WEBVTT - Jeopardy! Champion Amy Schneider Wins By Being Herself

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<v Speaker 1>This is Talia Schlanger, and you're listening to Here's the

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<v Speaker 1>Thing from I Heart Radio. There are some people you

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<v Speaker 1>just can't help but fall in love with when you

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<v Speaker 1>see them on TV. Amy Schneider is one of those people.

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<v Speaker 1>She won a lot of hearts and a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>money when she took Jeopardy by storm earlier this year

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<v Speaker 1>and became the most successful woman in the show's history.

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<v Speaker 1>Schneider held a forty game winning streak, which is the

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<v Speaker 1>second longest ever, and racked up an incredible one point

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<v Speaker 1>three million dollars in winnings. But it was Amy Schneider's

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<v Speaker 1>warmth and charm behind the podium that quickly endeared her

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<v Speaker 1>to Jeopardy audiences around the world. Schneider is back now,

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<v Speaker 1>competing in the Jeopardy Tournament of Champions this month, but

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<v Speaker 1>before we get to that, I wanted to know what

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<v Speaker 1>it was like for her the first time the phone

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<v Speaker 1>rang and a voice on the other end said You're

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<v Speaker 1>going to be on Jeopardy. It was the fall of

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, it was something I've been trying for

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time. And I got a text and

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<v Speaker 1>it was like, Hey, this is John from Jeopardy. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you have time to talk this afternoon. It's it's good news.

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<v Speaker 1>And so I, you know, pretty much knew what it was,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, we talked and he said that I

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<v Speaker 1>was going to be on the show. Yeah. So you've

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<v Speaker 1>been auditioning for years. What do you think it was

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<v Speaker 1>this time that made you successful? Yeah, I mean, I think,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, to an extent, I don't know that's the

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<v Speaker 1>secrets of the Jeopardy casting process, but I definitely think

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<v Speaker 1>a big factor was that it was the first time

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<v Speaker 1>I had reached the sort of in person although it

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<v Speaker 1>was over zoom auditions, since I transitioned, and I realized

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<v Speaker 1>looking back on it, I mean even when I just

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<v Speaker 1>looked like old pictures of myself some you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>occasional old videos of myself, like I'm just so closed

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<v Speaker 1>off and so like, you know, not wanting to reveal

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<v Speaker 1>anything about myself and and not wanting to give anything away,

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<v Speaker 1>and that, you know, is not the case anymore, and

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<v Speaker 1>that's that's not how I am now that I've transitioned,

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<v Speaker 1>And so I think I was just much more like

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<v Speaker 1>lively and engaging to them, you know, to be on

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<v Speaker 1>camera than that I had been in the past. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>that's so interesting. I mean, I'm sort of done by

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<v Speaker 1>that right off the bat, that it's bringing your full

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<v Speaker 1>self to the table. Is something that allowed you to

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<v Speaker 1>achieve this lifelong dream. Yeah. No, And that's been like

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<v Speaker 1>a sort of just unexpected lesson of transitioning that that

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<v Speaker 1>I think can apply to a lot of people. Is that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I just thought it was something I had

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<v Speaker 1>to do and it was going to make my life

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<v Speaker 1>harder in a lot of ways, but I just needed to.

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<v Speaker 1>But then it's it's made my life easier in a

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<v Speaker 1>ton of ways that I just didn't think about and

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<v Speaker 1>didn't expect. You know that when you're being yourself and

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<v Speaker 1>whatever you're doing, you're you're just more successful at it

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<v Speaker 1>and things come easier. And that's that's not something I

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<v Speaker 1>expected to happen. Wow, it's so it's beautiful. And I

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<v Speaker 1>want to talk a little bit more about that, about

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<v Speaker 1>the transition later and about that part of your life.

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<v Speaker 1>But first, so you get the call from Jeopardy from

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<v Speaker 1>this text message in the in the afternoon. How long

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<v Speaker 1>is it between the time that you find out that

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<v Speaker 1>you are going to be a contestant on Jeopardy and

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<v Speaker 1>the time that you actually have to pack your bags

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<v Speaker 1>and and go walk into that studio. Yeah, so generally

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<v Speaker 1>it's like three or four weeks, like coming down in

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<v Speaker 1>three weeks, that will be the date you tape your episodes.

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<v Speaker 1>And I did. I flew down to l A. And

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<v Speaker 1>then that afternoon they called and they were like, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>there's been an issue like negotiations with the union over COVID,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, protocols or whatever, and so we're we're just

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<v Speaker 1>going to have to cancel taping and we'll reschedule you

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<v Speaker 1>for a few weeks later. So I flew back home,

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<v Speaker 1>and then in the intervening time, Alex passed away, and

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<v Speaker 1>so you know, obviously everything was kind of up in

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<v Speaker 1>the air, and they eventually, for for me and a

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<v Speaker 1>few other people that were kind of in my position

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<v Speaker 1>that have been rescheduled a couple of times, they decided

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<v Speaker 1>to just put us on hold until they were sure

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<v Speaker 1>things were stable and they wouldn't have to reschedule us again.

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<v Speaker 1>But they didn't. They didn't actually tell us that. So

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<v Speaker 1>I was just like waiting a year, being like, is

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<v Speaker 1>this really going to happen? Are they like? Have I

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<v Speaker 1>been tricked to a dream that it was a weird

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<v Speaker 1>interlude there, did you say a year? Yeah, so wait

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<v Speaker 1>a minute, You've achieved your dream and now you have

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<v Speaker 1>to wait a year and tell me what are you

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<v Speaker 1>doing in that year? Are you preparing yourself, are you

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<v Speaker 1>giving up hope? Combination of all of this. Yeah, So,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I guess what I'd say is that, like

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<v Speaker 1>the way the Jeopardy audition process works is that once

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<v Speaker 1>you get to that last stage, they just tell you, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you're in the You're in the pool for the next

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<v Speaker 1>eighteen months, and in that eighteen months you might get

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<v Speaker 1>a call to be like, hey, you're on the show.

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<v Speaker 1>And if you don't, then you didn't start over from

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<v Speaker 1>the beginning. And so it was not the first time

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<v Speaker 1>in my life that had been in that kind of

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<v Speaker 1>state of this might be happening soon, so you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was just doing kind of what I've always done,

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<v Speaker 1>which is basically nothing too intense, but mainly just like

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<v Speaker 1>during my downtimes, going through old games online, old questions

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<v Speaker 1>and just sort of looking for things that I was

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<v Speaker 1>consistently not knowing, or you know, patterns of things that

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<v Speaker 1>that they focus on that that might be unexpected, Like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, they talk about like Edith Wharton and Henry

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<v Speaker 1>James and like turn of the century authors, like a

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<v Speaker 1>lot more than most people are. You know, they have

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<v Speaker 1>these weird kind of like you know, things that they're

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<v Speaker 1>they're disproportionately focused on. So yeah, So I mean, like

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<v Speaker 1>that's just something that I've you know, done off and

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<v Speaker 1>on for the you know, twelve thirteen years that I've

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<v Speaker 1>been auditioning, and so I just you know, kept doing that. Wow,

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<v Speaker 1>So You've been preparing for this a long time, and

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<v Speaker 1>I think probably your whole life building up this brain network.

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<v Speaker 1>I want to know, what else are you reading encyclopedias?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you keeping up with the news, are you calling friends?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you doing? Yeah? One thing I'd say is

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<v Speaker 1>that apart from the like going through the old Jeopardy games,

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<v Speaker 1>like I'm not doing much like specifically studying for Jeopardy.

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<v Speaker 1>I've just always been just sort of curious and wanting

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<v Speaker 1>to explore and find out new things. So like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>for you know, as long as it's been around. When

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<v Speaker 1>I'm protrastinating at work, one of my things I'll do

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<v Speaker 1>is just kind of go to Wikipedia and sort of

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<v Speaker 1>just like click around and find something interesting and then

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<v Speaker 1>and read up on it. I mean I've always been

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<v Speaker 1>a big reader. Sometimes starting in my like mid twenties,

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<v Speaker 1>I really like started gravitating towards history and reading a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of that. And that's that's true to this day.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like probably like fifty of what I read, and

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<v Speaker 1>so that too. I think his returns out to be

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<v Speaker 1>really useful for Jeopardy and you know, life, because it

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<v Speaker 1>kind of touches everything, like, you know, everything you know,

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<v Speaker 1>a good work of history will tie into you know,

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<v Speaker 1>economics and politics and science and gender relations and art

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<v Speaker 1>and and everything else. Can you know fit into that?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh for sure. Now there's a pattern that I think

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<v Speaker 1>is really interesting. You studied computer science. Ken Jennings, who's

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<v Speaker 1>the current host of Jeopardy and the longest reigning champion,

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<v Speaker 1>also studied computer science, and Matt Emotio, who is now

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<v Speaker 1>below you as the third longest streak in Jeopardy history

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<v Speaker 1>with thirty seven wins, also has a PhD in computer science.

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<v Speaker 1>I found that really surprising because you don't think of

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<v Speaker 1>that as a subject that a lot of questions are about.

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<v Speaker 1>But do you have a theories or something about the

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<v Speaker 1>computer science brain. Yeah, I think that there's a certain

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<v Speaker 1>type of person that gets into programming because you know,

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<v Speaker 1>and this is at least the case for me, because

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<v Speaker 1>of kind of the creative side of it. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it is something that it's got the career security that

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<v Speaker 1>creative writing and art and things like that don't have.

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<v Speaker 1>But at the same time, you are kind of starting

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<v Speaker 1>with a blank page and being like, make a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why some people get into it. Some people just

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<v Speaker 1>have these really like orderly logical minds that fit well

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<v Speaker 1>to it, and those I don't think are going to

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<v Speaker 1>be as well suited to jeopardy. But I think if

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<v Speaker 1>you're interested in that. And the other thing that I

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<v Speaker 1>found fascinating about it was that it's really about translation.

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<v Speaker 1>That you're taking something a human said and telling it

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<v Speaker 1>to a computer, and that forces you to realize all

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<v Speaker 1>the like unstated assumptions and you know, subtext and everything

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<v Speaker 1>else that go into you know, human language, because the

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<v Speaker 1>computer doesn't know anything, it isn't going to assume anything,

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<v Speaker 1>and you have to tell it all explicitly, and so

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<v Speaker 1>it requires you to understand things kind of in a

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<v Speaker 1>deep way in order to tell them to a computer.

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<v Speaker 1>And so if you're interested in like diving into things

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<v Speaker 1>like that there's a good chance that you'll apply that interest,

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<v Speaker 1>not just programming budget, to just whatever else. One of

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<v Speaker 1>the things about me, but like I always you know,

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<v Speaker 1>didn't quite fit in in the industry, was that like

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of programmers will work all day and then

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<v Speaker 1>go home and then write more code at night for

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<v Speaker 1>their own personal projects. And that was never me. I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, that's fine for the day, but I've got

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<v Speaker 1>other stuff I want to do with the rest of

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<v Speaker 1>my time, like what oh, you know, like I've always

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<v Speaker 1>had like various half finished projects going on, like if

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<v Speaker 1>I've always needed to have something creative going on in

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<v Speaker 1>my life. For for most of my life, that was theater,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like if I went, you know, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>six months without being in a play, I'd get like

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<v Speaker 1>itchy and I feel like I needed to do it again.

