WEBVTT - Cycle Syncing

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<v Speaker 1>Scrubbing In with Becca Tilly and Tanya rad and I

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<v Speaker 1>Heart Radio and two time People's Choice Award winning podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello everybody, We're scrubbing Happy Pride. It's Pride mind, it

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<v Speaker 1>is Pride month, and it's cycle sinking months. Yes, it

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<v Speaker 1>is Tanya's first cycle single, single cycle single. What did

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<v Speaker 1>I see? Cycle sinking? Cycle sinking is happening, And I

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<v Speaker 1>mean so so you haven't You're like just gearing up

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<v Speaker 1>for the cycle the month. No, like I started, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>starting it now. And I think it takes on your

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<v Speaker 1>period right now. Well, you're on your cycle the whole

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<v Speaker 1>twenty eight days, like the whole month. I always on

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<v Speaker 1>your cycle, except that in that negative energy, you're always

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<v Speaker 1>on your cycle. That's the whole point. But what I'm

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<v Speaker 1>saying is it's basically so that when your period comes,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not as horrible as it can be. Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>just supposed to like level out all my hormones. It's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna make my period better, my PMS symptoms better, it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna make my brain fog go away, it's gonna make

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<v Speaker 1>me leaner. It's just like an all around good situation,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm really excited about it. When and got um

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<v Speaker 1>our body fat tested last week, because yeah, so Red

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<v Speaker 1>Star is gonna do it like in tandem with me,

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<v Speaker 1>like to support me. But obviously he can't cycle think,

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<v Speaker 1>so he's going to do his own version, which is

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<v Speaker 1>just like losing body fat. So we went and did

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<v Speaker 1>that together. I am body fat. Wow. I think that's awesome. Congrats. Yeah, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not terrible. It's it's like I think it's good. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not. It's not totally my my goal in this,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's good to know, you know, like where you're at.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought when you said cycles, thinking that you two

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<v Speaker 1>are going to try and make an effort to think

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<v Speaker 1>your cycles, because that seems like a very time you think.

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<v Speaker 1>I wish I'd rather do that than when she's doing

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<v Speaker 1>right now, because I had in and out before this,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was doing my own cycle sinking cycling. It's

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<v Speaker 1>honestly not that bad. It's like it took me a

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<v Speaker 1>while to kind of like learn and digest it all.

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<v Speaker 1>But when you break it down, it's really just like

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<v Speaker 1>I still work out, but I just have to change

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<v Speaker 1>change my workouts in tandem with like the point of

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<v Speaker 1>my cycle that I'm in and then you just incorporate

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<v Speaker 1>different foods in the different cycles, and there stuff I

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<v Speaker 1>already eat, like cucumbers and pine nuts and turkey and

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. So it's just kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like sprinkling these things in, um depending on your face.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think the difference between us is that I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of enjoy an excuse to lash out and be

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<v Speaker 1>a little p mss e and to be like I

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<v Speaker 1>am eating everything and anything I want, back to back

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<v Speaker 1>to back because I'm on my period. You know, I

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<v Speaker 1>do that multiple times in a month, just because I can.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want that. I don't want those excuses, no cravings. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be steady. I want my hormones to

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<v Speaker 1>be steady. I want to I want to try. I've

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<v Speaker 1>been hearing so much about it, and so many people

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<v Speaker 1>reach out to me um from the podcast about this

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<v Speaker 1>this process, the cycle thinking thing. So I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>going to dive in and give it a shot. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>curious to see, like how how quickly you notice the difference,

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<v Speaker 1>and um, like, what you actually really significantly changes. I

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<v Speaker 1>think since it's like all natural and it's like through

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<v Speaker 1>food and diet, I think it might take a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of cycles, and I don't think it's gonna be anything immediate,

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<v Speaker 1>but we'll see sticking to it. Proud of you. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>glad that one of us has the you know, willpower

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<v Speaker 1>and determination to accomplish these types of things so that

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have to, you know, I don't have to

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<v Speaker 1>test out the thing for other people, because Tanya, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>do it for you. Yeah, I've adopted the role of

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<v Speaker 1>like period girl. I'm like, if there is anything like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>going on with your period or your vagina or any

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<v Speaker 1>sort of you're I'm on top of it. I'll try.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have the info you're seeking the info? Correct, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>what did you do? This weekend? Was a long weekend?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I actually wanted to tell you, and you

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<v Speaker 1>inspired me to do this because I was telling you

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<v Speaker 1>I was like in my pajama shirt because I just

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<v Speaker 1>came straight and didn't packed stuff to sleep at right stars.

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<v Speaker 1>And for so long he's been telling me to just

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<v Speaker 1>leave stuff. He's like, leave stuff here. You can have

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<v Speaker 1>a whole drawer, you can have a whole side of

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<v Speaker 1>like whatever you want, like, leave stuff here. But because

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<v Speaker 1>of the breakup, I've been so hesitant to leave anything.

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<v Speaker 1>So I've literally left like ahead of my toothbrush and

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<v Speaker 1>makeup wipes. That's all I've had there this entire time.

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<v Speaker 1>I refused to leave anything else. And after you said that,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know what, I feel really good.

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<v Speaker 1>He's been more than vocal about having me leave stuff there.

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<v Speaker 1>So I went to town and like ordered a whole

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<v Speaker 1>my whole like set, my whole face set ums. I

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<v Speaker 1>got my uh sunscreen there. I have my daytime lotion,

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<v Speaker 1>my nighttime lotion. I have my chapstick deodorant, mirtize. I

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<v Speaker 1>like decked out the um what is it called the

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<v Speaker 1>Cainety cabinet? Yeah, so really much two small items to

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<v Speaker 1>like fifteen Like you open up thing and there's a

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<v Speaker 1>venus venus razor like it is it is, Tania fied I. I, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I only like to call the break up

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<v Speaker 1>the trigger events. I would really appreciate if you referred

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<v Speaker 1>to it as proper name, the trigger event. I totally.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think anyone would feel scared or like

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<v Speaker 1>hesitant to jump back into something that calls hurt like that.

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<v Speaker 1>So I don't think you being hesitant to take anything

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<v Speaker 1>was not normal. But I think because he was like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>bring your stuff like that was like the green light.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. He said it multiple times and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like yeah, yeah, yeah, but like he didn't really.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like having to pack up my bathroom stuff after

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<v Speaker 1>the trigger event was like really hard, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, you know what, my my scorpion always would

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<v Speaker 1>be like just throw it all away, No, it's expensive.

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<v Speaker 1>I would think you want to go get it for me,

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<v Speaker 1>or I would show up looking like the best I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever looked and strut in there and take it, get

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<v Speaker 1>it all. Yeah. But now I'm like fully set up,

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<v Speaker 1>like you've been really like pushed me over. And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, what am I waiting for the time. I

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<v Speaker 1>being like, let's just you know, faith overfere it. Yeah. Same.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I get it too, But I think with

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<v Speaker 1>the steps that y'all have been making, like the changes

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<v Speaker 1>in this net this most recent time, like since the trigger, um,

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like you leaving stuff is like a safe option,

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's a safe thing right now. Yeah you know, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's nice. Like taking your bathroom stuff back and

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<v Speaker 1>forth is really annoying. So now I'm like just pumped

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<v Speaker 1>to just carry clothes. Yeah. Now, well then we'll slowly

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<v Speaker 1>bringing in some clothes. I thought about that, but I

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<v Speaker 1>like having my clothes here. I think maybe you can

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<v Speaker 1>get like an extra pair of your favorite jeans or

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<v Speaker 1>like sounds so like wasteful, right, I have two pairs. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I have two pairs of my favorite jeans because once ize,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I outgrew them for a time. So I

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<v Speaker 1>have a bag of your pair for when i'm cycle

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<v Speaker 1>thinking and I need a little extra pushing for the

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<v Speaker 1>cushion and correctly. I feel like you, this is how

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<v Speaker 1>you feel when you're like saying the wrong one. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>grower not a shower was a good one, by the way.

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<v Speaker 1>I almost said that on e when I was talking

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<v Speaker 1>to the glass animals, and then I remembered what it

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<v Speaker 1>really meant, and I was like, I can't say, gosh,

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<v Speaker 1>if you would have been like y'all, I just love

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<v Speaker 1>y'all because y'all are such growers and not just showers. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>it was about their song, their song. It was a

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<v Speaker 1>grower not a shower because it grew on you, well know,

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<v Speaker 1>it grew on the world because it came out a

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<v Speaker 1>long time ago. But it's just now like ttok, famous,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think so if we shouldn't be telling any

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<v Speaker 1>of these things. So that would have been hilarious. If

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<v Speaker 1>you just said that on the band would have thought

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<v Speaker 1>it was hilarious. It probably would have gone viral, Like

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<v Speaker 1>we need to stop correcting her on these You're right,

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<v Speaker 1>you're right. Maybe maybe if it doesn't us no harm.

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<v Speaker 1>We just all kind of give each other a look

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<v Speaker 1>and like, don't don't say anything, you guys. Let let her,

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<v Speaker 1>let her go. Yeah, So it was a big weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>How was yours? My weekend was good. I so I

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<v Speaker 1>was in Florida. Last time we did the podcast, I

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<v Speaker 1>was doing it remote from the Panhandle, um, and it

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<v Speaker 1>was great. I went my dad turned sixty years old,

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<v Speaker 1>and so I went to San Diego for the wedding

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<v Speaker 1>and then flew out the next day. And it was

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<v Speaker 1>really good to see my family. It's like so many

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<v Speaker 1>people that sometimes it's chaotic. But I had this moment

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<v Speaker 1>of realizing, like I think with my family, I've always

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<v Speaker 1>because maybe like we have different views or like different

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<v Speaker 1>opinions on certain things. I've always felt like, well, I

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<v Speaker 1>really want like us to all agree. And I kind

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<v Speaker 1>of had this moment when I was there of like

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<v Speaker 1>I think if you're able to just all love each

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<v Speaker 1>other and respect each other in the differences, that it's

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<v Speaker 1>okay to have different opinions and different And I think

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<v Speaker 1>I just had a moment of realizing, like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>need everyone to change, Like I don't need to change

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<v Speaker 1>everything or make sure everyone's agreeing, Like it can just

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<v Speaker 1>be that we all love each other. And and my

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<v Speaker 1>brother got engaged. Yeah customers forever ago. Yeah, congratulations to

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<v Speaker 1>him and his fiance Casey. Congratulations. He Um. They did

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<v Speaker 1>like a photo shoot for this photographer where they live,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like for her wedding venue, and she's

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<v Speaker 1>a wedding photographer. So they shot in like wedding dress

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<v Speaker 1>and tuxedo and everything, and then she told them to

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<v Speaker 1>go change into um, like a more casual old dress

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<v Speaker 1>suit combo, and so she came out thinking that it

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<v Speaker 1>was part of the shoots, still like for the venue.

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<v Speaker 1>And then he got down on one knee. So it

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<v Speaker 1>was fun that we all got to be there for that.

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<v Speaker 1>That is really fun. Yeah, so Christopher is no longer

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<v Speaker 1>on the market. Another one bites the dusk, so they say, um,

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<v Speaker 1>so yeah, that was really fun. And then I came

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<v Speaker 1>back on Friday and had went to the beach twice

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<v Speaker 1>nice this weekend weekend. It was just beautiful. So it

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<v Speaker 1>was fun. Had a good weekend. That's good. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>got to watch the Friends reunion, which we're gonna get

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<v Speaker 1>to a little bit. We're gonna get to. I actually

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<v Speaker 1>had like I so we had like a big I

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<v Speaker 1>wotna say big barbecue, middle middle size barbecue. And this

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<v Speaker 1>was the first time I feel like I've been around

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<v Speaker 1>a big group of people kind of since the pandemic.

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<v Speaker 1>And let me tell you, I was thriving. I was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, I want to do this every weekend. I

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<v Speaker 1>want to be out and about. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>be in this apartment anymore. Like I just want to

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<v Speaker 1>be out with people and bibing on some wine and

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<v Speaker 1>playing Jenga. I know, I being around a big group.

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<v Speaker 1>I I I thought like being in Florida, because like

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<v Speaker 1>Florida basically never even like shut down, and so I

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<v Speaker 1>thought I would be, you know, going out to eat,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's really crowded there right now. But I felt

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<v Speaker 1>it didn't feel it was like fun to be around

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<v Speaker 1>groups of people and like not just the immediate family

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<v Speaker 1>that you're used to so I was like flying high,

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<v Speaker 1>flying high. And then I came home on Sunday or no,

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<v Speaker 1>was it yesterday. I don't even know what day it is.

