1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:02,120 Speaker 1: Hello, gorgeous, It's Lala Kent. 2 00:00:02,560 --> 00:00:05,920 Speaker 2: Welcome to Untraditionally Lala. 3 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:07,480 Speaker 1: Hello, my loves It is Lala Kent. 4 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:11,200 Speaker 2: Welcome back to Untraditionally Lala. I'm here with te t Boy. 5 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:14,400 Speaker 2: Hey hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm what's happening. 6 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:17,759 Speaker 1: How's it going? 7 00:00:18,800 --> 00:00:21,520 Speaker 3: It's going. You think you get over it and then 8 00:00:21,560 --> 00:00:23,320 Speaker 3: you just get back into it, you know. 9 00:00:23,680 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 1: Yeah. 10 00:00:25,400 --> 00:00:29,240 Speaker 2: So it's been a week since we made the very 11 00:00:29,280 --> 00:00:33,160 Speaker 2: difficult decision to. 12 00:00:31,800 --> 00:00:33,360 Speaker 1: Send Lily to Doggie have been. 13 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:38,880 Speaker 2: I asked Easton to be on this episode, so I'm 14 00:00:38,880 --> 00:00:43,920 Speaker 2: not just crying to myself. So I think we've been 15 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:48,960 Speaker 2: really really open about Lily and just what's happened to 16 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:50,640 Speaker 2: her over the past year. 17 00:00:50,760 --> 00:00:53,320 Speaker 1: I want to say, I feel like she had. 18 00:00:53,200 --> 00:00:58,800 Speaker 2: A significant decline about two and a half years ago, 19 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:02,600 Speaker 2: almost three, when we all went to Hawaii for the 20 00:01:02,600 --> 00:01:04,760 Speaker 2: first time and we were gone for ten days. 21 00:01:04,880 --> 00:01:06,080 Speaker 1: We left Lily. 22 00:01:07,280 --> 00:01:10,640 Speaker 2: With a friend and she was in a completely new 23 00:01:10,760 --> 00:01:15,319 Speaker 2: environment for the longest time that I've left her ever ever. 24 00:01:16,319 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 2: And when I came home, I had been told like 25 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:20,840 Speaker 2: the dog Lily has a. 26 00:01:20,840 --> 00:01:22,640 Speaker 1: Hotspot, and I was like, oh, she gets those all 27 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:23,000 Speaker 1: the time. 28 00:01:23,160 --> 00:01:27,000 Speaker 2: I'll be home tonight and when I get home, her 29 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:32,039 Speaker 2: entire back leg is just raw from her butt down to. 30 00:01:32,080 --> 00:01:34,320 Speaker 3: Like her ankle, her achilles. 31 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:39,959 Speaker 2: Yeah, and then he said like she had been licking 32 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 2: it a lot, which is obviously normal. But I wake 33 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:44,560 Speaker 2: up the next morning with her, and you know, I 34 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:47,360 Speaker 2: babed it because she gets those. She was getting hotspots 35 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:50,880 Speaker 2: quite a bit towards the end, and so I had 36 00:01:50,920 --> 00:01:54,440 Speaker 2: all the stuff that I needed from the vet, babied it, 37 00:01:55,200 --> 00:01:59,800 Speaker 2: and I had white drapes in my room. And at 38 00:01:59,840 --> 00:02:01,640 Speaker 2: this point in time, we were still at the Palazzo 39 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:05,360 Speaker 2: in West Hollywood, across from the Grove, and I wake 40 00:02:05,480 --> 00:02:09,160 Speaker 2: up and it's like it stinks and she's soaking wet, 41 00:02:09,200 --> 00:02:10,840 Speaker 2: and I'm like, there's no way that this is just 42 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:12,120 Speaker 2: from her licking herself. 43 00:02:12,200 --> 00:02:13,480 Speaker 1: Again, this is like three years ago. 44 00:02:13,919 --> 00:02:16,200 Speaker 2: And I look at my drapes where she would lay 45 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:19,840 Speaker 2: and it was just like yellow, which I knew right then, Okay, 46 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:24,000 Speaker 2: she's peeing herself. So I then put her in diapers, 47 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:28,000 Speaker 2: and that's how we were doing the whole bit. We 48 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:29,640 Speaker 2: got her back on her feet to where she didn't 49 00:02:29,639 --> 00:02:32,680 Speaker 2: have to wear the diapers anymore. She was on incontinence medication. 50 00:02:33,919 --> 00:02:37,840 Speaker 2: Cut to we move into the new house. I'm about 51 00:02:37,840 --> 00:02:42,840 Speaker 2: a week away from giving birth to Sosa, and mom 52 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 2: is yelling to me and keep in mind, you guys, 53 00:02:45,080 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 2: I'm noticing that she's acting very different. 54 00:02:48,080 --> 00:02:50,240 Speaker 1: She's like falling down the stairs. 55 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:52,320 Speaker 2: It got to the point where at the new house 56 00:02:53,080 --> 00:02:55,040 Speaker 2: she couldn't even go up the stairs to sleep in 57 00:02:55,040 --> 00:02:57,360 Speaker 2: my room, which is where she would normally sleep, because 58 00:02:57,400 --> 00:02:59,960 Speaker 2: she would literally face plant down the stairs. 59 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:02,720 Speaker 1: So she's in my mom's room. 60 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:07,560 Speaker 2: My mom yaells up to me and she said, Lily 61 00:03:07,639 --> 00:03:09,680 Speaker 2: can't move and it looks like she's seizing. 62 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:13,240 Speaker 1: So I run in there. She's like stiff as. 63 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:17,040 Speaker 2: A board and her eye she's finally like coming to her. 64 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,360 Speaker 1: Her eyes are fluttering back and forth. 65 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:22,400 Speaker 2: I call the neighbor. Neighbor comes over. We put her 66 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:24,600 Speaker 2: in the car, take her to the vet. 67 00:03:25,400 --> 00:03:26,040 Speaker 3: And she. 68 00:03:27,960 --> 00:03:31,200 Speaker 2: Ended up having a stroke in the back of the 69 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:32,960 Speaker 2: car on the way on the way. 70 00:03:32,760 --> 00:03:37,280 Speaker 1: There to the vet's office. But she had seized at 71 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:37,680 Speaker 1: the house. 72 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:40,040 Speaker 3: Here's the thing with a dog, you can never be 73 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:43,000 Speaker 3: too long winded because everybody can relate to you. Yeah, 74 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:45,480 Speaker 3: there's not one thing that somebody can't relate to with 75 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:48,680 Speaker 3: the dog. We've all had one yeah, you know. Yeah, 76 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:50,640 Speaker 3: And to be honest, I really like what you're saying, 77 00:03:50,640 --> 00:03:53,440 Speaker 3: because I forgot that. We even put her in diapers 78 00:03:53,560 --> 00:03:57,200 Speaker 3: for yeah, the first while we were getting her all 79 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:59,840 Speaker 3: prepped to see what was going on, I totally forgot. 80 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:02,880 Speaker 2: So we get to the vet. That was the diagnosis 81 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:05,640 Speaker 2: is she's had a stroke. She would walk around after. 82 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 1: We got home. I will laugh at that, My sweet baby. 83 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:11,160 Speaker 2: She would walk around and her head was cocked like this, 84 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:12,960 Speaker 2: and she was very off balance. 85 00:04:13,800 --> 00:04:15,680 Speaker 1: And that lasted for quite some time. 86 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:18,560 Speaker 2: So then we had to put her on dramamine because 87 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:20,520 Speaker 2: her eyes were flickering. So he was like, the reason 88 00:04:20,520 --> 00:04:24,760 Speaker 2: why she's falling over is because not because the head 89 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:26,839 Speaker 2: is cocked, but because the eyes will not stop going 90 00:04:26,880 --> 00:04:30,599 Speaker 2: back and forth. So until that stops, which they gave 91 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:32,120 Speaker 2: her something, but he said it could take a couple 92 00:04:32,160 --> 00:04:34,719 Speaker 2: of days till that stops. Give her the dramamine because 93 00:04:34,760 --> 00:04:39,039 Speaker 2: that will help her not be so off balance. And 94 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:42,520 Speaker 2: then she was like heavily medicated from that time and 95 00:04:42,560 --> 00:04:43,880 Speaker 2: when was that two years ago? 96 00:04:44,560 --> 00:04:48,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, and then from there it just hurt. The medication 97 00:04:48,279 --> 00:04:53,440 Speaker 3: just kept getting bigger doses or adding another Yeah. 98 00:04:53,520 --> 00:04:56,720 Speaker 2: Cut to where we were the past you know, few 99 00:04:56,720 --> 00:04:58,800 Speaker 2: months she definitely could not. 100 00:04:59,080 --> 00:05:01,520 Speaker 1: I mean I kept the dog alive selfishly. 