1 00:00:02,520 --> 00:00:06,760 Speaker 1: Hey, everybody, welcome to Horrible Decisions. I'm wheezy. Unfortunately, we've 2 00:00:06,760 --> 00:00:10,800 Speaker 1: had some scheduled conflicts this uh this month, so I 3 00:00:10,840 --> 00:00:15,320 Speaker 1: am joined today with Loki. I said, Lloyd Key, I'm nervous, bro, 4 00:00:16,120 --> 00:00:17,840 Speaker 1: because you both are kind of cute and it's like 5 00:00:18,160 --> 00:00:22,760 Speaker 1: we're all about to talk about sex and Nina. Kay, so, um, 6 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 1: I wanna first ask I'm trying something new right now. 7 00:00:25,720 --> 00:00:28,760 Speaker 1: I'm asking for your name, why what you do, why 8 00:00:28,760 --> 00:00:32,160 Speaker 1: you're horrible, and your sexual orientation. My name is Loki, 9 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:36,240 Speaker 1: host do s Pellus and Trapped karaoke beats one. Um, 10 00:00:36,479 --> 00:00:41,239 Speaker 1: we've had this conversation on this podcast about horrible decisions. 11 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:44,800 Speaker 1: You fumba. It happened, It hasn't happened again, it will 12 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:47,720 Speaker 1: never happen. But I enjoyed it when it happened, So 13 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:49,720 Speaker 1: why will I never happen again? If you enjoyed them, 14 00:00:49,880 --> 00:00:51,839 Speaker 1: I'm cool on it. I'm cool on it. What if 15 00:00:51,840 --> 00:00:55,120 Speaker 1: it was Nina her nails? You can't? Yeah, Like that's oh, 16 00:00:55,160 --> 00:00:59,800 Speaker 1: I understand that. So today today is not about me, okay, 17 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:05,600 Speaker 1: it's it's it's about your sexual orientation. You are heterosexual? Yes? Yes? Okay, yes, yes, 18 00:01:05,680 --> 00:01:11,360 Speaker 1: yes and Nina your name. I mean, okay, Um, I 19 00:01:11,360 --> 00:01:15,520 Speaker 1: guess I'm horrible because I'm really a horror. That's just 20 00:01:15,600 --> 00:01:17,920 Speaker 1: what do it is what it is. I mean, I 21 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:20,520 Speaker 1: do porn. I'm a sex worker, but you know I'm 22 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:23,120 Speaker 1: a horror in society's eyes. I'm okay with it. And 23 00:01:23,160 --> 00:01:26,240 Speaker 1: what's your sexual orientation? I'm by nice. I mean, I 24 00:01:26,280 --> 00:01:28,920 Speaker 1: guess pan by I don't know. I'm still trying to 25 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:31,720 Speaker 1: learn that. So pan um my friend. I was sitting 26 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:35,120 Speaker 1: here aisha earlier that you guys saw. She describes herself 27 00:01:35,160 --> 00:01:37,319 Speaker 1: as pan but pan, I believe is someone that's more 28 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:40,000 Speaker 1: attracted to personalities and things like that. I don't describe 29 00:01:40,000 --> 00:01:43,520 Speaker 1: myself as pan sexual because I definitely look at women 30 00:01:43,560 --> 00:01:45,880 Speaker 1: for what they are, Like I'm like, oh, I like titties. 31 00:01:45,880 --> 00:01:48,320 Speaker 1: I'm attracted to the fact that someone's a girl, opposed 32 00:01:48,360 --> 00:01:52,840 Speaker 1: to like, oh they're a good person. No, I mean yeah, 33 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:54,960 Speaker 1: I mean that's I think that's how most men look 34 00:01:55,000 --> 00:01:59,120 Speaker 1: at it, like tittes as But there are really some 35 00:01:59,160 --> 00:02:03,520 Speaker 1: people that are attracted. It's just like personality. But I'm not. 36 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:05,880 Speaker 1: But see, there's also not gonna be trashed. Not was 37 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:09,040 Speaker 1: still fun. But there's also like non binary people, like 38 00:02:09,320 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 1: I'm you know, I'm attracted to non binary people with 39 00:02:14,080 --> 00:02:18,520 Speaker 1: biological female parts. Good point, like none ever really makes sense. 40 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 1: That's why I like, you know, I feel like I 41 00:02:20,520 --> 00:02:23,000 Speaker 1: feel like I feel like we're learning. We are learning. 42 00:02:23,040 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 1: We can't label ourselves any well. Queer sometimes a good 43 00:02:26,480 --> 00:02:29,560 Speaker 1: word for that too. Um, I am still learning as 44 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:32,600 Speaker 1: I go. I am like, really, I have a group 45 00:02:32,639 --> 00:02:34,320 Speaker 1: of friends that really try to put me in check 46 00:02:34,360 --> 00:02:37,600 Speaker 1: when I'm wrong with what I'm saying, and like I 47 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:40,200 Speaker 1: just go with buy because for right now, I do 48 00:02:40,320 --> 00:02:42,880 Speaker 1: see that's the direction I like I leaned towards. I'm 49 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:46,120 Speaker 1: not opposed to transman or woman, but it just hasn't 50 00:02:46,240 --> 00:02:48,200 Speaker 1: happened for me yet, And frankly, I probably wouldn't know 51 00:02:48,360 --> 00:02:50,400 Speaker 1: right Like, I mean, like, how do you get to 52 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:53,720 Speaker 1: that decision? Like that's always I'm always like fascinating or curious, 53 00:02:53,720 --> 00:02:56,040 Speaker 1: like how do you get to like you're attracted to 54 00:02:56,120 --> 00:02:58,160 Speaker 1: this or you're like this is where I want to go? 55 00:02:58,280 --> 00:02:59,640 Speaker 1: Like how do you get to that? I don't know. 56 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,600 Speaker 1: I'm not to loe to you, I think so Like 57 00:03:01,680 --> 00:03:05,519 Speaker 1: I have a friend, Um Raquel Savage, Yeah, with life 58 00:03:05,520 --> 00:03:08,000 Speaker 1: love hair is one of my best friends. She loves 59 00:03:08,080 --> 00:03:11,239 Speaker 1: penis whether you're a girl or a guy. She likes dick. 60 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:15,080 Speaker 1: That's the thing, you know, She's not into pussy. She 61 00:03:15,200 --> 00:03:17,200 Speaker 1: mentioned Raquel was on our show, and I think she 62 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:19,200 Speaker 1: said that to us too. Yeah, she likes dick. She 63 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:23,600 Speaker 1: doesn't care what it's attached to it. For me, it's 64 00:03:23,639 --> 00:03:26,800 Speaker 1: more aesthetics, like right, I like the very textbook version 65 00:03:26,919 --> 00:03:29,800 Speaker 1: of women with the long hair and full lips and 66 00:03:29,840 --> 00:03:32,079 Speaker 1: curves and this and that, like, which is why I 67 00:03:32,120 --> 00:03:34,800 Speaker 1: haven't really dated what we call quote unquote butcher stud 68 00:03:34,800 --> 00:03:37,480 Speaker 1: But I like very femin women and with men, I've 69 00:03:37,520 --> 00:03:39,520 Speaker 1: noticed the same. I like them very mask and I 70 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:42,720 Speaker 1: think that I really when I like it comes to 71 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:45,560 Speaker 1: my bisexuality, it goes to the textbook gender roles, Like 72 00:03:45,600 --> 00:03:47,560 Speaker 1: I kind of like that ship I've seen. I mean, 73 00:03:48,040 --> 00:03:49,960 Speaker 1: I don't really like when checks wear sneakers, Like it's 74 00:03:49,960 --> 00:03:53,840 Speaker 1: just not my vibe. But Nina, where did you come 75 00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:56,640 Speaker 1: to the conclusion that, oh, Like, like she just said, 76 00:03:56,680 --> 00:03:59,560 Speaker 1: I like long hair. It's asked, like, where did you 77 00:03:59,600 --> 00:04:02,240 Speaker 1: come to that conclusion? Like what what point in your 78 00:04:02,240 --> 00:04:06,360 Speaker 1: life did you hit that? I mean, I I I'm 79 00:04:06,360 --> 00:04:09,120 Speaker 1: okay with like which woman, Like I'm okay with like, 80 00:04:09,160 --> 00:04:12,240 Speaker 1: you know, Dike says, we call it in gay world, 81 00:04:12,320 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 1: but no, like, I don't. I think I like women 82 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:18,640 Speaker 1: and I like men, and I like non binary people 83 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:24,240 Speaker 1: with female about that's my thing. It's because I was 84 00:04:24,279 --> 00:04:28,320 Speaker 1: told Dike was a slur, and now I'm I don't 85 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:30,560 Speaker 1: think so. I mean, if you're if you're gay, right. 86 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:33,719 Speaker 1: Apparently women don't like to be called Dike. They like 87 00:04:33,760 --> 00:04:37,960 Speaker 1: to be called studs. Okay, I didn't know that. I apologize, no, no. 88 00:04:38,200 --> 00:04:41,560 Speaker 1: And that's the thing though, because some girls do write 89 00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:44,520 Speaker 1: like they like, they call themselves that orange is the 90 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:48,320 Speaker 1: new black. She called herself a Dike, but apparently Dike 91 00:04:48,440 --> 00:04:51,839 Speaker 1: is a I'm not, so I'm not. I'm not a stud. 92 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:54,640 Speaker 1: So it's not my place to sime. And that's the 93 00:04:54,680 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 1: thing too, write because we're all trying to figure out 94 00:04:57,160 --> 00:04:59,479 Speaker 1: what we can I can't say. And the problem with 95 00:04:59,520 --> 00:05:01,559 Speaker 1: that is you said dick. I've said dyke, and nobody 96 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:03,159 Speaker 1: had a problem with it when I said it. Yeah, 97 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:06,120 Speaker 1: but like, isn't like wasn't isn't like the political way. 98 00:05:06,200 --> 00:05:10,920 Speaker 1: I thought that stud was a no go. I never 99 00:05:10,960 --> 00:05:13,480 Speaker 1: heard stud before my life. Study lost me some Downstuth 100 00:05:13,520 --> 00:05:17,559 Speaker 1: that's no one's heard stud. You know what I think study? 101 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 1: When I was like, oh, when they were talking about 102 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:23,599 Speaker 1: a man, like no, no, no, they called females. Is 103 00:05:23,600 --> 00:05:26,920 Speaker 1: that a black girl term? What stud? I don't know 104 00:05:26,920 --> 00:05:30,839 Speaker 1: about her. White girls they call themselves. It is. But 105 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:34,640 Speaker 1: we are so lost. You know, she does porn. We're 106 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:37,000 Speaker 1: sitting here talking about studs. We should be talking about 107 00:05:37,040 --> 00:05:40,760 Speaker 1: sucking dick on camera. Okay, okay, give me a questions. 108 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:44,120 Speaker 1: Can't a week? All right? Um? So I can't. Of 109 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:48,720 Speaker 1: the week is mucophilia and it's the attraction to mucus. 110 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:53,680 Speaker 1: Now it sounds disgusting, but then I thought about it. 111 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:58,480 Speaker 1: You know when there's porn and the snots coming out 112 00:05:59,240 --> 00:06:06,400 Speaker 1: and it's like sucking dig with that, we got that. Yeah. 113 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:09,320 Speaker 1: I love when a girl has like that, like on 114 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:13,000 Speaker 1: the verge of like they're throwing up almost. Do you 115 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:16,400 Speaker 1: like vomit? I don't like vomit, but like no, no, no, no, 116 00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:19,000 Speaker 1: no, no no no no no, I don't like. I mean, 117 00:06:19,040 --> 00:06:22,200 Speaker 1: I'm experiencing and I'm experimenting with that, so I get 118 00:06:22,640 --> 00:06:24,040 Speaker 1: I don't I don't like. I don't like when a 119 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:29,800 Speaker 1: girl throws up. I like the sound, Yeah, I like that, right, 120 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:36,640 Speaker 1: but what my digging sound? I have a really bad 121 00:06:36,720 --> 00:06:39,520 Speaker 1: gag reflex, like I'll choke on a tiny deck, you know, 122 00:06:39,560 --> 00:06:41,920 Speaker 1: And I'm just like, it's like a legitimate like as 123 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:43,839 Speaker 1: soon as it hits like a little bit of my throat. 124 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:47,920 Speaker 1: Not even do big tonsils. No, my tonsils are out tonsils. 125 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:52,000 Speaker 1: That that's horrible. Is that's your you? That's your vila, 126 00:06:52,120 --> 00:06:56,360 Speaker 1: not your tonsils? Oh the side, yeah, oh yeah, those 127 00:06:56,360 --> 00:06:59,080 Speaker 1: are kind of why are they swell? Dude? A doctor 128 00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:00,719 Speaker 1: looks at my mouth up and he was like, I 129 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:04,839 Speaker 1: don't even know how you eat. I'm scared to get 130 00:07:04,839 --> 00:07:07,560 Speaker 1: the taken out. I get sick alert. It hurts really 131 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:11,280 Speaker 1: really bad. How do you how do you work in 132 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:13,720 Speaker 1: in porn and then have bad reflex and it looks 133 00:07:13,760 --> 00:07:17,920 Speaker 1: cool on camera. You said you liked it right, shot 134 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 1: up and enjoy your porn. Then I just I didn't 135 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:26,760 Speaker 1: know what I was gonna get myself. Women. By way, 136 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,880 Speaker 1: I heard your serbian Oh my god, I love Serbian 137 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:33,400 Speaker 1: guys are so hot, so we normally do some kind 138 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:35,080 Speaker 1: of ice breakers, but I felt like this would be 139 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:39,560 Speaker 1: really fun and disgusting. Now I used to be on 140 00:07:39,600 --> 00:07:41,720 Speaker 1: a website, God, this is embarrassing. When I was in 141 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:44,520 Speaker 1: college called what's your Price, and people could pay to 142 00:07:44,520 --> 00:07:49,040 Speaker 1: go on dates with you. Dudes would take me out 143 00:07:49,120 --> 00:07:50,720 Speaker 1: for like a hundred bucks, take me to eat, and 144 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:52,360 Speaker 1: I've never see him again. But I was broke, so 145 00:07:52,360 --> 00:07:55,480 Speaker 1: it helped. Like this sounds like Twitter, I want to 146 00:07:55,480 --> 00:07:58,160 Speaker 1: know what's your price? Or two years in jail for 147 00:07:58,240 --> 00:08:01,760 Speaker 1: these next four things? Okay, blumpkin? Does everyone know what 148 00:08:01,800 --> 00:08:07,920 Speaker 1: that is? Do you know what it is? You're Yep. 149 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,880 Speaker 1: It's giving head when someone's in the toilet and taking 150 00:08:10,880 --> 00:08:21,600 Speaker 1: a ship, so now you are receiving it. No, no, bumpkin. 151 00:08:23,080 --> 00:08:26,520 Speaker 1: The name of it just sounds like mad, like blumkin, 152 00:08:26,720 --> 00:08:28,760 Speaker 1: it's white people ship. I don't know. I didn't create it, 153 00:08:28,840 --> 00:08:32,240 Speaker 1: but what I'm saying is all right, woman, to give 154 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:33,880 Speaker 1: you a bumpkin. By the way, I want to start 155 00:08:33,880 --> 00:08:35,199 Speaker 1: by saying this because I feel like we need to 156 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:39,240 Speaker 1: make this easier. Who is your celebrity? A cross? Like? 157 00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:40,600 Speaker 1: Who would you really want to suck? Both of you? 158 00:08:42,040 --> 00:08:46,800 Speaker 1: I'll probably either go with Rihanna or Holly Berry? Okay, yours? 159 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:52,040 Speaker 1: I think like Michael B. Jordan's I can tell you 160 00:08:52,040 --> 00:08:54,600 Speaker 1: where he always be it? Well, I mean, I mean, 161 00:08:54,640 --> 00:08:59,720 Speaker 1: unless he's paying. I just stopped. Okay, So Rihanna wants 162 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:02,360 Speaker 1: to give you a blumpkin? What's your price? How much 163 00:09:04,200 --> 00:09:07,720 Speaker 1: Rihanna gotta give me? Like royalties from? Is it free? 164 00:09:07,880 --> 00:09:15,079 Speaker 1: You're getting head and pooping, and it wouldn't be him 165 00:09:15,080 --> 00:09:18,920 Speaker 1: giving the girl head while she's pooping. I'm not wanted 166 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:22,320 Speaker 1: because I think it's very vulnerable for him to get it. 167 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:24,080 Speaker 1: Plus it might be harder to eat the pussy. You know, 168 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:27,360 Speaker 1: I just want to ship. I don't need Okay, let's 169 00:09:27,400 --> 00:09:32,560 Speaker 1: just say I know, but do you want to understand that? 170 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:36,599 Speaker 1: How that feeling? Just give us a number play or 171 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:39,079 Speaker 1: two years and half a million dollars if you want 172 00:09:39,080 --> 00:09:41,800 Speaker 1: to give me a blumpkin? Though, you're realist, all right, 173 00:09:41,800 --> 00:09:45,559 Speaker 1: you're not gonna do no one giving. You're not getting 174 00:09:45,559 --> 00:09:47,720 Speaker 1: your dick taking a ship for a honey gram by Rihanna. 175 00:09:48,280 --> 00:09:53,160 Speaker 1: She got it five hundred grand, no one, you're taking 176 00:09:53,160 --> 00:10:04,440 Speaker 1: the money off fine L B. Jordan's lumpkin? How much ship? 177 00:10:04,640 --> 00:10:06,240 Speaker 1: I mean? I would do it like for like five 178 00:10:06,320 --> 00:10:10,839 Speaker 1: k I feel like very realistic. Right, it's realistic. I'm 179 00:10:10,840 --> 00:10:13,760 Speaker 1: gonna tell you right now, my three r that's realistic. 180 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:17,000 Speaker 1: That's extremely realistic. No it is, but like who makes 181 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:18,800 Speaker 1: these things up? Like where did these things come from? 182 00:10:19,800 --> 00:10:24,800 Speaker 1: The Caucus mountains? What do you mean? I just don't understand. 183 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:29,080 Speaker 1: Thank you, give me another one? So very easy? Kiss 184 00:10:29,080 --> 00:10:32,599 Speaker 1: an ugly stranger? Okay, you're in a bar, not that attractive. 185 00:10:33,480 --> 00:10:36,400 Speaker 1: They don't have herbies or any kind of um, you know, 186 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:40,960 Speaker 1: venereal disease. Kissing an ugly stranger, I'm gonna say, honestly, 187 00:10:41,440 --> 00:10:43,679 Speaker 1: lowest i'd go, I do I kiss a stranger for 188 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:49,680 Speaker 1: Hunter Bucks? Oh yeah, if I'm drunk and the music 189 00:10:49,720 --> 00:10:51,640 Speaker 1: is right, and I got a couple of drinks in me, 190 00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:58,640 Speaker 1: come here, buy me a drink and New York that's 191 00:10:58,640 --> 00:11:03,120 Speaker 1: like ten dollars. It's like it was like the next 192 00:11:03,160 --> 00:11:09,640 Speaker 1: one straight on someone. Oh what time is it? You're not? 193 00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:13,760 Speaker 1: I am me too. Now I'm gonna tell you I 194 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:17,079 Speaker 1: feel like I'm gonna get killed on this podcast again. 