Speaker 1: Wished up this clip service. I mean just like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm G. G. Maguire and I'm stepping in Santiago money.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you're already dropped the ball. Man was
Speaker 1: waiting on an introduction. Now, everybody introduces and stuff we
Speaker 1: like to we like to hear how you ensure yourself. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm just do money. Um, just a kid, just the artists,
Speaker 1: the kid. Yeah, stuff like that. Super humble. Thank you,
Speaker 1: you know, all right, And I see you just went
Speaker 1: to my juice bar, juices for life. You're so smart.
Speaker 1: He came in here with the juice from the juice bar.
Speaker 1: That man. Now, I gotta be nice, gotta be nice.
Speaker 1: But we have you here today because you are an
Speaker 1: artist and people are impressed by your music, and I
Speaker 1: know sometimes that's a lot like just even getting when
Speaker 1: you first got started as an artist. Just being like
Speaker 1: this famous person from TV. People are already going to
Speaker 1: have their reservations and kind of want to be like, oh,
Speaker 1: he's just doing this, but actually it's pretty good. Thank you.
Speaker 1: I really appreciate that. Man. I've been working on this,
Speaker 1: um this this last project for a while, so you
Speaker 1: know that means a lot. Scott Scott Dive just about commitment.
Speaker 1: I make all my music and I don't like to
Speaker 1: come up with no concept and like that. I just
Speaker 1: make all the music. And I was listening to it
Speaker 1: and then um, I just noticed I was talking about
Speaker 1: falling and just falling in love and just just commitment
Speaker 1: in general. So I just went with Scott Diving just
Speaker 1: taking a leap of faith. You ready to have kids
Speaker 1: and get married. I would love to have kids, Yeah,
Speaker 1: get married. Marriage is scary when you don't know abody.
Speaker 1: Having kids are scary. Having kids could be scared. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but marriage that's a that's a that's a business. Kids
Speaker 1: are too, Yes, that's a lot, but that's a whole
Speaker 1: of the person that's never going anywhere. That kid, Yeah,
Speaker 1: you can't get really kid. You gives your kids, But marriage, man,
Speaker 1: you you mess around, they take half. You know. Now
Speaker 1: you can do a prenup and I'm sure you will.
Speaker 1: But that's weird because then that's that's weird energy because
Speaker 1: then your partner gonna be saying, why you just said
Speaker 1: it's a business. Yeah, but you know, mixing business with
Speaker 1: you know, love is kind of weird. I think it's
Speaker 1: kind of ideal me too. I feel like, um, if
Speaker 1: you really love somebody a pretty I'm sure agreement. When
Speaker 1: you're a successful person, I feel like it's just a
Speaker 1: normal thing, you know what I mean. So like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be successful, You're going to be successful. Let's just
Speaker 1: sign some papers so that way. If things don't work
Speaker 1: out ways, because move on. We're plan to be together forever.
Speaker 1: So this is just paperwork, it doesn't matter. But you
Speaker 1: gotta still sign here. Cheater, Now, I wouldn't call myself
Speaker 1: a cheater. I knew y'all was gonna answer me this.
Speaker 1: I don't want to answer that question. I don't answer
Speaker 1: that question, not because of me that just answered it. Wow.
Speaker 1: I mean, listen, things happen right, and as a man,
Speaker 1: you know, it's kind of in you because you're this situation.
Speaker 1: It's not in him that do not give him a pass.
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to give not in you to be
Speaker 1: a cheater. But you still want to release more in
Speaker 1: your hands in music? Is my release? Um released so much?
Speaker 1: You know? But yeah, that's a that's a great question.
Speaker 1: I knew you guys are gonna ask me that. Well,
Speaker 1: so you are a cheat. You have cheated, not cheater,
Speaker 1: but you have cheated. Yes, I've cheated. I cheated. Just
Speaker 1: cheating is good, like in school, you know you cheat
Speaker 1: on its not good. Cheating in school is the way
Speaker 1: I feel like successful people are cheatings, not like relationship.
Speaker 1: I'm talking about like this to me, I'm talking about
Speaker 1: in school. So in school, I was cheating on tests
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, and I feel like to be
Speaker 1: successful or to get ahead, it's about cheating. Like you
Speaker 1: your money. We're talking about how you cheated on your
Speaker 1: talking about Okay, do not talk about so you know
Speaker 1: it's it's a way of getting you're talking about. I
Speaker 1: was trying to avoid it. There's different levels of like
Speaker 1: here's what I think because somebody was asking me the
Speaker 1: other day. Right, if you cheat in a relationship, can
Speaker 1: you move past it? You can if a guy can
Speaker 1: take accountability for himself right and understand like what the
Speaker 1: problem with it is and make you feel like he
Speaker 1: won't like genuinely say you won't do it again, and
Speaker 1: you feel like he means it. Now, I'm not saying
Speaker 1: that people don't mess up, but it won't happen. But
Speaker 1: you have to take accountability and understand that you know,
Speaker 1: so tell us about your cheating experience. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: young man, young I was even younger at the time.
Speaker 1: So I've been feeling good lately. I've been doing good lately.
Speaker 1: How'd you get caught? I don't lie. I don't I
Speaker 1: don't not a good liar. My face turns read. So
Speaker 1: you were honest? Yeah, you know, I never Wow, you
Speaker 1: guys really got me talking. I never got caught like fully,
Speaker 1: you know, just she asked this question. And then you know,
Speaker 1: women can tell that's why because she probably asked you
Speaker 1: because she knew already. Normally that's the case when when
Speaker 1: it comes to that, women are like cops, like we
Speaker 1: are answer to the question we're asking you. That's why
Speaker 1: we're asking. It's like it's like you suspect, but I
Speaker 1: gave you the confirmation. M m yeah. Sometimes when somebody
Speaker 1: asked you a question out of nowhere to you like,
Speaker 1: I'm already caught, and then you have a choice. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you got a choice. You either lot or you tell
Speaker 1: the truth the questions. Three choices. You're an avoid here
Speaker 1: good at you are being confrontational in a relationship and
Speaker 1: like having those discussions because they always say, guys hate
Speaker 1: when women are like, okay, we need to talk. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think I like talking. I like talking because you know,
Speaker 1: in a situation, it might not seem like I like talking,
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, any question that
Speaker 1: people ask me, or any time somebody telling me about myself,
Speaker 1: I'm listening to it like I might not might not
Speaker 1: look like I'm listening, but you know, like on the
Speaker 1: ride back home listening to it, but I'm learning myself.
Speaker 1: So I like talking, and then you get to learn
Speaker 1: who you're dealing with. So it could be uncomfortable at times,
Speaker 1: but I think it's it's worth it. Right, you think
Speaker 1: you've been in love already? I feel I feel loved.
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm giving love. Yeah, I feel yeah love.
Speaker 1: All right, Well, let's talk about some of the music,
Speaker 1: because you did say on talk about it alright. I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: but like, how do you how can you tell? Like
Speaker 1: what love? How can you tell? I want to hear
Speaker 1: Angela's answers to this. I think when you think about
Speaker 1: somebody all the time, and it makes you smile when
Speaker 1: they're not around you, even when they're not there, you're
Speaker 1: thinking of thoughtful things that you could do for that person.
