WEBVTT - Episode 461: Fat P**sy Problems (Big Biggie) 0:00:01.520 --> 0:00:03.360 What's up a step service? I mean into la yee. 0:00:03.400 --> 0:00:07.200 I'm Gji McGuire, I'm Jordan Manuel and Big Biggie, Big 0:00:07.240 --> 0:00:13.080 Biggie and Big Biggie the Baddie. Oh good, how were you? 0:00:13.119 --> 0:00:16.040 And Jordan's back again? You know what I was thinking 0:00:16.040 --> 0:00:18.840 about for all the ladies on here right now, because 0:00:18.880 --> 0:00:22.720 watching you, like on all the different Baddies iterations, you know, 0:00:23.280 --> 0:00:27.440 and Jordan was on Summer House, Martha's Vineyard, and then Gigi, 0:00:27.480 --> 0:00:30.120 we know you was working around women day in and 0:00:30.200 --> 0:00:33.800 day out, like you know, it's just an interesting dynamic 0:00:33.880 --> 0:00:36.720 to be around and living in a house, you know. 0:00:37.080 --> 0:00:39.159 I know you didn't live in a house necessarily, but 0:00:39.240 --> 0:00:42.360 with so many women day in and day out, all at. 0:00:42.200 --> 0:00:44.280 Once, all at once. Now we're all catching on to 0:00:44.320 --> 0:00:50.720 each other's monstrels is so real. Sotting each other angry 0:00:50.880 --> 0:00:53.320 like real, No, it happens. 0:00:53.920 --> 0:00:55.960 And then it's sometimes there's people that like were your 0:00:56.000 --> 0:00:57.800 friends at first, and then you end up not being 0:00:57.840 --> 0:01:00.720 friends with them anymore. I see you, Jordie, Jor that 0:01:00.840 --> 0:01:06.480 was for me, you know, and and even you these 0:01:06.520 --> 0:01:08.800 people that you were super cool with and you end 0:01:08.880 --> 0:01:11.039 up falling out with them. I feel like guys don't 0:01:11.040 --> 0:01:12.640 fall out with each other the way that women do. 0:01:13.720 --> 0:01:15.520 I could be missing the truth about it. 0:01:16.200 --> 0:01:19.759 Yeah, I feel like they cover it right our face. 0:01:20.600 --> 0:01:22.760 She walks in, and it's like, immediately know. 0:01:22.800 --> 0:01:25.760 Guys can also do like crazy ship. They could fight 0:01:25.800 --> 0:01:29.039 each other and then like hang out later. Yeah we can't. 0:01:29.480 --> 0:01:31.759 Or they could like fuck somebody's girl and then still 0:01:31.760 --> 0:01:34.080 be cool with each other afterwards. If we beef, we're 0:01:34.080 --> 0:01:39.240 beefing forever. But voice if you think about how that is. 0:01:39.240 --> 0:01:41.480 But let's talk about your journey because you're our special 0:01:41.520 --> 0:01:43.080 guest today. This is your first time. This might be 0:01:43.120 --> 0:01:45.640 the first time that we've passed somebody from that we've 0:01:45.640 --> 0:01:48.960 had a battye on. How do you feel about that? 0:01:49.200 --> 0:01:52.280 It feels really good. I feel like since I started, 0:01:52.320 --> 0:01:53.760 I've been breaking a lot of walls and I'm like 0:01:53.800 --> 0:01:56.400 the first time for a lot of stuff like so 0:01:56.440 --> 0:01:57.600 it feels like really dope. 0:01:57.920 --> 0:02:00.720 Okay, well good, we need some insight tea. What happened 0:02:00.720 --> 0:02:03.400 with this fight with ray J and lem Me? Oh 0:02:03.480 --> 0:02:05.800 my god, just see that I Did. 0:02:07.200 --> 0:02:08.640 I actually stay off the internet? 0:02:08.760 --> 0:02:10.600 Uh huh, good answer. 0:02:11.120 --> 0:02:13.360 Yeah, you need to just stay off the internet. 0:02:14.120 --> 0:02:16.960 You need to have a little chat session comments. You 0:02:16.960 --> 0:02:18.799 don't live in the comment section at all. 0:02:19.400 --> 0:02:21.280 I feel like my team they played such a great 0:02:21.320 --> 0:02:23.280 part in that, Like they handle my social media is 0:02:23.280 --> 0:02:25.360 by the time I look at it, I'm like, oh 0:02:25.440 --> 0:02:26.079 my god, they. 0:02:26.000 --> 0:02:31.920 Love me, right, delete delete delete, By. 0:02:31.840 --> 0:02:35.000 The time I know, everything's great, great, Its great. 0:02:35.040 --> 0:02:37.560 Do you ever look back at like your audition to 0:02:37.639 --> 0:02:39.880 get on the show and see what that was like 0:02:39.919 --> 0:02:40.760 and where you are now? 0:02:41.000 --> 0:02:42.799 Yeah, I feel like every time I want to give up, 0:02:43.400 --> 0:02:45.200 I look back, like, girl, you did not stand in 0:02:45.240 --> 0:02:48.680 that sun for nothing, Like, No, it was really really hard. 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:51.160 It was really hard getting through auditions, getting through a 0:02:51.160 --> 0:02:53.840 lot of the girls. Everybody wanted to kind of like 0:02:53.960 --> 0:02:55.880 fight and bicker at want and I'm just like, I 0:02:55.919 --> 0:02:57.919 just want to get to the stage. I just want 0:02:57.919 --> 0:02:59.680 to get to the stage. Like it's been a lot 0:03:00.160 --> 0:03:00.799 before the show. 0:03:00.800 --> 0:03:04.160 Were you a fighter? Like did you fight people or absolutely? 0:03:04.280 --> 0:03:08.519 No? Absolutely before the show. I feel like my biggest 0:03:08.720 --> 0:03:10.840 get back was always say, all right, you did me dirty, 0:03:10.880 --> 0:03:12.639 I'm about to boss up on you. You know what 0:03:12.639 --> 0:03:15.920 I'm saying. So for me, yeah, for me, And it 0:03:16.000 --> 0:03:18.880 was always my best motivator, like all right, Shorty hated 0:03:18.919 --> 0:03:20.360 on me. I'm about to make sure I got better 0:03:20.360 --> 0:03:22.320 car in her. I'm about to make sure I got 0:03:22.320 --> 0:03:25.120 a better grip than her. I'm boy, sure, I'm sitting 0:03:25.160 --> 0:03:29.240 bigger bag, you know what I'm saying, bigger everything. That's 0:03:29.240 --> 0:03:31.160 always been my revenge. 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:34.400 You know, you get into the situations now where it 0:03:34.400 --> 0:03:35.200 gets physical. 0:03:35.480 --> 0:03:37.800 But with knowing the premise of the show and how 0:03:37.880 --> 0:03:39.880 much come bad up it can be between the women, 0:03:40.200 --> 0:03:43.000 was that something that you were kind of apprehensive about 0:03:43.280 --> 0:03:45.560 or maybe a little worried about when you did go 0:03:45.640 --> 0:03:47.960 for the audition or were you just like, whatever happens 0:03:47.960 --> 0:03:49.760 gonna happen, believe it or not. 0:03:49.800 --> 0:03:52.600 I never even thought about it when I went onto 0:03:52.640 --> 0:03:55.720 the show. I figured the show was like I were 0:03:55.720 --> 0:03:57.880 about to see who makes more money in this whole right, 0:03:58.120 --> 0:03:59.760 you know what I'm saying, That's what I thought it was. 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:01.920 But when it came in, I'm like, you ain't even 0:04:01.960 --> 0:04:07.240 beefing nor money, like what. That's why most of the 0:04:07.280 --> 0:04:08.960 time is like we're fighting, I'm hot in my face. 0:04:09.000 --> 0:04:12.200 I'm like, we ain't even being nothing like you know, 0:04:12.320 --> 0:04:15.080 like the petty arguments, you know, it's just so corny, 0:04:15.360 --> 0:04:17.680 just the cantiness from the women yeah, Like I didn't 0:04:17.720 --> 0:04:19.880 think it was that, but when I got there, I 0:04:19.920 --> 0:04:21.960 got there. It is what it is like I've never 0:04:22.000 --> 0:04:25.160 really shot away from a fight, but I'm definitely gonna. 0:04:25.480 --> 0:04:28.920 You know, so we know that Tommy is probably one 0:04:28.920 --> 0:04:31.320 of your closest girls in the bed. 0:04:32.880 --> 0:04:33.840 And on them. 0:04:34.320 --> 0:04:36.360 I love Tommy down, we go back to our medic 0:04:36.400 --> 0:04:41.400 City days. But who who is the person that you like? 0:04:41.880 --> 0:04:44.240 I don't like the most. 0:04:44.600 --> 0:04:46.760 I don't like the most, your. 0:04:46.720 --> 0:04:49.200 Least favorite, your least favorite person who rubbs you the 0:04:49.240 --> 0:04:51.680 wrong way, And it's just like I'll tolerate them because 0:04:51.680 --> 0:04:52.039 I have to. 0:04:52.240 --> 0:04:52.960 Is it anybody? 0:04:54.279 --> 0:04:58.279 Honestly, I really don't like. I don't know. I don't 0:04:58.279 --> 0:05:00.160 even think like to have a least body of It's 0:05:00.200 --> 0:05:02.720 like I really don't focus on any of them too much, 0:05:02.760 --> 0:05:04.520 except for the girls that I do rock with, like 0:05:04.520 --> 0:05:08.560 My you know, Tasiki on Tollmy. But besides that, they're 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:10.280 not even relevant enough for me to care. 0:05:10.480 --> 0:05:12.880 That was a bad question, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, 0:05:12.960 --> 0:05:14.400 they would have had to fuck her money up. But 0:05:14.440 --> 0:05:17.279 I also feel like, you know, getting your stuff moved out, 0:05:17.920 --> 0:05:20.719 that could be something somebody like I can't even imagine 0:05:20.720 --> 0:05:23.120 somebody touching your thing, your stuff out and then you 0:05:23.240 --> 0:05:25.640 come in and you're like, what's going on with my ship? 0:05:25.960 --> 0:05:29.200 That would make me be like, okay, we're not cool 0:05:29.240 --> 0:05:30.360 forever forever. 0:05:30.600 --> 0:05:32.120 No. Yeah, there's a lot of girls that I would 0:05:32.200 --> 0:05:34.320 never sit in a room with. But it's like we've 0:05:34.360 --> 0:05:37.240 never been on the same money bracket, let alone anything else. Shit, 0:05:37.560 --> 0:05:41.680 you know what I mean. So at that point, it's like, Okay. 0:05:42.040 --> 0:05:44.120 Now, how has life changed for you though, because clearly 0:05:44.279 --> 0:05:46.360 there's been times. I remember last year you wanted to 0:05:46.440 --> 0:05:48.039 quit the show and you were like, I'm done, I 0:05:48.080 --> 0:05:50.520 can't do it anymore. What made you come back? Did 0:05:50.520 --> 0:05:53.120 you get a phone call? Or like what made you say? 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:56.120 You know what, I'm not gonna leave this situation? That 0:05:56.400 --> 0:05:59.799 check clear to say, money is the motivation. 0:06:01.040 --> 0:06:05.560 Checks always clear. We're very well taken care of. So like, 0:06:05.600 --> 0:06:09.840 once you get that cold I hate I hate it. Hey, biggie, 0:06:09.839 --> 0:06:10.680 we're gonna offer you. 0:06:11.680 --> 0:06:16.320 I'll be back, because that has negotiations. When you go 0:06:16.360 --> 0:06:18.000 and you're like, I'm not doing this no more. 0:06:19.520 --> 0:06:23.520 Not really, not really, especially like I've been with us 0:06:23.600 --> 0:06:25.200 for a little bit, it's kind of like, all right, biggie, 0:06:25.720 --> 0:06:28.240 get it. Together, got things to do? 0:06:28.240 --> 0:06:31.200 Do y'all have to make the same amount as your castmates? Like, 0:06:31.320 --> 0:06:34.719 is it an ensemble rate or do you make individual rates? 0:06:34.720 --> 0:06:36.840 Because then if we gore ensemble. 0:06:37.880 --> 0:06:41.520 Like, does everybody get paid the same? Negotiate? Is it 0:06:41.560 --> 0:06:42.400 like a flat rate? 0:06:42.760 --> 0:06:43.279 Absolutely? 0:06:43.720 --> 0:06:45.240 Negotiate you absolutely not. 0:06:46.400 --> 0:06:48.680 I know, I know a lot of people that didn't 0:06:48.680 --> 0:06:51.080 get paid, not even half of what I get paid 0:06:51.640 --> 0:06:54.600 to walk on a stage for one day. You know 0:06:54.640 --> 0:06:56.520 what I mean. We definitely don't all got the same. 0:06:56.560 --> 0:06:59.120 That actually helps when you know that, Like when when 0:06:59.120 --> 0:07:00.800 things are going down, you be like, wow, you get 0:07:00.800 --> 0:07:01.680 half of what I'm getting. 