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Speaker 2: Hey? How you doing as this?

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Speaker 1: Nathan?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, yeah, it is methan.

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Speaker 1: Uh Nathan, what are you? What are you doing?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Nothing much. I'm just just just hanging out with my family.

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Speaker 4: Uh.

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Speaker 2: I just decided to call in about uh, you know,

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Speaker 2: like you know, you know, I've been having this gas

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Speaker 2: since I was a kid, and you know it's it's

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Speaker 2: it's put a damper on some of my relationships.

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Speaker 1: Gas. What kind of gas? You mean? Like flatulence?

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Speaker 2: Like ass gas? Yeah, flatulence?

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Speaker 1: Ask Okay, listen before I need to know this before

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Speaker 1: we get and it's okay. If the answer is yes,

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Speaker 1: we can still have the conversation. But I just need

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Speaker 1: to know before we dive into this. Are you fucking

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Speaker 1: with me?

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Speaker 2: No? I'm not, No, not at all.

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Speaker 1: Do you promise I swear, I swear swear you're not

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Speaker 1: with me.

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Speaker 2: I promise I'm not fucking with you?

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Speaker 1: Okay, because I read the whole family recognized your whole

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Speaker 1: family is what.

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Speaker 2: They've They've called it a problem of mine as well,

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Speaker 2: even some of my teachers throughout school.

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Speaker 1: Where are you right now? Do you live alone?

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Speaker 2: No? No, at the moment, I'm living with my mom my,

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Speaker 2: sister and my niece.

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Speaker 1: Can I talk to your mom?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Yeah, he wantn't.

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Speaker 5: Talk to you.

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Speaker 6: Hello?

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Speaker 1: Hi, what's your name?

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Speaker 7: My name is Mace's mom. I probably can.

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Speaker 1: Double m Your son tells me that he has a

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Speaker 1: flatulence problem? Would you say that that is accurate?

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Speaker 8: No?

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Speaker 7: I got it is perfectly your accurate and then some

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Speaker 7: And honestly, I think this could be maintained with diet control.

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Speaker 7: But he just loves to eat all the crappy foods.

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Speaker 1: What does he eat?

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Speaker 7: Oh, we're talking ice cream, dairy burgers, all the things

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Speaker 7: that cheese, all these things that just really irritates his

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Speaker 7: bowels more. And you know it's it. Sometimes he can

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Speaker 7: clear a room house.

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Speaker 1: Actually what now, I'm kind of now hold on all right,

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Speaker 1: so and just bear with me on this. You know

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Speaker 1: how your farts smell kind of good, not good, but

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Speaker 1: like you you know what I mean, you know what

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Speaker 1: I mean. I do have to explain this.

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Speaker 7: They're acceptable to me. I think that's okay.

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Speaker 1: Right. So the fact that so, like when my mom farts,

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Speaker 1: it smells bad, But is there a thing where like

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Speaker 1: because I don't know, is there a thing that like,

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Speaker 1: because your son came out of you and has similar

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Speaker 1: biology whatever, chromosome, you know, all that stuff. Is it possible?

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Speaker 1: Does do any do his farts? Not one hundred percent,

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Speaker 1: but at least half of them smell good to you?

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Speaker 2: Not at all, not at all.

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Speaker 7: In fact, sometimes I can't stand my own I am

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Speaker 7: very conscientious and mindful about what I eat, specifically for

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Speaker 7: that reason.

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Speaker 1: Yes, the call screener when they were writing down notes

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Speaker 1: on Mason, they wrote that Mason told them that he

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Speaker 1: farts at least what does it fit? Hold on, hold on,

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Speaker 1: he said fifteen times a day. That's not that bad.

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Speaker 1: He far He's got a far way more than fifteen

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I think that is some some I think that's

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Speaker 7: simply super modest.

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Speaker 1: Honest, he's uh, he's fudging the numbers one.

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Speaker 7: Big times, big time.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, okay, So have you talked to Mason about

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Speaker 1: a you know, I don't know, eating better or oh.

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Speaker 7: Definitely eating When he was younger, you know, I would

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Speaker 7: it's it's ridiculous. I mean, he does what he wants.

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Speaker 1: Do you guys have a yard or or a front

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Speaker 1: would stay out of that space and leave him alone

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Speaker 1: in that space. But he can fart.

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Speaker 1: So the farts that he can't even hold them in,

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Speaker 6: Yes, yes, yes.

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Speaker 1: And has he been doing this since he was a

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Speaker 7: Yeah, no, no, no, this has always been always This

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Speaker 7: I don't think beef and meats agree with his He

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Speaker 1: Well, missus mom, thank you very much for talking to

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Speaker 1: me about this. I'm gonna I'm gonna wrap.

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Speaker 8: Up real question.

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Speaker 1: Here he is Mason. Hello, Mason, would you look man here,

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Speaker 1: I'm going to level with you here because I you know,

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Speaker 1: all the stuff that your mom says that you shouldn't

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Speaker 2: So do you have a guest too?

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Speaker 1: Oh? Extremely? Would you have you ever farted in your

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Speaker 1: mom's face?

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Speaker 2: the face, Like I did.

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Speaker 1: You know, would you concede to at least going outside

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Speaker 1: You know, okay, you can get a pass when you're sleeping,

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Speaker 1: But I mean, how far away are you guys's.

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Speaker 2: Bedrooms downstairs and upstairs and it's just like a straight channel?

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Speaker 1: Uh, I mean, look, it seems like a problem that

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Speaker 2: just kind of take other people's senses, you know, such

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Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, I'm glad we could come to a breakthrough here, Mason.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate you calling in. You have good rest of

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Speaker 1: the night.

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Speaker 2: Yes, you too, got go.

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Speaker 1: You know, I believe Mason's mom when she says that

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Speaker 1: Mason's farts don't smell good to her. But it kind

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Speaker 1: way that your farts smell. Okay, maybe as as his

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Speaker 1: mom said, tolerable. Maybe maybe good is too much of

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Speaker 1: One of my fucking ah God, sorry, if I look

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Speaker 1: like common pain, one of my toes is uh like

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Speaker 1: whether you can lift I can't lift up my toe.

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Speaker 1: Any medical experts in the chat know how long I

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Speaker 1: have left to live with this toe thing. I should

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Speaker 1: get it cut off? Well, that would solve the problem.

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Speaker 1: I guess. Let's sick A phone call? Hello, Hey, Hi,

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Speaker 1: is this Chase? That's me?

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Speaker 8: How are you doing?

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Speaker 1: Get Chase? I'm doing pretty well. Actually my toe thing

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Speaker 1: doctor because I've I've been eating very shittily and it

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Speaker 1: could be diabetes. But who knows enough about me and

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Speaker 1: my things? What's going on with you? Chase?

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Speaker 8: So I got pretty hurt a few years ago. I

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Speaker 8: I lost a lot of my memory, like my short

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Speaker 8: And I want to get back to playing the game again.

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Speaker 1: Interesting you lost eight years of memory, so when the

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Speaker 8: Approximately between ages eight to well, now I would say

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Speaker 9: Eight to sixteen?

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Speaker 8: Yeah, so I worked with a neurologist for maybe two

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Speaker 8: but you know, they did mririse and they looked through

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Speaker 8: There's definitely a little bit of damage, but as long

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Speaker 8: as you don't get hit like that, you'll be all right.

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Speaker 8: And then when I asked about my memory, they kind

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Speaker 1: I mean, look on the bright side, I feel like

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Speaker 1: there's a lot of people out there that wish that

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Speaker 1: they couldn't remember the ages of you know, twelve to fourteen,

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Speaker 8: I'm sure there are a blunch of things, like there

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Speaker 8: are definitely some things that people have told me who

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Speaker 8: knew me around that time, like in middle and high school,

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Speaker 8: where they're like, oh, yeah, no, I did this one

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Speaker 8: like embarrassing or terrible thing, Like well, I mean if

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Speaker 8: I did anything like that, you.

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Speaker 1: Don't even remember. That's pretty good. You don't remember the

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Speaker 8: Twelve exactly exactly, and we all do embarrassing things when

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Speaker 1: So do what about? So I'm curious, So did you

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Speaker 8: So I'm not in contact with many people that I

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Speaker 1: Look I've been wearing. This is not a joke, This

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Speaker 8: Okay, So I was actually recently told that that is

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Speaker 1: That's that's the most incredibly rare sharing because I it

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Speaker 8: I don't wear them consecutively, but I definitely yes, chat

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Speaker 1: Now, what's your opinion on underwear? How many times in

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Speaker 8: You can take a shower, like I highly recommend changing him.

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Speaker 8: But like you know, it's okay as long as you

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Speaker 8: don't sweat. As long as they don't smell you's good.

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Speaker 8: Absolutely so. It was actually out of practice for the

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Speaker 8: At that point, I had no idea what had happened.

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Speaker 8: Next time, the next thing I knew, I was looking

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Speaker 9: I was like, yeah, I'm good.

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Speaker 8: Point I don't remember who contacted my parents. I think

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Speaker 9: They were supposed to.

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Speaker 8: They didn't.

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Speaker 8: No, so now I have made in this.

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Speaker 8: They didn't do too terribly much. They just kind of

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Speaker 1: Really, they just looked at you and they build you

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Speaker 8: Bucks basically, so hold on.

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Speaker 8: The impact was about it's across the bridge of my nose.

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Speaker 5: That's about it.

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Speaker 1: And you're you can barely breathe through.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, did your partner feel and your partner was his

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Speaker 8: Yeah?

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Speaker 5: Was he?

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Speaker 1: Does he feel guilty?

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Speaker 8: No, so we're still it's a little complicated with him.

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Speaker 8: I still care about him. I consider him one of

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Speaker 8: And he did.

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Speaker 1: He thought it was he thought it was funny.

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Speaker 9: Oh my god.

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Speaker 8: Yeah. I mean it is like I'm out here playing

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Speaker 1: And face gets rocked.

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Speaker 8: Yeah. Like, that's one of the funniest things. I cherished,

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Speaker 1: Well, I'm glad that you have a good attitude about it.

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Speaker 8: to stay with five six years since I broke my nose,

444
00:25:34,160 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 8: and I can spar like there's it depends on who

445
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:44,400
Speaker 8: I'm sparring like. I can't spar certain people, but there

446
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:46,879
Speaker 8: are some times where I can just suck it up

447
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:48,800
Speaker 8: and be like, all right, I do want to fight.

448
00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:50,639
Speaker 8: I want to get on field. I want to be

449
00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:52,200
Speaker 8: this bad ass like warrior chick.

450
00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:57,040
Speaker 1: You know, Well, it's cool that you got the Oh

451
00:25:57,080 --> 00:25:58,440
Speaker 1: I was just gonna say, it's cool that you've got

452
00:25:58,480 --> 00:26:01,640
Speaker 1: the whole the sewing thing because you get to stay

453
00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:04,000
Speaker 1: involved with the community even though and not at the fight.

454
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:06,120
Speaker 12: Oh.

455
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,040
Speaker 8: Absolutely, And I'm very I'm very thankful for that, and

456
00:26:09,080 --> 00:26:11,480
Speaker 8: it's one of my It's one of my favorite pastimes.

457
00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 9: Like I sew.

458
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 8: Almost every day now, even if it's just like practicing

459
00:26:15,359 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 8: selling straight lines.

460
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:18,960
Speaker 1: Well, watch out for that needle. What did you say

461
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:19,600
Speaker 1: your name was?

462
00:26:21,040 --> 00:26:21,840
Speaker 8: My name is Chase.

463
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:24,800
Speaker 1: Chase. Thank you very much for sharing your story. Is

464
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:26,680
Speaker 1: there anything else you want to say before we Before

465
00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:27,000
Speaker 1: we go?

466
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:34,040
Speaker 8: I hope you have a great night, and I enjoy

467
00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:37,320
Speaker 8: I enjoy the way that your podcast is edited. I

468
00:26:37,359 --> 00:26:40,879
Speaker 8: think it's quite lovely, and your screener is very lovely

469
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:41,359
Speaker 8: as well.

470
00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,240
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for all the kind words. I

471
00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:46,400
Speaker 1: will try my best to have a good evening and

472
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,480
Speaker 1: you do as well. Chase have a good name.

473
00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 11: Thank you.

474
00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:51,360
Speaker 5: You two guys.

475
00:26:51,880 --> 00:26:52,560
Speaker 1: What's your name?

476
00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 6: My name is Will?

477
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:58,959
Speaker 1: Will? What's going on with you?

478
00:26:59,000 --> 00:26:59,240
Speaker 12: Will?

479
00:26:59,320 --> 00:27:00,000
Speaker 1: Tell me everything?

480
00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:00,240
Speaker 13: Thing?

481
00:27:00,240 --> 00:27:00,959
Speaker 1: Tell me nothing?

482
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:07,119
Speaker 6: Ah well, well, I've been calling since the beginning of

483
00:27:07,119 --> 00:27:11,119
Speaker 6: the stream tonight and I want to talk about a

484
00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:15,520
Speaker 6: little bit of a medical issue that I recently went through.

485
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:20,439
Speaker 6: Apparently it's pretty common, That's what everyone's been telling me.

486
00:27:20,560 --> 00:27:22,080
Speaker 3: And I don't know.

487
00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:23,639
Speaker 6: I'm not looking at the chat right now. I know

488
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:29,639
Speaker 6: how you feel about that. Sure, it's called a PI.

489
00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:33,439
Speaker 1: I I have had a pollen iidyl cyst. I have

490
00:27:33,680 --> 00:27:38,560
Speaker 1: had You had a pollenidyl cysty. It's a little fucking

491
00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:43,119
Speaker 1: it's a cyst that's not inside of your asshole, but

492
00:27:43,280 --> 00:27:48,120
Speaker 1: it's like right on the top, yes, right, it's right

493
00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:50,680
Speaker 1: at the crest of your ass.

494
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:55,440
Speaker 6: Okay, Well, oh my god, So it is pretty common then.

495
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,320
Speaker 1: Huh, I've had I had, I had one right at

496
00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:00,879
Speaker 1: the crest of your ass. Itels like you have like

497
00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 1: a like a big fucking like lump. You can't you

498
00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 1: can barely sit down with it. It's no, it's it's

499
00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:06,760
Speaker 1: not fun.

500
00:28:08,240 --> 00:28:13,280
Speaker 6: Yes, well, mine had an uh an ab set m

501
00:28:13,720 --> 00:28:19,560
Speaker 6: that that I had to get like surgically cut like

502
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:24,760
Speaker 6: lant and removed. M hm did you have Did you

503
00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:25,680
Speaker 6: have to go through that too?

504
00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:31,560
Speaker 1: I got lucky. I. I just took a bunch of

505
00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:36,600
Speaker 1: antibiotics and it went away on its own. I I I.

506
00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:38,760
Speaker 1: I was told I might have to go in for surgery,

507
00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 1: but if the antibiotics didn't work. But the antibiotics ended

508
00:28:41,880 --> 00:28:42,200
Speaker 1: up working.

509
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:44,040
Speaker 2: Uh.

510
00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:45,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, you definitely got lucky.

511
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:51,440
Speaker 6: So I had to make my way to a like

512
00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:52,920
Speaker 6: a priority character type place.

513
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:53,880
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

514
00:28:55,000 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 6: Now I did a little research mm hmm, you know,

515
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:04,320
Speaker 6: pulled it up like on my phone, showed them exactly

516
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:09,920
Speaker 6: what I had, and yeah, they had to, you know,

517
00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:16,120
Speaker 6: go ahead and and cut me open lance it. They said,

518
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,440
Speaker 6: the doctor said it was probably about like two cups

519
00:29:19,440 --> 00:29:24,880
Speaker 6: of like puffs and blood that came out.

520
00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:27,719
Speaker 1: But that was who you said? Two cups of blood?

521
00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:31,600
Speaker 6: About two cups of puffs and blood?

522
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:34,640
Speaker 1: Did he say how did he say, like the percentage

523
00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:37,080
Speaker 1: of what percent was puss and what percent was blood.

524
00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:45,320
Speaker 6: Not exactly. I'd probably say about seventy thirty plus the blood.

525
00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:50,840
Speaker 1: Ratio seventy thirty in favor of puss, Yeah, probably favorite

526
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:55,640
Speaker 1: in favorite puss. Where did where do? Where do you

527
00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:59,040
Speaker 1: even dispose of that much puss and blood? It's like

528
00:29:59,080 --> 00:29:59,480
Speaker 1: two cups?

529
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:00,200
Speaker 2: Is well?

530
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:04,760
Speaker 6: You know, like when you go to the doctor, there's

531
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:12,000
Speaker 6: always that little bin like the bio hazard been when

532
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:15,160
Speaker 6: I was, I was in so much trauma, Like okay,

533
00:30:15,200 --> 00:30:18,320
Speaker 6: so the cutting of it open wasn't that bad, Like

534
00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:20,440
Speaker 6: it was more of a relief, you know.

535
00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:23,920
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I bet that. I bet getting that fucker

536
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,160
Speaker 1: drained felt pretty good.

537
00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 3: That felt great.

538
00:30:29,880 --> 00:30:34,320
Speaker 6: But the worst is that with the access they have

539
00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:38,760
Speaker 6: to pack it with with disinfectant gauze. They have to

540
00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 6: pack the wounds. So just to paint a picture for you, yeah,

541
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:53,920
Speaker 6: I'm laying on this chair belly down, uh ask out,

542
00:30:54,120 --> 00:31:01,720
Speaker 6: asked as exposed, and this doctor of you know I've

543
00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 6: never met in my life is just stuffing this open

544
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:11,040
Speaker 6: wound with with disinfectant gauze and is the most excruciating

545
00:31:11,040 --> 00:31:19,040
Speaker 6: pain in my life, like traumatizing m And keep in

546
00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:21,280
Speaker 6: mind this is that like a priority care type place,

547
00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:25,120
Speaker 6: so there's like people in the waiting room, you know,

548
00:31:27,680 --> 00:31:32,200
Speaker 6: and I'm in there just hollering, just like in so

549
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:33,240
Speaker 6: much pain.

550
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:36,480
Speaker 1: And they could probably hear you out there.

551
00:31:37,560 --> 00:31:39,600
Speaker 3: Oh oh yeah, yeah, they could hear me.

552
00:31:40,040 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 1: That probably was very unnerving for them.

553
00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:49,000
Speaker 6: I would I would assume it was on my way out,

554
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:55,440
Speaker 6: like after uh, you know, leaving the place, I feel

555
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,080
Speaker 6: great afterwards, after the fact that.

556
00:31:57,040 --> 00:32:01,160
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, okay, so after everything, after the most

557
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:04,240
Speaker 1: excrucious so the gauze it sounded like, was the horrible part,

558
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 1: but the after everything is said and done, you feel good.

559
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:09,360
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.

560
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:11,480
Speaker 6: On my way out, I'm like, you know, I'm strutting

561
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:14,840
Speaker 6: out of this place, but you know, I'm getting all

562
00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:17,360
Speaker 6: these crazy stares from all the people in the waiting

563
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:18,000
Speaker 6: room there.

