Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hey, what's up?
Speaker 2: Hey? How you doing as this?
Speaker 1: Nathan?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, it is methan.
Speaker 1: Uh Nathan, what are you? What are you doing?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: Nothing much. I'm just just just hanging out with my family.
Speaker 4: Uh.
Speaker 2: I just decided to call in about uh, you know,
Speaker 2: like you know, you know, I've been having this gas
Speaker 2: since I was a kid, and you know it's it's
Speaker 2: it's put a damper on some of my relationships.
Speaker 1: Gas. What kind of gas? You mean? Like flatulence?
Speaker 2: Like ass gas? Yeah, flatulence?
Speaker 1: Ask Okay, listen before I need to know this before
Speaker 1: we get and it's okay. If the answer is yes,
Speaker 1: we can still have the conversation. But I just need
Speaker 1: to know before we dive into this. Are you fucking
Speaker 1: with me?
Speaker 2: No? I'm not, No, not at all.
Speaker 1: Do you promise I swear, I swear swear you're not
Speaker 1: with me.
Speaker 2: I promise I'm not fucking with you?
Speaker 1: Okay, because I read the whole family recognized your whole
Speaker 1: family is what.
Speaker 2: They've They've called it a problem of mine as well,
Speaker 2: even some of my teachers throughout school.
Speaker 1: Where are you right now? Do you live alone?
Speaker 2: No? No, at the moment, I'm living with my mom my,
Speaker 2: sister and my niece.
Speaker 1: Can I talk to your mom?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, he wantn't.
Speaker 5: Talk to you.
Speaker 6: Hello?
Speaker 1: Hi, what's your name?
Speaker 7: My name is Mace's mom. I probably can.
Speaker 1: Double m Your son tells me that he has a
Speaker 1: flatulence problem? Would you say that that is accurate?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 7: I got it is perfectly your accurate and then some
Speaker 7: And honestly, I think this could be maintained with diet control.
Speaker 7: But he just loves to eat all the crappy foods.
Speaker 1: What does he eat?
Speaker 7: Oh, we're talking ice cream, dairy burgers, all the things
Speaker 7: that cheese, all these things that just really irritates his
Speaker 7: bowels more. And you know it's it. Sometimes he can
Speaker 7: clear a room house.
Speaker 1: Actually what now, I'm kind of now hold on all right,
Speaker 1: so and just bear with me on this. You know
Speaker 1: how your farts smell kind of good, not good, but
Speaker 1: like you you know what I mean, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. I do have to explain this.
Speaker 7: They're acceptable to me. I think that's okay.
Speaker 1: Right. So the fact that so, like when my mom farts,
Speaker 1: it smells bad, But is there a thing where like
Speaker 1: because I don't know, is there a thing that like,
Speaker 1: because your son came out of you and has similar
Speaker 1: biology whatever, chromosome, you know, all that stuff. Is it possible?
Speaker 1: Does do any do his farts? Not one hundred percent,
Speaker 1: but at least half of them smell good to you?
Speaker 2: Not at all, not at all.
Speaker 7: In fact, sometimes I can't stand my own I am
Speaker 7: very conscientious and mindful about what I eat, specifically for
Speaker 7: that reason.
Speaker 1: Yes, the call screener when they were writing down notes
Speaker 1: on Mason, they wrote that Mason told them that he
Speaker 1: farts at least what does it fit? Hold on, hold on,
Speaker 1: let me pull this up real quick. Uh, wait a minute,
Speaker 1: he said fifteen times a day. That's not that bad.
Speaker 1: He far He's got a far way more than fifteen
Speaker 1: times a day.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I think that is some some I think that's
Speaker 7: simply super modest.
Speaker 1: Honest, he's uh, he's fudging the numbers one.
Speaker 7: Big times, big time.
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, okay, So have you talked to Mason about
Speaker 1: a you know, I don't know, eating better or oh.
Speaker 7: Definitely eating When he was younger, you know, I would
Speaker 7: try and control the onches we packed and the kind
Speaker 7: of food ta And now that he's older, it's just
Speaker 7: it's it's ridiculous. I mean, he does what he wants.
Speaker 1: Do you guys have a yard or or a front
Speaker 1: porch or something somewhere, some space that Mason could claim
Speaker 1: as his own to fart in, and a deal everyone
Speaker 1: would stay out of that space and leave him alone
Speaker 1: in that space. But he can fart.
Speaker 7: There, absolutely that. I think timeliness is the problem. Getting
Speaker 7: from point A to point B in a timely manner,
Speaker 7: that's the problem.
Speaker 1: So the farts that he can't even hold them in,
Speaker 1: they just rock it out of his ass against his
Speaker 1: own will.
Speaker 6: Yes, yes, yes.
Speaker 1: And has he been doing this since he was a
Speaker 1: young child or is this a recent thing? Oh?
Speaker 7: Yeah, no, no, no, this has always been always This
Speaker 7: is just one of those things. I think he's lactose intolerant.
Speaker 7: I don't think beef and meats agree with his He
Speaker 7: is diet well, I don't know. Definitely the dairy though,
Speaker 7: that's a huge factor.
Speaker 1: Well, missus mom, thank you very much for talking to
Speaker 1: me about this. I'm gonna I'm gonna wrap.
Speaker 8: Up real question.
Speaker 3: Yep, yep.
Speaker 1: Here he is Mason. Hello, Mason, would you look man here,
Speaker 1: I'm going to level with you here because I you know,
Speaker 1: all the stuff that your mom says that you shouldn't
Speaker 1: be eating is like, I mean, she described my diet
Speaker 1: as well. So I'm not gonna you know, I'm not
Speaker 1: going to preach to you.
Speaker 2: So do you have a guest too?
Speaker 1: Oh? Extremely? Would you have you ever farted in your
Speaker 1: mom's face?
Speaker 2: No? No, no, but like I farted like bad enough
Speaker 2: to where it was like like it punched her in
Speaker 2: the face, Like I did.
Speaker 1: You know, would you concede to at least going outside
Speaker 1: next time you fart so that she doesn't have to
Speaker 1: deal with it? Would you do that for your mom?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, you know I've tried doing that. You know
Speaker 2: what is you know what about when I'm sleeping?
Speaker 1: You know, okay, you can get a pass when you're sleeping,
Speaker 1: But I mean, how far away are you guys's.
Speaker 2: Bedrooms downstairs and upstairs and it's just like a straight channel?
Speaker 6: Yeah all right?
Speaker 1: Uh, I mean, look, it seems like a problem that
Speaker 1: can be solved by you sort of claiming your own
Speaker 1: territory farting and hopefully respecting that territory.
Speaker 2: That's true, that's true. I guess I just gotta, you know,
Speaker 2: take that that extra time and not be lazy and
Speaker 2: just kind of take other people's senses, you know, such
Speaker 2: a smell into consideration before I decide to you know, fart.
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, I'm glad we could come to a breakthrough here, Mason.
Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in. You have good rest of
Speaker 1: the night.
Speaker 2: Yes, you too, got go.
Speaker 1: You know, I believe Mason's mom when she says that
Speaker 1: Mason's farts don't smell good to her. But it kind
Speaker 1: of bums me out that I my scientific analysis wasn't right,
Speaker 1: because it's sounds right like if I feel like it
Speaker 1: would make sense that if you bear a child, the
Speaker 1: child's farts would smell good to you in the same
Speaker 1: way that your farts smell. Okay, maybe as as his
Speaker 1: mom said, tolerable. Maybe maybe good is too much of
Speaker 1: a word. But I don't know that would make sense,
Speaker 1: and it bothers me that it's probably not true.
Speaker 4: Yo.
Speaker 1: One of my fucking ah God, sorry, if I look
Speaker 1: like common pain, one of my toes is uh like
Speaker 1: it won't go up, like there's some sort of muscular
Speaker 1: atrophy in my toe. It won't. You know, how you
Speaker 1: can take your toe and you can like go like that,
Speaker 1: whether you can lift I can't lift up my toe.
Speaker 1: Any medical experts in the chat know how long I
Speaker 1: have left to live with this toe thing. I should
Speaker 1: get it cut off? Well, that would solve the problem.
Speaker 1: I guess. Let's sick A phone call? Hello, Hey, Hi,
Speaker 1: is this Chase? That's me?
Speaker 8: How are you doing?
Speaker 1: Get Chase? I'm doing pretty well. Actually my toe thing
Speaker 1: has gotten mildly better, although I need to see a
Speaker 1: doctor because I've I've been eating very shittily and it
Speaker 1: could be diabetes. But who knows enough about me and
Speaker 1: my things? What's going on with you? Chase?
Speaker 8: So I got pretty hurt a few years ago. I
Speaker 8: got I with a little context. I play Alert. It's
Speaker 8: a full contact sport. We play with like big foam swords,
Speaker 8: and it's kind of like Lord of the Rings, but
Speaker 8: you know, with foam and broke my nose had two
Speaker 8: really black eyes, to the point where I couldn't see
Speaker 8: for about a day and a half because they were
Speaker 8: I lost a lot of my memory, like my short
Speaker 8: term memory is it's garbage, and I've lost about eight
Speaker 8: years of my life, like my childhood. I can't remember.
Speaker 8: And I want to get back to playing the game again.
Speaker 8: But every time I pick up a sword, it's just
Speaker 8: like I'm in that moment again, and I'm not sure.
Speaker 8: I'm not sure how to get past that.
Speaker 1: Interesting you lost eight years of memory, so when the
Speaker 1: accident happens, you can no longer remember eight years of
Speaker 1: your childhood.
Speaker 8: Approximately between ages eight to well, now I would say
Speaker 8: they're like ten to fourteen. No, I'm sorry, my math
Speaker 8: is bad.
Speaker 9: Eight to sixteen?
Speaker 1: Eight to sixteen? And did the accident happen when you
Speaker 1: were sixteen?
Speaker 8: It happens when I was Oh gosh, how old am
Speaker 8: I twenty one?
Speaker 1: Have your twilet? That's so interesting that the accident affected
Speaker 1: such a specific age range.
Speaker 8: Yeah, so I worked with a neurologist for maybe two
Speaker 8: or three months. That doesn't really sound like too long,
Speaker 8: but you know, they did mririse and they looked through
Speaker 8: and they're like, hey, I mean you look all right.
Speaker 8: There's definitely a little bit of damage, but as long
Speaker 8: as you don't get hit like that, you'll be all right.
Speaker 8: And then when I asked about my memory, they kind
Speaker 8: of shrugged and it's like, well, you know, maybe it'll
Speaker 8: come back, maybe it won't. Okay, cool, awesome.
Speaker 1: I mean, look on the bright side, I feel like
Speaker 1: there's a lot of people out there that wish that
Speaker 1: they couldn't remember the ages of you know, twelve to fourteen,
Speaker 1: and at the very least, you know, that's totally fair.
Speaker 8: I'm sure there are a blunch of things, like there
Speaker 8: are definitely some things that people have told me who
Speaker 8: knew me around that time, like in middle and high school,
Speaker 8: where they're like, oh, yeah, no, I did this one
Speaker 8: like embarrassing or terrible thing, Like well, I mean if
Speaker 8: I did anything like that, you.
Speaker 1: Don't even remember. That's pretty good. You don't remember the
Speaker 1: embarrassing stuff that you did when you were.
Speaker 8: Twelve exactly exactly, and we all do embarrassing things when
Speaker 8: we're that age.
Speaker 1: So do what about? So I'm curious, So did you
Speaker 1: attempt to put the pieces back together of ages eight
Speaker 1: to sixteen by talking to other people in your life?
Speaker 1: Did they help you remember things from that time?
Speaker 8: So I'm not in contact with many people that I
Speaker 8: went to school with, Like some of the people that
Speaker 8: I did go to school with do play the same game,
Speaker 8: And I have asked them a few questions and they've
Speaker 8: helped fill a few gaps. I've asked my mom. Apparently
Speaker 8: I was a little uh, I was a rebellious child apparently,
Speaker 8: and which I totally believe. So my mom's like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 8: you never really told me anything. I don't really remember
Speaker 8: anything around then except for what happened around me.
Speaker 9: Which is totally fair.
Speaker 8: I did ask her if my memory was always as
Speaker 8: bad because for a few years, because I asked her
Speaker 8: this very recently, like last month, like, Hey, has my
Speaker 8: memory always just been this bad? Like no, absolutely not,
Speaker 8: which is a little concerning in itself. But I've you know,
Speaker 8: let's put together a few things like I was in theaters,
Speaker 8: which like I do remember snippets and I do like
Speaker 8: I've been working with a human therapist for the past
Speaker 8: few months for this as well as a few other things,
Speaker 8: and we've been we've been able to kind of re
Speaker 8: kind of excavate some of the memories.
Speaker 1: What is it? What does that process of excavation look like?
