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Speaker 1: waiting on an introduction. Now, everybody introduces and stuff we

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Speaker 1: you know, all right, And I see you just went

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Speaker 1: to my juice bar, juices for life. You're so smart.

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Speaker 1: That man. Now, I gotta be nice, gotta be nice.

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Speaker 1: But we have you here today because you are an

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Speaker 1: know sometimes that's a lot like just even getting when

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Speaker 1: um this this last project for a while, so you

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Speaker 1: know that means a lot. Scott Scott Dive just about commitment.

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Speaker 1: and get married. I would love to have kids, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but marriage that's a that's a that's a business. Kids

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Speaker 1: you can't get really kid. You gives your kids, But marriage, man,

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Speaker 1: gonna be successful, You're going to be successful. Let's just

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Speaker 1: I mean, listen, things happen right, and as a man,

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Speaker 1: but you have cheated. Yes, I've cheated. I cheated. Just

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Speaker 1: With your music? I wanted to just sit in the

422
00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:44,400
Speaker 1: studio and make a lot of music, but that didn't

423
00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:48,680
Speaker 1: even happen. Man, I was just living life, relaxing, um

424
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,760
Speaker 1: and then it just it just came when it came.

425
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 1: And like I said, this, this project has been like

426
00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:57,000
Speaker 1: a most organic, most natural I didn't force anything at all.

427
00:23:57,240 --> 00:24:00,720
Speaker 1: It feels good, yeah, you know. And then I just

428
00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:04,879
Speaker 1: trusted myself to just deliver. And I feel like you know,

429
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:06,560
Speaker 1: I mean, instead of just fortunate and saying I gotta

430
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:08,439
Speaker 1: make a song because I'm in the studio. What's your

431
00:24:08,560 --> 00:24:10,439
Speaker 1: routine in the studio, Like when you get ready, do

432
00:24:10,480 --> 00:24:14,000
Speaker 1: you write everything? Do you freestyle? How do you work

433
00:24:14,560 --> 00:24:17,720
Speaker 1: however it comes on the way to the studio. I

434
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:20,520
Speaker 1: could hear it beat and write song a little like

435
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:24,160
Speaker 1: right ideas, and then finish it up there and call

436
00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:28,920
Speaker 1: it a freestyle because I'm not writing or just right

437
00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:32,320
Speaker 1: Colors or I just right like just I mean, however,

438
00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:34,840
Speaker 1: if it's like a story in my head or an

439
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:39,040
Speaker 1: idea in my head, I just write down stuff that

440
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,240
Speaker 1: that I can I can remember when I get back

441
00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:45,479
Speaker 1: to the studio, Like Colors sounds like making an outline

442
00:24:45,480 --> 00:24:47,920
Speaker 1: for a book. Yeah, just giving a little bit more detail.

443
00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:50,000
Speaker 1: When did you know you wanted to be a rapper.

444
00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 1: I don't want to be no rapper man. All right. Yeah,

445
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:58,280
Speaker 1: I knew I wanted to be an artist when I

446
00:24:58,359 --> 00:25:01,040
Speaker 1: when I seen what music to do for me and

447
00:25:01,080 --> 00:25:03,639
Speaker 1: what it could do for others. That's when I just

448
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:07,159
Speaker 1: found stuff to talk about. I found stuff that was

449
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,440
Speaker 1: real in my life, just to talk about. And then

450
00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:12,440
Speaker 1: people tell me, you know, what it did for them

451
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,000
Speaker 1: and how it helped them. And at first I thought

452
00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:18,600
Speaker 1: they were just talking, but then another person, another person

453
00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:21,760
Speaker 1: telling me the same thing. I'm like, Wow, that's when

454
00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,000
Speaker 1: I fell in love with it, because it was it

455
00:25:24,080 --> 00:25:25,760
Speaker 1: was helping me, but then at the same time it

456
00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:28,480
Speaker 1: was helping others. Yeah, that's what I knew I want

457
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:31,720
Speaker 1: to be an artist. Alright, So now let's talk. Let's

458
00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:33,240
Speaker 1: go back to what we were talking about earlier. I

459
00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:37,600
Speaker 1: feel like we got a little fool cheating, but okay,

460
00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:41,360
Speaker 1: So now, because you you do say that you want

461
00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:43,760
Speaker 1: to have a woman who clearly knows how to take

462
00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:46,040
Speaker 1: care of you, right, cook, do those things? Be a

463
00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:50,840
Speaker 1: good mom, right, that's important to you. A wife. A

464
00:25:50,880 --> 00:25:53,400
Speaker 1: wife is important, So marriage is important to your marriage?

465
00:25:53,760 --> 00:26:04,720
Speaker 1: Marriage is important? Oh my god, sorry, I mean I believe,

466
00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:08,720
Speaker 1: I believe in building with one person. I don't believe that.

467
00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:13,960
Speaker 1: Now I feel like I get that that's what marriage is.

468
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:18,439
Speaker 1: Why why why is marriage? You know you have to

469
00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:22,959
Speaker 1: be to be me? I was just cause I'm overthinking everything.

470
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,119
Speaker 1: Everybody's not that type of person. But I'm just like,

471
00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:29,880
Speaker 1: if we just together in ten years passed and then

472
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 1: twenty years passed, were together, We've been having fun, we

473
00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:36,560
Speaker 1: love each other, why you gotta say sign here? Look,

474
00:26:36,600 --> 00:26:38,080
Speaker 1: I said the same thing because you know, in the

475
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 1: breakfast club, I'm the only one that's not married, and

476
00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:41,760
Speaker 1: me and Slemanne is married. I'm like, I kind of

477
00:26:41,760 --> 00:26:44,680
Speaker 1: feel like I could be with somebody forever and not

478
00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:49,000
Speaker 1: necessarily get married. But I think everybody feels differently about it.

479
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:52,600
Speaker 1: But I haven't dug in it enough. I don't know.

480
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:57,280
Speaker 1: I don't really know. I'm speaking from an ignorant perspective. Yeah,

481
00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:00,560
Speaker 1: you know, I haven't really I don't know about marriage.