564
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,360
Speaker 1: All right, but you got this, but you also you

565
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:25,360
Speaker 1: got this big smile on your face, right, so they're like,

566
00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:27,240
Speaker 1: I don't know what he was doing in there, but

567
00:32:27,280 --> 00:32:27,840
Speaker 1: I want that.

568
00:32:29,880 --> 00:32:33,440
Speaker 6: Yeah yeah, yeah, probably a little bit.

569
00:32:34,040 --> 00:32:35,440
Speaker 1: But yeah.

570
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:38,960
Speaker 6: So so you know, they say, like, you know, leave

571
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 6: the packing in for like two days and then come

572
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,960
Speaker 6: back and you know.

573
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:49,160
Speaker 3: We'll see what's up with it. Go back two days.

574
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:53,200
Speaker 6: Later, and I'm like, okay, they're gonna take it out

575
00:32:53,440 --> 00:32:54,720
Speaker 6: and then everything's gonna be good.

576
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,640
Speaker 1: Right, Yep, that didn't happen.

577
00:32:59,040 --> 00:33:02,120
Speaker 3: Nope, They're like, oh, we have to pack it again.

578
00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:09,160
Speaker 6: And my stomach just turned inside out just thinking like

579
00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:10,400
Speaker 6: oh my god.

580
00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:12,720
Speaker 3: Like I have to go through that again.

581
00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:20,840
Speaker 6: Yeah, similar thing like yeah, I mean they're screaming like

582
00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:23,000
Speaker 6: it hurts, Like hell.

583
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:27,520
Speaker 1: Why does it hurt so much that they are packing?

584
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:32,560
Speaker 1: Gall Is it like a hole in your ass? Crest?

585
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:34,040
Speaker 1: Or like what are they packing?

586
00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:36,040
Speaker 2: Pretty much?

587
00:33:36,120 --> 00:33:40,120
Speaker 6: They have to because if they let the wound close

588
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:45,400
Speaker 6: up with the abscessed, like when the syst is an abscessed,

589
00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:48,520
Speaker 6: then it'll just come back and they'll just have to

590
00:33:48,600 --> 00:33:49,760
Speaker 6: cut it open again and.

591
00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:51,600
Speaker 3: Repeat the process.

592
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,960
Speaker 6: So they have to pack it to keep the.

593
00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:54,920
Speaker 3: Wound open.

594
00:33:56,880 --> 00:34:00,960
Speaker 6: So that it can continue to drain and then yeah,

595
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:02,240
Speaker 6: so so won't come back.

596
00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 1: M So now wait a minute. So when they cut

597
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:11,640
Speaker 1: it open though, when they cut it open, did they

598
00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:12,440
Speaker 1: put you to sleep?

599
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:15,440
Speaker 3: Nope?

600
00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:18,360
Speaker 6: Because this was kind of like does that cost extra?

601
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:21,560
Speaker 3: Like I had to get this thing cut out? Like

602
00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:22,399
Speaker 3: it was so bad?

603
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:27,160
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, I mean he like did look like

604
00:34:28,440 --> 00:34:31,680
Speaker 6: he injected it with like a numbing type of thing.

605
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:32,080
Speaker 6: I don't know.

606
00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 3: What exactly it is. I'm not a doctor, you.

607
00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 1: Know, novacane perhaps something like that, but he said it's

608
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:42,839
Speaker 1: really not going to have any effect because of how

609
00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:46,640
Speaker 1: deep it was, Like I'm gonna be in pain regardless,

610
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:51,400
Speaker 1: mm hmm. And so okay, So how is how is

611
00:34:51,440 --> 00:34:52,200
Speaker 1: your ass doing?

612
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:52,439
Speaker 8: Now?

613
00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:56,000
Speaker 1: Like all all said and done, after it's all over,

614
00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:58,560
Speaker 1: How's how is the crest of your ass?

615
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,920
Speaker 3: You know, the crest of my ass is is much better?

616
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:07,560
Speaker 6: I mean, uh, no pain, no gain, you know, like.

617
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:11,480
Speaker 1: I better beautiful.

618
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:16,120
Speaker 6: And uh you know, the act of care was pretty

619
00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 6: crazy because my fiance had to uh help me like

620
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:24,120
Speaker 6: take care of it, you know what I mean, like

621
00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:26,800
Speaker 6: putting like covering it up and everything.

622
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:30,640
Speaker 3: With cream and bless her, Yeah, yeah, did.

623
00:35:30,680 --> 00:35:33,920
Speaker 1: She's a hero. You've given me, Well, listen, you've given

624
00:35:33,960 --> 00:35:39,680
Speaker 1: me a because I had a pollenidal sista, I'm you've

625
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:44,879
Speaker 1: given me a greater appreciation for those antibiotics. Did you

626
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:48,200
Speaker 1: did you try you? Did you try the antibiotics before

627
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:54,680
Speaker 1: they did the whole thing with the gaze and all that, Like.

628
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:56,880
Speaker 6: After they had cut it out and everything, you know,

629
00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 6: they prescribed me antibiotics so that would prevent it from

630
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 6: like from coming back.

631
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:12,239
Speaker 1: And will will well, well, thank you very much for

632
00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:15,560
Speaker 1: for sharing. Uh is is there anything else that you

633
00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:16,520
Speaker 1: want to say before we go?

634
00:36:18,320 --> 00:36:20,080
Speaker 6: I just want to shout out everyone in the chat.

635
00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:23,200
Speaker 6: I want to shout out, uh you lyle geg. You

636
00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:30,040
Speaker 6: know it's crazy. I feel blessed because it's it's my

637
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:36,080
Speaker 6: first night joining the stream and calling in and everyone

638
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:38,319
Speaker 6: who's been trying to call in. I just say, uh,

639
00:36:38,560 --> 00:36:40,359
Speaker 6: you know, don't give up like.

640
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:43,720
Speaker 3: Like you guys.

641
00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 6: You guys got this and you know I love you

642
00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:51,719
Speaker 6: all and I hope the best for everyone, beautiful.

643
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:53,880
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for the kind words. Will you

644
00:36:53,880 --> 00:36:54,480
Speaker 1: have a good rest of the.

645
00:36:54,520 --> 00:36:57,840
Speaker 3: Night, are you too? Thanks?

646
00:36:59,280 --> 00:36:59,520
Speaker 12: Hello?

647
00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:09,200
Speaker 1: I Hey, can you hear me? Oh? Yeah, what's up?

648
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:10,000
Speaker 1: What's your name?

649
00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:12,480
Speaker 10: My name is Gree.

650
00:37:13,160 --> 00:37:18,439
Speaker 1: Your name is Brie. What's up, Brie? How's mm hmm?

651
00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 1: I'm sorry my it's the foot thing again. I'll figure

652
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:27,719
Speaker 1: it out. Oh what were you gonna say?

653
00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:32,040
Speaker 10: I think I know what Uh, I think I know

654
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 10: what somebody was talking about in the chat. Neuropathy sometimes

655
00:37:39,080 --> 00:37:40,000
Speaker 10: bad circulation.

656
00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:44,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'll I'll just cut it off tomorrow. What's going

657
00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:44,520
Speaker 1: on with you?

658
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:44,839
Speaker 12: Bree?

659
00:37:44,960 --> 00:37:49,799
Speaker 1: Enough about me and my stupid body.

660
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 10: Not my I actually also just hurt my little body.

661
00:37:51,080 --> 00:37:55,480
Speaker 10: I didn't hurt my foot, though I burned my arm

662
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:56,520
Speaker 10: making a case idea.

663
00:37:57,480 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 1: You burned your arm making a case idea I did. Indeed,

664
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:06,960
Speaker 1: how often and how often do you make case ideas?

665
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 10: I made one yesterday and I made one today. It's

666
00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:12,880
Speaker 10: been about a month since I made kase idia since.

667
00:38:12,680 --> 00:38:16,160
Speaker 1: Then, And isn't it amazing the human brain? You can

668
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:18,799
Speaker 1: go off full month without making case ideas, and yet

669
00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,560
Speaker 1: when and then when you go to make them again,

670
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,919
Speaker 1: you you still remember how to make them.

671
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,239
Speaker 10: I am pretty shocked by that, because I I do

672
00:38:28,320 --> 00:38:30,040
Speaker 10: not remember a lot of things.

673
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:32,880
Speaker 1: You don't remember a lot of things. Do you remember

674
00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 1: the last thing you forgot?

675
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:41,560
Speaker 10: Shockingly? I do, because it was important?

676
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:42,719
Speaker 1: M What was it?

677
00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,680
Speaker 10: I had until the fourth to call in and get

678
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:52,160
Speaker 10: a service protection agreement signed for a car that I

679
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:57,719
Speaker 10: recently got, and I realized as I was leaving to

680
00:38:57,760 --> 00:38:59,720
Speaker 10: get into my car today that it was the first

681
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:02,400
Speaker 10: that I only had a couple more days to do that.

682
00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:09,920
Speaker 1: Oh well, I mean you got it done though, right, Yeah?

683
00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:13,360
Speaker 1: You know? Look, I don't what's your name again, Brie?

684
00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:18,279
Speaker 1: I don't blame you, Brie. Life demands far too much

685
00:39:18,280 --> 00:39:23,719
Speaker 1: of us. I myself can only be bothered to do

686
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:29,360
Speaker 1: one thing a day, So that's three hundred and sixty

687
00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:31,840
Speaker 1: five things a year, which is a lot, I think.

688
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:37,240
Speaker 1: But I mean no, I don't blame you for forgetting

689
00:39:37,239 --> 00:39:43,760
Speaker 1: that I have parking tickets that I haven't paid from,

690
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:48,600
Speaker 1: like you know twenty nineteen. Oh man, You know how

691
00:39:48,600 --> 00:39:51,160
Speaker 1: they say to you know how they say to build

692
00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:55,840
Speaker 1: multiple streams of income. Yeah, I do, so I do

693
00:39:55,920 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 1: the opposite with multi I have multiple streams of idea

694
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:05,239
Speaker 1: of outcome from various parking tickets that I have not

695
00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:05,800
Speaker 1: yet paid.

696
00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:10,920
Speaker 10: I just don't agree with parking tickets.

697
00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:12,360
Speaker 1: Why are stupid?

698
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:15,920
Speaker 10: You know, I used to live in like a college

699
00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:19,839
Speaker 10: town and you couldn't park on the on the road

700
00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:21,680
Speaker 10: at all, but that was like the only place to park.

701
00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:26,720
Speaker 10: And I didn't get a I almost got a parking ticket,

702
00:40:26,719 --> 00:40:29,319
Speaker 10: but I got my car, my mom's car booted, not

703
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:32,359
Speaker 10: even mine, a boot on my mom's car. They made

704
00:40:32,400 --> 00:40:34,439
Speaker 10: me pay like one hundred dollars to get it off

705
00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 10: when it was somewhere that I was allowed to park.

706
00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:41,560
Speaker 10: But I guess they informed people, not me, that they

707
00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 10: were doing construction. So nobody was allowed to park there,

708
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:48,280
Speaker 10: and I just thought that was unnecessary.

709
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:50,920
Speaker 1: So on the call screening, you said that you were

710
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:52,560
Speaker 1: training to be a mortician.

711
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:55,920
Speaker 10: I did, I did say that.

712
00:40:57,400 --> 00:40:58,200
Speaker 1: And how's that going?

713
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 10: You know, it's going pretty well. I don't know. When

714
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:08,279
Speaker 10: I started, I didn't think I was going to go

715
00:41:08,320 --> 00:41:10,560
Speaker 10: to college, and then I ended up going to college

716
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,840
Speaker 10: because this is what I really wanted to do, and

717
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:15,239
Speaker 10: it's been it's been pretty good.

718
00:41:17,400 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 1: You Actually, I have two questions prompted about what you

719
00:41:20,200 --> 00:41:22,279
Speaker 1: just said. You why do you initially not want to

720
00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:22,800
Speaker 1: go to college?

721
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:25,040
Speaker 2: Uh?

722
00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 10: I thought I thought it was worthless and that it

723
00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:30,600
Speaker 10: would be a waste of my time because I'm not

724
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:38,480
Speaker 10: I wouldn't consider consider myself a very uh yeah, smart,

725
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:41,600
Speaker 10: gifted with knowledge.

726
00:41:41,480 --> 00:41:47,600
Speaker 1: Books, smart type of person, sure study studious academicalists. So

727
00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:53,120
Speaker 1: so uh to bring me on a journey through the

728
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:58,200
Speaker 1: mind of somebody who actively desires to become a mortician?

729
00:41:58,719 --> 00:42:00,760
Speaker 1: Where does that? Where does that desire come from?

730
00:42:04,239 --> 00:42:10,279
Speaker 10: So weirdly enough, I started looking into kind of like.

731
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:11,600
Speaker 12: The death field.

732
00:42:11,719 --> 00:42:15,239
Speaker 10: When I was a young, a young kid, a young lad.

733
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:19,719
Speaker 10: I was probably nine, and I wanted to do forensics

734
00:42:19,760 --> 00:42:27,240
Speaker 10: really bad, and I went to a college in Illinois

735
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:32,399
Speaker 10: for an open house. Yeah, called went for an open

736
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:36,359
Speaker 10: house and talked to some of the people who had

737
00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:40,759
Speaker 10: just graduated and some of the professors, and they were like, yeah,

738
00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:43,439
Speaker 10: we can't get fucking jobs. We've been doing this for

739
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:47,560
Speaker 10: like fourteen years and I'm just a professor. And I

740
00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:49,080
Speaker 10: was like, oh, okay.

741
00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:49,520
Speaker 11: That's cool.

742
00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:52,600
Speaker 10: I've wasted most of my life wanting to do this.

743
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,439
Speaker 10: And then when I was leaving, this guy like kind

744
00:42:56,440 --> 00:42:59,080
Speaker 10: of beckoned me and he was like, hey, do you

745
00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:03,000
Speaker 10: want to you want to mess with dead people? You

746
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:06,280
Speaker 10: should look into this deeper. And it's only four years

747
00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:09,200
Speaker 10: instead of a million. I was like, oh, okay, that

748
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:10,520
Speaker 10: sounds that sounds nice.

749
00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:13,680
Speaker 1: When you're talking about a man beckoning you from like

750
00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:16,279
Speaker 1: a dark alley or something, I imagine he says to

751
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:18,120
Speaker 1: you something like I heard that you like death.

752
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:21,880
Speaker 10: Actually he was weird.

753
00:43:22,320 --> 00:43:24,360
Speaker 1: Really that's what he said, he said, I That's what

754
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:26,320
Speaker 1: he said verbatim. He said, I heard that you like death.

755
00:43:27,920 --> 00:43:28,200
Speaker 2: Yeah.

756
00:43:28,239 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 10: It was very creepy because it was kind of like

757
00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:34,120
Speaker 10: dimly lit in his area. So he like very like

758
00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:36,879
Speaker 10: quickly and quietly approached me, and he's like, I got

759
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:40,680
Speaker 10: something to show you, and I was like, uh, I

760
00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:43,360
Speaker 10: don't know if I should follow you, but I'm in

761
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:45,759
Speaker 10: a I'm in a well populated space, so I.

762
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:46,640
Speaker 5: Guess that's fine.

763
00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:48,799
Speaker 1: So you're hanging out with dead people all the.

764
00:43:48,760 --> 00:43:52,520
Speaker 10: Time, I am, I actually live in a funeral home.

765
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:56,440
Speaker 1: Do you ever develop crushes on them? Like you find

766
00:43:56,480 --> 00:43:59,279
Speaker 1: a dead guy that you think is cute and you're like,

767
00:43:59,320 --> 00:44:01,040
Speaker 1: I wish I got to know this guy.

768
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:04,720
Speaker 10: So far that has not happened.

769
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:08,319
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Is that, like, I'm curious? Is that like

770
00:44:08,360 --> 00:44:12,520
Speaker 1: a breach of like code or something?

771
00:44:14,840 --> 00:44:21,239
Speaker 10: Uh, you know, probably moral code sure for me. I

772
00:44:21,280 --> 00:44:23,680
Speaker 10: don't know how many people would mind that.

773
00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:29,359
Speaker 1: I would like, oh, what have you heard?

774
00:44:31,480 --> 00:44:32,040
Speaker 12: Uh?

775
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:33,279
Speaker 1: Oh?

776
00:44:33,360 --> 00:44:37,200
Speaker 10: Man oh, I don't know if I could actually Yeah, okay,

777
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:40,520
Speaker 10: I'll just go ahead. There was this kid at school

778
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:44,280
Speaker 10: we got we usually get in older people at school,

779
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 10: like man, I bet he was a stallion back in

780
00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:48,399
Speaker 10: the day.

781
00:44:49,120 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 1: M hmm.

782
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:52,080
Speaker 10: I was like, you know, I'm seeing this man and

783
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:55,399
Speaker 10: I just I couldn't imagine saying that. I'm thinking about

784
00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:56,040
Speaker 10: that right now.

785
00:44:56,680 --> 00:45:00,200
Speaker 1: So there was a there was another student at your

786
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:06,439
Speaker 1: school studying death and they brought in cadavers, right, yes, yeah,

787
00:45:06,480 --> 00:45:14,000
Speaker 1: And the kid was looking at the cadavers, penis, he

788
00:45:14,160 --> 00:45:14,840
Speaker 1: was just looking.

789
00:45:14,640 --> 00:45:17,120
Speaker 10: At all of him. We have a modesty cloth that

790
00:45:17,200 --> 00:45:21,040
Speaker 10: we have to put on them, Okay, so I will

791
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:24,840
Speaker 10: or not. I will not say if that modesty class

792
00:45:25,040 --> 00:45:25,759
Speaker 10: was on or off.

793
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:28,480
Speaker 1: I don't know. I feel like, look, if I'm a

794
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:32,239
Speaker 1: dead body and I'm on my way out like to never,

795
00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:33,839
Speaker 1: I mean because look, if you're a dead body, you're

796
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:37,000
Speaker 1: on your way out to never being your body never

797
00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:40,920
Speaker 1: gets seen again. So you know, I mean just me personally,

798
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:45,840
Speaker 1: me personally, if somebody said that about my dead body,

799
00:45:45,880 --> 00:45:48,080
Speaker 1: I'll be like, look good, let me get a couple

800
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 1: more compliments to take to the grave with me for

801
00:45:51,040 --> 00:45:53,640
Speaker 1: the road, because it's that's the end. That was the

802
00:45:53,719 --> 00:45:57,520
Speaker 1: that's the last guy to compliment that guy's dead body

803
00:45:57,800 --> 00:45:58,959
Speaker 1: before it's in the ground.

804
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:02,239
Speaker 10: For its thinking about too lately. I'm like, I don't know.

805
00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:10,640
Speaker 10: I just came to the realization yesterday actually that people

806
00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:15,000
Speaker 10: who I don't intend to hear me are always watching me.

807
00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:18,799
Speaker 10: I have a class of about fifty people, and I

808
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:23,759
Speaker 10: sit like right up front, and I was like, man,

809
00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:28,880
Speaker 10: if people are perceiving me like this in life, you know,

810
00:46:29,640 --> 00:46:33,200
Speaker 10: when I die and if I get cremated or buried

811
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:36,040
Speaker 10: or something so ever, handling my body is also going

812
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:40,520
Speaker 10: to have like an idea or thought about me as

813
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:44,600
Speaker 10: I'm going. And that has been something that has like

814
00:46:45,200 --> 00:46:48,520
Speaker 10: really confused me because I've always thought, I don't know why,

815
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,680
Speaker 10: it's like an object, permanent spring. I guess that only

816
00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:56,120
Speaker 10: my intended targets could hear me.

