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Speaker 4: All from Constance two conference.

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Speaker 3: It's constant constance, yes, like the state of consistency.

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Speaker 5: Yes.

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Speaker 3: Do you feel like you as a person are consistent.

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Speaker 3: What gives you motivation?

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Speaker 7: That is a good question.

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Speaker 9: It just comes in random starts.

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Speaker 3: What do you do when you get a random spirit

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Speaker 6: Schoolwork a lot of it.

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Speaker 3: Constant sounds like the name of a fortune teller.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, it's uh. I can't remember where it originated from.

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Speaker 7: I used to study my name a lot.

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Speaker 3: If that sounds to you, I don't know, Constance. Are

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Speaker 9: I think I'm very level minded, and it weirds people out.

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Speaker 3: It weirds people out.

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Speaker 9: You say yes, because a lot of people, when put

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Speaker 9: This is very extreme. But whenever I was eleven, my

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Speaker 9: Yes, most definitely. I'll see my friends get worked up

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Speaker 9: Well, there's been times where I've wished that I was

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Speaker 9: It just stresses me out so bad. I have so

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Speaker 9: Really get angry or any of those. But whenever I'm

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Speaker 9: That's what I want to major, and I want to

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Speaker 3: This is interesting because I wonder if your lack of

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Speaker 9: Well, I've had the same worries before, and something I

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Speaker 9: A lot of times your professors will force you to

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Speaker 7: The other seat. You have to know what it's like

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Speaker 3: Absolutely, But.

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Speaker 9: I feel like it'll help me more because I won't

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Speaker 3: that you know possibly people who have been telling me

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Speaker 7: Right there, there was a lot.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, a lot of my family thinks it's pretty cool.

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Speaker 9: I've been through so many different mindsets and changes on.

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Speaker 7: What I want to be.

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Speaker 9: I get one point, I wanted to be a surgeon,

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Speaker 10: Now I'm going to be a therapist.

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Speaker 9: So who knows, maybe I'll change my mind.

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Speaker 7: Maybe I won't.

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Speaker 3: Thank you so much for calling in constance of course,

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Speaker 3: of course you have a good rest of the night.

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Speaker 3: Thank you for sharing you too.

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Speaker 4: Bye all from dark Dark Dark.

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Speaker 3: That was a kind of cool noise dark.

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Speaker 13: Hey, Hey, how are you doing?

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Speaker 11: Gek?

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Speaker 3: Are you ridiculous?

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Speaker 13: You know I thought about this question the last time

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Speaker 13: i walk into my wife's store, she works at a

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Speaker 3: So you're just laughing at your wife's face.

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Speaker 13: No, no, my wife's boss face.

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Speaker 3: Do you know what his name was?

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Speaker 13: Oh, it's actually a girl.

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Speaker 11: Her boss's a girl.

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Speaker 3: And sh hara funny face.

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Speaker 3: Where did you meet your wife?

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Speaker 13: I met my wife on Twitter?

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Speaker 3: On Twitter?

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Speaker 13: Yeah, she lived in Ohio and I lived in Arizona.

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Speaker 3: Did it start in a DM or in a public thread?

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Speaker 13: It started in a DM?

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Speaker 3: Actually, what did you DM?

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Speaker 13: I said that I liked her style.

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Speaker 3: Wow, I'm really happy here. That worked out for you.

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Speaker 13: Yeah, now we got a Now we got a three

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Speaker 3: Do you like being married?

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Speaker 13: I absolutely love it.

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Speaker 3: What else do you laugh at that's inappropriate?

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Speaker 13: One time, like I was in like a lobby of

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Speaker 13: it's like kind of like an uncontrollable thing, like a

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Speaker 4: All from to accept Press.

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Speaker 3: Hello, are you there is that anyone?

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Speaker 1: There?

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Speaker 3: Are we alone in the universe? Is there life outside

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Speaker 3: Would we be all like upset that they don't like

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Speaker 7: I I honestly do think aliens be ashamed of the

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Speaker 3: Really why?

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Speaker 6: I mean, all of the.

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Speaker 7: I just don't.

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Speaker 3: But we wouldn't be judged. We would be judged by

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Speaker 7: But at the same time, it's like, you know, UFO

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Speaker 3: They stepped in, Why haven't they come to kill us?

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Speaker 7: See how stupid we are?

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Speaker 3: They're like, yeah, so if a human has sex with

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Speaker 3: Yes, if we interbreeded with aliens and we formed a

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Speaker 7: It make a I feel like it would make I

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Speaker 3: Well okay, well then if that's the thing, then if

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Speaker 3: Are you ridiculous? Uh?

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Speaker 7: I don't think so. I don't want Why not?

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Speaker 3: You don't want? All right? So you think that you are,

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Speaker 7: Probably all right?

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Speaker 3: What makes you think that you are?

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Speaker 7: Some of the things I say sometimes just get like

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Speaker 7: humor too. That's why I think aliens wouldn't like us,

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Speaker 3: Think, all right, so you're kind of I think you

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Speaker 7: Probably.

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Speaker 7: I mean I was basing off myself.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm one of those people that don't want to

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Speaker 3: So I'm curious what uh so you called into this stream? Uh?

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Speaker 3: And there are like thousands of people perceiving you right now.

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Speaker 7: Yes, but I can distance myself like from who I

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Speaker 7: No, but they don't know that.

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Speaker 3: How do you feel now that they do.

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Speaker 7: I mean, I could just one, it could just be

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Speaker 7: Oh my god, this is getting real deep. Probably I don't. Yeah,

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Speaker 7: They're just existing. They're not really living. And I feel

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I just a day in and day out.

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Speaker 5: I just exist.

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Speaker 7: I don't really do anything.

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Speaker 3: Would you like to do things?

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Speaker 14: Probably?

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Speaker 3: Would you wait to do?

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Speaker 15: Uh?

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Speaker 7: Like get an education and help people?

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Speaker 3: It's a lot of ways to help people.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, there is, but at this point, like I wake up,

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Speaker 3: Home helping people that's absolutely.

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Speaker 7: I mean in a meaningful way, like giving someone What do.

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Speaker 3: You define as a meaningful way.

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Speaker 7: Like a life changing way. I feel like, yeah, like

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Speaker 3: But to say that you don't contribute to society as

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 3: How do you Where does your money come from? Your

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Speaker 7: I hadn't looked at it in that late, So I

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Speaker 4: See.

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Speaker 3: I feel like that's a big myth that like to

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I just like to do something bigger.

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Speaker 3: Do you have any ideas of what bigger thing you

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Speaker 7: I would like to enter the medical field some day.

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Speaker 3: And by the way, you know, I think it's good

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Speaker 7: Yeah, interesting, I remember really looked at it in that light.

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Speaker 7: I always just felt kind of like, not, this is

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Speaker 3: No, I don't think you're useless.

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Speaker 7: And that's not in like a bad way like I'm

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Speaker 3: Just something to sit with, why haven't you going to school?

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Speaker 7: I actually did start school and then I stopped going

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Speaker 3: Are you still playing for the house?

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Speaker 3: So then what's stopping it from rein rolling? If you

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Speaker 3: if you, if that's what you want to do.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 7: At first, it was like COVID, I can't do in

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Speaker 3: Again, okay, and in the meantime, you're saving up money

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Speaker 10: Yeah, thank you.

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Speaker 7: It just feels like an.

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Speaker 3: I don't know why that feels like an NBC. I mean,

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Speaker 3: it like this, you're uh more like you're more like

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Speaker 7: By yeah, you're the you're the shopkeeper.

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Speaker 3: And look and look the main character. Whatever needs you

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Speaker 7: Yep.

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Speaker 3: And then in the meantime, I actually think you're in

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Speaker 3: and you can fucking re enroll. It's not like you can,

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Speaker 3: you can. It was a good decison. I'm glad you

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Speaker 3: to re enroll whenever you feel like you can do that.

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Speaker 3: And in the meantime, you're not like wasting away time,

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Speaker 3: I think that that is pretty good.

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Speaker 6: Thank you, thank you.

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Speaker 7: This is a very nice call.

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Speaker 3: Good I hope that. I hope that, uh, this inspires

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Speaker 7: Thank you, It absolutely does. It does make me feel

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Speaker 7: better to be recognized in a different light and different perspective.

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Speaker 3: You've been perceived. You've been perceived.

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Speaker 7: Oh, I don't know if I'm all right. Yeah, I'll

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Speaker 3: me your name.

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00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 7: Oh it's Taylor.

454
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for for calling and sharing Taylor.

455
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:15,040
Speaker 3: I wish you best luck in the future.

456
00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:17,080
Speaker 7: Thank you, Lyle here as well.

457
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:19,920
Speaker 3: Good night, good night.

458
00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:24,440
Speaker 4: All from Rudd.

459
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:28,960
Speaker 3: Rudd.

460
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:32,320
Speaker 1: Oh okay, so.

461
00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:35,320
Speaker 3: Not much. What's up with you?

462
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:37,080
Speaker 11: Oh?

463
00:26:37,119 --> 00:26:42,320
Speaker 2: You know, just hanging out playing some video games and

464
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:45,360
Speaker 2: I saw a therapy Jecko was online and I thought, hey,

465
00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:47,880
Speaker 2: I could I could use some therapy getto in my life?

466
00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:52,800
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yep. Anything you can use a little bit

467
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:54,760
Speaker 3: of therapy getto in your life.

468
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:58,040
Speaker 2: I think everybody a little bit of therapy getto in

469
00:26:58,080 --> 00:26:58,480
Speaker 2: their life.

470
00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:01,040
Speaker 3: You think everybody could a little bit of therapy get

471
00:27:01,119 --> 00:27:02,320
Speaker 3: go in their life? Is that what you're saying?

472
00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:05,000
Speaker 2: I think yeah, I think therapy get goo can make

473
00:27:05,240 --> 00:27:07,520
Speaker 2: the just the world a better place the world, the

474
00:27:07,600 --> 00:27:13,240
Speaker 2: world the happier, less uh more therapeutic environment.

475
00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:19,840
Speaker 11: So I was like, oh, let me call and.

476
00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:22,439
Speaker 2: Talk to this this wonderful get go.

477
00:27:25,000 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 3: You know, you're thinking all these positives, you're saying all

478
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:30,600
Speaker 3: these positive things about me, But what if I turn

479
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:35,480
Speaker 3: out to be horrible? Well, then you know secret that

480
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:39,600
Speaker 3: you don't know that if you found out, you would

481
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:40,479
Speaker 3: think I was evil?

482
00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:44,520
Speaker 2: Try me now, I'm no, I'm intrigued.

483
00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:48,200
Speaker 3: No, I mean, I don't have one. I don't think

484
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:49,320
Speaker 3: I do. But what if I did?

485
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:50,840
Speaker 7: I did?

486
00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:53,600
Speaker 3: I just think, Look, you know, we've been talking a

487
00:27:53,600 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 3: lot about optimism, all right, we've been talking a lot

488
00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:58,760
Speaker 3: about reazing positive intent. I think it's good, and I

489
00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:00,280
Speaker 3: think I think that what you're doing is good. I

490
00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:02,560
Speaker 3: like the wather you're operating here. But I do think

491
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,119
Speaker 3: that you should have like just in your pocket, just

492
00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:09,920
Speaker 3: be like what if it I don't I don't know,

493
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,280
Speaker 3: I don't know what it would be, but like, just

494
00:28:12,320 --> 00:28:14,360
Speaker 3: what if this guy is like a terrible dark secret?

495
00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:20,439
Speaker 2: Well, I have to say that's a good point.

496
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:24,720
Speaker 3: I don't. I don't think so I don't think I

497
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:25,840
Speaker 3: have a terrible dark secret.

498
00:28:27,320 --> 00:28:29,600
Speaker 2: Well, I hope you don't have a terrible dark secret,

499
00:28:29,800 --> 00:28:32,120
Speaker 2: but you know, I try to see the good and everybody.

500
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:34,040
Speaker 2: So even if you did, you know, have a terrible

501
00:28:34,119 --> 00:28:36,960
Speaker 2: dark secret, I would try to see some rationality.

502
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:41,360
Speaker 3: So really, so you would try to so you would

503
00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 3: try to rationalize my terrible dark.

504
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:47,920
Speaker 2: Secret nationality, unless sure just the sociopath, in which case

505
00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:51,280
Speaker 2: the rationality you were be born with a chemical imbalanced.

506
00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,520
Speaker 2: Then there is no rationality inside of you.

507
00:28:54,640 --> 00:28:59,040
Speaker 3: Really, you know, that takes a lot like like, I

508
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:01,360
Speaker 3: don't want to bring up any specific examples or anything.

509
00:29:01,480 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 3: I don't want to get too crazy, but like, all right,

510
00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:07,120
Speaker 3: we can both agree that there are people in the

511
00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:13,080
Speaker 3: world that do heinous horrible things, right, right, and you

512
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 3: how do you view those people? You like, rationalize what

513
00:29:16,720 --> 00:29:19,720
Speaker 3: you're able to rationalize what they do? Is like you

514
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:21,520
Speaker 3: can still like empathize with them.

515
00:29:21,960 --> 00:29:23,120
Speaker 11: Well, let's put into perpectives.

516
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 2: I personally know some people who have done some pretty

517
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:31,120
Speaker 2: pretty horrible things, and some of those people have gone

518
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:34,520
Speaker 2: away for a very long time, and some of those

519
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:39,280
Speaker 2: people have not Some of those people who had reasons

520
00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:42,600
Speaker 2: for doing some pretty horrible things, and you know, obviously

521
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:46,200
Speaker 2: they don't justify it, but they do give it some

522
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:52,600
Speaker 2: sort of perspective, I would say, and it doesn't it

523
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 2: doesn't make it right, but it makes you kind of Okay,

524
00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:00,400
Speaker 2: I get it, you know, I get it. And unless,

525
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:02,960
Speaker 2: like I said, the person of the sociopath and just

526
00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:03,800
Speaker 2: has absolutely you.

527
00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 1: Know, emotion.

528
00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:06,040
Speaker 2: At the end of the day, most of the people

529
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:09,080
Speaker 2: who did the horrible things that I know do have

530
00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:14,160
Speaker 2: removers for the things that they did. So I do

531
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,560
Speaker 2: believe that there is some sort of understanding and every terrible,

532
00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:20,200
Speaker 2: terrible action that somebody can do, unless you're just an

533
00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:23,160
Speaker 2: awful person, which I grat I don't mean to say

534
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:25,520
Speaker 2: sociopaths are all awful people, because some of them are,

535
00:30:25,560 --> 00:30:28,400
Speaker 2: Like they realize that, like I can't feel emotion towards people,

536
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:32,360
Speaker 2: so I'm just gonna not be We're gonna try not

537
00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 2: to be a scumbag.

538
00:30:34,360 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 3: Wow, I'm very impressed because you know, seeing the good

539
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 3: in people, like reading positive intent, having an optimistic view

540
00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:48,280
Speaker 3: that human beings are generally good and that life is

541
00:30:48,320 --> 00:30:49,200
Speaker 3: generally good.

542
00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:49,240
Speaker 11: And that.

543
00:30:50,760 --> 00:30:56,600
Speaker 3: You know, all that stuff is easy to do, except

544
00:30:56,640 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 3: when it's really hard, like like you know what I mean.

545
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:08,600
Speaker 3: Sometimes that's what sometimes like it's really hard, but some

546
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 3: people they show up for it and they're like, no,

547
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:15,840
Speaker 3: despite this, I still believe that humanity is good.

548
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,600
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I always say that, you know, back

549
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:24,000
Speaker 2: to the logic thing, which is humanity. I think humanity

550
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:25,760
Speaker 2: is good. But I really just think that.