482
00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,640
Speaker 1: People say that they were together for all this time

483
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,760
Speaker 1: and then marriage ruined the relationship because then you feel

484
00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:09,160
Speaker 1: like you have to live a certain way or by

485
00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:12,400
Speaker 1: by certain rules, or live for the sake of marriage,

486
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,240
Speaker 1: instead of just being free with who you are and

487
00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:19,640
Speaker 1: letting things florganically, right, man, I never cared about marriage

488
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:23,240
Speaker 1: until I moved forward in faith, and I have to

489
00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:25,080
Speaker 1: get married to that way I can go to Havan.

490
00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:28,680
Speaker 1: You can give you that. Married, you're gonna go to heaven. Yes,

491
00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:31,040
Speaker 1: and neither is my husband. Like, we have some honor

492
00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:37,160
Speaker 1: each other, so we could go through the case. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes,

493
00:27:37,240 --> 00:27:39,159
Speaker 1: come on, I just try to be a good person.

494
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:42,040
Speaker 1: So I do want to get married. I want to

495
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:43,879
Speaker 1: get married, and I don't want to only get married

496
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:47,240
Speaker 1: one time because theorce and I think I was to

497
00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,080
Speaker 1: ever get married, I would feel the same way that

498
00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:51,960
Speaker 1: this is it. Yeah, one time, that's not something that

499
00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:55,480
Speaker 1: necessarily had to do. But if I do go down

500
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:58,720
Speaker 1: that role, then we together. Yeah. And if if I

501
00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:00,879
Speaker 1: get the vorce and get read, I won't do with

502
00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:03,520
Speaker 1: a guy. Yeah, I'm definitely gonna take my vow seriously.

503
00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:06,040
Speaker 1: And you know what if he don't, what if he

504
00:28:06,119 --> 00:28:10,680
Speaker 1: have a kid on you, you gotta walk out. And

505
00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 1: we got a lot of you know, you know what

506
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,480
Speaker 1: they say about marriage's a lot of work, so we

507
00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:19,280
Speaker 1: would have to work on that. Something supposed I was

508
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:23,840
Speaker 1: born aside baby my my father. I've never heard of

509
00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:26,200
Speaker 1: that before. Right. I mean, it happens all the time.

510
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:31,119
Speaker 1: So I have a whole lot of siblings. Were the

511
00:28:31,119 --> 00:28:34,240
Speaker 1: side baby crew, and we get content for your music.

512
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:37,600
Speaker 1: We are we are not my We are my father's children,

513
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,960
Speaker 1: but not by his wife. And we have two different mothers.

514
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,360
Speaker 1: So I was born in sixteen days later my sister

515
00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:44,200
Speaker 1: was born. Neither one of these women was married to

516
00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:46,600
Speaker 1: my father. To this day, he's still married to his wife.

517
00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:50,080
Speaker 1: They haven't been together and all these years. However, Um,

518
00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:53,440
Speaker 1: that allows me to look at life and in marriage

519
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:57,120
Speaker 1: and this whole concept very differently because I am a

520
00:28:57,160 --> 00:28:58,800
Speaker 1: part of it. I didn't ask to be a part

521
00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 1: of it, but this is just what I was born into.

522
00:29:01,400 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 1: And I was actually, you know, you have a blended

523
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:06,960
Speaker 1: family with your siblings having you know, different moms and stuff.

524
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:10,560
Speaker 1: So y'all all grew up one big, happy family. I

525
00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:12,360
Speaker 1: was raised the same way, not in the same household,

526
00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:14,960
Speaker 1: but I was raised the same way. You know, our

527
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,360
Speaker 1: mother's got along and we are all at Grandma's house

528
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:22,280
Speaker 1: together and yeah, everything was great and yeah, and it's

529
00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:25,720
Speaker 1: like it happens right and you deal with it accordingly.

530
00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 1: But me personally, UM, I've had a guy, had a

531
00:29:29,480 --> 00:29:31,960
Speaker 1: baby had a baby on me before I left him,

532
00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:34,000
Speaker 1: and I didn't leave him because he had the baby.

533
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:36,520
Speaker 1: I left him because he actually happened twice, and both

534
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 1: times I left because he lied about it. It was

535
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 1: the same person in two different relationships, with two different

536
00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:45,360
Speaker 1: relationships years apart. I've had men that I was with

537
00:29:45,600 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 1: have another woman pregnant, and then when I found out,

538
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:52,840
Speaker 1: they lie, oh, it's not my baby. So exactly, and

539
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:55,360
Speaker 1: in the first, the first instant um, the guy was

540
00:29:55,400 --> 00:29:57,280
Speaker 1: basically living in my house and panem my bills, taking

541
00:29:57,280 --> 00:29:59,560
Speaker 1: care of me and my daughter, but was nowhere around

542
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:01,400
Speaker 1: his own kids it and I'm like, I can't be

543
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:03,960
Speaker 1: with you, like you know, that's that's sucked up because

544
00:30:03,960 --> 00:30:07,000
Speaker 1: I was your your kids mom, like I would you know,

545
00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:09,200
Speaker 1: Like I don't condone that. So we broke up. And

546
00:30:09,240 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 1: then years later, the guy that I was doing we

547
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 1: were actually in an open relationship. So that made it

548
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:16,640
Speaker 1: even worse because i'll you lying, you can tell me

549
00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:18,120
Speaker 1: the truth. And at the time I didn't want any

550
00:30:18,120 --> 00:30:19,920
Speaker 1: more children. I have a kid, and I didn't want

551
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:21,640
Speaker 1: any more children, and he we spoke about that. He

552
00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,440
Speaker 1: knew I didn't want any more children. So if you

553
00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 1: in fact, want more children, and you want to have

554
00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:27,320
Speaker 1: a baby by somebody else by all means, do that,

555
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,280
Speaker 1: but don't lie to me about it. And when I

556
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 1: found out the woman was pregnant at the time, and

557
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,800
Speaker 1: his friends slipped up and said something, and that's how

558
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:36,080
Speaker 1: I figured it out. So when I confronted him about it,

559
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: you know, he did, he really did slip up. And

560
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 1: we were all out eating and drinking and stuff, and

561
00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:41,520
Speaker 1: he slipped up and said something. But when I confronted

