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Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, is this Lyle?

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Speaker 2: Who is this?

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Speaker 3: This is Tristan.

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Speaker 2: Tristan.

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Speaker 4: How are you doing?

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Speaker 2: Tristan? Yes, take me off a speakerphone.

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Speaker 4: You are not on speakerphone.

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Speaker 2: But I was on a headset.

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Speaker 4: Different spot mine headset not at all. Her phone is

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Speaker 4: to the head phones.

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Speaker 2: To the head yep. Okay now and then your phone

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Speaker 2: explodes and it kills you like it's seen from a

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Speaker 2: grand theft out of five. Yeah. Anyway, Well, Tristan, what's

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Speaker 2: going on? How's life?

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Speaker 4: It's it's been interesting? How about yourself?

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Speaker 2: Who cares about me? Why has your life been interesting?

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Speaker 4: Okay, So what I texted you was about my ex

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Speaker 4: fiance's secret life. I met her like September twenty twenty two,

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Speaker 4: and apparently she met another dude around the same time,

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Speaker 4: and she was going back and forth between him and I,

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Speaker 4: and she got pregnant like within a month of you know,

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Speaker 4: me meeting her. So I thought, not knowing this other guy,

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Speaker 4: that that kid was mine, right, So supported her through

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Speaker 4: all of the pregnancy through you know, all of seven

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Speaker 4: months until I found out that kid wasn't mine through

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Speaker 4: a fraternity thus, and after that I was kind of

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Speaker 4: like doing some digging around trying to find some answers

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Speaker 4: because nothing was really adding up. One over two is

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Speaker 4: her grandmother's house. And they told me about this other guy.

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Speaker 4: How she would tell them that, you know, he's the father,

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Speaker 4: but I know him. I couldn't have kids if I

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Speaker 4: wanted to raise her kid as my own. It's a yeah,

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Speaker 4: it's a fun story.

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Speaker 2: So you knew this woman for a month and then

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Speaker 2: she got.

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Speaker 3: Pregnant, Yeah, a little bit over a month.

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Speaker 1: I had to meet her through tender.

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Speaker 2: Through tender, and you thought the kid was yours? And

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Speaker 2: when did you find out it wasn't.

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Speaker 4: I found out February fifteenth of this year.

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Speaker 2: How long was that after you had met?

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Speaker 4: So I met her in twenty twenty two, so just

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Speaker 4: about two years. The baby was seven months old, and

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Speaker 4: I didn't have a job at the time that I

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Speaker 4: met her, So I went around looking for a job.

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Speaker 4: I'm like, Okay, if I'm going to have this kid,

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Speaker 4: I'm going to have to, you know, be be able

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Speaker 4: to support both of them. And so I got a

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Speaker 4: job at Taco Bell worked my way up. Within eight months,

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Speaker 4: I was the regional manager. I took over that store

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Speaker 4: that I, you know, started working at, and then got

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Speaker 4: a job with the county. So I'm working for the

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Speaker 4: county now, and some things weren't adding up. Some things

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Speaker 4: just made me question. So behind her back, I did

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Speaker 4: one of those like DNA swabs and sent it in.

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Speaker 4: I got the results fifteenth of February, and I didn't

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Speaker 4: know what to do about it. So I kind of

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Speaker 4: got the results. I looked at him, went back and

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Speaker 4: you know, I was just looking at the baby, then

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Speaker 4: looking at her. She knew something was off, so she

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Speaker 4: ended up going through my phone while I was sleeping

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Speaker 4: and saw the DNA test. And when I woke up,

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Speaker 4: she was gone. She took the ring and stole my forerunner.

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Speaker 2: Damn. So you raised this kid. So you meet a

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Speaker 2: woman on tender, you have this crazy accident pregnancy, you

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Speaker 2: step the fuck up, You go, I'm gonna raise this kid.

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Speaker 2: You have the kid, the kid's seven months old. You

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Speaker 2: find out it's not yours. Am I recapping this correctly.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, in the same night she was gone.

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Speaker 3: I woke up.

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Speaker 2: Was the kid leave the kid? Did you take the kid?

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Speaker 1: Oh?

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Speaker 3: She took the kid?

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Speaker 2: Fucking damn? So what ah man? And this was this

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Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, seeing the results, I felt like, you know,

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Speaker 4: went through my phone and you know, changed the pass

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Speaker 4: reset it, and I lost all my photos and you

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Speaker 4: know a bunch of important things that I need. But

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Speaker 4: you know, that's kind of a small inconvenience compared to

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Speaker 4: everything else. But on top of already feeling like I

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Speaker 4: So you know, I did some detective detective work. I

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Speaker 4: found out who the actual father was, and he and

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Speaker 4: I right now seemed to be doing okay, like we're friends,

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Speaker 4: we're talking about it. We kind of have a very

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Speaker 4: similar experience with this woman. And right now I'm just

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Speaker 4: trying to get my name off the baby's birth certificate,

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Speaker 4: so like I'm not you know, having to pay child's

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Speaker 4: kind of just move on with my life.

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Speaker 2: So you and this kid's father became friends.

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I talked to him last night actually about

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Speaker 4: what uh well, we talked about different like experiences that

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Speaker 4: we had with her, like how we met everything like that.

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Speaker 4: My attorney is actually trying to attach him on the

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Speaker 4: like whole court situation so he can sign like, Okay,

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Speaker 4: if I get a paternity test and I'm the actual father,

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Speaker 4: then I'll step up and be that baby's father, you know.

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Speaker 4: So we're just trying to figure out how to go

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Speaker 4: about doing all all this and potentially get him full

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Speaker 4: custody of the child because she's very clearly not someone

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Speaker 4: that should be raising a child right now.

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Speaker 2: So what's his deal with her? Like how did this even?

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Speaker 4: Like?

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Speaker 2: Uh how, what's what's his story with her?

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Speaker 4: It's like eerily similar. We met her around the same

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Speaker 4: time September. I don't know if I met her first

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Speaker 4: or how that went. Who met her first, but you know,

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Speaker 4: met on tender, talked it up. Things are going well,

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Speaker 4: and she got pregnant, like very very soon into both

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Speaker 4: of us talking to her, and you know, he did

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Speaker 4: the same thing I did, stepped up, was like, shit,

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Speaker 4: I don't have a job right now. I need to

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Speaker 4: figure out Okay, what am I gonna do? What's the

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Speaker 4: best way to raise this child? So he got a job,

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Speaker 4: he you know, worked his ass off, supported her as

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Speaker 4: I supported her. So she later I found out and

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Speaker 4: found like different jewelry and stuff like that. It's, yeah,

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Speaker 4: very similar to what I went through.

