WEBVTT - Bridget Kelly Interview 0:00:01.120 --> 0:00:07.720 Real Key for Real Celebrity Real joined the Breakfast Morning 0:00:07.760 --> 0:00:10.960 everybody is DJ Envy Angela Ye, Charlomne the guy we 0:00:11.000 --> 0:00:13.280 are the Breakfast Club got a special guest in the building, 0:00:13.280 --> 0:00:18.080 Miss Bridget. How you been, man, I've been. I've been around, 0:00:18.120 --> 0:00:19.520 but I missed you guys. I don't like that I 0:00:19.560 --> 0:00:21.400 haven't been around. This is this has been a long time, 0:00:21.960 --> 0:00:23.840 Briget Kelly all the time. For some reason, I know 0:00:23.920 --> 0:00:25.479 we'd be out and about in the same in the 0:00:25.520 --> 0:00:27.680 same scene. So what you're going through on Twitter? And 0:00:27.680 --> 0:00:29.720 now I've be seeing you tweet stuff about like what 0:00:29.840 --> 0:00:32.440 you tweet you said, Um, just know these streets to 0:00:32.520 --> 0:00:36.760 Stone love you. Oh it's Drake, It's Rake, right yeah, 0:00:36.120 --> 0:00:43.840 ok yeah, no, yes, nowadays we're all writing for Drake apparently. No, 0:00:43.880 --> 0:00:47.199 it's lyrics, Joe, it's um no, it's it's lyrics from 0:00:47.280 --> 0:00:50.519 right hand. Oh, I thought you was going through something subliminal. No, 0:00:50.520 --> 0:00:52.279 no, no no, no, it was Drake lyrics. That's just that's 0:00:52.360 --> 0:00:55.760 you know, Okay, these streets don't love you. These streets 0:00:55.760 --> 0:00:59.320 don't love you. Imagine the next two and they never will. 0:00:59.440 --> 0:01:02.800 That's so you know what I think it is when 0:01:02.800 --> 0:01:05.040 you teach the man looks way more dramatic. It looks 0:01:05.640 --> 0:01:07.200 like no, I was just listening to the song and 0:01:07.200 --> 0:01:09.920 that's the words of the words that stuck out. So 0:01:09.959 --> 0:01:12.080 you're not on rock Nation no more. No, I'm gone. 0:01:11.760 --> 0:01:15.679 I made my departure. Um, honestly, we just we weren't. 0:01:15.680 --> 0:01:17.280 We weren't on the same page. We didn't have the 0:01:17.280 --> 0:01:20.400 same vision, and you were used to your Spotify account 0:01:20.400 --> 0:01:24.800 for titles. It wasn't happening. Um no, I really honestly, 0:01:24.800 --> 0:01:26.200 I was on the label for six years. It was 0:01:26.200 --> 0:01:28.360 an incredible experience. But it's just you know, we we 0:01:28.440 --> 0:01:30.760 reached the plateaum. There was there was there was no further, 0:01:30.959 --> 0:01:32.880 no further room for me to grow. I remember when 0:01:32.920 --> 0:01:35.520 I first saw you performed a long time ago at Soobs. 0:01:35.520 --> 0:01:37.200 When you learn roack Nation, that's like she's gonna be 0:01:37.240 --> 0:01:39.840 a star. Listen, man, I'm still on my way. It's 0:01:39.840 --> 0:01:42.600 still gonna happen. It's just you know, different team, different circumstances. 0:01:42.600 --> 0:01:44.280 Does Jay Z still call you to do impire state 0:01:44.280 --> 0:01:48.640 of Mind? No? No, No, I'm actually really happy because 0:01:48.680 --> 0:01:50.480 now it's still I mean, if I'm out somewhere and 0:01:50.480 --> 0:01:52.280 I get recognized, the song comes on and people kind 0:01:52.320 --> 0:01:53.640 of look at me like you're gonna take the mic 0:01:54.040 --> 0:01:58.680 and no, no, um no, I mean but I mean 0:01:58.720 --> 0:02:00.800 all the relationships are still in tact, thank god. Like 0:02:00.800 --> 0:02:03.400 it wasn't like a bad you know. Yeah, when you 0:02:03.440 --> 0:02:05.040 think about it, artists leaving a lbel it's kind of 0:02:05.080 --> 0:02:07.080 like a divorce, but nobody was really you know, I'm 0:02:07.080 --> 0:02:09.560 sad we wouldn't ever hear anything bad about Bridget Kelly, 0:02:09.720 --> 0:02:12.200 thank god, you know. I don't know, how do you 0:02:12.320 --> 0:02:13.720 I feel like I don't know, but I feel like 0:02:13.760 --> 0:02:18.720 y'all be I feel like you'll be looking just in case. Okay, great, 0:02:18.919 --> 0:02:22.120 excellent reported, but we'll give you a nice twist to it. 0:02:22.240 --> 0:02:25.359 Good when it happens you like, oh wow, oh look 0:02:25.600 --> 0:02:27.560 that happened with Bridget Kelly. I would definitely be like, 0:02:27.680 --> 0:02:29.440 I don't know if this sounds right, but no, I 0:02:29.440 --> 0:02:31.480 feel like I would a text like what did you 0:02:31.480 --> 0:02:33.640 really hit this girl in the club? Like I would. 