Speaker 1: Be in the circle of the people that you feel
Speaker 1: the most comfortable being you. And we were talking about
Speaker 1: this with our friend last night and she was saying,
Speaker 1: how a Joshua treat This is her this was her
Speaker 1: visual of it. She's like, I felt like, you know
Speaker 1: those you know, those animals with no hair, like those
Speaker 1: those furless cats. That's how I felt, like no armor
Speaker 1: like bear. And she's like, and I can't think of
Speaker 1: any other place where I could have been that way,
Speaker 1: but with you, you know, but with you all, like
Speaker 1: our group of friends and people will say in relationships
Speaker 1: French platonic relationships too, that you're not energized by you
Speaker 1: don't be you're not fulfilled by, you know. And I
Speaker 1: was thinking, like, it is powerful to be able to
Speaker 1: congregate in emotional support and spiritual support and together asking
Speaker 1: the ancestors to guide us and to acknowledge the things,
Speaker 1: and like that is what's important. Cultivating the group that
Speaker 1: makes you be able to do that personally and so
Speaker 1: you feel confident taking that out into the world.
Speaker 2: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and
Speaker 2: I'm Miela.
Speaker 3: You guys, you.
Speaker 2: Know, I normally start my day off singing with the
Speaker 2: Wednesdays and things. But if you're watching on YouTube right now,
Speaker 2: then you know where the fuck we are right now.
Speaker 2: And if you're an OG listener, then you absolutely know
Speaker 2: where the fuck we are right now.
Speaker 1: We had to throw it back for the good old
Speaker 1: days because soon Erica is departing from this house and
Speaker 1: this is the house in which Good Moms was built,
Speaker 1: was born, built, and nurtured and grown manifested here in
Speaker 1: this house.
Speaker 3: It's bittersweet.
Speaker 2: I mean, we haven't recorded here in years at this point,
Speaker 2: but this dining table actually wasn't even this dining table,
Speaker 2: I've got it.
Speaker 3: No, it was a wood one I've since upgraded.
Speaker 1: But this room is where the magic happened.
Speaker 3: Amila became best friend.
Speaker 2: This is where I heard so many stories for the
Speaker 2: first time, where I shared so many things for the
Speaker 2: first time, where you.
Speaker 1: Watched our kids grow up.
Speaker 2: And if you remember the elevator music we'd play every
Speaker 2: time they interrupted us.
Speaker 1: They were two and three when we started and they're
Speaker 1: about to be nine.
Speaker 3: That's wild.
Speaker 1: It's absolutely wild. I don't think I've realized we've onward progress.
Speaker 1: We left here, and I just don't think until sitting
Speaker 1: here how much I realized how much shit we've done,
Speaker 1: and how much how far we've come, and how much
Speaker 1: we've grown, and so many memories in this house.
Speaker 2: This was like a lot of late nights because when
Speaker 2: Meila and I started our show, we would record like
Speaker 2: the night before a Wednesday drop, And actually I think
Speaker 2: we started dropping on Monday at first, and then we
Speaker 2: switched to Wednesdays.
Speaker 1: That's it only happened like once or twice.
Speaker 3: But we would be in.
Speaker 2: Here while the kids were playing the other room, while
Speaker 2: they were asleep, because they weren't even in school yet.
Speaker 1: We weren't in school yet. They were two and three.
Speaker 1: What were they just we would just make them lay down.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I.
Speaker 1: I guess they started TK. Sorry, I think they started
Speaker 1: TK and like shortly after you guys, yeo, like they
Speaker 1: were they were two and three. They were literally babysitting
Speaker 1: themselves through these glass doors. Because we were doing a
Speaker 1: lot of things in here. We didn't really know what
Speaker 1: we got into. We just like setting up a cell phone,
Speaker 1: set up some cheap Amazon mics, and we didn't know
Speaker 1: each other, and we're like, fuck it, let's do it.
Speaker 1: Really because of Eric's calling to the podcast world, because
Speaker 1: I wasn't thinking about a fucking podcast, and I was
Speaker 1: just excited. I was in a transitional place in my life,
Speaker 1: and I was super excited to have a new friend
Speaker 1: and a new friend who had a baby, and that
Speaker 1: she was inviting me over and wanted to do stuff.
Speaker 1: I think by the time we started the show, I
Speaker 1: was a newly single and so I was really I
Speaker 1: really needed someone who understood where I was at. And
Speaker 1: I think that blind faith of like not knowing a
Speaker 1: bit at all and just saying, Okay, let's start a
Speaker 1: podcast aka business. And I don't know, like so much
Speaker 1: has happened since then.
Speaker 2: So much, so much has happened, and so much is
Speaker 2: still the same.
Speaker 1: This is a fact, you know, like we are still
Speaker 1: We're different but the same.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And if you just heard that airplane fly by,
Speaker 2: I'm having flashback moments of just the late nights and
Speaker 2: the airplanes flying by, and the gardeners and.
Speaker 1: All every time the gardeners would come when we started recording,
Speaker 1: the kids would fight and we would just tell them
Speaker 1: to figure it out. Even though there are two So
Speaker 1: many veggie tacos were made, so many vegetarian tacos, And
Speaker 1: remember that stage room to. We went to like an
Speaker 1: impossible burger stage and also a Portobello Burger for like
Speaker 1: one yeah, I like two weeks of burgers. We had COVID,
Speaker 1: which I spent most of my time here, and we
Speaker 1: were like thinking the world was gonna end, but also
Speaker 1: this is all we had, you know, we were thinking
Speaker 1: the world was going to end and the zombie apocalypse
Speaker 1: was happening. But for some reason we said, fuck it,
Speaker 1: let's just podcasts until the zombies come.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, if you are listening, I want to
Speaker 2: encourage you to go on YouTube so that you can
Speaker 2: take a gander.
Speaker 1: I don't even know if all the very very very
Speaker 1: beginning episodes are visual, but there are. There's definitely a
Speaker 1: bunch of us in this in this room on an iPhone, yeah,
Speaker 1: with one mic, oh yeah, one blue mic. First we
Speaker 1: had two Amazon mics, and the eventually gradge Nisha bought
Speaker 1: us one nice mic until it wasn't so nice anymore.
Speaker 1: And then we had you do you have to record
Speaker 1: that cord be sucking up? And then we moved to
Speaker 1: Eric because Mom's office because she had an empty room.
Speaker 1: But we can only go there on certain days and
Speaker 1: we can only smoke on certain days and that was
Speaker 1: the f grade. But we were also moving furniture every day,
Speaker 1: like couches and desks and in order to record there.
Speaker 1: And and that was like when we kind of got
Speaker 1: a team aka David, and we were there for like
Speaker 1: a year and a half. Yeah, we're there for a minute,
Speaker 1: I think. I think in twenty twenty we decided to
Speaker 1: go over there because there was not many people in
Speaker 1: the office. And then we stayed there until last year.
Speaker 1: And now we have been in our studio for one year,
Speaker 1: the studio that we own, Yes Good Good Media, Good
Speaker 1: Good Protections dot Com and it is our studio and
Speaker 1: it's the studio for you know, our podcast family that
Speaker 1: comes through. And I don't know, but bitches have grown.
Speaker 1: Bitch things have happened. Bitches have grown. We got a
Speaker 1: book and this is our old sign that was in
Speaker 1: all of our episode. We took this fucking sign everywhere everywhere,
Speaker 1: every day, El to Rito, We took it to the
Speaker 1: beach where we had to meet up one time. It
Speaker 1: doesn't even light up. It stopped lighting up like five
Speaker 1: minutes after we bought it, but that didn't stop us
Speaker 1: from bringing it everywhere. Oh my god, do you remember
Speaker 1: that time. What the fuck? I don't know what the
Speaker 1: event was, but we were doing some kind of arts
Speaker 1: and crafts and living room like a GMBO. Was that
Speaker 1: our first live show and thed like flowers on it?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, we were making our own props. But you
Speaker 1: know what I will say, for two bitches, we didn't
Speaker 1: know each other very much, and we really obviously I
Speaker 1: just listened to a piece of that first episode. We
Speaker 1: didn't know what the fuck we were doing or what
Speaker 1: direction we were going on. We're like, yeah, we're single moms,
Speaker 1: and yeah, what are we gonna talk about? What are
Speaker 1: we gonna talk about? Oh? Yeah, I were moms and
Speaker 1: we're dating and stuff.
Speaker 2: Well, you know, this is the last real episode of
Speaker 2: the year, and so it felt it feels very full
Speaker 2: circle to be having this episode here.
Speaker 1: It's also our three hundredth episode.
Speaker 2: Three hundred times we sat down and spilled our guts.
Speaker 1: That's at least four hundred hours of I Met. I
Speaker 1: told you those four hundred hours I'm a fucking license
Speaker 1: podcast period.
Speaker 3: On top of this.
Speaker 2: Being our three hundredth episode, we are also transitioning next
Speaker 2: year and we've been talking about it with you guys
Speaker 2: for a while that we're going into seasons next year,
Speaker 2: which is crazy, Like we sat down every single week
Speaker 2: with you guys and chatted and learned so many things
Speaker 2: from so many people, and it's bittersweet, like bittersweet moment
Speaker 2: moving out of this house which I've lived in for
Speaker 2: the last nine years, and you guys have heard me
Speaker 2: talk about like just wanting to move on from this
Speaker 2: space and like feeling like I couldn't, feel like I
Speaker 2: couldn't afford it, and just now being in a different
Speaker 2: position where I can afford it because of sitting down
Speaker 2: here every single week and also knowing that like things
Speaker 2: have to change in that space as well, so that
Speaker 2: you know, we talked about this when we first announced
Speaker 2: this as like this integration that I'm excited to do.