Speaker 1: If that's the first person you call every time something happens,
Speaker 1: if it's good or bad, and you want to share
Speaker 1: it with them, and any free time you have, you're
Speaker 1: like planning your head for the future. You're like, Okay,
Speaker 1: next year, we're gonna do this. I think things like
Speaker 1: that are good indications love. What do you think? I
Speaker 1: feel like it's undeniable feeling that you get in a
Speaker 1: piteous stomach. Yeah, I feel like I'm in love when
Speaker 1: I want to. Like you said, you just can't stop
Speaker 1: thinking about them and it makes you happy. When you're mad,
Speaker 1: you still love them because you know, and every little
Speaker 1: thing about them that could be annoying from somebody else,
Speaker 1: you still like. Yeah, I feel like, Okay, I feel
Speaker 1: like I don't know, man, don't people got different definition
Speaker 1: of love? Like I want to take care of someone
Speaker 1: like me wanted to take care of someone. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: think that. I think that's me showing that I love someone.
Speaker 1: Wanted to take care of someone, wanted to teach somebody,
Speaker 1: want to show someone things that they've never seen before.
Speaker 1: I think that's my definition of love. Love language of language. Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and you've seen a lot already, so yeah, I might
Speaker 1: have seen too much, man, I feel that Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 1: because that makes it kind of difficult too, and you
Speaker 1: didn't see too much, because how much can a girl
Speaker 1: teach you a lot? I mean I know about me,
Speaker 1: I know about me, and I know about us. I
Speaker 1: mean I know about what I'm saying. A woman is
Speaker 1: a different world like y'all, a whole another world to learn,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. So so you get to learn
Speaker 1: about that woman. Yeah, I mean y'all similar to some degree,
Speaker 1: with similarities. Y'all digging man? Man, you know like how
Speaker 1: y'all just how women just know each other and y'all
Speaker 1: understand each other. That's because y'all have similarities. I might
Speaker 1: not know that those, but y'all know that y'all are similar. Yeah.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I feel like a woman could teach me,
Speaker 1: teach me how to love, teach me how to comfort,
Speaker 1: teach me how to be patient, stuff like that. I
Speaker 1: feel like, just provide that good that balance in life.
Speaker 1: Are you good at saying I love you now? I'm
Speaker 1: not good at that, man. I'm not good at showing emotions.
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm good at showing emotions in my music,
Speaker 1: but like in real life, I'm still working on that.
Speaker 1: Why do you think that is. I don't know, man,
Speaker 1: Maybe maybe I didn't grow up seeing it or something
Speaker 1: like that, but I don't know. It's just been difficult.
Speaker 1: Just you know, my parents aren't like that either. They're
Speaker 1: not very like. They never like I love you growing
Speaker 1: up or like and stuff like that. It was like cool,
Speaker 1: but it wasn't they hate each other, but they weren't
Speaker 1: very affectionate, right right. I think it was maybe something
Speaker 1: that but I don't know, man, it's just weird um
Speaker 1: even family. You know, I say I love you with
Speaker 1: like it's just like you gotta think about it. I
Speaker 1: feel like a lot of times you when other people
Speaker 1: tell me, you know, they love me, I feel like
Speaker 1: they don't even think about it. It's just something that
Speaker 1: they just say, right, And so maybe you overthink things.
Speaker 1: Yeah I do. I do. I think a lot of stuff.
Speaker 1: And also I feel like I love you. It's kind
Speaker 1: of like when someone says it's you, the automatic response
Speaker 1: is you just supposed stay back? Yeah, man, I really
Speaker 1: say that first, but I'm working on it. I am that. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I didn't work on that though. Does it make you
Speaker 1: feel good like your girls like I love you Demani? Yeah, definitely.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to make her feel good too. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. That's I'm working on it. I'm doing
Speaker 1: that's that's one thing that you're learning from the right woman,
Speaker 1: right from the right one, from the right woman that
Speaker 1: I wanted to teach you how much I think, no
Speaker 1: matter what, no matter what, Asian man is, I think
Speaker 1: that there's so much that he can learn from a
Speaker 1: woman ad vice versa. I think we as women can
Speaker 1: learn a lot from man. I just feel like many
Speaker 1: do need to feel needed. Yeah, I feel like everybody
Speaker 1: liked to feel needed. You know, I think men needed
Speaker 1: more and I think they need it more because they
Speaker 1: don't feel like they should because men are supposed to
Speaker 1: be the protector and the provider, so they don't want
Speaker 1: to feel you know what I'm saying, Like they feel
Speaker 1: like they shouldn't feel that way. But that's what makes
Speaker 1: them because we're already like very nurturing by nature. I
Speaker 1: think as women, as women, you don't think like the
Speaker 1: same way a woman needs attention, Like that's the same
Speaker 1: as a man needing to feel wanted once didn't need
Speaker 1: it is two different things you need, Yeah, because I know,
Speaker 1: like for myself, I don't need anybody. You'll need no
Speaker 1: man's attention. I don't know what I'm saying. I don't
Speaker 1: need like, I don't need somebody to like take care
Speaker 1: of things. I kind of like handle things myself. But
Speaker 1: when you can allow a man or you can ask
Speaker 1: for help and he feels like, oh, she needs me
Speaker 1: for something, and it kind of makes them feel good.
Speaker 1: That's what y'all be doing. Can you openess like that?
Speaker 1: And then you'd be feeling off strong, like yeah, I
Speaker 1: got you baby, Okay, can you pick up your own laundry?
Speaker 1: Thank you. I think it's important for a woman to
Speaker 1: make a man feel needed, because it's insimidating for a
Speaker 1: man when he's with a girl that doesn't need him.
Speaker 1: But you don't never want to feel like, okay, you
Speaker 1: feel needed, but not like I can't survive that, right,
Speaker 1: Because have you ever had a woman that felt like
Speaker 1: you felt like she was so dependent on you? Yeah?
Speaker 1: You had it like a little overbearing. Yeah, and that's yeah, man,
Speaker 1: I'm young man, I'm figuring it out. But yeah, I've
Speaker 1: seen that. I'm seen. But people just might be in
Speaker 1: that stage of life right just then, you know, and
Speaker 1: I gotta ask you this. We're trying to loosen you
Speaker 1: up here, so let's see if you can answer this question.
Speaker 1: So have you ever had a scare thinking you were
Speaker 1: about to be a father? Yeah? Yeah, I overthink. I
Speaker 1: overthink all the time, all the time, all the time,
Speaker 1: all the time. Yeah scared. I mean, you know, of course,
Speaker 1: um twice all the time. Not all the time, you know,
Speaker 1: just a couple of times, a couple of times. You
Speaker 1: know you were you excited or were you like? How
Speaker 1: did you feel? Yeah? Did you feel nervous? I felt
Speaker 1: like whatever Finna happened, it's gonna get real. So you
Speaker 1: felt ready for us to come. If that was the case,
Speaker 1: I felt like, yeah, it's real. You know, change and
Speaker 1: growth is near. So that's all. Kids. I feel like
Speaker 1: I don't have any kids. Just I'm telling about what
Speaker 1: I feel and what I think. But I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, kids, it is just if you're doing what
Speaker 1: you what you what you're supposed to do. Kids are
Speaker 1: just um growth. You know, you can't you can't stay.