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<v Speaker 1>And then in the last ten years or so, it's

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<v Speaker 1>just the time commitment, I just haven't really been able

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<v Speaker 1>to do that. So I've been finding other things I've done,

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<v Speaker 1>like stand up comedy. One of the big things I've

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<v Speaker 1>done was podcasting at a Doubt Nappy podcast. For a

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<v Speaker 1>long time, that until now was my claim to fame.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it was reasonably successful. I've got probably like

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<v Speaker 1>ten twenty things that are like ideas I had and

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<v Speaker 1>started on and abandoned that I intend to pick up

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<v Speaker 1>again someday. Yeah. Okay, wait, we're taking a little detour here,

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<v Speaker 1>but I have to know, is there a dream role

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<v Speaker 1>that you have in theater that you'd like to play

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<v Speaker 1>one day? Yeah? I think, you know, I think I

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<v Speaker 1>wound up like doing a lot of comic roles in

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<v Speaker 1>my time, so definitely one of the like big, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>tragedy ones. I think both McBeth and Lady McBeth are

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<v Speaker 1>fascinating roles that i'd be by be interested in. I think, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>oh wow, imagine playing both of them on alternating nights

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<v Speaker 1>or something like that. Right, Yeah, that would be something

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<v Speaker 1>that would be fascinating. Oh and the other one would

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<v Speaker 1>be one of the three leads in Rosencranson Guild and

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<v Speaker 1>Sturner Dead. That's that's maybe my favorite play. M M.

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<v Speaker 1>I love it. Okay, back to Jeopardy. So we've got

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<v Speaker 1>the brain prep and I guess it sounds to me

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<v Speaker 1>almost I'm picturing like neural networks that you're building in

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<v Speaker 1>your in your mind almost as a web for mental preparation.

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<v Speaker 1>But then there's also the physical preparation of button clicking,

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<v Speaker 1>buzzer pressing, Like you got to be good at the buzzer,

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<v Speaker 1>So how did you go about preparing for that aspect

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<v Speaker 1>of being on Jeopardy. Yeah, I mean, you know, there's

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<v Speaker 1>only so much you can do, so I definitely i'd

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<v Speaker 1>read you know, past champions and the advice of they've given,

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<v Speaker 1>and certainly, you know, when I was watching the game

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<v Speaker 1>at home, i'd have like a ballpoint pen just to

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<v Speaker 1>sort of get in the habit of like that. Absolutely okay,

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<v Speaker 1>But the thing about it is like you can't really know,

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<v Speaker 1>Like the way the buzzer works is that there's somebody

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<v Speaker 1>flipping a switch that enables them and turns on some

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<v Speaker 1>lights by the side of the board when the when

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<v Speaker 1>the host finishes the question, and if you buzz in

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<v Speaker 1>before they've flipped that switch, then when they do flip

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<v Speaker 1>the switch, your buzzer is locked out for a quarter second,

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<v Speaker 1>and so other people will be able to get in

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<v Speaker 1>ahead of you. And so it's really like it's just

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<v Speaker 1>all about like, you know, being in tune with that

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<v Speaker 1>person and you know, no, you know, feeling when they're

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<v Speaker 1>about to do it so like I had, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I had read that advice and I went in with

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<v Speaker 1>a certain strategy of like, okay, you sort of aim

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<v Speaker 1>for like the last syllable of the clue as the

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<v Speaker 1>hostess reading it and things like that, and it was

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<v Speaker 1>doing okay, but it wasn't really it wasn't doing well enough.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it was up against this really good champion

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<v Speaker 1>in my first game, and so for whatever reason, I

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<v Speaker 1>just in the middle of it was just just decided

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<v Speaker 1>to kind of throw that out and just stop trying

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<v Speaker 1>to time it and just going by like intuition and

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<v Speaker 1>just feeling when the right moment was. And it worked

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<v Speaker 1>and it it kept working. So you know, it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if that would work for everyone, but

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<v Speaker 1>that that's how it was for me. Let's talk about

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<v Speaker 1>that first game. Tell me what it was like the

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<v Speaker 1>first time you walked onto the Alextro Bug stage at

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<v Speaker 1>Sony Pictures Studios, Like, what how did it compare to

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<v Speaker 1>what you had dreamed of? Yeah, walking on the stage

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, it was a lot And that was

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<v Speaker 1>really I think the biggest, you know, some of the

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<v Speaker 1>most important preparation I did was in the last week

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<v Speaker 1>or two before taping, because I realized that, like I

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<v Speaker 1>was so afraid of losing that like it was getting

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<v Speaker 1>kind of paralyzing and becoming counterproductive. And so really in

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<v Speaker 1>that time, I was really focusing on lowering the stakes

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<v Speaker 1>for myself and saying, it's fine, like if you go

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<v Speaker 1>on and lose, you go on and lose. It's definitely

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<v Speaker 1>a possibility that really might happen, and it would be

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<v Speaker 1>okay if it did, you know, and you're just there

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<v Speaker 1>to like be in the moment, have fun, enjoy the experience,

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<v Speaker 1>and let the chips fall where they may. And so,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I was definitely it was definitely an effort

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<v Speaker 1>that that you know, anxiety and that tension and everything

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<v Speaker 1>was still trying to creep in there, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>like having to actively hold it down. But I'm glad

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<v Speaker 1>I really did that preparation. I don't I think I

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have had a chance without it. That's massive, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>it's a whole It sounds to me like like what

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<v Speaker 1>an elite athlete would have to do in order to

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<v Speaker 1>cite themselves up for an Olympic game or to like

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<v Speaker 1>to keep their head in it. Yeah. Absolutely, it's funny

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<v Speaker 1>because I am a sports fan, and like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>hang out I hang out with like, you know, actors

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<v Speaker 1>and comedians and artists, and like I never have anybody

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<v Speaker 1>to talk sports with. But it was like, especially as

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<v Speaker 1>it went on, I really was finding myself being like,

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<v Speaker 1>I really start to understand these sort of sports cliches

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<v Speaker 1>and the sort of like the answers that athletes given

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<v Speaker 1>interviews that are kind of like formulaic. Like I really

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<v Speaker 1>started to see that competition and that that trying to

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<v Speaker 1>be you know, completely focused, trying to be at the

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<v Speaker 1>peak of your game. I was surprised by how suddenly

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<v Speaker 1>relatable I felt like professional athletes were, oh yeah, and

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<v Speaker 1>the endurance of it as well, Like I read somewhere

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<v Speaker 1>that you tape five episodes in a day, which is

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<v Speaker 1>fine if you're you know, in for a couple episodes

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<v Speaker 1>and then you lose, But if you're on a forty

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<v Speaker 1>game winning street, can you please paint the picture for

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<v Speaker 1>me of like what it is like to actually compete

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<v Speaker 1>in five full episodes of Jeopardy one day. It's a lot,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. One thing about it is that during the

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<v Speaker 1>game itself, like it goes at such a fast pace

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<v Speaker 1>that it's like there's like not time to be fatigued

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<v Speaker 1>or whatever. Like you you sort of don't notice it,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I mean, especially like after the first full

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<v Speaker 1>day that I did, I definitely I was just so

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<v Speaker 1>physically tired. At the end of it. I really focused on,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, the next day, I was there really conserving

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<v Speaker 1>my energy through everything else through through the rest of

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<v Speaker 1>the day, Like every time the cameras rof I was

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<v Speaker 1>like leaning on the podium and like stretching out my legs,

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<v Speaker 1>giving my feet a rest, that sort of thing, because

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<v Speaker 1>it is it's it's like an eleven hour day and

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<v Speaker 1>you do too a week, and like by the end

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<v Speaker 1>of that second day, it was just like I was done.

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<v Speaker 1>How do you even have the energy to walk like

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<v Speaker 1>go back to your hotel? You just go back to

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<v Speaker 1>your hotel room and flop on the bed. I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I did. I would go and just lie down and

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<v Speaker 1>like do nothing, Like I wouldn't look at my phone,

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't think, I wouldn't like just do anything, just

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<v Speaker 1>like lie there until I could like start the function again. Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And it's so weird too, because you're having this experience

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<v Speaker 1>kind of privately, like it's not airing as it's taping.

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<v Speaker 1>You're taping these episodes that will air, you know, months

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<v Speaker 1>in advance, So that has to be a very strange

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<v Speaker 1>feeling as well. I would think it definitely was. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I think overall, I'm glad that it worked that way.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, a few things, Like one is

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<v Speaker 1>that I was really bummed as it was leading up

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<v Speaker 1>to my final episode because I knew. I was like, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>all these people are going to be so sad that

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<v Speaker 1>I lose, you know. And so if I if my

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<v Speaker 1>episodes have been airing, and I'd sort of had at

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<v Speaker 1>pressure of like knowing that people were like rooting for me,

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<v Speaker 1>that that would have made it harder, I think, And

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<v Speaker 1>I think that, you know. And it also like and

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<v Speaker 1>there was no studio audience. It was just the other

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<v Speaker 1>contestants and the crew, and so that also made it

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<v Speaker 1>easier to just ignore the cameras and not worry too

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<v Speaker 1>much about that stuff. But then when I was at

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<v Speaker 1>home and and and you know, and then in the

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<v Speaker 1>weeks after I was done taping and leading up to

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<v Speaker 1>the airing of the episodes, that was really strange. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>I told a few people, probably more than I really

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<v Speaker 1>should have, but you know, still it was it was

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<v Speaker 1>a secret from a lot of people, and it was

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<v Speaker 1>just like I knew I had done this historic thing,

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<v Speaker 1>and I knew that this was going to be a

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<v Speaker 1>huge deal and you know, kind of a life changing thing,

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<v Speaker 1>and yet nobody knew about it, and I couldn't talk

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<v Speaker 1>about it. It was it was really weird. Oh, for sure,

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<v Speaker 1>it had to be. Were you watching the episodes with people?

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<v Speaker 1>Certainly Genevieve every night, my girlfriend at the time, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, reasonably often we'd go over. There's a you know,

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<v Speaker 1>a couple that lives near Ross. We would go over

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<v Speaker 1>to their house. For the first episode, we had like

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<v Speaker 1>a whole watch party, like my friend's got an airbnb

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<v Speaker 1>and we had like eight or ten people, and like

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<v Speaker 1>it was it was a whole event, and we kind

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<v Speaker 1>of did a bit for the last episode two, but

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<v Speaker 1>otherwise it was just like, yeah, we were just kind

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<v Speaker 1>of living our lives and you know, if somebody happened

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<v Speaker 1>to be over, we'd watch with them, and if not,

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<v Speaker 1>it was just with us. You're probably like, if we

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<v Speaker 1>have a watch party every episode that I'm on Friends,

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<v Speaker 1>you're in for a long like a month and a

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<v Speaker 1>half of Watch period. I mean that was the other thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Those those first couple of episodes. I'm getting, like the

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<v Speaker 1>first you know, five episodes. I've got these people who

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<v Speaker 1>are text me every time being like, oh, good job,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, you don't know what you've the commitment

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<v Speaker 1>you've signed up for if you're going to be texting

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<v Speaker 1>this every time. Jeopardy champion Amy Schneider. If you like

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<v Speaker 1>conversations about competitive game shows, check out our episode with

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<v Speaker 1>host of That's My jam An, executive producer of Password,

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<v Speaker 1>Jimmy Fallon. My mom goes, you know that Tom Cruise

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<v Speaker 1>is great. Thanks watching. He looked really good with his

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<v Speaker 1>long hand. You, he says his Tom Cruise, Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>really liked his long hair. I go, yeah, he looks

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<v Speaker 1>good with long hair. He's Tom Cruise. Yeah I really

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<v Speaker 1>like his long hair. I go, I heard you the

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<v Speaker 1>first three time. Okay, I'm giving you a hint to

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<v Speaker 1>grow your hair out. It's too short to hang up

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<v Speaker 1>the phone. Oh, I started hooking up. I started make hands,

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<v Speaker 1>returning green, I short started a rip. Here more of

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<v Speaker 1>Alex conversation with Jimmy Fallon in our archives at Here's

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<v Speaker 1>the Thing dot org. After the break, I talked to

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<v Speaker 1>Amy Schneider about the mixed feelings she had when her

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<v Speaker 1>epic Jeopardy run finally ended. I'm Talia Schlanger, and you're

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<v Speaker 1>listening to Here's the thing. Amy Schneider broke multiple records

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<v Speaker 1>in her Jeopardy run this winter. She's currently number five

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<v Speaker 1>on the all time total winnings list. She also holds

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<v Speaker 1>the second longest of victory streak and is the winningest

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<v Speaker 1>woman in Jeopardy history. I was curious about her strategy

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<v Speaker 1>for tackling the infamous Jeopardy board. The one sort of

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<v Speaker 1>like specific strategy thing I had was to like go

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<v Speaker 1>after categories that I felt weaker in first, so that

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<v Speaker 1>there wouldn't be as much money at stake if there

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<v Speaker 1>is a daily double. But beyond that, my sort of

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<v Speaker 1>meta strategy or that, the way I was thinking about

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<v Speaker 1>it was, I just wanted as few things to think

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<v Speaker 1>about as possible, so I didn't do too much about

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<v Speaker 1>like thinking about like, you know, a lot of recent

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<v Speaker 1>champions have gone for the higher value that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>amounts first, or like jumping around to keep it, pull

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<v Speaker 1>off balance or things like that, and I didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>to do that for a couple of reasons. One is

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<v Speaker 1>that you know, it was an extra thing to think about,

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<v Speaker 1>and it would you know, I wanted a simple just

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<v Speaker 1>like choose the next clue in the category and then

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have to think about and make that decision.