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<v Speaker 1>And I sat on my mirror and I broke it.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I'm like panic that I have what mirror? Mirror? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>You one of those mirrors that you like put on

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<v Speaker 1>your vanity that like you get close to, like you

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<v Speaker 1>like a magnifying mirror. It wasn't a magnifying mirror, but

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<v Speaker 1>it was like that's eyes. So I was like this side,

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<v Speaker 1>and I have this ingrown hair like in my vagina area,

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<v Speaker 1>but like not like in your bikini line, but like

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<v Speaker 1>not where you can see it. You have to like

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<v Speaker 1>squat over something. So I put it on my toilet.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know, go into town on this ingrown hair.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't just leave it chills anyways, So I was successful.

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<v Speaker 1>I got it, and I for some reason just left

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<v Speaker 1>it there. And then I the hair came out, and

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<v Speaker 1>I left the mirror there and then I went like

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<v Speaker 1>I just went about my day and I went to

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<v Speaker 1>go to the bathroom and I just sit on my toilet.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think to lift the thing because I always

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<v Speaker 1>just leave all my toilet seats open, and I sat

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<v Speaker 1>right on the mirror and it just cracked in half.

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<v Speaker 1>So your ass cracked the yes, exactly, my bare my

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<v Speaker 1>bare ass, that's a dangerous no. Yeah, but nothing. I

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<v Speaker 1>have no shards in there exactly. Yeah, So I would

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<v Speaker 1>I would actually think what happened was good luck, because

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<v Speaker 1>bad luck would have been charts of glass in the huha, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I think they're yeah. Yeah. So now it's just like

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in my bathroom. I don't I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>throw away because I don't know what. I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>to do it that. I'm sure there's a good You

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<v Speaker 1>should ask the scrubbers. I feel like they do. What

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<v Speaker 1>do I do with it? As to have the least

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<v Speaker 1>amount of bad luck? Is there like a butt shaped

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<v Speaker 1>print on it? Like with the cracked glass? You want

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<v Speaker 1>to see it? Going to go get it? I'm sad

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<v Speaker 1>to say. She already texted me a picture of the mirror. Disappointed, uneventful.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just a mirror with the crack in it, that's

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<v Speaker 1>all it is. Well, I got all these images now

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<v Speaker 1>of like how big is the crack? Crack? Come, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, you're crack spl I mean it's split right

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<v Speaker 1>down the middle. I know, I'm not thinking if not

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<v Speaker 1>like symmetrical. Literally just it's an equator right down the

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<v Speaker 1>center of the mirror. Yeah, it's yeah, it's like the

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<v Speaker 1>PEPSI symbol. So I can technically, but I don't want

0:14:14.200 --> 0:14:15.319
<v Speaker 1>to like look at it, like I don't want to

0:14:15.320 --> 0:14:17.599
<v Speaker 1>look at it. Like if someone were to say, what,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you think happened here? How did this break?

0:14:20.760 --> 0:14:23.440
<v Speaker 1>I would guess someone sat on it because it's just

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<v Speaker 1>like it just makes sense right like one. But she

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<v Speaker 1>got outside evenly distributed A wait, totally yeah, at least

0:14:33.440 --> 0:14:36.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm even yeah, even keeled. That's how I describe you

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<v Speaker 1>all the time. Okay, So I get back from Florida

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<v Speaker 1>and Tony was like, Hey, are you at home? And

0:14:43.720 --> 0:14:46.440
<v Speaker 1>she kept asking if I was home and I'm like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm at the beach or whatever. We were gone, and

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<v Speaker 1>so finally she texts me, She's like, are you home?

0:14:52.280 --> 0:14:54.520
<v Speaker 1>And I want to come drop something off? And I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, yeah, we're home now. So um, she I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna what did you what? How do you pronounce it?

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<v Speaker 1>She's like, I have some hola that I want to bring.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like amazing, I want you to try it. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, she's been so persistent all day about some

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<v Speaker 1>like bread. So she comes over and um, Haley was

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<v Speaker 1>over there, and I'm she hands it like there's a

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<v Speaker 1>She hands me a bag. I don't even look at

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<v Speaker 1>the bag at first, and I pulled the bread out

0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:31.360
<v Speaker 1>or the hala and I'm like, oh, like I don't

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<v Speaker 1>never like you know, I'm just I have no idea

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<v Speaker 1>how I'm so to react. And so I pull it

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<v Speaker 1>out and I'm like okay, and I look up and

0:15:41.680 --> 0:15:44.200
<v Speaker 1>Haley's filming like with the phone, and I'm like, what

0:15:44.480 --> 0:15:47.920
<v Speaker 1>is going on? And so I put it back in

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<v Speaker 1>like thanks, like see yuh, and she goes, don't look

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<v Speaker 1>in there. So I look in there and I realized

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<v Speaker 1>the bag is from Restoration Hardware, and I pull out

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<v Speaker 1>this like folder and it is a printed photo of

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<v Speaker 1>like my dream dining table that Tanya bought me, Like

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<v Speaker 1>I can't even describe to you, like I I still

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<v Speaker 1>don't know how to respond to it, like I'm I've

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<v Speaker 1>been totally overwhelmed for four days now or however long

0:16:19.880 --> 0:16:24.120
<v Speaker 1>it's been of just being able to accept this gift

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<v Speaker 1>because it's like the nicest thing and I had told

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even think I told you right, No, you

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<v Speaker 1>did it, And like so I've been like himming and hying.

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<v Speaker 1>I really wanted to get her something like really beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>and really nice and special for this like home, and

0:16:38.200 --> 0:16:40.880
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to do something big because I don't think

0:16:40.920 --> 0:16:43.000
<v Speaker 1>you realize and you don't realize it, but you've done

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<v Speaker 1>the same for me time and time again in our friendship.

0:16:45.640 --> 0:16:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I have not done not to that left know, but

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<v Speaker 1>like you do stuff like that time and time again,

0:16:49.840 --> 0:16:52.040
<v Speaker 1>like especially like early on, when like I couldn't even

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<v Speaker 1>afford to do stuff for myself, like you would do

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<v Speaker 1>it for me, like you wouldn't even bat an eyelash.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I knew I wanted. I knew I wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to do something nice, but I was really like I

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<v Speaker 1>just didn't know what to do. And then you were

0:17:03.000 --> 0:17:06.280
<v Speaker 1>when you were showing me your house, you were like, okay,

0:17:06.320 --> 0:17:07.399
<v Speaker 1>I need to get you know, I have to do

0:17:07.480 --> 0:17:09.080
<v Speaker 1>things in phases because when you buy a house, like

0:17:09.160 --> 0:17:11.240
<v Speaker 1>it's just everything so expensive at it. And I was like, Okay,

0:17:11.440 --> 0:17:12.720
<v Speaker 1>she's gonna do the gate and then she's gonna do

0:17:12.800 --> 0:17:14.000
<v Speaker 1>a shase, and then you're like and then I have

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<v Speaker 1>this dream table that I want to get for right here,

0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:18.520
<v Speaker 1>and you're like and you showed it to me on

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<v Speaker 1>your phone and I was like oh, and then I

0:17:20.240 --> 0:17:21.800
<v Speaker 1>asked you. I was like, that's it. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>get a table because like a table is what you

0:17:23.720 --> 0:17:27.480
<v Speaker 1>make memories around. Like that is like, that's that's it.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I don't know even know if you remember,

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<v Speaker 1>but I grabbed your phone and I asked you to

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<v Speaker 1>get me something from the kitchen or something. So I

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<v Speaker 1>took a picture of it. I took a picture of

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<v Speaker 1>it on your phone on my phone, and uh. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like in cahoots with Haley to make sure, like

0:17:42.400 --> 0:17:44.159
<v Speaker 1>you weren't going to buy it for yourself and like

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<v Speaker 1>all this stuff. And then I go to this store

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<v Speaker 1>and they're like, oh, it's not ready until August, and

0:17:49.080 --> 0:17:53.520
<v Speaker 1>so I was like okay, uh. And then the guy

0:17:53.640 --> 0:17:55.399
<v Speaker 1>was so cute at the store. He was like, I

0:17:55.520 --> 0:17:57.280
<v Speaker 1>can print off a picture of it, and we can

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<v Speaker 1>put it in an envelope and you can put it

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<v Speaker 1>in a bag. Like that's perfect. But then I wanted

0:18:02.160 --> 0:18:03.719
<v Speaker 1>like an excuse because I was like I don't want

0:18:03.760 --> 0:18:05.200
<v Speaker 1>to give her the bag. And so I was like

0:18:05.680 --> 0:18:08.239
<v Speaker 1>the halla is such a good throw off because it's

0:18:08.400 --> 0:18:10.960
<v Speaker 1>totally something I would do, Like I'd like, it's amazing, crackers,

0:18:11.000 --> 0:18:15.080
<v Speaker 1>I want you to try um. And it's like it's

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<v Speaker 1>a perfect way to like throw her off. So it

0:18:17.160 --> 0:18:20.520
<v Speaker 1>really went. It went off like exactly how I planned it.

0:18:20.560 --> 0:18:24.040
<v Speaker 1>It was so good. Okay, you guys don't understand this table.

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<v Speaker 1>Though I have a lot of other things I needed

0:18:26.840 --> 0:18:28.320
<v Speaker 1>to do for the house. I was like, you know what,

0:18:28.760 --> 0:18:31.200
<v Speaker 1>I already have a dining table. I won't rush, you know,

0:18:31.280 --> 0:18:33.680
<v Speaker 1>to buy this one's really you know, it's like a

0:18:33.840 --> 0:18:36.879
<v Speaker 1>dream table, and but I'll get it eventually, you know.

0:18:36.960 --> 0:18:38.320
<v Speaker 1>I was just like, one thing at a time, I'm

0:18:38.320 --> 0:18:43.520
<v Speaker 1>not going to rush. So when I say, I am

0:18:43.600 --> 0:18:46.399
<v Speaker 1>still processing it like it was just the most like

0:18:46.560 --> 0:18:49.800
<v Speaker 1>the thought behind it of what you got me and

0:18:49.960 --> 0:18:54.040
<v Speaker 1>then what it actually is was just like the nicest

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<v Speaker 1>thing ever. Well, I love you and you deserve it,

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<v Speaker 1>and you don't even realize. She doesn't realize she does

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<v Speaker 1>this all the time. I'm I don't do this all

0:19:02.600 --> 0:19:05.480
<v Speaker 1>the time. You do, and you're in different ways you do.

0:19:06.160 --> 0:19:09.200
<v Speaker 1>But it was like, really it was I was totally

0:19:09.280 --> 0:19:12.040
<v Speaker 1>thrown off by the hall. I was like, is she

0:19:12.200 --> 0:19:14.320
<v Speaker 1>gonna give me something like my sister heat it up?

0:19:14.359 --> 0:19:18.240
<v Speaker 1>What do I do with this? Like and then she's like, yeah,

0:19:18.400 --> 0:19:20.320
<v Speaker 1>how did my freezer? So I decided to take it

0:19:20.359 --> 0:19:23.000
<v Speaker 1>out and I'm like, so this is old old bread,

0:19:25.760 --> 0:19:29.120
<v Speaker 1>so good. Like you just like feel her annoyance through

0:19:29.160 --> 0:19:31.639
<v Speaker 1>the text message, you know what I mean of like great,

0:19:31.840 --> 0:19:35.640
<v Speaker 1>I've never tried hollow before. Sounds cool. Like I could

0:19:35.680 --> 0:19:37.960
<v Speaker 1>just hear her annoyance because like all day I've been like,

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<v Speaker 1>are you home? Are you bad? Because all day it

0:19:41.320 --> 0:19:43.399
<v Speaker 1>was are you home? She never said anything. She's like,

0:19:43.720 --> 0:19:45.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, I want to drop something off and I

0:19:45.160 --> 0:19:46.560
<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, yeah, we're not. We're at the beach.

0:19:46.920 --> 0:19:50.440
<v Speaker 1>And then and then finally I'm at home and she's like, Okay,

0:19:50.480 --> 0:19:52.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna bring some hollow I may or I just

0:19:52.760 --> 0:19:56.959
<v Speaker 1>tried or something. And I was like, you've been harassing

0:19:57.040 --> 0:20:01.960
<v Speaker 1>me all day for this. It's just so good, And

0:20:02.119 --> 0:20:05.320
<v Speaker 1>it was so that was that was the best part.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you ever consider giving it to her on the podcast? No,

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<v Speaker 1>because that would have been really good, I know now

0:20:16.440 --> 0:20:21.440
<v Speaker 1>that I think about it. I really didn't think about that.