195 00:11:17,679 --> 00:11:21,240 Speaker 1: What do you mean? Let me for you to get 196 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:25,040 Speaker 1: shipped on? Low? No, okay, you're right, Okay, take a sip, Nina, 197 00:11:26,040 --> 00:11:30,800 Speaker 1: lowest you'll go for a ship on a chest? Oh god, 198 00:11:30,800 --> 00:11:35,199 Speaker 1: we can't do this in my tenk What ten? That's 199 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:38,800 Speaker 1: the lowest yeah, you need at least ten for the ships. Yeah, 200 00:11:39,720 --> 00:11:42,120 Speaker 1: I think so. I rep I had a fother important 201 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:44,240 Speaker 1: start on here, leave the lips, and she said two 202 00:11:44,240 --> 00:11:48,319 Speaker 1: thousand something like that. Obviously she knows what the is 203 00:11:48,320 --> 00:11:51,160 Speaker 1: going on. That's not enough to get this. I mean, 204 00:11:51,200 --> 00:11:56,719 Speaker 1: that's like my regular rate. But are we like, are 205 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:58,439 Speaker 1: we being so wait wait wait wait wait, hold on, 206 00:11:58,480 --> 00:12:02,520 Speaker 1: hold hold on, So you're not sh not a dude, 207 00:12:02,880 --> 00:12:05,680 Speaker 1: because you know, because you know they're gonna do. People 208 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:08,400 Speaker 1: that are into that type of stuff, they're gonna pay 209 00:12:08,480 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 1: for it, like people pay for like my foot customs 210 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:14,240 Speaker 1: more than they pay for like me fucking like it's 211 00:12:14,280 --> 00:12:19,040 Speaker 1: a very specific fetish. So your minimum for you shitting 212 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:24,600 Speaker 1: on a chess so you shoting on his chest? His minimums? Tink? 213 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:27,840 Speaker 1: Will you let a guy shot on you? What it was? No, 214 00:12:27,920 --> 00:12:30,400 Speaker 1: I don't do that. I would do I would do 215 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:32,400 Speaker 1: well two years and genial years now. I wouldn't do. 216 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:38,040 Speaker 1: I'm too pretty for that, um someone to poop on me. 217 00:12:38,080 --> 00:12:39,560 Speaker 1: I mean, I know bitch is going to do bio 218 00:12:39,559 --> 00:12:43,200 Speaker 1: all the time. That's what I was saying about. So 219 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,439 Speaker 1: I would say, like maybe like real we're realistic here, 220 00:12:46,480 --> 00:12:48,240 Speaker 1: not five grand, but that's what I'm saying. I want 221 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:53,160 Speaker 1: to talk realistic. That's fine, but I would like, let's say, 222 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:56,160 Speaker 1: like I would do like fifty Yeah, I think fifties. 223 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:57,720 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you right now, it's a solid ship. 224 00:12:59,640 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: Depend what they ate. It got to be a solid 225 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:04,520 Speaker 1: liqui all right, Like sometimes you eat, don't your mouth 226 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:08,360 Speaker 1: just comes flowing out, or sometimes you straight no, you said, 227 00:13:08,400 --> 00:13:10,640 Speaker 1: you know chicks that go to Dubai to do this, right, 228 00:13:10,640 --> 00:13:13,440 Speaker 1: so you get it? Shut your gup, motherfucking mouth, bumpkin. 229 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:16,559 Speaker 1: So you know chicks that go to boy to get 230 00:13:16,559 --> 00:13:18,920 Speaker 1: shipped on? Like, how do they describe? Have you ever 231 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:22,040 Speaker 1: heard someone described that experience to you know, because they 232 00:13:22,040 --> 00:13:24,800 Speaker 1: are not like a lot of girls. So I met 233 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:27,199 Speaker 1: this girl who said she went to Dubai and did 234 00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:30,400 Speaker 1: and got like all this money, like k for a 235 00:13:30,400 --> 00:13:32,800 Speaker 1: couple of days and didn't do anything. Then I met 236 00:13:32,800 --> 00:13:34,760 Speaker 1: the girl she went with and she was like, nah, 237 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:37,400 Speaker 1: we were like sucking off German shepherds and ship and 238 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:46,240 Speaker 1: I was like what Yeah, So it was like reality. Yeah, 239 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:49,079 Speaker 1: they're really like they shoved live salmons and the guy's 240 00:13:49,120 --> 00:13:53,000 Speaker 1: asses and ship they'd be doing really like off the 241 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:57,600 Speaker 1: wall ship me listen, I don't even do like step 242 00:13:57,640 --> 00:14:00,120 Speaker 1: mom porn. Like I had to stop doing step mom more. 243 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:04,720 Speaker 1: And I'm very vanilla because I really am kind of 244 00:14:04,760 --> 00:14:08,800 Speaker 1: tired of that inbred ship. Oh it's horrible incest. Ind 245 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:13,760 Speaker 1: I think it's called you're right incest, but I was thinking, Inde, 246 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:18,280 Speaker 1: now it's listen. I never did real incest, like I've 247 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:19,920 Speaker 1: never done like you know where I'm like, you know, 248 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:23,200 Speaker 1: but but I don't even in legal even no it's 249 00:14:23,200 --> 00:14:26,400 Speaker 1: not legal but a step right, no, no, no, but 250 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:29,520 Speaker 1: they do actual incest where there's no step involved that 251 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:34,200 Speaker 1: you just play mom dad kid, right, So they played 252 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:37,120 Speaker 1: a kid. Well, I'm a kid. The girl is like eighteen, 253 00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:39,840 Speaker 1: of course, but they show her as being really young. 254 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:42,120 Speaker 1: It's like in the darker webs. But I had to 255 00:14:42,120 --> 00:14:44,360 Speaker 1: stop doing stepmom stuff too because it's got. It's not 256 00:14:44,400 --> 00:14:48,320 Speaker 1: even like sexy stepmom fox stepson's friend anymore. It's like 257 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:51,000 Speaker 1: it's like the stepmom step daughter and like that type 258 00:14:51,040 --> 00:14:52,800 Speaker 1: of Yeah, like I've done that and it made me, 259 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:56,840 Speaker 1: really it made me cringe. I did it. I did 260 00:14:56,880 --> 00:14:58,960 Speaker 1: it a few times. I just did one this this 261 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:03,760 Speaker 1: summer and like for um this forgot what the name is, 262 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:06,440 Speaker 1: but I did that where it was the stepson and 263 00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:10,040 Speaker 1: like just really they hadn't saying like they had me 264 00:15:10,120 --> 00:15:11,880 Speaker 1: saying some cringey ship and I had to say a 265 00:15:11,920 --> 00:15:15,640 Speaker 1: lot like oh um, I always liked you, and she 266 00:15:15,840 --> 00:15:18,440 Speaker 1: like weird like hinting it when he was under age, 267 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:20,200 Speaker 1: and I was like, I'm not saying any of that, 268 00:15:21,360 --> 00:15:23,920 Speaker 1: my little baby, Like I was like, I'm not saying that, 269 00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:27,040 Speaker 1: like don't call me mommy, like no, like she's like that, 270 00:15:27,200 --> 00:15:29,000 Speaker 1: like we're not doing that now, Like how do you 271 00:15:29,120 --> 00:15:33,880 Speaker 1: feel about twins that I don't. I'm an only child, 272 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:36,440 Speaker 1: so I don't know because I've seen I've seen that ship. 273 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:39,240 Speaker 1: I've seen that ship like girls like twin girls and 274 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:41,360 Speaker 1: do like I don't. That's I can't rock with that 275 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:44,200 Speaker 1: because I have four sisters, Like I can't see. I 276 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:45,960 Speaker 1: don't I don't know what I can't. I don't have 277 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,960 Speaker 1: I can't even I can't even imagine or even look 278 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:50,360 Speaker 1: up that kind of topic because it's like now you're 279 00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:53,440 Speaker 1: thinking about what it even though you don't want to 280 00:15:53,440 --> 00:15:55,360 Speaker 1: think about it. But it's like, yo, that's not that's 281 00:15:55,360 --> 00:15:58,240 Speaker 1: not fun, even when you're drunk and horny or whatever 282 00:15:58,280 --> 00:16:00,080 Speaker 1: it is, that's not fun to look at or know. 283 00:16:00,400 --> 00:16:05,280 Speaker 1: It really is. Like the porn world is a very 284 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:08,600 Speaker 1: dark We're gonna get into the dark world. I got 285 00:16:08,600 --> 00:16:10,760 Speaker 1: two more, I mean one more of y'all. I'm sorry too. 286 00:16:11,600 --> 00:16:15,160 Speaker 1: I had a drink threesome with Will and Jada. No 287 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:18,400 Speaker 1: gay stuff for you, just MMF nice little spit roast. 288 00:16:20,160 --> 00:16:21,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you right now. I gotta do. I 289 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:25,520 Speaker 1: got whatso is me Will and Jaden. I always have 290 00:16:25,560 --> 00:16:27,760 Speaker 1: a weird thing about that because me and my friends 291 00:16:27,800 --> 00:16:29,640 Speaker 1: were talking about like this whole train ship, and like 292 00:16:29,680 --> 00:16:32,480 Speaker 1: I don't like the whole idea of a train, Like 293 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:34,800 Speaker 1: if I have a threesome, it's got to be two 294 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:37,040 Speaker 1: girls and me. I feel I can understand that, so 295 00:16:37,280 --> 00:16:40,880 Speaker 1: not even for the man. I'll tell you. So, I'm 296 00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:43,880 Speaker 1: gonna tell you something because I don't think it's bad. 297 00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:47,280 Speaker 1: I know what's in her head. You're thinking Dick's touching 298 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:50,200 Speaker 1: and all that, right, because thinking most men say they 299 00:16:50,200 --> 00:16:52,200 Speaker 1: don't like that. But to me, it's like four and more. 300 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:56,440 Speaker 1: I can understand men not enjoying another man. Be Like 301 00:16:56,480 --> 00:16:58,360 Speaker 1: I don't want anyone in the room I'm not attracted to. 302 00:16:59,520 --> 00:17:01,760 Speaker 1: So I feel like I can understand for a hetero 303 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:03,640 Speaker 1: guy to be like this is uncomfortable for me because 304 00:17:03,680 --> 00:17:06,040 Speaker 1: I want to get hard and enjoy and moan, but 305 00:17:06,119 --> 00:17:08,000 Speaker 1: someone else is in this room with me, like, bro, 306 00:17:08,119 --> 00:17:09,800 Speaker 1: I can't. I don't like when guys like, oh, I 307 00:17:09,840 --> 00:17:13,160 Speaker 1: can't do that. I don't want to. I just it's 308 00:17:13,160 --> 00:17:14,879 Speaker 1: not It's not like when I have sex when I 309 00:17:15,320 --> 00:17:17,440 Speaker 1: interaction like I'm trying to get my note off, I'm 310 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:19,320 Speaker 1: trying to like, please her. I'm trying to just have 311 00:17:19,359 --> 00:17:21,560 Speaker 1: a good time. I can't have a good time when 312 00:17:21,560 --> 00:17:23,960 Speaker 1: my nigga is over there drinking a bottle of Jamison 313 00:17:24,119 --> 00:17:27,280 Speaker 1: watching me chick like that's not fun. It's not had 314 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:33,879 Speaker 1: one prism ever with two guys that you paid for it. 315 00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:37,720 Speaker 1: It was like in my personal life. So this this 316 00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:40,240 Speaker 1: heat player flew me out. This was before I was 317 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:43,280 Speaker 1: about my money, and I was really excited. But you know, 318 00:17:43,320 --> 00:17:45,879 Speaker 1: you want to know the funniest part about the story, 319 00:17:46,600 --> 00:17:51,959 Speaker 1: that's okay, okay, But the funniest part of the story 320 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,480 Speaker 1: was that he flew me from Tampa to Miami. So 321 00:17:56,760 --> 00:18:00,720 Speaker 1: a real flyer like DC it's in New York or 322 00:18:00,760 --> 00:18:05,159 Speaker 1: some ship York. I respect it, I get it, but 323 00:18:05,200 --> 00:18:08,679 Speaker 1: it's like I got zero and nine for that ship, 324 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:11,720 Speaker 1: but did you enjoy it? It was interesting? So they 325 00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:16,159 Speaker 1: kind of like they kind of like coerced the situation 326 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:18,199 Speaker 1: a little bit. But then when I started going, I 327 00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:22,280 Speaker 1: was like, was it like the No, it was like 328 00:18:22,359 --> 00:18:27,040 Speaker 1: his cousin that A lot of people call everybody their cousin, 329 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:31,840 Speaker 1: So I don't know if you're my cousin. If it's 330 00:18:31,880 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 1: his cousin, the funk away from you, bro, Like I'm hurt. 331 00:18:38,600 --> 00:18:42,920 Speaker 1: So I started sucking original flyout dudes dead and other 332 00:18:43,000 --> 00:18:46,720 Speaker 1: dude came up and yeah, it just happened, and it 333 00:18:46,840 --> 00:18:49,400 Speaker 1: was good vibes. Okay, good vibes. I just never did 334 00:18:49,400 --> 00:18:51,360 Speaker 1: it again. All right, Wait before we get out, Will 335 00:18:51,400 --> 00:18:54,479 Speaker 1: and Jada, how much? Okay, I'm charging Hunter Bucks if 336 00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:57,920 Speaker 1: I got to charge anything. Just I'm trying to a girl. 337 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:01,160 Speaker 1: Okay for Will and Jada? Got it, We're going back 338 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:04,440 Speaker 1: to that Hunt No, dude, I'm not. I just can't. 339 00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:07,440 Speaker 1: I don't care if it's Will Obama, Martin Luther King, 340 00:19:07,560 --> 00:19:10,439 Speaker 1: I don't give a funk. Bro is beautiful? She is? 341 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:16,840 Speaker 1: She's not that beautiful, Okay, Halle burying her new dude. Really, 342 00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:21,520 Speaker 1: I can't fuck another. You're not paying, you're not taking 343 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 1: twenty grand. No, I need a hunted bro. That's fine. 344 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:32,080 Speaker 1: How wou that because the girls? Of course you're gonna No, 345 00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:35,080 Speaker 1: I'm taking that because the words my job, all right, 346 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:36,960 Speaker 1: But I wanted you guys. Remember it was what's your 347 00:19:37,000 --> 00:19:39,720 Speaker 1: price or two years in jail? So Trump and Millannia, 348 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:47,960 Speaker 1: Oh kill me. I mean listen, text for me is 349 00:19:48,000 --> 00:19:50,119 Speaker 1: a power is It's a power thing for me too. 350 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:53,440 Speaker 1: I'm an extremely dominant person. I would love to fund 351 00:19:53,480 --> 00:19:58,840 Speaker 1: Trump on some real like degrading, like real, and I 352 00:19:58,960 --> 00:20:05,719 Speaker 1: know he would love oh in his mouth and then 353 00:20:05,840 --> 00:20:12,280 Speaker 1: Milannia's former Yugoslavia. You know that's my Yeah, So like 354 00:20:12,480 --> 00:20:15,040 Speaker 1: you know, I would love to fuck him on some 355 00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:20,920 Speaker 1: real you want the greatest disgusting like I want to 356 00:20:20,960 --> 00:20:25,680 Speaker 1: punch him in his balls and checks. That takes sex. Okay, 357 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:30,680 Speaker 1: how much two thousand? You would? I love it because 358 00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:32,520 Speaker 1: because he's like the great No, but you can, I 359 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:34,400 Speaker 1: think you can still raise the people men paid. You're 360 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:36,359 Speaker 1: humiliated now you can raise the price over that, so 361 00:20:36,600 --> 00:20:38,920 Speaker 1: be honest. True, I see what you're saying, but that 362 00:20:39,000 --> 00:20:42,720 Speaker 1: would be me. That's not a specific request. Yeah, I 363 00:20:42,960 --> 00:20:46,720 Speaker 1: would and I look at like our two years until 364 00:20:46,840 --> 00:20:49,240 Speaker 1: she said that, I'm talking like our least, so you'll 365 00:20:49,359 --> 00:20:50,920 Speaker 1: you'll probably have like three or four with him, So 366 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:56,240 Speaker 1: it's like maybe like ten um. Yeah, honestly, was gonna 367 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:59,360 Speaker 1: pick two years until she talked about degrading sex. Yeah, 368 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 1: I got the thing. I mean, white white slaves. It's 369 00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,879 Speaker 1: a power thing. You can make sex into a power thing. 370 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:10,199 Speaker 1: You know, Like how like in porn they'll be like, oh, 371 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:13,320 Speaker 1: she's not racist, she fos black guys. You know, sex 372 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:17,520 Speaker 1: doesn't mean you say that because when I look at 373 00:21:17,560 --> 00:21:19,359 Speaker 1: Point a lot of the times that I see like 374 00:21:19,520 --> 00:21:23,280 Speaker 1: it's really a power like it's a Dominican thing. It's 375 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:26,560 Speaker 1: like that's kind of like the undertone of every video. 