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Speaker 2: So was he. So he was still having a relationship

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, yeah. So her family is about like forty

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Speaker 4: and sure enough she was going to see him. Like

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Speaker 4: June of last year, she convinced me to let her

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Speaker 4: And apparently the tent that I bought her to use

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Speaker 4: of her family like, oh, he's the father, and then

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Speaker 4: the other part of the family like he's not the father,

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Speaker 4: but he doesn't want to talk about it, just you know,

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Speaker 4: don't bring it up. He knows he's not the father,

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Speaker 4: but he wants to raise the child like it's his

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Speaker 4: because he can't have kids, which I can.

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Speaker 1: He's just manipulous, And so was she when the baby

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Speaker 2: How'd that work? Like was this other guy like in like,

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Speaker 2: how the fuck? How the fuck did she keep this

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Speaker 4: So when the baby was born, I was with her

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Speaker 4: like four in the morning. Her water broke four forty

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Speaker 4: like crazy birth. And after things calmed down, I fell asleep.

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Speaker 4: And after I fall asleep, she actually called the actual

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Speaker 4: to the hospital, but your daughter's here. And I was

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Speaker 4: literally five feet from her just to sleep.

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Speaker 2: Wow.

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Speaker 4: And she watched me sign the voluntary declaration of parenthood

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Speaker 2: Wow.

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Speaker 4: And in the state of California, it's incredibly difficult to

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Speaker 4: nullify that signature because they don't want those children to

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Speaker 4: become wards of the state. So like, even if you're

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Speaker 4: you find out if you sign that, it's incredibly difficult

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Speaker 2: I mean, that's that's such a I can't even begin

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Speaker 2: sounds like a complicated fucking thing. But to do it

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Speaker 2: I mean, that's how that fuck to even do.

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Speaker 4: That, which unfortunately I don't even know if it was

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Speaker 4: only the two of us, right, you know, there's possible

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Speaker 4: there was more. And I was working twelve hour plus

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Speaker 4: pushing for answers because she would throw in just enough

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Speaker 4: So she was very good. She's a callin artist like her.

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Speaker 4: Her family is just the same. Like her little sister

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Speaker 4: ended up moving in with us because her grandmother kicked

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Speaker 4: They you know, lied to the grandmother and she got

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Speaker 4: threaten to leave and like go to her mom's in Modesto,

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Speaker 4: and I didn't want to not be a part of

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Speaker 4: you know, at a certain point, I was too tired

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Speaker 2: So do we know where she is and where that

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Speaker 4: Yes? Yeah, I actually went down. My attorney told me,

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Speaker 4: if you know where the Forerunner is, just go and

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Speaker 4: get it. And I drove down there after work one day,

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Speaker 4: hopped into it, throve started driving. They ran out of

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Speaker 2: How the fuck? Uh uh? What do you have any

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Speaker 4: I'm signing a trip to the Philippines next year. I

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Speaker 1: What's your name again, I'm Tristan.

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Speaker 2: You're good fucking dude, Tristan.

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Speaker 4: I appreciate that.

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Speaker 2: Really a lot of characters. Yeah, it has been a

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Speaker 2: Would you ever have a kid of your own with

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Speaker 4: I was, oh, God, with the same person.

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Speaker 2: No, No, no, oh, I said, with a sane person.

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Speaker 4: Oh, with the sane person. M. I've genuinely looked into

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Speaker 2: Well, Tristan, look man, you've been through a crazy roller

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Speaker 2: So uh, my brother, enjoy the enjoy the motorbiking. Motorbiking, right, yeah,

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Speaker 2: enjoy the motorbiking, enjoy the Philippines. Enjoy whatever the fuck

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Speaker 1: Man.

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Speaker 2: I mean, you're you're a young single guy with no

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Speaker 4: I'm doing, just finding myself again and making the best

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Speaker 2: Is there anything else that you want to say to

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Speaker 4: I do want to appreciate you, you know, calling me

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Speaker 2: So there a reason? Is there a reason you avoid

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Speaker 4: No? Not really, I think honestly I was. I was

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Speaker 2: That's wonderful. Man. Look, you know, I appreciate you coming

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Speaker 2: but he was chilling, joking arounds. You know. Some people

437
00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 2: will just call and talk about these crazy fucking life

438
00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:53,199
Speaker 2: situations that they've been in and they get through it,

439
00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:59,399
Speaker 2: they get over it because they internally have an optimistic,

440
00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:04,439
Speaker 2: positive perspective, and then other people will be like, you know,

441
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:08,959
Speaker 2: my other people will be like, you know, I lost

442
00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:13,159
Speaker 2: one hundred dollars investing into bitcoin in my life is

443
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:17,520
Speaker 2: completely decimated and I'll never be happy again. Right. So

444
00:28:18,320 --> 00:28:20,160
Speaker 2: that's one of That's just something I wanted to say,

445
00:28:20,200 --> 00:28:22,240
Speaker 2: is and I think about it with my own life too,

446
00:28:22,320 --> 00:28:26,399
Speaker 2: because you know, you know, I get to live a

447
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:29,480
Speaker 2: cool life doing this stuff, but you know, I also

448
00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:31,680
Speaker 2: I get I get I get horribly depressed all the time,

449
00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:35,560
Speaker 2: and I'm you know, I talked about this a little

450
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:39,360
Speaker 2: bit in a previous podcast with that guy Mike. It's like,

451
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:43,720
Speaker 2: how much of this ship is is external life events

452
00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 2: versus just what you make of it in your own head.

453
00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:48,320
Speaker 2: And I don't have a fine I don't have a

454
00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:52,160
Speaker 2: final answer to that question. I'm still figuring all of

455
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:59,960
Speaker 2: that out as both my internal brain chemistry and perspective shift,

456
00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 2: as well as the external realities of my life. I'm

457
00:29:04,280 --> 00:29:06,440
Speaker 2: still arriving at and answer that question. But I just

458
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 2: want to say that's one of the things I've learned

459
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 2: from talking to all these people. Is that. Uh, it's

460
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:20,240
Speaker 2: it's crazy important what your brain decides to make of

461
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:26,920
Speaker 2: your situation, more so even than the situation itself. But yeah,

462
00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:32,400
Speaker 2: good luck, Tristan. Don't uh, I don't know. Don't don't

463
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:36,080
Speaker 2: die in a motorcycle accident. I feel like I jinxed you.