0:07:01.720 --> 0:07:07.599 So, you know, how are you like you're killing yourself for? 0:07:07.640 --> 0:07:10.160 Like turen k baby, come on, let's let's really take 0:07:10.200 --> 0:07:11.640 it easy. T It's not that serious. 0:07:11.680 --> 0:07:15.960 Oh talk too much, but let's talk about who you 0:07:16.040 --> 0:07:18.280 are as a person though outside of this, you know, 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:21.640 outside of Baddies, because we know that you know you 0:07:21.720 --> 0:07:23.040 came on there. You do music. 0:07:23.160 --> 0:07:26.480 Also, I do music. I am a new upcoming artist. 0:07:26.600 --> 0:07:28.560 Yes, you're a new upcoming artists. You have a Baddies 0:07:28.640 --> 0:07:29.920 song and everything I do. 0:07:29.960 --> 0:07:32.080 I have a Baddies thembo and I have a song 0:07:32.080 --> 0:07:34.280 that im just released with t C W w D. 0:07:34.840 --> 0:07:38.480 It's been like taking over the streaming world is going insane. 0:07:38.600 --> 0:07:40.720 So there is a plus that that's what I want 0:07:40.720 --> 0:07:42.200 to make sure, like what you want to do in 0:07:42.200 --> 0:07:44.760 real life. I think it's bad when people going on 0:07:45.040 --> 0:07:47.640 these shows and they don't they get putting about capitalize 0:07:47.680 --> 0:07:49.920 off of it too, though, Like if you're doing this 0:07:50.000 --> 0:07:52.840 and you have a platform, let's capitalize off let's keep going. 0:07:52.920 --> 0:07:54.280 Yeah. I see a lot of people that they get 0:07:54.280 --> 0:07:57.360 on TV and then yeah, you're looking around like you're little. 0:07:58.080 --> 0:08:01.360 That was the biggest thing they ever did. Yeah, No, 0:08:01.440 --> 0:08:03.800 a few of those. And Jordy when you were on 0:08:03.960 --> 0:08:06.960 you know for somehow is Martha's Vineyard, you were able 0:08:07.000 --> 0:08:10.520 to capitalize off of that too. I'm a Capricorn. We're 0:08:10.520 --> 0:08:12.880 gonna you know how we do it. That's what we do. 0:08:13.920 --> 0:08:17.200 Yeah, but a lot of people don't, like they get 0:08:17.240 --> 0:08:19.840 in their mode of thinking, this is it on the 0:08:19.880 --> 0:08:23.040 ship whatever whatever, and then they don't think ahead about, Okay, 0:08:23.040 --> 0:08:25.240 this is gonna end eventually, right, even if you are 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.720 the biggest start, it's gonna end eventually. So now, what 0:08:27.720 --> 0:08:30.440 what's the backup planning? How much they use this exactly? 0:08:30.480 --> 0:08:32.360 How am I going to use this platform to get 0:08:32.400 --> 0:08:34.240 what I need? Because the network's getting what they. 0:08:34.240 --> 0:08:37.760 Need right trust me, and especially knowing that you have 0:08:37.800 --> 0:08:39.719 a platform at that time to know, like what can 0:08:39.760 --> 0:08:42.800 I do with this to make it happen right now? 0:08:43.000 --> 0:08:44.880 Aside from this though, like I said, before you did 0:08:44.920 --> 0:08:46.439 this show, what was life like for you? 0:08:48.640 --> 0:08:51.600 I feel like life was almost the same. I feel 0:08:51.600 --> 0:08:54.240 like I've always kind of been a battie without like 0:08:54.320 --> 0:08:57.360 giving myself that title. But I was a security officer 0:08:57.400 --> 0:08:59.360 for a long time. I've been in entertainment for a 0:08:59.400 --> 0:09:02.360 long time, worked for a lot of different like celebrities, 0:09:03.720 --> 0:09:06.040 did a lot of secure work, and then after that, 0:09:06.120 --> 0:09:09.319 I'm like, okay, being a security I'm securing all these celebrities. 0:09:09.480 --> 0:09:12.280 I know them, they know me. Why not start throwing parties? 0:09:12.280 --> 0:09:15.000 Why not start producing something? If I could make five 0:09:15.080 --> 0:09:18.720 K in one night, imagine what the promoters making. I'm 0:09:18.720 --> 0:09:21.080 in my head like, imagine what the promoter's making. I 0:09:21.080 --> 0:09:22.760 I'm about to take my money put it all together. 0:09:22.800 --> 0:09:25.160 By the time I knew it, I'm throwing parties with 0:09:25.280 --> 0:09:28.439 like the biggest like stars on Zoos, throwing parties with 0:09:28.520 --> 0:09:30.360 like a whole a lot of a lot of celebrities. 0:09:30.360 --> 0:09:32.559 I even worked I worked with a lot of celebrities 0:09:32.679 --> 0:09:35.959 like well Pop Smoke, I worked for him got restless, 0:09:36.000 --> 0:09:38.320 so I did security for him for a long for 0:09:38.360 --> 0:09:40.480 a long time when every time he came to my city. 0:09:41.559 --> 0:09:44.240 I also worked with Dusty Locaine for a long time 0:09:44.280 --> 0:09:45.720 when we did shows. 0:09:46.320 --> 0:09:49.200 Made to do security. Like what made you even say 0:09:49.240 --> 0:09:52.040 this is what I want to do? Well my voice, 0:09:52.920 --> 0:09:55.640 you got that voice, my voice get. 0:09:55.559 --> 0:09:59.719 Off and that's what was good for me, Like I 0:09:59.760 --> 0:10:01.360 didn't have to get physicals kind of. 0:10:01.280 --> 0:10:05.240 Like her voice sounds like you pat you up, and it's. 0:10:05.120 --> 0:10:08.240 Like God, that's really what made me want to start. 0:10:08.320 --> 0:10:10.240 And plus I've seen it like I can get close 0:10:10.280 --> 0:10:12.880 to the celebrities and do something in my life, capitalize, 0:10:13.080 --> 0:10:14.960 you know what I mean. And that's what I did. 0:10:15.040 --> 0:10:16.960 I was like, I'm gonna get close to the celebrities, 0:10:17.320 --> 0:10:20.360 get close to the producers, prs, make sure I can 0:10:20.520 --> 0:10:23.040 make my money. And that's really was my motive was 0:10:23.760 --> 0:10:26.120 get as close as you can to them so you 0:10:26.160 --> 0:10:27.559 can you know, you do. 0:10:27.559 --> 0:10:29.880 Have the deepest voice on the show, even deeper and 0:10:29.960 --> 0:10:30.440 let me when. 0:10:30.400 --> 0:10:32.520 He's deepest voice, deepest podcast. 0:10:32.800 --> 0:10:36.240 You know what deepest pocket. But I actually like your voice. 0:10:36.800 --> 0:10:39.800 I know you, I do. I think a deep voice 0:10:39.800 --> 0:10:42.080 always sounds like somebody could sing. I don't know why, 0:10:42.320 --> 0:10:45.160 but like you know that husky voice, like I just 0:10:45.200 --> 0:10:49.760 feel like a conversation. Yes, it's like ASMR if you 0:10:49.880 --> 0:10:55.400 do an ASMR track, people, I'm like, DJ, so you know, 0:10:56.600 --> 0:11:01.200 so you got to play my music. I haven't. 0:11:01.360 --> 0:11:05.520 I've been out the country, out the country too. 0:11:05.520 --> 0:11:11.439 You know, I have been working. I'm I'm ready and. 0:11:11.360 --> 0:11:12.920 There's not a lot of female DJs out there, So 0:11:12.920 --> 0:11:13.880 shout out to you. 0:11:13.880 --> 0:11:16.120 You now, let me ask you this so I know. 0:11:16.200 --> 0:11:17.880 This is a big thing with security when you get in, 0:11:17.960 --> 0:11:19.560 like some extra money to let people in. You know 0:11:19.600 --> 0:11:22.680 how people want to look important and oh for sure, okay. 0:11:22.400 --> 0:11:25.120 For sure, Like they'll be like, oh can you just 0:11:25.240 --> 0:11:28.000 you know my girls coming with me. Let her right through, 0:11:28.320 --> 0:11:31.800 don't even pat her down, make it look like we official. 0:11:32.080 --> 0:11:34.240 You know what I'm saying. I'll be like, listen on 0:11:34.320 --> 0:11:36.000 the nights where I'm hurting, I'm like, listen, you don't 0:11:36.000 --> 0:11:39.040 got a night d I need fifty dollars. 0:11:39.160 --> 0:11:41.840 Anyone's ever like handshaked. 0:11:41.320 --> 0:11:47.800 You straight up? Maybe about like nine hundred damn check. 0:11:48.200 --> 0:11:51.240 I think. Don't get me wrong, but I think it 0:11:51.320 --> 0:11:54.760 was rowdy rich if I'm not miscorrected. During one of 0:11:54.760 --> 0:11:57.720 our shows, I was like, during security, I came up 0:11:57.720 --> 0:12:00.360 to him during his show, I said, bro I made 0:12:00.360 --> 0:12:03.640 three K because of you today, brock with you. He's like, well, 0:12:03.679 --> 0:12:06.480 here's four. Gave me another. Like it was like it 0:12:06.520 --> 0:12:08.800 was like nine honey out band. Now I got four bands. 0:12:08.840 --> 0:12:15.360 I'm like, all, yeah, you know what I mean. It 0:12:15.440 --> 0:12:16.280 was dope. It was dope. 0:12:16.320 --> 0:12:18.200 Now what about meeting guys while you're at work? 0:12:19.360 --> 0:12:21.360 Meeting guys while like you know you ever? 0:12:21.840 --> 0:12:24.559 Because I feel like with security, that's also like the 0:12:24.679 --> 0:12:27.000 end to I just know thinking about like for me 0:12:27.080 --> 0:12:29.920 growing up going to the club. I remember there was 0:12:29.960 --> 0:12:32.080 a club this is before your time. It sat me 0:12:32.120 --> 0:12:34.800 and gig maybe, but the tunnel. The security used to 0:12:34.840 --> 0:12:36.199 get paid money and they used to have sex in 0:12:36.240 --> 0:12:38.400 the bathrooms at the club because nothing was co ed. 0:12:38.720 --> 0:12:41.439 It used to be the boxe oh yeah, the box 0:12:41.520 --> 0:12:45.120 is like that too. It's wild. But like, do guys 0:12:45.120 --> 0:12:46.800 ever try to holler at you when they come to 0:12:46.840 --> 0:12:47.520 the club, and. 0:12:48.360 --> 0:12:50.320 Believe it or not, I can show you pictures and everything, 0:12:50.360 --> 0:12:53.520 like I always since I'm you know, I'm like kind 0:12:53.520 --> 0:12:55.280 of like, you know, kind of mainly, so I like 0:12:55.320 --> 0:12:57.560 to always have my hair done at the front door, 0:12:57.920 --> 0:12:59.760 and when the guys would holler at me, I'd be like, bro, 0:12:59.800 --> 0:13:03.360 you see me in full calm bat all. He's like, yeah, 0:13:03.400 --> 0:13:08.280 pat me down, and they love it. They love to 0:13:08.360 --> 0:13:10.600 believe it or not. It's actually like girls would probably think, like, 0:13:11.679 --> 0:13:13.840 she don't she ain't making nine at that front door. 0:13:13.920 --> 0:13:15.679 That's a lie. They got to get through me. 0:13:15.679 --> 0:13:21.280 First ever ever had any good slide offs after that, 0:13:22.480 --> 0:13:23.800 some good club stories. 0:13:24.160 --> 0:13:26.880 Okay, maybe once or twice. Maybe once or twice. 0:13:27.520 --> 0:13:29.520 Does that bother you because you just say you're manly? 0:13:29.600 --> 0:13:30.880 Does that bother you when. 0:13:30.800 --> 0:13:33.800 Peopleeel like a manly Sometimes my voice, I feel like 0:13:33.840 --> 0:13:37.480 it's very like deep, right, you do have masculine not 0:13:37.600 --> 0:13:38.480 mainly masculine. 0:13:39.559 --> 0:13:43.840 Okay, all right, but I'm Tony Braxton. She got one 0:13:43.840 --> 0:13:45.679 of the deepest thing in voices we recognize. 0:13:45.800 --> 0:13:48.839 Yeah. Really, A lot of people told me to, like, 0:13:48.960 --> 0:13:50.680 you know, just love my voice more for sure. 0:13:50.920 --> 0:13:54.319 Yeah, listen, it's a very unique thing about you. Thank you. 0:13:55.640 --> 0:13:57.960 She's like making me feel better about. 