1 00:00:05,880 --> 00:00:09,640 Speaker 1: Hey, it's Chloe here. I am so incredibly excited to 2 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:15,120 Speaker 1: officially announce the Female Athlete Project Awards, a new chapter 3 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:18,479 Speaker 1: in celebrating the achievements of athletes and key contributors in 4 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:22,640 Speaker 1: women's sports. The TEFAPP Awards is more than just recognizing 5 00:00:22,720 --> 00:00:26,759 Speaker 1: athletic excellence. It's a campaign to elevate the achievements, voices 6 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:30,960 Speaker 1: and stories of athletes, brassroots, administrators, coaches, and those who 7 00:00:31,040 --> 00:00:34,519 Speaker 1: foster a broader impact on and off the field. These 8 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,920 Speaker 1: awards are open to all women and non binary people 9 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:40,280 Speaker 1: who identify with and contribute to the women's sport community. 10 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:43,920 Speaker 1: All key award dates, information and criteria can be found 11 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:47,560 Speaker 1: at the Female Athleteproject dot com. Forward Slash Awards Get 12 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:49,000 Speaker 1: online now and nominate. 13 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:55,120 Speaker 2: When Lisa Blair was twenty five, she fell in love 14 00:00:55,200 --> 00:01:00,000 Speaker 2: with sailing, working as a hostess on a sailboat Fast Foward. 15 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:03,240 Speaker 2: Only seven years later and she became the first woman 16 00:01:03,360 --> 00:01:07,959 Speaker 2: to sail solo around Antarctica with just one stop. But 17 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:12,360 Speaker 2: it wasn't without complications, having a near death experience where 18 00:01:12,360 --> 00:01:17,600 Speaker 2: her yacht dismastered it. See Still, she kept sailing quickly, 19 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:21,840 Speaker 2: becoming the fastest woman to sail solo around Australia and 20 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:25,720 Speaker 2: then Antarctica as she crazily attempted her record. 21 00:01:25,360 --> 00:01:29,880 Speaker 3: Again and beat it by ten days. All these adventures. 22 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:33,039 Speaker 2: Took place on board her yacht Climate Action Now, which 23 00:01:33,080 --> 00:01:36,880 Speaker 2: she hopes will inspire others to take action towards sustainability. 24 00:01:37,959 --> 00:01:39,960 Speaker 2: My name is Sophie and I'm the producer here at 25 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:43,520 Speaker 2: the Female Athlete Project. Chloe caught up with Lisa for 26 00:01:43,560 --> 00:01:45,920 Speaker 2: one of the brief moments she had her land legs. 27 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,440 Speaker 2: This chat proves that anything is possible if you put 28 00:01:49,440 --> 00:01:52,720 Speaker 2: your mind to it. Just ask Lisa, who's gearing up 29 00:01:52,760 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 2: to break another record by traveling the Arctic solo. 30 00:01:56,880 --> 00:02:00,000 Speaker 1: We hope you enjoyed it, Lisa, Welcome to the Female 31 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:01,840 Speaker 1: Athlete Project. Thank you. 32 00:02:01,920 --> 00:02:04,320 Speaker 3: I'm so excited for this chat. No, it's gonna be fun. 33 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:07,240 Speaker 1: It's going to be very, very fun. I cannot wait 34 00:02:07,320 --> 00:02:11,480 Speaker 1: to talk about. You've had some epic adventures so far 35 00:02:11,520 --> 00:02:14,880 Speaker 1: already in your life. You're planning another amazing one. Yeah, 36 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:17,400 Speaker 1: But before we get to those, can you describe yourself 37 00:02:17,400 --> 00:02:18,079 Speaker 1: as a little kid. 38 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:19,839 Speaker 3: Yeah. 39 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:22,760 Speaker 4: I think myself and my mum have a different opinion of. 40 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:25,800 Speaker 3: What I was like as a little kid, but I 41 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:26,320 Speaker 3: grew up in. 42 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:29,480 Speaker 4: The bush, so we were very independent, run around, play 43 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:33,520 Speaker 4: build forts, jump across creek, like the rocks on the creek, 44 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:37,400 Speaker 4: that kind of stuff. But in school I actually got 45 00:02:37,440 --> 00:02:41,120 Speaker 4: heavily bullied because of it. So I all through my 46 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:44,600 Speaker 4: high school years, like I had the whole of like 47 00:02:44,680 --> 00:02:47,840 Speaker 4: year eleven and twelve like isolate me from the group. 48 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:50,280 Speaker 4: Like I was just that little bit different because of 49 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:53,600 Speaker 4: the childhood upbringing that we had in the bush, sol 50 00:02:53,639 --> 00:02:56,480 Speaker 4: the power, you know, we didn't have access to like 51 00:02:56,520 --> 00:02:59,560 Speaker 4: the Simpsons or neighbors or like you know, modern TV 52 00:02:59,760 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 4: and things like that, and so it just meant that 53 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:04,840 Speaker 4: we were just that little bit more i don't know, independent, 54 00:03:04,880 --> 00:03:09,760 Speaker 4: creative out there, and that wasn't really absorbed very well. 55 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:12,800 Speaker 3: So I like to say that I was a really bubbly. 56 00:03:12,480 --> 00:03:14,800 Speaker 4: Vibrant kid, but then when I went through that phase, 57 00:03:15,080 --> 00:03:18,480 Speaker 4: I was like very different to kind of who I 58 00:03:18,520 --> 00:03:18,959 Speaker 4: am now. 59 00:03:19,639 --> 00:03:22,000 Speaker 1: I'm sorry that you went through that. It's kids. It 60 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:23,200 Speaker 1: can just be really. 61 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:27,800 Speaker 4: Horrible, horrible yeah yeah, no filter, yeah. 62 00:03:27,480 --> 00:03:31,079 Speaker 1: No filter, and just that concept of someone being slightly 63 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:32,760 Speaker 1: different than what's deemed normal. 64 00:03:33,120 --> 00:03:36,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, and that pack mentality as well, like oh, I'll 65 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:38,880 Speaker 4: just do what they want to do because that makes 66 00:03:38,920 --> 00:03:39,320 Speaker 4: me cool. 67 00:03:39,400 --> 00:03:41,120 Speaker 3: Then like, yeah, that was. 68 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 1: A great I imagine what is celebrated about you and 69 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:48,960 Speaker 1: your achievements now and what you're doing in the sustainability 70 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:52,560 Speaker 1: space is something that's so celebrated and cherished by so 71 00:03:52,640 --> 00:03:55,000 Speaker 1: many people. So it's so weird that as an adult 72 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:57,320 Speaker 1: it's something that's such a beautiful thing, but as a 73 00:03:57,360 --> 00:04:01,000 Speaker 1: young person people see it as a threat or whatever 74 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:01,480 Speaker 1: that is. 75 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:05,040 Speaker 4: But I'm so grateful for that childhood, even as hard 76 00:04:05,080 --> 00:04:07,240 Speaker 4: as it was a it gave me the resilience that 77 00:04:07,320 --> 00:04:11,119 Speaker 4: I've got now, and it showed me that you can 78 00:04:11,160 --> 00:04:13,240 Speaker 4: go through those bad moments and come out on top. 79 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:14,800 Speaker 3: You've just got to keep moving forward. 80 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:18,000 Speaker 4: The biggest lesson I think I took from all of 81 00:04:18,040 --> 00:04:21,599 Speaker 4: that was that attitude is everything. Like we can't control 82 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:23,919 Speaker 4: what other people do to us, we can't control what 83 00:04:23,960 --> 00:04:26,160 Speaker 4: they say to us. We can only control how we 84 00:04:26,279 --> 00:04:29,520 Speaker 4: respond to that. And for me, I decided that I 85 00:04:29,600 --> 00:04:32,920 Speaker 4: wanted to be loud and proud and bubbly and go 86 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:35,880 Speaker 4: out and have incredible adventures. And you know, a nine 87 00:04:35,920 --> 00:04:37,919 Speaker 4: to five job just wasn't on the cards for me, 88 00:04:38,160 --> 00:04:40,200 Speaker 4: and so I was able to do that. 89 00:04:40,480 --> 00:04:43,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, I love that. How did you first find a 90 00:04:43,040 --> 00:04:44,240 Speaker 1: love for being on the water. 91 00:04:44,960 --> 00:04:46,840 Speaker 4: Well, we grew up in the bush, so it was like, 92 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:49,559 Speaker 4: you know, little bush kid running around bare feet, playing 93 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:53,400 Speaker 4: with the dingos and stuff, and so it wasn't until 94 00:04:53,600 --> 00:04:57,599 Speaker 4: I randomly in my last year at university so studied 95 00:04:57,800 --> 00:05:00,000 Speaker 4: visual arts and education. So the intention was to be 96 00:05:00,040 --> 00:05:02,080 Speaker 4: a high school art teacher. Don't know why I wanted 97 00:05:02,080 --> 00:05:04,040 Speaker 4: to go back to school and put myself through more trauma. 98 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:07,960 Speaker 3: But anyway, that was the intension, and my high. 99 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:11,159 Speaker 4: School art teacher had been my inspiration had been the 100 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:14,000 Speaker 4: rock through that period of time gave me a safe 101 00:05:14,040 --> 00:05:14,919 Speaker 4: haven and everything. 102 00:05:16,080 --> 00:05:18,120 Speaker 3: And then one summer. 103 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:20,320 Speaker 4: Break it was meant to be a three month working 104 00:05:20,520 --> 00:05:23,159 Speaker 4: trip up in the with Sunday Islands, and I got 105 00:05:23,160 --> 00:05:25,599 Speaker 4: a job on a sailboat as the cook and the cleaner. 106 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:29,279 Speaker 4: So I became a hostess on a sailboat, fell in 107 00:05:29,320 --> 00:05:31,240 Speaker 4: love with it, and we do these like two nights, 108 00:05:31,320 --> 00:05:33,760 Speaker 4: three day trips around the islands up there in the 109 00:05:34,040 --> 00:05:38,359 Speaker 4: Sundays and it was just an awesome adventure. And I 110 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:41,560 Speaker 4: used to I used to pest in my deckhan and 111 00:05:41,600 --> 00:05:42,800 Speaker 4: skip us so hard. 112 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:44,159 Speaker 3: And be like what's the name of that rope? What's 113 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:46,000 Speaker 3: that do? What's this too? What do I do if 114 00:05:46,040 --> 00:05:46,520 Speaker 3: I pull this? 115 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:46,800 Speaker 1: Like? 116 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:49,960 Speaker 4: And I just peg them with questions and just asked 117 00:05:50,160 --> 00:05:53,560 Speaker 4: all the questions I could, and I just loved it, 118 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:57,120 Speaker 4: and it really felt like freedom to me on the ocean. 119 00:05:57,640 --> 00:06:01,680 Speaker 1: Where do you think that idea of learning and asking 120 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:03,800 Speaker 1: questions and wanting to know all of the things, was 121 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:06,840 Speaker 1: that an inherent thing? Yeah? 122 00:06:06,880 --> 00:06:09,960 Speaker 4: I've never been a guess, particularly shy about asking for 123 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:13,000 Speaker 4: something like, and I'm very conscious that if you don't 124 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:14,760 Speaker 4: put yourself out there, you're not going to get anything 125 00:06:14,760 --> 00:06:16,920 Speaker 4: like if you never asked the question, you're never going 126 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:20,240 Speaker 4: to know the answer, whether that be for sponsorship or 127 00:06:20,320 --> 00:06:23,559 Speaker 4: adventure or you know, learning literally the ropes on the boat. 128 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:28,360 Speaker 3: Yeah. I also, I guess at the time when. 129 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:31,120 Speaker 4: I first started on a sailboat, I would look at 130 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:34,279 Speaker 4: the captain of the boat and be like, he's incredible. 131 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:37,040 Speaker 4: He knows how to fix an engine, he can do wiring, 132 00:06:37,080 --> 00:06:40,120 Speaker 4: he can do plumbing, he can fix stales, he's managing 133 00:06:40,160 --> 00:06:42,760 Speaker 4: a boat. He can dock a seventy foot yacht. Like 134 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:45,960 Speaker 4: this is insanity. I could never be that. But I 135 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,240 Speaker 4: always sort of thought that if I wanted that adventure, 136 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:51,080 Speaker 4: I needed to learn a little bit and be able 137 00:06:51,120 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 4: to be a valuable kind of crew member. And so 138 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:56,200 Speaker 4: I guess that's that's where the question started. 139 00:06:56,800 --> 00:06:59,640 Speaker 1: And did it feel quite foreign being a kid from 140 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:01,600 Speaker 1: the boys being on the water. 141 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:06,280 Speaker 4: No, I guess, like dad was a dive master growing up, 142 00:07:06,320 --> 00:07:09,160 Speaker 4: so we'd spent a bit of time at sea, not 143 00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:11,880 Speaker 4: necessarily us at sea, but in and around stories of 144 00:07:11,920 --> 00:07:14,360 Speaker 4: the ocean and under the sea particularly. 145 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:16,360 Speaker 3: But yeah, no, we. 146 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:20,800 Speaker 4: Lived about thirty minutes from the beach, so it wasn't 147 00:07:20,920 --> 00:07:23,600 Speaker 4: something that we did a lot. And when my parents 148 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:27,200 Speaker 4: got divorced, I ended up living with mum on the 149 00:07:27,240 --> 00:07:31,000 Speaker 4: beach for like two years through high school and just 150 00:07:31,120 --> 00:07:33,640 Speaker 4: loved it. And then we went back to the bush 151 00:07:33,680 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 4: property afterwards for a little while, a little while, but 152 00:07:36,840 --> 00:07:41,640 Speaker 4: so it wasn't like this new thing, but sailing. Sailing 153 00:07:41,720 --> 00:07:44,040 Speaker 4: had also been something we'd been a little bit exposed to. 154 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:47,240 Speaker 4: So my mom's new partner after the divorce, he had 155 00:07:47,280 --> 00:07:50,400 Speaker 4: a sailboat, and so our Easter holidays would be on 156 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:51,000 Speaker 4: his boat. 157 00:07:51,800 --> 00:07:54,120 Speaker 3: But I'm a teenage girl. 158 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:57,320 Speaker 4: The last thing I wanted to do was learn about 159 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 4: ropes on a boat. From a dude who's not my father, 160 00:08:00,360 --> 00:08:04,760 Speaker 4: you know, like that whole like complicated divorce scenario, new partner, 161 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:10,120 Speaker 4: teenage kid, really rebellious teenage kid. So yeah, so I 162 00:08:10,200 --> 00:08:13,640 Speaker 4: never really learned anything about sailing through that. I just 163 00:08:13,720 --> 00:08:15,440 Speaker 4: knew I enjoyed being on the ocean. 164 00:08:16,440 --> 00:08:19,520 Speaker 1: And so how did you go from cooking and cleaning 165 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:23,880 Speaker 1: on the boat two? We won't go as far to 166 00:08:23,920 --> 00:08:25,640 Speaker 1: say to what you've achieved now, but what was the 167 00:08:25,720 --> 00:08:27,000 Speaker 1: next step from there? 168 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:29,240 Speaker 3: Yeah? 169 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:33,199 Speaker 4: I Well, as a story I don't tell often because 170 00:08:33,240 --> 00:08:35,959 Speaker 4: I don't think that there's anything different between guys and 171 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:37,000 Speaker 4: girls on boats at all. 172 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:40,080 Speaker 3: We're just sailors. We can both were both as capable. 173 00:08:40,480 --> 00:08:43,679 Speaker 4: But you know, given the theme of this podcast, I 174 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:45,840 Speaker 4: think it's really relevant story, so I'll share it. But 175 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 4: so I had been working for this company for about 176 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:52,120 Speaker 4: six to seven months, and I was trying to work 177 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:53,880 Speaker 4: my way up to the point where I was out 178 00:08:53,920 --> 00:08:56,640 Speaker 4: of the kitchen and able to run the boat and 179 00:08:56,679 --> 00:08:59,840 Speaker 4: like the deckhand kind of roll and I could do 180 00:09:00,080 --> 00:09:00,440 Speaker 4: the jobs. 181 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:02,760 Speaker 3: I knew all the ropes, I had gotten the. 182 00:09:02,760 --> 00:09:05,480 Speaker 4: Knowledge together to do that, had all the right licenses, 183 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:08,280 Speaker 4: had notified HR that this was something that I really 184 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:12,760 Speaker 4: wanted to do and at the time they said, yeah, yeah, 185 00:09:12,760 --> 00:09:15,000 Speaker 4: of course, when the next position comes up, you'd be perfect. 186 00:09:15,559 --> 00:09:17,760 Speaker 4: And so they had sort of almost half offered, not 187 00:09:17,880 --> 00:09:21,520 Speaker 4: really but sort of offered this next position. So it 188 00:09:21,559 --> 00:09:24,080 Speaker 4: was more of a waiting game for that opportunity. And 189 00:09:24,200 --> 00:09:26,959 Speaker 4: about seven or eight months into working for this job, 190 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:30,200 Speaker 4: the opportunity came up and they ended up hiring a 191 00:09:30,240 --> 00:09:32,480 Speaker 4: guy who wrote in the back of a chocolate bar, 192 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:36,840 Speaker 4: please hire me over someone who'd been with the company 193 00:09:36,880 --> 00:09:39,520 Speaker 4: for seven months, had all the skills, the equipment, had 194 00:09:39,559 --> 00:09:43,200 Speaker 4: the tickets, and he had no tickets, never been on 195 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:45,920 Speaker 4: a sail boat, and they put him in that position. 