464
00:29:37,080 --> 00:29:38,880
Speaker 2: If you if I feel like if now, I feel like,

465
00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 2: if you die in a motorcycle accident, it's my fault.

466
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:46,440
Speaker 2: But you're that's not gonna happen to you because God

467
00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:49,400
Speaker 2: is good and he will protect you. Tristan, I don't know.

468
00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:59,160
Speaker 2: I don't know if that's true. I'm sorry. Good luck, Tristan. Hey, Lyle, Hey,

469
00:29:59,200 --> 00:29:59,720
Speaker 2: what's your name?

470
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:05,600
Speaker 3: My name is Rocky Rocky.

471
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:08,800
Speaker 2: Is it your real name or does someone give you

472
00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 2: that name?

473
00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,480
Speaker 3: Uh, it's kind of a nickname that my friends know

474
00:30:12,640 --> 00:30:14,880
Speaker 3: me by. It's not my real name.

475
00:30:15,840 --> 00:30:17,000
Speaker 2: How'd you get the name Rocky?

476
00:30:20,080 --> 00:30:23,040
Speaker 3: My name kind of sounds like a sap and so

477
00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:26,400
Speaker 3: then it the nickname turned in asap Rocky the Rapper,

478
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:28,960
Speaker 3: and then my friends just shortened it to Rocky.

479
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 2: What what's your real name? I mean, you don't have

480
00:30:33,320 --> 00:30:34,920
Speaker 2: to tell me, but you can.

481
00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:40,480
Speaker 3: It's a pretty unique real name, so I prefer not

482
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:41,239
Speaker 3: to disclose it.

483
00:30:41,480 --> 00:30:42,600
Speaker 2: I bet it's ASoP.

484
00:30:45,560 --> 00:30:46,760
Speaker 3: One might think that.

485
00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:50,720
Speaker 2: Because you said it was pretty close to a SAP.

486
00:30:53,240 --> 00:30:53,960
Speaker 3: It's kind of like that.

487
00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:56,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, all right. Do you think people are gonna be

488
00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:58,600
Speaker 2: able to identify you now so you don't want to

489
00:30:58,600 --> 00:31:00,720
Speaker 2: talk about on here?

490
00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,160
Speaker 3: No, it's probably fine. I haven't. I don't have anything

491
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:04,760
Speaker 3: like incriminating to talk about.

492
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:09,400
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, what's up, man? What's going on? A A sap? Rocky,

493
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,920
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna call you. I'm gonna call you a Dan.

494
00:31:12,600 --> 00:31:14,920
Speaker 2: I've realized this. I don't I can just call people.

495
00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:18,080
Speaker 2: I don't. I think it's okay because this whole thing,

496
00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 2: it's supposed to be anonymous anyway. So because I have

497
00:31:21,040 --> 00:31:23,320
Speaker 2: this whole thing where I forget everyone's name, But why

498
00:31:23,360 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 2: is that? Even Matt? I would rather like, don't even

499
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:28,200
Speaker 2: tell me your name. I only use the name something

500
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,320
Speaker 2: to identify you by. So why don't I just assign

501
00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:33,920
Speaker 2: everybody a name instead of asking for their names? And

502
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:36,840
Speaker 2: then we can do our anonymous phone call thing and

503
00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:40,200
Speaker 2: not have to deal with, you know, the bullshit of names.

504
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 3: You know. That's a that's a good point.

505
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 2: It's a good point.

506
00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:44,640
Speaker 3: You could start doing that from now on.

507
00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:49,080
Speaker 2: That's what I'm gonna do. Oh yeah, Actually I like

508
00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:50,800
Speaker 2: the name Rocky. I'll call you that Rocky. What's up?

509
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:51,640
Speaker 2: What do you want to talk about?

510
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:56,440
Speaker 3: So, I mean I took to you a couple of things.

511
00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:00,560
Speaker 3: One was that, uh me and my roommates have a

512
00:32:00,640 --> 00:32:04,800
Speaker 3: nine to eleven themed gambling machine where the jackpot is

513
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:09,000
Speaker 3: you blow up Saddam Hussein and Osama bin Laden where'd

514
00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:12,440
Speaker 3: you get and that's we got it for free on

515
00:32:12,520 --> 00:32:14,960
Speaker 3: the side of the road. And it like works too,

516
00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 3: which is like the best part.

517
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:20,680
Speaker 2: You have a picture of it. Yeah, texts to be

518
00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 2: texted to the number.

519
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,680
Speaker 3: Okay, all right, you find it on the side of the.

520
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:32,920
Speaker 2: Road, So what the jack So it's a slot machine

521
00:32:33,560 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 2: and if you what's on the slots, it's like if

522
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,360
Speaker 2: you get two, if you get three Osama bin Laden

523
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 2: heads in a row, it blows up. Yeah.

524
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like it'll it'll put up like a bomb.

525
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:47,600
Speaker 3: And then it's like Saddam has in or some have

526
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,680
Speaker 3: been laden next to it. They blow up like it's

527
00:32:50,680 --> 00:32:53,360
Speaker 3: an exaggerated animation. Their eyeballs come out and whatnot.

528
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: Oh so this is like.

529
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:57,840
Speaker 2: It's got like a screen and ship.

530
00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's machine kind of stiff style thing.

531
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 2: Do you have do you? Did you send it already?

532
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:07,400
Speaker 4: Yeah?

533
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 3: I think I did. Yeah you should. It's a video.

534
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:16,760
Speaker 2: I don't know, it's a video. Watch this video? What

535
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:18,280
Speaker 2: the fuck? Why this video is not playing?

536
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:20,880
Speaker 3: Oh? What?

537
00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:23,960
Speaker 2: What's the brand? What's it called? Uh?

538
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,760
Speaker 3: The gambling machine is called magic Bomb and then like

539
00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:32,240
Speaker 3: the it's like from two thousand and two, is the

540
00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 3: the specific.

541
00:33:33,160 --> 00:33:39,080
Speaker 2: Screen thing, magic Bomb slot machine nine eleven. I'm just

542
00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:43,520
Speaker 2: gonna google it and see if it comes up. No,

543
00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,240
Speaker 2: it doesn't. All right, hold on, let me try to

544
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 2: get this video going. This is good. This is a

545
00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:49,800
Speaker 2: This is gonna be really fun for all the audio listeners,

546
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,560
Speaker 2: the video listeners too. I'm not even gonna put this

547
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:56,320
Speaker 2: video in the fucking thing. So this is just gonna

548
00:33:56,360 --> 00:34:00,720
Speaker 2: be listening to me watch a video, which I think

549
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 2: it's fun. Okay, hold on, I'm still looking for it.