Speaker 1: You're saying how you are before you had kids and
Speaker 1: after you had kids. I feel like kids is just
Speaker 1: an opportunity to grow and learn to make it be
Speaker 1: a man. Real quick. I don't know, man, I know
Speaker 1: I want more than one, that's but not a lot,
Speaker 1: not as not as many siblings as I have a house.
Speaker 1: But that's fine. I always wish I had a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of brothers, but I guess I only have one
Speaker 1: older brother. So it's always you want what you don't have. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean, it's a lot. Though it's not a lot,
Speaker 1: but it's just a lot of opinions. Man, I'm overthinking
Speaker 1: right now. So I love all my sibblers. Man, we
Speaker 1: learned from that. You think that sometimes you'd be a
Speaker 1: little nervous, like you don't want to say the wrong
Speaker 1: thing because people over analyze what you say. Yeah, man,
Speaker 1: the world is I feel like I live for others,
Speaker 1: you know. I feel like I rarely live for myself.
Speaker 1: That's why when I do live for myself, you know,
Speaker 1: I kind of go a little overboard. And maybe that
Speaker 1: was the cheating, you know, but something like stuff I
Speaker 1: just helped me figure myself out. I can't even picture
Speaker 1: you cheating too. That's what's got it, don't Yeah, the
Speaker 1: money you give us a good guy, I'm a good guy.
Speaker 1: You get be the ones though good you give, you
Speaker 1: give good God, you give whole stuff Like I really
Speaker 1: need to know how I need to switch it up
Speaker 1: though as soon as I mess up, it's gonna be
Speaker 1: over with. So I need to go ahead and just
Speaker 1: to lit negative in there. But there's not a wrong
Speaker 1: with being a good guy. Yeah, I just told you.
Speaker 1: It's just you know, as soon as you make a
Speaker 1: mistake and so words you're human, they tackle you. But
Speaker 1: see that that also goes with this day and age
Speaker 1: of the Internet and social media and people, um, celebrities
Speaker 1: and people being in popularity being so accessible and and
Speaker 1: then the population being so able to come at you
Speaker 1: in the comments and then the d M s and
Speaker 1: on Twitter and what forth. Um, you know, that creates
Speaker 1: some chaos. You know. Um, we a little bit, a
Speaker 1: lot of bit older than you and didn't grow up
Speaker 1: in that world where you know, people were so accessible,
Speaker 1: Like we weren't allowed to d M or comment or
Speaker 1: speak to people that we looked up to in entertainment,
Speaker 1: you know. So it's it's a difference and can't get
Speaker 1: away with ship and y'all. It sucks for y'all. It's
Speaker 1: us for y'all having to deal with that. I feel
Speaker 1: like people don't understand that. Man, I understand. I feel
Speaker 1: like I understood this for a while. But you know,
Speaker 1: the more you have, I feel like, the less you
Speaker 1: could do. So the more exposed not exposures, the more
Speaker 1: are famed, the more money, the more eyes you got
Speaker 1: on you unless you yeah, you put your and I
Speaker 1: hate a box man, Yeah, but just the stuff that
Speaker 1: I love to do. Just, I mean, just I'm gonna
Speaker 1: figure out how to get out of this box. But
Speaker 1: as a person, you want to be free to express
Speaker 1: yourself with I deal with people's opinions and how they
Speaker 1: feel and what they think you should be doing and
Speaker 1: saying and writing in your music and so forth right exactly,
Speaker 1: It's like a catch twin two. It's like what I
Speaker 1: love to do, like be extra creative, and if I'm
Speaker 1: too good at it, I'm gonna put myself in the box.
Speaker 1: So if I'm too good at it and i'd be
Speaker 1: too successful, I'm in a box. So it's crazy, but
Speaker 1: you know things are working out, Like you got this
Speaker 1: song Falling, Yeah, yeah, Falling Anthony Hamilton's Rap City. That's
Speaker 1: an amazing combination. By the way, how did that? How
Speaker 1: did that happen? Sound like a lot of instance, burning
Speaker 1: and that's the candles litting light, stage smudging and everything.
Speaker 1: You know. But I know it was already knew. I
Speaker 1: knew rap City. I tooled with rap City. It was
Speaker 1: me big crate, rap City Boom. We grew a relationship.
Speaker 1: She's super dope, and I just knew she would. I
Speaker 1: knew she would just provide. I mean, this track would
Speaker 1: exactly what it needed. And I just gave her a
Speaker 1: little bit of I gave her a little direction, like
Speaker 1: what the concept of the project was, because I wanted
Speaker 1: this to end it, and she just did it. She
Speaker 1: just did it perfectly. I don't know if she did it,
Speaker 1: gave it exactly what he needed. And then Anthony, he
Speaker 1: was I've seen him coming on some of my something
Speaker 1: on my post, like fire emotions, and then I had
Speaker 1: reached out to him and he invited me to a show.
Speaker 1: I've seen the show. Show was dope. That man was
Speaker 1: on stage getting it. And then um, I sent her
Speaker 1: some music and one of those he got on everything
Speaker 1: and one of them was falling. So I don't know,
Speaker 1: it just it just came together like that. Man. I
Speaker 1: know you've seen him in the comments, you saying, right,
Speaker 1: that's not right there. Wait a minute, now, that but
Speaker 1: that was that was reason the whole album came together
Speaker 1: like that for real, just natural organic. That's a good
Speaker 1: feeling that I remember a couple of years ago when
Speaker 1: J Cole and get you up to give you props
Speaker 1: and everything. Yeah, I mean that's J Cole, It's cold
Speaker 1: J man. Yeah. I keep telling to people that's a confirmation.
Speaker 1: Like a lot of times, you know, you're just doing
Speaker 1: what you like to do, and you mean, you don't
Speaker 1: really know if you're headed in the right direction until
Speaker 1: you get those confirmations, like you get those like checkpoints
Speaker 1: like okay, boom, I'm heading in the right direction. I'm
Speaker 1: heading in the right direction. Sometimes those uh spread apart
Speaker 1: like years until you get a confirmation on and you
Speaker 1: just never know. And that's just that's the stressful part.