562
00:30:41,560 --> 00:30:46,720
Speaker 1: him about it, he starts lying, and I'm like, that's no, no,

563
00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,240
Speaker 1: no, no no, no, it was we were alone when I

564
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,680
Speaker 1: confront of him about it. Um, it was actually a

565
00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:52,720
Speaker 1: few days later because more at that fur of you,

566
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 1: because I don't know if I could wait until later. Yeah,

567
00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:58,360
Speaker 1: more things, more things happened, and then, you know, confront

568
00:30:58,360 --> 00:30:59,920
Speaker 1: of him about it. The baby had a name and everything,

569
00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:03,440
Speaker 1: and he's still trying to tell me that. He told me, no,

570
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:05,520
Speaker 1: the baby was still in the womb and they had

571
00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:07,920
Speaker 1: already named the baby. You know what, the boy, you

572
00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:09,880
Speaker 1: gave him a name. And when I asked you if

573
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:11,120
Speaker 1: you got a baby on the way, you tell me

574
00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:13,240
Speaker 1: you don't think it's yours. But you name that mean

575
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 1: so yeah, he said he don't think it. He knew

576
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,160
Speaker 1: that was his baby. He named him was booking the

577
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:21,320
Speaker 1: nursery across the hall. Like, you got me fucked up

578
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,240
Speaker 1: if you think I'm gonna stick around in this situation.

579
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:25,960
Speaker 1: So I left. But you know, case by case scenario.

580
00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: If in fact I was married and my husband stepped

581
00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:30,880
Speaker 1: out and had a baby, I would deal with it

582
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:34,200
Speaker 1: accordingly based on the situation. Right. If he was on, yeah,

583
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:36,000
Speaker 1: I would have to. You think you could be in

584
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:39,959
Speaker 1: an open relationship over relationship that mean we're to get it.

585
00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:43,280
Speaker 1: Don't do it that you can do your thing. Yeah out,

586
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:46,480
Speaker 1: y'all have an understanding. Y'all have an understanding that y'all

587
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:53,280
Speaker 1: you think one on one on me my girl? You

588
00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 1: know because like I said, I love I showed my

589
00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:58,600
Speaker 1: little boy. You know, take care of you. I'll take

590
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,360
Speaker 1: care of you. And someone else is making me someone else?

591
00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:06,680
Speaker 1: Yeah I'm not. I'm being tricked. You know what the

592
00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:11,760
Speaker 1: why are you not paying for it? She collect them both.

593
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 1: Have you ever had like a public argument with your

594
00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:18,160
Speaker 1: girl public like social media? No, you know how you

595
00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 1: like and y'all get she get mad and it's like

596
00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:27,720
Speaker 1: y'all out in public arguing. I hate that. I don't

597
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:30,400
Speaker 1: think so Angela has to witness me and my ex

598
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:34,600
Speaker 1: having clancy of public arguments, and it's not a good situation.

599
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 1: And I remember Stephanie used to be arguing on the phone.

600
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 1: On the phone, She'll be gone for two hours while

601
00:32:39,560 --> 00:32:45,720
Speaker 1: eating you I'll be in front of the restaurant, remember

602
00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 1: those days, whispering yellow whispering. You ever try to ruin

603
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,520
Speaker 1: her night if you're on then argument. You know how

604
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 1: guys would try to ruin your night and call you

605
00:32:57,400 --> 00:33:01,040
Speaker 1: while you out having fun. Yeah, go home and up

606
00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:04,840
Speaker 1: the whole night. Yeah, I mean that's that's childish. But

607
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:14,080
Speaker 1: yeah I did that. You know, I'm a child. I'm

608
00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:17,680
Speaker 1: not resting to be grown. So at what age you

609
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:21,240
Speaker 1: think you're an adult? I'm at that point. I'm just playing.

610
00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:26,440
Speaker 1: I'm at that Yeah, you're an adult. I'm definitely still

611
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:31,160
Speaker 1: trying to get with the child as an excuse. Yeah,

612
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:34,520
Speaker 1: I'm still learning. Yeah, I asked for the student discounts

613
00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:39,280
Speaker 1: when I be behind stuff you're mioking at. Yeah, that's

614
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,320
Speaker 1: every guy's excuse. This is the things they say. I'm

615
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 1: a working progress. I'm fighting, still learning, you know, I'm fighting, y'all.

616
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:51,040
Speaker 1: What's y'alls? What's your response as that? Because them not lies?

617
00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, working progress. I'm human. I feel

618
00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:58,040
Speaker 1: like people have to learn from their mistakes because if

619
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:00,680
Speaker 1: you keep on making the same mistakes breaking, it's not

620
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:04,880
Speaker 1: a mistake right at that point, it's a choice. Yeah,

621
00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:08,680
Speaker 1: And I think that people do have to take accountability,

622
00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:10,759
Speaker 1: but they also have to say if they see that

623
00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:12,920
Speaker 1: they hurt you or if they've done something that and

624
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:16,160
Speaker 1: they can acknowledge that I sucked up, you can't keep

625
00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:18,680
Speaker 1: on doing that. That's how because guys will try to

626
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:20,040
Speaker 1: keep on doing it and be like, why, I'm a

627
00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:22,440
Speaker 1: work in progress? How long are you're gonna be work

628
00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:27,239
Speaker 1: in the progress? Now? When this right? When are we

629
00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:31,759
Speaker 1: going to get through this? I'm under construction, state construction. Now.

630
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:34,120
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter to you if when you date somebody

631
00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:37,120
Speaker 1: your family approves, Like, have they ever not liked a

632
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:39,279
Speaker 1: girl like your siblings? Have they ever been like I

633
00:34:39,280 --> 00:34:41,040
Speaker 1: don't like her? And I know like from my brother,

634
00:34:41,719 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 1: he don't even like to introduce me to girl because

635
00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 1: you don't like none of them. I don't like none

636
00:34:45,000 --> 00:34:49,120
Speaker 1: of them. Um, I ain't had too many girlfriends man,

637
00:34:49,160 --> 00:34:53,040
Speaker 1: it's about my only girlfriend on the head, so I

638
00:34:53,080 --> 00:35:02,359
Speaker 1: haven't experienced that, and everybody like everybody, yeah, yeah, everybody. Yeah,

639
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:04,840
Speaker 1: my mom be calling and she just called her. That

640
00:35:04,960 --> 00:35:08,920
Speaker 1: was cool, So she did her hair a couple of times.