196 00:09:47,200 --> 00:09:49,840 Speaker 4: So I actually quit the job the very next day, 197 00:09:50,640 --> 00:09:54,160 Speaker 4: and I had an opportunity a week later, and it 198 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:56,840 Speaker 4: changed my life. I Mean, sometimes these things, as bad 199 00:09:56,840 --> 00:10:00,120 Speaker 4: as they are, open other doors. And I I had 200 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,439 Speaker 4: an opportunity a week later to jump on a sailboat 201 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:06,360 Speaker 4: from Samoa to Hawaii, and I took it, and I. 202 00:10:06,320 --> 00:10:10,120 Speaker 3: Sailed to Hawaii and just had this open ocean, incredible 203 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 3: journey with friends. 204 00:10:11,400 --> 00:10:13,160 Speaker 4: And it was a made of mine from Uni and 205 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:16,680 Speaker 4: her father owned the boat, and so it was three 206 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:20,679 Speaker 4: months completely off grid night watchers night, sailing whales around 207 00:10:20,760 --> 00:10:22,400 Speaker 4: us in the middle of the night with a perfectly clear, 208 00:10:22,440 --> 00:10:25,800 Speaker 4: starry night, like it was just the most magical experience. 209 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:26,920 Speaker 3: And I just. 210 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:30,760 Speaker 4: Fell absolutely in love with that idea of like sailing 211 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:34,520 Speaker 4: to other countries, not just sailing around the harbor, but 212 00:10:35,120 --> 00:10:39,040 Speaker 4: to other countries, like across oceans. And it wasn't necessarily 213 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:41,680 Speaker 4: the destinations that interested me. It was the time at 214 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:43,559 Speaker 4: sea that I really enjoyed. 215 00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:46,959 Speaker 1: Yeah, how amazing. Yeah, And when did the idea of 216 00:10:47,600 --> 00:10:52,079 Speaker 1: doing that solo start to come into your mind? 217 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:54,760 Speaker 3: Yeah? When did I go a little off the rails? 218 00:10:55,920 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 1: I say that, I guess. 219 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:00,679 Speaker 3: Yeah. 220 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:04,640 Speaker 4: I finished that trip and I came back to Australia 221 00:11:05,160 --> 00:11:08,480 Speaker 4: broke got the first job I could get, which was 222 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:11,720 Speaker 4: selling costume dury in the mall, like five dollar pieces 223 00:11:11,760 --> 00:11:14,000 Speaker 4: of plassy and it was one of those little central 224 00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:17,040 Speaker 4: stalls that everyone looks at you as they walk past. 225 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:21,240 Speaker 4: And so I was like, in this trappy job, hating 226 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:24,200 Speaker 4: it under fluo LARTs, after just having this incredible adventure, 227 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:25,040 Speaker 4: thinking I just. 228 00:11:25,040 --> 00:11:26,719 Speaker 3: Want to be out there. I don't want to be here. 229 00:11:26,840 --> 00:11:27,960 Speaker 3: How do I get to there? 230 00:11:28,559 --> 00:11:30,839 Speaker 4: And I started reading all these books and so my 231 00:11:30,920 --> 00:11:34,000 Speaker 4: mum's partner John he lent me all these books, and 232 00:11:34,040 --> 00:11:36,240 Speaker 4: the books were heavily themed on solo sailors. 233 00:11:36,679 --> 00:11:38,760 Speaker 3: Okay, so it was like. 234 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:41,559 Speaker 4: Robin Knox, Johnson, k Cottie, Jesse Martin, like all these 235 00:11:41,559 --> 00:11:44,960 Speaker 4: incredible historical solo sailors world first. 236 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:47,559 Speaker 3: And as I was. 237 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:49,720 Speaker 4: Reading these, I was like, oh, I'd love to do 238 00:11:49,760 --> 00:11:53,120 Speaker 4: that like one day, thinking like thirty years because I 239 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:57,319 Speaker 4: still hadn't got the enough experience. And in one of 240 00:11:57,320 --> 00:11:59,360 Speaker 4: the books they talked about this yacht race called the 241 00:11:59,360 --> 00:12:02,240 Speaker 4: Clipper around the World yacht race, which is a crude 242 00:12:02,320 --> 00:12:05,000 Speaker 4: yacht race where you sign up, you pay a birth fee, 243 00:12:05,040 --> 00:12:05,920 Speaker 4: and you race each. 244 00:12:05,760 --> 00:12:06,800 Speaker 3: Other around the planet. 245 00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:10,720 Speaker 4: And so I obviously got fixated on that idea, thinking 246 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:12,079 Speaker 4: this is incredible. 247 00:12:12,360 --> 00:12:14,760 Speaker 1: Pause on the pay that you literally just said, just 248 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:19,200 Speaker 1: race around the planet, like at like is that just 249 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:22,360 Speaker 1: normal in your daily life that you just talk about 250 00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:24,520 Speaker 1: like racing around the planet, because it's kind of what 251 00:12:24,600 --> 00:12:25,280 Speaker 1: you do, Like. 252 00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:26,640 Speaker 3: Now it's now it is. 253 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:30,840 Speaker 4: Then it was absolutely like my entire family thought I 254 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:32,000 Speaker 4: was nuts trying to. 255 00:12:32,160 --> 00:12:33,040 Speaker 3: Even look at this. 256 00:12:33,200 --> 00:12:35,200 Speaker 4: Yeah, and the birthday at the time was eighty thousand 257 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:38,640 Speaker 4: dollars well for pound, but the conversion rate at the time, 258 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:43,440 Speaker 4: and I was earning twenty bucks an hour, no savings, 259 00:12:43,480 --> 00:12:47,760 Speaker 4: no options, no real idea of how I would do 260 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,760 Speaker 4: something like that, and no one in my family had 261 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:52,080 Speaker 4: ever really kind of done something like that. Mum had 262 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:54,720 Speaker 4: done a fundraise of cancer where she rode her horse 263 00:12:54,840 --> 00:12:57,880 Speaker 4: to Byron Bay from the Sunshine Coast years and years 264 00:12:57,920 --> 00:13:00,800 Speaker 4: ago before we were born, but other than that, we 265 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:05,120 Speaker 4: didn't really have that kind of mentality. And at the 266 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:07,200 Speaker 4: same time, I was like trying to decide whether I 267 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:09,120 Speaker 4: could do this race. Trust me, it gets to the 268 00:13:09,120 --> 00:13:11,640 Speaker 4: solo bit in a minute. But as I was trying 269 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:14,520 Speaker 4: to do this race, Jessica Watson, who's like one of 270 00:13:14,520 --> 00:13:19,360 Speaker 4: Australia's most famous solo sailors. She became the youngest person 271 00:13:19,480 --> 00:13:23,360 Speaker 4: to sail solo, NonStop and unassisted around the world. And 272 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:27,640 Speaker 4: she came into Malullaba on the Sunshine Coast and I 273 00:13:27,679 --> 00:13:30,079 Speaker 4: was on the Sunshine Coast working in this crappy more 274 00:13:30,480 --> 00:13:32,200 Speaker 4: and so I'd sort of followed the tail end of 275 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:34,880 Speaker 4: her journey because I'd just come back to Australia. And 276 00:13:35,840 --> 00:13:40,320 Speaker 4: as she finished, I very clearly remember thinking to myself, 277 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:45,200 Speaker 4: why am I hesitating? This is an incredible opportunity, like 278 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:47,400 Speaker 4: if she can make it happen, she can get a boat. 279 00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:50,440 Speaker 4: When she started thirteen years old and she left when 280 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:53,880 Speaker 4: she was sixteen to race this boat or sail this. 281 00:13:53,840 --> 00:13:56,920 Speaker 3: Boat around the world. Like what's stopping me, you know, 282 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:57,440 Speaker 3: except me? 283 00:13:58,080 --> 00:14:02,440 Speaker 4: And so I really decided I would commit, and so 284 00:14:02,480 --> 00:14:05,319 Speaker 4: I signed up, and I signed the contract which locks 285 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:07,440 Speaker 4: you in as like an all or nothing, So. 286 00:14:07,400 --> 00:14:09,679 Speaker 1: You are paying the eighty grand no matter what. 287 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:11,920 Speaker 3: You're paying the eighty grand even if you don't go. 288 00:14:12,320 --> 00:14:14,160 Speaker 4: So if you don't raise that money by the deadline, 289 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:15,800 Speaker 4: you don't get to sale around the world, but you 290 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:17,840 Speaker 4: still owe the eighty grand. So it was a huge 291 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:21,360 Speaker 4: like gamble personally. Yeah, and then I had twelve months 292 00:14:21,400 --> 00:14:24,680 Speaker 4: to raise the money and did absolutely anything I could. 293 00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:26,840 Speaker 4: I went to the local library, borrowed a book on 294 00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:29,840 Speaker 4: sports marketing, read about thin called proposals that you meant. 295 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:31,760 Speaker 3: To write sponsorship proposals, and like. 296 00:14:32,040 --> 00:14:35,080 Speaker 4: Would send these ridiculously useless proposals out to people and 297 00:14:35,080 --> 00:14:37,760 Speaker 4: then try and get feedback from them, and just started 298 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:40,360 Speaker 4: learning about that world and how to sort of build 299 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:43,560 Speaker 4: it up. And I ended up doing a fundraiser where 300 00:14:43,560 --> 00:14:46,240 Speaker 4: I cycled my bike from Sydney to the Sunshine Coast. 301 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 3: I'd never ridden a road bike in my life. 302 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:52,840 Speaker 1: I I didn't know how to ride a road bike 303 00:14:52,920 --> 00:14:53,400 Speaker 1: or anything. 304 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 4: I had this lovely guy donate a couple of months 305 00:14:56,560 --> 00:14:58,040 Speaker 4: of time and he kicked me out of bed it 306 00:14:58,080 --> 00:14:59,760 Speaker 4: four in the morning before work and make me ride 307 00:14:59,800 --> 00:15:01,760 Speaker 4: up downhill so that I could get fit enough to 308 00:15:01,880 --> 00:15:05,960 Speaker 4: ride from Sydney up here. And yeah, and I ended 309 00:15:06,040 --> 00:15:09,360 Speaker 4: up not quite raising the money and I got half 310 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:14,280 Speaker 4: of the funds and then called Mum absolutely in tears, 311 00:15:14,320 --> 00:15:16,640 Speaker 4: saying I can't do it. You know, I'm flying to 312 00:15:16,720 --> 00:15:19,800 Speaker 4: the UK to start my training for this race in 313 00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:22,920 Speaker 4: like a week. I've only got forty thousand raised. I 314 00:15:22,920 --> 00:15:26,440 Speaker 4: don't have enough. It's not going to happen. And Mum, 315 00:15:26,520 --> 00:15:28,600 Speaker 4: as you'll hear as we go through the rest of 316 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:32,200 Speaker 4: the story, she very much has set me back on 317 00:15:32,240 --> 00:15:34,840 Speaker 4: the path when I get a little bit lost. And 318 00:15:35,120 --> 00:15:37,600 Speaker 4: this was one of those key moments, and she was like, well, 319 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:40,200 Speaker 4: you've paid for the training. You want to become a 320 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:43,040 Speaker 4: better sailor, Like, just go and do the training, and 321 00:15:43,120 --> 00:15:47,240 Speaker 4: so I did. And then eventually another crew member offered 322 00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:50,560 Speaker 4: a five thousand dollar donation, like pound sorry, And then 323 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:52,920 Speaker 4: another one loaned me seven thousand pound and then we 324 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:56,120 Speaker 4: refinanced against Dad's house and we were still two thousand 325 00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:59,920 Speaker 4: short after all of that, and I put an article 326 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:03,360 Speaker 4: in the local paper on the Sunshine Coast that went online, 327 00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:07,000 Speaker 4: and this guy who wants holidayed on the Sunshine Coast 328 00:16:07,280 --> 00:16:10,440 Speaker 4: lives in China as an American citizen, read that article 329 00:16:10,480 --> 00:16:13,280 Speaker 4: online somehow still get some email to him, read the 330 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:15,440 Speaker 4: article and thought, oh, yeah, I'll donate my fun money, 331 00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:18,280 Speaker 4: which was exactly two thousand dollars, and. 332 00:16:18,200 --> 00:16:20,640 Speaker 3: Like the next day I was racing around the planet. 333 00:16:21,200 --> 00:16:23,520 Speaker 1: Incredible. So it was like this whole. 334 00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:26,800 Speaker 4: Gamble of like if you don't just throw yourself into it, 335 00:16:26,880 --> 00:16:29,480 Speaker 4: you'll never find a way. But if you, but you 336 00:16:29,560 --> 00:16:32,440 Speaker 4: have to give it literally everything you've got, like to 337 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:35,200 Speaker 4: make it to the start line. And so I went 338 00:16:35,280 --> 00:16:38,680 Speaker 4: from like someone who would say, oh, you know, Samoato, 339 00:16:38,760 --> 00:16:41,640 Speaker 4: Hawaii and done a year of sailing before that, to 340 00:16:41,720 --> 00:16:45,120 Speaker 4: a circumnavigator the year later, after sailing forty thousand miles 341 00:16:45,120 --> 00:16:48,920 Speaker 4: around the planet and spending a whole year at sea 342 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:53,480 Speaker 4: on this boat, learning, working, loving it, but also looking 343 00:16:53,480 --> 00:16:55,600 Speaker 4: at it all from a solo perspective. And thinking, oh, 344 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,680 Speaker 4: one day, what would I do if I got in 345 00:16:57,720 --> 00:16:58,280 Speaker 4: this situation? 346 00:16:58,360 --> 00:16:59,520 Speaker 3: What would I do in this storm? 347 00:17:00,040 --> 00:17:02,200 Speaker 4: I set the boat up for this, and so I 348 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:04,800 Speaker 4: really use that as an opportunity to kind of, I guess, 349 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:08,920 Speaker 4: soft test the idea of solo sailing and to gather skills. 350 00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:12,360 Speaker 4: And Yeah, when I got back from that, I was like, well, 351 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:14,360 Speaker 4: what else can I do? I've done something I never 352 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:16,520 Speaker 4: thought was possible, and so where. 353 00:17:16,280 --> 00:17:17,040 Speaker 3: Do I go from here? 354 00:17:17,560 --> 00:17:19,360 Speaker 1: I started to get a bit emotional when you talked 355 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:21,720 Speaker 1: about your mom and Mom's always putting you back on 356 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,200 Speaker 1: the right path. It's like it's such a powerful thing 357 00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:26,320 Speaker 1: having someone like that in your corner, isn't it? 358 00:17:26,560 --> 00:17:28,600 Speaker 4: Well, And like it doesn't have to be your mom, 359 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:32,160 Speaker 4: just has to be someone who sees your vision and 360 00:17:32,440 --> 00:17:34,800 Speaker 4: trust that you can make it happen, and then back 361 00:17:34,880 --> 00:17:37,439 Speaker 4: to you one hundred percent, because you know, sometimes you 362 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:41,600 Speaker 4: get overwhelmed. Sometimes life is just hard. And when you 363 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:45,240 Speaker 4: run like a track like that that's off the beaten road, 364 00:17:45,880 --> 00:17:48,000 Speaker 4: like it's always going to be challenging. I mean you 365 00:17:48,040 --> 00:17:51,639 Speaker 4: would know from your sporting career like it's and you 366 00:17:51,720 --> 00:17:53,720 Speaker 4: need people in your corner that can give you that 367 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:57,520 Speaker 4: motivation on the few days that you sometimes can't give 368 00:17:57,520 --> 00:17:58,560 Speaker 4: it for yourself. Yeah. 369 00:17:58,600 --> 00:18:02,480 Speaker 1: Absolutely. So you've gone around the world, you've started to 370 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:05,040 Speaker 1: learn and think I could do this on my own 371 00:18:05,080 --> 00:18:07,480 Speaker 1: one day one day. When did the one day happen? 372 00:18:08,520 --> 00:18:10,800 Speaker 4: Well, then I got back to Australia and I was like, hmm, 373 00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:12,000 Speaker 4: I'm a little bit bored. 