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Speaker 1: Scrubbing In with Becca Tilly and Tanya rad and I

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Speaker 1: Heart Radio and two time People's Choice Award winning podcast.

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Speaker 1: Hello everybody, We're scrubbing Happy Pride. It's Pride mind, it

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Speaker 1: is Pride month, and it's cycle sinking months. Yes, it

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Speaker 1: is Tanya's first cycle single, single cycle single. What did

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Speaker 1: I see? Cycle sinking? Cycle sinking is happening, And I

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Speaker 1: mean so so you haven't You're like just gearing up

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Speaker 1: for the cycle the month. No, like I started, I'm

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Speaker 1: starting it now. And I think it takes on your

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Speaker 1: period right now. Well, you're on your cycle the whole

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Speaker 1: twenty eight days, like the whole month. I always on

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Speaker 1: your cycle, except that in that negative energy, you're always

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Speaker 1: on your cycle. That's the whole point. But what I'm

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Speaker 1: saying is it's basically so that when your period comes,

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Speaker 1: it's not as horrible as it can be. Yeah, I'm

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Speaker 1: just supposed to like level out all my hormones. It's

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Speaker 1: gonna make my period better, my PMS symptoms better, it's

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Speaker 1: gonna make my brain fog go away, it's gonna make

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Speaker 1: me leaner. It's just like an all around good situation,

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Speaker 1: and I'm really excited about it. When and got um

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Speaker 1: our body fat tested last week, because yeah, so Red

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Speaker 1: Star is gonna do it like in tandem with me,

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Speaker 1: like to support me. But obviously he can't cycle think,

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Speaker 1: so he's going to do his own version, which is

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Speaker 1: just like losing body fat. So we went and did

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Speaker 1: that together. I am body fat. Wow. I think that's awesome. Congrats. Yeah, honestly,

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Speaker 1: it's not terrible. It's it's like I think it's good. Uh,

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Speaker 1: it's not. It's not totally my my goal in this,

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Speaker 1: but it's good to know, you know, like where you're at.

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Speaker 1: I thought when you said cycles, thinking that you two

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Speaker 1: are going to try and make an effort to think

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Speaker 1: your cycles, because that seems like a very time you think.

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Speaker 1: I wish I'd rather do that than when she's doing

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Speaker 1: right now, because I had in and out before this,

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Speaker 1: and I was doing my own cycle sinking cycling. It's

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Speaker 1: honestly not that bad. It's like it took me a

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Speaker 1: while to kind of like learn and digest it all.

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Speaker 1: But when you break it down, it's really just like

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Speaker 1: I still work out, but I just have to change

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Speaker 1: change my workouts in tandem with like the point of

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Speaker 1: my cycle that I'm in and then you just incorporate

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Speaker 1: different foods in the different cycles, and there stuff I

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Speaker 1: already eat, like cucumbers and pine nuts and turkey and

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So it's just kind of

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Speaker 1: like sprinkling these things in, um depending on your face.

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Speaker 1: So I think the difference between us is that I

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Speaker 1: kind of enjoy an excuse to lash out and be

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Speaker 1: am eating everything and anything I want, back to back

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Speaker 1: to back because I'm on my period. You know, I

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Speaker 1: do that multiple times in a month, just because I can.

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Speaker 1: I don't want that. I don't want those excuses, no cravings. No,

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Speaker 1: I want to be steady. I want my hormones to

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Speaker 1: be steady. I want to I want to try. I've

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Speaker 1: been hearing so much about it, and so many people

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Speaker 1: reach out to me um from the podcast about this

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Speaker 1: this process, the cycle thinking thing. So I'm like, I'm

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Speaker 1: curious to see, like how how quickly you notice the difference,

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Speaker 1: and um, like, what you actually really significantly changes. I

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Speaker 1: think since it's like all natural and it's like through

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Speaker 1: but we'll see sticking to it. Proud of you. I'm

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Speaker 1: glad that one of us has the you know, willpower

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Speaker 1: and determination to accomplish these types of things so that

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Speaker 1: I don't have to, you know, I don't have to

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Speaker 1: test out the thing for other people, because Tanya, we'll

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Speaker 1: do it for you. Yeah, I've adopted the role of

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Speaker 1: like period girl. I'm like, if there is anything like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: sort of you're I'm on top of it. I'll try.

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Speaker 1: You don't have the info you're seeking the info? Correct, Um,

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Speaker 1: what did you do? This weekend? Was a long weekend?

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I actually wanted to tell you, and you

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Speaker 1: inspired me to do this because I was telling you

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Speaker 1: And for so long he's been telling me to just

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Speaker 1: leave stuff. He's like, leave stuff here. You can have

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Speaker 1: So I've literally left like ahead of my toothbrush and

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Speaker 1: my nighttime lotion. I have my chapstick deodorant, mirtize. I

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Speaker 1: like decked out the um what is it called the

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Speaker 1: Cainety cabinet? Yeah, so really much two small items to

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Speaker 1: venus venus razor like it is it is, Tania fied I. I, um,

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Speaker 1: you know, I only like to call the break up

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Speaker 1: the trigger events. I would really appreciate if you referred

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Speaker 1: to it as proper name, the trigger event. I totally.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I think anyone would feel scared or like

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Speaker 1: hesitant to jump back into something that calls hurt like that.

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Speaker 1: So I don't think you being hesitant to take anything

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Speaker 1: was not normal. But I think because he was like, hey,

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Speaker 1: You know. He said it multiple times and I was

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Speaker 1: just like yeah, yeah, yeah, but like he didn't really.

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Speaker 1: It's like having to pack up my bathroom stuff after

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Speaker 1: the trigger event was like really hard, and I was

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Speaker 1: just like, you know what, my my scorpion always would

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Speaker 1: be like just throw it all away, No, it's expensive.

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Speaker 1: I would think you want to go get it for me,

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Speaker 1: or I would show up looking like the best I've

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Speaker 1: ever looked and strut in there and take it, get

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Speaker 1: it all. Yeah. But now I'm like fully set up,

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Speaker 1: like you've been really like pushed me over. And I

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Speaker 1: being like, let's just you know, faith overfere it. Yeah. Same.

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Speaker 1: I feel like you leaving stuff is like a safe option,

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Speaker 1: Like that's a safe thing right now. Yeah you know, yeah,

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Speaker 1: so it's nice. Like taking your bathroom stuff back and

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Speaker 1: to just carry clothes. Yeah. Now, well then we'll slowly

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Speaker 1: bringing in some clothes. I thought about that, but I

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Speaker 1: grower not a shower was a good one, by the way.

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Speaker 1: I don't think so if we shouldn't be telling any

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Speaker 1: we need to stop correcting her on these You're right,

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Speaker 1: let her go. Yeah, So it was a big weekend.

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Speaker 1: really good to see my family. It's like so many

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Speaker 1: the text message, you know what I mean of like great,

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Speaker 1: I don't even know how to accept this. She's like,

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Speaker 1: we will. Yeah, so make some hollow maybe homemade, perhaps

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Speaker 1: not seen it, and I'll tell you why. We're going

424
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:46,840
Speaker 1: to watch it as a family because Brooklyn has gone

425
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:49,920
Speaker 1: through the whole thing. Allie's almost there. We're gonna watch

426
00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:52,080
Speaker 1: it together, and we had family in town this weekend,

427
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:54,440
Speaker 1: so I spent the weekend doing everything you can imagine

428
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:57,080
Speaker 1: to do as a tourist in Los Angeles. So I

429
00:22:57,160 --> 00:22:59,879
Speaker 1: have not seen it yet. I apologize, but I'm not

430
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:04,000
Speaker 1: worried about spoilers. I'm looking forward to hearing your recap. Okay. Well, yeah,

431
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:07,280
Speaker 1: and spoilers are like our Yeah, I saw spoilers before

432
00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:09,080
Speaker 1: I watched it the day after, and I had already

433
00:23:09,119 --> 00:23:15,560
Speaker 1: seen spoilers. Yeah, easty, I have watched it either. I'm

434
00:23:15,920 --> 00:23:19,600
Speaker 1: I'm admittedly not not a big Friends fan. Yeah, you know,

435
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,879
Speaker 1: we went to the Friends thing in New York together.