0:13:59.280 --> 0:14:01.200 I think you gotta lean into it. And it's also 0:14:01.280 --> 0:14:05.679 when yeah, yeah, I like that, it's like strong, it's 0:14:05.800 --> 0:14:07.880 kind of like, don't fuck with me, you know, but 0:14:08.559 --> 0:14:12.360 move And I do want to make sure that we 0:14:12.440 --> 0:14:14.480 offer our condolences though, you know, I know that you're 0:14:14.559 --> 0:14:16.480 grieving right now and I know it's not easy to 0:14:16.559 --> 0:14:19.760 continue to work. I saw your post about Dante, you 0:14:19.840 --> 0:14:21.040 lost the love of your life. 0:14:21.800 --> 0:14:24.120 Thank you so much, Thank you ladies for even caring 0:14:24.200 --> 0:14:25.360 to you know, even bring it. 0:14:25.440 --> 0:14:29.360 Up right listen. And when we saw that, like I 0:14:29.520 --> 0:14:31.680 was just like, you know, it's just it's a peek 0:14:31.720 --> 0:14:33.800 into like that, because sometimes we watch people on TV 0:14:33.960 --> 0:14:36.680 and don't think about these are real, like human reals, 0:14:36.720 --> 0:14:39.440 but things going on outside of things happening. You know, 0:14:39.560 --> 0:14:40.240 there's Shane grief. 0:14:40.520 --> 0:14:44.120 It's something that unfortunately we all go through, but everybody 0:14:44.160 --> 0:14:47.880 grieves differently, and you know, it's just a process. And 0:14:48.000 --> 0:14:51.120 I just really wish you happy healing and moving forward 0:14:51.520 --> 0:14:55.480 with just being able to move on and not feel 0:14:55.560 --> 0:14:58.680 like you're tied to dealing with the grief, if you 0:14:58.760 --> 0:15:00.840 know what I mean, because it's hard. 0:15:00.720 --> 0:15:03.720 And being able to experience love is a blessing period. 0:15:04.040 --> 0:15:07.240 I did experience it, I thank God, like all my 0:15:07.320 --> 0:15:09.840 life know themselves thirteen years old. You know what I mean. 0:15:10.520 --> 0:15:13.280 That's like you're entired my whole entire life. 0:15:13.320 --> 0:15:15.480 So I feel like even if I went if it's 0:15:15.640 --> 0:15:19.160 like when I do find love again, because you ain't 0:15:19.200 --> 0:15:22.680 gonna be the same. Like this person. Yeah, my nineteen 0:15:22.760 --> 0:15:25.880 ninety six Corolla pulling up in front of his house. 0:15:26.000 --> 0:15:28.000 You know what I mean, the year he was born, 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:30.600 you know, crazy, And that was my first car. No 0:15:30.760 --> 0:15:33.920 seat belt, the bassenger window didn't go down, but you 0:15:34.040 --> 0:15:36.640 had a card a car. 0:15:37.760 --> 0:15:39.480 He was doing a lot better than most. Let me 0:15:39.560 --> 0:15:42.280 say something, even having your first car, no matter what 0:15:42.440 --> 0:15:45.120 it was, is that my first car. I didn't know 0:15:45.280 --> 0:15:47.240 if it was gonna make it sometime, but it was 0:15:47.320 --> 0:15:49.880 a blessing. Still, okay, you need a hooptedie one time. 0:15:50.160 --> 0:15:52.960 Listen. As long as I'm not taking the bus like 0:15:54.040 --> 0:15:56.560 like after like the bus, I'm like, I can't do 0:15:56.600 --> 0:15:58.760 it no more. I got I actually got into a 0:15:58.800 --> 0:16:01.920 bad fight once on a bus getting off a bus 0:16:02.800 --> 0:16:05.520 and I got jumped and everything. I looked up at 0:16:05.560 --> 0:16:07.800 the sky. I was like, bro, I will never walk again. 0:16:08.640 --> 0:16:10.680 That's all I'm driving from here on now. 0:16:11.120 --> 0:16:11.800 That was it for me? 0:16:12.120 --> 0:16:14.280 Were they trying to like rob you or something, or 0:16:14.840 --> 0:16:15.840 was the people you knew. 0:16:15.840 --> 0:16:17.880 Believe it or not. I just had looked over and 0:16:18.000 --> 0:16:20.040 she was just, hey, what the fuck are you looking at? 0:16:20.080 --> 0:16:23.160 And I'm like, I'm like, I keep walking, keep walking, 0:16:23.280 --> 0:16:23.760 keep walking. 0:16:24.080 --> 0:16:25.240 They was trying to start something. 0:16:25.440 --> 0:16:27.920 Yeah, I'm like, keep walking, keep walking, keep walking. And 0:16:28.040 --> 0:16:29.880 believe it or not, it was like the most horrible 0:16:29.960 --> 0:16:31.200 day in my life. And I feel like it was 0:16:31.280 --> 0:16:34.720 the biggest motivator after that. I got a job, got 0:16:34.760 --> 0:16:36.960 a car. I was like sixteen. By the turn seventeen, 0:16:37.520 --> 0:16:39.120 I was like, never again, never a guy. 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:41.560 You know what. That's some real ship, though, when you 0:16:41.600 --> 0:16:44.960 could take something negative in your life and get some inspiration. 0:16:45.680 --> 0:16:49.680 Maybe that's why I didn't learn how to fight. I'm like, 0:16:49.760 --> 0:16:51.120 I got jumped, never walking again. 0:16:51.520 --> 0:16:55.960 It's industry. It's why that you did security and couldn't fight, 0:16:56.760 --> 0:16:59.640 because happens if somebody for real. You gotta like. 0:17:01.720 --> 0:17:03.720 The thing about security is that we're not there to 0:17:03.800 --> 0:17:06.240 beat you up. We're there to avoid a problem. So 0:17:06.320 --> 0:17:09.720 I'm very good at I I can sell saying to 0:17:09.880 --> 0:17:12.200 a beach, I'm a boss bro like I can sell 0:17:12.240 --> 0:17:14.720 saying to a beach. I can talk myself out of anything. 0:17:14.760 --> 0:17:17.800 I'll be like, listen, baby, it's not that serious. Fuck him, 0:17:18.440 --> 0:17:20.879 shorty ain't doing Come on, I'm gonna make sure you 0:17:20.920 --> 0:17:23.480 get home safe. I'll send you an uber that was like, 0:17:23.560 --> 0:17:25.480 you know what I mean. That was one of the 0:17:25.600 --> 0:17:28.119 first Like, like, I know you asked me earlier, but 0:17:28.240 --> 0:17:30.199 I had to bring this back. That's another reason why 0:17:30.240 --> 0:17:32.800 I started doing security. Like a lot of girls they'll 0:17:32.840 --> 0:17:35.760 go out with like certain promoters or certain securities, and 0:17:35.760 --> 0:17:37.639 they couldn't even enjoy themselves because now they're trying to 0:17:37.680 --> 0:17:39.879 get them drunk, lead them to a car at the 0:17:39.960 --> 0:17:41.560 end of the night, you know what I mean. But me, 0:17:41.720 --> 0:17:43.320 as a female, I'm like, now, there has to be 0:17:43.400 --> 0:17:47.359 a female in this industry somewhere that cares. That's why 0:17:47.400 --> 0:17:49.639 I started throwing my parties. There's nobody that hasn't been 0:17:49.680 --> 0:17:51.920 to a PVD biggie party that has and said I 0:17:52.000 --> 0:17:54.879 got home safe. I enjoyed myself. There wasn't no weirdos. 0:17:55.160 --> 0:17:56.760 The minute I see a weirdo, I'll be like, yo, 0:17:56.840 --> 0:17:58.760 where's my brother? Yo, brother, kick him out the club, bro, 0:17:58.840 --> 0:18:00.119 he's doing too much. He got go. 0:18:00.560 --> 0:18:02.240 I love that. See this is the side of things. 0:18:02.280 --> 0:18:04.159 That we need to know about more because that is 0:18:04.200 --> 0:18:06.879 so true. Think about how like as women we got 0:18:07.000 --> 0:18:09.040 to look out for each other when we're in the party. 0:18:09.080 --> 0:18:10.080 That's what was most important. 0:18:10.280 --> 0:18:12.359 Definitely stronger in numbers, and you know we have the 0:18:12.520 --> 0:18:14.960 role down right. We go together, we leave together. 0:18:15.240 --> 0:18:16.080 Okay, how are you? 0:18:16.320 --> 0:18:19.159 Yeah, and then you see a weird guy talking to 0:18:19.280 --> 0:18:21.879 your girl, like and we caught back in right. The 0:18:21.960 --> 0:18:25.080 guys will be like, she's sticklass signals, the code words 0:18:25.400 --> 0:18:26.479 like you always gotta have them. 0:18:26.640 --> 0:18:29.480 Yeah, it's true. Like the girls will be like dozing 0:18:29.560 --> 0:18:31.560 off at the table. The guys will be like, hey, 0:18:31.760 --> 0:18:35.880 what's She's good? I'll make your mom pend there taking 0:18:35.960 --> 0:18:37.160 off way more. You gotta get ready. 0:18:37.359 --> 0:18:39.919 Yeah, And that's good for people to see that somebody 0:18:40.040 --> 0:18:41.600 is watching them too, because then they like know if 0:18:41.600 --> 0:18:43.800 they try some ship. Oh yeah, she saw me at 0:18:43.840 --> 0:18:46.080 the flag, I better like, you know, get you together. 0:18:46.280 --> 0:18:48.040 And guys knew when I was at that front door. 0:18:48.040 --> 0:18:50.240 They're like, oh no, we can't try it today. We 0:18:50.760 --> 0:18:53.520 can't be on no bullshit today like starting promoters trying 0:18:53.520 --> 0:18:56.360 to bring in youngs and this time she's too young 0:18:56.440 --> 0:18:57.880 to be here. Baby girl, you got going. 0:18:58.720 --> 0:19:00.720 It's one thing that not already, but it's another thing 0:19:00.760 --> 0:19:02.320 to be way too young to be in the spot. 0:19:02.560 --> 0:19:06.040 Yeah with some weirdos. Yeah, now, let me let me 0:19:06.080 --> 0:19:07.760 ask you this. We were talking about this on last 0:19:07.760 --> 0:19:10.800 week's episode. We had this guy YadA on and he 0:19:10.960 --> 0:19:13.440 was saying women have to know their value. And you know, 0:19:13.560 --> 0:19:16.639 both Jordi and Gigi are single, and so he says 0:19:17.160 --> 0:19:18.600 that if a guy comes up to you at the 0:19:18.640 --> 0:19:21.040 bar or whatever and wants to take you out, tell 0:19:21.119 --> 0:19:25.439 him you need fifty thousand dollars. But we just up to. 0:19:30.240 --> 0:19:31.800 Because when you know you're worth you know, you got 0:19:31.920 --> 0:19:34.920 to add shipping, handling, processing fees, you know, tax. 0:19:34.840 --> 0:19:39.879 For tuity, airspace, breathing, air direction. You're welcome. I want 0:19:39.920 --> 0:19:42.040 to know what you think about airspaces is very expensive? 0:19:42.040 --> 0:19:45.639 That's real word to what's that movie with share and 0:19:46.040 --> 0:19:53.200 h oh? Yes, yes, yes, Well what's your take. 0:19:53.400 --> 0:19:56.360 I've dated women and I've dated men before, and when 0:19:56.480 --> 0:20:00.560 I am dating a woman, I'm definitely the provider. So 0:20:00.600 --> 0:20:03.320 I'm gonna tell you this, right, I like to provide, 0:20:03.560 --> 0:20:05.760 but don't when I come up to you. That's not 0:20:05.880 --> 0:20:09.879 what I'm expecting from you. Instantly, you got me. Now, 0:20:10.160 --> 0:20:11.720 when a woman comes up to me. We've been dating 0:20:11.760 --> 0:20:13.280 talking for a while. Hey, babe, I need fifty K 0:20:13.640 --> 0:20:15.800 because I'm trying to start this new business. Tuma. I'll 0:20:15.840 --> 0:20:17.520 give it to you, okay, but don't tell me about 0:20:17.560 --> 0:20:19.000 to go take fifty k and throw it up into 0:20:19.040 --> 0:20:20.639 the air. You know what I'm saying. I need to 0:20:20.640 --> 0:20:23.800 show you that's gonna do something with it. Straight up? 0:20:23.800 --> 0:20:25.320 Oh well, I need a huntred k if you're going 0:20:25.359 --> 0:20:29.200 to go ahead, girl and see when? 0:20:29.359 --> 0:20:31.920 What about when you're talking to a man though, when 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:34.200 you're dating a man like and he approaches you, then what? 0:20:35.000 --> 0:20:36.960 Okay? Straight up? Like for me, it's like he just 0:20:37.040 --> 0:20:39.400 has to be able to take care of himself straight up, okay, 0:20:39.520 --> 0:20:40.800 be able to take care of yourself and have some 0:20:40.840 --> 0:20:41.560 type of dedication. 0:20:42.400 --> 0:20:43.719 If and not take care of you, As long as 0:20:43.720 --> 0:20:45.800 you can take care of himself, you'll do fifty fifty. No, 0:20:47.400 --> 0:20:49.800 that was part of our conversation last week's episodes two. 0:20:50.520 --> 0:20:53.879 No, I'm not doing fifty fifty well, absolutely not. 0:20:54.280 --> 0:20:56.240 How do you feel when people approach you now, because 0:20:56.320 --> 0:20:57.879 sometimes it's hard to know if they like you because 0:20:57.880 --> 0:21:05.080 they know who you are, or if it's genuine. How 0:21:05.080 --> 0:21:07.399 do you navigate through that, Like, what's a good way 0:21:07.440 --> 0:21:09.280 for somebody to approach you? Is it in the d 0:21:09.440 --> 0:21:12.720 MS or is it in person? What can somebody say? 0:21:13.520 --> 0:21:15.160 Well, I don't know. I don't want to say it wrong. 