 --> 0:36:37.279
<v Speaker 6>a walk in the park compared to what he's been through.

0:36:38.480 --> 0:36:43.880
<v Speaker 6>And knowing he's fighting spirit and abilities that he can do,

0:36:44.040 --> 0:36:47.319
<v Speaker 6>he will and we will get through this and they

0:36:47.520 --> 0:36:48.760
<v Speaker 6>come out the other side again.

0:36:53.960 --> 0:36:58.960
<v Speaker 3>What's the biggest toll. It's taken on you the whole

0:36:59.480 --> 0:37:00.359
<v Speaker 3>from God way.

0:37:01.520 --> 0:37:07.360
<v Speaker 1>My health, my mental health definitely. You know, I struggle

0:37:07.440 --> 0:37:11.200
<v Speaker 1>with a lot of anxiety and depression and there's a

0:37:11.200 --> 0:37:16.680
<v Speaker 1>lot of complex trauma there. So health is yeah, my

0:37:16.719 --> 0:37:18.880
<v Speaker 1>physical health and mental health definitely.

0:37:18.920 --> 0:37:25.520
<v Speaker 5>When I was very.

0:37:22.680 --> 0:37:25.560
<v Speaker 1>Thin for a long time when Dad was away, just

0:37:25.640 --> 0:37:29.520
<v Speaker 1>stress and I got really bad dermatitis on my hands,

0:37:29.520 --> 0:37:31.759
<v Speaker 1>like I couldn't hold the steering wheel on my car.

0:37:32.000 --> 0:37:34.920
<v Speaker 1>Just things like the gastritis and things like that. So

0:37:35.040 --> 0:37:38.279
<v Speaker 1>the health definitely, the health, but also just being away

0:37:38.320 --> 0:37:40.439
<v Speaker 1>from my dad and what he missed with my kids

0:37:40.480 --> 0:37:41.200
<v Speaker 1>when they were little.

0:37:41.920 --> 0:37:44.840
<v Speaker 5>That really that's sad.

0:37:45.560 --> 0:37:47.920
<v Speaker 1>My sister got married in that time he missed that,

0:37:49.200 --> 0:37:53.759
<v Speaker 1>so the things he missed were hard and I think, yeah,

0:37:53.840 --> 0:37:56.839
<v Speaker 1>you can't get that time back, and were more than

0:37:56.840 --> 0:37:59.000
<v Speaker 1>made up for it now, you know. And I used

0:37:59.000 --> 0:38:01.200
<v Speaker 1>to say to Dad, like one we'll sit on the

0:38:01.280 --> 0:38:04.560
<v Speaker 1>deck and say, can you believe that happened?

0:38:05.160 --> 0:38:10.040
<v Speaker 5>And we do. We do do that sometimes, you know.

0:38:11.000 --> 0:38:14.240
<v Speaker 1>But I'm proud of my dad. He's so strong, so

0:38:14.320 --> 0:38:17.480
<v Speaker 1>strong mentally. He used to say, like he'd buy himself

0:38:17.520 --> 0:38:20.200
<v Speaker 1>a little treat once a week in there, he'd buy

0:38:20.239 --> 0:38:22.360
<v Speaker 1>himself like a pack and of chocolate biscuits or something

0:38:22.440 --> 0:38:25.239
<v Speaker 1>from when they did their buyaps. But he would only

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:28.200
<v Speaker 1>allow himself one day because he'd say, I need to

0:38:28.280 --> 0:38:31.200
<v Speaker 1>keep my self discipline, like I need to keep my

0:38:31.280 --> 0:38:35.960
<v Speaker 1>mind strong, you know. And that's inspiring, that's really inspiring.

0:38:36.440 --> 0:38:43.640
<v Speaker 5>So yeah, so that's the biggest toll I think.

0:38:44.480 --> 0:38:47.480
<v Speaker 1>And I just believe that those like I have bad

0:38:47.560 --> 0:38:49.480
<v Speaker 1>dreams of him going back and stuff like, those things

0:38:49.520 --> 0:38:50.320
<v Speaker 1>will never go away.

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<v Speaker 5>I just you just learn how to manage them, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>So yeah, that would be the biggest thing.

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<v Speaker 3>What impact has his prison set it had on your sisters,

0:39:02.920 --> 0:39:04.440
<v Speaker 3>yourself and your families.