550
00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:14,320
Speaker 2: Let's see. Okay, all right, now, this video, this is

551
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:18,000
Speaker 2: video is a piece of shit. You you somehow? Yeah,

552
00:34:18,000 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 2: this video is not working.

553
00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm sorry about that. I don't have a picture

554
00:34:23,120 --> 00:34:25,160
Speaker 3: of it. All right, well I can send it to

555
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,000
Speaker 3: you later. I'll take a picture when I get home.

556
00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:30,839
Speaker 2: Send it to me later. That's all right, never mind,

557
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:34,560
Speaker 2: all right, you know what? Fuck this? Fuck this, fuck this?

558
00:34:34,760 --> 00:34:37,000
Speaker 2: All right? What's it? It's hold on? No, I want

559
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,440
Speaker 2: to find it, but I we'm also I'm just I

560
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:41,520
Speaker 2: feel like I'm just wasting. I don't know if like

561
00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,759
Speaker 2: people are listening to this in their cars right now

562
00:34:43,760 --> 00:34:46,920
Speaker 2: and they're like, what the fuck I'm watching? I'm listening

563
00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:50,520
Speaker 2: to a guy try to find a YouTube video magic?

564
00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:53,719
Speaker 2: But I guess I guess people listen to podcasts like

565
00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:58,879
Speaker 2: to simulate like other someone else being in the room, right,

566
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,840
Speaker 2: and like this is kind of like like you know,

567
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:05,360
Speaker 2: when you're in a room with another person and that

568
00:35:05,440 --> 00:35:09,640
Speaker 2: other person's trying to find a video on YouTube. Yeah,

569
00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:12,240
Speaker 2: kind of like that. So this, I guess provides something

570
00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:15,720
Speaker 2: to I just Magic Bomb slot Machine nine to eleven?

571
00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:20,360
Speaker 2: Is that? Okay? Hello? Osama been magic Bomb slot Machine,

572
00:35:20,360 --> 00:35:31,399
Speaker 2: Osama bin Laan. No, it's not here? What Oh wait

573
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:34,399
Speaker 2: a minute? Wait, No, it is here. Wait I found it.

574
00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:39,200
Speaker 2: I found it on eBay. Oh here it is, yeah, okay,

575
00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:39,680
Speaker 2: I found.

576
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:40,960
Speaker 1: It on Oh yeah, magic Bomb.

577
00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:43,640
Speaker 2: I went for three hundred dollars.

578
00:35:45,160 --> 00:35:45,959
Speaker 3: Damn, that's cheap.

579
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,480
Speaker 2: This is pretty cheap compare. I mean, there's no there's

580
00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:51,440
Speaker 2: no fucking video of it. Oh you know what it is.

581
00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:57,799
Speaker 2: It's just the it's just a chip. It's not even

582
00:35:57,840 --> 00:36:03,520
Speaker 2: the Okay, here we go anyway, all right, it says

583
00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:08,280
Speaker 2: here you have seventy drinks a week and your roommates

584
00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:09,640
Speaker 2: think you're in alcohol.

585
00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:14,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, pretty much. I've been cutting it back a little bit,

586
00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:20,359
Speaker 3: you know, but yeah, pretty much. So I was doing

587
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:23,440
Speaker 3: this thing where I was living in the woods for

588
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:23,920
Speaker 3: a while.

589
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:28,600
Speaker 2: Why we spent like, the good, how long have we

590
00:36:28,719 --> 00:36:31,080
Speaker 2: been talking about We've been talking on the phone for

591
00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:35,560
Speaker 2: six minutes and we spent trying to find a YouTube

592
00:36:35,640 --> 00:36:38,960
Speaker 2: video when we could have been talking about hanging out

593
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:43,799
Speaker 2: in the woods and getting unreasonably drunk. Anyway, let's let's

594
00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 2: and now I'm talking about it more. All right, go ahead,

595
00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,160
Speaker 2: I'm gonna stop interrupting.

596
00:36:47,719 --> 00:36:50,400
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, So, I mean, so I was in

597
00:36:50,440 --> 00:36:54,320
Speaker 3: the woods for a while without access for alcohol for

598
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 3: about three months, and then you know, I was like

599
00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,319
Speaker 3: I came back and I was like, well, you know

600
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:01,600
Speaker 3: as well hit it hard. You know, I haven't had

601
00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:04,359
Speaker 3: booze in a while. So I did that, and then

602
00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:08,440
Speaker 3: then my next semester of college started and I was like,

603
00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:11,200
Speaker 3: I have it. I'm going to have a job this summer.

604
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 2: So why were you were you woods? Why were you

605
00:37:14,520 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 2: living in the woods.

606
00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:21,080
Speaker 3: My college has a really cool program actually where you

607
00:37:21,160 --> 00:37:24,840
Speaker 3: can do a semester of college seventeen credits in the

608
00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 3: woods and live in a tent.

609
00:37:32,440 --> 00:37:33,759
Speaker 2: How much did you pay to live in a tent

610
00:37:33,800 --> 00:37:35,720
Speaker 2: in the woods to do college.

611
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:40,560
Speaker 3: Plus tuition? It was four thousand dollars.

612
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 2: You paid four thousand dollars to live in a tent

613
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:44,640
Speaker 2: in the woods.

614
00:37:46,719 --> 00:37:47,040
Speaker 1: Uh.

615
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:50,640
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I got seventeen credits and I got to

616
00:37:50,640 --> 00:37:56,520
Speaker 5: eat three months. I got to eat bear meat, elk meat,

617
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:58,080
Speaker 5: a bunch of really cool stuff happened.

618
00:37:59,560 --> 00:38:01,520
Speaker 2: You lived that a tent for three months and that

619
00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:01,880
Speaker 2: was it?

620
00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:02,160
Speaker 3: Just you?

621
00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:03,759
Speaker 2: Were you alone? Or were there other people living in

622
00:38:03,800 --> 00:38:04,400
Speaker 2: the tents?

623
00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:09,799
Speaker 3: No, there was twelve other students or eleven other students.

624
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:11,600
Speaker 2: And how deep in the woods were you?

625
00:38:13,520 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 3: We were in the largest designated wilderness area and the

626
00:38:18,239 --> 00:38:21,800
Speaker 3: lower forty eight, So we were like twenty eight miles

627
00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:24,759
Speaker 3: from like the nearest civilization.