Speaker 3: I've learned so many things.
Speaker 2: That I feel like I've yet to all the way
Speaker 2: be able to apply into my life because we're always
Speaker 2: like onto the next episode, in the next conversation. So
Speaker 2: it's like this bittersweet moment of like we've done this
Speaker 2: over and over and over again, and things are changing.
Speaker 2: We've grown, our community has grown. You guys have literally
Speaker 2: grown individually listening to the show in your own lives,
Speaker 2: listening to other people's shows, maybe following some of the
Speaker 2: guests that we've introduced you to on the show, and
Speaker 2: it's just crazy to think about. It's like kind of emotional.
Speaker 3: Actually, I feel like.
Speaker 1: It's the evolution, the natural evolution of us just being
Speaker 1: aware and it's like we have put in a lot
Speaker 1: of work, in a lot of hours and just realizing,
Speaker 1: like in the beginning, it was about building, it was
Speaker 1: about expands, it was about getting the message out, and
Speaker 1: I think we've come to this realization that we've done
Speaker 1: a lot and in order to truly in order to
Speaker 1: truly like integrate all of the information and all of
Speaker 1: the things that we've done, we have to take some
Speaker 1: time for ourselves. And the only way we can do
Speaker 1: that is we stopped doing this every fucking week. It's
Speaker 1: quite literally impossible to completely think straight and be completely
Speaker 1: present when you have a full blown production, self funded production,
Speaker 1: being produced every week for independent podcasters five years. And
Speaker 1: that's the thing we are. We're independent podcasters. So I'd
Speaker 1: like to give us a pat on the back because
Speaker 1: we created this, we designed it, we branded it, we
Speaker 1: marketed it, we built it, we expanded it. It grew
Speaker 1: and that was all because of our marketing pr efforts
Speaker 1: and truly are like the fire and the desire that
Speaker 1: like something telling us to keep going and a lot
Speaker 1: of you know, first of all, podcasting is a very
Speaker 1: competitive space. You know, it's very difficult. There's millions of podcasts,
Speaker 1: and it's very difficult to become the top one percent
Speaker 1: or pop or top point five percent. Not to mention
Speaker 1: being black, not to mention being women. This is a
Speaker 1: definitely a predominantly white male industry and a lot of
Speaker 1: the podcasts that are successful are coming from people who
Speaker 1: are celebrities and have passed you know, influences or whatever
Speaker 1: the fuck. And a lot of those podcasts have support
Speaker 1: of networks and we don't. And we did one year
Speaker 1: like in the beginning, and it just didn't serve us.
Speaker 1: And so we've kind of like grassroots to it and
Speaker 1: we've grown this organically. And I think that's the most like,
Speaker 1: that's the most the most the thing I'm most proud of.
Speaker 1: You know, like we a lot of times it's hard
Speaker 1: to commit to some shit. I'm not a commitment type
Speaker 1: of bitch, but this is the most consistent I've ever
Speaker 1: showed up for anything in my life.
Speaker 2: I don't think that's true. Why I think that you
Speaker 2: are a commitment type of bitch. You've committed to a
Speaker 2: lot of things in the span of my time knowing you.
Speaker 2: Like I admitted to Tantra school, You've committed to a relationship,
Speaker 2: You've committed to podcasting, you've committed to being a good mom,
Speaker 2: You've committed, you've committed to your trades. Like you are,
Speaker 2: you are committed type of bitch.
Speaker 1: Okay, thinks yeah, but this is like when I think,
Speaker 1: sometimes there's not like a you're not gonna go to
Speaker 1: jail if your kid doesn't make it, or there's not
Speaker 1: an immediate If there's not an immediate how do you say,
Speaker 1: like an instant gratification, then sometimes it's hard to follow through.
Speaker 1: And it's been hard for me to follow through. And
Speaker 1: I guess, I guess there's things I've done that I
Speaker 1: haven't felt as passionate about, you know, because I did.
Speaker 1: I went to esthetician. I have a lot of trades,
Speaker 1: you guys. I'm a Jamaican. I went to ESTHETI I'm
Speaker 1: a licensed aesthetician. It started a business, but like and
Speaker 1: I loved it, but I just didn't feel super fulfilled
Speaker 1: doing that, you know, And yeah, motherhood, there's really not
Speaker 1: a lot of choices, even though there's a lot of
Speaker 1: there's a lot of eight shape parents, so yeah, choices.
Speaker 1: But I am really just in awe of all that
Speaker 1: we've created. It feels really good to be sitting in
Speaker 1: this space friend, where we started this, and like even
Speaker 1: on some personal shit, like I we and I individually
Speaker 1: together have been through some shit in this house. Literally
Speaker 1: cried and hugged and laughed and mushroomed and really like
Speaker 1: fell apart and built each other back up and melted
Speaker 1: down again, broke up with niggas and cheated on him
Speaker 1: and had a fucking fake relationship. Coach try and coach it.
Speaker 1: So many things, you know, but like COVID was dark
Speaker 1: for us, but then it was light. You know. I
Speaker 1: had a car repossessed out front, like the first year
Speaker 1: I knew Erica, and I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: and I like, I I didn't even like I couldn't
Speaker 1: even like I knew you, but I was like, ugh,
Speaker 1: you know, like certain things do black people like, certain
Speaker 1: things in your business and your private But I didn't
Speaker 1: really have a choice but to react because bitch I'm
Speaker 1: right here. It's just so many things. I've slept in
Speaker 1: this bed, so many times together, so many naked outside
Speaker 1: fucking hangouts, just so many holidays, Mother's days. It's just
Speaker 1: been a fucking ride.
Speaker 2: And you know, for those listening, don't freak out. We're
Speaker 2: not like disappearing. We've prepared. We're prepared.
Speaker 3: You're going to see us on Patreon.
Speaker 2: You're going to get episodes still, it's just you're not
Speaker 2: going to get them on the regular platforms because they're
Speaker 2: not going.
Speaker 3: To be recorded weekly like we do now.
Speaker 2: So if you are a patron, I love you, and
Speaker 2: if you are not, I encourage you to go over
Speaker 2: there because that's really where we're going to be hanging
Speaker 2: out during the off season. That's where we're going to
Speaker 2: be having a lot more episodisodes, a lot more vulnerable
Speaker 2: conversations that you're not going to always hear on the
Speaker 2: regular pod. So if you've heard us talk about Patreon,
Speaker 2: this is the time, this is the time to join,
Speaker 2: because after December we're going into seasons, and then after
Speaker 2: that season is done, we're not going to be talking to.
Speaker 1: You live weekly and for free, for free.
Speaker 3: It's it's and it's a low ask. It's ten dollars
Speaker 3: a month for you to have access to.
Speaker 1: Our whole motherfucking line, our.
Speaker 2: Whole catalog, are all the bonus episodes, all of the
Speaker 2: more bonus episodes that we're going to be contributing to
Speaker 2: you guys, all of our blog posts that you didn't
Speaker 2: even know we were writing over there. But I've written
Speaker 2: a lot of shit over there. I've been crying a
Speaker 2: lot on Patreon.
Speaker 3: You didn't even know it.
Speaker 1: Because they don't post it on the regular feet.
Speaker 3: Because I'm a Scorpio.
Speaker 2: And it's ten dollars, and I think that you can
Speaker 2: do that, and I think that you'll feel really enriched
Speaker 2: by it, and I feel like you'll be really happy
Speaker 2: that you did it. And I'm really excited to expand
Speaker 2: our tribe over there because we have such an amazing
Speaker 2: Discord community already.
Speaker 1: Shout out to our tribe on Discord.
Speaker 2: Who you know are meeting up, who are connecting, who
Speaker 2: are sharing, who are educating, who are empowering one another,
Speaker 2: who are holding space for one another, holding space for
Speaker 2: us over there as well. When we're going through things
Speaker 2: and we need to ask the collective, YO, what the
Speaker 2: fuck do I do about this. There's so much value
Speaker 2: over there, So I hope that you'll join us over
Speaker 2: there during our off seasons, and I'm really excited for
Speaker 2: just the next the next news, the next second season.
Speaker 1: I guess that's it. Is it like season two? Like
Speaker 1: this is never ending?
Speaker 2: Long ass season one episodes.
Speaker 1: Maybe we did to break them down by year one is.
Speaker 3: Three hundred episodes and two is fifteen.
Speaker 1: Yeah, eleven a little uneven, But I mean, in shit,
Speaker 1: if you don't come on Patreon, you've got three hundred
Speaker 1: motherfucking episodes to go reference and when you're done with those,
Speaker 1: then you can come on over. But I don't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think there's going to be just a limited amount
Speaker 1: of access unless you are on Patreon, just because you know,
Speaker 1: not that I have any regrets by any means, but
Speaker 1: we've given a lot of ourselves just on the sake
Speaker 1: of like somebody will understand, and you know, there's a
Speaker 1: little bit, there's some scrutiny and there's some judgment, which
Speaker 1: always happens. But I wouldn't even go so far as
Speaker 1: to say as to the expense of our mental health,
Speaker 1: because we don't really give a fuck. I would like
Speaker 1: to say just the expense of our mental health. But
Speaker 1: it's not even it because boy, oh boy, are we
Speaker 1: some zero fucks given type of bitches. Wait, I'm like
Speaker 1: slipping Jesus. Okay, but yeah, I think all things this
Speaker 1: must come to a semi end. And so we're really
Speaker 1: kindly asking inviting you to evolve with us to the
Speaker 1: next you know, the next stage, because there are a
Speaker 1: lot of things happening. We are continuing to evolve, and
Speaker 1: if you don't join Patreon, you have the opportunity to
Speaker 1: maybe catch us on a retreat in twenty twenty five,
Speaker 1: because all the twenty twenty four ones are sold.