0:39:06.000 --> 0:39:15.279
<v Speaker 6>Well, I went through a huge depression where to the

0:39:15.320 --> 0:39:17.839
<v Speaker 6>point where I couldn't wasn't even able to work, I

0:39:17.880 --> 0:39:22.000
<v Speaker 6>couldn't get out of bed, struggled to eat any food.

0:39:22.440 --> 0:39:25.560
<v Speaker 6>I lost extremely a lot of weight. I was down

0:39:25.600 --> 0:39:28.520
<v Speaker 6>to like seventy six kilos and usually away eighty eighty

0:39:28.560 --> 0:39:31.840
<v Speaker 6>something skin and bones basically.

0:39:33.440 --> 0:39:37.040
<v Speaker 3>And at what stage did that affect you? Pretty much?

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<v Speaker 6>Probably about a year after So a year after first

0:39:41.920 --> 0:39:45.960
<v Speaker 6>sort of really that's when it sort of really sunk in,

0:39:46.080 --> 0:39:49.280
<v Speaker 6>Like after all the appeals were knocked back and everything

0:39:49.360 --> 0:39:53.000
<v Speaker 6>like that, because it was always I always hopeful that

0:39:53.040 --> 0:39:58.960
<v Speaker 6>one of those appeals would have been successful and it

0:39:59.160 --> 0:40:03.720
<v Speaker 6>just wasn't. And that's when it really hit. And yeah,

0:40:04.600 --> 0:40:10.480
<v Speaker 6>mentally physically, I was grateful. Towards the end of the sentence,

0:40:11.400 --> 0:40:16.239
<v Speaker 6>I met my now wife, which she was just amazing.

0:40:16.400 --> 0:40:20.399
<v Speaker 6>She changed my life when I met her, pretty much

0:40:20.920 --> 0:40:24.880
<v Speaker 6>turned it all around. The positives came back out for

0:40:24.920 --> 0:40:27.359
<v Speaker 6>the brighter future type thing was there and I knew

0:40:27.360 --> 0:40:30.560
<v Speaker 6>it was going to be okay. As for Lisa, my

0:40:30.600 --> 0:40:33.120
<v Speaker 6>older sister, she struggled a lot because she was dumped,

0:40:33.200 --> 0:40:36.400
<v Speaker 6>like she was lumped with all the work that had

0:40:36.440 --> 0:40:39.120
<v Speaker 6>to be done behind the scenes. She was one doing

0:40:39.120 --> 0:40:43.480
<v Speaker 6>it and I could see it affecting her. Same thing,

0:40:43.800 --> 0:40:46.840
<v Speaker 6>just to stress the weight loss that you know, the

0:40:46.920 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 6>testing times at home, all those sorts of things. You know,

0:40:51.680 --> 0:40:53.279
<v Speaker 6>she had the three young children at toime. I didn't

0:40:53.280 --> 0:40:55.799
<v Speaker 6>have children at the time, so in a way that

0:40:55.920 --> 0:41:01.280
<v Speaker 6>was quite easy for me. But sister she was up north,

0:41:01.880 --> 0:41:07.640
<v Speaker 6>so she sort of should come down when she could. Yeah,

0:41:07.920 --> 0:41:12.640
<v Speaker 6>it definitely definitely took a huge toll on all of

0:41:12.640 --> 0:41:13.560
<v Speaker 6>this a lot.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, what would you like the public to know about

0:41:20.040 --> 0:41:24.360
<v Speaker 3>Gordon Nuttle. This is the man that dominated the headlines

0:41:24.400 --> 0:41:27.520
<v Speaker 3>at the time for being charged for taking secret commissions.

0:41:28.480 --> 0:41:32.080
<v Speaker 3>What would you like the public to know about Gordon Nuttle?

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<v Speaker 6>The mean, I think a lot of the public and

0:41:35.520 --> 0:41:40.120
<v Speaker 6>now understand what actually happened, especially with all the stuff

0:41:40.160 --> 0:41:43.440
<v Speaker 6>that's going on around like in other states with the

0:41:43.480 --> 0:41:47.040
<v Speaker 6>other politicians and all these little secret deals that you

0:41:47.120 --> 0:41:48.959
<v Speaker 6>hear going on what have you, And they can see

0:41:49.000 --> 0:41:53.040
<v Speaker 6>with this bit and think, oh my god, like this

0:41:53.080 --> 0:41:58.399
<v Speaker 6>guy has been absolutely persecuted for what.