436
00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:25,119
Speaker 1: That was a blast, and that's my best friend's memory.

437
00:23:25,280 --> 00:23:28,320
Speaker 1: But I haven't watched the show. We all did the

438
00:23:28,359 --> 00:23:30,919
Speaker 1: pivot together. We all did the pivot we suppose by

439
00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:33,040
Speaker 1: the fountain. It was a great time. Did I know,

440
00:23:33,359 --> 00:23:35,480
Speaker 1: Do we know that you are not a huge Friends

441
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:40,159
Speaker 1: fan at the time? Yeah, we did, Okay, Yeah, I

442
00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:43,600
Speaker 1: know when you're signed feld, you're not friends and I

443
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:45,680
Speaker 1: think I remember the Eastern was like there's some guy

444
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:54,480
Speaker 1: the guys here, that's and I was like, Gunther here right. Well,

445
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:58,879
Speaker 1: then Tanya over your thoughts on it, okay, So I

446
00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:02,879
Speaker 1: was freaking out. I actually stayed up to watch a

447
00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:06,000
Speaker 1: little bit of the beginning because I just couldn't handle it.

448
00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:09,560
Speaker 1: I was sobbing within the first ten minutes because I

449
00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:12,720
Speaker 1: had to tell you, as a Friends fan, I can't

450
00:24:12,800 --> 00:24:16,520
Speaker 1: even I can't even watch the last season and I

451
00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 1: haven't watched the final episode since two thousand four since

452
00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:22,000
Speaker 1: it finished. Like I physically can't watch the final episode

453
00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:24,200
Speaker 1: with the keys on the thing like and then walking

454
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,359
Speaker 1: out with I can't do it, Like I just ball

455
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,000
Speaker 1: And so anytime I get close to the series finale

456
00:24:29,119 --> 00:24:31,000
Speaker 1: and I had to stop it, like I can't do it.

457
00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,080
Speaker 1: So when it opens up with the scene, I was like,

458
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:38,639
Speaker 1: just buckets already, and then they started they walk them

459
00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:41,080
Speaker 1: in one by one and they're all like reminiscing, and

460
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:43,080
Speaker 1: I just lost it. Like I literally didn't stop crying

461
00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:46,280
Speaker 1: until they all came in and like hugged each other.

462
00:24:46,880 --> 00:24:50,400
Speaker 1: I mean, it was definitely I don't think that's crazy

463
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:53,760
Speaker 1: because it was very emotional, like I could feel like

464
00:24:53,960 --> 00:24:55,840
Speaker 1: when David Trummer because he was the first one that

465
00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:59,000
Speaker 1: walked in, it was like you could feel him just

466
00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:02,040
Speaker 1: taking it all and it was like almost palpable like

467
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:06,080
Speaker 1: that whatever he was experiencing. Yeah, So, like the beginning

468
00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:07,840
Speaker 1: really got me in the fields. And I've seen it

469
00:25:07,920 --> 00:25:10,920
Speaker 1: multiple times and I cry every single time, so it's

470
00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:12,919
Speaker 1: not even like a one off. Like every time I've

471
00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:16,760
Speaker 1: watched it. The first chunk, I'm sobbing, and Red Star

472
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,800
Speaker 1: was just like are you okay? Because he likes friends.

473
00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:22,480
Speaker 1: He's like a Seinfeld guy. Yeah, Like, but he likes friends,

474
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:24,680
Speaker 1: so he you know, he understands it and he likes it.

475
00:25:25,119 --> 00:25:28,719
Speaker 1: He really likes Matt Leblancie, really likes Joey. But um,

476
00:25:29,600 --> 00:25:33,400
Speaker 1: it's just like are you okay? I don't think you understand.

477
00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:41,919
Speaker 1: That was me when McDreamy died. My mom was genuinely like, Becca,

478
00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:44,440
Speaker 1: are you okay? And I was like I literally think,

479
00:25:44,480 --> 00:25:48,800
Speaker 1: I go, you don't understand. It's like my first love. Yeah. No,

480
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:51,000
Speaker 1: Like like when if I watched I put if I

481
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:53,879
Speaker 1: put Friends on before we fall asleep, I shake the

482
00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:55,879
Speaker 1: bed because I'm like laughing so hard, and I like,

483
00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:57,960
Speaker 1: I have to stop it because I can tell it's

484
00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,760
Speaker 1: keeping him awake, and I'm like, I'm sorry, Like I

485
00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:01,600
Speaker 1: just can't do it. I'll have I tapped to her

486
00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:05,560
Speaker 1: it off. But anyways, So I really enjoyed the beginning

487
00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:09,440
Speaker 1: part of it, and I really enjoyed the reenacting of

488
00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 1: the scenes, like going back and having them like reread

489
00:26:12,640 --> 00:26:14,800
Speaker 1: some of those classic scenes and then they basically they

490
00:26:14,920 --> 00:26:18,960
Speaker 1: kind of they re enacted. All the reenacting was good.

491
00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:21,400
Speaker 1: All the guest stars that were like the bringing back

492
00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:24,000
Speaker 1: of the people that were on the show. I loved

493
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:30,000
Speaker 1: the fashion show lost me. Did we need that? No? No,

494
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:34,280
Speaker 1: I almost felt like they were they were like, hey,

495
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:36,320
Speaker 1: some of these people want to be a part, Like

496
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:39,080
Speaker 1: can we find a way for them to be on it?

497
00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:42,520
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yeah, And no, no shade to any

498
00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:44,680
Speaker 1: of this letter that I would have I would have

499
00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:46,880
Speaker 1: if someone asked me to be in that, I would

500
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,920
Speaker 1: have died. I would have given a limb to be

501
00:26:50,040 --> 00:26:53,760
Speaker 1: in that audience, like maybe for sure a toe, Oh yeah,

502
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:57,080
Speaker 1: when they for sure a toe? When they when I

503
00:26:57,200 --> 00:26:59,720
Speaker 1: found out I was a live audience, Yeah, I didn't

504
00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:03,280
Speaker 1: know how to process the fact that that opportunity was there,

505
00:27:03,320 --> 00:27:07,919
Speaker 1: and I begged someone to let me on that broken

506
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:09,879
Speaker 1: glass to be in that audience. I would have I

507
00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:12,080
Speaker 1: probably would have chopped off like a part of a

508
00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:14,120
Speaker 1: toe or something. I thought it was a full toe

509
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:18,520
Speaker 1: you because the fashion show, I would have been like, really,

510
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:21,920
Speaker 1: I could deserve half of my toe for this. Um.

511
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:24,800
Speaker 1: So that was the part. That part kind of threw me.

512
00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:26,959
Speaker 1: And then I hate to say it because I love

513
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:31,880
Speaker 1: Lady Gaga, but the Lady Gaga moment it was weird

514
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:35,440
Speaker 1: to me. It just felt kind of random, like out

515
00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:39,080
Speaker 1: of place, right, But I you know, with that being said,

516
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:41,960
Speaker 1: I loved how it was just kind of funny because

517
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,120
Speaker 1: it went like she was singing Smelly Cat like belting.

518
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:47,040
Speaker 1: It sounds like her voice is insane, and then she

519
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:51,119
Speaker 1: gets really serious and it was kind of like, okay, now,

520
00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:54,400
Speaker 1: Lisa Kudro, is she in Phoebe or she Lisa group?

521
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:57,359
Speaker 1: Like they have so they sing Smelly Cat together and

522
00:27:58,040 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 1: and then um, Lady Gaga basically says like kind of

523
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:04,320
Speaker 1: thank you to Phoebe for you know, being yourself and

524
00:28:04,400 --> 00:28:07,000
Speaker 1: letting all of us feel more comfortable to be ourselves.