Speaker 2: Out except bright our first domestic retreat. Yes, we're finally
Speaker 2: bringing a retreat to ghetto ass America.
Speaker 1: That's for you, felons and non passport holders. This is
Speaker 1: for you.
Speaker 2: This retreat is for the moms. This one is really
Speaker 2: for the moms. It is a Mother's Day creative retreat.
Speaker 2: Don't worry, we won't capture you on actual Mother's Day.
Speaker 2: You will spend the weekend with us, and then we
Speaker 2: will send you back on Sunday, back to your families
Speaker 2: and your kids. Rejuvenated, reactivated, and inspired, creative, creatively.
Speaker 1: Yes, This is for creative moms.
Speaker 2: So the retreat is going to be Mother's Day weekend
Speaker 2: in Atlanta, our favorite place because we kind of.
Speaker 3: Pop it in Atlantic.
Speaker 2: We are way more than we are in LA. Love
Speaker 2: us in Atlanta, and I love the bitches not so
Speaker 2: much in LA. And it's really a space for you
Speaker 2: to bring your ideas. I think as women, and as
Speaker 2: as as women and as mothers, we are the birthers
Speaker 2: of so.
Speaker 3: Many things, right children, he is.
Speaker 2: Ideas, and I think sometimes we don't give a lot
Speaker 2: of attention to our creative ideas because we're so busy
Speaker 2: nurturing everything else that we've created.
Speaker 1: So this retreat is really for.
Speaker 2: The women that have that idea that they've been sitting
Speaker 2: on for a long time that they've been scared to
Speaker 2: share with their friends or family, or they feel judged.
Speaker 2: This is for the woman that's maybe already started the
Speaker 2: business but needs more help, needs more guidance, needs more support.
Speaker 2: We're going to have some really amazing facilitators and experts
Speaker 2: that will be attending the retreat to support your creativity,
Speaker 2: including us, And of course we're going to do some
Speaker 2: wellness witchy shit, because it wouldn't be a good vibe retreat.
Speaker 1: Without that, well, you can't really be creative if you're
Speaker 1: not well. I don't know if you've noticed, but you
Speaker 1: get creative blocks because you're not taking care of yourself.
Speaker 1: You have to be in a like your nervous system
Speaker 1: needs to be regulated to even start to begin to
Speaker 1: think of ideas or else you're just thinking about survival.
Speaker 1: And a lot of the times the ideas and the
Speaker 1: creative things are the things that manifest the means to survival.
Speaker 1: But you have to be able to be clear enough
Speaker 1: to fucking sit in it to figure it out. And
Speaker 1: sometimes it requires a friend or eight friends or people
Speaker 1: on the same with like minded ideas. You know, it's hard.
Speaker 1: Sometimes people have friends who just don't have the same mentality,
Speaker 1: they're not thinking the same And sometimes it becomes you
Speaker 1: become a product of your environment and of your friends,
Speaker 1: and sometimes you want more. And you know, we we
Speaker 1: do a lot of shit, but it's all based in
Speaker 1: creativity and so like, you don't have to be a
Speaker 1: podcaster or aspiring podcaster to pull up this is literally
Speaker 1: for anyone who does anything creatively, does any kind of
Speaker 1: creative work, And that looks different for everybody in different industries.
Speaker 1: And you know, if you're an author, even if you
Speaker 1: do want a podcast, an influencer, or some other creative
Speaker 1: jobs marketing.
Speaker 2: Maybe you own a like, maybe you own an online store,
Speaker 2: maybe you are it doesn't matter really, it's whatever it
Speaker 2: is that you are trying to create.
Speaker 1: We're creating creative space.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I think that, you know, obviously, me and
Speaker 2: Miila have a set of skills and expertise, and sometimes
Speaker 2: it's really just like flushing out the idea in a
Speaker 2: room full of people that can say, you know what,
Speaker 2: that's a fucking great idea, or someone be like, you
Speaker 2: know what, I see the vision, but like, what if
Speaker 2: you did it this way? What if you have you
Speaker 2: thought about looking at it from this perspective? And I'm
Speaker 2: lucky because that's what I that's the That's the whole
Speaker 2: reason me and Mila have been able to build what
Speaker 2: we have is being able to bounce ideas off of
Speaker 2: each other and to empower all of our delusions. And
Speaker 2: sometimes you need that from strangers. Sometimes it's not going
Speaker 2: to happen from your circle. Sometimes it's not going to
Speaker 2: happen in your workplace or your family, and you need
Speaker 2: people that don't really know you.
Speaker 3: They don't have anything to lose.
Speaker 2: To be and be and be honest, and so I'm
Speaker 2: really excited to be able to do that with a
Speaker 2: limited group of people.
Speaker 3: This is a smaller, the smallest retreat we've ever done.
Speaker 1: It's very intimate, which is going to be is gonna
Speaker 1: be dope, and the house is really beautiful. And if
Speaker 1: you're in Atlanta and you don't want to say, you can,
Speaker 1: like say the night, you can just pull up and
Speaker 1: it will it will be It's like there will be workshops,
Speaker 1: but they will al also be playing, because you know,
Speaker 1: these two bitches believe in play. So make sure you
Speaker 1: click the link in this episode description and put you
Speaker 1: down your deposit, because this.
Speaker 3: Retreat will sell out.
Speaker 2: It's not like our other retreats where we have like
Speaker 2: twenty five spots and multiple retreats happening.
Speaker 1: One weekend, one house, one weekend, one house. I think
Speaker 1: maybe ten spots. Yeah, And this is the only retreat
Speaker 1: that so far is not sold out in twenty twenty four.
Speaker 2: So I'm excited because it's just a different vibe, it's
Speaker 2: a different energy, and I have some ideas too that
Speaker 2: I need some input in, so come through and join
Speaker 2: us in Atlanta Mother's Day weekend, which is what weekend
Speaker 2: is that?
Speaker 1: So the retreats may tenth through the twelfth. It's a quickie.
Speaker 1: It's a weekend retreat. We release you right before Mother's Day.
Speaker 1: On Mother's Day, you'll be rejuvenated. It's in Atlanta, it's
Speaker 1: centrally located. You don't need a passport. It's affordable, and
Speaker 1: really it's an investment in your creative juices that will
Speaker 1: create million dollar ideas.
Speaker 3: Bam baby.
Speaker 2: Speaking of which, speaking of creative juices and just manifesting
Speaker 2: and energy, Hagany Taro sent me the cutest motherfucking deck
Speaker 2: I've ever seen. How all and tiny this deck is.
Speaker 2: It's like, have you seen a cuter deck? I don't
Speaker 2: think so.
Speaker 1: It's a travel deck for your purse, so you can
Speaker 1: bust it out as like I'd like to bust out
Speaker 1: mine as a party trick at parties, like, oh god,
Speaker 1: I have in my purse it's so cute. Look and
Speaker 1: then I pull out Biddy Taro because I don't remember
Speaker 1: all seventy two.
Speaker 2: Well, I promised the tribe that after our first season
Speaker 2: is over, we will be Taro queens and we won't
Speaker 2: use biddy and we've The way we're gonna do this
Speaker 2: is we're going to divide and conquer.
Speaker 1: Fifth thirty six each.
Speaker 2: Miila's gonna learn half, I'm learn half, and then we'll
Speaker 2: seventy courses card.
Speaker 1: If we're not together, we're fucked. We're just gonna have
Speaker 1: a call, say, are you busy? I have a question.
Speaker 1: I'm at a party during my party trick, but I
Speaker 1: don't I don't know this card. It's not my suit.
Speaker 3: Okay, so should we pick one the High Priestess?
Speaker 1: She looks balanced the High Priestess.
Speaker 3: I don't know if you can see it because she's
Speaker 3: so tiny and petite. She's a little baby.
Speaker 2: But we'll get back to that at the end of
Speaker 2: the episode. See what that energy is trying to tell us.
Speaker 2: Speaking of episodes and first first episode, So our first
Speaker 2: episode of our show was called sex, Apps and Kids,
Speaker 2: and that's.
Speaker 1: What we talked about. Yeah, I talked about sex, we
Speaker 1: talked about our kids, and we talked about dating apps.
Speaker 2: And it's so funny because it's so funny full circle
Speaker 2: moments how they go because I'm back on apps, still
Speaker 2: have my kid because I kept her alive somehow and
Speaker 2: sex is I don't know. I don't know what sex
Speaker 2: is right now, but I was thinking about the title
Speaker 2: of that and like where I'm at now, and like
Speaker 2: you're back. I'm back on sex apps and kids and
Speaker 2: how my perspective on dating apps is vastly different than
Speaker 2: it was when we started our show because.
Speaker 1: I was totally.
Speaker 2: Traumatized from my relationship, and so apps were perfect because
Speaker 2: I was just looking to have casual sex.
Speaker 1: Like I only wanted like pretty.