817
00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 8: And I realized that.

818
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:02,320
Speaker 1: Only people that you and tend to perceive you actually

819
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:04,319
Speaker 1: are the ones that perceive you, when in reality it

820
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:06,560
Speaker 1: is it's far not the case.

821
00:47:08,080 --> 00:47:11,359
Speaker 10: Yeah, especially like right now, I'm just thinking, I'm having

822
00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 10: a one on one chat with you, and there's there's

823
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:15,640
Speaker 10: a lot of people watching.

824
00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:18,360
Speaker 1: No, I don't look I mean with something like this,

825
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:22,879
Speaker 1: it's like I mean, ultimately probably with the podcast whatever,

826
00:47:22,920 --> 00:47:28,160
Speaker 1: there's probably whatever it's you know, yeah, sure there's a

827
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:30,880
Speaker 1: couple of thousands of people listening to this voice right now,

828
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:33,279
Speaker 1: but it doesn't I don't know. They're not they're not

829
00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:36,240
Speaker 1: in they're not with us right now. They're computer people.

830
00:47:36,239 --> 00:47:37,280
Speaker 1: They're not even real.

831
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:41,560
Speaker 10: That's true. That is true in real I think.

832
00:47:43,920 --> 00:47:45,600
Speaker 1: No, in real life it is way worse. That's why

833
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:49,040
Speaker 1: I'm you know, that's why it's so easy to drown

834
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:51,560
Speaker 1: it out when you know. It's like you look at

835
00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:53,600
Speaker 1: the twitch thing and you look at the podcast thing

836
00:47:53,640 --> 00:47:55,279
Speaker 1: and you see the numbers, and you're like, this is

837
00:47:55,320 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 1: computer people. You know, this is the Internet. It's not real.

838
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:06,680
Speaker 1: What did you say? Your name was, Brie brid It's

839
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:08,200
Speaker 1: been a pleasure talking to yours. Anything else that you

840
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: want to say to the people before.

841
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:13,279
Speaker 10: We go, I just want to say thank you so much.

842
00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:16,640
Speaker 10: You know you hear all the time, but what you're

843
00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:21,080
Speaker 10: doing is wonderful. We love you, we support you, and

844
00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:24,120
Speaker 10: one day I hope that one of us could be

845
00:48:24,239 --> 00:48:25,280
Speaker 10: your therapy.

846
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:29,399
Speaker 1: Deckom Well, thank you very much for the kind words, Britt.

847
00:48:29,600 --> 00:48:33,080
Speaker 1: I appreciate that very much. And thank you for all

848
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:40,600
Speaker 1: the good that you do for dead people with big penises.

849
00:48:43,040 --> 00:48:43,440
Speaker 5: Thank you.

850
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:45,080
Speaker 1: I have aggress the night.

851
00:48:45,560 --> 00:48:46,919
Speaker 5: Hi you too.

852
00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:53,160
Speaker 1: It is an interesting thing being perceived, you know what.

853
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:56,279
Speaker 1: But it's and people mentioned this with the podcast right

854
00:48:56,360 --> 00:48:59,560
Speaker 1: or in the show. They're like, oh, I'm being you know,

855
00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:02,560
Speaker 1: people all in and they're like nervous because they're being

856
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:05,960
Speaker 1: they feel themselves being perceived. And when I'm here right now,

857
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:07,799
Speaker 1: the whole time I'm here and I'm talking I don't

858
00:49:07,840 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 1: know what it is. I can't describe it. I don't

859
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:12,640
Speaker 1: know if it's a I felt this way when there

860
00:49:12,719 --> 00:49:14,200
Speaker 1: was no one watching this, and I feel this way

861
00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:20,120
Speaker 1: when there's people. I feel very at ease while I'm

862
00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:22,680
Speaker 1: streaming for whatever reason, with all these peop I feel

863
00:49:22,800 --> 00:49:29,880
Speaker 1: very at ease in this very very specific situation in

864
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:33,240
Speaker 1: which I am wearing a gecko costume and live streaming

865
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:36,120
Speaker 1: on the internet in this chair, in this room, feel

866
00:49:36,200 --> 00:49:40,520
Speaker 1: very at ease. But if I'm walking down a fucking

867
00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:49,200
Speaker 1: sidewalk and one person is walking towards me, but they're

868
00:49:49,320 --> 00:49:54,200
Speaker 1: very far away, but they're walking in my direction, I start.

869
00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:56,440
Speaker 1: I don't know why, but I'll get nervous. I'll try

870
00:49:56,480 --> 00:50:02,160
Speaker 1: to I'll feel too perceived by this one guy or

871
00:50:02,760 --> 00:50:05,080
Speaker 1: or lady with a dog, whatever it is, and I'll

872
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,400
Speaker 1: try to move to the other side of the street,

873
00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:12,760
Speaker 1: of the streets. But this and that, for whatever reason,

874
00:50:12,840 --> 00:50:15,440
Speaker 1: that makes me feel like I'm being perceived too much.

875
00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 1: But this, you know, I mean, I'm alone in my

876
00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:21,239
Speaker 1: house right now, talking into a stick at the end

877
00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:24,759
Speaker 1: of the day, So I don't know. Maybe there's some

878
00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:27,680
Speaker 1: sort of I don't know, maybe some there's some psychological

879
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:28,560
Speaker 1: explanation for that.

880
00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:32,760
Speaker 10: But hello, Hello, I'm gonna shit myself.

881
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:35,880
Speaker 1: Why are you going to ship yourself?

882
00:50:37,120 --> 00:50:41,000
Speaker 9: Because I'm excited, Bro. You were on my top spotify wrapp.

883
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:42,760
Speaker 9: I've been listening to your shitting non stop.

884
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:48,799
Speaker 1: Thank you, man, I appreciate that very much. Hmm. What

885
00:50:48,960 --> 00:50:53,520
Speaker 1: is your name, Ketam and how did you get that name?

886
00:50:53,520 --> 00:50:55,280
Speaker 1: Were you born with that name or did you acquire

887
00:50:55,280 --> 00:50:56,120
Speaker 1: it later in your life?

888
00:50:57,360 --> 00:50:58,160
Speaker 9: I've acquired it?

889
00:50:59,120 --> 00:50:59,960
Speaker 1: And how did you acquire?

890
00:51:02,040 --> 00:51:04,719
Speaker 9: I hung out with a bunch of wooks. Are you

891
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:05,879
Speaker 9: familiar with the phrase wok?

892
00:51:06,640 --> 00:51:09,600
Speaker 1: I'm slightly familiar with the phrase. Look. I used to

893
00:51:11,239 --> 00:51:13,120
Speaker 1: I had a brief phase. And when I say brief,

894
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:16,520
Speaker 1: I'm talking like like in the like the span of

895
00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:20,239
Speaker 1: a couple of weeks where I was into you know,

896
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:25,080
Speaker 1: jam bands or whatever, like the Grateful over in the

897
00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:29,600
Speaker 1: in the Donnie and the Ween and all that. And

898
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:32,320
Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure a wook is somebody who's really into

899
00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:33,600
Speaker 1: those bands. Is that?

900
00:51:35,160 --> 00:51:35,200
Speaker 8: What?

901
00:51:35,360 --> 00:51:37,360
Speaker 1: Accurate and accurate statement?

902
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:40,280
Speaker 9: I would take that out as an accurate description, although

903
00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:42,840
Speaker 9: nowadays I feel like it also leans more towards the

904
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:45,600
Speaker 9: US ed M people.

905
00:51:47,000 --> 00:51:50,400
Speaker 1: Interesting because I feel like E ed M and jam

906
00:51:50,440 --> 00:51:53,440
Speaker 1: band people. Well, not no, not the people. The music

907
00:51:54,440 --> 00:51:55,080
Speaker 1: is very.

908
00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:58,080
Speaker 6: Different, that's very true.

909
00:51:58,080 --> 00:52:01,520
Speaker 9: But there's overlappingness within both categories.

910
00:52:02,239 --> 00:52:04,719
Speaker 1: Interesting, and what would you say? That overlappingness is.

911
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:08,880
Speaker 9: Probably drugs and dancing.

912
00:52:09,960 --> 00:52:13,839
Speaker 1: Drugs and dancing. What kind of drugs are we talking

913
00:52:13,880 --> 00:52:14,359
Speaker 1: about here?

914
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,920
Speaker 9: I mean your average things. You got your m DMA,

915
00:52:19,840 --> 00:52:23,279
Speaker 9: you got your kedemy, you got your I don't know

916
00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:25,680
Speaker 9: all the good things test, all the things test.

917
00:52:25,719 --> 00:52:31,200
Speaker 1: It's only now ketamine. I don't know a lot about ketamine,

918
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:34,799
Speaker 1: but I've heard that it's similar. I've heard it's like

919
00:52:34,840 --> 00:52:37,880
Speaker 1: a horse tranquilizer. That might be wrong. I don't know

920
00:52:37,920 --> 00:52:41,080
Speaker 1: anything about anything, but is that Is it a horse tranquilizer.

921
00:52:41,280 --> 00:52:47,080
Speaker 9: It's a horse tranquilizer, so I have there's so many

922
00:52:47,080 --> 00:52:49,400
Speaker 9: fun jokes to be made about that. It's very popular

923
00:52:49,440 --> 00:52:52,440
Speaker 9: down in the South, so we got horses and horse trangquilizers.

924
00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:54,799
Speaker 9: A lot of people like justifying it by saying that

925
00:52:54,840 --> 00:52:57,680
Speaker 9: it helps with like depression, because there are medical like

926
00:52:57,719 --> 00:53:01,279
Speaker 9: depression treatments with ketemy which are super cool. But these

927
00:53:01,280 --> 00:53:03,839
Speaker 9: bitches ain't using it medically. They're turning up on.

928
00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:12,239
Speaker 1: Tuesdays, They're turning up on tuesdays. Yep, I have. I

929
00:53:12,280 --> 00:53:15,239
Speaker 1: have heard that it could be used medically for like

930
00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:16,320
Speaker 1: depression and stuff.

931
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:20,759
Speaker 9: It's very helpful for chronic pain. I can attest it.

932
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:28,239
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. So how often are you out doing doing ketamine?

933
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:32,560
Speaker 9: Oh? Never anymore? Everyone else do sit there?

934
00:53:33,120 --> 00:53:34,000
Speaker 1: Okay, so you quit.

935
00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:39,560
Speaker 9: Yeah, we had the fun period, but I almost died partying.

936
00:53:39,719 --> 00:53:41,880
Speaker 9: So I got over it and now I just go

937
00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:42,720
Speaker 9: out and go to shows.

938
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:47,160
Speaker 1: SOB that's good to hear. So well. Okay, So at

939
00:53:47,160 --> 00:53:49,880
Speaker 1: one point you were doing ketamine enough to have earned

940
00:53:49,920 --> 00:53:59,200
Speaker 1: the moniker of ketamine of a look. Yeah, absolutely, So

941
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:02,400
Speaker 1: tell me about the night that you almost died. What happened?

942
00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:08,200
Speaker 9: That was fun? So that was actually on Mollie. So

943
00:54:09,080 --> 00:54:12,040
Speaker 9: I have a heart condition, don't do drugs or park

944
00:54:12,520 --> 00:54:17,239
Speaker 9: start yep, it's a great place to start. So I

945
00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:19,440
Speaker 9: think I did, like, did a bunch of Molly out

946
00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:22,120
Speaker 9: of ed m concert, got back to a shitty hotel

947
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:25,239
Speaker 9: and started turning blue from losing but circulation to my

948
00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:27,440
Speaker 9: whole body. So that was fun.

949
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:28,000
Speaker 2: Yeah.

950
00:54:28,040 --> 00:54:30,680
Speaker 9: I ended up dislocating a few ribs in my chest

951
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:33,080
Speaker 9: permanently from it. So that's lit.

952
00:54:33,440 --> 00:54:36,799
Speaker 1: You dislocated in your chest like did you?

953
00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:37,479
Speaker 8: Yeah?

954
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:38,600
Speaker 1: Was was it?

955
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:38,799
Speaker 12: Was?

956
00:54:38,840 --> 00:54:42,080
Speaker 1: It like the Molly disloke went into your body and

957
00:54:42,120 --> 00:54:46,480
Speaker 1: took your Let me like what happened.

958
00:54:48,040 --> 00:54:51,400
Speaker 9: So basically, there's a few things that play here. There's

959
00:54:51,520 --> 00:54:55,279
Speaker 9: a collagen disorder that makes your joints dislocate every single day.

960
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,480
Speaker 9: That's a thing that people live with, just a thing interesting.

961
00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:01,040
Speaker 9: It's a genic disorder, and the also a heart condition.

962
00:55:01,600 --> 00:55:04,680
Speaker 9: So basically you see in horror movies how you see

963
00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:08,440
Speaker 9: people's veins pop out of their bodies like like a alien.

964
00:55:08,800 --> 00:55:11,719
Speaker 9: That's what happened to my whole body. Yeah, I could

965
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:13,600
Speaker 9: see like all of the veins in my whole body.

966
00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:16,040
Speaker 9: I'm pretty sure I didn't go to the hospital because

967
00:55:16,680 --> 00:55:19,160
Speaker 9: bad bitch didn't want to call medical help. Always call

968
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:20,200
Speaker 9: for medical help.

969
00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:22,399
Speaker 1: Huh, you didn't want to go Why do you want

970
00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:25,000
Speaker 1: to call for medical help? Were you embarrassed that they

971
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:27,600
Speaker 1: would make fun of you for your broken rib cage?

972
00:55:28,800 --> 00:55:32,000
Speaker 9: I mean, partially, I think I was afraid of getting

973
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:35,080
Speaker 9: in trouble with the law. Do the scenario, and also

974
00:55:35,239 --> 00:55:38,399
Speaker 9: was like, just like my brain was like, don't send

975
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:40,200
Speaker 9: me to rehab. Don't send me to rehab.

976
00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:44,600
Speaker 1: So okay, but so now you no longer. You now

977
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:46,040
Speaker 1: no longer do Catman.

978
00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:49,600
Speaker 9: Yeah, I don't do anything, And then I also go

979
00:55:49,680 --> 00:55:52,600
Speaker 9: to shows and am able to still surround myself with

980
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 9: it and say no, which I think is pretty badass.

981
00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:58,040
Speaker 1: I think that's pretty nice too, because a lot of

982
00:55:58,080 --> 00:55:59,759
Speaker 1: the time, I feel like if you're trying to quit,

983
00:55:59,800 --> 00:56:03,240
Speaker 1: some you gotta. I mean, everyone's sort of built different

984
00:56:03,320 --> 00:56:06,759
Speaker 1: with their ability, their their willpower and whatnot. But I

985
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:10,440
Speaker 1: feel like it's a whole thing to be able to

986
00:56:11,400 --> 00:56:16,520
Speaker 1: go into into the environment constantly again where where the

987
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:19,719
Speaker 1: drugs are being done, and still be able to not

988
00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:23,560
Speaker 1: only resist doing them but also have a good time

989
00:56:24,200 --> 00:56:25,359
Speaker 1: without them.

990
00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:28,440
Speaker 9: That's the real struggle. Bus But I work a lot

991
00:56:28,480 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 9: of shows now and I spin fire at shows and perform,

992
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:33,520
Speaker 9: So you got to be sober to do that.

993
00:56:37,080 --> 00:56:39,359
Speaker 1: See, I don't know if I could do that. You know,

994
00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:42,160
Speaker 1: there's certain here's let me ask you before we go.

995
00:56:42,200 --> 00:56:44,080
Speaker 1: Before we go, I actually need to know a question

996
00:56:44,160 --> 00:56:46,719
Speaker 1: from you. Do you think if you if there's a

997
00:56:46,719 --> 00:56:50,640
Speaker 1: certain genre of music or a certain or I wouldn't

998
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 1: even limit this to music, a thing, any activity that

999
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:58,680
Speaker 1: not that you enjoy better when you're under the influence

1000
00:56:58,719 --> 00:57:03,000
Speaker 1: of drugs. But that you only enjoy under the influence

1001
00:57:03,040 --> 00:57:06,200
Speaker 1: of drugs. Do you believe that you truly enjoy that activity?

1002
00:57:08,400 --> 00:57:10,719
Speaker 9: Do I believe that I truly enjoy it sober? Or

1003
00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:13,920
Speaker 9: do you believe that you can truly only Ah, that's

1004
00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:17,400
Speaker 9: a big question there, GaX. Will you rephrase it for me?

1005
00:57:19,760 --> 00:57:21,720
Speaker 1: What I'm saying is if you have an activity that

1006
00:57:21,760 --> 00:57:23,880
Speaker 1: you like, but you only like it when you're impaired,

1007
00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 1: not you like it more? Like like I like going

1008
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:30,080
Speaker 1: to the movies, but I like it more when I'm stoned,

1009
00:57:30,360 --> 00:57:33,280
Speaker 1: But I don't only like it when I'm stoned. But

1010
00:57:33,480 --> 00:57:35,360
Speaker 1: if you have a thing that you only like when

1011
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:37,400
Speaker 1: you're impaired, do you like it?

1012
00:57:38,920 --> 00:57:40,880
Speaker 9: My big thing is if you have people that only

1013
00:57:40,880 --> 00:57:42,520
Speaker 9: want to hang out with you when you're fucked up,

1014
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,160
Speaker 9: they're not your friends. And if you can only do

1015
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:46,200
Speaker 9: something when you're fucked up, then it's not really fun.

1016
00:57:47,320 --> 00:57:48,960
Speaker 1: Well, there we go. Thanks for calling ketebin.

1017
00:57:49,400 --> 00:57:52,439
Speaker 9: Yeah, no problem, gak be Well.

1018
00:57:56,200 --> 00:58:02,520
Speaker 1: I hope nobody notices that I'm on Kennebine right now. Hey, folks,

1019
00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:06,440
Speaker 1: it's Lyle here with an extremely brief message, just letting

1020
00:58:06,480 --> 00:58:11,280
Speaker 1: you know that if you are interested in supporting the

1021
00:58:11,360 --> 00:58:14,640
Speaker 1: stream and making it easier for me to do more

1022
00:58:14,880 --> 00:58:17,680
Speaker 1: therapy Gecko stuff in the future. You can head on

1023
00:58:17,720 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 1: over to patreon dot com slash lyle forever and for

1024
00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:23,920
Speaker 1: only five dollars you can make it a heck of

1025
00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:27,600
Speaker 1: a lot easier for me to put this whole shebang together.

1026
00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:31,479
Speaker 1: That is Patreon dot com slash lyle forever. You also

1027
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:35,880
Speaker 1: get access to exclusive streams, exclusive GAK content. You also

1028
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:40,160
Speaker 1: get access to the exclusive Gek Legends discord Patreon dot

1029
00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:47,240
Speaker 1: com slash lyle forever. All right, back to the calls. Hello, Hello,

1030
00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:48,560
Speaker 1: what's up?