0:20:21.760 --> 0:20:24.240
<v Speaker 1>It was a lot for me, Like I would have

0:20:24.359 --> 0:20:27.480
<v Speaker 1>felt even I was overwhelmed in the presence of like

0:20:28.880 --> 0:20:31.480
<v Speaker 1>my own in my own home. I don't even know

0:20:31.640 --> 0:20:34.560
<v Speaker 1>what I would have been doing. Like it really threw

0:20:34.680 --> 0:20:37.960
<v Speaker 1>me in like the best way. But now every time

0:20:37.960 --> 0:20:39.800
<v Speaker 1>I have dinner or said at the table, I'll think

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<v Speaker 1>of Tanya. That's the whole point. It's a beautiful gift

0:20:42.720 --> 0:20:45.280
<v Speaker 1>and it's a beautiful thought. The holiday is very questionable.

0:20:45.320 --> 0:20:48.520
<v Speaker 1>But the rest of the yeah, well it's just so

0:20:48.640 --> 0:20:50.960
<v Speaker 1>funny because I was really like putting so much thought

0:20:51.000 --> 0:20:53.560
<v Speaker 1>of just like what makes sense, And like I was

0:20:53.600 --> 0:20:54.960
<v Speaker 1>talking a Red Star about it, and he was like,

0:20:55.000 --> 0:20:56.680
<v Speaker 1>maybe you get her some because you said your fish

0:20:56.760 --> 0:20:58.600
<v Speaker 1>died and so he's like, maybe you get like two

0:20:58.680 --> 0:21:01.680
<v Speaker 1>best friends, like beautiful fish that can be friends and

0:21:01.760 --> 0:21:04.919
<v Speaker 1>the thing together. I just think, Well, the whole thing

0:21:05.040 --> 0:21:06.680
<v Speaker 1>was that I was going to replace the coy fish,

0:21:06.680 --> 0:21:07.960
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, you know what, I really like

0:21:08.119 --> 0:21:10.920
<v Speaker 1>the pond. It just says it's it sounds really nice,

0:21:10.960 --> 0:21:12.800
<v Speaker 1>but there's nothing in there for me to take care of.

0:21:12.880 --> 0:21:15.600
<v Speaker 1>And everyone had been like I wouldn't even get anymore

0:21:15.600 --> 0:21:18.720
<v Speaker 1>because the raccoons come and like swipe them. And I

0:21:18.840 --> 0:21:20.600
<v Speaker 1>was like, Okay, I don't want to go through the

0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:23.040
<v Speaker 1>trauma of that, and then she said that Red Star

0:21:23.160 --> 0:21:25.840
<v Speaker 1>was like, yeah, you should get her some coy fish,

0:21:25.880 --> 0:21:28.760
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, honestly, I'm he didn't do that because

0:21:29.440 --> 0:21:31.600
<v Speaker 1>I already have to find someone to watch Phoebe when

0:21:31.640 --> 0:21:33.240
<v Speaker 1>I leave. I'm gonna have to be like, can you

0:21:33.359 --> 0:21:36.040
<v Speaker 1>feed the fish in the back. It was like such

0:21:36.040 --> 0:21:37.800
<v Speaker 1>a Eureka moment, though, when you said that you were

0:21:37.840 --> 0:21:43.080
<v Speaker 1>wanting that. I was like, that's it, that's really really thoughtful.

0:21:43.560 --> 0:21:45.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm I realized I need to be bad. I go.

0:21:46.160 --> 0:21:48.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't even know how to accept this. She's like,

0:21:48.119 --> 0:21:50.920
<v Speaker 1>just say thank you, and I'm like, okay, well that

0:21:51.040 --> 0:21:54.399
<v Speaker 1>feels inadequate. You just say thank you and we have

0:21:54.480 --> 0:21:57.000
<v Speaker 1>a really great dinner when it comes in. Yeah, yeah

0:21:57.040 --> 0:22:01.240
<v Speaker 1>we will. Yeah, so make some hollow maybe homemade, perhaps

0:22:01.520 --> 0:22:05.560
<v Speaker 1>not frozen. Um, but yeah. I really want to talk

0:22:05.640 --> 0:22:09.560
<v Speaker 1>about the friends the Friends reunion, because I have some thoughts.

0:22:09.640 --> 0:22:12.280
<v Speaker 1>I think you do too. I have good, bad, and

0:22:12.400 --> 0:22:29.639
<v Speaker 1>the ugly. Okay, well we'll be right back at that. Okay,

0:22:29.720 --> 0:22:33.960
<v Speaker 1>we're back. So Friends reunion. Do we start with the good,

0:22:34.040 --> 0:22:36.000
<v Speaker 1>the bad, bad, or the ugly? Well, let's get a

0:22:36.040 --> 0:22:41.240
<v Speaker 1>general consensus. Do everybody like it. Okay, So I have

0:22:41.359 --> 0:22:43.719
<v Speaker 1>not seen it, and I'll tell you why. We're going

0:22:43.800 --> 0:22:46.840
<v Speaker 1>to watch it as a family because Brooklyn has gone

0:22:46.880 --> 0:22:49.920
<v Speaker 1>through the whole thing. Allie's almost there. We're gonna watch

0:22:49.960 --> 0:22:52.080
<v Speaker 1>it together, and we had family in town this weekend,

0:22:52.160 --> 0:22:54.440
<v Speaker 1>so I spent the weekend doing everything you can imagine

0:22:54.480 --> 0:22:57.080
<v Speaker 1>to do as a tourist in Los Angeles. So I

0:22:57.160 --> 0:22:59.879
<v Speaker 1>have not seen it yet. I apologize, but I'm not

0:23:00.000 --> 0:23:04.000
<v Speaker 1>worried about spoilers. I'm looking forward to hearing your recap. Okay. Well, yeah,

0:23:04.040 --> 0:23:07.280
<v Speaker 1>and spoilers are like our Yeah, I saw spoilers before

0:23:07.320 --> 0:23:09.080
<v Speaker 1>I watched it the day after, and I had already

0:23:09.119 --> 0:23:15.560
<v Speaker 1>seen spoilers. Yeah, easty, I have watched it either. I'm

0:23:15.920 --> 0:23:19.600
<v Speaker 1>I'm admittedly not not a big Friends fan. Yeah, you know,

0:23:20.440 --> 0:23:22.879
<v Speaker 1>we went to the Friends thing in New York together.

0:23:22.960 --> 0:23:25.119
<v Speaker 1>That was a blast, and that's my best friend's memory.

0:23:25.280 --> 0:23:28.320
<v Speaker 1>But I haven't watched the show. We all did the

0:23:28.359 --> 0:23:30.919
<v Speaker 1>pivot together. We all did the pivot we suppose by

0:23:30.920 --> 0:23:33.040
<v Speaker 1>the fountain. It was a great time. Did I know,

0:23:33.359 --> 0:23:35.480
<v Speaker 1>Do we know that you are not a huge Friends

0:23:35.560 --> 0:23:40.159
<v Speaker 1>fan at the time? Yeah, we did, Okay, Yeah, I

0:23:40.240 --> 0:23:43.600
<v Speaker 1>know when you're signed feld, you're not friends and I

0:23:43.680 --> 0:23:45.680
<v Speaker 1>think I remember the Eastern was like there's some guy

0:23:45.880 --> 0:23:54.480
<v Speaker 1>the guys here, that's and I was like, Gunther here right. Well,

0:23:54.520 --> 0:23:58.879
<v Speaker 1>then Tanya over your thoughts on it, okay, So I

0:24:00.760 --> 0:24:02.879
<v Speaker 1>was freaking out. I actually stayed up to watch a

0:24:02.960 --> 0:24:06.000
<v Speaker 1>little bit of the beginning because I just couldn't handle it.

0:24:06.520 --> 0:24:09.560
<v Speaker 1>I was sobbing within the first ten minutes because I

0:24:09.640 --> 0:24:12.720
<v Speaker 1>had to tell you, as a Friends fan, I can't

0:24:12.800 --> 0:24:16.520
<v Speaker 1>even I can't even watch the last season and I

0:24:16.600 --> 0:24:19.280
<v Speaker 1>haven't watched the final episode since two thousand four since

0:24:19.320 --> 0:24:22.000
<v Speaker 1>it finished. Like I physically can't watch the final episode

0:24:22.040 --> 0:24:24.200
<v Speaker 1>with the keys on the thing like and then walking

0:24:24.240 --> 0:24:26.359
<v Speaker 1>out with I can't do it, Like I just ball

0:24:26.920 --> 0:24:29.000
<v Speaker 1>And so anytime I get close to the series finale

0:24:29.119 --> 0:24:31.000
<v Speaker 1>and I had to stop it, like I can't do it.

0:24:31.920 --> 0:24:34.080
<v Speaker 1>So when it opens up with the scene, I was like,

0:24:34.600 --> 0:24:38.639
<v Speaker 1>just buckets already, and then they started they walk them

0:24:38.680 --> 0:24:41.080
<v Speaker 1>in one by one and they're all like reminiscing, and

0:24:41.160 --> 0:24:43.080
<v Speaker 1>I just lost it. Like I literally didn't stop crying

0:24:43.200 --> 0:24:46.280
<v Speaker 1>until they all came in and like hugged each other.

0:24:46.880 --> 0:24:50.400
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it was definitely I don't think that's crazy

0:24:50.400 --> 0:24:53.760
<v Speaker 1>because it was very emotional, like I could feel like

0:24:53.960 --> 0:24:55.840
<v Speaker 1>when David Trummer because he was the first one that

0:24:55.920 --> 0:24:59.000
<v Speaker 1>walked in, it was like you could feel him just

0:24:59.240 --> 0:25:02.040
<v Speaker 1>taking it all and it was like almost palpable like

0:25:02.200 --> 0:25:06.080
<v Speaker 1>that whatever he was experiencing. Yeah, So, like the beginning

0:25:06.200 --> 0:25:07.840
<v Speaker 1>really got me in the fields. And I've seen it

0:25:07.920 --> 0:25:10.920
<v Speaker 1>multiple times and I cry every single time, so it's

0:25:10.960 --> 0:25:12.919
<v Speaker 1>not even like a one off. Like every time I've

0:25:12.960 --> 0:25:16.760
<v Speaker 1>watched it. The first chunk, I'm sobbing, and Red Star

0:25:16.960 --> 0:25:19.800
<v Speaker 1>was just like are you okay? Because he likes friends.

0:25:19.880 --> 0:25:22.480
<v Speaker 1>He's like a Seinfeld guy. Yeah, Like, but he likes friends,

0:25:22.520 --> 0:25:24.680
<v Speaker 1>so he you know, he understands it and he likes it.

0:25:25.119 --> 0:25:28.719
<v Speaker 1>He really likes Matt Leblancie, really likes Joey. But um,

0:25:29.600 --> 0:25:33.400
<v Speaker 1>it's just like are you okay? I don't think you understand.

0:25:36.240 --> 0:25:41.919
<v Speaker 1>That was me when McDreamy died. My mom was genuinely like, Becca,

0:25:42.359 --> 0:25:44.440
<v Speaker 1>are you okay? And I was like I literally think,

0:25:44.480 --> 0:25:48.800
<v Speaker 1>I go, you don't understand. It's like my first love. Yeah. No,

0:25:49.000 --> 0:25:51.000
<v Speaker 1>Like like when if I watched I put if I

0:25:51.040 --> 0:25:53.879
<v Speaker 1>put Friends on before we fall asleep, I shake the

0:25:53.920 --> 0:25:55.879
<v Speaker 1>bed because I'm like laughing so hard, and I like,

0:25:55.960 --> 0:25:57.960
<v Speaker 1>I have to stop it because I can tell it's

0:25:58.000 --> 0:25:59.760
<v Speaker 1>keeping him awake, and I'm like, I'm sorry, Like I

0:26:00.280 --> 0:26:01.600
<v Speaker 1>just can't do it. I'll have I tapped to her

0:26:01.680 --> 0:26:05.560
<v Speaker 1>it off. But anyways, So I really enjoyed the beginning

0:26:05.640 --> 0:26:09.440
<v Speaker 1>part of it, and I really enjoyed the reenacting of

0:26:09.520 --> 0:26:12.600
<v Speaker 1>the scenes, like going back and having them like reread

0:26:12.640 --> 0:26:14.800
<v Speaker 1>some of those classic scenes and then they basically they

0:26:14.920 --> 0:26:18.960
<v Speaker 1>kind of they re enacted. All the reenacting was good.