641
00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:12,520
Speaker 1: That's a good feeling when they you know, stuff like that. Man.

642
00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:16,439
Speaker 1: But yeah, um, if my family didn't improve, I would

643
00:35:16,520 --> 00:35:18,919
Speaker 1: just want to know why, Like what do y'all see? Man,

644
00:35:18,960 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 1: I don't I trust my family. I trust my family

645
00:35:23,200 --> 00:35:25,759
Speaker 1: should Yeah, So I would just want them to let

646
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:27,240
Speaker 1: me know what I mean, let me in or whatever

647
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:29,879
Speaker 1: y'all know, so I could figure out how I want

648
00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 1: to go about this. When I was younger, I hated

649
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 1: this guy and my whole family hated him, and I shouldn't.

650
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:37,160
Speaker 1: Really you gotta pay attention to stuff like that because

651
00:35:37,160 --> 00:35:39,440
Speaker 1: he really wasn't good. But then sometimes when that happens

652
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 1: and make you go really hard to just stay together

653
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:44,000
Speaker 1: because you don't you want to prove everybody wrong, and

654
00:35:44,040 --> 00:35:46,840
Speaker 1: you like end up defending somebody that doesn't deserve to

655
00:35:46,880 --> 00:35:50,040
Speaker 1: be defended because everybody against it. And then I stayed

656
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:53,000
Speaker 1: in some bullshit with one of my sisters. My older

657
00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:56,279
Speaker 1: sister had a boyfriend that we all hated, and she

658
00:35:56,320 --> 00:35:59,160
Speaker 1: stayed with him for years and he treated her bad

659
00:35:59,239 --> 00:36:02,200
Speaker 1: and we all hated. He was very disrespectful to the family,

660
00:36:02,840 --> 00:36:05,319
Speaker 1: and we hated him. And she's no longer with him,

661
00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 1: and I can't be more happy for her that she's

662
00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:10,680
Speaker 1: moved on a lot of times that more of the girls,

663
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:13,600
Speaker 1: Is that more of the females that stick in a

664
00:36:14,239 --> 00:36:17,560
Speaker 1: that stay in a toxic relationship or do you feel

665
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:21,359
Speaker 1: like because they'd be thinking that ship is normal? Like

666
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:25,200
Speaker 1: sometimes I'm telling you, men can be toxic. I was

667
00:36:25,239 --> 00:36:28,400
Speaker 1: with somebody who would just pick an argument just because

668
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:30,600
Speaker 1: he was in the mood to. But women can be also.

669
00:36:31,160 --> 00:36:33,840
Speaker 1: I will say there's some women I know, women that

670
00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:37,799
Speaker 1: have made guys feel like ship like I don't even

671
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 1: want to say to but he was telling me how

672
00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:42,600
Speaker 1: she would just be this is his career money. You

673
00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:46,480
Speaker 1: know you broke you did you that? I'm not like that.

674
00:36:46,560 --> 00:36:50,400
Speaker 1: I'm still checking more lifter, I like, I like, I

675
00:36:50,520 --> 00:36:54,880
Speaker 1: like no exactly anymore. I think I have my signs exactly.

676
00:36:54,920 --> 00:36:57,240
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. I think as I've gotten older,

677
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,759
Speaker 1: I'm more of an uplifter or I want to make

678
00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:03,120
Speaker 1: my and I feel really supported and make him feel

679
00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:05,719
Speaker 1: like he's the fly, is the best out of everything,

680
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:09,080
Speaker 1: like all his failures are okay because we're gonna do

681
00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,480
Speaker 1: better next time. Sometimes you gotta be honest to the

682
00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:14,760
Speaker 1: like no, I'm so not honest. I'm like, babe, it's okay.

683
00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:16,600
Speaker 1: You don't have a job now, but you'll get a

684
00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 1: job soon. Man, don't worry. You secure letting your girl

685
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:27,480
Speaker 1: hear your music like before it comes out or be

686
00:37:27,560 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 1: in the studio. It's a good question, depends on what

687
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:35,520
Speaker 1: it is. Sometimes I don't like for her to hear

688
00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 1: some music, especially it's about her. Yeah, it's about her,

689
00:37:40,840 --> 00:37:44,360
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? You hear I did that before,

690
00:37:45,200 --> 00:37:48,240
Speaker 1: not wanted her to hear some music, And I feel

691
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,160
Speaker 1: like that's a good thing because that means I was

692
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,000
Speaker 1: It's a good thing, but I should Definitely it shows

693
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:58,520
Speaker 1: that I'm not open, but it shows that I said

694
00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:00,799
Speaker 1: what I felt and we might have been past it

695
00:38:01,440 --> 00:38:05,240
Speaker 1: and you hearing this probably gonna like dig up it again.

696
00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:09,760
Speaker 1: But it's probably something like that. Well. Yeah, I always

697
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:14,319
Speaker 1: try to be honest with myself and my music, So

698
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 1: sometimes I don't want people to hear it, and rest

699
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 1: you don't want to because you overthink you got music. Yeah,

700
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:28,399
Speaker 1: music no one's heard before. And a lot of times,

701
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:30,359
Speaker 1: you know when I put that type of stuff out

702
00:38:30,480 --> 00:38:32,560
Speaker 1: because you know, my people are like, you need to

703
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:35,480
Speaker 1: put this out, like people need to hear this, you

704
00:38:35,520 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 1: know that's what. Yeah, Yeah, to help. And I mean

705
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:42,359
Speaker 1: because after I don't after I hadn't made the song,

706
00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:50,600
Speaker 1: I didn't, I didn't help myself already everything else mush

707
00:38:51,480 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: me putting it out it's helping. I did some songs

708
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:56,600
Speaker 1: you made that you feel like you'll never put out. Yeah,

709
00:38:56,920 --> 00:39:04,200
Speaker 1: not because it was Yeah, I'm overthinking everything. But yeah,

710
00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:06,319
Speaker 1: there's definitely some songs I feel like I never put

711
00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 1: out because, like I said, I'm just an overthinker, and

712
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:12,600
Speaker 1: I just we might look at it a certain way,

713
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:15,279
Speaker 1: and it's really not that we might think it's it

714
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 1: meant this much to us, and it was. I mean,

715
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:20,600
Speaker 1: I don't like showing too much too soon, all at once.