1031
00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:51,960
Speaker 12: Hello? Wait? Am I?

1032
00:58:54,680 --> 00:58:55,000
Speaker 1: Yes?

1033
00:58:55,160 --> 00:58:55,960
Speaker 14: Am I actually on?

1034
00:58:56,560 --> 00:59:01,400
Speaker 1: You're on? Holy holy crap, what's going on? Dude?

1035
00:59:01,760 --> 00:59:07,360
Speaker 14: That's uh. I've been trying to call in for like

1036
00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:08,320
Speaker 14: a month and a half.

1037
00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:12,760
Speaker 1: Now, oh my god, this is it. This is the moment.

1038
00:59:13,760 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 1: There's a lot of pressure.

1039
00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:18,680
Speaker 10: Yes, no, well I don't need pressure.

1040
00:59:19,320 --> 00:59:23,880
Speaker 1: No no, no, Look, well, Gabby, can I ask you

1041
00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:27,480
Speaker 1: before we go into this, because you you know, I mean,

1042
00:59:27,880 --> 00:59:32,640
Speaker 1: what if, okay, if this call in your mind went

1043
00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:36,280
Speaker 1: perfectly right, what would that I mean, what would that

1044
00:59:36,360 --> 00:59:36,960
Speaker 1: even look like?

1045
00:59:40,080 --> 00:59:43,000
Speaker 14: Honestly, just being on the call itself, It's just perfect.

1046
00:59:43,920 --> 00:59:46,560
Speaker 1: That's perfect because That's the thing is people I people

1047
00:59:46,600 --> 00:59:47,840
Speaker 1: all the time. They come in here, they're like, I

1048
00:59:47,840 --> 00:59:50,120
Speaker 1: don't want to fuck this up. And there's no objective,

1049
00:59:51,000 --> 00:59:54,120
Speaker 1: there's no goal, there's nothing to fuck up. So you've

1050
00:59:54,160 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 1: already won and lost at the same time because there's

1051
00:59:56,680 --> 01:00:03,280
Speaker 1: no game. Yeah, what's going on, Gabby? What did you

1052
01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:04,120
Speaker 1: call on to talk about?

1053
01:00:05,840 --> 01:00:11,880
Speaker 14: Oh? Just honestly to get like a perspective on something

1054
01:00:11,920 --> 01:00:14,400
Speaker 14: I'm happy in my life from somebody that doesn't know me.

1055
01:00:15,440 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 1: Sure. Sure.

1056
01:00:18,760 --> 01:00:21,360
Speaker 14: So I work at a job that I put in

1057
01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:23,600
Speaker 14: my two weeks already, but it's it paid.

1058
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:23,960
Speaker 10: Me really well.

1059
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:27,520
Speaker 14: I'm taking it like eighteen an hour. But the only

1060
01:00:27,560 --> 01:00:29,800
Speaker 14: thing about it was the job itself wasn't bad.

1061
01:00:29,840 --> 01:00:30,560
Speaker 8: It was the people.

1062
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:34,600
Speaker 14: And like I've been very anxious because, like you know,

1063
01:00:34,640 --> 01:00:35,880
Speaker 14: like I said, I put in my two weeks, I'm

1064
01:00:35,920 --> 01:00:40,240
Speaker 14: going to a lower paying job, and like I can't

1065
01:00:40,240 --> 01:00:43,480
Speaker 14: tell it was a bad idea or not, because it

1066
01:00:43,560 --> 01:00:47,760
Speaker 14: is going to make financial everything a little rough doing that.

1067
01:00:52,320 --> 01:00:54,960
Speaker 1: So you went from a higher paying job to a

1068
01:00:55,000 --> 01:00:59,600
Speaker 1: lower paying job primarily because you you couldn't stand with

1069
01:00:59,680 --> 01:01:05,440
Speaker 1: the people you were working with at that higher paying job. Yeah, Uh,

1070
01:01:05,560 --> 01:01:07,680
Speaker 1: I don't think that's a bad decision at all, because

1071
01:01:09,320 --> 01:01:14,760
Speaker 1: you know, look, work is like what one hundred percent

1072
01:01:14,920 --> 01:01:18,320
Speaker 1: of your time something like that. You know, you're just

1073
01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:20,280
Speaker 1: there for hours and hours and hours. If you've got

1074
01:01:20,320 --> 01:01:23,240
Speaker 1: to be somewhere for hours and hours and hours, you

1075
01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,960
Speaker 1: know you shouldn't you should you should enjoy being there,

1076
01:01:27,640 --> 01:01:30,000
Speaker 1: or at the very least you can't get there. I mean,

1077
01:01:30,040 --> 01:01:31,760
Speaker 1: that's that's the whole place to want to get to

1078
01:01:32,440 --> 01:01:36,080
Speaker 1: enjoying being there, right, but at the very bare minimum,

1079
01:01:36,120 --> 01:01:40,160
Speaker 1: you shouldn't absolutely fucking hate being there.

1080
01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:42,680
Speaker 8: Yeah?

1081
01:01:42,720 --> 01:01:47,040
Speaker 1: Did you absolutely fucking hate being there? Yeah?

1082
01:01:47,360 --> 01:01:50,240
Speaker 14: I I honestly there. I've been mornings before I went

1083
01:01:50,280 --> 01:01:52,720
Speaker 14: to my job to put my two weeks in that

1084
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:54,080
Speaker 14: I just kind of cried before.

1085
01:01:55,280 --> 01:01:59,840
Speaker 1: Oh you did the right Gabby, you did the right thing. Uh,

1086
01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:01,800
Speaker 1: what's the new gig? Tell me about the new gig?

1087
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:02,040
Speaker 8: Though?

1088
01:02:02,120 --> 01:02:05,080
Speaker 1: What's what was so appealing about the new gig.

1089
01:02:07,560 --> 01:02:14,040
Speaker 14: It's a smaller store, it's a lot more friendlier, Like

1090
01:02:14,120 --> 01:02:17,080
Speaker 14: they're kind of built on the actual like being a

1091
01:02:17,120 --> 01:02:19,680
Speaker 14: family working together, communicating.

1092
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:22,760
Speaker 9: And it's a lot less strick than all of the rules.

1093
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:26,040
Speaker 14: So like, if I don't want to take a fifteen

1094
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:30,200
Speaker 14: minute break two hours into my shift. That's okay. As

1095
01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:32,040
Speaker 14: long as I eventually get to a break, I want

1096
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:35,080
Speaker 14: to get yelled at for it. And the expectations are

1097
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:35,920
Speaker 14: a lot less.

1098
01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:39,080
Speaker 1: So you like the rule that you don't have to

1099
01:02:39,120 --> 01:02:40,120
Speaker 1: take breaks?

1100
01:02:41,960 --> 01:02:44,640
Speaker 14: Yeah, because sometimes it messes up my flow. Whenever I'm

1101
01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:46,440
Speaker 14: like going at it and then I have to stop

1102
01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:48,720
Speaker 14: take a break, then it takes me a while to

1103
01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:50,000
Speaker 14: want to get back to work.

1104
01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:56,040
Speaker 1: You know. Well, it sounds like you're an employer's dream, I.

1105
01:02:56,080 --> 01:02:56,640
Speaker 14: Like to think.

1106
01:02:56,680 --> 01:03:02,120
Speaker 1: So, yeah, are there any other like rules that you

1107
01:03:02,240 --> 01:03:04,640
Speaker 1: hated about the old place that you like about the

1108
01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:06,360
Speaker 1: new one that they don't have or whatever?

1109
01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:12,439
Speaker 14: Mostly the fact of it wasn't like a set rule,

1110
01:03:12,440 --> 01:03:14,320
Speaker 14: but the way the management was set up it was

1111
01:03:14,400 --> 01:03:17,760
Speaker 14: very strict, like you couldn't even look at your manager

1112
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:22,600
Speaker 14: wrong without being up for coaching or firing, which was

1113
01:03:22,640 --> 01:03:23,320
Speaker 14: just no fun.

1114
01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:28,160
Speaker 1: Gabby. You know, I'm glad that you know. I mean, look,

1115
01:03:28,240 --> 01:03:31,200
Speaker 1: take solace and uh no, it was a good decision.

1116
01:03:31,240 --> 01:03:33,600
Speaker 1: If you're crying before you are going into work, you

1117
01:03:33,600 --> 01:03:40,520
Speaker 1: should fucking quit. Yeah, is there anything else you want

1118
01:03:40,560 --> 01:03:41,760
Speaker 1: to talk about, Gabby before we go?

1119
01:03:44,360 --> 01:03:44,560
Speaker 9: Not?

1120
01:03:44,600 --> 01:03:44,880
Speaker 1: Really?

1121
01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:46,600
Speaker 14: That was that was kind of all I know it's

1122
01:03:46,640 --> 01:03:48,160
Speaker 14: kind of lame, but you know it did.

1123
01:03:50,080 --> 01:03:52,120
Speaker 1: Why do you think I'm really curious, actually, why do

1124
01:03:52,160 --> 01:03:53,000
Speaker 1: you think that's lame?

1125
01:03:56,080 --> 01:03:59,560
Speaker 14: I've been listening to your podcast since you started it.

1126
01:03:59,880 --> 01:04:03,120
Speaker 14: I didn't really have time to watch your streams as much,

1127
01:04:03,640 --> 01:04:05,840
Speaker 14: and like, there's just so many interesting calls, and then

1128
01:04:05,880 --> 01:04:07,920
Speaker 14: I just call in about like, oh, did I make

1129
01:04:07,960 --> 01:04:11,400
Speaker 14: a right decision about me in quitting my job type thing?

1130
01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:15,920
Speaker 1: No? I mean, I mean I think this is interesting.

1131
01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:19,720
Speaker 1: I mean, look, it's it's it's not like an epic tale,

1132
01:04:19,760 --> 01:04:24,840
Speaker 1: but it's reflective of a common human experience that people

1133
01:04:24,920 --> 01:04:28,560
Speaker 1: have all the time. So it had it had it

1134
01:04:28,640 --> 01:04:31,400
Speaker 1: was valuable to share in of that, I believe.

1135
01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:37,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's.

1136
01:04:37,080 --> 01:04:41,000
Speaker 14: Definitely like a hard decision. But I feel like because

1137
01:04:41,000 --> 01:04:43,600
Speaker 14: my boyfriend's done some of the things, he's quit workplaces

1138
01:04:43,640 --> 01:04:47,800
Speaker 14: that weren't like the best situation management was ass and

1139
01:04:47,840 --> 01:04:50,880
Speaker 14: stuff like that, and it's it's it's harder for some people,

1140
01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:55,280
Speaker 14: but I feel like when you get confirmation that was

1141
01:04:55,320 --> 01:04:57,720
Speaker 14: a good idea and you're able to move forward, it

1142
01:04:57,760 --> 01:05:01,800
Speaker 14: does help a lot. So stress can make you physically

1143
01:05:01,840 --> 01:05:02,320
Speaker 14: sit sick.

1144
01:05:02,360 --> 01:05:02,920
Speaker 7: I've learned that.

1145
01:05:04,200 --> 01:05:05,800
Speaker 1: Well, I'm glad to hear you made the right decision,

1146
01:05:05,840 --> 01:05:07,080
Speaker 1: Gabby and appreciate you call.

1147
01:05:08,880 --> 01:05:09,320
Speaker 12: Of course.

1148
01:05:10,400 --> 01:05:12,840
Speaker 1: Hello Bobby.

1149
01:05:13,600 --> 01:05:15,680
Speaker 9: Whoa, Oh my gosh.

1150
01:05:15,320 --> 01:05:20,040
Speaker 1: Hi, how are you, Bobby?

1151
01:05:20,280 --> 01:05:21,240
Speaker 8: I'm good.

1152
01:05:21,680 --> 01:05:24,440
Speaker 13: Oh my god, this is my first time calling in.

1153
01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:25,800
Speaker 13: I can't fucking believe it.

1154
01:05:27,680 --> 01:05:28,280
Speaker 12: How are you?

1155
01:05:29,680 --> 01:05:33,120
Speaker 1: I'm doing pretty good.

1156
01:05:34,800 --> 01:05:35,200
Speaker 5: Uh.

1157
01:05:35,200 --> 01:05:38,560
Speaker 13: This is like so real. I heard myself you saying like,

1158
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:41,280
Speaker 13: hi Bobby, and like the other room where we're watching it.

1159
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:47,080
Speaker 1: What uh, what's going on with you, Bobby?

1160
01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:54,040
Speaker 13: Oh my gosh, gek. Well I recently, well fairly recently

1161
01:05:55,000 --> 01:05:59,520
Speaker 13: got like my big girl job. I graduated college and everything.

1162
01:05:59,680 --> 01:06:06,320
Speaker 13: So I got my bigger job and everything, and so

1163
01:06:06,600 --> 01:06:09,440
Speaker 13: I have to, like the new people have to like

1164
01:06:09,480 --> 01:06:16,160
Speaker 13: work on weekends, which isn't like normal. And one of

1165
01:06:16,160 --> 01:06:20,640
Speaker 13: my coworkers is either like after we take our lunch

1166
01:06:20,640 --> 01:06:26,960
Speaker 13: break is either coming in extremely high or extremely drunk,

1167
01:06:28,560 --> 01:06:31,880
Speaker 13: and I am stuck on what the heck to do

1168
01:06:32,000 --> 01:06:37,400
Speaker 13: about it because I'm not exactly a snitch. But at

1169
01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:40,400
Speaker 13: the same time, this is like the type of guy

1170
01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:45,520
Speaker 13: that when they get drunk, he gets kind of confrontational.

1171
01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:47,520
Speaker 13: So I'm like, what the fuck do I do?

1172
01:06:49,760 --> 01:06:49,920
Speaker 7: Right?

1173
01:06:49,920 --> 01:06:52,320
Speaker 1: That's what I was gonna ask, is to what degree

1174
01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:58,200
Speaker 1: does his intoxication do you believe affect his ability to

1175
01:06:58,600 --> 01:07:03,160
Speaker 1: perform his job or actually, more importantly, your ability to

1176
01:07:03,200 --> 01:07:04,080
Speaker 1: perform your job.

1177
01:07:07,840 --> 01:07:12,000
Speaker 13: I mean I can he's my so our work has

1178
01:07:12,080 --> 01:07:16,120
Speaker 13: this stupid thing where they don't believe in like closed

1179
01:07:16,160 --> 01:07:22,680
Speaker 13: off cubicles. So the so like our office is entirely open,

1180
01:07:23,480 --> 01:07:28,680
Speaker 13: like there's no privacy whatsoever. We can hear everything like

1181
01:07:28,800 --> 01:07:32,320
Speaker 13: the person next to us does. And like it's meant

1182
01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:34,680
Speaker 13: so that like whenever a new person comes in they

1183
01:07:34,680 --> 01:07:38,840
Speaker 13: can easily like ask questions and shit like that. It's

1184
01:07:38,840 --> 01:07:40,920
Speaker 13: supposed to be like more welcoming, but it's kind of

1185
01:07:40,960 --> 01:07:48,600
Speaker 13: more awkward. So he so like anytime something happens, I

1186
01:07:48,640 --> 01:07:53,080
Speaker 13: can easily like hear it and everything, and it's just

1187
01:07:53,160 --> 01:07:57,680
Speaker 13: kind of awkward hearing hearing him like talk to customers

1188
01:07:57,720 --> 01:08:00,960
Speaker 13: on the phone and being like like you know, like

1189
01:08:01,000 --> 01:08:03,880
Speaker 13: the typical slurring shit like the drunk people do or

1190
01:08:03,960 --> 01:08:07,560
Speaker 13: high people do of like just can't say any sort

1191
01:08:07,560 --> 01:08:10,840
Speaker 13: of words. And like there was one, because I worked

1192
01:08:10,840 --> 01:08:13,120
Speaker 13: a lot of weekends, there was one weekend where he

1193
01:08:13,280 --> 01:08:19,400
Speaker 13: was like stumbling to go to the fucking bathroom even

1194
01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:21,840
Speaker 13: and we were all just like, oh my god, it's

1195
01:08:21,960 --> 01:08:25,440
Speaker 13: so in so like drunk or something.

1196
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:28,680
Speaker 1: And I'm kind of curee. So, like, is your supervisor

1197
01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:32,400
Speaker 1: not there? Like is there? Never? Is he never drunk

1198
01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:38,240
Speaker 1: when like somebody uh is around that would have a

1199
01:08:38,320 --> 01:08:39,080
Speaker 1: problem with that.

1200
01:08:41,600 --> 01:08:47,000
Speaker 13: Yeah, so whenever our supervisor is pretty much never there

1201
01:08:47,040 --> 01:08:52,080
Speaker 13: on the weekends, so like he's not really going to

1202
01:08:52,160 --> 01:08:56,080
Speaker 13: ever get caught unless someone like brings it up pretty much.

1203
01:08:58,560 --> 01:09:02,840
Speaker 13: So that's like the other thing is like unless like

1204
01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:07,280
Speaker 13: he'll know if like I bring it up or someone

1205
01:09:07,320 --> 01:09:09,360
Speaker 13: else does, because there's only like a few of us

1206
01:09:09,400 --> 01:09:12,080
Speaker 13: that are ever there like in the office with him

1207
01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:13,479
Speaker 13: when he's doing this ship.

1208
01:09:15,160 --> 01:09:17,240
Speaker 1: So you have a problem where you don't want to

1209
01:09:17,280 --> 01:09:23,160
Speaker 1: be a snitch, but you're like it's probably not good.

1210
01:09:26,760 --> 01:09:31,600
Speaker 13: Honestly, Like it's such a boring fucking job that I

1211
01:09:31,640 --> 01:09:34,760
Speaker 13: would love to get drunk during it, like as soon

1212
01:09:34,800 --> 01:09:37,040
Speaker 13: as like whenever I have my hour lunch break.

1213
01:09:37,439 --> 01:09:41,760
Speaker 1: Well, hey, now you know that you can do it

1214
01:09:42,400 --> 01:09:43,839
Speaker 1: and not get fired.

1215
01:09:47,080 --> 01:09:49,280
Speaker 13: That's true. I know that, like none of us are

1216
01:09:49,320 --> 01:09:50,400
Speaker 13: snitches after.

1217
01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:52,439
Speaker 1: This is that's one of that's Look, that's that is

1218
01:09:52,600 --> 01:09:55,680
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I'm not saying it's the correct to

1219
01:09:55,760 --> 01:09:57,519
Speaker 1: take away from this I'm not saying that there even

1220
01:09:57,680 --> 01:10:01,200
Speaker 1: is a correct takeaway from this, but it is a

1221
01:10:01,240 --> 01:10:05,360
Speaker 1: potential takeaway from this that you now have have seen

1222
01:10:05,680 --> 01:10:09,880
Speaker 1: proof that you can get fucking hammered, go into the

1223
01:10:09,920 --> 01:10:16,679
Speaker 1: bank and do your gig and nobody gives a shit

1224
01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:23,679
Speaker 1: kind of power. It's actually, I mean, this guy, he's

1225
01:10:23,720 --> 01:10:31,519
Speaker 1: actually kind of inspirational in that sense. If that's how

1226
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:32,280
Speaker 1: you want to.