374 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:13,399 Speaker 3: Now what am I going to do? I'm going to 375 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:14,359 Speaker 3: try solo. 376 00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:19,240 Speaker 4: I honestly couldn't think of doing anything more challenging after 377 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:22,119 Speaker 4: what I'd already done, because racing around the world is hard, 378 00:18:22,280 --> 00:18:26,240 Speaker 4: Like it's physically one of the hardest things you'll ever 379 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:29,160 Speaker 4: do in your life. Like it's just mentally and physically 380 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:33,639 Speaker 4: exhausting the whole time. And I like it to like 381 00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:35,920 Speaker 4: running a marathon, where you run the marathon and you're 382 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:39,520 Speaker 4: that exhausted finish line state and then you stay in 383 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:42,679 Speaker 4: that state for the entire year, and so that endurance 384 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:46,640 Speaker 4: game that you play with that and that like, yeah, 385 00:18:46,840 --> 00:18:49,600 Speaker 4: it ruins people, but you can also find a way 386 00:18:49,640 --> 00:18:52,879 Speaker 4: through it. And so I got back and I got 387 00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:56,399 Speaker 4: a hit, funnily enough, a job as the captain of 388 00:18:56,520 --> 00:18:59,280 Speaker 4: the boat that wouldn't hire me as a decand. 389 00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:01,359 Speaker 3: No way yeah. So I came back two years later 390 00:19:01,480 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 3: and became the captain of that boat. 391 00:19:03,080 --> 00:19:03,520 Speaker 1: Wow. 392 00:19:03,600 --> 00:19:05,400 Speaker 3: And I was like full circle, yeap. 393 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:08,800 Speaker 4: Just you know, when roadblocks happened, find another way around it, 394 00:19:09,640 --> 00:19:13,120 Speaker 4: and so I did. And then I was looking at 395 00:19:13,160 --> 00:19:16,919 Speaker 4: solo races and an option to try solo ceiling. I 396 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,399 Speaker 4: didn't own a boat, I still had no money. I was, 397 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:22,120 Speaker 4: you know, just figuring life out right. And I found 398 00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:24,720 Speaker 4: this yacht race called the Trans Tasman Yacht Race, which 399 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:28,399 Speaker 4: runs from New Zealand to Australia every four years. And 400 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,120 Speaker 4: I was like, oh, it's a year away. That's enough 401 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:32,880 Speaker 4: time to get a boat. 402 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:33,399 Speaker 1: Together for that. 403 00:19:33,600 --> 00:19:35,280 Speaker 3: I'll like sign up and do that. 404 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 4: And I remember calling the organizers and going, oh, hi, 405 00:19:38,840 --> 00:19:41,000 Speaker 4: you know there any other girls signed up and they're like, no, no, 406 00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:43,680 Speaker 4: we're for You're the last one to take a position. 407 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:46,760 Speaker 4: You'll need to sign up now otherwise, you know, the 408 00:19:46,800 --> 00:19:49,760 Speaker 4: spot can go. And so I paid the entry fee 409 00:19:49,760 --> 00:19:51,200 Speaker 4: and then I was like, oh, by the way, what's 410 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:52,760 Speaker 4: the latest date I can let you know I have 411 00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:54,560 Speaker 4: a boat by and they just. 412 00:19:54,760 --> 00:19:57,800 Speaker 3: Laughed just so hard. I was the only girl and 413 00:19:57,840 --> 00:19:58,960 Speaker 3: the only one without. 414 00:19:58,680 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 4: A boat to actually sign up for solo like see 415 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:06,359 Speaker 4: yacht race and yeah, and then started another journey on that. 416 00:20:06,640 --> 00:20:09,280 Speaker 4: And it was while doing that I was trying to 417 00:20:09,280 --> 00:20:11,879 Speaker 4: convince a complete stranger to lend me a boat to 418 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,960 Speaker 4: sail solo across the Tasman Sea, which obviously they're saying 419 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:18,239 Speaker 4: no to. I'd think, so, yeah, yeah, smart people, right, 420 00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:22,480 Speaker 4: And he said, look, maybe if you combine this project 421 00:20:22,520 --> 00:20:25,560 Speaker 4: with something larger, you could buy the boat and do 422 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:28,480 Speaker 4: both projects with it, and maybe you're then in a 423 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:31,879 Speaker 4: position to raise the sponsorship. And so this one guy said, 424 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:34,960 Speaker 4: I think that this boat is capable of this trip, 425 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:38,760 Speaker 4: and he threw out this Antarctica record with this Russian 426 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:41,520 Speaker 4: sailor fed Or Konyakov, had set in two thousand and eight, 427 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,200 Speaker 4: and he's like, have a look at it. Google it online, 428 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:46,919 Speaker 4: see what you think. And so I googled it and 429 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:50,520 Speaker 4: I was like, this guy's insane. This is Southern Ocean. 430 00:20:50,760 --> 00:20:53,480 Speaker 4: Not only that, it's like, you know, waves the size 431 00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:56,000 Speaker 4: of a three story building on a normal day at sea, 432 00:20:56,280 --> 00:20:59,400 Speaker 4: it's storms stronger than hurricanes like every week. 433 00:21:00,040 --> 00:21:02,600 Speaker 3: And you're expecting someone who's. 434 00:21:02,320 --> 00:21:04,680 Speaker 4: You know, got three years sailing experience to go into 435 00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:07,000 Speaker 4: the Southern Ocean to go and do this kind of trip. 436 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:11,080 Speaker 4: So I initially was like, yeah, not for me. That's 437 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:13,760 Speaker 4: that's too far. That's like, you know, pushing the envelope 438 00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:18,440 Speaker 4: too far. And so I just focused on the trans Tasmin. 439 00:21:18,560 --> 00:21:20,920 Speaker 4: I got a boat lent to me like ten days 440 00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:23,200 Speaker 4: before I had to sail it to New Zealand. There's 441 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:27,399 Speaker 4: a whole other set of stories there. And then I 442 00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:30,240 Speaker 4: raced it back to Australia and that was my first 443 00:21:30,280 --> 00:21:33,720 Speaker 4: solo crossing, was to New Zealand and back, and I 444 00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:36,240 Speaker 4: had no idea what I was doing. I messed up 445 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:39,919 Speaker 4: a billion times. The autopilot had an issue, so I 446 00:21:39,960 --> 00:21:42,679 Speaker 4: set like, you know, there's little mechanical oven timers that 447 00:21:42,720 --> 00:21:44,800 Speaker 4: you kick them over, So I have one of those, 448 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:46,919 Speaker 4: because every twenty minutes you have to look at the 449 00:21:46,920 --> 00:21:50,480 Speaker 4: horizon for ships, okay, and every twenty minutes you're waking 450 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:53,160 Speaker 4: up the entire crossing. And the crossing was twelve days, 451 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,480 Speaker 4: let's sea, So for twelve days. 452 00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:57,760 Speaker 1: You're sleeping twenty minutes every twenty. 453 00:21:57,600 --> 00:21:59,320 Speaker 3: Minutes, days every twenty minutes. 454 00:21:59,520 --> 00:22:03,000 Speaker 4: Oh yeah no, And then the autopilot would wig out 455 00:22:03,040 --> 00:22:05,600 Speaker 4: and the whole boat would do a little like pirouette 456 00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:07,359 Speaker 4: in the middle of the ocean, like just spin around 457 00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:09,879 Speaker 4: in a circle. And so I ended up sleeping at 458 00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:12,040 Speaker 4: the back of the boat by the wheel with my 459 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:14,520 Speaker 4: little twenty minute oven time I buy my ear because 460 00:22:14,560 --> 00:22:16,640 Speaker 4: I was worried that I would sleep through it, and 461 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:19,680 Speaker 4: like kipped on the back deck and got zero sleep 462 00:22:19,720 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 4: for like twelve days. 463 00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:22,520 Speaker 3: And yeah, arrived in. 464 00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,440 Speaker 4: New Zealand, like exhausted, turned the boat around and raced 465 00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:26,399 Speaker 4: it back to Australia. 466 00:22:26,960 --> 00:22:29,600 Speaker 1: So that so the twelve days, every twenty minutes was 467 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:33,560 Speaker 1: on your way over. That wasn't even race both directions 468 00:22:33,720 --> 00:22:36,080 Speaker 1: both ways. You have to do that every time I. 469 00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:38,879 Speaker 4: Saw a solo close to land or no one has it, 470 00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:41,600 Speaker 4: so something like the Tasman C's got so many ships 471 00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:44,320 Speaker 4: and fishing boats and stuff. There's a lot of traffic 472 00:22:44,320 --> 00:22:47,520 Speaker 4: out there. I can't sleep more than twenty minutes at 473 00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:48,040 Speaker 4: a time. 474 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:52,880 Speaker 1: Right on any record, any record, any record I've done, 475 00:22:53,440 --> 00:22:56,080 Speaker 1: even what I just came back frost for you, Oh 476 00:22:56,119 --> 00:22:58,480 Speaker 1: my gosh, that is so. 477 00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,800 Speaker 4: Full of just the stress to the body, the way 478 00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:04,160 Speaker 4: your hormone levels change, like it's yeah, it's quite intense. 479 00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:07,280 Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, And so how did you go in the 480 00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:09,200 Speaker 1: race on the way back so. 481 00:23:09,359 --> 00:23:11,240 Speaker 4: I felt like I did pretty good given it was 482 00:23:11,280 --> 00:23:14,040 Speaker 4: a little home built aluminum boat, not a racing boat 483 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:14,399 Speaker 4: at all. 484 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:16,440 Speaker 3: It was just a boat. I'm like, I don't care, 485 00:23:16,560 --> 00:23:19,000 Speaker 3: I just need a boat. This boat was available. I 486 00:23:19,040 --> 00:23:19,480 Speaker 3: took it. 487 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,359 Speaker 4: It was great and the guy who landed to me 488 00:23:21,440 --> 00:23:26,359 Speaker 4: is amazing, and so I came. I think it was 489 00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:30,159 Speaker 4: eleventh online honors out of thirteen boats that finished in 490 00:23:30,280 --> 00:23:34,680 Speaker 4: sixteen that entered the race, and I on the handicap, 491 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:36,200 Speaker 4: I think it was eight position. 492 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:36,720 Speaker 1: Wow. 493 00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:38,000 Speaker 3: So I felt pretty good about it. 494 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:42,359 Speaker 4: Great first race ever ever, like so as the captain, 495 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,399 Speaker 4: as the solo sailor. 496 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:45,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, so I felt pretty good about it. 497 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:48,040 Speaker 4: And just like you know, sailing the twelve hundred nautical 498 00:23:48,119 --> 00:23:49,600 Speaker 4: miles to Australia, I think it's a. 499 00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:50,520 Speaker 3: Pretty big achievement. 500 00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:56,600 Speaker 4: Absolutely out of instruments that I. 501 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,480 Speaker 1: Had put the race aside. Actually just making it home 502 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:58,920 Speaker 1: alive is quite incredible. 503 00:23:59,080 --> 00:23:59,560 Speaker 3: Yeah. 504 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,240 Speaker 1: When you talked about the three story building waves, Yeah, 505 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:05,880 Speaker 1: around Antarctica, I felt physically ill. 506 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:08,000 Speaker 3: Yes, oh you will feel more. 507 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,040 Speaker 1: There's plenty. There's plenty to come in that. But I think, 508 00:24:12,119 --> 00:24:15,760 Speaker 1: like with my sporting career, I've changed and thrown myself 509 00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:18,280 Speaker 1: in the deep ended in a sense, but there's an 510 00:24:18,280 --> 00:24:20,680 Speaker 1: element of safety where if I fail, it's on a 511 00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:24,200 Speaker 1: football pitch and I will survive. You throwing yourself in 512 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,840 Speaker 1: the deep end is a very different story. 513 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:30,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, you have to go into these projects with the 514 00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:34,600 Speaker 4: view that rescues never an option. So I look, it 515 00:24:35,000 --> 00:24:37,399 Speaker 4: doesn't really matter if you're close to land or not 516 00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:38,840 Speaker 4: on the project. 517 00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:41,520 Speaker 3: If you go into it with the idea that you have. 518 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,560 Speaker 4: An exit strategy, then you'll probably never set the record 519 00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:47,520 Speaker 4: because you will give up at the first big hurdle 520 00:24:47,560 --> 00:24:51,199 Speaker 4: that you've got to face. Whereas for me, like for 521 00:24:51,280 --> 00:24:53,480 Speaker 4: something like Antarctica, and I'm sure we'll get into that 522 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:56,119 Speaker 4: story in a minute. You know, I was more than 523 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:59,880 Speaker 4: three days from help at at the average for most 524 00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:03,399 Speaker 4: that record, So even if I broke my leg, I 525 00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:05,960 Speaker 4: would have to triarge myself for a minimum of three days. 526 00:25:06,000 --> 00:25:07,040 Speaker 3: So I v fluids. 527 00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:09,719 Speaker 4: I have a bone injection gun on board so that 528 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:12,160 Speaker 4: I can inject myself into the bone marrow to give 529 00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:15,080 Speaker 4: myself fluids. Like, I carry all this stuff because I 530 00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:18,000 Speaker 4: have to be prepared for all those scenarios that might 531 00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:21,440 Speaker 4: take place and hope, hope that none of them happen. 532 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:24,119 Speaker 4: But you have to have that mentality going into it. 533 00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:26,720 Speaker 1: Okay, so how do you get to the point of 534 00:25:26,760 --> 00:25:30,000 Speaker 1: making the decision of I'm going to give it a crack. 535 00:25:30,760 --> 00:25:33,639 Speaker 3: Of sailing around antartigans like a mad person that. 536 00:25:35,400 --> 00:25:39,080 Speaker 4: So I had spoken to Mum, obviously she features quite 537 00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:40,760 Speaker 4: a lot, and I've spoken to the rest of my family, 538 00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 4: my dad and my sister before I did the transtasment 539 00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:48,360 Speaker 4: and just sort of softly floated the idea because I 540 00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:51,520 Speaker 4: had the suggestion. I initially thought, yeah, I'm not capable 541 00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:53,800 Speaker 4: of that. I'm not strong enough. I've only got three 542 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:57,199 Speaker 4: years sailing experience. I'm not that person, even though I 543 00:25:57,200 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 4: really wanted to. But then I couldn't stop thinking about 544 00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:03,359 Speaker 4: it for months. So as I kept building up the 545 00:26:03,359 --> 00:26:07,200 Speaker 4: preparation for the trans Tasmin, I started researching, like our 546 00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:10,480 Speaker 4: cold's cold, you know, where's the Iceberg line? Like what 547 00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:14,000 Speaker 4: what would the conditions actually be like in those latitudes? 548 00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:16,960 Speaker 4: And we'd sailed the southern Ocean with the clipper rays, 549 00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:21,440 Speaker 4: but a little bit higher in the in the planet, 550 00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:23,600 Speaker 4: I guess, in course, I love. 551 00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:24,560 Speaker 3: That bit further north. 552 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:28,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, and so the conditions like were extremely rough in 553 00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:31,439 Speaker 4: one area we sailed to just off the bottom of 554 00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:34,439 Speaker 4: New Zealand. Actually we had a pretty major storm and 555 00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,600 Speaker 4: the waves were higher than the mask was tall and 556 00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:40,360 Speaker 4: the mass is twenty two meters, so the whole boat, yeah, 557 00:26:40,400 --> 00:26:44,119 Speaker 4: the whole boat would disappear in the trough like it was. 558 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,640 Speaker 4: And I remember looking at the captain at the time, 559 00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:48,560 Speaker 4: going is there's something else we can do, and he's like, 560 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:51,480 Speaker 4: keep driving the boat and we're hands seering down these 561 00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:54,679 Speaker 4: monster waves in the Southern Ocean, and like it was. 562 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:57,399 Speaker 4: Everyone else was locked in the boat because it was 563 00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:59,760 Speaker 4: too dangerous on deck. And so I was looking to 564 00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:01,879 Speaker 4: do that on my own, not with a crew of 565 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:06,640 Speaker 4: sixteen people, and so I just couldn't shake that idea though. 