Speaker 8: So what they do is they'll ask very general questions like, Hey,
Speaker 8: where did you go to school and what did you
Speaker 8: like to like how did you dress? And what were
Speaker 8: your friends like stuff like that, like what did you
Speaker 8: do in your spare time? And depending on my answer,
Speaker 8: she would go a little little deeper, like where did
Speaker 8: I get the clothes? And like who bought them for me?
Speaker 1: Stuff like interesting? So very like, I mean, these are like,
Speaker 1: these are very very specific questions. Like even if I,
Speaker 1: even if I didn't have memory loss, probably couldn't answ
Speaker 1: or some of these questions about certain times.
Speaker 8: That's fair.
Speaker 1: I don't remember what the fuck I wore, you know,
Speaker 1: two days ago.
Speaker 8: Ah, now that I think about it, I don't think
Speaker 8: I did either. Probably the same thing I'm wearing now,
Speaker 8: not to sound like gross, like not the exactly the same. Oh,
Speaker 8: look something similar, you know.
Speaker 1: Look I've been wearing. This is not a joke, This
Speaker 1: is not a lie. This is a reality of my life.
Speaker 1: I think I've been wearing the same pair of jeans
Speaker 1: every day for at least a month.
Speaker 8: Okay, So I was actually recently told that that is
Speaker 8: actually the point of denam. So if anybody tells you
Speaker 8: that you're gross for wearing the same pair of jeans
Speaker 8: for like over a month, and tell them that that's
Speaker 8: just how they keep their.
Speaker 1: Shape, you might be my favorite caller in the history
Speaker 1: of this entire stream.
Speaker 8: Oh, I'm so glad to hear that, But thank you
Speaker 8: very much for saying that.
Speaker 1: That's that's the most incredibly rare sharing because I it
Speaker 1: took I was considering not not telling anyone that because
Speaker 1: I'm not joking, right, I mean, I mean I acknowledge
Speaker 1: that it's funny, but I it's might be over a month.
Speaker 1: I mean it's the same pair. I guess I only
Speaker 1: got one pair of jeans that that fits me now,
Speaker 1: so it's I've been wearing that one for at least
Speaker 1: a month and a half. I mean, if it.
Speaker 8: If it makes you I know you said you were
Speaker 8: already reassured, but if it does make you feel better,
Speaker 8: I don't wear them consecutively, but I definitely yes, chat
Speaker 8: is gonna be really gross. I try to wear my
Speaker 8: jeans at least three or four times before they're washed,
Speaker 8: or if they just get like really snowy, I will
Speaker 8: wash them. But you know, you gotta you gotta keep
Speaker 8: their you gotta keep their shape.
Speaker 7: Man.
Speaker 1: Now, what's your opinion on underwear? How many times in
Speaker 1: a row can you wear a pair of underwear?
Speaker 8: It depends, it really really depends. Like I train at
Speaker 8: the gym, I cannot rewear those. That's just that's just
Speaker 8: a one way street to east infections. But if say,
Speaker 8: like you know, you put on a pair of pants
Speaker 8: or excusing part underwear and you're just lazing about being
Speaker 8: bed for a day and then you have like work
Speaker 8: the next day.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's a changing you put it.
Speaker 8: You can take a shower, like I highly recommend changing him.
Speaker 8: But like you know, it's okay as long as you
Speaker 8: don't sweat. As long as they don't smell you's good.
Speaker 1: I agree. I agree A day is a man made
Speaker 1: concept and it doesn't have any actual effect on the
Speaker 1: underwear itself. So I agree with you that unless if
Speaker 1: there was strenuous activity that you know, uh, drenched the
Speaker 1: underwear and sweat, then you know you should be able
Speaker 1: to wear it for as long as you know, until
Speaker 1: it wears out. Anyway, what the what if you don't
Speaker 1: mind me asking what was the accident? I know you don't,
Speaker 1: I mean, do you do? You do you even know? Oh?
Speaker 8: Absolutely so. It was actually out of practice for the
Speaker 8: larp we were lined up. It was about I think
Speaker 8: we had like twelve ish people at the practice. There
Speaker 8: are about five people on each side in what's called
Speaker 8: a line fight or a ditch. I was my partner
Speaker 8: at the time, and I were training to you know,
Speaker 8: like kind of be you know, partners on field. We
Speaker 8: were working on teamwork. So I was at one side
Speaker 8: of his and I was trying a new kit so
Speaker 8: like a sword in a shield, and he had a
Speaker 8: two handed sword. And I had gotten a wound on
Speaker 8: my leg like in game. So when you get a
Speaker 8: wound on your leg, you either you stand in one
Speaker 8: place or you kneel. So I decided to kneel. I
Speaker 8: was going to protect his flank with my sword or
Speaker 8: excuse me, with my shield, and he would protect my
Speaker 8: sword side. He throws a shot that kind of goes
Speaker 8: in a U shape, so it goes down and then
Speaker 8: like through the other side, his sword goes a little
Speaker 8: too far down, ricochets off the off of the grass
Speaker 8: and just straight into my snaws like booger machine broke.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 8: At that point, I had no idea what had happened.
Speaker 8: One one minute, I was holding this barred sword and shield.
Speaker 8: Next time, the next thing I knew, I was looking
Speaker 8: at my lacrosse gloves and they were, you know, covered
Speaker 8: in blood, and I remember thinking like, oh, I don't
Speaker 8: remember this having blood when I bought them at the
Speaker 8: plate again. And then we had a an E. M. T.
Speaker 8: Who was also playing with us.
Speaker 10: And he.
Speaker 8: Kind of like he kind of like strolls up to
Speaker 8: He's like, hey man, he's good. I look out up
Speaker 8: at him.
Speaker 9: I was like, yeah, I'm good.
Speaker 8: He needs to take a weights for me, and he's like,
Speaker 8: maybe you should go sit down. So I go sit
Speaker 8: down on the bench. He you know, does his whole
Speaker 8: like triage, like, hey, how many fingers am I holding up?
Speaker 8: We ears it, all that good stuff, and you know,
Speaker 8: answered his questions and he's like, all right, I can't
Speaker 8: do anything here. I don't have any of my equipment.
Speaker 8: You should go to an urgent care. So the people
Speaker 8: I went with drove me to an urgent care. They
Speaker 8: were it was maybe six pm at this point. We
Speaker 8: rolled up. They were just about the clothes and they're like,
Speaker 8: hey man, we gotta go home. We're real tired. Go
Speaker 8: to the ear. And at this point I'm extremely delirious,
Speaker 8: very concussed, no real awareness of how can cussed I am.
Speaker 8: So I was like, okay, yeah, sure, whatever you say.
Speaker 10: So at this.
Speaker 8: Point I don't remember who contacted my parents. I think
Speaker 8: it was my partner because they were pretty close at
Speaker 8: the time too, and so they picked me up. They
Speaker 8: dropped me off at the ER. I don't exactly remember
Speaker 8: what happened at the ER. I just remember them saying like, hey,
Speaker 8: you should probably get your your nose set so your
Speaker 8: septum doesn't mess with you in the future. Like, okay, cool,
Speaker 8: are you guys going to do that?
Speaker 9: They were supposed to.
Speaker 8: They didn't.
Speaker 1: They just didn't do it.
Speaker 8: No, so now I have made in this.
Speaker 1: Sorry, you're having a lot more trouble than I would
Speaker 1: have hoped finding medical attention.
Speaker 8: They didn't do too terribly much. They just kind of
Speaker 8: looked at me and they're like, yep, that's broken, and
Speaker 8: then sent me home. Wow, and then they take me
Speaker 8: like fifteen hundred dollars or something.
Speaker 1: Really, they just looked at you and they build you
Speaker 1: fifteen hundred.
Speaker 8: Bucks basically, so hold on.
Speaker 1: So, just to reiterate apologies for the graphic content. Warning,
Speaker 1: uh do do? Did the fucking sword just went up
Speaker 1: your nose?
Speaker 11: Like?
Speaker 1: What? What? Where was the impact?
Speaker 8: The impact was about it's across the bridge of my nose.
Speaker 8: Where about Like imagine a line from the corner of
Speaker 8: your right eye up towards your left temple, So it's
Speaker 8: right smack dab on the bridge of my sholes. Wow,
Speaker 8: and I have I actually have a little uh nerve damage.
Speaker 8: Like I can feel when things like poke, say, like
Speaker 8: the feet. It was like the tip of my nose
Speaker 8: all the way up the bridge to a litttle bit
Speaker 8: of my left eyebrow. I just I can't really. I
Speaker 8: can feel when things touch it, but that's that's about it.
Speaker 8: Like the and feel cold or hot. I can feel
Speaker 8: a little bit of the tangle when it's supposed to hurt, but.
Speaker 5: That's about it.
Speaker 1: And you're you can barely breathe through.
Speaker 8: Your nuts, so it's like a twenty eighty favoring the
Speaker 8: right nostril.
Speaker 1: Yeah, did your partner feel and your partner was his
Speaker 1: sword that struck you?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: How did he feel about this? Was he like?
Speaker 5: Was he?
Speaker 1: Does he feel guilty?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: What are his thoughts? Are you still with him?
Speaker 8: No, so we're still it's a little complicated with him.
Speaker 8: I still care about him. I consider him one of
Speaker 8: my like I still care about him a lot. I
Speaker 8: know he still cares about me. At the time, Oh
Speaker 8: my gosh, he felt so freaking dad. I felt I
Speaker 8: felt bad for how bad he felt. One of his
Speaker 8: main concerns was, uh, he's like Oh my god, your
Speaker 8: dad's gonna hate me all of this. And I looked
Speaker 8: at him like, buddy, boy, my dad's gonna think it's hilarious.
Speaker 8: And he did.
Speaker 1: He thought it was he thought it was funny.
Speaker 9: Oh my god.
Speaker 8: Yeah. I mean it is like I'm out here playing
Speaker 8: dork swords, you know, based off of Lord of the Rings.
Speaker 1: And face gets rocked.
Speaker 8: Yeah. Like, that's one of the funniest things. I cherished,
Speaker 8: this memory. That's one of the funniest things that's ever
Speaker 8: happened to me.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm glad that you have a good attitude about it.
Speaker 1: I mean, all all positives, you get a funny story,
Speaker 1: you get to forget what it was like when you
Speaker 1: were a stupid kid. Yeah. I guess the only thing
Speaker 1: is that you have this. I guess you could call
Speaker 1: it PTSD whatever from from LARPing. Do you think the
Speaker 1: you will larp again? Or are you or have you retired?
Speaker 8: So I do still go to events, like I keep
Speaker 8: I keep active as much as I can, Like I
Speaker 8: sew a lot, so I make garb like tunics and
Speaker 8: cloaks and quilt and stuff like that. But when it
Speaker 8: comes to fighting, I think I've only fought at an
Speaker 8: event maybe twice since then, it's been about I want
Speaker 8: to stay with five six years since I broke my nose,
Speaker 8: and I can spar like there's it depends on who
Speaker 8: I'm sparring like. I can't spar certain people, but there
Speaker 8: are some times where I can just suck it up
Speaker 8: and be like, all right, I do want to fight.
Speaker 8: I want to get on field. I want to be
Speaker 8: this bad ass like warrior chick.
Speaker 1: You know, Well, it's cool that you got the Oh
Speaker 1: I was just gonna say, it's cool that you've got
Speaker 1: the whole the sewing thing because you get to stay
Speaker 1: involved with the community even though and not at the fight.
Speaker 12: Oh.
Speaker 8: Absolutely, And I'm very I'm very thankful for that, and
Speaker 8: it's one of my It's one of my favorite pastimes.
Speaker 9: Like I sew.
Speaker 8: Almost every day now, even if it's just like practicing
Speaker 8: selling straight lines.
Speaker 1: Well, watch out for that needle. What did you say
Speaker 1: your name was?
Speaker 8: My name is Chase.
Speaker 1: Chase. Thank you very much for sharing your story. Is
Speaker 1: there anything else you want to say before we Before
Speaker 1: we go?
Speaker 8: I hope you have a great night, and I enjoy
Speaker 8: I enjoy the way that your podcast is edited. I
Speaker 8: think it's quite lovely, and your screener is very lovely
Speaker 8: as well.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for all the kind words. I
Speaker 1: will try my best to have a good evening and
Speaker 1: you do as well. Chase have a good name.
Speaker 11: Thank you.
Speaker 5: You two guys.
Speaker 1: What's your name?
Speaker 6: My name is Will?
Speaker 1: Will? What's going on with you?
Speaker 12: Will?
Speaker 1: Tell me everything?
Speaker 13: Thing?
Speaker 1: Tell me nothing?
Speaker 6: Ah well, well, I've been calling since the beginning of
Speaker 6: the stream tonight and I want to talk about a
Speaker 6: little bit of a medical issue that I recently went through.
Speaker 6: Apparently it's pretty common, That's what everyone's been telling me.
Speaker 3: And I don't know.