525
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:10,359
Speaker 1: And it's actually she's like thanks, thanks for being different,

526
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:12,439
Speaker 1: like thanks for being the weird one so that all

527
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:15,000
Speaker 1: of us could feel comfortable. It was really it was

528
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: actually a really sweet moment, but like Lisa Kudro was

529
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,040
Speaker 1: just like, I don't know, she didn't I don't know,

530
00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:22,679
Speaker 1: she didn't't react in a in a way. I was like, Okay,

531
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,480
Speaker 1: let's let's dive in there, and it just like fell flat.

532
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:27,879
Speaker 1: And I was just like, well, because I felt like

533
00:28:28,080 --> 00:28:31,679
Speaker 1: Lisa Coudro was like in Phoebe character and then probably

534
00:28:31,800 --> 00:28:33,639
Speaker 1: wasn't ready for that, Like I mean, it was like

535
00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:37,680
Speaker 1: moment and it was like do we have time for

536
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,520
Speaker 1: me to yea, like do we have time for this?

537
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:42,760
Speaker 1: And so then it just kind of but I liked

538
00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 1: I liked what she said because it was true, like

539
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,239
Speaker 1: Phoebe was like the kind of like crazy one who

540
00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:53,320
Speaker 1: was so confident who she was. Um. But honestly, though,

541
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,800
Speaker 1: those were the only two moments to me that I

542
00:28:55,880 --> 00:28:58,200
Speaker 1: could have done without. Every other part of it was

543
00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:02,320
Speaker 1: so spectacular. I loved hearing um how they were cast

544
00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:04,920
Speaker 1: and what order they were cast, the backstories of how

545
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 1: they were cast. I enjoyed the like the romance stuff

546
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:13,320
Speaker 1: between Ross and Rachel Okay, when I first started watching

547
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:17,840
Speaker 1: the series, I could not believe that there was never

548
00:29:18,000 --> 00:29:19,840
Speaker 1: a real life romance between the two of them. So

549
00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:23,400
Speaker 1: when I heard that, I felt so validated because to me,

550
00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 1: their chemistry, especially when they first got together, was so insane, insane,

551
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:32,320
Speaker 1: and so for the full ten seasons of the series,

552
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:35,320
Speaker 1: I was just waiting for their that moment, for them

553
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:39,160
Speaker 1: to have like a scene together, a romantic relationship, and

554
00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:43,400
Speaker 1: they waited until the very end. Basically, well basically they

555
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:47,600
Speaker 1: did say that they they both had feelings for each other,

556
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:50,320
Speaker 1: but they had they were in relationships. Each one of

557
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:52,360
Speaker 1: them were in relationships at the time, so they never

558
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:54,080
Speaker 1: really got to give it a shot, but like the

559
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:57,120
Speaker 1: love was there, so like, are they both single now?

560
00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:03,840
Speaker 1: I think so. He described it as ships in the night,

561
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:09,240
Speaker 1: which is such a like sad, like hopeless romantic way

562
00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:11,760
Speaker 1: of saying it, Like they were just like passing ships

563
00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:15,080
Speaker 1: in the night. Yeah. And then I also enjoyed that

564
00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:19,360
Speaker 1: Joey Matta Blanc was telling us how like Courtney Cox

565
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:21,760
Speaker 1: would always have her like script in the sync or

566
00:30:21,840 --> 00:30:25,000
Speaker 1: like write her lines on the table. I love that.

567
00:30:25,440 --> 00:30:27,520
Speaker 1: And then they were like kind of reminiscing about certain

568
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:30,440
Speaker 1: episodes and Rachel Rachel Jen France and was like, do

569
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:33,360
Speaker 1: you guys remember Want the Ball? And David Shrummer had

570
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:34,800
Speaker 1: no recollection of it. I was like, how do you

571
00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:38,120
Speaker 1: know I remember that episode? Like I know. I loved

572
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 1: that they were referencing old episodes and they didn't even

573
00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:44,040
Speaker 1: remember them. And I would be like, like, I don't

574
00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:47,960
Speaker 1: like I could recite every line of that episode. I

575
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:51,520
Speaker 1: I just loved it, and I'm like, I the fact

576
00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:54,000
Speaker 1: that I felt like they were so happy. It was

577
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:57,920
Speaker 1: like watching a family first and then hearing like they

578
00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 1: all the creators were basically talking out like how they

579
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:04,080
Speaker 1: started it and then how they kind of realized they

580
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,920
Speaker 1: how they hit gold when like all this stuff started

581
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:08,040
Speaker 1: to happen. I don't know, it was just a really

582
00:31:08,120 --> 00:31:13,160
Speaker 1: cool I felt very inside. I felt very validated as

583
00:31:13,160 --> 00:31:16,120
Speaker 1: a fan. I felt really good. I mean I could

584
00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:20,000
Speaker 1: have used more, like I could have had more of it. Oh,

585
00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:23,200
Speaker 1: I wish they would do a series of the reunion, Yeah,

586
00:31:23,760 --> 00:31:26,840
Speaker 1: because I didn't necessarily need like a scripted episode, Like

587
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 1: I don't even think I would have liked that because

588
00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:31,320
Speaker 1: I loved how they did it, But I just felt

589
00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:34,400
Speaker 1: I loved hearing that the girls all had lunch together

590
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:36,680
Speaker 1: every day, and just cool to see a cast that's

591
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 1: been together that long that there was there didn't seem

592
00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:45,320
Speaker 1: to be anything that like caused a huge wet wedge

593
00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:47,240
Speaker 1: between any of the friendships. Like it was more so

594
00:31:47,480 --> 00:31:49,920
Speaker 1: kind of like everyone's lives just moved on after the show,

595
00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:52,239
Speaker 1: but they all still had so much love for each other,

596
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:55,000
Speaker 1: so it was like fun to watch. It was almost

597
00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:57,080
Speaker 1: like watching this high school reunion that we all got

598
00:31:57,120 --> 00:32:02,040
Speaker 1: to be a part of. It's great. Yeah, if Jennifer

599
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:05,400
Speaker 1: Anderson and David Schwimmer ended up together in real life,

600
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:09,840
Speaker 1: just end me and I would not. I couldn't. I

601
00:32:09,920 --> 00:32:12,560
Speaker 1: would not be able to handle that information. I would

602
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 1: would They would be like Harry and Megan. They'd be

603
00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:18,520
Speaker 1: like Royalty. Oh yeah, oh yeah, they would need a

604
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:20,719
Speaker 1: reality show to film that. I mean, they would never

605
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:26,360
Speaker 1: do that, but no chance. I would never do that. No, never, No.

606
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:31,280
Speaker 1: But yeah, it was amazing. I loved it. I feel

607
00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:33,280
Speaker 1: the same way about Rossall. Okay, I got into this

608
00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:38,320
Speaker 1: like Titanic kick thing where there's this deleted scene in

609
00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: the boiler room in the It's like in the extras

610
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:45,280
Speaker 1: of Titanic. I always have wanted Kate Winslow and Leonardo

611
00:32:45,360 --> 00:32:48,640
Speaker 1: DiCaprio to be together since I've watched, since I watched Titanic, like,

612
00:32:48,680 --> 00:32:52,480
Speaker 1: I've always loved that they remained friends. And there's a

613
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:56,240
Speaker 1: scene and I knew Ashley Connetti would like relate to

614
00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 1: it because she loves Titanic like I do. And I

615
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 1: was like, does it just bother you that they took

616
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,080
Speaker 1: this scene out? It is the greatest kiss of all

617
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:09,480
Speaker 1: time and they cut it from the movie. I don't know,

618
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:13,960
Speaker 1: Like I need to know why they watched that scene

619
00:33:14,040 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 1: and then we're like, let's cut it because it is

620
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:21,040
Speaker 1: the most amazing kiss. And if they didn't have a

621
00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:24,360
Speaker 1: relationship outside of that movie during that time, I don't

622
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:30,120
Speaker 1: believe it. Sure, But I'm always like I get annoyed

623
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:32,440
Speaker 1: with Titanic because I'm like, Rose could have made room

624
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 1: on that I mean obviously on that door, Like they

625
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:38,640
Speaker 1: could have both. I just watched this the other day.