0:26:19.040 --> 0:26:21.400
<v Speaker 1>All the guest stars that were like the bringing back

0:26:21.480 --> 0:26:24.000
<v Speaker 1>of the people that were on the show. I loved

0:26:25.400 --> 0:26:30.000
<v Speaker 1>the fashion show lost me. Did we need that? No? No,

0:26:31.600 --> 0:26:34.280
<v Speaker 1>I almost felt like they were they were like, hey,

0:26:34.480 --> 0:26:36.320
<v Speaker 1>some of these people want to be a part, Like

0:26:36.520 --> 0:26:39.080
<v Speaker 1>can we find a way for them to be on it?

0:26:39.240 --> 0:26:42.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. Yeah, And no, no shade to any

0:26:42.520 --> 0:26:44.680
<v Speaker 1>of this letter that I would have I would have

0:26:45.160 --> 0:26:46.880
<v Speaker 1>if someone asked me to be in that, I would

0:26:46.920 --> 0:26:49.920
<v Speaker 1>have died. I would have given a limb to be

0:26:50.040 --> 0:26:53.760
<v Speaker 1>in that audience, like maybe for sure a toe, Oh yeah,

0:26:54.000 --> 0:26:57.080
<v Speaker 1>when they for sure a toe? When they when I

0:26:57.200 --> 0:26:59.720
<v Speaker 1>found out I was a live audience, Yeah, I didn't

0:26:59.760 --> 0:27:03.280
<v Speaker 1>know how to process the fact that that opportunity was there,

0:27:03.320 --> 0:27:07.919
<v Speaker 1>and I begged someone to let me on that broken

0:27:07.960 --> 0:27:09.879
<v Speaker 1>glass to be in that audience. I would have I

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.080
<v Speaker 1>probably would have chopped off like a part of a

0:27:12.200 --> 0:27:14.120
<v Speaker 1>toe or something. I thought it was a full toe

0:27:14.440 --> 0:27:18.520
<v Speaker 1>you because the fashion show, I would have been like, really,

0:27:18.880 --> 0:27:21.920
<v Speaker 1>I could deserve half of my toe for this. Um.

0:27:22.480 --> 0:27:24.800
<v Speaker 1>So that was the part. That part kind of threw me.

0:27:25.080 --> 0:27:26.959
<v Speaker 1>And then I hate to say it because I love

0:27:27.080 --> 0:27:31.880
<v Speaker 1>Lady Gaga, but the Lady Gaga moment it was weird

0:27:31.960 --> 0:27:35.440
<v Speaker 1>to me. It just felt kind of random, like out

0:27:35.520 --> 0:27:39.080
<v Speaker 1>of place, right, But I you know, with that being said,

0:27:39.400 --> 0:27:41.960
<v Speaker 1>I loved how it was just kind of funny because

0:27:41.960 --> 0:27:44.120
<v Speaker 1>it went like she was singing Smelly Cat like belting.

0:27:44.200 --> 0:27:47.040
<v Speaker 1>It sounds like her voice is insane, and then she

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:51.119
<v Speaker 1>gets really serious and it was kind of like, okay, now,

0:27:51.600 --> 0:27:54.400
<v Speaker 1>Lisa Kudro, is she in Phoebe or she Lisa group?

0:27:55.000 --> 0:27:57.359
<v Speaker 1>Like they have so they sing Smelly Cat together and

0:27:58.040 --> 0:28:00.600
<v Speaker 1>and then um, Lady Gaga basically says like kind of

0:28:00.640 --> 0:28:04.320
<v Speaker 1>thank you to Phoebe for you know, being yourself and

0:28:04.400 --> 0:28:07.000
<v Speaker 1>letting all of us feel more comfortable to be ourselves.

0:28:07.040 --> 0:28:10.359
<v Speaker 1>And it's actually she's like thanks, thanks for being different,

0:28:10.520 --> 0:28:12.439
<v Speaker 1>like thanks for being the weird one so that all

0:28:12.520 --> 0:28:15.000
<v Speaker 1>of us could feel comfortable. It was really it was

0:28:15.040 --> 0:28:17.760
<v Speaker 1>actually a really sweet moment, but like Lisa Kudro was

0:28:17.880 --> 0:28:20.040
<v Speaker 1>just like, I don't know, she didn't I don't know,

0:28:20.119 --> 0:28:22.679
<v Speaker 1>she didn't't react in a in a way. I was like, Okay,

0:28:22.760 --> 0:28:25.480
<v Speaker 1>let's let's dive in there, and it just like fell flat.

0:28:25.600 --> 0:28:27.879
<v Speaker 1>And I was just like, well, because I felt like

0:28:28.080 --> 0:28:31.679
<v Speaker 1>Lisa Coudro was like in Phoebe character and then probably

0:28:31.800 --> 0:28:33.639
<v Speaker 1>wasn't ready for that, Like I mean, it was like

0:28:35.240 --> 0:28:37.680
<v Speaker 1>moment and it was like do we have time for

0:28:37.800 --> 0:28:40.520
<v Speaker 1>me to yea, like do we have time for this?

0:28:40.760 --> 0:28:42.760
<v Speaker 1>And so then it just kind of but I liked

0:28:43.560 --> 0:28:45.480
<v Speaker 1>I liked what she said because it was true, like

0:28:45.520 --> 0:28:48.239
<v Speaker 1>Phoebe was like the kind of like crazy one who

0:28:48.320 --> 0:28:53.320
<v Speaker 1>was so confident who she was. Um. But honestly, though,

0:28:53.400 --> 0:28:55.800
<v Speaker 1>those were the only two moments to me that I

0:28:55.880 --> 0:28:58.200
<v Speaker 1>could have done without. Every other part of it was

0:28:58.280 --> 0:29:02.320
<v Speaker 1>so spectacular. I loved hearing um how they were cast

0:29:02.400 --> 0:29:04.920
<v Speaker 1>and what order they were cast, the backstories of how

0:29:05.000 --> 0:29:09.080
<v Speaker 1>they were cast. I enjoyed the like the romance stuff

0:29:09.120 --> 0:29:13.320
<v Speaker 1>between Ross and Rachel Okay, when I first started watching

0:29:13.400 --> 0:29:17.840
<v Speaker 1>the series, I could not believe that there was never

0:29:18.000 --> 0:29:19.840
<v Speaker 1>a real life romance between the two of them. So

0:29:19.960 --> 0:29:23.400
<v Speaker 1>when I heard that, I felt so validated because to me,

0:29:23.680 --> 0:29:29.160
<v Speaker 1>their chemistry, especially when they first got together, was so insane, insane,

0:29:29.480 --> 0:29:32.320
<v Speaker 1>and so for the full ten seasons of the series,

0:29:32.440 --> 0:29:35.320
<v Speaker 1>I was just waiting for their that moment, for them

0:29:35.400 --> 0:29:39.160
<v Speaker 1>to have like a scene together, a romantic relationship, and

0:29:39.240 --> 0:29:43.400
<v Speaker 1>they waited until the very end. Basically, well basically they

0:29:43.600 --> 0:29:47.600
<v Speaker 1>did say that they they both had feelings for each other,

0:29:47.720 --> 0:29:50.320
<v Speaker 1>but they had they were in relationships. Each one of

0:29:50.360 --> 0:29:52.360
<v Speaker 1>them were in relationships at the time, so they never

0:29:52.440 --> 0:29:54.080
<v Speaker 1>really got to give it a shot, but like the

0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:57.120
<v Speaker 1>love was there, so like, are they both single now?

0:29:57.960 --> 0:30:03.840
<v Speaker 1>I think so. He described it as ships in the night,

0:30:03.920 --> 0:30:09.240
<v Speaker 1>which is such a like sad, like hopeless romantic way

0:30:09.280 --> 0:30:11.760
<v Speaker 1>of saying it, Like they were just like passing ships

0:30:11.800 --> 0:30:15.080
<v Speaker 1>in the night. Yeah. And then I also enjoyed that

0:30:15.240 --> 0:30:19.360
<v Speaker 1>Joey Matta Blanc was telling us how like Courtney Cox

0:30:19.400 --> 0:30:21.760
<v Speaker 1>would always have her like script in the sync or

0:30:21.840 --> 0:30:25.000
<v Speaker 1>like write her lines on the table. I love that.

0:30:25.440 --> 0:30:27.520
<v Speaker 1>And then they were like kind of reminiscing about certain

0:30:27.560 --> 0:30:30.440
<v Speaker 1>episodes and Rachel Rachel Jen France and was like, do

0:30:30.480 --> 0:30:33.360
<v Speaker 1>you guys remember Want the Ball? And David Shrummer had

0:30:33.440 --> 0:30:34.800
<v Speaker 1>no recollection of it. I was like, how do you

0:30:34.840 --> 0:30:38.120
<v Speaker 1>know I remember that episode? Like I know. I loved

0:30:38.240 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 1>that they were referencing old episodes and they didn't even

0:30:41.680 --> 0:30:44.040
<v Speaker 1>remember them. And I would be like, like, I don't

0:30:44.640 --> 0:30:47.960
<v Speaker 1>like I could recite every line of that episode. I

0:30:48.360 --> 0:30:51.520
<v Speaker 1>I just loved it, and I'm like, I the fact

0:30:51.640 --> 0:30:54.000
<v Speaker 1>that I felt like they were so happy. It was

0:30:54.080 --> 0:30:57.920
<v Speaker 1>like watching a family first and then hearing like they

0:30:58.160 --> 0:31:00.680
<v Speaker 1>all the creators were basically talking out like how they

0:31:00.760 --> 0:31:04.080
<v Speaker 1>started it and then how they kind of realized they

0:31:04.280 --> 0:31:06.920
<v Speaker 1>how they hit gold when like all this stuff started

0:31:06.920 --> 0:31:08.040
<v Speaker 1>to happen. I don't know, it was just a really

0:31:08.120 --> 0:31:13.160
<v Speaker 1>cool I felt very inside. I felt very validated as

0:31:13.160 --> 0:31:16.120
<v Speaker 1>a fan. I felt really good. I mean I could

0:31:16.160 --> 0:31:20.000
<v Speaker 1>have used more, like I could have had more of it. Oh,

0:31:20.280 --> 0:31:23.200
<v Speaker 1>I wish they would do a series of the reunion, Yeah,

0:31:23.760 --> 0:31:26.840
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't necessarily need like a scripted episode, Like

0:31:26.840 --> 0:31:28.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't even think I would have liked that because

0:31:28.480 --> 0:31:31.320
<v Speaker 1>I loved how they did it, But I just felt

0:31:31.400 --> 0:31:34.400
<v Speaker 1>I loved hearing that the girls all had lunch together

0:31:34.520 --> 0:31:36.680
<v Speaker 1>every day, and just cool to see a cast that's

0:31:36.720 --> 0:31:39.720
<v Speaker 1>been together that long that there was there didn't seem

0:31:39.800 --> 0:31:45.320
<v Speaker 1>to be anything that like caused a huge wet wedge

0:31:45.360 --> 0:31:47.240
<v Speaker 1>between any of the friendships. Like it was more so

0:31:47.480 --> 0:31:49.920
<v Speaker 1>kind of like everyone's lives just moved on after the show,

0:31:50.040 --> 0:31:52.239
<v Speaker 1>but they all still had so much love for each other,

0:31:52.400 --> 0:31:55.000
<v Speaker 1>so it was like fun to watch. It was almost

0:31:55.040 --> 0:31:57.080
<v Speaker 1>like watching this high school reunion that we all got

0:31:57.120 --> 0:32:02.040
<v Speaker 1>to be a part of. It's great. Yeah, if Jennifer

0:32:02.080 --> 0:32:05.400
<v Speaker 1>Anderson and David Schwimmer ended up together in real life,

0:32:05.800 --> 0:32:09.840
<v Speaker 1>just end me and I would not. I couldn't. I

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:12.560
<v Speaker 1>would not be able to handle that information. I would

0:32:12.560 --> 0:32:15.040
<v Speaker 1>would They would be like Harry and Megan. They'd be

0:32:15.120 --> 0:32:18.520
<v Speaker 1>like Royalty. Oh yeah, oh yeah, they would need a

0:32:18.600 --> 0:32:20.719
<v Speaker 1>reality show to film that. I mean, they would never

0:32:20.800 --> 0:32:26.360
<v Speaker 1>do that, but no chance. I would never do that. No, never, No.