376 00:21:26,760 --> 00:21:29,720 Speaker 1: It's like domination. No matter if it's like women women, 377 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:32,119 Speaker 1: you know, man with women or whatever. Great point you 378 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:34,440 Speaker 1: very you very rarely find that mutual. You've got to 379 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:36,879 Speaker 1: really look at it. It's like a domination thing. Speaking 380 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:40,840 Speaker 1: of domination, the Vanilla ship for this week now, Vanilla Huh, 381 00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:44,439 Speaker 1: I know too much about Point Wait too much? Your 382 00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:48,000 Speaker 1: webistory when you die. Vanilla ship is where we basically 383 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,840 Speaker 1: get a news article with sex in the news. I 384 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:53,199 Speaker 1: went on a date with this guy. Y'all have been 385 00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,440 Speaker 1: calling him Samurai b because she's because he's Asian. And 386 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,320 Speaker 1: I told him about my podcast and I was like, 387 00:21:57,359 --> 00:21:59,080 Speaker 1: you know, people with crazy kings, blah blah blah. And 388 00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:02,080 Speaker 1: he said, have you ever heard about Ken the Carpet? 389 00:22:02,440 --> 00:22:04,400 Speaker 1: And I'm like no. He's like, it's a real guy 390 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:06,200 Speaker 1: that lived in New York, that lives in New York. 391 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:08,960 Speaker 1: I'm actually really still trying to actively find him. Um 392 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:13,480 Speaker 1: to come on the show. Who basically wraps him self 393 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:17,440 Speaker 1: can the carpet? Uh? He's Here's how the article starts. 394 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,040 Speaker 1: A man walks into a bar. He's carrying a carpet 395 00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:22,320 Speaker 1: under his arm. He wraps himself in the carpet, lies 396 00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:24,680 Speaker 1: on the floor, covers his face, and waits for people 397 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:27,960 Speaker 1: to step on him. A sign taped to the bar reads, 398 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:30,520 Speaker 1: step on carpet. People step on it dozens. In fact, 399 00:22:30,560 --> 00:22:33,320 Speaker 1: the more people, particularly if they're women, heels, the happier 400 00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:37,159 Speaker 1: he is. Summer, timid. Others are audacious. Some dance on him, 401 00:22:37,359 --> 00:22:41,720 Speaker 1: some step on him. His ideal scenario is two women 402 00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:44,600 Speaker 1: kissing on top of him. I love to have weights 403 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:46,000 Speaker 1: on me. When I was a kid, he said, during 404 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:48,719 Speaker 1: a recent interview, I liked having cats walk all over me. Um, 405 00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:52,960 Speaker 1: somebody wanted to be the doctor, um, the carpenter, and 406 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:55,320 Speaker 1: I would want to be the carpet. He took his 407 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,760 Speaker 1: act professional a few years ago, and his standard rate 408 00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:01,480 Speaker 1: is about two d dollars a session. In human carpeting 409 00:23:01,560 --> 00:23:04,760 Speaker 1: is still a fairly wide open market. Um. There's only 410 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:07,199 Speaker 1: one other person in New York that does a similar thing. 411 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:10,719 Speaker 1: That's called Kevin the carpet Um. But yeah, the more 412 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:13,240 Speaker 1: people who pile on the better. The higher they jumped, 413 00:23:13,280 --> 00:23:15,719 Speaker 1: the better. He said, he's never been hurt, even though 414 00:23:15,760 --> 00:23:18,280 Speaker 1: the heaviest person he has entertained was a three ninety 415 00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:20,200 Speaker 1: pound man. Ten women stood on him at once. It 416 00:23:20,280 --> 00:23:23,280 Speaker 1: was a personal record. He once worked for eleven hours 417 00:23:23,359 --> 00:23:26,520 Speaker 1: without break. All right, so let me just compartmalize what 418 00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:29,160 Speaker 1: we just heard. So this nigga likes to wrap himself 419 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:32,400 Speaker 1: on the carpet and have people step on him. Yes, 420 00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:35,520 Speaker 1: and he gets off by that, But this is actually 421 00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 1: a fetish. That wasn't too trampling. Trampling was that in Chicago, 422 00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:44,399 Speaker 1: Diana where I did that that guy, No, no, no, 423 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:47,320 Speaker 1: that was Jersey the smothering. There was also walking on 424 00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:51,159 Speaker 1: him that you weren't in Chicago last hold on, all right, 425 00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,359 Speaker 1: hold on, hold on? Yeah, yeah that was last year, alright. 426 00:23:54,119 --> 00:23:55,960 Speaker 1: I don't know why that. Just then he wanted me 427 00:23:56,040 --> 00:23:58,200 Speaker 1: to take a picture like on me standing and like 428 00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:00,639 Speaker 1: holding my arms up like flexing my You're a real 429 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:02,520 Speaker 1: one for dealing with all the ship Dana. Was that 430 00:24:02,720 --> 00:24:06,440 Speaker 1: Chicago where I shipped on his face? You know, I 431 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:09,520 Speaker 1: just it's in my Google a let's let's let's let's 432 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:12,359 Speaker 1: let's real back real quick. So he was standing on you, 433 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:14,400 Speaker 1: you were standing on No, I was standing on him. 434 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:17,679 Speaker 1: You were standing on him, and he got off by 435 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:19,760 Speaker 1: you standing on him. I mean, no, he didn't get off, 436 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:22,080 Speaker 1: but he enjoyed it. He paid Like did you have 437 00:24:22,200 --> 00:24:26,840 Speaker 1: heels and just standing on you or did you have 438 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:29,879 Speaker 1: a shirt on? I can't. I don't think there's a 439 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:33,400 Speaker 1: way to feel like I mean puncturing into this kind 440 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:34,840 Speaker 1: of ye, but I was trying to stay on my toes. 441 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:38,359 Speaker 1: I'm gonna find the picture after the podcast, and do 442 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,520 Speaker 1: you do you get off or do you enjoy it 443 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:42,199 Speaker 1: or you're just doing it for the payout? Like how 444 00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:44,760 Speaker 1: I mean? It was definitely cool. It was a cool experience. 445 00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:47,639 Speaker 1: To stand on sucking someone or you. Yeah, but do 446 00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:50,199 Speaker 1: you find pleasure in that? Is what I'm saying. I mean, 447 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,240 Speaker 1: it's not something not something you get off. Fine, it's 448 00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:55,080 Speaker 1: not something I would like choose to do. But if 449 00:24:55,119 --> 00:24:59,000 Speaker 1: someone asked me like, did you feel I want to 450 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,560 Speaker 1: give you an example right now. I I know how 451 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:03,080 Speaker 1: this is gonna come out, but I feel like you've 452 00:25:03,119 --> 00:25:05,119 Speaker 1: heard some weird request and me only because people get 453 00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:06,720 Speaker 1: to watch you, and I feel like people that watch 454 00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:10,159 Speaker 1: porn can be they feel like they could talk to 455 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:12,480 Speaker 1: sex workers like they're crazy because they fun on camera, 456 00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,199 Speaker 1: like this is my job. But you know what I mean, 457 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:17,119 Speaker 1: you might read comments that are just outlandish. For me, 458 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:19,800 Speaker 1: I always feel a little creeped out when guy's talk 459 00:25:19,880 --> 00:25:21,840 Speaker 1: about my feet right like they could tell me I 460 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:24,960 Speaker 1: have nice breasts or my body. When they're like talking 461 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:27,000 Speaker 1: about the soles of my feet and sticking their dick 462 00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:28,880 Speaker 1: between my toes and ship like that, I'm like, oh 463 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:31,399 Speaker 1: my god, this is too much. When you heard the 464 00:25:31,480 --> 00:25:34,639 Speaker 1: trampling ship, were you like, oh no, this is too 465 00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,800 Speaker 1: far And did you get creeped out because Peaker, I 466 00:25:36,880 --> 00:25:38,919 Speaker 1: feel creepy for me, No, that I didn't get creaked 467 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,800 Speaker 1: out by trampling. It's very like that's like vanilla for me. 468 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:48,320 Speaker 1: What's not vanilla? Then you're in. I'm still not into 469 00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:52,000 Speaker 1: pests peeing on them. Um, like just know someone peeing 470 00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:54,000 Speaker 1: on me or me drinking it? Like, I know that's 471 00:25:54,040 --> 00:25:55,960 Speaker 1: really common in porn, Like really a lot of my 472 00:25:56,040 --> 00:26:00,360 Speaker 1: friends do it, and it's like, I haven't I day. 473 00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:02,760 Speaker 1: Can I just say I would love a clip when 474 00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:04,119 Speaker 1: someone texts me to be like a lot of my 475 00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:09,240 Speaker 1: friends do it. So said, No, I didn't think it 476 00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:10,720 Speaker 1: was weird at all. I mean I knew it was 477 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:14,960 Speaker 1: a fetish and it's a very common, very common trampling 478 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:18,080 Speaker 1: I've done drinking. Do you have any idea on why 479 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:21,159 Speaker 1: the drinking? Yeah, like why is it drinking a thing? 480 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:25,880 Speaker 1: I understand I almost get the drinking somewhere because it's 481 00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 1: just messy and it's like dominating, But watching you drinking? 482 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:32,920 Speaker 1: Why is that a thing in the porn industry? And 483 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:35,600 Speaker 1: even health wise? Like I'm not well, I know p 484 00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:40,600 Speaker 1: is um sterile um, but I don't know. I know 485 00:26:40,760 --> 00:26:44,320 Speaker 1: one of my friends, Charlotte Starter, you know, she loves 486 00:26:44,400 --> 00:26:46,960 Speaker 1: it like she has a tattoo, says rest and piss 487 00:26:47,240 --> 00:26:50,200 Speaker 1: like like drinks it. Yeah, she loves that ship. She 488 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 1: calls herself like a human toilet like toilet baker. Get 489 00:26:54,119 --> 00:26:56,600 Speaker 1: her on the show, l A, yeah, she's little spot. 490 00:26:57,080 --> 00:27:00,479 Speaker 1: You should have come to exact interviewed. Hella people, I'm 491 00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:02,040 Speaker 1: gonna be back in. I came to La to do 492 00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:04,840 Speaker 1: Van's podcast and like some other random ship. But like 493 00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:07,359 Speaker 1: I gotta go, and that's that's you and that's you're like, 494 00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:09,960 Speaker 1: that's your what's your name is Charlotte? What Charlotte's starter? 495 00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:13,120 Speaker 1: Like and she's justice like on on yeah, yeah, that's 496 00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:16,200 Speaker 1: like her regular charter s A R T R E. 497 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:19,320 Speaker 1: But that's that's yours. That's your stop, Like you're not yeah, 498 00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:21,560 Speaker 1: like that's not I mean I'm like looking at it. 499 00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:24,960 Speaker 1: You know you're you're researching is Yeah, Like I like 500 00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:27,040 Speaker 1: when I see it on my Twitter, I'll be like, oh, 501 00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,840 Speaker 1: so have you you said you're not really into that, 502 00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:33,360 Speaker 1: but like I'm sure someone's asked you and like I've 503 00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:37,480 Speaker 1: paid on people yeah yeah, um, but no I don't 504 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:39,400 Speaker 1: like people. All right, let me ask you this because 505 00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:41,159 Speaker 1: I love one bitch of squirt. All right, let's just 506 00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:45,560 Speaker 1: get it out there. What is is that? Is that well, okay, 507 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:48,240 Speaker 1: so we've got a doctor on there is a female 508 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:52,680 Speaker 1: ejaculation fluid, but when I gets mixed in, it's mixed 509 00:27:52,720 --> 00:27:56,440 Speaker 1: in with your everything. I was reading Charlottagne's book Shook One, 510 00:27:56,520 --> 00:27:58,560 Speaker 1: and he was talking about made a really funny joke 511 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:00,920 Speaker 1: about how he got sucked up got anxiety about not 512 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,000 Speaker 1: being able to make his wife squirt because he always 513 00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:05,480 Speaker 1: makes her squirt. And he's like, she's been squirting on 514 00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:08,040 Speaker 1: me for eighteen years. And I'm like, wow, to me, 515 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 1: you've been squirting like that. That's your body reaction, Like 516 00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,280 Speaker 1: you can't just be pissing it all the time. Like 517 00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:14,680 Speaker 1: that's really what what I'm saying, because that's a lot. 518 00:28:15,280 --> 00:28:19,240 Speaker 1: And Mandy talks about squirting. She squirts, but doctors do 519 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:22,200 Speaker 1: say there is urine in it. So I think maybe 520 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:25,320 Speaker 1: maybe we just have this reaction where like we're enjoying it. 521 00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:28,960 Speaker 1: I think I just started squirting, like maybe a year ago, 522 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 1: a few months ago. How I'm just just with my vibrators, 523 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:35,760 Speaker 1: like just pushing it on my clip to where I 524 00:28:35,880 --> 00:28:38,680 Speaker 1: feel it through into my G spot and I'll start 525 00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:42,360 Speaker 1: like internally, no, I don't even mean I can just 526 00:28:42,480 --> 00:28:45,200 Speaker 1: do it on my clip yeah, you mentioned your g spot. Yeah, 527 00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:47,240 Speaker 1: but I feel it like I push, like I have 528 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,840 Speaker 1: a really tiny clip, Like it's tiny, tiny, tiny, So 529 00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:51,320 Speaker 1: it's like, you know, I feel like we're all going 530 00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:54,760 Speaker 1: to check it out. Yeah, I totally X videos because 531 00:28:54,800 --> 00:28:58,400 Speaker 1: I get paid more there. Okay, but by the way, 532 00:28:58,440 --> 00:28:59,960 Speaker 1: is that every port star because I want to support 533 00:28:59,960 --> 00:29:03,520 Speaker 1: the want to storry so like video no, no, no, 534 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:05,880 Speaker 1: there's a lot you have to have like an account 535 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:08,440 Speaker 1: and then upload your videos and sign up for their 536 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:13,040 Speaker 1: like revenue share clip. Yeah. So now, like if I 537 00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:15,000 Speaker 1: push a certain way and at a certain angle, I'll 538 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:19,840 Speaker 1: feel it inside and I'll squirt from your clip. No no, no, 539 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:21,480 Speaker 1: it's from no no, no, no, not from e clip, 540 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,240 Speaker 1: but like from your gut. So the reason I'm shocked 541 00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:28,360 Speaker 1: crazy is because when I'm watching videos or people learning 542 00:29:28,360 --> 00:29:31,360 Speaker 1: how to do poorn discussing, I mean not poort squirting, 543 00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:35,400 Speaker 1: they always talk about like hitting that spot inside your vagina. 