101 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:07,040 Speaker 3: No, I mean we did. That's where I'm I have 102 00:05:07,080 --> 00:05:11,120 Speaker 3: to laugh because I'll cry same emotion by the way 103 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:17,200 Speaker 3: I filled out like the quality of life. Yeah, and 104 00:05:18,040 --> 00:05:19,560 Speaker 3: I don't know if people have done this, but it's 105 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:21,120 Speaker 3: like zero to nine when you're. 106 00:05:21,160 --> 00:05:22,720 Speaker 1: They have you do it at the vest office when 107 00:05:22,760 --> 00:05:23,960 Speaker 1: you're struggling. 108 00:05:23,560 --> 00:05:25,839 Speaker 3: To make it if you don't know. And I filled 109 00:05:25,839 --> 00:05:29,200 Speaker 3: it out and like I was being like, we'll just 110 00:05:29,200 --> 00:05:32,040 Speaker 3: give her warm instead of two on this one because 111 00:05:32,120 --> 00:05:34,680 Speaker 3: she wants to but you can't. But she wants to. 112 00:05:35,200 --> 00:05:36,720 Speaker 3: And at the very end I added it up and 113 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:39,600 Speaker 3: I was like shot in hell, like she. 114 00:05:39,480 --> 00:05:42,360 Speaker 2: Was twenty six and that's when you know, like. 115 00:05:42,360 --> 00:05:45,960 Speaker 3: Okay, it was like thirty something and she was twenty six. Oh, 116 00:05:46,160 --> 00:05:47,960 Speaker 3: and there was more to fill out, and I was like, 117 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:51,080 Speaker 3: I think we're done here, but like I was reading 118 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:54,560 Speaker 3: through things too, and it was like barking at the mailman. 119 00:05:54,640 --> 00:05:56,200 Speaker 3: I was like, all right, she barks at people in 120 00:05:56,240 --> 00:05:58,679 Speaker 3: the backyard, but it was like, does she get up? 121 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:02,520 Speaker 1: I was like, she can't. She wants to, but she can't. 122 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:07,440 Speaker 3: So that's where like filling that out, and like we 123 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 3: had to pick the dog up for a year and 124 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:10,640 Speaker 3: a half. 125 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:12,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, we had to take her out to go to 126 00:06:12,760 --> 00:06:16,400 Speaker 2: the bathroom and there were multiple peas and poops in 127 00:06:16,480 --> 00:06:20,600 Speaker 2: the house a day because she could she physically. 128 00:06:20,120 --> 00:06:21,520 Speaker 1: Could not move her own body. 129 00:06:21,560 --> 00:06:23,839 Speaker 2: Once we got her on her feet, you would have 130 00:06:23,920 --> 00:06:25,240 Speaker 2: to just kind of hold her as if you were 131 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:27,799 Speaker 2: teaching a toddler how to walk. Walk. 132 00:06:28,360 --> 00:06:30,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, and then she was good. But that was the 133 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:31,560 Speaker 3: other thing that was bad. 134 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:34,560 Speaker 1: She walks became non existent at. 135 00:06:34,440 --> 00:06:39,320 Speaker 3: The yes, last couple months, the last three months. 136 00:06:39,080 --> 00:06:40,880 Speaker 1: Way more than that. Easton, when's the. 137 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:42,520 Speaker 3: Last time we walked? I guess I hadn't. 138 00:06:42,839 --> 00:06:44,560 Speaker 2: I had not been able to take her on a 139 00:06:44,600 --> 00:06:47,599 Speaker 2: walk since Soso was like brand new. 140 00:06:49,839 --> 00:06:52,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, but she would bark at like to go outside. 141 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:54,360 Speaker 3: That was the sad thing is like she couldn't get up. 142 00:06:54,400 --> 00:06:56,600 Speaker 3: She'd bark to go out, and as we'd pick her up, 143 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:58,600 Speaker 3: you have to pick her up, and it's like putting 144 00:06:58,680 --> 00:07:01,480 Speaker 3: stress on. So then she'd so then she'd pee or poop, 145 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:04,719 Speaker 3: and then it was it just became a whole lot, 146 00:07:05,240 --> 00:07:05,640 Speaker 3: it did. 147 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:08,120 Speaker 2: It became a whole lot for the family. It became 148 00:07:08,200 --> 00:07:12,080 Speaker 2: a whole lot for the dog most importantly, like, so 149 00:07:12,120 --> 00:07:14,880 Speaker 2: we had probably made an appointment I want to say, 150 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:19,840 Speaker 2: minimum of fifteen times to like go in and send 151 00:07:19,920 --> 00:07:23,080 Speaker 2: her to the Rainbow Bridge, and every time we would 152 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:25,360 Speaker 2: cancel or the dog would walk back through the door 153 00:07:25,440 --> 00:07:28,600 Speaker 2: because we just could not do it. And there were 154 00:07:28,640 --> 00:07:31,160 Speaker 2: little things like I was talking to a friend who 155 00:07:31,280 --> 00:07:33,120 Speaker 2: has put dogs down before. 156 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,960 Speaker 4: And at this point I was just like looking for 157 00:07:41,040 --> 00:07:43,280 Speaker 4: anybody to kind of tell me, like what to do. 158 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 1: I've had this dog since. 159 00:07:45,240 --> 00:07:50,840 Speaker 4: I was twenty years old, you know, And she gave 160 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:52,440 Speaker 4: me really amazing advice. 161 00:07:53,480 --> 00:07:55,000 Speaker 1: And I was like, because every time. 162 00:07:55,240 --> 00:07:57,960 Speaker 2: Like we make the appointment, you know, like she'll get 163 00:07:58,040 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 2: up on her own and I'm like, oh my god, 164 00:08:00,520 --> 00:08:02,520 Speaker 2: it's not the right time. And she said, you know, 165 00:08:02,640 --> 00:08:05,000 Speaker 2: with both of my dog's law, like every time I 166 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:08,680 Speaker 2: would make the appointment, it would be so horrible for 167 00:08:08,760 --> 00:08:11,600 Speaker 2: my dogs, and I would I would make the appointment 168 00:08:11,600 --> 00:08:13,640 Speaker 2: and then they would do something. And she was like 169 00:08:13,720 --> 00:08:16,000 Speaker 2: I finally came to the realization that that was like 170 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,280 Speaker 2: God telling. 171 00:08:17,960 --> 00:08:20,480 Speaker 4: You, like this is the right thing, like allow them 172 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:21,920 Speaker 4: to have this all the time. 173 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:28,080 Speaker 2: And so on Wednesday last week, which was also the 174 00:08:28,160 --> 00:08:34,600 Speaker 2: day of my seven year sober birthday. You, I had 175 00:08:34,679 --> 00:08:39,000 Speaker 2: to make one of the most difficult decisions of my life. 176 00:08:39,160 --> 00:08:43,720 Speaker 2: And I felt okay about it because I had tried 177 00:08:43,760 --> 00:08:48,840 Speaker 2: to pick her up she had already peede herself, and 178 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:52,640 Speaker 2: as she was walking, or attempting to, I should say, 179 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:56,480 Speaker 2: her front legs gave out and she smacked her face 180 00:08:56,520 --> 00:09:00,320 Speaker 2: on the floor and I just knew, like, I'm being 181 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:01,400 Speaker 2: really selfish. 182 00:09:01,559 --> 00:09:04,400 Speaker 1: This dog does not deserve. 183 00:09:04,080 --> 00:09:04,960 Speaker 3: This at all. 184 00:09:06,080 --> 00:09:11,439 Speaker 2: And we got her a happy meal at a McDonald's 185 00:09:11,480 --> 00:09:17,760 Speaker 2: and it came in like this little boo basket for Halloween. 186 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:21,120 Speaker 1: That when Ocean came home from school, I told. 187 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:24,920 Speaker 2: Her, you know, Lily went to doggie Heaven and she 188 00:09:25,040 --> 00:09:28,720 Speaker 2: was like, why did we do that? And I just 189 00:09:28,760 --> 00:09:33,679 Speaker 2: told her because she deserved to, you know, run around 190 00:09:33,720 --> 00:09:37,760 Speaker 2: and be a dog. And I told her, but Lily 191 00:09:37,800 --> 00:09:40,880 Speaker 2: wanted me to give this to you, and she. 192 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:44,120 Speaker 1: Thought that that was amazing. 193 00:09:44,240 --> 00:09:46,520 Speaker 2: She said, did the dog talk and tell you that 194 00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:50,160 Speaker 2: she wanted to give this to me? I was like, yeah, 195 00:09:50,200 --> 00:09:54,640 Speaker 2: pretty much she did. To no Ocean things that Lily talked. 196 00:09:55,920 --> 00:09:57,280 Speaker 3: That's what they do at the very end. 197 00:09:58,040 --> 00:10:03,400 Speaker 2: But it was like such a weird, beautiful and sad 198 00:10:03,480 --> 00:10:07,640 Speaker 2: day that like this dog who has been through every 199 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:09,400 Speaker 2: monumental moment of my wife. 200 00:10:10,400 --> 00:10:10,640 Speaker 3: You know. 201 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:15,520 Speaker 2: I remember getting her at the shelter. She was like 202 00:10:15,520 --> 00:10:19,600 Speaker 2: like cutish, just black ball of her, and I packed 203 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:21,559 Speaker 2: her around like she was a chihuahua. I took her 204 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:24,520 Speaker 2: everywhere with me, And when we moved to La and 205 00:10:24,600 --> 00:10:29,400 Speaker 2: like the shittiest apartment ever, she was just down for 206 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:32,280 Speaker 2: the ride, down for the cause. And if I couldn't 207 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:36,080 Speaker 2: bring her to a house party, we weren't going. If 208 00:10:36,120 --> 00:10:38,840 Speaker 2: I couldn't take her on the boat, then we weren't going. 