WEBVTT - Guardian Angels, Divine Intervention & the Stranger Who Saved My Life 0:00:00.360 --> 0:00:05.000 This time on How to Witch Bitch. We're talking about 0:00:05.000 --> 0:00:08.039 guardian angels and an amazing story of survival that is 0:00:08.039 --> 0:00:09.360 going to blow your mind. 0:00:09.480 --> 0:00:14.520 They'll also be interesting things like this, you'd. 0:00:14.360 --> 0:00:17.880 Be a great triper, I reckon, I won't. Yeah, yeah yeah. 0:00:17.920 --> 0:00:19.840 And for some reason. 0:00:20.400 --> 0:00:23.279 This Dan talking about past lives. I was a witch 0:00:23.280 --> 0:00:26.040 and got hung. Oh not for witchcraft. It was something 0:00:26.079 --> 0:00:27.440 stupid like stealing a chicken. 0:00:30.320 --> 0:00:34.920 Hang on to your witchy hats, Subscribe chair, It's about 0:00:34.960 --> 0:00:39.760 to begin. Michelle the Witch of Moons Lane and Boider 0:00:40.000 --> 0:00:43.880 Major How to Witch Bitch. 0:00:49.560 --> 0:00:52.320 Welcome to her the Witch Bitch. Michelle the Witch Moveslan. 0:00:52.720 --> 0:00:55.280 Hello, Hello, darling, how are you? It was very dainty 0:00:55.280 --> 0:00:57.560 of me, wasn't Ye're not usually like that, are we? 0:00:58.400 --> 0:01:01.440 Now today we are going to be adding it to Alexi, So, 0:01:01.440 --> 0:01:03.560 who's going to join us from Oregon in the US. 0:01:04.480 --> 0:01:06.520 And she'd sent us a message a couple of weeks ago, 0:01:06.800 --> 0:01:08.800 and I think it was the sole contract we were 0:01:08.800 --> 0:01:11.600 talking about. I know this is going to be super 0:01:11.600 --> 0:01:15.520 fun and guided by a spirit back home to my family. 0:01:15.640 --> 0:01:18.319 So I love, love, love love all right, But first up, 0:01:18.400 --> 0:01:20.240 let's welcome our you witchy friends. 0:01:20.520 --> 0:01:26.280 Virgo Rising eighty eight, love Lou Lou just Lou like Madonna. 0:01:26.000 --> 0:01:29.520 Yeah, Sonya Smith the Pink Oracle, I like that which 0:01:29.560 --> 0:01:33.080 he learner one two three. On Instagram, We've got Daisy 0:01:33.120 --> 0:01:35.360 Pop five hundred, Stephens Born. 0:01:37.440 --> 0:01:39.880 The Tazzy Devil eighty one and Carolyn. 0:01:39.640 --> 0:01:42.479 Clearest Hello, Hello, and we do love all of your. 0:01:42.360 --> 0:01:47.000 Comments on Instagram, TikTok, Spotify, YouTube and Facebook. Bestie is 0:01:47.000 --> 0:01:50.240 in Bookland commented, saying you two get me through my workshift. 0:01:50.840 --> 0:01:52.520 I need a reality show of the two of you. 0:01:53.560 --> 0:01:55.080 I don't know if that would be a good thing. Ay, 0:01:55.200 --> 0:01:56.080 sat asap. 0:01:56.240 --> 0:01:59.560 Yeah, and also Lou, I assume is the lou lu Madonna. 0:02:00.000 --> 0:02:02.360 Started listening to you, guys, so happy to hear your voices. 0:02:02.880 --> 0:02:05.440 Fellow witch here from Wellington, Wellingtons. 0:02:06.920 --> 0:02:07.200 Hello. 0:02:07.720 --> 0:02:10.560 Also, my goodness, we've got quite the message from English 0:02:10.600 --> 0:02:11.280 with Carolyn. 0:02:11.440 --> 0:02:14.079 All right, let's go through this. Hello, ladies. 0:02:14.120 --> 0:02:15.679 I've just started listening to you in the last couple 0:02:15.720 --> 0:02:18.680 of months after being pulled into witchcraft through Goddess work 0:02:18.720 --> 0:02:19.640 with Hackety. 0:02:19.720 --> 0:02:24.040 That's your mate, isn't it. That's my mate. Hair Carte 0:02:25.320 --> 0:02:25.600 from me. 0:02:25.800 --> 0:02:30.240 I came to what Turkey right currently stuck here on 0:02:30.280 --> 0:02:32.720 a travel band in a completely absurd case which all 0:02:32.760 --> 0:02:36.440 started when my boyfriend was smoking not cigarettes in this apartment. 