0:02:33.639 --> 0:02:37.760 I feel like I would get something that you know why. 0:02:37.840 --> 0:02:39.640 I actually I got into a fight in the club 0:02:39.840 --> 0:02:41.679 and nothing. Well, no, it was a few years ago. 0:02:41.960 --> 0:02:44.760 A few years ago. Yeah, some random drunk girl and 0:02:44.800 --> 0:02:46.520 her friend was pushing me and I was like, she 0:02:46.600 --> 0:02:48.240 was really drunk and it was really bad, and so 0:02:48.280 --> 0:02:49.800 I had to mush her to get her to leave 0:02:49.800 --> 0:02:52.240 me alone. Her friend. He and her friend like kind 0:02:52.240 --> 0:02:55.000 of came down the stairs like barreling down. It's always 0:02:55.040 --> 0:02:56.520 the you know, the big friend that has to come 0:02:56.560 --> 0:02:59.680 and save the friend. So she came down and you know, 0:03:00.000 --> 0:03:01.440 you sucker punched me. So I hit a little two 0:03:01.440 --> 0:03:03.440 piece in the face and then I got bodied by security. 0:03:03.480 --> 0:03:07.320 So that was the end of that wolting grand closing. 0:03:07.480 --> 0:03:09.800 So you have a new EPL. I do love the title, 0:03:09.840 --> 0:03:12.280 by the way, do you Yes, it's really um it's 0:03:12.360 --> 0:03:15.240 nostalgic for me, it's a really nostalgic. Yeah. It's a 0:03:15.240 --> 0:03:22.400 good Oh my god. Oh man, I should have just 0:03:22.440 --> 0:03:24.160 called it Summer of Kylie would have gotten so much 0:03:24.680 --> 0:03:27.880 h pam um. No. Well, basically, I mean, I feel 0:03:27.880 --> 0:03:29.960 like I'm seventeen all over again. I don't know what 0:03:30.000 --> 0:03:32.160 it is. I'm twenty nine now, but I feel like I'm, 0:03:32.200 --> 0:03:34.280 you know, living my seventeenth year. I was seventeen and 0:03:34.280 --> 0:03:36.520 everybody was prepping for college and trying to be an adult. 0:03:36.600 --> 0:03:39.040 And everybody's like sat prep and we gotta be adults. 0:03:39.040 --> 0:03:41.520 We gotta be responsible now in twenty nine, and everybody's like, 0:03:41.600 --> 0:03:43.320 we have to get married, we have to have babies. 0:03:43.320 --> 0:03:45.000 We got to freeze our eggs in case we're not 0:03:45.080 --> 0:03:47.400 there yet. And it's like I'm still just trying to 0:03:47.400 --> 0:03:50.120 make them make a lot of money and and pop bottles. 0:03:50.120 --> 0:03:52.800 I'm not trying to pop out babies through midlife price. 0:03:53.120 --> 0:04:01.480 I'm not having seventeen, yeah, seventeen, seventeen. What was the 0:04:01.520 --> 0:04:05.200 oldest guy you dated? Would you twenty twenty one you 0:04:05.240 --> 0:04:10.400 have a sex or seventeen? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, 0:04:10.520 --> 0:04:15.200 that's really no different Kylie seventeen Tiger twenty four. I'm 0:04:15.240 --> 0:04:17.240 not listening. I know it's not they're not Their business 0:04:17.320 --> 0:04:19.240 is not my business. If they not cutting me a 0:04:19.320 --> 0:04:22.080 check or asking me to be somewhere, I don't care. 0:04:22.240 --> 0:04:25.359 Why seventeen were you dating the older miss um? This 0:04:25.440 --> 0:04:27.680 was better than the seventeen years. No, he was just 0:04:27.760 --> 0:04:30.200 he was taller than everybody else. I'm like, he was 0:04:30.240 --> 0:04:32.359 like six three six four, and he just was you know, 0:04:32.400 --> 0:04:34.080 he had a deeper voice, he was more manly. All 0:04:34.080 --> 0:04:35.719 the guys I knew in seventeen were like, you know, 0:04:35.920 --> 0:04:38.320 parents did have a