1227
01:10:32,200 --> 01:10:37,280
Speaker 13: Look at it, I wish I could. It's just like

1228
01:10:37,360 --> 01:10:41,080
Speaker 13: I said, or like maybe like I didn't like emphasize

1229
01:10:41,120 --> 01:10:44,120
Speaker 13: it enough. It's just like the fact that he gets

1230
01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:47,280
Speaker 13: kind of confrontational while he is.

1231
01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:50,120
Speaker 1: Does he get confrontational towards the customers or does he

1232
01:10:50,200 --> 01:10:51,479
Speaker 1: does he get confrontational towards you?

1233
01:10:53,720 --> 01:10:54,439
Speaker 13: Towards us?

1234
01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:55,560
Speaker 6: Yeah?

1235
01:10:55,760 --> 01:10:59,800
Speaker 1: Tell me tell me specifically, what was the last confrontation

1236
01:11:00,680 --> 01:11:03,400
Speaker 1: that you had with him while he was drunk.

1237
01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:10,160
Speaker 13: This was like whenever I I didn't really think that

1238
01:11:10,320 --> 01:11:14,360
Speaker 13: he was drunk because I couldn't fathom, like I've been

1239
01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:17,280
Speaker 13: working like retail jobs all my life up until like

1240
01:11:17,320 --> 01:11:20,839
Speaker 13: I graduated and got this job, so like I couldn't

1241
01:11:20,840 --> 01:11:24,599
Speaker 13: even like it didn't like cross my mind that people

1242
01:11:24,680 --> 01:11:27,240
Speaker 13: would actually get drunk like during like you know, like

1243
01:11:27,280 --> 01:11:29,240
Speaker 13: a professional job and shit like that.

1244
01:11:30,200 --> 01:11:32,360
Speaker 1: Oh it's wait wait what what tell me? Tell me

1245
01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,800
Speaker 1: I'm brigetting like side true. What was the last confrontation

1246
01:11:35,920 --> 01:11:37,320
Speaker 1: you had with him? Specifically?

1247
01:11:39,120 --> 01:11:43,160
Speaker 13: It was me like jokingly being like because he like

1248
01:11:43,320 --> 01:11:46,519
Speaker 13: stumbled a little bit over his feet, and I was like, okay,

1249
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:49,400
Speaker 13: I'm clumsy, like I do that shit too. So I

1250
01:11:49,560 --> 01:11:53,679
Speaker 13: jokingly was like, oh my god, blank, are you drunk

1251
01:11:53,840 --> 01:11:56,920
Speaker 13: or something? And he was just like straight up to

1252
01:11:56,960 --> 01:11:59,840
Speaker 13: me like fuck you. Of course I'm not, like, but.

1253
01:12:01,680 --> 01:12:03,040
Speaker 1: He's also openly denying it.

1254
01:12:05,280 --> 01:12:08,360
Speaker 13: Yeah, but the entire time, like while he's saying that,

1255
01:12:08,479 --> 01:12:12,080
Speaker 13: he's like luring his words heavily, and I'm like, okay, yeah, sure,

1256
01:12:12,840 --> 01:12:13,559
Speaker 13: Well what you say.

1257
01:12:13,600 --> 01:12:20,040
Speaker 1: Your name was Bobby. Bobby, listen, Bobby, take a day,

1258
01:12:21,920 --> 01:12:25,479
Speaker 1: do like you know, do like a shot. I mean

1259
01:12:25,479 --> 01:12:27,479
Speaker 1: what you said. You you said it's your dream to

1260
01:12:27,479 --> 01:12:29,680
Speaker 1: get drunk at work. You wish you could do what

1261
01:12:29,760 --> 01:12:34,040
Speaker 1: he does. Take a shot before word. No, take a

1262
01:12:34,080 --> 01:12:39,160
Speaker 1: shot before you go into the work. See how you feel.

1263
01:12:39,960 --> 01:12:44,439
Speaker 1: Don't actually do this. See how you feel, and then

1264
01:12:45,160 --> 01:12:46,920
Speaker 1: if you can, if you can handle that, you know,

1265
01:12:47,000 --> 01:12:50,360
Speaker 1: next time you take two, don't actually don't actually do

1266
01:12:50,439 --> 01:12:53,439
Speaker 1: this and then if you can handle that, take four

1267
01:12:54,160 --> 01:13:00,240
Speaker 1: and see. Just find your limits. Okay, absolutely, don't actually

1268
01:13:00,280 --> 01:13:05,639
Speaker 1: do this. Get high, get cross faded next time. See

1269
01:13:05,680 --> 01:13:08,080
Speaker 1: if you can handle that. You might improve your your

1270
01:13:08,120 --> 01:13:10,840
Speaker 1: your day to day life. You know it may make work.

1271
01:13:11,920 --> 01:13:15,439
Speaker 13: Have someone teach me how to like smoke weed every

1272
01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:17,960
Speaker 13: time I've tried, like I just well.

1273
01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:20,160
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for calling Bobby the.

1274
01:13:20,160 --> 01:13:22,200
Speaker 13: Point that like, I throw up so.

1275
01:13:23,479 --> 01:13:25,439
Speaker 1: And I appreciate you sharing. You have a wonder for

1276
01:13:25,560 --> 01:13:25,960
Speaker 1: us to night.

1277
01:13:27,840 --> 01:13:29,960
Speaker 13: Thank you, thank you. I appreciate it.

1278
01:13:32,400 --> 01:13:35,800
Speaker 1: Grateful to be alive. Not everyone's alive. Most people are dead.

1279
01:13:36,479 --> 01:13:38,120
Speaker 1: How does it make me feel that most people are dead?

1280
01:13:38,160 --> 01:13:40,360
Speaker 1: I think it's good that most people are dead, not

1281
01:13:40,400 --> 01:13:45,080
Speaker 1: because they were bad people or anything like that. It's good.

1282
01:13:45,240 --> 01:13:48,400
Speaker 1: It's good that we all die because, look, you really

1283
01:13:48,439 --> 01:13:52,720
Speaker 1: want to do this forever. And I say that I

1284
01:13:52,880 --> 01:13:56,320
Speaker 1: love being alive. I really do. I love being alive.

1285
01:13:56,960 --> 01:14:01,160
Speaker 1: I'm excited that I get to continue to be alive

1286
01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:08,640
Speaker 1: for many more years. That sounds I'm a static. I'm

1287
01:14:08,680 --> 01:14:10,120
Speaker 1: thinking I'm gonna think of deep. I'm gonna think a

1288
01:14:10,160 --> 01:14:15,200
Speaker 1: breath right now. That felt good, It's good stuff. I'm

1289
01:14:15,200 --> 01:14:19,920
Speaker 1: gonna touch my body. I'm a I'm a whole guy.

1290
01:14:20,000 --> 01:14:26,800
Speaker 1: I'm a person exists in the world. I'm chilling. It's

1291
01:14:26,880 --> 01:14:28,640
Speaker 1: nice to be alive, but I don't want to do

1292
01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:30,400
Speaker 1: this forever. I don't want to be alive being a

1293
01:14:30,880 --> 01:14:34,080
Speaker 1: I would rather I would rather die right now than

1294
01:14:34,160 --> 01:14:39,240
Speaker 1: live forever. Think about that. Would you rather die right

1295
01:14:39,280 --> 01:14:42,920
Speaker 1: now or live forever? Living forever would just be too

1296
01:14:44,360 --> 01:14:47,760
Speaker 1: just be too much. It'd be depressing. Everyone else died,

1297
01:14:47,840 --> 01:14:49,679
Speaker 1: you know what, Because here's the thing about living forever.

1298
01:14:49,760 --> 01:14:55,320
Speaker 1: Everyone else died, everyone else dies. You're like the If

1299
01:14:55,360 --> 01:14:57,800
Speaker 1: you live for you'd be the only one ever in

1300
01:14:57,840 --> 01:15:00,280
Speaker 1: the history. You wouldn't just be the only GI, You'd

1301
01:15:00,280 --> 01:15:05,160
Speaker 1: be the only organism ever to not fucking die. You

1302
01:15:05,160 --> 01:15:08,040
Speaker 1: don't want to be the guinea pig of that experiment.

1303
01:15:09,400 --> 01:15:15,439
Speaker 1: I will take the tried, true, tested way of leaving

1304
01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:22,360
Speaker 1: this earth. Death easily over, you know because because that's

1305
01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:26,240
Speaker 1: been tested, that's been ran through the the the gamut

1306
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:32,240
Speaker 1: by billions of things already. It's a tested way method

1307
01:15:32,320 --> 01:15:38,200
Speaker 1: of die, of leaving, but living forever it's too much. Hello, Well,

1308
01:15:40,280 --> 01:15:43,960
Speaker 1: how are you uh?

1309
01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:44,840
Speaker 11: All right?

1310
01:15:49,439 --> 01:15:54,240
Speaker 1: I'm okay, I'm I'm I'm uh chilling out in overtime.

1311
01:15:54,400 --> 01:15:58,280
Speaker 11: What's what's new with you?

1312
01:16:00,520 --> 01:16:00,720
Speaker 3: Uh?

1313
01:16:01,360 --> 01:16:03,719
Speaker 11: Leonard? But you know, first of all, I got to say,

1314
01:16:03,760 --> 01:16:07,920
Speaker 11: did you hire you've hired a woman to answer calls

1315
01:16:07,920 --> 01:16:09,200
Speaker 11: now or something?

1316
01:16:09,960 --> 01:16:17,320
Speaker 1: That's that's that's got one of the all right, that's

1317
01:16:17,439 --> 01:16:18,320
Speaker 1: doing an excellent job.

1318
01:16:19,720 --> 01:16:25,160
Speaker 11: A new thing, yeah, a new thing. Also. I like

1319
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:28,800
Speaker 11: the ominous music that you've been putting on as well.

1320
01:16:28,880 --> 01:16:31,200
Speaker 1: I tried to change it to something less, but I

1321
01:16:31,840 --> 01:16:33,360
Speaker 1: don't know how to use the computer.

1322
01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:37,640
Speaker 11: No, I like it. It's good, it's good.

1323
01:16:37,160 --> 01:16:39,960
Speaker 1: Thank you. What's going on, Leonard?

1324
01:16:40,040 --> 01:16:45,439
Speaker 11: Yeah, uh, not too much. Just working on a painting

1325
01:16:45,479 --> 01:16:48,120
Speaker 11: right now. Been listening throughout the night.

1326
01:16:48,960 --> 01:16:51,000
Speaker 1: You had a specific thing that I that I saw

1327
01:16:51,040 --> 01:16:51,960
Speaker 1: that you wanted to talk.

1328
01:16:51,840 --> 01:16:54,599
Speaker 8: About, right right?

1329
01:16:54,680 --> 01:16:59,519
Speaker 11: Yeah? Recently, UH found out like pretty much, I broke

1330
01:16:59,600 --> 01:17:04,320
Speaker 11: up a marriage. Apparently this is some girl that apparently

1331
01:17:04,360 --> 01:17:07,720
Speaker 11: had children and a family and all that.

1332
01:17:08,000 --> 01:17:15,000
Speaker 1: You know, Yeah, you broke up a marriage.

1333
01:17:17,000 --> 01:17:19,880
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, this this girl she had a dating app

1334
01:17:22,400 --> 01:17:26,880
Speaker 11: And I don't really take any of that too seriously, right,

1335
01:17:27,720 --> 01:17:29,800
Speaker 11: And so I was just hanging out with one girl

1336
01:17:30,720 --> 01:17:37,640
Speaker 11: and her husband. Apparently he was following me for a

1337
01:17:37,680 --> 01:17:43,439
Speaker 11: while on my socials and I would bring it up

1338
01:17:43,479 --> 01:17:46,000
Speaker 11: to her, like who is this guy? Because I see

1339
01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:48,919
Speaker 11: a lot of photos of you guys together and everything.

1340
01:17:49,000 --> 01:17:55,160
Speaker 11: And one minute she's like, Oh, that's my coworker, that's

1341
01:17:55,560 --> 01:17:59,760
Speaker 11: my friend, my ex. You know. She would say all

1342
01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:03,559
Speaker 11: these excuses, and I was just like, okay, whatever, you know,

1343
01:18:04,160 --> 01:18:06,920
Speaker 11: because I wasn't trying to get in a relationship with her,

1344
01:18:08,600 --> 01:18:13,640
Speaker 11: but yeah, she like wanted to get in a relationship

1345
01:18:13,680 --> 01:18:19,360
Speaker 11: with me, which was kind of interesting. And so you know,

1346
01:18:20,600 --> 01:18:24,760
Speaker 11: every once in a while, uh kind of have her

1347
01:18:24,800 --> 01:18:31,880
Speaker 11: over through the rotation, and you know, she would always

1348
01:18:31,880 --> 01:18:37,800
Speaker 11: want to, you know, have sex and such, and I

1349
01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:38,400
Speaker 11: was and.

1350
01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:42,479
Speaker 1: So wait a minute. So her husband, which you don't

1351
01:18:42,479 --> 01:18:46,000
Speaker 1: know that it's her husband at this point, is following

1352
01:18:46,040 --> 01:18:48,760
Speaker 1: you on social at the time, you didn't and he's

1353
01:18:48,880 --> 01:18:50,439
Speaker 1: following you on social media.

1354
01:18:52,320 --> 01:18:55,200
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, I have like an our Instagram's Yeah he

1355
01:18:55,320 --> 01:19:00,800
Speaker 11: was following all that, and uh yeah, and where did

1356
01:19:00,800 --> 01:19:02,879
Speaker 11: he find them together?

1357
01:19:03,640 --> 01:19:06,400
Speaker 1: Okay, but so I understand, So how did all right?

1358
01:19:06,479 --> 01:19:12,360
Speaker 1: So this this married woman is on dating apps looking

1359
01:19:12,400 --> 01:19:15,840
Speaker 1: to have an effect. She finds you, You guys start

1360
01:19:15,880 --> 01:19:19,559
Speaker 1: hanging out at why why is her husband? You'll see

1361
01:19:19,560 --> 01:19:22,080
Speaker 1: her instagram? You see her with a guy. Well, how

1362
01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:24,479
Speaker 1: does he start? How does he even find out about

1363
01:19:24,479 --> 01:19:27,120
Speaker 1: you and start following you? How does that make doesn't

1364
01:19:27,479 --> 01:19:28,160
Speaker 1: I have no idea?

1365
01:19:28,240 --> 01:19:32,720
Speaker 11: He well, he must have been suspicious or maybe it

1366
01:19:32,840 --> 01:19:40,680
Speaker 11: happened before where he was just looking through her followers

1367
01:19:40,720 --> 01:19:45,200
Speaker 11: maybe or something. And uh yeah, he was kind of

1368
01:19:45,240 --> 01:19:51,760
Speaker 11: just following me and looking at my stuff apparently. And

1369
01:19:51,800 --> 01:19:54,799
Speaker 11: she always told me it was like her acts or

1370
01:19:54,800 --> 01:19:58,320
Speaker 11: a coworker or whatever. Right, So I was just kind

1371
01:19:58,320 --> 01:20:01,519
Speaker 11: of like whatever, you know, hm, because you know, I

1372
01:20:01,560 --> 01:20:03,639
Speaker 11: wasn't trying to get in a relationship or it didn't

1373
01:20:03,640 --> 01:20:04,479
Speaker 11: really mean much to me.

1374
01:20:04,680 --> 01:20:09,840
Speaker 1: So so how did you you know? Okay, so there's

1375
01:20:09,880 --> 01:20:13,360
Speaker 1: sort of signs, there's suspicions, but you're brushing them off

1376
01:20:13,479 --> 01:20:18,120
Speaker 1: and and at what point does everything come to a head.

1377
01:20:20,240 --> 01:20:26,400
Speaker 11: Yeah. So then one night, you know, I'm painting and

1378
01:20:26,520 --> 01:20:31,320
Speaker 11: I get a bunch of direct messages from this guy

1379
01:20:32,320 --> 01:20:37,200
Speaker 11: saying are you sleeping with this girl? And uh I

1380
01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:41,479
Speaker 11: was like yeah, you know sometimes, I mean I've done

1381
01:20:41,520 --> 01:20:44,799
Speaker 11: it in the past, not really recently, Like she slept

1382
01:20:44,840 --> 01:20:51,920
Speaker 11: with me and she comes over and uh yeah, like

1383
01:20:52,320 --> 01:20:54,880
Speaker 11: she would like buy me food, she would bring me

1384
01:20:54,880 --> 01:20:57,280
Speaker 11: over food, take me to like doctor's appointments and.

1385
01:20:57,240 --> 01:21:02,400
Speaker 1: Ship like just taking you to doctor's appointments.

1386
01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:05,840
Speaker 11: Well, I thought I had COVID. Yeah, well I had

1387
01:21:05,920 --> 01:21:10,439
Speaker 11: pink eye, and yeah I was hold on holding that

1388
01:21:10,800 --> 01:21:11,280
Speaker 11: I had no.

1389
01:21:11,280 --> 01:21:15,599
Speaker 1: Idea on hold on, hold on, hold on. You're making

1390
01:21:15,640 --> 01:21:20,639
Speaker 1: absolutely no sense to me right now. Okay, you thought

1391
01:21:20,720 --> 01:21:21,840
Speaker 1: you had pink.

1392
01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:27,639
Speaker 11: Ey, No, I did. From it. This other girl gave

1393
01:21:27,680 --> 01:21:29,479
Speaker 11: me a pink eye and she didn't tell me. A

1394
01:21:29,560 --> 01:21:33,519
Speaker 11: bunch of girls not telling me what's going on, all right,

1395
01:21:33,600 --> 01:21:34,200
Speaker 11: So hold on.

1396
01:21:34,439 --> 01:21:36,240
Speaker 1: Here's what I don't understand is you say you're not

1397
01:21:36,280 --> 01:21:38,519
Speaker 1: looking for a relationship. You said you're you're basically like

1398
01:21:38,600 --> 01:21:40,479
Speaker 1: hooking up with this girl that you met on a

1399
01:21:40,560 --> 01:21:44,559
Speaker 1: dating app. But yet, yeah, you think you have pink guy.

1400
01:21:44,840 --> 01:21:49,719
Speaker 1: You think a very contagious disease, and so you call

1401
01:21:50,000 --> 01:21:54,080
Speaker 1: the girl you've been hooking up with ask her to

1402
01:21:54,280 --> 01:21:56,000
Speaker 1: drive you to the doctor.

1403
01:21:57,960 --> 01:22:01,800
Speaker 11: Well, the pink I had was not contagious.

1404
01:22:02,040 --> 01:22:05,719
Speaker 1: But you didn't know. No, I'm but Leonard, I'm speaking

1405
01:22:05,840 --> 01:22:09,120
Speaker 1: upon the knowledge you had at the time. You at

1406
01:22:09,120 --> 01:22:11,040
Speaker 1: the time have the knowledge you have pink eye. So

1407
01:22:11,080 --> 01:22:15,360
Speaker 1: you call this lady. I don't I don't even know.

1408
01:22:15,360 --> 01:22:18,679
Speaker 1: I don't even know if we have time to understand. Okay,

1409
01:22:18,720 --> 01:22:19,679
Speaker 1: well this is dynamic.