0:02:36.480 --> 0:02:38.640 Oh my god, this is this is great. 0:02:38.720 --> 0:02:42.040 Okay, the boyfriend was smoking not cigarettes in the apartment 0:02:42.080 --> 0:02:44.680 while I was away in the UK. Has led me 0:02:44.720 --> 0:02:49.200 the journey to Ephesus, where I encountered Heckty for the 0:02:49.240 --> 0:02:52.200 first time. I've been working through with her, but it 0:02:52.240 --> 0:02:55.079 has been rough. The latest slam has been extremely tough, 0:02:55.120 --> 0:02:56.960 as I really thought I would be allowed to leave 0:02:57.720 --> 0:02:58.959 after our first trial. 0:02:59.000 --> 0:03:02.400 Oh my god, but unfortunately not well. 0:03:02.520 --> 0:03:04.680 Talk about evil eyes compelled me to write to you. 0:03:04.720 --> 0:03:07.680 There's a lot of talk about the NASA. Of course 0:03:08.040 --> 0:03:10.760 I feel it constantly. I would love to book a reading. 0:03:10.840 --> 0:03:12.399 I just feel like I've been doing a lot here 0:03:12.400 --> 0:03:13.880 on my own, spiritually and physically. 0:03:14.160 --> 0:03:16.359 Now feels like the time to reach out for backup. 0:03:17.080 --> 0:03:20.800 Yeah, she needs help, She needs help. Reminds me of 0:03:21.320 --> 0:03:24.040 a reading I did. I've actually done too, but I 0:03:24.080 --> 0:03:28.360 did want twenty eighteen from a girl who was stuck 0:03:28.560 --> 0:03:31.600 in Afghanistan with a boyfriend that had gone a bit 0:03:31.680 --> 0:03:36.280 waywood and yeah, stolen her passport and all sorts of things. Yeah, 0:03:36.360 --> 0:03:38.920 so it's funny. She reached out to a psychic, so 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:41.480 she couldn't ring a family or anything, but she rang 0:03:41.560 --> 0:03:45.560 me because she just wanted to condom into allowing her 0:03:45.600 --> 0:03:47.760 to to see, you know, where they were going in 0:03:47.800 --> 0:03:50.200 their life. And basically I did a code and yeah, 0:03:50.280 --> 0:03:53.880 got her out how I had I had this story 0:03:53.920 --> 0:03:56.200 I keep forgetting all the things I've done, so many things. Yeah, 0:03:56.200 --> 0:03:58.400 so that was really interesting. So it was a way 0:03:58.440 --> 0:04:02.680 that I could, Yeah, got her to go, rang up 0:04:02.680 --> 0:04:04.800 the consulate, got her to yeah, to get back, so 0:04:04.880 --> 0:04:08.600 they intervened. It was really big thing. But yeah, so yeah, 0:04:08.640 --> 0:04:13.240 so it's just really interesting about how she couldn't get 0:04:13.240 --> 0:04:16.839 out because the passport had been taken and so she. 0:04:16.160 --> 0:04:19.480 Was keeping her there. Yeah, and so you got her 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:21.400 what kind of person. 0:04:21.400 --> 0:04:24.760 Well, she wasn't allowed to contact her family, so she 0:04:24.839 --> 0:04:27.400 contacted me for a reading and so he so that 0:04:27.480 --> 0:04:29.960 was interesting because they were having a bit of problems 0:04:29.960 --> 0:04:31.640 and she said, I just want to sort of see 0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:35.000 a reader to see how we're going, and so yeah, 0:04:35.040 --> 0:04:37.000 how freaky is that? That's so good though? 0:04:37.160 --> 0:04:41.120 Yeah, so good. Yeah, all right, that doesn't help Carolyn, No, no. 0:04:40.880 --> 0:04:43.920 No, no, no, but but but I'm just saying that 0:04:44.200 --> 0:04:46.200 you have done stuff like that. Yeah, which is a 0:04:46.200 --> 0:04:47.960 bit crazy. Yeah, casey as well. 0:04:47.960 --> 0:04:50.400 I just wanted to say I absolutely love you ladies. 