problem with that though older dude, No, 0:04:38.720 --> 0:04:40.760 I didn't know. Did they know? My mom knew? She didn't. 0:04:40.760 --> 0:04:43.520 She wasn't that considering twenty one. I was seventeen, he 0:04:43.560 --> 0:04:46.159 was twenty one. Girls were your fast and guy. Yeah, 0:04:46.200 --> 0:04:48.320 it wasn't. She didn't really care in high school he 0:04:48.360 --> 0:04:53.640 was graduate college. Yeah, he made mine? Did you? I mean, 0:04:53.760 --> 0:04:55.479 here's the thing. I was not trying to be in 0:04:55.480 --> 0:04:57.280 a serious relationship. I was just trying to have a 0:04:57.320 --> 0:04:59.160 good time. And I'm like, if I'm gonna wear heels 0:04:59.160 --> 0:05:00.720 and try to act like I'm a grown up, at 0:05:00.760 --> 0:05:01.760 least I can do it with a man, it's a 0:05:01.800 --> 0:05:03.760 little toe than me. And you knew you were pursuing 0:05:03.760 --> 0:05:07.240 your music career. Oh yeah, I wasn't. Yes, and I wasn't. 0:05:07.240 --> 0:05:09.080 I wasn't pressed. I really just wanted to make music 0:05:09.120 --> 0:05:12.320 and have fun. Did he blowing you? But no, But 0:05:12.440 --> 0:05:14.200 most other guys did like to turn young girls out 0:05:14.200 --> 0:05:15.960 by doing things that has never happened. If you feel 0:05:16.000 --> 0:05:17.560 like you were good in bed at that age, no, 0:05:17.600 --> 0:05:18.800 I didn't know what the hell I was doing at 0:05:18.800 --> 0:05:20.600 that age, just had no idea to do it, had 0:05:20.640 --> 0:05:23.840 no clue. I listen, did you blow? It had to 0:05:23.839 --> 0:05:27.120 be a memorable No, actually I didn't. I didn't even 0:05:27.480 --> 0:05:31.120 occurred to me to do that at seventeen. Imagine, listen, 0:05:31.200 --> 0:05:32.800 imagine imagine what I would have been like if I 0:05:32.880 --> 0:05:36.080 knew to do that at seventeen. Must have been rememorable. 0:05:36.120 --> 0:05:38.360 Someone that you named the whole ep after it. I did. 0:05:38.400 --> 0:05:40.640 I had a really great time between junior and senior year. 0:05:40.640 --> 0:05:42.840 It was a blast. It was a blast. How did 0:05:42.839 --> 0:05:44.279 it feel when you turned to eighteen? Did you feel 0:05:44.279 --> 0:05:46.800 like your poom poom was legal or now? Um? I 0:05:46.839 --> 0:05:50.280 didn't feel that different than eighteen honestly illegal. But it's right. 0:05:50.320 --> 0:05:52.080 I was already kind of I was already out here, 0:05:52.080 --> 0:05:54.720 so I wasn't thinking about it that way, you know 0:05:54.720 --> 0:05:56.640 what I mean. At eighteen, it was just kind of like, okay, 0:05:56.720 --> 0:05:59.080 sick now, I can you know, get a little wristbanded 0:05:59.160 --> 0:06:01.159 club exit now. It wasn't that back a good deal 0:06:02.000 --> 0:06:04.680 you're spoking about? How with women, especially with you going 0:06:04.760 --> 0:06:07.680 to this performing arts high school, it was very competitive? Yeah, 0:06:07.680 --> 0:06:11.240 because you guys were all you know, yeah, so it 0:06:11.279 --> 0:06:14.080 was like bringing on the musical version like yeah that 0:06:14.720 --> 0:06:16.560 I mean, it wasn't that bad, but I think it was, 0:06:16.720 --> 0:06:19.160 you know, when you when you are trying to get 0:06:19.200 --> 0:06:22.599 a solo or you're trying to you know, audition orland 0:06:22.600 --> 0:06:25.440 a gig. Outside of school, people are paying attention, you 0:06:25.440 --> 0:06:27.160 know what I mean. And it's still I mean, you're 0:06:27.160 --> 0:06:30.120 in high school, so everybody's insecure. Everybody's patty, everybody's petty, 0:06:30.279 --> 0:06:32.520 and so you know, sometimes people support you and sometimes 0:06:32.520 --> 0:06:34.599 they don't. Sometimes they're talking behind your back. And you 0:06:34.640 --> 0:06:37.120 know a lot of famous people went there, So just 0:06:37.200 --> 0:06:38.640 run it down so we know some people are there, 0:06:38.640 --> 0:06:41.640 went to Laguardias, so we know what type of talent. Yeah, 0:06:41.680 --> 0:06:45.479 Nikki went there, um A, Zilia Banks, calise Um, to 0:06:45.560 --> 0:06:47.600 name a few New York music people. Friends with any 0:06:47.640 --> 0:06:49.479 Yeah you friends with anybody? No, I don't really know 0:06:49.520 --> 0:06:54.400 anybody like that. No, she graduated before I got there. Yeah, 0:06:54.440 --> 0:06:56.040 I think she graduate the year before I got there. 