WEBVTT - FLYING LOTUS TALKS TO PEOPLE AS A GECKO

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<v Speaker 1>Flying Lotus.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello.

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<v Speaker 1>What has been the most persistent thought on your mind lately?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, that's a good question. I think the most persistent

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<v Speaker 3>thought on my mind lately is is, Yeah, I guess

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<v Speaker 3>how to take care of my home.

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<v Speaker 1>How have you been taking care of your home?

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<v Speaker 2>Not very well?

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<v Speaker 3>I think the past couple of years I kind of

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<v Speaker 3>let some things go around the house, and I'm paying

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<v Speaker 3>for it a lot this year, literally paying a lot

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<v Speaker 3>for it. So yeah, I've just been I've been thinking

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<v Speaker 3>about how to improve my home a lot lately.

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<v Speaker 2>That's been really persistent in my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>What thing about what aspect of your home are you

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<v Speaker 1>the most excited to improve?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Good question. The exciting thing to improve? Well, I have

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<v Speaker 3>a retaining wall that fell.

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<v Speaker 1>Are there any parts of your house you're afraid to

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<v Speaker 1>go near because you're like, I don't know what that

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<v Speaker 1>looks like. I'm in fear of that.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, there's so many parts of my house or Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>it's like kind of like a horror movie in there.

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<v Speaker 3>I think I think it is possibly haunted. It's a

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<v Speaker 3>house from the thirties. It looks like a horror like

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<v Speaker 3>a blumhouse house. It looks like some blumhouse ship where

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<v Speaker 3>I live for sure, but I love it. I moved

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<v Speaker 3>into a hanted house on purpose. I'm like that kind

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<v Speaker 3>of person.

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<v Speaker 1>You moved into a hont house on purpose. So we

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<v Speaker 1>were talking before we started rolling, and you told me

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<v Speaker 1>that you've been listening to like like UFO podcast podcasts. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and is that that's kind of like up your alley.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well for several reasons.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>One, yeah, there's a very specific reason. But uh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I've been really into this stuff lately, ever since that uh,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, David Grush came forward like a couple.

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<v Speaker 1>Said the guy who said that UFOs were real basically, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like Area fifty one or something.

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<v Speaker 3>That was lou Elizondo. Yeah that was recent. Yeah, that

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<v Speaker 3>was more recent. But I've been following it and just

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<v Speaker 3>I find itself fascinating that, you know, we're in a

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<v Speaker 3>place where you know, we're having we're having a UAP

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<v Speaker 3>hearing next week about this stuff. There's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>one of the biggest hearings about it ever.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you want to meet aliens? Yeah, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if I want. I mean, I want

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<v Speaker 3>to see something. I want to see something and know

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<v Speaker 3>for sure I definitely believe there's something else going on.

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<v Speaker 3>But is it all aliens? I don't know about that.

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<v Speaker 3>I think there's a lot of this stuff is like

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<v Speaker 3>secret technologies that are being hidden from us, maybe for

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<v Speaker 3>good reason.

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<v Speaker 1>I was trying to find like interviews of you and

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<v Speaker 1>like podcasts and stuff while I was set everything up

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<v Speaker 1>that I could, I could listen to. And I listened

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<v Speaker 1>to one where you talked to about uh being Like,

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<v Speaker 1>I forgive me if I'd not remember this correct, but

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<v Speaker 1>you were like visited by some like shadow Creek shadowing.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh wow, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and that like jump start that jump started.

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<v Speaker 2>Like yeah, the paranormal for me.

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<v Speaker 1>The paranormal or did that I think you said that

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<v Speaker 1>jump started something artistically for you.

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<v Speaker 2>Ah well, it just it was one of those things.

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<v Speaker 3>It just blew me away, man, And I was I was,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I was a kid who maybe like fifteen

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<v Speaker 3>sixteen or.

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<v Speaker 2>Something like that.

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't even smoking weed or anything at the time,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, So it was like a real sober experience

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<v Speaker 3>to have to happen to me. Where I woke up

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<v Speaker 3>and I I saw a shadow person, like a silhouette

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<v Speaker 3>type shadow person sitting in my chair, the chair was

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<v Speaker 3>facing the bed.

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<v Speaker 2>Why would the chair be facing the bed. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>The thing saw me see it? Oh shit, like God

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<v Speaker 3>ran out the room like no what, I so.

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<v Speaker 4>What do you?

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<v Speaker 3>What?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you? What do you think that was?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I think for so long I just told myself it's

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<v Speaker 3>just like residual dream stuff that you bring into this world.

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<v Speaker 3>But people have reported this for so long and I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know, and maybe there's something to it.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you believe not? Like you, everyone hopes that paranormal

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<v Speaker 1>that like outer world beings that will come to visit us,

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<v Speaker 1>are are going to be uh chill and have peaceful intentions.

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<v Speaker 1>But do you think that is the case or do

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<v Speaker 1>you think they will, as we have done to the

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<v Speaker 1>other creatures on our universe, fuck their ship up.

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<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't be surprised.

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<v Speaker 3>But at the same time, if you look at the

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<v Speaker 3>track record right of their you know, the the sightings

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<v Speaker 3>that we've had here with the military, they've all said

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<v Speaker 3>kind of the opposite. It's like they've diffused nukes, they've

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<v Speaker 3>you know, shut down weapon systems and stuff. It seems

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<v Speaker 3>like they're demonstrating that they're like wait, a minute. Now,

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<v Speaker 3>y'all ain't got nothing in control. We can do this

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<v Speaker 3>and if we wanted to, we would, but it never

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<v Speaker 3>seems like a hostile thing. There was this they just

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<v Speaker 3>the Pentagon just reported there about these drones that were

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<v Speaker 3>flying around an airport last year and we don't know

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<v Speaker 3>what kind of drone they were, Like, yeah, we don't

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<v Speaker 3>know what these things are, but we didn't shoot them

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<v Speaker 3>down because they weren't hostile. So, you know, maybe maybe

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<v Speaker 3>they're not out to do anything but show us, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>give us something to worship or something. Who knows, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe they're they're the angels.

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<v Speaker 1>And when you're I don't know if you're actively doing

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<v Speaker 1>research on UFOs every day, but like when when you were,

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<v Speaker 1>we all get stuck in like internet rabbit holes. Rabbit

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<v Speaker 1>hole when you're in a when you're in a rabbit

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<v Speaker 1>hole and you're reading about like UFOs and like the

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<v Speaker 1>beyond the are you are you reading it like ooh

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<v Speaker 1>that's exciting, that's interesting, that, Oh that could be quick,

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<v Speaker 1>could be nice or are you reading it like oh, no,

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<v Speaker 1>like is are do you do you asso see these with?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you sso see these rabbit holes with like anxious

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<v Speaker 1>feelings or like feelings of like excitement and wonder.

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<v Speaker 2>I find.

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<v Speaker 3>There was a moment there where I was like, oh

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<v Speaker 3>my god, why are they hiding all this stuff?

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<v Speaker 2>What is going on?

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<v Speaker 3>But then after a while just became more fascinating because

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<v Speaker 3>you know, as far as we've come and all this stuff,

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<v Speaker 3>these moments have happened over you know, the past eighty years.

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<v Speaker 3>We've had these moments where we thought we were going

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<v Speaker 3>to get disclosure, we got whistleblowers coming forward with information,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, we're still waiting for, you know, the

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<v Speaker 3>the one photo to ruin it all right, right right?

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<v Speaker 1>What are some other rabbit holes you find yourself into?

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<v Speaker 2>Good rabbit holes? Mhm. I've been playing a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of video games lately.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I've been going.

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<v Speaker 2>Back playing a lot of stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>I think the new Silent Hill came out and then

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<v Speaker 3>it kind of took me back into more of like

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<v Speaker 3>some of the old PlayStation games, and then I'm playing

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<v Speaker 3>Fasmophobia on console.

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<v Speaker 1>I've heard a lot of people talking about.

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<v Speaker 3>That ghost hunting game, which is a lot of fun,

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<v Speaker 3>a lot of fun.

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<v Speaker 2>And I play Call of Duty with with the crew

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<v Speaker 2>play we play.

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<v Speaker 1>Call Duty seems like the most basic. Well, I'm playing

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<v Speaker 1>it around eighth grade because I realized that, like you're

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<v Speaker 1>like the the the game itself is not what I'm after.

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<v Speaker 1>I just get like a hit in my brain when

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<v Speaker 1>I yeah, like, but it's not a positive Oh I

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<v Speaker 1>am executing my skill in this game. Hit. It's like

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<v Speaker 1>a fuck that piece of shit camper Nube. Like the

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<v Speaker 1>adrenaline of being like fucking angry? Is what is the

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<v Speaker 1>hit that I'm after? And I was like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>like this, I'm gonna play?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, I don't know. I don't get into it

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<v Speaker 3>like that. No, no, no, no, it's it's still enjoyable.

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<v Speaker 3>It's still enjoyable. I'm not mad at nobody. Like if

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<v Speaker 3>I'm if I'm mad at anybody, it's myself because my aim.

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<v Speaker 1>Is trash or what does anything make you.

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<v Speaker 2>Make me mad? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>In general?

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<v Speaker 2>Hell yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Off top though, I feel like I'm pretty chill person.

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<v Speaker 3>I try not to react instantly to stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>You seem like a pretty chill person. I've only been

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<v Speaker 1>I've probably been around you for less than thirty minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>but you have you got a chill vibe.

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<v Speaker 3>Chill yeah, chill Aura. Someone told me I was a

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<v Speaker 3>walking xanax before.

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<v Speaker 1>I was all right, I'll I'll take you take that

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<v Speaker 1>as a point of pride.

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<v Speaker 3>Uh no, no, because I think a lot of times

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<v Speaker 3>I would rather just be confrontational with people.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know, sometimes there's like you.

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<v Speaker 1>Would rather be part confident, Like there's a part of

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<v Speaker 1>your brain where you're like, I want, I feel as though.

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<v Speaker 2>I should speak up for myself right now, But then.

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<v Speaker 1>You have another part of your brain that's kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't want to be up fucking yeah. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I I think about that myself as well,

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<v Speaker 1>And I don't know. I think there's something to be

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<v Speaker 1>said about like the path of whatever path, what path

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<v Speaker 1>is going to create the most the amount of peace

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<v Speaker 1>in my own brain? And sometimes I was gonna say

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<v Speaker 1>some I was gonna default the saying that the answer

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<v Speaker 1>is usually to not say anything. But sometimes you say

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<v Speaker 1>something and then you work it out a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>and then after that you're like, oh, I feel so

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<v Speaker 1>much more peaceful than if I never Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, There's so many moments they're like ooh, was that

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<v Speaker 3>a foot in the mouth, And then someone hits you

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<v Speaker 3>and be like, yo, I'm so glad you said something.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, totally, totally, totally, Yeah, I don't know. It's a

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<v Speaker 1>are you into like stoic philosophy kind.

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<v Speaker 2>Of no vibes? No, no, no, no, I'm not. I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't subscribe to that. That's that's how stable believe

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<v Speaker 3>or anything. I'm just more like, you know, I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>trying to complicate my life anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't at that point, It's just like, yo, whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like? And this is obviously something that evolves

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<v Speaker 1>over time, like do you like do you think you're

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<v Speaker 1>does life feel complicated to you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>I think life gets it feels more complicated. The weight

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<v Speaker 3>of life is more complicated as we as we get older.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, I think, uh, I envy.