Speaker 1: But that right there was like one of the biggest,
Speaker 1: not biggest, one of the big confirmations. I mean, that's
Speaker 1: a big one. Yeah, But I'm saying, like my my parents,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, my dad, Yeah, no, I
Speaker 1: get that too, But I'm saying outside of that, outside
Speaker 1: of that, that's definitely one of the biggest information your
Speaker 1: headed in the right direction. But yeah, man, he I
Speaker 1: was just grateful that he told he didn't have to
Speaker 1: tell me any of it and he could just kept
Speaker 1: it to himself, but he told me that and he
Speaker 1: gave me that confirmation, that motivation that I needed. And um,
Speaker 1: here we are with the next one, Scott Dive. Do
Speaker 1: you think that people look at your life from the
Speaker 1: outside and think it's like amazing from you know, having
Speaker 1: watched you grow up and be like, he's so fortunately,
Speaker 1: he's so lucky. But they don't know the struggles that
Speaker 1: you go through because sometimes people don't have sympathy for
Speaker 1: that either. Right. I ain't gonna sit here and say
Speaker 1: I'm going through too much struggle, man, I just it's
Speaker 1: just when you get a lot of good, you also
Speaker 1: have a lot of bad. But that don't mean that
Speaker 1: this good is not still good. So I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: say that I'm just struggling. You know, everything is, but
Speaker 1: I'm saying in your head a lot though, you know,
Speaker 1: everything is what I'm putting on myself, Like this is
Speaker 1: stuff that I wanted to do. I put this pressure
Speaker 1: on me and yeah, man, but it's, um, it's pros
Speaker 1: and cons with everything in life. It's just too much
Speaker 1: exposure too soon, could go bad. It could go left
Speaker 1: and not enough. I was fortunate, man, I don't I
Speaker 1: don't even look at the negative. It's some negative stuff
Speaker 1: that happened, but it's not negative at all compared to
Speaker 1: what it could have been. Because I remember you was like,
Speaker 1: not about to do the show. He was like, I'm
Speaker 1: stepping away, focus on my music. Yeah, you've seen a
Speaker 1: kid trying to figure it out. I had. It was
Speaker 1: just time. I felt like I just felt something. It's
Speaker 1: just it's just time to focus on myself. And I
Speaker 1: just wanted to me personally see myself differently, and then
Speaker 1: the world to see me who I felt like I
Speaker 1: was instead of you know what I mean, being on
Speaker 1: the show and then at the bottom and say t
Speaker 1: I and tiny son. Yeah you know. So, yeah, it
Speaker 1: was time, all right, So let's talk about Hendy and crystals.
Speaker 1: Yes a little bit. So first of all, you're not
Speaker 1: old enough to drink heney, not old enough to drink heny,
Speaker 1: but she is. She's old enough to drink heney. Okay,
Speaker 1: so yeah, yeah, girl is older than you. You're putting
Speaker 1: it together all right now, and you're both smoke. I
Speaker 1: don't smoke you don't smoke, Okay, smoke you never tried it? Yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta try, you know, not right try? But no,
Speaker 1: I don't. It wasn't for me. I don't like I
Speaker 1: don't like rolling up. I don't like smelling like weed.
Speaker 1: Already got lost, Everybody already think I smoked. I don't
Speaker 1: like smell like weed. I don't like buying weed from
Speaker 1: people's suspicions. You're coming along. It's not a problem with
Speaker 1: going to a dark all in exchange, I ain't trying to.
Speaker 1: Got no backwoods from the gas station, none of that.
Speaker 1: I ain't even trying to. Just yeah, I have nothing
Speaker 1: against weed at all. A lot of my people smoke weed,
Speaker 1: and it's not a problem. But I just it's not
Speaker 1: for me. So, but you care about signs, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: feel like it's some truth to that. Pisces. She's a
Speaker 1: libra is a my microphone got signed or I got
Speaker 1: excited or excited she looked at Angela is the one.
Speaker 1: She's the douvil all of us. Yeah, she's definitely the devil.
Speaker 1: Look I fixed it. So, how is the pandemic for you?
Speaker 1: With your music? I wanted to just sit in the
Speaker 1: studio and make a lot of music, but that didn't
Speaker 1: even happen. Man, I was just living life, relaxing, um
Speaker 1: and then it just it just came when it came.
Speaker 1: And like I said, this, this project has been like
Speaker 1: a most organic, most natural I didn't force anything at all.
Speaker 1: It feels good, yeah, you know. And then I just
Speaker 1: trusted myself to just deliver. And I feel like you know,
Speaker 1: I mean, instead of just fortunate and saying I gotta
Speaker 1: make a song because I'm in the studio. What's your
Speaker 1: routine in the studio, Like when you get ready, do
Speaker 1: you write everything? Do you freestyle? How do you work
Speaker 1: however it comes on the way to the studio. I
Speaker 1: could hear it beat and write song a little like
Speaker 1: right ideas, and then finish it up there and call
Speaker 1: it a freestyle because I'm not writing or just right
Speaker 1: Colors or I just right like just I mean, however,
Speaker 1: if it's like a story in my head or an
Speaker 1: idea in my head, I just write down stuff that
Speaker 1: that I can I can remember when I get back
Speaker 1: to the studio, Like Colors sounds like making an outline
Speaker 1: for a book. Yeah, just giving a little bit more detail.
Speaker 1: When did you know you wanted to be a rapper.
Speaker 1: I don't want to be no rapper man. All right. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I knew I wanted to be an artist when I
Speaker 1: when I seen what music to do for me and
Speaker 1: what it could do for others. That's when I just
Speaker 1: found stuff to talk about. I found stuff that was
Speaker 1: real in my life, just to talk about. And then
Speaker 1: people tell me, you know, what it did for them
Speaker 1: and how it helped them. And at first I thought
Speaker 1: they were just talking, but then another person, another person
Speaker 1: telling me the same thing. I'm like, Wow, that's when
Speaker 1: I fell in love with it, because it was it
Speaker 1: was helping me, but then at the same time it
Speaker 1: was helping others. Yeah, that's what I knew I want
Speaker 1: to be an artist. Alright, So now let's talk. Let's
Speaker 1: go back to what we were talking about earlier. I
Speaker 1: feel like we got a little fool cheating, but okay,
Speaker 1: So now, because you you do say that you want
Speaker 1: to have a woman who clearly knows how to take
Speaker 1: care of you, right, cook, do those things? Be a
Speaker 1: good mom, right, that's important to you. A wife. A
Speaker 1: wife is important, So marriage is important to your marriage?
Speaker 1: Marriage is important? Oh my god, sorry, I mean I believe,
Speaker 1: I believe in building with one person. I don't believe that.
Speaker 1: Now I feel like I get that that's what marriage is.
Speaker 1: Why why why is marriage? You know you have to
Speaker 1: be to be me? I was just cause I'm overthinking everything.
Speaker 1: Everybody's not that type of person. But I'm just like,
Speaker 1: if we just together in ten years passed and then
Speaker 1: twenty years passed, were together, We've been having fun, we
Speaker 1: love each other, why you gotta say sign here? Look,
Speaker 1: I said the same thing because you know, in the
Speaker 1: breakfast club, I'm the only one that's not married, and
Speaker 1: me and Slemanne is married. I'm like, I kind of
Speaker 1: feel like I could be with somebody forever and not
Speaker 1: necessarily get married. But I think everybody feels differently about it.
Speaker 1: But I haven't dug in it enough. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't really know. I'm speaking from an ignorant perspective. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, I haven't really I don't know about marriage.
Speaker 1: People say that they were together for all this time
Speaker 1: and then marriage ruined the relationship because then you feel
Speaker 1: like you have to live a certain way or by
Speaker 1: by certain rules, or live for the sake of marriage,
Speaker 1: instead of just being free with who you are and
Speaker 1: letting things florganically, right, man, I never cared about marriage
Speaker 1: until I moved forward in faith, and I have to
Speaker 1: get married to that way I can go to Havan.
Speaker 1: You can give you that. Married, you're gonna go to heaven. Yes,
Speaker 1: and neither is my husband. Like, we have some honor
Speaker 1: each other, so we could go through the case. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,
Speaker 1: come on, I just try to be a good person.