209 00:10:39,679 --> 00:10:45,200 Speaker 2: And like she was there on the days that I 210 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:50,080 Speaker 2: was like so sad and just drunk, and she like 211 00:10:50,200 --> 00:10:53,880 Speaker 2: gave me a reason to get out of bed, and 212 00:10:54,000 --> 00:10:58,680 Speaker 2: like I had purpose and responsibility because of this dog, 213 00:10:58,840 --> 00:11:01,840 Speaker 2: when like I truly had nothing to live for. I 214 00:11:01,960 --> 00:11:05,640 Speaker 2: was just like drinking to numb myself, but I had 215 00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:06,600 Speaker 2: to take care of her. 216 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:12,280 Speaker 3: And yeah, but then you really did. How beautiful she 217 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:14,200 Speaker 3: got you out of bed? And then I feel like 218 00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:16,520 Speaker 3: you got her out of bed. Yeah, you took her 219 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:19,160 Speaker 3: on her walks once you were sober. You were the 220 00:11:19,160 --> 00:11:21,240 Speaker 3: best owner. And I feel like that's why she gave 221 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:25,319 Speaker 3: you sixteen years fifteen and a half. I was giving 222 00:11:25,320 --> 00:11:26,320 Speaker 3: you the benefit of the time. 223 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:32,680 Speaker 2: No, she lived a really long and beautiful life. She 224 00:11:32,720 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 2: went on a lot of private jets. 225 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:36,880 Speaker 3: She's done a lot of it. She's done more than 226 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:39,760 Speaker 3: I have, so a lot more than I have. She 227 00:11:39,840 --> 00:11:41,559 Speaker 3: stayed at the Walldorf Astoria. 228 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:43,800 Speaker 1: She stayed at Beverly Hills Hostel es. 229 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:45,960 Speaker 3: The Easter story. 230 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:48,200 Speaker 2: Oh my god, you guys, there was a time that 231 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:50,920 Speaker 2: I was living at Beverly Hills Hotel while I looked 232 00:11:50,920 --> 00:11:54,360 Speaker 2: for a new apartment, and like we were living the dream. 233 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:56,360 Speaker 1: I would order her like the. 234 00:11:56,280 --> 00:12:00,480 Speaker 2: Most fabulous breakfast of like salmon and chicken and eggs 235 00:12:00,520 --> 00:12:04,599 Speaker 2: and rice. It did not agree with her stomach. It 236 00:12:04,679 --> 00:12:09,280 Speaker 2: was Easter Sunday and we walk I'm taking her through 237 00:12:09,400 --> 00:12:13,199 Speaker 2: the hallways of Beverly Hills Hotel to take her out 238 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:17,760 Speaker 2: to go potty, and I smell something and I look 239 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,240 Speaker 2: behind me. So I'd never put her on a leash, 240 00:12:20,280 --> 00:12:22,160 Speaker 2: even though they told me to put her on a leash. 241 00:12:22,559 --> 00:12:25,120 Speaker 1: N that I'm not putting this dog on a leash. 242 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:27,600 Speaker 3: She didn't have to. She hated other dogs and fear 243 00:12:27,640 --> 00:12:28,920 Speaker 3: away from them and just stick. 244 00:12:29,679 --> 00:12:32,480 Speaker 1: She wanted no part of I just. 245 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:34,760 Speaker 3: Know she just wanted to hang out by you, and 246 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:35,320 Speaker 3: that was it. 247 00:12:35,720 --> 00:12:37,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, And so I look behind me and she's just 248 00:12:37,920 --> 00:12:40,800 Speaker 2: like projectile shitting you guys through the Beverly Hills Hotel. 249 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:41,600 Speaker 1: And I'm not joking. 250 00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:45,120 Speaker 2: This family comes out of their room and they're dressed 251 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:48,800 Speaker 2: to the fucking nines. Okay, ready to go to Pulo 252 00:12:48,920 --> 00:12:53,199 Speaker 2: Lounge for Easter brunch. And the little boy goes ew 253 00:12:53,800 --> 00:12:58,240 Speaker 2: it stinks that dog is pooping everywhere I was. 254 00:12:59,640 --> 00:13:03,560 Speaker 1: I was side. The staff would not have been sweeter. 255 00:13:03,640 --> 00:13:06,599 Speaker 1: They were like, it's okay. They're like getting out this 256 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:08,520 Speaker 1: ginormous carpet clean. 257 00:13:08,880 --> 00:13:10,280 Speaker 3: Yeah, you got that stand. 258 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:15,640 Speaker 2: So I finally get her outside into the grass area and. 259 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:17,880 Speaker 3: Do my business. 260 00:13:18,040 --> 00:13:20,760 Speaker 1: No, I wish, I wish Easton. 261 00:13:21,280 --> 00:13:25,640 Speaker 2: I'm sitting on the bench and she's continuing to projectile ship. 262 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:28,720 Speaker 2: But I'm like, at least it's on the lawn. A 263 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:32,240 Speaker 2: swarm of children comes out because that's where they're gonna 264 00:13:32,280 --> 00:13:36,480 Speaker 2: find their Easter eggs. In that fucking area. 265 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:40,400 Speaker 3: Literally, did you just put a cup over it? 266 00:13:40,480 --> 00:13:41,520 Speaker 1: I couldn't clean it up. 267 00:13:41,559 --> 00:13:44,520 Speaker 3: It was water. I ran. 268 00:13:45,040 --> 00:13:45,520 Speaker 2: I ran. 269 00:13:48,200 --> 00:13:49,480 Speaker 1: In the room the rest of the day. 270 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:52,680 Speaker 3: I would have found a new hotel. It was. I'd 271 00:13:52,720 --> 00:13:54,320 Speaker 3: have moved into an apartment that day. 272 00:13:54,440 --> 00:13:55,080 Speaker 1: Had I been. 273 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:57,240 Speaker 2: Sober, I probably would have had my wits about me. 274 00:13:57,559 --> 00:14:01,000 Speaker 2: But I was like coming off of a drunk one. 275 00:14:01,600 --> 00:14:04,760 Speaker 3: No, I don't think that would have been a tough 276 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:05,959 Speaker 3: time to be sober. 277 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:08,480 Speaker 1: No. 278 00:14:08,440 --> 00:14:11,480 Speaker 3: No, if my dog is projectile shitting, get me drunk, 279 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:13,760 Speaker 3: I do not want to be aware of that. How 280 00:14:13,800 --> 00:14:17,040 Speaker 3: can I help? Even sober, I'm just like, all right, buddy, 281 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:19,400 Speaker 3: they're gonna look at you like, at least this drunk 282 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:22,280 Speaker 3: is trying to get the dog out. If you're sober, 283 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:24,280 Speaker 3: They're like, this dude is a terrible owner. 284 00:14:24,720 --> 00:14:26,920 Speaker 1: That's true, That's very true. 285 00:14:27,280 --> 00:14:30,280 Speaker 3: I'm smelling diarrhea. I'm sorry, sober. 286 00:14:35,400 --> 00:14:37,240 Speaker 1: I know it was not good. 287 00:14:37,440 --> 00:14:43,280 Speaker 3: I tried to clean one diaper of lies of your child's. Oh, 288 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:48,680 Speaker 3: I'm not good with diarrhea, poop, vomit. If there's vomit poop, 289 00:14:48,960 --> 00:14:51,520 Speaker 3: there's gonna be more vomit because I'm vomiting. 290 00:14:51,640 --> 00:15:04,440 Speaker 1: All right. Do I need to give a trigger warning 291 00:15:04,480 --> 00:15:05,160 Speaker 1: for this episode? 292 00:15:05,160 --> 00:15:06,760 Speaker 2: Because I feel like all we've talked about is how 293 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:09,080 Speaker 2: much Lily goes to the bathroom, And there were. 294 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:13,560 Speaker 1: So many other amazing moments you know, but like it's 295 00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:14,480 Speaker 1: so funny. 296 00:15:15,040 --> 00:15:16,320 Speaker 3: My mornings are free. 297 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:25,480 Speaker 2: That is really really yes, But like last night I went, 298 00:15:25,720 --> 00:15:27,960 Speaker 2: I had this reaction where I paused the TV and 299 00:15:28,000 --> 00:15:31,200 Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I can hear Lily and it 300 00:15:31,320 --> 00:15:37,040 Speaker 2: was just like a ghost cry. Oh that hide in 301 00:15:37,080 --> 00:15:40,160 Speaker 2: your mind? Yeah, And I kept pausing the TV and 302 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 2: I'm like, I know I hear her. 303 00:15:42,520 --> 00:15:44,240 Speaker 3: I did. Do you want to know? There was a 304 00:15:44,240 --> 00:15:47,520 Speaker 3: beautiful woman that commented I wish I remembered her handle, 305 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:52,000 Speaker 3: but she said in heaven, time works a little different, 306 00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:55,560 Speaker 3: and by the time Lily looks back, you'll be there. 307 00:15:56,720 --> 00:16:01,280 Speaker 3: Isn't that beautiful? Yeah, yeah you can cry, because I'm 308 00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:01,680 Speaker 3: about to. 309 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:03,160 Speaker 1: You should cry. 310 00:16:03,720 --> 00:16:09,000 Speaker 3: I'll take one. But yeah, no, I I laugh because 311 00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:13,360 Speaker 3: it's just like she would even like I just remember 312 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:17,840 Speaker 3: her just like outside staring at me after she just 313 00:16:17,880 --> 00:16:21,440 Speaker 3: pittled on herself, and I remember like looking at her 314 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:26,160 Speaker 3: like you're not ready though, No, you're not ready. 