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Speaker 3: But besides us, today we have a man behind he's

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Speaker 2: Honestly. I mean, you're gonna hear me bust his balls.

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Speaker 3: Because I like him already and we've met and I

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Speaker 3: doing the Lord's work out there, you guys.

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Speaker 2: He runs a.

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Speaker 3: that are sensitive to the various factors impacting their lives.

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Speaker 3: And bottom line, folks, you can smoke weed there. Okay,

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Speaker 3: let's just let me just jump to the punch line,

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Speaker 3: which I love the best. I mean, I love this

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Speaker 2: But join us in studio is Nick Morgan. Nick Morgan

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Speaker 2: is you, guys.

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Speaker 3: Is the CEO of the Healthier Choice Recovery, which is

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Speaker 3: a mental health and substance abuse treatment that prioritizes a

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Speaker 3: non judgment and evidence based approach, assuring that each patient

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Speaker 2: And by talking to them.

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Speaker 3: I'm going to tell you, guys right now, that's why

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Speaker 2: For my friend, who I like to call my friend

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Speaker 3: When I say crazy, dog, this is crazy. I'm in

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Speaker 2: Well enough for the ass, Like I said, we can

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Speaker 3: But Nick, how did you get involved in this beautiful

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Speaker 6: Yeah, And that's that's really what inspired me to to

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Speaker 2: Right. So, if I was to.

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Speaker 2: Yeah man, yeah exactly exactly. You can't say that here exactly,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, like whatever group this group back, they just

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Speaker 5: Man.

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Speaker 6: And it's the same guy, right, The same guy that

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Speaker 2: Right, that's okay for.

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Speaker 6: But he uses cannabis. You're gonna tell that guy like, whoa, whoa,

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Speaker 2: Whatever it is. Yeah, choose it if you're going to

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Speaker 2: Who whatever? Right.

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Speaker 2: No for sure, and it's it's also a harm reduction standpoint. Right.

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Speaker 2: Crack and you don't want to go do heroin anymore,

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Speaker 3: There's just certain times that you can smoke.

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Speaker 6: Right, there are there are certain times that you're able

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Speaker 3: If I have a little shot one in the daytime

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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, bro, Bro, you went so hard you got

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Speaker 8: Bro.

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Speaker 6: This guy goes hard, man, and it's it's it's very inspiring, man.

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Speaker 2: Man, you got a light about you. You know what

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Speaker 2: Bro Like, come on, like let's go.

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Speaker 3: You know, like this why you even use the cannabis

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Speaker 2: So my right big toe is injured. Even cars like,

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Speaker 3: probably do another ten later.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you're staying away from big farming man.

440
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Speaker 3: And the funny thing is is I'm now opening up

441
00:21:51,119 --> 00:21:54,960
Speaker 3: to my closer AA community as you'll understand this. I

442
00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:57,600
Speaker 3: can say this to you and you'll understand this. And

443
00:21:57,720 --> 00:22:01,880
Speaker 3: because I'm doing my program, I have twenty five plus

444
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:06,120
Speaker 3: years twenty four when I first started using a cannabis product.

445
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Speaker 3: But I haven't smoked the joints because I go and

446
00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:12,520
Speaker 3: then what and then But I'll do a pin.

447
00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:13,200
Speaker 2: I'll do it.

448
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,440
Speaker 3: If I'm in pain, if I need medicine, I will

449
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Speaker 3: get me some medicine.

450
00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:20,520
Speaker 2: I'm looking not in pain and I'm not hurting. I'm fine,

451
00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:22,879
Speaker 2: I'm smoking the gar I'm good. I'm just hanging out exactly.

452
00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:25,159
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, but if I need some medicine, but

453
00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:26,040
Speaker 3: you know, that's for that.

454
00:22:26,119 --> 00:22:28,880
Speaker 2: But on a daily I'm using that's for THAC.

455
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Speaker 3: On a daily I'm using the CBDs period, no matter

456
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Speaker 3: what I mean in the CBB in the morning, CBN

457
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Speaker 3: at night, and you know, I mean, so I'm using those.

458
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Speaker 2: I'm using different creams and rubs.

459
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Speaker 3: But it's like funny, how now because of the program

460
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Speaker 3: and a lot of guys and I go to meetings

461
00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:49,119
Speaker 3: and I've called me on the side and just recently

462
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Speaker 3: had a conversation with another brother, as you would really understand,

463
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Speaker 3: and I broke down my scenario to him, I go, Dude,

464
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Speaker 3: when I'm in pain now because I was in so

465
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Speaker 3: much pain before, I'm eliminating my four advils that I'm

466
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Speaker 3: popping and I'm using cannabis.

467
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Speaker 6: Yes, And there's no argument around that, you know what

468
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Speaker 6: I mean. They could come up with one, but it's

469
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Speaker 6: like you're using with intent, brother, you know what I mean.

470
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Speaker 6: And that's what we really try to push and educate on,

471
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Speaker 6: is like why are you using it?

472
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Speaker 2: You know what I mean?

473
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Speaker 6: And honestly, even in the beginning with some of the

474
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Speaker 6: guys that are coming straight out of a detox residential

475
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Speaker 6: program that we're just shooting fetanol. And I've seen guys

476
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Speaker 6: that have literally been to thirty plus rehab centers come

477
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Speaker 6: to our center and come to just our program in general, right.

478
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Speaker 6: And it's not just the Healthier Choice Recovery, which is

479
00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:39,800
Speaker 6: the outpatient center, but we have a whole community called

480
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Speaker 6: Go Green, Stay Clean, Right, and we have a meeting

481
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Speaker 6: every Thursday night at seven thirty, and it's just like

482
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Speaker 6: an AA meeting, you know what I mean. We have

483
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Speaker 6: a speaker, we have steps now that we've created, and

484
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Speaker 6: we've got our own community man, and it's Go Green stay.

485
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Speaker 2: Clean because at the end of the day of that,

486
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Speaker 2: we can't do.

487
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Speaker 6: It alone, you know what I mean. And I can

488
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Speaker 6: only speak for myself. I'm sure you can say the

489
00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,880
Speaker 6: same thing, right and you're still involved in in AA.

490
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Speaker 6: Is the fact that like we can't do it alone,

491
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Speaker 6: like you need community. And I think a lot of

492
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 6: people when they start to take these different routes and.

493
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Speaker 2: If as being one of them, is they step away

494
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Speaker 2: from the community.

495
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Speaker 6: You know what I mean, They step away and they

496
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Speaker 6: feel like they need to hide and they can't talk

497
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Speaker 6: about it.

498
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Speaker 2: And you know what that'll get you fucked up?

499
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Speaker 3: Excuse my coach, Well, if it chooses too it could

500
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Speaker 3: it could be something that you're hiding running from. And

501
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:30,000
Speaker 3: now I'm to the point where, like you know, I

502
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Speaker 3: don't care about anybody's.

503
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Speaker 2: Program top minute exactly.

504
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Speaker 5: About somebody else's expectation should never back.

505
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Speaker 2: We cope. I'm not going crazy. It's Cannabi's Talking one

506
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Speaker 2: on one. We're going to come back. Nick's got the

507
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:46,800
Speaker 2: hell tore Choice Discovering Center, walk me through it, I

508
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:48,120
Speaker 2: call it, and I go online.

509
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Speaker 5: We're going to do that.

510
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Speaker 2: Right when can come back to Cannabis Talk one on one?

511
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Speaker 2: The World cover one Choice for Canada.

512
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Speaker 1: Subscribe to our weekly newsletter on our website Cannabi's Talk

513
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514
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Speaker 2: Welcome back to Cannabis Talk one on one.

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Speaker 3: You're your typical of sound, special hopes when it comes

516
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Speaker 3: Nick Morgan, the CEO of the Healthier Choice Recovery. I

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Speaker 3: can go to the Healthier Choice Recovery dot com or

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Speaker 3: I can give them a call at eight twenty.

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Speaker 2: Eight five three eight two three.

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Speaker 3: Zero six zero and Nick walk me through what happens

525
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Speaker 3: if I decide to take my drinking problems, heroin problems,

526
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Speaker 3: mocks A silent problems, Vicodin problems, pick the problems to.

527
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Speaker 2: Your recovery center and sex addiction. When I'm to them,

528
00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:53,960
Speaker 2: we do we do do mental health as well any addiction.

529
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Speaker 2: How do I get in order the requirements to walk

530
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Speaker 2: me through a poose?

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Speaker 6: So typically whenever somebody reaches out and they call all

532
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Speaker 6: you know ninety percent of the time and someone that's

533
00:26:02,920 --> 00:26:07,200
Speaker 6: struggling within that moment, you know, we are a phb

534
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:10,879
Speaker 6: IOP program, so it's partial hospitalization, intensive outpatient and then

535
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,200
Speaker 6: we have obviously a separate entity which is Patrick's purpose

536
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,720
Speaker 6: sober living that you know, I'm named after, you know,

537
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Speaker 6: my brother that passed away. But when somebody calls in,

538
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:23,640
Speaker 6: typically they need to be detoxed, you know, just depending

539
00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:26,840
Speaker 6: on the substance that they're coming off of, heroin, you know,

540
00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:30,920
Speaker 6: benzo diazepams, you know, alcohol, This can be a lot

541
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Speaker 6: of you know, rough things to to really come off of.

542
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:35,600
Speaker 6: So what we'll do is we have a couple of

543
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Speaker 6: detoxes that we like to work with that we refer to.

544
00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:41,760
Speaker 6: So they go through a seven to ten day detox,

545
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:46,080
Speaker 6: typically do another four days of stabilization once they're cleared

546
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Speaker 6: at that level of care, you know, that's whenever they

547
00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,920
Speaker 6: come over to us, you know, and we put them

548
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:53,680
Speaker 6: in our housing entity, and then you know, they come

549
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Speaker 6: into the outpatient you know, as far as the outpatient goes,

550
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:59,919
Speaker 6: we do group therapy. Again, I think a lot of

551
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:03,600
Speaker 6: treatment centers traditionally do a lot of just you know,

552
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,960
Speaker 6: relapse prevention and you know, like a lot of just

553
00:27:07,200 --> 00:27:11,800
Speaker 6: you know, white walls and type of you know, treatment center.

554
00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:13,359
Speaker 6: But We're not like that. You know, We've got a

555
00:27:13,440 --> 00:27:15,399
Speaker 6: cool treatment center. We've got a lot of art going on.

556
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 6: We do music therapy. We have a recording studio actually

557
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:23,120
Speaker 6: in the treatment center. So music is a big thing

558
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:25,040
Speaker 6: for us. We tend to attract a lot of artists

559
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Speaker 6: as well. You know, I've had the pleasure of, you know,

560
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:31,920
Speaker 6: helping some artists in the past, like Little Zen help

561
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Speaker 6: DMX before you passed away, Rest in Peace, And I've

562
00:27:35,240 --> 00:27:37,760
Speaker 6: always really had like that music vibe as well. So

563
00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:40,440
Speaker 6: we have an engineer that comes in twice a week

564
00:27:40,480 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 6: and we do music therapy, and we encourage the guys

565
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Speaker 6: to write and you know, jump on tracks and you know,

566
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Speaker 6: guys that wouldn't even typically you know, jump on a track,

567
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:49,720
Speaker 6: We got them jumping on the track.

568
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Speaker 2: You know.

569
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Speaker 3: It's fun to just recover and get into something.

570
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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, it's it's cool, man. And music is very therapeutic.

571
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Speaker 6: We do a lot of sound bats, which I don't

572
00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:01,919
Speaker 6: know if you're familiar with what a sound bath is.

573
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:05,520
Speaker 6: More so a sound bath is typically you know, we

574
00:28:05,560 --> 00:28:07,119
Speaker 6: have a lady that comes in and she has a

575
00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:09,200
Speaker 6: lot of you know, sound bowls or they all relax.

576
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:11,040
Speaker 2: We have a bunch of bean bags and she'll do

577
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Speaker 2: sound bowls and a rain.

578
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Speaker 6: Stick and she has a tuning stick and you know,

579
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Speaker 6: align your chakras and vary zen you know, almost like

580
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Speaker 6: a meditation, which which we do that actually three times

581
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Speaker 6: a week, which is very good for calming people, you

582
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Speaker 6: know what I mean, because I think that's a big issue,

583
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Speaker 6: you know, is learning how to calm yourself and being present.

584
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Speaker 6: And we do yoga, We do do some We have

585
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Speaker 6: a licensed marriage and family counselor that does cognitive behavioral therapy.

586
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Speaker 2: You know.

587
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Speaker 6: We do a lot of like gratitude meetings, and then

588
00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 6: we do one on one therapy as well. So we

589
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:51,080
Speaker 6: do family sessions. You know, the guests themselves and I

590
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Speaker 6: like to I don't like to call them clients. I

591
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:56,320
Speaker 6: like to call them guests. They get to do family therapy,

592
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 6: they do their one on one sessions with their therapists.

593
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Speaker 6: We have a psychiatry that they see. We have a

594
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Speaker 6: medical doctor that they see because obviously some people do

595
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Speaker 6: need medications, you know what I mean. So we do

596
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Speaker 6: do medication management, but we really stare away from you

597
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,760
Speaker 6: know a lot of the hardcore medications and like psych meds,

598
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Speaker 6: which again not against it. I think a lot of

599
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:20,280
Speaker 6: people are in need of it. So we do do

600
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Speaker 6: medication management and that's something big as well, but I

601
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Speaker 6: think it's really more of our you know, our community

602
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:31,280
Speaker 6: and our vibe and just the energy that we have

603
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Speaker 6: that is just completely different than any other treatment center.