716
00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:23,239
Speaker 1: So now I don't want to put it out right

717
00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:25,480
Speaker 1: and then when it passes, you don't want to go

718
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:28,160
Speaker 1: back exactly. But if it's something that you needed to

719
00:39:28,200 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 1: do at the time, yeah, I said, just did it

720
00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 1: right then. But I didn't have a plan I'd like

721
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:35,200
Speaker 1: to have a plan and haven't make it makes sense.

722
00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,920
Speaker 1: So yeah, that's when stuff just get stuck and I

723
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:39,960
Speaker 1: just end up just giving it away, saying yeah, you

724
00:39:40,040 --> 00:39:42,879
Speaker 1: sing it or you you you know, stuff like that.

725
00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:46,359
Speaker 1: Oh you go smoting. That goes right in what I'm saying,

726
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:48,680
Speaker 1: Like I I looked to write for I've been in

727
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:52,799
Speaker 1: rider camps and tried to write for some people. But

728
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:56,640
Speaker 1: them write camps. Man, it'd be it'd be why it's

729
00:39:56,680 --> 00:40:02,160
Speaker 1: like warring them writers, y'all if y'all sitting the writer's

730
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:06,080
Speaker 1: camp for from an artist's perspective, from a writer's perspective,

731
00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:10,640
Speaker 1: the boys wanted and you know, I'm just the trying. Yeah,

732
00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:13,520
Speaker 1: they trying to get percentage. Every word is a little percentage.

733
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:15,880
Speaker 1: They're trying to get What about this? What about that?

734
00:40:15,960 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm just need that. This ain't for

735
00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:23,000
Speaker 1: me right now. You know, I didn't get too much

736
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:26,520
Speaker 1: for all of that to focus on. I can focus, can't.

737
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,880
Speaker 1: I can't even it can't be real. I mean, y'all

738
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:33,040
Speaker 1: moving too fast and switching up too many words too soon.

739
00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:38,080
Speaker 1: I'm trying to feel it digested, and That's where I'm

740
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:40,960
Speaker 1: at right now. But um, the songs that I do

741
00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:44,640
Speaker 1: give away and I do I do like shops music.

742
00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:47,400
Speaker 1: Like we just said that I waited too long to

743
00:40:47,440 --> 00:40:48,799
Speaker 1: put out and I don't want to put it out

744
00:40:48,840 --> 00:40:51,319
Speaker 1: because I mean, I just don't feel that way no more.

745
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:54,200
Speaker 1: And yeah, so I just give to someone else. I'm

746
00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:57,239
Speaker 1: not just gonna let it sit. So, yeah, you know

747
00:40:57,239 --> 00:40:59,560
Speaker 1: what I wanted to ask you, because I know you'd

748
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,759
Speaker 1: like to help people with your own experiences, how did

749
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:04,840
Speaker 1: you get past the cheating? Like if you have to

750
00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:08,440
Speaker 1: give somebody advice, say they messed up, you gotta realize

751
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:12,040
Speaker 1: you did it first. Accountability, Yeah, because I was like

752
00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:14,080
Speaker 1: I was trying to tell me, you know, I was

753
00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:16,560
Speaker 1: trying to make myself believe little lies. I'm like, damn,

754
00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:18,879
Speaker 1: we might have been on a break. I'm like, that

755
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,120
Speaker 1: wasn't it. And you know, so you gotta you gotta

756
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,080
Speaker 1: know you did what you did first, and then you

757
00:41:25,120 --> 00:41:27,160
Speaker 1: gotta know that you want to be with this person,

758
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:29,560
Speaker 1: and I feel like everything else will just fall in place.

759
00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:32,560
Speaker 1: You know that you did this and know that you

760
00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,560
Speaker 1: want to be with this person and it'll work out.

761
00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:40,080
Speaker 1: And also be willing to answer any questions because I questions.

762
00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:43,879
Speaker 1: But we gotta we gotta, we gotta differentiate, like what

763
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:46,160
Speaker 1: y'all want to know and what y'all just asking just

764
00:41:46,200 --> 00:41:50,960
Speaker 1: because y'all asking, it sho didn't matter though I think accountable.

765
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:54,279
Speaker 1: But you know what, It's also true sometimes maybe you

766
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,920
Speaker 1: don't want to have to tell every detail because that

767
00:41:57,000 --> 00:42:02,399
Speaker 1: might be too much because we'll be asking but never

768
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 1: it might be the point like did y'all with no condom?

769
00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:11,520
Speaker 1: You know, people ask all kinds of questions. I remember

770
00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:14,560
Speaker 1: I had a girl tell me that she she's upp

771
00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 1: with my boyfriend and she was telling me all kind

772
00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:19,160
Speaker 1: of details. She said, she left with your boyfriend. She

773
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:21,719
Speaker 1: was telling you details. Yeah, she was like, girl, you

774
00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 1: was at work. I came to the house. You had this.

775
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,200
Speaker 1: She was like, we was in the shower. I was like,

776
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 1: I said, yeah, but he didn't know. Yeah, he didn't know.

777
00:42:35,280 --> 00:42:37,080
Speaker 1: I suppose that. I mean I never suked to him

778
00:42:37,080 --> 00:42:38,799
Speaker 1: again after that. Was about to say, so you went

779
00:42:39,760 --> 00:42:43,000
Speaker 1: because you're hearing those details. It's hard to go back.

780
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:45,319
Speaker 1: But it's two things that could happen. Either it's really

781
00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 1: hard to go back, or you feel competitive. I'm not

782
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:51,239
Speaker 1: feeling competitive like some people feel like I'm not gonna

783
00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 1: let her win, and so I'm gonna stay with him

784
00:42:54,719 --> 00:42:57,680
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna torture him, but she can't have him,

785
00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:00,360
Speaker 1: or you'd be like me and be like, after that happened,

786
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:04,640
Speaker 1: I can't never funk with you again. Don't to let

787
00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:09,600
Speaker 1: the little but listen after you you need your girl

788
00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:12,040
Speaker 1: got to like punish you a little, like give me

789
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,880
Speaker 1: an example, like you gotta be on some type of

790
00:43:14,920 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 1: time out. Yeah, dress up, dress up, go out. Yeah yeah.