1410
01:22:19,760 --> 01:22:23,000
Speaker 11: No, so listen, this girl, I already went to the

1411
01:22:23,040 --> 01:22:25,719
Speaker 11: doctors and had medicine and I was taking the medicine.

1412
01:22:25,920 --> 01:22:32,240
Speaker 11: All right. She comes over again after that and she's like, yeah, sure,

1413
01:22:32,280 --> 01:22:36,120
Speaker 11: I'll take you over there. And it wasn't contagious and

1414
01:22:36,920 --> 01:22:37,960
Speaker 11: that you knew.

1415
01:22:37,920 --> 01:22:39,560
Speaker 1: At the time. All right, So you go to the

1416
01:22:39,560 --> 01:22:40,800
Speaker 1: Do you think you have pink eye? You go to

1417
01:22:40,840 --> 01:22:42,519
Speaker 1: the doctor. The doctor says, yeah, you do, but it's

1418
01:22:42,520 --> 01:22:44,559
Speaker 1: not the pages and You're like, great, I can keep

1419
01:22:44,560 --> 01:22:45,599
Speaker 1: working out with this lady.

1420
01:22:48,040 --> 01:22:50,280
Speaker 11: I mean pretty much. She just always wanted to hang

1421
01:22:50,280 --> 01:22:52,400
Speaker 11: out with me, So I was like, you know, sure,

1422
01:22:53,600 --> 01:22:54,559
Speaker 11: I'm down to hang out.

1423
01:22:54,640 --> 01:22:57,000
Speaker 1: I just needed to clarify that. Leonard, Leonard, you gotta

1424
01:22:58,439 --> 01:22:59,920
Speaker 1: meet me halfway on some of this.

1425
01:23:00,240 --> 01:23:05,880
Speaker 11: H No, I get you, I feel you, Okay, So.

1426
01:23:05,760 --> 01:23:12,879
Speaker 1: What happened and what is what? What sort of happens

1427
01:23:12,880 --> 01:23:13,280
Speaker 1: after that?

1428
01:23:16,760 --> 01:23:19,719
Speaker 11: Pretty much? She was or she was like is she's

1429
01:23:19,760 --> 01:23:23,640
Speaker 11: sleeping with you? And I was like who are you?

1430
01:23:24,160 --> 01:23:29,720
Speaker 11: And he was like, I'm married to this girl. We

1431
01:23:29,800 --> 01:23:36,080
Speaker 11: have kids. She told me that she had a what

1432
01:23:36,120 --> 01:23:36,560
Speaker 11: do you call it?

1433
01:23:37,720 --> 01:23:38,400
Speaker 1: Affair?

1434
01:23:38,720 --> 01:23:42,040
Speaker 11: She was having people. She was having people rent out

1435
01:23:42,160 --> 01:23:45,519
Speaker 11: her apartment and they had kids, but those were actually

1436
01:23:45,600 --> 01:23:49,439
Speaker 11: her kids. So he was like, we have children, were married,

1437
01:23:49,880 --> 01:23:52,200
Speaker 11: blah blah blah. And I was like, well, this is

1438
01:23:52,280 --> 01:23:55,360
Speaker 11: news to me. I had no idea. I you know,

1439
01:23:55,479 --> 01:23:58,599
Speaker 11: she told me you were this and that blah blah blah. Right,

1440
01:24:00,320 --> 01:24:04,360
Speaker 11: And I was like, yeah, you know in the past, yeah,

1441
01:24:04,560 --> 01:24:09,320
Speaker 11: we've like slept together and everything. And he was so.

1442
01:24:09,200 --> 01:24:11,960
Speaker 1: How did he he respond? Did he was he upset

1443
01:24:12,000 --> 01:24:14,479
Speaker 1: with you? Or did you explain that you did not know?

1444
01:24:16,080 --> 01:24:16,280
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1445
01:24:16,360 --> 01:24:18,519
Speaker 11: Yeah, I was just like, I had no idea. This

1446
01:24:18,560 --> 01:24:19,120
Speaker 11: is news to me.

1447
01:24:19,240 --> 01:24:19,479
Speaker 2: Man.

1448
01:24:20,640 --> 01:24:25,800
Speaker 11: I was like, I'm sorry you're having a go through this,

1449
01:24:26,920 --> 01:24:32,519
Speaker 11: you know, but uh but yeah, you know, we we

1450
01:24:32,560 --> 01:24:35,560
Speaker 11: have slept together in the past. I'm not really interested

1451
01:24:35,560 --> 01:24:37,919
Speaker 11: in all that anymore and whatnot.

1452
01:24:38,040 --> 01:24:41,559
Speaker 1: And he was so, I mean, look to kind of

1453
01:24:41,720 --> 01:24:44,519
Speaker 1: to kind of wrap things up and get to where

1454
01:24:44,520 --> 01:24:48,799
Speaker 1: we are right now. Are you have you made contact

1455
01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:49,759
Speaker 1: with this woman ever? Again?

1456
01:24:51,960 --> 01:24:52,439
Speaker 11: Uh?

1457
01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:52,760
Speaker 1: No?

1458
01:24:52,920 --> 01:24:57,559
Speaker 11: I told him to uh to pretty much like press

1459
01:24:57,560 --> 01:25:01,479
Speaker 11: her on this, and she she blocked so, which I

1460
01:25:01,520 --> 01:25:03,040
Speaker 11: mean I didn't want to talk to her anyways.

1461
01:25:03,040 --> 01:25:05,840
Speaker 1: But so, how are you feeling about this because when

1462
01:25:05,840 --> 01:25:07,720
Speaker 1: we first picked up that, when I first started talking

1463
01:25:07,760 --> 01:25:11,719
Speaker 1: to you ten minutes ago, you seemed like you seemed

1464
01:25:11,960 --> 01:25:14,320
Speaker 1: like like you had some some guilt.

1465
01:25:15,600 --> 01:25:17,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I feel well.

1466
01:25:17,240 --> 01:25:18,640
Speaker 11: I mean I told him, I was like, man, I

1467
01:25:18,680 --> 01:25:20,559
Speaker 11: feel bad, like sorry, you have to go through this,

1468
01:25:20,720 --> 01:25:24,120
Speaker 11: you know. But yeah, you know, I don't know. I

1469
01:25:24,120 --> 01:25:28,200
Speaker 11: was lied to throughout the whole thing. If you don't know,

1470
01:25:28,240 --> 01:25:32,240
Speaker 11: you didn't know, but I do, you know, Yeah, but

1471
01:25:33,840 --> 01:25:37,920
Speaker 11: I don't know kind of I don't know how. That's

1472
01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:40,280
Speaker 11: what I wanted to call and talk to you, is

1473
01:25:40,720 --> 01:25:45,880
Speaker 11: like I don't know how to really like think about it,

1474
01:25:45,920 --> 01:25:47,439
Speaker 11: you know, because uh, well I.

1475
01:25:47,240 --> 01:25:47,800
Speaker 4: Feel like that.

1476
01:25:47,880 --> 01:25:52,120
Speaker 1: I mean I think, I mean, I mean, look, we'll

1477
01:25:52,720 --> 01:25:53,400
Speaker 1: I gotta move on.

1478
01:25:53,600 --> 01:25:56,880
Speaker 11: But yeah, no, I feel you well no, well no.

1479
01:25:56,920 --> 01:25:58,360
Speaker 1: I mean look, it sounds like you already have the

1480
01:25:58,439 --> 01:26:01,960
Speaker 1: right mentality about it, right, which is like, I mean,

1481
01:26:01,960 --> 01:26:05,120
Speaker 1: you were deceived. You know, you didn't act with any

1482
01:26:05,160 --> 01:26:09,160
Speaker 1: sort of intentional malice, So I don't think you guilty

1483
01:26:09,160 --> 01:26:11,000
Speaker 1: about it. I think, I mean, if anything, I mean, look,

1484
01:26:11,040 --> 01:26:14,920
Speaker 1: if anything, you're you know, you know, one of her

1485
01:26:15,040 --> 01:26:18,599
Speaker 1: little you know, you've been pawned, like you know, you

1486
01:26:18,600 --> 01:26:20,400
Speaker 1: you you were you.

1487
01:26:20,360 --> 01:26:23,519
Speaker 11: Know, taking advantage of kind of, yeah.

1488
01:26:23,400 --> 01:26:25,360
Speaker 1: I think you were, you were taking advantage of you know,

1489
01:26:25,479 --> 01:26:27,719
Speaker 1: we were lied to. Yeah, you know, so I wouldn't

1490
01:26:27,720 --> 01:26:29,519
Speaker 1: feel bad. I don't think And by the way, here's

1491
01:26:29,520 --> 01:26:31,879
Speaker 1: another thing, is like, you know, look, she just decided

1492
01:26:31,920 --> 01:26:33,920
Speaker 1: to use you, but if she was gonna cheat, she

1493
01:26:33,920 --> 01:26:37,439
Speaker 1: would have used you know, anyone else. So you know,

1494
01:26:38,080 --> 01:26:39,720
Speaker 1: I'm sorry to hear that you got swept up in

1495
01:26:39,760 --> 01:26:42,519
Speaker 1: this whole fucking thing, but I don't think you need

1496
01:26:42,520 --> 01:26:45,439
Speaker 1: to feel any guilt about it as long as you're

1497
01:26:46,240 --> 01:26:47,400
Speaker 1: telling the truth that you had.

1498
01:26:47,280 --> 01:26:51,519
Speaker 11: No idea, you know, Yeah, well I didn't have any

1499
01:26:52,880 --> 01:26:55,519
Speaker 11: Like the whole relationship wasn't serious or whatever. It was

1500
01:26:55,560 --> 01:26:57,080
Speaker 11: just kind of you know, like.

1501
01:26:57,920 --> 01:27:01,479
Speaker 1: Hang out and well whether you're the relationships whatever. But

1502
01:27:03,320 --> 01:27:05,280
Speaker 1: but but.

1503
01:27:05,360 --> 01:27:08,040
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's a shitty feeling. So I just want to

1504
01:27:08,520 --> 01:27:11,679
Speaker 11: kind of you're, yeah.

1505
01:27:12,560 --> 01:27:13,920
Speaker 1: I'm sorry to hear that you got caught.

1506
01:27:13,760 --> 01:27:15,240
Speaker 11: Up a long night for you, and I don't think

1507
01:27:15,280 --> 01:27:15,880
Speaker 11: that you need to.

1508
01:27:15,800 --> 01:27:17,760
Speaker 1: Feel I don't think you need to feel guilty about that.

1509
01:27:20,920 --> 01:27:21,360
Speaker 11: For sure.

1510
01:27:22,120 --> 01:27:26,000
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say?

1511
01:27:26,920 --> 01:27:27,360
Speaker 2: Uh?

1512
01:27:27,600 --> 01:27:32,519
Speaker 11: Not to take life too seriously and uh, I don't

1513
01:27:32,560 --> 01:27:37,920
Speaker 11: really know, Uh, relationships aren't really. I don't really know

1514
01:27:37,920 --> 01:27:42,240
Speaker 11: if they're fit for our generation anymore.

1515
01:27:43,280 --> 01:27:45,320
Speaker 1: If you want to go ahead and be a single

1516
01:27:45,360 --> 01:27:48,160
Speaker 1: guy and do whatever you're gonna do and do it

1517
01:27:48,240 --> 01:27:51,400
Speaker 1: until it no longer, well.

1518
01:27:51,240 --> 01:27:54,599
Speaker 11: I know you're like that. The single life is definitely

1519
01:27:54,600 --> 01:27:57,519
Speaker 11: the life to live. But a lot of callers you

1520
01:27:57,600 --> 01:28:03,120
Speaker 11: have call in about like relationship advice, and uh, I

1521
01:28:03,160 --> 01:28:06,479
Speaker 11: think everyone should just everyone seems and everyone's really young

1522
01:28:06,479 --> 01:28:08,800
Speaker 11: when they're calling in to you about this kind of

1523
01:28:08,800 --> 01:28:13,000
Speaker 11: ship and you and me were the same age, and

1524
01:28:13,200 --> 01:28:16,479
Speaker 11: it's just kind of like, yo, don't take life too seriously.

1525
01:28:16,560 --> 01:28:21,320
Speaker 1: That's what you tell them.

1526
01:28:21,520 --> 01:28:24,040
Speaker 11: I mean, I've been listening to you, we've we've actually

1527
01:28:24,160 --> 01:28:26,719
Speaker 11: chatted in the past before about art and such.

1528
01:28:26,880 --> 01:28:29,479
Speaker 5: But uh, yeah, but.

1529
01:28:32,680 --> 01:28:35,559
Speaker 1: Be honest, thank you for calling and Sharon, and I'm

1530
01:28:35,720 --> 01:28:37,840
Speaker 1: sorry that that happened to you, and I'll talk to

1531
01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:39,280
Speaker 1: you again in another life.

1532
01:28:41,240 --> 01:28:44,479
Speaker 11: Yeah, there's nothing to be sorry about. But uh, have

1533
01:28:44,560 --> 01:28:47,920
Speaker 11: a good night, man. You to get some good calls.

1534
01:28:48,520 --> 01:28:59,000
Speaker 1: Yes, hello, Hey, hey, I heard that that was your name, Ryan, Ryan.

1535
01:28:59,640 --> 01:29:01,760
Speaker 1: I heard you have a test of some kind that

1536
01:29:01,800 --> 01:29:05,599
Speaker 1: you would like to share with the the listeners.

1537
01:29:07,439 --> 01:29:11,320
Speaker 4: Yes, of course, So I actually have a. Basically, I

1538
01:29:11,400 --> 01:29:16,200
Speaker 4: believe that I love cars, I love driving, and my

1539
01:29:17,400 --> 01:29:22,040
Speaker 4: philosophy really is that people should be able to go

1540
01:29:22,160 --> 01:29:25,200
Speaker 4: as fast as they can handle and have proven they

1541
01:29:25,200 --> 01:29:26,280
Speaker 4: can handle handle.

1542
01:29:27,360 --> 01:29:35,240
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. Okay, So it's a test or a philosophy.

1543
01:29:33,120 --> 01:29:36,680
Speaker 4: It's there's a test related to it. So I think

1544
01:29:36,720 --> 01:29:40,640
Speaker 4: that there should be different levels of driver's licenses that

1545
01:29:40,720 --> 01:29:44,880
Speaker 4: you can earn based off of your skill aptitude on

1546
01:29:45,280 --> 01:29:48,559
Speaker 4: a test that you can take that measures certain things

1547
01:29:48,640 --> 01:29:52,920
Speaker 4: like your ability to drive, your reaction times, and things

1548
01:29:52,960 --> 01:29:53,280
Speaker 4: like that.

1549
01:29:56,320 --> 01:29:59,439
Speaker 1: I'm really you know, I'm really trying to be open

1550
01:29:59,439 --> 01:30:02,320
Speaker 1: minded about the idea of having different ways. So you're

1551
01:30:02,320 --> 01:30:05,639
Speaker 1: telling me you want to enact the system in which

1552
01:30:05,840 --> 01:30:10,519
Speaker 1: you can get like a silver driver's license that will

1553
01:30:10,560 --> 01:30:14,160
Speaker 1: allow you to go X amount of miles over the

1554
01:30:14,160 --> 01:30:21,160
Speaker 1: speed limit CBS exactly, and and okay, so I'm curious,

1555
01:30:21,439 --> 01:30:23,519
Speaker 1: and maybe this is where the test aspect of this

1556
01:30:23,560 --> 01:30:29,599
Speaker 1: philosophy comes in. How does one prove themselves worthy of

1557
01:30:29,680 --> 01:30:33,479
Speaker 1: this higher echelon driver's license?

1558
01:30:36,680 --> 01:30:39,240
Speaker 4: I think the best way that I've so far thought of,

1559
01:30:39,320 --> 01:30:41,960
Speaker 4: and this is this isn't something I've thought about extensively.

1560
01:30:42,000 --> 01:30:43,479
Speaker 4: It's just kind of an idea that popped in my

1561
01:30:43,520 --> 01:30:46,000
Speaker 4: head the other day, but I feel like it would

1562
01:30:46,040 --> 01:30:49,479
Speaker 4: be something like you take a few laps around the

1563
01:30:49,600 --> 01:30:52,920
Speaker 4: track and they like measure how you react to different things.

1564
01:30:53,600 --> 01:30:57,040
Speaker 4: And basically just do you know how you do this?

1565
01:30:57,240 --> 01:30:59,280
Speaker 4: Like when you drop a ruler, you can measure your

1566
01:30:59,280 --> 01:30:59,960
Speaker 4: reaction time.

1567
01:31:01,160 --> 01:31:02,160
Speaker 1: I've never heard of that.

1568
01:31:03,800 --> 01:31:09,639
Speaker 4: No, Oh, explain its. Basically, they hold the ruler between

1569
01:31:09,640 --> 01:31:12,800
Speaker 4: your fingers and then if you and then they drop

1570
01:31:12,840 --> 01:31:14,160
Speaker 4: it and you just have to try to catch it

1571
01:31:14,240 --> 01:31:18,200
Speaker 4: right when they drop it. I feel stupid, I'm doing

1572
01:31:18,280 --> 01:31:23,000
Speaker 4: the physical pinching. But yeah, so you try to catch it,

1573
01:31:23,400 --> 01:31:26,240
Speaker 4: and based off of where you catch it, you can

1574
01:31:26,280 --> 01:31:28,679
Speaker 4: measure how quickly your brain was able to react see

1575
01:31:28,680 --> 01:31:31,320
Speaker 4: it and then respond to the fact that it's dropping.

1576
01:31:32,920 --> 01:31:36,920
Speaker 1: You know, I think you know this. It's an interesting theory.

1577
01:31:36,960 --> 01:31:42,560
Speaker 1: It's an interesting theory. My problem is, I mean, aside

1578
01:31:42,600 --> 01:31:44,599
Speaker 1: from how we're going to test people to see what

1579
01:31:44,680 --> 01:31:50,840
Speaker 1: color license they're going to get, is how do I

1580
01:31:50,880 --> 01:31:53,320
Speaker 1: mean what the basure is the problem. We have to

1581
01:31:53,360 --> 01:31:57,440
Speaker 1: share roads, right, we have to share roads. So the

1582
01:31:57,439 --> 01:32:01,000
Speaker 1: the yellow license pe well, are going to be sharing

1583
01:32:01,120 --> 01:32:04,960
Speaker 1: roads with the with the green license people, you know,

1584
01:32:05,200 --> 01:32:07,080
Speaker 1: and and and shit's gonna get fucked up.

1585
01:32:09,080 --> 01:32:12,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I haven't thought of it that way.

1586
01:32:12,520 --> 01:32:15,360
Speaker 4: That makes sense, I guess. I mean I really do

1587
01:32:15,439 --> 01:32:17,839
Speaker 4: have a bias standpoint here, because I really.

1588
01:32:17,600 --> 01:32:19,160
Speaker 1: Do have it because you would like to go very

1589
01:32:19,160 --> 01:32:21,559
Speaker 1: fast I get cars, So you're you're biased about that.

1590
01:32:23,160 --> 01:32:26,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, my brains just romanticizing about this world where that's okay.