0:21:15.240 --> 0:21:17.119 But in the words of Ice Spice, like you have 0:21:17.200 --> 0:21:19.639 to be a fan straight up. You got to be 0:21:19.680 --> 0:21:20.960 a fan. You gotta walk up to me, Like. 0:21:24.119 --> 0:21:26.800 What if you're approached by somebody who has no idea 0:21:26.920 --> 0:21:28.160 who you are? How do you feel? 0:21:28.320 --> 0:21:32.720 I love that? For you? Get me married? I don't. 0:21:32.960 --> 0:21:34.720 I really don't want my man to be in caddy 0:21:34.800 --> 0:21:37.080 ship like I don't want I would love for a 0:21:37.200 --> 0:21:38.239 man not to know who I am. 0:21:38.760 --> 0:21:39.760 And if he says, what do you do? 0:21:39.840 --> 0:21:42.840 What do you say? Ready? Ready? Is my favorite one? 0:21:43.640 --> 0:21:44.479 Business marketing? 0:21:44.920 --> 0:21:49.399 Okays, you know what I'm saying or some. 0:21:49.480 --> 0:21:56.840 Type of I say. I say like business marketing almost 0:21:56.920 --> 0:22:02.240 like what's that like? When you do like onlinem like marketing, 0:22:02.320 --> 0:22:03.840 marketing and marketing? Do you say? 0:22:04.000 --> 0:22:04.680 What do you say you do? 0:22:04.800 --> 0:22:05.080 Jordan? 0:22:05.160 --> 0:22:07.960 You say, I always say it depends on the day, Okay, 0:22:08.640 --> 0:22:13.200 because it does. Then they usually say like what about today? 0:22:13.240 --> 0:22:15.880 And really all tell them what going on to that? Yeah? 0:22:16.160 --> 0:22:18.520 I like to keep it fresh, and sometimes I say nothing, 0:22:18.800 --> 0:22:22.959 you say you do nothing sometimes and then and then 0:22:23.000 --> 0:22:24.760 sometimes I say, I live life for a living. 0:22:25.560 --> 0:22:29.280 Okay, I live for a living. I live life. 0:22:30.040 --> 0:22:33.280 It's the one. 0:22:34.320 --> 0:22:35.760 And then eventually I'll get into it. 0:22:36.000 --> 0:22:38.320 And then, like when I mentioned the show, like everybody 0:22:38.400 --> 0:22:41.159 knows lips, So then oh, yeah, I know I'm familiar 0:22:41.240 --> 0:22:41.840 or whatever the case. 0:22:41.920 --> 0:22:44.560 But and also they probably know if they're familiar with it, 0:22:44.600 --> 0:22:47.399 they know you. Yeah, because been on since day what 0:22:47.440 --> 0:22:49.680 it has been like almost ten years? Ten years in September. 0:22:50.240 --> 0:22:52.399 I know that's right. Whenever you feel you'll, oh, I 0:22:52.440 --> 0:22:56.639 got it. I'm the president bartender. Yes, okay, we got 0:22:56.720 --> 0:22:59.360 ready to get it. We've got DJ when we got security, 0:22:59.440 --> 0:22:59.879 we got a bar. 0:23:01.040 --> 0:23:04.040 Okay, we got to get a concert, right, looks at 0:23:04.040 --> 0:23:07.120 a concert. Let's look at a concert, Nikki, how much 0:23:07.119 --> 0:23:08.919 you're charging now? 0:23:09.000 --> 0:23:10.920 Bigie? Tell us? But what do you look for? And 0:23:11.000 --> 0:23:12.480 a and a man? And what do you look for 0:23:12.560 --> 0:23:13.000 in a woman? 0:23:16.520 --> 0:23:17.920 Well, I'm not looking for a man and I'm not 0:23:18.000 --> 0:23:18.800 looking for a woman. 0:23:18.960 --> 0:23:20.639 But what what what things do you like? 0:23:21.840 --> 0:23:26.080 What do I look for? Definitely somebody in a man. 0:23:26.160 --> 0:23:27.080 He has to love his mom. 0:23:27.359 --> 0:23:28.800 Okay, okay, straight up. 0:23:29.280 --> 0:23:30.880 If you do not love your mom, you got nothing 0:23:30.880 --> 0:23:33.520 to do with me, okay nothing. He has to love 0:23:33.600 --> 0:23:37.960 some female in his life, mom or sister, an auntie. 0:23:37.640 --> 0:23:39.560 Your daughter, because you gotta know how to love me 0:23:40.000 --> 0:23:42.000 your female woman, female. 0:23:42.560 --> 0:23:46.480 Okay, if you don't love not one female in your life, 0:23:47.200 --> 0:23:53.640 you know. And as for like in a female, it's 0:23:53.720 --> 0:23:55.840 so much harder for me when it comes to females 0:23:55.880 --> 0:23:58.800 because I feel like she has to be everything. I 0:23:58.880 --> 0:24:02.240 feel like she has to be everything I don't like. 0:24:02.359 --> 0:24:05.600 But I feel like because that's me, like not only 0:24:05.720 --> 0:24:08.000 like before a baddie. I'm a woman, you know what 0:24:08.000 --> 0:24:11.119 I'm saying. Like I'm a cook, I'm a dancer, like 0:24:11.359 --> 0:24:14.040 I have. I have so many backgrounds. So it's like 0:24:14.600 --> 0:24:16.520 I don't want just a basic woman like she would 0:24:16.520 --> 0:24:17.800 have to be like everything. 0:24:18.359 --> 0:24:20.320 Do you think that's because like, are you fifty to 0:24:20.400 --> 0:24:23.040 fifty like men have an equal chance with you as women? 0:24:23.160 --> 0:24:25.200 Or is it a little bit harder to find yourself 0:24:25.680 --> 0:24:27.760 with wanting to be in a relationship with woman? 0:24:28.720 --> 0:24:31.280 You see? I think that is what It may be that. 0:24:32.440 --> 0:24:37.240 She knows the right one. She might tell me. I 0:24:37.280 --> 0:24:37.560 don't know. 0:24:39.000 --> 0:24:40.560 I feel like it is a little bit harder for 0:24:40.680 --> 0:24:42.600 me only because straight up, like you know, we're women, 0:24:42.720 --> 0:24:45.320 we like to get some type of prenanetation, you know 0:24:45.359 --> 0:24:47.920 what I'm saying. So if I'm not getting penetration from you, 0:24:48.040 --> 0:24:52.200 I need to everything else emotionally equal to the point 0:24:52.240 --> 0:24:54.840 where I can look at you enough like you know 0:24:54.880 --> 0:24:59.159 what I'm saying. You gotta do. Yeah, I make up 0:24:59.160 --> 0:25:01.359 a certain way like I'm a big eyes girl, you 0:25:01.440 --> 0:25:03.199 know what I'm saying. I'm talking about when you sit 0:25:03.280 --> 0:25:04.720 next to me, as a female, you are the eye 0:25:04.760 --> 0:25:07.680 a certain way, where you close a certain way, smell 0:25:07.760 --> 0:25:09.800 a certain way, like you have to be able to 0:25:09.840 --> 0:25:11.840 turn me on without the sex because with a man, 0:25:11.920 --> 0:25:18.760 I'm like, oh yeah, comes to a woman, it's very 0:25:18.880 --> 0:25:20.119 like an essence of vibe. 0:25:20.400 --> 0:25:22.320 Oh my god, listen. Have you'all ever felt like that 0:25:22.440 --> 0:25:26.159 that you could look at somebody no penetration and not no, 0:25:28.359 --> 0:25:34.119 not when I have not need some touch something. I 0:25:34.200 --> 0:25:38.600 have touch something, but no penetration, you know. 0:25:38.640 --> 0:25:40.400 I mean, I mean I could look across the room 0:25:40.440 --> 0:25:42.560 to that person and I can feel it. 0:25:43.720 --> 0:25:48.760 What that's a superpower. Let me know what, Rude, that's 0:25:48.760 --> 0:25:49.480 your superpower. 0:25:50.920 --> 0:25:52.440 It depends on the female. 0:25:52.160 --> 0:25:54.800 Though, Like for but even you being able to have 0:25:54.880 --> 0:25:57.520 the ability to do so, Yeah, that's a superpower. 0:25:57.880 --> 0:26:01.159 And I know I can reciprocate that, like when a 0:26:01.240 --> 0:26:03.960 female like me, females, they're very drawn to me. So 0:26:04.040 --> 0:26:05.639 when it comes to me like a female, I can 0:26:05.720 --> 0:26:07.159 see a female walk through that door right now. I 0:26:07.240 --> 0:26:08.760 bet you a girl to speak to me before she 0:26:08.840 --> 0:26:11.000 even walks out of here. Like I make sure of it. 0:26:11.880 --> 0:26:17.960 That we got another experiment. What about strap Have you 0:26:18.000 --> 0:26:18.399 ever done that? 0:26:20.359 --> 0:26:24.720 I've strapped up before, like my side, okay, but not 0:26:24.880 --> 0:26:28.480 on you, Like I'm not doing it respectfully. Respectfully I 0:26:29.040 --> 0:26:31.280 respect everybody that does, but me, I need real dick 0:26:31.359 --> 0:26:33.600 at that point. Same you know what I'm saying. 0:26:33.640 --> 0:26:35.840 I thought, I don't even own the bill though, Like 0:26:35.960 --> 0:26:38.600 all my sex toys are like vibrating in suction, Like 0:26:38.640 --> 0:26:40.040 I don't want to put anything inside of. 0:26:40.040 --> 0:26:42.240 You like that rose toy that everybody. 0:26:45.760 --> 0:26:49.400 Brothers myersy is too fat for the roles. 0:26:49.760 --> 0:26:52.879 I knew it wasn't okay, Yeah, so we got problem. 0:26:53.040 --> 0:26:54.840 Yeah because it wasn't working for me. 0:26:54.960 --> 0:27:00.359 Yeah, it don't problems. It ain't getting this that just 0:27:00.400 --> 0:27:01.960 needs to get it. 0:27:02.280 --> 0:27:11.520 I like a normal backen Solger, like the Wind, you know, 0:27:11.920 --> 0:27:14.560 not even like I'm talking like from they're not even 0:27:14.560 --> 0:27:21.879 supposed to like give me a little Amazon plug it 0:27:21.920 --> 0:27:24.000 in like old school, and that's good because you could 0:27:24.000 --> 0:27:25.720 still use it on your back exactly. 0:27:26.119 --> 0:27:29.040 I have no one from from Candy that's like the Wind, 0:27:29.520 --> 0:27:32.560 and that's that's uh, that's my backup because I love 0:27:32.600 --> 0:27:33.240 the Womanizer. 0:27:33.520 --> 0:27:35.560 That's my favorite. You can still be telling I just 0:27:35.640 --> 0:27:37.400 bought a new one. I break them all the time. 0:27:37.520 --> 0:27:39.000 She has a device called. 0:27:41.040 --> 0:27:41.440 What is that? 0:27:41.800 --> 0:27:45.240 The Womanizer? So it's what the roads wants to be. Yeah, 0:27:45.600 --> 0:27:46.800 it was the as far as I know. 0:27:46.880 --> 0:27:51.240 It was like the first like suction vibrating toy, but 0:27:51.400 --> 0:27:53.880 it's shaped differently so it gets to where it needs 0:27:53.920 --> 0:27:55.200 to get to, unlike the rolls. 0:27:55.240 --> 0:28:00.359 That's even the name of that is the wer. It's problematic, but. 0:28:01.960 --> 0:28:05.080 Me and my single life, I tend to please myself 0:28:05.200 --> 0:28:08.119 more often than normal, and I break toys like I 0:28:08.200 --> 0:28:10.720 literally burn an engine out where it stops working. So 0:28:10.880 --> 0:28:13.200 I just brought a new Womanizer and I'm hoping that 0:28:13.280 --> 0:28:14.280 I don't have to break it soon. 0:28:14.480 --> 0:28:17.800 So now I know y'all supposed to asking me questions, 0:28:17.840 --> 0:28:21.639 But do you feel like using the toy. Does that 0:28:21.760 --> 0:28:24.760 take away from your sexual from your sexual life, like 0:28:24.800 --> 0:28:27.000 when you're having sex. But I mean it's like I'm 0:28:27.000 --> 0:28:28.400 about enough, but I can't. I can't. 0:28:28.840 --> 0:28:32.000 I can't know if I go too hard, Like if 0:28:32.000 --> 0:28:33.480 I have a couple of those days where I just 0:28:33.520 --> 0:28:36.040 feel like I'm just doing too much, then I might 0:28:36.119 --> 0:28:40.760 be a little desensitized. But you know, I'm I'm a 0:28:40.800 --> 0:28:44.520 little older. I just turned forty five and beautiful, thank you. 0:28:44.920 --> 0:28:50.000 And as I as I grow into my womanhood, I 0:28:50.320 --> 0:28:54.520 know more about my body and how things work, and 0:28:54.760 --> 0:28:57.920 it's easier for me to be able to come to 0:28:58.080 --> 0:29:00.800 orgasm when I have an intercourse as I just understand 0:29:00.880 --> 0:29:01.520 how it works. 