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<v Speaker 3>People who can still, you know, take psychedelics all the

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<v Speaker 3>time and not worry, because I wish I could. I

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<v Speaker 3>feel like I'm at that point where I'm like, nah,

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<v Speaker 3>I'll just I'll just be dwelling on all the things

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<v Speaker 3>I need to do, all the things they gotta get done.

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<v Speaker 3>The retaining walls felled out, you know what I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>the house. Yeah, you know, like I just, uh, I

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<v Speaker 3>envy that. But at the same time, I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>I've seen all that stuff already. Sure, I definitely talk

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<v Speaker 3>to them.

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<v Speaker 1>And so that's the fact that what you said, I've

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<v Speaker 1>seen all that stuff before. I'm I ask out of

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<v Speaker 1>genuine curiosity, why do you feel as though things get

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<v Speaker 1>more complicated as you get older? Because I would think

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<v Speaker 1>it would be the opposite, because when you're young, you

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<v Speaker 1>don't you have no frames of references.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you're probably right, But I'm not at that older.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, you know, I'm still in the older where I'm

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<v Speaker 3>like still like I got the fire in me, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>but I'm not like when I don't have that anymore,

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<v Speaker 3>then I'll probably be that older where I'm like, yeah, fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>It, fuck man.

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<v Speaker 1>Well but you can. But yeah, but there's some some

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<v Speaker 1>people lose the fire when they're like nineteen. And then some.

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<v Speaker 3>People, yeah, because they they ruined their lives early on

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<v Speaker 3>or something, they did something, and they just like they

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<v Speaker 3>had that moment.

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<v Speaker 2>Where they're like they probably ain't gonna get no better

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<v Speaker 2>than this. That's bum Well, what keeps?

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<v Speaker 1>What's what are you fired up about?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm fired up about the possibilities. I'm fired up about

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<v Speaker 3>the tools and learning. I'm always learning stuff. And you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm always trying to learn stuff about music, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I get really excited about that stuff all time, filmmaking

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<v Speaker 3>things and writing ideas, and you know, I have all

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<v Speaker 3>these movies in my head I want to make, and

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<v Speaker 3>so it's that part is, yeah, keeps me, keeps me

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<v Speaker 3>super motivated.

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<v Speaker 1>Kind of what kind of movies you have to watch?

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<v Speaker 3>I like to watch all types of stuff I don't like.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't like war movies as much, but that's been

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<v Speaker 3>my opinions on that have changed a little bit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>there's some like you know, the hard Oscar dramas that

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<v Speaker 3>come out around now till January Oscar season. I usually

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<v Speaker 3>don't like those movies or I just choose not to

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<v Speaker 3>watch them, just because when I do have the time

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<v Speaker 3>to watch a movie and I kind of want to

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<v Speaker 3>just be entertained and have a good time.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you don't want to get into like a deep

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<v Speaker 1>You ever watch Shindler's List.

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<v Speaker 3>It's actually on my list to watch soon and depress myself.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, it's been on my list for about seven years now,

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<v Speaker 1>since the nineties. Yeah, because I just keep I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>because I'm never gonna be in the mood.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it's so funny you say that because I did

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<v Speaker 3>all I've been doing all the Spielbergs stuff the past

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<v Speaker 3>couple of months, and that's like hanging over like, hey,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm waiting for you, you know whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, if you're doing if you were like if you are,

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<v Speaker 1>like I am making it a thing to sit down

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<v Speaker 1>and watch all the spiel and you come across it,

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<v Speaker 1>then you're like, yeah, there.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I had just watched ET for the first time, dude,

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<v Speaker 3>But like that, honestly was probably the most hardcore movie

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<v Speaker 3>I've ever seen.

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<v Speaker 1>What what What? What was it? What was it that

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<v Speaker 1>made it?

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<v Speaker 2>Man? It was hard? Man. That was a hard movie

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<v Speaker 2>just in terms.

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<v Speaker 3>It was like my first time watching it ever, never

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<v Speaker 3>seen it, but it was it was so beautiful and

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<v Speaker 3>and so sweet that it was hardcore, I think because

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<v Speaker 3>it was just so hard hardcore, optimistic about the future,

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<v Speaker 3>about adults, and it was obviously like just so emotional,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I was. I was profoundly moved by that movie.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like crying for like a half hour watching.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm excited to see What's What's what ultimately made you

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<v Speaker 1>cry more Between ET and Chandler's.

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<v Speaker 2>List, It'll be ET for sure. Because there was. As

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<v Speaker 2>soon as I started watching, I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I'm ten washing.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you know, and it's like it's still that thing

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<v Speaker 3>was still effective. Whatever he did, the magic, it's it was,

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<v Speaker 3>it's still there and uh and I was just it

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<v Speaker 3>was so cool to have not seen it this whole

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<v Speaker 3>time and then finally see it.

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<v Speaker 2>It felt like it was like waiting.

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<v Speaker 1>But I like that though. That shows that there's something

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<v Speaker 1>like more moving about optimism than there is about uh,

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<v Speaker 1>depressing ship.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Oh yeah. For me, it's because it's so that's

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<v Speaker 2>the movie.

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<v Speaker 3>That's the fiction, is the the optimism and the hopeful

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<v Speaker 3>thing where it's just like, oh man, if only we could,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, if only we could.

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<v Speaker 1>Just I haven't seen et and you know what, what

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<v Speaker 1>what was it that you think made it optimistic?

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<v Speaker 2>Hmmm?

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<v Speaker 3>I think that For one, you know, the aliens were like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, just here to like look at plants and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>They were just like biologists, you know, they're just studying stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>And and you know, the the humans, the bad guys,

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<v Speaker 3>they're like kind of the bad guys. They got the

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<v Speaker 3>bad guy music whenever you see the the adults and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>But even the adults, we're trying to help et. They were, Oh,

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<v Speaker 3>they weren't trying to kill him.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I thought that the whole I thought that there,

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<v Speaker 1>like the police guy right, is like trying to kill you.

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<v Speaker 1>Think they're trying to him.

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<v Speaker 2>They're all trying to help you.

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<v Speaker 1>Guy was like, they fly over him.

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<v Speaker 2>They need they actually e t or the human.

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<v Speaker 3>The adults pretty much they tried to save him as

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<v Speaker 3>he was dying, and they you know, they hit the

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<v Speaker 3>defibrillator on him.

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<v Speaker 2>It looked as a kid the kids are like, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, you're killing him, but they're actually doing their

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<v Speaker 2>best to keep him alive.

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<v Speaker 3>And uh, And I think like the main the main

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<v Speaker 3>bad guy he says to the kid, he was like,

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<v Speaker 3>he was like, you remind me of when I was

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<v Speaker 3>you Like, I've been waiting for this moment since I

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<v Speaker 3>was ten years old.

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<v Speaker 1>That's really sweet.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was just like, and this is the this

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<v Speaker 3>is the guy who's got the bad guy. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>I just thought that was like a really interesting choice

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<v Speaker 3>to make. And it was just still like you could

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<v Speaker 3>have made the bad guy be like no, you're stupid,

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<v Speaker 3>We're gonna lock you in a room, and you know

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<v Speaker 3>you're no one will believe you and all this stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>They could have done that and it would have still worked,

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<v Speaker 3>But like they chose to make the the parents and

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<v Speaker 3>the adults still well, optimistic and hopeful.

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<v Speaker 2>And I think this is really hardcore in a weird way.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's that's nice. That a movie where it's like

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<v Speaker 1>we're all going to eventually give in to our humanity

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<v Speaker 1>and that that's the destination, and not like we're all

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<v Speaker 1>going to kill each other.

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<v Speaker 2>It'd be nice, wouldn't it.

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<v Speaker 1>It will be nice. It will be nice. You want

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<v Speaker 1>to take a phone call, Let's do it. Hey, what's

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<v Speaker 1>up man?

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<v Speaker 2>What's up?

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<v Speaker 5>Hey?

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<v Speaker 6>I didn't think i'd actually i'd actually get.

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<v Speaker 1>Through to you now that you're here. What's up, dog?

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<v Speaker 1>What's your name?

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<v Speaker 6>My name is Isaac, Isaac?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up, Isaac? We want to talk about today? What's

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<v Speaker 1>going on.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm twenty four and I'm living with my parents for

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<v Speaker 6>the first time since I was fourteen, and it is

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<v Speaker 6>just what I remember. But I don't have a way

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<v Speaker 6>of leaving unless I want to go be homeless again.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, why why did you leave the house for the

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<v Speaker 1>first time when you were fourteen?

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<v Speaker 6>My parents threw me out.

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<v Speaker 1>Really where'd you go?

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<v Speaker 6>It was Kansas City is where we were at. And

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<v Speaker 6>I was homeless around there, kind of just out on

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<v Speaker 6>the street for five years until twenty nineteen when I

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<v Speaker 6>moved to Colorado with my brother.

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<v Speaker 1>And then what brought what brought you back back in?

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<v Speaker 1>Like did you have like a what's the opposite of

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<v Speaker 1>a falling out? Did you have a coming in with

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<v Speaker 1>your parents?

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<v Speaker 6>Not really, so we didn't. We didn't talk for a

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<v Speaker 6>really long time. And it was about twenty nineteen. End

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<v Speaker 6>of twenty nineteen, I was not on good terms with

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<v Speaker 6>my brother, and uh, we were. We were going our

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<v Speaker 6>separate ways, and I started talking to my parents again

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<v Speaker 6>and they they drove up and picked me up and

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<v Speaker 6>dropped me off in Montana. They were on their way

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<v Speaker 6>to Washington for some military think and uh, that was

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<v Speaker 6>like the first time that I had seen them. But

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<v Speaker 6>it was only to the car, right, you know, So

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<v Speaker 6>it wasn't it wasn't a whole lot of talking. I

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<v Speaker 6>told them how much I appreciated it, and I gave

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<v Speaker 6>them gas money.

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<v Speaker 2>But wait, what did your what did your parents? What

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<v Speaker 2>did what happened with your parents?

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<v Speaker 7>Like?

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<v Speaker 3>What did you why? Why do you have beef with them.

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<v Speaker 3>Why did they have beef with you? Why did they

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<v Speaker 3>and why they kick you out?

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<v Speaker 2>What did you do?

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<v Speaker 6>There are kind of a lot of reasons, but the

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<v Speaker 6>biggest kicker was that I had started I was a

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<v Speaker 6>dumb high school kid. I'd started smoking weed. And since

0:20:54.640 --> 0:20:57.200
<v Speaker 6>they both worked for the government, that's like, we'll lose

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<v Speaker 6>their job, We'll all lose everything.

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<v Speaker 1>If they over some weed.

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<v Speaker 6>If no one finds out over some weed.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man, that's some bullshit.

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<v Speaker 6>Well they tried to handle it. Well, first thing, my

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<v Speaker 6>mom did just kick me. How to hide in the woods?

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<v Speaker 6>I said, they didn't want it in the house. And

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<v Speaker 6>I was a shipthead and I was a shithead and

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<v Speaker 6>not not listening.

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<v Speaker 1>Why does that? Why does this phone call feel like

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<v Speaker 1>it does weirdly mirror the plot of E T where

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<v Speaker 1>it's like we have a secret we must keep.

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<v Speaker 3>From Yeah, it sounds like you just you're just trying

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<v Speaker 3>your best, man, like you, you know, trying to you know,

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<v Speaker 3>you're just trying to smoke weed and and do your

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<v Speaker 3>thing and don't let that ship get to you so hard, man.