0:04:50.480 --> 0:04:52.160 You make my day better when I listen to your 0:04:52.160 --> 0:04:55.320 podcast during work, another one at work and we'll try 0:04:55.360 --> 0:04:57.839 to get things done around the house. Your contact is educational, 0:04:57.920 --> 0:05:00.960 relatable for me as a a psychic, and I'm passionate 0:05:01.000 --> 0:05:03.400 about learning more and more every day. Would love to 0:05:03.440 --> 0:05:05.560 be on your podcast sometime and talk about some of 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:07.520 my experiences living in a haunted. 0:05:07.080 --> 0:05:07.960 Home growing up. 0:05:08.560 --> 0:05:12.400 That's good was a medium? Yes, that sounds like fun. 0:05:12.440 --> 0:05:17.760 That one in uh, Janie Jamie. But how do I 0:05:17.800 --> 0:05:20.760 be a witch? I have a book of rituals and incantations, 0:05:20.800 --> 0:05:22.960 but so far none of them have worked. I just 0:05:23.080 --> 0:05:25.240 condemned to never be out of this is very sad. 0:05:26.120 --> 0:05:28.440 Never be able to practice or just have magical do 0:05:28.520 --> 0:05:28.800 I have? 0:05:29.160 --> 0:05:32.200 Well? I think you just got to keep trying, don't you. 0:05:32.600 --> 0:05:32.840 Well. 0:05:32.880 --> 0:05:37.320 The thing with witchcraft is, and with spells working, it's 0:05:37.360 --> 0:05:39.560 a way to manipulate energy, So you've got to work 0:05:39.600 --> 0:05:43.320 with your energy and so technically it's also a positive mindset. 0:05:43.360 --> 0:05:46.839 So you can't start anything if you've already you know, 0:05:46.880 --> 0:05:50.160 feeling that you can't You can't do it. Yeah, but 0:05:50.200 --> 0:05:52.920 it's more about loving the fact that you're doing something 0:05:53.000 --> 0:05:56.680 positive for yourself through the rituals you know where you know, 0:05:56.800 --> 0:06:00.160 you know that there's one thing in the Bible that 0:06:00.200 --> 0:06:03.240 says God helps those that helps themselves. It's probably the 0:06:03.279 --> 0:06:05.280 only thing that you know, an old saying. I don't 0:06:05.320 --> 0:06:07.000 know if it's necessarily the one, but it's an old saying. 0:06:07.040 --> 0:06:09.520 So I say that about the universe. The universe. Basically, 0:06:10.320 --> 0:06:12.560 it's up to you. If you want to have something, 0:06:12.600 --> 0:06:14.600 you need to start helping yourself. So then they've got 0:06:14.640 --> 0:06:16.240 an idea of where it is that you want to go, 0:06:16.279 --> 0:06:18.600 and they can intervene and help you along the way. 0:06:18.800 --> 0:06:21.040 So it's almost like guardian angels are sitting up there 0:06:21.040 --> 0:06:23.640 always laugh. Guardian angels are sitting up there talking. They 0:06:23.680 --> 0:06:25.520 don't know what you want. You've got to give them 0:06:25.520 --> 0:06:27.400 some sort of direction of where you want to go, 0:06:27.480 --> 0:06:30.600 because it's like you're down here learning a lesson, but 0:06:30.640 --> 0:06:32.520 they can only help you. It's a bit like you 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:34.480 can lead a horse to water, but you can't make 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:37.000 them drink where the horses right, we've been led to 0:06:37.040 --> 0:06:38.719 water and we're not going to drink but we've also 0:06:38.760 --> 0:06:41.280 got to ask our guides. You've got to figure out 0:06:41.320 --> 0:06:42.440 what you want yeah with it. 0:06:42.520 --> 0:06:45.080 And that's something that I think over the time people 0:06:45.120 --> 0:06:47.920 we've done this podcast is that it's about the positive mindset. 