0:41:58.400 --> 0:42:01.640
<v Speaker 3>What do you think the public should know about? Good

0:42:01.719 --> 0:42:02.320
<v Speaker 3>and nut only me.

0:42:04.080 --> 0:42:12.960
<v Speaker 1>He's the most loving father, grandfather, would do anything for anybody.

0:42:13.719 --> 0:42:14.920
<v Speaker 5>He's just a really.

0:42:14.800 --> 0:42:18.800
<v Speaker 1>Kind hearted person and family is the center of his life.

0:42:19.719 --> 0:42:23.440
<v Speaker 1>And that's what I think people don't really understand. And

0:42:23.520 --> 0:42:27.880
<v Speaker 1>even if you look back at what he did, it

0:42:27.960 --> 0:42:29.080
<v Speaker 1>was all for his family.

0:42:29.960 --> 0:42:33.360
<v Speaker 5>And that's what I think. Dad his whole.

0:42:33.480 --> 0:42:37.480
<v Speaker 1>Like my memory of my dad growing up, he was

0:42:37.560 --> 0:42:40.520
<v Speaker 1>the one like every Saturday or Sunday afternoon we're in

0:42:40.560 --> 0:42:45.239
<v Speaker 1>the backyard playing cricket wrestling in the pool. Like he

0:42:45.560 --> 0:42:48.640
<v Speaker 1>had to go away a lot for work, but he

0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:52.720
<v Speaker 1>never ever we were the center of his world, center

0:42:52.760 --> 0:42:55.080
<v Speaker 1>of his world. And we remain the center of his world.

0:42:55.880 --> 0:43:00.960
<v Speaker 3>Andrew, when I've spoken to him, he talked about the

0:43:01.000 --> 0:43:03.319
<v Speaker 3>biggest thing for him was not being able to ring

0:43:03.440 --> 0:43:06.040
<v Speaker 3>you while you're in jail and ask for advice and

0:43:06.080 --> 0:43:07.239
<v Speaker 3>have a chat talk about the foot.

0:43:07.280 --> 0:43:09.120
<v Speaker 4>He talk about bolts really hard.

0:43:09.360 --> 0:43:13.719
<v Speaker 2>There was a couple of difficult family times when I

0:43:13.880 --> 0:43:17.879
<v Speaker 2>was away. You're only allowed a six minute phone call,

0:43:18.480 --> 0:43:23.880
<v Speaker 2>but that includes the introduction. You know, this is called being.

0:43:23.760 --> 0:43:26.680
<v Speaker 4>Recorded blah blah blah blah blah blah.

0:43:26.719 --> 0:43:32.480
<v Speaker 2>And there's one or two phones for every sixty guys,

0:43:33.040 --> 0:43:36.319
<v Speaker 2>so divide that through the day. You don't get a

0:43:36.400 --> 0:43:39.520
<v Speaker 2>chance to talk to the kids much. And if they

0:43:39.520 --> 0:43:41.640
<v Speaker 2>do need help, and they do need advice, you can't

0:43:41.640 --> 0:43:45.000
<v Speaker 2>give it to him. So being at home, the first

0:43:45.000 --> 0:43:47.040
<v Speaker 2>thing I wanted to do when I got home was

0:43:47.080 --> 0:43:51.640
<v Speaker 2>bond with my grandchildren, all of them, and reconnect with

0:43:52.280 --> 0:43:55.680
<v Speaker 2>some people who I considered really close as friends.

0:43:57.719 --> 0:43:59.680
<v Speaker 4>I've got some friends that I've known.

0:43:59.600 --> 0:44:03.600
<v Speaker 2>Thirty forty years. You know, we're really it's about four

0:44:03.680 --> 0:44:07.040
<v Speaker 2>or five of them. They used to come and visit

0:44:07.120 --> 0:44:10.480
<v Speaker 2>me and support me and write me letters and all

0:44:10.520 --> 0:44:14.399
<v Speaker 2>that sort of stuff. And Kim always said, my youngest daughter.