544 00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:39,600 Speaker 1: I have never heard seriously from the outside. By the way, 545 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:41,480 Speaker 1: if y'all are listening to this, please leave comments. If 546 00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:45,720 Speaker 1: you've squirted without insertion, that's amazing. Yeah, so I mean 547 00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:47,920 Speaker 1: I get you've done Yeah, I've done it. I mean 548 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:49,320 Speaker 1: I do. So I do a cam show from my 549 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:52,440 Speaker 1: official website once a week for an hour, and I'll 550 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:55,200 Speaker 1: come like twenty times in that hour and I'll squirt 551 00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,840 Speaker 1: like sometimes I won't, but sometimes i'll square like five 552 00:29:57,920 --> 00:30:01,040 Speaker 1: or six times. Is it like like a waterfall. Sometimes 553 00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:03,320 Speaker 1: it's like a gosh, there's a gift of me somewhere 554 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:06,239 Speaker 1: where it's like all over the laptop. Yeah. And then 555 00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,280 Speaker 1: there's sometimes where it's just like a trickle because they 556 00:30:08,320 --> 00:30:10,400 Speaker 1: hit tachis on my clay and it just like trickle 557 00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:16,640 Speaker 1: the wand yeah. Vibrator, Yeah, I gotta get one now, Yes, 558 00:30:16,840 --> 00:30:18,760 Speaker 1: what do you suggest? And I know the womanizer is 559 00:30:18,800 --> 00:30:22,320 Speaker 1: a big vibrated that people what that is? So the 560 00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:24,440 Speaker 1: womanizer is a vibrator that has a section cup over 561 00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:27,480 Speaker 1: the clip. I haven't yeah, and they guarantee orgasms like 562 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:29,080 Speaker 1: you can return it, I believe, with like one fifty 563 00:30:29,080 --> 00:30:32,080 Speaker 1: around there. But I've used it. I know what it 564 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:34,800 Speaker 1: sounds like. I borrowed. I was sucking her, but I 565 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:36,920 Speaker 1: used hers and I was like, holy sh it, it 566 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,760 Speaker 1: was so good that I was I didn't want to 567 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:40,960 Speaker 1: use it again, that's how good it was. So like 568 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:43,480 Speaker 1: it's the section cup, right, and so it's like pulling 569 00:30:43,520 --> 00:30:45,280 Speaker 1: on my clip, you could feel the blood rush. It 570 00:30:45,360 --> 00:30:49,040 Speaker 1: was amazing interesting. But now you're telling me from just 571 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:51,880 Speaker 1: pressure you could so I'm actually, you got to hit 572 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:54,640 Speaker 1: it a certain way. I'm kind of that I can't 573 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,880 Speaker 1: square and I'm like tired of people trying all the time. 574 00:30:56,920 --> 00:30:58,720 Speaker 1: And then he gives me about it. I think, So 575 00:30:58,800 --> 00:31:02,160 Speaker 1: I really just discover my orgasms. Really am twenty nine. 576 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:05,640 Speaker 1: I really really really discovered how like I like to come, 577 00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:07,880 Speaker 1: and like I'm how I'm good at it and things 578 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,480 Speaker 1: like that, just like within the past year. I'm so 579 00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:16,840 Speaker 1: glad I didn't wear sweatpants tonight. But yeah, over there, 580 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:20,800 Speaker 1: I knew a porn star from back in Miami, and 581 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:23,959 Speaker 1: she told me that when she worked with women who 582 00:31:24,000 --> 00:31:27,040 Speaker 1: did squirt scenes, they drank a bunch of water. What 583 00:31:27,200 --> 00:31:29,240 Speaker 1: about with cream pies? We had lethal lips on here 584 00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:30,800 Speaker 1: and she said that they weren't real. Can you tell 585 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:33,239 Speaker 1: me pies aren't real? She said that she's seen them. 586 00:31:33,320 --> 00:31:36,760 Speaker 1: She said that like the squirting out scenes, she's seen 587 00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:39,760 Speaker 1: them mix up. This concoction of cream pies aren't real 588 00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:42,320 Speaker 1: or squirting scenes aren't real. Cream pie scenes she was 589 00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:44,520 Speaker 1: talking about. She was saying sporting scenes, she's seen women 590 00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:47,080 Speaker 1: drink water. Yes, that wasn't Lethal Lips. You said that 591 00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:49,080 Speaker 1: was another point of start. Yeah, that's true, very true. 592 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:50,960 Speaker 1: Or you can put you can fill up a douche 593 00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:53,360 Speaker 1: with water and put it in your vagina, squired it 594 00:31:53,440 --> 00:31:55,800 Speaker 1: up in your vagina and have the guy fuck you, yeah, 595 00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:57,880 Speaker 1: and then you push it out something. Those are fake 596 00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:01,080 Speaker 1: squirt scenes now, actually I can that makes sense, not 597 00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:03,280 Speaker 1: from the ones I see it and it comes out 598 00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:05,400 Speaker 1: of the vagina. You can see like your your wreath 599 00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:09,200 Speaker 1: is small, like you can see you know, look that. 600 00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,560 Speaker 1: I'm really curious. So like Lethal Lips, I don't know 601 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:15,040 Speaker 1: Lethal Lips. I know her off Instagram. Um, but like 602 00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:17,080 Speaker 1: I don't Like she didn't talk about scorting. She talked 603 00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:19,640 Speaker 1: about the cream, right, I've never I mean I honestly 604 00:32:19,680 --> 00:32:22,200 Speaker 1: don't know, Like I've never. I don't know anyone who's 605 00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:23,560 Speaker 1: worked with her. I've never worked with her. I've never 606 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,520 Speaker 1: been booked with her like I've we have not ran 607 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,600 Speaker 1: in the same circles. Like no, I just know her 608 00:32:27,640 --> 00:32:30,400 Speaker 1: from Instagram, Like I don't know her, but I'm talking various. 609 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:34,720 Speaker 1: But I've never heard that that there's a I've never 610 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:36,880 Speaker 1: done is I've did one scene where there's a fake 611 00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:39,720 Speaker 1: pop because he the guy struggles and can't come like that, 612 00:32:40,320 --> 00:32:43,160 Speaker 1: and I believe that maybe she's been like I'm talking 613 00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:48,760 Speaker 1: about the ones that can't come. We were talking about profession, 614 00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:54,880 Speaker 1: but no, like all my cream pies, like the only 615 00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:56,760 Speaker 1: fake ones I've done is the ones where they put 616 00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:58,680 Speaker 1: the fake come in your mouth because the guy's already 617 00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:00,520 Speaker 1: popped and we still have to get a up, you know. 618 00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:02,680 Speaker 1: Like so like the cream pies are like when you come, 619 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:05,959 Speaker 1: like when you're coming and it just like oozes when 620 00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:08,800 Speaker 1: the guy comes inside you. Oh you can tell that's 621 00:33:08,800 --> 00:33:11,920 Speaker 1: another thing you started, Chunk, that's your that's your thing. 622 00:33:12,560 --> 00:33:16,280 Speaker 1: Let's talk about this. Wait, seriously, I'm dead as so. 623 00:33:16,440 --> 00:33:18,720 Speaker 1: I like cream pie eating when it's like a threesome 624 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:20,040 Speaker 1: and the girl eats it out of the other one. 625 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:22,600 Speaker 1: Actually I've done that, and y'all never let me down. 626 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:27,200 Speaker 1: Pie eating. You didn't hear Rory's episode, Oh thanksgiving us 627 00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:31,840 Speaker 1: right around the corner? What were talking about? Cream So 628 00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:36,440 Speaker 1: funny story. I'm gonna say it again ry here. Rory's episode, 629 00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:40,160 Speaker 1: Mandy disclosed that I was in a threesome and this 630 00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:42,360 Speaker 1: girl got pregnant, and it just happened to be the 631 00:33:42,440 --> 00:33:44,280 Speaker 1: threesome where I ate the cream pie out of her 632 00:33:44,400 --> 00:33:46,360 Speaker 1: and Rory then said, well, you must have not done 633 00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:51,240 Speaker 1: a good enough job. Oh shout the iris whiskey. So 634 00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:52,840 Speaker 1: all right, all right, So for all of thoseeners that 635 00:33:52,880 --> 00:33:55,120 Speaker 1: don't understand, explain what the cream pie? Cream pies and 636 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,280 Speaker 1: the guy comes inside of you, And that's like my 637 00:33:57,400 --> 00:34:01,720 Speaker 1: biggest fetish, Like when a guy comes, oh my god, 638 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:05,800 Speaker 1: baby girl, like I will have responsible sex, and that 639 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:08,720 Speaker 1: means I'm getting a cream pie. Like I'm really anal 640 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:12,239 Speaker 1: about like condoms. I'm sorry, like the but no, I 641 00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:17,279 Speaker 1: love a cream pie. O shot the dunkan Donuts. I 642 00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:27,520 Speaker 1: love Duncan Donuts. Shot dunk Donuts. Diana has to get me, Diana. 643 00:34:29,719 --> 00:34:34,880 Speaker 1: Let's I love cream pies Like that is like my 644 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:39,600 Speaker 1: biggest thing because oh man, why, Like it's first of all, 645 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:43,680 Speaker 1: I can't get pregnant, right, so it's no, you can't. 646 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,759 Speaker 1: I can't get pregnant. You have to choo. Sorry, no, 647 00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:48,960 Speaker 1: I have the implant. Okay, you can't get pregnant. No 648 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:56,279 Speaker 1: are you seeing anybody right now? Cool? Keepum but no, yeah, 649 00:34:56,440 --> 00:34:59,040 Speaker 1: Like I just love that ship. And then I love 650 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:01,480 Speaker 1: when I tell the um to come inside of me. 651 00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:04,640 Speaker 1: So like when I started feeling their dick poles. You know, 652 00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:06,680 Speaker 1: I'm really into the first time a long time. I 653 00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,759 Speaker 1: got hornier when a girl said, even though I know 654 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:14,000 Speaker 1: they may not mean it, when a girl says to you, 655 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:17,640 Speaker 1: come inside me, maybe come inside me. I'm looking all 656 00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:20,360 Speaker 1: around the room, like is there a camera? Is this? 657 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:28,120 Speaker 1: Am I getting punked? Like you actually telling yo? As 658 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:34,839 Speaker 1: soon as you let go the regret, bro, Like that's 659 00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:37,520 Speaker 1: just the worst feeling. But like in between that, that 660 00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:41,600 Speaker 1: fifteen the ten seconds, so I'm starting to think it's 661 00:35:41,600 --> 00:35:44,439 Speaker 1: been so long. So I'm not on birth control because 662 00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:46,800 Speaker 1: of the hormonal effects. I use the rhythm method and 663 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:50,040 Speaker 1: I tracked my ovulation only because I found that, Like 664 00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:52,120 Speaker 1: I'm a hornier and I get more wet off of 665 00:35:52,200 --> 00:35:56,200 Speaker 1: birth control. But now you got me one to get 666 00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:58,000 Speaker 1: on that ship. Just now, dude, come inside of me? 667 00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:01,600 Speaker 1: So like you love then they just when a guys 668 00:36:01,640 --> 00:36:05,040 Speaker 1: are when do you look it out of you? Um? 669 00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:09,480 Speaker 1: I will if I'm feeling extra like you're in that mood, yeah, 670 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:17,040 Speaker 1: like extra, like especially if there's a camera in my face, 671 00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,279 Speaker 1: you know, like if we're doing like premium Snapchat or 672 00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:21,960 Speaker 1: something like take that, you take it right back? Wait, 673 00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:25,839 Speaker 1: premium Snapchat. So you're fucking guys on Snapchat? Yeah, get 674 00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:28,719 Speaker 1: your money baby, right? Damn do you usually? Like how 675 00:36:28,880 --> 00:36:32,000 Speaker 1: sex with people? If I'm not making money somehow you 676 00:36:32,120 --> 00:36:35,040 Speaker 1: know it's not enjoyable. I feel like Savage made this. 677 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:43,719 Speaker 1: Savage feed each other like me and I'm her, Like 678 00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:46,400 Speaker 1: we feed each other ideas and like how we I 679 00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:50,360 Speaker 1: wonder if that was how I found your Probably someone 680 00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:52,520 Speaker 1: sent meet you, by the way, a fan of the show. 681 00:36:52,600 --> 00:36:54,440 Speaker 1: They were like, please have this girl on. She's been 682 00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:56,640 Speaker 1: on Savage Life. But blass, I tried to find your episode, 683 00:36:56,640 --> 00:37:02,960 Speaker 1: couldn't find it. Like sex and a lot but no, seriously, 684 00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:06,839 Speaker 1: Like I really liked Reckel's vibe. And she also talked 685 00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:09,040 Speaker 1: about her family and how her mom is to group 686 00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,799 Speaker 1: accepting when I already say you take care of your 687 00:37:11,840 --> 00:37:13,719 Speaker 1: mom and things like that, How what about your mom? 688 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:15,400 Speaker 1: Like how does your family react to what you do? 689 00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:19,200 Speaker 1: So I don't talk to my dad, um my mom? 690 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,200 Speaker 1: Like I never was supposed to become a porn star, 691 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:24,480 Speaker 1: like when I started back modeling a few years ago, 692 00:37:24,600 --> 00:37:25,800 Speaker 1: Like I was supposed to just do a couple of 693 00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:28,200 Speaker 1: scenes to get my name popping and be done. And 694 00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,040 Speaker 1: then I'm like, you know, I don't need to tell people, 695 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,960 Speaker 1: like I why you know what you mean? It wasn't 696 00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:36,839 Speaker 1: like something. And then I kept doing porn and doing 697 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:38,239 Speaker 1: it and doing it and doing it. And then I 698 00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:42,200 Speaker 1: never actually told her specifically, but I'm pretty sure she knows, 699 00:37:42,640 --> 00:37:44,759 Speaker 1: and like she thinks that she's recently become a horn 700 00:37:44,800 --> 00:37:47,760 Speaker 1: this year my mother has and like she's like dating 701 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:51,040 Speaker 1: and like living her best Fucking my mom is like 702 00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:55,080 Speaker 1: fifty nine, I think, but yeah, she's like she's just 703 00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:58,279 Speaker 1: living her best life and just enjoying life. And you know, 704 00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:01,160 Speaker 1: she met this guy on hinder well like I guess 705 00:38:01,200 --> 00:38:03,920 Speaker 1: they didn't meet, but like or plenty of Fish or something, 706 00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:06,560 Speaker 1: that's one of those. And she was sending him feed 707 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:08,279 Speaker 1: pictures and she was telling me, and I'm like I 708 00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:12,920 Speaker 1: told her, yeah, my mom was, and you know my 709 00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:14,640 Speaker 1: mom didn't. I was like, mom, you kind of made 710 00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:16,719 Speaker 1: so much money my own as a doctor. She don't 711 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:20,400 Speaker 1: need money. Yeah, but she's like me. But then he 712 00:38:20,480 --> 00:38:21,840 Speaker 1: never ended up meeting up with her, and I'm like, 713 00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:23,719 Speaker 1: I didn't I tell you that, Like he just just 714 00:38:23,840 --> 00:38:26,000 Speaker 1: one of those guys like he just wanted to see 715 00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:28,719 Speaker 1: your feet, like, and she just thinks it's funny that 716 00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:31,440 Speaker 1: people like you know, like we'll be like hanging out 717 00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:33,000 Speaker 1: and I'll be like, oh, I just made a hundred 718 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,560 Speaker 1: bucks on this one picture, and she's like, she just 719 00:38:35,640 --> 00:38:40,040 Speaker 1: thinks it's hilarious. Let me ask, is she proud of you? Um? Yeah, 720 00:38:40,760 --> 00:38:44,839 Speaker 1: saying you know, I'm relean, I'm financially stable, I'm very 721 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:48,920 Speaker 1: I've never been this happy, like healthy happy. So let 722 00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,839 Speaker 1: me ask you, like you said that you know, I'm 723 00:38:50,840 --> 00:38:52,759 Speaker 1: not trying to go back into that ship like you 724 00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:55,560 Speaker 1: said you don't talk to your father is there? Did 725 00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:58,680 Speaker 1: the start before everything like what we're talking about now 726 00:38:58,880 --> 00:39:00,880 Speaker 1: or is it like when he