791
00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:21,799
Speaker 1: And I'm not saying you gotta cheat back, But what

792
00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,759
Speaker 1: I'm saying is it can't be easy, because then why

793
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:28,120
Speaker 1: would not do it easy? You gotta gotta give him

794
00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:32,000
Speaker 1: for what If she's like I want to know every detail?

795
00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:36,319
Speaker 1: What do you say? No, say what do you mean?

796
00:43:40,160 --> 00:43:42,759
Speaker 1: Are you going on tour? Yes? I feel like this

797
00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:47,560
Speaker 1: is the whole Interviewers are set up as you think

798
00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:50,080
Speaker 1: that we want to set you up. Y'all don't want to.

799
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 1: But I just from my perspective, I see it overthinking,

800
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:57,960
Speaker 1: get over thinking, but I don't know it. But I

801
00:43:57,960 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 1: don't know it, like they're shaking his whole. Yeah, definitely

802
00:44:03,239 --> 00:44:07,839
Speaker 1: going on tour man November December and being on tour,

803
00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:10,520
Speaker 1: I apprecy sure we're gonna touch it almost all the

804
00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:14,480
Speaker 1: most of the cities and you know United States. The smoke,

805
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:20,480
Speaker 1: the smokes, yea to the smoke. It's gonna be dope.

806
00:44:20,680 --> 00:44:23,120
Speaker 1: We're gonna be in your city. We're gonna be here too.

807
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:26,040
Speaker 1: I want you all to come to the show, so

808
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:31,440
Speaker 1: you're gonna be out there too. Yeah, I'll come to that.

809
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:34,959
Speaker 1: I'll come at home. Yeah, We're definitely gonna be on tour.

810
00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:38,520
Speaker 1: That's my guy. Man, how did you get so tight?

811
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:42,840
Speaker 1: He was on that rap he was on the rap show. Um,

812
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:46,919
Speaker 1: he was on the rap he won. Yeah, he won,

813
00:44:47,000 --> 00:44:49,320
Speaker 1: and Pops with my pops are telling me. He was

814
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:51,120
Speaker 1: introduced me like, this is the guy that won off

815
00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:53,239
Speaker 1: the show that time. I didn't even know. I don't

816
00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:55,640
Speaker 1: at the show wasn't even air, you you know, I

817
00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:59,799
Speaker 1: just met him. He gave you a spoiler, yeah, he said,

818
00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:06,799
Speaker 1: telling nobody, but he won, okay, And then we was

819
00:45:06,840 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 1: in the sounds like Inside of Trading right there with

820
00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:13,200
Speaker 1: the jail for your Inside of Trading. He gave you

821
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:16,759
Speaker 1: a tip. Oh yeah, you know, I probably the only

822
00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:23,920
Speaker 1: one that knew that. Whoa but losing the studio and

823
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:26,480
Speaker 1: I've seen he just walked First of all, he just

824
00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:30,160
Speaker 1: walked in and just just cool dude in general. And

825
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:33,680
Speaker 1: then um he started recording. That man was speaking Spanish,

826
00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:37,120
Speaker 1: man play the keys, and that man just wrote a

827
00:45:37,239 --> 00:45:40,600
Speaker 1: quick version. It was dope, and it was I said, yeah, man,

828
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:44,279
Speaker 1: you got yeah, we gotta do something, you know. I

829
00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:46,080
Speaker 1: had to did a little verse two. Man. I was

830
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,600
Speaker 1: just quick little. I wasn't happy about it, but that's

831
00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 1: this song is out there somewhere. But that's how we met.

832
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:55,759
Speaker 1: Just I just I met him like that. And then

833
00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:59,440
Speaker 1: from then we was just we had each other information.

834
00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:02,000
Speaker 1: We just each other songs and different ideas and just

835
00:46:02,480 --> 00:46:04,799
Speaker 1: talking about music and we were just running to each other.

836
00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:08,080
Speaker 1: Then boom, I just sent him this song and he

837
00:46:08,200 --> 00:46:10,759
Speaker 1: knocked it out. He was like, I don't know, man,

838
00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:13,160
Speaker 1: I ain't at that time. I wouldn't. I didn't put

839
00:46:13,160 --> 00:46:16,799
Speaker 1: out music or no, that didn't put out music. It's like,

840
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:19,560
Speaker 1: did nobody really respect me to doing music? And I

841
00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:22,560
Speaker 1: still like people still don't. But he would like the

842
00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:25,279
Speaker 1: first one to really knock that verse out. And I

843
00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:28,880
Speaker 1: was like, man, it's my guy. Man, and he knocked

844
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 1: it out and he killed it and yeah, now we're

845
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:34,319
Speaker 1: going on tour. You feel like people still don't really

846
00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:37,560
Speaker 1: respect it. Na na, oh, I had to tell you

847
00:46:37,600 --> 00:46:44,440
Speaker 1: think that, right, Yeah, No, I feel like I get Nah, No,

848
00:46:44,600 --> 00:46:46,839
Speaker 1: I don't, but you think, so what do you think

849
00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:49,040
Speaker 1: you have to do in that case? Just keep on?

850
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,759
Speaker 1: I'm yeah, I'm gonna keep working the music and speak

851
00:46:52,800 --> 00:46:55,200
Speaker 1: for itself where it's already spoken for it. I mean, like,

852
00:46:55,239 --> 00:46:57,720
Speaker 1: I'm glad you came here to do this because that's important.