0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:17.759
<v Speaker 2>She said, you belong back at Wegate. She said, the

0:44:17.800 --> 0:44:19.800
<v Speaker 2>people up here I've.

0:44:19.680 --> 0:44:26.200
<v Speaker 4>Always cared for you and always, you know, felt that

0:44:26.320 --> 0:44:28.560
<v Speaker 4>you were part of the community up there.

0:44:30.080 --> 0:44:34.960
<v Speaker 2>And every Christmas I would get a card just while

0:44:35.000 --> 0:44:38.719
<v Speaker 2>you're in jail. Yeah, well I was away, I'd get

0:44:38.719 --> 0:44:41.960
<v Speaker 2>a card signed by forty or fifty people from the

0:44:42.000 --> 0:44:46.839
<v Speaker 2>balls club here we go, which was just beautiful.

0:44:46.320 --> 0:44:46.520
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:44:46.719 --> 0:44:50.640
<v Speaker 2>And so we made the decision that I was home

0:44:52.000 --> 0:44:56.000
<v Speaker 2>at least as for about three months in Brisbane. So

0:44:56.080 --> 0:45:04.680
<v Speaker 2>I had to apply to move residents peter Woodgate and

0:45:04.880 --> 0:45:07.040
<v Speaker 2>they approved that. It took a bit of time, but

0:45:07.080 --> 0:45:11.960
<v Speaker 2>they approved that. You know, my prior conditions were pretty

0:45:12.000 --> 0:45:14.680
<v Speaker 2>restrictive and pretty onerous.

0:45:15.800 --> 0:45:22.480
<v Speaker 3>Andrew also talked about the psychological toll that you being

0:45:22.520 --> 0:45:23.799
<v Speaker 3>in jail took on him.

0:45:24.640 --> 0:45:29.200
<v Speaker 4>Yes, I think I think I think some of my

0:45:29.280 --> 0:45:31.880
<v Speaker 4>kids handled it a little bit better than others, but

0:45:33.160 --> 0:45:38.239
<v Speaker 4>they all felt it. We're very look, I'm really close

0:45:38.320 --> 0:45:38.799
<v Speaker 4>to my kids.

0:45:38.840 --> 0:45:42.960
<v Speaker 2>I love my kids, and I suppose, you know, I

0:45:42.960 --> 0:45:45.399
<v Speaker 2>got into trouble because I was trying to look after

0:45:45.480 --> 0:45:49.200
<v Speaker 2>him and Ken. And Ken at the time understood that,

0:45:49.360 --> 0:45:52.080
<v Speaker 2>you know, he'd been through one marriage and into another

0:45:52.160 --> 0:45:57.640
<v Speaker 2>and he had children in both marriages, and Ken. Ken

0:45:57.760 --> 0:46:01.200
<v Speaker 2>was just a kind person, you know, and we just

0:46:01.280 --> 0:46:03.120
<v Speaker 2>talked about it and I said, I just want to

0:46:03.120 --> 0:46:05.080
<v Speaker 2>get these kids into a home, Ken, you know.

0:46:05.719 --> 0:46:10.880
<v Speaker 3>And given all you've said over the last a little while,

0:46:11.920 --> 0:46:14.640
<v Speaker 3>and given what your kids have seen, if they had

0:46:14.640 --> 0:46:16.759
<v Speaker 3>their time again, they wouldn't if they knew where the

0:46:16.760 --> 0:46:18.359
<v Speaker 3>money was coming from, they wouldn't take it.

0:46:18.600 --> 0:46:19.839
<v Speaker 4>No, of course, none of us.

0:46:19.760 --> 0:46:21.680
<v Speaker 3>And you wouldn't. You wouldn't have asked how.

0:46:21.719 --> 0:46:25.480
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't have asked Ken for it. And it was

0:46:25.520 --> 0:46:27.839
<v Speaker 2>a it was an error of judgment. I have never

0:46:28.120 --> 0:46:29.520
<v Speaker 2>I've never shied away.

0:46:29.280 --> 0:46:30.759
<v Speaker 4>From that as an individual.

0:46:31.520 --> 0:46:34.279
<v Speaker 2>But we're all ymman and we all get things wrong sometimes.

0:46:34.640 --> 0:46:37.400
<v Speaker 2>But it was not It was not.

0:46:39.200 --> 0:46:40.720
<v Speaker 4>It was not croment, you know.