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Speaker 3: How do you deal with a patient friend client that

605
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Speaker 3: comes in there and thinks that they have a cannabis problem.

606
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Speaker 6: Well, to be completely honest with you, man, I think

607
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:50,080
Speaker 6: that if it was somebody that thought that they had

608
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Speaker 6: an issue with cannabis, we might not be the best

609
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Speaker 6: treatment center for that person, you know what I mean,

610
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Speaker 6: Because again, we do look at it as a safe

611
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Speaker 6: and effective recovery and whenever it comes to the Gold

612
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Speaker 6: Green Stay Clean community, you know, we look at that

613
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Speaker 6: as something that is productive. And you know, somebody that

614
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Speaker 6: has a cannabis problem, I would probably refer them to

615
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Speaker 6: more of an abstinence.

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Speaker 5: Based AA whatever.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, your traditional program might work for them, you

618
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Speaker 6: know what I mean. But you know what's crazy is

619
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Speaker 6: like these days is you'll have a mom that since

620
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Speaker 6: their eighteen year old son that is smoking weed, to

621
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Speaker 6: a rehab center, to detox residential.

622
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Speaker 2: And now they're in do and now you know what

623
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Speaker 2: I'm saying. They throw them in there.

624
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Speaker 3: Heard that, you know, because we're in recovery, like we

625
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:42,160
Speaker 3: hear those stories over and over and you've seen them

626
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Speaker 3: excel so bad to where I fully agree Nick with

627
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Speaker 3: what you're doing in the concept of I'm not the

628
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Speaker 3: guy that got sober. And let's just face it, I

629
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Speaker 3: went through the program and I'm even the guy that

630
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Speaker 3: doesn't like to even say those letters out loud of

631
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Speaker 3: what I did because I respect the core principles of it, right,

632
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Speaker 3: So I don't say it to say I'm sober.

633
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Speaker 2: I mean, how do you do it? You could talk

634
00:31:02,640 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 2: to me after, but you know, look at my key chain.

635
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:06,080
Speaker 2: You're gonna figure it out.

636
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 4: Yeah.

637
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Speaker 3: Yeah, you don't even need to say the words. There's

638
00:31:09,360 --> 00:31:10,880
Speaker 3: two words that I don't need to say. I go

639
00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:13,200
Speaker 3: to because I don't need to say it. But I mean,

640
00:31:13,240 --> 00:31:15,320
Speaker 3: we all know what it is, and I'm cool with

641
00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:16,920
Speaker 3: it either way. And I smoke on Panels on it

642
00:31:16,920 --> 00:31:19,040
Speaker 3: because I was on the radio. You know, it's crazy,

643
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 3: Like I think about it. When when I got sober,

644
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 3: it was a Thursday, because I went to this meeting.

645
00:31:25,520 --> 00:31:26,840
Speaker 2: It was a Thursday, for sure.

646
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:30,000
Speaker 3: Then Friday I'm on the air, meaning I'm talking to

647
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Speaker 3: millions of people every day.

648
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:32,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, every day.

649
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,440
Speaker 3: I talk to millions of people in San Francisco, did

650
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Speaker 3: the morning show every day.

651
00:31:36,040 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 5: I'm talking to a million of people. I'm partying, I'm loading,

652
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Speaker 5: I'm smoking.

653
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Speaker 2: What are you doing that? Every night of drink every

654
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 2: night and part of my stick, Yeah, you tell your stories.

655
00:31:43,880 --> 00:31:47,080
Speaker 3: On Friday, i quit and it was like, huh so

656
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Speaker 3: there's no anonymity.

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00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, there's no what are you doing? You know,

658
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 2: where'd you go? What are you doing? Monday?

659
00:31:55,120 --> 00:32:00,479
Speaker 3: Was always the story from the weekend the week So

660
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:04,520
Speaker 3: what happened is I went to a men's stag media.

661
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 2: I've been to those.

662
00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 3: Doing a razer that was, you know, in the fricking hills, blah.

663
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:15,960
Speaker 2: Blah blah, tell fire the morning, you mean, what did

664
00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:22,840
Speaker 2: you do next? I went to a convention. I know this

665
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 2: shit all do well.

666
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,840
Speaker 4: It's like I went from living this crazy life to

667
00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:33,040
Speaker 4: that life, and it's like there's no secrets about it

668
00:32:33,280 --> 00:32:36,000
Speaker 4: for me, like everybody had to live.

669
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:39,000
Speaker 3: My life through it because it was such a fun, big,

670
00:32:39,080 --> 00:32:42,640
Speaker 3: crazy time. And I just share that story recently and

671
00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:44,440
Speaker 3: I just wanted to share what the listeners to going

672
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:47,280
Speaker 3: it's just funny. So if you're going through something, folks,

673
00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:49,360
Speaker 3: you know you can do it.

674
00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:50,400
Speaker 2: Whatever it is.

675
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:53,360
Speaker 3: And I really truly believe to the moral of my

676
00:32:53,560 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 3: story here, there's more than one way, absolutely, just because

677
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:58,160
Speaker 3: this is the way I used to do it, and

678
00:32:58,200 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 3: this is and I'm four canvas.

679
00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,400
Speaker 2: I just expect and earlier how I use it, right,

680
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,520
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And if you're hard hard,

681
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:04,680
Speaker 2: you're not gonna do what I.

682
00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:07,760
Speaker 6: Just said you do Nope, nope.

683
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:09,960
Speaker 3: And that's why I come clean on it going to

684
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 3: I'm out open now and I'm not on the green

685
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:14,400
Speaker 3: closet about how I do it.

686
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:16,680
Speaker 2: What I do it. I'll explain it because I believe

687
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:17,360
Speaker 2: it wholeheartedly.

688
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:19,880
Speaker 6: Yeah yeah, yeah, And I think that's just a big

689
00:33:20,320 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 6: part of like being able to be pure, just like

690
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:24,800
Speaker 6: in your life, right, like when you get clean, when

691
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:27,920
Speaker 6: you get sober, it's like you're not supposed to hide anymore, man,

692
00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:29,600
Speaker 6: you know what I mean, You're not supposed to have

693
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:30,200
Speaker 6: to duck in the.

694
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:34,720
Speaker 3: California Clean comment about it, it's like it's become cannabis California Clean.

695
00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:35,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, you know what.

696
00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:37,600
Speaker 3: It's kind of funny and it makes me think of

697
00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:40,040
Speaker 3: the whole TV show and everything else, And I'm like,

698
00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:43,760
Speaker 3: you know what, I can see it, I get it,

699
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:49,040
Speaker 3: but everybody needs to understand it's I was going through

700
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:53,200
Speaker 3: a lot of anxiety when I was twenty three twenty

701
00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 3: four years sober, and I remember getting on and was

702
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,480
Speaker 3: taking an anxiety kill and I'm still doing it. When

703
00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:04,479
Speaker 3: what if I stepped up my THC level and I'm

704
00:34:04,520 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 3: actually speaking to my doctor on it next week, going

705
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,480
Speaker 3: I really want to look at taking off this pill

706
00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:14,359
Speaker 3: that I'm taking daily, which at the time I felt

707
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:18,560
Speaker 3: like I needed, but now I'm feeling like, eh, but

708
00:34:18,719 --> 00:34:20,960
Speaker 3: I got a little more control of my reactions with

709
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:23,359
Speaker 3: my emotions at home. Now I'm a little calmer now.

710
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:28,600
Speaker 3: But my point is when people can use cannabis for that,

711
00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:31,280
Speaker 3: but it's okay for some doctor to prescribe any fucking Yeah.

712
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:31,480
Speaker 2: No, I was.

713
00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:36,120
Speaker 6: I was on an SSRI for you know SSR as

714
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:39,719
Speaker 6: an antidepressants, you know, anti anxiety medications. I was on

715
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:43,880
Speaker 6: one for since my best friend passed away in twenty fourteen.

716
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:46,279
Speaker 2: I was on it for probably eight years. You know

717
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:50,120
Speaker 2: what I mean? Do you have best friend and brother? Yeah? Yeah, jeez, yeah,

718
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:53,920
Speaker 2: and that's that's just the yeah, yeah, the best friend.

719
00:34:54,760 --> 00:34:55,400
Speaker 2: So he.

720
00:34:57,040 --> 00:35:00,279
Speaker 6: Was supposed to come to my house that night, and

721
00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:03,080
Speaker 6: I was like sleeping in his grandmother's basement at the

722
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:04,759
Speaker 6: time because this is like my best friend that like

723
00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:06,080
Speaker 6: we just function it up together.

724
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:06,560
Speaker 2: Bro, we did.

725
00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:10,600
Speaker 6: We just absolutely if I had a terrible idea, he

726
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:13,960
Speaker 6: was like, yes, let's do you know, yeah.

727
00:35:13,760 --> 00:35:16,279
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, like ideas come up in

728
00:35:17,600 --> 00:35:17,959
Speaker 2: you know.

729
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:21,800
Speaker 6: And uh yeah, yeah yeah.

730
00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:27,480
Speaker 2: And at the time I was more exactly that was

731
00:35:27,520 --> 00:35:27,879
Speaker 2: my guy.

732
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:30,799
Speaker 6: That was my guy man since diapers, you know, and uh,

733
00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:34,919
Speaker 6: he was just always down to do that and he

734
00:35:35,040 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 6: uh you know, at the time, I was trying to

735
00:35:37,200 --> 00:35:42,520
Speaker 6: actually do better, you know, and I wasn't into them.

736
00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:44,960
Speaker 3: Do better for you, not Heroin on Tuesday, yeah, like

737
00:35:45,080 --> 00:35:47,560
Speaker 3: just for you, because I what was better for me,

738
00:35:47,680 --> 00:35:48,360
Speaker 3: what was better for you?

739
00:35:48,520 --> 00:35:50,560
Speaker 6: Better for me was like I'm just gonna drink some

740
00:35:50,800 --> 00:35:53,800
Speaker 6: drink some booze and like not go like do dope

741
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 6: and uh.

742
00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:59,360
Speaker 2: Cocaine crank or crystal, Like what's dope? Dope to me?

743
00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:02,799
Speaker 2: Then was like massive amounts of cocaine. You know.

744
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:05,319
Speaker 6: I was popping a lot of benzos, you know, xanax

745
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:08,719
Speaker 6: things like that popping some like viking In and percocets

746
00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:12,880
Speaker 6: at the time, and uh, I wasn't necessarily heroin.

747
00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, yeah, so it eventually got there. Oh yeah, yeah,

748
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:18,279
Speaker 2: it eventually got there. So what did you guys do

749
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:19,439
Speaker 2: some heroin? Man? Yeah?

750
00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:24,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, dude, he was.

751
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,040
Speaker 6: He was definitely on that, you know what I mean.

752
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,040
Speaker 6: And I hadn't like made it there yet. And that's

753
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:32,000
Speaker 6: like the insanity right of like drug addiction is. Like,

754
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:34,839
Speaker 6: you know, when he passed away, you know, I was

755
00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:37,279
Speaker 6: actually at his grandparents' house, just like grabbing some of

756
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:40,360
Speaker 6: my clothes out of the basement, and a police officer

757
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:43,359
Speaker 6: came to the door and uh, you know, asked if

758
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:45,520
Speaker 6: if he lived there, and we said yeah, and he

759
00:36:45,520 --> 00:36:47,719
Speaker 6: said he had passed away from a heroin overdose.

760
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:50,480
Speaker 2: And I was there with this whole family whenever we

761
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:52,760
Speaker 2: got the news.

762
00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:54,520
Speaker 6: And it was just it was bad man, And like

763
00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:59,040
Speaker 6: I had never used heroin until after he passed away.

764
00:36:59,280 --> 00:37:01,080
Speaker 2: Great idea, you know what I mean. That's when the

765
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 2: greatest ideas come right, and.

766
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 6: Only people like me and you understand that, you know

767
00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:07,400
Speaker 6: what I mean, Like, oh, your best friend just passed

768
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:08,000
Speaker 6: away from.

769
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:15,120
Speaker 2: Her Yeah yeah, yeah, like that's how he did it is.

770
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, So if you're thinking, how can we talk about

771
00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:23,480
Speaker 3: it so easily because we've recovered god willingly from it,

772
00:37:23,680 --> 00:37:26,319
Speaker 3: knowing that we can go back there any second of

773
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:28,680
Speaker 3: the day like that, you know what I mean? Thought

774
00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 3: processes are so fucking crazy. He's such an idiot, and

775
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:33,719
Speaker 3: he's looking at me going, he's such an idiot. We

776
00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:37,160
Speaker 3: are just faking being fucking two, you know, responsible men,

777
00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:38,440
Speaker 3: because lord.

778
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,880
Speaker 2: Knows, if we're one bump away from fucking losing it

779
00:37:40,920 --> 00:37:46,200
Speaker 2: all straight up man, and they can go quick. You know, it's.

780
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:50,400
Speaker 3: Nutty how much you think about what goes on in

781
00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:51,719
Speaker 3: a situation like that.

782
00:37:51,880 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 2: Nick, don't even worry about it. But when I look

783
00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 2: at how so many people can get judged by it.