628
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:31,960
Speaker 2: All right, so plus tuition all inclusive, four thousand dollars.

629
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 3: Well, I mean I paid tuition and then to get

630
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 3: out there. The fee for like all the food and

631
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:42,000
Speaker 3: whatnot and for flying us you know, out there was

632
00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:44,280
Speaker 3: four thousand dollars.

633
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,400
Speaker 2: Okay, so how much was tuition.

634
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:48,319
Speaker 1: I pay?

635
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:53,000
Speaker 3: Like, oh gosh, I pay seven thousand dollars intuition. Is

636
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:54,640
Speaker 3: that a lots?

637
00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:56,640
Speaker 2: That's a lot or a little bit of money to

638
00:38:56,719 --> 00:39:00,840
Speaker 2: go to school in the woods.

639
00:39:01,719 --> 00:39:03,920
Speaker 3: I mean, I feel good about my you know, to

640
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,239
Speaker 3: go into the woods. That's probably a lot of money

641
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 3: to go into the woods. I think the biggest thing though,

642
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:13,760
Speaker 3: is that I got seventeen credit hours of college while

643
00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:16,279
Speaker 3: I was also enjoying the woods, you know, so I

644
00:39:16,280 --> 00:39:18,359
Speaker 3: would have been paying tuition anyways.

645
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:24,000
Speaker 2: It's kind of like you studied abroad but in the woods. Yeah.

646
00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:26,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, I studied abroad but in the woods. Pretty much.

647
00:39:27,320 --> 00:39:29,439
Speaker 2: It's a good. But when I'm thinking of this tent,

648
00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:31,360
Speaker 2: is it like a like a knight? Are you glamping?

649
00:39:31,640 --> 00:39:33,200
Speaker 2: Are you? Are you holding out on me? Yeah?

650
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:36,640
Speaker 3: It's definitely no, it was definitely glamping. They were nice

651
00:39:36,719 --> 00:39:39,520
Speaker 3: like canvas tents. They were hot tents, so we had

652
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:42,560
Speaker 3: wood stoves in them. So when it got cold and

653
00:39:42,719 --> 00:39:46,319
Speaker 3: like October and one night, stuff at flot wood.

654
00:39:47,400 --> 00:39:49,160
Speaker 2: Okay, I thought you were living only a shitty like

655
00:39:49,239 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 2: Dick's Sporting goods tent. Nah nah, all right, so you

656
00:39:57,200 --> 00:40:00,960
Speaker 2: lived in a tent for three months and that somehow

657
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:02,400
Speaker 2: led to you getting drunk all the time.

658
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:07,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess. Yeah. I wasn't drinking for a while,

659
00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:10,960
Speaker 3: and then when I got back and started my spring semester,

660
00:40:11,040 --> 00:40:12,359
Speaker 3: I was like, you know what, I'm gonna go ham

661
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:14,960
Speaker 3: because I have a job this summer and I won't

662
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:17,640
Speaker 3: be able to drink, you know, because I'll be like

663
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:20,399
Speaker 3: working a lot. So I was like, I'm only taking

664
00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:23,600
Speaker 3: twelve credits, might as well take all this extra time,

665
00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:26,919
Speaker 3: you know, I get it out of my system. And so, yeah,

666
00:40:26,960 --> 00:40:27,960
Speaker 3: I've been I've been boozing.

667
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:33,600
Speaker 2: And why do you get your Why are you blowing

668
00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:34,440
Speaker 2: into the microphone?

669
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:37,640
Speaker 3: Am I sorry about that?

670
00:40:37,719 --> 00:40:38,440
Speaker 2: Are you outside?

671
00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:40,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm outside.

672
00:40:40,640 --> 00:40:45,280
Speaker 2: Go inside. I know you like being outside, but go inside.

673
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:50,600
Speaker 3: All right. Sorry, I was at a library and I

674
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:52,760
Speaker 3: didn't want disturb people.

675
00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:57,960
Speaker 2: It's okay, they.

676
00:40:57,800 --> 00:40:59,640
Speaker 3: Can they can probably just deal with it.

677
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:04,040
Speaker 2: You'll probably just deal with it, all right. So how

678
00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:04,960
Speaker 2: much are you drinking? Now?

679
00:41:08,520 --> 00:41:14,160
Speaker 3: Like a bottle, like a field and like two racks

680
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:14,480
Speaker 3: a week?

681
00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:19,960
Speaker 2: Probably okay, all right, And how long you been doing

682
00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:20,200
Speaker 2: that for?

683
00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 3: Mm hmm about three months?

684
00:41:26,719 --> 00:41:28,240
Speaker 2: And how's that affecting your life?

685
00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 3: I mean, i'd say I'm pretty functional. Uh, I've got

686
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:37,040
Speaker 3: a's in all my classes. I'm like, I'm actually graduating

687
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:39,280
Speaker 3: early from college, like a semester early.

688
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:44,520
Speaker 2: So you got a lot of credits the functional. Yeah,

689
00:41:44,719 --> 00:41:46,640
Speaker 2: if you want to graduate college, I don't know, I'm

690
00:41:46,640 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 2: doing good just to fucking go into the fucking wood's

691
00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 2: outside of your all. These people are spending all their

692
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:58,480
Speaker 2: time trying to graduate early in the in the classrooms.

693
00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:01,080
Speaker 2: They could be doing it in the woods.

694
00:42:03,480 --> 00:42:04,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was a really good experience.

695
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:10,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, are you gonna stop?

696
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:13,239
Speaker 3: Yeah?

697
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:16,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, whinning you stop?

698
00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 3: I think? Well, I mean classes end May tenth, So

699
00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:23,920
Speaker 3: I was gonna say, you know that was going to

700
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:24,440
Speaker 3: be the cut off.

701
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:30,759
Speaker 2: All right, it's May as we're as we're talking, it's

702
00:42:31,000 --> 00:42:35,759
Speaker 2: April thirtieth. Yeah, all right, so you have ten more

703
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:39,160
Speaker 2: days to drink before you stop. Is that what we're

704
00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:40,400
Speaker 2: talking about?

705
00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 3: Yeah? I mean I don't think I will stop completely, like,

706
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:47,320
Speaker 3: but it will definitely just be like a normal reasonable amount.

707
00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:49,279
Speaker 2: What's a normal reasonable amount to you?

708
00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 3: Like maybe only on the weekends and even then only

709
00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,520
Speaker 3: like five years.

710
00:42:57,760 --> 00:42:58,920
Speaker 2: What are you gonna do when you graduate?