626
00:33:38,720 --> 00:33:40,520
Speaker 1: She could not She could have made room, but the

627
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:42,800
Speaker 1: weight was too great. It would have sank. But you

628
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,160
Speaker 1: don't even know. You don't know unless you try. He

629
00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 1: tries to get on one time, freezing cold water. I'm

630
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:54,120
Speaker 1: going to give it more than one shot. And if

631
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:56,080
Speaker 1: this was the love of my life, like I would

632
00:33:56,320 --> 00:33:58,200
Speaker 1: definitely give it more than one shot, and then maybe

633
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:01,400
Speaker 1: I would try like kissing him as to create body

634
00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:05,520
Speaker 1: warmth while try to not sink the thing. Go on

635
00:34:05,680 --> 00:34:08,840
Speaker 1: and off, rotate who's on the door, Like you have

636
00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:12,320
Speaker 1: some time off, I'll get in the water. Like I

637
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:15,400
Speaker 1: feel like there was other ways they could have figured

638
00:34:15,480 --> 00:34:22,399
Speaker 1: maneuvered that then this. I could never date an actor

639
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,880
Speaker 1: like I just I'm sorry his hand is on her

640
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 1: neck and he's like biting her lip. If that were

641
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,040
Speaker 1: my boyfriend and he was sucking someone's face like that,

642
00:34:31,239 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 1: I would not be okay, okay, that brings me to

643
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,880
Speaker 1: something else I want to talk about. So you mentioned

644
00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:40,759
Speaker 1: I think actually on our podcast you were talking Oh yeah,

645
00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,680
Speaker 1: I think with I don't know, you were talking about

646
00:34:43,719 --> 00:34:46,719
Speaker 1: how Red Star isn't really jealous, like he don't like

647
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:51,279
Speaker 1: doesn't get jealous. He's like, does that bother you? Do

648
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:52,840
Speaker 1: you like wish there was little to do? You like

649
00:34:53,120 --> 00:34:58,280
Speaker 1: like that he's so secure? Do you wish secure jealousy?

650
00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 1: Now that you bring it up, it is weird. I

651
00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:06,200
Speaker 1: mean he's so secure, Like he's just very like secure,

652
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:09,759
Speaker 1: which I like because he's securely attached and you know,

653
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: I'm like doing that whole attachment style, and I'm like,

654
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:15,719
Speaker 1: I envy that he has that. But do you find

655
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:19,880
Speaker 1: yourself to be the jealous type? No? Not no, not jealous,

656
00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,200
Speaker 1: not jealous. But I'm definitely not as secure as he is,

657
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 1: that's for sure, but more so. And I'm talking about

658
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:28,080
Speaker 1: like you're not you're like if he were, but like

659
00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:30,440
Speaker 1: if he were an actor and he was doing that

660
00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:33,040
Speaker 1: with somebody, even though I know it's professional and there's

661
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:36,200
Speaker 1: no feelings and there's no feelings there, I could not

662
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:39,719
Speaker 1: handle it. I will say I made the quotation marks

663
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 1: with her fingers when she said no feelings. It's important

664
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:43,640
Speaker 1: that people know that because they can't see you. Oh

665
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:48,400
Speaker 1: thank you. Yeah, because there are certain times where I

666
00:35:48,640 --> 00:35:52,080
Speaker 1: see a like if I were with either Kate Winslet

667
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,800
Speaker 1: or Leonardo DiCaprio and I saw that scene and we

668
00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:59,080
Speaker 1: were dating during that time, there will be some fights. Yeah,

669
00:35:59,160 --> 00:36:02,240
Speaker 1: but you're not too far off from that, okay, friend,

670
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 1: and was like, I could don't think if I were you,

671
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:11,920
Speaker 1: I couldn't handle it. I mean, I consider myself in

672
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:15,360
Speaker 1: every relationship I've had. I can be jealous, but I'm Also,

673
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:19,239
Speaker 1: I'm very confident and secure in our relationship, yet I

674
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:27,200
Speaker 1: still have that like scorpio like that's mine. Yeah yeah,

675
00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:30,960
Speaker 1: but no, but what's your job and you need to

676
00:36:31,080 --> 00:36:33,840
Speaker 1: kiss people? I get it again with the air quotes,

677
00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:36,919
Speaker 1: but it's like it's it's that would be really hard

678
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,800
Speaker 1: for me. I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it.

679
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:42,360
Speaker 1: But my point is more, I'm sorry, we can't. We

680
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:46,080
Speaker 1: can never end. I never worked out was acturly by

681
00:36:46,239 --> 00:36:48,719
Speaker 1: because he's just kissing people on movies and I just like,

682
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:52,239
Speaker 1: I can't have it. But I kind of like when

683
00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:55,200
Speaker 1: because in a hell I do find I think there's

684
00:36:55,560 --> 00:37:00,360
Speaker 1: healthy and I think there's unhealthy, and like there's like

685
00:37:00,400 --> 00:37:02,440
Speaker 1: a healthy amount of jealousy to where I feel like

686
00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:07,520
Speaker 1: it's nice. It's nice both ways, both ways. Yeah. See,

687
00:37:08,160 --> 00:37:12,200
Speaker 1: Red Star just doesn't know jealousy. The other day, Tanya

688
00:37:12,239 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: posted something on her story about like she was on

689
00:37:14,280 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 1: a run and she was saying she felt like really

690
00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,360
Speaker 1: gross and this guy like stopped and asked for her numbers.

691
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:20,800
Speaker 1: She posted it and I was like, oh my gosh,

692
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:23,000
Speaker 1: like I would be if I were a Red Star,

693
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:26,400
Speaker 1: I'd be like, who stopped that to your number? Like,

694
00:37:26,520 --> 00:37:31,080
Speaker 1: what do you look like anything? I didn't even ask

695
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:32,800
Speaker 1: me about it. Was there any part of you that

696
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:35,640
Speaker 1: posted that to get a reaction from him? No, because

697
00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:36,960
Speaker 1: if you would have asked me, I would have been like,

698
00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:41,600
Speaker 1: I mean there was like it was heat, nothing there.

699
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,759
Speaker 1: But I posted it more so because I felt so

700
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:47,040
Speaker 1: disgusting that day when I went on my run, and

701
00:37:47,160 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 1: mind you, I was like sweating, like like gross, Like

702
00:37:50,600 --> 00:37:53,719
Speaker 1: I was wearing this great like heather gray tight shirt

703
00:37:53,760 --> 00:37:56,879
Speaker 1: and I had like rings around my armpits. I literally

704
00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 1: looked so gross. And I was like on my son

705
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:02,000
Speaker 1: and I was listening to this bomb playlist and I

706
00:38:02,120 --> 00:38:04,279
Speaker 1: was just like dancing and singing and like running, just

707
00:38:04,360 --> 00:38:07,040
Speaker 1: having a good time. And this guy literally stopped me

708
00:38:07,160 --> 00:38:08,640
Speaker 1: and asked me for my number, and I was like,

709
00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:10,560
Speaker 1: you know what, It's just like goes to show you

710
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:14,200
Speaker 1: that we spend so much time getting all gussied up

711
00:38:14,680 --> 00:38:17,240
Speaker 1: and doing all the things before we you know whatever,

712
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:20,720
Speaker 1: when in reality, if you're just like having a good time,

713
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:24,000
Speaker 1: it like comes out of you. Like I literally looked disgusting.