784
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:01,680
Speaker 3: And we were listening to this show too, I'm sure

785
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:04,080
Speaker 3: smoking this and that, But the community out there are

786
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:09,360
Speaker 3: people who get sober like I'm happy that those places

787
00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,840
Speaker 3: like yours. And I didn't know that you had a

788
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:16,680
Speaker 3: part of this, but a guy that I grew up

789
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:20,560
Speaker 3: in the business with, Steve Lobel, Yeah, the mentor of yours.

790
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:23,799
Speaker 2: I'm assuming, yes, partner of yours. We're to take a break.

791
00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:26,720
Speaker 2: We're gonna come back. How did you meet Steve LaBelle?

792
00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:29,000
Speaker 3: If people out there have heard the name, I mean

793
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:32,520
Speaker 3: he's been in the entertainment game forever and it's a year.

794
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:33,879
Speaker 2: Old friend of mine and I love him to death.

795
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,840
Speaker 2: We're going to hear the story because it's random that

796
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:37,480
Speaker 2: a guy.

797
00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 5: From Chicago, if I'm not mistaken, Illinois, right me?

798
00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:44,399
Speaker 2: My illinor man? Where you from Southern Illinois? Old Sunday Illinois? Yeah?

799
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:47,800
Speaker 2: Not so a boy from Illinois. It's a big wig

800
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:51,920
Speaker 2: like Steve Lobail. How the hell does that happen? And

801
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,640
Speaker 2: look at this big old Egyptian Canada talk what I want.

802
00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 2: We'll be right back after this break. Make sure you

803
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Speaker 2: Well, I'm sure Nick's met a few people like that,

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Speaker 3: X's, I want to take everybody around here for putting

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826
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Speaker 3: Mark Carnes, Chris Frankkeno, Jennifer Erica and Elvis.

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Speaker 2: Thank you guys all for doing what you do for

833
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Speaker 2: this show. Here.

834
00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:42,280
Speaker 3: Nick Morgan, we're closer than probably we realize. As during

835
00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:45,279
Speaker 3: the break, you're really zooming in on my picture on

836
00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:47,839
Speaker 3: your phone and I don't know if I was offended or.

837
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:50,400
Speaker 2: I felt honored. Either way.

838
00:40:51,239 --> 00:40:53,280
Speaker 3: You asked me if I can get you a scratch

839
00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:57,279
Speaker 3: and sniff photo, and I can't. I'm gonna look into it,

840
00:40:57,320 --> 00:41:00,960
Speaker 3: but unbelievable. It's kind of that you asked.

841
00:41:01,239 --> 00:41:03,560
Speaker 2: I really wanted it. There's nothing to do with.

842
00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:06,640
Speaker 3: The recovery center. But Nick, I want to ask you this.

843
00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:12,160
Speaker 3: I don't know if you have any cream on you,

844
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:18,440
Speaker 3: but no, no, if you have any stories because walking

845
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:22,880
Speaker 3: in any brother diyan and only I can talk to you, Soji,

846
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,480
Speaker 3: I don't know if only I can, but I mean

847
00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:27,880
Speaker 3: maybe anybody else can. But I feel close enough to

848
00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:32,440
Speaker 3: talk so demented and just crazy to you because we can.

849
00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,760
Speaker 2: We come from that block of walk.

850
00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:40,560
Speaker 3: But I would imagine that's probably the craziest of like

851
00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:44,920
Speaker 3: moments because I'm thinking going you got to.

852
00:41:44,880 --> 00:41:47,160
Speaker 2: Have the ones that you lived through.

853
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,560
Speaker 5: That were just nutty, and that's where I want you

854
00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:55,200
Speaker 5: to take me, probably because the brother just is Oh,

855
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,799
Speaker 5: there's nothing worse that's more therapeutical and more help that

856
00:41:57,880 --> 00:41:58,680
Speaker 5: you need than that.

857
00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:01,879
Speaker 6: I mean, you know what I mean, like like that's

858
00:42:02,080 --> 00:42:03,960
Speaker 6: just yeah, man.

859
00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:04,719
Speaker 2: But what else? Though?

860
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:07,320
Speaker 3: Here we go, let's go to like do you remember

861
00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:11,320
Speaker 3: when you partied so hard it was eight hits? Then

862
00:42:10,120 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 3: then the period of that and then then we were

863
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 3: at this rave where we were at this Give me

864
00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:18,480
Speaker 3: a good one, Yeah, a fun one that's not so crazy,

865
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:21,200
Speaker 3: but one of those ones that's orderline braggadociaus.

866
00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:26,399
Speaker 2: I mean, I got fun, raggeddocis I can make a party.

867
00:42:26,480 --> 00:42:28,640
Speaker 2: So I'll tell you some story, you know what I mean.

868
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:31,719
Speaker 2: I definitely doing lines o case here JoJo's private jet

869
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 2: and then we came here and there. But you know,

870
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,520
Speaker 2: give me a good one before we get in. And

871
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:36,320
Speaker 2: maybe you're.

872
00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:38,840
Speaker 3: Braggadocious because you got in the back of the sticks

873
00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 3: out there, isn't braggadocious because what I want to get

874
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:45,080
Speaker 3: to is, hell the hell there's a guy who doesn't

875
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,080
Speaker 3: come from a braggadocia's background.

876
00:42:47,120 --> 00:42:50,880
Speaker 2: I can't braggadocis background party me and the guy like

877
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:54,080
Speaker 2: Steve Lobell. Yeah, that's what I was getting to. Behind

878
00:42:54,080 --> 00:42:55,040
Speaker 2: that whole little hoop.

879
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean, man, I got stories for days from again.

880
00:42:58,160 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 6: I'm from southern Illinois. Man, I'm from you know, not

881
00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:02,280
Speaker 6: a not a big area.

882
00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:03,319
Speaker 2: You know.

883
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 6: I was adopted, you know, as a kid. So you know,

884
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:08,720
Speaker 6: I realized that, you know, I came from a pretty

885
00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:10,919
Speaker 6: good family. So like I can't say that, like.

886
00:43:10,920 --> 00:43:12,920
Speaker 2: You do you know anybody else had in your family?

887
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:17,520
Speaker 6: Yeah, it was actually an open adoption, so like I

888
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:19,120
Speaker 6: had contact with them.

889
00:43:19,160 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 2: They actually all live in England.

890
00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:28,680
Speaker 6: And my biological vessel as I call her, she vessel

891
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:29,520
Speaker 6: because she's the.

892
00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 2: Farthest thing from a mother, but whole another story, man,

893
00:43:34,880 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 2: another interesting Uh.

894
00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 6: I hope you're working on that. Yeah, no, no, for sure, man.

895
00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:40,440
Speaker 6: I mean there's certain relationships in your life that are

896
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,480
Speaker 6: productive and certain ones that aren't. I was adopted. My mother,

897
00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:47,359
Speaker 6: my adopted mom is my mom. She's my rock, she's

898
00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:51,480
Speaker 6: my best friend. I she she's the best man. And

899
00:43:51,520 --> 00:43:53,360
Speaker 6: she's one that never gave up on me through my

900
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,560
Speaker 6: drug addiction. But yeah, like like I said, I come

901
00:43:56,560 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 6: from a small area. You know, I had had numerous seizures.

902
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:03,920
Speaker 6: Man ended up in the hospital probably twenty plus times,

903
00:44:03,920 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 6: you know, from drug addiction, and ended up in the

904
00:44:06,680 --> 00:44:08,879
Speaker 6: psych word and all all types of stuff like that

905
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:12,200
Speaker 6: man had had seizures at music festivals from doing too

906
00:44:12,280 --> 00:44:13,200
Speaker 6: much fucking.

907
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:15,359
Speaker 2: Acid molly, and yeah you was that guy. Yeah, yeah,

908
00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:16,000
Speaker 2: one hundred percent.

909
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:18,520
Speaker 5: Guy that's fucking doing too much over.

910
00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:19,919
Speaker 2: Them yea, yeah, no, for sure. It was like, yeah,

911
00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:21,400
Speaker 2: somebody off, he's.

912
00:44:21,239 --> 00:44:23,200
Speaker 5: Got to six back because you've been doing gym.

913
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 1: For a way.

914
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,319
Speaker 6: Yeah no, back then, Back then, I was like one

915
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:30,200
Speaker 6: thirty five, probably soaking wet man, you know what I mean,

916
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,239
Speaker 6: I see yeah, yeah, no, for sure.

917
00:44:34,320 --> 00:44:37,920
Speaker 2: I mean I was just a big heavy Yeah, I

918
00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:40,759
Speaker 2: see the pictures. I see the picture to make sure

919
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:44,359
Speaker 2: double kicking it with biggie. You know, I'm like, I

920
00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:46,360
Speaker 2: have to eat food if I want to party harder.

921
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:49,720
Speaker 2: I can't collapse. And I'm like I'm gating.

922
00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:56,280
Speaker 6: Yeah right, I've had long benders, man, for sure. Just

923
00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:58,880
Speaker 6: you know, they got it got clean man, after like

924
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,560
Speaker 6: I said, five rehabs in and got involved in the

925
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:06,360
Speaker 6: industry and started using cannabis in my recovery and was

926
00:45:06,400 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 6: really like, get.

927
00:45:08,120 --> 00:45:10,560
Speaker 2: Over here, I'm sorry.

928
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 6: I started using started using cannabis in my recovery, and uh,

929
00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:18,600
Speaker 6: you know, I I kind of had to hide it.

930
00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:20,520
Speaker 6: There for a little bit, you know, and I kept

931
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 6: like kind of like praying to this like higher power, right,

932
00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:25,880
Speaker 6: whatever you want to call yours. And I think everybody

933
00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:28,440
Speaker 6: has their different ones, but just kind of looking for

934
00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:31,560
Speaker 6: a direction on like, Okay, what's next? Because all this

935
00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,000
Speaker 6: time before I could be pure, I could speak openly,

936
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:36,800
Speaker 6: I could be who I was, And I got aligned

937
00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:41,719
Speaker 6: with a friend of a friend aligned me with a

938
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:44,560
Speaker 6: gentleman that I had been in the treatment industry for

939
00:45:44,560 --> 00:45:47,080
Speaker 6: a very very long time, like thirteen years and had

940
00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:50,399
Speaker 6: centers all around the country, and you know, I kept

941
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:53,640
Speaker 6: thinking to myself like that, what if there was a

942
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:58,160
Speaker 6: rehab center that didn't discriminate against cannabis? Right, Like what

943
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:01,080
Speaker 6: if there was a place And again, mind you, this

944
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 6: is five years ago, what if there was a place

945
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:07,160
Speaker 6: that we'd be able to allow people to use cannabis?

946
00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:07,399
Speaker 2: Right?

947
00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:09,360
Speaker 6: Because this is productive and I see it working for

948
00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:11,640
Speaker 6: myself and other people that didn't want to talk about it.

949
00:46:11,680 --> 00:46:15,239
Speaker 6: But I met and a friend of a friend introduced

950
00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:20,319
Speaker 6: me to a man named Frank Said, and Frank was

951
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 6: best friends with Steve Lobell. They grew up together and

952
00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:30,399
Speaker 6: Steve was managing Scott Storch at the time, and they

953
00:46:30,520 --> 00:46:33,240
Speaker 6: kind of had this same idea, right Like he said,

954
00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:35,960
Speaker 6: you know, I'm thinking about opening this this rehab center

955
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:41,280
Speaker 6: out in California, and you know, my friend Steve Lobell

956
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:44,200
Speaker 6: and you know, Scott Storch is going to be involved

957
00:46:44,239 --> 00:46:47,439
Speaker 6: in I'm like, okay, cool, Like this sounds fun.

958
00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:48,919
Speaker 2: I need to get out of Florida and my brother

959
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:49,759
Speaker 2: just passed away.

960
00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:52,600
Speaker 6: I just found my brother dead and I needed some change,

961
00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:55,640
Speaker 6: you know, And you know, I shipped my life out

962
00:46:55,640 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 6: to California and Steve. I didn't know anybody when I

963
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:02,640
Speaker 6: came out to LA, and you know, Steve kind of

964
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:05,920
Speaker 6: took me under his wing and really looked out for me.

965
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,320
Speaker 6: It was just like in the middle of COVID and

966
00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:10,319
Speaker 6: you know, I was going out to Steve's house and

967
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:13,440
Speaker 6: you know, we're eating food and just chopping it up

968
00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:15,600
Speaker 6: and like getting ready to open this treatment center. And

969
00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:18,719
Speaker 6: next thing, you know, we we we just became like

970
00:47:18,800 --> 00:47:22,640
Speaker 6: really good friends before anything, you know. And uh, I

971
00:47:22,680 --> 00:47:24,640
Speaker 6: really learned a lot from him and the way that

972
00:47:24,719 --> 00:47:27,239
Speaker 6: he moved and the way that you know, Frank moved

973
00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:31,160
Speaker 6: as well, which was his best friend. And uh, you know,

974
00:47:31,280 --> 00:47:33,440
Speaker 6: I started running around in LA and I'm going to

975
00:47:33,480 --> 00:47:35,480
Speaker 6: these events and and again, mind you, I'm a kid

976
00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:38,040
Speaker 6: from selling Illinois, man like I'm from the fucking sticks,

977
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:38,719
Speaker 6: you know, And.

978
00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:40,600
Speaker 5: I have no idea who these guys are.

979
00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:45,879
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, he's the biggest, big time, big time man.

980
00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:47,799
Speaker 6: And anywhere that we went, you know what I'm saying,

981
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:49,200
Speaker 6: it's everybody moves out the way.