0:32:28.040 --> 0:32:31.280
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, it was amazing. I loved it. I feel

0:32:31.280 --> 0:32:33.280
<v Speaker 1>the same way about Rossall. Okay, I got into this

0:32:33.440 --> 0:32:38.320
<v Speaker 1>like Titanic kick thing where there's this deleted scene in

0:32:38.800 --> 0:32:41.800
<v Speaker 1>the boiler room in the It's like in the extras

0:32:41.840 --> 0:32:45.280
<v Speaker 1>of Titanic. I always have wanted Kate Winslow and Leonardo

0:32:45.360 --> 0:32:48.640
<v Speaker 1>DiCaprio to be together since I've watched, since I watched Titanic, like,

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:52.480
<v Speaker 1>I've always loved that they remained friends. And there's a

0:32:52.680 --> 0:32:56.240
<v Speaker 1>scene and I knew Ashley Connetti would like relate to

0:32:56.360 --> 0:32:59.320
<v Speaker 1>it because she loves Titanic like I do. And I

0:32:59.440 --> 0:33:03.000
<v Speaker 1>was like, does it just bother you that they took

0:33:03.080 --> 0:33:06.080
<v Speaker 1>this scene out? It is the greatest kiss of all

0:33:06.160 --> 0:33:09.480
<v Speaker 1>time and they cut it from the movie. I don't know,

0:33:09.760 --> 0:33:13.960
<v Speaker 1>Like I need to know why they watched that scene

0:33:14.040 --> 0:33:17.480
<v Speaker 1>and then we're like, let's cut it because it is

0:33:18.520 --> 0:33:21.040
<v Speaker 1>the most amazing kiss. And if they didn't have a

0:33:21.160 --> 0:33:24.360
<v Speaker 1>relationship outside of that movie during that time, I don't

0:33:24.360 --> 0:33:30.120
<v Speaker 1>believe it. Sure, But I'm always like I get annoyed

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:32.440
<v Speaker 1>with Titanic because I'm like, Rose could have made room

0:33:32.520 --> 0:33:35.720
<v Speaker 1>on that I mean obviously on that door, Like they

0:33:35.760 --> 0:33:38.640
<v Speaker 1>could have both. I just watched this the other day.

0:33:38.720 --> 0:33:40.520
<v Speaker 1>She could not She could have made room, but the

0:33:40.600 --> 0:33:42.800
<v Speaker 1>weight was too great. It would have sank. But you

0:33:42.880 --> 0:33:45.160
<v Speaker 1>don't even know. You don't know unless you try. He

0:33:45.320 --> 0:33:52.320
<v Speaker 1>tries to get on one time, freezing cold water. I'm

0:33:52.320 --> 0:33:54.120
<v Speaker 1>going to give it more than one shot. And if

0:33:54.160 --> 0:33:56.080
<v Speaker 1>this was the love of my life, like I would

0:33:56.320 --> 0:33:58.200
<v Speaker 1>definitely give it more than one shot, and then maybe

0:33:58.240 --> 0:34:01.400
<v Speaker 1>I would try like kissing him as to create body

0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:05.520
<v Speaker 1>warmth while try to not sink the thing. Go on

0:34:05.680 --> 0:34:08.840
<v Speaker 1>and off, rotate who's on the door, Like you have

0:34:09.040 --> 0:34:12.320
<v Speaker 1>some time off, I'll get in the water. Like I

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:15.400
<v Speaker 1>feel like there was other ways they could have figured

0:34:15.480 --> 0:34:22.399
<v Speaker 1>maneuvered that then this. I could never date an actor

0:34:23.160 --> 0:34:25.880
<v Speaker 1>like I just I'm sorry his hand is on her

0:34:26.040 --> 0:34:28.520
<v Speaker 1>neck and he's like biting her lip. If that were

0:34:28.600 --> 0:34:31.040
<v Speaker 1>my boyfriend and he was sucking someone's face like that,

0:34:31.239 --> 0:34:33.920
<v Speaker 1>I would not be okay, okay, that brings me to

0:34:34.040 --> 0:34:36.880
<v Speaker 1>something else I want to talk about. So you mentioned

0:34:36.920 --> 0:34:40.759
<v Speaker 1>I think actually on our podcast you were talking Oh yeah,

0:34:40.760 --> 0:34:43.680
<v Speaker 1>I think with I don't know, you were talking about

0:34:43.719 --> 0:34:46.719
<v Speaker 1>how Red Star isn't really jealous, like he don't like

0:34:46.960 --> 0:34:51.279
<v Speaker 1>doesn't get jealous. He's like, does that bother you? Do

0:34:51.400 --> 0:34:52.840
<v Speaker 1>you like wish there was little to do? You like

0:34:53.120 --> 0:34:58.280
<v Speaker 1>like that he's so secure? Do you wish secure jealousy?

0:34:59.360 --> 0:35:03.560
<v Speaker 1>Now that you bring it up, it is weird. I

0:35:03.560 --> 0:35:06.200
<v Speaker 1>mean he's so secure, Like he's just very like secure,

0:35:06.840 --> 0:35:09.759
<v Speaker 1>which I like because he's securely attached and you know,

0:35:09.960 --> 0:35:12.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm like doing that whole attachment style, and I'm like,

0:35:12.160 --> 0:35:15.719
<v Speaker 1>I envy that he has that. But do you find

0:35:15.760 --> 0:35:19.880
<v Speaker 1>yourself to be the jealous type? No? Not no, not jealous,

0:35:20.480 --> 0:35:23.200
<v Speaker 1>not jealous. But I'm definitely not as secure as he is,

0:35:23.360 --> 0:35:25.680
<v Speaker 1>that's for sure, but more so. And I'm talking about

0:35:25.719 --> 0:35:28.080
<v Speaker 1>like you're not you're like if he were, but like

0:35:28.200 --> 0:35:30.440
<v Speaker 1>if he were an actor and he was doing that

0:35:30.520 --> 0:35:33.040
<v Speaker 1>with somebody, even though I know it's professional and there's

0:35:33.080 --> 0:35:36.200
<v Speaker 1>no feelings and there's no feelings there, I could not

0:35:36.600 --> 0:35:39.719
<v Speaker 1>handle it. I will say I made the quotation marks

0:35:39.760 --> 0:35:41.880
<v Speaker 1>with her fingers when she said no feelings. It's important

0:35:41.880 --> 0:35:43.640
<v Speaker 1>that people know that because they can't see you. Oh

0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:48.400
<v Speaker 1>thank you. Yeah, because there are certain times where I

0:35:48.640 --> 0:35:52.080
<v Speaker 1>see a like if I were with either Kate Winslet

0:35:52.400 --> 0:35:55.800
<v Speaker 1>or Leonardo DiCaprio and I saw that scene and we

0:35:55.920 --> 0:35:59.080
<v Speaker 1>were dating during that time, there will be some fights. Yeah,

0:35:59.160 --> 0:36:02.240
<v Speaker 1>but you're not too far off from that, okay, friend,

0:36:02.400 --> 0:36:06.200
<v Speaker 1>and was like, I could don't think if I were you,

0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:11.920
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't handle it. I mean, I consider myself in

0:36:12.120 --> 0:36:15.360
<v Speaker 1>every relationship I've had. I can be jealous, but I'm Also,

0:36:15.680 --> 0:36:19.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm very confident and secure in our relationship, yet I

0:36:19.400 --> 0:36:27.200
<v Speaker 1>still have that like scorpio like that's mine. Yeah yeah,

0:36:27.920 --> 0:36:30.960
<v Speaker 1>but no, but what's your job and you need to

0:36:31.080 --> 0:36:33.840
<v Speaker 1>kiss people? I get it again with the air quotes,

0:36:33.920 --> 0:36:36.919
<v Speaker 1>but it's like it's it's that would be really hard

0:36:37.000 --> 0:36:38.800
<v Speaker 1>for me. I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it.

0:36:39.000 --> 0:36:42.360
<v Speaker 1>But my point is more, I'm sorry, we can't. We

0:36:42.440 --> 0:36:46.080
<v Speaker 1>can never end. I never worked out was acturly by

0:36:46.239 --> 0:36:48.719
<v Speaker 1>because he's just kissing people on movies and I just like,

0:36:48.800 --> 0:36:52.239
<v Speaker 1>I can't have it. But I kind of like when

0:36:52.600 --> 0:36:55.200
<v Speaker 1>because in a hell I do find I think there's

0:36:55.560 --> 0:37:00.360
<v Speaker 1>healthy and I think there's unhealthy, and like there's like

0:37:00.400 --> 0:37:02.440
<v Speaker 1>a healthy amount of jealousy to where I feel like

0:37:03.640 --> 0:37:07.520
<v Speaker 1>it's nice. It's nice both ways, both ways. Yeah. See,

0:37:08.160 --> 0:37:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Red Star just doesn't know jealousy. The other day, Tanya

0:37:12.239 --> 0:37:14.160
<v Speaker 1>posted something on her story about like she was on

0:37:14.280 --> 0:37:16.000
<v Speaker 1>a run and she was saying she felt like really

0:37:16.040 --> 0:37:18.360
<v Speaker 1>gross and this guy like stopped and asked for her numbers.

0:37:18.400 --> 0:37:20.800
<v Speaker 1>She posted it and I was like, oh my gosh,

0:37:20.880 --> 0:37:23.000
<v Speaker 1>like I would be if I were a Red Star,

0:37:23.080 --> 0:37:26.400
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, who stopped that to your number? Like,

0:37:26.520 --> 0:37:31.080
<v Speaker 1>what do you look like anything? I didn't even ask

0:37:31.120 --> 0:37:32.800
<v Speaker 1>me about it. Was there any part of you that

0:37:32.840 --> 0:37:35.640
<v Speaker 1>posted that to get a reaction from him? No, because

0:37:35.680 --> 0:37:36.960
<v Speaker 1>if you would have asked me, I would have been like,

0:37:37.640 --> 0:37:41.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean there was like it was heat, nothing there.

0:37:41.840 --> 0:37:44.759
<v Speaker 1>But I posted it more so because I felt so

0:37:44.960 --> 0:37:47.040
<v Speaker 1>disgusting that day when I went on my run, and

0:37:47.160 --> 0:37:50.480
<v Speaker 1>mind you, I was like sweating, like like gross, Like

0:37:50.600 --> 0:37:53.719
<v Speaker 1>I was wearing this great like heather gray tight shirt

0:37:53.760 --> 0:37:56.879
<v Speaker 1>and I had like rings around my armpits. I literally

0:37:56.960 --> 0:37:59.719
<v Speaker 1>looked so gross. And I was like on my son

0:38:00.040 --> 0:38:02.000
<v Speaker 1>and I was listening to this bomb playlist and I

0:38:02.120 --> 0:38:04.279
<v Speaker 1>was just like dancing and singing and like running, just

0:38:04.360 --> 0:38:07.040
<v Speaker 1>having a good time. And this guy literally stopped me

0:38:07.160 --> 0:38:08.640
<v Speaker 1>and asked me for my number, and I was like,

0:38:08.760 --> 0:38:10.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what, It's just like goes to show you

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:14.200
<v Speaker 1>that we spend so much time getting all gussied up

0:38:14.680 --> 0:38:17.240
<v Speaker 1>and doing all the things before we you know whatever,

0:38:17.600 --> 0:38:20.720
<v Speaker 1>when in reality, if you're just like having a good time,

0:38:20.840 --> 0:38:24.000
<v Speaker 1>it like comes out of you. Like I literally looked disgusting.

0:38:24.280 --> 0:38:28.400
<v Speaker 1>What if he has a sweat stained fetish? He might have,

0:38:29.000 --> 0:38:32.040
<v Speaker 1>he might have, but like fully to the point where

0:38:32.040 --> 0:38:33.680
<v Speaker 1>like the guy was like literally ran up to me

0:38:33.800 --> 0:38:35.839
<v Speaker 1>to like stop me, and I stopped because I thought

0:38:35.880 --> 0:38:38.040
<v Speaker 1>he maybe needed directions or something like. It seemed like,

0:38:38.360 --> 0:38:39.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, I didn't think it was gonna ask me

0:38:39.600 --> 0:38:42.040
<v Speaker 1>for my number, but it was more like a Wow,

0:38:43.040 --> 0:38:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I need to remember this when I'm in my head

0:38:45.640 --> 0:38:47.680
<v Speaker 1>about the way that I look about you know what

0:38:47.719 --> 0:38:49.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean, Like, I just I don't know it was

0:38:49.600 --> 0:38:53.200
<v Speaker 1>I would have posted that to get a reaction. I

0:38:53.239 --> 0:38:56.360
<v Speaker 1>would have posted that to see like if I was

0:38:56.520 --> 0:39:02.040
<v Speaker 1>needing some extra attention. No, no, nothing. Literally, the only

0:39:02.120 --> 0:39:04.279
<v Speaker 1>time I ever have seen him get like and I

0:39:04.320 --> 0:39:07.360
<v Speaker 1>want to say, like a hair just like like he

0:39:07.520 --> 0:39:09.200
<v Speaker 1>jokes about it, but I think there's a hint of

0:39:09.360 --> 0:39:14.160
<v Speaker 1>like an inkling of jealousy was when Harry Style sang

0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:16.080
<v Speaker 1>the extra song for me and then he made eye

0:39:16.120 --> 0:39:18.600
<v Speaker 1>contact with me and this like video that's that um

0:39:19.280 --> 0:39:21.480
<v Speaker 1>he made eye contact him like winked or something. We

0:39:21.560 --> 0:39:26.359
<v Speaker 1>all remember Tanya, Uh that video. He's like, yeah, that's

0:39:26.360 --> 0:39:29.320
<v Speaker 1>a friendly wing like so he says it joking, but

0:39:29.400 --> 0:39:32.200
<v Speaker 1>there's like a hair that I feel like it's like, yeah,

0:39:32.280 --> 0:39:34.480
<v Speaker 1>I was. So that's the only time ever. All my

0:39:34.600 --> 0:39:37.400
<v Speaker 1>feelings about that video I was like, so happy for you,

0:39:37.560 --> 0:39:41.120
<v Speaker 1>yet so jealous, Like I couldn't really distinguish where the

0:39:41.280 --> 0:39:45.960
<v Speaker 1>line was of health. Okay, wait, Eastern Mark, where do

0:39:46.080 --> 0:39:50.440
<v Speaker 1>you stand on being jealous? Mark? Would you like to

0:39:50.920 --> 0:39:57.320
<v Speaker 1>go first? Um? I think it's something that Umm, I

0:39:57.400 --> 0:39:59.480
<v Speaker 1>think I was very guilty of it when I was younger.