Speaker 6: I'm not looking at the chat right now. I know
Speaker 6: how you feel about that. Sure, it's called a PI.
Speaker 1: I I have had a pollen iidyl cyst. I have
Speaker 1: had You had a pollenidyl cysty. It's a little fucking
Speaker 1: it's a cyst that's not inside of your asshole, but
Speaker 1: it's like right on the top, yes, right, it's right
Speaker 1: at the crest of your ass.
Speaker 6: Okay, Well, oh my god, So it is pretty common then.
Speaker 1: Huh, I've had I had, I had one right at
Speaker 1: the crest of your ass. Itels like you have like
Speaker 1: a like a big fucking like lump. You can't you
Speaker 1: can barely sit down with it. It's no, it's it's
Speaker 1: not fun.
Speaker 6: Yes, well, mine had an uh an ab set m
Speaker 6: that that I had to get like surgically cut like
Speaker 6: lant and removed. M hm did you have Did you
Speaker 6: have to go through that too?
Speaker 1: I got lucky. I. I just took a bunch of
Speaker 1: antibiotics and it went away on its own. I I I.
Speaker 1: I was told I might have to go in for surgery,
Speaker 1: but if the antibiotics didn't work. But the antibiotics ended
Speaker 1: up working.
Speaker 2: Uh.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, you definitely got lucky.
Speaker 6: So I had to make my way to a like
Speaker 6: a priority character type place.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
Speaker 6: Now I did a little research mm hmm, you know,
Speaker 6: pulled it up like on my phone, showed them exactly
Speaker 6: what I had, and yeah, they had to, you know,
Speaker 6: go ahead and and cut me open lance it. They said,
Speaker 6: the doctor said it was probably about like two cups
Speaker 6: of like puffs and blood that came out.
Speaker 1: But that was who you said? Two cups of blood?
Speaker 6: About two cups of puffs and blood?
Speaker 1: Did he say how did he say, like the percentage
Speaker 1: of what percent was puss and what percent was blood.
Speaker 6: Not exactly. I'd probably say about seventy thirty plus the blood.
Speaker 1: Ratio seventy thirty in favor of puss, Yeah, probably favorite
Speaker 1: in favorite puss. Where did where do? Where do you
Speaker 1: even dispose of that much puss and blood? It's like
Speaker 1: two cups?
Speaker 2: Is well?
Speaker 6: You know, like when you go to the doctor, there's
Speaker 6: always that little bin like the bio hazard been when
Speaker 6: I was, I was in so much trauma, Like okay,
Speaker 6: so the cutting of it open wasn't that bad, Like
Speaker 6: it was more of a relief, you know.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I bet that. I bet getting that fucker
Speaker 1: drained felt pretty good.
Speaker 3: That felt great.
Speaker 6: But the worst is that with the access they have
Speaker 6: to pack it with with disinfectant gauze. They have to
Speaker 6: pack the wounds. So just to paint a picture for you, yeah,
Speaker 6: I'm laying on this chair belly down, uh ask out,
Speaker 6: asked as exposed, and this doctor of you know I've
Speaker 6: never met in my life is just stuffing this open
Speaker 6: wound with with disinfectant gauze and is the most excruciating
Speaker 6: pain in my life, like traumatizing m And keep in
Speaker 6: mind this is that like a priority care type place,
Speaker 6: so there's like people in the waiting room, you know,
Speaker 6: and I'm in there just hollering, just like in so
Speaker 6: much pain.
Speaker 1: And they could probably hear you out there.
Speaker 3: Oh oh yeah, yeah, they could hear me.
Speaker 1: That probably was very unnerving for them.
Speaker 6: I would I would assume it was on my way out,
Speaker 6: like after uh, you know, leaving the place, I feel
Speaker 6: great afterwards, after the fact that.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, okay, so after everything, after the most
Speaker 1: excrucious so the gauze it sounded like, was the horrible part,
Speaker 1: but the after everything is said and done, you feel good.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 6: On my way out, I'm like, you know, I'm strutting
Speaker 6: out of this place, but you know, I'm getting all
Speaker 6: these crazy stares from all the people in the waiting
Speaker 6: room there.
Speaker 1: All right, but you got this, but you also you
Speaker 1: got this big smile on your face, right, so they're like,
Speaker 1: I don't know what he was doing in there, but
Speaker 1: I want that.
Speaker 6: Yeah yeah, yeah, probably a little bit.
Speaker 1: But yeah.
Speaker 6: So so you know, they say, like, you know, leave
Speaker 6: the packing in for like two days and then come
Speaker 6: back and you know.
Speaker 3: We'll see what's up with it. Go back two days.
Speaker 6: Later, and I'm like, okay, they're gonna take it out
Speaker 6: and then everything's gonna be good.
Speaker 1: Right, Yep, that didn't happen.
Speaker 3: Nope, They're like, oh, we have to pack it again.
Speaker 6: And my stomach just turned inside out just thinking like
Speaker 6: oh my god.
Speaker 3: Like I have to go through that again.
Speaker 6: Yeah, similar thing like yeah, I mean they're screaming like
Speaker 6: it hurts, Like hell.
Speaker 1: Why does it hurt so much that they are packing?
Speaker 1: Gall Is it like a hole in your ass? Crest?
Speaker 1: Or like what are they packing?
Speaker 2: Pretty much?
Speaker 6: They have to because if they let the wound close
Speaker 6: up with the abscessed, like when the syst is an abscessed,
Speaker 6: then it'll just come back and they'll just have to
Speaker 6: cut it open again and.
Speaker 3: Repeat the process.
Speaker 6: So they have to pack it to keep the.
Speaker 3: Wound open.
Speaker 6: So that it can continue to drain and then yeah,
Speaker 6: so so won't come back.
Speaker 1: M So now wait a minute. So when they cut
Speaker 1: it open though, when they cut it open, did they
Speaker 1: put you to sleep?
Speaker 3: Nope?
Speaker 6: Because this was kind of like does that cost extra?
Speaker 3: Like I had to get this thing cut out? Like
Speaker 3: it was so bad?
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, I mean he like did look like
Speaker 6: he injected it with like a numbing type of thing.
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 3: What exactly it is. I'm not a doctor, you.
Speaker 1: Know, novacane perhaps something like that, but he said it's
Speaker 1: really not going to have any effect because of how
Speaker 1: deep it was, Like I'm gonna be in pain regardless,
Speaker 1: mm hmm. And so okay, So how is how is
Speaker 1: your ass doing?
Speaker 8: Now?
Speaker 1: Like all all said and done, after it's all over,
Speaker 1: How's how is the crest of your ass?
Speaker 3: You know, the crest of my ass is is much better?
Speaker 6: I mean, uh, no pain, no gain, you know, like.
Speaker 1: I better beautiful.
Speaker 6: And uh you know, the act of care was pretty
Speaker 6: crazy because my fiance had to uh help me like
Speaker 6: take care of it, you know what I mean, like
Speaker 6: putting like covering it up and everything.
Speaker 3: With cream and bless her, Yeah, yeah, did.
Speaker 1: She's a hero. You've given me, Well, listen, you've given
Speaker 1: me a because I had a pollenidal sista, I'm you've
Speaker 1: given me a greater appreciation for those antibiotics. Did you
Speaker 1: did you try you? Did you try the antibiotics before
Speaker 1: they did the whole thing with the gaze and all that, Like.
Speaker 6: After they had cut it out and everything, you know,
Speaker 6: they prescribed me antibiotics so that would prevent it from
Speaker 6: like from coming back.
Speaker 1: And will will well, well, thank you very much for
Speaker 1: for sharing. Uh is is there anything else that you
Speaker 1: want to say before we go?
Speaker 6: I just want to shout out everyone in the chat.
Speaker 6: I want to shout out, uh you lyle geg. You
Speaker 6: know it's crazy. I feel blessed because it's it's my
Speaker 6: first night joining the stream and calling in and everyone
Speaker 6: who's been trying to call in. I just say, uh,
Speaker 6: you know, don't give up like.
Speaker 3: Like you guys.
Speaker 6: You guys got this and you know I love you
Speaker 6: all and I hope the best for everyone, beautiful.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for the kind words. Will you
Speaker 1: have a good rest of the.
Speaker 3: Night, are you too? Thanks?
Speaker 12: Hello?
Speaker 1: I Hey, can you hear me? Oh? Yeah, what's up?
Speaker 1: What's your name?
Speaker 10: My name is Gree.
Speaker 1: Your name is Brie. What's up, Brie? How's mm hmm?
Speaker 1: I'm sorry my it's the foot thing again. I'll figure
Speaker 1: it out. Oh what were you gonna say?
Speaker 10: I think I know what Uh, I think I know
Speaker 10: what somebody was talking about in the chat. Neuropathy sometimes
Speaker 10: bad circulation.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'll I'll just cut it off tomorrow. What's going
Speaker 1: on with you?
Speaker 12: Bree?
Speaker 1: Enough about me and my stupid body.
Speaker 10: Not my I actually also just hurt my little body.
Speaker 10: I didn't hurt my foot, though I burned my arm
Speaker 10: making a case idea.
Speaker 1: You burned your arm making a case idea I did. Indeed,
Speaker 1: how often and how often do you make case ideas?
Speaker 10: I made one yesterday and I made one today. It's
Speaker 10: been about a month since I made kase idia since.
Speaker 1: Then, And isn't it amazing the human brain? You can
Speaker 1: go off full month without making case ideas, and yet
Speaker 1: when and then when you go to make them again,
Speaker 1: you you still remember how to make them.
Speaker 10: I am pretty shocked by that, because I I do
Speaker 10: not remember a lot of things.
Speaker 1: You don't remember a lot of things. Do you remember
Speaker 1: the last thing you forgot?
Speaker 10: Shockingly? I do, because it was important?
Speaker 1: M What was it?
Speaker 10: I had until the fourth to call in and get
Speaker 10: a service protection agreement signed for a car that I
Speaker 10: recently got, and I realized as I was leaving to
Speaker 10: get into my car today that it was the first
Speaker 10: that I only had a couple more days to do that.
Speaker 1: Oh well, I mean you got it done though, right, Yeah?
Speaker 1: You know? Look, I don't what's your name again, Brie?
Speaker 1: I don't blame you, Brie. Life demands far too much
Speaker 1: of us. I myself can only be bothered to do
Speaker 1: one thing a day, So that's three hundred and sixty
Speaker 1: five things a year, which is a lot, I think.
Speaker 1: But I mean no, I don't blame you for forgetting
Speaker 1: that I have parking tickets that I haven't paid from,
Speaker 1: like you know twenty nineteen. Oh man, You know how
Speaker 1: they say to you know how they say to build
Speaker 1: multiple streams of income. Yeah, I do, so I do
Speaker 1: the opposite with multi I have multiple streams of idea
Speaker 1: of outcome from various parking tickets that I have not
Speaker 1: yet paid.
Speaker 10: I just don't agree with parking tickets.
Speaker 1: Why are stupid?
Speaker 10: You know, I used to live in like a college
Speaker 10: town and you couldn't park on the on the road
Speaker 10: at all, but that was like the only place to park.
Speaker 10: And I didn't get a I almost got a parking ticket,
Speaker 10: but I got my car, my mom's car booted, not
Speaker 10: even mine, a boot on my mom's car. They made
Speaker 10: me pay like one hundred dollars to get it off
Speaker 10: when it was somewhere that I was allowed to park.
Speaker 10: But I guess they informed people, not me, that they
Speaker 10: were doing construction. So nobody was allowed to park there,
Speaker 10: and I just thought that was unnecessary.
Speaker 1: So on the call screening, you said that you were
Speaker 1: training to be a mortician.
Speaker 10: I did, I did say that.
Speaker 1: And how's that going?
Speaker 10: You know, it's going pretty well. I don't know. When
Speaker 10: I started, I didn't think I was going to go
Speaker 10: to college, and then I ended up going to college
Speaker 10: because this is what I really wanted to do, and
Speaker 10: it's been it's been pretty good.
Speaker 1: You Actually, I have two questions prompted about what you
Speaker 1: just said. You why do you initially not want to
Speaker 1: go to college?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 10: I thought I thought it was worthless and that it
Speaker 10: would be a waste of my time because I'm not
Speaker 10: I wouldn't consider consider myself a very uh yeah, smart,
Speaker 10: gifted with knowledge.
Speaker 1: Books, smart type of person, sure study studious academicalists. So
Speaker 1: so uh to bring me on a journey through the
Speaker 1: mind of somebody who actively desires to become a mortician?
Speaker 1: Where does that? Where does that desire come from?
Speaker 10: So weirdly enough, I started looking into kind of like.
Speaker 12: The death field.
Speaker 10: When I was a young, a young kid, a young lad.
