1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,960 Speaker 1: Jersey and Amanda jam Nation married at First Site. You 2 00:00:04,000 --> 00:00:04,480 Speaker 1: know what I mean? 3 00:00:04,640 --> 00:00:08,000 Speaker 2: You said earlier that you had given up the myth 4 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:11,440 Speaker 2: and you weren't watching well, and then you watched The 5 00:00:11,440 --> 00:00:14,880 Speaker 2: Good Life with Felicity Kendall, a show from the nineteen seventies. 6 00:00:15,360 --> 00:00:17,639 Speaker 1: It was that was my Methodomee. I was trying to 7 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:18,320 Speaker 1: get off the meth. 8 00:00:18,640 --> 00:00:20,480 Speaker 2: Now you're admitting you weren't fully off the mat. 9 00:00:20,680 --> 00:00:22,680 Speaker 1: And then I went back into Merredithirst Sight. You know, 10 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:23,720 Speaker 1: I was chasing the dragon. 11 00:00:23,760 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 2: Aren't you chasing the street? 12 00:00:25,400 --> 00:00:26,680 Speaker 1: And then all of a sudden, I'm in the shooting 13 00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:28,000 Speaker 1: gallery and I'm going, what have I done? 14 00:00:28,080 --> 00:00:28,280 Speaker 3: Yeah? 15 00:00:28,360 --> 00:00:32,720 Speaker 1: I hate myself. Married at First Sight last night. And 16 00:00:32,760 --> 00:00:35,920 Speaker 1: there's this couple, Shannon, he's a personal trainer, and his 17 00:00:36,080 --> 00:00:38,600 Speaker 1: wife whose name escapes me, who I like. She's a 18 00:00:38,680 --> 00:00:41,400 Speaker 1: nice lady. But her eyes are always red? 19 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:42,360 Speaker 2: Is it Caitlyn? 20 00:00:42,560 --> 00:00:43,000 Speaker 1: Caitlyn? 21 00:00:43,280 --> 00:00:43,840 Speaker 2: Why her eyes? 22 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:45,280 Speaker 1: Because she's always crying? 23 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:46,320 Speaker 2: And why is she crying? 24 00:00:46,360 --> 00:00:49,640 Speaker 1: Because he says terrible things like this, The attraction's loaf. 25 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:54,240 Speaker 3: You are a good looking girl, just note in my eyes. 26 00:00:55,200 --> 00:00:56,880 Speaker 3: And I thought you were going to come down that aisle, 27 00:00:57,040 --> 00:01:03,240 Speaker 3: yeah and completely blow me away because I'm honestly, those 28 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:06,360 Speaker 3: things that I was saying about X whatever, I wouldn't 29 00:01:06,360 --> 00:01:09,120 Speaker 3: have even contemplated of saying now, I just would have 30 00:01:09,280 --> 00:01:10,080 Speaker 3: just cut it. 31 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:13,480 Speaker 2: So what you're saying is you were hoping that you'd 32 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:16,000 Speaker 2: see someone who'd make you cut things with your ex instantly, 33 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:19,640 Speaker 2: and you didn't, and that's why that happened. 34 00:01:28,200 --> 00:01:30,560 Speaker 1: So I think that silence speaks for him. 35 00:01:30,800 --> 00:01:34,080 Speaker 2: So he said to her, a good looking girl, but 36 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:36,400 Speaker 2: not in my eyes, and then said, if you were 37 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:39,000 Speaker 2: more attractive, I wouldn't be going back with my ex. 38 00:01:39,200 --> 00:01:40,479 Speaker 1: It's your fault, her fault. 39 00:01:40,520 --> 00:01:42,880 Speaker 2: I'm back with my X because you're not more attractive. 40 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:44,720 Speaker 1: Should be unattractive. 41 00:01:44,760 --> 00:01:46,920 Speaker 2: How do people deal with this? Because these even though 42 00:01:46,959 --> 00:01:48,680 Speaker 2: they've gone on a TV show and we make fun 43 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:52,720 Speaker 2: of them all wanting to be Instagram heroes, these are 44 00:01:52,760 --> 00:01:55,640 Speaker 2: real people and these are real emotions. And as a country, 45 00:01:55,680 --> 00:01:59,400 Speaker 2: watching these things that are said about her appearance, something 46 00:01:59,400 --> 00:02:01,680 Speaker 2: can be said about your appearance that you never ever 47 00:02:01,840 --> 00:02:04,080 Speaker 2: ever get over. I auditioned for a TV show, a 48 00:02:04,160 --> 00:02:07,600 Speaker 2: kid's TV show, Simon Townsen's Wonder World YEP forty years ago, 49 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:11,800 Speaker 2: and I was a researcher there and I knew everyone, 50 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:13,960 Speaker 2: and I loved the show and it was great, and 51 00:02:13,960 --> 00:02:16,720 Speaker 2: I was a very good researcher there, and I auditioned 52 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:19,200 Speaker 2: to be a reporter. We had to do we had 53 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:20,920 Speaker 2: to wear pants so they could see the shape of 54 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:23,640 Speaker 2: our bodies, and we had to do star jumps like 55 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:26,160 Speaker 2: the Rank and Sisters and jump up and down. And 56 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:30,239 Speaker 2: I was told by a top executive that got back 57 00:02:30,240 --> 00:02:32,120 Speaker 2: to me that I was too broad. Across the Beam, 58 00:02:32,280 --> 00:02:35,359 Speaker 2: Brought Across the Beam. I was in my early twenties, 59 00:02:36,440 --> 00:02:41,120 Speaker 2: and that killed me. That stuck with me for ye years. 60 00:02:41,160 --> 00:02:44,320 Speaker 1: I brought across the beam. This is a kids show. 61 00:02:44,720 --> 00:02:47,040 Speaker 2: It was a show that had Jonathan Coleman that was 62 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:51,280 Speaker 2: you know, this is a show that should be promoting personality, 63 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:56,359 Speaker 2: sure and character. But that's And also the following year, 64 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:58,239 Speaker 2: they phoned me said we really want you on the show. 65 00:02:58,240 --> 00:02:59,959 Speaker 2: I think we really need you, and it's been said 66 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:03,320 Speaker 2: by Simon himself. I really wish we'd hide you. But 67 00:03:03,400 --> 00:03:06,919 Speaker 2: at the time, that just stabbed me in the heart. 68 00:03:07,440 --> 00:03:09,919 Speaker 1: You won't go for the role of Woodrow. I couldn't 69 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:10,480 Speaker 1: have got that one. 70 00:03:10,520 --> 00:03:16,480 Speaker 2: Maybe my salivary glands weren't up for it. It still stings, 71 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:19,200 Speaker 2: but it's not it's not about it's not about whether 72 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,880 Speaker 2: I was or wasn't. It's about not getting a job 73 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:26,160 Speaker 2: because of it and being told it. It just stings. 74 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:29,200 Speaker 2: So these things are said, it doesn't matter how old 75 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:31,000 Speaker 2: you are, you still think about them.