714
00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:28,400
Speaker 1: What if he has a sweat stained fetish? He might have,

715
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:32,040
Speaker 1: he might have, but like fully to the point where

716
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:33,680
Speaker 1: like the guy was like literally ran up to me

717
00:38:33,800 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 1: to like stop me, and I stopped because I thought

718
00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:38,040
Speaker 1: he maybe needed directions or something like. It seemed like,

719
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:39,560
Speaker 1: you know, I didn't think it was gonna ask me

720
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:42,040
Speaker 1: for my number, but it was more like a Wow,

721
00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 1: I need to remember this when I'm in my head

722
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,680
Speaker 1: about the way that I look about you know what

723
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,279
Speaker 1: I mean, Like, I just I don't know it was

724
00:38:49,600 --> 00:38:53,200
Speaker 1: I would have posted that to get a reaction. I

725
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:56,360
Speaker 1: would have posted that to see like if I was

726
00:38:56,520 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 1: needing some extra attention. No, no, nothing. Literally, the only

727
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: time I ever have seen him get like and I

728
00:39:04,320 --> 00:39:07,360
Speaker 1: want to say, like a hair just like like he

729
00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:09,200
Speaker 1: jokes about it, but I think there's a hint of

730
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 1: like an inkling of jealousy was when Harry Style sang

731
00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 1: the extra song for me and then he made eye

732
00:39:16,120 --> 00:39:18,600
Speaker 1: contact with me and this like video that's that um

733
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:21,480
Speaker 1: he made eye contact him like winked or something. We

734
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:26,359
Speaker 1: all remember Tanya, Uh that video. He's like, yeah, that's

735
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:29,320
Speaker 1: a friendly wing like so he says it joking, but

736
00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:32,200
Speaker 1: there's like a hair that I feel like it's like, yeah,

737
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:34,480
Speaker 1: I was. So that's the only time ever. All my

738
00:39:34,600 --> 00:39:37,400
Speaker 1: feelings about that video I was like, so happy for you,

739
00:39:37,560 --> 00:39:41,120
Speaker 1: yet so jealous, Like I couldn't really distinguish where the

740
00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:45,960
Speaker 1: line was of health. Okay, wait, Eastern Mark, where do

741
00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:50,440
Speaker 1: you stand on being jealous? Mark? Would you like to

742
00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:57,320
Speaker 1: go first? Um? I think it's something that Umm, I

743
00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:59,480
Speaker 1: think I was very guilty of it when I was younger.

744
00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:01,480
Speaker 1: I think it's mean you mature path in a lot

745
00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:05,520
Speaker 1: of ways. But also it's kind of something you kind

746
00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 1: of wish was there. Sometimes you kind of like it's

747
00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:11,040
Speaker 1: it's nice to feel a little bit. Obviously, there's a

748
00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:13,560
Speaker 1: line you don't want somebody who's overly jealous, but it's

749
00:40:13,600 --> 00:40:15,560
Speaker 1: kind of nice to feel a little bit because you

750
00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:20,680
Speaker 1: know it's it's it's it's it's compliment and question though,

751
00:40:20,760 --> 00:40:23,480
Speaker 1: if Amy and Allison were to decide they wanted to

752
00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:26,600
Speaker 1: be an actress and had to make out with hot eyes,

753
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:28,759
Speaker 1: how would you feel about that? No, I think I

754
00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:31,239
Speaker 1: think that would be really difficult. I completely agree with

755
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:32,600
Speaker 1: you on that. I don't know how. I don't know

756
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 1: how any of them do that, especially some of the

757
00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 1: more graphic situations. I'll never understand. I'm gonna show you,

758
00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:46,840
Speaker 1: I'm going to can you see Yeah? Oh wow? This

759
00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:50,839
Speaker 1: is truly erotic. Here's the thing, though, Money is an

760
00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:57,200
Speaker 1: incredible that the hesitation, he's like biting her lips. I mean,

761
00:40:57,280 --> 00:40:58,920
Speaker 1: those two really could have done something, but that don

762
00:40:59,040 --> 00:41:01,239
Speaker 1: Kate Winslet had to go and get older every year,

763
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:04,640
Speaker 1: and Leo cannot handle that. He will not tolerate someone aging.

764
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:13,920
Speaker 1: Um Okay, eastn uh. How do I feel about being jealous?

765
00:41:14,040 --> 00:41:16,080
Speaker 1: Or what would I do about? Are you know, like,

766
00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:19,640
Speaker 1: are you the type? Like? Okay, let's say Mark and Easton,

767
00:41:19,840 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 1: y'all go out on a date night, Allison Amy, they

768
00:41:23,320 --> 00:41:24,960
Speaker 1: go up to the bar to get a drink and

769
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:28,480
Speaker 1: you look over and there's a man and he's chatting

770
00:41:28,560 --> 00:41:32,000
Speaker 1: with them and they're like laughing. How do you feel?

771
00:41:33,480 --> 00:41:36,360
Speaker 1: I'd be so stressed out about how I'm supposed to react, because,

772
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:39,960
Speaker 1: like I, I am very secure. I'm extremely secure in

773
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:42,919
Speaker 1: my relationship. Allison makes me feel like the greatest dude

774
00:41:42,920 --> 00:41:45,759
Speaker 1: in the world, and I believe it heardly and uh,

775
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:49,160
Speaker 1: I I've never I've never felt jealous of anyone or

776
00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:52,320
Speaker 1: anything since I've been with her. But if that happened,

777
00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:55,000
Speaker 1: I'd be like, hmmm, am I supposed to step in

778
00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,440
Speaker 1: here and assert my dominance? Like because it doesn't ultimately

779
00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 1: bother me, but society expects a certain thing, you know.

780
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 1: That's how red Star is. Yeah, just secure, admirable, you know.

781
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,840
Speaker 1: So I would probably if like, yeah, we were like

782
00:42:16,920 --> 00:42:19,000
Speaker 1: out on the town and some dudes like chatting him up,

783
00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:21,840
Speaker 1: I'd probably walk over and be like I tropped my

784
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 1: six ft two frame over there and be like, hey,

785
00:42:23,640 --> 00:42:26,239
Speaker 1: what's going on over here? What you guys talking about? Yeah,

786
00:42:26,239 --> 00:42:29,000
Speaker 1: I've done that before. At a certain point, like okay,

787
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:31,360
Speaker 1: it's enough, let's move along, can we You know, I

788
00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:39,480
Speaker 1: remember I've done that before. You walk up You're like, hey, wifey, Yeah, wifey?

789
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 1: You does anybody call their wife wifey? Well you know that.

790
00:42:45,600 --> 00:42:48,320
Speaker 1: I mean in a panic situation, you'd say things that

791
00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:53,480
Speaker 1: you wouldn't normally say to a certain dominance. Yeah. Yeah,

792
00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:55,760
Speaker 1: Well I'm glad we all know where we all stand.

793
00:42:55,960 --> 00:43:00,440
Speaker 1: So I'm Tanya is not really so much jealous. I'm

794
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:05,000
Speaker 1: a little bit jealous. Y'all are very secure men. Tony

795
00:43:05,120 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: can go out get hit on as many times Red

796
00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:11,360
Speaker 1: Star post about it. Red Star doesn't think twice doesn't

797
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:14,760
Speaker 1: know very well. It's like, after I got back together,

798
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,120
Speaker 1: I was like I was praying for you every day. Yeah,

799
00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:22,720
Speaker 1: he's been around the block a few times. He knows

800
00:43:22,880 --> 00:43:26,560
Speaker 1: that that's kind of not healthy necessarily for a relationship

801
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,640
Speaker 1: to be acting all possessive like that. He's probably comfy,

802
00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:32,239
Speaker 1: just comfortable with that's this this stage of the game. Yeah,

803
00:43:32,640 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 1: you should be. You should feel honored that you make

804
00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:39,080
Speaker 1: him feel I do. I do. I feel very like

805
00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:40,799
Speaker 1: I feel very good about that, and I feel very

806
00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:43,319
Speaker 1: good about the way he makes me feel too good. Yeah,

807
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:47,640
Speaker 1: I'm glad we got that settled. Anyways, it's a great

808
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:51,800
Speaker 1: kiss and Titanic that they cut out. But I was

809
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 1: trying to say that all started because I was trying

810
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,800
Speaker 1: to say that It's like I've always wanted that with

811
00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:57,839
Speaker 1: Ross and Rachel. So if they got together in real life,

812
00:43:58,560 --> 00:44:17,239
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I know, what are you doing. It's

813
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:19,879
Speaker 1: almost like I've never been pregnant. Um, so I don't

814
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:21,520
Speaker 1: know what it feels like to have milk in your boobs.