982
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:49,600
Speaker 2: You know.

983
00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 6: We don't stand in lines like you know I'm going.

984
00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:54,879
Speaker 6: We're going in the artists entry into any any show.

985
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:57,400
Speaker 6: I mean, some of my favorite artists I'm on stage

986
00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 6: with and you know, in front of twenty plus thousand

987
00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:03,880
Speaker 6: people and going places and meeting people and.

988
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,480
Speaker 2: Boy, because your boy was his boy, Yeah, you know

989
00:48:06,560 --> 00:48:06,960
Speaker 2: what I mean.

990
00:48:07,040 --> 00:48:10,160
Speaker 6: But but Steve more than anything, Like she's a great dude,

991
00:48:10,239 --> 00:48:13,480
Speaker 6: very humble man that that really taught me a lot

992
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,640
Speaker 6: and and really kind of like protected me in the

993
00:48:15,719 --> 00:48:18,160
Speaker 6: sense out in LA and a lot of the fake

994
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:20,200
Speaker 6: shift going on, you know what I mean. And and

995
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:22,919
Speaker 6: uh introduced me to a lot of amazing people. And

996
00:48:23,080 --> 00:48:27,279
Speaker 6: again we're still friends today. But him and Scott had

997
00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:29,359
Speaker 6: a lot to do with the first treatment center, which

998
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,000
Speaker 6: was called the Heavenly.

999
00:48:30,680 --> 00:48:33,600
Speaker 2: Center that got a lot of press. Yeah, yeah, no, I.

1000
00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:36,520
Speaker 6: Mean TMZ picked it up, hip hop d X. You know,

1001
00:48:36,600 --> 00:48:40,120
Speaker 6: like Steve again, Steve is just a music guru, you

1002
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, He's a very big icon. He's

1003
00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:45,040
Speaker 6: you know again like he's the one that you know,

1004
00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:47,279
Speaker 6: brought Nipsey Hustle out of the hood, you know, like

1005
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:49,640
Speaker 6: he's you know, Buone Dugs and Harmon.

1006
00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:51,440
Speaker 2: And exactly that's why I mean, I go back to

1007
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 2: both them.

1008
00:48:52,280 --> 00:48:54,480
Speaker 6: Yeah, bone thugs, you know what I mean, Fat Joe,

1009
00:48:54,560 --> 00:48:57,240
Speaker 6: Sean Kingson, all these people that you know, he really

1010
00:48:57,440 --> 00:49:01,360
Speaker 6: you know, gave opportunity to and just anywhere that we

1011
00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:06,120
Speaker 6: went nothing but respect for for him, Run DMC. I mean,

1012
00:49:06,160 --> 00:49:07,960
Speaker 6: those were his mentors, you know what I mean. Like

1013
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:10,880
Speaker 6: he's just, uh, he's a g bro, you know what

1014
00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:13,640
Speaker 6: I mean. And uh, he's been nothing but you know again,

1015
00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 6: like I said, a very great individual to me. And

1016
00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:19,480
Speaker 6: he had he didn't have to do what he did

1017
00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:21,160
Speaker 6: for me when I first came out here and didn't

1018
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:24,000
Speaker 6: know anybody, and uh, we just became really really good

1019
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:27,000
Speaker 6: friends and even kind of did some stuff with you know,

1020
00:49:27,040 --> 00:49:28,839
Speaker 6: some of the artists that we did help get clean.

1021
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,000
Speaker 6: And he's the one that kind of lined up you know,

1022
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:33,680
Speaker 6: dm X getting clean and you know, kind of connected

1023
00:49:33,719 --> 00:49:36,640
Speaker 6: with will Zann and some of the other artists that

1024
00:49:37,080 --> 00:49:39,080
Speaker 6: we had the pleasure of helping, you know, through the

1025
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:43,080
Speaker 6: treatment center, and you know, we just stayed good friends.

1026
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:45,960
Speaker 6: They ended up actually, you know, selling to a big

1027
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:50,360
Speaker 6: company as far as that that treatment center went. And uh,

1028
00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:53,160
Speaker 6: you know he again like he's doing his music things

1029
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,680
Speaker 6: these days. He's just you know, he started his own

1030
00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 6: label now, you know, Lobel Music grew.

1031
00:49:58,760 --> 00:50:01,319
Speaker 2: You know, he's doing on here soon. He's a dude.

1032
00:50:01,320 --> 00:50:03,040
Speaker 3: I mean, he's just one of those great guys and

1033
00:50:03,080 --> 00:50:08,440
Speaker 3: he is industry big in the cannabis industry. He knows

1034
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:11,759
Speaker 3: everybody in the music industries. Now, I mean you talk

1035
00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:13,839
Speaker 3: to Jay Z's the biggest, I'm the biggest, the best

1036
00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:14,760
Speaker 3: the guys.

1037
00:50:15,040 --> 00:50:15,839
Speaker 2: The guy's that guy.

1038
00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 3: And he's just so down to earth, busy down ever

1039
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:22,080
Speaker 3: since I've known him, and I randomly ran into him

1040
00:50:22,080 --> 00:50:24,520
Speaker 3: in Vegas and then I see him and I lost.

1041
00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:30,120
Speaker 2: Joe Bronne Belly. Yeah, I mean it's me.

1042
00:50:31,640 --> 00:50:35,120
Speaker 3: I love the dude the way he realizes the relationship

1043
00:50:35,120 --> 00:50:36,759
Speaker 3: because I was three hundred when when he used to

1044
00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:39,640
Speaker 3: see me, and now I'm not and He's just always

1045
00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:41,799
Speaker 3: been a pleasant dude. He is ticking with and I'm

1046
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:45,799
Speaker 3: glad that he's was such an instrumental part of your

1047
00:50:45,960 --> 00:50:49,320
Speaker 3: life with this recovery and showing you because like those

1048
00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:52,279
Speaker 3: guys starting that, you envisioning that, wanting that for you

1049
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:55,680
Speaker 3: to align yourself with it, it just feels so God sense.

1050
00:50:56,000 --> 00:50:57,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, for your journey.

1051
00:50:57,640 --> 00:50:59,360
Speaker 3: Like as I hear it, I look at you as

1052
00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:02,319
Speaker 3: a so to speak, you know, out there sating the

1053
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,280
Speaker 3: good work. Like I said at the beginning of the show,

1054
00:51:04,520 --> 00:51:06,160
Speaker 3: you're doing the Lord's work.

1055
00:51:06,120 --> 00:51:08,160
Speaker 6: Yeah, man. And and he he was on the same

1056
00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 6: type of time man, you know what I mean. He

1057
00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:12,560
Speaker 6: wanted to help, you know, and like he he one

1058
00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:16,319
Speaker 6: thing that Steve, Steve taught me was about time, right,

1059
00:51:16,640 --> 00:51:20,400
Speaker 6: and a lot of missed time that he had worrying

1060
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 6: about everybody else right, and managing these artists and traveling

1061
00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 6: the country and just work, work, work, work, work, work,

1062
00:51:27,239 --> 00:51:31,080
Speaker 6: work right. And you know, something that he really taught

1063
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:33,120
Speaker 6: me was like, you know, like you got to do

1064
00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 6: what's right for yourself sometimes.

1065
00:51:34,719 --> 00:51:35,399
Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

1066
00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 6: And like you, there's not a lot of time on

1067
00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:40,359
Speaker 6: this planet, and he felt like he wasted a lot

1068
00:51:40,360 --> 00:51:42,759
Speaker 6: of time waiting on other people and making you know,

1069
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,719
Speaker 6: bringing success to other people. And that's what really, you know,

1070
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:49,240
Speaker 6: inspired me to go and and finally, you know, open

1071
00:51:49,360 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 6: my own program and open my own stuff and and

1072
00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:54,879
Speaker 6: do what you know again I do today. And he's

1073
00:51:54,880 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 6: somebody that really like pushed me to to do that, man.

1074
00:51:58,239 --> 00:52:00,279
Speaker 6: And and and one thing that he taught me is

1075
00:52:00,360 --> 00:52:03,120
Speaker 6: just that you know, what you're good at is what

1076
00:52:03,160 --> 00:52:04,520
Speaker 6: you're good at, you know what I mean, what your

1077
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:07,000
Speaker 6: talent is is what your talent is. And it's not

1078
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 6: up to anybody else but yourself, you know what I mean.

1079
00:52:09,200 --> 00:52:11,040
Speaker 6: It's not up to anybody else to bring you that

1080
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:13,759
Speaker 6: success but yourself. And you need to harbor that, you know,

1081
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:17,560
Speaker 6: be careful, like what who who you give your energy to?

1082
00:52:17,840 --> 00:52:18,520
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?

1083
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:21,239
Speaker 6: And like you've worked very hard for the contacts that

1084
00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 6: you've acquired, the relationships that you have, you know what

1085
00:52:23,960 --> 00:52:26,080
Speaker 6: I mean, you can't just give those away, you know,

1086
00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:29,000
Speaker 6: Like he's he's really he's really taught me a lot, man,

1087
00:52:29,600 --> 00:52:30,920
Speaker 6: He's a g Yeah.

1088
00:52:30,880 --> 00:52:32,040
Speaker 2: Cool nook.

1089
00:52:32,160 --> 00:52:35,840
Speaker 3: We've heard how you come in, we've heard how they stayed,

1090
00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:37,720
Speaker 3: We've heard it's a program?

1091
00:52:38,480 --> 00:52:39,960
Speaker 2: Is it twelve steps?

1092
00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:42,080
Speaker 3: Where is exactly. I know you said you guys put

1093
00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:45,040
Speaker 3: some steps together. Explain a little bit more of that process,

1094
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:46,840
Speaker 3: because that's changed since the first time we talked, and

1095
00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,239
Speaker 3: I think the listeners could benefit from hearing from that.

1096
00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:49,800
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1097
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:53,480
Speaker 6: So, I mean the program itself, you know again, like

1098
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,200
Speaker 6: I said, we just opened about two years ago.

1099
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:57,839
Speaker 2: I want to say, and I try I like about

1100
00:52:57,920 --> 00:52:59,480
Speaker 2: this with you, Doc. I feel like I'm watching it

1101
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:02,200
Speaker 2: from the Yeah. Yeah, no, I mean, man, we a

1102
00:53:02,239 --> 00:53:04,280
Speaker 2: good conversations about like, oh this is awesome.

1103
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,840
Speaker 6: Yeah no, I mean we went from you know, I

1104
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:09,880
Speaker 6: had to open the sober living first, Patrick's Purpose Sober Living,

1105
00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:11,719
Speaker 6: and you know, had my whole family come out for

1106
00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:15,480
Speaker 6: that grand opening, and we started with about twelve beds

1107
00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:19,160
Speaker 6: just with the sober Living, and then we moved to

1108
00:53:19,400 --> 00:53:22,879
Speaker 6: opening the outpatient center, and then within the last year

1109
00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:26,399
Speaker 6: we've grown from twelve beds to thirty beds and we're

1110
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:29,759
Speaker 6: just like we're flourishing, man, And it's like everything is

1111
00:53:29,840 --> 00:53:32,960
Speaker 6: just aligning the way that it is supposed to, and

1112
00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:34,520
Speaker 6: we're growing the way that we're.

1113
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:36,279
Speaker 2: Supposed to, because like this shit is so meant to

1114
00:53:36,320 --> 00:53:36,759
Speaker 2: be bro.

1115
00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:40,240
Speaker 6: You know what I mean, And it really is groundbreaking

1116
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,880
Speaker 6: and it's the community that we built.

1117
00:53:42,880 --> 00:53:43,080
Speaker 2: Man.

1118
00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:46,120
Speaker 6: Like I love being at the treatment center with the guys, right,

1119
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:49,000
Speaker 6: I love being at the Sober Living on Sundays whenever

1120
00:53:49,280 --> 00:53:52,959
Speaker 6: we got football over there. Sure it's just men right now.

1121
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:55,200
Speaker 6: So as far as the housing goes, as far as

1122
00:53:55,239 --> 00:53:58,640
Speaker 6: the transitional living, it's just men. But as far as

1123
00:53:58,640 --> 00:54:01,279
Speaker 6: the healthier choice recovery, go is outpatient. If you know,

1124
00:54:01,320 --> 00:54:05,399
Speaker 6: it's somebody coming from me. Every Thursday night at seven

1125
00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:07,719
Speaker 6: thirty we have our Go Green, Stay Clean meeting, which

1126
00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:10,719
Speaker 6: again I really want you to come speak at and

1127
00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:12,280
Speaker 6: that's open to the public.

1128
00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:13,520
Speaker 2: We have male female.

1129
00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:17,879
Speaker 6: It's in Sherman Oaks and it's at four one three

1130
00:54:17,880 --> 00:54:21,319
Speaker 6: two Woodcliffe Road in Sherman Oaks and that is open

1131
00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:25,120
Speaker 6: to the public. Which it's it's an amazing meeting. Again,

1132
00:54:25,200 --> 00:54:28,359
Speaker 6: like I said, it's non discriminational, Like come as you are,

1133
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:30,719
Speaker 6: speak about what you want to speak about. We're still

1134
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:32,080
Speaker 6: going to give you a hug, We're still going to

1135
00:54:32,160 --> 00:54:33,560
Speaker 6: tell you to keep coming back. No one's going to

1136
00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,440
Speaker 6: be like you can't say that in here, you know

1137
00:54:35,520 --> 00:54:37,560
Speaker 6: what I mean, Like sit down and shut up, Like

1138
00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:39,399
Speaker 6: we don't do all that, bro. You know what I mean,

1139
00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:42,040
Speaker 6: like let it out, come in. We have an amazing

1140
00:54:42,080 --> 00:54:46,040
Speaker 6: speaker every single week. We've had some pretty pretty awesome people.