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<v Speaker 6>You know, well, I mean we've got a we've got

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<v Speaker 6>a better deal now, just not within twenty five feet

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<v Speaker 6>of the house, and I'm better about keeping it outside

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<v Speaker 6>set up in the in the backyard, out by the woods.

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<v Speaker 1>You have a you have a fucking hot box tent

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<v Speaker 1>set up at the back of the woods.

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<v Speaker 6>Damn right, I do.

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<v Speaker 2>What do your parents do in the military.

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<v Speaker 6>My mom's a medic and my stepdad is infantry.

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<v Speaker 2>And you didn't want to do any do any of that,

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<v Speaker 2>did you?

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<v Speaker 6>I tried. I grew up doing military stuff, and I

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<v Speaker 6>went to a bunch of military schools, and when I

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<v Speaker 6>was in high school, I started doing r OTC before

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<v Speaker 6>they threw me out and I rote me from high school.

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<v Speaker 6>But when I tried to when I turned eighteen and

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<v Speaker 6>I tried to apply, apparently I have a scoliosis and

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<v Speaker 6>a bad shoulder, and they wouldn't let me come in

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<v Speaker 6>for either of those things. That my rotato cuff, Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 6>I have a bad rotator cuff on my right arm,

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<v Speaker 6>and there's certain.

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<v Speaker 2>Things I couldn't do with that. Huh. With that rotator

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<v Speaker 2>cuff it made you couldn't.

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<v Speaker 6>Do for the rest of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>So what do you do now?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 6>I was maintenance at at a string of hotels. I

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<v Speaker 6>did a security for a while, but I'm I'm kind

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<v Speaker 6>of between. I started a new one on on Monday,

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<v Speaker 6>so so I'm excited. But I'll just be slaying pizzas.

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<v Speaker 1>That's good, slaking pizzas, and.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, make some money, man, make some money. Don't don't

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<v Speaker 3>give up on yourself though, you know, like this is

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<v Speaker 3>just a moment in time. You know, you're still really young,

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<v Speaker 3>twenty four. That ain't too crazy, though, you got you

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<v Speaker 3>got a time.

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<v Speaker 6>That's good to hear a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 3>I know people, I know people in their forties. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know what to do anymore, you know, like

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<v Speaker 3>don't worry.

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<v Speaker 6>Like it's like everybody everyone feels that way sometimes.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely absolutely you got this.

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<v Speaker 1>It is what we were kind of just talking about,

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<v Speaker 1>like like like trying to and I feel the same way.

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<v Speaker 1>I Yeah, I have a I was looking at my

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to like track my brain over time, so

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<v Speaker 1>I was like looking at journal entries from years ago,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was like, I'm twenty four and I wrote

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<v Speaker 1>like when I was twenty four, I was like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>twenty four and I like feel dead. But now I'm

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<v Speaker 1>twenty six and I'm still I'm still optimistic. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>why not, why not be optous, why not be optimistic?

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna fucking give you give yourself a shot of

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<v Speaker 1>some fucking kind, you know, because I mean, you're not

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<v Speaker 1>You're gonna be alive with modern medicine for the next

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred and forty years.

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<v Speaker 6>So right, seriously, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>That'll be a lot.

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<v Speaker 6>I'll find at least.

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<v Speaker 2>That'd be a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>But just before we go, Uh, what did you say?

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<v Speaker 1>Your name was, Isaac? Isaac?

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<v Speaker 2>Isaac. That's a good name.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a good name. That's a very strong name. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of I mean it sincerely. I mean this sincerely.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's a lot of nobility in slinging pieces

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<v Speaker 1>because you know, there's a lot of uh stoned fourteen

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<v Speaker 1>year olds out there who you might see yourself in

0:25:14.600 --> 0:25:16.679
<v Speaker 1>who have stolen their mom's credit card to buy a

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<v Speaker 1>pizza and helping them those folks.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and.

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<v Speaker 3>Obviously you know you're you're trying to be in the military.

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<v Speaker 3>You know you you probably have really strong values. You

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<v Speaker 3>I'll just just keep doing you.

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<v Speaker 1>Work hard, Isaac, Is there anything else you want to

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<v Speaker 1>say to the people of the computer or to God

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<v Speaker 1>before we go?

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<v Speaker 6>Keep your head up. Even when things get get really dark,

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<v Speaker 6>the sound always comes back up.

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<v Speaker 2>I like it.

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<v Speaker 6>Take care, I appreciate it. Thanks for talking with me.

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<v Speaker 6>Have a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>That was nice.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, let's start a strong Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, well you were asking me. We were also talking

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<v Speaker 1>and you were like, do people mainly call in to like,

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<v Speaker 1>uh troll you and stuff? And it happens sometimes, But

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<v Speaker 1>I think, uh, I think both. I'm very like.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I think mostly people just at like want to talk

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<v Speaker 1>about life because it's kind of crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, as as they should.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm glad people don't squander this month.

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<v Speaker 1>You should we do another one.

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<v Speaker 8>From Yoda?

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<v Speaker 1>What's up Yoda?

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<v Speaker 8>Not much? What's up with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Chilling? We're chilling vibe?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, both of you guys.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we're both yea.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, yeah, little it's it's been crazy though since the

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<v Speaker 8>since yesterday though, it's been pretty crazy.

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<v Speaker 3>Has been pretty crazy crazy in your life? Or is

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<v Speaker 3>just crazy in the world?

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<v Speaker 8>I think in my life and in the world. So

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<v Speaker 8>it's like a synergetic thing.

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<v Speaker 2>What happened, what happened to you? We all know what's

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<v Speaker 2>going on in the world.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, what's what's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 8>I wouldn't say it's like super crazy. But so I'm

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<v Speaker 8>doing a PhD and it's just a lot going on,

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<v Speaker 8>and then plus the election, so now I'm like worried

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<v Speaker 8>about I guess how that might affect I guess job

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<v Speaker 8>opportunities and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, what's your industry.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm in ecology and evolutionary biology, so like nature stuff. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 8>you know the parties, Well, the Red Party doesn't give

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<v Speaker 8>a fuck about that.

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<v Speaker 3>So yeah, well then you know how much how much

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<v Speaker 3>longer are you in school?

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<v Speaker 8>I think what four more years? Yeah? Just started?

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<v Speaker 3>All right, great, so by the time you're out of school,

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<v Speaker 3>we'll have a new president and most likely be Democrat

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<v Speaker 3>and reverse all the ship that's about to happen, right, so.

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<v Speaker 1>You'll be there's that optimism, don't trip?

0:28:16.200 --> 0:28:17.280
<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:19.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, where do you say? Where do you live?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm just moved to Colorado, So just.

0:28:22.920 --> 0:28:30.480
<v Speaker 9>Like Colorado, you'll be fine to just rocks on fire,

0:28:31.080 --> 0:28:33.240
<v Speaker 9>You'll be fine over there.

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<v Speaker 1>That's cool. Well, at least here's what I'll say this,

0:28:37.040 --> 0:28:40.520
<v Speaker 1>because there's a lot of stuff with like, uh, you know,

0:28:41.160 --> 0:28:44.239
<v Speaker 1>the election where I'm where, I'm like, well, fuck, what

0:28:44.320 --> 0:28:46.720
<v Speaker 1>can I like? At least you're at least you're in

0:28:46.760 --> 0:28:50.560
<v Speaker 1>a position where you are can like actually do something

0:28:51.080 --> 0:28:54.360
<v Speaker 1>about the ship that you care about. You know, Like

0:28:54.400 --> 0:28:57.800
<v Speaker 1>that's I think there's a lot to be sometimes anxiety

0:28:57.880 --> 0:29:00.480
<v Speaker 1>is just like you can you can cannot like here curate,

0:29:00.560 --> 0:29:03.200
<v Speaker 1>but you can work on it by just the fact

0:29:03.200 --> 0:29:06.440
<v Speaker 1>that you're doing something, like, you know, take the pollution

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<v Speaker 1>out of one stream. I don't know, I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if that made any sense, but you know, whatever you

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<v Speaker 1>can do.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, do the best we can. That's like, I guess

0:29:20.280 --> 0:29:21.680
<v Speaker 8>what all of us are trying to be.

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<v Speaker 2>At the end of the day.

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<v Speaker 3>I think you know, no matter who you voted for,

0:29:27.520 --> 0:29:31.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, we're all people looking at each other trying

0:29:31.040 --> 0:29:33.600
<v Speaker 3>to make sense of this moment in reality and time.

0:29:33.840 --> 0:29:37.800
<v Speaker 3>So just continue to have passion for your fellow human being.

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<v Speaker 3>We're all trying. Some of us aren't trying hard, but

0:29:41.800 --> 0:29:45.719
<v Speaker 3>we're all trying. Don't worry, We'll be all right.

0:29:45.800 --> 0:29:48.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we're collectively trying. When you throw us all together

0:29:48.960 --> 0:29:50.400
<v Speaker 1>and yeah, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Again.

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<v Speaker 1>Manah, here's the thing is, I don't do this as

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<v Speaker 1>a bit.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm also a green guy.

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<v Speaker 1>You're green. Oh yeah, we're we're two point nine green.

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<v Speaker 8>Guys, exactly, it's three.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else? Is there anything else you want

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<v Speaker 1>to say to the people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 8>Uh yeah, flying logs. I love your stuff, guys, I

0:30:18.920 --> 0:30:22.120
<v Speaker 8>love your stuff. This is my first time getting on

0:30:22.440 --> 0:30:26.280
<v Speaker 8>after like thousands of calls. And yeah, I'm also an artist.

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<v Speaker 8>So check my stuff on Instagram at goth hobby with

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<v Speaker 8>three H goth hobby so g oh yeah goth g

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<v Speaker 8>O T H h H O B.

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<v Speaker 6>B I T.

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<v Speaker 8>I do like clothes and stuff like that.

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<v Speaker 2>So if you want to it with two.

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<v Speaker 8>Hs, you guys got with three.

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<v Speaker 1>H triple H triple all right, cool man, I'll check

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<v Speaker 1>it out. Why not, I'll check it out for sure.

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<v Speaker 8>It was nice talking to you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, take care man, take care brother.

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<v Speaker 8>All right, be easy I need to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Do People like send you beats often and they're like,

0:31:04.440 --> 0:31:05.560
<v Speaker 1>what do you think of my beats?

0:31:05.600 --> 0:31:06.120
<v Speaker 2>Every day?

0:31:07.400 --> 0:31:11.400
<v Speaker 1>How do you ever look at them?

0:31:11.560 --> 0:31:14.000
<v Speaker 3>I probably shouldn't say yeah, right, because if I do,

0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:15.000
<v Speaker 3>then I'll get in trouble.

0:31:15.600 --> 0:31:17.960
<v Speaker 1>But you shouldn't say yes, or shouldn't say I shouldn't.

0:31:17.600 --> 0:31:23.120
<v Speaker 3>Say yes right because then they're oh shit, I do occasionally.

0:31:23.440 --> 0:31:28.080
<v Speaker 3>I'm occasionally I'm really curious and I like to just

0:31:28.160 --> 0:31:30.760
<v Speaker 3>know what's going on. So yeah, I do listen, and

0:31:30.840 --> 0:31:33.680
<v Speaker 3>it's always the ones who don't have a following that

0:31:33.760 --> 0:31:34.800
<v Speaker 3>are just crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah interesting. I was also gonna, I'm gonna, I'm

0:31:39.560 --> 0:31:43.520
<v Speaker 1>gonna have a little uh fanboy moment here. My favorite

0:31:43.520 --> 0:31:48.120
<v Speaker 1>work of yours is the Awkward TV show show.