Speaker 2: Much one night stands or just like maybe like little
Speaker 2: flings for four month periods.
Speaker 1: At a time. I just wanted to feel pretty. I
Speaker 1: want to I wanted to feel yeah, yeah, you want
Speaker 1: to feel at tension. I mean we both were there.
Speaker 1: And that's the crazy part about this podcast. And just
Speaker 1: like every stage and evolution, every fuck up, every cycle,
Speaker 1: every long cycle, it was just like in the beginning,
Speaker 1: we were just on some let's fuck, no strings attached,
Speaker 1: you know. It was very clear, like we're going on dates,
Speaker 1: and we're gonna go on dates, We're gonna fuck, and
Speaker 1: we're gonna have fun.
Speaker 3: We're gonna talk about we're gonna talk about.
Speaker 1: It about every single one on the Hinge. There was
Speaker 1: a whole season. We were just screenshotting hinged accounts and
Speaker 1: sharing them like fuck that people had faces.
Speaker 3: There was no close friends then no, so we were.
Speaker 1: Just like ha, we were kind of mean. We'd talking
Speaker 1: about dates and like dates. He went on that they
Speaker 1: didn't want to pay for valet, like we were very particular.
Speaker 1: Men with roommates, men with dogs. And then we dated
Speaker 1: a nigga with the dog. And we dated all of
Speaker 1: those people. After we talked about all of them, after
Speaker 1: we knew that those are not our people, we still
Speaker 1: dated a nigga with a.
Speaker 3: Dog, dated niggas with roommates.
Speaker 1: All types of shit, all types of shit were saying,
Speaker 1: we're gonna do dated people who are just not compatible
Speaker 1: in a lot of ways. But like his dick will
Speaker 1: work soon. It's gonna work soon, it's gonna come. It's
Speaker 1: not me. We we try to be lesbian. You try
Speaker 1: to be lesbian. I did that. We we tried some threesomes,
Speaker 1: We had goddess experience. We started a couple of businesses.
Speaker 1: But you know what I was thinking the other day,
Speaker 1: I was just thinking about time and like, even as
Speaker 1: I think people get this interesting perception of women, free women,
Speaker 1: you know, and that were just wild, that we're reckless,
Speaker 1: that we just are hoes. You want to fuck everything.
Speaker 1: And I'm just just coming to this like wild conclusion
Speaker 1: that like I have a free woman, I am a
Speaker 1: sexual woman, like I'm a sexual being. I'm okay with
Speaker 1: leading with that. It doesn't mean I want to fuck everyone,
Speaker 1: But at this age in my life, a lot of
Speaker 1: times like if you were doing it mindfully, sex, if
Speaker 1: you evolve emotionally and spiritually, sex is a part of that,
Speaker 1: you know, if you're mindful about all things that encompass you.
Speaker 1: And I just realized, like how frustrating it is. I
Speaker 1: mean not for me, like I'm in a very sex
Speaker 1: step relationship, but just in general for women. I was
Speaker 1: just thinking for women like me that may not be
Speaker 1: in relationships, and who I would be right now if
Speaker 1: I wasn't in a relationship. You guys, I've been in
Speaker 1: a relationship for almost two years, which is a fucking wow.
Speaker 1: Me and Orlando have known each other from three years
Speaker 1: meeting in a podcast. But like, if I don't if
Speaker 1: this wasn't for this relationship, I don't think i'd be
Speaker 1: pressed about a relationship. Maybe I would want one, but
Speaker 1: I'm not the type to like prioritize that, but I
Speaker 1: was thinking about being a spiritually evolved woman, a woman
Speaker 1: and also a sexual woman. It's hard out here because
Speaker 1: you could be free and you could really be like
Speaker 1: I do want to fuck, but you want to have
Speaker 1: at least this one good conversation. I need to know
Speaker 1: that you have a little smart and like the fucked
Speaker 1: up thing is there's not a lot of smart people
Speaker 1: and so prevents us from being hose anyway. So people
Speaker 1: are on the internet like you're a slut, and it's
Speaker 1: like I wish, but the niggas are too dumb, you know.
Speaker 1: It's like I don't even like certain people don't even
Speaker 1: need a lot. But it's like the basics. So many
Speaker 1: men are missing, just basic shit like conversation, interest, Can
Speaker 1: you be interesting? Can you have a job? Can you
Speaker 1: not lie?
Speaker 2: No? But I think I think it's like if they
Speaker 2: have a job, then that's that's their claim to fame.
Speaker 1: I have a car and a job, right, everything is
Speaker 1: soapd I don't hit women who sign me up, Jake, Like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? It's so crazy? Like the bar is
Speaker 1: hella lo for niggas and as a like, women evolve
Speaker 1: faster anyway. And if you're like the women are waking
Speaker 1: up right now, so we are. If you so choose,
Speaker 1: if you were like listening remotely to your intuition, if
Speaker 1: you start to choose intention and mindfulness, even being a
Speaker 1: liberated and sexual woman, it's hard out here. You can't
Speaker 1: even be liberated. You could just be lib. You can
Speaker 1: live lib, just like you could just live.
Speaker 2: Either you're gonna be lib or you're gonna be rated.
Speaker 2: You're probably gonna be rated, be rated rated. One thing's
Speaker 2: for sures you're gonna be rated.
Speaker 1: And it's so crazy. It's just because like there's so
Speaker 1: many assumptions about women and how they carry themselves and
Speaker 1: what they should do with their bodies that no one
Speaker 1: else owns but us, and how issues are pussies and
Speaker 1: if we're worthy, and like the amount of comments I
Speaker 1: got on this fucking dick, sucking, fucking one sentence from
Speaker 1: the book every day I read it, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, I don't every day this come up?
Speaker 1: Like the men. We give the people context, So I
Speaker 1: say in the there's a chapter in the book where
Speaker 1: I talk about like being like three weeks postpartum, and
Speaker 1: it was like a very like clear moment for me
Speaker 1: because I was holding my baby. I was like not
Speaker 1: knowing who the fuck I was, and my fucking baby
Speaker 1: daddy was like basically like can I give him some head?
Speaker 1: And at that moment, I was like, what the fuck
Speaker 1: are you talking about? Like that's I just felt. I
Speaker 1: felt like at that point the purpose of being a
Speaker 1: woman was to give yourself to other people. I was
Speaker 1: milking a child, I just pushed her through my pussy,
Speaker 1: and this nigga was asking me for head. So I
Speaker 1: just didn't feel like I existed. And so it's a
Speaker 1: very like thirty second clip. But the nigga is in
Speaker 1: the comments is like, I'm not saying all men are
Speaker 1: like this, but it's a really clear indication. I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna go right and say it. The mental illness that's
Speaker 1: running rampant amongst men, and like they're blatant disregard for
Speaker 1: women and for our feelings and really for our humanity.
Speaker 3: And like they're.
Speaker 2: There authority or this faux authority they feel over our
Speaker 2: bodies and the access they feel like they should have
Speaker 2: to our bodies because we've chosen to have a baby
Speaker 2: with them, or we've chosen a relationship partnership with.
Speaker 1: Them, but they don't know what partnership means. That means
Speaker 1: serve me with your mouth and you're pussy and if
Speaker 1: you don't, I'll get an So many people were like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: just just cheat on her like everybody else, I'll just
Speaker 1: this nigga was like, somebody else will do it. I
Speaker 1: looked at the picture of the nigga. I said, Nigga,
Speaker 1: nobody's sucking your dick, not a single bit. I mean,
Speaker 1: that's always that's justly the case. But I also would
Speaker 1: I also know for sure that a lot of those
Speaker 1: people that were commenting would never in a million years
Speaker 1: say that shit to their partner's face. Would never like
Speaker 1: they are perpetrating on the GRAM and.
Speaker 2: Putting on this mask for their partner of this supportive
Speaker 2: baby daddy or whatever the fuck. And at the end
Speaker 2: of the day, people just want to have opinions.
Speaker 1: I don't even know if some of these people really.
Speaker 3: Feel this way.
Speaker 1: No, I no, no, I think they do. I think
Speaker 1: some of them do. But I do think that people
Speaker 1: just like to just have an apillarizing opinion. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: just like to have an opinion. The scary part is
Speaker 1: I think they wholeheardly believe it. And the scarier part
Speaker 1: is I looked at some of those polarphiles. Some of
Speaker 1: those niggas had kids and wives, and that's even scarier.
Speaker 1: The scarier part is you are procreating me with someone
Speaker 1: and there's a bitch dumbino. I mean, let me go back,
Speaker 1: because I'm the bitch of dumb enough haha, that would
Speaker 1: actually be me. Bitch is dumb enough to have kids
Speaker 1: with people who are disregarding of them as humans. And
Speaker 1: I just say this all because yes, I was one
Speaker 1: of those people. I had a child with someone I
Speaker 1: knew for a very long time. But that was not
Speaker 1: nice to me, and that was disrespectful and was completely
Speaker 1: oblivious of anything that I was saying. I think we
Speaker 1: were speaking two different languages, honestly. But the point is,
Speaker 1: it's just like I wish it. I mean, obviously, I
Speaker 1: had a baby when I'm twenty seven. I'm thirty five
Speaker 1: years old, and the things I know now because I've
Speaker 1: had this experience, I would have never known then. But
Speaker 1: I just like, I hope our podcast is fun and
Speaker 1: it's free and we play and we joke and we're silly,
Speaker 1: we really are. But overall, our goal when we started
Speaker 1: this was a to do whatever the fuck you want
Speaker 1: because the niggas are going to judge you anyway. Bitches
Speaker 1: are going to judge you too, But also like prioritize
Speaker 1: who the fuck you are and what you want to
Speaker 1: do for you so that some guy that you think
Speaker 1: you're in love with can't come give you fifty percent
Speaker 1: of your needs and then you accept it as a
Speaker 1: gold when it's shit. And I think that is the
Speaker 1: message is like the value we have in ourselves. You
Speaker 1: cannot ask someone else to value you and then abide
Speaker 1: by that. It is only up to you to appraise
Speaker 1: your existence and what your level of respect and what
Speaker 1: a relationship looks like to you. Because I see a
Speaker 1: lot of bitches being with the niggas just to have
Speaker 1: a warm body, And it's scary because that's how you die.