1141
00:54:46,120 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 6: I mean, sometimes I'll have clients themselves that are further

1142
00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:51,840
Speaker 6: along in the program speak. Sometimes I'll have you know,

1143
00:54:51,880 --> 00:54:54,520
Speaker 6: a celebrity come speak. We just had Rene Graziano for

1144
00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:58,080
Speaker 6: mob Lives come speak, you know, we had Jimmy Shan,

1145
00:54:58,480 --> 00:54:59,920
Speaker 6: you know, a comedian come speak.

1146
00:55:01,200 --> 00:55:01,400
Speaker 2: You know.

1147
00:55:01,440 --> 00:55:04,280
Speaker 6: So we just have different speakers every week, man, And

1148
00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:06,840
Speaker 6: it's it's a cool community. But it's open to everybody

1149
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 6: that that meeting on Thursday nights is. But yes, we

1150
00:55:09,239 --> 00:55:13,759
Speaker 6: do have steps that we've just revamped right that you know,

1151
00:55:13,840 --> 00:55:15,560
Speaker 6: same concept as as.

1152
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:16,640
Speaker 2: AA, you know what I mean.

1153
00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:20,520
Speaker 6: So it's twelve yeah, twelve steps, but just you know,

1154
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:23,520
Speaker 6: revamped in a way that fits you know the fact

1155
00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:26,400
Speaker 6: that people do use cannabis in their recovery, you know. So,

1156
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:28,000
Speaker 6: And I think that's the one thing that we were

1157
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:30,400
Speaker 6: lacking in the beginning is like, Okay, we have this

1158
00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:33,680
Speaker 6: treatment center, we have this community, but what got me

1159
00:55:33,760 --> 00:55:36,400
Speaker 6: sober in the first place, right, what got me sober

1160
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:39,080
Speaker 6: in the first place was twelve steps, you know what

1161
00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:42,880
Speaker 6: I mean, and a sponsor and somebody keep me accountable

1162
00:55:42,960 --> 00:55:45,839
Speaker 6: in a community and mentorship, and we kind of like,

1163
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:48,480
Speaker 6: you know, it's not just.

1164
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:49,080
Speaker 2: You want to do it.

1165
00:55:49,239 --> 00:55:50,839
Speaker 3: And if you don't have a problem doing it, well, man,

1166
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:52,600
Speaker 3: just part of them the good God bless you.

1167
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:54,520
Speaker 2: It's not for you. Yeah, no, no, for sure, I

1168
00:55:54,600 --> 00:55:56,160
Speaker 2: think you have a problem. If you think you do,

1169
00:55:56,320 --> 00:55:58,680
Speaker 2: you might. Yeah. No, if if part of you was

1170
00:55:58,760 --> 00:56:01,200
Speaker 2: telling you that you got a problem, problem, you got

1171
00:56:01,200 --> 00:56:06,520
Speaker 2: a problem. If you made the question, yeah, exactly, Yeah,

1172
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:08,680
Speaker 2: what do you think? Yeah, I mean you know what

1173
00:56:08,719 --> 00:56:13,640
Speaker 2: I mean always, but I only got to du Yeah, man,

1174
00:56:13,840 --> 00:56:17,080
Speaker 2: I only you know what I mean. Like I snorted cocaine,

1175
00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:20,560
Speaker 2: but it's like not a lot of cocaine because I

1176
00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:24,719
Speaker 2: was hot. Yeah no, bro, I've heard it all. Man,

1177
00:56:24,800 --> 00:56:27,600
Speaker 2: I've heard it. But I don't know what a problem is.

1178
00:56:27,920 --> 00:56:29,560
Speaker 2: I don't know what I mean. Is that a problem? Yeah,

1179
00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:33,120
Speaker 2: be to jail to jail problem. Yeah. I don't know

1180
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:35,120
Speaker 2: what a problem means to you.

1181
00:56:35,840 --> 00:56:38,839
Speaker 3: But if it does and you're looking for recovery, I

1182
00:56:38,920 --> 00:56:40,279
Speaker 3: know what no problems meaning.

1183
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:42,439
Speaker 2: I've had a lot of problems in a long time. Say, man,

1184
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:43,879
Speaker 2: isn't it crazy? Bro?

1185
00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:46,120
Speaker 6: Like whenever you actually get your ship together like bad

1186
00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:47,640
Speaker 6: ship stops happening, you know.

1187
00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:50,399
Speaker 2: What I mean. I don't either, man, I don't run

1188
00:56:50,400 --> 00:56:54,880
Speaker 2: into any problems too traumatic, you know, dramatic situations anymore,

1189
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:56,960
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like I really don't, like

1190
00:56:57,000 --> 00:56:58,600
Speaker 2: I don't go to jail anyone where.

1191
00:56:58,520 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 6: You Using in my life was crazy, yeah, bro, I mean,

1192
00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:03,640
Speaker 6: stupid shit happens, right Like when you're using, you get

1193
00:57:03,680 --> 00:57:06,880
Speaker 6: a flat tire, fucking somebody hits you in traffic. Like

1194
00:57:06,960 --> 00:57:09,440
Speaker 6: it's just the the energy around it, you know what

1195
00:57:09,480 --> 00:57:10,719
Speaker 6: I mean, It's just just.

1196
00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:13,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's so good. I love what you're doing. Also, Nick,

1197
00:57:14,640 --> 00:57:16,919
Speaker 3: one of the biggest things people are coming in there

1198
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:17,560
Speaker 3: for right now.

1199
00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:21,640
Speaker 6: Right now, I'd say, like the biggest problem in our country,

1200
00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:23,680
Speaker 6: and what we see a lot of is is fetanol.

1201
00:57:24,040 --> 00:57:27,920
Speaker 6: Is fetanol and you know, in in California specifically fetanyl

1202
00:57:27,960 --> 00:57:31,360
Speaker 6: and methamphetamine is really what what I'm seeing a lot of.

1203
00:57:32,080 --> 00:57:34,760
Speaker 6: You know, obviously, there's alcohol, you know, you got people

1204
00:57:34,800 --> 00:57:36,960
Speaker 6: that have a lot of alcohol problems. But where I

1205
00:57:37,040 --> 00:57:41,280
Speaker 6: see you know, cannabis being like very beneficial is for

1206
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:45,280
Speaker 6: people with that are struggled with opioids and and methamphetamine.

1207
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:47,080
Speaker 6: I mean sometimes you know what I mean, and again,

1208
00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:49,919
Speaker 6: this isn't for everybody, bro, Like cannabis is not. This

1209
00:57:50,160 --> 00:57:52,000
Speaker 6: rotter recovery is not. I'm not saying this is for

1210
00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:55,360
Speaker 6: every single person, because it's not. People react differently whenever

1211
00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:56,840
Speaker 6: it comes to cannabis, you know what I mean, if

1212
00:57:56,880 --> 00:58:00,720
Speaker 6: you've been diagnosed with schizophrenia, have been schizo effective, which again,

1213
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:04,960
Speaker 6: methamphetamine can can really cause that sometimes when you use cannabis.

1214
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:06,760
Speaker 6: Like next thing, you know, they're talking about Marley in

1215
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:08,560
Speaker 6: the corner, you know what I mean. Like, it's not

1216
00:58:09,040 --> 00:58:11,880
Speaker 6: it's not for everybody, you know, or there's people that

1217
00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:13,000
Speaker 6: they don't.

1218
00:58:15,600 --> 00:58:20,680
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Like it's dude, it's crazy. Man,

1219
00:58:20,920 --> 00:58:23,520
Speaker 2: I've seen a lot, you know, but dude, it's so

1220
00:58:23,640 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 2: funny and true. It's just not for everybody. Like, you know,

1221
00:58:27,160 --> 00:58:30,160
Speaker 2: I've seen people just smoking weed. They're idiots. Yeah, No,

1222
00:58:31,560 --> 00:58:34,360
Speaker 2: I've met people where I'm like, you should not smoke weed, bro,

1223
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:37,280
Speaker 2: like that ass Like I don't. I don't think we're

1224
00:58:37,360 --> 00:58:38,400
Speaker 2: the right program for you.

1225
00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:41,880
Speaker 3: And that is still the big one now crank and

1226
00:58:41,920 --> 00:58:45,120
Speaker 3: coke and yeah, yeah, yeah, they're still yeah.

1227
00:58:45,200 --> 00:58:49,480
Speaker 6: I mean, really, the epidemic is the phatanyl man the fatanyl,

1228
00:58:49,520 --> 00:58:52,480
Speaker 6: the opioids. I mean, they say that, you know that

1229
00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:54,960
Speaker 6: the main cause of death between the ages of eighteen

1230
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:59,040
Speaker 6: and forty five are opioid overdoses, you know what I mean?

1231
00:58:59,160 --> 00:59:01,680
Speaker 6: And I think that I don't know if anybody caught

1232
00:59:01,720 --> 00:59:06,520
Speaker 6: that jelly roll his speech that he did in front

1233
00:59:06,560 --> 00:59:10,000
Speaker 6: of Congress, I believe, but that he made a good

1234
00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:14,680
Speaker 6: point that like I think they say that ninety I

1235
00:59:14,680 --> 00:59:17,360
Speaker 6: think it's like I want to say, like, there's a

1236
00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:22,000
Speaker 6: couple hundred people that die every single day from fetanyl overdoses,

1237
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:24,040
Speaker 6: you know what I mean. And the point that he

1238
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:27,680
Speaker 6: made is like that's enough people to be on like

1239
00:59:27,680 --> 00:59:30,080
Speaker 6: a seven fifty seven aircraft.

1240
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:34,200
Speaker 2: Right, Like if an aircraft crashed.

1241
00:59:33,800 --> 00:59:36,600
Speaker 6: In the United States today, right, if an airplane crash,

1242
00:59:36,680 --> 00:59:39,760
Speaker 6: the commercial airline crash, it would be horrific.

1243
00:59:40,160 --> 00:59:41,200
Speaker 2: Everyone would just be.

1244
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:43,920
Speaker 6: Mourning and they would have memorials and they were just

1245
00:59:43,960 --> 00:59:47,160
Speaker 6: the whole entire country would just be devastated.

1246
00:59:47,240 --> 00:59:50,680
Speaker 2: Right, But that happens every single day with fetanl overdoses.

1247
00:59:51,280 --> 00:59:55,240
Speaker 2: It does. And do you see people doing much about it? No,

1248
00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:57,360
Speaker 2: there's not many people that talk about it.

1249
00:59:57,400 --> 00:59:59,840
Speaker 6: Man, There's not many people that are really like MA

1250
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:03,080
Speaker 6: making that a point because that's a huge epidemic.

1251
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:07,600
Speaker 3: Man, are they snorting it, drinking it, snorting and shooting it, shooting.

1252
01:00:07,280 --> 01:00:09,000
Speaker 2: It, poofing it? Whatever? Really?

1253
01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:13,920
Speaker 6: You know, yeah, they say that's the best way in

1254
01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:17,120
Speaker 6: a pill form. I mean there's powder. I mean really

1255
01:00:17,160 --> 01:00:20,000
Speaker 6: these days you get the they.

1256
01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:21,560
Speaker 2: Are saying it the butts probably the best way to

1257
01:00:21,640 --> 01:00:21,960
Speaker 2: kill it.

1258
01:00:22,120 --> 01:00:25,360
Speaker 6: That's everything, that's what, that's everything. They say it's the

1259
01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:26,280
Speaker 6: best way to do anything.

1260
01:00:26,320 --> 01:00:31,960
Speaker 3: But I thought, you just want to see my burn picture?

1261
01:00:32,040 --> 01:00:35,480
Speaker 2: Joking picture again, how can I get that to my

1262
01:00:35,560 --> 01:00:38,800
Speaker 2: text message? But it's really the Connor you got him.

1263
01:00:39,080 --> 01:00:43,640
Speaker 2: He's as we all have it sheared into our brains.

1264
01:00:44,720 --> 01:00:45,640
Speaker 2: I can't forget it.

1265
01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:58,440
Speaker 3: It's just like this piece of jerky anybody.

1266
01:00:56,760 --> 01:01:03,320
Speaker 2: Everybody wants jerk that shits burned Chris Man.

1267
01:01:03,920 --> 01:01:06,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, it's it's I think right now, like the what

1268
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:10,439
Speaker 6: people think are percocets these m thirties, they're just press

1269
01:01:10,520 --> 01:01:12,320
Speaker 6: veetanyl pills and people know it.

1270
01:01:12,360 --> 01:01:12,840
Speaker 2: You know what I mean.

1271
01:01:12,840 --> 01:01:14,640
Speaker 6: You know what's crazy is in the beginning it was like,

1272
01:01:14,960 --> 01:01:17,880
Speaker 6: oh no, be careful, your heroin might have fentanyl in it.