Speaker 10: I was probably nine, and I wanted to do forensics
Speaker 10: really bad, and I went to a college in Illinois
Speaker 10: for an open house. Yeah, called went for an open
Speaker 10: house and talked to some of the people who had
Speaker 10: just graduated and some of the professors, and they were like, yeah,
Speaker 10: we can't get fucking jobs. We've been doing this for
Speaker 10: like fourteen years and I'm just a professor. And I
Speaker 10: was like, oh, okay.
Speaker 11: That's cool.
Speaker 10: I've wasted most of my life wanting to do this.
Speaker 10: And then when I was leaving, this guy like kind
Speaker 10: of beckoned me and he was like, hey, do you
Speaker 10: want to you want to mess with dead people? You
Speaker 10: should look into this deeper. And it's only four years
Speaker 10: instead of a million. I was like, oh, okay, that
Speaker 10: sounds that sounds nice.
Speaker 1: When you're talking about a man beckoning you from like
Speaker 1: a dark alley or something, I imagine he says to
Speaker 1: you something like I heard that you like death.
Speaker 10: Actually he was weird.
Speaker 1: Really that's what he said, he said, I That's what
Speaker 1: he said verbatim. He said, I heard that you like death.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 10: It was very creepy because it was kind of like
Speaker 10: dimly lit in his area. So he like very like
Speaker 10: quickly and quietly approached me, and he's like, I got
Speaker 10: something to show you, and I was like, uh, I
Speaker 10: don't know if I should follow you, but I'm in
Speaker 10: a I'm in a well populated space, so I.
Speaker 5: Guess that's fine.
Speaker 1: So you're hanging out with dead people all the.
Speaker 10: Time, I am, I actually live in a funeral home.
Speaker 1: Do you ever develop crushes on them? Like you find
Speaker 1: a dead guy that you think is cute and you're like,
Speaker 1: I wish I got to know this guy.
Speaker 10: So far that has not happened.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Is that, like, I'm curious? Is that like
Speaker 1: a breach of like code or something?
Speaker 10: Uh, you know, probably moral code sure for me. I
Speaker 10: don't know how many people would mind that.
Speaker 1: I would like, oh, what have you heard?
Speaker 12: Uh?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 10: Man oh, I don't know if I could actually Yeah, okay,
Speaker 10: I'll just go ahead. There was this kid at school
Speaker 10: we got we usually get in older people at school,
Speaker 10: like man, I bet he was a stallion back in
Speaker 10: the day.
Speaker 1: M hmm.
Speaker 10: I was like, you know, I'm seeing this man and
Speaker 10: I just I couldn't imagine saying that. I'm thinking about
Speaker 10: that right now.
Speaker 1: So there was a there was another student at your
Speaker 1: school studying death and they brought in cadavers, right, yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: And the kid was looking at the cadavers, penis, he
Speaker 1: was just looking.
Speaker 10: At all of him. We have a modesty cloth that
Speaker 10: we have to put on them, Okay, so I will
Speaker 10: or not. I will not say if that modesty class
Speaker 10: was on or off.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like, look, if I'm a
Speaker 1: dead body and I'm on my way out like to never,
Speaker 1: I mean because look, if you're a dead body, you're
Speaker 1: on your way out to never being your body never
Speaker 1: gets seen again. So you know, I mean just me personally,
Speaker 1: me personally, if somebody said that about my dead body,
Speaker 1: I'll be like, look good, let me get a couple
Speaker 1: more compliments to take to the grave with me for
Speaker 1: the road, because it's that's the end. That was the
Speaker 1: that's the last guy to compliment that guy's dead body
Speaker 1: before it's in the ground.
Speaker 10: For its thinking about too lately. I'm like, I don't know.
Speaker 10: I just came to the realization yesterday actually that people
Speaker 10: who I don't intend to hear me are always watching me.
Speaker 10: I have a class of about fifty people, and I
Speaker 10: sit like right up front, and I was like, man,
Speaker 10: if people are perceiving me like this in life, you know,
Speaker 10: when I die and if I get cremated or buried
Speaker 10: or something so ever, handling my body is also going
Speaker 10: to have like an idea or thought about me as
Speaker 10: I'm going. And that has been something that has like
Speaker 10: really confused me because I've always thought, I don't know why,
Speaker 10: it's like an object, permanent spring. I guess that only
Speaker 10: my intended targets could hear me.
Speaker 8: And I realized that.
Speaker 1: Only people that you and tend to perceive you actually
Speaker 1: are the ones that perceive you, when in reality it
Speaker 1: is it's far not the case.
Speaker 10: Yeah, especially like right now, I'm just thinking, I'm having
Speaker 10: a one on one chat with you, and there's there's
Speaker 10: a lot of people watching.
Speaker 1: No, I don't look I mean with something like this,
Speaker 1: it's like I mean, ultimately probably with the podcast whatever,
Speaker 1: there's probably whatever it's you know, yeah, sure there's a
Speaker 1: couple of thousands of people listening to this voice right now,
Speaker 1: but it doesn't I don't know. They're not they're not
Speaker 1: in they're not with us right now. They're computer people.
Speaker 1: They're not even real.
Speaker 10: That's true. That is true in real I think.
Speaker 1: No, in real life it is way worse. That's why
Speaker 1: I'm you know, that's why it's so easy to drown
Speaker 1: it out when you know. It's like you look at
Speaker 1: the twitch thing and you look at the podcast thing
Speaker 1: and you see the numbers, and you're like, this is
Speaker 1: computer people. You know, this is the Internet. It's not real.
Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was, Brie brid It's
Speaker 1: been a pleasure talking to yours. Anything else that you
Speaker 1: want to say to the people before.
Speaker 10: We go, I just want to say thank you so much.
Speaker 10: You know you hear all the time, but what you're
Speaker 10: doing is wonderful. We love you, we support you, and
Speaker 10: one day I hope that one of us could be
Speaker 10: your therapy.
Speaker 1: Deckom Well, thank you very much for the kind words, Britt.
Speaker 1: I appreciate that very much. And thank you for all
Speaker 1: the good that you do for dead people with big penises.
Speaker 5: Thank you.
Speaker 1: I have aggress the night.
Speaker 5: Hi you too.
Speaker 1: It is an interesting thing being perceived, you know what.
Speaker 1: But it's and people mentioned this with the podcast right
Speaker 1: or in the show. They're like, oh, I'm being you know,
Speaker 1: people all in and they're like nervous because they're being
Speaker 1: they feel themselves being perceived. And when I'm here right now,
Speaker 1: the whole time I'm here and I'm talking I don't
Speaker 1: know what it is. I can't describe it. I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's a I felt this way when there
Speaker 1: was no one watching this, and I feel this way
Speaker 1: when there's people. I feel very at ease while I'm
Speaker 1: streaming for whatever reason, with all these peop I feel
Speaker 1: very at ease in this very very specific situation in
Speaker 1: which I am wearing a gecko costume and live streaming
Speaker 1: on the internet in this chair, in this room, feel
Speaker 1: very at ease. But if I'm walking down a fucking
Speaker 1: sidewalk and one person is walking towards me, but they're
Speaker 1: very far away, but they're walking in my direction, I start.
Speaker 1: I don't know why, but I'll get nervous. I'll try
Speaker 1: to I'll feel too perceived by this one guy or
Speaker 1: or lady with a dog, whatever it is, and I'll
Speaker 1: try to move to the other side of the street,
Speaker 1: of the streets. But this and that, for whatever reason,
Speaker 1: that makes me feel like I'm being perceived too much.
Speaker 1: But this, you know, I mean, I'm alone in my
Speaker 1: house right now, talking into a stick at the end
Speaker 1: of the day, So I don't know. Maybe there's some
Speaker 1: sort of I don't know, maybe some there's some psychological
Speaker 1: explanation for that.
Speaker 10: But hello, Hello, I'm gonna shit myself.
Speaker 1: Why are you going to ship yourself?
Speaker 9: Because I'm excited, Bro. You were on my top spotify wrapp.
Speaker 9: I've been listening to your shitting non stop.
Speaker 1: Thank you, man, I appreciate that very much. Hmm. What
Speaker 1: is your name, Ketam and how did you get that name?
Speaker 1: Were you born with that name or did you acquire
Speaker 1: it later in your life?
Speaker 9: I've acquired it?
Speaker 1: And how did you acquire?
Speaker 9: I hung out with a bunch of wooks. Are you
Speaker 9: familiar with the phrase wok?
Speaker 1: I'm slightly familiar with the phrase. Look. I used to
Speaker 1: I had a brief phase. And when I say brief,
Speaker 1: I'm talking like like in the like the span of
Speaker 1: a couple of weeks where I was into you know,
Speaker 1: jam bands or whatever, like the Grateful over in the
Speaker 1: in the Donnie and the Ween and all that. And
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure a wook is somebody who's really into
Speaker 1: those bands. Is that?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 1: Accurate and accurate statement?
Speaker 9: I would take that out as an accurate description, although
Speaker 9: nowadays I feel like it also leans more towards the
Speaker 9: US ed M people.
Speaker 1: Interesting because I feel like E ed M and jam
Speaker 1: band people. Well, not no, not the people. The music
Speaker 1: is very.
Speaker 6: Different, that's very true.
Speaker 9: But there's overlappingness within both categories.
Speaker 1: Interesting, and what would you say? That overlappingness is.
Speaker 9: Probably drugs and dancing.
Speaker 1: Drugs and dancing. What kind of drugs are we talking
Speaker 1: about here?
Speaker 9: I mean your average things. You got your m DMA,
Speaker 9: you got your kedemy, you got your I don't know
Speaker 9: all the good things test, all the things test.
Speaker 1: It's only now ketamine. I don't know a lot about ketamine,
Speaker 1: but I've heard that it's similar. I've heard it's like
Speaker 1: a horse tranquilizer. That might be wrong. I don't know
Speaker 1: anything about anything, but is that Is it a horse tranquilizer.
Speaker 9: It's a horse tranquilizer, so I have there's so many
Speaker 9: fun jokes to be made about that. It's very popular
Speaker 9: down in the South, so we got horses and horse trangquilizers.
Speaker 9: A lot of people like justifying it by saying that
Speaker 9: it helps with like depression, because there are medical like
Speaker 9: depression treatments with ketemy which are super cool. But these
Speaker 9: bitches ain't using it medically. They're turning up on.
Speaker 1: Tuesdays, They're turning up on tuesdays. Yep, I have. I
Speaker 1: have heard that it could be used medically for like
Speaker 1: depression and stuff.
Speaker 9: It's very helpful for chronic pain. I can attest it.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So how often are you out doing doing ketamine?
Speaker 9: Oh? Never anymore? Everyone else do sit there?
Speaker 1: Okay, so you quit.
Speaker 9: Yeah, we had the fun period, but I almost died partying.
Speaker 9: So I got over it and now I just go
Speaker 9: out and go to shows.
Speaker 1: SOB that's good to hear. So well. Okay, So at
Speaker 1: one point you were doing ketamine enough to have earned
Speaker 1: the moniker of ketamine of a look. Yeah, absolutely, So
Speaker 1: tell me about the night that you almost died. What happened?
Speaker 9: That was fun? So that was actually on Mollie. So
Speaker 9: I have a heart condition, don't do drugs or park
Speaker 9: start yep, it's a great place to start. So I
Speaker 9: think I did, like, did a bunch of Molly out
Speaker 9: of ed m concert, got back to a shitty hotel
Speaker 9: and started turning blue from losing but circulation to my
Speaker 9: whole body. So that was fun.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 9: I ended up dislocating a few ribs in my chest
Speaker 9: permanently from it. So that's lit.
Speaker 1: You dislocated in your chest like did you?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Was was it?
Speaker 12: Was?
Speaker 1: It like the Molly disloke went into your body and
Speaker 1: took your Let me like what happened.
Speaker 9: So basically, there's a few things that play here. There's
Speaker 9: a collagen disorder that makes your joints dislocate every single day.
Speaker 9: That's a thing that people live with, just a thing interesting.
Speaker 9: It's a genic disorder, and the also a heart condition.
Speaker 9: So basically you see in horror movies how you see
Speaker 9: people's veins pop out of their bodies like like a alien.
Speaker 9: That's what happened to my whole body. Yeah, I could
Speaker 9: see like all of the veins in my whole body.
Speaker 9: I'm pretty sure I didn't go to the hospital because
Speaker 9: bad bitch didn't want to call medical help. Always call
Speaker 9: for medical help.
Speaker 1: Huh, you didn't want to go Why do you want
Speaker 1: to call for medical help? Were you embarrassed that they
Speaker 1: would make fun of you for your broken rib cage?
Speaker 9: I mean, partially, I think I was afraid of getting
Speaker 9: in trouble with the law. Do the scenario, and also
Speaker 9: was like, just like my brain was like, don't send
Speaker 9: me to rehab. Don't send me to rehab.
Speaker 1: So okay, but so now you no longer. You now
Speaker 1: no longer do Catman.