711
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:05,200
Speaker 3: Uh? I hope to go work in the nuclear industry.

712
00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 2: Mm okay, definitely can't get drunk doing that. Although that

713
00:43:12,120 --> 00:43:15,640
Speaker 2: was Homer Simpson's job, and he was, you know, kind

714
00:43:15,640 --> 00:43:16,640
Speaker 2: of kind of bumbling.

715
00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:20,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, he seemed to be doing all right, you know,

716
00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:22,160
Speaker 3: live in the American dream.

717
00:43:22,239 --> 00:43:26,799
Speaker 2: Yeah, although that is a cartoon, so I wouldn't base

718
00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:29,640
Speaker 2: any life decisions around it. What are you gonna do

719
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:31,200
Speaker 2: in nuclear stuff?

720
00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 3: I'd specialize in like fuel storage. That's what I want

721
00:43:37,080 --> 00:43:42,840
Speaker 3: to get into, is like fuel storage and environmental requirements.

722
00:43:43,760 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 2: You're gonna blow anything up? Mmmm?

723
00:43:48,520 --> 00:43:50,360
Speaker 3: Nah? Not really my forte.

724
00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 2: What if someone pisses you off? What if someone pisses

725
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:56,160
Speaker 2: you off, you're gonna blow him up?

726
00:43:58,560 --> 00:43:59,399
Speaker 3: Uh? Nah?

727
00:43:59,600 --> 00:43:59,840
Speaker 1: That might.

728
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:00,560
Speaker 3: I don't.

729
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:01,120
Speaker 4: I don't know.

730
00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:02,919
Speaker 3: No one's ever really pissed me off either.

731
00:44:03,760 --> 00:44:05,040
Speaker 2: No one's ever pissed you off?

732
00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:08,839
Speaker 3: I mean no, I mean people have, but I don't

733
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:10,560
Speaker 3: think I've gotten that angry.

734
00:44:10,760 --> 00:44:12,480
Speaker 2: I've never got the last time. When's the last time

735
00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:13,400
Speaker 2: someone pissed you off?

736
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:19,799
Speaker 6: My housing management ripped a hole in my my tent

737
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:23,839
Speaker 6: because they didn't like where I put it, I set

738
00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:26,239
Speaker 6: it out to dry, and then they when they were

739
00:44:26,239 --> 00:44:28,279
Speaker 6: tearing it down because they didn't like where it was,

740
00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:29,040
Speaker 6: they ripped.

741
00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 2: A hole in it and find out where they live

742
00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,600
Speaker 2: and send a nuke to their house. You can do

743
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:39,600
Speaker 2: that now, That's what you paid eleven thousand dollars to

744
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:42,880
Speaker 2: learn how to do. And you must use your skills

745
00:44:42,920 --> 00:44:46,160
Speaker 2: practically in the real world by blowing up people who

746
00:44:46,160 --> 00:44:51,800
Speaker 2: piss you off. I feel like I'm gonna get myself on.

747
00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:53,040
Speaker 2: I tell you all this.

748
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:55,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know. I don't know if I could

749
00:44:55,960 --> 00:44:57,440
Speaker 3: get in trouble just by hearing it.

750
00:44:57,760 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 2: No, you can, you can, you can. I genuinely believe

751
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:07,239
Speaker 2: you can do whatever you want you specifically. That's why

752
00:45:07,280 --> 00:45:09,359
Speaker 2: I'm telling you should blow people up and puts you off.

753
00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:13,799
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, I don't have kids. There are like

754
00:45:13,840 --> 00:45:15,120
Speaker 3: any obligations.

755
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:17,919
Speaker 1: How old are you twenty one?

756
00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:22,360
Speaker 2: All right? Are you gonna stop drinking?

757
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 6: Yeah?

758
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:26,080
Speaker 3: I am yeah.

759
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:28,520
Speaker 2: Are you How confident are you'll be able to stop?

760
00:45:30,239 --> 00:45:33,160
Speaker 3: I feel pretty good about a couple of weeks ago.

761
00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:36,239
Speaker 3: I took like a two week break and I held

762
00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:39,400
Speaker 3: that up so like I know I can go without it.

763
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:43,600
Speaker 3: So like you know, I figure, I just do that again,

764
00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:44,400
Speaker 3: but for longer.

765
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:48,920
Speaker 2: Is it fun? Are you having fun drinking a lot?

766
00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:50,480
Speaker 3: Oh? Yeah, yeah for sure.

767
00:45:50,760 --> 00:45:51,680
Speaker 2: What do you do? What do you do when you

768
00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:52,400
Speaker 2: get really drunk?

769
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,840
Speaker 3: Uh? You know, I get I go home, I like

770
00:45:56,960 --> 00:46:02,719
Speaker 3: howk to my roommates, play video games. A lot of

771
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:04,759
Speaker 3: times I just kind of do homework as well, Like

772
00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:09,400
Speaker 3: I'll just like start slamming while I'm doing homework and

773
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:10,080
Speaker 3: then go to bed.

774
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:13,800
Speaker 2: I've talked about it. I may have talked about this before,

775
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:17,799
Speaker 2: but I was a handful of only a handful of

776
00:46:17,880 --> 00:46:23,880
Speaker 2: times I've gotten really sad and I was and I

777
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,759
Speaker 2: was or like anxious, and I was like, let me

778
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:30,799
Speaker 2: just get let me get drunk, see what happens. And

779
00:46:30,840 --> 00:46:34,640
Speaker 2: I did, and it was it's numbing. That's what I did. Numbs.

780
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:36,560
Speaker 2: And I thought to myself, I was like, oh, this,

781
00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:42,600
Speaker 2: I understand why people do this all the time. It

782
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:46,600
Speaker 2: makes perfect sense as to why people do this all

783
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:49,160
Speaker 2: the time, Like because life is. I don't know about you,

784
00:46:49,239 --> 00:46:51,439
Speaker 2: but like I mean you maybe, I mean we're both

785
00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:55,919
Speaker 2: very young. But there's like a wait, it's like you're

786
00:46:56,000 --> 00:47:00,160
Speaker 2: carrying a like being alive. Sometimes it feels like you're

787
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:05,040
Speaker 2: carrying a big fucking rock, and when you're drunk, it's

788
00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:08,480
Speaker 2: kind of like you're not carrying the rock for like

789
00:47:08,640 --> 00:47:10,239
Speaker 2: you put it's like you're putting down the rock for

790
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:11,480
Speaker 2: a second, you know.

791
00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:11,839
Speaker 3: Yeah.