1273
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:20,000
Speaker 6: You know, like that was five six you know, I

1274
01:01:20,040 --> 01:01:22,560
Speaker 6: mean six seven years ago, like whenever the fetanyl really

1275
01:01:22,600 --> 01:01:26,000
Speaker 6: started to come around. And now it's like literally like

1276
01:01:26,440 --> 01:01:28,480
Speaker 6: I asked people whenever they're doing their intake at the

1277
01:01:28,480 --> 01:01:30,200
Speaker 6: treatment center, like what's your drug of choice? And they

1278
01:01:30,200 --> 01:01:33,080
Speaker 6: say fetanyl. Like they look for the fetanyl, you know

1279
01:01:33,080 --> 01:01:35,040
Speaker 6: what I'm saying. Like they're literally on the hunt for

1280
01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:38,120
Speaker 6: the federal They're like, fuck a percocet, I want the fetanyl,

1281
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:40,600
Speaker 6: you know, which is bizarre to me, you know, because

1282
01:01:41,200 --> 01:01:44,960
Speaker 6: you know, after my brother passed away, I found one

1283
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:48,720
Speaker 6: of the capsules, you know, under after they took his body,

1284
01:01:48,800 --> 01:01:51,560
Speaker 6: and I had a friend come over that had to

1285
01:01:51,600 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 6: test it, and he tested it and it just came

1286
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:56,240
Speaker 6: back to straight fetanyl, you know what I mean. And

1287
01:01:56,280 --> 01:01:58,480
Speaker 6: my brother wasn't somebody that was like searching for fetanyl.

1288
01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:01,440
Speaker 6: You don't even hear anyone say these days, like oh,

1289
01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:04,440
Speaker 6: I'm I'm on heroin, like it's not even a.

1290
01:02:04,400 --> 01:02:06,600
Speaker 3: Thing, and even wanting to be on heroin a few times.

1291
01:02:06,840 --> 01:02:08,640
Speaker 3: You know, she just she's coming off it lately.

1292
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:13,560
Speaker 2: See she will Nobody will tell you because it's not

1293
01:02:13,600 --> 01:02:15,920
Speaker 2: the thing. She wants to go old school beastie boys

1294
01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:20,400
Speaker 2: like black tar heroin. Yeah, she's a youngster that has

1295
01:02:20,440 --> 01:02:25,600
Speaker 2: an old soul. So yeah, fucking there's no more heroin here.

1296
01:02:25,720 --> 01:02:28,800
Speaker 2: Okay that Nick swalks and it just plays the part

1297
01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:31,240
Speaker 2: and such. She's like, yeah, I'm looking for it. She's

1298
01:02:31,280 --> 01:02:33,560
Speaker 2: such a cool ship. I know that those new girls

1299
01:02:33,560 --> 01:02:35,520
Speaker 2: and I just love so much. Like I know a

1300
01:02:35,560 --> 01:02:39,240
Speaker 2: treatment center. It's called the Healthier Choice Recovery I let

1301
01:02:39,320 --> 01:02:41,120
Speaker 2: you smoke. We there. Yeah, I love that.

1302
01:02:41,160 --> 01:02:44,040
Speaker 3: There's rules and times that you can smoke, Nick, and

1303
01:02:44,120 --> 01:02:47,720
Speaker 3: it's not afraid. Places just so well organized.

1304
01:02:47,720 --> 01:02:48,120
Speaker 2: I love it.

1305
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,000
Speaker 3: I can't wait to go out there and speak folks

1306
01:02:50,040 --> 01:02:53,080
Speaker 3: once again. If you want to get involved with the

1307
01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:57,240
Speaker 3: Healthier Choice Recovery Center, is the spot or give them

1308
01:02:57,240 --> 01:02:59,920
Speaker 3: a call? Eight one, eight, five three, eight threes are

1309
01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,240
Speaker 3: six zero. We'd like to do the high five with

1310
01:03:02,280 --> 01:03:03,360
Speaker 3: everybody that comes in here.

1311
01:03:03,440 --> 01:03:03,600
Speaker 2: Nick.

1312
01:03:03,680 --> 01:03:05,920
Speaker 3: So, how old were you the first time he smoked cannabis?

1313
01:03:06,000 --> 01:03:07,040
Speaker 3: And where did you get it from?

1314
01:03:07,920 --> 01:03:11,160
Speaker 6: I was twelve years old and I got it from

1315
01:03:11,440 --> 01:03:14,120
Speaker 6: one of my friend's moms. And I'll never forget I

1316
01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:18,800
Speaker 6: smoked some weed. It was snowing outside, and I ended

1317
01:03:18,880 --> 01:03:24,280
Speaker 6: up laying in the snow outside Angels. Yes, yeah, exactly,

1318
01:03:24,440 --> 01:03:26,840
Speaker 6: on the front porch, and I was spinning.

1319
01:03:27,080 --> 01:03:32,040
Speaker 2: Were they yellow angels? I hope not the little pissy

1320
01:03:32,080 --> 01:03:36,960
Speaker 2: ones that just twelve years old?

1321
01:03:37,000 --> 01:03:39,800
Speaker 3: Friend of alle, How beautiful is that? What's your favorite

1322
01:03:39,840 --> 01:03:41,200
Speaker 3: way to use cannabis?

1323
01:03:41,240 --> 01:03:41,439
Speaker 2: Neck?

1324
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:46,200
Speaker 6: For me personally, I really enjoy a concentrate pen. I

1325
01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:49,080
Speaker 6: like live resident. I've got a lot going on during

1326
01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:51,080
Speaker 6: the day, you know what I mean. Like I'm always

1327
01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:53,480
Speaker 6: like go go go, go, go go go. So sometimes

1328
01:03:53,480 --> 01:03:56,200
Speaker 6: flower can kind of put me out too much. So

1329
01:03:56,280 --> 01:03:58,080
Speaker 6: I really like to stick to my pin and just

1330
01:03:58,120 --> 01:03:59,959
Speaker 6: tap my pin everyone.

1331
01:04:00,040 --> 01:04:03,800
Speaker 3: Convenience Question number three of the High five the Healthier

1332
01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:07,919
Speaker 3: Choice Recovery Center CEO Nick Morgan, Where's the craziest place

1333
01:04:07,960 --> 01:04:08,880
Speaker 3: you ever used?

1334
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:13,280
Speaker 2: Are done drugs? Period? Yeah? We can do it like that,

1335
01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:18,880
Speaker 2: like that, I'd say, the craziest crazy. Yeah.

1336
01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:22,000
Speaker 6: I was ripping lines on the on the on the

1337
01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:24,440
Speaker 6: airplane on my way to England one time in the

1338
01:04:24,600 --> 01:04:25,320
Speaker 6: in the bathroom.

1339
01:04:25,600 --> 01:04:26,720
Speaker 2: What are you going to England for?

1340
01:04:26,880 --> 01:04:29,160
Speaker 6: I was going to visit my biological family for the

1341
01:04:29,200 --> 01:04:31,880
Speaker 6: first time. Next thing you know, I get there, right,

1342
01:04:31,960 --> 01:04:34,720
Speaker 6: I'm stored in cocaine with my biological mother the whole

1343
01:04:34,720 --> 01:04:35,320
Speaker 6: time I'm there.

1344
01:04:36,040 --> 01:04:39,160
Speaker 2: Dog, we're in England, We're in England, Bradford, England. I

1345
01:04:39,200 --> 01:04:44,200
Speaker 2: lived in Leeds for two years from yeah. Yeah, man.

1346
01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:47,360
Speaker 6: It's like it's like probably seventy five percent Pakistani people

1347
01:04:47,400 --> 01:04:48,480
Speaker 6: there and that's where I got.

1348
01:04:48,320 --> 01:04:51,480
Speaker 2: My cabab Yeah yeah, yeah. They got good food over there.

1349
01:04:52,480 --> 01:04:55,080
Speaker 2: I'm telling you the whole time, I have never met

1350
01:04:55,400 --> 01:04:59,000
Speaker 2: you in the first time, never met ripping lines of

1351
01:04:59,040 --> 01:05:00,480
Speaker 2: cocaine the whole time I'm there.

1352
01:05:00,480 --> 01:05:02,560
Speaker 6: I was supposed to be there for like two weeks.

1353
01:05:02,640 --> 01:05:05,160
Speaker 6: I called my it was so bad. I called my

1354
01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:06,880
Speaker 6: parents back here with him, like I was in my

1355
01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:08,680
Speaker 6: seven days and I was like, hey, I need a

1356
01:05:08,720 --> 01:05:09,600
Speaker 6: fly home right now.

1357
01:05:12,960 --> 01:05:15,800
Speaker 2: I swear to God. Did you did you go carty

1358
01:05:15,880 --> 01:05:16,600
Speaker 2: out in Leeds?

1359
01:05:16,680 --> 01:05:16,840
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1360
01:05:16,880 --> 01:05:20,479
Speaker 6: Yeah, I went to Leeds. I went to Newcastle for sure. Yeah,

1361
01:05:20,720 --> 01:05:23,000
Speaker 6: and over there. I was eighteen years old at the time.

1362
01:05:23,280 --> 01:05:27,320
Speaker 6: The drinking ages. Eighteen drink man.

1363
01:05:27,680 --> 01:05:30,800
Speaker 3: Dude, that is so nutty. Did you meet your biological

1364
01:05:30,880 --> 01:05:31,400
Speaker 3: dad as well?

1365
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:34,280
Speaker 2: No? No, no, I I don't even know where he's at. No. No.

1366
01:05:34,320 --> 01:05:36,480
Speaker 2: But you meet your mom first time you meet her?

1367
01:05:36,960 --> 01:05:39,760
Speaker 2: How does that even happen? Like you mentioned it? She

1368
01:05:39,920 --> 01:05:42,600
Speaker 2: mentions it, like, how does that come up? Dog? I

1369
01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:45,680
Speaker 2: mentioned some weed? Right? I mentioned some weed, like, hey,

1370
01:05:45,880 --> 01:05:48,640
Speaker 2: I smoke some weed, you know, because the conversation came, Oh,

1371
01:05:48,880 --> 01:05:50,920
Speaker 2: I'll get you some weed. Okay, I'm like cool.

1372
01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:53,000
Speaker 6: But then I noticed the guy that brought the week

1373
01:05:53,120 --> 01:05:56,120
Speaker 6: came back like three different times, and like she's fucking,

1374
01:05:56,720 --> 01:05:58,400
Speaker 6: you know, wiping her nose and I'm like, hey, what

1375
01:05:58,880 --> 01:05:59,439
Speaker 6: are you doing?

1376
01:06:00,160 --> 01:06:02,560
Speaker 2: Uh it's like, you know, how party too. I mean,

1377
01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,479
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. Next thing, you know, she's sucking.

1378
01:06:04,520 --> 01:06:10,480
Speaker 6: The driver comes back fifteen more times, bron.

1379
01:06:10,680 --> 01:06:12,960
Speaker 3: Because she's your biological mother. This is the first time

1380
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:15,720
Speaker 3: she's meeting her fucking son. So she's doing lines because

1381
01:06:15,720 --> 01:06:17,040
Speaker 3: she can't even handle the situation.

1382
01:06:17,200 --> 01:06:18,840
Speaker 2: I think she's just doing line because she had a

1383
01:06:18,880 --> 01:06:19,600
Speaker 2: co problem. Bro.

1384
01:06:24,280 --> 01:06:28,600
Speaker 3: Oh that's a very potential po Yeah, probably doing drugs

1385
01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:30,880
Speaker 3: and that's why she lets you go film.

1386
01:06:30,880 --> 01:06:33,280
Speaker 6: Pretty sure I was adopted because she was sixteen when

1387
01:06:33,280 --> 01:06:35,840
Speaker 6: she had me. She was like a stripper and you know,

1388
01:06:37,080 --> 01:06:37,600
Speaker 6: yeah she was.

1389
01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:40,760
Speaker 2: She was good looking. She was good. Your mom's got

1390
01:06:41,160 --> 01:06:43,120
Speaker 2: she was good looking back in her to day. She was.

1391
01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:45,680
Speaker 2: She was good. She showed me some pictures. I mean,

1392
01:06:46,520 --> 01:06:48,800
Speaker 2: don't fall from the we got.

1393
01:06:48,680 --> 01:06:51,400
Speaker 6: Identical eyes, like she she was definitely good looking back

1394
01:06:51,400 --> 01:06:58,040
Speaker 6: in the day, but she definitely yeah, yeah, yeah, no

1395
01:06:58,080 --> 01:07:02,320
Speaker 6: dead ass, you're not or not you're not credit crazy

1396
01:07:03,120 --> 01:07:05,720
Speaker 6: story for you, Nick. Yeah, she like I wanted her,

1397
01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:08,920
Speaker 6: like beat the beat the crap out of her, her sister.

1398
01:07:10,640 --> 01:07:12,600
Speaker 6: She threw a bottle in my head. I ducked and

1399
01:07:12,680 --> 01:07:19,480
Speaker 6: shattered on the wall. Yeah, first time, bro. I have

1400
01:07:19,520 --> 01:07:21,440
Speaker 6: a half brother over there. I was actually just FaceTime

1401
01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:22,160
Speaker 6: with him the other day.

1402
01:07:22,160 --> 01:07:25,240
Speaker 3: We still we still get what age did you guys

1403
01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:25,720
Speaker 3: meet and know.

1404
01:07:25,760 --> 01:07:26,240
Speaker 2: Of each other?

1405
01:07:26,600 --> 01:07:26,720
Speaker 3: Uh?

1406
01:07:26,840 --> 01:07:29,320
Speaker 6: We always had contact, me and him, and actually when

1407
01:07:29,320 --> 01:07:32,280
Speaker 6: I went over there for my we always spoke right.