551
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:27,960
Speaker 11: Evil people and evil their evil deeds.

552
00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,239
Speaker 2: Let's say, evil things are just the breakdowns logic. So

553
00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:37,280
Speaker 2: evil arises when logic it just doesn't exist. So like

554
00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:40,680
Speaker 2: it's illogical. He said, as goal to kill and eat somebody,

555
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:43,920
Speaker 2: that's not logical, that's not logically sound thing to do,

556
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,680
Speaker 2: So that would be considered an evil thing to do

557
00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:53,480
Speaker 2: in my opinion. Yeah, so so yeah, that's that's so.

558
00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:56,400
Speaker 2: I mean, if it's not it's not logic logically sound,

559
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 2: then it's an evil deed. And I've done some illogical

560
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:03,040
Speaker 2: things in my life myself, so I don't exempt myself

561
00:32:03,040 --> 00:32:06,120
Speaker 2: from that from that category. But I do think that

562
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:07,560
Speaker 2: people are inherently good.

563
00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:11,120
Speaker 3: So if you think it's illogical if someone does something,

564
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:14,520
Speaker 3: that's if something does something something bad that is illogical,

565
00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,360
Speaker 3: you think it's it's purely evil.

566
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:20,959
Speaker 2: I think, yeah, well, I think just illogical acts are

567
00:32:21,000 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 2: purely evil, and that doesn't necessarily mean that an all

568
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:25,600
Speaker 2: logical act has bad like it doesn't have to be

569
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,480
Speaker 2: like like I mean, I can be illogical when I'm

570
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:29,640
Speaker 2: trying to take a test. That doesn't mean it's a

571
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:32,239
Speaker 2: it's a bad thing or an evil thing. But I

572
00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:34,800
Speaker 2: just think, you know, I like, evil acts when it

573
00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:40,520
Speaker 2: comes to peer to peer are tend to be illogical.

574
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:47,280
Speaker 3: So someone kills and eats someone, you consider that, how

575
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:51,640
Speaker 3: how is that all right? But so if someone kills

576
00:32:51,640 --> 00:32:55,920
Speaker 3: and eats someone and there's the logic is that there's

577
00:32:56,040 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 3: something so like wrong with them mentally that causes them

578
00:33:01,360 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 3: to do that, what is that in your eyes? Make

579
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 3: that evil?

580
00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:08,680
Speaker 4: Yeah?

581
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 2: I mean it makes it so like so there's a

582
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:14,360
Speaker 2: chemical imbalance that I mean, like you just said, so

583
00:33:14,520 --> 00:33:17,200
Speaker 2: logically to them, it's not illogical. So I wouldn't say

584
00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:19,560
Speaker 2: it's evil. I would say at that point it's necessary,

585
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:24,360
Speaker 2: like because you have people who do not have you know, uh,

586
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 2: substantial grasps on empathy and logic, and they're absolutely necessary

587
00:33:31,560 --> 00:33:33,120
Speaker 2: to the natural order of things.

588
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:34,320
Speaker 11: So I wouldn't.

589
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,920
Speaker 2: Necessarily consider that evil. I would consider it a necessary

590
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,440
Speaker 2: thing that to exist. So that way we have some

591
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:44,720
Speaker 2: sort of basis to reflect upon the good and the evil.

592
00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:50,640
Speaker 2: And I think that evil comes when when people who

593
00:33:50,720 --> 00:33:54,280
Speaker 2: know what's right and know what's good choose to do

594
00:33:54,360 --> 00:33:56,400
Speaker 2: the illogical thing and do what's wrong.

595
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:02,840
Speaker 3: All this this is why, this is why I fucked

596
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:04,640
Speaker 3: so heavily with dogs.

597
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:06,720
Speaker 15: Dogs.

598
00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:07,400
Speaker 11: Dogs are chill.

599
00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:09,200
Speaker 2: You know what, then it's crazy. I'm a cat guy.

600
00:34:09,800 --> 00:34:14,840
Speaker 3: Your cat cats too, Because if a dog does something

601
00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:18,640
Speaker 3: bad or even even good, it's dog. Dogs. They don't

602
00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:21,799
Speaker 3: know the difference between right and wrong. So they're they're

603
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:26,719
Speaker 3: just inherently pure. They're not like Machavelian. They're just dogs.

604
00:34:27,560 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 3: They're just there. They don't think about right or wrong,

605
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:34,480
Speaker 3: and they don't think about the logic behind their actions.

606
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:37,720
Speaker 3: They just do things. That's why they can trust.

607
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:40,040
Speaker 11: Yeah.

608
00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:43,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, and dogs are pretty chill.

609
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:44,840
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be honest.

610
00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:46,920
Speaker 2: I didn't even expect you to answer when you call it,

611
00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:49,240
Speaker 2: so I didn't even have anything really prepared to talk about.

612
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:51,279
Speaker 2: So I just just like, let me see if I

613
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:53,640
Speaker 2: can get therapy, get go, and I.

614
00:34:53,640 --> 00:34:56,480
Speaker 3: Got my stream, and I don't ever have anything prepared

615
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,399
Speaker 3: to talk about except the question that I didn't even

616
00:34:58,440 --> 00:34:58,799
Speaker 3: ask you.

617
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:04,400
Speaker 2: All right, Yeah, I respect that. I mean, that's the

618
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:05,320
Speaker 2: way to do it.

619
00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:06,279
Speaker 11: Is just go off the cup.

620
00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:09,959
Speaker 3: So how do you think this went?

621
00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:12,239
Speaker 11: I think this went.

622
00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 2: I feel pretty therapeutic so far. I feel like I've

623
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:16,680
Speaker 2: been therapied.

624
00:35:17,440 --> 00:35:17,920
Speaker 11: Therapied.

625
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:20,960
Speaker 2: Well, I've never been to a therapist before, except for

626
00:35:21,000 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 2: that one time where my school mandated it when I

627
00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:25,120
Speaker 2: was in my junior year in order for me to

628
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:27,400
Speaker 2: come back after a long term suspension.

629
00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:32,600
Speaker 3: I'm not a real therapist. I'm just a gecko guy

630
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:37,279
Speaker 3: on the website where people speed run super Mario sixty four.

631
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:41,520
Speaker 2: Well, well, to me, I think you're a real therapist.

632
00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:44,080
Speaker 2: To me, you're a real therapist.

633
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:45,000
Speaker 11: So there we go.

634
00:35:49,760 --> 00:35:51,800
Speaker 3: I think that's a dangerous thing to call myself.

635
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:56,319
Speaker 2: I think I could get you into some trouble if

636
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 2: you start advertising yourself as a real therapist.

637
00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:00,399
Speaker 11: Mm hmm.

638
00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,600
Speaker 2: What was my name is?

639
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:03,919
Speaker 5: Rudd?

640
00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 3: Thank you so much for cork are you.

641
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:07,719
Speaker 13: D d Well?

642
00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:10,239
Speaker 2: Thank you for taking my call, mister therapy gecko. It's

643
00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:11,239
Speaker 2: been a pleasure to the night.

644
00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:16,760
Speaker 4: You too, all from Fletcher?

645
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 3: Fletcher?

646
00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:23,280
Speaker 4: Oh no way, why.

647
00:36:25,440 --> 00:36:26,080
Speaker 11: How's it doing?

648
00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:29,360
Speaker 3: That's going right?

649
00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:35,239
Speaker 11: That's good? Here? Are you?

650
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,120
Speaker 3: You seem Strauss?

651
00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:45,200
Speaker 11: Yeah? I think I called like two hundred times. I

652
00:36:45,239 --> 00:36:46,000
Speaker 11: was calling.

653
00:36:45,760 --> 00:36:47,279
Speaker 1: You a lot the other day.

654
00:36:48,560 --> 00:36:50,720
Speaker 3: Why I had.

655
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:54,200
Speaker 11: Something to tell you. I was it was the night

656
00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 11: of my senior prank.

657
00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:58,360
Speaker 3: Your senior prank.

658
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:04,400
Speaker 11: Yeah, you know all the seniors go out do something.

659
00:37:08,040 --> 00:37:09,480
Speaker 3: Why are you calling me on the night of your

660
00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:10,080
Speaker 3: senior brank?

661
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:13,080
Speaker 11: Well, because I just wanted to draw out and do it,

662
00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:17,080
Speaker 11: and I think the topic was like something related to it.

663
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:25,680
Speaker 11: What was it? Well, so we got like fifty thousand forks, right,

664
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:29,440
Speaker 11: and then we went out to our football field. We

665
00:37:29,520 --> 00:37:35,600
Speaker 11: had like forty people and we stuck them in the ground.

666
00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:39,480
Speaker 3: You stuck fifty How many forks do you.

667
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 11: Say, Yeah, fifty thousand.

668
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 3: You stuck fifty thousand forks in the ground.

669
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:54,240
Speaker 11: Yeah, I don't get it. Well, you got to see it.

670
00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:56,160
Speaker 11: I mean, if you want to see I could tell

671
00:37:56,160 --> 00:38:00,600
Speaker 11: you my buddy's TikTok's Like.

672
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:02,200
Speaker 3: No, I mean, like, what is the what is the

673
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:03,560
Speaker 3: point of it? Like, what is it?

674
00:38:04,239 --> 00:38:08,120
Speaker 11: Oh? Well do well? The point was like it looks

675
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:11,239
Speaker 11: funny because like the forks, you know, they're just in

676
00:38:11,280 --> 00:38:14,359
Speaker 11: the ground, and like it like it looked like if

677
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:16,279
Speaker 11: you looked at it from a certain angle, it looked

678
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:20,560
Speaker 11: like snow and it's Florida, So like it looked like snow.

679
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:23,680
Speaker 11: But the funny part was going to be like people

680
00:38:23,719 --> 00:38:27,400
Speaker 11: picking them up. But we got caught with all the

681
00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:30,399
Speaker 11: cops and all this stuff, so that we actually ended

682
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:31,160
Speaker 11: up picking it up.

683
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:34,920
Speaker 3: Oh so you didn't even get away with it.

684
00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:40,400
Speaker 11: Oh no, No, we got like, oh like maybe like

685
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:44,400
Speaker 11: fifteen of us got caught, but then like the rest

686
00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:45,080
Speaker 11: of us.

687
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:48,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, people, does it take to stick fifty? I mean

688
00:38:48,600 --> 00:38:50,800
Speaker 3: that's a lot of forks.

689
00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:52,480
Speaker 11: That's it. No, it was a lot of works.

690
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,320
Speaker 3: How people did you have working on this operation? Whose

691
00:38:56,400 --> 00:38:57,279
Speaker 3: idea was this?

692
00:38:58,120 --> 00:38:58,359
Speaker 11: Was there?

693
00:38:58,840 --> 00:39:03,319
Speaker 3: Like? I want to know what other like options there

694
00:39:03,400 --> 00:39:05,759
Speaker 3: were that this beat out?

695
00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:09,920
Speaker 11: Right? Okay, so that's the thing. I just got a

696
00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:13,239
Speaker 11: call from a buddy and he was like, yo, he

697
00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:15,959
Speaker 11: pulled me in on it. He he sent me into

698
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,840
Speaker 11: a group chat. I'm like, so we're putting forks on

699
00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:21,480
Speaker 11: the ground. That was my first that was like what

700
00:39:21,520 --> 00:39:24,080
Speaker 11: I thought too. I was like forks. But then someone

701
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:26,959
Speaker 11: sent me a video like they did it to someone's yard,

702
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:30,040
Speaker 11: and I was like, okay, that's pretty funny. So we

703
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:31,719
Speaker 11: just hopped on it and we were like all right,

704
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:39,080
Speaker 11: but it took oh man, like forty something people and

705
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:43,120
Speaker 11: we had just duffel bags and like trucks, like four

706
00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 11: trucks filled.

707
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:49,800
Speaker 3: It was like where did you source fifty thousand forks?

708
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:48,279
Speaker 10: Where?

709
00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 11: Yeah? We uh so we we cleared out our Sam's

710
00:39:55,040 --> 00:39:59,560
Speaker 11: Club and our Costo and then we had.

711
00:39:59,640 --> 00:40:00,920
Speaker 3: Walmart lastic forks.

712
00:40:01,880 --> 00:40:06,239
Speaker 11: Yeah yeah, and we we had we made Walmart like

713
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:08,760
Speaker 11: restock on them like twice.

714
00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:14,200
Speaker 3: What's fifty thousand about it? By forty that's like at

715
00:40:14,239 --> 00:40:17,799
Speaker 3: least one thousand and four. That's over a thousand, Yeah,

716
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:22,160
Speaker 3: a little bit of a thousand forks per person. Yeah,

717
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,080
Speaker 3: I think you guys kind of pranked yourselves with this one.

718
00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:28,320
Speaker 3: That sounds that sounds grueling.

719
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:30,959
Speaker 11: I mean the outcome is pretty good.

720
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:34,080
Speaker 3: I mean we still don't know. I still don't get

721
00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:34,640
Speaker 3: the outcome.

722
00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 11: Well, it's well, see it didn't go as planned because

723
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:44,279
Speaker 11: you know, we got caught and we had to pick

724
00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:48,680
Speaker 11: them up. But like it looked funny, Like it really

725
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:50,359
Speaker 11: does look funny. Wow.

726
00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:52,319
Speaker 3: How was it supposed to go?

727
00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:55,319
Speaker 11: Well, it was supposed to go, you know, like we

728
00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 11: all just put the forks in leave the way we came,

729
00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:05,600
Speaker 11: and then the aps like our teachers and counselors or something,

730
00:41:06,360 --> 00:41:08,680
Speaker 11: or like maybe like the juniors have to go out

731
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:13,480
Speaker 11: there and pick them up. That was like the outcome

732
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 11: because I imagine having to pick like putting them in

733
00:41:17,239 --> 00:41:19,320
Speaker 11: like just like sticking and putting.

734
00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 3: By the way, putting them in sounds more grueling than

735
00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 3: taking them at Taking out fifty forks is way easier

736
00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:29,520
Speaker 3: than I mean, did the majority of the work for this.

737
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:31,600
Speaker 16: It's definitely I feel like.

738
00:41:31,520 --> 00:41:36,319
Speaker 3: This prank is very the ire was self inflicted as

739
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:41,400
Speaker 3: opposed to giving to someone else. I mean, that's just me.

740
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:43,759
Speaker 3: I may you know what, you know what I'm gonna do.

741
00:41:44,120 --> 00:41:48,080
Speaker 3: What you say your name was Fletcher, Fletcher, I'll look

742
00:41:48,120 --> 00:41:51,799
Speaker 3: it up. I'm gonna look up maybe maybe I'll I'll

743
00:41:52,200 --> 00:41:55,000
Speaker 3: limit your field of forks. You don't have to. I'll

744
00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:58,200
Speaker 3: find it on the internet. But if maybe I'll see

745
00:41:58,239 --> 00:41:59,840
Speaker 3: it and I'll laugh and I'll get it then. But

746
00:42:00,239 --> 00:42:01,200
Speaker 3: it described to me.

747
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:07,520
Speaker 11: If you're doing TikTok uh and probably just go to

748
00:42:07,600 --> 00:42:09,759
Speaker 11: like friend.

749
00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:12,880
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for for for calling in, Fletcher.

750
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:14,440
Speaker 3: I appreciate you.

751
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:21,319
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, dude, thank you. You have a good one. Yeah.

752
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:30,680
Speaker 4: All from Lillian, Lillian, Hello, how are you?

753
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:32,360
Speaker 13: How are you?

754
00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:34,359
Speaker 15: Wow?

755
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:37,880
Speaker 3: This is exciting, I know, isn't it?

756
00:42:38,680 --> 00:42:39,120
Speaker 6: Yeah?