0:06:48.240 --> 0:06:50.960 It's about putting out what you want or putting out 0:06:51.080 --> 0:06:55.440 you know, energy that way. So to think that, Jane, 0:06:55.520 --> 0:06:57.200 I think you need to keep going love and I 0:06:57.240 --> 0:06:59.520 think you need to stop with the negative attitude and 0:06:59.560 --> 0:07:01.240 go Okay, I can do this. 0:07:01.520 --> 0:07:03.039 I think you need to go and sit under a 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:05.280 tree and just lean back on the tree and shut 0:07:05.320 --> 0:07:09.840 your eyes and just do deep breathing. Nice. Then we've 0:07:09.880 --> 0:07:12.520 got Rory. Actually, I saw this the other day. I 0:07:12.560 --> 0:07:15.600 saw this the other day and I have no idea 0:07:15.840 --> 0:07:20.000 if it's any if it's any scientific fact behind it, 0:07:20.080 --> 0:07:21.520 but it did make me feel better. 0:07:22.000 --> 0:07:23.880 Podcast is not scientifically correct. 0:07:23.880 --> 0:07:26.040 Okay, you're ready, but this is meant to reset your 0:07:26.040 --> 0:07:28.480 nervous system. I don't know if it does, but it does. 0:07:28.520 --> 0:07:29.960 But you feel good. You're ready to stick out your 0:07:29.960 --> 0:07:32.840 tongue to the tin what in my mouth? 0:07:48.280 --> 0:07:51.200 And then it's weird because we're looking at each other like. 0:07:53.320 --> 0:08:10.040 And then you do this and I feel good. I 0:08:10.120 --> 0:08:13.200 actually did feel good, do it. Try it. 0:08:13.240 --> 0:08:24.160 I'll look away. Keep it together, you keep it together together. 0:08:24.320 --> 0:08:26.960 You describe that to someone who's listing to us what 0:08:27.000 --> 0:08:30.120 you've just done, because visually they wouldn't. 0:08:30.200 --> 0:08:32.000 They will be like, okay, I get it. 0:08:31.960 --> 0:08:32.480 But okay. 0:08:32.480 --> 0:08:35.120 You stick your tongue into the left side of your cheek, 0:08:35.840 --> 0:08:39.679 m and you breathe in slowly, breathe in and then 0:08:39.720 --> 0:08:40.680 breathe out slowly. 0:08:40.920 --> 0:08:40.959 Ha. 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:44.120 And then you take your tongue and you're rotate it 0:08:44.160 --> 0:08:46.320 around the top of your mouth, and then you stick 0:08:46.360 --> 0:08:49.160 it out the right side and then you breathe in 0:08:50.120 --> 0:08:53.600 and then you breathe out slowly, and then you rotate 0:08:53.679 --> 0:08:56.880 it from the around to the bottom and then out again. 0:08:57.120 --> 0:08:58.959 So basically, it does work. 0:08:59.120 --> 0:09:01.240 We'll put it online so you can see the magic 0:09:01.640 --> 0:09:02.920 that is Michelle's tongue work. 0:09:05.200 --> 0:09:05.720 Once again. 0:09:05.720 --> 0:09:13.719 A phrase I never thought i'd say, Oh fucking I 0:09:13.760 --> 0:09:16.480 don't know talking, I don't know. It was in a 0:09:16.520 --> 0:09:19.720 deep dive doing something and I and all I know 0:09:20.000 --> 0:09:22.800 is that it did help because I was sort of 0:09:22.840 --> 0:09:24.640 like stressed a little bit and I just sort of 0:09:24.679 --> 0:09:26.960 went outside. I went and stayed somewhere. There was a 0:09:27.000 --> 0:09:29.400 lot of little kids around and they were all screaming 0:09:29.440 --> 0:09:31.000 and carrying on. I just I just need to go 0:09:31.080 --> 0:09:33.120 find a safe space. And I went outside and I 0:09:33.160 --> 0:09:37.080 did it. We parents were from the parents were Frombing 0:09:37.160 --> 0:09:44.640 contacting tongue around Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, but it does work. 0:09:46.880 --> 0:09:49.920 Right, okay, Tankey back to some of about comments Roy 0:09:50.640 --> 0:09:52.199 Damn talking about past lives. 0:09:52.240 --> 0:09:54.880 I was a witch and got hung. Oh not for witchcraft. 0:09:54.920 --> 0:09:56.880 It was for something stupid like stealing a chicken. 