1408
01:07:32,440 --> 01:07:34,920
Speaker 6: It would be in and out with her because she was,

1409
01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:36,600
Speaker 6: you know, doing her thing or whatever.

1410
01:07:37,560 --> 01:07:40,040
Speaker 2: But I always probably just found out when you finally

1411
01:07:40,160 --> 01:07:41,240
Speaker 2: met her. I didn't know.

1412
01:07:41,360 --> 01:07:44,640
Speaker 6: But like my my mother, my bottle or my my

1413
01:07:44,680 --> 01:07:46,840
Speaker 6: adopted mom would hinted that she never wanted to talk

1414
01:07:46,880 --> 01:07:48,640
Speaker 6: crap on her right, but it was tough to say.

1415
01:07:48,680 --> 01:07:51,680
Speaker 6: I couldn't she didn't, but she would like hinted that

1416
01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:55,840
Speaker 6: without saying it. And uh, when.

1417
01:07:54,880 --> 01:07:58,320
Speaker 2: You see her and she got said, are you sure

1418
01:07:58,360 --> 01:08:00,560
Speaker 2: you want to go? What do you say? You sure

1419
01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:03,560
Speaker 2: you want to go there? I don't want to tell

1420
01:08:03,600 --> 01:08:08,640
Speaker 2: your mom. Yeah, she might be yeah, yeah, no, you're

1421
01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:12,400
Speaker 2: not bullshit my mom my Adoctor.

1422
01:08:12,520 --> 01:08:14,480
Speaker 6: Mom is such a sweet lady that she would never

1423
01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:17,120
Speaker 6: flat out say it. But I just had questions I

1424
01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:19,599
Speaker 6: wanted answered. I wanted to see people that like actually

1425
01:08:19,640 --> 01:08:21,920
Speaker 6: looked like like like me, you know what I mean.

1426
01:08:22,000 --> 01:08:23,559
Speaker 2: I never experienced that before.

1427
01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:28,240
Speaker 6: So but yeah, my biological brother he uh, he had

1428
01:08:28,280 --> 01:08:32,200
Speaker 6: some some issues himself and uh, you know, and God

1429
01:08:32,240 --> 01:08:34,320
Speaker 6: bless him for growing up over there. And that's why

1430
01:08:34,320 --> 01:08:37,599
Speaker 6: I'm so grateful I was adopted. Man, I'm so grateful

1431
01:08:37,640 --> 01:08:39,200
Speaker 6: that at what stage.

1432
01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:40,800
Speaker 3: After you met him, after your mom gave you a

1433
01:08:40,840 --> 01:08:43,320
Speaker 3: languy better than I have my other you know what?

1434
01:08:43,400 --> 01:08:46,160
Speaker 2: Now just solidifies it, Like that he's drinking he was

1435
01:08:46,160 --> 01:08:48,559
Speaker 2: like he was like nine, ten years old. He's drinking

1436
01:08:48,560 --> 01:08:49,639
Speaker 2: beers with us over there.

1437
01:08:49,680 --> 01:08:52,280
Speaker 6: Like like they put me in a box, like because

1438
01:08:52,280 --> 01:08:53,800
Speaker 6: me and he always wanted to meet me.

1439
01:08:54,160 --> 01:08:56,960
Speaker 2: When I flew over there, they put me in a box.

1440
01:08:57,160 --> 01:09:00,519
Speaker 6: Like and at a party, I like a family party, right,

1441
01:09:00,920 --> 01:09:03,720
Speaker 6: put me in a box and he walks outside and

1442
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:06,559
Speaker 6: I'll pop out the box and he just starts crying. Bro,

1443
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:08,479
Speaker 6: It's the coolest thing ever. You know what I mean.

1444
01:09:09,080 --> 01:09:14,880
Speaker 2: It's like my yeah, yeah exactly, and then shortly after

1445
01:09:14,920 --> 01:09:17,120
Speaker 2: we're drinking beers and snort and cocaine.

1446
01:09:17,840 --> 01:09:22,559
Speaker 6: That's all the first Yeah, man, what a trip. I

1447
01:09:22,560 --> 01:09:24,240
Speaker 6: got a tattoo on the back of my leg. I

1448
01:09:24,280 --> 01:09:29,599
Speaker 6: got there. It's dumb as fuck. It's as you want

1449
01:09:29,600 --> 01:09:29,960
Speaker 6: to see it.

1450
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:30,680
Speaker 2: Of course I do.

1451
01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:34,800
Speaker 3: Come on now, I showed you my ass for God's sakes, Like,

1452
01:09:34,840 --> 01:09:35,720
Speaker 3: I don't want to see this.

1453
01:09:36,640 --> 01:09:39,840
Speaker 2: I want to take off your shirt. Is that pop eye?

1454
01:09:41,720 --> 01:09:44,519
Speaker 6: So it's a peace sign with rossa colors, but my

1455
01:09:44,560 --> 01:09:46,799
Speaker 6: friends called a gay chicken foot because there's no circle

1456
01:09:46,840 --> 01:09:50,800
Speaker 6: around it.

1457
01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:57,559
Speaker 2: It's pretty bad. Perfect. You get that outed in Bradford too.

1458
01:09:57,760 --> 01:10:03,400
Speaker 2: I got that Newcastle. I can't believe you've been the man.

1459
01:10:03,400 --> 01:10:03,920
Speaker 2: That's crazy.

1460
01:10:03,960 --> 01:10:06,240
Speaker 3: The best part about that, So you're gonna have half

1461
01:10:06,280 --> 01:10:07,839
Speaker 3: remember it's such a great.

1462
01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:11,000
Speaker 2: Story, Like I don't even want to cover it up, man, Yeah, yeah,

1463
01:10:11,160 --> 01:10:13,720
Speaker 2: I mean it's perfect. The way it is. That is

1464
01:10:13,760 --> 01:10:16,120
Speaker 2: when you did your first rip with your mother. Yeah yeah,

1465
01:10:16,200 --> 01:10:20,320
Speaker 2: you finally met her and it's like, wow, hey, it

1466
01:10:20,439 --> 01:10:22,160
Speaker 2: was a trip. Remember the first time we met and

1467
01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:22,839
Speaker 2: we did bumps?

1468
01:10:23,000 --> 01:10:28,280
Speaker 6: Yeah, seriously, man, the meeting tonight.

1469
01:10:28,479 --> 01:10:32,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, Morgan's got a fucking store for you guys. That

1470
01:10:33,040 --> 01:10:35,960
Speaker 2: means nick yeah, wild ones, bro wow.

1471
01:10:36,200 --> 01:10:38,960
Speaker 6: And then actually I flew her over here when I

1472
01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:41,280
Speaker 6: was about twenty, and I don't know what the fuck

1473
01:10:41,320 --> 01:10:44,679
Speaker 6: I was thinking with that flew her over from England.

1474
01:10:45,720 --> 01:10:46,519
Speaker 2: Let's put it this way.

1475
01:10:46,560 --> 01:10:48,800
Speaker 6: I ended up in the psych word, right because I

1476
01:10:48,840 --> 01:10:50,519
Speaker 6: had said some stupid shit in front of some e

1477
01:10:50,640 --> 01:10:54,000
Speaker 6: mts because I had a seizure. That's the wrong thing

1478
01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:55,960
Speaker 6: in front of the right person. And they put me

1479
01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:58,040
Speaker 6: in the sech word. And she starts to go, this

1480
01:10:58,080 --> 01:10:59,600
Speaker 6: is how crazy this one is. It starts to go

1481
01:10:59,680 --> 01:11:02,880
Speaker 6: funding to get me to the States to my six son,

1482
01:11:03,160 --> 01:11:05,400
Speaker 6: raises a bunch of money. In like a week, bro

1483
01:11:06,040 --> 01:11:07,000
Speaker 6: flies over.

1484
01:11:06,800 --> 01:11:07,519
Speaker 2: Here, right.

1485
01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:09,640
Speaker 6: I drive all the way up Chicago five hours to

1486
01:11:09,680 --> 01:11:12,200
Speaker 6: go pick her up, drive her back down to me

1487
01:11:12,240 --> 01:11:13,080
Speaker 6: and my girlfriend's house.

1488
01:11:13,120 --> 01:11:15,960
Speaker 2: At the time. First thing we do is get the

1489
01:11:16,040 --> 01:11:19,120
Speaker 2: cooke boy on the way. Okay, we're ripping lines, we're

1490
01:11:19,160 --> 01:11:22,320
Speaker 2: getting drunk. She's starting to turn my girlfriend against me,

1491
01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:25,360
Speaker 2: and she's screaming and yelling in certain fights. She calls

1492
01:11:25,400 --> 01:11:26,200
Speaker 2: the cops on.

1493
01:11:26,160 --> 01:11:29,040
Speaker 6: Me in my own own a house, yes, my biological

1494
01:11:29,120 --> 01:11:31,360
Speaker 6: but then this is why I call her my biological vessel.

1495
01:11:31,479 --> 01:11:35,000
Speaker 6: Like we said earlier, right, she screened. She she calls

1496
01:11:35,040 --> 01:11:37,240
Speaker 6: the cops on me. The cop the cops come to

1497
01:11:37,240 --> 01:11:40,760
Speaker 6: the house, like, dude, this guy lives here. You're from

1498
01:11:40,800 --> 01:11:44,160
Speaker 6: another fucking country. Okay, all of his stuff's here, you

1499
01:11:44,200 --> 01:11:47,639
Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, Like, yeah, yeah, he's not going anywhere.

1500
01:11:47,800 --> 01:11:50,280
Speaker 6: What are you talking about. Then we end up at

1501
01:11:50,280 --> 01:11:52,639
Speaker 6: a bar later on in the night, right, and I'm

1502
01:11:52,800 --> 01:11:58,000
Speaker 6: I will yeah, ripping lines again, just keep ripping lines, man,

1503
01:11:58,080 --> 01:12:05,679
Speaker 6: And yeah, yeah, exactly, just like that, just like that,

1504
01:12:06,640 --> 01:12:11,120
Speaker 6: like that, Yeah, just like that. Then she actually, I

1505
01:12:11,200 --> 01:12:13,840
Speaker 6: was I was fucked up out of my mind.

1506
01:12:13,840 --> 01:12:14,040
Speaker 2: Man.

1507
01:12:14,439 --> 01:12:16,400
Speaker 6: We ended up at a bar and I was just

1508
01:12:16,479 --> 01:12:19,679
Speaker 6: completely obliterated and I'm trying to fight people and stuff.

1509
01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:23,360
Speaker 6: She calls the cops on me again. Okay, calls the

1510
01:12:23,360 --> 01:12:25,000
Speaker 6: cops on me. The cops come and get me. They

1511
01:12:25,040 --> 01:12:26,640
Speaker 6: take me to my They're like, look, we're not going

1512
01:12:26,680 --> 01:12:28,479
Speaker 6: to take you to jail, but you got to go somewhere, bro,

1513
01:12:28,720 --> 01:12:31,479
Speaker 6: So take me to my brother's house. She hops on

1514
01:12:31,520 --> 01:12:33,640
Speaker 6: a train the next day minus mind you, this is

1515
01:12:33,640 --> 01:12:36,120
Speaker 6: the first twenty four hours of her being there. Hops

1516
01:12:36,160 --> 01:12:38,479
Speaker 6: on the train the first the next day, goes up

1517
01:12:38,479 --> 01:12:41,439
Speaker 6: to Chicago because she has friends there, parties the next

1518
01:12:41,479 --> 01:12:45,360
Speaker 6: five days in Chicago, and then flies back to the UK.

1519
01:12:45,800 --> 01:12:52,560
Speaker 6: Get me to my six sons in the States, Bro, I'm.

1520
01:12:52,360 --> 01:12:58,000
Speaker 2: Telling you, dude, my yeah, yeah, I want to beat

1521
01:12:58,040 --> 01:12:58,679
Speaker 2: this lady show.

1522
01:13:02,000 --> 01:13:04,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, like we got to do a good bunm to

1523
01:13:04,160 --> 01:13:05,960
Speaker 3: just get your mom out here to party with us.

1524
01:13:10,680 --> 01:13:13,479
Speaker 2: To just do a fucking three day. She's the media

1525
01:13:13,479 --> 01:13:13,800
Speaker 2: event in.

1526
01:13:13,840 --> 01:13:18,519
Speaker 3: The fucking three day, like fucking old school, fucking candy

1527
01:13:18,600 --> 01:13:20,040
Speaker 3: Lady comes out of retirement.

1528
01:13:20,280 --> 01:13:26,400
Speaker 6: Yeses, dude, she goes hard like I thought I went hard, Bro,

1529
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,600
Speaker 6: But I saw where I get it from, you know

1530
01:13:28,640 --> 01:13:30,640
Speaker 6: what I mean. I'm telling you to the max, and

1531
01:13:30,680 --> 01:13:33,280
Speaker 6: I saw where I got all my my mental health

1532
01:13:33,320 --> 01:13:35,720
Speaker 6: issues from two bagging days. Thank god I got those

1533
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:36,400
Speaker 6: under control.

1534
01:13:36,479 --> 01:13:39,240
Speaker 5: Thank you for your vulnerability. That story was fantastic.

1535
01:13:39,320 --> 01:13:42,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, man, anytime, I'm an open book brother.