0:46:41.680 --> 0:46:44.600
<v Speaker 2>And I think most people understood that. People shook their

0:46:44.600 --> 0:46:50.680
<v Speaker 2>heads in disbelief and that that it could have evolved

0:46:50.719 --> 0:46:54.799
<v Speaker 2>into that. Again, it comes back to the processes and

0:46:54.840 --> 0:46:58.319
<v Speaker 2>the systems that we have in place that you know,

0:46:58.440 --> 0:47:01.080
<v Speaker 2>sometimes innocent people get a bad deal.

0:47:01.640 --> 0:47:02.960
<v Speaker 3>Do you believe you were innocent?

0:47:03.800 --> 0:47:06.040
<v Speaker 4>I know I was. I didn't have to believe it.

0:47:06.080 --> 0:47:07.759
<v Speaker 4>I knew it, and I knew at my heart, and.

0:47:08.920 --> 0:47:11.880
<v Speaker 2>Even up to the last day of the first trial,

0:47:12.800 --> 0:47:17.080
<v Speaker 2>I honestly didn't believe that I would be found guilty.

0:47:17.760 --> 0:47:22.840
<v Speaker 2>But coming back to life after being released after a

0:47:22.840 --> 0:47:26.319
<v Speaker 2>few months, I came up to Woodgate and it's a

0:47:26.360 --> 0:47:30.600
<v Speaker 2>great place for healing for me and still is. It's

0:47:30.640 --> 0:47:35.040
<v Speaker 2>a small community. I was welcome back and open arms.

0:47:35.080 --> 0:47:38.680
<v Speaker 2>It was just a wonderful feeling. I remember the first

0:47:38.760 --> 0:47:40.400
<v Speaker 2>time I went to the Violin Green and had a

0:47:40.440 --> 0:47:44.040
<v Speaker 2>little practice. One of the ladies came up and said

0:47:44.480 --> 0:47:48.360
<v Speaker 2>welcome back and gave me a big hug. And that

0:47:48.480 --> 0:47:53.080
<v Speaker 2>afternoon I went into the club because by then I

0:47:53.120 --> 0:47:56.719
<v Speaker 2>was allowed to drink two point oh five. I went

0:47:56.760 --> 0:48:00.160
<v Speaker 2>into the club and there's a big fellow there with

0:48:00.239 --> 0:48:03.880
<v Speaker 2>Blake and coming game from behind, I mean this massive,

0:48:03.880 --> 0:48:08.239
<v Speaker 2>big bound and said welcome back, you know. And it

0:48:08.280 --> 0:48:13.880
<v Speaker 2>was just overwhelming, to be honest, And the people, the

0:48:13.920 --> 0:48:19.760
<v Speaker 2>people of Woodgate and the Lawn Bowling Fraternity have helped

0:48:19.800 --> 0:48:24.320
<v Speaker 2>heal me enormously. And the peace and serenity of Woodgate,

0:48:25.160 --> 0:48:26.840
<v Speaker 2>and you can walk along the beach, you can go

0:48:26.920 --> 0:48:29.000
<v Speaker 2>for a walk at night and feel safe, and.

0:48:31.560 --> 0:48:35.680
<v Speaker 4>The beauty of the place all helps heal. The soul.

0:48:36.200 --> 0:48:39.320
<v Speaker 4>And I remember one day I got on my bike

0:48:39.400 --> 0:48:45.480
<v Speaker 4>and went for a bicycle riding. The next day one

0:48:45.520 --> 0:48:49.040
<v Speaker 4>of the boys saw me and he said, he said,

0:48:49.040 --> 0:48:51.160
<v Speaker 4>I saw you sitting on a chair looking out at

0:48:51.160 --> 0:48:56.000
<v Speaker 4>the ocean yesterday, and he said, I thought a lot

0:48:56.040 --> 0:49:00.359
<v Speaker 4>about you and how you must be feeling. I said,

0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:06.080
<v Speaker 4>how does it feel, I said, at peace? You know, finally,

0:49:06.280 --> 0:49:08.640
<v Speaker 4>you know I'm at peace.

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<v Speaker 3>M The Man Behind the Rose podcast writer, producer and

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<v Speaker 3>host Patrick Condren. Sound design and editing Mark Wright. Graphics

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