0:31:48.880 --> 0:31:50.720
<v Speaker 2>That was a fun moment in time, man.

0:31:51.200 --> 0:31:54.360
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, like, we were sitting here and I was looking

0:31:54.360 --> 0:31:57.239
<v Speaker 1>at the chat while it was playing, and it was

0:31:57.360 --> 0:32:01.240
<v Speaker 1>like and someone in the chat was like, yo, man,

0:32:01.480 --> 0:32:03.400
<v Speaker 1>my favorite work of yours is the Aqua TV show

0:32:03.440 --> 0:32:07.280
<v Speaker 1>show theme song. And then I fucking remembered. I was like, yo,

0:32:07.360 --> 0:32:09.360
<v Speaker 1>he did the TV show show theme song. I've like

0:32:09.440 --> 0:32:11.560
<v Speaker 1>watched that on YouTube on a repeat.

0:32:11.240 --> 0:32:15.560
<v Speaker 3>Like, yeah, it's funny because I forget sometime I'm sure,

0:32:15.800 --> 0:32:18.320
<v Speaker 3>I'm sure, you know, and then sometimes it'll come on,

0:32:18.760 --> 0:32:20.240
<v Speaker 3>you know, adult Swim or something like.

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<v Speaker 2>That, and then the intro come out.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, yeah. Do you are you an Aquatan fan?

0:32:24.720 --> 0:32:27.760
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, big fan, big fan of

0:32:27.840 --> 0:32:31.720
<v Speaker 3>Dave Willis, the writer he did that show Your Pretty

0:32:31.720 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 3>Face Is Going to Hell.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. I was a fun fact. I was an intern

0:32:35.440 --> 0:32:39.360
<v Speaker 1>on that show seven years ago. How was Atlanta? It

0:32:39.440 --> 0:32:40.480
<v Speaker 1>was very it was difficult.

0:32:40.640 --> 0:32:42.920
<v Speaker 2>It seems like a tough, tough gig.

0:32:43.000 --> 0:32:44.800
<v Speaker 1>Well here's the Here's like, this is like a full

0:32:44.840 --> 0:32:48.520
<v Speaker 1>circle moment for me. Is when I worked on the show.

0:32:48.520 --> 0:32:51.400
<v Speaker 1>One of my jobs was, like everyone, all the people,

0:32:52.000 --> 0:32:55.800
<v Speaker 1>the cast is like heavily caked in red. So the

0:32:56.160 --> 0:33:01.840
<v Speaker 1>cast is heavily painted in red. And like, one of

0:33:01.880 --> 0:33:04.360
<v Speaker 1>my jobs was they had the showers on set, and

0:33:04.440 --> 0:33:07.000
<v Speaker 1>one of my jobs was to like scrub red paint

0:33:07.520 --> 0:33:12.680
<v Speaker 1>off of showers. And now I'm fucking up showers with

0:33:12.720 --> 0:33:16.280
<v Speaker 1>my green paint. And I'm like, you know, I knew

0:33:16.320 --> 0:33:17.120
<v Speaker 1>we'd make it one day.

0:33:17.200 --> 0:33:19.720
<v Speaker 2>That's right, Yeah, let it let it rain green, bro.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm. Do you still watch it? Still watch it?

0:33:23.600 --> 0:33:25.800
<v Speaker 1>Alsewie very often, not as much.

0:33:25.960 --> 0:33:29.520
<v Speaker 3>There's not too much stuff on there that I can

0:33:30.080 --> 0:33:35.440
<v Speaker 3>get into. But I'm always watching some of the older classics.

0:33:35.840 --> 0:33:39.200
<v Speaker 3>I want to redo all the Metal Acalypse episodes.

0:33:39.240 --> 0:33:43.640
<v Speaker 1>Redo that cool cool, that'd be sick. Are you smiling? Friends?

0:33:44.760 --> 0:33:46.680
<v Speaker 3>You know I tried to get into that. I love

0:33:46.720 --> 0:33:49.200
<v Speaker 3>that guy, Michael Cusack, I love him. I've been trying

0:33:49.240 --> 0:33:51.200
<v Speaker 3>to get in that show I haven't really got the episode,

0:33:51.400 --> 0:33:53.479
<v Speaker 3>that one that pulls me in, but I know everyone

0:33:53.560 --> 0:33:54.120
<v Speaker 3>loves that one.

0:33:54.160 --> 0:33:55.160
<v Speaker 2>That's like the big show.

0:33:55.280 --> 0:33:58.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's definitely like they're the kind of anchor show. Yeah.

0:33:58.080 --> 0:34:01.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I wasn't really added about the Rick and Morty

0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:04.280
<v Speaker 2>anime though. That really me. Ye, that really disturbed me.

0:34:04.440 --> 0:34:05.400
<v Speaker 1>Why did it disturb you?

0:34:06.400 --> 0:34:12.359
<v Speaker 2>I didn't like the animation, Yeah, I feel yeah, just like.

0:34:12.440 --> 0:34:15.080
<v Speaker 3>The I think it just kind of lost the comedy

0:34:15.280 --> 0:34:19.160
<v Speaker 3>in some of the just the beats got lost because

0:34:19.160 --> 0:34:20.320
<v Speaker 3>the animation is weird.

0:34:20.840 --> 0:34:24.600
<v Speaker 2>It just it just uh m, do.

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<v Speaker 1>You have any thoughts or desires to like do any

0:34:29.000 --> 0:34:31.600
<v Speaker 1>more like animation stuff in the future.

0:34:32.680 --> 0:34:36.560
<v Speaker 3>I love animation. I do animation at home and stuff.

0:34:36.560 --> 0:34:40.520
<v Speaker 3>I use unreal engine and make stuff. Yeah, it's a

0:34:40.520 --> 0:34:43.000
<v Speaker 3>lot of fun. It's a lot of fun. But I

0:34:43.080 --> 0:34:47.080
<v Speaker 3>have to work on music right now. But after a

0:34:47.120 --> 0:34:50.160
<v Speaker 3>couple more months, I can reward myself with some some

0:34:50.239 --> 0:34:52.320
<v Speaker 3>silly meat projects.

0:34:52.600 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 1>I love. That makes me so happy. You were like,

0:34:56.760 --> 0:35:00.560
<v Speaker 1>after I finished working, I'm going to reward myself more work.

0:35:02.040 --> 0:35:03.760
<v Speaker 1>It's a good. It's a good. It's a good sign.

0:35:03.760 --> 0:35:07.120
<v Speaker 3>I really do. I really love it. It's so much fun.

0:35:07.200 --> 0:35:08.200
<v Speaker 1>You want to take a phone call.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm Greg.

0:35:11.719 --> 0:35:13.439
<v Speaker 1>Hey, what's up man? How you doing? What's your name?

0:35:14.880 --> 0:35:21.880
<v Speaker 1>My name is Tom, Tom, Tom Thomas.

0:35:23.440 --> 0:35:23.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Well I just want to say, first of all, first

0:35:26.760 --> 0:35:29.680
<v Speaker 4>time caller, big time fan, I'm coming to your show

0:35:29.719 --> 0:35:30.400
<v Speaker 4>on Saturday.

0:35:31.120 --> 0:35:33.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh cool. Oh you'll be at the show on Saturday.

0:35:33.200 --> 0:35:33.720
<v Speaker 1>Very nice?

0:35:34.120 --> 0:35:34.560
<v Speaker 2>Is it here?

0:35:34.840 --> 0:35:39.720
<v Speaker 1>It's Hollywood Forever? Yeah, yeah, it's I was always funny

0:35:39.719 --> 0:35:43.440
<v Speaker 1>that like a bunch of people are dead outside and

0:35:44.120 --> 0:35:44.920
<v Speaker 1>have a good time.

0:35:45.120 --> 0:35:48.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. I played there a couple of times. It's really nice.

0:35:49.560 --> 0:35:51.040
<v Speaker 1>What's up with you? Thomas? Would you want to talk

0:35:51.040 --> 0:35:51.560
<v Speaker 1>about today?

0:35:53.280 --> 0:35:56.839
<v Speaker 4>Well, the biggest thing in my life right now is that,

0:35:57.880 --> 0:36:03.040
<v Speaker 4>uh I may be getting shunned from my family and

0:36:03.120 --> 0:36:03.800
<v Speaker 4>everyone I know.

0:36:04.480 --> 0:36:09.080
<v Speaker 2>Uh done, may be getting what shunned?

0:36:10.560 --> 0:36:11.040
<v Speaker 4>Shunned?

0:36:12.560 --> 0:36:14.960
<v Speaker 1>Why why?

0:36:16.200 --> 0:36:22.000
<v Speaker 4>Well it's a long story, but pretty much, uh you know,

0:36:22.239 --> 0:36:25.719
<v Speaker 4>just uh all I put this.

0:36:27.040 --> 0:36:29.160
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to myself, to be honest.

0:36:29.960 --> 0:36:30.360
<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

0:36:30.640 --> 0:36:31.080
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:36:31.120 --> 0:36:35.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm a little nervous on the edge of whatever. Whatever

0:36:35.960 --> 0:36:39.560
<v Speaker 1>you want to share, man, it's it's whatever, whatever, whatever,

0:36:39.560 --> 0:36:41.719
<v Speaker 1>how much of this you want to share is up

0:36:41.719 --> 0:36:41.920
<v Speaker 1>to you.

0:36:42.000 --> 0:36:42.160
<v Speaker 2>Man.

0:36:43.400 --> 0:36:47.560
<v Speaker 3>No, I want to know. Yeah, you didn't call it

0:36:47.640 --> 0:36:49.200
<v Speaker 3>here for nothing show what's up?

0:36:49.760 --> 0:36:54.200
<v Speaker 4>No, definitely, Now, I was raised up Joebah's witness.

0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm sure you know I'm looking at a guy who

0:36:56.520 --> 0:36:58.239
<v Speaker 3>was raised up Jehoah's witness right.

0:36:58.160 --> 0:37:10.000
<v Speaker 4>Now, Okay, but yeah that way. Yeah, but of course,

0:37:10.040 --> 0:37:13.680
<v Speaker 4>you know it's something that you know, I don't believe

0:37:13.680 --> 0:37:16.080
<v Speaker 4>in anymore. And so I've kind of been doing my

0:37:16.200 --> 0:37:21.360
<v Speaker 4>thing for a couple of years now. But recently, you know,

0:37:22.320 --> 0:37:29.600
<v Speaker 4>I've been dating and you know, been seeing someone and

0:37:29.600 --> 0:37:32.239
<v Speaker 4>and you know, when you are gained something, you want

0:37:32.280 --> 0:37:37.359
<v Speaker 4>to have them over. And so, uh, it just came

0:37:37.400 --> 0:37:43.520
<v Speaker 4>down to that. Somehow my parents, you know, found out

0:37:43.719 --> 0:37:45.880
<v Speaker 4>that I was seeing someone and that you know, she

0:37:46.000 --> 0:37:53.560
<v Speaker 4>stayed the night and yeah, I mean.

0:37:52.640 --> 0:37:58.200
<v Speaker 2>By a family. Yeah, well that's fucking wild. Yeah, are

0:37:58.239 --> 0:38:00.319
<v Speaker 2>you fucking theious? Are you for real?