Speaker 1: While you're still alive, share a bed or a house
Speaker 1: or close proximity with a nigga or a person who
Speaker 1: doesn't really care about your evolution and doesn't care about
Speaker 1: their own evolution, and you will see yourself become sick.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, they don't care about your feelings, they don't
Speaker 2: care about your experience they haven't even done the research
Speaker 2: to even try to understand what that experience could possibly be,
Speaker 2: especially like with the act of like pregnancy and birth.
Speaker 2: I feel like men really missed the mark there, and
Speaker 2: they don't take the time to really educate themselves or
Speaker 2: ask any questions. They're just so and happy that their
Speaker 2: semen worked and now it's.
Speaker 1: Time to go provide or whatever the fuck. And even
Speaker 1: God's questionable.
Speaker 2: You know, to really understand, like what is this transition
Speaker 2: that my partner is going to go through after this?
Speaker 2: Like she's literally building population humans and it's an act
Speaker 2: of God. Like our wombs are portals for real, you guys,
Speaker 2: Like for real, Like, if you're a man listening and
Speaker 2: you are with your woman, you are sitting next to
Speaker 2: a goddess with a portal inside of her fucking body.
Speaker 2: Please inquire about that. Please inquire about what that feels
Speaker 2: like for her, how her body, how her emotions might
Speaker 2: change or shifts as her body starts to create another
Speaker 2: human who possibly also might be a portal for the
Speaker 2: next generation as well. Like it's just it's just a
Speaker 2: lack of respect I think for just who women are
Speaker 2: in this society, and you know, and that's not to
Speaker 2: take away from like the man's role, because you're the
Speaker 2: men are obviously very important.
Speaker 1: Too, And it's just we have to both respect and
Speaker 1: acknowledge our roles. There's a balance. It's the yin and
Speaker 1: the yang, and we cannot have one without the other.
Speaker 1: But it does not work if one is thinking they're
Speaker 1: support superior or an ownership of the other. There is
Speaker 1: a level of respect and freedom that has to exist
Speaker 1: in order for us to alchemize and manifest in birth
Speaker 1: healthy shit. And yeah, it's just I know in that
Speaker 1: first episode we were trying to figure out what the
Speaker 1: fuck or why we were starting a podcast, and it
Speaker 1: was about single motherhood and now I'm not single. But
Speaker 1: the message overall is I think we weren't really we weren't.
Speaker 1: We were had an idea, but we were like, let's
Speaker 1: start first and figure it out later. And what we
Speaker 1: figured out is that actually figured it out that we
Speaker 1: are visual examples of giving permission to be and maybe
Speaker 1: you need some woman needed like the visual or the
Speaker 1: audio expression of what zero fucks given looks like when
Speaker 1: it comes to outside opinion. And even we are, you know,
Speaker 1: plagued by being human and sometimes we question ourselves and
Speaker 1: if we're doing too much or if that can come
Speaker 1: off smart.
Speaker 2: I think that like everyone including us, need visual examples.
Speaker 1: Or else you don't know exist.
Speaker 2: It's like I'm still like I'm in awe of particular
Speaker 2: women that I've unlocked things that I have yet to unlock.
Speaker 3: Do you know what I mean? Like it doesn't just
Speaker 3: stop here.
Speaker 2: And I think about our first episode, and like the
Speaker 2: fact that you're single and you're not single and I
Speaker 2: am single, And I think about where I was as
Speaker 2: a single mom in twenty eighteen versus where I'm at
Speaker 2: as a single mom in twenty twenty three, and where
Speaker 2: my mindset is, and how vastly different I think.
Speaker 1: But also like some of the core values that I've.
Speaker 2: Always had I always knew that I wanted there still exists.
Speaker 1: But what.
Speaker 2: I'm willing to, how I'm willing to, I guess a
Speaker 2: share myself with people is completely different. Like me dating
Speaker 2: now versus me dating then is completely different. The value
Speaker 2: that I have for my body and my womb and
Speaker 2: energetic exchange, the energetic exchange that happens is vastly different.
Speaker 2: Back then, I didn't really give a fuck.
Speaker 1: Well, because you've cultivated a weark. It was a fuck given,
Speaker 1: like I gave some fucks.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but I was more so ready for the I
Speaker 2: was so I was ready for the experience.
Speaker 3: I just wanted the experience. It wasn't even.
Speaker 2: About like the love or anything, and eventually it grew
Speaker 2: into that, but I just wanted the experience because I
Speaker 2: needed to feel something, because I felt so fucking numb
Speaker 2: coming into our show. And that's really what the journey
Speaker 2: has been, is the unnumbing. You've literally watched me and
Speaker 2: Jamila like dethaw ourselves out like I was a numb
Speaker 2: ass bitch then and young, and I love I love
Speaker 2: that version of myself and I hear our episodes like
Speaker 2: it makes me smile, like I don't feel like any
Speaker 2: sort of sadness about it. I'm like, Wow, look at
Speaker 2: this woman about to fucking transform this shit.
Speaker 1: Get her about to just.
Speaker 2: Make all the bad make all the bad choices, but
Speaker 2: ultimately rise and create a life that she could have
Speaker 2: never imagined that she'd create, all because she said, I
Speaker 2: don't really care. I'm just going to say the thing.
Speaker 2: I'm not going to cradle anyone's ego except my own. Really,
Speaker 2: and even like the unmasking of what that is and
Speaker 2: like the questioning of my own ego and just and
Speaker 2: that's what I'm talking about when we're talking about the
Speaker 2: integration that we need to do transitioning into doing seasons
Speaker 2: is like, yeah, Like, there's been a lot that has
Speaker 2: happened on this show that has really changed my perspective,
Speaker 2: and I owe it to myself to really allow myself
Speaker 2: to go I want to go back through I'm going
Speaker 2: to go back through our show and really listen to
Speaker 2: the to myself and to you and to our guests,
Speaker 2: and give myself that time to really take in the
Speaker 2: medicine that we accidentally gave so many people, including ourselves.
Speaker 1: You know, there's an embodiment that has to happen. Sometimes
Speaker 1: we're just it's logical, you know, it's intellectual. We're processing information,
Speaker 1: but we're not embodying it, and we're not truly Like
Speaker 1: when you get fed a lot of information, it's hard
Speaker 1: sometimes to actually put that into practice, and so it's necessary.
Speaker 1: But nonetheless, like there has been a shit ton of
Speaker 1: embodiment because there's been so much growth.
Speaker 3: It's been embodiment beyond I think even our control.
Speaker 1: Oh y, honest, when you sit.
Speaker 2: In the energies and the frequencies of people and guests.
Speaker 3: You automatically, it.
Speaker 2: Just rubs off, and you keep agreeing every week to
Speaker 2: sit down and question and talk and share.
Speaker 3: It just happens.
Speaker 1: It's the intention, the intention that I'm going to commit
Speaker 1: to doing something that I'm interested in, that I can
Speaker 1: gain it knowledge and education from and things that really
Speaker 1: ignite me, you know, like this whole Like I'm saying
Speaker 1: this not because we're super huge fucking glowed up, like
Speaker 1: we glew up and.
Speaker 3: We I ain't even done all the glow up yet.
Speaker 1: No, it's lowd. This is like thirty percent, and I'm
Speaker 1: proud of the thirty percent. These are things And I
Speaker 1: was like, oh shit, However, it took a long time,
Speaker 1: and I don't want anyone to look at this and
Speaker 1: be like, oh these been Like you really got to
Speaker 1: go back on the all three hundred thesepisodes because there's
Speaker 1: a lot of mistakes happening habitually. This particularly for me,
Speaker 1: and like that self worth, that self love that like
Speaker 1: listening to your gut. You fuck up a lot, you know,
Speaker 1: you fuck up a lot, but even in the fucking
Speaker 1: app I'm still choosing. I'm like I chose I fucked up,
Speaker 1: and I chose to fuck up, but I still know
Speaker 1: what I really want is that like that version of me,
Speaker 1: And even if I continue to fuck up, I'm never
Speaker 1: gonna stop aiming for that part, you know. And I
Speaker 1: I was just there was things I was just doing
Speaker 1: just to do it. Like I was bored. I didn't
Speaker 1: have the baby, and I was trying to feel you know,
Speaker 1: and I didn't want to feel alone, and I didn't
Speaker 1: want to admit that I was feeling lonely, so instead
Speaker 1: I just over killed with people that didn't mean shit,
Speaker 1: not you know, but just like weren't just didn't mean shit,
Speaker 1: just being bored and on some fuck shit numbing. And
Speaker 1: it took me a really long time to get out
Speaker 1: of that process. And you probably hear me cry about
Speaker 1: this like four hundred times in the last three hundred episodes.