315 00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:27,440 Speaker 1: Nothing. We can't handle. 316 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:29,600 Speaker 3: What's it called. I was talking to a friend the 317 00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:33,160 Speaker 3: day we were putting Lily down, and I was like, yeah, 318 00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:36,560 Speaker 3: we made an appointment, and he goes, oh, yeah, so 319 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:40,120 Speaker 3: she's going to go outside and do handstands because we 320 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:43,200 Speaker 3: have canceled so many times. And I was like, probably, yeah, 321 00:16:43,240 --> 00:16:45,800 Speaker 3: she'll do something miraculous for us not to do what 322 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:52,440 Speaker 3: we're about to do. But the uh no, well the 323 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:56,840 Speaker 3: nurses you talking about her falling on her front legs. Yeah, 324 00:16:58,040 --> 00:17:00,520 Speaker 3: I feel like I told you, But like they couldn't 325 00:17:00,560 --> 00:17:04,679 Speaker 3: find a vein, Like the vein was so wormy that 326 00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:06,359 Speaker 3: they couldn't even get a needle in it, so they 327 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 3: had to go to the next and she was like, 328 00:17:08,160 --> 00:17:12,199 Speaker 3: once that happens, we're losing, you know, function in our 329 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,439 Speaker 3: front legs now. So I was like, damn, yeah, this 330 00:17:15,640 --> 00:17:16,400 Speaker 3: is the right time. 331 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:21,040 Speaker 2: Yeah she Lily was like, and I hope no one 332 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:24,679 Speaker 2: gets offended by this. Just your higher power, whatever that is. 333 00:17:25,040 --> 00:17:27,639 Speaker 2: But I always said, if Jesus had a dog, it. 334 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 1: Would be Lily, it would be Lily. 335 00:17:29,880 --> 00:17:31,399 Speaker 3: I agree with you. 336 00:17:31,840 --> 00:17:35,120 Speaker 2: She not that any dog has like a mean bone 337 00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:37,040 Speaker 2: in their body, but just like there was something in 338 00:17:37,080 --> 00:17:40,200 Speaker 2: her eyes that she was just very cool. 339 00:17:40,800 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 3: No, they were like I even said after she passed, 340 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:47,200 Speaker 3: I was like, my dog are They don't fucking hold 341 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:48,639 Speaker 3: a candle to Lily. 342 00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:52,360 Speaker 2: She just felt very like human like, And I love 343 00:17:52,400 --> 00:17:56,120 Speaker 2: that I can watch back like Vander pump Roules season four. 344 00:17:56,119 --> 00:17:56,760 Speaker 3: And see her. 345 00:17:57,400 --> 00:18:00,119 Speaker 2: Yeah, and she I had to shave her because I 346 00:18:00,160 --> 00:18:02,359 Speaker 2: had just moved to California and I didn't know that 347 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:05,760 Speaker 2: dogs could get fleas in California because of the fucking humidity, 348 00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:09,000 Speaker 2: Like in Utah, we don't have that shit. I'm like hiking. 349 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:11,280 Speaker 2: I'm not hiking. 350 00:18:11,440 --> 00:18:14,320 Speaker 3: I would People were like, be careful, your dogs can 351 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:16,159 Speaker 3: get fleas where like when you're hiking. 352 00:18:16,240 --> 00:18:18,639 Speaker 1: I got out of here, so I had to like 353 00:18:18,960 --> 00:18:23,679 Speaker 1: take her to shave her whole body. She looked like 354 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:25,960 Speaker 1: such a dork and then she had like a flea 355 00:18:26,080 --> 00:18:26,680 Speaker 1: caller on. 356 00:18:27,320 --> 00:18:30,800 Speaker 3: And she no, she's lived. I was telling mom, I 357 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:34,280 Speaker 3: was like, that dog I think lived so long because 358 00:18:34,720 --> 00:18:37,399 Speaker 3: just so many lives. Like then you moved and I 359 00:18:37,520 --> 00:18:39,480 Speaker 3: had her for a year or so while you were 360 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:42,160 Speaker 3: trying to just find your like footing and find the apartment. 361 00:18:42,240 --> 00:18:45,120 Speaker 3: Then I think you moved home, grabbed her, moved back 362 00:18:45,119 --> 00:18:47,160 Speaker 3: because you found your apartment. Could have been six months, 363 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:48,960 Speaker 3: not even and she was my dog. 364 00:18:49,119 --> 00:18:52,240 Speaker 5: Was not in Alhamborough for very long, yeah, but I 365 00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:54,280 Speaker 5: but she was my dog and me and Dad would 366 00:18:54,280 --> 00:18:56,200 Speaker 5: take her on a walk every day after this work 367 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:58,439 Speaker 5: and then you got her, and then you had her 368 00:18:58,480 --> 00:18:59,920 Speaker 5: at that shithole apartment. 369 00:19:00,200 --> 00:19:04,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, then you had her in the Palazzo, then then. 370 00:19:04,800 --> 00:19:06,360 Speaker 1: A different apartment at the Palaza. 371 00:19:06,520 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 3: Yet then we moved to Mulholland yep, and then down 372 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:11,040 Speaker 3: to Palazzo. 373 00:19:11,520 --> 00:19:14,720 Speaker 1: You got one the day that I upgraded. 374 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:18,600 Speaker 3: Later she did, oh she did. I'm telling you, if 375 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:21,080 Speaker 3: you wonder why she lives so many, it's like because 376 00:19:21,119 --> 00:19:23,159 Speaker 3: she was looking around and there's a new house. She's like, Oh, 377 00:19:23,200 --> 00:19:27,119 Speaker 3: this is fucking life, her life. I'm hoping Pablo and 378 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:29,080 Speaker 3: Bernice get it gone because they've lived a lot of 379 00:19:29,119 --> 00:19:32,520 Speaker 3: lives too, from thirty six, forty eight to sixty eight 380 00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:42,480 Speaker 3: to fifty one. Fucking go partying. Their face is so great, though, 381 00:19:42,720 --> 00:19:45,720 Speaker 3: I know, can we talk about Lily's face? Not a 382 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:49,080 Speaker 3: piece of black on that face? No, she was full. 383 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:51,320 Speaker 1: She had us like a mask of white fur. 384 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:54,119 Speaker 2: And she used to be jet black though only there 385 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:57,080 Speaker 2: was like a little spot of white on her chest, 386 00:19:57,520 --> 00:19:59,840 Speaker 2: like you couldn't even see her at Oh you gould 387 00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:04,080 Speaker 2: it that she was jet black. And then she just 388 00:20:04,200 --> 00:20:07,399 Speaker 2: started getting that sexy little it was like the eyebrows, 389 00:20:07,400 --> 00:20:08,600 Speaker 2: and then she got like a little goatee. 390 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:13,280 Speaker 1: I was like, you're kind of little billy goat Towards 391 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:16,040 Speaker 1: the end, I was like, oh, your old lady. 392 00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:19,479 Speaker 2: Yeah she is, And like when I would brush her, 393 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:23,120 Speaker 2: it was like gray throughout her black fur. I was like, oh, 394 00:20:23,160 --> 00:20:29,960 Speaker 2: she's grown. She's like seeing some shit and there there 395 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:32,440 Speaker 2: are two moments. So I call her my road dog 396 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:35,879 Speaker 2: because like literally I used to drive from LA to 397 00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:37,760 Speaker 2: Salt Lake all the time. 398 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,960 Speaker 1: Because I couldn't afford a plane ticket. 399 00:20:42,359 --> 00:20:45,399 Speaker 3: Ticket drove home. Yeah. 400 00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:49,200 Speaker 2: We would just like pack her up, throw some ship 401 00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:52,560 Speaker 2: into the you know, front seat, some treats for little 402 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:55,760 Speaker 2: some treats for me. And she was living the dream, 403 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,520 Speaker 2: sticking her head out of the window and you know 404 00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:01,400 Speaker 2: how their traces get pulled back, just living. 405 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:02,920 Speaker 1: It on the freeway. She'd give one fuck. 406 00:21:03,359 --> 00:21:04,639 Speaker 3: She was ready to roll. 407 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:06,840 Speaker 2: And the day that I moved out of the Moule 408 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:10,080 Speaker 2: Holland house, it was a very quick process, but she 409 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:13,920 Speaker 2: was like chasing me around, panting because she obviously knew 410 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:14,520 Speaker 2: something was up. 411 00:21:14,520 --> 00:21:16,280 Speaker 1: They're all about they know what you're saying. 412 00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:18,960 Speaker 3: She was like the only thing, the only energy. 