Speaker 1: So I do want to get married. I want to
Speaker 1: get married, and I don't want to only get married
Speaker 1: one time because theorce and I think I was to
Speaker 1: ever get married, I would feel the same way that
Speaker 1: this is it. Yeah, one time, that's not something that
Speaker 1: necessarily had to do. But if I do go down
Speaker 1: that role, then we together. Yeah. And if if I
Speaker 1: get the vorce and get read, I won't do with
Speaker 1: a guy. Yeah, I'm definitely gonna take my vow seriously.
Speaker 1: And you know what if he don't, what if he
Speaker 1: have a kid on you, you gotta walk out. And
Speaker 1: we got a lot of you know, you know what
Speaker 1: they say about marriage's a lot of work, so we
Speaker 1: would have to work on that. Something supposed I was
Speaker 1: born aside baby my my father. I've never heard of
Speaker 1: that before. Right. I mean, it happens all the time.
Speaker 1: So I have a whole lot of siblings. Were the
Speaker 1: side baby crew, and we get content for your music.
Speaker 1: We are we are not my We are my father's children,
Speaker 1: but not by his wife. And we have two different mothers.
Speaker 1: So I was born in sixteen days later my sister
Speaker 1: was born. Neither one of these women was married to
Speaker 1: my father. To this day, he's still married to his wife.
Speaker 1: They haven't been together and all these years. However, Um,
Speaker 1: that allows me to look at life and in marriage
Speaker 1: and this whole concept very differently because I am a
Speaker 1: part of it. I didn't ask to be a part
Speaker 1: of it, but this is just what I was born into.
Speaker 1: And I was actually, you know, you have a blended
Speaker 1: family with your siblings having you know, different moms and stuff.
Speaker 1: So y'all all grew up one big, happy family. I
Speaker 1: was raised the same way, not in the same household,
Speaker 1: but I was raised the same way. You know, our
Speaker 1: mother's got along and we are all at Grandma's house
Speaker 1: together and yeah, everything was great and yeah, and it's
Speaker 1: like it happens right and you deal with it accordingly.
Speaker 1: But me personally, UM, I've had a guy, had a
Speaker 1: baby had a baby on me before I left him,
Speaker 1: and I didn't leave him because he had the baby.
Speaker 1: I left him because he actually happened twice, and both
Speaker 1: times I left because he lied about it. It was
Speaker 1: the same person in two different relationships, with two different
Speaker 1: relationships years apart. I've had men that I was with
Speaker 1: have another woman pregnant, and then when I found out,
Speaker 1: they lie, oh, it's not my baby. So exactly, and
Speaker 1: in the first, the first instant um, the guy was
Speaker 1: basically living in my house and panem my bills, taking
Speaker 1: care of me and my daughter, but was nowhere around
Speaker 1: his own kids it and I'm like, I can't be
Speaker 1: with you, like you know, that's that's sucked up because
Speaker 1: I was your your kids mom, like I would you know,
Speaker 1: Like I don't condone that. So we broke up. And
Speaker 1: then years later, the guy that I was doing we
Speaker 1: were actually in an open relationship. So that made it
Speaker 1: even worse because i'll you lying, you can tell me
Speaker 1: the truth. And at the time I didn't want any
Speaker 1: more children. I have a kid, and I didn't want
Speaker 1: any more children, and he we spoke about that. He
Speaker 1: knew I didn't want any more children. So if you
Speaker 1: in fact, want more children, and you want to have
Speaker 1: a baby by somebody else by all means, do that,
Speaker 1: but don't lie to me about it. And when I
Speaker 1: found out the woman was pregnant at the time, and
Speaker 1: his friends slipped up and said something, and that's how
Speaker 1: I figured it out. So when I confronted him about it,
Speaker 1: you know, he did, he really did slip up. And
Speaker 1: we were all out eating and drinking and stuff, and
Speaker 1: he slipped up and said something. But when I confronted
Speaker 1: him about it, he starts lying, and I'm like, that's no, no,
Speaker 1: no, no no, no, it was we were alone when I
Speaker 1: confront of him about it. Um, it was actually a
Speaker 1: few days later because more at that fur of you,
Speaker 1: because I don't know if I could wait until later. Yeah,
Speaker 1: more things, more things happened, and then, you know, confront
Speaker 1: of him about it. The baby had a name and everything,
Speaker 1: and he's still trying to tell me that. He told me, no,
Speaker 1: the baby was still in the womb and they had
Speaker 1: already named the baby. You know what, the boy, you
Speaker 1: gave him a name. And when I asked you if
Speaker 1: you got a baby on the way, you tell me
Speaker 1: you don't think it's yours. But you name that mean
Speaker 1: so yeah, he said he don't think it. He knew
Speaker 1: that was his baby. He named him was booking the
Speaker 1: nursery across the hall. Like, you got me fucked up
Speaker 1: if you think I'm gonna stick around in this situation.
Speaker 1: So I left. But you know, case by case scenario.
Speaker 1: If in fact I was married and my husband stepped
Speaker 1: out and had a baby, I would deal with it
Speaker 1: accordingly based on the situation. Right. If he was on, yeah,
Speaker 1: I would have to. You think you could be in
Speaker 1: an open relationship over relationship that mean we're to get it.
Speaker 1: Don't do it that you can do your thing. Yeah out,
Speaker 1: y'all have an understanding. Y'all have an understanding that y'all
Speaker 1: you think one on one on me my girl? You
Speaker 1: know because like I said, I love I showed my
Speaker 1: little boy. You know, take care of you. I'll take
Speaker 1: care of you. And someone else is making me someone else?
Speaker 1: Yeah I'm not. I'm being tricked. You know what the
Speaker 1: why are you not paying for it? She collect them both.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had like a public argument with your
Speaker 1: girl public like social media? No, you know how you
Speaker 1: like and y'all get she get mad and it's like
Speaker 1: y'all out in public arguing. I hate that. I don't
Speaker 1: think so Angela has to witness me and my ex
Speaker 1: having clancy of public arguments, and it's not a good situation.
Speaker 1: And I remember Stephanie used to be arguing on the phone.
Speaker 1: On the phone, She'll be gone for two hours while
Speaker 1: eating you I'll be in front of the restaurant, remember
Speaker 1: those days, whispering yellow whispering. You ever try to ruin
Speaker 1: her night if you're on then argument. You know how
Speaker 1: guys would try to ruin your night and call you
Speaker 1: while you out having fun. Yeah, go home and up
Speaker 1: the whole night. Yeah, I mean that's that's childish. But
Speaker 1: yeah I did that. You know, I'm a child. I'm
Speaker 1: not resting to be grown. So at what age you
Speaker 1: think you're an adult? I'm at that point. I'm just playing.
Speaker 1: I'm at that Yeah, you're an adult. I'm definitely still
Speaker 1: trying to get with the child as an excuse. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm still learning. Yeah, I asked for the student discounts
Speaker 1: when I be behind stuff you're mioking at. Yeah, that's
Speaker 1: every guy's excuse. This is the things they say. I'm
Speaker 1: a working progress. I'm fighting, still learning, you know, I'm fighting, y'all.
Speaker 1: What's y'alls? What's your response as that? Because them not lies?