Speaker 1: But it's really nice to see that once you really
Speaker 1: even the commitment to it, even though there's some bumps
Speaker 1: in the road that there is, when you're consistent about
Speaker 1: who the fuck you are, it shows up. Yeah, it is,
Speaker 1: it is.
Speaker 2: I do want whoever's listening to really know that it's
Speaker 2: like this shit, It didn't happen fast, and it's still
Speaker 2: not happened fast. You know, like be patient with yourself
Speaker 2: and your evolution and just as long as you show
Speaker 2: up and you it's in the doing. And that's like
Speaker 2: been the I think the magic of like this in
Speaker 2: particular has allowed me to realize that I just have
Speaker 2: to keep doing it. If I just keep doing it,
Speaker 2: I'm going to do something.
Speaker 1: I'm going to figure it out. Yeah, something are going
Speaker 1: to get done.
Speaker 2: Yeah, whether that's I'm going to keep doing this relationship
Speaker 2: over and over and over until I finally I'm like,
Speaker 2: all right, this is done. I'm going to keep doing
Speaker 2: this task over and over and over until I know
Speaker 2: how to do that better than I did before. I'm
Speaker 2: going to keep doing podcasting and talking over and over
Speaker 2: and over again until I feel like I finally resolve
Speaker 2: whatever that thing is I hadn't said out loud ever,
Speaker 2: Like it's in the doing, and I'm just so happy
Speaker 2: that we did.
Speaker 1: It and that we've continued to do it.
Speaker 2: And as women and nurturers, it's so important to acknowledge that,
Speaker 2: acknowledge all the things that you've been able to create
Speaker 2: and take a second and really dive into what that
Speaker 2: means for you and check in and have people around
Speaker 2: you that are going to be able to help push
Speaker 2: you forward and have the frequency that you need in
Speaker 2: order to make better choices, because I could have just
Speaker 2: continued to make bad choices. But the people that held
Speaker 2: me and the people that we've interviewed over the last
Speaker 2: five years, me and Jamila just like being together and
Speaker 2: then also going out into the world and coming back
Speaker 2: with new information and sharing. Those have been the things
Speaker 2: that I think have and will continue.
Speaker 3: Please God to.
Speaker 2: Make us feel and be successful in every regard, whatever
Speaker 2: that means to you or to me.
Speaker 1: And also I think the vulnerability, the commitment to undressing
Speaker 1: and laying down the layers in front of people, not
Speaker 1: really in front of people, because thankfully there's really no
Speaker 1: people to people. But we don't understand. I don't think
Speaker 1: we have a clear visual of how many people are
Speaker 1: listening to us say the things we say. And it
Speaker 1: wasn't always this many people, so there was a comfort
Speaker 1: level and no fucks left that said I'm gonna come up,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna show up honest and as I am. And
Speaker 1: I think for some people, a lot of women feel
Speaker 1: like you can only be certain things and if I
Speaker 1: delve into this, I'm gonna be too much and I
Speaker 1: can't take up space, or I have to be really
Speaker 1: good at this, or else I'm not valuable here, or
Speaker 1: I have to go to college and clock into this job.
Speaker 1: Like we are so multifaceted, we have to stop worrying
Speaker 1: about how other people will perceive it, because the creator
Speaker 1: made us as multifaceted and as beautiful and this whole
Speaker 1: as we are. And it's in the embodying and embracing
Speaker 1: that without the care of other people. I think where
Speaker 1: the beauty comes in. Because this is a very untraditional
Speaker 1: claim to fame, a very untraditional message in this time.
Speaker 1: You know, Western society has kind of like put women
Speaker 1: on the back burner and kind of put us all
Speaker 1: in this category that we have to show up a
Speaker 1: certain way, especially as mothers. And it's just important to
Speaker 1: remember you only when when you were completely comfortable with
Speaker 1: being you. Do you think your ancestors did all this
Speaker 1: shit for you to just behalf of you?
Speaker 2: I feel like whenever when well, the things you hear
Speaker 2: people say when they're about to die or just in
Speaker 2: like whether that they're old or about to die, it's
Speaker 2: always like I wish I just said yes more. I
Speaker 2: always wish I just didn't really give a fuck what
Speaker 2: other people thought. I really wish that I just like
Speaker 2: did that idea, I said, fuck it. You know, it's
Speaker 2: never like I wish I played small. I really wish
Speaker 2: that I let Bobby tell me who the fuck I
Speaker 2: should be. He was right, like, not even I know,
Speaker 2: but like it's like, it's that, it's it's always that.
Speaker 2: It's the same shit every fucking time. Listen to your elders.
Speaker 2: Listen to if you have a grandparent that is on
Speaker 2: her deathbed, go ask her some shit for real, because
Speaker 2: I really feel like we play so small and are
Speaker 2: and like there's no there's no reason to. It's all
Speaker 2: out of fear of judgment of people that you don't
Speaker 2: leave this earth with, that will might leave this earth
Speaker 2: before you, and you've allowed them to tell you who
Speaker 2: you are.
Speaker 1: Well, that's why it's important to be in the circle
Speaker 1: of the people that you feel the most comfortable being you.
Speaker 1: And we were talking about this with our friend last
Speaker 1: night and she was saying, how and Joshua treat she
Speaker 1: this is her this was her visual of it. She's like,
Speaker 1: I felt like, you know, those you know, those animals
Speaker 1: with no hair, like those those furless cats. That's how
Speaker 1: I felt, like no armor like bear. And she's like
Speaker 1: and I can't think of any other place where I
Speaker 1: could have been that way. But with you, you know,
Speaker 1: but with you all, like our group of friends, and
Speaker 1: we do like we give ourselves this like divine like
Speaker 1: freedom to show up in all the ways, support us
Speaker 1: through that and like also be human, you know. And
Speaker 1: it's like not a lot of people people will say
Speaker 1: in relationships French platonic relationships too, that you're not energized
Speaker 1: by you don't be you're not fulfilled by, you know.
Speaker 1: And I was thinking, like it is powerful to be
Speaker 1: able to congregate in emotional support and spiritual support and
Speaker 1: together asking the ancestors to guide us and to acknowledge
Speaker 1: the things, and like that is what's important. Cultivating the
Speaker 1: group that makes you be able to do that personally
Speaker 1: and so you feel confident taking that out into the world. Right,
Speaker 1: if you have friends or parents or whatever that you
Speaker 1: are constantly around or planning seeds of doubt about who
Speaker 1: you are, you're going to be insecure when you go
Speaker 1: out into the world.
Speaker 2: We have to have people that will allow you to
Speaker 2: stretch right and like and sometimes it's stretching. Is that
Speaker 2: that's what That's the funny thing about elasticity is that
Speaker 2: sometimes it comes back. You know, you're not you might
Speaker 2: expand and be like, you know what, Like, actually, I've
Speaker 2: realized that that's not for me.
Speaker 1: I'm going to come back here.
Speaker 2: And I think it's important for your friend, you to
Speaker 2: have friends that allow you to play in that space,
Speaker 2: to play in the stretch and decide this is where
Speaker 2: I want to be today and actually change your mind.
Speaker 1: I'm this, I'm this today, and know that that is
Speaker 1: your right and that is okay. We are malleable and
Speaker 1: like trusting me. There's plenty of shit we said in
Speaker 1: these last three hundred episodes that we probably would be like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck are we talking about? I don't know
Speaker 1: why I said that. We were open relationship, we were
Speaker 1: poly we had all types of we were ethical sluts.
Speaker 1: We but the thing is we were willing to play
Speaker 1: and explore and to learn and be like and to
Speaker 1: try and then be like, no, that's not for me.
Speaker 1: And I did say those things that Probabishan said, But
Speaker 1: I'm not an expert and I'm a human as are
Speaker 1: all of you. We are flawed and you're allowed to
Speaker 1: fuck up. And I never thought that my whole job
Speaker 1: would be telling people that they're allowed to fuck up,
Speaker 1: because duh, but here we are thank God, I mean
Speaker 1: not thank God. More people just need to wake up. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but like you know, like the judgment, the shame, the
Speaker 1: beating up of yourself, the you know, the questioning, love
Speaker 1: yourself like you love God. Be gentle with yourself, the
Speaker 1: way you're gentle with your child. It's okay. You are
Speaker 1: not perfect. You are allowed to say the wrong thing.
Speaker 1: You are allowed to suck the wrong dick. It will happen.
Speaker 1: It is inevitable. If you're sucking dick, you're going to
Speaker 1: suck the wrong one.
Speaker 3: You know, you got to start somewhere.
Speaker 1: But it's in the fucking up and the fucking, the
Speaker 1: sucking in the that you start to hopefully want to
Speaker 1: set the.
Speaker 2: Right dick, that the right dick, or maybe you don't
Speaker 2: want to set dick at all, suck, maybe dick is
Speaker 2: not even your thing.
Speaker 1: Maybe like pussy, you know what, but you should You
Speaker 1: don't never know until you try it.
Speaker 3: Absolutely, this is a life metaphor.
Speaker 1: It is amusing sexual and windows. But this is for everything.
Speaker 2: But it's true on all fronts, whether you're dick sucking
Speaker 2: or fucking choosing a job or fucking moving out of
Speaker 2: the country and saying, fuck this place. I'm changing my
Speaker 2: whole life tomorrow.
Speaker 1: Like you gotta try it, You gotta try it. Nothing
Speaker 1: ever came to a dream or but a dream make moves.