0:10:01.240 --> 0:10:03.280 So if you'd actually stuck your tongue and the side 0:10:03.280 --> 0:10:05.079 of your mouth and gone around, you would have actually 0:10:05.080 --> 0:10:07.480 thought that that wasn't a great decision before you did it. 0:10:07.520 --> 0:10:12.040 You could have calmed me your farm. But if you've 0:10:12.080 --> 0:10:17.240 been hung, there should be something like a something under 0:10:17.280 --> 0:10:20.800 your neck that actually is like every so when you've 0:10:20.840 --> 0:10:23.160 been in an accident before, when you actually come back 0:10:23.240 --> 0:10:25.840 into a new life, you'll actually have birthmarks where they 0:10:25.880 --> 0:10:27.960 reckon that you were taken out, and I reckon, I 0:10:28.000 --> 0:10:28.440 was hung. 0:10:28.320 --> 0:10:29.000 And look what I got. 0:10:29.320 --> 0:10:29.600 You do. 0:10:29.720 --> 0:10:32.000 There is a line, a distinct line underneath. 0:10:31.679 --> 0:10:36.960 That there is a birthmark, a distinct line. You were 0:10:37.040 --> 0:10:40.600 hung too, So that was another lifetime that you hung 0:10:40.640 --> 0:10:43.520 out with me, and bad things happen, you know, that 0:10:43.640 --> 0:10:46.160 was because that was a payback for you calling me 0:10:46.200 --> 0:10:48.120 a peasant back. 0:10:51.840 --> 0:10:53.280 Next you're going to say that I was the one 0:10:53.360 --> 0:10:55.239 driving the freaking steamroll. 0:10:56.800 --> 0:10:58.560 Probably were you? 0:10:58.640 --> 0:10:59.160 Probably were? 0:10:59.320 --> 0:10:59.400 You? 0:10:59.440 --> 0:11:07.560 Probably were? It gave me concrete boots. See in this life, 0:11:07.760 --> 0:11:09.360 what is it? It must be I must be getting 0:11:09.400 --> 0:11:12.640 you back, pulling you off being a professional. 0:11:12.200 --> 0:11:17.000 Journalist by making Before I started this podcast, I was quiet. 0:11:17.720 --> 0:11:19.600 I do have other podcasts as well where I am 0:11:19.640 --> 0:11:22.600 actually a journalist in them. But no, now it's about 0:11:22.800 --> 0:11:27.400 tongues and Roy who stole a chicken? 0:11:28.280 --> 0:11:31.439 Oh my god, Okay, that's funny. Roy comments, thank you. 0:11:31.480 --> 0:11:33.360 It is time for us to have a chat with Alexis. 0:11:33.400 --> 0:11:36.280 So he sends a message, Hello Moon followers. My name 0:11:36.320 --> 0:11:38.680 is Alexis, and I just wanted to let you ladies 0:11:38.720 --> 0:11:42.240 know that your pot has helped to renate, reawaken my starlight. 0:11:42.640 --> 0:11:43.559 I'm back into my craft. 0:11:43.600 --> 0:11:46.960 After my life went into shambles, I had a divine intervention. Okay, 0:11:47.040 --> 0:11:48.680 so we need to find out about that that saved 0:11:48.679 --> 0:11:52.320 her life. I made a sole contract of my very 0:11:52.360 --> 0:11:54.679 own and was guided my spirit back home to my family. 0:11:55.040 --> 0:11:57.040 Well I never thought i'd see again. You ladies are 0:11:57.040 --> 0:11:59.000 so funny. I listen to you at work once again. 0:11:58.760 --> 0:12:02.600 At work now I'm work. I was just listening to rubbish. 0:12:03.200 --> 0:12:07.480 I know there was a lot of infomationorn in this 0:12:07.600 --> 0:12:11.880 head and it is good information. That's right, tongue girl. 0:12:12.240 --> 0:12:16.400 All right, let's have a chat with Alexus. Thank you 0:12:16.440 --> 0:12:18.520 so much for joining us. Hello, how are you. 0:12:20.520 --> 0:12:22.720 I'm good, Thanks for having me, no worries. 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:23.040 All right. 