0:29:01.720 --> 0:29:02.440 Yeah, I can't. 0:29:02.520 --> 0:29:04.760 I feel like the more I play with myself excuse me, 0:29:04.840 --> 0:29:07.160 the more I play with myself or whatever when I 0:29:07.200 --> 0:29:09.240 go to have sex, I feel like, well, you. 0:29:09.400 --> 0:29:12.080 Were dealing with the vibrating and all of that, you 0:29:12.200 --> 0:29:15.040 can desynthesize your clutterorists because you kind of like numb 0:29:15.080 --> 0:29:15.719 it out a little bit. 0:29:15.760 --> 0:29:16.960 But but she always comes. 0:29:16.880 --> 0:29:20.320 Back, would you say, Jordie George, I always come I 0:29:20.480 --> 0:29:22.320 know exactly what I need to do, where I need 0:29:22.400 --> 0:29:23.760 to do it, and the speed I need to do it, 0:29:23.800 --> 0:29:24.760 and I'm going to get it done. 0:29:24.800 --> 0:29:27.760 If you're trash or not. Even during sex, you always 0:29:27.800 --> 0:29:31.880 come out that you when you mess, what is it 0:29:31.960 --> 0:29:33.720 that you what is it that you need? Like, what 0:29:33.880 --> 0:29:35.080 is it that like? 0:29:35.600 --> 0:29:39.880 In certain positions, it's like I know exactly, like okay, faster, deeper, 0:29:40.080 --> 0:29:42.360 let me put my leg up, like all those things and. 0:29:44.280 --> 0:29:46.680 This is what I mean as well, just those things 0:29:47.920 --> 0:29:53.840 in my body very well. Huh. I'm a Christmas baby 0:29:54.200 --> 0:30:02.720 and that's a gift period apparently begging. Do you remember 0:30:02.760 --> 0:30:03.640 your first orgasm? 0:30:04.520 --> 0:30:06.760 Absolutely self inflicted? 0:30:07.600 --> 0:30:09.520 No, tell us what tell us about it? 0:30:10.760 --> 0:30:12.480 Tell us about it, because I feel. 0:30:12.320 --> 0:30:15.200 Like that's a memorable moment because sometimes for for us, 0:30:15.400 --> 0:30:17.560 like you don't even know what it's like until that 0:30:17.680 --> 0:30:20.920 day that it like that you're like, oh ship, Yeah. 0:30:22.840 --> 0:30:25.800 Well my first orgasm was with Dante God his soul, 0:30:26.360 --> 0:30:29.680 and I felt like, I don't know, it felt like 0:30:30.920 --> 0:30:32.560 I was upset because I was wet everywhere. 0:30:32.880 --> 0:30:34.320 Hm, so you squirt it. 0:30:34.720 --> 0:30:37.200 Yeah, I've never Oh my god. 0:30:43.280 --> 0:30:43.880 It's a skill. 0:30:44.600 --> 0:30:45.200 That's a skill. 0:30:45.680 --> 0:30:53.880 Never either one of them other people in the room. 0:30:54.880 --> 0:30:57.240 I'm a serial should be happy about it. 0:30:57.640 --> 0:30:58.520 Yeah, it was kind of like. 0:31:00.080 --> 0:31:04.080 It was like, and I was like, that sounds lovely. 0:31:05.000 --> 0:31:07.480 So young, so young. 0:31:07.480 --> 0:31:08.080 You weren't ready. 0:31:08.840 --> 0:31:09.520 I wasn't ready. 0:31:10.080 --> 0:31:11.760 She wasn't ready. Did he know what it was? 0:31:13.960 --> 0:31:16.560 I think? I think he kept trying to tell me. 0:31:16.640 --> 0:31:18.840 I wasn't his first, but I knew. I was like 0:31:18.920 --> 0:31:22.160 the sensitized, and he was like, and I'm like, stop running. 0:31:22.320 --> 0:31:23.520 We both don't know what's going on. 0:31:25.880 --> 0:31:28.160 The first time I speared up, I don't know that 0:31:28.320 --> 0:31:28.880 that's what it was. 0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:30.120 I don't know either, I thought. 0:31:31.280 --> 0:31:32.800 But he told me I pee, and I'm like, no, 0:31:32.920 --> 0:31:35.920 I didn't, but you could smell. And I'm like, I 0:31:36.000 --> 0:31:39.000 did not pee. And then when I scored it years 0:31:39.120 --> 0:31:40.840 later and knew what, I'm like, oh, that's. 0:31:40.720 --> 0:31:41.240 What that was. 0:31:41.320 --> 0:31:43.960 When he said I peed on him. When you masturbate, 0:31:44.560 --> 0:31:46.920 I stop it, Okay, you. 0:31:47.000 --> 0:31:47.480 Can't do that. 0:31:47.880 --> 0:31:49.400 Yeah, I stop it. I stop it. 0:31:50.880 --> 0:31:51.200 Before. 0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:52.960 But I don't want to make that mess on my 0:31:53.080 --> 0:31:57.280 own in my bed, his dad, it's not worth it. 0:31:57.440 --> 0:31:59.880 Do you on my own? Yeah? That's no, that's no fun. 0:32:00.000 --> 0:32:02.360 When you buy absolutely square, do you gotta get if 0:32:02.400 --> 0:32:03.920 I feel it coming, I'm like all right, no, no, no. 0:32:04.160 --> 0:32:06.080 You got to get a mattress cover or something like that. 0:32:06.400 --> 0:32:08.600 You know I have I have that, but I still 0:32:08.640 --> 0:32:10.959 don't want to yourself. 0:32:11.040 --> 0:32:12.640 It's like. 0:32:15.000 --> 0:32:17.360 That's too much. How did you learn about sex? 0:32:17.480 --> 0:32:17.520 Like? 0:32:17.680 --> 0:32:21.280 Was it from watching porn? Was it from friends and family? 0:32:21.600 --> 0:32:23.920 Was it just like I just did it and didn't 0:32:23.960 --> 0:32:24.680 know what I was doing. 0:32:27.960 --> 0:32:30.760 I think it was definitely, like you know, like anybody 0:32:30.840 --> 0:32:32.600 like went to hooky parties growing. 0:32:32.400 --> 0:32:35.040 Up, I had them. Yeah, like you know, I hosted 0:32:35.120 --> 0:32:41.520 those oh you know, my house hookeey party. Okay, but 0:32:41.760 --> 0:32:42.520 okay period. 0:32:43.400 --> 0:32:45.200 And I think it kind of came from there, like 0:32:45.400 --> 0:32:48.800 you know, like kind of like kissing, feeling your like 0:32:48.960 --> 0:32:53.520 tingles all the time, and it's like something tingling down there, 0:32:53.720 --> 0:32:54.840 Like I wonder, you know what I. 0:32:54.920 --> 0:32:57.720 Mean, see where it gets us? 0:32:57.880 --> 0:33:01.040 Yeah, let's see where it gets us. That's kind of 0:33:01.080 --> 0:33:03.719 what it was for me. And then like definitely porn, Yeah, definitely. 0:33:04.040 --> 0:33:05.800 They always say that porn is not a good way 0:33:05.880 --> 0:33:08.920 to learn about how to because it's so not realistic. 0:33:09.360 --> 0:33:10.560 Yeah, it's not realistic at all. 0:33:10.720 --> 0:33:13.000 I don't know if I ever took notes from porn. 0:33:13.480 --> 0:33:15.160 No, I didn't take notes, but you know, definitely, I'm 0:33:15.160 --> 0:33:15.440 trying to. 0:33:15.760 --> 0:33:20.600 Figure figure was going on for me. Word of mouth 0:33:20.640 --> 0:33:22.880 and experience. Okay, all I hear was mouth. I was 0:33:22.920 --> 0:33:27.600 like what I mean? And it's interesting because the audio 0:33:27.680 --> 0:33:29.280 went out for a second. But we were talking about 0:33:29.400 --> 0:33:31.760 a second dick. And you know, some people in here 0:33:31.840 --> 0:33:33.800 don't like it. Some people in here love it. I 0:33:33.880 --> 0:33:38.320 love it. I'm a fan, you said what, I'm a fan. Okay, 0:33:38.360 --> 0:33:38.800 you're a fan. 0:33:38.920 --> 0:33:39.120 Yeah. 0:33:39.160 --> 0:33:42.720 I don't do certain things like I'm pretty vanilla when 0:33:42.760 --> 0:33:44.480 it comes to bedroom like. 0:33:46.640 --> 0:33:50.040 Hell, that's immediately No, what about you don't mind yours 0:33:50.040 --> 0:33:53.160 getting No, I don't. I don't you leave my ass alone. 0:33:54.520 --> 0:33:58.680 I actually prefer my ate more than my pussy. 0:33:58.880 --> 0:34:00.480 What really, straight up? 0:34:00.520 --> 0:34:07.160 You want to love me? Because you mencle listen, listen. 0:34:07.360 --> 0:34:08.680 If you want to find a way to my heart, 0:34:08.719 --> 0:34:09.600 that's what you're sorry. 0:34:10.480 --> 0:34:14.120 To know, because I find that mostly don't lug in 0:34:14.200 --> 0:34:15.320 its enjoy anal. 0:34:15.520 --> 0:34:18.279 I don't. How do you know I've never really had 0:34:18.280 --> 0:34:21.480 any like you know, maybe somebody knock out the door. 0:34:23.160 --> 0:34:28.800 One day, one day, one day, young chick, my husband. 0:34:29.440 --> 0:34:32.960 Doesn't that make sense if you prefer back to actually 0:34:33.200 --> 0:34:37.600 have your I don't know, because I like anal, but 0:34:37.800 --> 0:34:39.280 I don't really need my assholes? 0:34:40.200 --> 0:34:40.960 Okay, I do. 0:34:43.360 --> 0:34:45.800 I guess, Oh, that's me. 0:34:46.320 --> 0:34:48.080 I know he loves me more. If you're kissing my 0:34:48.120 --> 0:34:49.200 bow hole, I feel that you love me. 0:34:49.480 --> 0:34:52.200 So it's a power thing, facts see. And that's how 0:34:52.200 --> 0:34:54.439 I feel about playing with a boodoo. It's the power 0:34:54.560 --> 0:34:55.000 thing to do. 0:35:00.320 --> 0:35:02.000 Like what are you doing? Is it just a finger? 0:35:02.239 --> 0:35:07.400 I am doing. I am doing the most. I am 0:35:07.520 --> 0:35:09.520 going to go as far as he will let me go, 0:35:09.640 --> 0:35:10.719 and then I want to peg. 0:35:11.160 --> 0:35:11.480 You know that. 0:35:12.440 --> 0:35:15.399 Could you marry somebody that you pegged? I can, Yeah, 0:35:15.520 --> 0:35:20.480 okaysexual man, That doesn't mean he's about sexual. I'm just 0:35:21.440 --> 0:35:24.279 I would not. So here's the thing. 0:35:26.320 --> 0:35:30.279 Homosexual. The definition of homosexual is same sex, right. If 0:35:30.320 --> 0:35:32.960 a woman is doing something sexual to a man, then 0:35:33.040 --> 0:35:35.680 that's not a homosexual act. I feel that if a 0:35:35.760 --> 0:35:39.719 man is aware of his manhood and man enough, then 0:35:40.160 --> 0:35:44.640 he can indulge in sexual things that homosexuals also indulge 0:35:44.680 --> 0:35:47.240 in and not be homosexual whenness with his woman. 0:35:47.800 --> 0:35:50.680 And as far as me not wanting to. 0:35:50.760 --> 0:35:55.200 Deal with a homosexual or bisexual man, it's because I'm 0:35:55.320 --> 0:35:57.520 very confident in myself as a woman and in my 0:35:57.680 --> 0:36:00.279 sexual skills, and I can go clip for clip, but 0:36:00.440 --> 0:36:02.400 sit with any bitch. But I can't get people no 0:36:02.440 --> 0:36:03.480 dick because I don't have one of them. 0:36:03.520 --> 0:36:03.840 Gotcha? 0:36:04.280 --> 0:36:05.360 But what if he told you I don't want you 0:36:05.400 --> 0:36:08.040 to be with women anymore? Oh that's a deal breaker. 0:36:08.520 --> 0:36:09.439 See that's not fair. 0:36:09.840 --> 0:36:11.080 So for you to be. 0:36:13.000 --> 0:36:13.440 I like it. 0:36:14.560 --> 0:36:16.960 See, my thing is not even a homosexuality thing. 0:36:17.320 --> 0:36:19.600 I don't My thing is if I'm not doing it. 0:36:20.880 --> 0:36:22.600 If I don't like my ass played with, I don't 0:36:22.640 --> 0:36:25.479 want your ass play with. Okay, like I don't even 0:36:26.120 --> 0:36:27.920 to me, it's not even about what about playing with 0:36:27.960 --> 0:36:37.920 his nipples? But like I think men's nipples are hairy 0:36:38.000 --> 0:36:39.319 and gross and I don't want But. 0:36:39.360 --> 0:36:41.239 See now see now you're now you just lost me 0:36:41.360 --> 0:36:42.799 because you said it. If I don't like it, then 0:36:42.840 --> 0:36:45.600 he should. But I like it, right, So you like 0:36:45.640 --> 0:36:51.239 your nipples play? Some men really really like that, don't 0:36:51.400 --> 0:36:55.000 think some men like that really like it. Maybe I 0:36:55.320 --> 0:37:02.520 can't he doing it. I love it, just like there's 0:37:02.560 --> 0:37:07.800 nothing there. It's just like this little know I get touched. 0:37:08.200 --> 0:37:11.279 You know, it's just like no, maybe maybe a little 0:37:12.400 --> 0:37:15.279 a little salt bang that's all you need? 0:37:15.800 --> 0:37:17.719 You don't Maybe you can just like your fingers looking. 0:37:17.760 --> 0:37:22.399 I would just feel there's so much for men who 0:37:22.440 --> 0:37:26.040 actually like it, there's so much of a sensation they 0:37:26.080 --> 0:37:26.480 get from it. 0:37:26.600 --> 0:37:26.799 Yeah. 0:37:27.719 --> 0:37:30.719 Yeah, it takes a little I just a little turn it. 0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:34.680 The holes go crazy back there. Need. 0:37:34.760 --> 0:37:36.200 I would really like you to do both of those 0:37:36.239 --> 0:37:38.399 to a man at the same time. You put your fingers. 