Speaker 9: Yeah, I don't do anything, And then I also go
Speaker 9: to shows and am able to still surround myself with
Speaker 9: it and say no, which I think is pretty badass.
Speaker 1: I think that's pretty nice too, because a lot of
Speaker 1: the time, I feel like if you're trying to quit,
Speaker 1: some you gotta. I mean, everyone's sort of built different
Speaker 1: with their ability, their their willpower and whatnot. But I
Speaker 1: feel like it's a whole thing to be able to
Speaker 1: go into into the environment constantly again where where the
Speaker 1: drugs are being done, and still be able to not
Speaker 1: only resist doing them but also have a good time
Speaker 1: without them.
Speaker 9: That's the real struggle. Bus But I work a lot
Speaker 9: of shows now and I spin fire at shows and perform,
Speaker 9: So you got to be sober to do that.
Speaker 1: See, I don't know if I could do that. You know,
Speaker 1: there's certain here's let me ask you before we go.
Speaker 1: Before we go, I actually need to know a question
Speaker 1: from you. Do you think if you if there's a
Speaker 1: certain genre of music or a certain or I wouldn't
Speaker 1: even limit this to music, a thing, any activity that
Speaker 1: not that you enjoy better when you're under the influence
Speaker 1: of drugs. But that you only enjoy under the influence
Speaker 1: of drugs. Do you believe that you truly enjoy that activity?
Speaker 9: Do I believe that I truly enjoy it sober? Or
Speaker 9: do you believe that you can truly only Ah, that's
Speaker 9: a big question there, GaX. Will you rephrase it for me?
Speaker 1: What I'm saying is if you have an activity that
Speaker 1: you like, but you only like it when you're impaired,
Speaker 1: not you like it more? Like like I like going
Speaker 1: to the movies, but I like it more when I'm stoned,
Speaker 1: But I don't only like it when I'm stoned. But
Speaker 1: if you have a thing that you only like when
Speaker 1: you're impaired, do you like it?
Speaker 9: My big thing is if you have people that only
Speaker 9: want to hang out with you when you're fucked up,
Speaker 9: they're not your friends. And if you can only do
Speaker 9: something when you're fucked up, then it's not really fun.
Speaker 1: Well, there we go. Thanks for calling ketebin.
Speaker 9: Yeah, no problem, gak be Well.
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Speaker 1: what's up?
Speaker 12: Hello? Wait? Am I?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 14: Am I actually on?
Speaker 1: You're on? Holy holy crap, what's going on? Dude?
Speaker 14: That's uh. I've been trying to call in for like
Speaker 14: a month and a half.
Speaker 1: Now, oh my god, this is it. This is the moment.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of pressure.
Speaker 10: Yes, no, well I don't need pressure.
Speaker 1: No no, no, Look, well, Gabby, can I ask you
Speaker 1: before we go into this, because you you know, I mean,
Speaker 1: what if, okay, if this call in your mind went
Speaker 1: perfectly right, what would that I mean, what would that
Speaker 1: even look like?
Speaker 14: Honestly, just being on the call itself, It's just perfect.
Speaker 1: That's perfect because That's the thing is people I people
Speaker 1: all the time. They come in here, they're like, I
Speaker 1: don't want to fuck this up. And there's no objective,
Speaker 1: there's no goal, there's nothing to fuck up. So you've
Speaker 1: already won and lost at the same time because there's
Speaker 1: no game. Yeah, what's going on, Gabby? What did you
Speaker 1: call on to talk about?
Speaker 14: Oh? Just honestly to get like a perspective on something
Speaker 14: I'm happy in my life from somebody that doesn't know me.
Speaker 1: Sure. Sure.
Speaker 14: So I work at a job that I put in
Speaker 14: my two weeks already, but it's it paid.
Speaker 10: Me really well.
Speaker 14: I'm taking it like eighteen an hour. But the only
Speaker 14: thing about it was the job itself wasn't bad.
Speaker 8: It was the people.
Speaker 14: And like I've been very anxious because, like you know,
Speaker 14: like I said, I put in my two weeks, I'm
Speaker 14: going to a lower paying job, and like I can't
Speaker 14: tell it was a bad idea or not, because it
Speaker 14: is going to make financial everything a little rough doing that.
Speaker 1: So you went from a higher paying job to a
Speaker 1: lower paying job primarily because you you couldn't stand with
Speaker 1: the people you were working with at that higher paying job. Yeah, Uh,
Speaker 1: I don't think that's a bad decision at all, because
Speaker 1: you know, look, work is like what one hundred percent
Speaker 1: of your time something like that. You know, you're just
Speaker 1: there for hours and hours and hours. If you've got
Speaker 1: to be somewhere for hours and hours and hours, you
Speaker 1: know you shouldn't you should you should enjoy being there,
Speaker 1: or at the very least you can't get there. I mean,
Speaker 1: that's that's the whole place to want to get to
Speaker 1: enjoying being there, right, but at the very bare minimum,
Speaker 1: you shouldn't absolutely fucking hate being there.
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Did you absolutely fucking hate being there? Yeah?
Speaker 14: I I honestly there. I've been mornings before I went
Speaker 14: to my job to put my two weeks in that
Speaker 14: I just kind of cried before.
Speaker 1: Oh you did the right Gabby, you did the right thing. Uh,
Speaker 1: what's the new gig? Tell me about the new gig?
Speaker 8: Though?
Speaker 1: What's what was so appealing about the new gig.
Speaker 14: It's a smaller store, it's a lot more friendlier, Like
Speaker 14: they're kind of built on the actual like being a
Speaker 14: family working together, communicating.
Speaker 9: And it's a lot less strick than all of the rules.
Speaker 14: So like, if I don't want to take a fifteen
Speaker 14: minute break two hours into my shift. That's okay. As
Speaker 14: long as I eventually get to a break, I want
Speaker 14: to get yelled at for it. And the expectations are
Speaker 14: a lot less.
Speaker 1: So you like the rule that you don't have to
Speaker 1: take breaks?
Speaker 14: Yeah, because sometimes it messes up my flow. Whenever I'm
Speaker 14: like going at it and then I have to stop
Speaker 14: take a break, then it takes me a while to
Speaker 14: want to get back to work.
Speaker 1: You know. Well, it sounds like you're an employer's dream, I.
Speaker 14: Like to think.
Speaker 1: So, yeah, are there any other like rules that you
Speaker 1: hated about the old place that you like about the
Speaker 1: new one that they don't have or whatever?
Speaker 14: Mostly the fact of it wasn't like a set rule,
Speaker 14: but the way the management was set up it was
Speaker 14: very strict, like you couldn't even look at your manager
Speaker 14: wrong without being up for coaching or firing, which was
Speaker 14: just no fun.
Speaker 1: Gabby. You know, I'm glad that you know. I mean, look,
Speaker 1: take solace and uh no, it was a good decision.
Speaker 1: If you're crying before you are going into work, you
Speaker 1: should fucking quit. Yeah, is there anything else you want
Speaker 1: to talk about, Gabby before we go?
Speaker 9: Not?
Speaker 1: Really?
Speaker 14: That was that was kind of all I know it's
Speaker 14: kind of lame, but you know it did.
Speaker 1: Why do you think I'm really curious, actually, why do
Speaker 1: you think that's lame?
Speaker 14: I've been listening to your podcast since you started it.
Speaker 14: I didn't really have time to watch your streams as much,
Speaker 14: and like, there's just so many interesting calls, and then
Speaker 14: I just call in about like, oh, did I make
Speaker 14: a right decision about me in quitting my job type thing?
Speaker 1: No? I mean, I mean I think this is interesting.
Speaker 1: I mean, look, it's it's it's not like an epic tale,
Speaker 1: but it's reflective of a common human experience that people
Speaker 1: have all the time. So it had it had it
Speaker 1: was valuable to share in of that, I believe.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's.
Speaker 14: Definitely like a hard decision. But I feel like because
Speaker 14: my boyfriend's done some of the things, he's quit workplaces
Speaker 14: that weren't like the best situation management was ass and
Speaker 14: stuff like that, and it's it's it's harder for some people,
Speaker 14: but I feel like when you get confirmation that was
Speaker 14: a good idea and you're able to move forward, it
Speaker 14: does help a lot. So stress can make you physically
Speaker 14: sit sick.
Speaker 7: I've learned that.
Speaker 1: Well, I'm glad to hear you made the right decision,
Speaker 1: Gabby and appreciate you call.
Speaker 12: Of course.
Speaker 1: Hello Bobby.
Speaker 9: Whoa, Oh my gosh.
Speaker 1: Hi, how are you, Bobby?
Speaker 8: I'm good.
Speaker 13: Oh my god, this is my first time calling in.
Speaker 13: I can't fucking believe it.
Speaker 12: How are you?
Speaker 1: I'm doing pretty good.
Speaker 5: Uh.
Speaker 13: This is like so real. I heard myself you saying like,
Speaker 13: hi Bobby, and like the other room where we're watching it.
Speaker 1: What uh, what's going on with you, Bobby?
Speaker 13: Oh my gosh, gek. Well I recently, well fairly recently
Speaker 13: got like my big girl job. I graduated college and everything.
Speaker 13: So I got my bigger job and everything, and so
Speaker 13: I have to, like the new people have to like
Speaker 13: work on weekends, which isn't like normal. And one of
Speaker 13: my coworkers is either like after we take our lunch
Speaker 13: break is either coming in extremely high or extremely drunk,
Speaker 13: and I am stuck on what the heck to do
Speaker 13: about it because I'm not exactly a snitch. But at
Speaker 13: the same time, this is like the type of guy
Speaker 13: that when they get drunk, he gets kind of confrontational.
Speaker 13: So I'm like, what the fuck do I do?
Speaker 7: Right?
Speaker 1: That's what I was gonna ask, is to what degree
Speaker 1: does his intoxication do you believe affect his ability to
Speaker 1: perform his job or actually, more importantly, your ability to
Speaker 1: perform your job.
Speaker 13: I mean I can he's my so our work has
Speaker 13: this stupid thing where they don't believe in like closed
Speaker 13: off cubicles. So the so like our office is entirely open,
Speaker 13: like there's no privacy whatsoever. We can hear everything like
Speaker 13: the person next to us does. And like it's meant
Speaker 13: so that like whenever a new person comes in they
Speaker 13: can easily like ask questions and shit like that. It's
Speaker 13: supposed to be like more welcoming, but it's kind of
Speaker 13: more awkward. So he so like anytime something happens, I
Speaker 13: can easily like hear it and everything, and it's just
Speaker 13: kind of awkward hearing hearing him like talk to customers
Speaker 13: on the phone and being like like you know, like
Speaker 13: the typical slurring shit like the drunk people do or
Speaker 13: high people do of like just can't say any sort
Speaker 13: of words. And like there was one, because I worked
Speaker 13: a lot of weekends, there was one weekend where he
Speaker 13: was like stumbling to go to the fucking bathroom even
Speaker 13: and we were all just like, oh my god, it's
Speaker 13: so in so like drunk or something.
Speaker 1: And I'm kind of curee. So, like, is your supervisor
Speaker 1: not there? Like is there? Never? Is he never drunk
Speaker 1: when like somebody uh is around that would have a
Speaker 1: problem with that.
Speaker 13: Yeah, so whenever our supervisor is pretty much never there
Speaker 13: on the weekends, so like he's not really going to
Speaker 13: ever get caught unless someone like brings it up pretty much.
Speaker 13: So that's like the other thing is like unless like
Speaker 13: he'll know if like I bring it up or someone
Speaker 13: else does, because there's only like a few of us
Speaker 13: that are ever there like in the office with him
Speaker 13: when he's doing this ship.
Speaker 1: So you have a problem where you don't want to
Speaker 1: be a snitch, but you're like it's probably not good.
Speaker 13: Honestly, Like it's such a boring fucking job that I
Speaker 13: would love to get drunk during it, like as soon
Speaker 13: as like whenever I have my hour lunch break.
Speaker 1: Well, hey, now you know that you can do it
Speaker 1: and not get fired.
Speaker 13: That's true. I know that, like none of us are
Speaker 13: snitches after.
Speaker 1: This is that's one of that's Look, that's that is
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I'm not saying it's the correct to
Speaker 1: take away from this I'm not saying that there even
Speaker 1: is a correct takeaway from this, but it is a
Speaker 1: potential takeaway from this that you now have have seen
Speaker 1: proof that you can get fucking hammered, go into the
Speaker 1: bank and do your gig and nobody gives a shit
Speaker 1: kind of power. It's actually, I mean, this guy, he's
Speaker 1: actually kind of inspirational in that sense. If that's how
Speaker 1: you want to.
Speaker 13: Look at it, I wish I could. It's just like
Speaker 13: I said, or like maybe like I didn't like emphasize
Speaker 13: it enough. It's just like the fact that he gets
Speaker 13: kind of confrontational while he is.