853
00:46:57,760 --> 00:46:59,520
Speaker 1: I'm glad y'all let me up here. Man, I was

854
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:04,640
Speaker 1: late in everything. I'm sorry. Appreciate you guys. You all

855
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:09,600
Speaker 1: look nice. But that's what I think, right. You gotta

856
00:47:09,640 --> 00:47:11,560
Speaker 1: do your press and then do the tours and then

857
00:47:11,800 --> 00:47:14,480
Speaker 1: you know, just keep like really it is a grind, yeah,

858
00:47:14,920 --> 00:47:16,839
Speaker 1: you know. And then even like a couple of years ago,

859
00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:19,319
Speaker 1: the music has that you've done has changed a lot

860
00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:22,239
Speaker 1: from when you first came out. Yes, And that's the thing.

861
00:47:22,400 --> 00:47:24,759
Speaker 1: The people that know the music and people that's in

862
00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,640
Speaker 1: the music industry that know that it is a grind

863
00:47:27,680 --> 00:47:31,480
Speaker 1: to understand all that goes into it, they respected, but

864
00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:36,360
Speaker 1: it's like, yeah, they expect. I mean, they respect the growth,

865
00:47:36,840 --> 00:47:39,560
Speaker 1: they respect the fact that I'm out here. They see

866
00:47:39,560 --> 00:47:41,640
Speaker 1: me out here. You know by myself to just put

867
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:44,120
Speaker 1: it together and figuring it out. But as you know,

868
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:46,200
Speaker 1: it's the people outside looking in who really think the

869
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:49,560
Speaker 1: hip hop heads they think they hip hop heads and

870
00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: then they put that, yeah, it's like the p your

871
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,640
Speaker 1: favorite rapper, like you said, he likes me, you know, right,

872
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 1: So people probably think like since you know, you come

873
00:47:58,320 --> 00:48:01,239
Speaker 1: from a and you think, Emily, that it's just gonna

874
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:03,040
Speaker 1: be handed to you and you're only doing it because

875
00:48:03,320 --> 00:48:05,920
Speaker 1: you're walking in those footsteps. But they don't realize that

876
00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:08,239
Speaker 1: this is really what'sin you. Rather it came from your

877
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:10,160
Speaker 1: parents had not, this is really what's in you, and

878
00:48:10,239 --> 00:48:13,160
Speaker 1: you're really really a writer or artists, a creative and

879
00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:15,319
Speaker 1: this is how you're going to live your life. And

880
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:17,680
Speaker 1: I'm not thinking they have to respect that your parents

881
00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:26,440
Speaker 1: will produce amazing talent exactly Like yeah, I feel like

882
00:48:26,440 --> 00:48:28,919
Speaker 1: you're purposely trying not to call in those favors either.

883
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:33,160
Speaker 1: I do it just like you know, Yeah, I don't know, man,

884
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:34,840
Speaker 1: I was young, and I just said I had a

885
00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:37,160
Speaker 1: vision as just a young age, and I just knew

886
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,000
Speaker 1: how to go about it, and I just stuck to it.

887
00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,120
Speaker 1: I knew I didn't want to come out to gave

888
00:48:41,239 --> 00:48:44,279
Speaker 1: no features. I knew I could, I knew I didn't

889
00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:47,400
Speaker 1: want nobody. I kind of wanted to like I wanted

890
00:48:47,440 --> 00:48:50,960
Speaker 1: to be organic. Definitely wanted to just be organic and

891
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:53,520
Speaker 1: get people to understand who I. I don't know why

892
00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:55,880
Speaker 1: I understood that at a young age, but I just

893
00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:59,640
Speaker 1: seen that. And as I just kept doing that, you know,

894
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:03,040
Speaker 1: I just run into different people, dope artists, the Smoke,

895
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:06,520
Speaker 1: Rap City, Anthony Hamilton's Nasty See. These are the people

896
00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:09,640
Speaker 1: that's on the album, and they just you know, they

897
00:49:09,719 --> 00:49:12,560
Speaker 1: just felt that, they felt that and they loved the music,

898
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:16,920
Speaker 1: and here we are yet to do what you know

899
00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:21,000
Speaker 1: now he sent me some beats man. Yeah, he um.

900
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:24,200
Speaker 1: Our relationship right now is just I had let him know,

901
00:49:24,320 --> 00:49:27,800
Speaker 1: like during the whole PlayStation thing, I was selling PlayStations

902
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:31,960
Speaker 1: and you know, he called me and was like, hey man,

903
00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:36,480
Speaker 1: you still got them PlayStations. I'm like, I don't, but

904
00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:42,000
Speaker 1: I will. You know, yeah, what you're talking about. Got

905
00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:45,879
Speaker 1: him a PlayStation to um North Carolina. The same day

906
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:50,480
Speaker 1: he couldn't find none of them. And then he was

907
00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:53,640
Speaker 1: he had a show in Atlanta. He called me telling me,

908
00:49:53,719 --> 00:49:55,560
Speaker 1: you know, I got a show in Atlanta. I said, man,

909
00:49:55,560 --> 00:49:58,239
Speaker 1: I know you gotta show in Atlanta. Everybody's going to

910
00:49:58,280 --> 00:50:02,280
Speaker 1: the show. And he said, yeah, man, I lost my Xbox.

911
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:06,879
Speaker 1: You know you got any more Xboxes? I said, yes,

912
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:09,840
Speaker 1: I do. I didn't have an Xbox. Yes, I do

913
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:13,800
Speaker 1: have Xbox, and I will get it to you. Figured

914
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:16,080
Speaker 1: it out. Figured it out. But that's like our relationship

915
00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:18,680
Speaker 1: right now. He asked me, like, you know what I

916
00:50:18,680 --> 00:50:20,200
Speaker 1: owe you, and I'd be like, you know, don't worry

917
00:50:20,200 --> 00:50:22,200
Speaker 1: about it, you know, just send me some beats and

918
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:24,000
Speaker 1: you know, we're all good. And that's what he did,

919
00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:28,560
Speaker 1: send me some beats and yeah, we'll see where it goes. Well,

920
00:50:28,600 --> 00:50:32,200
Speaker 1: I can't wait a good beats. Good beats. Man. He

921
00:50:32,360 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 1: really he's the type of person where he just sit

922
00:50:34,640 --> 00:50:38,359
Speaker 1: on the phone and he'll just really like make sure

923
00:50:38,360 --> 00:50:42,000
Speaker 1: you understand anything that he's talking about. Like he's he'll