815
00:44:22,840 --> 00:44:29,480
Speaker 1: She's just like touching her. Here we go. I'm looking

816
00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:32,279
Speaker 1: at her and she goes, I know, and I'm like, well,

817
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 1: you know what, I don't know what I'm saying that,

818
00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:40,799
Speaker 1: you know that, I know, I'm just like caressing because

819
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:43,000
Speaker 1: my boobs are really hurting right now, and I'm just

820
00:44:43,120 --> 00:44:45,360
Speaker 1: like thinking, in a few months, I'm not going to

821
00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:49,759
Speaker 1: feel this pain. Hopefully my hormones are gonna be leveled out.

822
00:44:51,280 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 1: But I imagine that this is what it feels like

823
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:56,600
Speaker 1: when your boobs fill up with milk. It's just like

824
00:44:56,719 --> 00:45:00,319
Speaker 1: they're so uncomfortable, Like I can't I can't stch them,

825
00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:02,960
Speaker 1: like my bra hurts on them, like I'm trying to

826
00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 1: massage them, but like nothing helps. Maybe we can maybe

827
00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:14,560
Speaker 1: we can do that after the podcast what you're not

828
00:45:14,760 --> 00:45:18,080
Speaker 1: doing well? It's like I can hear it, and I'm like,

829
00:45:18,200 --> 00:45:24,799
Speaker 1: can they Like the best part is after this, I'm

830
00:45:25,040 --> 00:45:28,440
Speaker 1: I'm supposed to strength train for one hour and I've

831
00:45:28,480 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 1: been up since four o'clock this morning. Yeah, I just

832
00:45:33,680 --> 00:45:38,400
Speaker 1: I cannot grasp how your brain Like I'm thinking about myself,

833
00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:43,000
Speaker 1: it's four I'm up at four am, it's three five.

834
00:45:43,239 --> 00:45:46,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, my boobs hurt, I don't feel great, but

835
00:45:46,920 --> 00:45:50,080
Speaker 1: I'm following this pattern where I have to strength train,

836
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 1: and so I somehow will myself to do it. I

837
00:45:57,719 --> 00:46:00,160
Speaker 1: can't even relate. I'd be like, you know of what

838
00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:03,520
Speaker 1: my body's asking me to rest. So I'm going to

839
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:06,839
Speaker 1: do that. Well, no, Luckily I have Red Star holding

840
00:46:06,880 --> 00:46:09,640
Speaker 1: me accountable right now because he's like, after the podcast,

841
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:11,920
Speaker 1: you can come over and like I'll train you for now.

842
00:46:11,960 --> 00:46:13,719
Speaker 1: And he's not gonna train me. I'm gonna watch some videos,

843
00:46:13,760 --> 00:46:16,640
Speaker 1: but he's gonna make sure that I do it, and

844
00:46:17,120 --> 00:46:22,799
Speaker 1: uh yeah, So it's nice to have a supportive lad. Yeah. Um,

845
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:25,799
Speaker 1: you know, it's really cute. Something really cute about Red Star.

846
00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 1: He came over before we went to the Pink premiere

847
00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:31,600
Speaker 1: and he met Phoebe for the first time, and he

848
00:46:31,840 --> 00:46:36,120
Speaker 1: like loved Phoebe. Phoebe is like boy crazy, she has

849
00:46:36,200 --> 00:46:38,800
Speaker 1: like she has crushes on every guy that comes in

850
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,400
Speaker 1: through the door. And he she was like, and she

851
00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:45,640
Speaker 1: loves Tanya, Like I think she really loves all my friends,

852
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:48,240
Speaker 1: but she really gives Tanny and the attention she needs.

853
00:46:48,360 --> 00:46:51,840
Speaker 1: She does the emotional attention she does. And so Tanya

854
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:54,560
Speaker 1: texts me when was that a couple of days ago,

855
00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:57,240
Speaker 1: and she was like red Red Star says he misses

856
00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:00,160
Speaker 1: Phoebe and he was only around for like ten it.

857
00:47:02,719 --> 00:47:07,000
Speaker 1: I know, I'm like getting to a point where like

858
00:47:07,800 --> 00:47:10,240
Speaker 1: everything like I don't even want to say it because

859
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:13,320
Speaker 1: I don't want to jinx it, but like it's so

860
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 1: good right now that everything he does like makes me

861
00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:19,759
Speaker 1: smile and I'm like, you're just the cutest thing. I

862
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:23,319
Speaker 1: don't like squeeze your face off. Oh that's great, Yeah,

863
00:47:23,880 --> 00:47:25,920
Speaker 1: not like actually squeeze it off, but like I just

864
00:47:26,000 --> 00:47:28,200
Speaker 1: like everything. I'm like, you're so freaking cute and I

865
00:47:28,239 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 1: just want to squeeze. It's called cute aggression, is it? Ye, Phoebe?

866
00:47:33,200 --> 00:47:39,040
Speaker 1: I still have I have with him real bad right now? Okay,

867
00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:43,120
Speaker 1: does he get stage fright or like anxiety or like

868
00:47:43,320 --> 00:47:45,640
Speaker 1: stressed when you go to film him cutting things on

869
00:47:45,719 --> 00:47:47,320
Speaker 1: your incest story now? Because I really feel like he

870
00:47:47,440 --> 00:47:49,879
Speaker 1: was like flexing his hands this weekend on the video

871
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:53,200
Speaker 1: of like really felt like he was like I gotta

872
00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:56,160
Speaker 1: really perform here. I don't know what I do think

873
00:47:56,239 --> 00:47:58,719
Speaker 1: his hands are like very like hot, like he has

874
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:02,719
Speaker 1: hot hands, man hands. But the amount of people that

875
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:04,800
Speaker 1: agree with me makes me feel like he should do

876
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 1: some sort of hand modeling, Like I'm actually not kidding,

877
00:48:08,239 --> 00:48:10,040
Speaker 1: Like I was like, I like a lot of people

878
00:48:10,320 --> 00:48:13,759
Speaker 1: have been saying, how like manly and like like good,

879
00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:18,759
Speaker 1: your hands are so like we should look into this. Yeah, yeah,

880
00:48:19,400 --> 00:48:22,279
Speaker 1: why not? A little side gig, just a little side gig.

881
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,000
Speaker 1: I think they really if he had to caress hands

882
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:27,920
Speaker 1: with another actress, and that's where I would draw the line.

883
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 1: But I actually I was at the nail salon and

884
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:33,800
Speaker 1: this woman is like a foot model recruiter or something,

885
00:48:33,960 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 1: and I like, was what listening to her recruit the

886
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:39,000
Speaker 1: man next to me because she's like, give amazing feet

887
00:48:39,040 --> 00:48:40,279
Speaker 1: and like a lot of men don't have. So like

888
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 1: I'm listening to this entire conversation go down. She's basically

889
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:45,160
Speaker 1: giving him his her card and saying like I want

890
00:48:45,239 --> 00:48:47,759
Speaker 1: you to like foot model for me, blah blah blah.

891
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:52,120
Speaker 1: And she was like they paid two fifteen foot fot

892
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:54,440
Speaker 1: Like people, well you can you know, if you can

893
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:59,960
Speaker 1: have good photo feet, you can send photos of your

894
00:49:00,080 --> 00:49:02,640
Speaker 1: feet and make money. Should we see what her foot

895
00:49:02,760 --> 00:49:06,799
Speaker 1: rating is on Wiki feet Live on the podcast? Yeah,

896
00:49:07,239 --> 00:49:11,879
Speaker 1: just like a creepy turn. There's photos of your feet

897
00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:14,800
Speaker 1: on there. They know this. It's just she was just

898
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:17,359
Speaker 1: remarking on how attractive red stars hands are. I now

899
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:20,799
Speaker 1: you're going to the perv website? Yeah? Is it though?