Speaker 1: Does he get confrontational towards the customers or does he
Speaker 1: does he get confrontational towards you?
Speaker 13: Towards us?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Tell me tell me specifically, what was the last confrontation
Speaker 1: that you had with him while he was drunk.
Speaker 13: This was like whenever I I didn't really think that
Speaker 13: he was drunk because I couldn't fathom, like I've been
Speaker 13: working like retail jobs all my life up until like
Speaker 13: I graduated and got this job, so like I couldn't
Speaker 13: even like it didn't like cross my mind that people
Speaker 13: would actually get drunk like during like you know, like
Speaker 13: a professional job and shit like that.
Speaker 1: Oh it's wait wait what what tell me? Tell me
Speaker 1: I'm brigetting like side true. What was the last confrontation
Speaker 1: you had with him? Specifically?
Speaker 13: It was me like jokingly being like because he like
Speaker 13: stumbled a little bit over his feet, and I was like, okay,
Speaker 13: I'm clumsy, like I do that shit too. So I
Speaker 13: jokingly was like, oh my god, blank, are you drunk
Speaker 13: or something? And he was just like straight up to
Speaker 13: me like fuck you. Of course I'm not, like, but.
Speaker 1: He's also openly denying it.
Speaker 13: Yeah, but the entire time, like while he's saying that,
Speaker 13: he's like luring his words heavily, and I'm like, okay, yeah, sure,
Speaker 13: Well what you say.
Speaker 1: Your name was Bobby. Bobby, listen, Bobby, take a day,
Speaker 1: do like you know, do like a shot. I mean
Speaker 1: what you said. You you said it's your dream to
Speaker 1: get drunk at work. You wish you could do what
Speaker 1: he does. Take a shot before word. No, take a
Speaker 1: shot before you go into the work. See how you feel.
Speaker 1: Don't actually do this. See how you feel, and then
Speaker 1: if you can, if you can handle that, you know,
Speaker 1: next time you take two, don't actually don't actually do
Speaker 1: this and then if you can handle that, take four
Speaker 1: and see. Just find your limits. Okay, absolutely, don't actually
Speaker 1: do this. Get high, get cross faded next time. See
Speaker 1: if you can handle that. You might improve your your
Speaker 1: your day to day life. You know it may make work.
Speaker 13: Have someone teach me how to like smoke weed every
Speaker 13: time I've tried, like I just well.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for calling Bobby the.
Speaker 13: Point that like, I throw up so.
Speaker 1: And I appreciate you sharing. You have a wonder for
Speaker 1: us to night.
Speaker 13: Thank you, thank you. I appreciate it.
Speaker 1: Grateful to be alive. Not everyone's alive. Most people are dead.
Speaker 1: How does it make me feel that most people are dead?
Speaker 1: I think it's good that most people are dead, not
Speaker 1: because they were bad people or anything like that. It's good.
Speaker 1: It's good that we all die because, look, you really
Speaker 1: want to do this forever. And I say that I
Speaker 1: love being alive. I really do. I love being alive.
Speaker 1: I'm excited that I get to continue to be alive
Speaker 1: for many more years. That sounds I'm a static. I'm
Speaker 1: thinking I'm gonna think of deep. I'm gonna think a
Speaker 1: breath right now. That felt good, It's good stuff. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna touch my body. I'm a I'm a whole guy.
Speaker 1: I'm a person exists in the world. I'm chilling. It's
Speaker 1: nice to be alive, but I don't want to do
Speaker 1: this forever. I don't want to be alive being a
Speaker 1: I would rather I would rather die right now than
Speaker 1: live forever. Think about that. Would you rather die right
Speaker 1: now or live forever? Living forever would just be too
Speaker 1: just be too much. It'd be depressing. Everyone else died,
Speaker 1: you know what, Because here's the thing about living forever.
Speaker 1: Everyone else died, everyone else dies. You're like the If
Speaker 1: you live for you'd be the only one ever in
Speaker 1: the history. You wouldn't just be the only GI, You'd
Speaker 1: be the only organism ever to not fucking die. You
Speaker 1: don't want to be the guinea pig of that experiment.
Speaker 1: I will take the tried, true, tested way of leaving
Speaker 1: this earth. Death easily over, you know because because that's
Speaker 1: been tested, that's been ran through the the the gamut
Speaker 1: by billions of things already. It's a tested way method
Speaker 1: of die, of leaving, but living forever it's too much. Hello, Well,
Speaker 1: how are you uh?
Speaker 11: All right?
Speaker 1: I'm okay, I'm I'm I'm uh chilling out in overtime.
Speaker 11: What's what's new with you?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 11: Leonard? But you know, first of all, I got to say,
Speaker 11: did you hire you've hired a woman to answer calls
Speaker 11: now or something?
Speaker 1: That's that's that's got one of the all right, that's
Speaker 1: doing an excellent job.
Speaker 11: A new thing, yeah, a new thing. Also. I like
Speaker 11: the ominous music that you've been putting on as well.
Speaker 1: I tried to change it to something less, but I
Speaker 1: don't know how to use the computer.
Speaker 11: No, I like it. It's good, it's good.
Speaker 1: Thank you. What's going on, Leonard?
Speaker 11: Yeah, uh, not too much. Just working on a painting
Speaker 11: right now. Been listening throughout the night.
Speaker 1: You had a specific thing that I that I saw
Speaker 1: that you wanted to talk.
Speaker 8: About, right right?
Speaker 11: Yeah? Recently, UH found out like pretty much, I broke
Speaker 11: up a marriage. Apparently this is some girl that apparently
Speaker 11: had children and a family and all that.
Speaker 1: You know, Yeah, you broke up a marriage.
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, this this girl she had a dating app
Speaker 11: And I don't really take any of that too seriously, right,
Speaker 11: And so I was just hanging out with one girl
Speaker 11: and her husband. Apparently he was following me for a
Speaker 11: while on my socials and I would bring it up
Speaker 11: to her, like who is this guy? Because I see
Speaker 11: a lot of photos of you guys together and everything.
Speaker 11: And one minute she's like, Oh, that's my coworker, that's
Speaker 11: my friend, my ex. You know. She would say all
Speaker 11: these excuses, and I was just like, okay, whatever, you know,
Speaker 11: because I wasn't trying to get in a relationship with her,
Speaker 11: but yeah, she like wanted to get in a relationship
Speaker 11: with me, which was kind of interesting. And so you know,
Speaker 11: every once in a while, uh kind of have her
Speaker 11: over through the rotation, and you know, she would always
Speaker 11: want to, you know, have sex and such, and I
Speaker 11: was and.
Speaker 1: So wait a minute. So her husband, which you don't
Speaker 1: know that it's her husband at this point, is following
Speaker 1: you on social at the time, you didn't and he's
Speaker 1: following you on social media.
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, I have like an our Instagram's Yeah he
Speaker 11: was following all that, and uh yeah, and where did
Speaker 11: he find them together?
Speaker 1: Okay, but so I understand, So how did all right?
Speaker 1: So this this married woman is on dating apps looking
Speaker 1: to have an effect. She finds you, You guys start
Speaker 1: hanging out at why why is her husband? You'll see
Speaker 1: her instagram? You see her with a guy. Well, how
Speaker 1: does he start? How does he even find out about
Speaker 1: you and start following you? How does that make doesn't
Speaker 1: I have no idea?
Speaker 11: He well, he must have been suspicious or maybe it
Speaker 11: happened before where he was just looking through her followers
Speaker 11: maybe or something. And uh yeah, he was kind of
Speaker 11: just following me and looking at my stuff apparently. And
Speaker 11: she always told me it was like her acts or
Speaker 11: a coworker or whatever. Right, So I was just kind
Speaker 11: of like whatever, you know, hm, because you know, I
Speaker 11: wasn't trying to get in a relationship or it didn't
Speaker 11: really mean much to me.
Speaker 1: So so how did you you know? Okay, so there's
Speaker 1: sort of signs, there's suspicions, but you're brushing them off
Speaker 1: and and at what point does everything come to a head.
Speaker 11: Yeah. So then one night, you know, I'm painting and
Speaker 11: I get a bunch of direct messages from this guy
Speaker 11: saying are you sleeping with this girl? And uh I
Speaker 11: was like yeah, you know sometimes, I mean I've done
Speaker 11: it in the past, not really recently, Like she slept
Speaker 11: with me and she comes over and uh yeah, like
Speaker 11: she would like buy me food, she would bring me
Speaker 11: over food, take me to like doctor's appointments and.
Speaker 1: Ship like just taking you to doctor's appointments.
Speaker 11: Well, I thought I had COVID. Yeah, well I had
Speaker 11: pink eye, and yeah I was hold on holding that
Speaker 11: I had no.
Speaker 1: Idea on hold on, hold on, hold on. You're making
Speaker 1: absolutely no sense to me right now. Okay, you thought
Speaker 1: you had pink.
Speaker 11: Ey, No, I did. From it. This other girl gave
Speaker 11: me a pink eye and she didn't tell me. A
Speaker 11: bunch of girls not telling me what's going on, all right,
Speaker 11: So hold on.
Speaker 1: Here's what I don't understand is you say you're not
Speaker 1: looking for a relationship. You said you're you're basically like
Speaker 1: hooking up with this girl that you met on a
Speaker 1: dating app. But yet, yeah, you think you have pink guy.
Speaker 1: You think a very contagious disease, and so you call
Speaker 1: the girl you've been hooking up with ask her to
Speaker 1: drive you to the doctor.
Speaker 11: Well, the pink I had was not contagious.
Speaker 1: But you didn't know. No, I'm but Leonard, I'm speaking
Speaker 1: upon the knowledge you had at the time. You at
Speaker 1: the time have the knowledge you have pink eye. So
Speaker 1: you call this lady. I don't I don't even know.
Speaker 1: I don't even know if we have time to understand. Okay,
Speaker 1: well this is dynamic.
Speaker 11: No, so listen, this girl, I already went to the
Speaker 11: doctors and had medicine and I was taking the medicine.
Speaker 11: All right. She comes over again after that and she's like, yeah, sure,
Speaker 11: I'll take you over there. And it wasn't contagious and
Speaker 11: that you knew.
Speaker 1: At the time. All right, So you go to the
Speaker 1: Do you think you have pink eye? You go to
Speaker 1: the doctor. The doctor says, yeah, you do, but it's
Speaker 1: not the pages and You're like, great, I can keep
Speaker 1: working out with this lady.
Speaker 11: I mean pretty much. She just always wanted to hang
Speaker 11: out with me, So I was like, you know, sure,
Speaker 11: I'm down to hang out.
Speaker 1: I just needed to clarify that. Leonard, Leonard, you gotta
Speaker 1: meet me halfway on some of this.
Speaker 11: H No, I get you, I feel you, Okay, So.
Speaker 1: What happened and what is what? What sort of happens
Speaker 1: after that?
Speaker 11: Pretty much? She was or she was like is she's
Speaker 11: sleeping with you? And I was like who are you?
Speaker 11: And he was like, I'm married to this girl. We
Speaker 11: have kids. She told me that she had a what
Speaker 11: do you call it?
Speaker 1: Affair?
Speaker 11: She was having people. She was having people rent out
Speaker 11: her apartment and they had kids, but those were actually
Speaker 11: her kids. So he was like, we have children, were married,
Speaker 11: blah blah blah. And I was like, well, this is
Speaker 11: news to me. I had no idea. I you know,
Speaker 11: she told me you were this and that blah blah blah. Right,
Speaker 11: And I was like, yeah, you know in the past, yeah,
Speaker 11: we've like slept together and everything. And he was so.
Speaker 1: How did he he respond? Did he was he upset
Speaker 1: with you? Or did you explain that you did not know?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 11: Yeah, I was just like, I had no idea. This
Speaker 11: is news to me.
Speaker 2: Man.
Speaker 11: I was like, I'm sorry you're having a go through this,
Speaker 11: you know, but uh but yeah, you know, we we
Speaker 11: have slept together in the past. I'm not really interested
Speaker 11: in all that anymore and whatnot.
Speaker 1: And he was so, I mean, look to kind of
Speaker 1: to kind of wrap things up and get to where
Speaker 1: we are right now. Are you have you made contact
Speaker 1: with this woman ever? Again?
Speaker 11: Uh?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 11: I told him to uh to pretty much like press
Speaker 11: her on this, and she she blocked so, which I
Speaker 11: mean I didn't want to talk to her anyways.
Speaker 1: But so, how are you feeling about this because when
Speaker 1: we first picked up that, when I first started talking
Speaker 1: to you ten minutes ago, you seemed like you seemed
Speaker 1: like like you had some some guilt.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I feel well.