757
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:42,360
Speaker 14: Very exciting. How are you?

758
00:42:42,360 --> 00:42:44,720
Speaker 3: You know, I'm all right, I'm chilling. I'm in the sky,

759
00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:49,280
Speaker 3: I in computer, I'm living.

760
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:51,640
Speaker 7: Yeah, Jack, are you're really good?

761
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,240
Speaker 15: You seemed a little cranky earlier?

762
00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:56,640
Speaker 3: Did I a little?

763
00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:57,279
Speaker 14: I don't know.

764
00:42:57,320 --> 00:42:59,359
Speaker 7: I just wanted to do like a mental health check.

765
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:01,520
Speaker 3: Oh, I'm doing a bit.

766
00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:03,400
Speaker 7: Oh okay.

767
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 3: This whole thing is a bit, a bit.

768
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:06,399
Speaker 6: Of what.

769
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:11,000
Speaker 3: You know, like a bit a bit of what like

770
00:43:11,080 --> 00:43:13,200
Speaker 3: therapy Gecko. It's a joke, it's a bit.

771
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:17,839
Speaker 7: Okay. Well, I was doing a bit at you. I'm sorry, Hey, Lyle,

772
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:18,239
Speaker 7: how are you?

773
00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:20,480
Speaker 3: Uh, I'm okay. How are you?

774
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:22,680
Speaker 6: I'm good?

775
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:25,960
Speaker 3: Well? Would you do today, Lilian?

776
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:29,680
Speaker 6: What did I do today?

777
00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:32,640
Speaker 15: I got some bubble tea.

778
00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:34,640
Speaker 6: Because I'm addicted to bubble teeth.

779
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:35,600
Speaker 7: It was really good.

780
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:37,880
Speaker 15: I had a really long worthday, so I was like,

781
00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:39,520
Speaker 15: I'm gonna treat myself after work.

782
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:44,520
Speaker 3: What do you what do you work as?

783
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,080
Speaker 6: I work with children.

784
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,240
Speaker 15: I teach them how to read.

785
00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:57,080
Speaker 3: It's an important skill, but it is getting faded out

786
00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:59,040
Speaker 3: a little bit. It's becoming less and less important to

787
00:43:59,040 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 3: know how to read.

788
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:03,680
Speaker 15: Yeah, I don't know.

789
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:06,320
Speaker 6: I don't know about that. I like reading.

790
00:44:06,440 --> 00:44:09,120
Speaker 15: I haven't actually picked up a book in kind of

791
00:44:09,160 --> 00:44:12,240
Speaker 15: a minute. But I did enjoy reading as a kids,

792
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:12,520
Speaker 15: so I.

793
00:44:12,520 --> 00:44:15,520
Speaker 3: Kind of I like, I mean, you know, most kids,

794
00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:17,560
Speaker 3: they get a lot of their information from you know,

795
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:20,040
Speaker 3: YouTube and from audio. It's important to know how to

796
00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 3: look at things and listen to them. But reading words,

797
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:26,359
Speaker 3: I you know, it's getting less and less important, I

798
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:29,360
Speaker 3: think in twenty twenty one.

799
00:44:29,640 --> 00:44:33,560
Speaker 15: Yeah, you might be right. That's kind of sad that

800
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:36,200
Speaker 15: you say that, because I only.

801
00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:39,720
Speaker 7: Recently realized that I wanted to go on this life

802
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:41,520
Speaker 7: path of teaching children to read.

803
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:45,399
Speaker 3: So maybe children how to watch YouTube videos.

804
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:47,920
Speaker 7: Oh they know how to do that better.

805
00:44:47,719 --> 00:44:48,239
Speaker 2: Than I do.

806
00:44:48,719 --> 00:44:50,600
Speaker 3: We say, exactly, see, they don't even need to read.

807
00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:53,920
Speaker 15: I guess that's true.

808
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 7: That's true.

809
00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:56,560
Speaker 3: Ridiculous.

810
00:44:57,560 --> 00:44:59,239
Speaker 7: Yeah, I feel like I'm pretty ridiculous.

811
00:44:59,280 --> 00:45:02,080
Speaker 3: Actually, really, what is ridiculous about you?

812
00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:03,560
Speaker 12: Oh?

813
00:45:03,560 --> 00:45:09,439
Speaker 15: My gosh, where to start? Honestly, I feel like I

814
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,879
Speaker 15: like to mess with people a little bit.

815
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:13,840
Speaker 6: Like I'm a big.

816
00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:18,279
Speaker 15: Fan of pranks and just like just like not like

817
00:45:18,640 --> 00:45:22,040
Speaker 15: I don't like pranks that are like really aggressive, like,

818
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:26,240
Speaker 15: but but I like to mess with people a little.

819
00:45:26,040 --> 00:45:28,760
Speaker 3: Bit, Like did you hear the guy that we had earlier?

820
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:29,760
Speaker 3: Who uh.

821
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:34,920
Speaker 15: Yeah, yeah, I really like, I really like that prank.

822
00:45:36,320 --> 00:45:37,879
Speaker 3: Could you explain it to me? I had no idea

823
00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:38,840
Speaker 3: what he was talking about.

824
00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:45,080
Speaker 15: Okay, so imagine that you come to school. To imagine

825
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 15: you're like a sophomore in high school and you're driving

826
00:45:47,680 --> 00:45:50,200
Speaker 15: up to school and you're passing the football field.

827
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:51,719
Speaker 6: But wait, something's off.

828
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:55,719
Speaker 15: There's a huge field of silver. What is going on?

829
00:45:56,239 --> 00:45:57,800
Speaker 14: And you realize plastic?

830
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:01,759
Speaker 15: Oh they're plastic. Okay, so it's a whole field of plastic.

831
00:46:02,320 --> 00:46:05,439
Speaker 15: And then you're like, whoa, what the fork is that?

832
00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:06,720
Speaker 15: It's fork?

833
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:09,359
Speaker 6: It's hilarious, you know what.

834
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:14,400
Speaker 3: I'm I'm glad for that guy's sake that I'm the

835
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:17,200
Speaker 3: crazy one here that doesn't understand what he what the

836
00:46:17,239 --> 00:46:19,839
Speaker 3: fork thing is. I'm glad that's see. That's the thing

837
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:22,840
Speaker 3: is with everything, all you need is one pert. You

838
00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:25,880
Speaker 3: just need one person to get it. That's all that matters.

839
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:27,680
Speaker 3: I'm happy for him that he has, at least to

840
00:46:27,719 --> 00:46:29,239
Speaker 3: you that understands what that was.

841
00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:31,520
Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean, pranks were great.

842
00:46:31,520 --> 00:46:34,960
Speaker 15: I mean my senior prank with a bunch of crickets

843
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,040
Speaker 15: that were left out in the hallway, which I.

844
00:46:37,080 --> 00:46:40,160
Speaker 3: Think was not a very good prank crickets in the hallway,

845
00:46:40,200 --> 00:46:42,640
Speaker 3: all right, that but that's a little bit that's like

846
00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:44,360
Speaker 3: a that's less of a prank and more of like

847
00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,239
Speaker 3: a plague.

848
00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:48,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, exactly.

849
00:46:49,920 --> 00:46:54,560
Speaker 3: Definitely more creative than the forks, because like if someone's

850
00:46:55,120 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 3: because how do you get crickets? Where do you get

851
00:46:58,200 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 3: him from?

852
00:46:59,360 --> 00:46:59,799
Speaker 6: Pet coke?

853
00:47:03,040 --> 00:47:05,239
Speaker 3: That's funny. I like the cricket thing better than the

854
00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:05,680
Speaker 3: fork thing.

855
00:47:05,880 --> 00:47:09,280
Speaker 15: I don't know, I don't know. Crickets are like yucky,

856
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:13,160
Speaker 15: I mean not like someone actually has to clean up crickets,

857
00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:15,359
Speaker 15: like you have to call like an exterminator for that.

858
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:18,280
Speaker 3: That's I don't know exactly. It's a lot more work

859
00:47:18,360 --> 00:47:21,080
Speaker 3: than the than the fork thing. Yeah, what that guy

860
00:47:21,239 --> 00:47:23,520
Speaker 3: was going for with the fork thing was creating as

861
00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:27,640
Speaker 3: much difficulty and stress and hardship as possible for the

862
00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:32,880
Speaker 3: people that he was pranking. And he could have accomplished

863
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:35,040
Speaker 3: that much more with crickets in the hallway than with

864
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:36,560
Speaker 3: the forks.

865
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:38,480
Speaker 7: Maybe maybe, I don't know.

866
00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 15: I like, I like silly things like that that seem

867
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:45,960
Speaker 15: a little bit useless but are noticeable, Like those are

868
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:47,760
Speaker 15: my favorite kinds of pranks.

869
00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,600
Speaker 3: Why was it I interrupted you you were talking about

870
00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:56,680
Speaker 3: you were talking about the pranks that you like to

871
00:47:56,719 --> 00:47:57,200
Speaker 3: pull off.

872
00:47:58,280 --> 00:48:00,920
Speaker 15: Oh, I mean I like to do like silly pranks,

873
00:48:01,000 --> 00:48:02,520
Speaker 15: like a classic one.

874
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:03,480
Speaker 6: I like to do.

875
00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:07,080
Speaker 15: If I'm like invited to a party. I guess it's

876
00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:09,560
Speaker 15: been a while since COVID and whatnot. But I'll go

877
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:11,279
Speaker 15: to the dollar store and buy like, you know.

878
00:48:11,200 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 7: Those like big tubes of like.

879
00:48:13,080 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 15: Farm animals or like dinosaurs or whatever, and I'll fill

880
00:48:18,160 --> 00:48:20,279
Speaker 15: my purse with them, and then I'll get to the

881
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:24,360
Speaker 15: house and I'll just casually throughout the evening leave little

882
00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:28,160
Speaker 15: plastic toys around the house, and they'll people will be like,

883
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:30,759
Speaker 15: where did this some horse come from? Where did this

884
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,080
Speaker 15: dinosaur come from? And no one knows that it's me,

885
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:36,839
Speaker 15: And it's like, again, really kind of dumb, but we're

886
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:39,040
Speaker 15: here giggling and everyone else.

887
00:48:38,960 --> 00:48:39,759
Speaker 6: Is just confused.

888
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:43,319
Speaker 15: I mean, my pranking is purely ridiculous to me, and

889
00:48:43,360 --> 00:48:45,080
Speaker 15: that's that's kind of why it's great.

890
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:48,839
Speaker 3: So you're kind of giving these people gifts, I.

891
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 15: Guess, yeah, yeah, Well this is just like one example.

892
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:55,600
Speaker 15: I guess another example.

893
00:48:55,400 --> 00:49:00,160
Speaker 3: Do you keep the do you keep the the do

894
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 3: they get to keep the animal figures or do you

895
00:49:03,000 --> 00:49:04,279
Speaker 3: take them back at the end of the night.

896
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:08,799
Speaker 15: I've only been discovered one time, and it was only

897
00:49:08,800 --> 00:49:12,840
Speaker 15: because the party was kind of small, and uh I

898
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:15,840
Speaker 15: I wasn't being as sneaky about it as.

899
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:16,399
Speaker 6: It could have been.

900
00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:19,640
Speaker 15: But it's it's something I do pretty.

901
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:23,000
Speaker 3: Often, and what happens when you got caught.

902
00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,399
Speaker 15: I just like denied it for a while, and then

903
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:28,839
Speaker 15: the next time I was at the house, I saw

904
00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:31,160
Speaker 15: like a little plastic dinosaur and I'm like, hey, I

905
00:49:31,280 --> 00:49:33,920
Speaker 15: put that there, and everyone was like, oh, we knew it.

906
00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:40,239
Speaker 3: I don't know, Yeah, where did they come up with

907
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:41,319
Speaker 3: the idea to do that.

908
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:45,640
Speaker 15: I just I just like to fuck with people in

909
00:49:45,719 --> 00:49:48,480
Speaker 15: like the least cruel way, you know, Like I just

910
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:50,560
Speaker 15: like to get like a little giggle out of people,

911
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:53,960
Speaker 15: just like make it makes me silly, you know, like

912
00:49:54,880 --> 00:49:56,879
Speaker 15: like little little things.

913
00:49:57,760 --> 00:49:59,360
Speaker 3: What was the other thing you were gonna tell me about?

914
00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 15: So the prank is actually this phone call.

915
00:50:07,200 --> 00:50:08,880
Speaker 6: My name isn't actually Willian.

916
00:50:08,960 --> 00:50:13,440
Speaker 7: It's actually a play on Lyle forever, so like the

917
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:18,239
Speaker 7: Lilian part, right Lyle and then forever like Lillian, like Gudzillian.

918
00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:21,160
Speaker 15: It's kind of it's kind of a stretch.

919
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:23,800
Speaker 6: Anyways. The prank is is that.

920
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 8: I actually know who you are, and you know who.

921
00:50:26,520 --> 00:50:37,759
Speaker 15: I am, and I just wanted to say Hi, what's up. Well,

922
00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:39,839
Speaker 15: we went to high school together, so I thought that

923
00:50:39,920 --> 00:50:44,360
Speaker 15: the crickets would give it away. So I'm surprised you

924
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:45,080
Speaker 15: don't remember that.

925
00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:50,239
Speaker 3: I never heard of crickets being what letter does our

926
00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 3: high school start with?

927
00:50:51,880 --> 00:50:54,480
Speaker 7: It starts with an oh?

928
00:50:54,920 --> 00:50:56,320
Speaker 3: We did not go to high school together.

929
00:50:57,040 --> 00:50:58,440
Speaker 15: We didn't go to high school together.

930
00:50:58,640 --> 00:50:59,960
Speaker 3: We did not go to high school together.

931
00:51:00,840 --> 00:51:02,200
Speaker 7: Wait, then, how do I know you?

932
00:51:03,239 --> 00:51:07,000
Speaker 3: What? What did? What letter does the second word in

933
00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:08,799
Speaker 3: the in the high school you went to start with?

934
00:51:12,160 --> 00:51:13,319
Speaker 7: Oh?

935
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:15,280
Speaker 15: Did you go to the other high school?

936
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:18,120
Speaker 3: Yes?

937
00:51:18,960 --> 00:51:20,760
Speaker 7: Oh, okay, I did not realize.

938
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 15: That I'm a little older than you, But that's okay because.

939
00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:29,000
Speaker 7: My high school had that prank.

940
00:51:29,040 --> 00:51:30,840
Speaker 15: Anyways, but we do know each other, and this is

941
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:33,000
Speaker 15: kind of a prank call. I just wanted to say

942
00:51:33,040 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 15: hey and tell you that you're doing great and you're

943
00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:37,600
Speaker 15: doing amazing and I'm really proud of you.

944
00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:44,600
Speaker 3: Thank you, Lyne. I appreciate that very much. And you

945
00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:46,520
Speaker 3: know this was this was a nice prank.

946
00:51:51,280 --> 00:51:53,719
Speaker 15: Okay, yeah, you.

947
00:51:53,719 --> 00:51:54,800
Speaker 7: Too, have a good emile.

948
00:51:57,960 --> 00:51:59,960
Speaker 4: Paul from Asia.

949
00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:06,360
Speaker 3: Asia, Hi, what's up Asia Asia? How old are you?

950
00:52:06,440 --> 00:52:13,360
Speaker 10: Dude, I am nineteen, you're nineteen. My heart is racing

951
00:52:13,480 --> 00:52:18,080
Speaker 10: right behind and actually I didn't think this is actually

952
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:18,680
Speaker 10: going to happen.

953
00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:21,600
Speaker 3: Who's your heart? What's your heart racing against.

954
00:52:25,760 --> 00:52:26,280
Speaker 6: My chest?