0:37:38.480 --> 0:37:40.759 I've done that. You'll lose his mind. No, I've done that. 0:37:41.480 --> 0:37:43.040 Gonna marry, break all the barriers. 0:37:43.160 --> 0:37:43.600 I've done that. 0:37:43.760 --> 0:37:46.839 That's a for yours. Get wet, by the way, after 0:37:46.880 --> 0:37:50.120 one hundred pond, but holes get gooccy, get wet. 0:37:50.239 --> 0:37:51.000 Just smell your finger. 0:37:52.760 --> 0:37:53.520 You see what I'm saying. 0:37:53.920 --> 0:37:57.440 Okay, But here's the thing. Here's the thing. Here's the thing. One, 0:37:57.520 --> 0:37:59.560 I'm not just doing that to anybody, right for. 0:37:59.680 --> 0:38:04.640 Two, for anybody but that man to wash his to 0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:05.120 get ready. 0:38:08.120 --> 0:38:16.560 Man, any man who any man, gay or not, you're straight, right, 0:38:16.880 --> 0:38:20.320 any man who is going to want you or allow 0:38:20.400 --> 0:38:23.719 you to be in that space, he's definitely being very 0:38:23.920 --> 0:38:27.920 well to know that he's cleaning and being great at 0:38:27.960 --> 0:38:29.200 his hygiene in that space. 0:38:29.480 --> 0:38:32.040 Because we all know what happens there, right, we all 0:38:32.080 --> 0:38:32.719 know what happens there. 0:38:34.080 --> 0:38:37.319 And that's one thing that people be like, Oh, that's 0:38:37.480 --> 0:38:41.720 that's right, but but you're scream right, yeah. 0:38:41.600 --> 0:38:42.480 Okay, that's just. 0:38:44.200 --> 0:38:48.760 A certain way, a certain. 0:38:48.560 --> 0:38:52.800 Way because he wants that finger up there, so you 0:38:52.880 --> 0:38:54.560 want to make sure that it ain't nothing up there 0:38:54.640 --> 0:38:55.640 so that you could get a surprise. 0:38:55.920 --> 0:38:59.000 They shave his buttle like you know, so there. Now, 0:38:59.719 --> 0:39:03.360 I have been with both. I've actually there's there's a 0:39:03.440 --> 0:39:05.800 person in my life that I have actually shaved on 0:39:05.880 --> 0:39:06.520 a regular basis. 0:39:06.600 --> 0:39:08.120 Yeah, I've done that before. 0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:09.160 Does he have to? 0:39:09.239 --> 0:39:10.320 I guess I shaved. 0:39:11.640 --> 0:39:14.719 This when I'm shaving it, because you can't. You can't 0:39:14.760 --> 0:39:16.759 just get it. He gotta spread his sakes, hold it, 0:39:16.880 --> 0:39:18.400 hold it open so I can get in there with 0:39:18.440 --> 0:39:24.000 the cooper. Okay, sipper with a little edge. I'm not 0:39:24.080 --> 0:39:24.719 even a razor. 0:39:30.000 --> 0:39:32.719 He's trying to figure out who shave him down one day. 0:39:33.320 --> 0:39:35.719 Because if that's what you gotta do, you read it. 0:39:35.840 --> 0:39:37.560 You gotta hold you gotta hold the skins. 0:39:38.680 --> 0:39:41.600 That little stick you know that little razors thick the 0:39:41.760 --> 0:39:44.080 razors stick like the one that they used for the eyebrows. Yeah, 0:39:44.920 --> 0:39:48.759 like bold, little like little like shapes and stuff. 0:39:48.640 --> 0:39:49.520 That's like a barber. 0:39:54.880 --> 0:39:56.319 I don't like when a man is like bold. 0:39:56.360 --> 0:39:57.920 There, So like my man, you need a little bit 0:39:57.960 --> 0:39:58.200 of hair. 0:39:58.360 --> 0:40:01.080 Yeah, man, would keep it like already and I would 0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:09.879 like it's just really girls, I know I'm not having 0:40:09.880 --> 0:40:11.600 sex with you because you're too sensitive. 0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:21.600 Having Okay, I like other things, Okay, like strangle me. 0:40:25.040 --> 0:40:27.359 I don't you know, like your toes. Don't like that's 0:40:27.400 --> 0:40:29.800 the best you know your to and you see it 0:40:30.760 --> 0:40:32.040 like there. 0:40:31.960 --> 0:40:36.000 Are times, not always I'm not I would die nobody, 0:40:36.000 --> 0:40:38.799 but I'm toes. Okay, that's the quote for the show. 0:40:38.920 --> 0:40:41.399 I'm sucking boody holes, but I'm not sucking toes. Yeah, 0:40:41.560 --> 0:40:43.080 I'm not doing either. About that. 0:40:43.239 --> 0:40:46.080 No, I'm not eating niggas ass, I'm not doing that. 0:40:46.239 --> 0:40:46.440 I have. 0:40:48.000 --> 0:40:51.840 I just want to say, you over here shaven, but 0:40:52.160 --> 0:40:53.560 is doing it. You might as well put your mouth 0:40:53.640 --> 0:40:55.440 in there because yes, I. 0:40:55.480 --> 0:40:57.320 Mean I was shaven, keep it clean, but I'm not shaving. 0:40:57.360 --> 0:40:58.880 But holds she's shaving, But hold which one of you 0:40:59.120 --> 0:41:01.840 shaving bowl? I'm shaving, And yeah I don't. I was 0:41:01.880 --> 0:41:07.360 shaving the shaving about that too, you can look cute 0:41:08.000 --> 0:41:10.360 shaving the bag, the ball, the ball. I can do 0:41:10.480 --> 0:41:12.520 the ball, the balls. You could do the I can 0:41:12.560 --> 0:41:14.040 do the ball. The ball. 0:41:14.440 --> 0:41:17.560 That's but like it's you know, I'm not seeing anything, 0:41:17.960 --> 0:41:19.520 you know what I mean? You got to really go 0:41:19.640 --> 0:41:22.520 into the crevis. I'm not opening the crevis. This man 0:41:22.600 --> 0:41:24.080 opens his legs in front of my face. 0:41:24.360 --> 0:41:27.879 I like you. I like you you maybe a little 0:41:27.880 --> 0:41:32.160 bit I might blow on it. 0:41:32.719 --> 0:41:38.480 It happened, Okay, I love it. 0:41:39.320 --> 0:41:41.680 There only fans. 0:41:45.040 --> 0:41:48.280 So you said you're like being strangled. That's okay, strangle 0:41:49.239 --> 0:41:53.839 now like you like being strangle too, absolutely okay, see 0:41:53.880 --> 0:41:54.600 that's absolutely know. 0:41:55.760 --> 0:41:58.560 I like knives, like knives and all that. What I've 0:41:58.600 --> 0:42:01.120 experienced on Britney spears, I've experienced that. 0:42:01.400 --> 0:42:02.480 Please tell me what you mean. 0:42:02.520 --> 0:42:07.000 But I have so like, okay, guys, I stop with 0:42:07.040 --> 0:42:09.319 my god, I don't talk like that. So like, okay, 0:42:09.880 --> 0:42:12.440 you know, like you're bent over. He had like a 0:42:12.840 --> 0:42:17.440 very sharp knife and he's just like slow strokes. He's like, 0:42:17.520 --> 0:42:19.480 don't move. If you move too much, you're gonna get cut. 0:42:19.520 --> 0:42:21.480 So he's just like very slow. 0:42:24.000 --> 0:42:27.560 That sounds, but it's like because it hurts. 0:42:27.600 --> 0:42:29.560 You can still feel it. You can feel it because 0:42:29.600 --> 0:42:30.080 it is. 0:42:30.080 --> 0:42:33.160 Showing if you sneeze or something, but you better note 0:42:33.760 --> 0:42:34.640 then you're on your way. 0:42:36.560 --> 0:42:40.719 When he pushes and you're like you don't cut up 0:42:40.760 --> 0:42:41.319 the whole back. 0:42:41.600 --> 0:42:43.040 I think we got to look into this, and. 0:42:44.520 --> 0:42:44.960 I like her. 0:42:47.800 --> 0:42:50.280 This might be a fact. I want to hear nobody 0:42:50.400 --> 0:42:55.600 say that appear you said you're not a post post. 0:42:56.200 --> 0:42:58.160 It just feels like it could go very left, Like 0:42:58.480 --> 0:43:00.440 what if a fly comes and you're like, and then 0:43:00.520 --> 0:43:01.120 now I'm dead. 0:43:01.680 --> 0:43:02.920 You need a nice choiet room. 0:43:03.000 --> 0:43:04.799 One thing we can't worry about is the what ifs. 0:43:05.200 --> 0:43:07.439 All you have y'all with fear. 0:43:07.719 --> 0:43:10.520 Fear is the worry of the unknown. Why are you 0:43:10.560 --> 0:43:11.960 going to worry about something that you don't even know. 0:43:13.880 --> 0:43:14.799 Everybody eat as. 0:43:17.280 --> 0:43:21.040 I'll blow blow with today's conversation for it. I'll start 0:43:21.080 --> 0:43:21.359 with up. 0:43:21.880 --> 0:43:27.440 Yeah, please tell me about it. I want to hear 0:43:27.440 --> 0:43:30.800 all about that girl he started acting knocking on my 0:43:30.920 --> 0:43:34.680 door right now? So all right, so you like being strangle? 0:43:34.760 --> 0:43:35.080 What else? 0:43:35.560 --> 0:43:38.759 A little slap in the face, yeah, spit in the mouth, like, 0:43:38.840 --> 0:43:41.200 don't know. I knew I was going before. 0:43:41.200 --> 0:43:42.279 I just had to try. I don't know. 0:43:42.320 --> 0:43:43.600 I was just talking to me to I was like, 0:43:43.640 --> 0:43:46.680 I don't like that. When it's too much fluids that 0:43:46.840 --> 0:43:51.000 aren't mine, it's getting a little crazy. So you don't swallow. No, 0:43:51.160 --> 0:43:53.440 I will, but like it's not that's not my favorite. 0:43:53.560 --> 0:43:55.000 I like to be come on, but I like to 0:43:55.040 --> 0:43:58.279 be dominated. Are you getting painted? Yeah, she says, I'm 0:43:58.320 --> 0:44:02.560 down face paint. I'm yeah, that's my favorite. That's my favorite. 0:44:02.560 --> 0:44:05.239 I like it on my back okay, yeah, like I 0:44:05.360 --> 0:44:07.080 like to start feeling that. It's like you couldn't even 0:44:07.080 --> 0:44:08.800 control yourself. It was like, yeah. 0:44:10.280 --> 0:44:13.800 It does to make that noise exactly. That's how I 0:44:13.880 --> 0:44:17.800 know it was really hidden. Yeah, they scared me. 0:44:20.040 --> 0:44:25.520 I don't know what's what I like. I give something like. 0:44:28.880 --> 0:44:32.719 Yeah, big, what about you like getting smacked? You like 0:44:32.800 --> 0:44:35.200 that I do, but. 0:44:37.000 --> 0:44:39.800 Just not too aggressively. And you have to say something 0:44:39.880 --> 0:44:40.920 before you smack. 0:44:40.680 --> 0:44:48.080 Me, like boom to say something you know morning, like. 0:44:49.400 --> 0:44:51.680 Like oh yeah, you wasn't answering my core earlier. That's 0:44:54.560 --> 0:44:57.200 are you doing this? You know what I'm saying something 0:44:57.400 --> 0:44:59.759 like like you know, but don't like just come on 0:45:00.200 --> 0:45:05.120 bout what was that? You can get an explanation? 0:45:07.160 --> 0:45:11.120 What about getting tied up? You ever did that? I've 0:45:11.280 --> 0:45:14.439 tied up, never been tied up. I'm down. Usually I'll 0:45:14.480 --> 0:45:17.919 try at least everything once except eating ass. But maybe 0:45:18.000 --> 0:45:24.160 if I love him enough, maybe it's gonna happen because 0:45:24.200 --> 0:45:26.719 Jordan is open minded. I think it's I've been around 0:45:27.320 --> 0:45:27.959 like very. 0:45:27.960 --> 0:45:30.600 Very little everything, but I'm talking about the house. 0:45:30.760 --> 0:45:33.279 No, I'd have to really emotionally of him, like I 0:45:33.640 --> 0:45:38.239 don't want to please him. Imagine and even that, that's 0:45:38.280 --> 0:45:38.520 how I. 0:45:38.520 --> 0:45:40.719 Felt about Dante. I felt like I had to please him, 0:45:40.719 --> 0:45:42.640 like no matter what. That's strong. 0:45:44.160 --> 0:45:45.359 So maybe that's why I haven't eaten. 0:45:45.560 --> 0:45:48.759 You have to be in love like crazy for that. Yeah, 0:45:49.280 --> 0:45:53.919 that's that's serious. I would please this person type ship. 0:45:54.000 --> 0:45:56.120 Okay, Okay, so maybe I had a choice between eating 0:45:56.160 --> 0:45:57.640 a man's ass and a woman's ass. 0:45:57.840 --> 0:46:01.120 Woman, okay, but the way done it before? 0:46:01.600 --> 0:46:04.120 Oh so wait a minute, so I don't know it. 0:46:04.320 --> 0:46:06.120 Yeah, I just that man. 0:46:07.400 --> 0:46:09.760 Okay, now that just changes things. But there's more parts. 0:46:10.800 --> 0:46:13.720 You got a girl. I had a girl for about 0:46:13.960 --> 0:46:14.560 three years. 