1591
01:32:27,560 --> 01:32:30,559
Speaker 1: Uh, what's the fastest that you have gone on the highway?

1592
01:32:32,720 --> 01:32:34,800
Speaker 4: The fastest I went on the highway was one hundred

1593
01:32:34,800 --> 01:32:35,880
Speaker 4: and forty two miles an hour.

1594
01:32:36,320 --> 01:32:45,160
Speaker 1: One hundred and forty two miles an hour. Yeah, Jesus Christ,

1595
01:32:46,160 --> 01:32:48,000
Speaker 1: did you not you didn't get pulled over?

1596
01:32:49,640 --> 01:32:49,720
Speaker 2: No?

1597
01:32:49,920 --> 01:32:52,839
Speaker 4: I have been pulled over going ninety and eighty.

1598
01:32:53,760 --> 01:32:56,240
Speaker 1: Dude, what do you even say? What do you even

1599
01:32:56,560 --> 01:33:00,920
Speaker 1: say if you get pulled over after going if if

1600
01:33:00,960 --> 01:33:03,599
Speaker 1: there someone clocks you at one hundred and forty two

1601
01:33:04,320 --> 01:33:09,360
Speaker 1: miles an hour, what do you even say? You just

1602
01:33:09,360 --> 01:33:10,920
Speaker 1: got to throw up your hair. You gotta be like,

1603
01:33:10,960 --> 01:33:15,240
Speaker 1: all right, is it? I'm going to jail?

1604
01:33:15,320 --> 01:33:15,519
Speaker 14: Yeah?

1605
01:33:15,520 --> 01:33:17,559
Speaker 4: Honestly, if you get pulled over going that fast, you're

1606
01:33:17,600 --> 01:33:20,519
Speaker 4: going to jail. I was lucky enough both times I

1607
01:33:20,520 --> 01:33:22,759
Speaker 4: got pulled over. If you're going over eighty, it's criminal.

1608
01:33:22,800 --> 01:33:24,680
Speaker 4: You can get pulled over and go to jail for

1609
01:33:24,720 --> 01:33:26,200
Speaker 4: going on anything over eighty.

1610
01:33:27,360 --> 01:33:29,240
Speaker 1: Or and what is it if you go over one

1611
01:33:29,320 --> 01:33:33,679
Speaker 1: hundred and forty? Does it super criminal?

1612
01:33:34,040 --> 01:33:34,439
Speaker 4: I don't know.

1613
01:33:35,400 --> 01:33:38,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's yeah, you're you're screwed.

1614
01:33:39,640 --> 01:33:44,320
Speaker 1: Well listen, Ryan, Oh, go ahead. The best thing to do,

1615
01:33:44,360 --> 01:33:44,920
Speaker 1: I want to hear it.

1616
01:33:46,160 --> 01:33:48,000
Speaker 4: The best thing to do if you're getting clocks going

1617
01:33:48,000 --> 01:33:50,120
Speaker 4: one hundred and forty is just keep going because they

1618
01:33:50,120 --> 01:33:52,679
Speaker 4: can't chase you at that speats for long. They didn't

1619
01:33:52,720 --> 01:33:53,759
Speaker 4: get pursuit quickly.

1620
01:33:54,320 --> 01:33:59,040
Speaker 1: Hmm. Interesting, you know that makes sense in theory. You

1621
01:33:59,080 --> 01:34:01,320
Speaker 1: got all these thoughts. See that makes sense in that

1622
01:34:01,439 --> 01:34:03,720
Speaker 1: makes sense in theory because if you go faster they

1623
01:34:03,720 --> 01:34:07,400
Speaker 1: cannot catch you. You've got all these thoughts, Ryan, that

1624
01:34:07,479 --> 01:34:12,640
Speaker 1: make a lot of sense in theory. And you know,

1625
01:34:12,840 --> 01:34:15,839
Speaker 1: keep thinking, Ryan, you have a creative brain. Keep thinking

1626
01:34:15,880 --> 01:34:18,200
Speaker 1: on these ideas, and eventually you'll come up with something

1627
01:34:18,240 --> 01:34:22,000
Speaker 1: that makes sense in practice, or you'll get yourself and

1628
01:34:22,040 --> 01:34:24,280
Speaker 1: a bunch of people killed in the process of doing so.

1629
01:34:24,439 --> 01:34:28,599
Speaker 1: But such as must happen for the advancements of new

1630
01:34:28,640 --> 01:34:30,720
Speaker 1: ideas in our society.

1631
01:34:31,479 --> 01:34:36,720
Speaker 4: Precisely, precisely have a gress on that. Ryan, Yeah you too.

1632
01:34:39,720 --> 01:34:41,600
Speaker 1: What car does the caller drive? I don't know. I

1633
01:34:41,600 --> 01:34:43,640
Speaker 1: don't know what fucking car can go one hundred and

1634
01:34:43,680 --> 01:34:51,240
Speaker 1: forty two miles an hour. I don't fuck with cars, man.

1635
01:34:54,439 --> 01:34:56,960
Speaker 1: I wish my ultimate dream is I want to live

1636
01:34:57,000 --> 01:35:00,519
Speaker 1: in a walkable city. I don't fuck around with cars

1637
01:35:00,560 --> 01:35:05,120
Speaker 1: because it's it's so easy to die. It's so easy

1638
01:35:05,200 --> 01:35:12,040
Speaker 1: to die, right, Like, like, all right, what imagine your

1639
01:35:12,120 --> 01:35:15,040
Speaker 1: stupid day where you're sitting in a chair for like

1640
01:35:15,160 --> 01:35:18,320
Speaker 1: ninety percent of it, you're on the computer, working or

1641
01:35:18,360 --> 01:35:22,120
Speaker 1: watching YouTube, whatever the fuck. And then like, like, if

1642
01:35:22,160 --> 01:35:26,439
Speaker 1: you're on your computer and you're watching YouTube, the likelihood

1643
01:35:26,479 --> 01:35:30,679
Speaker 1: that you're going to die is pretty low. It's like zero,

1644
01:35:30,960 --> 01:35:33,120
Speaker 1: it's I think it's pretty close. I think it's pretty

1645
01:35:33,120 --> 01:35:35,200
Speaker 1: close to zero percent. I think it's under one percent.

1646
01:35:35,320 --> 01:35:39,040
Speaker 1: The likelihood that you're just gonna fucking just die when

1647
01:35:39,080 --> 01:35:42,719
Speaker 1: you're sitting at home. When you're walking down the street,

1648
01:35:42,720 --> 01:35:45,120
Speaker 1: the likelihood that you're going to die go it goes

1649
01:35:45,200 --> 01:35:47,720
Speaker 1: up a little bit. You know, somebody could come and

1650
01:35:47,760 --> 01:35:49,640
Speaker 1: shoot you in the face, or you could trip on

1651
01:35:49,720 --> 01:35:52,360
Speaker 1: a rock, something could happen. But when you get into

1652
01:35:52,400 --> 01:35:54,840
Speaker 1: a car, I mean, the likelihood you're going to die

1653
01:35:55,600 --> 01:36:01,200
Speaker 1: goes to probably about seventy five percent chance that you're

1654
01:36:01,240 --> 01:36:05,439
Speaker 1: going to die if you're driving a car. I've talked

1655
01:36:05,479 --> 01:36:09,360
Speaker 1: to people who say that they have anxiety about driving cars,

1656
01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:12,439
Speaker 1: and I'm like, that's that makes sense. You know, there's

1657
01:36:12,479 --> 01:36:14,639
Speaker 1: nothing wrong with you. If you have anxiety about driving

1658
01:36:14,680 --> 01:36:20,439
Speaker 1: cars is extremely correct thing to be anxious about, because

1659
01:36:20,479 --> 01:36:24,200
Speaker 1: you're I mean roads, we're fucking jousting out there.

1660
01:36:24,240 --> 01:36:24,639
Speaker 13: It's like.

1661
01:36:26,280 --> 01:36:29,679
Speaker 1: I'm just like, one guy's going as fast fifty miles

1662
01:36:29,720 --> 01:36:31,680
Speaker 1: an hour down this, and then there's another guy He's

1663
01:36:31,720 --> 01:36:34,439
Speaker 1: going to the same way, but there's there's lists little

1664
01:36:34,479 --> 01:36:37,439
Speaker 1: amount of fucking space between them or jousting out there.

1665
01:36:38,720 --> 01:36:42,040
Speaker 1: Hello Blair from Ohio?

1666
01:36:43,080 --> 01:36:45,559
Speaker 5: Hello, what's up?

1667
01:36:45,680 --> 01:36:47,519
Speaker 1: Blair from Ohio?

1668
01:36:48,640 --> 01:36:49,920
Speaker 12: Oh? Nothing, nic?

1669
01:36:50,120 --> 01:36:50,559
Speaker 9: How are you?

1670
01:36:52,720 --> 01:37:02,000
Speaker 1: How am I? I am not doing too bad? How

1671
01:37:02,040 --> 01:37:02,280
Speaker 1: are you?

1672
01:37:04,920 --> 01:37:07,240
Speaker 12: I'm pretty good? Is your toe doing better?

1673
01:37:08,680 --> 01:37:11,040
Speaker 1: I appreciate you asking me that my toe is doing

1674
01:37:13,040 --> 01:37:14,560
Speaker 1: pretty better? I think.

1675
01:37:17,280 --> 01:37:17,760
Speaker 11: That's good.

1676
01:37:19,640 --> 01:37:20,759
Speaker 1: So what's going on with you? Blair?

1677
01:37:24,360 --> 01:37:30,600
Speaker 12: Nothing? Really? I call takeet some advice about like relationships.

1678
01:37:30,640 --> 01:37:35,800
Speaker 1: I guess I'll do my best. What's what's going on

1679
01:37:35,880 --> 01:37:37,680
Speaker 1: with you?

1680
01:37:37,400 --> 01:37:40,519
Speaker 12: I know, Well, is there like a missus Gecko?

1681
01:37:42,880 --> 01:37:48,040
Speaker 1: Is there a missus Gecko? Probably out there somewhere. There's

1682
01:37:48,040 --> 01:37:50,160
Speaker 1: all kinds of people with all kinds of names. But

1683
01:37:50,160 --> 01:37:52,120
Speaker 1: what's going on in your life?

1684
01:37:53,640 --> 01:37:57,320
Speaker 12: Okay? Have you ever seen that movie good Luck Chuck?

1685
01:37:58,920 --> 01:38:02,879
Speaker 1: Good Luck Chuck. I've heard of it. I'm familiar.

1686
01:38:04,760 --> 01:38:09,920
Speaker 12: Okay, So basically, like this guy, you know, women go

1687
01:38:10,000 --> 01:38:12,200
Speaker 12: to him and they get with him and then they

1688
01:38:12,200 --> 01:38:17,559
Speaker 12: find like they're forever like saying afterwards, I feel like

1689
01:38:17,760 --> 01:38:19,439
Speaker 12: that's kind of my life right now.

1690
01:38:21,080 --> 01:38:23,760
Speaker 1: Good Luck. So in Good Luck Chuck, women get with

1691
01:38:23,960 --> 01:38:26,000
Speaker 1: Chuck and then they just fall in love with him forever.

1692
01:38:27,479 --> 01:38:30,519
Speaker 12: No, they get like, like, so the next boyfriend that

1693
01:38:30,560 --> 01:38:33,000
Speaker 12: they get, that's like who they get married to.

1694
01:38:35,720 --> 01:38:42,280
Speaker 1: Oh so Chuck is the penultimate lover eternally.

1695
01:38:42,880 --> 01:38:43,240
Speaker 5: Yes.

1696
01:38:44,080 --> 01:38:46,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's his and that's his and that's is that

1697
01:38:46,280 --> 01:38:50,120
Speaker 1: an issue for him?

1698
01:38:50,680 --> 01:38:54,040
Speaker 12: No? But for me yeah, I'm kind of over it.

1699
01:38:54,960 --> 01:39:00,240
Speaker 1: Oh okay, so you are the perpetual penultimate lover before

1700
01:39:00,800 --> 01:39:05,360
Speaker 1: the guy finds whoever he actually ends up being with.

1701
01:39:06,920 --> 01:39:11,960
Speaker 12: Yeah. So, like the last three people I've talked to,

1702
01:39:12,600 --> 01:39:15,080
Speaker 12: I've been single for like three years now. So like

1703
01:39:15,120 --> 01:39:17,000
Speaker 12: the last three people I kind of got serious with

1704
01:39:17,840 --> 01:39:20,720
Speaker 12: have ghosted me, stopped talking to me, and then like

1705
01:39:20,920 --> 01:39:23,680
Speaker 12: a week later they have another girlfriend. And it's like

1706
01:39:23,760 --> 01:39:24,760
Speaker 12: the weirdest thing.

1707
01:39:24,960 --> 01:39:32,719
Speaker 1: I don't know, mmm, interesting, interesting, I.

1708
01:39:34,439 --> 01:39:39,200
Speaker 12: No, go ahead, please sorry, I'm actually kind of I

1709
01:39:39,240 --> 01:39:42,040
Speaker 12: think I'm talking to someone right now. I don't know

1710
01:39:42,040 --> 01:39:45,040
Speaker 12: if I'm being like Homie zone though. It's kind of weird.

1711
01:39:45,439 --> 01:39:47,559
Speaker 12: He's a weird relationship.

1712
01:39:47,000 --> 01:39:47,360
Speaker 2: That we have.

1713
01:39:48,680 --> 01:39:50,680
Speaker 1: Why tell me more about this relationship? Why do you

1714
01:39:50,680 --> 01:39:51,759
Speaker 1: think it is? It is weird?

1715
01:39:54,560 --> 01:39:54,880
Speaker 8: Uh?

1716
01:39:55,040 --> 01:39:57,479
Speaker 12: He just kind of like tells me about dates he

1717
01:39:57,560 --> 01:40:01,880
Speaker 12: goes on and like how bad they are. But we

1718
01:40:02,000 --> 01:40:05,720
Speaker 12: talked all the time, like it's kind of cute, Like

1719
01:40:05,800 --> 01:40:07,720
Speaker 12: he'll have me like who want to talk to me

1720
01:40:07,760 --> 01:40:10,360
Speaker 12: on his way home from work? Or like we'll talk

1721
01:40:10,400 --> 01:40:13,800
Speaker 12: on the phone before bed and stuff. We've hung out

1722
01:40:13,880 --> 01:40:17,120
Speaker 12: a few times. We actually went on a date last

1723
01:40:17,160 --> 01:40:19,960
Speaker 12: Friday and it was good. I kind of fucked it

1724
01:40:20,040 --> 01:40:24,040
Speaker 12: up though by being late. I didn't mean to. I

1725
01:40:24,120 --> 01:40:27,240
Speaker 12: just scrambled for like a babysitter last minute, So we

1726
01:40:27,320 --> 01:40:29,920
Speaker 12: missed dinner like he wanted to. But we still did

1727
01:40:30,439 --> 01:40:33,040
Speaker 12: the other two things a child.

1728
01:40:34,439 --> 01:40:39,639
Speaker 1: I do, Yes, so be honest with me. Has that

1729
01:40:39,880 --> 01:40:47,600
Speaker 1: been like a a any any amount of impediment in

1730
01:40:47,920 --> 01:40:50,679
Speaker 1: your dating life.

1731
01:40:52,439 --> 01:40:55,920
Speaker 12: There's been some people that are like, I don't know.

1732
01:40:56,000 --> 01:40:59,479
Speaker 12: I try to keep my home life away from my

1733
01:40:59,560 --> 01:41:03,880
Speaker 12: dating life because my son has a dad and he

1734
01:41:03,960 --> 01:41:07,240
Speaker 12: sees him, so it's it's no issue. I'm not looking

1735
01:41:07,240 --> 01:41:09,280
Speaker 12: for someone for my son, you know, it's for me.

1736
01:41:10,240 --> 01:41:14,599
Speaker 1: Mm hmmmm. Interesting okay, Uh, it's.

1737
01:41:14,400 --> 01:41:16,120
Speaker 12: It is weird because there's a lot of people in

1738
01:41:16,160 --> 01:41:18,280
Speaker 12: my age that are like, oh, you have a five

1739
01:41:18,360 --> 01:41:21,800
Speaker 12: year old and I'm like, yeah, I don't know. I'm sorry.

1740
01:41:22,120 --> 01:41:24,000
Speaker 1: Sure, well, I mean look, regardless of what other people

1741
01:41:24,080 --> 01:41:27,400
Speaker 1: your age think about, you know, your life, Like, well,

1742
01:41:27,400 --> 01:41:29,439
Speaker 1: how do you meet these these guys? You said, there's

1743
01:41:29,479 --> 01:41:32,479
Speaker 1: all these guys who go on like they like they

1744
01:41:32,520 --> 01:41:36,040
Speaker 1: go on a few dates with you and then they

1745
01:41:36,080 --> 01:41:38,360
Speaker 1: find someone else. Do when you go on a date

1746
01:41:38,400 --> 01:41:39,840
Speaker 1: with first of all, we are you meeting these guys?

1747
01:41:39,920 --> 01:41:41,680
Speaker 1: It's like this is this is a tender thing, a

1748
01:41:41,720 --> 01:41:42,240
Speaker 1: hinge thing.

1749
01:41:43,600 --> 01:41:44,719
Speaker 12: Uh tender and hinge?

1750
01:41:44,800 --> 01:41:45,040
Speaker 7: Yeah?

1751
01:41:45,760 --> 01:41:47,920
Speaker 1: Okay, And do they do they know off the bat

1752
01:41:47,960 --> 01:41:49,080
Speaker 1: that you have a child?

1753
01:41:50,240 --> 01:41:53,360
Speaker 12: Yeah? I actually put in my profiles then I'm a mom.

1754
01:41:54,240 --> 01:41:56,240
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, I think that's I think that's good. Not

1755
01:41:56,560 --> 01:41:59,519
Speaker 1: you know, not not because anyone has any right to

1756
01:41:59,520 --> 01:42:01,200
Speaker 1: anyone else business. But you know, at the end of

1757
01:42:01,240 --> 01:42:03,080
Speaker 1: the day, it makes things easier for you, right because

1758
01:42:03,120 --> 01:42:05,000
Speaker 1: you don't want to waste any time, you know with

1759
01:42:05,040 --> 01:42:05,920
Speaker 1: anyone who you don't.

1760
01:42:05,760 --> 01:42:06,800
Speaker 5: Know is already that.

1761
01:42:08,479 --> 01:42:09,320
Speaker 12: Yeah, you don't know.

1762
01:42:12,280 --> 01:42:15,479
Speaker 1: Interesting. So so all right, it's talking more about this

1763
01:42:15,479 --> 01:42:17,719
Speaker 1: guy who you're talking to right now, because it sounds

1764
01:42:17,720 --> 01:42:20,640
Speaker 1: like things are going good with that guy.

1765
01:42:20,840 --> 01:42:26,720
Speaker 12: I think so, but like, I don't know, he might

1766
01:42:26,760 --> 01:42:29,120
Speaker 12: be watching the stream, so I'm trying to watch what

1767
01:42:29,240 --> 01:42:29,679
Speaker 12: I say.

1768
01:42:30,520 --> 01:42:33,000
Speaker 1: Did he did you? Did you show him the stream?