Speaker 1: It's Mike Tyson, weed is this is Mike Tyson?
Speaker 3: Can we address the elephant in the room.
Speaker 2: I don't know if anyone's I don't know if anyone's noticed here,
Speaker 2: but Jamila and I are wearing matching outfits but in
Speaker 2: different colors. And no, this is not our shop, this
Speaker 2: is not These are not our clothes. These are actually
Speaker 2: our friends clothes. And you should check out Vintage Souls
Speaker 2: because it's a woman owned and her shit is really
Speaker 2: bombed and it's luxury and it's bougie.
Speaker 1: But more importantly, I don't know. I'll tell you what happened.
Speaker 1: I came in here with my aphod on and she
Speaker 1: said should I put mine on too? I came in
Speaker 1: here with my apod on and she said, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: put mine on too, and proceeded too. And I said whatever.
Speaker 2: We came out, We're like, we asked, everyone, is this weird?
Speaker 2: And then they all said no, no, like perfect.
Speaker 1: Shout out to vintage.
Speaker 2: Souls, because we knew if they said it was weird,
Speaker 2: we still were going to wear it. So they just said,
Speaker 2: let me just know, let me disagree, because they're gonna
Speaker 2: do it anyway, and if I say no, they're gonna curse.
Speaker 1: Me out going to No one's changing. So I don't
Speaker 1: even know why we asked. I don't know why bitches
Speaker 1: do that. Why do we ask people when we know
Speaker 1: what the answer is. You want someone to agree with us?
Speaker 1: You know what?
Speaker 2: You know how to make the wrong decision, ask a
Speaker 2: bunch of motherfuckers. That's how you make the wrong decision,
Speaker 2: asking people too many fucking questions.
Speaker 1: I wrote that in my book, Yeah, a good Mom's
Speaker 1: guy to making bad choices. I say something like that,
Speaker 1: Oh it's true. Yeah, so use our code g NBC
Speaker 1: if you want to be a triplet with this. She's
Speaker 1: like the official good Mom's wardrobes. We were a lot
Speaker 1: of her ship. Good thing you have famous friends. I'm oh,
Speaker 1: my god, speaking of famous, I'm just joking. But I
Speaker 1: went to breakfast with my mom over the weekend. I
Speaker 1: looked like shit, I literally just rolled out of the bed.
Speaker 1: Did we do something the other night? I had make up?
Speaker 1: Maybe it was just our episode. I think it is recorded.
Speaker 1: I don't know, but anyway, were I drink wine? I
Speaker 1: don't know. I went to Black House in North Hollywood.
Speaker 1: It's the black owned restaurants and like brunches. The most
Speaker 1: black people I seen in the valley at one time.
Speaker 1: So the hostess is there and she's like with my
Speaker 1: mom and like, do you have a reservation? And I
Speaker 1: was like no. The girl was like, are you from
Speaker 1: that podcast? And I was like I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: she's a good Mom's that choices? She said, I saw
Speaker 1: it Dallas podcast movement. I love you guys. I was like,
Speaker 1: thank you. I hugged her, and when we sat down,
Speaker 1: my mom was like she so she was like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, down, you know, it's like a FRINDI your mom.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you know, she'd say, how does it feel?
Speaker 1: I was like I don't know, but I was. I was,
Speaker 1: you know, it's kind of happy when you're with your
Speaker 1: mom and then she feels like you made it, even
Speaker 1: if it's, you know, just one person.
Speaker 3: Sure, Oh my god.
Speaker 2: When that happened, my mom all the ship, she talked
Speaker 2: about my show and then someone recognized me publicly.
Speaker 1: You couldn't wait for me to be like what you say?
Speaker 3: I just try to act like nothing happened.
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, and I's just oh, that happens sometimes. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I just you know, around the world sometimes, you know, Mexico, London, same,
Speaker 1: this New World, you know, whatever, and just nothing crazy,
Speaker 1: just black house at school, I don't know, just a
Speaker 1: few places. We're huge in Malaysia.
Speaker 3: But wait, do you know that?
Speaker 2: Like I looked on our Instagram, we had a huge
Speaker 2: boost in Iran. It's like this is like a month ago,
Speaker 2: and I was like, why are we popping in Iran
Speaker 2: this week?
Speaker 1: What happened?
Speaker 3: Who?
Speaker 2: What Iranian influencer shared us? And I couldn't find it
Speaker 2: and I just had to know. And then I was like, wow,
Speaker 2: you find it?
Speaker 1: No, the internet. Internet is a crazy place.
Speaker 3: So I got out to our Irani and listeners love you.
Speaker 1: World, ride baby, We're so good. Yeah. I felt pretty proud.
Speaker 1: So if you see me with my mom, just please
Speaker 1: say hi, because specifically, if you see us with our moms, specifically,
Speaker 1: we have a point to prove we need to let
Speaker 1: them know we made the right choice. We still have
Speaker 1: to tell them five years later.
Speaker 3: And also have you see us with their kids?
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, Mom's kids definitely say hello to us. Make
Speaker 2: it a big deal, like go crazy and like we
Speaker 2: love it for it.
Speaker 1: I'll find just swink later, I'll know it's that I
Speaker 1: told you. But you know, come on, come on, oh
Speaker 1: my god, but it does feel cool, and this feel cool,
Speaker 1: especially out of state, to be like you talking to me, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I do have a podcast, you know about it crazy?
Speaker 2: Well to more of that, I'm more so happy that
Speaker 2: you know that you've listened and that like hopefully you
Speaker 2: received something from it, because sometimes that can be so fleeting,
Speaker 2: Like it's one thing to recognize someone that actually offers
Speaker 2: you no value to your life, right, but I would
Speaker 2: rather be recognized because you listened and you gained something
Speaker 2: from the conversation.
Speaker 1: That was had. And more times, that's what we can.
Speaker 2: Always like that feels even better than any sort of fucking,
Speaker 2: any sort of fame or acolte.
Speaker 1: Right because we've we've had an energetic exchange that is
Speaker 1: of some benefit to you. You know.
Speaker 2: That's how we felt like after our book came out
Speaker 2: and we did all that that press tour and it
Speaker 2: was like this is like this is like it felt
Speaker 2: almost like a disservice, not a disservice, but like you
Speaker 2: can't really get in there that fast.
Speaker 1: No, it's like you need to like, hi, thirty minutes, yeah,
Speaker 1: thirty minutes. Here, I can't do it in thirty seconds.
Speaker 1: I'll say everything in two minutes. And Dan don't say
Speaker 1: bitch fuck. But it's like not generic, but a little
Speaker 1: bit it's surface. It's it's a little too wrapped up.
Speaker 1: And you know, the point is, we don't have an
Speaker 1: elevator pitch. It takes a long time to dig into
Speaker 1: us because we're not for everybody. There's a lot of layers.
Speaker 1: You may not like us at first, but if you
Speaker 1: dig a little, what kind of smart Yeah, it's true. Yeah,
Speaker 1: m hmmm. The last episode in the dining room, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna miss you. I will miss you. I'm grateful, thank
Speaker 1: you held us, carried us and cultivated this thing. Lots
Speaker 1: of work in this dynagum, this whole house. Thank you.
Speaker 1: But I'm ready to leave, let it go, ready to go.
Speaker 2: I'm ready for this new energy. Baby going to twenty
Speaker 2: twenty four. I'm just so excited for this next year.
Speaker 2: I feel like it is going to be juicy, but
Speaker 2: I feel like for me specifically, I can only speak
Speaker 2: for myself. I know that I'm going to be challenged.
Speaker 2: I've been being challenged, but I feel like I'm going
Speaker 2: in more energized, more prepared, healthier, lighter, and more even
Speaker 2: more self aware. Like I've learned so much this year
Speaker 2: in so many spaces, especially in love, and I'm happy
Speaker 2: for that lesson. I'm happy to be able to integrate
Speaker 2: whatever it is that I needed to learn this year
Speaker 2: in the past year and make better choices, make good choices,
Speaker 2: be more, forgiving, be more, but not at the expense
Speaker 2: of my happiness and energy.
Speaker 1: You know the balance. And you can have compassion for
Speaker 1: somebody and forgive them and not and also not do
Speaker 1: not be in your space.
Speaker 2: And and I also know wholeheartedly that when something you
Speaker 2: know transitions through your life, people experiences like it only
Speaker 2: makes room for new So I'm just kind of excited.
Speaker 1: I'm like, Damn, life is so good.
Speaker 2: Like you just constantly get to like re experience more,
Speaker 2: experience similar experiences with different people and different places and
Speaker 2: all the things, but there's always a new twist on it,
Speaker 2: and that's why it's exciting. And you kind of, yes
Speaker 2: you are, you're part of the story, but you don't
Speaker 2: really get to write your story. And that's the beauty
Speaker 2: of life because I think that's the narrati people say
Speaker 2: you write your own story.
Speaker 1: Kind of but not really and you kind of just
Speaker 1: got to let it need you write. This is my theory.
Speaker 1: You do write your own story. And you can only
Speaker 1: write your own story if you are surrendered completely to yourself,
Speaker 1: right to who you are and in which case, and
Speaker 1: that's there's a power. There's much power in the letting go.
Speaker 1: And when you let go on you you exist as
Speaker 1: you are. Then you're like, oh, I'm being myself and
Speaker 1: this feels good, even if it doesn't appease everyone. But
Speaker 1: that's how the universe responds. And so that's when you
Speaker 1: write your own story when you were living in your
Speaker 1: one hundred percent truth.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's true.