0:06:56.040 --> 0:06:57.880 You guys don't have like an alumni program where you 0:06:57.880 --> 0:07:00.159 can reach out to people who graduated. You know what. No, 0:07:00.200 --> 0:07:01.760 I didn't even go to my high school reunion. I 0:07:01.760 --> 0:07:03.559 had no interest in even going on my high school union. 0:07:03.680 --> 0:07:05.760 I don't know. I think it was just she was 0:07:05.839 --> 0:07:09.720 dating all the guys. I wasn't checking for anybody anymore. No, 0:07:09.800 --> 0:07:12.120 it was you trying to get back to that high 0:07:12.120 --> 0:07:15.880 school reunion. Oh that's what it is. Um No, I 0:07:15.920 --> 0:07:17.360 just it was it was last year. I didn't I 0:07:17.360 --> 0:07:19.080 didn't go. I decided to feel I don't know. Last 0:07:19.160 --> 0:07:20.640 year was a last year, was a weird year for me. 0:07:20.720 --> 0:07:23.240 I've left the label. I got a whole new management team. 0:07:23.280 --> 0:07:26.600 I just I started from the bottom. So, um, we 0:07:26.680 --> 0:07:29.000 just we plateau too. We just didn't have the same 0:07:29.200 --> 0:07:30.880 We didn't we didn't see that we didn't see eye 0:07:30.920 --> 0:07:32.360 to eye on what was what the next step was 0:07:32.400 --> 0:07:33.760 supposed to be. What do you think the next step 0:07:33.880 --> 0:07:35.800 is supposed to be that people aren't seeing eye to 0:07:35.840 --> 0:07:38.160 eye with um? I'm really I didn't want to be 0:07:38.240 --> 0:07:42.280 put in the like quintessential classic R and B box. 0:07:42.480 --> 0:07:44.320 I never felt like that was who I was. I've 0:07:44.360 --> 0:07:46.680 definitely wanted to be sort of in that middle lane 0:07:46.680 --> 0:07:49.440 where it was more musical and more about the content 0:07:49.600 --> 0:07:52.400 rather than Okay, well she's gonna open for Mary J. Blige, 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:53.760 so this is what it's going to be like. It 0:07:53.800 --> 0:07:56.200 was very much like, Okay, this is this is your lane, 0:07:56.200 --> 0:07:57.600 this is your box. You only have this amount of 0:07:57.680 --> 0:07:59.920 room to room to move in and I just felt like, 0:08:00.040 --> 0:08:01.440 you know, it was silly. I wanted to branch out 0:08:01.440 --> 0:08:03.440 and do television. I want to, you know. And I 0:08:03.480 --> 0:08:05.160 was able to do it the last last year or so, 0:08:05.240 --> 0:08:07.240 hosting on Fusing on VH one. So it's been a 0:08:07.240 --> 0:08:09.400 good They were trying to make Bridgie Kelly an artist 0:08:09.440 --> 0:08:13.120 that she wasn't. I always appreciated how raw and edge 0:08:13.120 --> 0:08:16.320 of your music was. It wasn't like typical, you know, 0:08:16.600 --> 0:08:19.000 R and B was very I don't even know how 0:08:19.040 --> 0:08:22.760 to say it, just blunt. Yeah. I think because I'm 0:08:22.760 --> 0:08:24.840 from New York, the assumption is just automatically like, oh, 0:08:24.920 --> 0:08:26.840 she's got to do R and B. She's from New York. 0:08:26.880 --> 0:08:31.240 She's got a raspy voice. And what you're saying, like, Mary, yeah, 0:08:31.280 --> 0:08:33.760 with the you know what I mean, I wasn't. I 0:08:33.880 --> 0:08:41.040 wasn't really, I wasn't there. I did, Marry that is 0:08:41.040 --> 0:08:42.920 that the dance? Is that the dance that gets the 0:08:42.920 --> 0:08:45.880 girls to go on your But that's the dance, that's 0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:48.040 the dance, that's how that's how he gets. That's not 0:08:48.080 --> 0:08:52.280 what she'd be doing. Never does that. Don't do that. 0:08:53.000 --> 0:08:58.160 Don't do that, Mary. I think that's so far out 0:08:58.440 --> 0:09:01.600 from the essence fest or something you looked like that. 0:09:02.160 --> 0:09:05.760 She never seen her rhythm. Come on, man, Marry got rhythm. 