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, working progress. I'm human. I feel
Speaker 1: like people have to learn from their mistakes because if
Speaker 1: you keep on making the same mistakes breaking, it's not
Speaker 1: a mistake right at that point, it's a choice. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And I think that people do have to take accountability,
Speaker 1: but they also have to say if they see that
Speaker 1: they hurt you or if they've done something that and
Speaker 1: they can acknowledge that I sucked up, you can't keep
Speaker 1: on doing that. That's how because guys will try to
Speaker 1: keep on doing it and be like, why, I'm a
Speaker 1: work in progress? How long are you're gonna be work
Speaker 1: in the progress? Now? When this right? When are we
Speaker 1: going to get through this? I'm under construction, state construction. Now.
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter to you if when you date somebody
Speaker 1: your family approves, Like, have they ever not liked a
Speaker 1: girl like your siblings? Have they ever been like I
Speaker 1: don't like her? And I know like from my brother,
Speaker 1: he don't even like to introduce me to girl because
Speaker 1: you don't like none of them. I don't like none
Speaker 1: of them. Um, I ain't had too many girlfriends man,
Speaker 1: it's about my only girlfriend on the head, so I
Speaker 1: haven't experienced that, and everybody like everybody, yeah, yeah, everybody. Yeah,
Speaker 1: my mom be calling and she just called her. That
Speaker 1: was cool, So she did her hair a couple of times.
Speaker 1: That's a good feeling when they you know, stuff like that. Man.
Speaker 1: But yeah, um, if my family didn't improve, I would
Speaker 1: just want to know why, Like what do y'all see? Man,
Speaker 1: I don't I trust my family. I trust my family
Speaker 1: should Yeah, So I would just want them to let
Speaker 1: me know what I mean, let me in or whatever
Speaker 1: y'all know, so I could figure out how I want
Speaker 1: to go about this. When I was younger, I hated
Speaker 1: this guy and my whole family hated him, and I shouldn't.
Speaker 1: Really you gotta pay attention to stuff like that because
Speaker 1: he really wasn't good. But then sometimes when that happens
Speaker 1: and make you go really hard to just stay together
Speaker 1: because you don't you want to prove everybody wrong, and
Speaker 1: you like end up defending somebody that doesn't deserve to
Speaker 1: be defended because everybody against it. And then I stayed
Speaker 1: in some bullshit with one of my sisters. My older
Speaker 1: sister had a boyfriend that we all hated, and she
Speaker 1: stayed with him for years and he treated her bad
Speaker 1: and we all hated. He was very disrespectful to the family,
Speaker 1: and we hated him. And she's no longer with him,
Speaker 1: and I can't be more happy for her that she's
Speaker 1: moved on a lot of times that more of the girls,
Speaker 1: Is that more of the females that stick in a
Speaker 1: that stay in a toxic relationship or do you feel
Speaker 1: like because they'd be thinking that ship is normal? Like
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm telling you, men can be toxic. I was
Speaker 1: with somebody who would just pick an argument just because
Speaker 1: he was in the mood to. But women can be also.
Speaker 1: I will say there's some women I know, women that
Speaker 1: have made guys feel like ship like I don't even
Speaker 1: want to say to but he was telling me how
Speaker 1: she would just be this is his career money. You
Speaker 1: know you broke you did you that? I'm not like that.
Speaker 1: I'm still checking more lifter, I like, I like, I
Speaker 1: like no exactly anymore. I think I have my signs exactly.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. I think as I've gotten older,
Speaker 1: I'm more of an uplifter or I want to make
Speaker 1: my and I feel really supported and make him feel
Speaker 1: like he's the fly, is the best out of everything,
Speaker 1: like all his failures are okay because we're gonna do
Speaker 1: better next time. Sometimes you gotta be honest to the
Speaker 1: like no, I'm so not honest. I'm like, babe, it's okay.
Speaker 1: You don't have a job now, but you'll get a
Speaker 1: job soon. Man, don't worry. You secure letting your girl
Speaker 1: hear your music like before it comes out or be
Speaker 1: in the studio. It's a good question, depends on what
Speaker 1: it is. Sometimes I don't like for her to hear
Speaker 1: some music, especially it's about her. Yeah, it's about her,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? You hear I did that before,
Speaker 1: not wanted her to hear some music, And I feel
Speaker 1: like that's a good thing because that means I was
Speaker 1: It's a good thing, but I should Definitely it shows
Speaker 1: that I'm not open, but it shows that I said
Speaker 1: what I felt and we might have been past it
Speaker 1: and you hearing this probably gonna like dig up it again.
Speaker 1: But it's probably something like that. Well. Yeah, I always
Speaker 1: try to be honest with myself and my music, So
Speaker 1: sometimes I don't want people to hear it, and rest
Speaker 1: you don't want to because you overthink you got music. Yeah,
Speaker 1: music no one's heard before. And a lot of times,
Speaker 1: you know when I put that type of stuff out
Speaker 1: because you know, my people are like, you need to
Speaker 1: put this out, like people need to hear this, you
Speaker 1: know that's what. Yeah, Yeah, to help. And I mean
Speaker 1: because after I don't after I hadn't made the song,
Speaker 1: I didn't, I didn't help myself already everything else mush
Speaker 1: me putting it out it's helping. I did some songs
Speaker 1: you made that you feel like you'll never put out. Yeah,
Speaker 1: not because it was Yeah, I'm overthinking everything. But yeah,
Speaker 1: there's definitely some songs I feel like I never put
Speaker 1: out because, like I said, I'm just an overthinker, and
Speaker 1: I just we might look at it a certain way,
Speaker 1: and it's really not that we might think it's it
Speaker 1: meant this much to us, and it was. I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't like showing too much too soon, all at once.
Speaker 1: So now I don't want to put it out right
Speaker 1: and then when it passes, you don't want to go
Speaker 1: back exactly. But if it's something that you needed to
Speaker 1: do at the time, yeah, I said, just did it
Speaker 1: right then. But I didn't have a plan I'd like
Speaker 1: to have a plan and haven't make it makes sense.
Speaker 1: So yeah, that's when stuff just get stuck and I
Speaker 1: just end up just giving it away, saying yeah, you
Speaker 1: sing it or you you you know, stuff like that.
Speaker 1: Oh you go smoting. That goes right in what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like I I looked to write for I've been in
Speaker 1: rider camps and tried to write for some people. But
Speaker 1: them write camps. Man, it'd be it'd be why it's
Speaker 1: like warring them writers, y'all if y'all sitting the writer's
Speaker 1: camp for from an artist's perspective, from a writer's perspective,
Speaker 1: the boys wanted and you know, I'm just the trying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they trying to get percentage. Every word is a little percentage.
Speaker 1: They're trying to get What about this? What about that?
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm just need that. This ain't for
Speaker 1: me right now. You know, I didn't get too much
Speaker 1: for all of that to focus on. I can focus, can't.
Speaker 1: I can't even it can't be real. I mean, y'all
Speaker 1: moving too fast and switching up too many words too soon.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to feel it digested, and That's where I'm
Speaker 1: at right now. But um, the songs that I do
Speaker 1: give away and I do I do like shops music.
Speaker 1: Like we just said that I waited too long to
Speaker 1: put out and I don't want to put it out
Speaker 1: because I mean, I just don't feel that way no more.