924
00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:45,640
Speaker 1: send the phone thirty forty minutes to hour just talking

925
00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:48,719
Speaker 1: to you, like he was just on his computer. I

926
00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:50,360
Speaker 1: was trying to get out the phone because I felt

927
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:52,200
Speaker 1: like he maybe was trying to get out the phone,

928
00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:57,160
Speaker 1: but he was. But no, he was like really like

929
00:50:57,239 --> 00:50:59,400
Speaker 1: showing me like all these beats and the scroll. They

930
00:50:59,520 --> 00:51:02,239
Speaker 1: just let me know which one will here, tell me

931
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:05,400
Speaker 1: like just how he thinks you what he thinks I

932
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:08,400
Speaker 1: should do to improve certain stuff and writing and music,

933
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:11,440
Speaker 1: and he just really said it. Just had a whole conversation,

934
00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:15,360
Speaker 1: and that man is a really good dude. He just

935
00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,879
Speaker 1: sits and just tries to help him just show people

936
00:51:18,960 --> 00:51:23,520
Speaker 1: different perspectives. But we'd love to hear that. Yeah what cold?

937
00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:26,279
Speaker 1: All right, Well, listen to Mont. We appreciate you so

938
00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:29,400
Speaker 1: much for coming through and blessing us. And you know

939
00:51:29,440 --> 00:51:32,760
Speaker 1: we were all vibing too the album too, So congratulations

940
00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:44,400
Speaker 1: on that. Thank you. Scott Dive. Yeah, would you do

941
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,480
Speaker 1: it again? Y'all did four jumps and one day and

942
00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:51,239
Speaker 1: I was jumping by myself. I had instructors in the

943
00:51:51,239 --> 00:51:53,480
Speaker 1: air with me, but no one was like attached to me.

944
00:51:54,360 --> 00:51:56,680
Speaker 1: I put my own parachute. That's where everybody he asked me,

945
00:51:56,719 --> 00:51:59,800
Speaker 1: did you pull your part? I put my own parachute,

946
00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:03,799
Speaker 1: and it was very relaxing. It was very relaxing. That's

947
00:52:04,440 --> 00:52:06,960
Speaker 1: what I would think. Okay, So let me ask you this.

948
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 1: It feels like the hardest part is jumping, Like to

949
00:52:10,280 --> 00:52:13,200
Speaker 1: ask me fall just act like you feel Because I

950
00:52:13,200 --> 00:52:15,200
Speaker 1: said I could see myself being right there on the

951
00:52:15,320 --> 00:52:17,120
Speaker 1: edge and I supposed to and being like, I don't

952
00:52:17,120 --> 00:52:21,800
Speaker 1: know about this. Now they're gonna push you. Yeah, because

953
00:52:21,800 --> 00:52:24,319
Speaker 1: you you probably didn't commit it. You're already up here

954
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:27,040
Speaker 1: on this plane. He's sucking drove and flew up here

955
00:52:27,520 --> 00:52:30,759
Speaker 1: four thousand feet you're finna jump, dude, I don't know

956
00:52:30,920 --> 00:52:32,760
Speaker 1: what your heart. I mean, you did it four times

957
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:36,600
Speaker 1: so clearly the video, man, it looked like I did

958
00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:39,239
Speaker 1: it before. Everybody saying it was your first time. I

959
00:52:39,320 --> 00:52:41,200
Speaker 1: was like, yes, I thought they had to have somebody

960
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:44,320
Speaker 1: on there with you. The first time I was taking classes,

961
00:52:45,239 --> 00:52:47,120
Speaker 1: I thought I was going to be attached to somebody.

962
00:52:47,160 --> 00:52:50,239
Speaker 1: I didn't want to, but I thought I was. But

963
00:52:51,600 --> 00:52:53,880
Speaker 1: it just shows how much I wasn't paying attention. And

964
00:52:53,920 --> 00:52:55,680
Speaker 1: I just sat in like a two or three hour

965
00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 1: class and I thought, you know, I mean, I had

966
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:00,080
Speaker 1: to start one thing, and it really was does and

967
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:03,799
Speaker 1: I was like, a ready, I was like, Okay, let's

968
00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:07,760
Speaker 1: do it. But yeah, jumped out with U two instructors

969
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:10,080
Speaker 1: for the first two jumps. Then the last two jumps

970
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: was one instructor. And when you open that parachutes, you

971
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:16,759
Speaker 1: on your own. It's all about the landing is the

972
00:53:16,800 --> 00:53:20,880
Speaker 1: most important part. And yeah, man, I can say it

973
00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:24,760
Speaker 1: was very relaxing and it's fun again. Yeah, I'm getting

974
00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:27,680
Speaker 1: my license, so you gotta do twenty five jumps to

975
00:53:27,760 --> 00:53:30,319
Speaker 1: get your license, or at least twenty five jumps. And

976
00:53:30,400 --> 00:53:32,520
Speaker 1: I mean they say, you know, I mean you've you've

977
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:35,000
Speaker 1: you've learned all of these things, and you mean we

978
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:37,760
Speaker 1: feel like you're experienced enough to be able to jump

979
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:40,680
Speaker 1: wherever you want because we didn't taught you everything. That

980
00:53:40,920 --> 00:53:44,799
Speaker 1: thing was a nice metaphor. Yeah, yeah, I mean I'm

981
00:53:44,880 --> 00:53:48,200
Speaker 1: definitely getting so about how you learn. You know, it's

982
00:53:48,239 --> 00:53:53,960
Speaker 1: easy to jump. Everybody can't learn. All right, Well, DENMANI again,

983
00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,879
Speaker 1: thank you so much and thank you. Can't wait till

984
00:53:58,000 --> 00:54:01,000
Speaker 1: you did it so bad. Man. I feel like it's

985
00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:03,439
Speaker 1: gonna be some stuff afterwards, but we hope we didn't

986
00:54:03,480 --> 00:54:09,479
Speaker 1: check about. Thank you. Guys. Let's tell girlfriend, it's all good.

987
00:54:09,680 --> 00:54:12,719
Speaker 1: You know, we got you got worry about. He got

988
00:54:12,719 --> 00:54:17,480
Speaker 1: no no where about he learned all right, So what's service, right,