0:12:23.120 --> 0:12:25.480 We're very intrigued by your message that you sent us 0:12:25.880 --> 0:12:28.920 saying that you had a divine invention that saved your life. 0:12:29.040 --> 0:12:29.959 Tell us about Matt. 0:12:31.760 --> 0:12:34.800 Yeah, actually so in. 0:12:36.400 --> 0:12:40.440 I think it was twenty twenty two, I was currently 0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:42.760 going through sometimes in my life because my mom had 0:12:42.800 --> 0:12:47.200 died in twenty seventeen. I kind of like just slipped 0:12:47.200 --> 0:12:49.360 into the dark side a little bit, like was going 0:12:49.400 --> 0:12:54.000 through it. And I had lost everything I owned. Mys 0:12:54.040 --> 0:12:57.559 had gone to prison and like my shoes were stolen. 0:12:57.600 --> 0:12:59.199 Like I was just like going through it. 0:12:59.200 --> 0:12:59.920 Oh my gosh. 0:13:00.320 --> 0:13:02.800 And I was all the way out on the coastal 0:13:02.840 --> 0:13:05.280 side of my state, so I was very far from home, 0:13:06.840 --> 0:13:09.400 and I was like, you know, I just am ready 0:13:09.440 --> 0:13:11.160 to go home, and I was telling the universe. I 0:13:11.160 --> 0:13:13.400 was like I'm just ready and so I put my 0:13:13.440 --> 0:13:16.240 thumb out and I was going to just kind of 0:13:16.320 --> 0:13:20.920 like walk like miles and miles back to my home, 0:13:21.320 --> 0:13:24.880 like my hometown. And I was like crying my eyes out. 0:13:25.000 --> 0:13:28.320 And there was this one car that came by that 0:13:28.360 --> 0:13:30.800 had no headlights on, just one. All the other ones 0:13:30.840 --> 0:13:32.400 had their headlights on, and she stopped. 0:13:33.120 --> 0:13:34.960 She had just actually been coming. 0:13:34.679 --> 0:13:37.800 From an NA class and she had picked me up 0:13:37.840 --> 0:13:39.640 and drove me all the way home in the middle 0:13:39.640 --> 0:13:42.080 of the night and dropped me off on my grandparents' court. 0:13:42.520 --> 0:13:47.320 Oh wow, did you say an NA class. I'm narcotics 0:13:47.320 --> 0:13:48.880 s anonymous? Is that what it is? Just for other 0:13:48.920 --> 0:13:51.480 people who don't know as well? Wow? 0:13:51.600 --> 0:13:54.000 Yes, oh yeah. 0:13:54.080 --> 0:13:58.120 And she changed she changed your life from there, she. 0:13:58.160 --> 0:13:59.400 Changed my entire life. 0:13:59.480 --> 0:14:01.760 She actually took me to her house with her where 0:14:01.800 --> 0:14:04.800 her husband and her kids lived, and gave me some 0:14:04.840 --> 0:14:09.079 hand picked sage and a blankets, a couple of snacks 0:14:09.080 --> 0:14:09.600 for the ride. 0:14:10.360 --> 0:14:13.120 It's rich to give me a sage, I know, that's 0:14:12.800 --> 0:14:13.920 so richy. 0:14:14.600 --> 0:14:17.120 Sometimes it's you know, bread and coke or milk or whatever. 0:14:17.200 --> 0:14:19.480 But no, which would go for the sage? Absolutely? 0:14:20.080 --> 0:14:22.280 Oh yeah, she and it was all hand picked from 0:14:22.320 --> 0:14:24.000 I don't remember where she said she got it from. 0:14:24.000 --> 0:14:27.120 But she said that she ever gathers as her own herbs. 0:14:27.400 --> 0:14:31.360 Yeah there, And did you see her again or did 0:14:31.400 --> 0:14:33.320 you what happened with that relationship? 0:14:33.480 --> 0:14:37.480 No, that's actually why I, you know, always leave it 0:14:37.480 --> 0:14:41.760 to be kind of like antrarmic interaction. Yeah, because it 0:14:41.880 --> 0:14:43.640 was a one time thing and I never saw her 0:14:44.240 --> 0:14:45.920 and I told her, I was like, you know, if 0:14:45.960 --> 0:14:48.440 ever you want to keep in contact, or you know, 0:14:48.840 --> 0:14:50.400 you want to take me to NA with you, I 0:14:50.440 --> 0:14:51.640 would love to, but it. 0:14:51.720 --> 0:14:56.080 Kind of just they disappear. They disappeared people with that. 0:14:56.400 --> 0:14:59.520 They're actually called Earth angels. So I had one. I 0:14:59.600 --> 0:15:01.560 