900
00:49:20,920 --> 00:49:24,080
Speaker 1: Or the people who have like no, but what if

901
00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:25,959
Speaker 1: people just have a good eye for a good feet

902
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:29,360
Speaker 1: like that lady, they don't think that's what it is. Yeah, No,

903
00:49:29,520 --> 00:49:31,799
Speaker 1: this lady seemed legit, like she didn't seem creepy at all,

904
00:49:31,840 --> 00:49:34,359
Speaker 1: Like it seemed like she was actually like, I don't

905
00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:36,320
Speaker 1: know exactly what she don't want. We don't want to

906
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:38,279
Speaker 1: kink shame anyone here. If you're in the feet, we

907
00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:42,719
Speaker 1: love you and we support all your feet fetishes. But

908
00:49:43,640 --> 00:49:47,959
Speaker 1: but red stars, hands are quite that's great. I'm just saying,

909
00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:51,960
Speaker 1: if you're pervy enough to maintain a website of women's

910
00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:55,120
Speaker 1: feet taken without their knowledge and rate them that, I

911
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:59,120
Speaker 1: think you're creepy. I'm sorry. I have five stars on

912
00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:04,319
Speaker 1: my feet. Four people voted ugly and five people voted bad.

913
00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,719
Speaker 1: So I'm like going to find that. So you have

914
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:08,759
Speaker 1: four out of five? No, I have five. I have

915
00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:15,520
Speaker 1: five stars. Oh that's good. Five out of five. Look up,

916
00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:20,879
Speaker 1: t you doesn't feel healthy to me? The feet. Look

917
00:50:20,920 --> 00:50:25,120
Speaker 1: at these hands? Okay, no, see we're doing too much,

918
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:27,640
Speaker 1: too much visual. This is an audio podcast. They can't

919
00:50:27,640 --> 00:50:31,640
Speaker 1: see the video clippolio. They can't see his hands, beautiful feet.

920
00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 1: You also have five stars, five out of five stars.

921
00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:38,799
Speaker 1: Thank you. Great guys are doing horrible things while looking

922
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:41,640
Speaker 1: at those pictures. Just so you're aware their photos on

923
00:50:41,719 --> 00:50:47,400
Speaker 1: my Instagram. You said didn't counteract what I said. That

924
00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:49,440
Speaker 1: wasn't an argument to what I what I'm saying. They

925
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:51,320
Speaker 1: can go to my Instagram like if they're going to

926
00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:53,839
Speaker 1: be I don't. I mean, I just I feel if

927
00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:57,160
Speaker 1: if it had been lower rating, I would be very

928
00:50:57,280 --> 00:50:59,239
Speaker 1: upset right now and just like discuss it. But I

929
00:50:59,320 --> 00:51:01,160
Speaker 1: have a good rate on there, so I just want

930
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:03,520
Speaker 1: to stand up for the I'm not a foot person.

931
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,600
Speaker 1: I can't stand feet. I wish we all just walked

932
00:51:05,600 --> 00:51:08,600
Speaker 1: on our ankles. I hate them all, but but but

933
00:51:08,680 --> 00:51:11,800
Speaker 1: I will say, I am so impressed by the passion

934
00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:15,200
Speaker 1: and the enthusiasm that feat people have for everything in

935
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:18,759
Speaker 1: in their world. Is such a zest for for their interests.

936
00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:24,800
Speaker 1: It's yeah, and change the body part and you'll realize

937
00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:27,560
Speaker 1: how creepy it is what you're saying. Well, we talk

938
00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:31,000
Speaker 1: about hands, yeah, right, But if somebody had an entire

939
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:33,520
Speaker 1: website dedicated to boobs and rating boobs and hear these

940
00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:35,920
Speaker 1: boobs and how much I love boobs, and it's creepy.

941
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:38,160
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, this is a creepy thing that people are doing.

942
00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:41,120
Speaker 1: But what if it's hands. It's the exact same thing

943
00:51:41,160 --> 00:51:43,240
Speaker 1: that we're talking about with the Red Star having nice hands.

944
00:51:43,880 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 1: You're not going to find a wicky hands. I really

945
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:48,759
Speaker 1: don't think you are. Or what about nose. I don't

946
00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 1: find a wicky nose because you see, it's not about

947
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:56,600
Speaker 1: admiring the body part, it's about guys with a fetish.

948
00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:00,719
Speaker 1: And to me, the foot is an inner changeable body

949
00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:02,800
Speaker 1: part to the ears and the nose, Like it's like,

950
00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:05,160
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, it's just a weird body

951
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:08,000
Speaker 1: part that I don't really have an So the fact

952
00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:11,080
Speaker 1: that these people have fixated on this one and they're

953
00:52:11,120 --> 00:52:15,040
Speaker 1: going so hard on it, like it's fast. Yes, quite literally,

954
00:52:15,280 --> 00:52:20,200
Speaker 1: it's so fascinating to me. I just bet My favorite

955
00:52:20,280 --> 00:52:22,959
Speaker 1: thing is that I used to say I hated feet

956
00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:25,120
Speaker 1: so much. I wish we all just walked around the rinkles.

957
00:52:25,200 --> 00:52:29,040
Speaker 1: I've never heard anyone to say that, So yeah, I

958
00:52:29,239 --> 00:52:33,560
Speaker 1: just feel so connected right now. You can't just walk

959
00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:35,800
Speaker 1: around on your ankles, I don't know. Like feet definitely

960
00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:39,480
Speaker 1: serve a great purpose, but you could you imagine if

961
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,640
Speaker 1: you be like walking on stilts every day and exhaust

962
00:52:42,719 --> 00:52:44,520
Speaker 1: I love shoes. I have a lot of shoes. I'm

963
00:52:44,560 --> 00:52:46,080
Speaker 1: a big shoe guy. I just hate the things that

964
00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:48,960
Speaker 1: go in them. You know, That's that's all it is. Well,

965
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:52,000
Speaker 1: we're all very grateful for our feet, and you know,

966
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:55,919
Speaker 1: it's it's something. Some people admire feet, some people admire hands,

967
00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:59,359
Speaker 1: some people admire butts. You know, it's like, we all

968
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:05,319
Speaker 1: have our things. You know what I'm saying. Mark, if

969
00:53:05,400 --> 00:53:07,399
Speaker 1: you don't want to go creepy on this line, I'll

970
00:53:07,520 --> 00:53:13,879
Speaker 1: learn Mark goes to weeaky armpits all the time. Yeah,

971
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:19,239
Speaker 1: he totally does. He's a closet wicky armpitter. Marks marks

972
00:53:19,239 --> 00:53:21,279
Speaker 1: side because his Wiki fee rating is three point two.

973
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:28,600
Speaker 1: That's that's how i'd feel too, I get it, Mark. Yeah,

974
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:34,120
Speaker 1: all right, well what oh so neither Well Tanya watched Grays.

975
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,360
Speaker 1: I didn't, but I'm fine, what can you tell me

976
00:53:36,360 --> 00:53:38,720
Speaker 1: about happened? Because Tanya couldn't even tell me what happened.

977
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:40,680
Speaker 1: You know, It's funny. I was just thinking before the show,

978
00:53:40,719 --> 00:53:43,920
Speaker 1: like always talking about Grays. I'm like, what happened? That's

979
00:53:43,920 --> 00:53:48,040
Speaker 1: why I back. I was like, it's a very run

980
00:53:48,160 --> 00:53:55,319
Speaker 1: of the mill, routine episode of Grace Anatomy. Yes, five

981
00:53:55,719 --> 00:53:57,320
Speaker 1: people on the Facebook group told me and I. We

982
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:59,919
Speaker 1: apologize for saying it was the finale of this past week.