found now know so, 727 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:03,200 Speaker 1: like he had moved back home to Sturbia, But I 728 00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,359 Speaker 1: was dancing all through my twenties. I did like five 729 00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:09,400 Speaker 1: scenes like ten years ago, and he emailed me this 730 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:11,680 Speaker 1: long my dad's crazy at funk Like I never liked 731 00:39:11,719 --> 00:39:14,680 Speaker 1: his sass anyway, but um, he emailed me this long 732 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:17,000 Speaker 1: ladder like how he wanted me to change my last 733 00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,319 Speaker 1: name and I'm embarrassment stuff because I think he found 734 00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:21,399 Speaker 1: the old porn scenes. This was before the new porn, 735 00:39:22,040 --> 00:39:25,120 Speaker 1: So like now he's probably very like if he knows, 736 00:39:26,520 --> 00:39:28,440 Speaker 1: like for him, not not for you, Like for him, 737 00:39:28,480 --> 00:39:30,319 Speaker 1: it was like a sort of like an embarrassment. Yeah, 738 00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:33,760 Speaker 1: but he's also racist and like he's already yeah, he's 739 00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:35,840 Speaker 1: just like we don't like he's just like so my 740 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:38,439 Speaker 1: mom like after him, my mom married a black dude, 741 00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:41,480 Speaker 1: and like he like was like showing pictures of him, 742 00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:43,960 Speaker 1: like saying he looked like a monkey, and like really 743 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:47,200 Speaker 1: nasty to our family, like really nasty, nasty, nasty. Do 744 00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:49,759 Speaker 1: you regret not having that relationship with your your father 745 00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:52,640 Speaker 1: or you know, like he could die right now and 746 00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:54,800 Speaker 1: I'd be like, oh, you know what, I appreciate you 747 00:39:54,960 --> 00:39:58,440 Speaker 1: talking about that, because I think you are the first 748 00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:00,840 Speaker 1: sex work we've had on that's gotten that vulnerable. Like 749 00:40:02,560 --> 00:40:04,680 Speaker 1: I know, it just seems like the women we've had 750 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:09,040 Speaker 1: had so much support, like and it's been amazing here obviously, 751 00:40:09,160 --> 00:40:11,040 Speaker 1: but like this is the first time I've heard something 752 00:40:11,239 --> 00:40:13,320 Speaker 1: like you want to hear the contrast about it. It's like, 753 00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:15,600 Speaker 1: you know, like you said, your mom is supportive, that 754 00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:17,640 Speaker 1: you have friends in the in the porn industry, and 755 00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:19,680 Speaker 1: you know, you have your manager and people support you 756 00:40:19,840 --> 00:40:22,880 Speaker 1: but you also like people who are in your position 757 00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:25,880 Speaker 1: and their family challenges them or their friends are challenging them, 758 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:28,040 Speaker 1: but you have to also ask, like, hey, how does 759 00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:29,759 Speaker 1: the other side for you? You know what I mean. 760 00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:33,960 Speaker 1: I have lost friends too, Like you know, I had 761 00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:36,360 Speaker 1: a lot of friends that not a lot, but I 762 00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:39,239 Speaker 1: had a couple of girlfriends that stopped being friends with 763 00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:42,560 Speaker 1: me actually out in Orlando because it's going to associate themselves, Yeah, 764 00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:45,000 Speaker 1: because of what I started doing. And then one of 765 00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:48,960 Speaker 1: the girls, like I guess her guy was hitting up me, 766 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,040 Speaker 1: hitting me up or hitting up the guys working with 767 00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:53,080 Speaker 1: trying to book me. And it was like really messy 768 00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:56,320 Speaker 1: and stuff, and you know, like you lose people, but 769 00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:58,239 Speaker 1: it's like I'm not trying to stay the same, Like 770 00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:01,520 Speaker 1: I'm trying to grow and like in my path, like 771 00:41:01,719 --> 00:41:04,080 Speaker 1: I've met people who support me and it really doesn't 772 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:06,800 Speaker 1: affect me. Like one bit about my father. My my 773 00:41:06,920 --> 00:41:09,799 Speaker 1: father's my father's schizophrenic and like he's a really fucked 774 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:12,279 Speaker 1: up individual. He's really abusive my whole life, like as 775 00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:16,200 Speaker 1: a child, so like we never had a good relationship. Ever, 776 00:41:16,239 --> 00:41:18,120 Speaker 1: when he left, it was the greatest day of my life. 777 00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:22,680 Speaker 1: Like I was happy stack. Yeah, way before you know, 778 00:41:22,840 --> 00:41:26,240 Speaker 1: someone is going to say that this is a daddy 779 00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:32,320 Speaker 1: issue thing, so trash. The matter is so trash that 780 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:35,000 Speaker 1: we have a whole term for men being trash, as 781 00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:37,480 Speaker 1: in daddy issues. But I'm going to tell you why 782 00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:41,360 Speaker 1: I find that ship really offensive. Like and I love Andrew. 783 00:41:41,520 --> 00:41:44,840 Speaker 1: I went on Brilliant Idiots and I saw him downstairs, 784 00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:47,640 Speaker 1: so yeah with him in Charlotte and he said, you 785 00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:49,440 Speaker 1: like guys to spit on you and slap you, and 786 00:41:49,600 --> 00:41:54,239 Speaker 1: like he mentioned he mentioned something about like I don't 787 00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:56,440 Speaker 1: know if he said daddy issues or like having trauma. 788 00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,359 Speaker 1: And people kind of assume that when we choose these 789 00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:01,520 Speaker 1: different paths in life are different types of sex, that 790 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:04,600 Speaker 1: we have to associate that with trauma. And I did 791 00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:07,640 Speaker 1: an episode on my Patreon where one of my friends 792 00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:13,280 Speaker 1: talked about how he was in such an evangelical religious 793 00:42:13,360 --> 00:42:16,560 Speaker 1: community that they were telling him like, oh my God, 794 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:19,600 Speaker 1: like gaze or pedophiles, like this is how it happens. 795 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:21,480 Speaker 1: Like once you like this, you're a bad person, and 796 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:25,319 Speaker 1: like it's seriously religious issues that kind of get us 797 00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:27,320 Speaker 1: in this thing of like okay, if you didn't have 798 00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:29,880 Speaker 1: a man do this, then this is how this happened. No, 799 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:34,840 Speaker 1: maybe I just like it's been on both parents in 800 00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:37,320 Speaker 1: my life. I have a show about being a fucking 801 00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:42,480 Speaker 1: ho and sucking dick job, and my father just been like, 802 00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:46,040 Speaker 1: you know, you're like, you know this is dr Ruth Lady. 803 00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:51,080 Speaker 1: She is you and the mother always talked about being slots. 804 00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:58,800 Speaker 1: My dad is really and my mom is black. But 805 00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:01,399 Speaker 1: I mean it doesn't mean anything, you know what I mean. 806 00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:05,719 Speaker 1: And I can understand maybe those effects of like maybe 807 00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:07,960 Speaker 1: some women not having a father figure, maybe needing affection 808 00:43:08,080 --> 00:43:12,400 Speaker 1: from men, But I can't see really doing porn because 809 00:43:12,520 --> 00:43:14,960 Speaker 1: your dad was an asshole, well know, and like and 810 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:18,080 Speaker 1: I just wanted to ask her because like that conversation 811 00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:20,800 Speaker 1: or that narrative will happen, like, oh, well she's doing this, 812 00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:26,760 Speaker 1: because there's also girls who do porn, you know, whose 813 00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:29,200 Speaker 1: parents are very supportive. There's a girl. Let us not 814 00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:31,480 Speaker 1: forget that bit from duke I just need to pay 815 00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:33,600 Speaker 1: for my college, remember their man? No, no, I remember that. 816 00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:35,320 Speaker 1: But but that's what I'm saying, Like I want to 817 00:43:35,680 --> 00:43:38,560 Speaker 1: like for the young women you know who are not 818 00:43:38,640 --> 00:43:40,839 Speaker 1: as old as you or us or whatever, and they're 819 00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:42,840 Speaker 1: trying to figure it out and they you know, they 820 00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:45,239 Speaker 1: want to explore their sexuality or they want to make money. 821 00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:47,600 Speaker 1: I just want them to understand that, like it doesn't 822 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:51,719 Speaker 1: come from necessarily a daddy issue or a fucked up 823 00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:54,480 Speaker 1: family issue or a broken family issue. So I want 824 00:43:54,520 --> 00:43:57,960 Speaker 1: to I wanted you to tell them, like where you know, 825 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:00,320 Speaker 1: I think a song I think I mean is we 826 00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,520 Speaker 1: need to we need to remember like as long as 827 00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:05,320 Speaker 1: things are consensual, and like we focus so much on 828 00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,839 Speaker 1: daddy issues or you're degrading or do but we don't 829 00:44:07,880 --> 00:44:11,560 Speaker 1: focus We don't focus on consent at all in this country, 830 00:44:11,719 --> 00:44:14,960 Speaker 1: in this world, Like nobody teaches boys and girls consent, 831 00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:18,759 Speaker 1: and its consent isn't always a clear no, you know, 832 00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:22,520 Speaker 1: or a clear yes. You know, Like Raquel talks about 833 00:44:22,640 --> 00:44:26,759 Speaker 1: fries like freely given and it's like yeah, yeah, we 834 00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:29,040 Speaker 1: will ask about it. But you know, I think the 835 00:44:29,160 --> 00:44:31,319 Speaker 1: main thing is, like we're so focused on whether girls 836 00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:34,040 Speaker 1: are degrading themselves or they have daddy issues, or if 837 00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:37,000 Speaker 1: a guy is a pedophile because he's gay, but we 838 00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:39,600 Speaker 1: never think about like is this something they consent to? 839 00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:42,439 Speaker 1: Is this something that people like? There's people that people 840 00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:44,799 Speaker 1: are different, like you like you know, you like Blue, 841 00:44:44,840 --> 00:44:50,080 Speaker 1: I like pink comments on the internet about myself, but 842 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:51,960 Speaker 1: I think and none of them are like brought me 843 00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:54,360 Speaker 1: to tears or got me really fucked up. But I 844 00:44:54,440 --> 00:44:56,560 Speaker 1: do remember when I thought about too Long, and it 845 00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:58,960 Speaker 1: was a guy that I was very attracted to that 846 00:44:59,040 --> 00:45:01,719 Speaker 1: I've been writing with that and forth that wrote that 847 00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:05,399 Speaker 1: heard this episode where I talked about how this guy 848 00:45:05,480 --> 00:45:07,319 Speaker 1: gave me like smacks to the face and I really 849 00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:10,200 Speaker 1: enjoyed it while he was sucking me. And he was like, 850 00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:14,120 Speaker 1: you put on like you and your family have this 851 00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:18,080 Speaker 1: great fucking life and clearly like you've been abused, and 852 00:45:18,239 --> 00:45:22,360 Speaker 1: I really can't handle that, like and like telling me 853 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:24,320 Speaker 1: that I had been through things because he heard this 854 00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:26,480 Speaker 1: on my show, and I was like, actually, my first 855 00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:31,640 Speaker 1: time talking about it. And I remember starting off the text, 856 00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:32,800 Speaker 1: you know where you make them long and then you 857 00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:34,880 Speaker 1: backspace and then you keep going out and explaining my 858 00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:37,040 Speaker 1: whole history about this never happened to me. But I 859 00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:39,120 Speaker 1: was like, for what, He's not going to believe me anyway. 860 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:42,680 Speaker 1: People really just hear what they want to. You say 861 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:46,439 Speaker 1: something like you do porn, You're fucking horror. I feel 862 00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:48,560 Speaker 1: like it's unfair for you, but sometimes you have to 863 00:45:48,719 --> 00:45:51,640 Speaker 1: like do that long, great text message where you have 864 00:45:51,719 --> 00:45:53,880 Speaker 1: to explain. No, I really don't give a funk to me. 865 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:56,239 Speaker 1: I've gotten to a point in my life but I 866 00:45:56,280 --> 00:46:00,239 Speaker 1: want to talking about I feel like you probably kind 867 00:46:00,280 --> 00:46:02,320 Speaker 1: of started out at that point where you had explained 868 00:46:02,320 --> 00:46:03,759 Speaker 1: and then you come to the point where it's like, yo, bro, 869 00:46:03,840 --> 00:46:05,600 Speaker 1: I'm not this is I'm not I'm not talking about 870 00:46:05,640 --> 00:46:07,400 Speaker 1: this first of all, Like they gotta pay me to 871 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:10,200 Speaker 1: talk to me at this point, Like I'm not explaining 872 00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:12,120 Speaker 1: shit or reading ship if I'm not being paid now, 873 00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:15,319 Speaker 1: I want to know, right, So, like you're obviously very 874 00:46:15,400 --> 00:46:19,320 Speaker 1: confident in what you do, and especially when you have 875 00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:21,279 Speaker 1: like to me, like like your mom is good, like 876 00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:23,279 Speaker 1: to me that, like I can feel comfortable with my family, 877 00:46:23,320 --> 00:46:25,719 Speaker 1: and like what do I give about this, dude? Like, right, 878 00:46:25,960 --> 00:46:28,080 Speaker 1: I don't think my even family. We focus so much 879 00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:30,560 Speaker 1: on family, but you're your own person, Like I have 880 00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:33,000 Speaker 1: friends that have treated me better than my family. In 881 00:46:33,080 --> 00:46:35,759 Speaker 1: support system. I think maybe that's maybe not even using 882 00:46:35,800 --> 00:46:38,440 Speaker 1: the word mother, but knowing that you have a support system. 