566 00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:09,200 Speaker 4: So I had sort of floated the idea past. 567 00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:12,960 Speaker 3: My family first, and this was pre ever sailing solo. 568 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:15,320 Speaker 4: I said, oh, you know, what do you think about 569 00:27:15,320 --> 00:27:17,200 Speaker 4: me sailing solo around Antarctica? 570 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:19,520 Speaker 3: Like what would you think to that? 571 00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:23,000 Speaker 4: And Mum was instantly like, ah, no, chance, You're. 572 00:27:22,800 --> 00:27:26,560 Speaker 3: Not doing it. That is crazy. No, like I'm putting 573 00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:27,080 Speaker 3: my foot down. 574 00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 4: No. I supported you for new like you around the 575 00:27:29,040 --> 00:27:31,959 Speaker 4: World Crude race, but no, not solo around Antarctica. And 576 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,520 Speaker 4: she knows enough about sailing to know, you know, the 577 00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:38,920 Speaker 4: risks with something like the Southern Ocean. And so then 578 00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,560 Speaker 4: after I did the transasment. So by that point I'd 579 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:45,240 Speaker 4: sailed almost three thousandnautical miles solo, so I'd gone all 580 00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:45,760 Speaker 4: the way to New. 581 00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:46,560 Speaker 3: Zealand and back solo. 582 00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,400 Speaker 4: So I had at least proven that I could sail 583 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:51,359 Speaker 4: solo and that I and I didn't even know until 584 00:27:51,359 --> 00:27:53,320 Speaker 4: that point that I would enjoy it or not. Maybe 585 00:27:53,320 --> 00:27:55,919 Speaker 4: i'd hate solo sailing like I had no idea, and 586 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:59,920 Speaker 4: I just loved it. And so she saw all that, 587 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:02,280 Speaker 4: and afterwards I was like, oh, so what do you 588 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:04,360 Speaker 4: think about this Antarctic idea? 589 00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:07,879 Speaker 3: And she was like, hmm, I don't really want to. 590 00:28:07,880 --> 00:28:10,639 Speaker 4: Say yes, but I think you, you know, if you 591 00:28:10,800 --> 00:28:12,679 Speaker 4: trained a little bit more and got the skills up, 592 00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:16,119 Speaker 4: like you could do it. And so from then I 593 00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:19,680 Speaker 4: had my family support and I finished the trans Tasmin 594 00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:23,360 Speaker 4: and like a week later I started campaigning for Antarctica, 595 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:24,520 Speaker 4: like it. 596 00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,280 Speaker 3: Was just like I just went straight into it. 597 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,480 Speaker 4: I decided I needed to be in Sydney for that, 598 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:30,760 Speaker 4: so I made the move to Sydney. I slept on 599 00:28:30,800 --> 00:28:32,919 Speaker 4: some lovely ladies couch. That was a friend of a 600 00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:35,200 Speaker 4: friend that I had only spoken to on the phone 601 00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:36,880 Speaker 4: who I was trying to convince to let me lend 602 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,560 Speaker 4: their boat to race around Antarctica. And so I slept 603 00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:41,440 Speaker 4: on her couch and I cleaned her house for her 604 00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:45,719 Speaker 4: for like six months and sorry her spare bedroom, and 605 00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:48,640 Speaker 4: like finally got a job in Sydney working on a 606 00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:52,360 Speaker 4: sailing boat and teaching sailing, and yeah, just kind of 607 00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:54,640 Speaker 4: built it up from there. But I had this firm 608 00:28:54,680 --> 00:28:58,320 Speaker 4: idea that if I wasn't around where potential sponsors would be, 609 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:00,640 Speaker 4: where I could have meetings in person and the like, 610 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:03,640 Speaker 4: it would be almost impossible to do it. So working 611 00:29:03,640 --> 00:29:05,960 Speaker 4: in the sundays wasn't going to work. And the only 612 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,760 Speaker 4: other place you can do sailing in really Australia as 613 00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:12,400 Speaker 4: a job is Sydney Harbor. So I got some jobs 614 00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:15,120 Speaker 4: down here. I worked five different companies, five different jobs, 615 00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:18,280 Speaker 4: all part time or casual, and just worked as much 616 00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,080 Speaker 4: as I could, and then worked full time on the 617 00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,440 Speaker 4: campaign for the next three and a half years. 618 00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:25,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, whoa, Yeah, it was a long time. 619 00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,880 Speaker 1: A long time and when did the boat come along? 620 00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:33,880 Speaker 4: So about two years in I'd postponed the following year before, 621 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:36,360 Speaker 4: because I hadn't raised any sponsorship or had a boat, 622 00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:39,320 Speaker 4: and even though I'd put hundreds and hundreds of proposals 623 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:42,040 Speaker 4: out and had negotiation conversations, they just hadn't come through. 624 00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:46,120 Speaker 3: I then remember talking. 625 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,160 Speaker 4: To Mum and I was like, oh, you know, I 626 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:51,400 Speaker 4: think maybe what I might do is postpone Antarctica for 627 00:29:51,440 --> 00:29:53,960 Speaker 4: a few years and I can fly to the UK 628 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:56,560 Speaker 4: and become one of the captains of the Clipper Race. 629 00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:59,240 Speaker 4: And then that's like, got a lot of sponsorship, a 630 00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:01,840 Speaker 4: lot of media cover, It'll help build my profile, and 631 00:30:01,880 --> 00:30:04,040 Speaker 4: then I can come back to Antarctica when I get back. 632 00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:07,440 Speaker 4: And so I had this conversation and she's like, oh, yeah, 633 00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:08,160 Speaker 4: it sounds like an. 634 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:09,680 Speaker 3: Okay idea, blah blah blah. 635 00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:11,880 Speaker 4: And then the next day she calls me and goes, hey, 636 00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:14,800 Speaker 4: I've been thinking I think I can refinance against the 637 00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:15,160 Speaker 4: house and. 638 00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:18,000 Speaker 3: Help you get the boat. And it was this chicken 639 00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:18,840 Speaker 3: and egg scenario. 640 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:20,560 Speaker 4: If you didn't have the boat, you couldn't get the 641 00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:23,200 Speaker 4: sponsorship dollars, you couldn't buy the boat without the sponsorship dollars, 642 00:30:23,560 --> 00:30:25,760 Speaker 4: and like people didn't think you were leaving until he 643 00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:26,560 Speaker 4: actually had a boat. 644 00:30:26,560 --> 00:30:28,920 Speaker 3: To go with, like, so it was this mental kind 645 00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:29,800 Speaker 3: of thing for people. 646 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:34,720 Speaker 4: And I instantly was like, no, Mom, don't don't finance, 647 00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 4: like on my way out their goal against the family 648 00:30:39,920 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 4: home that you know, that's silly. 649 00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:42,600 Speaker 3: Don't do that. 650 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:44,920 Speaker 4: And so I tried to convince her not to and 651 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:47,160 Speaker 4: she's like, look, I'm just looking at it like an investment. 652 00:30:47,560 --> 00:30:48,840 Speaker 3: This is like a business investment. 653 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:51,720 Speaker 4: You'll pay me back, you'll do interest, I'll make the 654 00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:53,680 Speaker 4: money off the interest, like, we'll just do it as 655 00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:56,960 Speaker 4: a structured loan. It'll be fine. And at the same 656 00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,600 Speaker 4: time I eventually said yes, so Mum lending me the 657 00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:02,480 Speaker 4: money for the boat. The Royal Commission came in for 658 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:05,760 Speaker 4: lending rights and they changed it from I think it 659 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:09,600 Speaker 4: was accountability to serviceability and Mum wasn't serviceable for the 660 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:10,760 Speaker 4: amount were trying to go forward. 661 00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:14,239 Speaker 3: So we found the boat in Newcastle. I wanted it. 662 00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:15,080 Speaker 3: I put it to posit on. 663 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:17,800 Speaker 4: We started the process and then like within a week, 664 00:31:17,840 --> 00:31:21,560 Speaker 4: all the laws changed and we weren't eligible anymore, and 665 00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:24,640 Speaker 4: so we were left without like a boat that we 666 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:27,840 Speaker 4: wanted that was perfect that we couldn't buy, and it 667 00:31:27,960 --> 00:31:30,720 Speaker 4: ended up being an old crew member of mine that 668 00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:33,800 Speaker 4: sailed from. I delivered a boat from Western Australia to 669 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,400 Speaker 4: New Zealand and he came for a section of the trip. 670 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:39,040 Speaker 3: And I had emailed a. 671 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:41,360 Speaker 4: Local reporter and said, hey, I'm looking for someone who 672 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,560 Speaker 4: can privately invest in me for this project. 673 00:31:43,760 --> 00:31:46,920 Speaker 3: They'll make eight cent interest blah blah blah. Could we 674 00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:47,560 Speaker 3: do an article? 675 00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:50,320 Speaker 4: And it went up on a sailing platform called my 676 00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:54,120 Speaker 4: Sailing and he read it and he called me up 677 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:55,440 Speaker 4: out of the blue and goes, tell me a bit 678 00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,560 Speaker 4: more about this boat loan because I was talking about 679 00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:01,800 Speaker 4: Antartica years earlier with him the boat, and so he 680 00:32:01,960 --> 00:32:05,360 Speaker 4: knew that I'd been working on this commultiple years. Yeah, 681 00:32:05,560 --> 00:32:07,520 Speaker 4: you know, obviously knew I could sail and do all 682 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,960 Speaker 4: the physical stuff. And so he's like, tell me more 683 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:13,880 Speaker 4: about it, and so me, Mum, him and his wife City. 684 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,760 Speaker 4: We all sat down and had a big conversation around it, 685 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 4: and he said, right, let us chat. 686 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:19,880 Speaker 3: And we'll get back to you. And then they ended 687 00:32:19,960 --> 00:32:23,240 Speaker 3: up financing the boat, and I still own a lot 688 00:32:23,280 --> 00:32:26,640 Speaker 3: of money. They call it the city. 689 00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:31,560 Speaker 4: Yeah and so, and then I ended up refinancing with 690 00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:34,840 Speaker 4: Dad to pay half the boat loan back, and then 691 00:32:35,080 --> 00:32:37,200 Speaker 4: got into the refit the following year, because I was 692 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:42,040 Speaker 4: aiming for what would it have been twenty twenty, no, 693 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:46,240 Speaker 4: twenty seventeen, and so this was twenty sixteen, and I 694 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:50,160 Speaker 4: was aiming for a departure early twenty seventeen. But I 695 00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:52,400 Speaker 4: needed to raise enough money to fit the boat out now, 696 00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:54,600 Speaker 4: to get it safe enough to do the trip, and 697 00:32:54,600 --> 00:32:58,240 Speaker 4: that required a huge like, you know, three hundred thousand dollars. 698 00:32:58,880 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 3: I had one hundred and. 699 00:32:59,720 --> 00:33:03,520 Speaker 1: Fifty huge money here. That's just to fit the boat out. 700 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,120 Speaker 1: You've already got to make the project run. 701 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:07,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, wow, Yeah, I didn't raise. 702 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:10,040 Speaker 1: That fair enough. It's a lot of money. 703 00:33:10,120 --> 00:33:13,680 Speaker 4: Yeah, But Dick Smith became an incredible sponsor of mine 704 00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:16,040 Speaker 4: and foundered half the refit, and then I was able 705 00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:19,400 Speaker 4: to reloan the sixty five back from this guy that 706 00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:22,400 Speaker 4: we'd paid off the boat loan and use that and 707 00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:25,040 Speaker 4: then I finished that record with nearly three hundred thousand 708 00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:30,960 Speaker 4: bills outstanding. It's been the next five years paying it off. Yeah, 709 00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:33,680 Speaker 4: it's not been an easy ride from a finance point 710 00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:34,520 Speaker 4: of view, that's for sure. 711 00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:39,000 Speaker 1: Wow. Okay, so let's let's actually look at this record attempt. 712 00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:43,760 Speaker 1: I don't actually know where to start to be honest, 713 00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:44,800 Speaker 1: what is it? 714 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:45,480 Speaker 3: Where is it? 715 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:47,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, that let's start with that. 716 00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:53,000 Speaker 4: So in two thousand and eight, this Russian adventurer, Federal Konyakov, 717 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:56,400 Speaker 4: set the world record and he sailed solo, NonStop and 718 00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:59,960 Speaker 4: unassisted from Albany and Western Australia the Albany and Western 719 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:02,600 Speaker 4: Australia and he did the troop in one hundred and 720 00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:05,960 Speaker 4: two days. So because he did it as part of 721 00:34:05,960 --> 00:34:09,520 Speaker 4: an organized event, which was called the Antarctica Cup Ocean Race, 722 00:34:10,400 --> 00:34:13,520 Speaker 4: then he raced on what they called the Antarctica Cup 723 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:18,680 Speaker 4: Ocean Race track. Okay, and this racetracks just virtual waypoints 724 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,720 Speaker 4: or gated entry zones that I have to stay within 725 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,640 Speaker 4: or that he had to stay within on his record, 726 00:34:25,000 --> 00:34:27,759 Speaker 4: and so he could once he entered onto the racetrack, 727 00:34:28,080 --> 00:34:31,239 Speaker 4: he couldn't sail north of forty five degrees south, which 728 00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:34,520 Speaker 4: if you kind of imagine the bottom tip of News Tasmania, 729 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:37,480 Speaker 4: kind of that section, and he couldn't go south of 730 00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,800 Speaker 4: sixty degrees south, which is kind of the tip of 731 00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:45,000 Speaker 4: the Antarctic Peninsula. So that gap of ocean, the Southern 732 00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:48,359 Speaker 4: Ocean storm belt, is the entirety of the record. So 733 00:34:48,400 --> 00:34:51,920 Speaker 4: he did it in a think it was an eighty 734 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:56,040 Speaker 4: two meter aluminum boat. It was this incredible vessel and 735 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:57,480 Speaker 4: he did it in two thousand and eight. 