0:09:06.080 --> 0:09:12.760 Hold on, He's gonna just show her. Hey, all right, 0:09:12.760 --> 0:09:17.040 all right, the one move, the one lose her head 0:09:18.480 --> 0:09:22.200 really wasted it. She definitely gave you like a full 0:09:22.200 --> 0:09:24.480 side kick though with that Harry move, go ahead married 0:09:24.640 --> 0:09:27.360 drunk at the party now that No, she's the one 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:29.280 every all the young girls want to be like maybe 0:09:29.360 --> 0:09:31.200 like I'm trying to get like her, I'm to be 0:09:31.240 --> 0:09:37.480 like her drunk. She's had a nice long career that 0:09:37.520 --> 0:09:40.760 really evolved and when she was she is now Oh yeah, 0:09:40.760 --> 0:09:42.920 for sure. She's always remained true to her audience too, 0:09:42.920 --> 0:09:45.120 which I think is really important. It's it's tough. I 0:09:45.120 --> 0:09:47.040 feel like I didn't have the chance to really do that. 0:09:47.080 --> 0:09:49.079 I got thrown on such a grand stage so early 0:09:49.520 --> 0:09:52.040 in place of somebody else. So it wasn't like, you know, 0:09:52.200 --> 0:09:54.040 it wasn't like my intro to the world was here's 0:09:54.080 --> 0:09:55.959 my music, listen to this. It was like, hey, sing 0:09:55.960 --> 0:09:59.560 this other girl's back the real quick and mar audience 0:09:59.559 --> 0:10:02.320 has grown there like they yeah, from like the Apollo 0:10:03.120 --> 0:10:06.240 wherever she's at now that at the festival, like, I 0:10:06.320 --> 0:10:07.880 love it. It seems like you got a whole new 0:10:07.960 --> 0:10:10.240 LUK too. I do I have blonde hair? Crazy? Is 0:10:10.240 --> 0:10:12.280 that I chopped it? I was like, no more bangs? 0:10:12.960 --> 0:10:16.640 I yeah, you'd be working out though if you finally 0:10:16.640 --> 0:10:20.120 I'm going hard. I'm going really hard. I'd just wanting 0:10:20.160 --> 0:10:23.600 to roll up on you underneath the bridge and where 0:10:23.600 --> 0:10:25.200 are you going? You running? Let me run with you? 0:10:25.360 --> 0:10:27.160 What else happening to you when you were seventeen that 0:10:27.200 --> 0:10:29.600 you decided to make a whole ep about it? Um? 0:10:29.640 --> 0:10:32.880 I felt like I didn't want to be I didn't 0:10:32.920 --> 0:10:34.480 I didn't want to have to succumb to all the 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.080 standards of what everybody else thought I should be doing. 0:10:37.160 --> 0:10:38.600 I didn't know if I wanted to go to college. 0:10:38.640 --> 0:10:40.560 I didn't know, you know, if I you know, what 0:10:40.679 --> 0:10:42.360 kind of necessarily what kind of music At the time 0:10:42.400 --> 0:10:44.000 I really wanted to do, I didn't really know who 0:10:44.000 --> 0:10:45.640 I was, And I felt like that that should have 0:10:45.640 --> 0:10:47.760 been acceptable, Like that should have been okay at seventeen. 0:10:47.960 --> 0:10:49.680 I feel like kids now have it even harder because 0:10:49.679 --> 0:10:52.160 it's like social media is, you know, portraying all these 0:10:52.160 --> 0:10:55.240 images constantly. It's over saturation and it's like that's all 0:10:55.280 --> 0:10:57.480 they have to look to. For us. In my generation, 0:10:57.520 --> 0:10:59.319 at least, it was like, you know, all we kind 0:10:59.320 --> 0:11:01.320 of have was each other and no one really knew 0:11:01.320 --> 0:11:03.040 their ass from their own bow. So everybody's just trying 0:11:03.040 --> 0:11:04.480 to figure it out, you know what I mean, crashing 0:11:04.480 --> 0:11:06.440 and burning, and I felt like, you know, I want to. 0:11:06.480 --> 0:11:07.719 I want to do that on my on my own 