1769
01:42:34,000 --> 01:42:34,080
Speaker 8: No?

1770
01:42:34,240 --> 01:42:34,439
Speaker 1: Oh.

1771
01:42:34,520 --> 01:42:36,479
Speaker 12: He tried to call me when I was in the queue,

1772
01:42:36,520 --> 01:42:41,719
Speaker 12: and I was like, no, I'm not trying to be rude, Okay,

1773
01:42:41,800 --> 01:42:44,000
Speaker 12: I've been like I've been super hype about getting on

1774
01:42:44,040 --> 01:42:47,400
Speaker 12: your show for a minute. So like he's always we're

1775
01:42:47,439 --> 01:42:49,679
Speaker 12: always talking about it, like oh, He's like, get in there,

1776
01:42:49,720 --> 01:42:50,360
Speaker 12: you got.

1777
01:42:50,120 --> 01:42:53,960
Speaker 1: It, And so you're always talking about it because you're like,

1778
01:42:54,040 --> 01:42:56,160
Speaker 1: you're like, I really want to call this geckos to

1779
01:42:56,240 --> 01:42:57,000
Speaker 1: talk about you.

1780
01:42:59,600 --> 01:43:01,439
Speaker 12: I have told him. I was like, when I if

1781
01:43:01,439 --> 01:43:03,800
Speaker 12: I ever get in I'm talking ship and he said

1782
01:43:03,840 --> 01:43:04,599
Speaker 12: he would do the same.

1783
01:43:04,680 --> 01:43:08,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, is he Is he on the fucking queue? That's

1784
01:43:08,160 --> 01:43:10,040
Speaker 1: conference with motherfucker in Dude.

1785
01:43:11,360 --> 01:43:13,160
Speaker 12: I don't I don't know if he's on the cue.

1786
01:43:13,160 --> 01:43:14,599
Speaker 12: Do you want me to like, I don't know how

1787
01:43:14,600 --> 01:43:16,679
Speaker 12: to do that. I don't know if he's calling.

1788
01:43:17,360 --> 01:43:20,000
Speaker 1: No, Well listen, Okay, So you're in this you're in

1789
01:43:20,040 --> 01:43:23,320
Speaker 1: this thing where you feel like guys, are you feel

1790
01:43:23,360 --> 01:43:26,240
Speaker 1: like you're the you're the you're the you know, always

1791
01:43:26,280 --> 01:43:32,000
Speaker 1: whatever being passed over or whatever. But I mean, I

1792
01:43:32,000 --> 01:43:35,000
Speaker 1: don't know, I feel like, uh, the the remedy to that,

1793
01:43:35,080 --> 01:43:39,559
Speaker 1: if there is one, is like patience, right, and sounds

1794
01:43:39,560 --> 01:43:43,680
Speaker 1: like you've been pretty patient, and I don't know, it

1795
01:43:43,720 --> 01:43:46,160
Speaker 1: sounds like these things are working out with this guy.

1796
01:43:48,360 --> 01:43:52,040
Speaker 12: Yeah, yeah, I do think I need to, Like I

1797
01:43:52,080 --> 01:43:56,360
Speaker 12: just get really excited. So it's like like my loveling

1798
01:43:56,400 --> 01:43:59,960
Speaker 12: guage is like buying stuff and like giving presents and

1799
01:44:00,120 --> 01:44:03,080
Speaker 12: like showing it, you know, like, oh, I like you,

1800
01:44:03,280 --> 01:44:05,040
Speaker 12: here's this, I got this for you. So it's like

1801
01:44:05,439 --> 01:44:07,800
Speaker 12: I was like, oh my god, I've been trying so

1802
01:44:07,920 --> 01:44:10,320
Speaker 12: hard not to buy a bunch of gifts and be like, hey,

1803
01:44:10,400 --> 01:44:12,439
Speaker 12: how's it going? Like, but I don't want to like

1804
01:44:12,479 --> 01:44:14,320
Speaker 12: scare them away, Like I haven't done that before, but

1805
01:44:14,920 --> 01:44:17,120
Speaker 12: this one, I don't know. I feel like it's kind

1806
01:44:17,120 --> 01:44:17,800
Speaker 12: of different, so.

1807
01:44:19,760 --> 01:44:26,160
Speaker 1: You know, you're kind of my My general thought process

1808
01:44:26,200 --> 01:44:33,559
Speaker 1: on like dating is that like you shouldn't ever not

1809
01:44:33,680 --> 01:44:35,280
Speaker 1: for And this is not I'm not saying. This is

1810
01:44:35,280 --> 01:44:37,000
Speaker 1: not like a cheesy thing. I'm saying, this is like

1811
01:44:37,040 --> 01:44:41,519
Speaker 1: a logic. Okay, this is not a motivational speech. You

1812
01:44:41,560 --> 01:44:46,599
Speaker 1: shouldn't compromise logically. You should not compromise who you are

1813
01:44:47,640 --> 01:44:50,879
Speaker 1: while you are dating because you got to find someone

1814
01:44:51,600 --> 01:44:55,519
Speaker 1: who is cool with how you are. And if your

1815
01:44:55,840 --> 01:45:00,760
Speaker 1: love languages gifts, now here's now okay, now here's the

1816
01:45:00,760 --> 01:45:04,400
Speaker 1: tricky part of what I just said is that if

1817
01:45:04,840 --> 01:45:10,000
Speaker 1: your peculiar, or if you act in ways that are

1818
01:45:11,280 --> 01:45:14,320
Speaker 1: not how a lot of people act, or if maybe

1819
01:45:14,320 --> 01:45:16,280
Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know anything about you know,

1820
01:45:17,080 --> 01:45:20,200
Speaker 1: how many people give gifts as their love language, but whatever,

1821
01:45:20,520 --> 01:45:26,439
Speaker 1: then then you have to be a little bit more patient. Yeah,

1822
01:45:26,520 --> 01:45:28,800
Speaker 1: if you have high standards, you gotta be a little

1823
01:45:28,800 --> 01:45:30,960
Speaker 1: bit more patient, which is okay. I think having high

1824
01:45:31,000 --> 01:45:32,720
Speaker 1: standards is good. By the way, I don't know if

1825
01:45:32,720 --> 01:45:36,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying.

1826
01:45:37,400 --> 01:45:38,400
Speaker 12: He's in the queue.

1827
01:45:39,200 --> 01:45:41,240
Speaker 1: But he's in the que name.

1828
01:45:44,120 --> 01:45:46,920
Speaker 12: His name's Kane.

1829
01:45:47,640 --> 01:45:50,640
Speaker 1: There. There ain't no Cain in this uh in this

1830
01:45:50,800 --> 01:45:51,400
Speaker 1: queue right here.

1831
01:45:51,520 --> 01:45:57,080
Speaker 12: I don't know his twitch thing is like clutching the scrub.

1832
01:45:58,040 --> 01:46:00,360
Speaker 1: He's in the chat, not the cue conference. Confidence, sa, man,

1833
01:46:00,360 --> 01:46:01,840
Speaker 1: if you want, if you want, you don't have to

1834
01:46:02,520 --> 01:46:04,280
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know what we're going to talk about,

1835
01:46:04,360 --> 01:46:05,200
Speaker 1: but we can try it.

1836
01:46:09,240 --> 01:46:11,640
Speaker 12: Oh, no, to keep suck to me.

1837
01:46:12,880 --> 01:46:22,360
Speaker 1: Listen, listen. What's your name again? Did he you didn't

1838
01:46:22,360 --> 01:46:24,120
Speaker 1: confor You're not? What's your Are you there?

1839
01:46:25,680 --> 01:46:26,439
Speaker 5: Yeah? What's up?

1840
01:46:27,120 --> 01:46:32,080
Speaker 1: Oh? It's both of you guys. Hey, what's that man?

1841
01:46:32,120 --> 01:46:39,680
Speaker 1: What's your name? My name is Kane Kin Yeah, like

1842
01:46:39,800 --> 01:46:41,160
Speaker 1: Kane and Able from the Bible.

1843
01:46:44,120 --> 01:46:45,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, we get that a lot.

1844
01:46:47,640 --> 01:46:48,960
Speaker 1: How's your life going, Kane?

1845
01:46:51,520 --> 01:46:55,400
Speaker 5: It's good man, dude, you know, getting through.

1846
01:46:55,280 --> 01:46:59,920
Speaker 1: The getting through the West. Are you watching TV right now?

1847
01:47:01,920 --> 01:47:02,559
Speaker 5: No, I'm not.

1848
01:47:04,840 --> 01:47:06,080
Speaker 1: When are you guys watching TV?

1849
01:47:08,720 --> 01:47:10,479
Speaker 5: It is not me?

1850
01:47:11,000 --> 01:47:11,519
Speaker 7: It was me?

1851
01:47:11,720 --> 01:47:12,360
Speaker 5: Sorry?

1852
01:47:12,960 --> 01:47:15,280
Speaker 1: Oh no, Worri Wait, so how long have you guys

1853
01:47:15,600 --> 01:47:16,720
Speaker 1: been hanging out with each other?

1854
01:47:18,040 --> 01:47:18,479
Speaker 9: It was me?

1855
01:47:21,840 --> 01:47:22,040
Speaker 8: Wait?

1856
01:47:22,080 --> 01:47:23,640
Speaker 5: What would you say, like a couple of weeks?

1857
01:47:24,640 --> 01:47:26,040
Speaker 12: Yeah, like a month?

1858
01:47:26,120 --> 01:47:26,360
Speaker 5: Yeah?

1859
01:47:26,800 --> 01:47:31,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, Well listen, it's been about a month. And where'd

1860
01:47:31,720 --> 01:47:33,240
Speaker 1: you guys meet? Hinge? Tinder?

1861
01:47:38,840 --> 01:47:44,559
Speaker 12: It was, well, we started talking on Hinge, but we met.

1862
01:47:45,040 --> 01:47:46,639
Speaker 12: I was like fourteen when we first met.

1863
01:47:47,680 --> 01:47:52,680
Speaker 1: Oh really, so this is one of those like, uh,

1864
01:47:53,000 --> 01:47:56,240
Speaker 1: you met, you first meet and whatever, middle school, and

1865
01:47:56,240 --> 01:47:58,880
Speaker 1: then all of a sudden you're on Hinge and you're like,

1866
01:47:58,920 --> 01:48:02,639
Speaker 1: I saw I remember that guy from whatever math class,

1867
01:48:02,680 --> 01:48:04,880
Speaker 1: and now you're you're hanging out kah pretty much?

1868
01:48:05,880 --> 01:48:11,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, now I think I was sixteen, she was fourteen

1869
01:48:11,479 --> 01:48:14,799
Speaker 5: pretty much. We were both just like school together.

1870
01:48:15,840 --> 01:48:17,920
Speaker 1: That school was it as is it was? It was

1871
01:48:17,920 --> 01:48:19,800
Speaker 1: it nice to reconnect.

1872
01:48:21,680 --> 01:48:27,200
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, we vibe is pretty good. Yeah, it was cool.

1873
01:48:28,760 --> 01:48:35,720
Speaker 1: Beautiful Cane, Cane, do you even know what what this

1874
01:48:35,960 --> 01:48:38,400
Speaker 1: is that we're Do you even know about what this is?

1875
01:48:40,320 --> 01:48:43,280
Speaker 5: Uh? Kind of yeah. I I caught a couple of

1876
01:48:43,360 --> 01:48:47,200
Speaker 5: your streams on Reddit? Did you start streaming on credit

1877
01:48:47,200 --> 01:48:48,160
Speaker 5: before you? With the twitch?

1878
01:48:48,880 --> 01:48:53,960
Speaker 1: Everywhere? I'm on my Space, I'm on fucking born Hub

1879
01:48:54,040 --> 01:49:01,559
Speaker 1: name it, I'm there bank Bang. You never been to

1880
01:49:01,600 --> 01:49:07,120
Speaker 1: spank bang dot com? No, I haven't check it out.

1881
01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:10,080
Speaker 5: Chat is blowing up right now. It's so. Yeah, we

1882
01:49:10,200 --> 01:49:13,320
Speaker 5: met when we were when we were under age, we

1883
01:49:13,360 --> 01:49:18,240
Speaker 5: were both minors, and then in the future where I'm

1884
01:49:18,320 --> 01:49:25,320
Speaker 5: twenty six now she's what twenty four? Yeah, so everybuddy's like,

1885
01:49:25,400 --> 01:49:26,080
Speaker 5: whoa wait.

1886
01:49:25,960 --> 01:49:28,360
Speaker 1: A minute, And how do you feel as though you

1887
01:49:28,680 --> 01:49:35,559
Speaker 1: have matured, developed slat or even stayed the same since

1888
01:49:35,800 --> 01:49:42,400
Speaker 1: since you since you first rendezvous a decade prior. Oh?

1889
01:49:42,439 --> 01:49:47,160
Speaker 5: I mean, man, I don't even know how to answer that. Honestly,

1890
01:49:47,640 --> 01:49:52,920
Speaker 5: it's yeah, I feel like I've I've definitely grown up.

1891
01:49:54,600 --> 01:49:55,519
Speaker 1: You're definitely grown up.

1892
01:49:57,640 --> 01:50:00,439
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean I would say I definitely a lot,

1893
01:50:01,600 --> 01:50:09,360
Speaker 5: matured a bit, pretty much got my life going. I

1894
01:50:09,400 --> 01:50:11,200
Speaker 5: don't know, what do you What.

1895
01:50:11,120 --> 01:50:12,559
Speaker 1: Do you look for in a partner, Kane?

1896
01:50:17,920 --> 01:50:23,479
Speaker 5: Uh, somebody that somebody that gets seen, somebody that I

1897
01:50:23,520 --> 01:50:33,200
Speaker 5: can vibe with that I don't know. I don't know, really, I.

1898
01:50:33,120 --> 01:50:35,439
Speaker 1: Think that's a sufficient answer. Somebody that vibes with you,

1899
01:50:35,479 --> 01:50:37,599
Speaker 1: somebody that gets you. Sufficient answer. I would say, that's

1900
01:50:38,160 --> 01:50:49,719
Speaker 1: that's pretty common amongst, uh, amongst most people. Yeah, well, listen,

1901
01:50:50,000 --> 01:50:51,679
Speaker 1: Cain and what's your name again?

1902
01:50:53,000 --> 01:50:53,360
Speaker 6: Blair?

1903
01:50:54,400 --> 01:50:58,439
Speaker 1: Blair Caine and Blair Listen. You could die at any second,

1904
01:50:58,479 --> 01:51:02,400
Speaker 1: so live in the moment and enjoy uh the time

1905
01:51:02,439 --> 01:51:06,720
Speaker 1: that you've got where you're a young person that can

1906
01:51:07,000 --> 01:51:09,600
Speaker 1: talk to people and do things and hold hands and

1907
01:51:09,640 --> 01:51:15,400
Speaker 1: all that crazy crap. You know, enjoy it well you can,

1908
01:51:16,880 --> 01:51:19,240
Speaker 1: because one day you'll be old and alone and all

1909
01:51:19,240 --> 01:51:21,599
Speaker 1: your friends will be dead, or you'll be dead. That's

1910
01:51:21,600 --> 01:51:22,879
Speaker 1: really that's the two options.

1911
01:51:24,080 --> 01:51:29,400
Speaker 11: So you know, chill, enjoy, enjoy your life.

1912
01:51:30,120 --> 01:51:41,360
Speaker 1: Enjoy life, appreciate you, get go. Someone said, ghak is

1913
01:51:41,400 --> 01:51:43,600
Speaker 1: going to a dark place? Why is? I don't know, know,

1914
01:51:43,840 --> 01:51:45,040
Speaker 1: you know what. Here's the thing, whether or not I

1915
01:51:45,120 --> 01:51:48,720
Speaker 1: believe in love. I think I believe in love in

1916
01:51:48,760 --> 01:51:50,560
Speaker 1: a general sense. But is love but I don't I

1917
01:51:50,600 --> 01:51:53,880
Speaker 1: don't know if I don't know if love is for everyone.

1918
01:51:54,240 --> 01:51:57,960
Speaker 1: I don't know if love is for everyone. I don't

1919
01:51:58,000 --> 01:52:02,639
Speaker 1: know if it's for me. Dude, class sick line. I thought,

1920
01:52:02,920 --> 01:52:05,040
Speaker 1: and look, I thought love was only true in fairy

1921
01:52:05,040 --> 01:52:08,880
Speaker 1: tales for somebody else, but not for me. You know

1922
01:52:09,439 --> 01:52:14,400
Speaker 1: that's okay? Do you need love? Do you need love?

1923
01:52:15,880 --> 01:52:19,160
Speaker 1: Do you need a soul? Me the partner or forever? Whatever?

1924
01:52:19,200 --> 01:52:23,960
Speaker 1: The fuck? You know? Can't you just walk around, eat

1925
01:52:24,120 --> 01:52:29,439
Speaker 1: food and jerk off in peace and then die? Is

1926
01:52:29,560 --> 01:52:35,639
Speaker 1: that not a life well lived? Climb a mountain? Look

1927
01:52:35,680 --> 01:52:42,280
Speaker 1: at a leaf, eat a piece of pizza, talk to

1928
01:52:42,320 --> 01:52:46,400
Speaker 1: your friend on the phone, and then die. Is there

1929
01:52:46,439 --> 01:52:53,920
Speaker 1: anything wrong with that? I don't think so. Am I lonely?

1930
01:52:54,000 --> 01:52:58,000
Speaker 1: Actually no, I'm actually feeling pretty good. Well, I've gotten used.

1931
01:52:58,439 --> 01:53:00,360
Speaker 1: This is This is a difference between being lonely and

1932
01:53:00,520 --> 01:53:04,000
Speaker 1: enjoying being I like, I like, I liked having some

1933
01:53:04,160 --> 01:53:05,880
Speaker 1: I like having time to my side. I like I like,

1934
01:53:06,160 --> 01:53:08,040
Speaker 1: I like. I like getting high and going to the

1935
01:53:08,120 --> 01:53:13,560
Speaker 1: museum alone, getting going to the aquarium alone. Going to

1936
01:53:13,600 --> 01:53:16,720
Speaker 1: the aquarium alone is the best. I I got high.

1937
01:53:16,720 --> 01:53:21,720
Speaker 1: I went to the Georgia Aquarium alone. I stare at

1938
01:53:21,720 --> 01:53:26,080
Speaker 1: a fish for twenty five minutes. You can't do that

1939
01:53:26,160 --> 01:53:28,400
Speaker 1: ship If you go to the aquarium with other people,

1940
01:53:29,520 --> 01:53:31,879
Speaker 1: you have to keep pace with them as they maneuver

1941
01:53:31,960 --> 01:53:35,120
Speaker 1: around the various rooms. There's no time to build connection

1942
01:53:35,240 --> 01:53:38,040
Speaker 1: with the fish. And that's why I go to the

1943
01:53:38,080 --> 01:53:42,519
Speaker 1: aquarium in the first place, because I'm lonely.

1944
01:53:43,720 --> 01:53:47,840
Speaker 4: Literally goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

1945
01:53:50,479 --> 01:53:55,719
Speaker 1: Teaching life expert