792
00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 2: But then when you're sober up and you pick the

793
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:16,880
Speaker 2: rock back up, the rock is like twice as heavy now.

794
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:21,919
Speaker 3: Mm hmm. Well that's why you just got to keep.

795
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:26,840
Speaker 2: Drinking, that's what they say. But they are dead.

796
00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 3: That's a that's a good point.

797
00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:37,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, drinking is crazy. I get why people do it.

798
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 2: I get why people do it. But you're too Didn't

799
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:45,600
Speaker 2: you have a good time? So when you were in

800
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:46,919
Speaker 2: the woods you were sober though?

801
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:48,600
Speaker 1: Oh?

802
00:47:48,640 --> 00:47:50,560
Speaker 3: Completely, yeah nothing, I had nothing.

803
00:47:50,719 --> 00:47:51,919
Speaker 2: And were you having a good time?

804
00:47:52,960 --> 00:47:55,320
Speaker 3: Oh a blast? You know. It was just hiking and

805
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 3: taking all right.

806
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:02,680
Speaker 2: So then you've experienced life not getting drunk all the time,

807
00:48:02,719 --> 00:48:03,319
Speaker 2: and it was good.

808
00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:05,480
Speaker 3: Oh yeah for sure.

809
00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:07,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, all right, I'm not worried about you. I think

810
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:10,040
Speaker 2: you're gonna do great. I think you're gonna be okay.

811
00:48:11,040 --> 00:48:13,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think you'll be able to stop my roommates.

812
00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:16,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, what are your roommates Sayah? Are you with them

813
00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:18,000
Speaker 2: right now? No, you're at the library.

814
00:48:18,280 --> 00:48:20,800
Speaker 3: No, yeah, I'm at the library. I was doing homework

815
00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:22,600
Speaker 3: and watching your podcast.

816
00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:25,800
Speaker 2: Okay, what do your roommates say?

817
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:30,279
Speaker 3: You know, they start getting a little concerned because I'll

818
00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:33,600
Speaker 3: like wake up poor glass of coffee and put a

819
00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:37,960
Speaker 3: couple of things a whiskey in it, and then my yeah, class, yeah,

820
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:42,719
Speaker 3: but like you know, that's just for class, you know.

821
00:48:43,640 --> 00:48:51,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I really do get I really understand why

822
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:54,880
Speaker 2: you would want to be drunk all the time.

823
00:48:57,239 --> 00:49:00,720
Speaker 3: And it's not like it's affecting my life, like, no,

824
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:08,439
Speaker 3: it's one hundred affecting your life. I mean I'm doing well,

825
00:49:08,760 --> 00:49:09,800
Speaker 3: I think.

826
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:13,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you're getting I feel like part of doing

827
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:21,200
Speaker 2: well is not like I don't think your roommates see

828
00:49:21,239 --> 00:49:26,920
Speaker 2: you pouring whiskey into your coffee and say, man, Rocky's

829
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:32,960
Speaker 2: doing really well. Like that, like being drunk all the

830
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:37,440
Speaker 2: time in and of itself is not doing well. That's

831
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:39,319
Speaker 2: why there's no such there's really no such thing as

832
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:43,440
Speaker 2: like a functioning drug addict alcoholic, because that, in and

833
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:50,799
Speaker 2: of itself is a sign of disparity. Mm hmm.

834
00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:54,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I think you're right.

835
00:49:54,760 --> 00:50:04,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, but fuck fuck I get it, man, I mean, uh,

836
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:06,800
Speaker 7: it's crazy.

837
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:09,640
Speaker 2: Going to class sucks so bad. It's so awful. It's

838
00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:14,680
Speaker 2: so like the just the day, the daily fucking monotony.

839
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 2: I have a cool job, and I still can't handle

840
00:50:18,680 --> 00:50:23,440
Speaker 2: the daily fucking monotony. You know, like this, I mean,

841
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:26,839
Speaker 2: talking to you would be so much easier if I

842
00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:28,839
Speaker 2: was piss drunk right now. But I don't do it.

843
00:50:28,920 --> 00:50:30,439
Speaker 2: And I'm not saying that because I'm not saying it'd

844
00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:31,040
Speaker 2: be mean to you.

845
00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:32,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying no, no, I get it.

846
00:50:32,880 --> 00:50:35,240
Speaker 2: Man, you know what I'm saying. Just life, just dealing,

847
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:39,200
Speaker 2: doing stuff, just doing anything. But you can't do that.

848
00:50:39,400 --> 00:50:43,640
Speaker 2: You can't do it. You can't do it, You can't

849
00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:48,839
Speaker 2: do it. Yeah, because I'm gonna try to. Why can't

850
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:51,719
Speaker 2: you do it? You can't do it because it's not good.

851
00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:56,200
Speaker 2: It's like I said, being we I could get so drunk.

852
00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:58,520
Speaker 2: I could get drunk every time I recorded this podcast

853
00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 2: and the podcast could be great. But I can't say

854
00:51:01,080 --> 00:51:06,040
Speaker 2: to myself, you know, oh, I'm doing great because the

855
00:51:06,080 --> 00:51:09,520
Speaker 2: podcasts are doing okay, I because I'm drunk all the time.

856
00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:10,239
Speaker 2: It's not good.

857
00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:11,480
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

858
00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:18,520
Speaker 2: You. Part of I think being alive is like you

859
00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:20,759
Speaker 2: just gotta hold you just gotta hold up that rock.

860
00:51:21,360 --> 00:51:24,120
Speaker 2: You just gotta hold it. It's your it's your rock, man,

861
00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 2: You own a rock. You get to have a rock. Congratulations.

862
00:51:29,040 --> 00:51:33,200
Speaker 2: It's your birthright to carry a big, heavy rock all

863
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:36,080
Speaker 2: over the place. And you what you're gonna get drunk,

864
00:51:36,080 --> 00:51:39,080
Speaker 2: You're gonna misplace your rock. No, you don't want to

865
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:42,160
Speaker 2: do that. You're gonna hold that rock with pride, you know.

866
00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:47,040
Speaker 3: M that's good. That's a good point. GEK, thank you.

867
00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 3: I appreciate that. Yeah, I'll stop.

868
00:51:50,160 --> 00:51:52,000
Speaker 2: Wouldn't it be hilarious if I reveal to you that

869
00:51:52,040 --> 00:51:56,200
Speaker 2: I was really drunk right now. I'm not, But if

870
00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,080
Speaker 2: I was, it would just negate everything. But that's the thing,

871
00:51:58,080 --> 00:52:00,239
Speaker 2: if I was, it wouldn't negate everything. I'm saying. That'd

872
00:52:00,239 --> 00:52:01,040
Speaker 2: be a hypocrite.