0:11:07.760 --> 0:11:08.839 I want to. I want to dance it to be 0:11:08.880 --> 0:11:10.920 to my own drum. So even if it's off for them, 0:11:12.840 --> 0:11:15.720 Mary just feels good. So who's the CD catering to it? 0:11:15.760 --> 0:11:18.920 Because it was seventeen for you was what twelve years ago? Yeah, 0:11:19.240 --> 0:11:22.839 that's the whole different. I mean, it's different from seventeen now. 0:11:22.920 --> 0:11:26.080 It's not really catering to necessarily seventeen year olds. It's 0:11:26.080 --> 0:11:29.200 just it's more so the state of minds. I really, 0:11:29.240 --> 0:11:31.840 I'm not taking myself that seriously. I don't think it's 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:33.840 if I don't get married at thirty, I'm not upset, 0:11:33.880 --> 0:11:36.040 you know what I'm saying. I'll be okay, Um, you know, 0:11:36.080 --> 0:11:39.079 I just it's more so about, you know, exploring the 0:11:39.120 --> 0:11:40.960 possibilities of love. Some of the songs on here are 0:11:40.960 --> 0:11:42.840 about love, and it's about falling head over heels and 0:11:42.840 --> 0:11:44.640 what that feels like for the first time, it's like 0:11:44.679 --> 0:11:46.680 to fall in love again. Is you know, it's a 0:11:46.679 --> 0:11:48.839 beautiful to beautiful thing. Do you even know what love is? 0:11:48.880 --> 0:11:50.599 That's seventeen though, I'm sure you know what you know. 0:11:50.920 --> 0:11:53.559 I think I think, I think what you feel is 0:11:53.720 --> 0:11:56.120 so strong though, that you that you that you think 0:11:56.120 --> 0:11:57.839 it is love, right, and so something. I mean, I 0:11:57.920 --> 0:11:59.720 think that even as an adult, that happens to you. You 0:11:59.640 --> 0:12:01.480 You get you get wrapped up in a situation and 0:12:01.600 --> 0:12:03.079 before you know it, you're like, oh my god, this 0:12:03.160 --> 0:12:05.200 is amazing. And then it happens and it doesn't go 0:12:05.240 --> 0:12:09.079 work your way, and you're like, damn, what's this? You're 0:12:09.080 --> 0:12:11.959 having sex with the twenty one year Yeah, tall, penis 0:12:12.000 --> 0:12:16.600 bigger cause it's gonna feel scrong. We're talking about love, 0:12:16.679 --> 0:12:19.680 not penis though, And and you know, admittedly she said 0:12:19.800 --> 0:12:21.520 when she was seventeen she didn't know what she was doing. 0:12:21.880 --> 0:12:24.760 I honestly, twenty one year old guys don't know what 0:12:24.800 --> 0:12:27.160 they're doing. They sure don't. But here's the thing. I'm 0:12:27.200 --> 0:12:29.160 twenty nine, right, I'm twenty nine, and I feel like 0:12:29.200 --> 0:12:31.000 in certain aspects of life, not that I definitely know 0:12:31.000 --> 0:12:32.360 what I'm doing in the bedroom now at twenty nine, 0:12:32.440 --> 0:12:35.480 but um, outside of that, like there's two things I 0:12:35.480 --> 0:12:38.439 don't have a clue about, Like I still don't know relationships. 0:12:38.480 --> 0:12:40.719 I suck at relationships, like I either give too much 0:12:40.760 --> 0:12:44.320 or give too little, like it's a weird. I was, oh, yeah, 0:12:44.320 --> 0:12:51.280 he's gone, yeah, um for the free workouts, she's in great. 0:12:51.400 --> 0:12:53.160 I used him. I used him for the washboard and 0:12:53.160 --> 0:12:56.800 had to call it. Um. No, honestly, we went on 0:12:56.800 --> 0:13:00.600 a break and then I was just I was over it. 0:13:00.840 --> 0:13:03.079 I was over to break whose that there was there? Um, 0:13:03.080 --> 0:13:05.120 it was mine. I wasn't happy with it was actually 0:13:05.160 --> 0:13:06.760 last year. It was right after I left the label. 