983
00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:01,920
Speaker 1: We're so sorry about that. But yes, this week is

984
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:03,680
Speaker 1: the fally, so this should be good, right, Something good

985
00:54:03,680 --> 00:54:05,320
Speaker 1: should happen this week because last week was kind of

986
00:54:05,320 --> 00:54:07,200
Speaker 1: like treading water. Well, yeah, you saw the photo that

987
00:54:07,239 --> 00:54:11,080
Speaker 1: they posted, right, No, so they posted well, I mean again,

988
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:13,680
Speaker 1: it could be um, um, I don't know what it is.

989
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:17,719
Speaker 1: But they posted a photo of Maggie and MoMA blank

990
00:54:17,719 --> 00:54:21,400
Speaker 1: at his name Winston. Maggie and Winston. It looks like

991
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:24,800
Speaker 1: at their wedding. Oh well, well yeah, because they revealed

992
00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:27,040
Speaker 1: the last one, remember in the parking lot. Yeah, they

993
00:54:27,080 --> 00:54:32,440
Speaker 1: don't look happy, right, so they looked quite perturbed. So

994
00:54:32,600 --> 00:54:37,040
Speaker 1: I don't know, we'll see. Well, they did say this,

995
00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 1: could you know they were saying this could be the

996
00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:43,120
Speaker 1: series finale? All right, Yeah, we know it's not, but

997
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 1: they're saying it worked. If it is this either series finale,

998
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:50,520
Speaker 1: so that would be interesting. Some high expectations for it,

999
00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:54,520
Speaker 1: if that's the case, right, Probably too high, but yeah,

1000
00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:57,960
Speaker 1: I know I'm scared. My expectations are pretty high too.

1001
00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:01,320
Speaker 1: But we'll see. All we can do is see, you know,

1002
00:55:01,560 --> 00:55:03,120
Speaker 1: all we can you know what all we can do

1003
00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:07,360
Speaker 1: is see, and that is and all we can do

1004
00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:14,759
Speaker 1: is live, live and listen. And tomorrow will come and

1005
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:21,279
Speaker 1: we can we'll see and live and listen again. It's beautiful. Um,

1006
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 1: before we go today, I wake up be four in

1007
00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:28,080
Speaker 1: the morning to say in therapy, my therapist is something

1008
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:31,560
Speaker 1: so good. She said, you know when you know like

1009
00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:36,200
Speaker 1: old oil lamps. She was, like an oil lamp where

1010
00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:39,600
Speaker 1: it's a lamp and it burns from oil, like the

1011
00:55:39,680 --> 00:55:46,439
Speaker 1: oil burning like back in the centuries, exactly in the centuries. Yeah,

1012
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:50,600
Speaker 1: it's similar to a lava lamp that Eastern has. Okay, Um,

1013
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:58,839
Speaker 1: but oh my, didn't you want to watch Marvy Stone? Yeah,

1014
00:55:58,960 --> 00:56:00,880
Speaker 1: now I want to watch it. I just started it

1015
00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:12,880
Speaker 1: last night. I mean, she's she's she's epic always. Anyways,

1016
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:15,440
Speaker 1: the oil lamp. So my therapist was saying. We were

1017
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:18,880
Speaker 1: talking about how sometimes we give so much to the

1018
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:21,680
Speaker 1: point where we feel depleted because we like give everything

1019
00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:25,439
Speaker 1: we have to other people. And she was like, give

1020
00:56:25,560 --> 00:56:29,759
Speaker 1: of your light, not of your oil. So shine your light,

1021
00:56:29,840 --> 00:56:31,759
Speaker 1: like give your light, like, let be a light in

1022
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:34,800
Speaker 1: people's life, but don't give them what fuels you like,

1023
00:56:34,880 --> 00:56:40,719
Speaker 1: don't give away everything that fuels your light. That is

1024
00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:47,320
Speaker 1: so profound. I know. It really just like hit me

1025
00:56:48,040 --> 00:56:52,960
Speaker 1: and I was like, wow, I so often give what's

1026
00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:57,480
Speaker 1: fueling me versus just like giving what I have to,

1027
00:56:57,760 --> 00:57:01,960
Speaker 1: Like I'm always giving to depleting my oil to where

1028
00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:05,239
Speaker 1: my life can't even shine anymore because I'm so I've

1029
00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:12,400
Speaker 1: given everything that is so profound. I don't even know

1030
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:15,680
Speaker 1: how to digest that right now, we don't. Let Chice

1031
00:57:15,719 --> 00:57:17,760
Speaker 1: did on that what all of you all said on

1032
00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:23,320
Speaker 1: that it is so good because wow, because you have

1033
00:57:23,520 --> 00:57:25,480
Speaker 1: so you can give all your light and joy and

1034
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 1: you can do all those things. But when you start

1035
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:32,959
Speaker 1: taking away the things that fuel you bring you the joy. Yeah,

1036
00:57:34,160 --> 00:57:37,640
Speaker 1: well just saying like you know, you you when your

1037
00:57:37,680 --> 00:57:41,440
Speaker 1: tank is full, you can and then you have a

1038
00:57:41,480 --> 00:57:43,800
Speaker 1: little bit extra, you can give that to people because

1039
00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:45,960
Speaker 1: you have the you have the energy, and you have

1040
00:57:46,160 --> 00:57:49,280
Speaker 1: the you know, love whatever. But she was like, the

1041
00:57:49,440 --> 00:57:52,880
Speaker 1: issue sometimes we make is giving when we don't even

1042
00:57:52,960 --> 00:57:55,960
Speaker 1: have enough for ourselves, Like we try to give it

1043
00:57:56,080 --> 00:57:58,080
Speaker 1: for other people, but we don't even have enough for

1044
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:02,200
Speaker 1: ourselves to even feel. It's like sometimes let's say you're

1045
00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:05,400
Speaker 1: doing a million different things, like on a Sunday, right

1046
00:58:05,520 --> 00:58:07,400
Speaker 1: and you you told somebody that you'd go to their

1047
00:58:07,400 --> 00:58:09,440
Speaker 1: birthday party, You told somebody that would come to their this,

1048
00:58:09,600 --> 00:58:11,640
Speaker 1: and you know that. But on every Sunday you go

1049
00:58:11,720 --> 00:58:13,880
Speaker 1: to church and that brings you, that fuels you for

1050
00:58:13,960 --> 00:58:15,840
Speaker 1: the week. And you miss church because you're doing X

1051
00:58:15,960 --> 00:58:17,480
Speaker 1: Y Z for everybody else in your life, and then

1052
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Speaker 1: you miss your fuel. It's good. So anyways, Um, how

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Speaker 1: much did she charge you for that little nugget feet? Ye?

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Speaker 1: For the good stuff, you know, good stuff. Yeah. Um,

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Speaker 1: well that's it for today. Anything you'd like to add, Nope,

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Speaker 1: I've learned a lot today. I've learned that Easton and

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Speaker 1: Mark are both very secure and and love feet, and

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Speaker 1: Eastern loves Easton doesn't like feet, but he respects people

1059
00:58:55,440 --> 00:58:59,320
Speaker 1: who love feet, and Mark thinks feet fetish is creepy,

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Speaker 1: but he loves arm beans and loves to live left

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Speaker 1: love and touch your boot. Yeah. And you know what,

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Speaker 1: I actually do want to get a Lisa Vitti on

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Speaker 1: the podcast at some point because she's the woman who,

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Speaker 1: like I don't say, invented it, but she's the doctor

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Speaker 1: behind it all and it's pretty groundbreaking what she's doing. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm I mean, like I said, I don't know that

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Speaker 1: I'm doing it, going to do it, but I am

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Speaker 1: very curious to see what you notice about doing it.

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Speaker 1: Thrilled that you're taking this journey for all of us,

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Speaker 1: you know what. Happy to fall on the sword. All right. Well,

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Speaker 1: on that note, I hope you all have a wonderful week.

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Speaker 1: That's right, um, And we'll be back next Monday. Can't wait,

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Speaker 1: can't wait. Bye bye,