0:39:59.520 --> 0:40:01.480
<v Speaker 1>I think it's mean you mature path in a lot

0:40:01.560 --> 0:40:05.520
<v Speaker 1>of ways. But also it's kind of something you kind

0:40:05.520 --> 0:40:08.440
<v Speaker 1>of wish was there. Sometimes you kind of like it's

0:40:08.640 --> 0:40:11.040
<v Speaker 1>it's nice to feel a little bit. Obviously, there's a

0:40:11.120 --> 0:40:13.560
<v Speaker 1>line you don't want somebody who's overly jealous, but it's

0:40:13.600 --> 0:40:15.560
<v Speaker 1>kind of nice to feel a little bit because you

0:40:15.640 --> 0:40:20.680
<v Speaker 1>know it's it's it's it's it's compliment and question though,

0:40:20.760 --> 0:40:23.480
<v Speaker 1>if Amy and Allison were to decide they wanted to

0:40:23.520 --> 0:40:26.600
<v Speaker 1>be an actress and had to make out with hot eyes,

0:40:27.280 --> 0:40:28.759
<v Speaker 1>how would you feel about that? No, I think I

0:40:28.840 --> 0:40:31.239
<v Speaker 1>think that would be really difficult. I completely agree with

0:40:31.320 --> 0:40:32.600
<v Speaker 1>you on that. I don't know how. I don't know

0:40:32.680 --> 0:40:35.960
<v Speaker 1>how any of them do that, especially some of the

0:40:36.040 --> 0:40:39.239
<v Speaker 1>more graphic situations. I'll never understand. I'm gonna show you,

0:40:39.280 --> 0:40:46.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to can you see Yeah? Oh wow? This

0:40:47.080 --> 0:40:50.839
<v Speaker 1>is truly erotic. Here's the thing, though, Money is an

0:40:50.880 --> 0:40:57.200
<v Speaker 1>incredible that the hesitation, he's like biting her lips. I mean,

0:40:57.280 --> 0:40:58.920
<v Speaker 1>those two really could have done something, but that don

0:40:59.040 --> 0:41:01.239
<v Speaker 1>Kate Winslet had to go and get older every year,

0:41:01.320 --> 0:41:04.640
<v Speaker 1>and Leo cannot handle that. He will not tolerate someone aging.

0:41:08.080 --> 0:41:13.920
<v Speaker 1>Um Okay, eastn uh. How do I feel about being jealous?

0:41:14.040 --> 0:41:16.080
<v Speaker 1>Or what would I do about? Are you know, like,

0:41:16.200 --> 0:41:19.640
<v Speaker 1>are you the type? Like? Okay, let's say Mark and Easton,

0:41:19.840 --> 0:41:23.279
<v Speaker 1>y'all go out on a date night, Allison Amy, they

0:41:23.320 --> 0:41:24.960
<v Speaker 1>go up to the bar to get a drink and

0:41:25.040 --> 0:41:28.480
<v Speaker 1>you look over and there's a man and he's chatting

0:41:28.560 --> 0:41:32.000
<v Speaker 1>with them and they're like laughing. How do you feel?

0:41:33.480 --> 0:41:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I'd be so stressed out about how I'm supposed to react, because,

0:41:36.440 --> 0:41:39.960
<v Speaker 1>like I, I am very secure. I'm extremely secure in

0:41:40.040 --> 0:41:42.919
<v Speaker 1>my relationship. Allison makes me feel like the greatest dude

0:41:42.920 --> 0:41:45.759
<v Speaker 1>in the world, and I believe it heardly and uh,

0:41:46.280 --> 0:41:49.160
<v Speaker 1>I I've never I've never felt jealous of anyone or

0:41:49.160 --> 0:41:52.320
<v Speaker 1>anything since I've been with her. But if that happened,

0:41:52.360 --> 0:41:55.000
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, hmmm, am I supposed to step in

0:41:55.200 --> 0:41:58.440
<v Speaker 1>here and assert my dominance? Like because it doesn't ultimately

0:41:58.640 --> 0:42:02.480
<v Speaker 1>bother me, but society expects a certain thing, you know.

0:42:05.480 --> 0:42:13.239
<v Speaker 1>That's how red Star is. Yeah, just secure, admirable, you know.

0:42:13.760 --> 0:42:16.840
<v Speaker 1>So I would probably if like, yeah, we were like

0:42:16.920 --> 0:42:19.000
<v Speaker 1>out on the town and some dudes like chatting him up,

0:42:19.000 --> 0:42:21.840
<v Speaker 1>I'd probably walk over and be like I tropped my

0:42:22.000 --> 0:42:23.560
<v Speaker 1>six ft two frame over there and be like, hey,

0:42:23.640 --> 0:42:26.239
<v Speaker 1>what's going on over here? What you guys talking about? Yeah,

0:42:26.239 --> 0:42:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I've done that before. At a certain point, like okay,

0:42:29.120 --> 0:42:31.360
<v Speaker 1>it's enough, let's move along, can we You know, I

0:42:31.440 --> 0:42:39.480
<v Speaker 1>remember I've done that before. You walk up You're like, hey, wifey, Yeah, wifey?

0:42:40.200 --> 0:42:45.520
<v Speaker 1>You does anybody call their wife wifey? Well you know that.

0:42:45.600 --> 0:42:48.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean in a panic situation, you'd say things that

0:42:48.440 --> 0:42:53.480
<v Speaker 1>you wouldn't normally say to a certain dominance. Yeah. Yeah,

0:42:53.920 --> 0:42:55.760
<v Speaker 1>Well I'm glad we all know where we all stand.

0:42:55.960 --> 0:43:00.440
<v Speaker 1>So I'm Tanya is not really so much jealous. I'm

0:43:00.520 --> 0:43:05.000
<v Speaker 1>a little bit jealous. Y'all are very secure men. Tony

0:43:05.120 --> 0:43:07.600
<v Speaker 1>can go out get hit on as many times Red

0:43:07.680 --> 0:43:11.360
<v Speaker 1>Star post about it. Red Star doesn't think twice doesn't

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:14.760
<v Speaker 1>know very well. It's like, after I got back together,

0:43:14.800 --> 0:43:17.120
<v Speaker 1>I was like I was praying for you every day. Yeah,

0:43:20.640 --> 0:43:22.720
<v Speaker 1>he's been around the block a few times. He knows

0:43:22.880 --> 0:43:26.560
<v Speaker 1>that that's kind of not healthy necessarily for a relationship

0:43:26.640 --> 0:43:29.640
<v Speaker 1>to be acting all possessive like that. He's probably comfy,

0:43:29.760 --> 0:43:32.239
<v Speaker 1>just comfortable with that's this this stage of the game. Yeah,

0:43:32.640 --> 0:43:35.640
<v Speaker 1>you should be. You should feel honored that you make

0:43:35.760 --> 0:43:39.080
<v Speaker 1>him feel I do. I do. I feel very like

0:43:39.160 --> 0:43:40.799
<v Speaker 1>I feel very good about that, and I feel very

0:43:40.840 --> 0:43:43.319
<v Speaker 1>good about the way he makes me feel too good. Yeah,

0:43:43.360 --> 0:43:47.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm glad we got that settled. Anyways, it's a great

0:43:47.719 --> 0:43:51.800
<v Speaker 1>kiss and Titanic that they cut out. But I was

0:43:51.840 --> 0:43:53.799
<v Speaker 1>trying to say that all started because I was trying

0:43:53.840 --> 0:43:55.800
<v Speaker 1>to say that It's like I've always wanted that with

0:43:55.920 --> 0:43:57.839
<v Speaker 1>Ross and Rachel. So if they got together in real life,

0:43:58.560 --> 0:44:17.239
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I know, what are you doing. It's

0:44:17.239 --> 0:44:19.879
<v Speaker 1>almost like I've never been pregnant. Um, so I don't

0:44:19.880 --> 0:44:21.520
<v Speaker 1>know what it feels like to have milk in your boobs.

0:44:22.840 --> 0:44:29.480
<v Speaker 1>She's just like touching her. Here we go. I'm looking

0:44:29.520 --> 0:44:32.279
<v Speaker 1>at her and she goes, I know, and I'm like, well,

0:44:32.400 --> 0:44:35.560
<v Speaker 1>you know what, I don't know what I'm saying that,

0:44:35.760 --> 0:44:40.799
<v Speaker 1>you know that, I know, I'm just like caressing because

0:44:40.800 --> 0:44:43.000
<v Speaker 1>my boobs are really hurting right now, and I'm just

0:44:43.120 --> 0:44:45.360
<v Speaker 1>like thinking, in a few months, I'm not going to

0:44:45.440 --> 0:44:49.759
<v Speaker 1>feel this pain. Hopefully my hormones are gonna be leveled out.

0:44:51.280 --> 0:44:54.120
<v Speaker 1>But I imagine that this is what it feels like

0:44:54.120 --> 0:44:56.600
<v Speaker 1>when your boobs fill up with milk. It's just like

0:44:56.719 --> 0:45:00.319
<v Speaker 1>they're so uncomfortable, Like I can't I can't stch them,

0:45:00.560 --> 0:45:02.960
<v Speaker 1>like my bra hurts on them, like I'm trying to

0:45:03.040 --> 0:45:08.160
<v Speaker 1>massage them, but like nothing helps. Maybe we can maybe

0:45:08.200 --> 0:45:14.560
<v Speaker 1>we can do that after the podcast what you're not

0:45:14.760 --> 0:45:18.080
<v Speaker 1>doing well? It's like I can hear it, and I'm like,

0:45:18.200 --> 0:45:24.799
<v Speaker 1>can they Like the best part is after this, I'm

0:45:25.040 --> 0:45:28.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm supposed to strength train for one hour and I've

0:45:28.480 --> 0:45:33.239
<v Speaker 1>been up since four o'clock this morning. Yeah, I just

0:45:33.680 --> 0:45:38.400
<v Speaker 1>I cannot grasp how your brain Like I'm thinking about myself,

0:45:38.560 --> 0:45:43.000
<v Speaker 1>it's four I'm up at four am, it's three five.

0:45:43.239 --> 0:45:46.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, my boobs hurt, I don't feel great, but

0:45:46.920 --> 0:45:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm following this pattern where I have to strength train,

0:45:51.400 --> 0:45:57.480
<v Speaker 1>and so I somehow will myself to do it. I

0:45:57.719 --> 0:46:00.160
<v Speaker 1>can't even relate. I'd be like, you know of what

0:46:00.360 --> 0:46:03.520
<v Speaker 1>my body's asking me to rest. So I'm going to

0:46:03.640 --> 0:46:06.839
<v Speaker 1>do that. Well, no, Luckily I have Red Star holding

0:46:06.880 --> 0:46:09.640
<v Speaker 1>me accountable right now because he's like, after the podcast,

0:46:09.840 --> 0:46:11.920
<v Speaker 1>you can come over and like I'll train you for now.

0:46:11.960 --> 0:46:13.719
<v Speaker 1>And he's not gonna train me. I'm gonna watch some videos,

0:46:13.760 --> 0:46:16.640
<v Speaker 1>but he's gonna make sure that I do it, and

0:46:17.120 --> 0:46:22.799
<v Speaker 1>uh yeah, So it's nice to have a supportive lad. Yeah. Um,

0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:25.799
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's really cute. Something really cute about Red Star.