0:13:06.800 --> 0:13:09.800 I was like, all right, I need to rough it. 0:13:10.160 --> 0:13:12.240 I got into everything. I really I went through it. 0:13:12.240 --> 0:13:14.199 So I was like, I gotta just clean slate. But 0:13:14.320 --> 0:13:16.720 you know, and then that was sometimes it is too 0:13:16.800 --> 0:13:18.680 It's hard when if you're not happy with your career, 0:13:18.720 --> 0:13:20.840 you're not happy your management, you're not it makes you 0:13:20.960 --> 0:13:23.679 not happy with it's this clean house, let's start all 0:13:23.679 --> 0:13:25.200 over it. But then it's also I knew I wanted 0:13:25.200 --> 0:13:26.640 to date other people because I was kind of like 0:13:26.679 --> 0:13:28.400 I was looking to feel anything that was going to 0:13:28.480 --> 0:13:31.160 give me positive feedback and validation and attention. And I 0:13:31.200 --> 0:13:33.040 knew that. So it was like, if I'm gonna do that, 0:13:33.080 --> 0:13:36.319 I can't be in this relationship with pushing away to 0:13:36.400 --> 0:13:39.400 positive feedback. No, I was saying, I'm saying that when 0:13:39.400 --> 0:13:41.640 you're going through all that and everything is kind of 0:13:41.679 --> 0:13:44.120 like buckling down on you at once, you're searching. You're 0:13:44.120 --> 0:13:47.040 searching to feel any kind of like good attention anything. 0:13:47.080 --> 0:13:49.080 So to me, it was like I could already feel 0:13:49.120 --> 0:13:51.000 myself drifting out of the relationship because it was like 0:13:51.000 --> 0:13:52.640 when nothing else was going on for me and I'm 0:13:52.679 --> 0:13:54.640 not I'm not like the stay at home girl that's 0:13:54.679 --> 0:13:56.720 going to be happy just with her man on the 0:13:56.720 --> 0:13:58.520 couch every night. It's like, I want to be working, 0:13:58.559 --> 0:13:59.880 I want to be doing stuff. So was it this 0:14:00.040 --> 0:14:01.959 situation where he was telling you things like, yo, that's 0:14:01.960 --> 0:14:03.560 good you're not with them where you can stay home 0:14:03.600 --> 0:14:06.480 down and cooking and clean. No, it was just No, 0:14:06.520 --> 0:14:08.679 it was he was really supportive. He was actually he's 0:14:08.720 --> 0:14:10.800 actually to be really fair to him, he was probably 0:14:10.840 --> 0:14:13.800 the greatest man that I've ever met, hands down, But 0:14:13.840 --> 0:14:15.880 I just it wasn't the right time for me. My 0:14:15.920 --> 0:14:20.760 brain I checked out. My brain checked out. He is amazing. 0:14:21.520 --> 0:14:24.560 It wasn't the time. I mean, why should she stay 0:14:24.680 --> 0:14:28.240 in a relationship if she's not. Yeah, but you know what, thought, 0:14:28.240 --> 0:14:31.280 I can admit that I felt myself drifting drifting off, 0:14:31.320 --> 0:14:33.280 drifting away. There was already somebody else that had caught 0:14:33.320 --> 0:14:35.160 my attention, that was giving me the kind of attention 0:14:35.160 --> 0:14:37.080 that I wanted and needed. So the right thing to 0:14:37.080 --> 0:14:39.120 do is to break up. Yeah, I feel like this 0:14:39.200 --> 0:14:41.240 isn't it. Maybe he could be a great guy, but 0:14:41.320 --> 0:14:44.400 it just wasn't the timing. The timing wasn't right. No, 0:14:44.440 --> 0:14:46.520 I didn't break up with him for another guy. I 0:14:46.680 --> 0:14:48.880 when we broke up, we were on a break and 0:14:48.920 --> 0:14:50.640 it was like, you know what I'm gonna I'm going 0:14:50.680 --> 0:14:56.560 to test the waters out and then it's over. Because 0:14:56.560 --> 0:14:58.960 that's exactly what happens. I mean, that happens. It happens 0:14:59.000 --> 0:15:01.320 all the time. Do it all up about it now? 0:15:01.320 --> 0:15:02.760 She wanted to have sex with another guy that she 0:15:02.800 --> 0:15:05.200 went on a break to go have sex with other 0:15:05.360 --> 0:15:08.200 he did exactly. It's better than cheating, right, and instead 0:15:08.240 --> 0:15:10.840 of cheating, it's better than cheating. Take you out, you're 0:15:10.840 --> 0:15:14.120 all in love and then hurt behind this kind of 0:15:14.400 --> 0:15:19.120 you're acting like a seventeen year old be kid. Here 0:15:19.120 --> 0:15:22.480 we are seventeen, summer of seventeen, and you have only 0:15:22.520 --> 0:15:25.640 one guest appearance, Mac Wilds is on the eed. Yes, yes, 0:15:25.680 --> 0:15:28.000 I like that sounds super cute. I like the whole album. 