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<v Speaker 1>But the other thing is I've been watching the show

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<v Speaker 1>my whole life, and I know that it makes the

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<v Speaker 1>show better. And you know, I love the show, and

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<v Speaker 1>I knew it had have been having a tough time,

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<v Speaker 1>and especially as I was going on, I just like

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to serve the show and put on a

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<v Speaker 1>good show and understand the people at home, and I

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<v Speaker 1>knew that they would appreciate that you did. I think

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<v Speaker 1>people really fell in love with you. My folks would

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<v Speaker 1>tell me about you all the time, like how like

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<v Speaker 1>they and they're they're not alone, Like so many people

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<v Speaker 1>really just fell fell in love with you, and I

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<v Speaker 1>think really enjoyed rooting for you. And it's probably weird

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<v Speaker 1>to analyze yourself in this way, but I mean, you've

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<v Speaker 1>watched yourself on the show. I don't know if you

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<v Speaker 1>have a take or an idea about what that is. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I I do. I think that you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I definitely had like debated going in about like how

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<v Speaker 1>was going to present myself in in certain ways and

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<v Speaker 1>like around my femininity and my voice and different things

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<v Speaker 1>like that, and also you know, just in general, how

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<v Speaker 1>do I want to be on TV? And I eventually

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<v Speaker 1>decided partly in that like don't give myself too many variables.

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<v Speaker 1>Was just like, I'm just going to be myself and

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<v Speaker 1>be as just like authentic as I can be. And

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<v Speaker 1>because if I did that, then I knew that I

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<v Speaker 1>would be okay with how I came off on TV,

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<v Speaker 1>whether or not, you know, people liked it or connected

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<v Speaker 1>with it or whatever, you know, And so I wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>really worrying about whether I'd be connecting with people or not.

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<v Speaker 1>I was just focused on, you know, ignore that, stay

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<v Speaker 1>in the game, be myself, and what will happen happens.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think absolutely I think that people saw that,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, saw that they were seeing like the

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<v Speaker 1>real me, and and that's what they responded to. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>regarding your your voice and your choice to speak in

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<v Speaker 1>your natural speaking register, can you explain to me, like

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<v Speaker 1>have you done gender affirming voice therapy in your outside

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<v Speaker 1>of Jeopardy life to speak a bit differently? I did

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<v Speaker 1>it was It was a few years ago, earlier in

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<v Speaker 1>my transition, and if I was put to it, I

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<v Speaker 1>could like speak in a more feminine voice. It's about

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<v Speaker 1>like just first of all, it's just like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>speaking that higher pitch, but there's also other things about

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<v Speaker 1>like being breathier, like speaking more in your head and

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<v Speaker 1>less in your chest, doing more up talk and being

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<v Speaker 1>more pleasant that way, and that sort of thing, which

0:20:58.520 --> 0:21:00.760
<v Speaker 1>I kind of do naturally anyway, And that was my

0:21:00.880 --> 0:21:02.639
<v Speaker 1>intention was to do that because I really, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I going into this in particular, I really didn't like

0:21:06.440 --> 0:21:09.040
<v Speaker 1>my voice. I didn't like hearing it. I you know,

0:21:09.080 --> 0:21:10.600
<v Speaker 1>I've done a podcast. I was used to hearing it,

0:21:10.640 --> 0:21:13.520
<v Speaker 1>but I never liked it getting called sir on the

0:21:13.600 --> 0:21:15.719
<v Speaker 1>phone would like really like bump me out a lot,

0:21:15.800 --> 0:21:18.240
<v Speaker 1>and all those sorts of things. And so I really

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't imagine like not doing that feminine voice on TV

0:21:21.600 --> 0:21:23.840
<v Speaker 1>until like the days leading up to it, and it

0:21:23.960 --> 0:21:26.080
<v Speaker 1>just suddenly felt wrong and in ways that I couldn't

0:21:26.160 --> 0:21:28.720
<v Speaker 1>quite define to myself at the time. But it was

0:21:28.800 --> 0:21:31.600
<v Speaker 1>the right decision. I think that. For one thing, like

0:21:32.200 --> 0:21:35.000
<v Speaker 1>it kind of forced me through that dysphoria and that

0:21:35.160 --> 0:21:38.639
<v Speaker 1>dislike because everybody liked me fine, and it wasn't the

0:21:38.680 --> 0:21:41.040
<v Speaker 1>big problem that you know, it's that was in my head.

0:21:41.760 --> 0:21:44.280
<v Speaker 1>And the other thing that I realized afterwards that I

0:21:44.320 --> 0:21:47.119
<v Speaker 1>think I was subconsciously thinking about is that, you know,

0:21:47.520 --> 0:21:51.000
<v Speaker 1>this is how most trans women's voice sounds. Like changing

0:21:51.040 --> 0:21:54.120
<v Speaker 1>your voice is is doable, but it's like really hard

0:21:54.200 --> 0:21:56.159
<v Speaker 1>and a really weird thing to do, and it's a

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<v Speaker 1>very I think most trans women like give up on

0:22:00.320 --> 0:22:03.600
<v Speaker 1>it because it just feels so unnatural and awkward. I

0:22:03.640 --> 0:22:05.560
<v Speaker 1>knew the trans people would be watching me because I

0:22:05.600 --> 0:22:08.680
<v Speaker 1>watched trans contestants on Jeopardy and like really like focused

0:22:08.720 --> 0:22:11.280
<v Speaker 1>in on them, and so I wanted to I didn't

0:22:11.280 --> 0:22:14.640
<v Speaker 1>want to give them like too high of a sort

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<v Speaker 1>of standard to reach, if you will. I didn't want

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<v Speaker 1>to give them this ideal that might feel less attainable

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<v Speaker 1>to them. Wow. I think it also if we go

0:22:22.400 --> 0:22:24.520
<v Speaker 1>back to the elite athlete thing, you had a job

0:22:24.640 --> 0:22:27.439
<v Speaker 1>to do, like you need every bit of your mental

0:22:27.640 --> 0:22:32.360
<v Speaker 1>energy and your physical energy to compete on this program,

0:22:32.600 --> 0:22:35.480
<v Speaker 1>and the idea of having to do an extra little

0:22:35.520 --> 0:22:38.439
<v Speaker 1>bit of mental math or even like reading a slightly

0:22:38.480 --> 0:22:40.879
<v Speaker 1>different way you went for it. You gave yourself the

0:22:40.920 --> 0:22:43.760
<v Speaker 1>best chance to compete. Absolutely, no. I mean it is

0:22:43.880 --> 0:22:45.880
<v Speaker 1>like most of what I was doing in that preparation

0:22:46.040 --> 0:22:48.800
<v Speaker 1>was just thinking about you know, again, I've been telling everybody,

0:22:48.960 --> 0:22:50.399
<v Speaker 1>I went on that show to win money, you know,

0:22:50.480 --> 0:22:52.119
<v Speaker 1>that was that was what I was going there to do.

0:22:52.480 --> 0:22:55.000
<v Speaker 1>But like, I'm so glad that I went with the

0:22:55.040 --> 0:22:57.119
<v Speaker 1>approaches I went with and and all that sort of thing.

0:22:57.200 --> 0:23:00.040
<v Speaker 1>They had so many more benefits than just giving me

0:23:00.119 --> 0:23:02.000
<v Speaker 1>a better chance to win. Like, I really learned a

0:23:02.160 --> 0:23:05.239
<v Speaker 1>lot about myself through this process. Yeah, did you hear

0:23:05.280 --> 0:23:07.760
<v Speaker 1>from trans people about that particular issue about your voice?

0:23:07.960 --> 0:23:10.840
<v Speaker 1>I did. It was funny. I was really surprised by

0:23:12.160 --> 0:23:14.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot of different stuff that I talked about, like

0:23:14.600 --> 0:23:17.320
<v Speaker 1>somebody connected with you know, I talked about having an

0:23:17.359 --> 0:23:20.160
<v Speaker 1>older sister that died in infancy before I was born,

0:23:20.359 --> 0:23:22.879
<v Speaker 1>and I heard from several people about that. You know,

0:23:22.960 --> 0:23:26.000
<v Speaker 1>I've talked about having a d h d on on

0:23:26.080 --> 0:23:28.959
<v Speaker 1>Twitter and people connecting about that. So, you know, all

0:23:29.000 --> 0:23:31.919
<v Speaker 1>the stuff I've talked, like, you know, everything I've experienced,

0:23:32.000 --> 0:23:35.520
<v Speaker 1>somebody else has experienced, and you know, finding all those

0:23:35.600 --> 0:23:38.119
<v Speaker 1>connections has been you know, I think that's been another

0:23:38.640 --> 0:23:40.920
<v Speaker 1>amazing thing coming out of this is to feel so

0:23:41.040 --> 0:23:44.080
<v Speaker 1>much less alone in these various things, for sure, And

0:23:44.160 --> 0:23:45.800
<v Speaker 1>I think for people to see you. I mean, in

0:23:45.880 --> 0:23:50.440
<v Speaker 1>each episode of Jeopardy, Ken Jennings asks the contestants questions,

0:23:50.480 --> 0:23:53.159
<v Speaker 1>and you're on for forty episodes, so you answer forty

0:23:53.200 --> 0:23:55.560
<v Speaker 1>different questions about different parts of yourself. And I think

0:23:55.640 --> 0:23:57.680
<v Speaker 1>that that was one of the most amazing things to

0:23:57.760 --> 0:24:00.040
<v Speaker 1>watch unfold. It's just like to be able to it,

0:24:00.160 --> 0:24:03.760
<v Speaker 1>to know all these different facets of you over time.

0:24:04.480 --> 0:24:07.840
<v Speaker 1>And I thought it was interesting that you chose to

0:24:07.920 --> 0:24:10.840
<v Speaker 1>talk about being trans like a handful of episodes in.