Speaker 2: It's like what the world would be if everyone was untouched?
Speaker 3: Like what would that be like? You'll never know.
Speaker 2: But the only thing you can know to actually have
Speaker 2: some sort of insight or answer to that is to
Speaker 2: just be yourself and not allow other people to tell
Speaker 2: you who you are.
Speaker 1: We resist that, and then it fucks up the story.
Speaker 1: You resist that, then it becomes some other shit that
Speaker 1: was never intended to begin with. And you fucking be
Speaker 1: really fucking with God because God made you who you are,
Speaker 1: to be who you are. And if you don't be
Speaker 1: who you are and let some nigga tell you who
Speaker 1: you are and you don't wear that skirt and then
Speaker 1: everything goes downhill, You're.
Speaker 3: Not living as God's child.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 3: This is our sermon. Welcome to the good mom.
Speaker 1: See. The only way it'll be God's child is if
Speaker 1: you be yourself, all of it. God made the full
Speaker 1: scope of you. Sexy, sexual, feminine, divine, seductive, nasty, kind, compassionate.
Speaker 1: Those are all qualities that you got from the from
Speaker 1: the divine source. Don't hide them. Don't let some man
Speaker 1: made anything, or man or Western society or programming tell
Speaker 1: you what is good and bad and who and how
Speaker 1: you should exist. Amen, Hellelujah.
Speaker 3: Amen.
Speaker 1: I'd like you to refer to Second Jamila three eleven
Speaker 1: in the New New Testament.
Speaker 2: No, what is that actually called the oh Revelation?
Speaker 3: The revelations?
Speaker 1: Can you refer to Mela Revelations, Chapter two, verse seven.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, what if you wrote the book and
Speaker 1: it had like the numbers on each Why do we
Speaker 1: think that? So I could say that the book of revelations,
Speaker 1: what is the other one that should have been?
Speaker 2: Where the those call out quotes were BC, We'll look
Speaker 2: out for our next mine.
Speaker 1: He's got a genius idea. Oh my god. Oh wait,
Speaker 1: so yes, you have an affirmation for today? What is
Speaker 1: your last affirmation in this dining room? I think there's
Speaker 1: something cheesy so much? Sorry sorry. Energy flows where attention goes.
Speaker 1: Energy flows where attention goes. Okay, what were you going
Speaker 1: to say? I already Eve lost it?
Speaker 2: Hi?
Speaker 1: Wait what was I going to say? What are you
Speaker 1: looking for? I had so many thoughts that ran through
Speaker 1: my mind. Me too, I were saying about like, be yourself,
Speaker 1: fuck the patriarchy.
Speaker 2: Intuition got a little violin in my head there for
Speaker 2: a second, and then I was like, no, follow your intuition.
Speaker 1: Fuck everybody else, Fuck everybody's opinion of you. Say yes
Speaker 1: to the unknown. You know, always be authentic, consistency, authenticity
Speaker 1: is your superpower. Commitment to thyself, Yeah, commitment to thy authentic.
Speaker 3: Stuff, your pleasure is a priority.
Speaker 1: Your pleasure is a fucking priority. We'll pick one of
Speaker 1: those that's something.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sorry, Orlando and everyone on the team that's gonna
Speaker 2: have to decode that.
Speaker 1: So what the fuck, Let me make a slide at
Speaker 1: the bunch of.
Speaker 3: So we pulled the card.
Speaker 1: The High Priestess and the High Priestess says intuition, sacred knowledge, divine, feminine,
Speaker 1: the subconscious mind hmm he fitting. While the magician is
Speaker 1: the guardian of the conscious mind and the tangible world,
Speaker 1: the High Priestess is the guardian of the subconscious mind
Speaker 1: and the teacher of sacred knowledge and hidden mysteries. Sitting
Speaker 1: at the threshold of the conscious and subconscious mind, the
Speaker 1: High Priestess has an innate ability to travel between these
Speaker 1: realms effortlessly. She teaches you that the world is not
Speaker 1: always as it seems, and more profound influences are often
Speaker 1: at play. She ushers you through the thin veil of awareness,
Speaker 1: offering you a deep, intuitive understanding of the universe and
Speaker 1: a heightened awareness of secret or hidden information. High priests
Speaker 1: signifies spiritual enlightenment, inner illumination, divine knowledge and wisdom. She
Speaker 1: knows up in your tariot cars. She shows up in
Speaker 1: your tarot readings when the veil between you and the
Speaker 1: underworld is thin and you have the opportunity to access
Speaker 1: the knowledge deep within your soul. Now is the time
Speaker 1: to be still and go on seasons so you can
Speaker 1: tune into your intuition. The answers you are seeking will
Speaker 1: come from within, from the deepest truth and knowing. Allow
Speaker 1: the high priests to become your guide as you venture
Speaker 1: deep into your subconscious mind and access the inner wisdom.
Speaker 1: Insert spooky music here, mystical music. Yes, connect your higher intuition.
Speaker 1: Connect your intuition to your higher self through meditation, visualization. Okay,
Speaker 1: Tantra shamanic journeying and being part of spiritual communities.
Speaker 3: Sounds like our retreat. Yeah, sounds like my life.
Speaker 1: Yep.
Speaker 2: I've slowly finally integrated my retreat life into my everyday.
Speaker 1: Life, my friend's circle life, and it's.
Speaker 3: A way of life.
Speaker 1: They're into it, they're in.
Speaker 3: I know, we finally.
Speaker 1: I feel like that. I do feel like this is
Speaker 1: the unlocking of the like millions of dollars. I feel
Speaker 1: like the spiritual work we do in union is the
Speaker 1: like that's the spiritual work that like manifests and pushes
Speaker 1: through those manifestations. And we've done a lot of spiritual work.
Speaker 3: So the last thing is to make all of our
Speaker 3: friends witches.
Speaker 1: Yeah, got it. We can do bitches of luxury LLC.
Speaker 1: So good. I know it's happening. Well, guys, if you
Speaker 1: want to be part of our Witchy Council, the High
Speaker 1: Witch Council, make sure you subscribe to our YouTube channel.
Speaker 1: Make sure you go and rate this episode on Apple
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Speaker 3: Please leave a review if you've been listening forever.
Speaker 2: If you enjoyed this episode and you want more, make
Speaker 2: sure you go subscribe to our Patreon channel, where we
Speaker 2: will be continuing as we always do anyway, putting bonus
Speaker 2: episodes up there, but even more so, you'll experience us
Speaker 2: in a different, even more juicy way in twenty twenty four,
Speaker 2: so we live very juicy.
Speaker 1: It so juicy, very juicy live. I'm wet, slippery. I
Speaker 1: had something to do all five weekends last week, last month,
Speaker 1: every weekend I was booked and busy. Juicy lives juicy
Speaker 1: Join close friends.
Speaker 2: And you can follow me on Instagram at watch Erica.
Speaker 2: Although I don't know how long to be there for guys.
Speaker 2: I've had to come to Jesus moment recently. I was like,
Speaker 2: do I meet Instagram personally?
Speaker 1: You're so are you Gemini? This bitch is I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be an influencer. Two weeks later, I'm leaving the Internet.
Speaker 1: I'm like, time, you're gonna be an influencer or are
Speaker 1: you gonna love the Internet?
Speaker 3: Because both?
Speaker 1: Like I said, we can any one person this week
Speaker 1: is the other person next seasonal influence. Maybe your influence
Speaker 1: will be on the seasons. I like that.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, we're onto something here.
Speaker 1: I like, I do do it. It would be the
Speaker 1: first seasonal influencers coin that term. Please don't take our
Speaker 1: ship seasonal influencer. We only do like ski trips, summer vacations,
Speaker 1: bathing suits. It depends on what season R in season. Yeah,
Speaker 1: seasonal influencer email us at Nelly I eat. Oh all right, y'all.
Speaker 2: Well, I hope you guys enjoy the rest of your
Speaker 2: holiday season, although you'll hear from us before that. But
Speaker 2: just you know, don't stress out too much, don't put
Speaker 2: too much pressure on yourself.
Speaker 3: Ease into twenty twenty four.
Speaker 2: Reflect on where you're at in twenty twenty three, and
Speaker 2: you know, Honor that.
Speaker 1: I love your friend. I love you too much. I'm
Speaker 1: very grateful to be able to look at our friendship
Speaker 1: and see how far we've come. I know, I know
Speaker 1: you like the back of my fucking hand. Now, if
Speaker 1: you have one friend I haven't heard of, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna drive by this house and be like, let's very
Speaker 1: it can't go inside.
Speaker 3: Someone else is in there.
Speaker 1: You can't go in our whole merch studio. What the fuck?
Speaker 1: I am love of ownership over this house, thirty twenty
Speaker 1: percent ownership. We just we just want to come by
Speaker 1: and see our studio.
Speaker 3: You're gonna make it a museum.
Speaker 1: I see is the room of good. Mom started it up.
Speaker 1: I wanted to bring my mom so it made it
Speaker 1: so crazy. We made my own house a museum because
Speaker 1: we're so famousn't it? You can airbnb it? Stupid? Oh
Speaker 1: my god, that's.
Speaker 2: What it was.
Speaker 1: Tarded ways to try and impress your mom. You guys
Speaker 1: were kidding, sort of, Okay, Well, I love y'all. I
Speaker 1: love you. Bye. M h m hm