955
00:52:27,960 --> 00:52:32,160
Speaker 3: What did you do today? I worked all day as what.

956
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,600
Speaker 6: As a food runner at a bar?

957
00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:38,680
Speaker 3: You ran food at a bar?

958
00:52:39,840 --> 00:52:40,080
Speaker 6: Yes?

959
00:52:40,680 --> 00:52:44,080
Speaker 3: What's the what's this this bar? What's the most delicious

960
00:52:44,080 --> 00:52:45,080
Speaker 3: item they have on the menu?

961
00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 6: Pizza?

962
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:51,840
Speaker 3: That is it the bread or the sauce or the cheese.

963
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:56,719
Speaker 6: It's like thin crust pizza, so like the cheese and

964
00:52:56,760 --> 00:52:59,560
Speaker 6: the sauce. Is this like even with the bread. It's

965
00:52:59,680 --> 00:53:01,680
Speaker 6: like a good equation for everybody?

966
00:53:02,120 --> 00:53:03,120
Speaker 3: And why is it weird?

967
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:07,080
Speaker 6: Is it? Why is it weird?

968
00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:10,120
Speaker 3: You were saying it's weird and I interrupted you.

969
00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:18,440
Speaker 6: Oh it's uh, oh, it's weird because it's an Irish

970
00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,560
Speaker 6: it's an Irish pub. So it's like, why do they

971
00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:21,240
Speaker 6: sell pizza?

972
00:53:22,520 --> 00:53:24,239
Speaker 3: Is pizza not Irish?

973
00:53:24,360 --> 00:53:26,600
Speaker 6: I don't think it's Irish. I thought it was like Italian?

974
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:34,640
Speaker 13: Who are you? I?

975
00:53:34,640 --> 00:53:38,520
Speaker 6: I don't. I don't think I'm anybody, to be honest, you.

976
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 3: Don't think you're anybody? No, what do you mean by that?

977
00:53:46,840 --> 00:53:50,920
Speaker 6: I don't I just feel like we're kind of on

978
00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:53,000
Speaker 6: a rock and nobody's kind of anyone.

979
00:53:54,760 --> 00:53:58,040
Speaker 3: So if nobody's anyone, does that mean that anyone can

980
00:53:58,120 --> 00:54:05,160
Speaker 3: be anyone? Theoretically possibly? So if I'm not me and

981
00:54:05,239 --> 00:54:07,480
Speaker 3: I have no claim to my identity, does that mean

982
00:54:07,480 --> 00:54:09,120
Speaker 3: that you could be me if you really wanted to.

983
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:10,880
Speaker 3: Because no one's already taking up the space.

984
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:16,960
Speaker 6: Oh my god, you're asking them really deep questions. I

985
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:18,920
Speaker 6: don't think i'm high enough for this conversation.

986
00:54:19,280 --> 00:54:21,359
Speaker 3: Why do you have to be high for this conversation? Well,

987
00:54:21,400 --> 00:54:23,600
Speaker 3: I think that would hurt you in that sense, because

988
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:25,880
Speaker 3: then you'd be all distracted and hungry.

989
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,640
Speaker 6: Actually, I, for some reason, whenever I smoke, I don't

990
00:54:30,640 --> 00:54:34,680
Speaker 6: get hungry. I actually get really, uh paranoid.

991
00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:39,439
Speaker 3: Really, what do you get paranoid about?

992
00:54:39,800 --> 00:54:43,160
Speaker 6: I'm not sure. It's it's like everything. I overthink situations

993
00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:43,680
Speaker 6: too much.

994
00:54:44,440 --> 00:54:47,560
Speaker 3: M are you over What do you think about this

995
00:54:47,640 --> 00:54:49,040
Speaker 3: situation that you're in right now?

996
00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:55,160
Speaker 7: I'm terrified, you're terrified.

997
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,080
Speaker 3: I walk me through this real quick. I'm sorry. I

998
00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:00,000
Speaker 3: want to hear what you're gonna say.

999
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:03,239
Speaker 6: Oh no, you're all right, you go, I'm sorry.

1000
00:55:03,560 --> 00:55:04,560
Speaker 3: No, I had nothing to say.

1001
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 6: Oh all right, well, I don't know. I feel like

1002
00:55:10,280 --> 00:55:13,319
Speaker 6: sometimes people dial in because they have something they want

1003
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:16,839
Speaker 6: to say, and sometimes you know, you don't think it's

1004
00:55:16,960 --> 00:55:19,600
Speaker 6: actually going to happen. You're like, you know, now, wow,

1005
00:55:19,640 --> 00:55:21,759
Speaker 6: it would be amazing, but it's not something you think

1006
00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 6: that's actually possible. I didn't think this would happen tonight.

1007
00:55:25,320 --> 00:55:29,200
Speaker 3: Mmmm. So you are saying that sometimes people call into

1008
00:55:29,200 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 3: this stream because they have something to say, But do

1009
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:33,240
Speaker 3: you not do you not believe that you have something

1010
00:55:33,239 --> 00:55:35,000
Speaker 3: to say?

1011
00:55:35,440 --> 00:55:39,719
Speaker 6: I feel, uh like maybe I don't. I don't know.

1012
00:55:39,800 --> 00:55:43,719
Speaker 6: I just ramble sometimes have a.

1013
00:55:43,719 --> 00:55:48,920
Speaker 3: Meaning deep within you asia for something to say. What

1014
00:55:48,920 --> 00:55:49,680
Speaker 3: do you think that would be?

1015
00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:51,440
Speaker 6: Anything?

1016
00:55:52,239 --> 00:55:54,440
Speaker 3: Anything? Before we go?

1017
00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,400
Speaker 6: I think I would say that I wish that, uh,

1018
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:06,560
Speaker 6: the uh, the foundations of what we live off now

1019
00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:12,760
Speaker 6: like didn't exist. Like I wish that we didn't have

1020
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:16,600
Speaker 6: like a currency, or we didn't have like all these

1021
00:56:16,680 --> 00:56:19,040
Speaker 6: rules that we like try to live by every day.

1022
00:56:19,320 --> 00:56:22,719
Speaker 6: Like I wish we could just go back to just

1023
00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:26,759
Speaker 6: being little cavemen when living off the land and we

1024
00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:31,760
Speaker 6: didn't have to worry about like beauty standards and wealth

1025
00:56:31,960 --> 00:56:36,480
Speaker 6: and all this stuff. Just surviving would be nice.

1026
00:56:37,440 --> 00:56:42,080
Speaker 3: Here's the thing is that you can't determine what society values.

1027
00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:44,719
Speaker 3: I mean, you can attempt to influence society, but that's

1028
00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:48,120
Speaker 3: a little hard. What you can do it is determined

1029
00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:51,160
Speaker 3: what is important to you, right, So you know, you

1030
00:56:51,239 --> 00:56:56,560
Speaker 3: might think, oh, man, society overvalues certain beauty standards and

1031
00:56:56,640 --> 00:57:03,279
Speaker 3: overvalues acquiring large amounts of else But in reality, I mean,

1032
00:57:03,280 --> 00:57:06,759
Speaker 3: that's nothing to do with you. You know, what do you

1033
00:57:06,920 --> 00:57:12,680
Speaker 3: value personally and how can you live and more aligned

1034
00:57:12,760 --> 00:57:15,279
Speaker 3: with those those values, and you should focus on that

1035
00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:18,880
Speaker 3: and not I wun't even pay attention to what society

1036
00:57:18,960 --> 00:57:21,280
Speaker 3: values and pay more attention to what you value and

1037
00:57:21,320 --> 00:57:24,080
Speaker 3: how you can better live towards those values, because like

1038
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:28,120
Speaker 3: what society values is an illusion and you can't hold

1039
00:57:28,120 --> 00:57:28,760
Speaker 3: yourself to it.

1040
00:57:29,160 --> 00:57:30,480
Speaker 6: Oh that's very well said.

1041
00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 3: Good luck Asia, Thank.

1042
00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:37,400
Speaker 6: You you too.

1043
00:57:38,480 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 3: Hey folks, it's Lile again, interrupting for just a second

1044
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:46,640
Speaker 3: to let you know it's that time of the podcast

1045
00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:49,320
Speaker 3: where I beg for money. Yes, that's right. If you

1046
00:57:49,520 --> 00:57:54,600
Speaker 3: enjoy this podcast, if you enjoy the therapy Gecko universe,

1047
00:57:54,840 --> 00:57:57,080
Speaker 3: if you enjoy the streams, and you want to make

1048
00:57:57,120 --> 00:58:00,000
Speaker 3: it easier for me to do all this Gecko stuff

1049
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:02,720
Speaker 3: in the future, you can head on over to patreon

1050
00:58:02,880 --> 00:58:07,320
Speaker 3: dot com slash Lyle forever. It's Patreon dot com slash

1051
00:58:07,440 --> 00:58:10,240
Speaker 3: l y L e f O R e v e

1052
00:58:10,520 --> 00:58:12,880
Speaker 3: R and for only five bucks a month. It is

1053
00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 3: a super huge help to me in the continuing production

1054
00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:22,440
Speaker 3: of Therapy Gecko and of other things in the Gek

1055
00:58:22,560 --> 00:58:25,800
Speaker 3: universe and the Lyle universe. And you also get access

1056
00:58:25,840 --> 00:58:31,400
Speaker 3: to exclusive Patreon only streams and the exclusive Gek Legends discord.

1057
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:33,160
Speaker 3: I'm a little bit more active in there than I

1058
00:58:33,200 --> 00:58:35,880
Speaker 3: am in the main discord, and very soon you will

1059
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:39,160
Speaker 3: get access to all of my VODs from the beginning

1060
00:58:39,160 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 3: of time. Twitch deletes VODs after I think two months,

1061
00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:46,120
Speaker 3: so I've got a whole bunch of stuff that I

1062
00:58:46,160 --> 00:58:50,120
Speaker 3: will be uploading onto the Patreon very soon, from the

1063
00:58:50,280 --> 00:58:54,920
Speaker 3: very beginning from the Gecko Genesis back in June of

1064
00:58:54,960 --> 00:58:58,160
Speaker 3: twenty twenty, almost a year. It's been almost a full

1065
00:58:58,280 --> 00:59:02,760
Speaker 3: year of Gecko and God, what a nice year it's been.

1066
00:59:03,120 --> 00:59:06,240
Speaker 3: I appreciate you, folks. You can also support by heading

1067
00:59:06,280 --> 00:59:09,960
Speaker 3: on over to www. Dot Therapy Gecko dot com and

1068
00:59:10,040 --> 00:59:14,880
Speaker 3: picking up some custom Therapy Gecko branded merchandise. I have

1069
00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:20,480
Speaker 3: sold out of my bathwater. I never expected those words

1070
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:23,840
Speaker 3: to ever come out of my mouth. But alas, your

1071
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 3: time to procure Gecko bathwater, if that was ever something

1072
00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:32,680
Speaker 3: that you had interest in having in your house unfortunately

1073
00:59:33,400 --> 00:59:35,600
Speaker 3: is over, but there's still lots of good stuff on there,

1074
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:38,560
Speaker 3: so check it out. Www. Dot Therapy Gecko dot com.

1075
00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:42,920
Speaker 3: Your support is extremely helpful to me as I continue

1076
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:47,040
Speaker 3: to do Gecko stuff on the computer, and I will

1077
00:59:47,520 --> 00:59:50,000
Speaker 3: shut up and stop begging for money and get back

1078
00:59:50,040 --> 00:59:51,720
Speaker 3: into the calls.

1079
00:59:51,520 --> 00:59:53,280
Speaker 4: All from surely.

1080
00:59:56,520 --> 01:00:01,080
Speaker 16: Charlie man nother going.

1081
01:00:03,160 --> 01:00:04,480
Speaker 3: Sorry, how's it going with you?

1082
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:05,959
Speaker 1: Going good?

1083
01:00:06,120 --> 01:00:08,360
Speaker 16: I don't as remember me, but we spoke a while back,

1084
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 16: how long ago, maybe like a month or two ago.

1085
01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:17,800
Speaker 16: We were going off, coming up with other names like

1086
01:00:17,880 --> 01:00:19,400
Speaker 16: Charlie Unicorn, Charlie.

1087
01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:19,840
Speaker 1: Bit my finger.

1088
01:00:21,520 --> 01:00:28,480
Speaker 3: Yes, I do remember that. How how have you been since?

1089
01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:33,320
Speaker 16: I've been been a struggle bus actually, but hey, you

1090
01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:36,200
Speaker 16: know we all have to go through that at some point.

1091
01:00:36,720 --> 01:00:44,720
Speaker 3: Hey on speakerphone right now? No, sound very far away?

1092
01:00:45,000 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 4: Really?

1093
01:00:46,120 --> 01:00:52,040
Speaker 3: Yeah? Oh my god, you actually are like you sound

1094
01:00:52,120 --> 01:00:57,400
Speaker 3: even more far away? Oh no, no, now you sound big? Okay,

1095
01:00:57,680 --> 01:01:04,120
Speaker 3: sound all right? Struggle Why a bus?

1096
01:01:05,520 --> 01:01:07,600
Speaker 16: I don't know, that's that's the term they say, right,

1097
01:01:08,400 --> 01:01:10,960
Speaker 16: just to the person that in mind the struggle bus.

1098
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:19,400
Speaker 3: Who are you, Charlie?

1099
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:25,000
Speaker 16: Who am I? I'm a therapist, I'm a brother, I'm

1100
01:01:25,040 --> 01:01:32,680
Speaker 16: a son, I'm honest, I'm insecure, I'm curious, I'm jaded, thoughtful, jealous.

1101
01:01:32,680 --> 01:01:34,640
Speaker 16: The list goes on. I'm a lot of things.

1102
01:01:39,240 --> 01:01:39,960
Speaker 3: Who aren't you.

1103
01:01:41,480 --> 01:01:46,360
Speaker 16: Aren't I I think I'm not someone who wants to

1104
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:49,680
Speaker 16: put bad out in the world. I want to try

1105
01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:50,600
Speaker 16: to do good.

1106
01:01:52,960 --> 01:01:57,000
Speaker 3: You know, I have a saying it is very bad

1107
01:01:57,640 --> 01:02:03,680
Speaker 3: to be very bad, and it is good to be good,

1108
01:02:04,400 --> 01:02:08,720
Speaker 3: and also it is good to not be bad and

1109
01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:12,920
Speaker 3: bad to not be good too, and then and it

1110
01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:16,680
Speaker 3: is also good to be good as well, and it

1111
01:02:16,760 --> 01:02:23,880
Speaker 3: is also very good and really quite good too.

1112
01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:32,760
Speaker 16: To be good, beautiful, aspiring, Gotta get tattoo of that.

1113
01:02:33,480 --> 01:02:43,960
Speaker 3: Thank you. So you're a real therapist. You're a licensed therapist. Yeah,

1114
01:02:44,600 --> 01:02:45,080
Speaker 3: what's that?

1115
01:02:45,280 --> 01:02:45,320
Speaker 11: Like?

1116
01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:48,440
Speaker 3: I've had people tell me a lot. They're like, you

1117
01:02:48,440 --> 01:02:51,120
Speaker 3: should get a license to be a therapist, And I'm like,

1118
01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:53,240
Speaker 3: that's would be terrible.

1119
01:02:56,720 --> 01:02:59,840
Speaker 16: Yeah, I mean, it's gotta up and down, but it's

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Speaker 16: it's a struggle. But I mean the whole industry is

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01:03:02,520 --> 01:03:06,000
Speaker 16: really like to get licenses of pain. To go to

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01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:09,720
Speaker 16: school is very expensive. It takes a while. If you can't,

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Speaker 16: you can only practice in the state that you get

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01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:15,320
Speaker 16: your license in. Really that's kind of limiting to Yeah,

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Speaker 16: I mean you can't get license in another state, but

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01:03:17,720 --> 01:03:19,520
Speaker 16: the whole process and costs more money.