1536
01:13:42,880 --> 01:13:45,519
Speaker 3: That right there, folks, is how you cannot have to

1537
01:13:45,600 --> 01:13:48,599
Speaker 3: go back and use another drink or hard drug. Because

1538
01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:51,880
Speaker 3: when you can talk about your life and the craziest

1539
01:13:51,920 --> 01:13:55,240
Speaker 3: ship that's happened, that's dark, demented, and you think it's

1540
01:13:55,240 --> 01:13:58,960
Speaker 3: a secret Nah, put your cards on the table and

1541
01:13:59,040 --> 01:14:00,240
Speaker 3: let them be what they are are.

1542
01:14:00,360 --> 01:14:03,000
Speaker 2: Absolutely, Absolutely, that's all about recovery.

1543
01:14:03,080 --> 01:14:06,280
Speaker 3: That's about what the Healthier Choice Recovery Center is about.

1544
01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:09,080
Speaker 3: That's what this man who the CEO is about. You

1545
01:14:09,160 --> 01:14:12,080
Speaker 3: just heard the stories. You know what he's doing. You

1546
01:14:12,120 --> 01:14:16,559
Speaker 3: know how he's living. He's vulnerable, he's honest, he's great.

1547
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:19,639
Speaker 3: You got a problem, go take yourself to the Healthier

1548
01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:23,679
Speaker 3: Choice Recovery Center. Question number four of the High five

1549
01:14:24,200 --> 01:14:29,040
Speaker 3: as that was the longest craziest smoked Canadists. That was

1550
01:14:29,080 --> 01:14:30,839
Speaker 3: the longest in between fucking segments.

1551
01:14:31,280 --> 01:14:39,200
Speaker 2: That was one of the best show. I know, it's

1552
01:14:39,240 --> 01:14:42,840
Speaker 2: better remind you, like dog, we gotta finish that.

1553
01:14:48,280 --> 01:14:48,719
Speaker 4: Your mom.

1554
01:14:53,439 --> 01:15:02,400
Speaker 2: I was, Yeah, where do you follow with your marrow?

1555
01:15:03,320 --> 01:15:05,720
Speaker 2: I lived there. I've seen it all so completely like

1556
01:15:06,600 --> 01:15:10,160
Speaker 2: envision what like the whole setting was. I've been there

1557
01:15:10,240 --> 01:15:11,000
Speaker 2: and I can get it.

1558
01:15:11,040 --> 01:15:15,680
Speaker 3: You know, I've been up provincially and I know I

1559
01:15:15,720 --> 01:15:18,599
Speaker 3: haven't know a few places there in London's Gotland Whales.

1560
01:15:18,840 --> 01:15:22,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, I hated it over there, man, I went.

1561
01:15:22,640 --> 01:15:25,240
Speaker 3: For leadership conference that kind of liked it. But either way,

1562
01:15:26,000 --> 01:15:29,080
Speaker 3: before Nick, fuck, that was a great story. What does

1563
01:15:29,120 --> 01:15:31,880
Speaker 3: your go to munchies after you get high. You healthy motherfucker.

1564
01:15:32,439 --> 01:15:36,120
Speaker 6: Uh well, I'd have to say I get unhealthy after

1565
01:15:36,160 --> 01:15:41,839
Speaker 6: I get high, and uh my go to munchies would

1566
01:15:41,880 --> 01:15:47,400
Speaker 6: probably my ass chip be chocolate chocolate covered strawberries.

1567
01:15:48,920 --> 01:15:51,960
Speaker 2: White or dark? Damn they make white ones.

1568
01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:55,760
Speaker 3: They got the white chocolate strawberries, and I always gotta

1569
01:15:55,800 --> 01:15:58,920
Speaker 3: get I mean you to see him randomly, but those

1570
01:15:58,960 --> 01:16:01,400
Speaker 3: are my favorite. When I think chocolate covered strawberry is

1571
01:16:01,479 --> 01:16:02,559
Speaker 3: my favorite, white.

1572
01:16:02,720 --> 01:16:05,439
Speaker 2: I love white chocolate better. So shoot me when I

1573
01:16:05,479 --> 01:16:07,320
Speaker 2: see them. Why take a picture of energy next time?

1574
01:16:07,320 --> 01:16:10,080
Speaker 2: I say him run that. Oh those were just bomb. Yeah,

1575
01:16:10,200 --> 01:16:12,280
Speaker 2: I like that. Chocolate cover strawberries is a good one.

1576
01:16:12,400 --> 01:16:16,880
Speaker 5: Question number five of the High five, Nick Morgan, It's

1577
01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:17,320
Speaker 5: been great.

1578
01:16:17,520 --> 01:16:19,400
Speaker 3: I love talking with you and hanging out as we

1579
01:16:19,439 --> 01:16:22,360
Speaker 3: could see. But if you can smoke cannabis with anyone,

1580
01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:24,240
Speaker 3: dead or alive, who would it be?

1581
01:16:24,280 --> 01:16:27,280
Speaker 2: And why dead or alive?

1582
01:16:27,520 --> 01:16:33,000
Speaker 6: If I could smoke cannabis with anyone, I'd have to

1583
01:16:33,000 --> 01:16:36,479
Speaker 6: save my brother, you know, I'd have to say my brother.

1584
01:16:36,640 --> 01:16:38,519
Speaker 2: My brother would be the person I don't want to

1585
01:16:38,520 --> 01:16:39,400
Speaker 2: smoke cannabis with.

1586
01:16:39,479 --> 01:16:41,600
Speaker 6: And again, I wish he would have got this opportunity

1587
01:16:41,640 --> 01:16:44,120
Speaker 6: of this route that we really created and that maybe

1588
01:16:44,160 --> 01:16:44,920
Speaker 6: he'd still be here.

1589
01:16:45,520 --> 01:16:48,719
Speaker 2: So did he smoke wead er? You just go hard?

1590
01:16:48,960 --> 01:16:52,680
Speaker 2: He just went hard, bro hard, just went hard hard. Bro.

1591
01:16:53,640 --> 01:16:57,160
Speaker 2: When I say like hard, you gotta go far.

1592
01:16:57,240 --> 01:16:57,320
Speaker 4: Bro.

1593
01:16:57,479 --> 01:16:58,040
Speaker 2: He shouldn't have.

1594
01:16:58,040 --> 01:17:01,400
Speaker 6: Made it as long as he did, you know, Oh yeah, man,

1595
01:17:01,560 --> 01:17:04,519
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, for sure. I'm I'm really surprised that we

1596
01:17:04,560 --> 01:17:07,280
Speaker 6: even he put together six months of sobriety as mostly

1597
01:17:07,320 --> 01:17:09,040
Speaker 6: ever had in his entire life, you know what I mean.

1598
01:17:09,760 --> 01:17:11,559
Speaker 2: So he'd go harder than you, and you thought you

1599
01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:13,760
Speaker 2: were going hard. Oh yeah, Like what are you doing?

1600
01:17:13,840 --> 01:17:16,559
Speaker 6: Oh yeah, yeah, because I got clean years before, you

1601
01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:18,320
Speaker 6: know what I mean. And I always begged him to

1602
01:17:18,320 --> 01:17:20,519
Speaker 6: get clean. But even back when we were getting high together,

1603
01:17:20,640 --> 01:17:24,120
Speaker 6: like he was on a whole nother level, bro, speedballing.

1604
01:17:24,200 --> 01:17:27,960
Speaker 2: He's banging heroin, sniffing lines of coke, banging cocaine aroin

1605
01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:29,599
Speaker 2: at the same time, you know what I mean, Like

1606
01:17:30,600 --> 01:17:36,800
Speaker 2: just fucking doing it, big man, and then you're falling back. Yeah. Yeah,

1607
01:17:36,920 --> 01:17:38,559
Speaker 2: you didn't give a fuck about weed, So that's what

1608
01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:40,680
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Yeah, he went hard. Wish we could have

1609
01:17:40,720 --> 01:17:43,680
Speaker 2: just smoked some weed together, bro, when you're speedballing, when

1610
01:17:43,680 --> 01:17:49,400
Speaker 2: you're going hard like that. Bro. Yeah, he just fucking yeah,

1611
01:17:49,720 --> 01:17:53,200
Speaker 2: arguing with everybody, and when the benzos came in meeting

1612
01:17:53,280 --> 01:17:57,000
Speaker 2: him be fist fighting. It's just all that.

1613
01:18:00,200 --> 01:18:05,200
Speaker 6: What do you want exactly?

1614
01:18:05,640 --> 01:18:08,400
Speaker 2: You're just so tweaked out you just don't even know.

1615
01:18:08,560 --> 01:18:10,440
Speaker 2: You're just a mess absolutely.

1616
01:18:11,160 --> 01:18:14,639
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, oh Nick, it's always great to talk drugs

1617
01:18:14,640 --> 01:18:18,240
Speaker 3: with you, and yeah, say and makes you want to

1618
01:18:18,280 --> 01:18:20,160
Speaker 3: take a ship now because I feel like I've done

1619
01:18:20,160 --> 01:18:21,160
Speaker 3: some drugs.

1620
01:18:20,760 --> 01:18:24,080
Speaker 6: And be careful wiping your ask. Oh, thank you for

1621
01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:28,040
Speaker 6: bringing it up, just saying, bro, you got the butt.

1622
01:18:28,120 --> 01:18:30,719
Speaker 2: Something we'll never forget. You know, this show is very memorable.

1623
01:18:30,760 --> 01:18:33,560
Speaker 3: I like the show period because we're just chopping it

1624
01:18:33,640 --> 01:18:36,480
Speaker 3: up and talking recovery and this and that and cannabis.

1625
01:18:36,479 --> 01:18:38,599
Speaker 2: But my ass is a whole.

1626
01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:41,880
Speaker 6: Different got the butt scuff going on, bro, It's like

1627
01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:42,759
Speaker 6: I got dragged.

1628
01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:48,240
Speaker 2: Yeah no, seriously, it's a scuff on your butt. Terrible.

1629
01:18:48,520 --> 01:18:51,000
Speaker 3: I wish this paint on no one. It's like so

1630
01:18:51,280 --> 01:18:54,840
Speaker 3: miserable and think about it. Something inside you send me out,

1631
01:18:55,040 --> 01:18:56,920
Speaker 3: but still push it like no matter what. Yeah, no,

1632
01:18:57,000 --> 01:18:58,840
Speaker 3: I mean as I'm breathing it, you know, you lay down,

1633
01:18:58,920 --> 01:18:59,880
Speaker 3: you gotta get it like no matter.

1634
01:19:00,200 --> 01:19:02,400
Speaker 2: It's a worse spot to have have that. It's sick

1635
01:19:02,439 --> 01:19:03,400
Speaker 2: in the middle of the backbone.

1636
01:19:03,520 --> 01:19:04,960
Speaker 5: Like bro, if I put like my finger in my

1637
01:19:05,000 --> 01:19:05,400
Speaker 5: back bone.

1638
01:19:05,479 --> 01:19:08,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, wait to you web your ass? Well wait till

1639
01:19:08,240 --> 01:19:09,360
Speaker 2: you web your ass.

1640
01:19:10,600 --> 01:19:13,519
Speaker 3: It is so raw, Daniel, I need your help. It's

1641
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:15,240
Speaker 3: kind of a top one on one Nick, Is there

1642
01:19:15,360 --> 01:19:17,640
Speaker 3: anything you forgot to mention? No, it's about you and

1643
01:19:17,680 --> 01:19:19,080
Speaker 3: the company before we let you get out.

1644
01:19:19,000 --> 01:19:20,880
Speaker 6: Of there, and if anybody wants to reach us, like I said,

1645
01:19:20,880 --> 01:19:24,240
Speaker 6: the Healthier Choice Recovery dot Com my Instagram's Nick Morgan Recovery.

1646
01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:26,040
Speaker 6: I do a lot of motivational videos. I have a

1647
01:19:26,080 --> 01:19:29,600
Speaker 6: podcast by Voices of Redemption. I try to, you know,

1648
01:19:30,080 --> 01:19:33,479
Speaker 6: keep keep the social media platform pumps with motivational stuff.

1649
01:19:33,520 --> 01:19:35,559
Speaker 6: So if you ever need just like a daily pick

1650
01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:38,040
Speaker 6: me up, go to my page, Nick Morgan Recovery reach

1651
01:19:38,080 --> 01:19:38,960
Speaker 6: Out twenty four to seven.

1652
01:19:39,000 --> 01:19:42,120
Speaker 2: We're always here to help. Always great to have him here.

1653
01:19:42,560 --> 01:19:44,720
Speaker 3: God bless you for doing the Lord's work. Brother, It's

1654
01:19:44,720 --> 01:19:48,519
Speaker 3: a pleasure, and that story is just it's hard work

1655
01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:50,200
Speaker 3: and your vulnerability.

1656
01:19:49,600 --> 01:19:51,920
Speaker 2: Absolutely helps you go out there. You're going through something

1657
01:19:51,920 --> 01:19:54,600
Speaker 2: and listening to Nick tell your story. Make sure you

1658
01:19:54,640 --> 01:19:57,360
Speaker 2: tell yours because your story may help somebody else out

1659
01:19:57,400 --> 01:20:00,439
Speaker 2: there too. That's your story, it's helping so many. Cannabis

1660
01:20:00,479 --> 01:20:02,519
Speaker 2: Talk one on one. If nobody else loves you, we do.

1661
01:20:02,760 --> 01:20:04,920
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1662
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