0:46:26.040 --> 0:46:28.600
<v Speaker 1>He came over before we went to the Pink premiere

0:46:28.640 --> 0:46:31.600
<v Speaker 1>and he met Phoebe for the first time, and he

0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:36.120
<v Speaker 1>like loved Phoebe. Phoebe is like boy crazy, she has

0:46:36.200 --> 0:46:38.800
<v Speaker 1>like she has crushes on every guy that comes in

0:46:39.000 --> 0:46:42.400
<v Speaker 1>through the door. And he she was like, and she

0:46:42.640 --> 0:46:45.640
<v Speaker 1>loves Tanya, Like I think she really loves all my friends,

0:46:45.719 --> 0:46:48.240
<v Speaker 1>but she really gives Tanny and the attention she needs.

0:46:48.360 --> 0:46:51.840
<v Speaker 1>She does the emotional attention she does. And so Tanya

0:46:52.000 --> 0:46:54.560
<v Speaker 1>texts me when was that a couple of days ago,

0:46:54.760 --> 0:46:57.240
<v Speaker 1>and she was like red Red Star says he misses

0:46:57.480 --> 0:47:00.160
<v Speaker 1>Phoebe and he was only around for like ten it.

0:47:02.719 --> 0:47:07.000
<v Speaker 1>I know, I'm like getting to a point where like

0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:10.240
<v Speaker 1>everything like I don't even want to say it because

0:47:11.320 --> 0:47:13.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to jinx it, but like it's so

0:47:13.520 --> 0:47:17.640
<v Speaker 1>good right now that everything he does like makes me

0:47:17.760 --> 0:47:19.759
<v Speaker 1>smile and I'm like, you're just the cutest thing. I

0:47:19.800 --> 0:47:23.319
<v Speaker 1>don't like squeeze your face off. Oh that's great, Yeah,

0:47:23.880 --> 0:47:25.920
<v Speaker 1>not like actually squeeze it off, but like I just

0:47:26.000 --> 0:47:28.200
<v Speaker 1>like everything. I'm like, you're so freaking cute and I

0:47:28.239 --> 0:47:32.480
<v Speaker 1>just want to squeeze. It's called cute aggression, is it? Ye, Phoebe?

0:47:33.200 --> 0:47:39.040
<v Speaker 1>I still have I have with him real bad right now? Okay,

0:47:39.360 --> 0:47:43.120
<v Speaker 1>does he get stage fright or like anxiety or like

0:47:43.320 --> 0:47:45.640
<v Speaker 1>stressed when you go to film him cutting things on

0:47:45.719 --> 0:47:47.320
<v Speaker 1>your incest story now? Because I really feel like he

0:47:47.440 --> 0:47:49.879
<v Speaker 1>was like flexing his hands this weekend on the video

0:47:50.000 --> 0:47:53.200
<v Speaker 1>of like really felt like he was like I gotta

0:47:53.280 --> 0:47:56.160
<v Speaker 1>really perform here. I don't know what I do think

0:47:56.239 --> 0:47:58.719
<v Speaker 1>his hands are like very like hot, like he has

0:47:58.800 --> 0:48:02.719
<v Speaker 1>hot hands, man hands. But the amount of people that

0:48:02.800 --> 0:48:04.800
<v Speaker 1>agree with me makes me feel like he should do

0:48:04.960 --> 0:48:08.160
<v Speaker 1>some sort of hand modeling, Like I'm actually not kidding,

0:48:08.239 --> 0:48:10.040
<v Speaker 1>Like I was like, I like a lot of people

0:48:10.320 --> 0:48:13.759
<v Speaker 1>have been saying, how like manly and like like good,

0:48:13.840 --> 0:48:18.759
<v Speaker 1>your hands are so like we should look into this. Yeah, yeah,

0:48:19.400 --> 0:48:22.279
<v Speaker 1>why not? A little side gig, just a little side gig.

0:48:22.320 --> 0:48:25.000
<v Speaker 1>I think they really if he had to caress hands

0:48:25.080 --> 0:48:27.920
<v Speaker 1>with another actress, and that's where I would draw the line.

0:48:28.440 --> 0:48:30.239
<v Speaker 1>But I actually I was at the nail salon and

0:48:30.320 --> 0:48:33.800
<v Speaker 1>this woman is like a foot model recruiter or something,

0:48:33.960 --> 0:48:36.160
<v Speaker 1>and I like, was what listening to her recruit the

0:48:36.239 --> 0:48:39.000
<v Speaker 1>man next to me because she's like, give amazing feet

0:48:39.040 --> 0:48:40.279
<v Speaker 1>and like a lot of men don't have. So like

0:48:40.320 --> 0:48:42.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm listening to this entire conversation go down. She's basically

0:48:42.640 --> 0:48:45.160
<v Speaker 1>giving him his her card and saying like I want

0:48:45.239 --> 0:48:47.759
<v Speaker 1>you to like foot model for me, blah blah blah.

0:48:48.320 --> 0:48:52.120
<v Speaker 1>And she was like they paid two fifteen foot fot

0:48:52.239 --> 0:48:54.440
<v Speaker 1>Like people, well you can you know, if you can

0:48:54.840 --> 0:48:59.960
<v Speaker 1>have good photo feet, you can send photos of your

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:02.640
<v Speaker 1>feet and make money. Should we see what her foot

0:49:02.760 --> 0:49:06.799
<v Speaker 1>rating is on Wiki feet Live on the podcast? Yeah,

0:49:07.239 --> 0:49:11.879
<v Speaker 1>just like a creepy turn. There's photos of your feet

0:49:11.920 --> 0:49:14.800
<v Speaker 1>on there. They know this. It's just she was just

0:49:14.840 --> 0:49:17.359
<v Speaker 1>remarking on how attractive red stars hands are. I now

0:49:17.400 --> 0:49:20.799
<v Speaker 1>you're going to the perv website? Yeah? Is it though?

0:49:20.920 --> 0:49:24.080
<v Speaker 1>Or the people who have like no, but what if

0:49:24.120 --> 0:49:25.959
<v Speaker 1>people just have a good eye for a good feet

0:49:26.000 --> 0:49:29.360
<v Speaker 1>like that lady, they don't think that's what it is. Yeah, No,

0:49:29.520 --> 0:49:31.799
<v Speaker 1>this lady seemed legit, like she didn't seem creepy at all,

0:49:31.840 --> 0:49:34.359
<v Speaker 1>Like it seemed like she was actually like, I don't

0:49:34.360 --> 0:49:36.320
<v Speaker 1>know exactly what she don't want. We don't want to

0:49:36.400 --> 0:49:38.279
<v Speaker 1>kink shame anyone here. If you're in the feet, we

0:49:38.400 --> 0:49:42.719
<v Speaker 1>love you and we support all your feet fetishes. But

0:49:43.640 --> 0:49:47.959
<v Speaker 1>but red stars, hands are quite that's great. I'm just saying,

0:49:48.000 --> 0:49:51.960
<v Speaker 1>if you're pervy enough to maintain a website of women's

0:49:52.040 --> 0:49:55.120
<v Speaker 1>feet taken without their knowledge and rate them that, I

0:49:55.280 --> 0:49:59.120
<v Speaker 1>think you're creepy. I'm sorry. I have five stars on

0:49:59.239 --> 0:50:04.319
<v Speaker 1>my feet. Four people voted ugly and five people voted bad.

0:50:04.560 --> 0:50:06.719
<v Speaker 1>So I'm like going to find that. So you have

0:50:06.800 --> 0:50:08.759
<v Speaker 1>four out of five? No, I have five. I have

0:50:09.000 --> 0:50:15.520
<v Speaker 1>five stars. Oh that's good. Five out of five. Look up,

0:50:15.600 --> 0:50:20.879
<v Speaker 1>t you doesn't feel healthy to me? The feet. Look

0:50:20.920 --> 0:50:25.120
<v Speaker 1>at these hands? Okay, no, see we're doing too much,

0:50:25.160 --> 0:50:27.640
<v Speaker 1>too much visual. This is an audio podcast. They can't

0:50:27.640 --> 0:50:31.640
<v Speaker 1>see the video clippolio. They can't see his hands, beautiful feet.

0:50:32.400 --> 0:50:34.960
<v Speaker 1>You also have five stars, five out of five stars.

0:50:36.040 --> 0:50:38.799
<v Speaker 1>Thank you. Great guys are doing horrible things while looking

0:50:38.840 --> 0:50:41.640
<v Speaker 1>at those pictures. Just so you're aware their photos on

0:50:41.719 --> 0:50:47.400
<v Speaker 1>my Instagram. You said didn't counteract what I said. That

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:49.440
<v Speaker 1>wasn't an argument to what I what I'm saying. They

0:50:49.480 --> 0:50:51.320
<v Speaker 1>can go to my Instagram like if they're going to

0:50:51.400 --> 0:50:53.839
<v Speaker 1>be I don't. I mean, I just I feel if

0:50:54.000 --> 0:50:57.160
<v Speaker 1>if it had been lower rating, I would be very

0:50:57.280 --> 0:50:59.239
<v Speaker 1>upset right now and just like discuss it. But I

0:50:59.320 --> 0:51:01.160
<v Speaker 1>have a good rate on there, so I just want

0:51:01.160 --> 0:51:03.520
<v Speaker 1>to stand up for the I'm not a foot person.

0:51:03.600 --> 0:51:05.600
<v Speaker 1>I can't stand feet. I wish we all just walked

0:51:05.600 --> 0:51:08.600
<v Speaker 1>on our ankles. I hate them all, but but but

0:51:08.680 --> 0:51:11.800
<v Speaker 1>I will say, I am so impressed by the passion

0:51:12.000 --> 0:51:15.200
<v Speaker 1>and the enthusiasm that feat people have for everything in

0:51:15.600 --> 0:51:18.759
<v Speaker 1>in their world. Is such a zest for for their interests.

0:51:19.080 --> 0:51:24.800
<v Speaker 1>It's yeah, and change the body part and you'll realize

0:51:24.800 --> 0:51:27.560
<v Speaker 1>how creepy it is what you're saying. Well, we talk

0:51:27.600 --> 0:51:31.000
<v Speaker 1>about hands, yeah, right, But if somebody had an entire

0:51:31.120 --> 0:51:33.520
<v Speaker 1>website dedicated to boobs and rating boobs and hear these

0:51:33.560 --> 0:51:35.920
<v Speaker 1>boobs and how much I love boobs, and it's creepy.

0:51:36.000 --> 0:51:38.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, this is a creepy thing that people are doing.

0:51:38.520 --> 0:51:41.120
<v Speaker 1>But what if it's hands. It's the exact same thing

0:51:41.160 --> 0:51:43.240
<v Speaker 1>that we're talking about with the Red Star having nice hands.

0:51:43.880 --> 0:51:46.080
<v Speaker 1>You're not going to find a wicky hands. I really

0:51:46.160 --> 0:51:48.759
<v Speaker 1>don't think you are. Or what about nose. I don't

0:51:49.239 --> 0:51:53.640
<v Speaker 1>find a wicky nose because you see, it's not about

0:51:53.640 --> 0:51:56.600
<v Speaker 1>admiring the body part, it's about guys with a fetish.

0:51:58.200 --> 0:52:00.719
<v Speaker 1>And to me, the foot is an inner changeable body

0:52:00.800 --> 0:52:02.800
<v Speaker 1>part to the ears and the nose, Like it's like,

0:52:03.200 --> 0:52:05.160
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, it's just a weird body

0:52:05.239 --> 0:52:08.000
<v Speaker 1>part that I don't really have an So the fact

0:52:08.040 --> 0:52:11.080
<v Speaker 1>that these people have fixated on this one and they're

0:52:11.120 --> 0:52:15.040
<v Speaker 1>going so hard on it, like it's fast. Yes, quite literally,

0:52:15.280 --> 0:52:20.200
<v Speaker 1>it's so fascinating to me. I just bet My favorite

0:52:20.280 --> 0:52:22.959
<v Speaker 1>thing is that I used to say I hated feet

0:52:23.040 --> 0:52:25.120
<v Speaker 1>so much. I wish we all just walked around the rinkles.