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01:03:20,080 --> 01:03:23,360
Speaker 3: What I need to know I need to know there?

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Speaker 3: What do you learn in the process of getting Like, like,

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01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:34,640
Speaker 3: how what do you know the people who are not

1130
01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:43,360
Speaker 3: licensed to know that you use to do the job

1131
01:03:43,440 --> 01:03:49,120
Speaker 3: of therapy correctly because I've had terrible therapists. Every therapist

1132
01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:50,920
Speaker 3: I've had is a licensed therapist, and some of them

1133
01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:51,640
Speaker 3: are just terrible.

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01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:57,919
Speaker 16: Yeah, there is no secret. Like the things they teach

1135
01:03:57,960 --> 01:03:59,720
Speaker 16: in school, it's like if you're to go like you're

1136
01:03:59,760 --> 01:04:03,040
Speaker 16: mentioned the other guy like high school or college or whatever,

1137
01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:03,800
Speaker 16: it's like there is.

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01:04:03,760 --> 01:04:04,560
Speaker 13: No secret to it.

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01:04:04,520 --> 01:04:07,280
Speaker 16: It's like if you maybe even improved this statistically, it's

1140
01:04:07,320 --> 01:04:10,000
Speaker 16: like if you cannot connect, it's like a human being,

1141
01:04:10,040 --> 01:04:12,560
Speaker 16: you're not going to be affected despite how many quote

1142
01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:15,600
Speaker 16: unquote years of experience that you have. Yeah, so there

1143
01:04:15,640 --> 01:04:17,919
Speaker 16: really is no secret to it. It's all about being

1144
01:04:17,960 --> 01:04:20,160
Speaker 16: a good person and being able to connect the person

1145
01:04:20,200 --> 01:04:24,080
Speaker 16: in front of you. That's really what it boils down to.

1146
01:04:24,120 --> 01:04:26,360
Speaker 16: You stry to bust the bubble. But you know that's

1147
01:04:26,400 --> 01:04:28,440
Speaker 16: that's really what it boils down to. That you can

1148
01:04:28,480 --> 01:04:32,720
Speaker 16: have all these acronyms and specific theories that have been

1149
01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:35,880
Speaker 16: developed by master therapists. That's like it really boils down

1150
01:04:35,880 --> 01:04:36,720
Speaker 16: to human connection.

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01:04:39,160 --> 01:04:39,520
Speaker 3: Damn.

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01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:41,400
Speaker 2: I know.

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01:04:42,840 --> 01:04:46,480
Speaker 3: See it's different like like if you were like a

1154
01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:51,160
Speaker 3: like a like a doctor, like a surgeon, like a surgeon,

1155
01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:53,200
Speaker 3: And that's sort of what I'm getting at now. I'm

1156
01:04:53,240 --> 01:04:56,360
Speaker 3: not like trying to say anything. I'm I'm acquiring of you,

1157
01:04:56,360 --> 01:04:59,640
Speaker 3: you know, like like uh no, I'm serious. Like like

1158
01:04:59,680 --> 01:05:04,800
Speaker 3: a a surgeon is a licensed surgeon. They have a

1159
01:05:04,880 --> 01:05:07,480
Speaker 3: license to cut you open and move stuff around because

1160
01:05:07,480 --> 01:05:13,480
Speaker 3: they have the hard skill of they know where your

1161
01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:17,920
Speaker 3: tits are in relation to your hearts and your intra

1162
01:05:18,120 --> 01:05:21,920
Speaker 3: veins and your stuff, and they know how to shift

1163
01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:25,840
Speaker 3: it all together. And they read the book about how

1164
01:05:25,880 --> 01:05:29,600
Speaker 3: to make the heart good and stuff. They know that

1165
01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:34,200
Speaker 3: the logistics of what they're doing. But there's not a

1166
01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:38,360
Speaker 3: lot of logistics to therapy in that same sense.

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01:05:40,240 --> 01:05:42,680
Speaker 16: No, that's true. I mean I guess the only thing

1168
01:05:42,720 --> 01:05:44,640
Speaker 16: you would have on that is that you're paying someone

1169
01:05:44,720 --> 01:05:48,720
Speaker 16: to with the aim that they wouldn't be an asshole

1170
01:05:48,760 --> 01:05:51,160
Speaker 16: to you, like they are trying to do what they

1171
01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:53,840
Speaker 16: know is best to help you out whatever you're struggling with.

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01:05:54,640 --> 01:05:56,320
Speaker 16: You know, it's kind of roll the dice. But you

1173
01:05:56,440 --> 01:05:58,960
Speaker 16: can't talk to your friends about everything. And some people

1174
01:05:58,960 --> 01:06:01,080
Speaker 16: said they don't have ends or family to talk to

1175
01:06:01,120 --> 01:06:03,480
Speaker 16: you about what's going on, and holding that in is

1176
01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:05,200
Speaker 16: not good for anyone.

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Speaker 3: But do you at least have like a technique of

1178
01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:12,920
Speaker 3: some kind or how would you describe that technique?

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01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:13,600
Speaker 11: Yeah?

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01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:19,880
Speaker 16: DBT, so like cognitive behavioral therapy. Yeah, it's essentially got

1181
01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:23,280
Speaker 16: roots like a philosophy called stoicism as well, So essentially

1182
01:06:24,160 --> 01:06:27,840
Speaker 16: focus on the thoughts. The thoughts influencer actions. Your actions

1183
01:06:27,880 --> 01:06:30,680
Speaker 16: and the like influence behavior. So if you can influence

1184
01:06:30,800 --> 01:06:32,960
Speaker 16: how someone thinks, you can influence how they view the

1185
01:06:33,000 --> 01:06:36,360
Speaker 16: world and hopefully twist that a little bit to make

1186
01:06:36,360 --> 01:06:39,360
Speaker 16: sure they're not interpreting everything as, for example, a threat.

1187
01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:42,040
Speaker 16: You know, if I'm viewing the everything I'm going around

1188
01:06:42,040 --> 01:06:44,080
Speaker 16: me as a threat and guess what good things to

1189
01:06:44,160 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 16: come my way? And I won't even see how it's

1190
01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:48,040
Speaker 16: always beyond on guard and hostile.

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01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:48,840
Speaker 3: That's true.

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01:06:50,400 --> 01:06:52,760
Speaker 16: So that's my kind of bread and Butter's like it's

1193
01:06:52,760 --> 01:06:53,560
Speaker 16: focused on the thoughts a.

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01:06:53,520 --> 01:06:54,160
Speaker 13: Little bit here.

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Speaker 3: Does that help you in your own personal life as well?

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01:06:58,800 --> 01:07:01,280
Speaker 16: Yeah, i'd say so. I mean, you know, think about

1197
01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:03,080
Speaker 16: how I was in high school for example, I probably

1198
01:07:03,120 --> 01:07:06,000
Speaker 16: could have used a lapit of that touch myself. You

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01:07:06,000 --> 01:07:07,720
Speaker 16: know the fact that you know everyone's done out to

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01:07:08,000 --> 01:07:10,120
Speaker 16: get you kind of thing. The world's gonna be the world?

1201
01:07:10,240 --> 01:07:12,040
Speaker 16: You know, what can you do with what's in front

1202
01:07:12,040 --> 01:07:14,280
Speaker 16: of you? What can you control? For example, you know,

1203
01:07:14,360 --> 01:07:18,040
Speaker 16: focus on what you can control versus what you cannot control.

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01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:21,360
Speaker 16: That right there, it leads to a lot of strength

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01:07:21,440 --> 01:07:22,080
Speaker 16: with a lassulk.

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01:07:23,520 --> 01:07:28,360
Speaker 3: I agree. I like that. Yeah, well, thank you so

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01:07:28,400 --> 01:07:29,240
Speaker 3: much for sharing.

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01:07:29,080 --> 01:07:31,480
Speaker 1: Charlie my pleasure here got go.

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01:07:33,960 --> 01:07:35,520
Speaker 3: I really need to I heard that, like if I

1210
01:07:35,520 --> 01:07:37,920
Speaker 3: could get guy you know, I've thought about this. I've

1211
01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:40,280
Speaker 3: thought about this. If Guy Co came to me and

1212
01:07:40,320 --> 01:07:45,080
Speaker 3: they were like, we'll give I'll give you a bunch

1213
01:07:45,120 --> 01:07:50,320
Speaker 3: of money to put to sponsor your stream, I've thought

1214
01:07:50,320 --> 01:07:54,360
Speaker 3: about it. If I would do it, because but then,

1215
01:07:55,840 --> 01:07:59,200
Speaker 3: but then the joke, like the Guy Co Gecko jokes

1216
01:07:59,240 --> 01:08:02,040
Speaker 3: that I get all the time, they'll just they'll never stop.

1217
01:08:02,760 --> 01:08:06,280
Speaker 3: I will forever be the get the guy co Gecko guy.

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01:08:07,800 --> 01:08:10,400
Speaker 16: Yeah, but I mean if you have the opportunity, might

1219
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,360
Speaker 16: a little like profit from it, you know, like, what

1220
01:08:12,400 --> 01:08:14,360
Speaker 16: do you got to lose? You're gonna get those jokes anyway.

1221
01:08:14,480 --> 01:08:16,200
Speaker 16: They might as well capitalize on it.

1222
01:08:16,880 --> 01:08:23,200
Speaker 3: True. True, I think you've shot well. Thank you for

1223
01:08:23,240 --> 01:08:24,160
Speaker 3: the motivation.

1224
01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:27,000
Speaker 16: You got it. I believe in you.

1225
01:08:27,560 --> 01:08:29,439
Speaker 3: Thank you, Charlie. You have a good rest of the night.

1226
01:08:29,880 --> 01:08:31,360
Speaker 16: Like I do too. Man, take me easy.

1227
01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:35,960
Speaker 4: All from de.

1228
01:08:41,439 --> 01:08:45,559
Speaker 3: Hello. Hello, what did you say? Your name was?

1229
01:08:46,479 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 5: H Jill.

1230
01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:50,320
Speaker 3: Jeo?

1231
01:08:56,040 --> 01:08:56,240
Speaker 2: Yes?

1232
01:08:58,160 --> 01:08:59,080
Speaker 3: What year were you born?

1233
01:09:01,560 --> 01:09:01,800
Speaker 11: Six?

1234
01:09:03,640 --> 01:09:05,000
Speaker 5: One of those kids?

1235
01:09:05,760 --> 01:09:07,679
Speaker 3: Are you arm on speakerphone right now?

1236
01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:11,880
Speaker 5: But yeah you are. Let me just put that. I'm

1237
01:09:11,880 --> 01:09:14,920
Speaker 5: watching to steer up. Now you're not Now you're on

1238
01:09:14,960 --> 01:09:15,280
Speaker 5: my ear?

1239
01:09:17,960 --> 01:09:19,479
Speaker 3: Are you ridiculous?

1240
01:09:19,960 --> 01:09:20,160
Speaker 5: What?

1241
01:09:20,560 --> 01:09:20,800
Speaker 15: Yeah?

1242
01:09:20,840 --> 01:09:27,960
Speaker 5: I am kind of only kind of yeah, Well define ridiculous.

1243
01:09:28,080 --> 01:09:32,439
Speaker 5: I'm the type of guy that does ridiculous stuff on Well,

1244
01:09:32,479 --> 01:09:35,839
Speaker 5: I tattooed my dog and my forearm.

1245
01:09:36,120 --> 01:09:41,000
Speaker 3: Is that ridiculous you tattooed? Well? First I thought you

1246
01:09:41,040 --> 01:09:42,880
Speaker 3: said you tattooed your dog.

1247
01:09:44,040 --> 01:09:46,800
Speaker 5: No, no, no, I mean I tattooed my dog and my

1248
01:09:47,000 --> 01:09:49,840
Speaker 5: form Like I didn't actually like tattoo my actual dog.

1249
01:09:49,880 --> 01:09:51,719
Speaker 5: That'd be animal curuelty.

1250
01:09:54,360 --> 01:10:00,280
Speaker 3: So you tattooed a depiction of your dog on your arm?

1251
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:01,200
Speaker 1: Yes? Correct?

1252
01:10:01,800 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 5: I do you know the sheiba? He knew the chem's

1253
01:10:07,479 --> 01:10:10,240
Speaker 5: memes and the dogs that just sits in a corner.

1254
01:10:11,760 --> 01:10:16,639
Speaker 3: I'm familiar with various memes.

1255
01:10:16,680 --> 01:10:21,200
Speaker 5: Yes, yes, well I own a she you know, a

1256
01:10:21,360 --> 01:10:24,680
Speaker 5: white one. So I decided to take a portrayal of

1257
01:10:24,880 --> 01:10:28,880
Speaker 5: said she what you do and put him in a

1258
01:10:28,920 --> 01:10:31,800
Speaker 5: manner that looks in a manner that looks exactly like him.

1259
01:10:31,920 --> 01:10:35,439
Speaker 5: So basically, I mean my dog into my forearm. And

1260
01:10:36,400 --> 01:10:38,240
Speaker 5: my mom is about to find out tomorrow, so that's

1261
01:10:38,240 --> 01:10:39,520
Speaker 5: gonna be ridiculous.

1262
01:10:39,040 --> 01:10:41,799
Speaker 3: To think she'll react.

1263
01:10:43,200 --> 01:10:49,280
Speaker 5: Oh well, she is a She is a very religious person,

1264
01:10:49,320 --> 01:10:51,200
Speaker 5: the type of person that says that your body is

1265
01:10:51,240 --> 01:10:53,040
Speaker 5: a templeman. You can't paint it.

1266
01:10:53,120 --> 01:10:53,919
Speaker 6: That the way.

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01:10:55,320 --> 01:10:56,639
Speaker 5: Already have seven tattoo.

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01:10:58,240 --> 01:10:59,960
Speaker 3: Does she not know about the other seven tetoo?

1269
01:11:00,720 --> 01:11:00,920
Speaker 11: Oh?

1270
01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:04,519
Speaker 5: No, she does. But it's been almost two years since

1271
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:07,920
Speaker 5: I haven't done a tattoo because of well being busy

1272
01:11:07,960 --> 01:11:11,679
Speaker 5: and stuffn't work. And yeah, I kind of did this

1273
01:11:12,120 --> 01:11:15,519
Speaker 5: about three days ago, and I am excited to see

1274
01:11:15,560 --> 01:11:17,479
Speaker 5: her face, But at the same time, I'm not.

1275
01:11:21,040 --> 01:11:24,040
Speaker 3: You know, my problem with the tattoos was that I've

1276
01:11:24,680 --> 01:11:27,679
Speaker 3: how old are you're like twenty four, twenty three?

1277
01:11:28,280 --> 01:11:29,000
Speaker 5: Twenty four?

1278
01:11:29,080 --> 01:11:29,280
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1279
01:11:29,920 --> 01:11:31,120
Speaker 2: Our twenty follows.

1280
01:11:30,880 --> 01:11:35,040
Speaker 3: Here, So I don't know. I feel like all the

1281
01:11:35,080 --> 01:11:38,439
Speaker 3: thing like when you're eighty or like you or even

1282
01:11:38,479 --> 01:11:40,920
Speaker 3: fuck it when you're even when you're like forty or something.

1283
01:11:42,280 --> 01:11:43,800
Speaker 3: Are you really good? Are you gonna do? You feel

1284
01:11:43,800 --> 01:11:46,120
Speaker 3: like you're gonna resonate with all the same things that

1285
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:50,479
Speaker 3: resonated with you at twenty four? You know, I feel like, yeah,

1286
01:11:51,360 --> 01:11:53,719
Speaker 3: you know, true, true to all into your body.