0:24:11.640 --> 0:24:13.639
<v Speaker 1>Was that a deliberate choice on on your part or

0:24:13.680 --> 0:24:16.840
<v Speaker 1>on the show's part? It was, you know, it wasn't

0:24:17.000 --> 0:24:21.200
<v Speaker 1>like nobody on Jeopardy reference the fact that I was

0:24:21.280 --> 0:24:24.159
<v Speaker 1>trans at all or mentioned it until I brought it up,

0:24:24.240 --> 0:24:26.399
<v Speaker 1>until I wanted to wear that pin, you know, and

0:24:26.480 --> 0:24:28.720
<v Speaker 1>it was clear that, you know, it was empirely up

0:24:28.760 --> 0:24:30.879
<v Speaker 1>to me that they would never have mentioned it if

0:24:30.920 --> 0:24:32.960
<v Speaker 1>I didn't. Yeah, and wait, sorry, just for people who

0:24:33.000 --> 0:24:35.720
<v Speaker 1>are who are listening and maybe not familiar with the

0:24:35.800 --> 0:24:38.639
<v Speaker 1>pin you wore, would you describe it? Yeah, it was

0:24:38.760 --> 0:24:41.080
<v Speaker 1>just the trans flag, you know, so a standard flag

0:24:41.160 --> 0:24:43.919
<v Speaker 1>pin but with those colors, and actually Kate Freeman, who

0:24:44.000 --> 0:24:46.320
<v Speaker 1>was the first trans woman to win a game of Jeopardy,

0:24:46.400 --> 0:24:49.800
<v Speaker 1>had worn one, and I didn't want to, like I'd

0:24:49.840 --> 0:24:52.280
<v Speaker 1>consider just like wearing that, but then I just didn't

0:24:52.320 --> 0:24:55.159
<v Speaker 1>want to because you know, I've talked about you know,

0:24:55.280 --> 0:24:57.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm trans, but that can be a thing that kind

0:24:57.840 --> 0:25:00.480
<v Speaker 1>of like overshadows everything else. That can become like the

0:25:00.720 --> 0:25:03.040
<v Speaker 1>thing that you are. And it's like, you know, when

0:25:03.040 --> 0:25:05.040
<v Speaker 1>I think about myself, that's not the first thing that

0:25:05.119 --> 0:25:07.399
<v Speaker 1>I think about, you know, I think about that I'm sport,

0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:09.240
<v Speaker 1>that I live in Oakland, that i'm you know, like

0:25:09.359 --> 0:25:11.639
<v Speaker 1>all these other things, and then you know, that's definitely

0:25:11.720 --> 0:25:14.960
<v Speaker 1>in there. Um, So I didn't want to like make

0:25:15.000 --> 0:25:17.800
<v Speaker 1>it about being the trans person. But then once I

0:25:17.960 --> 0:25:19.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, want a couple of games, it was like, well,

0:25:20.000 --> 0:25:21.960
<v Speaker 1>I also don't want it to be a secret. I

0:25:21.960 --> 0:25:24.119
<v Speaker 1>don't want it to be something that I'm like hiding

0:25:24.359 --> 0:25:26.960
<v Speaker 1>or seem ashamed of or anything else like that, because

0:25:27.160 --> 0:25:28.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, I am trans and I'm proud of it

0:25:28.960 --> 0:25:31.280
<v Speaker 1>and I like it. I think it's I feel sorry

0:25:31.320 --> 0:25:33.120
<v Speaker 1>for his people. I think your lives are more boring

0:25:33.119 --> 0:25:34.680
<v Speaker 1>than man and all that sort of thing. So I

0:25:34.760 --> 0:25:37.160
<v Speaker 1>did want to. I I felt like after a few games,

0:25:37.160 --> 0:25:38.399
<v Speaker 1>I was like, Okay, I don't want to leave this

0:25:38.480 --> 0:25:41.359
<v Speaker 1>on acknowledged. Yeah, of course, And I think you did

0:25:41.440 --> 0:25:43.639
<v Speaker 1>it in the week leading up to Thanksgiving, which I know.

0:25:43.760 --> 0:25:46.080
<v Speaker 1>I have friends who said that it was very meaningful

0:25:46.119 --> 0:25:48.480
<v Speaker 1>to them to see that, because it was sort of,

0:25:48.840 --> 0:25:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, to them. They took it as a

0:25:50.240 --> 0:25:52.080
<v Speaker 1>wink and a not of like, you might be going

0:25:52.160 --> 0:25:54.000
<v Speaker 1>to be with your families, you might be in situations

0:25:54.040 --> 0:25:56.119
<v Speaker 1>where it might be hard to talk about this, and

0:25:56.480 --> 0:25:59.720
<v Speaker 1>and I sort of I see you sort of a thing. Yeah, yeah,

0:26:00.240 --> 0:26:02.159
<v Speaker 1>absolutely what it was. And I mean it's you know,

0:26:02.320 --> 0:26:05.240
<v Speaker 1>like because Thanksgiving, of the various holidays, is the most

0:26:05.560 --> 0:26:09.879
<v Speaker 1>family oriented, and you know, trans people, you know, statistically

0:26:09.920 --> 0:26:11.960
<v Speaker 1>are less likely to have a good relationship with their family,

0:26:12.000 --> 0:26:13.840
<v Speaker 1>and so it can it can be hard. So yeah,

0:26:13.960 --> 0:26:16.080
<v Speaker 1>that was that was definitely part of the thinking. For sure.

0:26:16.160 --> 0:26:18.560
<v Speaker 1>Can I ask about your relationship to your to your family?

0:26:19.560 --> 0:26:22.440
<v Speaker 1>You know, it's good. My mom there was a little

0:26:22.480 --> 0:26:25.000
<v Speaker 1>bit of like hesitation or something like that, but she

0:26:25.119 --> 0:26:27.520
<v Speaker 1>was always accepting of me when I when I came

0:26:27.560 --> 0:26:29.760
<v Speaker 1>out to her, you know, just sort of resistance on

0:26:29.920 --> 0:26:32.440
<v Speaker 1>like changing pronouns and things like that, but like not

0:26:32.600 --> 0:26:34.840
<v Speaker 1>a big deal, and that's all been good for for

0:26:35.000 --> 0:26:37.159
<v Speaker 1>years at this point. And yeah, my my dad had

0:26:37.160 --> 0:26:39.960
<v Speaker 1>passed away before I came out, and you know, I'm

0:26:40.000 --> 0:26:42.240
<v Speaker 1>not you know, to be honest, I'm not sure how

0:26:42.320 --> 0:26:44.440
<v Speaker 1>that would have gone. And so, you know, we'll we'll

0:26:44.480 --> 0:26:47.320
<v Speaker 1>never know. But my brother is great and always has

0:26:47.359 --> 0:26:49.680
<v Speaker 1>been and always will be. So if we come back

0:26:49.720 --> 0:26:52.959
<v Speaker 1>to the game itself and playing Jeopardy, being in this studio,

0:26:53.560 --> 0:26:56.639
<v Speaker 1>these you know, five show tapings in a day, did

0:26:56.760 --> 0:27:00.080
<v Speaker 1>you surprise yourself with how much you knew or with

0:27:00.240 --> 0:27:02.320
<v Speaker 1>like with answers to questions that you're like, where did

0:27:02.320 --> 0:27:04.000
<v Speaker 1>that come from? In my brain? I mean, I guess

0:27:04.040 --> 0:27:06.840
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't say that. I there was definitely cases whereas

0:27:06.880 --> 0:27:09.440
<v Speaker 1>like I don't know how I knew that, but that

0:27:09.600 --> 0:27:12.600
<v Speaker 1>didn't surprise me. That happens to me, like in my life,

0:27:12.760 --> 0:27:14.480
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm you know all the time, I'm like where

0:27:14.520 --> 0:27:17.359
<v Speaker 1>did I learn that? You know, Like, especially as the

0:27:17.359 --> 0:27:19.920
<v Speaker 1>show was going on. I remember specifically like one time

0:27:20.240 --> 0:27:22.119
<v Speaker 1>our friend Will being like, how did you know that?

0:27:22.720 --> 0:27:25.720
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like I read it somewhere once I don't know,

0:27:25.960 --> 0:27:29.920
<v Speaker 1>like and it's stuck, Like how do I answer that question? Yeah? Yeah, yeah,

0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 1>yeah yeah. Well does it do you feel that you

0:27:31.600 --> 0:27:35.120
<v Speaker 1>have a photographic memory or is it something else? It's

0:27:35.119 --> 0:27:38.000
<v Speaker 1>not photographic for sure, God knows. I lose my phone

0:27:38.000 --> 0:27:39.560
<v Speaker 1>all the time and all sorts of things like that.

0:27:39.800 --> 0:27:42.520
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm bad at remembering people's names and faces. But

0:27:43.800 --> 0:27:45.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, there's something about the way my brain is

0:27:45.800 --> 0:27:48.960
<v Speaker 1>set up that like is just well set up I

0:27:49.080 --> 0:27:51.360
<v Speaker 1>think for like kind of like trivia facts. I don't

0:27:51.359 --> 0:27:54.320
<v Speaker 1>know why, but those things stick in my brain pretty well.

0:27:54.480 --> 0:27:57.720
<v Speaker 1>And I think that part of the reason at least

0:27:58.080 --> 0:28:00.320
<v Speaker 1>is that sort of like wanting to dig into things

0:28:00.400 --> 0:28:03.280
<v Speaker 1>that I talked about, Like I'm no good at remembering

0:28:03.400 --> 0:28:06.919
<v Speaker 1>like years or like these sort of like specific things

0:28:07.000 --> 0:28:09.760
<v Speaker 1>that are kind of like arbitrary and don't really matter, um,

0:28:10.080 --> 0:28:12.680
<v Speaker 1>but like things that I can tie into a story

0:28:12.800 --> 0:28:15.399
<v Speaker 1>and like, you know, this is what was going on

0:28:15.520 --> 0:28:18.240
<v Speaker 1>in the world at that time, or this word, you know,

0:28:18.440 --> 0:28:21.439
<v Speaker 1>it has these etymological things that it comes from, these

0:28:21.520 --> 0:28:24.399
<v Speaker 1>languages or whatever else. Like if you learn something and

0:28:24.440 --> 0:28:27.000
<v Speaker 1>then kind of dig into it more, then that thing

0:28:27.040 --> 0:28:30.440
<v Speaker 1>will stay. Yeah, are there any answers or questions that

0:28:30.520 --> 0:28:33.639
<v Speaker 1>still haunt you from your time there. Yeah, I mean

0:28:33.680 --> 0:28:36.560
<v Speaker 1>obviously the last one when I lost it is definitely

0:28:37.119 --> 0:28:39.360
<v Speaker 1>one I'll always think about. And there was another one

0:28:39.360 --> 0:28:41.480
<v Speaker 1>that I think was in that same final episode where

0:28:41.640 --> 0:28:44.960
<v Speaker 1>it was a football question and the answer was Johnny

0:28:45.000 --> 0:28:47.360
<v Speaker 1>Unitas they were showing Johnny unitis on the screen. I

0:28:47.440 --> 0:28:49.800
<v Speaker 1>thought Johnny Unitas, and then I rang in and my

0:28:49.920 --> 0:28:52.320
<v Speaker 1>mouth said Joe Namath and I was just like what

0:28:52.680 --> 0:28:55.080
<v Speaker 1>what what? How did that happen? And I know there

0:28:55.080 --> 0:28:56.760
<v Speaker 1>are a few others. I remember a couple of times

0:28:56.840 --> 0:29:00.160
<v Speaker 1>watching where you know, I'm watching the episode out and

0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:02.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm being like ring in, Why am I not ringing in?

0:29:02.360 --> 0:29:06.080
<v Speaker 1>I know this, you know. But yeah, on that last episode,

0:29:06.440 --> 0:29:08.520
<v Speaker 1>can you tell me a bit about the mixed bag

0:29:08.600 --> 0:29:11.360
<v Speaker 1>of feelings that were probably part of it, because I

0:29:11.360 --> 0:29:13.880
<v Speaker 1>imagine one of them maybe was relief a little bit.