0:38:01.880 --> 0:38:07.080
<v Speaker 4>Nois? Yeah? Man, you know go on YouTube and and

0:38:07.400 --> 0:38:11.800
<v Speaker 4>and search up ex Joe's witnesses and oh yeah, people

0:38:12.000 --> 0:38:14.680
<v Speaker 4>have all different crazy stories. You know, it's not comed

0:38:14.800 --> 0:38:15.360
<v Speaker 4>I've heard.

0:38:15.200 --> 0:38:19.120
<v Speaker 2>I've heard I've heard some things. Yeah, that's that's really rough.

0:38:19.239 --> 0:38:21.040
<v Speaker 3>And you know, there's a part of me that wants

0:38:21.080 --> 0:38:24.000
<v Speaker 3>to just say, you know, give them the time too

0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:28.960
<v Speaker 3>to get past it and for everyone to get over it.

0:38:29.000 --> 0:38:31.600
<v Speaker 3>But you know, you never really know. You never really know,

0:38:31.719 --> 0:38:34.319
<v Speaker 3>but you can always hope. But you can't let that

0:38:34.880 --> 0:38:38.279
<v Speaker 3>stop you from your happiness and being who you are.

0:38:39.960 --> 0:38:42.960
<v Speaker 4>No, definitely. I mean I've been on this journey for

0:38:43.000 --> 0:38:48.200
<v Speaker 4>a couple of years now and like you know, it's

0:38:48.320 --> 0:38:52.040
<v Speaker 4>it's been pretty rough. Like you know, when it first happened,

0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:57.200
<v Speaker 4>this is like fairly fresh within a month, you know,

0:38:57.480 --> 0:38:59.439
<v Speaker 4>like I kind of knew it was gonna happen sooner

0:38:59.520 --> 0:39:04.200
<v Speaker 4>or later. But it's just you know, just seeing the effects,

0:39:04.239 --> 0:39:08.799
<v Speaker 4>Like it affects my parents more than anything. But it's

0:39:08.840 --> 0:39:12.480
<v Speaker 4>like you can't really you can't really open up and

0:39:12.520 --> 0:39:16.200
<v Speaker 4>talk to them because for me, it's like, you know,

0:39:17.280 --> 0:39:20.920
<v Speaker 4>I just don't believe in in the face like if

0:39:20.960 --> 0:39:23.279
<v Speaker 4>you start, if you again, you know, if you do

0:39:23.360 --> 0:39:26.359
<v Speaker 4>your research or like you know, the whole history of it,

0:39:26.960 --> 0:39:31.480
<v Speaker 4>it's pretty pretty wild. And like you know that they

0:39:32.120 --> 0:39:35.759
<v Speaker 4>they use done it as like a control tactic, but

0:39:36.080 --> 0:39:38.080
<v Speaker 4>the way they teach it, it's like a loving thing

0:39:38.320 --> 0:39:42.440
<v Speaker 4>that you know when when you shine your your child

0:39:42.640 --> 0:39:47.080
<v Speaker 4>or your parent whatever to help them see that, yeah,

0:39:47.160 --> 0:39:49.600
<v Speaker 4>you see you're you're trying to help them see the

0:39:49.680 --> 0:39:51.920
<v Speaker 4>error of their way so that they come back. But

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:55.960
<v Speaker 4>in reality it's just a control tactic too, you know,

0:39:56.040 --> 0:39:59.240
<v Speaker 4>get get you to go back to, you know, being

0:39:59.280 --> 0:40:03.400
<v Speaker 4>part of the organization. But like you know, already told myself,

0:40:03.440 --> 0:40:05.160
<v Speaker 4>like you know, I don't believe I'm not gonna live

0:40:05.200 --> 0:40:10.279
<v Speaker 4>a lot anymore. But it's like you know, freedom isn't free. Yeah,

0:40:10.480 --> 0:40:12.600
<v Speaker 4>this is saily, one of the prices I have to pay.

0:40:14.440 --> 0:40:19.960
<v Speaker 1>What's your name? Man? Sorry for everyone's Thomas.

0:40:20.320 --> 0:40:20.680
<v Speaker 4>Tom.

0:40:20.719 --> 0:40:27.120
<v Speaker 1>We did that. We said it four times Tom. Yeah, Man,

0:40:28.400 --> 0:40:32.719
<v Speaker 1>I I mean this sincerely. I hope you really, I

0:40:32.920 --> 0:40:37.400
<v Speaker 1>really mean this. I think you are completely utterly entitled

0:40:37.480 --> 0:40:42.600
<v Speaker 1>to live a life where you can simultaneously believe whatever

0:40:42.640 --> 0:40:46.359
<v Speaker 1>you want and live your life however you want, and

0:40:46.520 --> 0:40:49.520
<v Speaker 1>have people in your life who care, care about you

0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:57.160
<v Speaker 1>and love you. Man. Yeah, I I I'm sorry to

0:40:57.320 --> 0:41:01.640
<v Speaker 1>hear you're struggling with these particular people, but I hope

0:41:02.480 --> 0:41:09.640
<v Speaker 1>that you remain optimistic that the people who will love

0:41:09.680 --> 0:41:11.640
<v Speaker 1>you and support you regardless of how you want to

0:41:11.680 --> 0:41:16.200
<v Speaker 1>live your life do exist, even even even if it's

0:41:16.239 --> 0:41:20.359
<v Speaker 1>just you for now, you know, even if just your

0:41:20.880 --> 0:41:24.239
<v Speaker 1>you accept yourself, you know, yeah.

0:41:24.239 --> 0:41:26.280
<v Speaker 4>I mean, don't get me wrong. Like I have family

0:41:26.360 --> 0:41:29.759
<v Speaker 4>that that's not even like you know, never been j

0:41:30.080 --> 0:41:33.680
<v Speaker 4>W and like, you know, one of my aunts, you know,

0:41:33.840 --> 0:41:36.640
<v Speaker 4>she texted me, She's like, hey, you know pretty much

0:41:36.680 --> 0:41:40.239
<v Speaker 4>invited me over for Thanksgiving, you know, coming up, and

0:41:40.440 --> 0:41:43.200
<v Speaker 4>you know, I haven't celebrated Thanksgiving and like I don't

0:41:43.200 --> 0:41:48.760
<v Speaker 4>know over eighteen years since you know, both my family

0:41:48.840 --> 0:41:51.239
<v Speaker 4>like converted over there, right, But it's like, you know,

0:41:52.320 --> 0:41:56.360
<v Speaker 4>that's not my family. You know, they don't care, like

0:41:56.680 --> 0:42:00.600
<v Speaker 4>they don't judge, and so I know that it's I

0:42:00.640 --> 0:42:03.239
<v Speaker 4>know there's good people out there, but it's just, you know,

0:42:04.239 --> 0:42:09.640
<v Speaker 4>I really came to like I'm already okay with like,

0:42:09.960 --> 0:42:12.840
<v Speaker 4>you know, not having the same friendships with with the

0:42:12.840 --> 0:42:15.640
<v Speaker 4>people I used to go to church with and you know,

0:42:15.719 --> 0:42:20.239
<v Speaker 4>those relationships. But when it's your parents, you know, it's

0:42:20.320 --> 0:42:23.799
<v Speaker 4>the people that raised you, Like you know, they're doing

0:42:23.840 --> 0:42:26.560
<v Speaker 4>it because they feel like they're they're trying to be

0:42:26.640 --> 0:42:30.120
<v Speaker 4>loyal to God. And I mean, who am I to

0:42:30.320 --> 0:42:33.239
<v Speaker 4>tell them, you know, to not be loyal to God.

0:42:33.440 --> 0:42:34.960
<v Speaker 4>That's what they honestly believe.

0:42:35.400 --> 0:42:35.600
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:42:35.800 --> 0:42:37.920
<v Speaker 3>I think you just need to give them time. If

0:42:37.960 --> 0:42:40.040
<v Speaker 3>you ask me, I think you just everyone needs a

0:42:40.040 --> 0:42:43.680
<v Speaker 3>little bit of time to heal from whatever this moment is.

0:42:44.120 --> 0:42:48.799
<v Speaker 3>I think that, you know, I've heard similar stories and

0:42:49.200 --> 0:42:53.759
<v Speaker 3>it may have taken years for these things to heal,

0:42:53.840 --> 0:42:57.080
<v Speaker 3>but they do in time. And I would just hope

0:42:57.280 --> 0:43:00.839
<v Speaker 3>that you know, you remember the love your families love

0:43:00.920 --> 0:43:02.759
<v Speaker 3>and know that at the end of the day, they

0:43:02.920 --> 0:43:05.719
<v Speaker 3>really do love you. They just don't. They don't know

0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:09.359
<v Speaker 3>any better. They're just grown babies, you know. So yeah,

0:43:09.760 --> 0:43:12.640
<v Speaker 3>just just have faith at the time it'll it'll you'll

0:43:12.680 --> 0:43:15.880
<v Speaker 3>be able to pick up and they'll understand who you

0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:18.200
<v Speaker 3>are and and love that.

0:43:18.400 --> 0:43:20.960
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I just I just have to be okay

0:43:21.000 --> 0:43:22.759
<v Speaker 4>with that because you know, it is what it is.

0:43:22.800 --> 0:43:24.239
<v Speaker 4>I can't change the past.

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:26.600
<v Speaker 2>That's right. And do you want to? Right? Do you?

0:43:26.920 --> 0:43:28.240
<v Speaker 2>Do you want to change the paths?

0:43:28.280 --> 0:43:28.360
<v Speaker 8>Like?

0:43:28.400 --> 0:43:30.279
<v Speaker 3>Do you You don't want to change bads? You want

0:43:30.280 --> 0:43:34.600
<v Speaker 3>to continue doing what you're doing. So let them learn

0:43:34.680 --> 0:43:36.000
<v Speaker 3>to love you and accept you.

0:43:37.600 --> 0:43:42.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, have you have you gotten to do any drugs

0:43:42.760 --> 0:43:45.319
<v Speaker 1>since you since you left? Have you tried cocaine? Have

0:43:45.440 --> 0:43:47.320
<v Speaker 1>you strippers?

0:43:47.360 --> 0:43:47.520
<v Speaker 2>Like?

0:43:47.560 --> 0:43:48.160
<v Speaker 1>What have you got?

0:43:48.200 --> 0:43:48.640
<v Speaker 2>Have you been?

0:43:48.680 --> 0:43:50.600
<v Speaker 1>Have you like let it ride at all? Right?

0:43:52.520 --> 0:43:53.120
<v Speaker 2>Full extreme?

0:43:53.120 --> 0:43:55.560
<v Speaker 4>You know that's the thing. It's like, that's like the

0:43:55.680 --> 0:43:58.160
<v Speaker 4>thing with you know x j w Is. You know

0:43:58.239 --> 0:44:01.360
<v Speaker 4>they feel like, oh, you know that I'm not in anymore.

0:44:01.400 --> 0:44:05.040
<v Speaker 4>I have to live like everyone else and like party hard.

0:44:05.719 --> 0:44:10.880
<v Speaker 4>But no, like I've you know, I've gone out clubbing

0:44:10.960 --> 0:44:14.640
<v Speaker 4>and partying and that's been fun. And I tried, you know,

0:44:14.719 --> 0:44:18.319
<v Speaker 4>smoking weed a couple of times with my with my date,

0:44:19.000 --> 0:44:21.880
<v Speaker 4>but you know, I didn't get high either time. So

0:44:21.960 --> 0:44:23.000
<v Speaker 4>like maybe I'm just being.