1287
01:11:54,400 --> 01:11:57,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, no, true, But it's like, for example, most of

1288
01:11:57,040 --> 01:12:00,519
Speaker 5: my tattoos aren't. This was the only me tattoo that

1289
01:12:00,560 --> 01:12:03,320
Speaker 5: I really wanted to do because I gotta tell you,

1290
01:12:03,360 --> 01:12:05,559
Speaker 5: my dog. The reason why I wanted to do the tattoo.

1291
01:12:05,680 --> 01:12:06,639
Speaker 5: It was because of my dog.

1292
01:12:06,680 --> 01:12:08,240
Speaker 1: I was in a really dark.

1293
01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:11,040
Speaker 5: Place when I didn't have them, and then like having

1294
01:12:11,120 --> 01:12:17,439
Speaker 5: something to love kind of like grow my English again.

1295
01:12:17,479 --> 01:12:21,920
Speaker 5: It's screwing up my god? Uh the uh the this

1296
01:12:22,000 --> 01:12:26,240
Speaker 5: dog justage? No, No, it's Spanish.

1297
01:12:26,640 --> 01:12:29,519
Speaker 3: Oh wow, I didn't I didn't catch that at all.

1298
01:12:30,200 --> 01:12:32,439
Speaker 5: Uh yeah, no, this is the second time calling I called,

1299
01:12:32,600 --> 01:12:35,200
Speaker 5: like the last Uh, I'm the guy from Puerto Rico.

1300
01:12:35,680 --> 01:12:39,559
Speaker 5: But anyway, uh, like the last time we were calling,

1301
01:12:39,600 --> 01:12:41,960
Speaker 5: it was really fun and everything, but like, uh yeah,

1302
01:12:42,000 --> 01:12:44,400
Speaker 5: as I was saying about the Shiva, uh, I was

1303
01:12:44,479 --> 01:12:47,400
Speaker 5: kind of broke his dog really just like helped me,

1304
01:12:47,640 --> 01:12:52,240
Speaker 5: uh basically be a better person. Uh, helped to love

1305
01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:57,679
Speaker 5: myself before I could help other people, and just like basically, yeah,

1306
01:12:58,000 --> 01:12:59,960
Speaker 5: I don't know not have a dependency on other people

1307
01:13:00,560 --> 01:13:01,160
Speaker 5: one of the other.

1308
01:13:01,479 --> 01:13:03,160
Speaker 3: Is it like one is the dog and the other

1309
01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:08,200
Speaker 3: one is like fucking tweety bird or like a bikini

1310
01:13:08,320 --> 01:13:11,839
Speaker 3: girl or like are they all things that are real things?

1311
01:13:12,720 --> 01:13:12,960
Speaker 12: Yeah?

1312
01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:17,120
Speaker 5: One is from the Legend of Zelda that's still video games,

1313
01:13:17,400 --> 01:13:20,000
Speaker 5: but it has a rose because my mother actually gave

1314
01:13:20,080 --> 01:13:22,639
Speaker 5: me a game Boy at Vance for the first time

1315
01:13:22,680 --> 01:13:25,360
Speaker 5: with the Legend of Zelda cartridge, so I kind of

1316
01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:28,800
Speaker 5: have a rose to commemorate her. And the tattoo of

1317
01:13:28,840 --> 01:13:31,960
Speaker 5: the first video game she bought me, Star Wars because

1318
01:13:31,960 --> 01:13:35,000
Speaker 5: of my dad. And the rest are just yeah, like

1319
01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:37,680
Speaker 5: significant tattoos that kind of resonate with me in my

1320
01:13:37,760 --> 01:13:42,720
Speaker 5: past and have really gate deep well yeah deep meaning.

1321
01:13:44,320 --> 01:13:47,600
Speaker 3: I always I mean I'm not personally a fan of tattoos,

1322
01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:49,360
Speaker 3: not like for other people, but for me, I would

1323
01:13:49,439 --> 01:13:52,280
Speaker 3: rather just if I really like something, I'll just get

1324
01:13:52,320 --> 01:13:53,639
Speaker 3: a T shirt with it on there.

1325
01:13:54,640 --> 01:13:57,720
Speaker 5: Yeah, no, obviously, And like I completely respect that, like

1326
01:13:57,760 --> 01:14:01,880
Speaker 5: I people always, it's good to know that people like

1327
01:14:01,960 --> 01:14:03,000
Speaker 5: you have that respect.

1328
01:14:06,240 --> 01:14:10,960
Speaker 3: I don't know, it doesn't matter what I think.

1329
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:13,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, you're the therapy Gecko.

1330
01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:15,600
Speaker 5: At the end of the day, people. You listen to

1331
01:14:15,640 --> 01:14:18,160
Speaker 5: people and you give your best opinion to make them

1332
01:14:18,160 --> 01:14:18,599
Speaker 5: feel good.

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01:14:18,640 --> 01:14:19,760
Speaker 1: So that's good enough for me.

1334
01:14:20,400 --> 01:14:27,960
Speaker 3: I am the therapy and you are Geo. And this

1335
01:14:28,439 --> 01:14:31,160
Speaker 3: has been a call between the therapy gecko and Geo.

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01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:37,600
Speaker 5: It is Thank you so much, dude, thank you nice one.

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01:14:40,160 --> 01:14:43,479
Speaker 4: Oh all from Andy?

1338
01:14:45,520 --> 01:14:51,559
Speaker 3: Andy, Hi, what's up? Hello?

1339
01:14:52,479 --> 01:14:52,599
Speaker 10: Hi?

1340
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:53,240
Speaker 1: How are you?

1341
01:14:54,320 --> 01:14:55,080
Speaker 3: I'm a gecko.

1342
01:14:56,280 --> 01:14:56,720
Speaker 1: That's good.

1343
01:14:56,840 --> 01:14:57,040
Speaker 11: Here.

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01:14:59,800 --> 01:15:01,000
Speaker 3: We talked before, haven't we.

1345
01:15:02,000 --> 01:15:03,559
Speaker 1: No, we haven't.

1346
01:15:03,840 --> 01:15:04,519
Speaker 3: That's exciting.

1347
01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:06,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm excited.

1348
01:15:08,640 --> 01:15:10,400
Speaker 3: Don't get too excited. This might not go well.

1349
01:15:11,280 --> 01:15:19,000
Speaker 1: Oh that's not good to hear. Why not, I'm afraid.

1350
01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:21,760
Speaker 3: Well, I mean it's the truth. This might not go well.

1351
01:15:22,720 --> 01:15:26,840
Speaker 3: I don't think it's something to be you know, emotional about.

1352
01:15:27,360 --> 01:15:31,200
Speaker 3: That's it's just the truth. Every caller that's ever called in.

1353
01:15:32,000 --> 01:15:33,559
Speaker 3: You know, I might not go well. But here's the

1354
01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:37,920
Speaker 3: thing is, what's how do you define going? Is something

1355
01:15:37,960 --> 01:15:38,479
Speaker 3: going well?

1356
01:15:40,320 --> 01:15:40,800
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1357
01:15:43,040 --> 01:15:49,880
Speaker 3: Well, then that's great. I mean, so why are you nervous?

1358
01:15:50,560 --> 01:15:53,680
Speaker 3: Are you nervous that's won't go well? Are you afraid?

1359
01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:54,840
Speaker 11: Yeah?

1360
01:15:54,920 --> 01:15:57,000
Speaker 1: I mean I'm a little high.

1361
01:15:57,200 --> 01:16:02,120
Speaker 3: Everyone's been high tonight? Really, Yeah, you're like the third

1362
01:16:02,160 --> 01:16:11,960
Speaker 3: person in a row that's that's very high. Yeah, So

1363
01:16:12,160 --> 01:16:12,720
Speaker 3: what's up with you?

1364
01:16:13,920 --> 01:16:14,400
Speaker 4: Oh?

1365
01:16:15,120 --> 01:16:17,840
Speaker 1: Not much. I'm just.

1366
01:16:20,240 --> 01:16:22,000
Speaker 3: How high are you going to? Scale? From one to ten?

1367
01:16:23,600 --> 01:16:24,280
Speaker 1: I got a seven?

1368
01:16:24,960 --> 01:16:28,519
Speaker 3: You're seven out of ten. That's pretty high, honestly. Yeah,

1369
01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:33,680
Speaker 3: all right, m hmm. How how long have you been

1370
01:16:33,680 --> 01:16:35,960
Speaker 3: watching the stream?

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01:16:36,080 --> 01:16:36,600
Speaker 15: Uh?

1372
01:16:36,640 --> 01:16:39,280
Speaker 1: Well, it's only been like a week since I've kind

1373
01:16:39,280 --> 01:16:42,800
Speaker 1: of rediscovered you. One of my friends told me he

1374
01:16:42,880 --> 01:16:45,880
Speaker 1: called you like a little over a year ago maybe,

1375
01:16:46,600 --> 01:16:48,760
Speaker 1: and I watched you for a little bit. Yeah, and

1376
01:16:48,760 --> 01:16:51,040
Speaker 1: then I kind of forgot about you. But I found

1377
01:16:51,120 --> 01:16:54,880
Speaker 1: you on TikTok and I remembered about it, and so here.

1378
01:16:54,760 --> 01:16:56,479
Speaker 2: I am m hm.

1379
01:16:59,200 --> 01:17:03,040
Speaker 3: M hmm. Any like, it's totally okay if there's not,

1380
01:17:03,920 --> 01:17:06,200
Speaker 3: But is there any like a thing that you wanted

1381
01:17:06,240 --> 01:17:06,840
Speaker 3: to talk about.

1382
01:17:07,920 --> 01:17:14,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, actually, I'm like, I'm kind of afraid that all

1383
01:17:14,520 --> 01:17:16,600
Speaker 1: of my friends actually hate me.

1384
01:17:17,479 --> 01:17:18,920
Speaker 3: Ah, that's true.

1385
01:17:19,439 --> 01:17:21,559
Speaker 1: And wait what it's true?

1386
01:17:22,120 --> 01:17:22,200
Speaker 11: No?

1387
01:17:22,360 --> 01:17:24,639
Speaker 3: Not like, no, I'm not true. Like what I meant

1388
01:17:24,640 --> 01:17:27,400
Speaker 3: to say was, oh, yeah, I get that. But what

1389
01:17:27,520 --> 01:17:28,920
Speaker 3: came out that's true?

1390
01:17:30,600 --> 01:17:31,040
Speaker 11: Got it?

1391
01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:32,679
Speaker 1: That makes more sense.

1392
01:17:33,800 --> 01:17:34,559
Speaker 3: What were you gonna say?

1393
01:17:35,600 --> 01:17:35,840
Speaker 11: Oh?

1394
01:17:36,000 --> 01:17:38,479
Speaker 1: I don't know, just that I feel like I'm really

1395
01:17:38,479 --> 01:17:41,040
Speaker 1: annoying to them.

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01:17:41,200 --> 01:17:41,679
Speaker 4: Mm hmmm.

1397
01:17:42,360 --> 01:17:44,240
Speaker 3: Do you do you think that you are annoying?

1398
01:17:45,479 --> 01:17:45,679
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1399
01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:46,479
Speaker 1: Kind of.

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01:17:47,560 --> 01:17:50,240
Speaker 3: Do you do you like that about yourself? Or do

1401
01:17:50,280 --> 01:17:51,360
Speaker 3: you not like to know about yourself?

1402
01:17:51,760 --> 01:17:52,479
Speaker 11: I don't like that.

1403
01:17:53,280 --> 01:17:54,280
Speaker 3: Why do you think you're annoying?

1404
01:17:55,720 --> 01:18:00,000
Speaker 1: I don't know. It's just there's like no real logic

1405
01:18:00,120 --> 01:18:02,920
Speaker 1: or reason to it. It's just something I've been thinking

1406
01:18:02,960 --> 01:18:03,439
Speaker 1: about a lot.

1407
01:18:07,800 --> 01:18:11,400
Speaker 3: There's no logic or reason to it. Whatsoever? Do you

1408
01:18:11,520 --> 01:18:12,559
Speaker 3: do annoying things?

1409
01:18:15,280 --> 01:18:15,400
Speaker 11: Now?

1410
01:18:15,600 --> 01:18:17,720
Speaker 3: If there's no well okay, well look, if there's no

1411
01:18:17,800 --> 01:18:21,639
Speaker 3: logic or reason to it, then you're probably not annoying.

1412
01:18:23,800 --> 01:18:24,360
Speaker 1: That's true.

1413
01:18:24,680 --> 01:18:25,080
Speaker 11: That's true.

1414
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:29,400
Speaker 1: It's a good, good point.

1415
01:18:29,439 --> 01:18:32,880
Speaker 3: A lot of times, you know, people have these idiosyncricities

1416
01:18:34,560 --> 01:18:37,000
Speaker 3: that some people think are annoying, and then other people

1417
01:18:37,000 --> 01:18:43,200
Speaker 3: think are endearing. Yeah, and you're gonna have to find

1418
01:18:43,240 --> 01:18:48,160
Speaker 3: the people out there who jive with you. And you know,

1419
01:18:48,320 --> 01:18:51,280
Speaker 3: being rejected or having other people think you're annoying does

1420
01:18:51,320 --> 01:18:58,000
Speaker 3: not necessarily mean that you are cursed for everyone to

1421
01:18:58,040 --> 01:18:59,760
Speaker 3: hate you all the time, but just might mean that

1422
01:18:59,800 --> 01:19:02,599
Speaker 3: you who are not very compatible with those people, whether

1423
01:19:02,640 --> 01:19:10,680
Speaker 3: they be friends or romantic people. But I guess what's

1424
01:19:10,720 --> 01:19:13,879
Speaker 3: most important, I think is what you think of yourself.

1425
01:19:16,760 --> 01:19:22,360
Speaker 1: I don't know what I think of myself. I'm eighteen.

1426
01:19:24,920 --> 01:19:30,240
Speaker 1: I'm going to college next semester, and I'm like, I'm

1427
01:19:30,320 --> 01:19:32,760
Speaker 1: going to be roommating with this guy I work with

1428
01:19:35,680 --> 01:19:38,120
Speaker 1: and so, but I kind of feel like, you know,

1429
01:19:38,160 --> 01:19:40,320
Speaker 1: the same thing that I'm annoying to him, and it's

1430
01:19:40,439 --> 01:19:45,040
Speaker 1: kind of like, I don't know, then, making me really

1431
01:19:45,200 --> 01:19:46,479
Speaker 1: afraid to go to college.

1432
01:19:49,120 --> 01:19:51,240
Speaker 3: What do you think of him?

1433
01:19:51,320 --> 01:19:53,639
Speaker 1: I think he's cool. I've worked at him for a while.

1434
01:19:54,040 --> 01:19:56,120
Speaker 1: I worked with him at my old job, and then

1435
01:19:56,120 --> 01:19:59,320
Speaker 1: we both applied to our new job at the same time.

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Speaker 3: This is an interesting subject. I think about this a lot.

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01:20:08,880 --> 01:20:11,880
Speaker 3: I probably thought the same thing when I was when

1438
01:20:11,880 --> 01:20:15,479
Speaker 3: I was eighteen, not necessarily with annoyingness, but with like

1439
01:20:15,760 --> 01:20:21,960
Speaker 3: you know, insert trait here, insert perceived a negative trait here.

1440
01:20:22,920 --> 01:20:27,840
Speaker 3: I think people think about me, you know, well, I

1441
01:20:27,880 --> 01:20:29,400
Speaker 3: think it's one of those things that I mean, it's

1442
01:20:29,400 --> 01:20:31,760
Speaker 3: definitely difficult when you're eighteen, but I think it comes

1443
01:20:31,760 --> 01:20:33,760
Speaker 3: with age. I think you care less as you get

1444
01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:35,080
Speaker 3: older what other people think about you.