0:46:14.880 --> 0:46:18.880 I mean down there. When you're down there, you're so 0:46:19.000 --> 0:46:21.879 close to everything, like every piece of that girl. Man, 0:46:22.560 --> 0:46:25.560 it's all in the in the sauce. So in the sauce. 0:46:26.840 --> 0:46:28.759 I just don't like the I'm gonna be with you. 0:46:28.880 --> 0:46:30.600 Maybe I'm afraid of the reaction. 0:46:31.880 --> 0:46:32.719 And what it is. 0:46:32.840 --> 0:46:35.399 Maybe I'm afraid of his reaction because if I look. 0:46:37.000 --> 0:46:41.319 Yeah that I never got there. I never I never got. 0:46:41.920 --> 0:46:45.680 I mean, I'll get it feels good or whatever, but 0:46:45.800 --> 0:46:49.080 not like a sensitive, like a feminine. 0:46:49.440 --> 0:46:53.600 I'm afraid of the from a man. I don't like that. 0:46:53.840 --> 0:46:54.600 Man, I haven't. 0:46:54.760 --> 0:46:55.680 That's what I'm afraid of. 0:46:55.960 --> 0:46:56.800 But I have gotten. 0:46:58.200 --> 0:47:00.279 But I think that's what it is that I'm afraid of. 0:47:00.400 --> 0:47:03.200 Like the reaction. Yeah, and then it's like, I don't 0:47:03.239 --> 0:47:04.839 think I'm gonna do this all the time. Now you're 0:47:04.840 --> 0:47:08.279 gonna get this once a year. You gotta be real 0:47:08.360 --> 0:47:09.399 good that whole year. 0:47:09.520 --> 0:47:14.080 That also happens every day. They don't think if they 0:47:14.160 --> 0:47:16.520 really like it, they expected it was to the point 0:47:16.520 --> 0:47:18.160 where there's one guy I was dealing with. He liked 0:47:18.160 --> 0:47:20.120 it so much, and he I always did it, And 0:47:20.239 --> 0:47:21.880 then I realized that when I didn't do it, he 0:47:21.880 --> 0:47:24.120 would ask for it. So then I purposely started not 0:47:24.280 --> 0:47:31.080 doing it just so they asked for it. But look, 0:47:31.160 --> 0:47:32.440 you like it more than you like. 0:47:34.160 --> 0:47:35.959 No, Yeah, I love like getting my answer. 0:47:36.560 --> 0:47:37.320 Do you ask for it? 0:47:39.320 --> 0:47:43.000 I really didn't have to the first time I laughed 0:47:43.000 --> 0:47:45.680 at him. The first time somebody in my eyes, I 0:47:45.800 --> 0:47:48.760 was laughing the whole entire time. It was a tickled 0:47:48.880 --> 0:47:50.920 or maybe he liked it a lot. Maybe he was 0:47:51.000 --> 0:47:52.400 that so he wanted to do it to me, and 0:47:52.520 --> 0:47:54.480 you liked it. I didn't. I didn't know if I 0:47:54.600 --> 0:47:59.200 liked that. I was just laughing going on. Then when 0:47:59.280 --> 0:48:02.000 we came again, he didn't do it. I was heated, right, 0:48:02.760 --> 0:48:03.960 I'm like, where's the giggles? 0:48:05.040 --> 0:48:08.680 Makes me laugh? But my booty whole baby? 0:48:09.600 --> 0:48:11.560 And then I just loved it. I became love it, 0:48:11.840 --> 0:48:14.040 and I feel like that's a deal breaker from me 0:48:14.160 --> 0:48:16.719 in a relationship. I will now date you none of 0:48:16.800 --> 0:48:18.359 that if you don't want to eat my ass. Someone said, 0:48:18.360 --> 0:48:20.600 we're good like any man you've ever seen me with? 0:48:21.400 --> 0:48:22.000 How's definitely? 0:48:22.520 --> 0:48:23.160 Can you come from that? 0:48:23.400 --> 0:48:24.200 Sure? Oh yeah? 0:48:25.320 --> 0:48:28.319 Wow? See are we missing out? Jeordie Jordan? 0:48:28.480 --> 0:48:32.160 You are? You never had a man spitting your boat? 0:48:32.400 --> 0:48:37.200 I like it, but I've never really liked my asshole 0:48:37.239 --> 0:48:40.239 feeling wet? Yeah, I don't like it at all? What 0:48:40.360 --> 0:48:42.279 about them? I don't like it at all? 0:48:42.840 --> 0:48:43.880 You too pretty for that. 0:48:44.000 --> 0:48:48.880 I don't like I've done all that. I don't like him. 0:48:49.520 --> 0:48:53.360 I don't like that, But again, maybe it's the person. 0:48:53.520 --> 0:48:55.359 It might be the person I like a little thumb 0:48:55.400 --> 0:48:59.239 in my butt. I'll take a thumb over. I get 0:48:59.280 --> 0:48:59.920 really stressed. 0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:00.480 You do it? 0:49:00.719 --> 0:49:03.000 Yeah, you guess like, am I going to fire an? 0:49:05.560 --> 0:49:07.759 That's why I haven't done? But se no, No, she's right. 0:49:08.160 --> 0:49:12.400 I know that feeling. I know that feeling right because 0:49:12.400 --> 0:49:12.759 what if. 0:49:12.680 --> 0:49:15.560 I literally anything could happen. Well, I will say this, 0:49:15.719 --> 0:49:18.239 there have definitely been guys up here who have talked 0:49:18.239 --> 0:49:21.279 about anal experiences and ship being on their dick when 0:49:21.320 --> 0:49:23.760 they because it definitely does happen. 0:49:24.640 --> 0:49:27.960 You know, it is the game, you know, And I'm 0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:31.000 not willing to take that risk for nothing because that 0:49:31.239 --> 0:49:33.680 man is forever going to be like, yo, I don't. 0:49:33.840 --> 0:49:38.000 They don't care or they know I don't like embarrassed. 0:49:38.280 --> 0:49:39.719 I take embarrassing. 0:49:39.840 --> 0:49:41.319 Even the man that has told us about it, they 0:49:41.400 --> 0:49:44.200 don't care. Yeah, people, you guys who don't care about that. 0:49:44.280 --> 0:49:47.399 Guys are nasty. We worry about the things that don't 0:49:47.520 --> 0:49:49.560 think that they're going to care about. And in all reality, 0:49:49.640 --> 0:49:51.920 they really don't care. They don't care. You could fight 0:49:52.040 --> 0:49:53.279 in the bed, you could fight in front of them, 0:49:53.280 --> 0:49:54.680 they don't care. As a matter of that, I can 0:49:54.760 --> 0:49:56.600 make them think that you know, you love them even 0:49:56.640 --> 0:49:59.880 more because more open open like this in front of you. 0:50:00.000 --> 0:50:01.600 I would die. Mm hmm. 0:50:02.280 --> 0:50:03.919 No iceis you could talk about ice? 0:50:04.080 --> 0:50:06.000 Is wet water it means he said, it's wet. 0:50:06.600 --> 0:50:09.160 Yeah, you commit is watering down the Okay? 0:50:09.200 --> 0:50:16.759 I didn't wish made up? Oh yeah, now listen, let's 0:50:16.760 --> 0:50:19.960 talk about it. Aside from that. So you said you're 0:50:20.000 --> 0:50:21.680 not looking for any I feel like I need a 0:50:21.680 --> 0:50:24.840 little something girl, Jordi. Joe ran to the bathroom and 0:50:24.840 --> 0:50:27.840 then came back and asked about golden showers. Yeah, because 0:50:27.880 --> 0:50:33.839 I don't know. She had pe on the mine right big, 0:50:33.920 --> 0:50:34.839 he said, not in my bed. 0:50:35.400 --> 0:50:38.879 There's a song playing in my head. What you think 0:50:38.920 --> 0:50:43.040 you're in the thing? I see right through you, right 0:50:43.120 --> 0:50:43.640 through your ship? 0:50:44.640 --> 0:50:45.840 Are you asking because you like it? 0:50:46.440 --> 0:50:46.480 No? 0:50:47.440 --> 0:50:48.600 Has it been done to you before? 0:50:48.840 --> 0:50:49.680 Yeah, but I didn't. 0:50:49.680 --> 0:50:55.279 I didn't know you in a shower shower, shower, don't come. 0:50:55.360 --> 0:50:56.160 But I was like, what I mean? 0:50:56.440 --> 0:50:57.040 Not that freaking? 0:50:57.520 --> 0:50:59.879 I'm not I'm like mild freaking. Yeah I'm not. I'm 0:51:00.040 --> 0:51:02.120 I'm high freak and I want not letting nobody feel me. 0:51:02.239 --> 0:51:05.560 Sorry, yeah, real ship, you're not, he. 0:51:05.560 --> 0:51:08.640 Said, I'm high freaking. I'm not doing that. Why why 0:51:08.800 --> 0:51:10.000 is that though? What is it about it? 0:51:10.480 --> 0:51:12.680 Because what are you getting out of that? I'm not 0:51:12.719 --> 0:51:15.040 getting out of anything out of it. What pleasure are 0:51:15.040 --> 0:51:16.840 you getting from piss. 0:51:16.760 --> 0:51:18.560 On the floor, the toilet, everything. 0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:27.759 On him? Consider in the bathroom, Like where is that 0:51:27.880 --> 0:51:32.520 going out about? I mean, yeah, especially if we're in 0:51:32.560 --> 0:51:33.279 the hotel. 0:51:33.280 --> 0:51:34.359 Ship you know what I'm saying? 0:51:35.200 --> 0:51:38.960 My bit definitely tell what is the freakst thing somebody 0:51:39.040 --> 0:51:39.560 asked you to do? 0:51:40.680 --> 0:51:42.000 He asked me to like lick his goo. 0:51:43.080 --> 0:51:44.600 Okay, that's not crazy. 0:51:44.920 --> 0:51:45.719 Asked me if I did it? 0:51:46.280 --> 0:51:50.279 Did you do it? Yeah, the same thing as looking 0:51:50.320 --> 0:51:51.080 at ass. I don't know. 0:51:52.000 --> 0:51:54.960 Right there, I did, but I won't eat no ass. 0:51:55.880 --> 0:51:59.600 But I licked the good one man? Because how long 0:51:59.640 --> 0:52:00.239 did you look it for? 0:52:00.560 --> 0:52:03.120 Was it like a sweet just a little. 0:52:06.800 --> 0:52:11.080 To please that man? Bitch? Yes, that was my motherfucking husband, 0:52:11.200 --> 0:52:15.120 a real oh ship. But he didn't ask me. But 0:52:15.200 --> 0:52:16.760 I did it because I want to see his reaccent. 0:52:18.640 --> 0:52:20.680 He wanted to see how he was gonna react. Yeah, 0:52:21.200 --> 0:52:22.000 and how did he react? 0:52:23.480 --> 0:52:28.080 That's between I mean, I still love me, Okay, that 0:52:28.160 --> 0:52:30.520 man still love me to the day he passed. Right 0:52:31.400 --> 0:52:34.840 like we was working on a child and everything. Absolutely, 0:52:34.840 --> 0:52:37.560 I was supposed to be pregnant right now, girl, damn? 0:52:38.040 --> 0:52:38.799 Like you know what I mean? 0:52:39.120 --> 0:52:41.399 Right God? But you know, do you do you feel 0:52:41.520 --> 0:52:44.360 like he's watching you, like watching you feel angel for 0:52:44.520 --> 0:52:45.000 his presence. 0:52:45.280 --> 0:52:48.120 I do, And sometimes it scares me because when he 0:52:48.120 --> 0:52:50.800 would be in jail, he'll be like I see everything. 0:52:51.080 --> 0:52:52.239 You think I don't know. I seen you in the 0:52:53.200 --> 0:52:55.320 Yeah you had that black shirt on. You know what 0:52:55.360 --> 0:52:58.799 I mean, because you know the boys girl in the club, right, 0:52:59.040 --> 0:53:01.040 she had a black shirt. You know what I mean. 0:53:01.560 --> 0:53:03.520 I feel like I could still hear him say that, like, yo, 0:53:03.600 --> 0:53:05.720 don't think I don't see you because I know everything. 0:53:05.760 --> 0:53:07.360 He would say, and like, yeah, I know everything, I 0:53:07.440 --> 0:53:11.000 see everything. I feel like he could still see everything. 0:53:11.200 --> 0:53:14.360 Like even if I like flirt with somebody online or 0:53:14.600 --> 0:53:18.680 oh yeah cute, like thank you, like I see you. 0:53:19.400 --> 0:53:21.040 But at the same time, I'm sure he wanted to 0:53:21.080 --> 0:53:23.920 see you thrive and yeah, I would want to see you. 0:53:24.200 --> 0:53:27.720 Yeah. He was like my biggest supporter, Like my biggest supporter, 0:53:27.960 --> 0:53:31.279 like even like I would be so scared and like 0:53:31.360 --> 0:53:36.880 he'll tell his cousins like Dominin, like, oh that's my name, sorry, Dominin. 0:53:37.000 --> 0:53:39.200 She's so shory, like she needs to use her voice, like, 0:53:39.239 --> 0:53:40.960 and I would be like trying to do my voice, 0:53:41.000 --> 0:53:44.520 like this girl was your voice, it was your voice. 0:53:44.520 --> 0:53:46.560 He always teld me that, like she would be taken 0:53:46.640 --> 0:53:49.400 over right now, she would just assert herself. 