used to work at a place called Jet Black in 0:15:01.680 --> 0:15:07.400 Sydney and it was a nightka no worry, it was 0:15:07.400 --> 0:15:11.480 a nightclub and there was a person I'm not going 0:15:11.560 --> 0:15:13.640 to say who, but there was another There was a 0:15:13.640 --> 0:15:16.320 strip it's basically used to be back when there was 0:15:16.320 --> 0:15:18.800 a strip strip joints, and there was a guy who 0:15:18.960 --> 0:15:21.040 I knew that used to come in and they needed 0:15:21.040 --> 0:15:23.160 a cocktail waitress at this strip joint. I'm not going 0:15:23.240 --> 0:15:25.480 to say which one it is because then I'll give 0:15:25.520 --> 0:15:28.320 away who this is. And I said, look, I can 0:15:28.360 --> 0:15:30.520 only go for a couple of hours and do the same, 0:15:30.880 --> 0:15:32.680 do that. And so I went up and I just 0:15:32.720 --> 0:15:35.080 finished my shift. I went and did two hours and 0:15:35.120 --> 0:15:38.680 he said, come upstairs and I'll pay you. I went 0:15:38.760 --> 0:15:40.920 upstairs onthing. This is real dodgy. I don't know why 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:42.560 I'm here. And I went up the top and the 0:15:42.600 --> 0:15:46.080 top was a bedroom and he shut the bedroom door. Yeah, 0:15:46.120 --> 0:15:49.080 and so I knew something bad was going to happen. 0:15:49.120 --> 0:15:51.560 But there was a knock on the door and he 0:15:51.640 --> 0:15:53.520 said go away, go away, and he said, no, I 0:15:53.560 --> 0:15:56.600 need need to talk to you. And basically he just 0:15:56.600 --> 0:15:57.960 sort of opened the door a little bit and the 0:15:57.960 --> 0:16:00.680 guy pushed pushed it and he said run and I 0:16:00.760 --> 0:16:02.640 ran down the stairs and at the bottom there were 0:16:02.680 --> 0:16:04.200 some of the taxi. I don't know who it was. 0:16:04.240 --> 0:16:06.880 I jumped in. I ended up at a drag queen's 0:16:06.880 --> 0:16:10.320 place who I didn't know, and this person just came 0:16:10.400 --> 0:16:12.480 in and said to you okay, and I said, yep, okay, 0:16:12.560 --> 0:16:14.840 no problem, and then they put me in a taxi 0:16:14.880 --> 0:16:16.480 and took me home. I don't know who any of 0:16:16.520 --> 0:16:19.200 them are, but that was an intervention. And I know 0:16:19.360 --> 0:16:23.200 that was a guardian angel. Wow, I know, and I 0:16:23.280 --> 0:16:25.280 quit on the spot. I never went back. Of course, 0:16:25.560 --> 0:16:28.480 that was the last time I cocktail works. It's a 0:16:28.520 --> 0:16:29.040 dodgy game. 0:16:29.160 --> 0:16:34.280 Then he became a stripper. Lady, you'd be a great stripper. 0:16:34.080 --> 0:16:38.240 I reckon, I would really yeah, yeah, yeah, put your hand, 0:16:38.560 --> 0:16:42.800 put your left hand out and chicken do the hoopy boocket. 0:16:47.200 --> 0:16:50.280 Put natural take entry to the left, to the right. 0:16:50.440 --> 0:16:50.800 Put down. 0:16:52.520 --> 0:16:55.280 Sorry. So we think that that was the did you 0:16:55.280 --> 0:16:59.320 find your shoes? Oh? Yes, actually no. 0:17:00.480 --> 0:17:04.520 So everything that I had last stayed behind in that chair, 0:17:04.840 --> 0:17:07.440 and I the moment you dropped me off on my 0:17:07.480 --> 0:17:11.000 grandparents porch, like kickstarted the new fall, new. 0:17:10.920 --> 0:17:11.399 Life from me. 0:17:11.720 --> 0:17:15.199 Everything was brand new, Like I restarted at bottom, it 0:17:15.280 --> 0:17:17.480 was all scratched, and I built everything that I have 0:17:17.680 --> 0:17:20.200 now from a blink canvas thanks to her. 0:17:20.600 --> 0:17:23.040 So you know what the reference of shoes is, And 0:17:23.080 --> 0:17:25.520 that's why I said did you find them? Because shoes 0:17:25.600 --> 0:17:28.360 is like walking in your shoes. That was you were 0:17:28.400 --> 0:17:32.600 walking into a pathway that wasn't good for you, and 0:17:32.640 --> 0:17:35.840 by actually losing that and changing the direction, it's like 0:17:35.920 --> 0:17:38.960 walking in your shoes. Like that's basically what that means. 