0:15:28.040 --> 0:15:30.280 I really like Bridget Kelly's music. I remember, like I 0:15:30.320 --> 0:15:31.920 told you before, the first time I saw you perform, 0:15:31.920 --> 0:15:33.880 I sa, I'm gonna go download this when I get home. No, 0:15:33.920 --> 0:15:35.440 I was Angela came up to me at some point 0:15:35.440 --> 0:15:38.480 with some party and might actually been in Charlotte during 0:15:38.600 --> 0:15:40.320 c I doublea like two or three years ago, and 0:15:40.400 --> 0:15:42.280 y'all were hosting a party. Yeah, we do that every year, 0:15:44.440 --> 0:15:47.760 the greatest day party ever. By the way, Um, it's 0:15:47.800 --> 0:15:49.440 the most turn you can be in a short amount 0:15:49.440 --> 0:15:52.760 of time. It is really during the day. But no, 0:15:52.800 --> 0:15:54.400 I remember you like you came up to it. You 0:15:54.440 --> 0:15:56.200 were like, I'm really excited for your project. Whenever you 0:15:56.240 --> 0:15:57.440 put it out, let me know, like I want to 0:15:57.440 --> 0:16:00.120 show love, and I always remember that, so I appreciate it. Well, 0:16:00.160 --> 0:16:03.960 now you're showing love you absolutely. It's not no, it's 0:16:04.080 --> 0:16:05.600 not take that. It was that was like that was 0:16:05.600 --> 0:16:07.800 like a year after all the time, but I had 0:16:07.840 --> 0:16:10.400 been following her career everywhere in the beginning now, so 0:16:10.440 --> 0:16:11.960 I was excited for this ap to come out. I 0:16:12.000 --> 0:16:16.000 already heard it and everything. You are independent independence, Oh yeah, 0:16:17.680 --> 0:16:19.880 I'm sure they are. But here's the thing. I've made 0:16:19.920 --> 0:16:22.760 more money and more connections and gained more confidence in 0:16:22.840 --> 0:16:25.000 all of that in the last like ten months that 0:16:25.080 --> 0:16:27.320 I than I had in like six years. So to me, 0:16:27.400 --> 0:16:29.440 it's incredible, Like and it's not to say that I'm 0:16:29.440 --> 0:16:32.320 anti labeled, but I champion now being an independent artist 0:16:32.360 --> 0:16:34.360 and finding yourself in that whirlwind and trying to make 0:16:34.480 --> 0:16:36.080 make moves on your own. And if you do decide 0:16:36.080 --> 0:16:37.600 to make that decision, I think it's great to be 0:16:37.640 --> 0:16:39.800 independent and prove what you can do yourself. You get 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:41.800 a lot more, yeah, when you bring more to the table, 0:16:42.040 --> 0:16:43.840 but you also know yourself as an artist. I think 0:16:43.840 --> 0:16:46.440 that's the biggest problem now is nobody gets developed. Everybody 0:16:46.480 --> 0:16:48.560 gets it has to be a full package deal when 0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:50.040 they get signed, and then if they're not, and they 0:16:50.040 --> 0:16:51.720 get lost, and then they get lost in the shuffle. 0:16:52.440 --> 0:16:55.080 Music be available on title I think it already is 0:16:55.240 --> 0:16:57.120 somebody somebody tagging me in it, and then they said 0:16:57.120 --> 0:16:59.240 it was on title that's trying to be cute. Okay, 0:16:59.280 --> 0:17:02.280 of listen, of course, listen of course by all means 0:17:02.360 --> 0:17:06.680 ask ask away absolutely, So do you like TV better? Then? No, 0:17:06.880 --> 0:17:08.239 I know you don't like it better than music, but 0:17:08.320 --> 0:17:11.399 do you like TV? I love hosting. I didn't think 0:17:11.400 --> 0:17:12.600 I would. I thought I was. I thought it was 0:17:12.600 --> 0:17:14.480 going to come off a little corny. But honestly, the 0:17:14.640 --> 0:17:16.679 all the attributes to my personality that I used to 0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:19.119 get like carasped for and made fun of about, actually 0:17:19.119 --> 0:17:24.000 turned out to my advantage or TV they love that girl. 0:17:24.200 --> 0:17:25.960