736 00:34:58,239 --> 00:34:59,320 Speaker 3: But Federal Konya cops. 737 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:03,600 Speaker 4: This incre adventurer like amazing, Like I would love to 738 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,440 Speaker 4: be him one day, or I'm working my way up 739 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:06,279 Speaker 4: to being him one day. 740 00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:09,680 Speaker 3: Yeah, the female version. But he's like climbed Everest. 741 00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:12,160 Speaker 4: He's the first Protestant priest to go to the top 742 00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,560 Speaker 4: of El Forest. He sat around the world for solo 743 00:35:14,719 --> 00:35:17,279 Speaker 4: four times. He holds the world record for a hot 744 00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:21,080 Speaker 4: air balloon. So navigation of the planet. He's rowed from 745 00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:24,280 Speaker 4: Chile to Australia and then from New Zealand to Cape 746 00:35:24,280 --> 00:35:26,799 Speaker 4: Horn in an open rowboat like you know. 747 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,320 Speaker 1: A physical robot robot. 748 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:31,040 Speaker 3: Like, yeah, he's done dogs led teams to the North 749 00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:32,080 Speaker 3: Pole South Pole. 750 00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:35,400 Speaker 4: Like he's just always got another project, like incredible adventurer. 751 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,200 Speaker 4: And I happened to meet him when I finished the 752 00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:41,600 Speaker 4: Transpasman Yacht Race. Okay, he was finishing his row and 753 00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:44,200 Speaker 4: he ended up changing the destination from Brisbane to the 754 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,560 Speaker 4: Sunshine Coast and came into Malulaba and so I met 755 00:35:47,600 --> 00:35:51,120 Speaker 4: him and his son Oscar, and at that time I'd 756 00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:53,760 Speaker 4: committed to doing Antarctica, so they knew. 757 00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:55,719 Speaker 3: Who I was. And he's like, good luck, like I 758 00:35:55,719 --> 00:35:59,080 Speaker 3: support you. And he doesn't speak a lick. 759 00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,719 Speaker 4: At English, so his son enslates everything, and he said, 760 00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:04,120 Speaker 4: we had a cup of tea. And his bit of 761 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:07,799 Speaker 4: advice was always past Iceberg's to the north, okay, because 762 00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:10,080 Speaker 4: all the debris ice is to the south of. 763 00:36:10,040 --> 00:36:11,480 Speaker 3: The burg because it's moving north. 764 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:15,320 Speaker 4: So yeah, so I had his support to challenge the record. 765 00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:19,160 Speaker 4: And because he started and finished in Albany and Western Australia, 766 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:21,480 Speaker 4: I would need to do the same destination and I 767 00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:24,560 Speaker 4: would also need to stick between forty five and sixty south. 768 00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:29,719 Speaker 4: So I expected three months at sea, hopefully three months 769 00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:33,440 Speaker 4: would break the record. And the distance to travel was 770 00:36:33,480 --> 00:36:37,479 Speaker 4: around fourteen thousand nautical miles, which is about twenty two 771 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:38,480 Speaker 4: thousand kilometers. 772 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:43,239 Speaker 5: Okay, yeah, it's a lot of kilometers, yes, yeah, yeah, 773 00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:46,120 Speaker 5: I guess the difference for those who don't understand, like 774 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:48,600 Speaker 5: what that storm belt's like in the Southern Ocean as well. 775 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:51,920 Speaker 4: If you imagine like a circumnavigation of the planet for 776 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:55,880 Speaker 4: a sailor, most of their sailing is around the equatoral levels, 777 00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:59,799 Speaker 4: trade winds, quite calm conditions sea states probably two to 778 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:04,040 Speaker 4: five I meet as maximum, and the most dangerous part 779 00:37:04,040 --> 00:37:07,040 Speaker 4: of their trip is rounding the Cape Horn, which is 780 00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:09,520 Speaker 4: the most southern tip of the South American coastline there 781 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,719 Speaker 4: between sort of you've got the Antarctic Peninsula comes up, 782 00:37:13,719 --> 00:37:16,280 Speaker 4: and you've got that coastline that goes down off America, 783 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:21,120 Speaker 4: and that's that's it, that that cape there, and basically 784 00:37:21,719 --> 00:37:24,360 Speaker 4: when they enter into that, they go into that storm 785 00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:26,439 Speaker 4: belt and they're in it for like maybe a week 786 00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:28,400 Speaker 4: and a half, two weeks, depending on how fast their 787 00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:33,719 Speaker 4: boat is, and most people's trips become undone at that point. Okay, 788 00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:36,759 Speaker 4: So for me to then do this record, I would 789 00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:40,080 Speaker 4: be in those conditions, those storm conditions that break every 790 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:44,799 Speaker 4: other boat for the entire three months. Not Able to 791 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:46,959 Speaker 4: get north of the storms, not able to get away 792 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:47,359 Speaker 4: from them. 793 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:49,560 Speaker 3: I'm just in them. I have to go through them. 794 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:55,359 Speaker 1: And so at what point when you're in these storms, Well, 795 00:37:55,480 --> 00:37:59,319 Speaker 1: I don't think there's one point. I imagine there's multiple points. Yeah, 796 00:37:59,640 --> 00:38:02,120 Speaker 1: But where was it that you started to realize that 797 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,719 Speaker 1: something was going pretty significantly wrong. 798 00:38:05,120 --> 00:38:09,359 Speaker 4: Yeah, So seventy two days into the record, so I'd 799 00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:13,960 Speaker 4: sailed Cape Horn obviously is considered the Mount Everest of sailine, 800 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:17,840 Speaker 4: so it's the same sort of accolades as somebody in 801 00:38:17,880 --> 00:38:22,239 Speaker 4: Mount Everest, the sailors. And so for me, I was 802 00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:25,279 Speaker 4: i'd sailed from Albany, went directly south to. 803 00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:26,200 Speaker 3: Forty five south. 804 00:38:26,320 --> 00:38:30,320 Speaker 4: I'd the whole South Pacific Ocean rounded Cape Horn, sailed 805 00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:34,279 Speaker 4: the whole South Atlantic Ocean, and literally four weeks from 806 00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:37,959 Speaker 4: my destination of Western Australia, I just had the South 807 00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:41,640 Speaker 4: Indian Ocean, which was around three and a half thousand miles, 808 00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:44,520 Speaker 4: still quite a long way still the Southern Ocean, but 809 00:38:44,719 --> 00:38:47,799 Speaker 4: like I was on the home stretch, and these sort 810 00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:49,799 Speaker 4: of storms coming through. Once a week you would have 811 00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:53,120 Speaker 4: a storm the size of a cyclone or hurricane, and 812 00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:56,720 Speaker 4: you'd have waves. Generally a calm day was about five meters, 813 00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:01,440 Speaker 4: and then you get the knock days and the not 814 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:04,440 Speaker 4: calm days. At the most I think I saw in 815 00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:09,040 Speaker 4: wave height on that particular record was about twelve meters. 816 00:39:09,560 --> 00:39:13,600 Speaker 4: But then I yeah, day seventy two, I was one 817 00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:17,440 Speaker 4: thousand miles from land. I was just passing below like 818 00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:21,560 Speaker 4: the southern tip of South Africa there, and it was 819 00:39:21,760 --> 00:39:24,719 Speaker 4: just going on sunset, so as you do. None of 820 00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:27,960 Speaker 4: these disasters happened in daylight. They always happened at nighttime. 821 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:32,640 Speaker 4: And a piece of rigging wire snapped, and I'd been 822 00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:34,280 Speaker 4: on deck about twenty minutes earlier. 823 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,279 Speaker 3: I had looked around. Everything looked good. 824 00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:38,680 Speaker 4: The boat was in sort of six to eight meter c's, 825 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,399 Speaker 4: so if you imagine like a three story building as 826 00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:44,120 Speaker 4: a wave, that was kind of the conditions. But we've 827 00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:47,400 Speaker 4: been in those conditions for seventy days, Like it wasn't 828 00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:50,279 Speaker 4: new to us. There was just another day at sea. 829 00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:53,080 Speaker 4: The boat felt really good, she fell ow. She was 830 00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,479 Speaker 4: handling the conditions well, like we weren't getting shoved around 831 00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:58,440 Speaker 4: too much. But I was going into a new storm 832 00:39:58,440 --> 00:40:00,840 Speaker 4: that night, so the conditions were going to curiate throughout 833 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:03,880 Speaker 4: the night and get worse. And the wind was about 834 00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:06,200 Speaker 4: thirty five to forty five knots of wind, which is 835 00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:10,000 Speaker 4: kind of around sixty kilometer hour winds roughly, to give 836 00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:13,080 Speaker 4: people an idea, Yeah, generally you lose the roof off 837 00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:14,959 Speaker 4: your house at sixty kilometers, So. 838 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:18,600 Speaker 1: So okay, that's a good analogy. So strong, okay, but not. 839 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:20,439 Speaker 3: Like the worst i'd seen that. 840 00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:23,600 Speaker 1: Trip, pretty strong, too strong. 841 00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:27,440 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'd had a lot stronger, okay, But so for 842 00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:28,560 Speaker 4: me it was like a normal day. 843 00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:31,200 Speaker 3: And literally the last two weeks had been conditions like that. 844 00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,400 Speaker 4: They'd degrade just slightly or they'd go slightly stronger, but 845 00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:37,920 Speaker 4: on average the conditions were like that. But I was 846 00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:39,880 Speaker 4: in my bunk trying to get one of those lovely 847 00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:44,160 Speaker 4: twenty minute sleeps and just had a bang and it 848 00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:48,640 Speaker 4: was so loud, like it was like a gunshot going off, 849 00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:51,359 Speaker 4: Like it was just this bang, and it was like 850 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:54,200 Speaker 4: this metallic sound. So it rang in my ears like 851 00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:56,600 Speaker 4: almost like a yeah, like a bomb or something going 852 00:40:56,640 --> 00:40:59,840 Speaker 4: off near your head. And so I jumped out of 853 00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:03,120 Speaker 4: my onto my engine box, and above my engine box 854 00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:06,120 Speaker 4: I have like a clear perspects dome and it allows 855 00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,840 Speaker 4: me to see out without physically going ever into the 856 00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:11,560 Speaker 4: bad weather, which is awesome, yeah, and it means I 857 00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:13,319 Speaker 4: don't then have to get all my kit on, a 858 00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:15,200 Speaker 4: life jacket and all of that, but I can assess 859 00:41:15,280 --> 00:41:17,960 Speaker 4: the situation. And so I jumped up on that, and 860 00:41:18,000 --> 00:41:20,239 Speaker 4: I initially thought it was a rope that broke at 861 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:21,920 Speaker 4: the back of the boat. So I looked at the 862 00:41:21,960 --> 00:41:24,759 Speaker 4: back of the boat and everything looked normal, and it 863 00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:28,160 Speaker 4: was like that sinking, twisting guts kind of feeling like, 864 00:41:28,239 --> 00:41:29,360 Speaker 4: you know, if something really. 865 00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:29,920 Speaker 1: Bad has happened. 866 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,279 Speaker 4: And I looked to the front of the boat and 867 00:41:32,360 --> 00:41:35,520 Speaker 4: my master is twenty two meters and aluminium, and it 868 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:38,720 Speaker 4: was just bending like a hula girl shaking her hips, 869 00:41:38,719 --> 00:41:41,360 Speaker 4: like just flexing as the boat's ceiling over these ways. 870 00:41:41,640 --> 00:41:44,440 Speaker 3: The master is just like about to snap. 871 00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:48,319 Speaker 4: And so I launched for my life jacket, just in 872 00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:50,360 Speaker 4: my bass layers, I don't have wet weather gear on, 873 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:54,040 Speaker 4: launched for my life jacket, threw it on, just clipped 874 00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:56,479 Speaker 4: myself to the outside of the hatch to climb onto 875 00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:59,279 Speaker 4: the deck and go and maneuver the boat, which is 876 00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:02,520 Speaker 4: a technique call tacking where we changed the angle of 877 00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:04,480 Speaker 4: the boat and we put the wind on the other 878 00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:06,520 Speaker 4: side of the mast, and the other side of the 879 00:42:06,560 --> 00:42:09,760 Speaker 4: mask isn't broken. So in theory, I could have tucked 880 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:13,200 Speaker 4: the boat and saved the mast and then dropped sails, 881 00:42:13,280 --> 00:42:14,919 Speaker 4: gone through the storm and when I had a lull, 882 00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:16,279 Speaker 4: run repairs and. 883 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:16,759 Speaker 3: Fixed it all. 884 00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:21,120 Speaker 4: And so I am running up on deck and I 885 00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,520 Speaker 4: just hear it all come crashing down, and so my 886 00:42:24,680 --> 00:42:28,880 Speaker 4: mask snapped at deck level like there was nothing standing 887 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:31,120 Speaker 4: up out of the boat, and like it snapped at 888 00:42:31,120 --> 00:42:34,080 Speaker 4: deck level, and I then had this It was just 889 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:37,160 Speaker 4: the most violent sequence of noise, like. 890 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:38,520 Speaker 3: If you've ever heard of like a. 891 00:42:38,520 --> 00:42:42,200 Speaker 4: Car yard crushing cars, that metal on metal, like grinding 892 00:42:42,239 --> 00:42:45,960 Speaker 4: and twisting noise. It was that, but I'm inside the boats. 893 00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:50,160 Speaker 4: That's amplified through the hull of the boat really incredibly loudly, 894 00:42:50,719 --> 00:42:53,640 Speaker 4: and because everything's tensioned on you're rigging. As soon as 895 00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:58,520 Speaker 4: that tension's released, the whole boat's hull just like flexed 896 00:42:58,520 --> 00:43:01,840 Speaker 4: and wobbled and twisted. And I had no idea what 897 00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:05,240 Speaker 4: was you know, because these things can be incredibly violent. 898 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:07,440 Speaker 3: It could have been a wave, could have been anything. 899 00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:10,759 Speaker 4: But the mask just snapped and it fell to the 900 00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:13,080 Speaker 4: right hand side, the starboard side, into the ocean. 