0:29:13.960 --> 0:29:18.200
<v Speaker 1>It sounds grueling, Yeah, yeah, I mean definitely, like the

0:29:18.280 --> 0:29:21.320
<v Speaker 1>first thing was just like loss and sadness, Like it

0:29:21.480 --> 0:29:23.840
<v Speaker 1>was really hit me hard in that like first moment,

0:29:24.000 --> 0:29:25.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, and then my my second thought of that

0:29:25.880 --> 0:29:27.960
<v Speaker 1>after that was like, you know, keep it together, like

0:29:28.160 --> 0:29:31.160
<v Speaker 1>don't you know, I really, like Madam Moodio talked about

0:29:31.200 --> 0:29:33.200
<v Speaker 1>when he lost, he really wanted to make sure that

0:29:34.040 --> 0:29:36.520
<v Speaker 1>the person who won was getting the focus on them,

0:29:36.560 --> 0:29:38.560
<v Speaker 1>and you know that it wasn't about his loss and

0:29:38.600 --> 0:29:40.200
<v Speaker 1>it was about their win because it's such a big

0:29:40.240 --> 0:29:42.760
<v Speaker 1>thing for them, and so I wanted to, like, you know,

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:46.680
<v Speaker 1>be doing the same. But then shortly after I had

0:29:46.720 --> 0:29:48.520
<v Speaker 1>the thought, I don't have to come up with any

0:29:48.560 --> 0:29:51.360
<v Speaker 1>more anecdotes to tell Ken, which was you know, a

0:29:51.440 --> 0:29:54.280
<v Speaker 1>good feeling, and I don't have to keep leaving you know,

0:29:54.400 --> 0:29:56.840
<v Speaker 1>Genevieve and Meep every week and like I can get

0:29:56.920 --> 0:29:59.080
<v Speaker 1>back to my normal life and all those sorts of things.

0:29:59.720 --> 0:30:03.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm I can't imagine how Ken Jennings did what he did.

0:30:04.080 --> 0:30:06.280
<v Speaker 1>I was still so far away from his streak and

0:30:06.360 --> 0:30:08.600
<v Speaker 1>it just like you know, I always respected it, and

0:30:08.680 --> 0:30:11.560
<v Speaker 1>now it just blows my mind. Yes, seventy plus episodes

0:30:11.600 --> 0:30:13.960
<v Speaker 1>something like that, Yeah, yeah, exact number. Did you have

0:30:14.000 --> 0:30:15.440
<v Speaker 1>a good cry? Though? Did you have did you let

0:30:15.480 --> 0:30:18.800
<v Speaker 1>yourself cry? At some point? So I I was walked

0:30:18.840 --> 0:30:21.040
<v Speaker 1>back to where the other contestants were hanging out in

0:30:21.080 --> 0:30:25.200
<v Speaker 1>a in a parking garage, and in a parking garage, yeah,

0:30:25.720 --> 0:30:28.120
<v Speaker 1>for for social distancing, that that was the place they

0:30:28.120 --> 0:30:31.000
<v Speaker 1>could find, and so one thing was on the way over.

0:30:31.160 --> 0:30:33.200
<v Speaker 1>You know, I was clearly struggling a bit, and the

0:30:33.280 --> 0:30:35.560
<v Speaker 1>crew member who was walking me said, it's it's like

0:30:35.680 --> 0:30:38.480
<v Speaker 1>the end of a show, like a play. You know,

0:30:38.560 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 1>We've all been working together, collaborating to put this thing out,

0:30:42.080 --> 0:30:47.240
<v Speaker 1>and it's just suddenly like gone. And I really appreciated that.

0:30:47.360 --> 0:30:49.640
<v Speaker 1>I realized that was the exact feeling I was having,

0:30:49.800 --> 0:30:51.640
<v Speaker 1>and that also comforted me in a bit, because, like,

0:30:51.920 --> 0:30:53.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, that's not when you think about when you

0:30:53.760 --> 0:30:55.960
<v Speaker 1>go remember a play, you remember the run of it.

0:30:56.040 --> 0:30:58.080
<v Speaker 1>You don't remember that sadness at the end. But so

0:30:58.240 --> 0:31:00.120
<v Speaker 1>I did like then, and I sort of like you know,

0:31:00.280 --> 0:31:03.000
<v Speaker 1>said hi, you know, contestants, and did a little small

0:31:03.040 --> 0:31:04.440
<v Speaker 1>talk like that, and I was like, hey, I gotta

0:31:04.440 --> 0:31:05.680
<v Speaker 1>go to the bathroom. And then I went in the

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<v Speaker 1>bathroom and I cried for a couple of minutes and

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<v Speaker 1>I let that go, you know, and then pulled myself

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<v Speaker 1>up together and came back out. But yes, I did.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew I needed to, Oh for sure. I can't

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<v Speaker 1>imagine the release of that. I also read somewhere that

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<v Speaker 1>you gave thank you notes to the crew. Is that true?

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<v Speaker 1>It is? I'm yeah, no, I just I mean, first

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<v Speaker 1>of all, they're all great people, Like you know, I

0:31:30.720 --> 0:31:33.320
<v Speaker 1>wasn't expecting them not to be fine people, but I

0:31:33.400 --> 0:31:36.800
<v Speaker 1>was really impressed by basically everyone there. And then it was,

0:31:37.000 --> 0:31:39.360
<v Speaker 1>you know, it was such an intense experience and they

0:31:39.400 --> 0:31:41.120
<v Speaker 1>were the only ones that were there with me through it,

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:44.960
<v Speaker 1>and like, there were definitely several occasions like that last

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<v Speaker 1>one where they just said just the right thing at

0:31:47.160 --> 0:31:49.600
<v Speaker 1>just the right time. That was really what I needed

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<v Speaker 1>to hear. And I just felt like I had to

0:31:52.480 --> 0:31:54.760
<v Speaker 1>like let them know how how much I appreciated them.

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<v Speaker 1>That's Amy Schneider. If you're enjoying this conversation, and be

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<v Speaker 1>sure to subscribe to Here's the Thing on the I

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<v Speaker 1>Heart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.

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<v Speaker 1>When we come back, Amy Schneider shares her perspective on

0:32:10.440 --> 0:32:14.000
<v Speaker 1>the rash of anti trans legislation on the rise across

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<v Speaker 1>the country. I'm Dalia Schlanger and this is Here's the Thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Jeopardy champion Amy Schneider's life has changed dramatically since her

0:32:34.520 --> 0:32:38.280
<v Speaker 1>epic run on the show. Her social media following has exploded.

0:32:38.480 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 1>She was honored with a special recognition at this year's

0:32:41.080 --> 0:32:44.280
<v Speaker 1>GLAD Media Awards. She's even had a day named after

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<v Speaker 1>her in Oakland, California. I wanted to know about the

0:32:47.480 --> 0:32:50.920
<v Speaker 1>first moment when Schneider realized that she had become a

0:32:51.040 --> 0:32:54.400
<v Speaker 1>public figure. I think maybe the first one. I was

0:32:54.440 --> 0:32:57.600
<v Speaker 1>surprised by how fast like things took off, and like,

0:32:57.960 --> 0:32:59.800
<v Speaker 1>you know, how many Twitter followers? Why is getting how

0:32:59.800 --> 0:33:02.280
<v Speaker 1>many like interview request? I was getting that sort of thing.

0:33:02.920 --> 0:33:05.600
<v Speaker 1>But I had known something like that was going to happen,

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<v Speaker 1>even if I didn't know the degree. But I think,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, there are two things that really kind of

0:33:09.280 --> 0:33:11.800
<v Speaker 1>made me realize, like, this isn't just a thing that's happening.

0:33:11.920 --> 0:33:14.360
<v Speaker 1>This is a new phase of my life. I think

0:33:14.400 --> 0:33:17.600
<v Speaker 1>the first one was I got robbed at the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>of the year. UM. Didn't have anything to do with Jeopardy.

0:33:20.200 --> 0:33:22.200
<v Speaker 1>It's just you know, I was I had bad luck

0:33:22.240 --> 0:33:24.640
<v Speaker 1>on that and you know whatever, UM and I mentioned

0:33:24.680 --> 0:33:27.480
<v Speaker 1>it on Twitter and then it was a news story

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:30.120
<v Speaker 1>and like people in my life found out about it

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:32.000
<v Speaker 1>because they had seen it in like their news feed

0:33:32.080 --> 0:33:33.800
<v Speaker 1>and things like that, And that was really a moment

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<v Speaker 1>of being like, okay, like I have a public life

0:33:36.640 --> 0:33:38.719
<v Speaker 1>now and a and a personal life, and it's it's

0:33:38.800 --> 0:33:41.800
<v Speaker 1>up to me to monitor where the boundaries between those are.

0:33:41.880 --> 0:33:43.680
<v Speaker 1>And that's just going to be the case for who

0:33:43.760 --> 0:33:45.959
<v Speaker 1>knows how long. So that was one moment, and then

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<v Speaker 1>the other one was like, once my episode stopped airing,

0:33:49.240 --> 0:33:51.200
<v Speaker 1>like I played, I put off a lot of things

0:33:51.280 --> 0:33:54.560
<v Speaker 1>on the assumption that once my episode stopped airing, things

0:33:54.600 --> 0:33:57.280
<v Speaker 1>would calm down and to have more free time. And

0:33:57.400 --> 0:33:59.640
<v Speaker 1>then a week or two in I was like, Wow,

0:33:59.720 --> 0:34:03.000
<v Speaker 1>that not happen at all, and this is not going

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<v Speaker 1>to stop, and yeah, I had to like just recalibrate

0:34:06.960 --> 0:34:09.759
<v Speaker 1>my whole plans for you know, the next few months. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>well I think kind of the rest of your life.

0:34:11.640 --> 0:34:13.920
<v Speaker 1>Like you quit your job, Yeah, yeah, I did. Was

0:34:14.040 --> 0:34:18.319
<v Speaker 1>that our decision to make? No? Um, you know, I'd

0:34:18.440 --> 0:34:22.080
<v Speaker 1>been struggling and with dissatisfaction of my career for a while.

0:34:22.160 --> 0:34:24.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think, like a lot of people in COVID,

0:34:24.320 --> 0:34:25.839
<v Speaker 1>it was just like is this really what I want

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<v Speaker 1>to be doing with my life? And you know, just

0:34:28.440 --> 0:34:31.440
<v Speaker 1>not feeling the fulfillment that I used to have, so

0:34:32.200 --> 0:34:34.680
<v Speaker 1>you know, like this coming along, it was like I

0:34:34.840 --> 0:34:36.759
<v Speaker 1>was thinking about doing it anyway, and having you know,

0:34:36.840 --> 0:34:40.120
<v Speaker 1>a million dollars to cushion the financial blow like made

0:34:40.120 --> 0:34:42.360
<v Speaker 1>it a lot easier. I had thought that I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to hang in there for a few more months,

0:34:44.600 --> 0:34:47.000
<v Speaker 1>like get some stock options to fast and some other

0:34:47.040 --> 0:34:49.160
<v Speaker 1>stuff like that, you know, see if things were really

0:34:49.200 --> 0:34:52.359
<v Speaker 1>going to be sustainable. But then it quickly became clear

0:34:52.440 --> 0:34:55.000
<v Speaker 1>that they were, and like it was just like, this

0:34:55.160 --> 0:34:58.440
<v Speaker 1>is foolish. I'm actually not doing any work. Like I

0:34:58.560 --> 0:35:01.360
<v Speaker 1>had this realization I needed to write this like RFC

0:35:01.440 --> 0:35:03.840
<v Speaker 1>about spec automation you know, whatever that means. And I

0:35:03.960 --> 0:35:05.680
<v Speaker 1>was like, I'm not going to do that. I just

0:35:05.760 --> 0:35:09.360
<v Speaker 1>can't imagine myself doing that anymore. That's that's so uninteresting

0:35:09.400 --> 0:35:11.320
<v Speaker 1>to me. And so yeah, I said, of meeting with

0:35:11.400 --> 0:35:14.239
<v Speaker 1>my manager, and that was it. What's the dream now?