0:52:25.200 --> 0:52:29.040
<v Speaker 1>I've never heard anyone to say that, So yeah, I

0:52:29.239 --> 0:52:33.560
<v Speaker 1>just feel so connected right now. You can't just walk

0:52:33.640 --> 0:52:35.800
<v Speaker 1>around on your ankles, I don't know. Like feet definitely

0:52:35.880 --> 0:52:39.480
<v Speaker 1>serve a great purpose, but you could you imagine if

0:52:39.480 --> 0:52:42.640
<v Speaker 1>you be like walking on stilts every day and exhaust

0:52:42.719 --> 0:52:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I love shoes. I have a lot of shoes. I'm

0:52:44.560 --> 0:52:46.080
<v Speaker 1>a big shoe guy. I just hate the things that

0:52:46.160 --> 0:52:48.960
<v Speaker 1>go in them. You know, That's that's all it is. Well,

0:52:49.160 --> 0:52:52.000
<v Speaker 1>we're all very grateful for our feet, and you know,

0:52:52.400 --> 0:52:55.919
<v Speaker 1>it's it's something. Some people admire feet, some people admire hands,

0:52:55.960 --> 0:52:59.359
<v Speaker 1>some people admire butts. You know, it's like, we all

0:52:59.400 --> 0:53:05.319
<v Speaker 1>have our things. You know what I'm saying. Mark, if

0:53:05.400 --> 0:53:07.399
<v Speaker 1>you don't want to go creepy on this line, I'll

0:53:07.520 --> 0:53:13.879
<v Speaker 1>learn Mark goes to weeaky armpits all the time. Yeah,

0:53:14.040 --> 0:53:19.239
<v Speaker 1>he totally does. He's a closet wicky armpitter. Marks marks

0:53:19.239 --> 0:53:21.279
<v Speaker 1>side because his Wiki fee rating is three point two.

0:53:21.440 --> 0:53:28.600
<v Speaker 1>That's that's how i'd feel too, I get it, Mark. Yeah,

0:53:29.960 --> 0:53:34.120
<v Speaker 1>all right, well what oh so neither Well Tanya watched Grays.

0:53:34.160 --> 0:53:36.360
<v Speaker 1>I didn't, but I'm fine, what can you tell me

0:53:36.360 --> 0:53:38.720
<v Speaker 1>about happened? Because Tanya couldn't even tell me what happened.

0:53:39.040 --> 0:53:40.680
<v Speaker 1>You know, It's funny. I was just thinking before the show,

0:53:40.719 --> 0:53:43.920
<v Speaker 1>like always talking about Grays. I'm like, what happened? That's

0:53:43.920 --> 0:53:48.040
<v Speaker 1>why I back. I was like, it's a very run

0:53:48.160 --> 0:53:55.319
<v Speaker 1>of the mill, routine episode of Grace Anatomy. Yes, five

0:53:55.719 --> 0:53:57.320
<v Speaker 1>people on the Facebook group told me and I. We

0:53:57.400 --> 0:53:59.919
<v Speaker 1>apologize for saying it was the finale of this past week.

0:54:00.040 --> 0:54:01.920
<v Speaker 1>We're so sorry about that. But yes, this week is

0:54:01.960 --> 0:54:03.680
<v Speaker 1>the fally, so this should be good, right, Something good

0:54:03.680 --> 0:54:05.320
<v Speaker 1>should happen this week because last week was kind of

0:54:05.320 --> 0:54:07.200
<v Speaker 1>like treading water. Well, yeah, you saw the photo that

0:54:07.239 --> 0:54:11.080
<v Speaker 1>they posted, right, No, so they posted well, I mean again,

0:54:11.280 --> 0:54:13.680
<v Speaker 1>it could be um, um, I don't know what it is.

0:54:13.760 --> 0:54:17.719
<v Speaker 1>But they posted a photo of Maggie and MoMA blank

0:54:17.719 --> 0:54:21.400
<v Speaker 1>at his name Winston. Maggie and Winston. It looks like

0:54:21.480 --> 0:54:24.800
<v Speaker 1>at their wedding. Oh well, well yeah, because they revealed

0:54:24.840 --> 0:54:27.040
<v Speaker 1>the last one, remember in the parking lot. Yeah, they

0:54:27.080 --> 0:54:32.440
<v Speaker 1>don't look happy, right, so they looked quite perturbed. So

0:54:32.600 --> 0:54:37.040
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, we'll see. Well, they did say this,

0:54:37.280 --> 0:54:39.400
<v Speaker 1>could you know they were saying this could be the

0:54:39.480 --> 0:54:43.120
<v Speaker 1>series finale? All right, Yeah, we know it's not, but

0:54:43.160 --> 0:54:46.080
<v Speaker 1>they're saying it worked. If it is this either series finale,

0:54:46.160 --> 0:54:50.520
<v Speaker 1>so that would be interesting. Some high expectations for it,

0:54:51.800 --> 0:54:54.520
<v Speaker 1>if that's the case, right, Probably too high, but yeah,

0:54:55.200 --> 0:54:57.960
<v Speaker 1>I know I'm scared. My expectations are pretty high too.

0:54:58.640 --> 0:55:01.320
<v Speaker 1>But we'll see. All we can do is see, you know,

0:55:01.560 --> 0:55:03.120
<v Speaker 1>all we can you know what all we can do

0:55:03.760 --> 0:55:07.360
<v Speaker 1>is see, and that is and all we can do

0:55:07.760 --> 0:55:14.759
<v Speaker 1>is live, live and listen. And tomorrow will come and

0:55:15.400 --> 0:55:21.279
<v Speaker 1>we can we'll see and live and listen again. It's beautiful. Um,

0:55:22.080 --> 0:55:24.480
<v Speaker 1>before we go today, I wake up be four in

0:55:24.560 --> 0:55:28.080
<v Speaker 1>the morning to say in therapy, my therapist is something

0:55:28.160 --> 0:55:31.560
<v Speaker 1>so good. She said, you know when you know like

0:55:31.719 --> 0:55:36.200
<v Speaker 1>old oil lamps. She was, like an oil lamp where

0:55:36.480 --> 0:55:39.600
<v Speaker 1>it's a lamp and it burns from oil, like the

0:55:39.680 --> 0:55:46.439
<v Speaker 1>oil burning like back in the centuries, exactly in the centuries. Yeah,

0:55:47.120 --> 0:55:50.600
<v Speaker 1>it's similar to a lava lamp that Eastern has. Okay, Um,

0:55:51.440 --> 0:55:58.839
<v Speaker 1>but oh my, didn't you want to watch Marvy Stone? Yeah,

0:55:58.960 --> 0:56:00.880
<v Speaker 1>now I want to watch it. I just started it

0:56:01.000 --> 0:56:12.880
<v Speaker 1>last night. I mean, she's she's she's epic always. Anyways,

0:56:13.040 --> 0:56:15.440
<v Speaker 1>the oil lamp. So my therapist was saying. We were

0:56:15.480 --> 0:56:18.880
<v Speaker 1>talking about how sometimes we give so much to the

0:56:18.920 --> 0:56:21.680
<v Speaker 1>point where we feel depleted because we like give everything

0:56:21.760 --> 0:56:25.439
<v Speaker 1>we have to other people. And she was like, give

0:56:25.560 --> 0:56:29.759
<v Speaker 1>of your light, not of your oil. So shine your light,

0:56:29.840 --> 0:56:31.759
<v Speaker 1>like give your light, like, let be a light in

0:56:31.800 --> 0:56:34.800
<v Speaker 1>people's life, but don't give them what fuels you like,

0:56:34.880 --> 0:56:40.719
<v Speaker 1>don't give away everything that fuels your light. That is

0:56:40.920 --> 0:56:47.320
<v Speaker 1>so profound. I know. It really just like hit me

0:56:48.040 --> 0:56:52.960
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, wow, I so often give what's

0:56:53.040 --> 0:56:57.480
<v Speaker 1>fueling me versus just like giving what I have to,

0:56:57.760 --> 0:57:01.960
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm always giving to depleting my oil to where

0:57:02.000 --> 0:57:05.239
<v Speaker 1>my life can't even shine anymore because I'm so I've

0:57:05.320 --> 0:57:12.400
<v Speaker 1>given everything that is so profound. I don't even know

0:57:12.400 --> 0:57:15.680
<v Speaker 1>how to digest that right now, we don't. Let Chice

0:57:15.719 --> 0:57:17.760
<v Speaker 1>did on that what all of you all said on

0:57:17.920 --> 0:57:23.320
<v Speaker 1>that it is so good because wow, because you have

0:57:23.520 --> 0:57:25.480
<v Speaker 1>so you can give all your light and joy and

0:57:25.560 --> 0:57:27.240
<v Speaker 1>you can do all those things. But when you start

0:57:27.280 --> 0:57:32.959
<v Speaker 1>taking away the things that fuel you bring you the joy. Yeah,

0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:37.640
<v Speaker 1>well just saying like you know, you you when your

0:57:37.680 --> 0:57:41.440
<v Speaker 1>tank is full, you can and then you have a

0:57:41.480 --> 0:57:43.800
<v Speaker 1>little bit extra, you can give that to people because

0:57:43.840 --> 0:57:45.960
<v Speaker 1>you have the you have the energy, and you have

0:57:46.160 --> 0:57:49.280
<v Speaker 1>the you know, love whatever. But she was like, the

0:57:49.440 --> 0:57:52.880
<v Speaker 1>issue sometimes we make is giving when we don't even

0:57:52.960 --> 0:57:55.960
<v Speaker 1>have enough for ourselves, Like we try to give it

0:57:56.080 --> 0:57:58.080
<v Speaker 1>for other people, but we don't even have enough for

0:57:58.120 --> 0:58:02.200
<v Speaker 1>ourselves to even feel. It's like sometimes let's say you're

0:58:02.280 --> 0:58:05.400
<v Speaker 1>doing a million different things, like on a Sunday, right

0:58:05.520 --> 0:58:07.400
<v Speaker 1>and you you told somebody that you'd go to their

0:58:07.400 --> 0:58:09.440
<v Speaker 1>birthday party, You told somebody that would come to their this,

0:58:09.600 --> 0:58:11.640
<v Speaker 1>and you know that. But on every Sunday you go

0:58:11.720 --> 0:58:13.880
<v Speaker 1>to church and that brings you, that fuels you for

0:58:13.960 --> 0:58:15.840
<v Speaker 1>the week. And you miss church because you're doing X

0:58:15.960 --> 0:58:17.480
<v Speaker 1>Y Z for everybody else in your life, and then

0:58:17.520 --> 0:58:25.200
<v Speaker 1>you miss your fuel. It's good. So anyways, Um, how

0:58:25.280 --> 0:58:29.680
<v Speaker 1>much did she charge you for that little nugget feet? Ye?

0:58:31.720 --> 0:58:34.640
<v Speaker 1>For the good stuff, you know, good stuff. Yeah. Um,

0:58:35.840 --> 0:58:41.320
<v Speaker 1>well that's it for today. Anything you'd like to add, Nope,

0:58:42.880 --> 0:58:45.480
<v Speaker 1>I've learned a lot today. I've learned that Easton and

0:58:45.600 --> 0:58:50.320
<v Speaker 1>Mark are both very secure and and love feet, and

0:58:51.040 --> 0:58:55.400
<v Speaker 1>Eastern loves Easton doesn't like feet, but he respects people

0:58:55.440 --> 0:58:59.320
<v Speaker 1>who love feet, and Mark thinks feet fetish is creepy,

0:58:59.360 --> 0:59:05.640
<v Speaker 1>but he loves arm beans and loves to live left

0:59:05.720 --> 0:59:08.480
<v Speaker 1>love and touch your boot. Yeah. And you know what,

0:59:08.600 --> 0:59:10.480
<v Speaker 1>I actually do want to get a Lisa Vitti on

0:59:10.600 --> 0:59:13.240
<v Speaker 1>the podcast at some point because she's the woman who,

0:59:13.360 --> 0:59:16.600
<v Speaker 1>like I don't say, invented it, but she's the doctor

0:59:16.680 --> 0:59:23.200
<v Speaker 1>behind it all and it's pretty groundbreaking what she's doing. Yeah,

0:59:23.280 --> 0:59:25.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm I mean, like I said, I don't know that

0:59:25.280 --> 0:59:28.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing it, going to do it, but I am

0:59:28.440 --> 0:59:31.280
<v Speaker 1>very curious to see what you notice about doing it.

0:59:32.400 --> 0:59:34.440
<v Speaker 1>Thrilled that you're taking this journey for all of us,

0:59:34.920 --> 0:59:38.439
<v Speaker 1>you know what. Happy to fall on the sword. All right. Well,

0:59:38.720 --> 0:59:41.400
<v Speaker 1>on that note, I hope you all have a wonderful week.

0:59:42.320 --> 0:59:48.080
<v Speaker 1>That's right, um, And we'll be back next Monday. Can't wait,

0:59:48.280 --> 0:59:49.920
<v Speaker 1>can't wait. Bye bye,