901 00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:16,160 Speaker 3: But I still had sails up, okay. 902 00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:19,480 Speaker 4: And so they all became drag in the water, and 903 00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,480 Speaker 4: it turned the boat one hundred and eighty degrees and 904 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:24,520 Speaker 4: there was about this sort of two to three meters 905 00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:27,200 Speaker 4: section at the base of the mast where it had broken, 906 00:43:27,520 --> 00:43:29,720 Speaker 4: that was still trapped on the deck of the boat, 907 00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:32,439 Speaker 4: and all my safety rails on the right hand side 908 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:35,160 Speaker 4: were torn off and crushed by the rigging coming down, 909 00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:39,200 Speaker 4: but this jagged bit of rigging that was still stuck 910 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:41,399 Speaker 4: on the boat by all the ropes and other bits 911 00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:45,399 Speaker 4: of rigging wire and stuff that now as the boat 912 00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:49,080 Speaker 4: turned around, was getting pushed and pulled by these waves 913 00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:51,520 Speaker 4: coming through. But it was getting pushed and pulled so 914 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:55,279 Speaker 4: incredibly violently. It was like a saw cutting the boat 915 00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:58,560 Speaker 4: in half. And the mask started to soar through the 916 00:43:58,640 --> 00:44:02,880 Speaker 4: deck of the boat. So I had in my mind, 917 00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:05,920 Speaker 4: like incredibly limited time to try and save the boat. 918 00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,839 Speaker 4: And I'm one thousand miles from land, three days from 919 00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:12,560 Speaker 4: help at a minimum freezing temperatures like you just before 920 00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:16,960 Speaker 4: snowstorms kind of temperature in a new storm coming through 921 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:17,319 Speaker 4: that night. 922 00:44:18,560 --> 00:44:21,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, fun times, And how on earth did you save 923 00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:21,680 Speaker 1: the boat? 924 00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:27,640 Speaker 4: It took me hours and hours, and it was honestly 925 00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:30,959 Speaker 4: one of the most terrifying experiences that I've ever gone through. 926 00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:33,239 Speaker 4: I wrote the book Facing Fear on it, and we've 927 00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:35,279 Speaker 4: got a film coming out called Ice Maiden. 928 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:35,920 Speaker 3: Which is this story. 929 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:41,080 Speaker 4: But about three hours into the emergency, I started going hypothermic, 930 00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:45,200 Speaker 4: and so I had been completely dosed in my base layers. 931 00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:47,680 Speaker 4: I put wet weather gear on top, but I was 932 00:44:47,680 --> 00:44:51,080 Speaker 4: then crawling around on the deck in freezing conditions, in 933 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:55,680 Speaker 4: strong winds, soaking wet for hours, and so I started 934 00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:58,680 Speaker 4: to lose the ability to kind of bend my hand. 935 00:44:58,760 --> 00:45:00,680 Speaker 3: I had to look at my hand to tools to 936 00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:01,600 Speaker 3: know that it was shut. 937 00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:05,279 Speaker 4: Like I had no sensations left, and I started going 938 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,640 Speaker 4: into brain fog, quite heavy brain fog. And a lot 939 00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:11,200 Speaker 4: of my preparation had been risk management and identifying signs 940 00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:13,960 Speaker 4: and symptoms, things like hypothermia, how to treat it, and 941 00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:14,400 Speaker 4: all of that. 942 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:17,439 Speaker 3: So I knew I was running out of time. 943 00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:20,280 Speaker 4: And at this point, that soaring effect of the mass 944 00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:23,919 Speaker 4: with these six to eight meter waves coming through, had 945 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:28,440 Speaker 4: cut like a pretty large kind of dinner plate size 946 00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:32,000 Speaker 4: platter size hole in the boat, and it had gone 947 00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:33,880 Speaker 4: all the way through the deck now and it was 948 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:35,920 Speaker 4: just working on the hull, which meant it was going 949 00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:38,360 Speaker 4: to speed up because it was much easier section to 950 00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:39,359 Speaker 4: kind of cut through. 951 00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:41,520 Speaker 3: And so I. 952 00:45:43,040 --> 00:45:46,279 Speaker 4: Knew that time was incredibly limited. I had disconnected the 953 00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,400 Speaker 4: back piece of rigging and one of the forward pieces, 954 00:45:49,440 --> 00:45:51,799 Speaker 4: but the next piece was the very very front piece 955 00:45:51,840 --> 00:45:55,000 Speaker 4: of rigging, and I had tried bolt cutters, I'd tried 956 00:45:55,040 --> 00:45:57,880 Speaker 4: all the other tools. The easiest solution to me in 957 00:45:57,880 --> 00:46:00,760 Speaker 4: that scenario was to physically knock it out the joining 958 00:46:00,800 --> 00:46:04,120 Speaker 4: pins and separate the mast manually rather than trying to 959 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,960 Speaker 4: cut it because it was just too thick and the 960 00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:08,360 Speaker 4: gear I had wasn't working. 961 00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:11,480 Speaker 3: And also like you're not on a stable platform. 962 00:46:11,719 --> 00:46:14,680 Speaker 4: The boat's like getting tossed left and right, left and right, 963 00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:17,200 Speaker 4: like you know, and every time these waves break, because 964 00:46:17,239 --> 00:46:20,080 Speaker 4: I'm now an anchored vessel in these storms. 965 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:21,759 Speaker 3: The wave will hit the hull of the boat, throw 966 00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:22,280 Speaker 3: the boat. 967 00:46:22,080 --> 00:46:25,000 Speaker 4: About fifty meters sideways, and then all that white water 968 00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:28,120 Speaker 4: goes right over the boat. So I'm submerged up to 969 00:46:28,160 --> 00:46:31,759 Speaker 4: my neck in whitewater like every thirty seconds with these impacts, 970 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:34,040 Speaker 4: trying to hold onto tools, trying not to get ripped 971 00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:35,719 Speaker 4: off the boat, and it's dark. 972 00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:37,480 Speaker 3: You go only got your head torched. Like it's just 973 00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:39,000 Speaker 3: an impossible. 974 00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:42,960 Speaker 4: Kind of scenario and something, Yeah, I wouldn't want my 975 00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:44,000 Speaker 4: worst enemy. 976 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:45,640 Speaker 1: To go through. Did you think that you were going 977 00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:46,040 Speaker 1: to die? 978 00:46:46,280 --> 00:46:46,440 Speaker 5: Oh? 979 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:50,400 Speaker 3: Yes, yeah I had to. When I looked at the 980 00:46:50,440 --> 00:46:51,719 Speaker 3: four stay wire, which is that. 981 00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:54,279 Speaker 4: Forward one that I was talking about the way it 982 00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:58,080 Speaker 4: had broken, or the way the mast had broken. It 983 00:46:58,080 --> 00:47:00,840 Speaker 4: had bent over and it had this thing called a 984 00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:03,560 Speaker 4: furling drum on the bottom of it, and that drum 985 00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:07,799 Speaker 4: was blocking my access to this wire. And I had 986 00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,799 Speaker 4: two options at the time. One was to take my screwdriver, 987 00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,759 Speaker 4: wedge my arm like kind of under the drum, put 988 00:47:13,800 --> 00:47:15,719 Speaker 4: the fitting in, and then like hug it and like 989 00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:17,480 Speaker 4: wrap my arm around the other side and bash it 990 00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:20,480 Speaker 4: out that way. But the minute I let that go, 991 00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:22,960 Speaker 4: it's gonna whip around the boat like a snake like 992 00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:23,799 Speaker 4: it's gonna. 993 00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:27,080 Speaker 3: Be and it's heavy metal, so it will crack a rib. 994 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:30,560 Speaker 4: Break an arm otherwise injure me to a point where 995 00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:33,200 Speaker 4: I couldn't save the rest of the boat. The only 996 00:47:33,239 --> 00:47:36,239 Speaker 4: other choice I could see at that time was to 997 00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:39,719 Speaker 4: physically climb over the bow rails and sit down on 998 00:47:39,800 --> 00:47:43,399 Speaker 4: something called the bow sprit. These racing yachts you often 999 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:44,440 Speaker 4: see that the. 1000 00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:46,840 Speaker 3: Stick out the front that fly the big sails off. Yeah, 1001 00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:49,000 Speaker 3: and it's I had to climb over the rails and 1002 00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:51,920 Speaker 3: sit down on that again six to eight meters ways. 1003 00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:55,239 Speaker 4: I'm not even holding on like well on the boat 1004 00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:58,279 Speaker 4: inside the safety rails that are still existing, like let 1005 00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:00,440 Speaker 4: alone being out there with nothing to hold on to, 1006 00:48:01,640 --> 00:48:04,040 Speaker 4: ripping on a stick out the front of a boat 1007 00:48:04,080 --> 00:48:07,319 Speaker 4: in six a sas like it's just insanity. And so 1008 00:48:07,560 --> 00:48:09,560 Speaker 4: I knew if I was going to do that that 1009 00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:11,920 Speaker 4: I had to tell somebody, And so I called my 1010 00:48:12,000 --> 00:48:14,840 Speaker 4: shore manager up, Jeff, and he's this amazing volunteer of 1011 00:48:14,880 --> 00:48:17,319 Speaker 4: mine and almost part like, you know, part of the 1012 00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:20,759 Speaker 4: family now. And it was three am at the time 1013 00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:23,360 Speaker 4: I issued the call to just let people know that I 1014 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:26,560 Speaker 4: had dismastered and that I was in a pampan situation, 1015 00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:29,920 Speaker 4: and a pampan's one step below a may day. So 1016 00:48:29,960 --> 00:48:31,880 Speaker 4: he was all on high alert. The whole team was 1017 00:48:31,920 --> 00:48:34,279 Speaker 4: on high alert. Mum was away, everyone knew about it, 1018 00:48:35,080 --> 00:48:37,439 Speaker 4: but they were waiting for updates. And so I called 1019 00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:40,880 Speaker 4: Jeff up and I said, I've disconnected the backstay and 1020 00:48:40,920 --> 00:48:43,200 Speaker 4: the inner force day, but I have to climb out 1021 00:48:43,200 --> 00:48:46,280 Speaker 4: on the bowsprit to disconnect the force A wire. 1022 00:48:46,640 --> 00:48:49,719 Speaker 3: And he's like, oh, oh okay, because initially he was 1023 00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:51,920 Speaker 3: all very much like keep going, like all of us 1024 00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:53,799 Speaker 3: Chelia's behind you, like, just keep at it, He'll be. 1025 00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:56,920 Speaker 4: Fine, like, you know, very positive, and as soon as 1026 00:48:56,920 --> 00:48:58,759 Speaker 4: I said I had to climb over that safety rail, 1027 00:48:58,840 --> 00:49:02,800 Speaker 4: he was like, ah, okay, I understand, wow, And then 1028 00:49:02,920 --> 00:49:04,759 Speaker 4: I had to say to him, I still tear up 1029 00:49:04,760 --> 00:49:07,760 Speaker 4: telling this. I had to say to him, if my PLB, 1030 00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:11,400 Speaker 4: my personal location beacon on my life jacket is activated, 1031 00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:12,720 Speaker 4: is because I'm washed. 1032 00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:14,040 Speaker 3: Off the boat and I'm in the ocean. 1033 00:49:14,440 --> 00:49:17,360 Speaker 4: Don't come and get me like It's the only way 1034 00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:19,480 Speaker 4: I could say goodbye or give them some kind of 1035 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:22,319 Speaker 4: answer as to what happened that night and to why 1036 00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:23,279 Speaker 4: I wasn't coming home. 1037 00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:26,600 Speaker 3: So yeah, fun times? 1038 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:29,080 Speaker 1: What did so much more? What did he say back 1039 00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:29,399 Speaker 1: to that? 1040 00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:30,560 Speaker 3: Pat it? 1041 00:49:30,880 --> 00:49:32,840 Speaker 1: What did What was his response when you said that 1042 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:33,239 Speaker 1: to him? 1043 00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:37,640 Speaker 4: He said, Okay, I understand, I understand, and then he 1044 00:49:37,719 --> 00:49:40,239 Speaker 4: started trying to ask another question to get more situational 1045 00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:42,560 Speaker 4: awareness of the scenario, and out instead, I've. 1046 00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:43,799 Speaker 3: Got no time. I've got no time. And I hung 1047 00:49:43,880 --> 00:49:44,879 Speaker 3: up and I. 1048 00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:50,000 Speaker 4: Left, and I at that point was getting blackouts. I 1049 00:49:50,200 --> 00:49:54,640 Speaker 4: was shaking uncontroller it had been shaking uncontrollably for hours, 1050 00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:59,200 Speaker 4: and I physically was losing that ability to save myself. 1051 00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:02,719 Speaker 4: And I knew if I abandoned the boat because it 1052 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,239 Speaker 4: sank and I hopped in a life raft that night, 1053 00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:08,120 Speaker 4: I wasn't coming home, that a life rafter was never 1054 00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:08,719 Speaker 4: going to save me. 1055 00:50:08,719 --> 00:50:11,239 Speaker 3: In those conditions. It's not strong enough to save me 1056 00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:14,960 Speaker 3: in those conditions. And so I crawled back out and 1057 00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:16,640 Speaker 3: I got to the bow of the boat, and I 1058 00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:17,560 Speaker 3: got about. 1059 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:20,320 Speaker 4: Two meters from the front of the boat, and I 1060 00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:25,040 Speaker 4: just froze. I froze for like twenty minutes out there, 1061 00:50:25,080 --> 00:50:28,799 Speaker 4: Like I couldn't force myself to make that conscious choice 1062 00:50:29,160 --> 00:50:32,360 Speaker 4: to kill myself to give myself half a shot of surviving. 1063 00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:35,720 Speaker 4: Does that make sense? Like I knew if I stayed, 1064 00:50:35,760 --> 00:50:37,120 Speaker 4: if I didn't go out there, the boat. 1065 00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:39,320 Speaker 3: Would sink and I would die. But if I went out. 1066 00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:42,360 Speaker 4: There, instead of it being maybe sometime tonight, it was 1067 00:50:42,400 --> 00:50:44,280 Speaker 4: in the next five minutes, I might not be alive. 1068 00:50:45,239 --> 00:50:48,880 Speaker 3: Like it's just that severity of like it hitting home 1069 00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:51,239 Speaker 3: that I might not come back from this. 1070 00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:58,960 Speaker 1: How did you get how did you unfreeze? How did 1071 00:50:59,000 --> 00:51:00,000 Speaker 1: you get yourself moved? 1072 00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:04,960 Speaker 4: I you know, we've had lots of conversations with family 1073 00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:08,960 Speaker 4: and stuff before this around you know, maybe I won't 1074 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:11,600 Speaker 4: come home because the nature of the type of record 1075 00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:15,160 Speaker 4: it was is huge, and there is that risk that that. 1076 00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:17,520 Speaker 3: That one percent you can't control, that you can't plan for. 1077 00:51:18,160 --> 00:51:20,520 Speaker 4: And so we'd had those chats, but like the reality 1078 00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:25,760 Speaker 4: of living it is like entirely different. And I spend 1079 00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:28,160 Speaker 4: that time like every time these waves would hit, it 1080 00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:30,120 Speaker 4: would rip your legs out, drag you down the deck. 1081 00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:32,160 Speaker 3: You're hooking arms in the safety. 1082 00:51:31,920 --> 00:51:34,160 Speaker 4: Rails trying to stay on, and then you crawl forward 1083 00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:37,040 Speaker 4: again and I'd try and like slack myself up to go, 1084 00:51:37,960 --> 00:51:40,960 Speaker 4: and it was constantly this this like shouting in my 1085 00:51:41,040 --> 00:51:44,759 Speaker 4: head of just like just do it, like you don't 1086 00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:45,680 Speaker 4: have a choice, like. 1087 00:51:45,680 --> 00:51:48,480 Speaker 3: This is the choice, this is the only option. 