Speaker 11: I mean I told him, I was like, man, I
Speaker 11: feel bad, like sorry, you have to go through this,
Speaker 11: you know. But yeah, you know, I don't know. I
Speaker 11: was lied to throughout the whole thing. If you don't know,
Speaker 11: you didn't know, but I do, you know, Yeah, but
Speaker 11: I don't know kind of I don't know how. That's
Speaker 11: what I wanted to call and talk to you, is
Speaker 11: like I don't know how to really like think about it,
Speaker 11: you know, because uh, well I.
Speaker 4: Feel like that.
Speaker 1: I mean I think, I mean, I mean, look, we'll
Speaker 1: I gotta move on.
Speaker 11: But yeah, no, I feel you well no, well no.
Speaker 1: I mean look, it sounds like you already have the
Speaker 1: right mentality about it, right, which is like, I mean,
Speaker 1: you were deceived. You know, you didn't act with any
Speaker 1: sort of intentional malice, So I don't think you guilty
Speaker 1: about it. I think, I mean, if anything, I mean, look,
Speaker 1: if anything, you're you know, you know, one of her
Speaker 1: little you know, you've been pawned, like you know, you
Speaker 1: you you were you.
Speaker 11: Know, taking advantage of kind of, yeah.
Speaker 1: I think you were, you were taking advantage of you know,
Speaker 1: we were lied to. Yeah, you know, so I wouldn't
Speaker 1: feel bad. I don't think And by the way, here's
Speaker 1: another thing, is like, you know, look, she just decided
Speaker 1: to use you, but if she was gonna cheat, she
Speaker 1: would have used you know, anyone else. So you know,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry to hear that you got swept up in
Speaker 1: this whole fucking thing, but I don't think you need
Speaker 1: to feel any guilt about it as long as you're
Speaker 1: telling the truth that you had.
Speaker 11: No idea, you know, Yeah, well I didn't have any
Speaker 11: Like the whole relationship wasn't serious or whatever. It was
Speaker 11: just kind of you know, like.
Speaker 1: Hang out and well whether you're the relationships whatever. But
Speaker 1: but but.
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's a shitty feeling. So I just want to
Speaker 11: kind of you're, yeah.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry to hear that you got caught.
Speaker 11: Up a long night for you, and I don't think
Speaker 11: that you need to.
Speaker 1: Feel I don't think you need to feel guilty about that.
Speaker 11: For sure.
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say?
Speaker 2: Uh?
Speaker 11: Not to take life too seriously and uh, I don't
Speaker 11: really know, Uh, relationships aren't really. I don't really know
Speaker 11: if they're fit for our generation anymore.
Speaker 1: If you want to go ahead and be a single
Speaker 1: guy and do whatever you're gonna do and do it
Speaker 1: until it no longer, well.
Speaker 11: I know you're like that. The single life is definitely
Speaker 11: the life to live. But a lot of callers you
Speaker 11: have call in about like relationship advice, and uh, I
Speaker 11: think everyone should just everyone seems and everyone's really young
Speaker 11: when they're calling in to you about this kind of
Speaker 11: ship and you and me were the same age, and
Speaker 11: it's just kind of like, yo, don't take life too seriously.
Speaker 1: That's what you tell them.
Speaker 11: I mean, I've been listening to you, we've we've actually
Speaker 11: chatted in the past before about art and such.
Speaker 5: But uh, yeah, but.
Speaker 1: Be honest, thank you for calling and Sharon, and I'm
Speaker 1: sorry that that happened to you, and I'll talk to
Speaker 1: you again in another life.
Speaker 11: Yeah, there's nothing to be sorry about. But uh, have
Speaker 11: a good night, man. You to get some good calls.
Speaker 1: Yes, hello, Hey, hey, I heard that that was your name, Ryan, Ryan.
Speaker 1: I heard you have a test of some kind that
Speaker 1: you would like to share with the the listeners.
Speaker 4: Yes, of course, So I actually have a. Basically, I
Speaker 4: believe that I love cars, I love driving, and my
Speaker 4: philosophy really is that people should be able to go
Speaker 4: as fast as they can handle and have proven they
Speaker 4: can handle handle.
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Okay, So it's a test or a philosophy.
Speaker 4: It's there's a test related to it. So I think
Speaker 4: that there should be different levels of driver's licenses that
Speaker 4: you can earn based off of your skill aptitude on
Speaker 4: a test that you can take that measures certain things
Speaker 4: like your ability to drive, your reaction times, and things
Speaker 4: like that.
Speaker 1: I'm really you know, I'm really trying to be open
Speaker 1: minded about the idea of having different ways. So you're
Speaker 1: telling me you want to enact the system in which
Speaker 1: you can get like a silver driver's license that will
Speaker 1: allow you to go X amount of miles over the
Speaker 1: speed limit CBS exactly, and and okay, so I'm curious,
Speaker 1: and maybe this is where the test aspect of this
Speaker 1: philosophy comes in. How does one prove themselves worthy of
Speaker 1: this higher echelon driver's license?
Speaker 4: I think the best way that I've so far thought of,
Speaker 4: and this is this isn't something I've thought about extensively.
Speaker 4: It's just kind of an idea that popped in my
Speaker 4: head the other day, but I feel like it would
Speaker 4: be something like you take a few laps around the
Speaker 4: track and they like measure how you react to different things.
Speaker 4: And basically just do you know how you do this?
Speaker 4: Like when you drop a ruler, you can measure your
Speaker 4: reaction time.
Speaker 1: I've never heard of that.
Speaker 4: No, Oh, explain its. Basically, they hold the ruler between
Speaker 4: your fingers and then if you and then they drop
Speaker 4: it and you just have to try to catch it
Speaker 4: right when they drop it. I feel stupid, I'm doing
Speaker 4: the physical pinching. But yeah, so you try to catch it,
Speaker 4: and based off of where you catch it, you can
Speaker 4: measure how quickly your brain was able to react see
Speaker 4: it and then respond to the fact that it's dropping.
Speaker 1: You know, I think you know this. It's an interesting theory.
Speaker 1: It's an interesting theory. My problem is, I mean, aside
Speaker 1: from how we're going to test people to see what
Speaker 1: color license they're going to get, is how do I
Speaker 1: mean what the basure is the problem. We have to
Speaker 1: share roads, right, we have to share roads. So the
Speaker 1: the yellow license pe well, are going to be sharing
Speaker 1: roads with the with the green license people, you know,
Speaker 1: and and and shit's gonna get fucked up.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I haven't thought of it that way.
Speaker 4: That makes sense, I guess. I mean I really do
Speaker 4: have a bias standpoint here, because I really.
Speaker 1: Do have it because you would like to go very
Speaker 1: fast I get cars, So you're you're biased about that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, my brains just romanticizing about this world where that's okay.
Speaker 1: Uh, what's the fastest that you have gone on the highway?
Speaker 4: The fastest I went on the highway was one hundred
Speaker 4: and forty two miles an hour.
Speaker 1: One hundred and forty two miles an hour. Yeah, Jesus Christ,
Speaker 1: did you not you didn't get pulled over?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 4: I have been pulled over going ninety and eighty.
Speaker 1: Dude, what do you even say? What do you even
Speaker 1: say if you get pulled over after going if if
Speaker 1: there someone clocks you at one hundred and forty two
Speaker 1: miles an hour, what do you even say? You just
Speaker 1: got to throw up your hair. You gotta be like,
Speaker 1: all right, is it? I'm going to jail?
Speaker 14: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Honestly, if you get pulled over going that fast, you're
Speaker 4: going to jail. I was lucky enough both times I
Speaker 4: got pulled over. If you're going over eighty, it's criminal.
Speaker 4: You can get pulled over and go to jail for
Speaker 4: going on anything over eighty.
Speaker 1: Or and what is it if you go over one
Speaker 1: hundred and forty? Does it super criminal?
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's yeah, you're you're screwed.
Speaker 1: Well listen, Ryan, Oh, go ahead. The best thing to do,
Speaker 1: I want to hear it.
Speaker 4: The best thing to do if you're getting clocks going
Speaker 4: one hundred and forty is just keep going because they
Speaker 4: can't chase you at that speats for long. They didn't
Speaker 4: get pursuit quickly.
Speaker 1: Hmm. Interesting, you know that makes sense in theory. You
Speaker 1: got all these thoughts. See that makes sense in that
Speaker 1: makes sense in theory because if you go faster they
Speaker 1: cannot catch you. You've got all these thoughts, Ryan, that
Speaker 1: make a lot of sense in theory. And you know,
Speaker 1: keep thinking, Ryan, you have a creative brain. Keep thinking
Speaker 1: on these ideas, and eventually you'll come up with something
Speaker 1: that makes sense in practice, or you'll get yourself and
Speaker 1: a bunch of people killed in the process of doing so.
Speaker 1: But such as must happen for the advancements of new
Speaker 1: ideas in our society.
Speaker 4: Precisely, precisely have a gress on that. Ryan, Yeah you too.
Speaker 1: What car does the caller drive? I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't know what fucking car can go one hundred and
Speaker 1: forty two miles an hour. I don't fuck with cars, man.
Speaker 1: I wish my ultimate dream is I want to live
Speaker 1: in a walkable city. I don't fuck around with cars
Speaker 1: because it's it's so easy to die. It's so easy
Speaker 1: to die, right, Like, like, all right, what imagine your
Speaker 1: stupid day where you're sitting in a chair for like
Speaker 1: ninety percent of it, you're on the computer, working or
Speaker 1: watching YouTube, whatever the fuck. And then like, like, if
Speaker 1: you're on your computer and you're watching YouTube, the likelihood
Speaker 1: that you're going to die is pretty low. It's like zero,
Speaker 1: it's I think it's pretty close. I think it's pretty
Speaker 1: close to zero percent. I think it's under one percent.
Speaker 1: The likelihood that you're just gonna fucking just die when
Speaker 1: you're sitting at home. When you're walking down the street,
Speaker 1: the likelihood that you're going to die go it goes
Speaker 1: up a little bit. You know, somebody could come and
Speaker 1: shoot you in the face, or you could trip on
Speaker 1: a rock, something could happen. But when you get into
Speaker 1: a car, I mean, the likelihood you're going to die
Speaker 1: goes to probably about seventy five percent chance that you're
Speaker 1: going to die if you're driving a car. I've talked
Speaker 1: to people who say that they have anxiety about driving cars,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's that makes sense. You know, there's
Speaker 1: nothing wrong with you. If you have anxiety about driving
Speaker 1: cars is extremely correct thing to be anxious about, because
Speaker 1: you're I mean roads, we're fucking jousting out there.
Speaker 13: It's like.
Speaker 1: I'm just like, one guy's going as fast fifty miles
Speaker 1: an hour down this, and then there's another guy He's
Speaker 1: going to the same way, but there's there's lists little
Speaker 1: amount of fucking space between them or jousting out there.
Speaker 1: Hello Blair from Ohio?
Speaker 5: Hello, what's up?
Speaker 1: Blair from Ohio?
Speaker 12: Oh? Nothing, nic?
Speaker 9: How are you?
Speaker 1: How am I? I am not doing too bad? How
Speaker 1: are you?
Speaker 12: I'm pretty good? Is your toe doing better?
Speaker 1: I appreciate you asking me that my toe is doing
Speaker 1: pretty better? I think.
Speaker 11: That's good.
Speaker 1: So what's going on with you? Blair?
Speaker 12: Nothing? Really? I call takeet some advice about like relationships.
Speaker 1: I guess I'll do my best. What's what's going on
Speaker 1: with you?
Speaker 12: I know, Well, is there like a missus Gecko?
Speaker 1: Is there a missus Gecko? Probably out there somewhere. There's
Speaker 1: all kinds of people with all kinds of names. But
Speaker 1: what's going on in your life?
Speaker 12: Okay? Have you ever seen that movie good Luck Chuck?
Speaker 1: Good Luck Chuck. I've heard of it. I'm familiar.
Speaker 12: Okay, So basically, like this guy, you know, women go
Speaker 12: to him and they get with him and then they
Speaker 12: find like they're forever like saying afterwards, I feel like
Speaker 12: that's kind of my life right now.
Speaker 1: Good Luck. So in Good Luck Chuck, women get with
Speaker 1: Chuck and then they just fall in love with him forever.
Speaker 12: No, they get like, like, so the next boyfriend that
Speaker 12: they get, that's like who they get married to.
Speaker 1: Oh so Chuck is the penultimate lover eternally.
Speaker 5: Yes.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's his and that's his and that's is that
Speaker 1: an issue for him?
Speaker 12: No? But for me yeah, I'm kind of over it.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, so you are the perpetual penultimate lover before
Speaker 1: the guy finds whoever he actually ends up being with.
Speaker 12: Yeah. So, like the last three people I've talked to,
Speaker 12: I've been single for like three years now. So like
Speaker 12: the last three people I kind of got serious with
Speaker 12: have ghosted me, stopped talking to me, and then like
Speaker 12: a week later they have another girlfriend. And it's like
Speaker 12: the weirdest thing.