883 00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:41,040 Speaker 1: I think that's I think that's what it is, especially 884 00:46:41,080 --> 00:46:43,160 Speaker 1: like a business, like I struggled a lot in this industry, 885 00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:46,960 Speaker 1: you know, that's a whole other podcast about just getting 886 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:48,960 Speaker 1: into it because of how I look, you know, like 887 00:46:49,080 --> 00:46:52,120 Speaker 1: I'm very like to us, I'm very mainstream looking, blonde, white, 888 00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:55,120 Speaker 1: fat ass, you know, but like important, that's not okay, 889 00:46:55,760 --> 00:46:57,120 Speaker 1: you know. And I struggled a lot, and I had 890 00:46:57,160 --> 00:46:59,640 Speaker 1: a really shitty agency, a couple of shitty agencies. You know, 891 00:46:59,719 --> 00:47:02,360 Speaker 1: I was sucked over a lot. Are so deep in 892 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:07,479 Speaker 1: like this is definitely what we want. Keep going because 893 00:47:07,480 --> 00:47:10,200 Speaker 1: I knew what she's saying, Like to us, she's pointing 894 00:47:10,200 --> 00:47:13,080 Speaker 1: in this room like I'm mainstream, Like yeah, you're right 895 00:47:13,160 --> 00:47:16,600 Speaker 1: to me. Yeah, but I know I'm thinking maybe I 896 00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:21,400 Speaker 1: don't get booked a lot at all in porn. No, 897 00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:26,080 Speaker 1: because I have tattoos. They don't like that. I'm not 898 00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:30,440 Speaker 1: like classically western standard of beauty. Pretty like I got 899 00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:32,560 Speaker 1: a bigger nose, you know what I'm saying, Like I 900 00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:35,560 Speaker 1: don't have that little cute see cute see like little face. 901 00:47:35,719 --> 00:47:38,040 Speaker 1: You know, I'm older, I'm not a milk and I'm 902 00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:42,239 Speaker 1: not a teen. I'm curvy, you know. Um yeah, like 903 00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:45,320 Speaker 1: I'm not popular in porn at all. I made my 904 00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:48,960 Speaker 1: own fucking audience. I did this ship on my own 905 00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:50,920 Speaker 1: I made my own side. I made my own content 906 00:47:50,960 --> 00:47:53,440 Speaker 1: because I knew what I had cultivating. I was like, 907 00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:56,200 Speaker 1: you know what, people my age and people part of 908 00:47:56,239 --> 00:48:00,239 Speaker 1: the culture, they appreciate me and what I look. She's 909 00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:04,600 Speaker 1: actually breaking it down even like through my searches. Right, 910 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:13,279 Speaker 1: it's like a book, Like it's either like petite you know, 911 00:48:13,680 --> 00:48:18,919 Speaker 1: Latin women, you know whatever, or it's like you know, thick, 912 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:24,520 Speaker 1: beautiful black women and like there's it's not that. Yeah. 913 00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:26,640 Speaker 1: Like so when she broke it down, when she just 914 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:28,600 Speaker 1: as she said, the only fat as white girl could 915 00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:33,480 Speaker 1: think of his like, she's right, we don't. I don't 916 00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:34,759 Speaker 1: see a lot of that. I don't see a lot 917 00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,759 Speaker 1: of the fat, the fatass white woman, the beautiful you know, 918 00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:41,120 Speaker 1: the big tits or I don't see that. So I 919 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:44,839 Speaker 1: can understand that I don't think about tattoo done. We're 920 00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:49,360 Speaker 1: kind of like so my look is kind of like 921 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:51,719 Speaker 1: the black girl in the industry, you know what I'm saying, 922 00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:53,719 Speaker 1: Like black girls only get booked for like a couple 923 00:48:53,719 --> 00:48:57,200 Speaker 1: of scenes. They have their like brown bunnies, black girlfriends, 924 00:48:57,280 --> 00:49:00,480 Speaker 1: you know, like rolls for black women. They can't get everything. 925 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:05,759 Speaker 1: Same with me, big booty, big tip um so they're 926 00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:09,440 Speaker 1: like they're kind of associating you with that's it. They 927 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:10,960 Speaker 1: don't want me to show most of your scenes with 928 00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:14,279 Speaker 1: black men a lot. Yeah this year I haven't done. 929 00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:16,600 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, I shoot my own content, so 930 00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:20,040 Speaker 1: like I always, I didn't know that, Yeah dot com 931 00:49:20,120 --> 00:49:22,600 Speaker 1: that's my own site, Like, yeah, I do because I 932 00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:24,279 Speaker 1: started that because I didn't like how porn was with 933 00:49:24,320 --> 00:49:27,200 Speaker 1: the incests, with the fetishization good for you like that. 934 00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:29,480 Speaker 1: I didn't like how black men were was being cast 935 00:49:29,560 --> 00:49:32,040 Speaker 1: as like the gangster or whatever. So like black men 936 00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:34,279 Speaker 1: and my scenes are like lawyers and my boyfriends and 937 00:49:34,440 --> 00:49:41,719 Speaker 1: husband starting. Yeah. Yeah, black black men and women get 938 00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:44,640 Speaker 1: every role in my in my scenes. Can can I 939 00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:48,080 Speaker 1: ask you? Um had a conversation with Jesus who told 940 00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:51,000 Speaker 1: me that he used to he did like coding or 941 00:49:51,080 --> 00:49:55,120 Speaker 1: some ship for like um, some porn. Yeah, And he 942 00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:58,239 Speaker 1: said that he was on set once and he was like, Yo, 943 00:49:58,840 --> 00:50:01,560 Speaker 1: this is people's regular job. He's like the camera crew 944 00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:04,600 Speaker 1: like people almost don't even act like they're around people 945 00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:08,400 Speaker 1: fucking anymore. Does it ever? Is it really your regular 946 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:10,040 Speaker 1: work or do you still feel like this is not 947 00:50:11,200 --> 00:50:13,080 Speaker 1: like this is not a nine to five or do 948 00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:14,839 Speaker 1: you feel like it's your nine five? Do you really? 949 00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,600 Speaker 1: This is this your real world? This is and this 950 00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:19,400 Speaker 1: is my world like and like it's it's just so 951 00:50:19,600 --> 00:50:22,600 Speaker 1: like me and Dina we went out to eat yesterday, 952 00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:26,360 Speaker 1: I'll keep talking about this and so that our waiter 953 00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:29,440 Speaker 1: like we could tell like he was like really obsessing 954 00:50:29,520 --> 00:50:31,160 Speaker 1: over me. And I'm like, okay, this is normal, like 955 00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:35,200 Speaker 1: you know who I am. It's fine, yeah, regular ship. 956 00:50:35,760 --> 00:50:37,520 Speaker 1: But then he comes up He's like, write your Instagram 957 00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:39,520 Speaker 1: down like on a business card. I'm like, why would 958 00:50:39,520 --> 00:50:41,080 Speaker 1: you need me to write my Instagram down? Like he 959 00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:44,440 Speaker 1: doesn't know who I am? Right, So I wrote it 960 00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:46,399 Speaker 1: down anyway. And then as we were leaving, he came 961 00:50:46,440 --> 00:50:49,799 Speaker 1: out and like asked for pictures. So Diana like she's 962 00:50:49,840 --> 00:50:51,239 Speaker 1: such a gee, she's so used to she like, yeah, 963 00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:55,560 Speaker 1: come on, stand over there, you know, like like and 964 00:50:55,640 --> 00:50:57,560 Speaker 1: he like stepped back just to take a picture of me. 965 00:50:57,800 --> 00:50:59,440 Speaker 1: Like he's like, I really like the blonde hair. Like 966 00:51:00,160 --> 00:51:03,400 Speaker 1: we really don't think he knew who I was. And 967 00:51:03,520 --> 00:51:05,080 Speaker 1: that was stupid. That was the first time that's ever 968 00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:07,080 Speaker 1: happened where I had someone act like a fan and 969 00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:08,840 Speaker 1: didn't know who I was. So for me, that was 970 00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:10,319 Speaker 1: really strange. I'm like, how does he not know who 971 00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:13,360 Speaker 1: I am? You know, because that is my world. It 972 00:51:13,480 --> 00:51:16,319 Speaker 1: was like a contrast of like oh he he didn't know, right, 973 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:19,480 Speaker 1: but he liked how I loved. But what I'm trying 974 00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:21,400 Speaker 1: to get at is like that's my real world. And 975 00:51:21,480 --> 00:51:22,840 Speaker 1: it was really weird for me that he didn't know 976 00:51:22,880 --> 00:51:27,360 Speaker 1: who I was? Is that offensive? I was cool? You know, 977 00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:29,480 Speaker 1: I like when people you know, so like then we 978 00:51:29,560 --> 00:51:32,440 Speaker 1: went out to like David Busters with her friend and 979 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,719 Speaker 1: this guy. You know, I could tell we had David 980 00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:36,840 Speaker 1: David Buster's lip, like I mean, it was all like 981 00:51:36,960 --> 00:51:39,800 Speaker 1: younger people. They knew exactly who I was, Like you know, 982 00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:42,960 Speaker 1: I had like so he came up to me, was like, 983 00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:44,960 Speaker 1: oh can I take a picture with her? And her 984 00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:47,320 Speaker 1: friend didn't know who I was? And he was like 985 00:51:47,520 --> 00:51:49,920 Speaker 1: what what why is this guy asking me for a picture. 986 00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:53,360 Speaker 1: That was one of my questions. I remember that was 987 00:51:53,480 --> 00:51:56,560 Speaker 1: someone that was like yeah, so her friend, I guess 988 00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:59,040 Speaker 1: was like mad, confused and like but this is like 989 00:51:59,160 --> 00:52:01,800 Speaker 1: you know, go back that this is my world. Like 990 00:52:01,960 --> 00:52:04,319 Speaker 1: it's not like my clock in at nine a clock 991 00:52:04,360 --> 00:52:05,960 Speaker 1: out of fight, like you have a clock out. No, 992 00:52:06,440 --> 00:52:10,400 Speaker 1: it's like constant, constant, this is my world, this regular, 993 00:52:11,000 --> 00:52:13,239 Speaker 1: you know, and then like going on set, it's just 994 00:52:13,400 --> 00:52:15,640 Speaker 1: like Okay, I run through my poses. I run through 995 00:52:15,719 --> 00:52:18,000 Speaker 1: my you know what I mean? So you do you 996 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:19,400 Speaker 1: direct your own portnan as well or do you have 997 00:52:19,640 --> 00:52:21,960 Speaker 1: people to do that? Well? Sarah Ja is my manager, 998 00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:25,440 Speaker 1: so yeah, so like she directs a lot of my stuff, 999 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:27,440 Speaker 1: but I'll direct it to like, you know, we're some 1000 00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:32,760 Speaker 1: other fat booty white ship Julie Cash maybe Julia Cash blonde. 1001 00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:35,799 Speaker 1: That's one of my best friends. Anyone have another one 1002 00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:41,440 Speaker 1: name Kelly Divine Jadas Stevens. I've seen between is a 1003 00:52:41,600 --> 00:52:44,840 Speaker 1: bell a danger she she is, but she's really skinny. 1004 00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:48,880 Speaker 1: But she's skinny. She's not like a fat she is 1005 00:52:50,640 --> 00:52:54,920 Speaker 1: bellow's body type. Is not a girlfriend who's like kind 1006 00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:58,719 Speaker 1: of like, yeah, she's pretty. She was standing them off 1007 00:52:58,760 --> 00:53:01,680 Speaker 1: the wall ship but she's gorgeous girl. What do you 1008 00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:03,200 Speaker 1: mean off the well ship? Don't sell me how to 1009 00:53:03,200 --> 00:53:07,200 Speaker 1: cancel hop? What she's a she said? She said, she 1010 00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:09,200 Speaker 1: said something really funny and like get a little up 1011 00:53:09,239 --> 00:53:11,520 Speaker 1: on Twitter where she was like, oh, I'm not a 1012 00:53:11,560 --> 00:53:15,560 Speaker 1: sex worker because um, we're both getting paid, me and 1013 00:53:15,680 --> 00:53:18,200 Speaker 1: the person I work with I'm not a prostitute or whatever, 1014 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:20,560 Speaker 1: and we're like we're all trying to correct or like 1015 00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:23,839 Speaker 1: sex work is an umbrella term, Like, of course porn 1016 00:53:23,960 --> 00:53:27,080 Speaker 1: isn't prostitution, but you and the male performers sex I 1017 00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:29,759 Speaker 1: don't think sex work is prostitution, So I think sex 1018 00:53:29,800 --> 00:53:32,840 Speaker 1: work is an umbrella term of which are still a 1019 00:53:32,960 --> 00:53:35,960 Speaker 1: sex work. So I even think that like stripping can 1020 00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:39,080 Speaker 1: be considered sex sex work. I don't think stripping is prostitution, 1021 00:53:40,520 --> 00:53:44,960 Speaker 1: a prostitution borderline sex work. I mean, like is sex work. 1022 00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:48,600 Speaker 1: Sex work is an umbrella term, right. Sex work describes 1023 00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:53,040 Speaker 1: cam girls, strippers, phone sex operators, porn stars, uh, survival 1024 00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:57,880 Speaker 1: street workers, high class escorts, uh, foot models, like anyone 1025 00:53:57,960 --> 00:54:00,759 Speaker 1: who's doing something that elicits a sexual response. This is 1026 00:54:00,800 --> 00:54:03,520 Speaker 1: not sex work because you're not eliciting a sexual response 1027 00:54:03,560 --> 00:54:05,640 Speaker 1: in your viewer. You know what I'm saying. If you 1028 00:54:05,719 --> 00:54:08,239 Speaker 1: were sitting here and moaning and getting him off, you 1029 00:54:08,239 --> 00:54:13,120 Speaker 1: would be a sex worker. I'm saying, got you, I 1030 00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:15,800 Speaker 1: think that's not I think I really just wanted to 1031 00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:19,080 Speaker 1: jump on the train of sex on the train down. 1032 00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:21,120 Speaker 1: But I mean technically you were you were getting a 1033 00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:23,959 Speaker 1: hundred dollars to go out on a date. Nina, don't 1034 00:54:23,960 --> 00:54:27,160 Speaker 1: shame me now, I'm not shaming you. That's literally my life. 1035 00:54:27,920 --> 00:54:31,080 Speaker 1: You're probably okay, wait, let me backtrack. When I said 1036 00:54:31,120 --> 00:54:34,799 Speaker 1: I was on that thing, what's your price? By the way, 1037 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:37,919 Speaker 1: I've had sugar daddies, and to me, that's sex work. Yeah, 1038 00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:44,000 Speaker 1: we out here. By the way, I am like super 1039 00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:48,560 Speaker 1: proud of you know what I've done, Like the sugar 1040 00:54:48,640 --> 00:54:51,440 Speaker 1: daddy that I had. I lived in I I talked 1041 00:54:51,440 --> 00:54:53,080 Speaker 1: about this. You guys have probably heard the terms like 1042 00:54:53,200 --> 00:54:55,400 Speaker 1: that when we talk about the sixty thousand, because that's 1043 00:54:55,440 --> 00:54:57,480 Speaker 1: how much it costs to pay the apartment he put 1044 00:54:57,520 --> 00:54:59,080 Speaker 1: me in for a year. I was like in the 1045 00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:03,680 Speaker 1: most beautiful apartment, and he just cared about me. I 1046 00:55:03,760 --> 00:55:06,480 Speaker 1: think I had sex with him like twice before he 1047 00:55:06,560 --> 00:55:07,600 Speaker 1: did that. He was like, I just want to take 1048 00:55:07,640 --> 00:55:11,239 Speaker 1: care of you like that dick. It was, but he 1049 00:55:11,360 --> 00:55:13,680 Speaker 1: was also super rich and then and I told him like, 1050 00:55:13,719 --> 00:55:14,800 Speaker 1: I don't want you to do this because I was 1051 00:55:14,800 --> 00:55:16,880 Speaker 1: starting to feel guilty. I worked at a fucking retail 1052 00:55:16,920 --> 00:55:19,520 Speaker 1: store when he did it, and he said to me, honey, 1053 00:55:19,560 --> 00:55:23,120 Speaker 1: I make fifty thousand dollars a day. This is nothing 1054 00:55:23,200 --> 00:55:29,560 Speaker 1: to Mark Cuban, I can't. I'll tell you definitely makes 1055 00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:32,000 Speaker 1: a lot more than fifty. I want to ask a 1056 00:55:32,080 --> 00:55:34,319 Speaker 1: question I'm not you know before, because I know you've 1057 00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:37,120 Speaker 1: got some questions. I just got you know, I got 1058 00:55:37,160 --> 00:55:40,000 Speaker 1: one question. Has there ever been um, and this is 1059 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:41,920 Speaker 1: my last question, has there ever been a point in 1060 00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:45,359 Speaker 1: your career, you know, or this phase of your life 1061 00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:50,200 Speaker 1: that you said, yo, no, like I gotta, I gotta 1062 00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:53,080 Speaker 1: stop or I can't a great question. Has there ever 1063 00:55:53,160 --> 00:55:55,880 Speaker 1: been a point where you were like nah in general 1064 00:55:56,000 --> 00:55:59,640 Speaker 1: with like a scene or like my career, your career, yeah, 1065 00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:03,920 Speaker 1: right now? Oh, why explain that. I do feel like 1066 00:56:04,000 --> 00:56:06,080 Speaker 1: I've a complis Okay, I mean I'm going to sound 1067 00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:08,760 Speaker 1: like a fucking bitch, but again, I'm ready. I'm famous 1068 00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:12,000 Speaker 1: and rich and happy iky, but um, I feel like 1069 00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,360 Speaker 1: I've gotten to you know, I've only been doing this 1070 00:56:14,480 --> 00:56:17,160 Speaker 1: for three years. I've reached I've almost a million followers 1071 00:56:17,239 --> 00:56:20,560 Speaker 1: on Instagram. I've reached new levels as far as being 1072 00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:24,560 Speaker 1: socially aware and learning things and um, having a platform 1073 00:56:24,640 --> 00:56:27,600 Speaker 1: on Twitter and you know, my Twitter was deleted. I'm 1074 00:56:27,680 --> 00:56:30,480 Speaker 1: now at like seventy thousand because it was deleted for 1075 00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:32,520 Speaker 1: hateful conduct. You know, I would stand up for black 1076 00:56:32,560 --> 00:56:35,160 Speaker 1: women and sex workers and things like that, and people 1077 00:56:35,200 --> 00:56:38,520 Speaker 1: would report me and whatnot. Um, but i feel like 1078 00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:41,000 Speaker 1: I've reached you know, in three years, I feel like 1079 00:56:41,040 --> 00:56:43,560 Speaker 1: I've done more than like anyone I have my own. 1080 00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:45,520 Speaker 1: My site was nominated for Sight of the Year after 1081 00:56:45,600 --> 00:56:50,640 Speaker 1: only a year of it being active. Um, I you know, 1082 00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:54,120 Speaker 1: I've done everything I've wanted to do. I've reached a 1083 00:56:54,160 --> 00:56:55,840 Speaker 1: certain point that I'm like, right now, I'm like, what 1084 00:56:55,920 --> 00:56:57,360 Speaker 1: else is there for me to do? I was there 1085 00:56:57,440 --> 00:56:59,160 Speaker 1: a point star that you look up to, like that 1086 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:01,160 Speaker 1: you want to get to that level. I feel like 1087 00:57:01,200 --> 00:57:04,080 Speaker 1: I'm at my own level. There's no level I want 1088 00:57:04,080 --> 00:57:06,560 Speaker 1: to each other than my own. And I feel you know, 1089 00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:09,520 Speaker 1: I mean, it's it's real, It's real, and I want 1090 00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:11,960 Speaker 1: people to listen to me and and start getting that 1091 00:57:12,160 --> 00:57:15,200 Speaker 1: fucking arrogance and confidence. And you know, I'm still humble 1092 00:57:15,200 --> 00:57:18,040 Speaker 1: a d but like, I know what I'm worth, I 1093 00:57:18,120 --> 00:57:20,040 Speaker 1: know what my my presence is worth, I know what 1094 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:22,640 Speaker 1: my time is where, I know what you know? So like, 1095 00:57:23,120 --> 00:57:25,240 Speaker 1: i feel like I've reached this point right now where 1096 00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:29,280 Speaker 1: I'm like, you know, it's like Drake doing a verse 1097 00:57:29,480 --> 00:57:32,760 Speaker 1: for some unknown rapper. It's not an even exchange. So 1098 00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:35,000 Speaker 1: when I'm working with people, I'm like, my value is 1099 00:57:35,080 --> 00:57:37,479 Speaker 1: way higher when you put it in that term, because 1100 00:57:37,520 --> 00:57:39,919 Speaker 1: like music is my world. Like yeah, yeah, So it's 1101 00:57:39,960 --> 00:57:42,080 Speaker 1: like I think Drake has said something like that, it's 1102 00:57:42,120 --> 00:57:44,880 Speaker 1: not an even exchange, you know, like verse for verse, 1103 00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:49,040 Speaker 1: scene for a scene, and it's not scene for a 1104 00:57:49,480 --> 00:57:52,720 Speaker 1: scene because what's going to happen is when when you 1105 00:57:52,840 --> 00:57:56,439 Speaker 1: give that person of lesser acknowledgment a scene, their ship 1106 00:57:56,520 --> 00:57:58,680 Speaker 1: is going to go through the room. So when you 1107 00:57:58,720 --> 00:58:01,480 Speaker 1: give them the scene, what you getting right exactly? So 1108 00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:04,640 Speaker 1: like when I get this, so like and I've done 1109 00:58:04,680 --> 00:58:06,200 Speaker 1: you know, I don't want to do gang bangs. I 1110 00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:09,320 Speaker 1: don't want to do dps Like they're like, it's not 1111 00:58:09,440 --> 00:58:11,280 Speaker 1: my thing. You know, I haven't done it. I do 1112 00:58:11,320 --> 00:58:14,440 Speaker 1: an amal here and there. Um gang bangs, I like, 1113 00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:16,760 Speaker 1: I like one on one. You feel like it's too rough? 