0:35:14.880 --> 0:35:17.240
<v Speaker 1>You know a lot of people have been like suggesting

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of things to me, but I think what

0:35:19.000 --> 0:35:20.840
<v Speaker 1>I've kind of settled on is that I think my

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<v Speaker 1>dream would be if somebody was to be describing Amy

0:35:24.400 --> 0:35:26.960
<v Speaker 1>Schneider in a few years, that they would say she's

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<v Speaker 1>a writer, and then maybe adding other things after that,

0:35:30.120 --> 0:35:33.279
<v Speaker 1>maybe like you know, podcasting or like hosting a TV

0:35:33.440 --> 0:35:35.759
<v Speaker 1>show or things like that. But I think that, like,

0:35:37.000 --> 0:35:39.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, I've written some essays that have been online.

0:35:39.239 --> 0:35:41.440
<v Speaker 1>I've put together a book proposal, and I'm going to

0:35:41.480 --> 0:35:43.359
<v Speaker 1>be trying to write a book. And I've really found

0:35:43.400 --> 0:35:46.239
<v Speaker 1>that to be the most satisfying to do or even

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<v Speaker 1>think about, of all the things that have come along.

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<v Speaker 1>It's amazing. I want to ask you about your life

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<v Speaker 1>on online a little bit. I know your in person

0:35:53.400 --> 0:35:55.799
<v Speaker 1>life has changed so much, but your life online as well.

0:35:55.960 --> 0:35:58.920
<v Speaker 1>And I understand that Jeopardy like makes a recommendation to

0:35:59.000 --> 0:36:02.879
<v Speaker 1>people to shut down their personal social media accounts before

0:36:02.880 --> 0:36:04.959
<v Speaker 1>they're on the show. Can you tell me a little

0:36:05.000 --> 0:36:07.160
<v Speaker 1>bit about that aspect of things and what it's been

0:36:07.239 --> 0:36:10.200
<v Speaker 1>like for you. Yeah, I mean it's been interesting. I

0:36:10.280 --> 0:36:13.480
<v Speaker 1>will say that before the episode started airing, Jeopardy put

0:36:13.560 --> 0:36:16.200
<v Speaker 1>me in contact with Glad, who gave me, you know,

0:36:16.239 --> 0:36:19.360
<v Speaker 1>a fair amount of like advice and like preparation and

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<v Speaker 1>training for being a queer person in the public eye,

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<v Speaker 1>which was super helpful. You know, it's been tough. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I I used to be on Twitter a fair amount.

0:36:27.719 --> 0:36:29.440
<v Speaker 1>I used to post a fair amount to my you know,

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<v Speaker 1>three followers or whatever. And then I'd already kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like stopped that during the pandemic because I just didn't

0:36:34.680 --> 0:36:36.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like I had anything to say about, you know, COVID.

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<v Speaker 1>It was always just so like off the cuff too,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I would think of like a funny thing and

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, spend twenty minutes like crafting it and

0:36:44.520 --> 0:36:46.799
<v Speaker 1>like debating over commas and stuff, and then then throw

0:36:46.840 --> 0:36:49.759
<v Speaker 1>it out there. But now, you know, I can't just

0:36:49.920 --> 0:36:51.919
<v Speaker 1>like you know, take an edible and think of something

0:36:51.960 --> 0:36:54.640
<v Speaker 1>funny and post it because like you know, it's going

0:36:54.719 --> 0:36:56.120
<v Speaker 1>to be in the news, and I had need to

0:36:56.200 --> 0:36:58.439
<v Speaker 1>be you know, more thoughtful about it, and so trying

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<v Speaker 1>to find that balance of where's the like still like

0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:05.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, casual and me and natural, while also being

0:37:05.560 --> 0:37:08.240
<v Speaker 1>you know, thoughtful enough to not you know, do anything foolish,

0:37:08.640 --> 0:37:11.879
<v Speaker 1>oh for sure. And also I mean, like you said

0:37:11.960 --> 0:37:14.000
<v Speaker 1>that Jeopardy put you in touch with Glad to talk

0:37:14.000 --> 0:37:15.960
<v Speaker 1>about being a queer person in the public eye. Do

0:37:16.040 --> 0:37:18.719
<v Speaker 1>you feel like like having to deal with that side

0:37:18.719 --> 0:37:23.480
<v Speaker 1>of things has politicized you more in your transness maybe

0:37:23.560 --> 0:37:27.279
<v Speaker 1>then you felt as a private person. I actually I

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<v Speaker 1>think that I've been very politicized as a trans person.

0:37:30.600 --> 0:37:35.040
<v Speaker 1>That's something that I've been you know, intentionally de emphasizing

0:37:35.520 --> 0:37:38.760
<v Speaker 1>in my social media and in my public presence because

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<v Speaker 1>I don't you know, I don't want my Twitter feed

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<v Speaker 1>to be a place where people are arguing all the time,

0:37:42.520 --> 0:37:46.239
<v Speaker 1>and that's not, you know, my goal. But yeah, it's

0:37:46.280 --> 0:37:48.920
<v Speaker 1>been interesting. It's certainly like hardened me and things that

0:37:49.000 --> 0:37:51.640
<v Speaker 1>I already felt. And I guess it's made me think

0:37:51.800 --> 0:37:56.040
<v Speaker 1>through more like my politics and my beliefs and things

0:37:56.160 --> 0:37:58.359
<v Speaker 1>like that. It's really you know, because if I am

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<v Speaker 1>going to address it, like I say, I need to

0:38:00.400 --> 0:38:01.960
<v Speaker 1>do it now in a thoughtful way, and I need

0:38:02.000 --> 0:38:06.880
<v Speaker 1>to really think about what will actually you know, persuade

0:38:06.920 --> 0:38:08.879
<v Speaker 1>people and not just what will make me feel good.

0:38:09.160 --> 0:38:10.920
<v Speaker 1>And so I've been That's something I've been doing a

0:38:10.960 --> 0:38:13.040
<v Speaker 1>lot of thinking about, and it's something I do want

0:38:13.080 --> 0:38:15.960
<v Speaker 1>to be, you know, I don't want to be an activist,

0:38:16.200 --> 0:38:17.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, per se or things like that, but I

0:38:18.000 --> 0:38:21.040
<v Speaker 1>do want to start like using that platform a bit

0:38:21.160 --> 0:38:25.120
<v Speaker 1>more to advance the humanity of people like me. Do

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:29.279
<v Speaker 1>you have any advice for people listening about finding their

0:38:29.320 --> 0:38:32.759
<v Speaker 1>own authenticity or about finding harmony within parts of themselves

0:38:33.000 --> 0:38:34.920
<v Speaker 1>so that they can do their own form of what

0:38:35.040 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 1>you've done. Yeah, I mean it's tough. It took me

0:38:38.400 --> 0:38:41.080
<v Speaker 1>thirty some years, you know, it's it's it's certainly a

0:38:41.160 --> 0:38:43.399
<v Speaker 1>difficult thing to do. But I think what I'd say

0:38:43.440 --> 0:38:46.680
<v Speaker 1>that I've what I've learned from transitioning is that as

0:38:46.760 --> 0:38:49.360
<v Speaker 1>you think about there's some part of yourself that you

0:38:49.560 --> 0:38:52.080
<v Speaker 1>haven't been expressing, some part of yourself that you've been

0:38:52.160 --> 0:38:55.960
<v Speaker 1>kind of ashamed of or just you know, wanting to conceal,

0:38:56.080 --> 0:39:00.759
<v Speaker 1>not wanting to highlight. You are exaggerating your fears, and

0:39:00.920 --> 0:39:04.440
<v Speaker 1>you're underestimating the benefits. Like, I'm confident of that it

0:39:04.600 --> 0:39:06.279
<v Speaker 1>is not going to be as bad as you think.

0:39:06.360 --> 0:39:08.160
<v Speaker 1>The negative things won't be as bad as you think

0:39:08.200 --> 0:39:10.960
<v Speaker 1>they are, and the positives there's going to be positives

0:39:11.000 --> 0:39:13.480
<v Speaker 1>to it that you were not even thinking of or expecting.

0:39:13.760 --> 0:39:17.439
<v Speaker 1>Like I I really think that's true. That's so beautifully sad.

0:39:18.200 --> 0:39:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Do you ever think about what your life might have

0:39:20.680 --> 0:39:22.480
<v Speaker 1>been like if you hadn't found the courage to make

0:39:22.560 --> 0:39:25.800
<v Speaker 1>that transition, to take that leap. Yeah, I mean, you know,

0:39:26.120 --> 0:39:28.320
<v Speaker 1>I lived it for a long time, and it was

0:39:28.840 --> 0:39:31.640
<v Speaker 1>miserable in a way that I didn't know because that

0:39:31.719 --> 0:39:35.080
<v Speaker 1>had always been with me, and so you know, you

0:39:35.320 --> 0:39:37.520
<v Speaker 1>talk about courage and and there's a truth to that.

0:39:38.080 --> 0:39:43.040
<v Speaker 1>But once I really like started to experience seeing myself

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<v Speaker 1>as a woman, letting you know a few people close

0:39:46.400 --> 0:39:48.279
<v Speaker 1>to me in my life see me that way, you know,

0:39:48.440 --> 0:39:51.279
<v Speaker 1>acting that way with other people, it felt like there

0:39:51.360 --> 0:39:53.680
<v Speaker 1>was no choice. It didn't feel like something that I

0:39:53.800 --> 0:39:56.040
<v Speaker 1>was bravely deciding to do. It felt like something that

0:39:56.200 --> 0:39:58.800
<v Speaker 1>was like happening to me, Like coming out was happening

0:39:58.880 --> 0:40:01.280
<v Speaker 1>to me because I could not stay in the closet

0:40:01.320 --> 0:40:04.759
<v Speaker 1>any longer. So yeah, that was my experience with it.

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<v Speaker 1>So this spring, you went to the White House for

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<v Speaker 1>Transgender Day of Visibility. Unbelievable. How did it feel to

0:40:11.680 --> 0:40:14.680
<v Speaker 1>be there? Well, it's definitely one of the many, you know,

0:40:14.800 --> 0:40:17.520
<v Speaker 1>mind blowing experiences I've had this year. A sort of

0:40:17.600 --> 0:40:20.440
<v Speaker 1>surreal feeling, you know, just there. It is just like

0:40:20.520 --> 0:40:22.600
<v Speaker 1>in the movies, you know, you're here at the White House.

0:40:23.360 --> 0:40:26.279
<v Speaker 1>And it was also just really drove home for me

0:40:26.400 --> 0:40:28.720
<v Speaker 1>how much things have changed in this country for trans

0:40:28.800 --> 0:40:30.800
<v Speaker 1>people that you know, I would be invited by the

0:40:30.840 --> 0:40:33.400
<v Speaker 1>White House and they would think it was good politics

0:40:33.480 --> 0:40:35.960
<v Speaker 1>to do, so, you know, that was really neat So

0:40:36.120 --> 0:40:38.440
<v Speaker 1>On the one hand, I mean, that's such a powerful

0:40:38.520 --> 0:40:41.120
<v Speaker 1>thing to have a transferson be invited to the White

0:40:41.200 --> 0:40:43.160
<v Speaker 1>House to mark this day and be so visible on

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:45.959
<v Speaker 1>Transgender Day of Visibility. And yet this year we've also

0:40:46.080 --> 0:40:48.720
<v Speaker 1>heard so much noise in the media, so much anti

0:40:48.800 --> 0:40:51.359
<v Speaker 1>trans legislation being brought forward, I think, more than any

0:40:51.440 --> 0:40:54.880
<v Speaker 1>other year in history in two And I want to

0:40:54.920 --> 0:40:58.239
<v Speaker 1>know what you think, Like, what's your perspective on where

0:40:58.280 --> 0:41:01.320
<v Speaker 1>we're at right now? Those are two very a posing states.