1088 00:51:49,680 --> 00:51:54,120 Speaker 4: And I remember thinking through all the tools, the equipment, 1089 00:51:54,560 --> 00:51:58,080 Speaker 4: the scenario in its entirety, and going, Okay, is there 1090 00:51:58,120 --> 00:51:58,880 Speaker 4: something I haven't. 1091 00:51:58,640 --> 00:52:00,759 Speaker 3: Thought of yet? There are a piece of equipment I haven't 1092 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:03,200 Speaker 3: tried yet. Is there a better or a safer way. 1093 00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:05,520 Speaker 4: To do this that I'm not thinking of because I'm 1094 00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:08,640 Speaker 4: too involved in it. And so I really did take 1095 00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:11,600 Speaker 4: that time to try and look at the scenario, and 1096 00:52:11,719 --> 00:52:13,920 Speaker 4: after that I couldn't think of any other way to 1097 00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,120 Speaker 4: deal with it except going out there. 1098 00:52:16,120 --> 00:52:20,279 Speaker 3: That was the safest available option at the time. And 1099 00:52:21,920 --> 00:52:24,759 Speaker 3: after about twenty minutes, I just went I'm going to 1100 00:52:24,800 --> 00:52:25,000 Speaker 3: do it. 1101 00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:27,520 Speaker 4: I've just got to do it, Like there's staying here 1102 00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,440 Speaker 4: is just making it harder to do because I'm getting 1103 00:52:29,480 --> 00:52:32,840 Speaker 4: older and I'm you know, I'm going further in hypothermia. 1104 00:52:32,880 --> 00:52:36,399 Speaker 4: And so I just screamed at myself, just do it, 1105 00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:38,440 Speaker 4: and I jumped up, and I. 1106 00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:39,879 Speaker 3: Had bretethered over the. 1107 00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:42,120 Speaker 4: Rails in a way that if the railing was torn 1108 00:52:42,160 --> 00:52:43,960 Speaker 4: off when this piece of rigging went, because it was 1109 00:52:44,040 --> 00:52:47,680 Speaker 4: very likely it would rip the rails off, that it 1110 00:52:47,719 --> 00:52:50,239 Speaker 4: wouldn't take my tether with it and take me with it. 1111 00:52:51,280 --> 00:52:53,959 Speaker 4: But it also meant that if the rails were ripped off, 1112 00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:55,879 Speaker 4: I'd have nothing to hang on to out there. I'd 1113 00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:58,279 Speaker 4: be on a boat with nothing to hold on to. 1114 00:52:59,480 --> 00:53:01,920 Speaker 4: And climbed out and I sat down, and I initially 1115 00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:04,680 Speaker 4: thought that I could kind of lock my ankles under 1116 00:53:05,320 --> 00:53:06,560 Speaker 4: the bow of the boat. 1117 00:53:07,360 --> 00:53:10,319 Speaker 3: I'm really sure my legs weren't quite long enough. 1118 00:53:10,560 --> 00:53:12,480 Speaker 4: I wish I knew this before I climbed out there, 1119 00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:13,880 Speaker 4: but it was too late by that and I was 1120 00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:15,799 Speaker 4: committed and I sat down and I was there. 1121 00:53:15,920 --> 00:53:16,439 Speaker 3: That was it. 1122 00:53:17,560 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 4: So I was just holding on with my thighs, pinching 1123 00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:23,120 Speaker 4: up as much as I could. My left hand I 1124 00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:25,360 Speaker 4: held the screwdriver and the safety rail. 1125 00:53:25,560 --> 00:53:29,080 Speaker 3: That was like kind of buckled and twisted to the side, and. 1126 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:31,640 Speaker 4: The railing itself was only held on with four bolts 1127 00:53:31,640 --> 00:53:34,040 Speaker 4: that were half ripped through the deck. The other bits 1128 00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:37,960 Speaker 4: of rail have already torn off with the dismasting. And 1129 00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:40,719 Speaker 4: then my right hand I held the hammer, but the 1130 00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:42,759 Speaker 4: hammer was so thick that I couldn't get my hands 1131 00:53:42,800 --> 00:53:44,799 Speaker 4: around the rail at the same time. So I have 1132 00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:48,000 Speaker 4: one hand holding the boat, one hand holding the hammer, 1133 00:53:48,400 --> 00:53:52,480 Speaker 4: and these waves like you can't you can't see them 1134 00:53:52,680 --> 00:53:54,400 Speaker 4: coming because it's nighttime right. 1135 00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:58,040 Speaker 1: Like pitch pretty much. You got your head torch, carst. 1136 00:53:57,840 --> 00:53:59,839 Speaker 3: Stormy night, you got your glow of your swag. 1137 00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:02,160 Speaker 4: You've got so much water gett whipped around you that 1138 00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:04,800 Speaker 4: your torch is giving you maybe a meter of visibility. 1139 00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:06,520 Speaker 4: You can't even see past that because you just it's 1140 00:54:06,560 --> 00:54:08,200 Speaker 4: reflecting on all the light of the water. 1141 00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:11,480 Speaker 3: But you hear the break of the wave. You can 1142 00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:12,520 Speaker 3: hear it, and you. 1143 00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:15,040 Speaker 4: Can feel the boat start to climb as it goes 1144 00:54:15,160 --> 00:54:17,400 Speaker 4: up a wave, and it'll climb for a few seconds. 1145 00:54:17,480 --> 00:54:18,960 Speaker 3: This is yeah, I know, it's terrifying. 1146 00:54:19,840 --> 00:54:23,000 Speaker 4: And so we sort of climbed up the first wave. 1147 00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:25,839 Speaker 4: I heard the wave break, and as it breaks, like 1148 00:54:26,280 --> 00:54:28,799 Speaker 4: one square meter of white water is one ton of 1149 00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:30,280 Speaker 4: pressure being applied. 1150 00:54:31,239 --> 00:54:32,840 Speaker 1: That's a huge amount. 1151 00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:36,760 Speaker 4: Yes, So a sort of eight meter wave when it breaks, 1152 00:54:36,880 --> 00:54:39,720 Speaker 4: only the sort of top two meters or so will break. 1153 00:54:39,920 --> 00:54:41,839 Speaker 4: But then you have a wall of like a meter 1154 00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:43,960 Speaker 4: and a half white water running down the face of 1155 00:54:44,000 --> 00:54:46,840 Speaker 4: this mountain of a wave, and it'll hit the boat. 1156 00:54:47,120 --> 00:54:48,640 Speaker 4: And then when it hits the hull of the boat, 1157 00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:52,040 Speaker 4: it will throw my ten ton boat fifty. 1158 00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:53,640 Speaker 3: Meters sideway to the trough of the wave. 1159 00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:57,000 Speaker 4: And sometimes you get almost fully airborne when this happens, 1160 00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:59,680 Speaker 4: like the whole boat slam like a map truck kind 1161 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:01,640 Speaker 4: of hit you slams. 1162 00:55:01,200 --> 00:55:03,960 Speaker 3: Into the hull, throws the whole boat sideways. 1163 00:55:04,360 --> 00:55:07,840 Speaker 4: I had gripped the rail and I'd hooked my elbow 1164 00:55:08,160 --> 00:55:11,439 Speaker 4: with the hammer, and I'd hugged the boat as tight 1165 00:55:11,520 --> 00:55:14,600 Speaker 4: as i could, making myself as small as possible. And 1166 00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:17,240 Speaker 4: then when you hit the bottom of the wave, the trough, 1167 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,719 Speaker 4: it's like that cement, like it's that unbroken surface of water. 1168 00:55:20,800 --> 00:55:24,200 Speaker 4: So the whole boat will hit hard, go from you know, 1169 00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:27,799 Speaker 4: from the throw to nothing, and it's like slamming. 1170 00:55:27,480 --> 00:55:28,480 Speaker 3: Into that brick wall. 1171 00:55:28,920 --> 00:55:32,120 Speaker 4: And then the whitewater hits the boat and rolls over 1172 00:55:32,160 --> 00:55:35,480 Speaker 4: the top and so it'll hit us, throw us impact 1173 00:55:35,560 --> 00:55:38,480 Speaker 4: the bottom of the wave, and then you're submerged. And 1174 00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:41,080 Speaker 4: I was on the front of the boat, fully submerged, 1175 00:55:41,480 --> 00:55:44,560 Speaker 4: and I would just hang on and on the back 1176 00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:46,719 Speaker 4: of that wave. I would then have to let go, 1177 00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:49,960 Speaker 4: put my screwdriver in the fitting, get my hammer and 1178 00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:51,479 Speaker 4: try and knock that fitting out. 1179 00:55:51,800 --> 00:55:53,719 Speaker 3: And I honestly, I don't know how long I was 1180 00:55:53,719 --> 00:55:54,160 Speaker 3: out there for. 1181 00:55:54,520 --> 00:55:57,400 Speaker 4: I felt like a lifetime, but it was probably maybe 1182 00:55:57,400 --> 00:56:00,920 Speaker 4: ten minutes or something. But everyone of those waves was 1183 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:04,279 Speaker 4: just that moment of unknown, like, am I going to 1184 00:56:04,280 --> 00:56:05,239 Speaker 4: get through this next wave? 1185 00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:08,360 Speaker 1: And you are sitting with us here. 1186 00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:09,440 Speaker 3: Yes, get through it. 1187 00:56:10,200 --> 00:56:14,200 Speaker 1: You got through it, and you obviously was successful when 1188 00:56:14,200 --> 00:56:16,399 Speaker 1: you went out there and you ended up back in 1189 00:56:16,480 --> 00:56:19,000 Speaker 1: South Africa. You eventually made your way back to South Africa? 1190 00:56:19,080 --> 00:56:19,600 Speaker 1: Is that correct? 1191 00:56:19,760 --> 00:56:22,080 Speaker 4: Yes? I ended up runevoring with the container ship for 1192 00:56:22,200 --> 00:56:25,520 Speaker 4: fuel transfer. They collided with me, nearly sunk me a 1193 00:56:25,560 --> 00:56:26,080 Speaker 4: second time. 1194 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:26,920 Speaker 1: With you. 1195 00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:30,120 Speaker 4: Yes, a whole nother, big involved story, but yeah, they 1196 00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:33,000 Speaker 4: that was actually probably more traumatic to me than the dismasting. 1197 00:56:33,000 --> 00:56:36,080 Speaker 3: The dismasting was very reactive. Yeah, you didn't have. 1198 00:56:36,000 --> 00:56:38,319 Speaker 4: Time to deal with the emotional elements of it. At 1199 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,800 Speaker 4: the time, you just had to survive it. Whereas the 1200 00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:45,000 Speaker 4: container ship collision, my poor boat had already suffered so much. 1201 00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:48,280 Speaker 4: And then there's eighty six thousand ton container ships landing 1202 00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:51,880 Speaker 4: against the hull of the boat and the whole holes flexing. 1203 00:56:51,480 --> 00:56:52,120 Speaker 3: The wrong way. 1204 00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:54,080 Speaker 4: And there's this one moment where I was trying to 1205 00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:55,839 Speaker 4: get out from under the ship and the whole bow 1206 00:56:55,920 --> 00:56:58,480 Speaker 4: of my boat was sucked under the back of the 1207 00:56:58,560 --> 00:57:01,240 Speaker 4: ship as it lifted on way with half the propeller 1208 00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:03,080 Speaker 4: out of the water. And it was just like one 1209 00:57:03,120 --> 00:57:06,520 Speaker 4: of those moments where you're watching disaster but you can't 1210 00:57:06,560 --> 00:57:09,360 Speaker 4: control it. It's like slow motion and I'm just watching 1211 00:57:09,360 --> 00:57:13,000 Speaker 4: this shit just slowly fall towards my boat and I 1212 00:57:13,320 --> 00:57:16,800 Speaker 4: got clear by like millimeters. But yeah, that was a 1213 00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:20,920 Speaker 4: whole nother twelve hour emergency scenario. And then when I 1214 00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:24,120 Speaker 4: finally got fuel off this ship because they didn't speak 1215 00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:26,320 Speaker 4: any English, which was one of the big problems with 1216 00:57:26,360 --> 00:57:30,840 Speaker 4: that scenario, I ended up opening the gerring cans that 1217 00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:32,720 Speaker 4: they gave me and the fuel was black in color, 1218 00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:36,000 Speaker 4: as I didn't know if it would work in the engine. 1219 00:57:36,040 --> 00:57:39,040 Speaker 4: After you know, the now extensive damage to the other 1220 00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:43,120 Speaker 4: side of the boat that wasn't already damaged before, and 1221 00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:46,560 Speaker 4: so I ended up building a new mast with the boom. 1222 00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:50,320 Speaker 4: So I lost in the dismassing my mast itself, all 1223 00:57:50,320 --> 00:57:51,920 Speaker 4: the sails that were attached to it and all the 1224 00:57:52,000 --> 00:57:54,680 Speaker 4: rigging wire attached to it were lost in the Southern Ocean. 1225 00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:56,960 Speaker 4: But the only thing I'd been able to salvage was 1226 00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:59,360 Speaker 4: the boom, which is the horizontal piece of rigging that 1227 00:57:59,440 --> 00:58:04,120 Speaker 4: the mainstyle flies off. And so I spent two days 1228 00:58:04,160 --> 00:58:06,080 Speaker 4: and I built a new mast with that with the 1229 00:58:06,080 --> 00:58:08,760 Speaker 4: debris on the boat, and then motorsailed to Cape Town. 1230 00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:15,000 Speaker 1: Ho no, okay, And I'm because I'm conscious of time, 1231 00:58:15,080 --> 00:58:15,840 Speaker 1: because there's. 1232 00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:17,520 Speaker 3: So many more elements of that. 1233 00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:20,680 Speaker 1: You got there and repaired it. 1234 00:58:21,520 --> 00:58:26,560 Speaker 4: I got to Cape Town pretty broken and was able 1235 00:58:26,680 --> 00:58:32,600 Speaker 4: with a combination of sponsors, some insurance money, and donations 1236 00:58:32,640 --> 00:58:34,880 Speaker 4: from the public. I had about forty thousand in donations 1237 00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:38,160 Speaker 4: from just general people that wanted to support. And I 1238 00:58:38,200 --> 00:58:40,120 Speaker 4: found a secondhand mask that had been sitting in a 1239 00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:43,120 Speaker 4: shed in Capetown for fifteen years that was two meters 1240 00:58:43,120 --> 00:58:44,920 Speaker 4: shorter than my old masks, and I bought it for 1241 00:58:44,960 --> 00:58:47,760 Speaker 4: five thousand Australian whacked it in the boat, did a 1242 00:58:47,800 --> 00:58:50,200 Speaker 4: three hour test sale, and two months later I left 1243 00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:51,240 Speaker 4: to go again. 1244 00:58:52,160 --> 00:58:56,960 Speaker 1: I yeah, how did you conquer the fear of going again? 1245 00:58:57,120 --> 00:59:01,240 Speaker 1: After that level of trauma out there on multiple occasions, I. 1246 00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:05,440 Speaker 4: Didn't realize that I was traumatized, right, I didn't have 1247 00:59:05,480 --> 00:59:09,760 Speaker 4: time to process that, and I hadn't processed it. I 1248 00:59:10,320 --> 00:59:16,320 Speaker 4: reached Cape Town absolutely lost and just feeling like depressed 1249 00:59:16,440 --> 00:59:20,000 Speaker 4: and like not motivated to do anything. And it wasn't 1250 00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:23,680 Speaker 4: until the idea of sailing back to where I dismastered, 1251 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:27,440 Speaker 4: crossing back onto the track and then finishing the record 1252 00:59:27,520 --> 00:59:30,200 Speaker 4: but doing it with one stop came into play that 1253 00:59:30,280 --> 00:59:33,240 Speaker 4: I actually started to feel motivated and excited. 1254 00:59:34,040 --> 00:59:35,880 Speaker 3: And I guess, like, you've got to kind of. 1255 00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:38,680 Speaker 4: Put it in perspective to in the sense of the 1256 00:59:38,720 --> 00:59:42,120 Speaker 4: playing field, being a female at like sportsperson in this 1257 00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:44,440 Speaker 4: zone compared to a male. 1258 00:59:44,320 --> 00:59:45,760 Speaker 3: Sportsperson in the zone. 1259 00:59:46,400 --> 00:59:49,720 Speaker 4: As my first big project, if I go out and fail, 1260 00:59:49,960 --> 00:59:52,960 Speaker 4: I will never have another project, simple as that, you 1261 00:59:53,000 --> 00:59:54,200 Speaker 4: won't get the funding again. 1262 00:59:54,400 --> 00:59:55,760 Speaker 3: Guys can fail multiple times. 1263 00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:58,400 Speaker 4: Girls we don't get the choice, especially at the beginning, 1264 01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:02,400 Speaker 4: and so I felt like I'd lost any chance of 1265 01:00:02,520 --> 01:00:05,800 Speaker 4: future adventure. Like I felt like the entire world of 1266 01:00:06,040 --> 01:00:08,600 Speaker 4: Ocean Saltine was gone to me in that moment because 1267 01:00:08,600 --> 01:00:12,120 Speaker 4: of the dismassing. But once I decided that I would 1268 01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:14,960 Speaker 4: go back and finish it with one stop, I just 1269 01:00:15,160 --> 01:00:17,600 Speaker 4: was solely focused on that. And it wasn't until I 1270 01:00:17,840 --> 01:00:22,280 Speaker 4: left that the realities of you know, post traumatic stress 1271 01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:24,200 Speaker 4: and all of that like came into play. 1272 01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:29,240 Speaker 1: Whoa, yeah, it's yeah, wow, Okay, so you were and 1273 01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:32,120 Speaker 1: you were able to do it, and then you actually 1274 01:00:32,200 --> 01:00:32,760 Speaker 1: did it again. 1275 01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:35,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, because I'm glutton for punishment, and. 1276 01:00:35,600 --> 01:00:37,960 Speaker 1: That time you did it with no stops. 1277 01:00:38,400 --> 01:00:38,680 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1278 01:00:38,720 --> 01:00:42,080 Speaker 4: So I officially in twenty seventeen became the first woman 1279 01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:47,160 Speaker 4: with one stop m hmm. And I then knew I 1280 01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:49,919 Speaker 4: needed time and I always knew i'd do that record again. 1281 01:00:50,000 --> 01:00:52,120 Speaker 3: I had there was It was never a question for me. 1282 01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:52,920 Speaker 3: I hadn't. 1283 01:00:53,280 --> 01:00:55,200 Speaker 4: I had never gone into it with the intention of 1284 01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:57,320 Speaker 4: setting a women's record. I'd gone into it with the 1285 01:00:57,360 --> 01:00:59,960 Speaker 4: intention of becoming the best, yeah, and the fastest person. 