413 00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:23,760 Speaker 2: She kept looking in the car as I was packing it, 414 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:26,600 Speaker 2: like where's my place? Like I don't see any spot 415 00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:28,159 Speaker 2: where I'm gonna go. And I had to look at 416 00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:31,800 Speaker 2: her and say, Lily, seat is for you. This seat 417 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:33,240 Speaker 2: is for you. I'm not leaving you. 418 00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:35,919 Speaker 1: But she was on my ass that entire day and 419 00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:37,080 Speaker 1: the moment we were ready. 420 00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:37,280 Speaker 3: Oh. 421 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,240 Speaker 1: She also lived in the treehouse. That was weird too. 422 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:44,600 Speaker 3: How long a month I visited? 423 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:47,879 Speaker 1: I visited was the same house. 424 00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:51,720 Speaker 3: I remember going in and I went dark in here, 425 00:21:53,280 --> 00:21:56,800 Speaker 3: dock down? Why was it dark? Oh? The energy? Oh, 426 00:21:56,880 --> 00:21:58,840 Speaker 3: like you're gonna have great energy in there. You just 427 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:01,159 Speaker 3: ran away. You had your dog and your child. I 428 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:03,639 Speaker 3: walked in there with two buddies in a van for 429 00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:06,760 Speaker 3: a van trip, and I thought I need to get 430 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:08,920 Speaker 3: high immediately, so I did. 431 00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:10,760 Speaker 1: Lily liked it. 432 00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:12,359 Speaker 3: Lily was there when I got high. 433 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:16,679 Speaker 1: When does she watch you? Yeah, she go to judge you. 434 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:19,960 Speaker 3: And then I remember then we came in and made 435 00:22:20,119 --> 00:22:23,240 Speaker 3: what I didn't land and made the that chicken pecat 436 00:22:23,359 --> 00:22:26,800 Speaker 3: or whatever. Oh yeah, fire when you were high. 437 00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:32,280 Speaker 2: See everything like there every moment in my life, Lily 438 00:22:32,440 --> 00:22:35,000 Speaker 2: was there because I wouldn't go anywhere without her. 439 00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,000 Speaker 1: And the thing that's I brought. 440 00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:38,879 Speaker 3: Me down that trip. 441 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:44,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, we brought the other dog rippe. 442 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:47,160 Speaker 1: They don't live long enough. We don't deserve That means no, that's. 443 00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:50,160 Speaker 3: The only downside to a dog. They don't live long enough. 444 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:53,439 Speaker 2: I don't think My very first tattoo, you guys, was 445 00:22:53,640 --> 00:22:56,360 Speaker 2: putting Lily on the back like where my achilles is. 446 00:22:56,359 --> 00:22:58,960 Speaker 2: She's a thick lady. Lily was a thick lady. But 447 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:01,280 Speaker 2: my tattoo is also a thickly lily. 448 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,320 Speaker 3: She she lost some weight. She was like Grandma who 449 00:23:04,359 --> 00:23:09,840 Speaker 3: thinned up. Yeah, boy, she had some dick and she 450 00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:10,200 Speaker 3: had some. 451 00:23:10,240 --> 00:23:14,480 Speaker 1: Hops towards the end, like Lily hated getting bad. 452 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:21,040 Speaker 3: Seen her once shaven, that's it. Twice no shaven for 453 00:23:21,080 --> 00:23:26,639 Speaker 3: the fleas, and then the last time just because she 454 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,159 Speaker 3: was hot. And then she got a little alopeci and 455 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:30,199 Speaker 3: then we never did it. 456 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:32,520 Speaker 1: I remember she also beat alopecia. 457 00:23:33,480 --> 00:23:38,320 Speaker 2: We shaved her and her fur wasn't coming back in places. 458 00:23:37,040 --> 00:23:39,240 Speaker 3: And right on the back of her butt, her butt, 459 00:23:39,320 --> 00:23:40,560 Speaker 3: and that is like a jazz. 460 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,960 Speaker 1: Yes, that was the thickest of the fur. 461 00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:44,880 Speaker 3: And I love giving dogs a good butt rub. 462 00:23:45,119 --> 00:23:46,960 Speaker 2: We couldn't even touch it. We were I was like, 463 00:23:47,000 --> 00:23:49,160 Speaker 2: you can't touch her rump because or not her rump 464 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:53,639 Speaker 2: is that, but I was going to lose all of 465 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:57,160 Speaker 2: her fur, and god damn it, we got that fur 466 00:23:57,320 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 2: back and. 467 00:23:57,720 --> 00:24:02,199 Speaker 3: Thriving and never cut it again. No, we couldn't. We 468 00:24:02,240 --> 00:24:05,240 Speaker 3: almost had to, but we didn't. 469 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:07,480 Speaker 1: What was your favorite thing about will? 470 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:16,360 Speaker 3: Her presence? When she could move like I'd like, just honestly, 471 00:24:16,440 --> 00:24:19,360 Speaker 3: sitting in just bed and she'd walk in and then 472 00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:23,320 Speaker 3: just jump up and just and just lay down. Yeah, 473 00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:25,240 Speaker 3: she was just a good presence. Like. I just loved 474 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:28,240 Speaker 3: how she'd listen. She was a best cuddler. 475 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:29,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, she was a good cuddler. 476 00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:33,479 Speaker 3: My favorite thing, honestly, Yeah, just her presence. I liked 477 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:37,480 Speaker 3: her just around. Yeah, I What was your favorite thing? 478 00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,840 Speaker 2: Oh gosh, there are so many things that I loved 479 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:44,480 Speaker 2: about her. I remember when I started showing with. 480 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,960 Speaker 3: Ocean, would she lay on your tummy? 481 00:24:47,160 --> 00:24:49,720 Speaker 2: She would lay with me because I was alone most 482 00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:52,639 Speaker 2: of the time, so like Lily was was my little 483 00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:56,600 Speaker 2: support system. And I remember being super nauseated, like the 484 00:24:56,720 --> 00:25:00,720 Speaker 2: first trimester, and go into the BA bathroom to do 485 00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:04,200 Speaker 2: my business and I would be done and look behind 486 00:25:04,280 --> 00:25:06,159 Speaker 2: me and she was just sitting there staring at me, 487 00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:07,120 Speaker 2: making sure. 488 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:07,800 Speaker 1: That I was okay. 489 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:13,479 Speaker 2: And then I remember taking a bath pregnant with Ocean, 490 00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,840 Speaker 2: and she put her head down on the bathtub. 491 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,359 Speaker 3: Do you remember when she did, didn't you? I feel 492 00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:22,840 Speaker 3: like you had an Instagram post of that, Yeah, and 493 00:25:22,960 --> 00:25:25,160 Speaker 3: she was just like yeah, she would just sit there 494 00:25:25,400 --> 00:25:26,040 Speaker 3: and watch me. 495 00:25:26,720 --> 00:25:29,119 Speaker 2: I was like, Lily, I promise you, when this baby comes, 496 00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:32,080 Speaker 2: I will never love anybody or anything more than I 497 00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:32,479 Speaker 2: love you. 498 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,560 Speaker 3: Did you lie to her? You lied to her. 499 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:39,080 Speaker 1: I mean it's a different kind of love obviously. 500 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:42,400 Speaker 3: Oh. They never love a dog the way I love you, Lily. No. 501 00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 2: But there I know people who are like, I don't 502 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:47,120 Speaker 2: want kids, I just want my fur babies, and they 503 00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:50,280 Speaker 2: love their dogs like their own children. 