0:41:01.400 --> 0:41:04.560
<v Speaker 1>I think, yeah, I mean I think that fundamentally, I'm

0:41:04.600 --> 0:41:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm really actually quite optimistic. And I don't want to

0:41:08.000 --> 0:41:11.640
<v Speaker 1>undersell the sort of danger that trans people, in trans

0:41:11.760 --> 0:41:14.080
<v Speaker 1>children in particular, are in right now. You know, the

0:41:14.960 --> 0:41:18.480
<v Speaker 1>being denied gender affirming care is is will will some

0:41:18.640 --> 0:41:20.560
<v Speaker 1>of them will die from that. It is life saving

0:41:20.600 --> 0:41:23.000
<v Speaker 1>medical care for many people. And I know that that

0:41:23.160 --> 0:41:25.680
<v Speaker 1>may be hard to understand if you, you know, are

0:41:25.760 --> 0:41:28.479
<v Speaker 1>not trans yourself, but I can promise you that it's true.

0:41:29.040 --> 0:41:30.799
<v Speaker 1>But at the same time, I was talking with their

0:41:30.800 --> 0:41:33.600
<v Speaker 1>friend the other day and they were saying how awful

0:41:33.640 --> 0:41:35.400
<v Speaker 1>they feel for the kids that are going to be,

0:41:35.640 --> 0:41:38.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, forced to stop their transition. And I was like, well, remember,

0:41:39.120 --> 0:41:40.840
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't that long ago. There was no need to

0:41:40.920 --> 0:41:42.920
<v Speaker 1>pass a law for that, because no kid would have

0:41:43.000 --> 0:41:45.680
<v Speaker 1>been given that medical care in the first place. So

0:41:45.800 --> 0:41:49.040
<v Speaker 1>when you think about it that way, it's really remarkable

0:41:49.120 --> 0:41:51.400
<v Speaker 1>how far we've come, you know, not just over the

0:41:51.480 --> 0:41:53.640
<v Speaker 1>course of my lifetime, but just in the last five

0:41:53.760 --> 0:41:56.640
<v Speaker 1>ten years. And so this movement right now is a

0:41:56.719 --> 0:41:59.840
<v Speaker 1>backlash against the progress that we've made, and it's a

0:42:00.000 --> 0:42:02.000
<v Speaker 1>backlash that I think, quite frankly, has come too late.

0:42:02.560 --> 0:42:05.280
<v Speaker 1>Too many people have already, you know, met trans people,

0:42:05.719 --> 0:42:10.200
<v Speaker 1>come to understand trans people and understand that we have

0:42:10.360 --> 0:42:12.840
<v Speaker 1>a right to live our lives in peace, and you know,

0:42:12.920 --> 0:42:15.719
<v Speaker 1>those people aren't going to change their minds. So it's

0:42:15.719 --> 0:42:18.080
<v Speaker 1>definitely scary right now, and people are going to get hurt.

0:42:18.640 --> 0:42:22.480
<v Speaker 1>But I think that, you know, assuming that we continue

0:42:22.520 --> 0:42:25.200
<v Speaker 1>to have a functioning democracy, you know, trans people are

0:42:25.239 --> 0:42:28.239
<v Speaker 1>going to be okay in this country. That's a really

0:42:28.360 --> 0:42:31.360
<v Speaker 1>valuable perspective to hear. I'm curious about how it affects

0:42:31.400 --> 0:42:34.160
<v Speaker 1>you day to day to have so much discourse about

0:42:34.160 --> 0:42:35.880
<v Speaker 1>trans rights in in the media. Are you able to

0:42:35.960 --> 0:42:39.680
<v Speaker 1>compartmentalize or is it exhausting and disturbing a lot of

0:42:39.719 --> 0:42:42.359
<v Speaker 1>the time, you know, I I mean I am able

0:42:42.400 --> 0:42:46.279
<v Speaker 1>to compartmentalize. It's not like there wasn't always terrible news

0:42:46.360 --> 0:42:49.080
<v Speaker 1>around if you were you know, kind of looking forward

0:42:49.280 --> 0:42:51.759
<v Speaker 1>or just you know, on trans twitter as I was,

0:42:52.040 --> 0:42:55.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, so kind of the flood of scary things

0:42:55.640 --> 0:42:58.600
<v Speaker 1>has has been out there, you know, since I've come out,

0:42:59.480 --> 0:43:02.399
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, you know, it's just something you just sort

0:43:02.440 --> 0:43:04.799
<v Speaker 1>of learned that, like, yeah, there's always a bad thing

0:43:04.880 --> 0:43:07.239
<v Speaker 1>out there, but there's good stuff out there too, and

0:43:07.360 --> 0:43:09.960
<v Speaker 1>it's not scary, so it doesn't you know, spread as

0:43:10.040 --> 0:43:13.120
<v Speaker 1>much and it doesn't make headlines. But just all these

0:43:13.200 --> 0:43:16.479
<v Speaker 1>little things like me being on Jeopardy, like trans people,

0:43:16.560 --> 0:43:19.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, advancing in the military were always like moving

0:43:19.520 --> 0:43:22.360
<v Speaker 1>forward and breaking new ground. Um, and we should be

0:43:22.520 --> 0:43:24.080
<v Speaker 1>just as aware of that as we are about the

0:43:24.120 --> 0:43:27.640
<v Speaker 1>scary things. Mm hmm. Those scary things are getting so

0:43:27.760 --> 0:43:29.839
<v Speaker 1>much attention. These bills are being talked about so much,

0:43:29.880 --> 0:43:32.360
<v Speaker 1>and I'm wondering if you think that they're truly reflective

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<v Speaker 1>of the way that people feel or transphobia on a

0:43:35.719 --> 0:43:37.360
<v Speaker 1>day to day, person to person level, or if this

0:43:37.480 --> 0:43:39.480
<v Speaker 1>is a lot of political theater because people are so

0:43:39.600 --> 0:43:43.719
<v Speaker 1>polarized around trans rights. I mean, I think, you know,

0:43:43.880 --> 0:43:46.879
<v Speaker 1>certainly political theater to a fair extent, but I think

0:43:46.920 --> 0:43:49.560
<v Speaker 1>that you know, what I've learned being out in public

0:43:49.600 --> 0:43:52.800
<v Speaker 1>and hearing so many stories of especially older people, seeing

0:43:52.880 --> 0:43:55.840
<v Speaker 1>me on TV and kind of having that sort of

0:43:56.640 --> 0:43:59.640
<v Speaker 1>the light dawns on them about trans people, and I

0:43:59.760 --> 0:44:02.840
<v Speaker 1>just that so many people, you know, anybody who's like

0:44:03.040 --> 0:44:07.000
<v Speaker 1>my age or older, grew up with the you know,

0:44:07.160 --> 0:44:11.680
<v Speaker 1>most horrific demonizing stereotypes of trans people, you know from

0:44:11.719 --> 0:44:15.000
<v Speaker 1>like Silence of the Lambs on and you know, if

0:44:15.040 --> 0:44:17.320
<v Speaker 1>you've never had a reason to question that, you just

0:44:17.360 --> 0:44:20.080
<v Speaker 1>sort of grew up believing what you believed. And so

0:44:20.880 --> 0:44:23.400
<v Speaker 1>I think it's for so many people, it's not about

0:44:24.000 --> 0:44:27.000
<v Speaker 1>I hate so much. It's just about discomfort and having

0:44:27.040 --> 0:44:29.919
<v Speaker 1>to question something you thought you knew. But I find

0:44:29.960 --> 0:44:32.480
<v Speaker 1>that that's pretty brittle, and once it breaks, people can

0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:35.840
<v Speaker 1>pretty quickly understand that, yeah, those were just wrong what

0:44:35.920 --> 0:44:38.640
<v Speaker 1>they grew up with, and trans people are fine. Amy.

0:44:38.719 --> 0:44:41.239
<v Speaker 1>I hate asking somebody who has a personal stake in

0:44:41.280 --> 0:44:43.520
<v Speaker 1>an issue like this what other people can do to help,

0:44:43.719 --> 0:44:46.520
<v Speaker 1>but I am curious to know from your perspective, are

0:44:46.640 --> 0:44:49.799
<v Speaker 1>there things that folks can do to combat this. Yeah,

0:44:49.880 --> 0:44:51.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I think you know, just the most important

0:44:51.920 --> 0:44:55.480
<v Speaker 1>thing is too in your daily life, don't let it

0:44:55.600 --> 0:44:59.800
<v Speaker 1>go unanswered. If you hear people saying hateful things and

0:45:00.040 --> 0:45:02.800
<v Speaker 1>and be visible as somebody that is an ally of

0:45:02.880 --> 0:45:05.799
<v Speaker 1>trans people and that that believes in their rights, it's

0:45:05.880 --> 0:45:08.560
<v Speaker 1>not necessarily going to change the minds of the people

0:45:08.640 --> 0:45:11.799
<v Speaker 1>that you're most frustrated with. But again, it's that thing

0:45:11.920 --> 0:45:14.600
<v Speaker 1>where people grew up with the idea that everybody shared

0:45:14.960 --> 0:45:18.759
<v Speaker 1>hateful beliefs about trans people, and so showing the people

0:45:18.840 --> 0:45:21.480
<v Speaker 1>around you that people they know, people that are in

0:45:21.560 --> 0:45:24.279
<v Speaker 1>their community, their workplace, their church, whatever it may be,

0:45:25.160 --> 0:45:28.120
<v Speaker 1>don't share those hateful beliefs. Maybe that you know it'll

0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:30.080
<v Speaker 1>make a few of them start to wonder and start

0:45:30.120 --> 0:45:33.319
<v Speaker 1>the question and start to slowly change the minds. Yeah,

0:45:33.560 --> 0:45:35.440
<v Speaker 1>I know when you accepted your glad a word, the

0:45:35.520 --> 0:45:37.040
<v Speaker 1>sense that I got from what you said was that

0:45:37.160 --> 0:45:40.040
<v Speaker 1>your work in advocacy was the thing that you're most

0:45:40.120 --> 0:45:42.759
<v Speaker 1>proud of from your Jeopardy rent or not advocacy, but

0:45:42.840 --> 0:45:45.880
<v Speaker 1>being a visible trans person and the way that that

0:45:46.000 --> 0:45:50.480
<v Speaker 1>can change people's views. Yeah, you know, when I take

0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:51.920
<v Speaker 1>my episodes and I knew it was going to be

0:45:52.040 --> 0:45:54.200
<v Speaker 1>kind of a big deal and that my my trans

0:45:54.920 --> 0:45:57.840
<v Speaker 1>nous was going to be a part of that. What

0:45:58.000 --> 0:46:01.080
<v Speaker 1>I thought was going to happen was just at you know,

0:46:01.320 --> 0:46:04.160
<v Speaker 1>it would become a talking point and people would just

0:46:04.440 --> 0:46:07.000
<v Speaker 1>dig into their own trench positions and it wouldn't really

0:46:07.320 --> 0:46:09.200
<v Speaker 1>have much of an effect. It would just be one

0:46:09.280 --> 0:46:12.440
<v Speaker 1>more ground that people were fighting on, and that turned

0:46:12.440 --> 0:46:17.359
<v Speaker 1>out not to be true. So that has been such

0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:20.200
<v Speaker 1>a good feeling just to like, I've heard from so

0:46:20.360 --> 0:46:23.520
<v Speaker 1>many trans people about the immediate difference that it made

0:46:23.520 --> 0:46:26.560
<v Speaker 1>in their life, the specific ways that it was helpful

0:46:26.600 --> 0:46:31.440
<v Speaker 1>to them, and you know, have such sympathy and connection

0:46:31.560 --> 0:46:33.320
<v Speaker 1>for all the all the trans people in this country,

0:46:33.360 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 1>and I want nothing but the best and happiness for

0:46:36.040 --> 0:46:37.799
<v Speaker 1>all of them. And the fact that I was able

0:46:37.880 --> 0:46:41.080
<v Speaker 1>to actually advance that cause was and remains just an

0:46:41.080 --> 0:46:44.839
<v Speaker 1>incredible feeling. Yeah, and for young people too. I don't

0:46:44.840 --> 0:46:46.080
<v Speaker 1>want to harp too much on this, but I just

0:46:46.120 --> 0:46:48.120
<v Speaker 1>want to bring up one more point that I found

0:46:48.280 --> 0:46:51.360
<v Speaker 1>really fascinating in the last six months or so, Like

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<v Speaker 1>in the spring, the governor of Utah, Governor Cox, vetoed

0:46:55.200 --> 0:46:58.160
<v Speaker 1>a bill that was trying to ban trans students from

0:46:58.200 --> 0:47:00.720
<v Speaker 1>participating in sports that are consistent with their gender identity,

0:47:00.920 --> 0:47:04.520
<v Speaker 1>and his his video is overridden, but when he was

0:47:04.560 --> 0:47:07.359
<v Speaker 1>expressing his views, he talked about higher suicide rates among

0:47:07.440 --> 0:47:10.480
<v Speaker 1>trans youth. But he also made a point that there

0:47:10.520 --> 0:47:14.000
<v Speaker 1>were only four trans high school students that this bill

0:47:14.120 --> 0:47:17.279
<v Speaker 1>was going to affect, right, and he said, rarely has

0:47:17.360 --> 0:47:20.359
<v Speaker 1>so much fear and anger been directed at so few.