0:44:22.880 --> 0:44:27.759
<v Speaker 3>Able to who's the chick, Who's who's whose date. She

0:44:27.840 --> 0:44:29.759
<v Speaker 3>sounds like a good influence. She's like, I'm trying to

0:44:29.760 --> 0:44:32.759
<v Speaker 3>fuck in your house. I'm trying to fuck you in

0:44:32.840 --> 0:44:36.080
<v Speaker 3>your house, and you're gonna smoke this weed too. She

0:44:36.200 --> 0:44:38.800
<v Speaker 3>sounds like a good influence. I like her.

0:44:39.680 --> 0:44:42.000
<v Speaker 4>No, she's pretty cool. I won't say her name because

0:44:42.040 --> 0:44:45.080
<v Speaker 4>I don't think, you know, I don't know if she's

0:44:45.680 --> 0:44:50.960
<v Speaker 4>told her Well, how'd you guys meet? Uh? Hinge?

0:44:52.320 --> 0:44:55.440
<v Speaker 1>Very nice. She also come from like a like a

0:44:55.600 --> 0:45:00.239
<v Speaker 1>like a religious background or anything like that. She's GONNAPERI you.

0:45:00.200 --> 0:45:03.759
<v Speaker 4>Grew up Catholic. You grew up Catholic, but you know

0:45:03.880 --> 0:45:07.920
<v Speaker 4>she had you know, she had her own like you know,

0:45:07.960 --> 0:45:10.279
<v Speaker 4>seeing stuff in her childhood that kind of turned her

0:45:10.280 --> 0:45:14.759
<v Speaker 4>off from religion. So like, you know, she you know,

0:45:14.840 --> 0:45:18.560
<v Speaker 4>she's been very like compassionate, you know with my situation.

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:22.640
<v Speaker 3>And yeah, yeah, it sounds like you need to hang

0:45:22.719 --> 0:45:24.000
<v Speaker 3>on to that one right there.

0:45:24.239 --> 0:45:26.960
<v Speaker 4>And you let your parents coming with me to your

0:45:26.960 --> 0:45:27.760
<v Speaker 4>show on Saturday.

0:45:28.280 --> 0:45:32.480
<v Speaker 1>Oh cool, all right, I'm excited to meet you guys.

0:45:32.520 --> 0:45:32.680
<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

0:45:32.680 --> 0:45:34.040
<v Speaker 1>I try to try to. I try to meet everyone

0:45:34.080 --> 0:45:36.399
<v Speaker 1>after the show. So if you can be like I'm

0:45:36.400 --> 0:45:40.240
<v Speaker 1>the guy who talked about being an next Jehovah's witness

0:45:40.239 --> 0:45:41.799
<v Speaker 1>and we can be like holy Ship we talked on

0:45:41.840 --> 0:45:47.200
<v Speaker 1>the phone like two days ago. Well ship, man, I'm

0:45:47.239 --> 0:45:52.719
<v Speaker 1>looking forward to uh to seeing Yeah, thanks for thanks,

0:45:52.760 --> 0:45:54.879
<v Speaker 1>thanks for thanks for calling into the show and being

0:45:55.080 --> 0:46:00.520
<v Speaker 1>fucking genuine about your life. Man. Yeah, yeah, I mean difficult.

0:46:00.680 --> 0:46:03.640
<v Speaker 1>I hope. I hope, like I said that, whatever direction

0:46:03.719 --> 0:46:06.000
<v Speaker 1>you choose to go with your life, you know, I

0:46:06.040 --> 0:46:09.279
<v Speaker 1>hope you're optimistic that you'll you'll find people to be

0:46:09.400 --> 0:46:09.879
<v Speaker 1>there with you.

0:46:11.480 --> 0:46:14.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. I have, you know, I've connected with people recently,

0:46:15.080 --> 0:46:19.480
<v Speaker 4>you know, meet new people and you know just already

0:46:19.520 --> 0:46:23.120
<v Speaker 4>have like you know, someone who's offering to you know,

0:46:23.200 --> 0:46:26.120
<v Speaker 4>let me stay at their place if if you know,

0:46:26.160 --> 0:46:28.799
<v Speaker 4>I have to move out because I mean I don't

0:46:28.800 --> 0:46:31.000
<v Speaker 4>live with my parents, but I do rent for my dad.

0:46:31.120 --> 0:46:34.440
<v Speaker 4>So like it depends, you know, how you define if

0:46:34.440 --> 0:46:37.839
<v Speaker 4>I live on my own or not. But anyway, yeah,

0:46:38.000 --> 0:46:42.360
<v Speaker 4>like I'm trying to, you know, expand spread my wings

0:46:42.440 --> 0:46:47.040
<v Speaker 4>and you know, I'm back in therapy, so talking to

0:46:47.120 --> 0:46:50.239
<v Speaker 4>my therapist about it and you know, just trying to

0:46:50.440 --> 0:46:55.799
<v Speaker 4>you know, just be prepared for what may come.

0:46:57.280 --> 0:47:00.279
<v Speaker 2>That's great, That's the best you can do. You're doing the.

0:47:00.239 --> 0:47:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Work, Thomas. Is there anything I'm gonna say to the

0:47:03.520 --> 0:47:04.920
<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we go?

0:47:06.560 --> 0:47:06.719
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:47:06.880 --> 0:47:09.240
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean just a big fan of the stream

0:47:09.880 --> 0:47:14.160
<v Speaker 4>or the podcast. Been listening since twenty twenty one, called

0:47:14.160 --> 0:47:18.240
<v Speaker 4>over a hundred times. Don't give up, just keep calling,

0:47:18.280 --> 0:47:22.280
<v Speaker 4>And yeah, I mean your your show is pretty entertaing

0:47:22.719 --> 0:47:24.399
<v Speaker 4>I listened to all the time when I'm at work.

0:47:25.320 --> 0:47:27.560
<v Speaker 1>Thanks man, I appreciate that. I'm uh, I'll see you.

0:47:27.600 --> 0:47:30.160
<v Speaker 1>I'll see you on Saturday. And I think I think

0:47:30.160 --> 0:47:32.320
<v Speaker 1>it'll be a good show. I think it'll be fun.

0:47:32.840 --> 0:47:35.440
<v Speaker 1>We'll uh we will dance on the graves of all

0:47:35.440 --> 0:47:37.400
<v Speaker 1>the dead people afterwards.

0:47:38.400 --> 0:47:39.759
<v Speaker 4>All right, sounds good.

0:47:40.320 --> 0:47:42.600
<v Speaker 1>Thanks for doing all right, see you later, see you later.

0:47:44.680 --> 0:47:45.600
<v Speaker 4>All right, thanks forever.

0:47:46.360 --> 0:47:52.320
<v Speaker 1>Bye, Thanks Tom. How you doing good?

0:47:52.600 --> 0:47:55.040
<v Speaker 2>I'm good. Good. Do you?

0:47:55.120 --> 0:47:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Were you religious growing up?

0:47:57.280 --> 0:47:57.320
<v Speaker 8>No?

0:47:57.480 --> 0:48:02.640
<v Speaker 3>I wasn't religious, but you know there there's religion practiced,

0:48:03.520 --> 0:48:06.279
<v Speaker 3>but everyone was cool and you know, just do your

0:48:06.320 --> 0:48:09.239
<v Speaker 3>own thing. Yeah, sure, I'll show you this stuff and

0:48:09.440 --> 0:48:12.200
<v Speaker 3>here yeah yeah.

0:48:12.600 --> 0:48:17.440
<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah yeah. No. I I felt like I was

0:48:17.480 --> 0:48:20.239
<v Speaker 1>like when he said I'm about to be shunned by everybody,

0:48:20.280 --> 0:48:22.439
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I was like, I was, I thought

0:48:22.480 --> 0:48:26.040
<v Speaker 1>he was gonna like say something worse, worse, but then

0:48:26.080 --> 0:48:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, I feel so I felt uh,

0:48:28.920 --> 0:48:33.120
<v Speaker 1>I felt for him. That's like so fucking uh tough

0:48:33.239 --> 0:48:35.960
<v Speaker 1>when like you grow like you grow up and like

0:48:37.560 --> 0:48:40.000
<v Speaker 1>you're kind of taught to believe a certain thing or

0:48:40.000 --> 0:48:41.560
<v Speaker 1>like live a certain way, and then when you try

0:48:41.560 --> 0:48:44.640
<v Speaker 1>to form some independence for yourself, it's like the people

0:48:44.680 --> 0:48:47.240
<v Speaker 1>around you, your parents, your friends, your family should celebrate

0:48:48.080 --> 0:48:51.440
<v Speaker 1>you wanting to fucking you know, grow and improve and

0:48:51.480 --> 0:48:53.680
<v Speaker 1>be your own human being. And it's it's a fucking

0:48:54.480 --> 0:48:55.560
<v Speaker 1>bummer when they don't.

0:48:56.640 --> 0:49:00.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's their journey though, to to kind of figure

0:49:00.480 --> 0:49:01.560
<v Speaker 3>that out for themselves.

0:49:01.600 --> 0:49:03.680
<v Speaker 2>But it's I always think.

0:49:03.560 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 3>About that if I would have had parents or upbringing

0:49:08.280 --> 0:49:11.520
<v Speaker 3>where they weren't supportive of me being an artist or

0:49:11.520 --> 0:49:15.520
<v Speaker 3>being creative and stuff, and I'm sure that it would.

0:49:15.360 --> 0:49:18.120
<v Speaker 2>Have been so different because I needed that support. I think.

0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:20.360
<v Speaker 1>Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

0:49:20.480 --> 0:49:21.480
<v Speaker 2>No, they're they're dead.

0:49:21.680 --> 0:49:23.800
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, do you have a good relationship with the

0:49:24.080 --> 0:49:24.640
<v Speaker 1>with their parents?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, considering you know, like when of course everyone's going

0:49:31.640 --> 0:49:33.000
<v Speaker 3>to complain a little bit, but yeah.

0:49:32.840 --> 0:49:33.080
<v Speaker 2>I was.

0:49:33.160 --> 0:49:38.799
<v Speaker 3>I'm very lucky to have had some some really good influences.

0:49:38.920 --> 0:49:39.920
<v Speaker 1>Do you do you have kids?

0:49:40.320 --> 0:49:40.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

0:49:40.880 --> 0:49:41.680
<v Speaker 1>How many kids you have?

0:49:41.760 --> 0:49:42.200
<v Speaker 2>I have one?

0:49:42.600 --> 0:49:45.160
<v Speaker 1>What's how old is your kid? It's four? What is it?

0:49:45.200 --> 0:49:45.759
<v Speaker 1>What's that like?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, it's an asshole?

0:49:54.920 --> 0:49:57.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean I'm sure. Yeah, Well, when you're four years old,

0:49:57.040 --> 0:50:00.319
<v Speaker 1>you don't care about you know, you're you're kind of

0:50:01.560 --> 0:50:04.760
<v Speaker 1>you're operating on a of course you're gonna be an asshole.

0:50:04.840 --> 0:50:06.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah you should as you do. I just got

0:50:06.920 --> 0:50:07.560
<v Speaker 2>a puppy too.

0:50:07.719 --> 0:50:08.440
<v Speaker 1>You got a puppy.

0:50:08.520 --> 0:50:09.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I got a little puppy.

0:50:09.440 --> 0:50:10.120
<v Speaker 1>What kind of puppy?