504 00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:53,919 Speaker 3: Well that's the thing, is you are correct. There's a 505 00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:56,680 Speaker 3: huge difference between like a dog and a child's love. 506 00:25:57,320 --> 00:26:02,359 Speaker 3: But I will forever like think of Lily as like 507 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:05,879 Speaker 3: the dog the dog. Yeah, like when like you know, 508 00:26:05,920 --> 00:26:07,600 Speaker 3: when I have kids and things, or when I'm old 509 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:10,600 Speaker 3: in sixty or whatever, like I'll probably yeah, back in 510 00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:12,679 Speaker 3: the day, I had a little black lab Lily. She 511 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:15,000 Speaker 3: was the best, you know, Like that's the dog like 512 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:19,080 Speaker 3: Brandon's truck. Yeah, you know, so I think Lily like 513 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,320 Speaker 3: that is my I think, you know, I know it's 514 00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:24,399 Speaker 3: your dog, but that's the dog. There was a family 515 00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:26,719 Speaker 3: dog to begin with as well. You just took her 516 00:26:26,720 --> 00:26:27,320 Speaker 3: from everyone. 517 00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:28,920 Speaker 1: Well, she was not a family dog. 518 00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:33,679 Speaker 3: She was yours. But when she was around the family. 519 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:35,800 Speaker 2: And we loved her, you guys, When I adopted her, 520 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:39,320 Speaker 2: I had to go to Vegas to work and she 521 00:26:39,920 --> 00:26:45,679 Speaker 2: had to like get fully vaccinated and spade before I 522 00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,280 Speaker 2: could actually bring her home. But in that time period, 523 00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:50,439 Speaker 2: I had to go to Vegas anyway. I pull in 524 00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:54,360 Speaker 2: the driveway home from the airport, the garage door is up. 525 00:26:54,400 --> 00:26:57,080 Speaker 2: I'm still living in Salt Lake City. She's maybe six 526 00:26:57,119 --> 00:27:02,240 Speaker 2: months old, tiny little black ball, and she's just sitting 527 00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:06,240 Speaker 2: there staring at the garage door. And I am like, 528 00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,560 Speaker 2: why is the garage door up? Why is this dog 529 00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:11,080 Speaker 2: not on a leash? I walk in the house and 530 00:27:11,119 --> 00:27:13,920 Speaker 2: I'm like, why is my Why is Lily just sitting 531 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:17,840 Speaker 2: outside with nothing on her? She could We lived on 532 00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:22,440 Speaker 2: like a very busy street somewhat yeah, and my mom, 533 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:25,080 Speaker 2: as clueless as she is, I was like, I didn't 534 00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:30,840 Speaker 2: even know she was out there. It's fast forward to today. 535 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:36,160 Speaker 2: She will she would still. She was not a wanderer. 536 00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:49,639 Speaker 3: Have there been small moments over the past couple of 537 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:52,880 Speaker 3: days where little things remind you of her. 538 00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:58,200 Speaker 2: Besides all of the like ghosts sounds that I'm hearing, 539 00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:02,320 Speaker 2: I was just gonna say, there's and I have to 540 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:03,800 Speaker 2: laugh because we did it selfishly. 541 00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:09,000 Speaker 3: But it was it's not like she'd would come up 542 00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:10,840 Speaker 3: and like hit my hand and it's like, oh, where's 543 00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:15,879 Speaker 3: her nose. It's like the picking up or the whining. 544 00:28:16,400 --> 00:28:19,160 Speaker 3: Those were she wasn't a dog anymore. No, but those 545 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:21,520 Speaker 3: are the things. So nothing really reminds me. 546 00:28:21,640 --> 00:28:23,919 Speaker 1: I just have a thought of her, You just have 547 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:24,920 Speaker 1: like memory. 548 00:28:24,840 --> 00:28:27,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, but nothing is like, oh, that just reminded me 549 00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:27,360 Speaker 3: of her. 550 00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:30,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, because you have to remember, in this new house, 551 00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:35,000 Speaker 2: there weren't many memories of her being the dog that 552 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,200 Speaker 2: she once was. You know, she I couldn't take her 553 00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:39,560 Speaker 2: on walks anymore. 554 00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:41,920 Speaker 3: Now, and when you bought when you bought the house 555 00:28:42,680 --> 00:28:47,640 Speaker 3: your home, she was still able to walk upstairs, but 556 00:28:47,680 --> 00:28:50,000 Speaker 3: your stairs weren't carpeted, so she couldn't. And then by 557 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:52,600 Speaker 3: the time you carpeted them, she couldn't walk upstairs. No, 558 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:56,560 Speaker 3: so she like we'd carry her upstairs most times. 559 00:28:56,680 --> 00:29:00,320 Speaker 2: Yeah. The one thing that's hard for me is going 560 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:02,720 Speaker 2: into Mom's room now because that was like her little 561 00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:04,920 Speaker 2: safe space and like where her bad used to be. 562 00:29:05,040 --> 00:29:06,360 Speaker 1: It's not there anymore. 563 00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:11,680 Speaker 3: It will be do you want it there? I mean 564 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:15,440 Speaker 3: a different dog on it, because Bernie loves loves it 565 00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:18,280 Speaker 3: in Mom's room too, So I think, and I honestly 566 00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:22,080 Speaker 3: think Bernie and Lily had a little gal bond because 567 00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:24,600 Speaker 3: they would always lay together. Pablo really as much. 568 00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,920 Speaker 2: No, but Pablo, I would walk in and look at 569 00:29:26,920 --> 00:29:29,400 Speaker 2: Lily and her hair would be everywhere, and I'm like, okay, 570 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:31,360 Speaker 2: Pablo groomed Lily today. 571 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:32,880 Speaker 3: Yeah, no, he was hungry. 572 00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:37,520 Speaker 2: No, but I think that he knew that she was no. 573 00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:40,760 Speaker 3: Not no. And that was the other things that like 574 00:29:42,440 --> 00:29:47,480 Speaker 3: I started to notice is like, have you have you 575 00:29:47,520 --> 00:29:51,280 Speaker 3: noticed Bernice goes over to the house more to my house? Yeah? Yeah, 576 00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:53,760 Speaker 3: I think that, And that saddened me. I was like, wow, 577 00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:55,640 Speaker 3: I don't think Bernice wanted to be around. 578 00:29:57,400 --> 00:29:58,400 Speaker 1: She didn't want to be around. 579 00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:00,320 Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I think she was sad, like you could 580 00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:02,480 Speaker 3: make me cry. 581 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:05,520 Speaker 1: You think that she knew like after. 582 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:08,920 Speaker 3: The fact, No, like I think because Bernice would go 583 00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:12,720 Speaker 3: in and lick Lily, yeah, and then go back home 584 00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 3: and it's almost like I feel like she didn't want to, 585 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:17,200 Speaker 3: like she knew she was sick. Yeah, because now she's 586 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:21,880 Speaker 3: over there all the time. But yeah, it just made 587 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:25,600 Speaker 3: me think, like wow, because Bernice would always be around her, 588 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:27,440 Speaker 3: and then at the very end when she was really sick, 589 00:30:27,480 --> 00:30:31,720 Speaker 3: Bernice ever wanted to be over at the house. It 590 00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:34,640 Speaker 3: just made me think, Yeah, but. 591 00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:36,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I don't. 592 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:41,280 Speaker 2: I obviously have so many memories of Lily because she 593 00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:43,600 Speaker 2: was a part of my life since I was, you know, 594 00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:51,480 Speaker 2: twenty years old, and I I don't think I could 595 00:30:51,520 --> 00:30:53,400 Speaker 2: be twenty or I don't think I could be seven 596 00:30:53,480 --> 00:30:57,280 Speaker 2: years sober without her. 597 00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:00,360 Speaker 1: The morning that. 598 00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:05,520 Speaker 2: I woke up on October twenty second of twenty eighteen, 599 00:31:07,280 --> 00:31:12,720 Speaker 2: just felt overwhelmed by all of the feelings and knowing 600 00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:17,360 Speaker 2: that I had to get sober, Like she was on 601 00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:21,960 Speaker 2: the