1114 00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:20,480 Speaker 1: Um yeah, Like I'm very I'm a dominant person. I 1115 00:58:20,560 --> 00:58:22,640 Speaker 1: feel like I can't be dominant in a gang bang 1116 00:58:23,480 --> 00:58:26,040 Speaker 1: because you've tried. Have you tried to enjoy the sex 1117 00:58:26,120 --> 00:58:28,560 Speaker 1: in your scenes? No? I do a hundred Like most 1118 00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:30,440 Speaker 1: of the times I do enjoy the sexs I do, 1119 00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:32,600 Speaker 1: but I just don't think I'm not like you know 1120 00:58:32,640 --> 00:58:36,680 Speaker 1: any mean, yeah you're not just like I'm like, god, 1121 00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:38,720 Speaker 1: I don't really want to you know, like that's just 1122 00:58:38,840 --> 00:58:41,800 Speaker 1: like it's not my thing. Maybe it'll happen next year, 1123 00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:44,880 Speaker 1: maybe tomorrow. Right now is still enough, So like I'm 1124 00:58:44,920 --> 00:58:46,880 Speaker 1: you know, I've done everything, so like the last few 1125 00:58:47,040 --> 00:58:50,320 Speaker 1: like scenes I've done, I've felt very like okay, turn around, 1126 00:58:50,400 --> 00:58:52,640 Speaker 1: bend over, put your legs up. It was very like 1127 00:58:53,800 --> 00:58:55,400 Speaker 1: you know, and I'm like, I don't want to do that. 1128 00:58:55,560 --> 00:58:58,240 Speaker 1: Everything I do, I wanted to be like fucking lit, 1129 00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:00,160 Speaker 1: like I don't want to be that person that want 1130 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:02,080 Speaker 1: to work. Yeah, I don't want to be that the 1131 00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:03,520 Speaker 1: person goes to work just because I have to go 1132 00:59:03,600 --> 00:59:07,120 Speaker 1: to work. Theater in Amsterdam and like you could tell 1133 00:59:07,560 --> 00:59:09,840 Speaker 1: that the show rotates because I got so high I 1134 00:59:09,880 --> 00:59:12,800 Speaker 1: can move, but so I couldn't leave Franks. I was 1135 00:59:12,840 --> 00:59:16,040 Speaker 1: there for three hours and every hour the show just kept. 1136 00:59:16,800 --> 00:59:18,200 Speaker 1: I mean when I tell you down to like the 1137 00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:21,200 Speaker 1: legs to smack, the noise, the words they said, like everything, 1138 00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:23,040 Speaker 1: and that's what you don't want it to be. Yeah, 1139 00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:25,600 Speaker 1: like it's it's not it's not as it's not you know, 1140 00:59:25,840 --> 00:59:28,400 Speaker 1: it's not as like and I'm just gonna take some 1141 00:59:28,560 --> 00:59:33,240 Speaker 1: time to do things like this podcast more like media stuff. Well, 1142 00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:36,200 Speaker 1: I mean here you expand your outreach and ship. This 1143 00:59:36,320 --> 00:59:40,360 Speaker 1: is her demo and like I've never really ever talked 1144 00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:42,320 Speaker 1: to like a porn star or sex work like whatever 1145 00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:44,000 Speaker 1: you want to call it. But at the same time, 1146 00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:45,960 Speaker 1: it's like we can talk about the scenes, we can 1147 00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:48,280 Speaker 1: talk about your fetishes, we can talk about what you want, 1148 00:59:48,320 --> 00:59:49,880 Speaker 1: what you need, what you don't want, But at the 1149 00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:52,280 Speaker 1: same time, like we can't talk about or you don't 1150 00:59:52,280 --> 00:59:53,880 Speaker 1: have the sometimes you don't have the platform to talk 1151 00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:55,840 Speaker 1: about all right, what does your family think? Or what 1152 00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:57,560 Speaker 1: does your friends think? Or when is that time that 1153 00:59:57,680 --> 00:59:59,240 Speaker 1: you don't want to do this for more like the 1154 00:59:59,280 --> 01:00:01,920 Speaker 1: conversation around right now, like when it's the ceiling or 1155 01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:04,680 Speaker 1: what do you want? And it's like I think we've 1156 01:00:05,240 --> 01:00:08,800 Speaker 1: we've we've fed it. You know, we fantasize over what's 1157 01:00:08,840 --> 01:00:12,680 Speaker 1: in front of us, like gorgeous, big boobs, beautiful face, 1158 01:00:12,880 --> 01:00:15,320 Speaker 1: nice ass, but it's like, oh, what did your dad thing, 1159 01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:17,720 Speaker 1: what do your friends think? Or what is your mom 1160 01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:19,680 Speaker 1: that you said you're taking care of your mom, like 1161 01:00:19,840 --> 01:00:23,240 Speaker 1: we're not having these conversations despite your career. You know 1162 01:00:23,280 --> 01:00:25,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. It's like, we gotta have these conversations, 1163 01:00:25,720 --> 01:00:29,680 Speaker 1: like there are young ladies that may want to do this, 1164 01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:32,800 Speaker 1: there are young men who may want to do this, 1165 01:00:33,360 --> 01:00:35,560 Speaker 1: So let's have this conversation. This what, this is, what 1166 01:00:35,680 --> 01:00:37,760 Speaker 1: comes with it. We're going to go with it. And 1167 01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:39,920 Speaker 1: that's great that you started to open yourself up to 1168 01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:41,880 Speaker 1: do this, because I think three years is enough time 1169 01:00:41,920 --> 01:00:43,840 Speaker 1: under your bilt to be able to speak like a pro. 1170 01:00:44,280 --> 01:00:46,840 Speaker 1: Because I watched something called Hot Girls Wanted you know 1171 01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:49,400 Speaker 1: what I'm talking about. That's my agent. Yeah, there's some 1172 01:00:49,960 --> 01:00:53,240 Speaker 1: on Tampa, Like I saw some girls in Tampa. That's 1173 01:00:53,320 --> 01:00:57,440 Speaker 1: the Latina chick. She went to the USFUM. But anyway, 1174 01:00:58,240 --> 01:01:00,240 Speaker 1: in there, there was a guy that's as and I 1175 01:01:00,280 --> 01:01:04,160 Speaker 1: always remember it. He says average lifetime. Riley says that, yeah, 1176 01:01:04,320 --> 01:01:08,920 Speaker 1: he's like three months decent, six months. Porn star is 1177 01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:11,080 Speaker 1: over a year, and I was like, damn, that doesn't 1178 01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:15,720 Speaker 1: even sound long. But seriously, like that's a fucking accomplishment. 1179 01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:18,800 Speaker 1: It makes sense. There's so many girls that are well. 1180 01:01:18,840 --> 01:01:21,920 Speaker 1: It's also like he's also in Miami and Riley's Riley's 1181 01:01:22,040 --> 01:01:25,200 Speaker 1: forte is I love Riley Riley Finally like I found 1182 01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:26,720 Speaker 1: an agent that's good. I know a lot of people 1183 01:01:26,720 --> 01:01:29,480 Speaker 1: will talk about him. I've actually kind of shocked. You 1184 01:01:29,560 --> 01:01:31,280 Speaker 1: just said that's your agent. So if you guys haven't 1185 01:01:31,280 --> 01:01:33,760 Speaker 1: seen this, it's called Hot Girls Wanted. He seemed maybe, 1186 01:01:33,960 --> 01:01:36,360 Speaker 1: I'm sure he's I think he seemed like even how 1187 01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:39,280 Speaker 1: I've seen that before. He was made a little douche baggy, 1188 01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:41,960 Speaker 1: but then there was and I think it's only because 1189 01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:46,760 Speaker 1: he's like, um, you know, I got these girls, but no, see, honestly, like, okay, 1190 01:01:46,840 --> 01:01:48,640 Speaker 1: for me, I'm not going to have the same experiences 1191 01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:52,040 Speaker 1: as most women because obviously my presence is extremely powerful. 1192 01:01:52,320 --> 01:01:53,800 Speaker 1: I will say that you are not the girls there 1193 01:01:53,800 --> 01:01:56,160 Speaker 1: on this show. No, but you can. But they were 1194 01:01:56,320 --> 01:01:59,360 Speaker 1: very young, and it's just not gonna you know what 1195 01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:02,320 Speaker 1: I mean, there's a experience mentional not yeah like there 1196 01:02:02,320 --> 01:02:03,960 Speaker 1: and men aren't gonna you know. So I don't want 1197 01:02:03,960 --> 01:02:05,640 Speaker 1: to say he's not like that to women that have 1198 01:02:05,720 --> 01:02:07,920 Speaker 1: complained about and well the show is also by the way, 1199 01:02:08,000 --> 01:02:10,840 Speaker 1: about if you don't know what I'm talking about. Hot 1200 01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:13,800 Speaker 1: Girls Wanted is the title he was posting on Craigslist 1201 01:02:14,160 --> 01:02:15,960 Speaker 1: telling the girls to fly out for some modeling scenes 1202 01:02:16,040 --> 01:02:18,120 Speaker 1: or blah blah blah, and then he flies them out 1203 01:02:18,160 --> 01:02:20,760 Speaker 1: and you know it's porn amateur poiner, not amateur porning. 1204 01:02:20,840 --> 01:02:23,680 Speaker 1: You know it's starting Miami amateur being Bros Rianti Kings 1205 01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:25,680 Speaker 1: right right now, they do the rounds. I just want 1206 01:02:25,760 --> 01:02:28,560 Speaker 1: to say, um Low, I actually really wanted to bring you, 1207 01:02:28,600 --> 01:02:30,600 Speaker 1: obviously because I wanted a guy here. But I listened 1208 01:02:30,640 --> 01:02:32,480 Speaker 1: to your podcast. You have a podcast to do with scares, 1209 01:02:32,560 --> 01:02:34,720 Speaker 1: all right, I mean, and most people know you from 1210 01:02:34,760 --> 01:02:37,480 Speaker 1: Beats one and do say Pelosa, But I've listened to 1211 01:02:37,520 --> 01:02:39,520 Speaker 1: a few your interviews on there, and I love the 1212 01:02:39,960 --> 01:02:42,720 Speaker 1: questions that you ask And I was like, I want 1213 01:02:42,760 --> 01:02:45,480 Speaker 1: to be slutty and skanky and fun with NNA, but 1214 01:02:45,680 --> 01:02:48,920 Speaker 1: like I've heard some of your other interviews and it 1215 01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:52,320 Speaker 1: was kind of what I would have asked you. Um, 1216 01:02:52,600 --> 01:02:54,320 Speaker 1: So I'm glad that you. I don't know if I 1217 01:02:54,360 --> 01:02:57,640 Speaker 1: would ask that question, you know, like I'm not feeling 1218 01:02:57,680 --> 01:02:59,800 Speaker 1: like Daddy's is too touchy or things like that. But 1219 01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:02,760 Speaker 1: we found out you like cream pies and that your 1220 01:03:02,880 --> 01:03:05,120 Speaker 1: your director own ship like because at the same time, 1221 01:03:05,200 --> 01:03:07,520 Speaker 1: like I don't understand what this platform was about. Right, 1222 01:03:07,720 --> 01:03:10,439 Speaker 1: So when I come here, it's like, let's like, let's 1223 01:03:10,480 --> 01:03:13,880 Speaker 1: pull something from her, something different, Like I've obviously done 1224 01:03:13,920 --> 01:03:16,480 Speaker 1: that if you've heard it. Let's pull something from her. 1225 01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:18,400 Speaker 1: Let's see where her mindset is with you. I've never 1226 01:03:18,480 --> 01:03:22,360 Speaker 1: talked about like my dad and stuff like that. That's no, no, 1227 01:03:22,480 --> 01:03:25,320 Speaker 1: it's not. I'm an open book. But it was opening 1228 01:03:25,440 --> 01:03:27,840 Speaker 1: and vulnerable, and I appreciate that because it's your job 1229 01:03:27,960 --> 01:03:29,800 Speaker 1: to sit here and be you're you're gonna have people 1230 01:03:29,880 --> 01:03:32,600 Speaker 1: that want to join your camp shows after the fact, 1231 01:03:32,640 --> 01:03:34,720 Speaker 1: and to just show that despite the fact what you do, 1232 01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:37,880 Speaker 1: there are women that look at you like this is 1233 01:03:37,960 --> 01:03:39,919 Speaker 1: what I want to do. And that's one thing. Let's 1234 01:03:39,960 --> 01:03:42,240 Speaker 1: just like say that, like you know, I have a 1235 01:03:42,320 --> 01:03:44,480 Speaker 1: million fifty million I was till Diana when she like 1236 01:03:44,560 --> 01:03:47,480 Speaker 1: texts me things that I'm like, fifty million things, fifty 1237 01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:50,120 Speaker 1: million things like don't text me random ship. But I 1238 01:03:50,400 --> 01:03:52,160 Speaker 1: just want to say, like, if there's women like trying 1239 01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:54,320 Speaker 1: to get into the industry and feel like they're feeling 1240 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:57,800 Speaker 1: funny about something, please like email me, message me like 1241 01:03:58,360 --> 01:04:03,760 Speaker 1: there I'm a liaison. I would like to be homemail. 1242 01:04:03,920 --> 01:04:05,880 Speaker 1: Actually this was not for you as for us, but 1243 01:04:06,040 --> 01:04:09,400 Speaker 1: like you were perfect. This is from Violet. I haven't 1244 01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:11,160 Speaker 1: a cut right to the chase. I'm broke as fuck. 1245 01:04:11,280 --> 01:04:12,960 Speaker 1: I just graduated with a bat. I don't know what. 1246 01:04:13,360 --> 01:04:15,960 Speaker 1: I'm broke as fuck. Okay, I just graduated with a 1247 01:04:16,000 --> 01:04:18,640 Speaker 1: bachelor's in English, and my adviser lie, the jobs are not, 1248 01:04:18,760 --> 01:04:21,240 Speaker 1: in fact lucrative. I honestly thought about being a cam 1249 01:04:21,360 --> 01:04:23,520 Speaker 1: girl for a while, and with some kind of gimmick 1250 01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:25,200 Speaker 1: like wearing a mask or some ship. But then I 1251 01:04:25,280 --> 01:04:27,000 Speaker 1: think of the amount of work that goes into it, 1252 01:04:27,440 --> 01:04:30,120 Speaker 1: and honestly, I'm a lazy hoe. So now I'm thinking 1253 01:04:30,160 --> 01:04:33,120 Speaker 1: foot photos or even possibly dirty panties, something low maintenance. 1254 01:04:33,560 --> 01:04:35,840 Speaker 1: Is there any suggestion on how to break into the business. 1255 01:04:36,240 --> 01:04:40,120 Speaker 1: I love your showing your energy, stay powerful, Violet. Um. 1256 01:04:40,280 --> 01:04:42,400 Speaker 1: I think a lot of girls will hear that, like 1257 01:04:42,600 --> 01:04:44,560 Speaker 1: one girl that said, oh, I sold my picture like 1258 01:04:44,640 --> 01:04:46,160 Speaker 1: I said, you know, I got a hundred bucks for 1259 01:04:46,640 --> 01:04:50,040 Speaker 1: you know, that does not happen, you know most girls. Obviously, 1260 01:04:50,120 --> 01:04:51,960 Speaker 1: I have a fan base and I worked really really 1261 01:04:52,000 --> 01:04:53,360 Speaker 1: hard and no matter what I do now, it's going 1262 01:04:53,400 --> 01:04:55,560 Speaker 1: to sell. But you know, if she's not showing her 1263 01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:57,800 Speaker 1: face she's got to think about what what are you offering? 1264 01:04:58,760 --> 01:05:01,480 Speaker 1: There's a million foot photos. I'm selling foot photos. Why 1265 01:05:01,600 --> 01:05:04,440 Speaker 1: should why should Joe by your foot photo? He doesn't 1266 01:05:04,440 --> 01:05:07,240 Speaker 1: know who you are here? He over mine, he knows. 