0:47:21.239 --> 0:47:22.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't I don't even know what to make of that.

0:47:22.840 --> 0:47:24.719
<v Speaker 1>And I'm wondering what you what you make of that.

0:47:25.120 --> 0:47:28.640
<v Speaker 1>It's so impactful for those four people, it's everything, it's

0:47:28.719 --> 0:47:32.040
<v Speaker 1>it's their lives. Yeah, Yeah, indeed, I mean I think that,

0:47:32.320 --> 0:47:34.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, the thing about sports, I think is is

0:47:34.520 --> 0:47:37.120
<v Speaker 1>the most political theater of all of them. And it's

0:47:37.160 --> 0:47:41.640
<v Speaker 1>because it's the most sort of appealing I guess, I

0:47:41.680 --> 0:47:43.800
<v Speaker 1>would say argument and and in fact, I think that,

0:47:44.640 --> 0:47:47.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, it's one of the few areas around trans

0:47:48.160 --> 0:47:50.480
<v Speaker 1>people's place in society that I think there's some room

0:47:50.520 --> 0:47:53.640
<v Speaker 1>for honest disagreement about. You know, I don't think that

0:47:54.239 --> 0:47:56.239
<v Speaker 1>builds like those in Utah fall into the realm of

0:47:56.280 --> 0:47:59.200
<v Speaker 1>honest disagreement or things like that. I think that again,

0:47:59.400 --> 0:48:02.200
<v Speaker 1>these are kids they're playing sports to play sports and

0:48:02.320 --> 0:48:04.480
<v Speaker 1>run around with their friends and compete and all this

0:48:04.600 --> 0:48:07.799
<v Speaker 1>sort of thing. But you know, nobody should be taking

0:48:07.840 --> 0:48:11.680
<v Speaker 1>it that seriously in general, and you know, in particular,

0:48:11.760 --> 0:48:14.400
<v Speaker 1>they shouldn't be taking it so seriously that they're bringing

0:48:14.400 --> 0:48:17.040
<v Speaker 1>the weight of the state down on these four kids.

0:48:17.800 --> 0:48:20.680
<v Speaker 1>When you say honest disagreement, can you explain what you

0:48:20.719 --> 0:48:22.759
<v Speaker 1>mean by that. I think I mean, like, at the

0:48:23.000 --> 0:48:26.160
<v Speaker 1>very top levels of say track and field, is there

0:48:26.200 --> 0:48:28.680
<v Speaker 1>an argument to be made about what is fair and

0:48:28.760 --> 0:48:31.239
<v Speaker 1>what is not um you know, And I also think

0:48:31.360 --> 0:48:34.600
<v Speaker 1>that it's also one of those things where it becomes

0:48:34.680 --> 0:48:37.560
<v Speaker 1>incoherent because you know, some people are born with certain

0:48:37.640 --> 0:48:40.560
<v Speaker 1>qualities that give them an advantage, and everybody that's at

0:48:40.600 --> 0:48:42.800
<v Speaker 1>the top of their field in you know, swimming or

0:48:43.160 --> 0:48:46.560
<v Speaker 1>track and field was born with a huge genetic advantage.

0:48:47.000 --> 0:48:49.719
<v Speaker 1>And so what counts is fair and unfair is is

0:48:49.760 --> 0:48:52.359
<v Speaker 1>a really hard line to draw. But I do think

0:48:52.440 --> 0:48:54.560
<v Speaker 1>that that's something that people can make an argument about

0:48:54.640 --> 0:48:58.960
<v Speaker 1>without actually feeling they're being unfair to trans people. But

0:48:59.120 --> 0:49:02.400
<v Speaker 1>that's a very like narrow slice of the argument, and

0:49:02.480 --> 0:49:04.879
<v Speaker 1>it's a very nuanced point and very different, as you say,

0:49:05.000 --> 0:49:07.760
<v Speaker 1>than kids in high school who are exploring their athletic

0:49:07.840 --> 0:49:11.799
<v Speaker 1>abilities and trying to be who they are in the world. Yeah, exactly. Yeah,

0:49:11.840 --> 0:49:14.600
<v Speaker 1>it's a great point. Okay, let's talk about what's next

0:49:14.680 --> 0:49:17.719
<v Speaker 1>for you. Everyone is very excited about the Tournament of

0:49:17.840 --> 0:49:20.520
<v Speaker 1>Champions which you're competing in. I want to know how

0:49:20.560 --> 0:49:22.359
<v Speaker 1>you prepared and whether it was different than the way

0:49:22.400 --> 0:49:25.680
<v Speaker 1>that you prepared for the regular season of Jeopardy. Yeah.

0:49:25.680 --> 0:49:27.839
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think it was different. To be honest,

0:49:27.880 --> 0:49:30.600
<v Speaker 1>I didn't prepare as much. And the simple reason is

0:49:30.680 --> 0:49:33.760
<v Speaker 1>that going into my original taping, my life was extremely boring.

0:49:34.280 --> 0:49:37.279
<v Speaker 1>Um and my life has gotten much more interesting in

0:49:37.320 --> 0:49:38.880
<v Speaker 1>the past year, and I just had a lot of

0:49:38.960 --> 0:49:41.320
<v Speaker 1>things going on. I wanted to go to the Toronto

0:49:41.400 --> 0:49:45.399
<v Speaker 1>Film Festival and other stuff like that, so I kept thinking, boy,

0:49:45.440 --> 0:49:47.080
<v Speaker 1>I really need to get started studying. And then it

0:49:47.160 --> 0:49:49.000
<v Speaker 1>was like a week before taping and I was like, oh, wow,

0:49:49.040 --> 0:49:51.560
<v Speaker 1>I need to get on this. So it was kind

0:49:51.600 --> 0:49:54.320
<v Speaker 1>of a bit of a concentrated last week there. But

0:49:54.400 --> 0:49:56.680
<v Speaker 1>at the same time, I I've always felt like and

0:49:56.760 --> 0:49:58.960
<v Speaker 1>I felt like this going to last time that fundamentally,

0:49:59.160 --> 0:50:01.440
<v Speaker 1>you know what, you know, like the last minute cramming

0:50:01.640 --> 0:50:05.640
<v Speaker 1>is probably not going to swing, you know, any particular games,

0:50:05.719 --> 0:50:08.279
<v Speaker 1>so don't get too stressed about it. The main thing

0:50:08.440 --> 0:50:11.920
<v Speaker 1>was that it was a different mental challenge this time around,

0:50:12.440 --> 0:50:15.399
<v Speaker 1>partly because like, in a sense it was much lower

0:50:15.480 --> 0:50:18.800
<v Speaker 1>stakes because I've already been successful Jeopardy, Like, whatever happens

0:50:18.840 --> 0:50:21.320
<v Speaker 1>here is not going to change that. But on the

0:50:21.360 --> 0:50:23.920
<v Speaker 1>other hand, it was also you know, first of all,

0:50:23.960 --> 0:50:26.120
<v Speaker 1>everybody telling me all year though you're gonna win, you're

0:50:26.120 --> 0:50:27.719
<v Speaker 1>gonna crush it, all this sort of thing, and like,

0:50:27.920 --> 0:50:30.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, these people are really good, and it's

0:50:30.960 --> 0:50:34.840
<v Speaker 1>going to be completely different playing against other experienced players

0:50:34.880 --> 0:50:37.440
<v Speaker 1>as opposed to you know, always two new people that

0:50:37.480 --> 0:50:40.759
<v Speaker 1>are there for the first time. So really a lot

0:50:40.800 --> 0:50:43.080
<v Speaker 1>of it was about trying to get back into the

0:50:43.120 --> 0:50:46.520
<v Speaker 1>mindset I was last year, trying to remember how that felt,

0:50:46.640 --> 0:50:49.480
<v Speaker 1>to really get focused on how what was going to

0:50:49.560 --> 0:50:51.240
<v Speaker 1>come into my mind, what was going to be distracting,

0:50:51.280 --> 0:50:54.680
<v Speaker 1>and how to how to avoid that. Who are you

0:50:54.800 --> 0:50:57.840
<v Speaker 1>most nervous to face. I mean, you've got Matt Emmodio

0:50:58.040 --> 0:51:02.160
<v Speaker 1>and Matteo Roach, both also super champions who won you know,

0:51:02.560 --> 0:51:05.480
<v Speaker 1>long streaks of consecutive games. Yeah, I mean, I think

0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:08.680
<v Speaker 1>definitely Matt I think that, you know, if you look

0:51:08.680 --> 0:51:12.279
<v Speaker 1>at the Jeopardy stat heads on Reddit or wherever, I

0:51:12.400 --> 0:51:14.400
<v Speaker 1>think there's there's an argument to be made that that

0:51:14.560 --> 0:51:17.719
<v Speaker 1>he would be considered the slight favorite over me. I

0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:21.279
<v Speaker 1>also think that Andrew, he who was the person that

0:51:21.320 --> 0:51:23.800
<v Speaker 1>I've beat in my first game, but quite honest, was

0:51:23.840 --> 0:51:26.120
<v Speaker 1>lucky to do. So, you know, he really should have

0:51:26.160 --> 0:51:28.920
<v Speaker 1>gotten that final Jeopardy. He'll he'll say so, and so

0:51:29.320 --> 0:51:31.520
<v Speaker 1>I know that he can beat me, So he would

0:51:31.560 --> 0:51:33.560
<v Speaker 1>make me nervous as well. Are you gonna have some

0:51:33.640 --> 0:51:35.920
<v Speaker 1>watching parties for this tournament of champions? You need to

0:51:35.960 --> 0:51:39.600
<v Speaker 1>celebrate with some friends. Yeah. Absolutely. We're just just yesterday

0:51:39.640 --> 0:51:43.080
<v Speaker 1>putting together a trill aboard of who we want to invite. Nice, Okay,

0:51:43.200 --> 0:51:45.080
<v Speaker 1>well we will all be rooting for you. I know

0:51:45.160 --> 0:51:47.239
<v Speaker 1>I'll be rooting for you. And it's been such a

0:51:47.280 --> 0:51:49.600
<v Speaker 1>pleasure to talk to you, Amy. Thank you, Oh yeah,

0:51:49.640 --> 0:51:56.920
<v Speaker 1>thank you. Likewise my thanks to Amy Schneider. This episode

0:51:57.040 --> 0:52:00.720
<v Speaker 1>was produced by Kathleen Russo, Zach McNeice, and Maureen Hobit.

0:52:00.920 --> 0:52:04.920
<v Speaker 1>Our engineers for this episode are Frank Imperial and Brent Bodrick.

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<v Speaker 1>Our social media manager is Danielle Gingrich. I'm Talia Schlanger.

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