bed, just like staring at me, and like she 602 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,000 Speaker 2: was the one who I shared that moment with of 603 00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:25,920 Speaker 2: like we're gonna She had. 604 00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:30,880 Speaker 3: Different eyes, she had human eyes. I'm proud of you 605 00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:34,400 Speaker 3: for what you did, and I'm grateful for Lily that 606 00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:37,920 Speaker 3: she was a huge crutch for you because now you're 607 00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:41,760 Speaker 3: on your own feet, you know, without that dog. I 608 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,480 Speaker 3: don't think I don't really believe that you would be 609 00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:46,840 Speaker 3: here because we would talk to you, even Mom and 610 00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:49,160 Speaker 3: me and like on the phone, and you would be 611 00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:57,840 Speaker 3: you know, drunk, screaming, angry, and you know, the conversation 612 00:31:57,920 --> 00:32:00,280 Speaker 3: would move on and then it got to tears. But 613 00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:03,560 Speaker 3: then you would always go, Okay, well I need to 614 00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:05,760 Speaker 3: feed Lily, I need to get Lily water, I need 615 00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,360 Speaker 3: to let her out. So it's almost like everything that 616 00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:10,720 Speaker 3: would go on. She almost brought you back to center. 617 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:14,120 Speaker 3: Yeah she did. She's she gave you. 618 00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:18,720 Speaker 2: Everyone always has that, Like I believe that one dog 619 00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:23,360 Speaker 2: or animal that they're like, okay, this one took a 620 00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:25,560 Speaker 2: piece of meat with them. 621 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:30,320 Speaker 3: I have a question on what are your thoughts on 622 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:35,960 Speaker 3: getting a dog after one passes before they pass no 623 00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:41,200 Speaker 3: waiting how because a lot of people do it different ways. How. 624 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:46,880 Speaker 2: I mean, my I can't even number one. My life 625 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:55,680 Speaker 2: is like very busy right now, and I'm also just 626 00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:59,920 Speaker 2: very heartbroken. No, And I get you, you know, like 627 00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:03,320 Speaker 2: going out and getting another dog that would be a 628 00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:08,800 Speaker 2: It just wouldn't make any sense, you know, And I 629 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:11,360 Speaker 2: know that I wouldn't want that dog and be like. 630 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:16,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, you I feel well, Lily called to you. I 631 00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:17,880 Speaker 3: feel like that was all like. 632 00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:20,400 Speaker 2: No, the moment I saw her, I was like you, 633 00:33:20,760 --> 00:33:23,680 Speaker 2: this is like my this is my soulmate. 634 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:24,560 Speaker 1: I would feel it. 635 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, So I don't I don't want to get a 636 00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:33,040 Speaker 2: new dog anytime soon, you know. 637 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:33,800 Speaker 1: I have. 638 00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:37,400 Speaker 2: The day that she passed away, I called production because 639 00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:40,000 Speaker 2: I was supposed to. I guess I shouldn't say passed away. 640 00:33:40,040 --> 00:33:45,120 Speaker 2: The day that we sent her to Heaven, I called 641 00:33:45,160 --> 00:33:48,040 Speaker 2: production because I was supposed to film the whole day. 642 00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:50,960 Speaker 2: But we were doing something for my silver birthday and 643 00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:53,200 Speaker 2: I was like, I can't make it to this first thing. 644 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:56,680 Speaker 2: And I was like, and I'll let you know about tonight. 645 00:33:56,720 --> 00:33:58,760 Speaker 2: And Mom was like, you need to. You need to 646 00:33:58,800 --> 00:34:02,280 Speaker 2: go and like celebrate seven years of sobriety because that's 647 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:02,760 Speaker 2: a big deal. 648 00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:04,560 Speaker 3: That's what we wanted to do, because me and Mom 649 00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:07,600 Speaker 3: talked to you like you need to do it for you. Yes, 650 00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:09,799 Speaker 3: these are sad times, but like you need to go 651 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:15,000 Speaker 3: celebrate that she got you to this day. Yeah, and 652 00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:19,080 Speaker 3: how great that she chose to stick around and be 653 00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:22,040 Speaker 3: a part of it on your seventh Yeah you know, 654 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:27,080 Speaker 3: yeah I do. And she's she is you, She is you. 655 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:30,080 Speaker 3: She said you can't have a day to yourself. I 656 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:31,440 Speaker 3: won't allow it. Let me butt in. 657 00:34:32,239 --> 00:34:33,279 Speaker 1: She never would butt in. 658 00:34:33,640 --> 00:34:34,279 Speaker 3: She did that. 659 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:37,080 Speaker 1: I loved her so much. 660 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:40,799 Speaker 2: She was never like even though our family would hit 661 00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:46,520 Speaker 2: like explosions, because it did become a lot, but like 662 00:34:46,560 --> 00:34:49,279 Speaker 2: I never I never looked at her like she was 663 00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:49,800 Speaker 2: a burden. 664 00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:53,279 Speaker 3: I think you get a number seven tattooed on you, 665 00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:56,359 Speaker 3: I think that's dope. That's just my thought. 666 00:34:56,560 --> 00:35:01,040 Speaker 1: I just want my heart to heal for a moment, and. 667 00:35:01,000 --> 00:35:04,200 Speaker 3: I, yeah, I wish I could help you on that, 668 00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:05,200 Speaker 3: but I don't think. 669 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:08,719 Speaker 1: Anybody should take time, you know. 670 00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:11,400 Speaker 3: Yeah. And the good thing is we got two beautiful 671 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:12,680 Speaker 3: doggies at home and get a love on. 672 00:35:13,600 --> 00:35:15,399 Speaker 1: Yeah, and they deserve to have love. 673 00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:19,040 Speaker 2: There's been so much love and attention that was poured 674 00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:20,080 Speaker 2: into Lily Kaushet. 675 00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:22,120 Speaker 1: She needed us more. 676 00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:25,560 Speaker 2: And now that's another reason why I'm like, I'm not 677 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,759 Speaker 2: getting another dog, because we need to give our love 678 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:29,800 Speaker 2: to Nissi and Pablo. 679 00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:32,440 Speaker 3: Now I know. But here's my other thing to the 680 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:34,959 Speaker 3: dog thing of people, because I don't know how most 681 00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:38,799 Speaker 3: people do it. I am the person who if I 682 00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:42,440 Speaker 3: have a dog like Pablo and Bernice are amazing. So 683 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:45,279 Speaker 3: my thing is I have to. I have to get 684 00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:49,880 Speaker 3: a dog before they pass because I need that puppy 685 00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,000 Speaker 3: to take the mannerisms of these two, because these two 686 00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:57,560 Speaker 3: dogs are so amazing that that you know, the new 687 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:59,640 Speaker 3: one will learn. And that's how I do it. So 688 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:01,799 Speaker 3: when he passed, I still have a piece of those 689 00:36:01,840 --> 00:36:04,680 Speaker 3: dogs within that other one. So that's how I do it, 690 00:36:04,680 --> 00:36:06,320 Speaker 3: so I can keep all my dogs living. 