0:50:10.200 --> 0:50:11.280
<v Speaker 2>Little Boston Terrier?

0:50:11.400 --> 0:50:16.719
<v Speaker 1>That's really nice. He's like, is it what's the what's

0:50:16.760 --> 0:50:21.000
<v Speaker 1>your favorite part about having a kid?

0:50:25.400 --> 0:50:30.479
<v Speaker 3>The innocent kind of wonderment, you know, that that thing

0:50:30.880 --> 0:50:33.320
<v Speaker 3>that the magic where you're just like you want to preserve.

0:50:33.600 --> 0:50:37.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that I've been I don't like, I've been just

0:50:37.960 --> 0:50:39.319
<v Speaker 1>been thinking about like what would be like to have

0:50:39.320 --> 0:50:41.319
<v Speaker 1>a kid, And I'm like, does it does it feel

0:50:41.320 --> 0:50:44.360
<v Speaker 1>like you're like like living life over again in a way?

0:50:44.680 --> 0:50:44.960
<v Speaker 8>Is that?

0:50:46.360 --> 0:50:47.759
<v Speaker 1>Is that a feeling that you have?

0:50:48.880 --> 0:50:50.080
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:50:50.080 --> 0:50:51.759
<v Speaker 3>No, I know you, I think I know what you're

0:50:51.760 --> 0:50:54.120
<v Speaker 3>talking about, But it doesn't feel like that. It feels

0:50:54.160 --> 0:51:01.320
<v Speaker 3>more like the responsibility and the wait is heavier, Like

0:51:02.120 --> 0:51:08.200
<v Speaker 3>now I can't kill myself. Now I can't blow my

0:51:08.239 --> 0:51:11.080
<v Speaker 3>brains out like I wanted to. You know, now you

0:51:11.120 --> 0:51:11.680
<v Speaker 3>have a reason.

0:51:11.719 --> 0:51:14.880
<v Speaker 1>That's good. I think everyone needs reasons not to fucking

0:51:15.480 --> 0:51:16.279
<v Speaker 1>kill themselves.

0:51:16.320 --> 0:51:18.640
<v Speaker 3>Well, I don't mean it, but you know what I mean. Sure, Yeah,

0:51:18.719 --> 0:51:22.400
<v Speaker 3>it's just that you you kind of have to do

0:51:22.560 --> 0:51:25.759
<v Speaker 3>your best and you have to right, you have to

0:51:26.000 --> 0:51:26.839
<v Speaker 3>give it your goal.

0:51:27.200 --> 0:51:29.839
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes I've talked about this on this podcast before, but

0:51:29.920 --> 0:51:33.719
<v Speaker 1>like sometimes I'll be like recording my show, or like

0:51:33.760 --> 0:51:35.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll be doing work. I'll be doing some kind of

0:51:35.520 --> 0:51:38.359
<v Speaker 1>work and I'll just like start spazzing out and I'll

0:51:38.400 --> 0:51:41.720
<v Speaker 1>be like I just shut off the laptop, and I

0:51:41.760 --> 0:51:43.840
<v Speaker 1>would get stoned and I would go outside and I

0:51:43.840 --> 0:51:46.360
<v Speaker 1>would be like, Okay, this is you know, I'll be

0:51:46.440 --> 0:51:49.440
<v Speaker 1>like I'm just gonna avoid my responsibility because who cares.

0:51:50.000 --> 0:51:51.799
<v Speaker 1>But it's like you, if you have a kid, you

0:51:51.840 --> 0:51:58.359
<v Speaker 1>can't just shut off the kid, you know. I guess

0:51:58.360 --> 0:52:01.920
<v Speaker 1>that's the closest thing. Yeah, I guess that's the closest You've.

0:52:01.760 --> 0:52:06.040
<v Speaker 3>Seeing them kids iPads and restaurants. Yeah, that's the parents

0:52:06.080 --> 0:52:06.960
<v Speaker 3>shutting them like.

0:52:07.040 --> 0:52:10.000
<v Speaker 1>You had like Coco melan On or fucking.

0:52:09.840 --> 0:52:12.719
<v Speaker 2>Me anything works, jazz videos?

0:52:13.120 --> 0:52:14.719
<v Speaker 1>Did you does your do you ever like do you

0:52:14.719 --> 0:52:16.399
<v Speaker 1>play your music for your kid ever?

0:52:16.520 --> 0:52:17.279
<v Speaker 2>Or is that yeah?

0:52:17.600 --> 0:52:19.200
<v Speaker 1>Just does he like it?

0:52:20.000 --> 0:52:24.440
<v Speaker 3>He's ahead, He's he's ahead. Yeah, listening to like bug

0:52:24.480 --> 0:52:28.920
<v Speaker 3>out jazz music and stuff like that. Yeah, jazz like

0:52:29.920 --> 0:52:33.040
<v Speaker 3>like Crazy Sun Raw or not Coleman. He likes all

0:52:33.080 --> 0:52:37.560
<v Speaker 3>that stuff. And I'm like, yo, Like even even I'd

0:52:37.560 --> 0:52:38.759
<v Speaker 3>be like, yo, can we do something?

0:52:39.080 --> 0:52:43.440
<v Speaker 2>Can you know like how many calls?

0:52:43.960 --> 0:52:47.200
<v Speaker 1>How many calls are in there? We just go people

0:52:47.239 --> 0:52:49.960
<v Speaker 1>are just calling, people are going, let's see how long

0:52:49.960 --> 0:52:52.960
<v Speaker 1>have we been recording for? How are you doing? How

0:52:53.080 --> 0:52:56.080
<v Speaker 1>you we can we could take it we could take

0:52:56.120 --> 0:52:58.640
<v Speaker 1>one or two more and we can get the hour

0:52:58.719 --> 0:53:01.880
<v Speaker 1>in there. Yeah, are you are you having Are you

0:53:02.000 --> 0:53:02.560
<v Speaker 1>having fun?

0:53:02.880 --> 0:53:03.840
<v Speaker 2>This is awesome? Okay?

0:53:03.840 --> 0:53:04.120
<v Speaker 1>Cool?

0:53:04.239 --> 0:53:04.479
<v Speaker 8>Good.

0:53:04.760 --> 0:53:07.680
<v Speaker 3>I've always wanted to be a gecko. Good good, because

0:53:07.719 --> 0:53:10.160
<v Speaker 3>the one animal I wanted to when I was a kid.

0:53:10.280 --> 0:53:10.760
<v Speaker 1>Is that true?

0:53:10.960 --> 0:53:14.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, geckos were cool in the nineties, like the early nineties.

0:53:14.840 --> 0:53:18.640
<v Speaker 3>It was like, you know, I remember there was like

0:53:19.440 --> 0:53:21.480
<v Speaker 3>was that like a clothing brand too.

0:53:21.320 --> 0:53:24.640
<v Speaker 1>Like there is there is a clothing brand called Gecko

0:53:24.760 --> 0:53:27.760
<v Speaker 1>Hawaii or yeah, there was like ying gecko clothes something.

0:53:27.880 --> 0:53:30.960
<v Speaker 3>But like the the gecko was was tight in the

0:53:31.040 --> 0:53:32.080
<v Speaker 3>nineties early nineties.

0:53:32.200 --> 0:53:33.040
<v Speaker 2>I mean it's still tight.

0:53:33.600 --> 0:53:33.839
<v Speaker 8>You know.

0:53:34.320 --> 0:53:35.719
<v Speaker 1>What is it that? What is it that drew you

0:53:35.760 --> 0:53:37.840
<v Speaker 1>to the I like that because I like the stoic

0:53:38.040 --> 0:53:41.080
<v Speaker 1>nature of the gecko. Geckos the beautiful creatures.

0:53:41.480 --> 0:53:45.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and they're like they got the cool hands and

0:53:45.560 --> 0:53:48.919
<v Speaker 3>I love I think I preferred the chameleon more sure,

0:53:49.320 --> 0:53:51.800
<v Speaker 3>but you know, geckos were next in line.

0:53:52.680 --> 0:53:54.680
<v Speaker 1>Well, let's see here, let's see we got a phone

0:53:54.680 --> 0:53:57.399
<v Speaker 1>call from someone who I don't know who they are yet.

0:53:57.400 --> 0:54:05.839
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna find out who they are right now. Hello, Hey,

0:54:05.880 --> 0:54:06.839
<v Speaker 1>what's up man? What's your name?

0:54:07.600 --> 0:54:11.480
<v Speaker 2>Hey? This is Nathan Nathan Nick?

0:54:13.320 --> 0:54:16.040
<v Speaker 1>Nick? Nathan? Oh did you did you try to give

0:54:16.080 --> 0:54:17.640
<v Speaker 1>like did you get did you give your real name?

0:54:17.680 --> 0:54:19.520
<v Speaker 1>And then you get you were like, let me braacktrack,

0:54:19.560 --> 0:54:20.520
<v Speaker 1>that can give it a fake name.

0:54:22.239 --> 0:54:23.880
<v Speaker 10>That's yeah, that's definitely what I was thinking.

0:54:23.920 --> 0:54:26.799
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I don't think we're get Like if you just

0:54:26.840 --> 0:54:28.840
<v Speaker 1>a guy named Nathan, I don't think anyone we're gonna

0:54:28.840 --> 0:54:30.440
<v Speaker 1>find you.

0:54:30.440 --> 0:54:34.200
<v Speaker 3>You know, he knows he's got that voice, buttery voice

0:54:34.480 --> 0:54:36.280
<v Speaker 3>will recognize he does.

0:54:37.280 --> 0:54:40.520
<v Speaker 1>What do you? Okay? Well, what what should we do?

0:54:41.680 --> 0:54:42.880
<v Speaker 1>Should we do Nick or Nathan?

0:54:44.800 --> 0:54:45.200
<v Speaker 5>Uh?

0:54:45.280 --> 0:54:47.200
<v Speaker 10>Let's do Nick for sure?

0:54:48.120 --> 0:54:48.680
<v Speaker 2>Beautiful?

0:54:52.360 --> 0:54:52.719
<v Speaker 1>What's up?

0:54:52.840 --> 0:54:53.480
<v Speaker 2>Nick? How you doing?

0:54:53.480 --> 0:54:53.640
<v Speaker 8>Man?

0:54:53.680 --> 0:54:56.839
<v Speaker 1>Would you want to talk about today? Yo?

0:54:58.400 --> 0:54:58.640
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:54:58.680 --> 0:55:00.319
<v Speaker 8>So I I text you all pain ball?

0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:01.719
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Man?

0:55:01.760 --> 0:55:04.839
<v Speaker 1>You said, Hey, Gecko and fly Low, I'm thinking about

0:55:04.960 --> 0:55:08.360
<v Speaker 1>joining a paintball team, but I have a lot of reservations.

0:55:08.880 --> 0:55:11.200
<v Speaker 1>What are the reservations?

0:55:12.040 --> 0:55:13.080
<v Speaker 10>Have you ever played paintball?

0:55:14.120 --> 0:55:14.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? I have?

0:55:14.880 --> 0:55:18.959
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, me too, a long time ago. Yeah.

0:55:19.080 --> 0:55:22.919
<v Speaker 7>It's I mean, it's a fun sport. It's a really

0:55:23.000 --> 0:55:28.360
<v Speaker 7>good exercise. That's why I'm into it. But I don't know,

0:55:28.400 --> 0:55:31.719
<v Speaker 7>it's just like very intense. The people that played are

0:55:31.840 --> 0:55:35.440
<v Speaker 7>very intense or they can be uh, you know, it can't.