873
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:03,239
Speaker 3: You know, I don't think it would. I mean, I

874
00:52:03,480 --> 00:52:05,520
Speaker 3: think it would give what you're saying credit. You could

875
00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:07,880
Speaker 3: be like I'm You could say you're trying to stop

876
00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:10,040
Speaker 3: because you know it's dysfunctional.

877
00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:19,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, what else? The woods? We talked about the woods,

878
00:52:19,320 --> 00:52:23,919
Speaker 2: We talked about Osama bin Laden anything else, rocket, anything else?

879
00:52:26,600 --> 00:52:35,839
Speaker 3: Hmmmm. There's a Japanese whiskey that is clear. No, it's

880
00:52:35,880 --> 00:52:39,040
Speaker 3: like it starts with an age, but it's completely clear,

881
00:52:40,200 --> 00:52:43,279
Speaker 3: and I just I had some and it's really good.

882
00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:46,040
Speaker 3: You can tell it's whiskey. But it's like it throws

883
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:46,959
Speaker 3: me off because it's clear.

884
00:52:47,040 --> 00:52:51,200
Speaker 2: Are you Are you drunk right now?

885
00:52:52,640 --> 00:52:52,920
Speaker 3: Lightley?

886
00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:01,359
Speaker 2: I thought about it. I thought that was like I thought,

887
00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:04,960
Speaker 2: I've thought about being drunk all the time as a

888
00:53:05,080 --> 00:53:07,600
Speaker 2: And I'm not an alcohol guy. I'm a big I'm

889
00:53:07,640 --> 00:53:09,480
Speaker 2: a I'm a lot of I'm a guy of a

890
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:14,440
Speaker 2: lot of different stuff that's not like cool, you know,

891
00:53:14,560 --> 00:53:17,040
Speaker 2: like getting high all the time and ship, but never

892
00:53:17,120 --> 00:53:25,080
Speaker 2: it's never been alcohol. Uh, but I've thought about it sometimes,

893
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:29,239
Speaker 2: like all right, the only way to chill is to

894
00:53:29,280 --> 00:53:31,160
Speaker 2: be drunk all the time. But that's your that's not

895
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:37,360
Speaker 2: that's that that's a path exponentially downwards. So I'm gonnaish

896
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:38,400
Speaker 2: you some good luck.

897
00:53:39,400 --> 00:53:42,520
Speaker 3: And uh yeah, I'll take your advice to heart. Man,

898
00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:44,280
Speaker 3: I'll be, I'll be, I'll be awfoed.

899
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:51,400
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, We're we're gonna I sound like I'm drunk.

900
00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:53,800
Speaker 2: We're gonna hang out. We're gonna go into the woods.

901
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:57,560
Speaker 2: We're gonna look at trees, we're gonna breathe, and we're

902
00:53:57,560 --> 00:54:02,800
Speaker 2: gonna trap through the monotony of life with great pride

903
00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:05,680
Speaker 2: and honor that we were alive to do. So we're

904
00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:06,799
Speaker 2: gonna try our best to do that.

905
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:10,480
Speaker 4: Yeah.

906
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:14,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, all right, thanks Gek. I mean, I hope you

907
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:14,960
Speaker 3: have a nice day, man.

908
00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:15,600
Speaker 4: Yeah.

909
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:18,719
Speaker 2: Man, tell the people at the library that you're hanging

910
00:54:18,719 --> 00:54:20,840
Speaker 2: out with them. I'm sorry that we enter up to

911
00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:21,720
Speaker 2: their books and ship.

912
00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:26,160
Speaker 3: Nah, it's all right, it's all right, it's all good.

913
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:27,440
Speaker 2: Take care rocket.

914
00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:28,680
Speaker 3: It's like the group study floor.

915
00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:31,439
Speaker 2: Give the nine to eleven, Give the nine to eleven

916
00:54:31,480 --> 00:54:35,400
Speaker 2: slo slot machine. Wait, wait, real quick, real quick, are

917
00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:37,480
Speaker 2: you in front of the nine eleven slot machine right now? No,

918
00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 2: you're not. You're at the library.

919
00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:39,640
Speaker 3: I'm not okay.

920
00:54:39,680 --> 00:54:40,719
Speaker 2: I was going to say to give it a spin

921
00:54:40,800 --> 00:54:41,080
Speaker 2: for me.

922
00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:43,520
Speaker 3: I will when I get home.

923
00:54:43,800 --> 00:54:46,680
Speaker 1: All right, thanks man, all right, have a nice say

924
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:46,920
Speaker 1: a gig.

925
00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:54,120
Speaker 2: I was just in Vegas. I had a show there,

926
00:54:54,719 --> 00:54:58,600
Speaker 2: and I stayed at a casino hotel for three nights.

927
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:04,359
Speaker 2: And I didn't gamble. I don't like to gamble. I

928
00:55:04,440 --> 00:55:07,600
Speaker 2: like blackjack, but I've never I've never ever played at

929
00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:10,680
Speaker 2: a cassi. I played. I gambled at a casino once

930
00:55:11,840 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 2: I did it. Once I took ten dollars, and I

931
00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:21,400
Speaker 2: put it into the Willy Wonka themed slot machine, and

932
00:55:21,440 --> 00:55:25,080
Speaker 2: I pressed a button and my ten dollars was then gone.

933
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:30,160
Speaker 2: And that's why I don't like casinos, because they're it's

934
00:55:30,200 --> 00:55:36,520
Speaker 2: like daven Busters, but you can't play any of the games.

935
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:39,919
Speaker 2: But I will say, if I saw like I said,

936
00:55:40,120 --> 00:55:48,520
Speaker 2: if I saw an Osama bin Laden slot machine, would

937
00:55:48,520 --> 00:55:51,319
Speaker 2: I put it? Would I give it ten dollars? I

938
00:55:51,360 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 2: gave Willy Wonka ten dollars. I'm not gonna give osamovan

939
00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:59,360
Speaker 2: Laden ten dollars. You know what I'm not. He doesn't

940
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:04,560
Speaker 2: deserve it. For all that stuff goes on the line,

941
00:56:04,800 --> 00:56:08,399
Speaker 2: taking your phone calls every night, the Repinn goes doing

942
00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 2: his eye. He's teaching you to how to over your life,

943
00:56:11,520 --> 00:56:14,520
Speaker 2: but he's not really an expert.