0:17:39.280 --> 0:17:42.120 So you had a brand new you, and and all 0:17:42.119 --> 0:17:43.520 of that and I mean, you know you've got to 0:17:43.640 --> 0:17:47.080 that's a lot of courage on your behalf too to 0:17:47.119 --> 0:17:48.080 be able to do that. 0:17:50.200 --> 0:17:52.920 Thank you. Yeah, I was walking down the highway barefoot. 0:17:53.960 --> 0:17:57.199 That's crazy. Yes, but you knew that you needed to 0:17:57.240 --> 0:17:59.320 get somewhere and you knew that life that where you 0:17:59.359 --> 0:18:02.800 were at that buticular time is not what you wanted, 0:18:02.840 --> 0:18:04.919 and that you know, you asked the universe for it too. 0:18:04.960 --> 0:18:07.720 She did. Yeah, and then the way she can no 0:18:07.840 --> 0:18:12.600 longer she came. What was she wearing? Yeah, that sounds 0:18:12.600 --> 0:18:13.480 a bit dodgy. 0:18:13.560 --> 0:18:14.359 She actually was. 0:18:15.800 --> 0:18:17.600 She was wearing like a like a. 0:18:17.520 --> 0:18:19.840 Headscarf, oh okay. 0:18:19.920 --> 0:18:23.080 And and a shawl and like sweatpants I think, and 0:18:23.119 --> 0:18:24.240 like some sandals. 0:18:24.440 --> 0:18:26.160 Yeah that's interesting too. 0:18:26.520 --> 0:18:30.359 Yeah, that sounds very Guardian Angel. That sounds very merry. Yeah, 0:18:30.720 --> 0:18:34.560 Mariam Joseph bringing the Bible, Well, you. 0:18:34.480 --> 0:18:36.760 Know, headscarf for that well, because it's a bit different 0:18:36.760 --> 0:18:39.199 because it wasn't like the long robes or anything. It 0:18:39.280 --> 0:18:44.480 was she was wearing sweatpants, a modern guardian angel. 0:18:44.520 --> 0:18:47.240 It easier on the donkey in sweatpants, I assume if 0:18:47.359 --> 0:18:49.840 we're talking about Mary from the Bible, that's what it's 0:18:49.920 --> 0:18:50.639 and so from. 0:18:50.560 --> 0:18:52.840 Then you've worked on your craft as well. You said, 0:18:52.880 --> 0:18:55.720 you said in your message reawaken my star life, which 0:18:55.760 --> 0:18:57.600 is very very cool and it's a lovely Yeah. 0:18:57.760 --> 0:19:00.280 So actually. 0:19:02.640 --> 0:19:05.359 I had to pour my energy somewhere, right because I 0:19:05.440 --> 0:19:11.240 had just started my recovery journey. So I like, I 0:19:11.280 --> 0:19:13.320 have always been kind of like my grandma used to 0:19:13.359 --> 0:19:15.399 call me, call me a crystal child. 0:19:16.160 --> 0:19:20.320 I used to speak to my dead uncle. Yeah, And 0:19:20.400 --> 0:19:21.440 so I always. 0:19:21.200 --> 0:19:24.919 Knew that it was in me, and I was I 0:19:24.960 --> 0:19:26.359 was just like, you know, I just need to find 0:19:26.359 --> 0:19:30.280 something to cling to. And my grandma she was like, well, 0:19:30.280 --> 0:19:33.119 where's your God stuff? And by God stuff, she meant like, 0:19:33.200 --> 0:19:35.040 whatever it is that you believe in. 0:19:36.800 --> 0:19:39.640 It's funny, you said, I had to really figure out. 0:19:40.760 --> 0:19:43.280 Yeah, it was Indigo children. 0:19:43.840 --> 0:19:47.240 Okay, because your grandmother probably was of the time of 0:19:47.280 --> 0:19:49.520 the age when they were actually bringing and discovering that 0:19:49.600 --> 0:19:53.600 the new generation coming through with Indigo children, Crystal children, 0:19:54.960 --> 0:19:57.720 rain light, rainbow. Yeah, all that type of different which 0:19:57.760 --> 0:20:00.480