691 00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:11,400 Speaker 1: All right, Well, let's let me just told you. 692 00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:13,759 Speaker 3: Why Lily or why Pablo is the way Pablo is, 693 00:36:13,920 --> 00:36:16,560 Speaker 3: and why I think Bernice is getting like Bernice obviously 694 00:36:16,719 --> 00:36:18,480 Speaker 3: she is who she is, but I think she's changed 695 00:36:18,480 --> 00:36:20,760 Speaker 3: over time. But Pablo is the way he is because 696 00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:23,719 Speaker 3: he was your dog for two years. He just was 697 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:27,080 Speaker 3: a muncher little sho. 698 00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:30,640 Speaker 1: Literally seventeen pairs of. 699 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:36,719 Speaker 3: My favorite from her what it was at her apartment, 700 00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:40,279 Speaker 3: and he really wasn't sure and he just move, move, move, 701 00:36:40,680 --> 00:36:42,520 Speaker 3: and he would go around the house. So one time 702 00:36:42,760 --> 00:36:47,640 Speaker 3: he crawled underneath the ottoman with a toy and Lauren 703 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,960 Speaker 3: was like, yeah, he's just under the autumn and he's 704 00:36:49,960 --> 00:36:53,840 Speaker 3: finally calmed down and not like not making a noise. 705 00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:57,239 Speaker 3: Come to find out, after like an hour, she looks 706 00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:00,680 Speaker 3: under he is just ripping the whole thing thing from 707 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,720 Speaker 3: under me, this little red bastard. 708 00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:08,560 Speaker 2: No, but I remember so many times that I would 709 00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:12,000 Speaker 2: walk into my apartment and there were shoes everywhere that 710 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:12,800 Speaker 2: he had chewed. 711 00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:17,440 Speaker 3: He loved to get chew. And again I was. 712 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:18,359 Speaker 1: Like a drunken mess. 713 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:20,799 Speaker 2: Right, So like, here's an idea, put your shoes in 714 00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:22,799 Speaker 2: your closet and close the door so way to like 715 00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:23,640 Speaker 2: have him not chewed. 716 00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:25,080 Speaker 1: But why would I do that? 717 00:37:25,200 --> 00:37:32,239 Speaker 2: And fins, Oh my god, more than anything. But I 718 00:37:32,280 --> 00:37:36,080 Speaker 2: would walk in and Lily would be sitting there watching him, 719 00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:37,759 Speaker 2: And when I would walk in, she would look at 720 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:40,440 Speaker 2: me as if I tried to tell him not to 721 00:37:40,480 --> 00:37:42,879 Speaker 2: do this, and he still did it. 722 00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:46,160 Speaker 3: Oh, Paulo, That's why I think Pablo is the way 723 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:49,520 Speaker 3: he is because Lily. So I'm like, okay, Pablo is 724 00:37:49,520 --> 00:37:51,919 Speaker 3: instilled with those Lily, So now I got to get 725 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:54,680 Speaker 3: the other. And I think I like that way Lily. 726 00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:57,960 Speaker 3: Lily is I think just amazing on her own. How 727 00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,880 Speaker 3: I don't know. I think all of them got it 728 00:38:00,880 --> 00:38:04,879 Speaker 3: from Dior, though, little tiny. 729 00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:10,840 Speaker 1: Brown, long haired chihuah Wah who her step was line. 730 00:38:11,480 --> 00:38:13,000 Speaker 1: She'd be on the couch and the doors would come 731 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:13,600 Speaker 1: to your tip. 732 00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:19,799 Speaker 3: Checks them. I'm so Clabo and Bernice too. They would 733 00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:21,759 Speaker 3: walk by the couch and nonchalant, just to get a 734 00:38:21,800 --> 00:38:25,520 Speaker 3: rub and then and like they would do this side 735 00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,400 Speaker 3: like the side eye, and they'd look at me and 736 00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:30,239 Speaker 3: all right, and then they'd leave. I was like, no way, 737 00:38:30,320 --> 00:38:33,960 Speaker 3: this little thing is running the house, running it, and 738 00:38:34,000 --> 00:38:36,279 Speaker 3: she did. She did it well. And I was more 739 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:38,680 Speaker 3: afraid of getting nipped by that little bitch than I 740 00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:39,399 Speaker 3: was the big one. 741 00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:42,280 Speaker 1: I was never afraid of getting nipped by her. Ever 742 00:38:42,520 --> 00:38:45,520 Speaker 1: she was door. She was the sweetest. 743 00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:50,000 Speaker 3: Around, and I was like, no, we're not. No. I 744 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,560 Speaker 3: would let them chocolate brown. 745 00:38:52,239 --> 00:38:55,800 Speaker 2: And have these like caramel colored eyebrows and caramel colored 746 00:38:55,840 --> 00:38:56,480 Speaker 2: little mitten. 747 00:38:56,760 --> 00:38:58,320 Speaker 3: It was Queen Elizabeth. 748 00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:00,160 Speaker 1: Gorgeous. 749 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:03,560 Speaker 3: And my dad loved der No. 750 00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:06,319 Speaker 2: He literally would like be petting her on his chair 751 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,160 Speaker 2: and he would say, if this dog goes before I do, 752 00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:10,680 Speaker 2: I just want you to put me out. 753 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:16,440 Speaker 3: Thank god my dad went before No. I think we 754 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,560 Speaker 3: would have lost dad the way Lily kind of went 755 00:39:18,719 --> 00:39:20,080 Speaker 3: his legs and his arms. 756 00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:26,160 Speaker 2: Your No, see, there's not just one dog. The past 757 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:31,840 Speaker 2: few have just been stellar. Door Bella. 758 00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:36,520 Speaker 3: Bella was amazing for Lisa Bella shoes. 759 00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:39,760 Speaker 2: Shoe No, And Ocean loves Bella too. She she sees 760 00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:43,440 Speaker 2: things like a Peapat just Bella died. 761 00:39:45,400 --> 00:39:48,520 Speaker 3: We were talking about We were talking about Bella and 762 00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:51,319 Speaker 3: Ocean comes over and pats on my leg and she goes, 763 00:39:52,160 --> 00:39:54,359 Speaker 3: is that at the place where I used to eat 764 00:39:54,360 --> 00:39:55,200 Speaker 3: her dog food? 765 00:39:56,120 --> 00:39:57,160 Speaker 1: How does she remember that? 766 00:39:57,239 --> 00:39:59,280 Speaker 3: I don't know because I didn't remember. 767 00:39:59,560 --> 00:40:00,919 Speaker 1: She come into the room. 768 00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,440 Speaker 2: You guys, she was probably like a year and a 769 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,600 Speaker 2: half too, and she would look at me and smile 770 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:05,440 Speaker 2: like this, and I'm. 771 00:40:05,320 --> 00:40:09,200 Speaker 3: Like, no, she ate the dogs. I couldn't feed the 772 00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:12,279 Speaker 3: dogs while Ocean was away. No, we had. Mom had 773 00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:14,359 Speaker 3: to start putting the dogs in her room on her 774 00:40:14,440 --> 00:40:16,359 Speaker 3: bed for Lisa. 775 00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:19,120 Speaker 1: Because Ocean would go over there and have just I 776 00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:22,000 Speaker 1: hate it. Yeah, it's disgusting. Oh I needed this. 777 00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:24,200 Speaker 2: I haven't been able to put makeup on because I 778 00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:25,239 Speaker 2: just cry so much. 779 00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:28,560 Speaker 1: But that's okay, ri IP. 780 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:33,320 Speaker 3: Lily Elia ll y too bad. It wasn't I E 781 00:40:33,640 --> 00:40:35,319 Speaker 3: what around ri I P l. 782 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,480 Speaker 5: I L l I E. 783 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:40,000 Speaker 1: It doesn't rhyme, Lily. I love you. 784 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:42,239 Speaker 2: I will see you again in heaven soon. I hope 785 00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:44,440 Speaker 2: you're frolicking. I hope you're eating all the treats in 786 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:47,560 Speaker 2: the fucking world. Thank you for letting me cry and 787 00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:51,279 Speaker 2: reminisce about my dog Lily. I'm excited that she's going 788 00:40:51,360 --> 00:40:53,520 Speaker 2: to be seen on this upcoming season of the Valley. 789 00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:56,160 Speaker 1: There's going to be some moments where I can look back, 790 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,240 Speaker 1: Oh my baby. 791 00:40:58,000 --> 00:40:58,200 Speaker 2: Yeah. 792 00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:00,800 Speaker 1: I love you guys. I'll catch you on the bonus 793 00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:02,560 Speaker 1: episode on Monday and again next week. 794 00:41:02,719 --> 00:41:03,560 Speaker 3: Bye bye.