0:53:49.120 --> 0:53:51.960 More like and I think you know, and we said 0:53:52.000 --> 0:53:54.640 that when you first walked in. Because honestly, having a 0:53:54.719 --> 0:53:58.320 distinctive voice is a positive thing. And I think also 0:53:58.480 --> 0:54:02.880 being polarizing is a positive thing. Where there's people polarizing, 0:54:02.880 --> 0:54:04.480 I'm gonna tell you right now, because it means that 0:54:04.600 --> 0:54:06.359 some people love it and some people hate it. Yeah, 0:54:06.680 --> 0:54:12.000 and that's polarizing. It's two different polar opposites. Would you 0:54:12.000 --> 0:54:15.120 say they can't figure it out? Yeah, yeah, I think 0:54:15.200 --> 0:54:18.040 that's a good thing because people will watch you to 0:54:18.120 --> 0:54:19.799 hate on you, but people that love you will also 0:54:19.880 --> 0:54:20.360 watch you and. 0:54:20.400 --> 0:54:22.759 To support because they want to figure out what's next. 0:54:23.360 --> 0:54:24.479 So what is next? 0:54:26.680 --> 0:54:30.319 Everything's neags Like I'm an amazing cook. I know y'all 0:54:30.360 --> 0:54:33.239 didn't know that, but y'all see this meat on my arm, 0:54:33.320 --> 0:54:36.200 so y'all know I could cook. Like I'm an amazing cook. 0:54:36.239 --> 0:54:38.640 I got I have a new season in coming out 0:54:38.680 --> 0:54:40.120 that my mom have been working on. 0:54:40.960 --> 0:54:41.520 Okay, but. 0:54:43.320 --> 0:54:45.560 You know what like a good season is like when 0:54:45.600 --> 0:54:46.960 you go to the store and you're like, yo, I 0:54:47.040 --> 0:54:47.920 need my sofrito. 0:54:48.560 --> 0:54:50.040 I'm not about to cook this without that. 0:54:51.480 --> 0:54:53.759 That's what that season is given. Like, y'all, I can't 0:54:53.840 --> 0:54:55.759 cook without this right here? 0:54:56.280 --> 0:54:57.479 What's your specialty dish? 0:54:57.840 --> 0:55:01.000 My specialty dish? I would definitely say, like stuff salmon. 0:55:02.640 --> 0:55:04.520 I had a man that loves salmon, so I feel 0:55:04.560 --> 0:55:08.680 like I mastered it, like stuff salmon. I know it 0:55:08.760 --> 0:55:11.080 sounds basic when they be like off rado, but I 0:55:11.200 --> 0:55:13.799 really make like a real life stuff salmon off rado, 0:55:13.920 --> 0:55:14.520 like something like. 0:55:18.800 --> 0:55:21.200 Yeah, ingredients. 0:55:22.440 --> 0:55:25.600 My foot in the period. It's crazy be long and. 0:55:25.680 --> 0:55:28.240 All and do you see yourself staying on Baddies? 0:55:29.880 --> 0:55:33.120 Absolutely, Zeus is home. Zeus is home for sure. Zeus 0:55:33.200 --> 0:55:33.480 is home. 0:55:33.520 --> 0:55:34.640 Can we expect to spin off? 0:55:36.800 --> 0:55:39.560 We need like a like a Biggies boot camp, Like y'all, 0:55:39.760 --> 0:55:42.680 I'm a mass like monster in the gym. But that's 0:55:42.719 --> 0:55:45.239 another thing, Like you guys would think, like how does 0:55:45.280 --> 0:55:47.640 biggies stay fit? You've been seeing me three or four seasons. 0:55:47.680 --> 0:55:49.319 All I keep doing is getting more and more fit, 0:55:49.719 --> 0:55:51.320 you know what I mean? And they don't know, like 0:55:51.880 --> 0:55:54.719 I work out crazy like like I guess like in 0:55:54.800 --> 0:55:57.200 the first season, like they gotta see me a little 0:55:57.280 --> 0:55:58.839 run around to me, Yeah, I know how to run. 0:55:59.160 --> 0:56:00.919 I could pick up in you know what I'm saying, 0:56:01.040 --> 0:56:04.400 Like I'm really good, Like I'm big. I'm big on fitness, 0:56:04.880 --> 0:56:07.960 I'm big on cooking, like big on just positivity, Like 0:56:08.080 --> 0:56:10.400 mental health is big for me, Like you know, like 0:56:10.680 --> 0:56:13.160 I have a semi colon right here. It's like a 0:56:13.239 --> 0:56:17.520 sign of like continuance, you know. And when I wanted 0:56:17.560 --> 0:56:19.120 to give up, Like the only thing that caught me 0:56:19.320 --> 0:56:23.520 was like my cooking, like cooking better for myself, my fitness, 0:56:23.840 --> 0:56:27.000 like making sure. Yeah, I feel like that's really like 0:56:27.080 --> 0:56:28.840 a lot of things that people don't see about me, 0:56:29.000 --> 0:56:31.960 Like yeah, like they see like I feel like I 0:56:32.040 --> 0:56:36.320 give them everything, like the emotional Biggie, the boss Biggie, 0:56:36.320 --> 0:56:38.880 the party Biggie, the flight of Biggie, but they got 0:56:39.000 --> 0:56:41.000 to see, like you know, see it all. 0:56:41.200 --> 0:56:43.440 Like what do you think is like a misconception about 0:56:43.480 --> 0:56:45.680 you on the show? Like that you see people saying 0:56:46.440 --> 0:56:49.000 a misconception about me, like something that's not true, but 0:56:49.120 --> 0:56:51.800 people will say and it bothers you so much, Like 0:56:51.920 --> 0:56:53.520 I can't believe that they think this about me. 0:56:54.600 --> 0:56:57.000 Oh my god. They called me a man forever. 0:57:00.080 --> 0:57:03.719 Quite clearly. They thought I was like a man and 0:57:03.880 --> 0:57:06.359 that was like it's your voice though, it's your which 0:57:06.600 --> 0:57:06.799 you know. 0:57:07.040 --> 0:57:07.840 And my demeanor. 0:57:07.920 --> 0:57:11.719 I guess you know you do security like about competent women. 0:57:11.880 --> 0:57:14.359 Yeah, honestly I'm a woman too, but I'm dead aut 0:57:14.400 --> 0:57:18.560 for real. Nigga first, Ja. 0:57:19.200 --> 0:57:23.440 Her first first, Jason love and hipp and I know 0:57:23.600 --> 0:57:25.919 Jocelyn very well. We used to dance together. I've seen 0:57:25.960 --> 0:57:28.880 that ladies Vagina plenty of times. And trust and believe, 0:57:28.960 --> 0:57:31.000 I know it's pretty, and trust and believe she's a 0:57:31.000 --> 0:57:34.680 fool woman okay, and and and just as a just 0:57:34.880 --> 0:57:37.800 as somebody who knows her personally and who was I 0:57:37.960 --> 0:57:39.520 was offended that they kept calling her man. 0:57:40.320 --> 0:57:41.800 That's what people do like to be. 0:57:42.960 --> 0:57:44.880 Its messed up, like you know when when Nikki was 0:57:44.960 --> 0:57:48.640 like when when Wayne walked on stage and he's like, yo, 0:57:48.720 --> 0:57:51.360 we need the lights here, say oh, he's a boss. 0:57:52.120 --> 0:57:54.200 But when Nikki did it, it's like, oh, she's a 0:57:54.240 --> 0:57:59.480 bitch right olem. That's the problem. I feel like they 0:57:59.520 --> 0:58:02.680 don't think biggies masculine. They think that biggies a boss 0:58:03.680 --> 0:58:07.480 and they and they connect that to masculinity and not 0:58:07.600 --> 0:58:10.320 thinking like your females were just as much as both 0:58:10.400 --> 0:58:15.800 you think of man runs that it's a woman running 0:58:15.840 --> 0:58:18.000 this ship, you know what I'm saying. And it's really 0:58:18.040 --> 0:58:18.880 the woman running it. 0:58:18.960 --> 0:58:21.920 It's always it's always the woman running it every time. 0:58:22.680 --> 0:58:25.360 Like you, there is no Obama without the Michelle period. 0:58:25.600 --> 0:58:26.160 That's a fact. 0:58:28.560 --> 0:58:32.680 Because we can't speak Chinese, we can't speak English, right, gotcha. 0:58:35.440 --> 0:58:47.960 Okay, listen, I can't do all that hilarious. 0:58:49.920 --> 0:58:51.720 Yeah, that's really what it is, you know. And I 0:58:51.760 --> 0:58:56.600 feel like I'm not masculine. I'm a boss. Like at 0:58:56.640 --> 0:58:58.320 the end of the day, like if y'all want to 0:58:58.360 --> 0:59:01.280 connect masculine to be the bull, so be it. 0:59:01.600 --> 0:59:03.360 And then another thing I do want to bring this up. 0:59:03.360 --> 0:59:06.240 Another thing I saw was being Dominican and not being black, 0:59:06.360 --> 0:59:09.320 and people so talk about that because. 0:59:10.680 --> 0:59:14.160 That's a problem. So I am black. Realistically, we're all 0:59:14.440 --> 0:59:17.440 we're all black. The boat just stopped at a different 0:59:17.520 --> 0:59:20.840 fucking islands. My mom lying, glay, you know what I'm saying, Like, 0:59:20.920 --> 0:59:23.640 we're all black. The boat just stopped at a different islands. 0:59:23.680 --> 0:59:25.360 So it made you Puerto Rican, and it made meet 0:59:25.400 --> 0:59:27.360 Dominican and it made you k rady and made you 0:59:27.520 --> 0:59:29.640 this and the mean that it's the same thing you 0:59:29.760 --> 0:59:32.240 got me. Like recently on my podcast, they were mad 0:59:32.280 --> 0:59:33.760 that I said that, like I'm not black. I just 0:59:33.800 --> 0:59:36.240 feel like I'm not black. To give out nigga cards, 0:59:36.960 --> 0:59:41.680 You'll say, Dominicana, you got me. I'm not fully black, 0:59:41.720 --> 0:59:45.200 so I can't say, hey, you can say nigga Okay, yeah, 0:59:45.200 --> 0:59:46.960 because I just can't give out nigga cards. This is 0:59:47.000 --> 0:59:49.120 how I feel. But I'm definitely off of Latina. 0:59:48.960 --> 0:59:52.000 Right after Latina. Yeah, okay, good. I just want to 0:59:52.040 --> 0:59:53.640 make sure because I said that was a big thing 0:59:53.880 --> 0:59:55.480 where people saw you said. 0:59:55.280 --> 0:59:56.680 That, they're freaking out about it. 0:59:58.960 --> 1:00:01.680 That's their problem marriage, that's their ignorant. 1:00:02.520 --> 1:00:05.520 Are different, just like European white people are different and 1:00:05.600 --> 1:00:10.960 whatever whatever. Like we are different than other cultures. It 1:00:11.000 --> 1:00:13.440 doesn't make the baseline any different, but like how we 1:00:13.680 --> 1:00:16.680 move and what cards we can give out are a 1:00:16.800 --> 1:00:17.440 little different. 1:00:18.080 --> 1:00:20.160 I don't want you handing out a Dominican car, right, 1:00:20.320 --> 1:00:29.480 like you know all the roots to be given cards? No, you. 1:00:32.040 --> 1:00:34.560 Know and went to the dr once like that's all 1:00:34.600 --> 1:00:36.120 I got twice? 1:00:36.200 --> 1:00:36.880 Maybe you know? 1:00:37.320 --> 1:00:40.920 Yeah, Well listen, I appreciate you for coming through. And 1:00:41.160 --> 1:00:42.880 I know that you're going to be doing your press, 1:00:43.360 --> 1:00:46.480 but hopefully this was your first uh A nice first 1:00:46.520 --> 1:00:47.040 stop for you. 1:00:47.640 --> 1:00:50.280 This was my first stop on the Biggies tour, and 1:00:50.400 --> 1:00:53.760 let me tell you, it was absolutely amazing. And I'm 1:00:53.760 --> 1:00:56.240 gonna let them know any of the podcast. I'm going 1:00:56.360 --> 1:00:58.880 back to lip service, so I'm not coming back here. 1:00:59.480 --> 1:01:01.120 I'm not come back here. I'm on over here and 1:01:01.160 --> 1:01:02.000 we're gonna talk about it. 1:01:02.040 --> 1:01:05.640 There and then listen. So you have some homework and 1:01:05.760 --> 1:01:08.480 some jobs to do. We're do an experiments. 1:01:08.560 --> 1:01:10.439 So yeah, you know what that means. 1:01:10.480 --> 1:01:11.040 What do you have to do? 1:01:11.320 --> 1:01:11.520 Blow? 1:01:15.280 --> 1:01:18.720 That's part of the ASMR. You gotta do all heaven? Yeah, 1:01:18.800 --> 1:01:22.360 heavy blow, you gotta fill up. 1:01:22.360 --> 1:01:22.880 It's fine. 1:01:24.520 --> 1:01:26.440 And the record. 1:01:26.680 --> 1:01:30.600 You want to let somebody looking I had, She's not 1:01:30.680 --> 1:01:30.960 into it. 1:01:31.640 --> 1:01:33.840 I know you don't like it, but look at nipple. 1:01:35.480 --> 1:01:37.480 I can agree to look a nipple. Okay, there we go, 1:01:38.080 --> 1:01:46.360 baby steps. There's nothing I could tell you to do. Yeah, Unfortunately, 1:01:46.560 --> 1:01:49.920 get Pete on. No, I'm kidding, No, No, I'm not 1:01:50.680 --> 1:01:53.360 at the hotel. I'll put you on somebody. Okay, are 1:01:53.520 --> 1:01:55.800 fair enough assignment? I always got to be right now, 1:01:57.640 --> 1:02:00.920 got some for you. All right of service, yes,