Speaker 1: And yeah, so I just give to someone else. I'm
Speaker 1: not just gonna let it sit. So, yeah, you know
Speaker 1: what I wanted to ask you, because I know you'd
Speaker 1: like to help people with your own experiences, how did
Speaker 1: you get past the cheating? Like if you have to
Speaker 1: give somebody advice, say they messed up, you gotta realize
Speaker 1: you did it first. Accountability, Yeah, because I was like
Speaker 1: I was trying to tell me, you know, I was
Speaker 1: trying to make myself believe little lies. I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: we might have been on a break. I'm like, that
Speaker 1: wasn't it. And you know, so you gotta you gotta
Speaker 1: know you did what you did first, and then you
Speaker 1: gotta know that you want to be with this person,
Speaker 1: and I feel like everything else will just fall in place.
Speaker 1: You know that you did this and know that you
Speaker 1: want to be with this person and it'll work out.
Speaker 1: And also be willing to answer any questions because I questions.
Speaker 1: But we gotta we gotta, we gotta differentiate, like what
Speaker 1: y'all want to know and what y'all just asking just
Speaker 1: because y'all asking, it sho didn't matter though I think accountable.
Speaker 1: But you know what, It's also true sometimes maybe you
Speaker 1: don't want to have to tell every detail because that
Speaker 1: might be too much because we'll be asking but never
Speaker 1: it might be the point like did y'all with no condom?
Speaker 1: You know, people ask all kinds of questions. I remember
Speaker 1: I had a girl tell me that she she's upp
Speaker 1: with my boyfriend and she was telling me all kind
Speaker 1: of details. She said, she left with your boyfriend. She
Speaker 1: was telling you details. Yeah, she was like, girl, you
Speaker 1: was at work. I came to the house. You had this.
Speaker 1: She was like, we was in the shower. I was like,
Speaker 1: I said, yeah, but he didn't know. Yeah, he didn't know.
Speaker 1: I suppose that. I mean I never suked to him
Speaker 1: again after that. Was about to say, so you went
Speaker 1: because you're hearing those details. It's hard to go back.
Speaker 1: But it's two things that could happen. Either it's really
Speaker 1: hard to go back, or you feel competitive. I'm not
Speaker 1: feeling competitive like some people feel like I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: let her win, and so I'm gonna stay with him
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna torture him, but she can't have him,
Speaker 1: or you'd be like me and be like, after that happened,
Speaker 1: I can't never funk with you again. Don't to let
Speaker 1: the little but listen after you you need your girl
Speaker 1: got to like punish you a little, like give me
Speaker 1: an example, like you gotta be on some type of
Speaker 1: time out. Yeah, dress up, dress up, go out. Yeah yeah.
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying you gotta cheat back, But what
Speaker 1: I'm saying is it can't be easy, because then why
Speaker 1: would not do it easy? You gotta gotta give him
Speaker 1: for what If she's like I want to know every detail?
Speaker 1: What do you say? No, say what do you mean?
Speaker 1: Are you going on tour? Yes? I feel like this
Speaker 1: is the whole Interviewers are set up as you think
Speaker 1: that we want to set you up. Y'all don't want to.
Speaker 1: But I just from my perspective, I see it overthinking,
Speaker 1: get over thinking, but I don't know it. But I
Speaker 1: don't know it, like they're shaking his whole. Yeah, definitely
Speaker 1: going on tour man November December and being on tour,
Speaker 1: I apprecy sure we're gonna touch it almost all the
Speaker 1: most of the cities and you know United States. The smoke,
Speaker 1: the smokes, yea to the smoke. It's gonna be dope.
Speaker 1: We're gonna be in your city. We're gonna be here too.
Speaker 1: I want you all to come to the show, so
Speaker 1: you're gonna be out there too. Yeah, I'll come to that.
Speaker 1: I'll come at home. Yeah, We're definitely gonna be on tour.
Speaker 1: That's my guy. Man, how did you get so tight?
Speaker 1: He was on that rap he was on the rap show. Um,
Speaker 1: he was on the rap he won. Yeah, he won,
Speaker 1: and Pops with my pops are telling me. He was
Speaker 1: introduced me like, this is the guy that won off
Speaker 1: the show that time. I didn't even know. I don't
Speaker 1: at the show wasn't even air, you you know, I
Speaker 1: just met him. He gave you a spoiler, yeah, he said,
Speaker 1: telling nobody, but he won, okay, And then we was
Speaker 1: in the sounds like Inside of Trading right there with
Speaker 1: the jail for your Inside of Trading. He gave you
Speaker 1: a tip. Oh yeah, you know, I probably the only
Speaker 1: one that knew that. Whoa but losing the studio and
Speaker 1: I've seen he just walked First of all, he just
Speaker 1: walked in and just just cool dude in general. And
Speaker 1: then um he started recording. That man was speaking Spanish,
Speaker 1: man play the keys, and that man just wrote a
Speaker 1: quick version. It was dope, and it was I said, yeah, man,
Speaker 1: you got yeah, we gotta do something, you know. I
Speaker 1: had to did a little verse two. Man. I was
Speaker 1: just quick little. I wasn't happy about it, but that's
Speaker 1: this song is out there somewhere. But that's how we met.
Speaker 1: Just I just I met him like that. And then
Speaker 1: from then we was just we had each other information.
Speaker 1: We just each other songs and different ideas and just
Speaker 1: talking about music and we were just running to each other.
Speaker 1: Then boom, I just sent him this song and he
Speaker 1: knocked it out. He was like, I don't know, man,
Speaker 1: I ain't at that time. I wouldn't. I didn't put
Speaker 1: out music or no, that didn't put out music. It's like,
Speaker 1: did nobody really respect me to doing music? And I
Speaker 1: still like people still don't. But he would like the
Speaker 1: first one to really knock that verse out. And I
Speaker 1: was like, man, it's my guy. Man, and he knocked
Speaker 1: it out and he killed it and yeah, now we're
Speaker 1: going on tour. You feel like people still don't really
Speaker 1: respect it. Na na, oh, I had to tell you
Speaker 1: think that, right, Yeah, No, I feel like I get Nah, No,
Speaker 1: I don't, but you think, so what do you think
Speaker 1: you have to do in that case? Just keep on?
Speaker 1: I'm yeah, I'm gonna keep working the music and speak
Speaker 1: for itself where it's already spoken for it. I mean, like,
Speaker 1: I'm glad you came here to do this because that's important.
Speaker 1: I'm glad y'all let me up here. Man, I was
Speaker 1: late in everything. I'm sorry. Appreciate you guys. You all
Speaker 1: look nice. But that's what I think, right. You gotta
Speaker 1: do your press and then do the tours and then
Speaker 1: you know, just keep like really it is a grind, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know. And then even like a couple of years ago,
Speaker 1: the music has that you've done has changed a lot
Speaker 1: from when you first came out. Yes, And that's the thing.