0:55:35.200 --> 0:55:37.560
<v Speaker 2>Be you know, I was. I was my first time

0:55:37.640 --> 0:55:38.000
<v Speaker 2>doing that.

0:55:38.080 --> 0:55:40.319
<v Speaker 3>I was really put off by the people who were

0:55:40.320 --> 0:55:43.000
<v Speaker 3>playing actually more than anything.

0:55:43.440 --> 0:55:48.120
<v Speaker 2>I was like the other team, We're just like, yeah,

0:55:48.400 --> 0:55:48.840
<v Speaker 2>what was it?

0:55:49.200 --> 0:55:49.879
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, for sure.

0:55:50.120 --> 0:55:53.400
<v Speaker 7>I started playing in the woods, like in the middle

0:55:53.400 --> 0:55:57.520
<v Speaker 7>of nowhere, and you know, I just had like the

0:55:57.560 --> 0:56:01.080
<v Speaker 7>Tipman ninety eight, the classic, you know, twenty dollars gun

0:56:01.120 --> 0:56:04.040
<v Speaker 7>that I got from a friend and playing against people

0:56:04.040 --> 0:56:06.640
<v Speaker 7>with like a thousand dollar guns, which is no competition,

0:56:07.040 --> 0:56:08.400
<v Speaker 7>so it's really not very fun.

0:56:08.520 --> 0:56:11.200
<v Speaker 10>But still like you know, being out in.

0:56:11.160 --> 0:56:12.160
<v Speaker 5>The woods, I just love it.

0:56:12.239 --> 0:56:15.320
<v Speaker 7>Like the adrenaline rush is really you know, addictive, honestly,

0:56:17.000 --> 0:56:19.080
<v Speaker 7>and yeah, just like something to do with your friends

0:56:19.080 --> 0:56:21.959
<v Speaker 7>on the weekend. It's just like a super fun thing.

0:56:24.520 --> 0:56:26.719
<v Speaker 1>You say, you sound like you're convincing yourself that you

0:56:26.760 --> 0:56:28.479
<v Speaker 1>want to do it. You sound like you have way

0:56:28.520 --> 0:56:32.000
<v Speaker 1>more what's the opposite of a reservation consideration?

0:56:32.200 --> 0:56:34.080
<v Speaker 2>So you have good?

0:56:34.520 --> 0:56:37.720
<v Speaker 1>That's good. You sound like you have way more considerations

0:56:37.719 --> 0:56:41.800
<v Speaker 1>than reservations. So I mean go ahead.

0:56:43.200 --> 0:56:44.440
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, you know, this was.

0:56:44.520 --> 0:56:48.480
<v Speaker 5>Like, yeah, I'm an adult now, I'm you know, in

0:56:48.520 --> 0:56:51.440
<v Speaker 5>my thirties, so I have more money to spend on it,

0:56:51.680 --> 0:56:56.000
<v Speaker 5>and I've moved to area where there's actually like the

0:56:56.880 --> 0:56:58.040
<v Speaker 5>air ball fields.

0:56:57.800 --> 0:57:04.680
<v Speaker 10>Like competitive like leagues and things like that. But uh yeah,

0:57:04.719 --> 0:57:07.920
<v Speaker 10>I just don't know anyone in the leagues been trying

0:57:07.960 --> 0:57:16.760
<v Speaker 10>to get into it. But uh yeah, the reservations I'm

0:57:16.800 --> 0:57:19.040
<v Speaker 10>having of it, Well, I you know.

0:57:19.080 --> 0:57:21.400
<v Speaker 2>Honestly, you know you only live once. Do that ship.

0:57:22.560 --> 0:57:24.760
<v Speaker 2>Just do that ship, Like, don't you think about it.

0:57:24.880 --> 0:57:27.320
<v Speaker 2>Just do it. You can. You can quit whenever you want.

0:57:28.480 --> 0:57:30.160
<v Speaker 2>No one will make you do it forever. Just quit.

0:57:30.160 --> 0:57:32.440
<v Speaker 2>If you don't like it, try it. Live a little bit.

0:57:35.360 --> 0:57:36.160
<v Speaker 1>You could go to war.

0:57:38.000 --> 0:57:40.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you could actually go to war or play Call

0:57:40.600 --> 0:57:44.200
<v Speaker 3>of Duty, like all three of those things can probably

0:57:44.240 --> 0:57:48.240
<v Speaker 3>do that for you.

0:57:47.920 --> 0:57:48.640
<v Speaker 2>You could.

0:57:50.160 --> 0:57:53.320
<v Speaker 1>I got what if you what if you just what

0:57:53.360 --> 0:57:57.600
<v Speaker 1>if you just paint the way you get to if?

0:57:57.600 --> 0:57:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if your favorite part about paintball is

0:58:00.600 --> 0:58:07.720
<v Speaker 1>the paint, It's like, that's kind of that's awesome.

0:58:09.080 --> 0:58:09.680
<v Speaker 2>It's the x ony.

0:58:09.720 --> 0:58:12.520
<v Speaker 1>Don't you do pilates and paint bowls of fruit and

0:58:12.520 --> 0:58:14.600
<v Speaker 1>then you accomplish all the same things.

0:58:17.240 --> 0:58:27.280
<v Speaker 7>Yeah, it's like run sprints with a Yeah, well I'm.

0:58:27.080 --> 0:58:28.080
<v Speaker 1>So excited for you.

0:58:28.600 --> 0:58:30.240
<v Speaker 2>I'm excited, I really am. Yeah.

0:58:30.280 --> 0:58:32.680
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I'll go. You know what You've ins what's your

0:58:32.760 --> 0:58:33.200
<v Speaker 1>name again?

0:58:34.280 --> 0:58:34.520
<v Speaker 2>Nick?

0:58:34.800 --> 0:58:35.040
<v Speaker 8>Nick?

0:58:36.640 --> 0:58:36.840
<v Speaker 2>Nick?

0:58:36.920 --> 0:58:40.360
<v Speaker 1>You've inspired me. I want to, Uh, I want to

0:58:40.600 --> 0:58:44.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to do something new. Maybe I'll play paint plates.

0:58:45.120 --> 0:58:47.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, I throw out du pilates is just because

0:58:47.040 --> 0:58:48.200
<v Speaker 1>I wanted. I want to do it.

0:58:48.400 --> 0:58:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Do it, give it a shot it absolutely do it.

0:58:52.080 --> 0:58:53.800
<v Speaker 1>I feel like your therapy get I feel like, in

0:58:53.840 --> 0:58:59.080
<v Speaker 1>an indirect way, you therapy geckoed meet today Nick, mm hmm.

0:58:59.600 --> 0:58:59.840
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

0:58:59.840 --> 0:59:04.280
<v Speaker 10>I am also gonna try some pilates and the World Cup,

0:59:04.360 --> 0:59:07.080
<v Speaker 10>the super Bowl of Paintballs this weekend. So if anyone

0:59:07.960 --> 0:59:10.840
<v Speaker 10>wants to, uh watch something on YouTube, it's a little bit,

0:59:12.440 --> 0:59:13.160
<v Speaker 10>a little bit weird.

0:59:13.240 --> 0:59:14.360
<v Speaker 2>Is it indoor paintball?

0:59:14.680 --> 0:59:15.920
<v Speaker 10>Check it out?

0:59:16.000 --> 0:59:17.880
<v Speaker 2>What's that? Is it indoor paintball?

0:59:19.520 --> 0:59:19.640
<v Speaker 1>Uh?

0:59:19.800 --> 0:59:23.200
<v Speaker 10>No, it's it's outside in Florida.

0:59:24.480 --> 0:59:28.880
<v Speaker 2>Oof, outside in Florida. That's it. Scary as a motherfucker.

0:59:31.320 --> 0:59:34.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, running around outside in Florida with a fake gun.

0:59:35.400 --> 0:59:39.400
<v Speaker 3>Idea again, worried about the people playing, you know, worried

0:59:39.440 --> 0:59:41.600
<v Speaker 3>about the other team?

0:59:41.720 --> 0:59:41.919
<v Speaker 2>Nick?

0:59:41.960 --> 0:59:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

0:59:43.000 --> 0:59:44.120
<v Speaker 1>people of the computer before we go.

0:59:45.560 --> 0:59:46.439
<v Speaker 10>I appreciate Joe.

0:59:46.760 --> 0:59:48.960
<v Speaker 1>Have a good night, Thanks man, much loved. Thanks Man,

0:59:49.000 --> 0:59:53.680
<v Speaker 1>have a good night. Well flying Lotus. What do you

0:59:53.720 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 1>what do you do you feel like? Uh? Do you

0:59:56.320 --> 0:59:59.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like you you learned anything from in the past?

1:00:00.760 --> 1:00:02.080
<v Speaker 1>How or do you have any takeaways? Do you have

1:00:02.120 --> 1:00:02.680
<v Speaker 1>any thoughts?

1:00:04.000 --> 1:00:04.320
<v Speaker 2>Nope.

1:00:04.400 --> 1:00:07.800
<v Speaker 3>I think the people who are listening though, or the

1:00:07.800 --> 1:00:10.720
<v Speaker 3>people called in it. It sounds like there's a consistency

1:00:10.800 --> 1:00:15.120
<v Speaker 3>where people need to just like, you know, love themselves

1:00:15.160 --> 1:00:20.600
<v Speaker 3>and yeah, man, learn to as well forgive themselves and

1:00:20.720 --> 1:00:24.600
<v Speaker 3>to forgive the people around them. That was the thing

1:00:24.680 --> 1:00:27.720
<v Speaker 3>that I've kind of taken from ends that man, we're

1:00:27.800 --> 1:00:31.400
<v Speaker 3>just you know, what do you expect, We're all just

1:00:31.640 --> 1:00:32.480
<v Speaker 3>grown babies.

1:00:33.440 --> 1:00:37.240
<v Speaker 1>That's really nice. It's really nice. We're all just grown

1:00:37.360 --> 1:00:39.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to connect it back to ET somehow.

1:00:40.040 --> 1:00:40.440
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

1:00:42.480 --> 1:00:43.880
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I'm.

1:00:43.680 --> 1:00:46.600
<v Speaker 2>Sure it's there. I'm sure someone in the chat will

1:00:46.640 --> 1:00:47.400
<v Speaker 2>probably figure it out.

1:00:48.760 --> 1:00:50.840
<v Speaker 1>Well, yeah, man, thanks for thanks for coming on the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there do you want to do you want to

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<v Speaker 1>do any plugs? Don't plug anything?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh? Yeah, you guys could check out my new EP

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<v Speaker 3>that came out called Spirit Box.

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<v Speaker 2>It's tight.

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<v Speaker 3>And then There is a movie I made called ash

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<v Speaker 3>that's come out next year.

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<v Speaker 1>Where is it coming through? The cool Man?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Where like you did? You getting like a wide like

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<v Speaker 1>I can go to like my local am?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>What can you tell us about it at all?

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<v Speaker 2>There's a trailer out. You can check out the trailer.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, cool? Yeah, cool cool? What's it called again?

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<v Speaker 2>Ash? Ash? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Very nice? Well, Flying Letters, thank you for joining me as.

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<v Speaker 2>A thank you so much. Thanks for having me.

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<v Speaker 5>Really goes on the line, taking your phone calls.

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<v Speaker 1>Every night, ever, goes just teaching your

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<v Speaker 2>Line is not really ex