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01:20:38,760 --> 01:20:42,599
Speaker 1: Yeah. I kind of feel like I'm very vain in

1446
01:20:42,640 --> 01:20:46,360
Speaker 1: that way too, Like I'm always focusing on what people

1447
01:20:46,439 --> 01:20:49,200
Speaker 1: are paying attention to me and to make sure I

1448
01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:52,799
Speaker 1: don't like do something that would be perceived as weird

1449
01:20:52,960 --> 01:20:56,200
Speaker 1: to them or something like that, you know, just making

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01:20:56,200 --> 01:21:00,559
Speaker 1: these rational, like completely irrational judgments of my because I

1451
01:21:00,560 --> 01:21:03,680
Speaker 1: think other people are are judging me for them.

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01:21:04,120 --> 01:21:06,040
Speaker 3: Do you let me ask you. Do you judge other

1453
01:21:06,080 --> 01:21:08,479
Speaker 3: people a lot? No?

1454
01:21:09,080 --> 01:21:12,360
Speaker 1: I mean maybe a little, but I kind of try

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01:21:12,360 --> 01:21:19,160
Speaker 1: not to, Like I'm I'm friends with everybody, kind of like,

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01:21:19,200 --> 01:21:20,800
Speaker 1: you know, I'll try to be nice to everybody and

1457
01:21:21,840 --> 01:21:25,840
Speaker 1: at least get to know them whenever I meet them.

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01:21:25,920 --> 01:21:28,080
Speaker 3: Okay, so you don't judge other people, you try to

1459
01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:31,479
Speaker 3: be nice to other people. Yeah, all your words, right,

1460
01:21:32,520 --> 01:21:34,559
Speaker 3: uh huh. So why do you think you're nine?

1461
01:21:36,880 --> 01:21:37,240
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1462
01:21:37,560 --> 01:21:41,240
Speaker 3: I mean, like believe that you're putting in these these

1463
01:21:41,280 --> 01:21:42,240
Speaker 3: good faith efforts.

1464
01:21:45,120 --> 01:21:48,120
Speaker 1: I feel like I talk a lot and that people

1465
01:21:48,600 --> 01:21:50,040
Speaker 1: like maybe like I talked too loud.

1466
01:21:50,760 --> 01:21:51,000
Speaker 11: I have.

1467
01:21:51,680 --> 01:21:55,120
Speaker 1: I have ADHD, but I didn't like find that out

1468
01:21:55,200 --> 01:21:57,760
Speaker 1: until just a few months ago. So I kind of

1469
01:21:57,760 --> 01:22:01,560
Speaker 1: went my whole life with just kind of being untreated.

1470
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Speaker 3: To that and not you know, have you untreated for it?

1471
01:22:06,080 --> 01:22:10,040
Speaker 3: Let me ask you a question, Actually, have you talked

1472
01:22:10,160 --> 01:22:13,560
Speaker 3: about this with a real therapist?

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01:22:13,920 --> 01:22:14,000
Speaker 11: No?

1474
01:22:14,160 --> 01:22:17,200
Speaker 3: I haven't, should do that. I'm very curious what they

1475
01:22:17,240 --> 01:22:19,920
Speaker 3: would say anytime I get into these conversations. And by

1476
01:22:19,960 --> 01:22:21,880
Speaker 3: the way, you know, I'm totally not blowing you off

1477
01:22:21,880 --> 01:22:24,360
Speaker 3: because I think about this, this this actually is a

1478
01:22:25,960 --> 01:22:28,400
Speaker 3: this whole thing I I I love. I love these

1479
01:22:28,520 --> 01:22:30,840
Speaker 3: these topics because you know, I've dealt with it and

1480
01:22:30,880 --> 01:22:32,519
Speaker 3: a lot of people deal with it, and it's just

1481
01:22:33,040 --> 01:22:35,600
Speaker 3: I want so badly I want for myself and then

1482
01:22:35,640 --> 01:22:37,479
Speaker 3: I want for other people just to fucking not give

1483
01:22:37,479 --> 01:22:41,600
Speaker 3: a shit what other people think. And I know that

1484
01:22:41,640 --> 01:22:47,120
Speaker 3: when you're young, like you care more what other people think, right,

1485
01:22:48,040 --> 01:22:54,880
Speaker 3: But to double down it be more annoying run around

1486
01:22:55,120 --> 01:22:59,519
Speaker 3: campus with bells and whistles and and act fucking talk

1487
01:22:59,560 --> 01:23:03,040
Speaker 3: like pee we harm and and shit, I would.

1488
01:23:02,880 --> 01:23:08,320
Speaker 1: I would hate myself. Well, I hate the idea that's

1489
01:23:08,400 --> 01:23:14,000
Speaker 1: like standing out why. I don't know, just because I

1490
01:23:14,000 --> 01:23:18,240
Speaker 1: don't want to call attention to myself, because because I

1491
01:23:18,240 --> 01:23:20,000
Speaker 1: don't want too many people to pay attention to me.

1492
01:23:20,240 --> 01:23:26,879
Speaker 3: You know, I understand that I kind of feel similar,

1493
01:23:27,800 --> 01:23:32,200
Speaker 3: which I know doesn't make sense because I'm streaming and ship.

1494
01:23:32,360 --> 01:23:38,639
Speaker 3: But yeah, what are you going to say?

1495
01:23:39,760 --> 01:23:39,920
Speaker 8: Oh?

1496
01:23:40,000 --> 01:23:43,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, like I'll just like if I'm standing somewhere, like

1497
01:23:43,880 --> 01:23:46,160
Speaker 1: in a line for something or you know, whatever it

1498
01:23:46,200 --> 01:23:49,080
Speaker 1: is I'm doing just standing there, I'm constantly worried about

1499
01:23:49,080 --> 01:23:51,439
Speaker 1: the way I'm standing because I think, like I'm standing

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Speaker 1: just abnormally or whatever.

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01:23:54,640 --> 01:24:03,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, m I want to think about this more because

1502
01:24:04,320 --> 01:24:07,640
Speaker 3: I if I can tell you this, it's like I

1503
01:24:07,680 --> 01:24:11,920
Speaker 3: have felt that way before, and I definitely wouldn't say

1504
01:24:11,920 --> 01:24:14,519
Speaker 3: that like I'm talking about myself. But I'm trying to

1505
01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:16,680
Speaker 3: use it as like an example because I've felt it

1506
01:24:16,840 --> 01:24:22,840
Speaker 3: before and I know I've gotten better at it, so

1507
01:24:22,920 --> 01:24:25,920
Speaker 3: I know it's possible, and I have to think more

1508
01:24:25,960 --> 01:24:35,960
Speaker 3: about like how it is done. But there's a lot

1509
01:24:36,000 --> 01:24:39,480
Speaker 3: of like inner work to be done in like discovery

1510
01:24:39,640 --> 01:24:47,800
Speaker 3: of like this like inner confidence you have to learn

1511
01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:53,080
Speaker 3: how to build Yeah, where you just don't care what

1512
01:24:53,120 --> 01:25:01,439
Speaker 3: other people think. I know it's hard, but it is possible.

1513
01:25:02,560 --> 01:25:03,320
Speaker 1: That's good to hear.

1514
01:25:04,280 --> 01:25:08,439
Speaker 3: And you're on the eighteen right right, Absolutely, we'll get

1515
01:25:08,479 --> 01:25:15,000
Speaker 3: better with age. So that's what I'll tell you at

1516
01:25:15,000 --> 01:25:17,160
Speaker 3: the very least is that I think as you get older,

1517
01:25:17,160 --> 01:25:20,760
Speaker 3: you'll care what let other people think of you less.

1518
01:25:20,760 --> 01:25:21,280
Speaker 3: So why wait?

1519
01:25:24,040 --> 01:25:24,799
Speaker 1: That makes sense?

1520
01:25:26,479 --> 01:25:28,599
Speaker 3: And go ahead and go talk to a real therapist too.

1521
01:25:29,320 --> 01:25:29,920
Speaker 3: See what they say.

1522
01:25:29,960 --> 01:25:31,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, I tried. I tried to set up in a

1523
01:25:31,960 --> 01:25:34,799
Speaker 1: point with a therapist and like I called their office

1524
01:25:34,880 --> 01:25:36,640
Speaker 1: or whatever, and then they said they're gonna send me

1525
01:25:36,680 --> 01:25:39,599
Speaker 1: an email about something, and then I never got the email.

1526
01:25:39,920 --> 01:25:41,240
Speaker 1: And I haven't tried.

1527
01:25:41,000 --> 01:25:49,679
Speaker 3: Them fucking therapists. Yeah, we'll try again, I will. Would

1528
01:25:49,680 --> 01:25:53,760
Speaker 3: you say your name was Andy? Good luck? Andy, Thank

1529
01:25:53,760 --> 01:25:54,479
Speaker 3: you for calling man.

1530
01:25:55,320 --> 01:25:56,000
Speaker 1: Thank you.

1531
01:25:59,000 --> 01:25:59,120
Speaker 10: All?

1532
01:25:59,280 --> 01:26:00,960
Speaker 4: From Isabella?

1533
01:26:02,720 --> 01:26:08,080
Speaker 3: Isabella? Hi Isabella?

1534
01:26:08,920 --> 01:26:09,120
Speaker 5: Hi?

1535
01:26:09,200 --> 01:26:09,599
Speaker 10: How are you?

1536
01:26:10,640 --> 01:26:11,519
Speaker 3: I'm good? How are you?

1537
01:26:12,640 --> 01:26:13,160
Speaker 8: I'm good?

1538
01:26:14,960 --> 01:26:15,880
Speaker 3: What did you do today?

1539
01:26:17,640 --> 01:26:21,800
Speaker 8: Homework? I'm in college. I also had, like I'm in authority,

1540
01:26:21,840 --> 01:26:23,040
Speaker 8: so I had an exact meeting.

1541
01:26:24,920 --> 01:26:27,040
Speaker 3: What goes on at these executive meetings?

1542
01:26:28,840 --> 01:26:31,360
Speaker 14: We just like we arguing each other.

1543
01:26:32,200 --> 01:26:36,919
Speaker 3: About what do you argue about today today?

1544
01:26:37,080 --> 01:26:40,679
Speaker 8: Well, our school is hosting this thing called Greek Week,

1545
01:26:41,120 --> 01:26:43,880
Speaker 8: and some of us think it's a bad idea because

1546
01:26:43,920 --> 01:26:46,599
Speaker 8: our campus was just shut down because like a lot

1547
01:26:46,640 --> 01:26:49,200
Speaker 8: of our students have like COVID right now, So the

1548
01:26:49,240 --> 01:26:51,840
Speaker 8: school still wants to have Greek Week, but like some

1549
01:26:51,920 --> 01:26:53,960
Speaker 8: of us are like, we shouldn't have Greek Weeks.

1550
01:26:55,560 --> 01:26:59,200
Speaker 3: What is involved in having Greek Week? What is the event?

1551
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Speaker 8: Basically, it's like a whole week of competition. So there's

1552
01:27:02,920 --> 01:27:06,200
Speaker 8: like one day where we like do this like silly dance.

1553
01:27:06,640 --> 01:27:09,800
Speaker 8: There's another day where we have like a scavenger hunt,

1554
01:27:09,960 --> 01:27:11,920
Speaker 8: so there's another day when we like paint banners. So

1555
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Speaker 8: it involves like a lot of gathering. So, like we

1556
01:27:14,880 --> 01:27:16,680
Speaker 8: were just trying to figure out exactly what we want

1557
01:27:16,720 --> 01:27:18,559
Speaker 8: to say to the school about why we shouldn't have

1558
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Speaker 8: Greek Week.

1559
01:27:21,520 --> 01:27:22,880
Speaker 3: Do you think we should have Greek Week?

1560
01:27:23,600 --> 01:27:23,800
Speaker 7: No?

1561
01:27:24,040 --> 01:27:25,559
Speaker 3: Oh, they should have Greek Week.

1562
01:27:26,360 --> 01:27:28,559
Speaker 8: No, I don't think it's a good idea, especially since

1563
01:27:28,600 --> 01:27:30,200
Speaker 8: we got like shut down for COVID.

1564
01:27:31,720 --> 01:27:33,320
Speaker 3: What made you want to join a sorority in the

1565
01:27:33,320 --> 01:27:33,800
Speaker 3: first place.

1566
01:27:35,200 --> 01:27:37,400
Speaker 8: Well, I'm an out of state students, so like I

1567
01:27:37,479 --> 01:27:39,720
Speaker 8: go to this really small university, so like a lot

1568
01:27:39,760 --> 01:27:42,240
Speaker 8: of the students already know each other from like just

1569
01:27:42,280 --> 01:27:44,559
Speaker 8: being from the same area. So I was like, oh,

1570
01:27:45,120 --> 01:27:47,120
Speaker 8: I guess I'm going to like make some friends.

1571
01:27:47,800 --> 01:27:50,439
Speaker 3: That actually sounds horrible. I don't know why anyone would

1572
01:27:50,479 --> 01:27:52,760
Speaker 3: ever want to do that. Not what you do, well,

1573
01:27:52,800 --> 01:27:55,200
Speaker 3: I mean, I still like, actually no kind of what

1574
01:27:55,240 --> 01:27:58,000
Speaker 3: you did too, because the people who already went to

1575
01:27:58,000 --> 01:27:59,439
Speaker 3: the school, who are going to the place where they

1576
01:27:59,479 --> 01:28:01,639
Speaker 3: already know every one, I don't know why I would

1577
01:28:01,680 --> 01:28:03,240
Speaker 3: want to do that, because you know, the whole point

1578
01:28:03,240 --> 01:28:05,160
Speaker 3: of going to college is meeting new people. But then

1579
01:28:05,200 --> 01:28:07,960
Speaker 3: you don't you feel like everyone already knows each other,

1580
01:28:08,000 --> 01:28:11,200
Speaker 3: they already have their like group of friends formed or whatever.

1581
01:28:12,840 --> 01:28:15,719
Speaker 8: So I guess I think it was really like fun

1582
01:28:15,800 --> 01:28:17,880
Speaker 8: for me to come, and I was like happy to

1583
01:28:17,920 --> 01:28:20,000
Speaker 8: get to know people because like I'm from Norrith and

1584
01:28:20,040 --> 01:28:22,160
Speaker 8: meet like schools in the South, So I was like

1585
01:28:22,200 --> 01:28:24,559
Speaker 8: happy to meet all these people and like learn about

1586
01:28:24,560 --> 01:28:26,600
Speaker 8: this thing. But it was hard to like sort of

1587
01:28:27,320 --> 01:28:29,519
Speaker 8: make friends with people who already kind of knew each other,

1588
01:28:29,560 --> 01:28:31,519
Speaker 8: which is sort of why I was like, oh, I'll

1589
01:28:31,560 --> 01:28:33,920
Speaker 8: join a sorority because like they.

1590
01:28:33,760 --> 01:28:34,559
Speaker 14: Have to talk to me.

1591
01:28:36,520 --> 01:28:38,600
Speaker 3: Really. Yeah, A lot of people say that it's like

1592
01:28:38,880 --> 01:28:40,920
Speaker 3: buying friends. What do you think about that?

1593
01:28:41,800 --> 01:28:43,559
Speaker 14: I agree? I one hundred percent agree.

1594
01:28:43,640 --> 01:28:45,479
Speaker 8: Like when people are like, oh, you're in a story,

1595
01:28:45,479 --> 01:28:46,400
Speaker 8: you buy your friends.