Speaker 1: The people that know the music and people that's in
Speaker 1: the music industry that know that it is a grind
Speaker 1: to understand all that goes into it, they respected, but
Speaker 1: it's like, yeah, they expect. I mean, they respect the growth,
Speaker 1: they respect the fact that I'm out here. They see
Speaker 1: me out here. You know by myself to just put
Speaker 1: it together and figuring it out. But as you know,
Speaker 1: it's the people outside looking in who really think the
Speaker 1: hip hop heads they think they hip hop heads and
Speaker 1: then they put that, yeah, it's like the p your
Speaker 1: favorite rapper, like you said, he likes me, you know, right,
Speaker 1: So people probably think like since you know, you come
Speaker 1: from a and you think, Emily, that it's just gonna
Speaker 1: be handed to you and you're only doing it because
Speaker 1: you're walking in those footsteps. But they don't realize that
Speaker 1: this is really what'sin you. Rather it came from your
Speaker 1: parents had not, this is really what's in you, and
Speaker 1: you're really really a writer or artists, a creative and
Speaker 1: this is how you're going to live your life. And
Speaker 1: I'm not thinking they have to respect that your parents
Speaker 1: will produce amazing talent exactly Like yeah, I feel like
Speaker 1: you're purposely trying not to call in those favors either.
Speaker 1: I do it just like you know, Yeah, I don't know, man,
Speaker 1: I was young, and I just said I had a
Speaker 1: vision as just a young age, and I just knew
Speaker 1: how to go about it, and I just stuck to it.
Speaker 1: I knew I didn't want to come out to gave
Speaker 1: no features. I knew I could, I knew I didn't
Speaker 1: want nobody. I kind of wanted to like I wanted
Speaker 1: to be organic. Definitely wanted to just be organic and
Speaker 1: get people to understand who I. I don't know why
Speaker 1: I understood that at a young age, but I just
Speaker 1: seen that. And as I just kept doing that, you know,
Speaker 1: I just run into different people, dope artists, the Smoke,
Speaker 1: Rap City, Anthony Hamilton's Nasty See. These are the people
Speaker 1: that's on the album, and they just you know, they
Speaker 1: just felt that, they felt that and they loved the music,
Speaker 1: and here we are yet to do what you know
Speaker 1: now he sent me some beats man. Yeah, he um.
Speaker 1: Our relationship right now is just I had let him know,
Speaker 1: like during the whole PlayStation thing, I was selling PlayStations
Speaker 1: and you know, he called me and was like, hey man,
Speaker 1: you still got them PlayStations. I'm like, I don't, but
Speaker 1: I will. You know, yeah, what you're talking about. Got
Speaker 1: him a PlayStation to um North Carolina. The same day
Speaker 1: he couldn't find none of them. And then he was
Speaker 1: he had a show in Atlanta. He called me telling me,
Speaker 1: you know, I got a show in Atlanta. I said, man,
Speaker 1: I know you gotta show in Atlanta. Everybody's going to
Speaker 1: the show. And he said, yeah, man, I lost my Xbox.
Speaker 1: You know you got any more Xboxes? I said, yes,
Speaker 1: I do. I didn't have an Xbox. Yes, I do
Speaker 1: have Xbox, and I will get it to you. Figured
Speaker 1: it out. Figured it out. But that's like our relationship
Speaker 1: right now. He asked me, like, you know what I
Speaker 1: owe you, and I'd be like, you know, don't worry
Speaker 1: about it, you know, just send me some beats and
Speaker 1: you know, we're all good. And that's what he did,
Speaker 1: send me some beats and yeah, we'll see where it goes. Well,
Speaker 1: I can't wait a good beats. Good beats. Man. He
Speaker 1: really he's the type of person where he just sit
Speaker 1: on the phone and he'll just really like make sure
Speaker 1: you understand anything that he's talking about. Like he's he'll
Speaker 1: send the phone thirty forty minutes to hour just talking
Speaker 1: to you, like he was just on his computer. I
Speaker 1: was trying to get out the phone because I felt
Speaker 1: like he maybe was trying to get out the phone,
Speaker 1: but he was. But no, he was like really like
Speaker 1: showing me like all these beats and the scroll. They
Speaker 1: just let me know which one will here, tell me
Speaker 1: like just how he thinks you what he thinks I
Speaker 1: should do to improve certain stuff and writing and music,
Speaker 1: and he just really said it. Just had a whole conversation,
Speaker 1: and that man is a really good dude. He just
Speaker 1: sits and just tries to help him just show people
Speaker 1: different perspectives. But we'd love to hear that. Yeah what cold?
Speaker 1: All right, Well, listen to Mont. We appreciate you so
Speaker 1: much for coming through and blessing us. And you know
Speaker 1: we were all vibing too the album too, So congratulations
Speaker 1: on that. Thank you. Scott Dive. Yeah, would you do
Speaker 1: it again? Y'all did four jumps and one day and
Speaker 1: I was jumping by myself. I had instructors in the
Speaker 1: air with me, but no one was like attached to me.
Speaker 1: I put my own parachute. That's where everybody he asked me,
Speaker 1: did you pull your part? I put my own parachute,
Speaker 1: and it was very relaxing. It was very relaxing. That's
Speaker 1: what I would think. Okay, So let me ask you this.
Speaker 1: It feels like the hardest part is jumping, Like to
Speaker 1: ask me fall just act like you feel Because I
Speaker 1: said I could see myself being right there on the
Speaker 1: edge and I supposed to and being like, I don't
Speaker 1: know about this. Now they're gonna push you. Yeah, because
Speaker 1: you you probably didn't commit it. You're already up here
Speaker 1: on this plane. He's sucking drove and flew up here
Speaker 1: four thousand feet you're finna jump, dude, I don't know
Speaker 1: what your heart. I mean, you did it four times
Speaker 1: so clearly the video, man, it looked like I did
Speaker 1: it before. Everybody saying it was your first time. I
Speaker 1: was like, yes, I thought they had to have somebody
Speaker 1: on there with you. The first time I was taking classes,
Speaker 1: I thought I was going to be attached to somebody.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to, but I thought I was. But
Speaker 1: it just shows how much I wasn't paying attention. And
Speaker 1: I just sat in like a two or three hour
Speaker 1: class and I thought, you know, I mean, I had
Speaker 1: to start one thing, and it really was does and
Speaker 1: I was like, a ready, I was like, Okay, let's
Speaker 1: do it. But yeah, jumped out with U two instructors
Speaker 1: for the first two jumps. Then the last two jumps
Speaker 1: was one instructor. And when you open that parachutes, you
Speaker 1: on your own. It's all about the landing is the
Speaker 1: most important part. And yeah, man, I can say it
Speaker 1: was very relaxing and it's fun again. Yeah, I'm getting
Speaker 1: my license, so you gotta do twenty five jumps to
Speaker 1: get your license, or at least twenty five jumps. And
Speaker 1: I mean they say, you know, I mean you've you've
Speaker 1: you've learned all of these things, and you mean we
Speaker 1: feel like you're experienced enough to be able to jump
Speaker 1: wherever you want because we didn't taught you everything. That
Speaker 1: thing was a nice metaphor. Yeah, yeah, I mean I'm
Speaker 1: definitely getting so about how you learn. You know, it's
Speaker 1: easy to jump. Everybody can't learn. All right, Well, DENMANI again,
Speaker 1: thank you so much and thank you. Can't wait till
Speaker 1: you did it so bad. Man. I feel like it's
Speaker 1: gonna be some stuff afterwards, but we hope we didn't
Speaker 1: check about. Thank you. Guys. Let's tell girlfriend, it's all good.
Speaker 1: You know, we got you got worry about. He got
Speaker 1: no no where about he learned all right, So what's service, right,