Speaker 1: I don't know, mmm, interesting, interesting, I.
Speaker 12: No, go ahead, please sorry, I'm actually kind of I
Speaker 12: think I'm talking to someone right now. I don't know
Speaker 12: if I'm being like Homie zone though. It's kind of weird.
Speaker 12: He's a weird relationship.
Speaker 2: That we have.
Speaker 1: Why tell me more about this relationship? Why do you
Speaker 1: think it is? It is weird?
Speaker 8: Uh?
Speaker 12: He just kind of like tells me about dates he
Speaker 12: goes on and like how bad they are. But we
Speaker 12: talked all the time, like it's kind of cute, Like
Speaker 12: he'll have me like who want to talk to me
Speaker 12: on his way home from work? Or like we'll talk
Speaker 12: on the phone before bed and stuff. We've hung out
Speaker 12: a few times. We actually went on a date last
Speaker 12: Friday and it was good. I kind of fucked it
Speaker 12: up though by being late. I didn't mean to. I
Speaker 12: just scrambled for like a babysitter last minute, So we
Speaker 12: missed dinner like he wanted to. But we still did
Speaker 12: the other two things a child.
Speaker 1: I do, Yes, so be honest with me. Has that
Speaker 1: been like a a any any amount of impediment in
Speaker 1: your dating life.
Speaker 12: There's been some people that are like, I don't know.
Speaker 12: I try to keep my home life away from my
Speaker 12: dating life because my son has a dad and he
Speaker 12: sees him, so it's it's no issue. I'm not looking
Speaker 12: for someone for my son, you know, it's for me.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmmm. Interesting okay, Uh, it's.
Speaker 12: It is weird because there's a lot of people in
Speaker 12: my age that are like, oh, you have a five
Speaker 12: year old and I'm like, yeah, I don't know. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: Sure, well, I mean look, regardless of what other people
Speaker 1: your age think about, you know, your life, Like, well,
Speaker 1: how do you meet these these guys? You said, there's
Speaker 1: all these guys who go on like they like they
Speaker 1: go on a few dates with you and then they
Speaker 1: find someone else. Do when you go on a date
Speaker 1: with first of all, we are you meeting these guys?
Speaker 1: It's like this is this is a tender thing, a
Speaker 1: hinge thing.
Speaker 12: Uh tender and hinge?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Okay, And do they do they know off the bat
Speaker 1: that you have a child?
Speaker 12: Yeah? I actually put in my profiles then I'm a mom.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, I think that's I think that's good. Not
Speaker 1: you know, not not because anyone has any right to
Speaker 1: anyone else business. But you know, at the end of
Speaker 1: the day, it makes things easier for you, right because
Speaker 1: you don't want to waste any time, you know with
Speaker 1: anyone who you don't.
Speaker 5: Know is already that.
Speaker 12: Yeah, you don't know.
Speaker 1: Interesting. So so all right, it's talking more about this
Speaker 1: guy who you're talking to right now, because it sounds
Speaker 1: like things are going good with that guy.
Speaker 12: I think so, but like, I don't know, he might
Speaker 12: be watching the stream, so I'm trying to watch what
Speaker 12: I say.
Speaker 1: Did he did you? Did you show him the stream?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 1: Oh.
Speaker 12: He tried to call me when I was in the queue,
Speaker 12: and I was like, no, I'm not trying to be rude, Okay,
Speaker 12: I've been like I've been super hype about getting on
Speaker 12: your show for a minute. So like he's always we're
Speaker 12: always talking about it, like oh, He's like, get in there,
Speaker 12: you got.
Speaker 1: It, And so you're always talking about it because you're like,
Speaker 1: you're like, I really want to call this geckos to
Speaker 1: talk about you.
Speaker 12: I have told him. I was like, when I if
Speaker 12: I ever get in I'm talking ship and he said
Speaker 12: he would do the same.
Speaker 1: Yeah, is he Is he on the fucking queue? That's
Speaker 1: conference with motherfucker in Dude.
Speaker 12: I don't I don't know if he's on the cue.
Speaker 12: Do you want me to like, I don't know how
Speaker 12: to do that. I don't know if he's calling.
Speaker 1: No, Well listen, Okay, So you're in this you're in
Speaker 1: this thing where you feel like guys, are you feel
Speaker 1: like you're the you're the you're the you know, always
Speaker 1: whatever being passed over or whatever. But I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know, I feel like, uh, the the remedy to that,
Speaker 1: if there is one, is like patience, right, and sounds
Speaker 1: like you've been pretty patient, and I don't know, it
Speaker 1: sounds like these things are working out with this guy.
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, I do think I need to, Like I
Speaker 12: just get really excited. So it's like like my loveling
Speaker 12: guage is like buying stuff and like giving presents and
Speaker 12: like showing it, you know, like, oh, I like you,
Speaker 12: here's this, I got this for you. So it's like
Speaker 12: I was like, oh my god, I've been trying so
Speaker 12: hard not to buy a bunch of gifts and be like, hey,
Speaker 12: how's it going? Like, but I don't want to like
Speaker 12: scare them away, Like I haven't done that before, but
Speaker 12: this one, I don't know. I feel like it's kind
Speaker 12: of different, so.
Speaker 1: You know, you're kind of my My general thought process
Speaker 1: on like dating is that like you shouldn't ever not
Speaker 1: for And this is not I'm not saying. This is
Speaker 1: not like a cheesy thing. I'm saying, this is like
Speaker 1: a logic. Okay, this is not a motivational speech. You
Speaker 1: shouldn't compromise logically. You should not compromise who you are
Speaker 1: while you are dating because you got to find someone
Speaker 1: who is cool with how you are. And if your
Speaker 1: love languages gifts, now here's now okay, now here's the
Speaker 1: tricky part of what I just said is that if
Speaker 1: your peculiar, or if you act in ways that are
Speaker 1: not how a lot of people act, or if maybe
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know anything about you know,
Speaker 1: how many people give gifts as their love language, but whatever,
Speaker 1: then then you have to be a little bit more patient. Yeah,
Speaker 1: if you have high standards, you gotta be a little
Speaker 1: bit more patient, which is okay. I think having high
Speaker 1: standards is good. By the way, I don't know if
Speaker 1: I'm saying.
Speaker 12: He's in the queue.
Speaker 1: But he's in the que name.
Speaker 12: His name's Kane.
Speaker 1: There. There ain't no Cain in this uh in this
Speaker 1: queue right here.
Speaker 12: I don't know his twitch thing is like clutching the scrub.
Speaker 1: He's in the chat, not the cue conference. Confidence, sa, man,
Speaker 1: if you want, if you want, you don't have to
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know what we're going to talk about,
Speaker 1: but we can try it.
Speaker 12: Oh, no, to keep suck to me.
Speaker 1: Listen, listen. What's your name again? Did he you didn't
Speaker 1: confor You're not? What's your Are you there?
Speaker 5: Yeah? What's up?
Speaker 1: Oh? It's both of you guys. Hey, what's that man?
Speaker 1: What's your name? My name is Kane Kin Yeah, like
Speaker 1: Kane and Able from the Bible.
Speaker 5: Yeah, we get that a lot.
Speaker 1: How's your life going, Kane?
Speaker 5: It's good man, dude, you know, getting through.
Speaker 1: The getting through the West. Are you watching TV right now?
Speaker 5: No, I'm not.
Speaker 1: When are you guys watching TV?
Speaker 5: It is not me?
Speaker 7: It was me?
Speaker 5: Sorry?
Speaker 1: Oh no, Worri Wait, so how long have you guys
Speaker 1: been hanging out with each other?
Speaker 9: It was me?
Speaker 8: Wait?
Speaker 5: What would you say, like a couple of weeks?
Speaker 12: Yeah, like a month?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah, Well listen, it's been about a month. And where'd
Speaker 1: you guys meet? Hinge? Tinder?
Speaker 12: It was, well, we started talking on Hinge, but we met.
Speaker 12: I was like fourteen when we first met.
Speaker 1: Oh really, so this is one of those like, uh,
Speaker 1: you met, you first meet and whatever, middle school, and
Speaker 1: then all of a sudden you're on Hinge and you're like,
Speaker 1: I saw I remember that guy from whatever math class,
Speaker 1: and now you're you're hanging out kah pretty much?
Speaker 5: Yeah, now I think I was sixteen, she was fourteen
Speaker 5: pretty much. We were both just like school together.
Speaker 1: That school was it as is it was? It was
Speaker 1: it nice to reconnect.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, we vibe is pretty good. Yeah, it was cool.
Speaker 1: Beautiful Cane, Cane, do you even know what what this
Speaker 1: is that we're Do you even know about what this is?
Speaker 5: Uh? Kind of yeah. I I caught a couple of
Speaker 5: your streams on Reddit? Did you start streaming on credit
Speaker 5: before you? With the twitch?
Speaker 1: Everywhere? I'm on my Space, I'm on fucking born Hub
Speaker 1: name it, I'm there bank Bang. You never been to
Speaker 1: spank bang dot com? No, I haven't check it out.
Speaker 5: Chat is blowing up right now. It's so. Yeah, we
Speaker 5: met when we were when we were under age, we
Speaker 5: were both minors, and then in the future where I'm
Speaker 5: twenty six now she's what twenty four? Yeah, so everybuddy's like,
Speaker 5: whoa wait.
Speaker 1: A minute, And how do you feel as though you
Speaker 1: have matured, developed slat or even stayed the same since
Speaker 1: since you since you first rendezvous a decade prior. Oh?
Speaker 5: I mean, man, I don't even know how to answer that. Honestly,
Speaker 5: it's yeah, I feel like I've I've definitely grown up.
Speaker 1: You're definitely grown up.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean I would say I definitely a lot,
Speaker 5: matured a bit, pretty much got my life going. I
Speaker 5: don't know, what do you What.
Speaker 1: Do you look for in a partner, Kane?
Speaker 5: Uh, somebody that somebody that gets seen, somebody that I
Speaker 5: can vibe with that I don't know. I don't know, really, I.
Speaker 1: Think that's a sufficient answer. Somebody that vibes with you,
Speaker 1: somebody that gets you. Sufficient answer. I would say, that's
Speaker 1: that's pretty common amongst, uh, amongst most people. Yeah, well, listen,
Speaker 1: Cain and what's your name again?
Speaker 6: Blair?
Speaker 1: Blair Caine and Blair Listen. You could die at any second,
Speaker 1: so live in the moment and enjoy uh the time
Speaker 1: that you've got where you're a young person that can
Speaker 1: talk to people and do things and hold hands and
Speaker 1: all that crazy crap. You know, enjoy it well you can,
Speaker 1: because one day you'll be old and alone and all
Speaker 1: your friends will be dead, or you'll be dead. That's
Speaker 1: really that's the two options.
Speaker 11: So you know, chill, enjoy, enjoy your life.
Speaker 1: Enjoy life, appreciate you, get go. Someone said, ghak is
Speaker 1: going to a dark place? Why is? I don't know, know,
Speaker 1: you know what. Here's the thing, whether or not I
Speaker 1: believe in love. I think I believe in love in
Speaker 1: a general sense. But is love but I don't I
Speaker 1: don't know if I don't know if love is for everyone.
Speaker 1: I don't know if love is for everyone. I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's for me. Dude, class sick line. I thought,
Speaker 1: and look, I thought love was only true in fairy
Speaker 1: tales for somebody else, but not for me. You know
Speaker 1: that's okay? Do you need love? Do you need love?
Speaker 1: Do you need a soul? Me the partner or forever? Whatever?
Speaker 1: The fuck? You know? Can't you just walk around, eat
Speaker 1: food and jerk off in peace and then die? Is
Speaker 1: that not a life well lived? Climb a mountain? Look
Speaker 1: at a leaf, eat a piece of pizza, talk to
Speaker 1: your friend on the phone, and then die. Is there
Speaker 1: anything wrong with that? I don't think so. Am I lonely?
Speaker 1: Actually no, I'm actually feeling pretty good. Well, I've gotten used.
Speaker 1: This is This is a difference between being lonely and
Speaker 1: enjoying being I like, I like, I liked having some
Speaker 1: I like having time to my side. I like I like,
Speaker 1: I like. I like getting high and going to the
Speaker 1: museum alone, getting going to the aquarium alone. Going to
Speaker 1: the aquarium alone is the best. I I got high.
Speaker 1: I went to the Georgia Aquarium alone. I stare at
Speaker 1: a fish for twenty five minutes. You can't do that
Speaker 1: ship If you go to the aquarium with other people,
Speaker 1: you have to keep pace with them as they maneuver
Speaker 1: around the various rooms. There's no time to build connection
Speaker 1: with the fish. And that's why I go to the
Speaker 1: aquarium in the first place, because I'm lonely.
Speaker 4: Literally goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.
Speaker 1: Teaching life expert