1596
01:28:46,160 --> 01:28:47,439
Speaker 14: I'm like, I do, I do buy?

1597
01:28:47,640 --> 01:28:49,920
Speaker 3: I know what. I respect that. I respect that a

1598
01:28:49,920 --> 01:28:52,320
Speaker 3: lot of people would would be on the defensive about that,

1599
01:28:52,439 --> 01:28:57,680
Speaker 3: but I like that you openly admit it. Let me

1600
01:28:57,720 --> 01:28:59,840
Speaker 3: ask you something, Isabelle, are you ridiculous?

1601
01:29:01,439 --> 01:29:01,880
Speaker 7: Very much?

1602
01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:02,000
Speaker 11: So?

1603
01:29:02,160 --> 01:29:03,439
Speaker 14: I'm not gonna say I'm not.

1604
01:29:05,240 --> 01:29:07,880
Speaker 3: Why do you believe that you are very much so ridiculous?

1605
01:29:08,320 --> 01:29:11,280
Speaker 8: I'm really really high strung, Like I need to have

1606
01:29:11,320 --> 01:29:14,280
Speaker 8: a plan for everything, Like every little thing. I have

1607
01:29:14,360 --> 01:29:16,719
Speaker 8: a plan, Like I make it to do list every morning,

1608
01:29:17,080 --> 01:29:19,080
Speaker 8: and if I like, don't check something off my to

1609
01:29:19,120 --> 01:29:20,280
Speaker 8: do list, like I feel bad.

1610
01:29:21,880 --> 01:29:26,080
Speaker 3: That's very type A yes, do you do everything on

1611
01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:27,080
Speaker 3: your to do list today?

1612
01:29:27,880 --> 01:29:30,720
Speaker 8: I do do everything on my to do list today.

1613
01:29:31,600 --> 01:29:36,559
Speaker 3: That's impressive. Honestly, I constantly always expect at least one

1614
01:29:36,640 --> 01:29:38,519
Speaker 3: thing on the to do list and not make it.

1615
01:29:41,400 --> 01:29:44,599
Speaker 8: I guess maybe, are you like putting things that are

1616
01:29:44,600 --> 01:29:45,880
Speaker 8: like realistic on your.

1617
01:29:45,720 --> 01:29:46,280
Speaker 7: To do list?

1618
01:29:48,120 --> 01:29:50,000
Speaker 3: Yeah? I think I just put too many of them

1619
01:29:50,040 --> 01:29:50,400
Speaker 3: on there.

1620
01:29:52,720 --> 01:29:53,599
Speaker 14: I feel like that too.

1621
01:29:53,680 --> 01:29:55,880
Speaker 8: Sometimes I'm like, oh, I'm so sorry, that was like

1622
01:29:55,960 --> 01:29:56,360
Speaker 8: a timer.

1623
01:29:56,760 --> 01:29:57,280
Speaker 6: Did you hear that?

1624
01:29:58,320 --> 01:29:58,479
Speaker 4: No?

1625
01:29:59,400 --> 01:29:59,960
Speaker 6: Okay, good?

1626
01:30:00,800 --> 01:30:03,519
Speaker 8: But yeah, so I feel like I'm really careful that I

1627
01:30:03,640 --> 01:30:05,040
Speaker 8: like to do this. But I'm friends with a lot

1628
01:30:05,120 --> 01:30:07,400
Speaker 8: of people who are like very go with the flow.

1629
01:30:07,520 --> 01:30:10,640
Speaker 8: So sometimes they're like, Isabella, it's okay to like let

1630
01:30:10,800 --> 01:30:13,959
Speaker 8: go and not like be so married to doing everything

1631
01:30:14,080 --> 01:30:14,400
Speaker 8: like that.

1632
01:30:15,600 --> 01:30:19,000
Speaker 3: Hmm, So are you is that an active effort on

1633
01:30:19,000 --> 01:30:20,680
Speaker 3: your part to try to be less type A?

1634
01:30:21,840 --> 01:30:22,120
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1635
01:30:22,160 --> 01:30:24,080
Speaker 8: I feel like, you know, sometimes it's good to be

1636
01:30:24,160 --> 01:30:26,840
Speaker 8: type A and other times it's not. Like this weekend,

1637
01:30:26,920 --> 01:30:29,160
Speaker 8: I want to try and do something spontaneous.

1638
01:30:29,880 --> 01:30:30,559
Speaker 3: What are you gonna do?

1639
01:30:31,600 --> 01:30:32,479
Speaker 7: I'm not sure yet.

1640
01:30:32,560 --> 01:30:34,800
Speaker 8: That's I feel like that's part of being spontaneous. You

1641
01:30:34,840 --> 01:30:37,200
Speaker 8: don't really know until you like wake up and decide.

1642
01:30:37,600 --> 01:30:38,920
Speaker 3: See, that was the test. That was what I was

1643
01:30:38,960 --> 01:30:40,200
Speaker 3: going to tell That was what I was going to

1644
01:30:40,240 --> 01:30:41,920
Speaker 3: tell you if you had already had a plan.

1645
01:30:43,520 --> 01:30:44,679
Speaker 8: I guess I'm glad to ask.

1646
01:30:45,680 --> 01:30:47,400
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for calling in, Isabella. You

1647
01:30:47,400 --> 01:30:48,880
Speaker 3: have a good night, you.

1648
01:30:48,880 --> 01:30:57,520
Speaker 4: Too, all From Natalie.

1649
01:30:56,000 --> 01:31:02,840
Speaker 3: Natalie, Hello, what's up? Have you ever spoken before?

1650
01:31:03,920 --> 01:31:04,120
Speaker 13: Uh?

1651
01:31:04,200 --> 01:31:04,280
Speaker 10: No?

1652
01:31:04,479 --> 01:31:07,840
Speaker 14: Actually, uh I saw your stream or whatever like some

1653
01:31:07,960 --> 01:31:10,639
Speaker 14: months ago, but I first tried calling like two days ago,

1654
01:31:11,439 --> 01:31:13,760
Speaker 14: but everyone took up all the calls, so I missed it.

1655
01:31:13,800 --> 01:31:17,639
Speaker 14: But I really really wanted to talk about the question

1656
01:31:17,760 --> 01:31:21,160
Speaker 14: that you had for the last dream that was.

1657
01:31:24,320 --> 01:31:26,400
Speaker 13: Sorry when it's sure?

1658
01:31:27,600 --> 01:31:28,000
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1659
01:31:28,040 --> 01:31:31,280
Speaker 14: So the question was what's something that other people aren't?

1660
01:31:32,000 --> 01:31:34,280
Speaker 14: What's something I think I'm good at that other people aren't.

1661
01:31:34,800 --> 01:31:37,760
Speaker 3: Yes, the question was what what's difficult for others but

1662
01:31:37,840 --> 01:31:39,760
Speaker 3: easy for you? You have a cat?

1663
01:31:40,479 --> 01:31:42,000
Speaker 14: Yes, he's on me right now.

1664
01:31:42,439 --> 01:31:48,720
Speaker 3: Hello cat? What is Natalie? What is difficult for other

1665
01:31:48,760 --> 01:31:49,880
Speaker 3: people but easy for you?

1666
01:31:52,320 --> 01:31:59,040
Speaker 14: Painting and drawing? Yeah?

1667
01:31:59,360 --> 01:32:04,479
Speaker 3: So about to go in to promote your art Instagram?

1668
01:32:04,680 --> 01:32:10,040
Speaker 14: That wasn't the intentions, but I can were you. I

1669
01:32:10,120 --> 01:32:13,839
Speaker 14: was going to say, yeah, I'm about to start art school.

1670
01:32:14,080 --> 01:32:19,240
Speaker 14: But it's kind of nerve wracking because I don't know.

1671
01:32:19,360 --> 01:32:20,800
Speaker 14: I used to think I was just gonna be like

1672
01:32:20,880 --> 01:32:24,559
Speaker 14: a mass teacher or something, because people were always like, oh,

1673
01:32:24,600 --> 01:32:26,000
Speaker 14: you're going to be starving artists.

1674
01:32:26,800 --> 01:32:29,599
Speaker 3: But are you going into debt?

1675
01:32:31,240 --> 01:32:31,360
Speaker 4: Uh?

1676
01:32:32,400 --> 01:32:36,320
Speaker 14: I guess I'll have student debt. I feel like I

1677
01:32:36,360 --> 01:32:42,400
Speaker 14: should know but yeah, someone says art school is a

1678
01:32:42,400 --> 01:32:45,320
Speaker 14: waste of money. I feel like it kind of is.

1679
01:32:46,000 --> 01:32:47,599
Speaker 3: But do you feel like it's a waste of money?

1680
01:32:47,600 --> 01:32:48,200
Speaker 3: Where are you going?

1681
01:32:50,080 --> 01:32:54,400
Speaker 14: Well, I guess because it doesn't feel like it's my money,

1682
01:32:54,600 --> 01:32:58,320
Speaker 14: and like, I don't know, I want to like meet

1683
01:32:58,320 --> 01:33:01,080
Speaker 14: people who are also interested and the same.

1684
01:33:00,920 --> 01:33:05,040
Speaker 3: Thing as me, is it Are your parents paying for it?

1685
01:33:05,080 --> 01:33:06,240
Speaker 3: Is the government paying for it?

1686
01:33:07,640 --> 01:33:08,840
Speaker 14: A cumbination of both.

1687
01:33:11,960 --> 01:33:13,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, that was my one sort of caveat for college.

1688
01:33:13,920 --> 01:33:16,320
Speaker 3: If you can get other people I'm pretty anti college,

1689
01:33:16,439 --> 01:33:18,120
Speaker 3: but if you can get other people to pay for it,

1690
01:33:19,640 --> 01:33:24,080
Speaker 3: that's the moves. Exactly, what do you want to do

1691
01:33:24,280 --> 01:33:25,920
Speaker 3: out of arts school? Do you have any id? If

1692
01:33:25,960 --> 01:33:28,479
Speaker 3: you could wave your magic wand Natalie and do anything,

1693
01:33:28,560 --> 01:33:29,160
Speaker 3: what would you do?

1694
01:33:30,120 --> 01:33:32,040
Speaker 5: Ah?

1695
01:33:32,120 --> 01:33:34,880
Speaker 14: It's so hard, honestly, maybe like an animator. I've been

1696
01:33:34,920 --> 01:33:39,400
Speaker 14: thinking about that in the past couple of days. I mean, yeah,

1697
01:33:39,520 --> 01:33:44,120
Speaker 14: Initially I was signed up to learn like fine arts

1698
01:33:44,120 --> 01:33:46,680
Speaker 14: because I wanted to have like my paintings and museums.

1699
01:33:47,120 --> 01:33:50,080
Speaker 14: But then I realized that my style kind of fits

1700
01:33:50,120 --> 01:33:55,519
Speaker 14: more with like illustration, So I think I'm I'm gonna

1701
01:33:55,600 --> 01:33:56,640
Speaker 14: stick with illustration.

1702
01:33:59,560 --> 01:34:00,840
Speaker 3: Was the last thing you illustrated.

1703
01:34:02,360 --> 01:34:05,200
Speaker 14: Ooh, last thing I drew I'm working on a painting

1704
01:34:05,280 --> 01:34:08,640
Speaker 14: right now is a painting of me biting like a

1705
01:34:08,680 --> 01:34:09,280
Speaker 14: cow's utter.

1706
01:34:11,560 --> 01:34:17,080
Speaker 3: It's a cow's utter, like something from real life experience

1707
01:34:17,120 --> 01:34:17,759
Speaker 3: that you did.

1708
01:34:17,640 --> 01:34:17,880
Speaker 11: Is it.

1709
01:34:18,720 --> 01:34:21,479
Speaker 14: No? No, I've never Honestly, I don't think I've seen

1710
01:34:21,479 --> 01:34:25,519
Speaker 14: a cow in real life. Oh no, I'm I don't know.

1711
01:34:26,280 --> 01:34:27,639
Speaker 3: I don't know if I've seen a cow in real

1712
01:34:27,640 --> 01:34:30,120
Speaker 3: life either. No, there's no way we had to have

1713
01:34:30,120 --> 01:34:31,520
Speaker 3: seen cows in real life.

1714
01:34:31,960 --> 01:34:35,160
Speaker 14: And all right, at least one. But yeah, so why did.

1715
01:34:35,080 --> 01:34:37,160
Speaker 3: You pick yourself biting a cow's utter?

1716
01:34:38,240 --> 01:34:41,040
Speaker 14: Well, it's the part two. The original piece that I

1717
01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:45,000
Speaker 14: made like two years ago was myself licking a cow's utter.

1718
01:34:45,240 --> 01:34:52,920
Speaker 14: And so the point behind that was, like, at the time,

1719
01:34:53,160 --> 01:34:57,920
Speaker 14: I felt passionate about like femininity in a sense, and

1720
01:34:57,960 --> 01:35:00,840
Speaker 14: how like sometimes I feel like women feel like they

1721
01:35:00,880 --> 01:35:03,880
Speaker 14: need to do gross and disgusting shit, or really anyone,

1722
01:35:03,920 --> 01:35:09,120
Speaker 14: not specifically women, but do gross and disgusting shit that

1723
01:35:09,160 --> 01:35:11,719
Speaker 14: they normally wouldn't do, but in order to like please

1724
01:35:11,760 --> 01:35:14,960
Speaker 14: other people. So I kind of wanted to like have

1725
01:35:15,080 --> 01:35:20,080
Speaker 14: myself licking an utter to show that like it's shocking.

1726
01:35:21,479 --> 01:35:26,400
Speaker 3: So in the piece is the thing that you're doing

1727
01:35:27,080 --> 01:35:30,160
Speaker 3: that other people that you're doing. So in the piece,

1728
01:35:30,200 --> 01:35:33,120
Speaker 3: it's supposed to be that you're licking this otter to

1729
01:35:33,240 --> 01:35:38,320
Speaker 3: please other people. Yeah, I guess to please the cow

1730
01:35:39,720 --> 01:35:41,200
Speaker 3: oh like sexually?

1731
01:35:42,479 --> 01:35:42,679
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1732
01:35:42,720 --> 01:35:43,479
Speaker 14: And yeah.

1733
01:35:44,720 --> 01:35:48,520
Speaker 3: Do cows receive sexual pleasure from people stimulating their utters?

1734
01:35:48,760 --> 01:35:52,519
Speaker 14: I think so. Also, I realized that the concept kind

1735
01:35:52,560 --> 01:35:56,760
Speaker 14: of dumb because cows are female, But I mean it

1736
01:35:56,840 --> 01:35:57,639
Speaker 14: still makes sense.

1737
01:35:59,760 --> 01:36:01,400
Speaker 3: Well, I guess that's why you're going to art school

1738
01:36:01,479 --> 01:36:06,479
Speaker 3: is to make your paintings have meaning.

1739
01:36:07,640 --> 01:36:08,719
Speaker 14: Yeah, and be nasty.

1740
01:36:10,400 --> 01:36:11,800
Speaker 3: Well, I wish you the best of like a hope

1741
01:36:11,800 --> 01:36:13,160
Speaker 3: that your cowidar gets a name.

1742
01:36:14,320 --> 01:36:17,400
Speaker 2: Thank you, You have a good night, you too.

1743
01:36:20,680 --> 01:36:24,200
Speaker 3: Neverally Can goes on the line taking your phone calls

1744
01:36:24,240 --> 01:36:27,759
Speaker 3: every night. Never Be goes doing his eye. He's teaching

1745
01:36:27,800 --> 01:36:30,920
Speaker 3: you cloud in the livery life blood. He's not really

1746
01:36:31,120 --> 01:36:31,840
Speaker 3: an expert.