1286 01:01:00,160 --> 01:01:03,280 Speaker 4: And I think that that's needed in this day and age. 1287 01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:06,000 Speaker 4: Even though I did get a women's record and that's 1288 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:07,760 Speaker 4: still achieved like a great achievement. 1289 01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:09,160 Speaker 3: It wasn't my goal. 1290 01:01:09,360 --> 01:01:13,720 Speaker 4: And so I actually the whole project was celebrated by people, 1291 01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:15,400 Speaker 4: but I felt like I'd failed. 1292 01:01:16,000 --> 01:01:18,760 Speaker 3: And so I knew I needed time to process. 1293 01:01:18,800 --> 01:01:21,400 Speaker 4: It was the writing of the book that actually really 1294 01:01:21,480 --> 01:01:23,920 Speaker 4: helped me, because I came back with like three hundred 1295 01:01:23,920 --> 01:01:27,280 Speaker 4: thousand bills and debt debt collectors chasing me, like so 1296 01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:31,960 Speaker 4: much financial stress from that project and no real way 1297 01:01:32,000 --> 01:01:36,840 Speaker 4: out that I just had to knuckle down, work hard 1298 01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:39,760 Speaker 4: do speaking to us. I didn't get any rest, recovery, 1299 01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:42,760 Speaker 4: any time for reflection until COVID hit and I had 1300 01:01:43,120 --> 01:01:44,040 Speaker 4: enough space. 1301 01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:47,240 Speaker 3: To write the book. Yeah, and it was so I 1302 01:01:47,280 --> 01:01:48,400 Speaker 3: did go and do other records. 1303 01:01:48,400 --> 01:01:50,760 Speaker 4: So I ran the first all female team in sixteen 1304 01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:53,320 Speaker 4: years to race the Sydney to hober Ran, a mental 1305 01:01:53,360 --> 01:01:57,960 Speaker 4: program for women in sailing. I did the Australia circumnavigation record, 1306 01:01:58,040 --> 01:01:59,440 Speaker 4: So that was twenty minutes sleep for. 1307 01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:03,360 Speaker 3: Fifty eight around Australia. Not okay, yeap, not okay exactly. 1308 01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:04,160 Speaker 3: It was really bad. 1309 01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:09,720 Speaker 4: And then COVID hit, So I had postponed a year. 1310 01:02:09,760 --> 01:02:12,400 Speaker 4: I'd already decided I was doing Antarctica again, but I 1311 01:02:12,480 --> 01:02:15,080 Speaker 4: postponed one year. At the beginning of COVID, and then 1312 01:02:15,080 --> 01:02:17,200 Speaker 4: in twenty twenty one, I thought, no, I'm just going 1313 01:02:17,280 --> 01:02:18,760 Speaker 4: to give it a go. I'll just start trying to 1314 01:02:18,800 --> 01:02:22,240 Speaker 4: raise sponsorship and Canva came on as a sporter really 1315 01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:25,040 Speaker 4: early and they were incredible and they funded quite a 1316 01:02:25,080 --> 01:02:29,280 Speaker 4: big chunk of the budget, and so I took the 1317 01:02:29,280 --> 01:02:31,560 Speaker 4: boat to Brisbane. We had a two week gap where 1318 01:02:31,560 --> 01:02:35,760 Speaker 4: the borders were opened between Sydney and Queensland, and I 1319 01:02:35,840 --> 01:02:37,720 Speaker 4: happened to sell the boat up and then the borders 1320 01:02:37,720 --> 01:02:40,040 Speaker 4: shut again and the second wave of COVID went through, 1321 01:02:40,560 --> 01:02:43,960 Speaker 4: and so I went into refit in Brisbane with the vessel, 1322 01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:47,919 Speaker 4: and the beginning of twenty twenty two I set off 1323 01:02:47,960 --> 01:02:52,000 Speaker 4: for the second record and broke the existing record by 1324 01:02:52,080 --> 01:02:55,520 Speaker 4: ten days and did it without stops. But it wasn't 1325 01:02:55,560 --> 01:02:56,880 Speaker 4: without challenges and effort. 1326 01:02:57,320 --> 01:02:58,120 Speaker 1: Absolutely. Yeah. 1327 01:02:58,160 --> 01:03:00,160 Speaker 3: The boat was slipped upside down three times on the 1328 01:03:00,240 --> 01:03:00,800 Speaker 3: last record. 1329 01:03:00,920 --> 01:03:02,560 Speaker 1: Whoa, whoa. 1330 01:03:02,640 --> 01:03:05,240 Speaker 4: The peak of the waves were fifteen meters on that project. 1331 01:03:05,440 --> 01:03:08,960 Speaker 4: So yeah, it's its own story or set of stories. 1332 01:03:09,080 --> 01:03:09,440 Speaker 3: Yeah. 1333 01:03:09,600 --> 01:03:12,320 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'd love to chat about your boat being called 1334 01:03:12,360 --> 01:03:16,760 Speaker 1: climate action. Now, yes, where did that? I imagine there's an 1335 01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:19,600 Speaker 1: element you talked about as a little kid. Sol the power. 1336 01:03:19,640 --> 01:03:21,480 Speaker 1: I imagine there's part of it from your upbringing. But 1337 01:03:21,480 --> 01:03:22,320 Speaker 1: where did that come from? 1338 01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:23,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely. 1339 01:03:23,400 --> 01:03:25,600 Speaker 4: I mean we were always taught to be respectful of 1340 01:03:25,680 --> 01:03:26,320 Speaker 4: the environment. 1341 01:03:27,520 --> 01:03:31,720 Speaker 3: I guess I didn't really understand. 1342 01:03:33,160 --> 01:03:36,480 Speaker 4: How bad it was, or at least when I started 1343 01:03:36,680 --> 01:03:43,120 Speaker 4: self educating around climate change and environmental impacts, I felt 1344 01:03:43,160 --> 01:03:47,640 Speaker 4: so overwhelmed by it that I did nothing. Yeah, and 1345 01:03:47,800 --> 01:03:51,000 Speaker 4: so I constantly had the idea of just one plastic bag, 1346 01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:52,200 Speaker 4: It's just one straw, it's. 1347 01:03:52,080 --> 01:03:54,280 Speaker 3: Just one this. And then I raced around the world. 1348 01:03:54,160 --> 01:03:57,240 Speaker 4: With the Clipper Race, and we saw so much pollution, 1349 01:03:57,480 --> 01:04:02,200 Speaker 4: like so much forty eight degrees south halfway from Cape 1350 01:04:02,240 --> 01:04:06,320 Speaker 4: Town to Australia, and styrophone boxes floating past in the 1351 01:04:06,360 --> 01:04:09,320 Speaker 4: middle of nowhere, so far from land, Like what's it 1352 01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:13,040 Speaker 4: doing out there? And we went up, you know, past 1353 01:04:13,120 --> 01:04:14,160 Speaker 4: China and. 1354 01:04:14,080 --> 01:04:16,080 Speaker 3: A lot of the islands there and across the North Pacific. 1355 01:04:16,480 --> 01:04:19,160 Speaker 4: There were sections of that voyage where we had to 1356 01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:20,560 Speaker 4: have a crew member on the bow of the boat 1357 01:04:20,560 --> 01:04:22,920 Speaker 4: physically pushing the rubbish out of the way of the 1358 01:04:22,920 --> 01:04:24,920 Speaker 4: boat so we could sail through because it was so 1359 01:04:25,000 --> 01:04:28,920 Speaker 4: much surface pollution. And so I started thinking, well, what 1360 01:04:28,920 --> 01:04:33,840 Speaker 4: can I do about it and why, you know, I 1361 01:04:33,920 --> 01:04:36,480 Speaker 4: was so overwhelmed, and I sort of always had that 1362 01:04:36,560 --> 01:04:39,080 Speaker 4: idea that I couldn't change things. Then I was like, 1363 01:04:39,120 --> 01:04:41,840 Speaker 4: but there's probably eight million people that have that idea 1364 01:04:41,960 --> 01:04:44,520 Speaker 4: that they can't change things, or eight billion people now. 1365 01:04:45,800 --> 01:04:48,000 Speaker 4: But if we can change that mindset and show people 1366 01:04:48,040 --> 01:04:51,880 Speaker 4: that every action matters, the little ones count to just 1367 01:04:51,960 --> 01:04:54,400 Speaker 4: as much as the big ones, and that everyone has 1368 01:04:54,400 --> 01:04:57,000 Speaker 4: the power to create change if they just take one action, 1369 01:04:57,520 --> 01:05:00,919 Speaker 4: then maybe collectively we can create this impact. And it's 1370 01:05:00,960 --> 01:05:05,720 Speaker 4: not necessarily global warming and climate change. It's not decarbonization conversations. 1371 01:05:05,760 --> 01:05:10,280 Speaker 4: It's the accumulation of everything. It's how we use plastic, 1372 01:05:10,360 --> 01:05:13,320 Speaker 4: how we have a throwaway society, how we spend our dollar, 1373 01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:15,480 Speaker 4: how we vote with our dollar. Every time we go 1374 01:05:15,560 --> 01:05:18,680 Speaker 4: to the shops and we buy something, we're choosing the 1375 01:05:18,720 --> 01:05:21,040 Speaker 4: sustainable option or the not and so we're. 1376 01:05:20,920 --> 01:05:24,240 Speaker 3: Choosing our future that we want. And so I launched. 1377 01:05:25,120 --> 01:05:27,240 Speaker 4: When I first bought the boat, were renamed her Climate 1378 01:05:27,280 --> 01:05:30,520 Speaker 4: Action Now, And that was in two thousand and sixteen. 1379 01:05:30,680 --> 01:05:31,080 Speaker 1: Wow. 1380 01:05:31,160 --> 01:05:32,880 Speaker 3: And that was back when you were still considered a 1381 01:05:32,920 --> 01:05:34,280 Speaker 3: tree hugger. If you had the word. 1382 01:05:34,120 --> 01:05:36,640 Speaker 4: Climate inedithic and all the deniers were out there in 1383 01:05:36,720 --> 01:05:39,320 Speaker 4: the world, was like, you know, saying climate change isn't real, 1384 01:05:40,560 --> 01:05:44,720 Speaker 4: and so I forcibly, I've intentionally changed the name to 1385 01:05:44,720 --> 01:05:47,920 Speaker 4: Climate Action Now to make the media use the words 1386 01:05:47,960 --> 01:05:52,320 Speaker 4: Climate Action Now clever. And every time I would do 1387 01:05:52,400 --> 01:05:56,360 Speaker 4: interviews around the record, it was hilarious because they would 1388 01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:59,240 Speaker 4: do everything possible to avoid saying the name of the boat. 1389 01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:01,240 Speaker 3: They'd be like, oh, you and your boat did it, and. 1390 01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:03,760 Speaker 4: I'd be like, yeah, Climate Action Now and they're like, yeah, no, 1391 01:06:03,920 --> 01:06:06,840 Speaker 4: the boat like and that edits it out in the 1392 01:06:06,880 --> 01:06:08,200 Speaker 4: final cup for a lot of it. 1393 01:06:09,080 --> 01:06:10,600 Speaker 3: If they asked me, like anything. 1394 01:06:10,280 --> 01:06:11,760 Speaker 4: Else you'd like to add, I'd be like, yes, the 1395 01:06:11,760 --> 01:06:14,120 Speaker 4: boat's called Climate Action Now and they'd be like, going, 1396 01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:15,640 Speaker 4: why does a she going hop This was what we 1397 01:06:15,640 --> 01:06:17,680 Speaker 4: were told not to talk about, like it was this 1398 01:06:17,760 --> 01:06:20,360 Speaker 4: whole to They're all focused on the female athlete side 1399 01:06:20,400 --> 01:06:22,360 Speaker 4: of things and not the sustainability. 1400 01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:25,640 Speaker 3: But the whole boat's covered in post it note messages. 1401 01:06:25,320 --> 01:06:27,160 Speaker 1: Yes, tell me about the post Yes. 1402 01:06:27,440 --> 01:06:33,000 Speaker 3: So she's multi colored. If anyone sees a photo somewhere, yeah, gorgeous. Yeah. 1403 01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:35,600 Speaker 4: And my sister Shelly and me designed that and Shelley 1404 01:06:35,640 --> 01:06:38,720 Speaker 4: made it up in the graphics sign program, and it's 1405 01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:42,440 Speaker 4: each one is a climate action initiative that someone in 1406 01:06:42,480 --> 01:06:45,160 Speaker 4: the world is already doing. So we physically went out 1407 01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:46,520 Speaker 4: and said, hey, can you give me a post it 1408 01:06:46,560 --> 01:06:48,520 Speaker 4: note of something you're doing to help the planet. And 1409 01:06:48,560 --> 01:06:50,160 Speaker 4: it's like I pick up rubbish, or I turn the 1410 01:06:50,200 --> 01:06:51,560 Speaker 4: lights off when I leave the room, or I turn 1411 01:06:51,600 --> 01:06:53,120 Speaker 4: the tap off when I brush my teeth, or it's 1412 01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:55,720 Speaker 4: you know, there's this one little girl and she's like, 1413 01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:58,280 Speaker 4: I pick up litter in the playground, and she was 1414 01:06:58,320 --> 01:06:59,840 Speaker 4: like six years old writing this as home. 1415 01:07:00,960 --> 01:07:03,040 Speaker 3: And so we then wrapped the whole hull of. 1416 01:07:03,000 --> 01:07:06,760 Speaker 4: The boat in thousands and thousands of communities actions, and 1417 01:07:06,840 --> 01:07:09,600 Speaker 4: it became a lot less about this solo girl sailing 1418 01:07:09,600 --> 01:07:13,400 Speaker 4: around Antarctica and more about me carrying that voice of change, 1419 01:07:13,520 --> 01:07:18,000 Speaker 4: voice of inspiration, voice of movement, and using the media 1420 01:07:18,080 --> 01:07:21,000 Speaker 4: coverage of the record to at night change and that 1421 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:23,920 Speaker 4: for me, is what it's all about. And on the 1422 01:07:23,960 --> 01:07:27,280 Speaker 4: second record, I took it another step further and we 1423 01:07:27,360 --> 01:07:30,560 Speaker 4: converted the sale locker of the boat into a laboratory 1424 01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:33,520 Speaker 4: at sea, and I did ocean health research the whole 1425 01:07:33,560 --> 01:07:38,080 Speaker 4: way around Antarctica, including microplastic sampling the entire way around 1426 01:07:38,520 --> 01:07:42,840 Speaker 4: and shockingly we found plastic in every single sample the 1427 01:07:43,040 --> 01:07:46,600 Speaker 4: entire way around Antarctica. Like it's in my mind, I'm like, 1428 01:07:46,680 --> 01:07:47,320 Speaker 4: how is that. 1429 01:07:47,160 --> 01:07:47,840 Speaker 1: It should not be? 1430 01:07:47,920 --> 01:07:50,120 Speaker 4: There's places like Point and the Emo where I'm closer 1431 01:07:50,160 --> 01:07:52,919 Speaker 4: to the astronauts in space than any human on any 1432 01:07:52,920 --> 01:07:56,120 Speaker 4: piece of land, and we stampled plastic out of the water. 1433 01:07:56,680 --> 01:08:01,680 Speaker 3: Like it's scary. It's terrifying. Yeah. So for me now it's. 1434 01:08:01,520 --> 01:08:05,600 Speaker 4: Around how can I continue to do projects that ignite 1435 01:08:05,720 --> 01:08:08,960 Speaker 4: and drive change. How can I make the world that 1436 01:08:09,000 --> 01:08:11,720 Speaker 4: I live in more impactful? And how can I leave 1437 01:08:11,760 --> 01:08:14,240 Speaker 4: a lasting effect that's going to really help our oceans? 1438 01:08:14,680 --> 01:08:17,040 Speaker 4: And so that's why I do something like the New 1439 01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:20,200 Speaker 4: Zealand Records, which I just did, and that's why I'm 1440 01:08:20,240 --> 01:08:21,840 Speaker 4: working on the next one, which is in the Arctic. 1441 01:08:22,080 --> 01:08:24,559 Speaker 1: Yes, can you give us? Can you give us a 1442 01:08:24,640 --> 01:08:28,519 Speaker 1: ninety second rundown of your next challenge? 1443 01:08:29,760 --> 01:08:33,120 Speaker 4: All right? Short version is I'm setting off or I'm 1444 01:08:33,320 --> 01:08:35,120 Speaker 4: just launching the project at the moment because I just 1445 01:08:35,120 --> 01:08:36,080 Speaker 4: finished the last one. 1446 01:08:36,240 --> 01:08:38,040 Speaker 3: But the goal is to become the. 1447 01:08:38,000 --> 01:08:41,360 Speaker 4: First person, not male or female, as a person in 1448 01:08:41,400 --> 01:08:44,800 Speaker 4: the world to sell solo NonStop and honestood around the 1449 01:08:44,880 --> 01:08:48,400 Speaker 4: Arctic Circle. It's something that's only possible because of climate change. 1450 01:08:48,439 --> 01:08:51,960 Speaker 4: It's also something that requires a very unique style vessel 1451 01:08:52,040 --> 01:08:55,200 Speaker 4: to be successful. And I didn't want to build another 1452 01:08:55,240 --> 01:08:58,880 Speaker 4: boat just to throw away boat. And so I've gone 1453 01:08:58,880 --> 01:09:01,120 Speaker 4: down the rabbit hole with my mind macroplastic research and 1454 01:09:01,160 --> 01:09:05,000 Speaker 4: ocean health research, and I've learned that we now have 1455 01:09:05,520 --> 01:09:09,920 Speaker 4: thirty five to forty million fiberglass boats worldwide reaching their. 1456 01:09:09,880 --> 01:09:10,960 Speaker 3: End of life now. 1457 01:09:12,320 --> 01:09:15,280 Speaker 4: For the last fifty years in productions, yet huge amount 1458 01:09:15,280 --> 01:09:17,920 Speaker 4: of boats, and on average, just out of Europe alone, 1459 01:09:18,040 --> 01:09:20,920 Speaker 4: one hundred thousand of those boats are anticipated that they're 1460 01:09:20,960 --> 01:09:24,880 Speaker 4: sunk or purposely abandoned up riverways in s trees every year. 1461 01:09:25,680 --> 01:09:28,400 Speaker 4: And so if you add that, multiply that around the world, 1462 01:09:28,760 --> 01:09:32,640 Speaker 4: how much pollution is entering the waterways. Fiberglass and epoxy 1463 01:09:32,920 --> 01:09:35,360 Speaker 4: is liquid plastic, that's all it is, So it all 1464 01:09:35,400 --> 01:09:38,160 Speaker 4: becomes microplastics in the end, it all becomes ocean pollutions. 1465 01:09:39,200 --> 01:09:42,880 Speaker 4: So there's another material called volcanic fiber. And so the 1466 01:09:42,920 --> 01:09:45,719 Speaker 4: goal is to raise enough money to fund the commercial 1467 01:09:45,760 --> 01:09:49,080 Speaker 4: required research to get volcanic fiber and bio rees and 1468 01:09:49,160 --> 01:09:53,080 Speaker 4: as a mainstream widely globally available material for boat construction, 1469 01:09:53,439 --> 01:09:55,639 Speaker 4: build a boat out of it, seal around the Arctic Circle, 1470 01:09:56,000 --> 01:09:59,640 Speaker 4: use the Arctic Record as the education platform the y 1471 01:10:00,200 --> 01:10:03,759 Speaker 4: and the storytell of that going out, and then lobby, 1472 01:10:04,560 --> 01:10:07,280 Speaker 4: you know, for policy changes across the globe in different countries. 1473 01:10:07,680 --> 01:10:09,439 Speaker 3: So that's the next few years of mother. 1474 01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:15,559 Speaker 1: Bah my goodness, you are insane, incredibly insane, but in 1475 01:10:15,640 --> 01:10:18,599 Speaker 1: that great way, all in all the good ways. Oh 1476 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:22,400 Speaker 1: my goodness, that's absolutely amazing. Thank you so much for 1477 01:10:22,439 --> 01:10:25,599 Speaker 1: your time today. It's been incredible to hear your story 1478 01:10:25,680 --> 01:10:29,599 Speaker 1: and the way that you have just really thrown yourself 1479 01:10:29,680 --> 01:10:32,680 Speaker 1: at these challenges. It's yeah, it's it's quite amazing, and 1480 01:10:32,720 --> 01:10:35,400 Speaker 1: I'm really thankful for your time and for your vulnerability today. 1481 01:10:35,520 --> 01:10:37,320 Speaker 3: Thank you, Thanks for having me on the show. 1482 01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:40,599 Speaker 1: Thanks so much for listening. If you got something out 1483 01:10:40,640 --> 01:10:43,080 Speaker 1: of this episode, I would absolutely love it if you 1484 01:10:43,080 --> 01:10:45,160 Speaker 1: could send it on to one person who you think 1485 01:10:45,320 --> 01:10:49,160 Speaker 1: might enjoy it. 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