1267 01:05:07,280 --> 01:05:09,200 Speaker 1: I mean, okay, the points start that he jerks off too. 1268 01:05:09,440 --> 01:05:10,840 Speaker 1: So she's going to start a name for us if 1269 01:05:10,880 --> 01:05:13,040 Speaker 1: you're saying yeah, But I think that's the key is 1270 01:05:13,160 --> 01:05:15,760 Speaker 1: like these girls get into sex work or you know, 1271 01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:18,800 Speaker 1: camming or whatever, and like you can she started persona 1272 01:05:18,880 --> 01:05:21,280 Speaker 1: with a mask though, like this is what I was 1273 01:05:21,320 --> 01:05:24,920 Speaker 1: telling to you off camera, like and not to you know, 1274 01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:27,320 Speaker 1: switch the subject whatever. But it's like people ask me 1275 01:05:27,440 --> 01:05:29,280 Speaker 1: like yo, how can I start a day party? Or 1276 01:05:29,320 --> 01:05:30,920 Speaker 1: how can I host? Or how can I do this? 1277 01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:33,760 Speaker 1: It's like you have to provide the consumer with what's 1278 01:05:33,840 --> 01:05:36,560 Speaker 1: not going on? Like you just everything is so over 1279 01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:40,040 Speaker 1: stated foot camera or what are you offering that the 1280 01:05:40,160 --> 01:05:43,680 Speaker 1: next person isn't. By the way, I can't believe I'm 1281 01:05:43,720 --> 01:05:47,040 Speaker 1: about to say and like offer this because people DM 1282 01:05:47,120 --> 01:05:49,919 Speaker 1: me and about free pomo. I didn't sell my feet naked, 1283 01:05:50,600 --> 01:05:56,680 Speaker 1: but someone name we buy foot picks on Instagram hit 1284 01:05:56,720 --> 01:06:00,200 Speaker 1: me up and I was like, yo, can by she 1285 01:06:00,320 --> 01:06:03,240 Speaker 1: bitches bla bla blah blah blah. So one of my friends, 1286 01:06:03,360 --> 01:06:04,640 Speaker 1: not gonna say her name, I was like, yo, I 1287 01:06:04,720 --> 01:06:06,320 Speaker 1: want to know if they're real because I want to 1288 01:06:06,640 --> 01:06:08,360 Speaker 1: have some bitches all and need some might see what 1289 01:06:08,440 --> 01:06:10,400 Speaker 1: he says. She hits him up. He had a very 1290 01:06:10,440 --> 01:06:13,800 Speaker 1: long winded response and very detailed and what to do. 1291 01:06:13,880 --> 01:06:16,480 Speaker 1: It sounded like it was real. It's a lot that 1292 01:06:16,560 --> 01:06:19,440 Speaker 1: he's asking for you. Once fifteen pictures for seventy five dollars, 1293 01:06:19,520 --> 01:06:22,240 Speaker 1: he offers, like for the first seven thirty seven dollars 1294 01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:25,360 Speaker 1: fifty cents, and then after you get that, after he 1295 01:06:25,400 --> 01:06:27,160 Speaker 1: sends that money, you send the rest, and he sends 1296 01:06:27,200 --> 01:06:30,120 Speaker 1: you seventy five in total. I then asked via her 1297 01:06:30,160 --> 01:06:33,160 Speaker 1: page if it was for resale and or something like that, 1298 01:06:33,200 --> 01:06:35,280 Speaker 1: and he said they're just for private use. Now, I 1299 01:06:35,320 --> 01:06:38,439 Speaker 1: don't know how broke you are, Violet, but I mean, bitch, 1300 01:06:38,480 --> 01:06:40,800 Speaker 1: if you ain't never done before, seventy about dollars fifteen 1301 01:06:40,840 --> 01:06:43,400 Speaker 1: seems like a lot um. But how long is that 1302 01:06:43,520 --> 01:06:45,919 Speaker 1: seventy five dollars going to go? She might get there's 1303 01:06:45,920 --> 01:06:49,480 Speaker 1: that one and what I've been bro I don't know 1304 01:06:49,560 --> 01:06:51,560 Speaker 1: how broke, but you know to say she might do 1305 01:06:51,640 --> 01:06:56,080 Speaker 1: that one time. She's trying to get like a source 1306 01:06:56,160 --> 01:06:59,240 Speaker 1: of income going for herself, she has to offer, like 1307 01:06:59,680 --> 01:07:01,640 Speaker 1: so she doesn't want to show her face for small 1308 01:07:01,680 --> 01:07:03,760 Speaker 1: I don't see that happening. There's guys that do it, 1309 01:07:03,920 --> 01:07:06,000 Speaker 1: but and then you know, there's one or two guys 1310 01:07:06,080 --> 01:07:08,000 Speaker 1: that do it. But I don't see it because because 1311 01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:11,160 Speaker 1: porn is about girls, you know, I don't go about 1312 01:07:11,200 --> 01:07:13,600 Speaker 1: the guy. You can wear a mask and potato sacks 1313 01:07:13,640 --> 01:07:17,280 Speaker 1: just have his fucking glory hole. Like it's literally girl 1314 01:07:17,440 --> 01:07:19,800 Speaker 1: and dick. Like, come on, I'm gonna get paid for 1315 01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:22,840 Speaker 1: glory holes. Um, I haven't. Oh I did one. I 1316 01:07:22,920 --> 01:07:26,440 Speaker 1: don't remember, like the guy like, oh now, I think 1317 01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:29,360 Speaker 1: guys just get paid very little. Um in general, like 1318 01:07:29,440 --> 01:07:31,880 Speaker 1: there's only a few like star talents that get you know, 1319 01:07:32,600 --> 01:07:35,640 Speaker 1: like you have Prince Yashua, you know Isaiah Max, Well, 1320 01:07:36,560 --> 01:07:39,400 Speaker 1: you know that Mick, Mick Blue, Ramon mar We're just 1321 01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:41,040 Speaker 1: worked with him for hard axs, you know, like just 1322 01:07:41,320 --> 01:07:44,200 Speaker 1: the big names. Um so so any of us. So 1323 01:07:44,280 --> 01:07:47,480 Speaker 1: definitely you're saying the mask ship isn't gonna work. No, No, 1324 01:07:47,680 --> 01:07:50,280 Speaker 1: I just don't see it. I'm not at the point 1325 01:07:50,280 --> 01:07:52,280 Speaker 1: where I know it's not. It's like you can't. You 1326 01:07:52,400 --> 01:07:57,000 Speaker 1: can't provide what's already out there. It's not gonna I mean, 1327 01:07:57,080 --> 01:08:00,680 Speaker 1: girls have the webcam. I think how many many mask 1328 01:08:00,760 --> 01:08:03,520 Speaker 1: girls can you name that are popular? Can you by 1329 01:08:03,560 --> 01:08:07,120 Speaker 1: the way, for webcam? Can you make it so? I 1330 01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:09,160 Speaker 1: heard you could do this because I was broken, stupid, 1331 01:08:09,320 --> 01:08:11,480 Speaker 1: I didn't a lot to value. I heard you could 1332 01:08:11,520 --> 01:08:14,120 Speaker 1: like filter it from like zip COEs and ship yeah, states, 1333 01:08:14,240 --> 01:08:20,600 Speaker 1: states and countries, but VPNs like people people do. I 1334 01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:26,080 Speaker 1: just love these girls will be like the ship. You 1335 01:08:26,160 --> 01:08:30,040 Speaker 1: need a petty, need a petty right now if someone right? Okay, 1336 01:08:30,040 --> 01:08:32,360 Speaker 1: And first of all, people are going to rip your ship. Listen, 1337 01:08:32,439 --> 01:08:35,120 Speaker 1: if you don't want everybody finding out, don't do sex work, Like, 1338 01:08:35,200 --> 01:08:37,000 Speaker 1: just don't do it. It's gonna get out there, Like 1339 01:08:37,160 --> 01:08:39,400 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, it's it's gonna get out there. 1340 01:08:39,520 --> 01:08:41,120 Speaker 1: People are going to rip your ship. You know, Raquel 1341 01:08:41,160 --> 01:08:43,519 Speaker 1: Savage was doing the Premium snapchat and she was sucking 1342 01:08:43,560 --> 01:08:45,519 Speaker 1: shocked when her ship was on all the tubes sides. 1343 01:08:45,560 --> 01:08:49,960 Speaker 1: I'm like, you just popping. What do you think was? Yeah, 1344 01:08:50,080 --> 01:08:51,840 Speaker 1: Like come on and just don't do it. If that's 1345 01:08:51,840 --> 01:08:53,880 Speaker 1: if that's your concern, Like I'd rather you just don't 1346 01:08:53,920 --> 01:08:56,040 Speaker 1: do it. Like, I know you're poor and broke, but 1347 01:08:56,200 --> 01:08:58,160 Speaker 1: I'd rather you blew your face and go turn a 1348 01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:04,960 Speaker 1: couple of tricks. I'm just saying, like, but I'm saying 1349 01:09:05,000 --> 01:09:11,720 Speaker 1: I hear this a lot. This is like I was broke, 1350 01:09:11,800 --> 01:09:18,560 Speaker 1: I was homeless. I was homeless. What you do? But 1351 01:09:18,800 --> 01:09:20,920 Speaker 1: how you sent that? All right? And you put it home. 1352 01:09:21,840 --> 01:09:24,360 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I don't mean meaning to sound me. Actually 1353 01:09:24,479 --> 01:09:26,120 Speaker 1: I'm kind of with that with you. So I was 1354 01:09:26,160 --> 01:09:28,280 Speaker 1: going to suggest the same thing I would. I would 1355 01:09:28,280 --> 01:09:29,960 Speaker 1: have taken a couple of pictures, blow your face and 1356 01:09:30,040 --> 01:09:33,280 Speaker 1: go onto whatever the sites are. What could you could 1357 01:09:33,320 --> 01:09:36,040 Speaker 1: you have? Like I only know like seeking arrangement is 1358 01:09:36,120 --> 01:09:39,599 Speaker 1: like that's like a look, take a couple of cue pictures, 1359 01:09:40,000 --> 01:09:43,920 Speaker 1: blur your face, look, go on e roast euro sky. 1360 01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:46,439 Speaker 1: That's like a prop of the r O s yes, 1361 01:09:46,640 --> 01:09:48,800 Speaker 1: and that says sup. I know, like the government's taking 1362 01:09:48,800 --> 01:09:50,519 Speaker 1: a lot of ships. Yeah, I think the government has it, 1363 01:09:50,640 --> 01:09:53,479 Speaker 1: but fuck it. I mean, blur your face, turn a 1364 01:09:53,520 --> 01:09:56,000 Speaker 1: couple of tricks, make some money. You know, do your 1365 01:09:56,040 --> 01:09:59,439 Speaker 1: references screen people, you know, run background check on the person, 1366 01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,759 Speaker 1: take the references, like have they seen other girls? Email 1367 01:10:02,800 --> 01:10:04,679 Speaker 1: the girls? Have you seen this person? Is he safe 1368 01:10:04,720 --> 01:10:07,120 Speaker 1: to see? I'm gonna have Valley back on. Allie is 1369 01:10:07,160 --> 01:10:10,240 Speaker 1: the o G of keeping safe? And I would rather 1370 01:10:10,360 --> 01:10:12,720 Speaker 1: you do that. I would rather you do that than 1371 01:10:12,840 --> 01:10:14,920 Speaker 1: sit here and there's I mean, I know a lot 1372 01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:17,120 Speaker 1: of cam girls that will sit on camp for ten 1373 01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:20,400 Speaker 1: hours a day and maybe make like five dollars. You know. 1374 01:10:20,560 --> 01:10:21,800 Speaker 1: You know what I want to say before we get 1375 01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:23,719 Speaker 1: out here. You know what I want to say before 1376 01:10:23,720 --> 01:10:27,400 Speaker 1: we get out there. I do not like the advertisements 1377 01:10:27,439 --> 01:10:30,759 Speaker 1: on pouring up that come up with the cam girls. 1378 01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:34,360 Speaker 1: I'd not like that because I feel very dirty. Oh 1379 01:10:34,479 --> 01:10:40,400 Speaker 1: you're sitting there jerking off. You know who's that can 1380 01:10:40,520 --> 01:10:45,840 Speaker 1: stand to the stormy? Have you seen that? Everybody's seen that? 1381 01:10:45,920 --> 01:10:47,800 Speaker 1: So Stormy they got one right. This is only when 1382 01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:50,800 Speaker 1: I watch on X videos, like Stormy comes up and 1383 01:10:50,840 --> 01:10:54,240 Speaker 1: she's like, hey, you there, it's so unnatural, right, like 1384 01:10:54,320 --> 01:10:57,639 Speaker 1: it's awful, Hey you there. I know you've been seeing 1385 01:10:57,680 --> 01:11:01,000 Speaker 1: me around in the news lately, but I'll be your secrets. 1386 01:11:01,640 --> 01:11:06,479 Speaker 1: What you know. I mean, I'm getting I can't wait 1387 01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:10,240 Speaker 1: right before I get in the shower, and she was like, hey, 1388 01:11:10,760 --> 01:11:14,400 Speaker 1: I know you're lonely, no ship, bitch, Yes, I am lonely. 1389 01:11:14,680 --> 01:11:16,760 Speaker 1: Get off my screen. I hate Oh my god, I 1390 01:11:16,880 --> 01:11:19,759 Speaker 1: hate that so much. Do we have Maybe we're revealing 1391 01:11:19,760 --> 01:11:24,160 Speaker 1: too much. I paid for my first porn star. I 1392 01:11:24,200 --> 01:11:25,880 Speaker 1: want to give a shout out to this uh and 1393 01:11:26,080 --> 01:11:29,200 Speaker 1: she's Japanese Ray Little Black, and I'm gonna tell you 1394 01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:32,439 Speaker 1: I paid for it. I was actually I felt so crazy. 1395 01:11:33,920 --> 01:11:36,200 Speaker 1: I felt so excited to pay for it, Like I 1396 01:11:36,439 --> 01:11:40,679 Speaker 1: really felt like I was so she had this scene. 1397 01:11:40,760 --> 01:11:43,439 Speaker 1: It was like a brutal threesome and like it was 1398 01:11:43,479 --> 01:11:46,040 Speaker 1: her and this other girl like holding her fucking mouth 1399 01:11:46,120 --> 01:11:48,439 Speaker 1: and her pussy open, and then dude was face sucking 1400 01:11:48,479 --> 01:11:50,599 Speaker 1: her and there was no cum shot because they cut 1401 01:11:50,680 --> 01:11:52,080 Speaker 1: that ship. And I was like, oh, not paying the 1402 01:11:52,120 --> 01:11:56,120 Speaker 1: three dollars it is said x vidio, we live x vidios. 1403 01:11:56,160 --> 01:11:58,559 Speaker 1: I make a lot more than porn hub. Nina. I'm 1404 01:11:58,600 --> 01:12:01,840 Speaker 1: gonna let you finished having your my Loki, like I said, 1405 01:12:01,920 --> 01:12:04,800 Speaker 1: he has a really fucking dope podcast. Seriously, y'all, I 1406 01:12:04,880 --> 01:12:08,439 Speaker 1: don't know how more kind do you have to come 1407 01:12:08,520 --> 01:12:15,120 Speaker 1: on it. I'm sorry, no, and I know I'm very nasty, 1408 01:12:15,200 --> 01:12:18,599 Speaker 1: but I appreciate my name and it's very short ended. 1409 01:12:18,720 --> 01:12:22,519 Speaker 1: Like I'm a guy that just I try to hide 1410 01:12:22,560 --> 01:12:24,960 Speaker 1: my ship, but like when Wheeze brings me out, it 1411 01:12:25,120 --> 01:12:29,400 Speaker 1: comes out. Hey there it is right there. Um, But Nina, 1412 01:12:30,040 --> 01:12:31,880 Speaker 1: you know, I appreciate you opening up from who you 1413 01:12:31,960 --> 01:12:34,920 Speaker 1: are aside from the porn ship. You know, your your father, 1414 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:37,640 Speaker 1: your family, your mother, you know, your friendship. You know, 1415 01:12:37,760 --> 01:12:39,800 Speaker 1: that's what you know I wanted to bring out of 1416 01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:42,639 Speaker 1: you like weez He's gonna get you to go to that, right, 1417 01:12:43,080 --> 01:12:44,800 Speaker 1: But I try to provide a different balance to it. 1418 01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:47,320 Speaker 1: And I appreciate you for being very open and transparent 1419 01:12:47,360 --> 01:12:49,200 Speaker 1: about who you are, what you want to be, and 1420 01:12:49,280 --> 01:12:52,160 Speaker 1: where you go. Um, you always have a friend in me. 1421 01:12:53,880 --> 01:12:59,200 Speaker 1: You always have a friend in me. Okay, so one 1422 01:12:59,280 --> 01:13:05,200 Speaker 1: time for decisions, can you promote your ship? And also, 1423 01:13:05,280 --> 01:13:07,519 Speaker 1: like you know we aut here, do say palosa. When's 1424 01:13:07,560 --> 01:13:12,040 Speaker 1: it come out? Uh? Today is Monday? When we come out? God? 1425 01:13:12,120 --> 01:13:15,760 Speaker 1: You know what? Honestly, it maybe like Thanksgiving time? Yo? 1426 01:13:15,840 --> 01:13:17,400 Speaker 1: All right? So al right, so when we put this out, 1427 01:13:17,800 --> 01:13:20,240 Speaker 1: you know, do say Palooza. In New York City, December 1428 01:13:20,320 --> 01:13:24,320 Speaker 1: twenty two, Trapped Karaoke has been all over the place, 1429 01:13:24,439 --> 01:13:27,599 Speaker 1: but this h dot Com trap karaoke dot Com. Listen 1430 01:13:27,600 --> 01:13:30,519 Speaker 1: to me on beat Swan Radio anytime any day. I'm 1431 01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:35,479 Speaker 1: there and I funk with you. We Zee Ninas, Nina listen. Oh, 1432 01:13:35,680 --> 01:13:37,920 Speaker 1: by the way, you just said December twenty two. I'm 1433 01:13:37,920 --> 01:13:41,880 Speaker 1: gonna be in Mexico from December twenty one to January one. 1434 01:13:42,000 --> 01:13:43,640 Speaker 1: I'm taking my family and then I'm spending like a 1435 01:13:43,680 --> 01:13:46,800 Speaker 1: week alone. I want if you live in Mexico, I'm 1436 01:13:46,840 --> 01:13:52,400 Speaker 1: taking with me. It's a little Canco and pier. If 1437 01:13:52,439 --> 01:13:55,160 Speaker 1: you're a fucking Mexican, let's go with the tacos and 1438 01:13:55,200 --> 01:13:58,720 Speaker 1: talk about Trump. Hit me up, Nina. Tell them where 1439 01:13:58,840 --> 01:14:01,040 Speaker 1: they can support you. This is an independent on making 1440 01:14:01,080 --> 01:14:03,200 Speaker 1: your own ship. How they how we can pay for porn? Like, 1441 01:14:03,360 --> 01:14:05,240 Speaker 1: what can we how can we get your content? Yeah, 1442 01:14:05,360 --> 01:14:07,240 Speaker 1: so let's touch on that real quick. I know we're 1443 01:14:07,320 --> 01:14:09,080 Speaker 1: running out of time, but you know, a lot of 1444 01:14:09,120 --> 01:14:11,000 Speaker 1: people make fun of the people that do pay for porn, 1445 01:14:11,080 --> 01:14:12,720 Speaker 1: but you really need to thank them because that's why 1446 01:14:12,760 --> 01:14:22,280 Speaker 1: you still have porn um. Because if you know lights, location, cameras, equipment, talent, directors, editing, hosting, 1447 01:14:22,840 --> 01:14:26,280 Speaker 1: actual actual career for a lot of people's it's extremely expensive, 1448 01:14:26,320 --> 01:14:28,880 Speaker 1: extremely extremely expensive. And if people don't pay for it, 1449 01:14:29,240 --> 01:14:30,920 Speaker 1: you know, we're not going to be able to keep 1450 01:14:30,960 --> 01:14:32,560 Speaker 1: making it. We're not gonna you know, I post a 1451 01:14:32,600 --> 01:14:35,040 Speaker 1: lot of like trailers on porn Hubby Next Videos, and 1452 01:14:35,120 --> 01:14:36,800 Speaker 1: it's like, you know, I make a little bit of 1453 01:14:36,840 --> 01:14:40,080 Speaker 1: money off that, but you know, like just try, you know, 1454 01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:42,559 Speaker 1: you know, and even if you're on the tube sites, 1455 01:14:42,600 --> 01:14:45,679 Speaker 1: make sure, like a lot of us have verified model accounts. 1456 01:14:45,960 --> 01:14:48,880 Speaker 1: If you're just on some random it's probably like not real, 1457 01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:50,880 Speaker 1: you know, it's probably stolen content. So at least try 1458 01:14:50,920 --> 01:14:53,000 Speaker 1: to find the model who's in it and watch it 1459 01:14:53,080 --> 01:14:58,200 Speaker 1: on her. Yeah I can. I can say I can 1460 01:14:58,240 --> 01:15:01,680 Speaker 1: commit to that and noneother thing. Rate them, you know, 1461 01:15:01,880 --> 01:15:04,280 Speaker 1: because because a lot of companies will look on porn 1462 01:15:04,400 --> 01:15:06,880 Speaker 1: Hub like, oh she's a good rating, let's book her 1463 01:15:07,280 --> 01:15:09,040 Speaker 1: so she's gonna make money off of it, or like 1464 01:15:09,120 --> 01:15:10,760 Speaker 1: a club will be like, oh she's popular in porn 1465 01:15:10,800 --> 01:15:12,880 Speaker 1: Hub or ex videos will book her for a feature. 1466 01:15:13,040 --> 01:15:15,720 Speaker 1: You know. Um. But yeah, with that being said, I 1467 01:15:15,880 --> 01:15:17,920 Speaker 1: actually have a handy dandy site because I'm tired of 1468 01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:20,760 Speaker 1: always shotting everything out. Just Nina ka live dot com. 1469 01:15:20,840 --> 01:15:23,240 Speaker 1: You can see everything now your two wise, right, Nina 1470 01:15:23,320 --> 01:15:25,559 Speaker 1: Kay with two eyes yes, Nina kay okay, and what's 1471 01:15:25,600 --> 01:15:29,040 Speaker 1: your Instagram? Nina k one? Nina k One. I was 1472 01:15:29,160 --> 01:15:32,400 Speaker 1: on I was on Twitter other day and someone said, yo, 1473 01:15:33,160 --> 01:15:36,720 Speaker 1: porn hub one ware out. When's porn hub to coming back? 1474 01:15:37,200 --> 01:15:39,040 Speaker 1: What is that? You know? I like you watched like 1475 01:15:39,080 --> 01:15:43,720 Speaker 1: a Netflix series because the person like he's watched too much. Yeah, 1476 01:15:43,720 --> 01:15:45,200 Speaker 1: I watched too much bouk cocky like I've seen it 1477 01:15:45,240 --> 01:15:48,559 Speaker 1: all now. So anyway, Um, if you love Horrible Decisions, 1478 01:15:49,040 --> 01:15:52,000 Speaker 1: please go and review us on iTunes and tell us 1479 01:15:52,040 --> 01:15:53,840 Speaker 1: that you love a supporter ship, become a patron. We 1480 01:15:53,880 --> 01:15:57,160 Speaker 1: give to bonus extra episodes a month. We have already 1481 01:15:57,200 --> 01:16:00,400 Speaker 1: liked nineteen in the fucking catalog. So if you want 1482 01:16:00,400 --> 01:16:02,599 Speaker 1: to listen to some back episodes about me telling my life, 1483 01:16:02,680 --> 01:16:05,599 Speaker 1: I only tell my deep dark ship on Patreon because 1484 01:16:05,600 --> 01:16:08,440 Speaker 1: you guys pay for that. So like me having accidental 1485 01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:12,559 Speaker 1: raw sex on Patreon. Um ye, you're in the woman 1486 01:16:12,880 --> 01:16:18,080 Speaker 1: testing hunting, please go get tested. You Let me tell 1487 01:16:18,120 --> 01:16:21,439 Speaker 1: you I do cultures as aran and it should be 1488 01:16:21,439 --> 01:16:22,680 Speaker 1: looking at me like have you had sex? I'd be 1489 01:16:22,720 --> 01:16:25,760 Speaker 1: like fom me on porn up tonight