WEBVTT - #013 Jason Flom with Everton Wagstaffe

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<v Speaker 1>Everton Wagstaff is a source of inspiration to me that

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<v Speaker 1>I am just super grateful to have his talk that

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<v Speaker 1>he gives at the end of the episode that you're

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<v Speaker 1>about to hear, which was just stream of consciousness. Man,

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<v Speaker 1>he drops some knowledge that I really needed to hear,

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<v Speaker 1>and I think a lot of other people do too,

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<v Speaker 1>So please listen all the way through to the interview

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<v Speaker 1>I did with Everton Wagstaff back when it first aired

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<v Speaker 1>on February twenty seventh of twenty seventeen. The good news

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<v Speaker 1>is finally, after suffering through over two decades of wrongful imprisonment,

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<v Speaker 1>Everton received a fourteen point six million dollar settlement in

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<v Speaker 1>June of twenty seventeen. Everton, you deserve all the happiness

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<v Speaker 1>in the world and I wish you blessings on blessings.

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<v Speaker 1>You are a hero to me. With the police banging

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<v Speaker 1>on the door, open up.

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<v Speaker 2>The choice to be in that lineup was the last

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<v Speaker 2>choice I made as a free man. A year later,

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<v Speaker 2>I ended up writing the system.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm going to be one of those people who everyone

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<v Speaker 3>in the world is going to think as a monster

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<v Speaker 3>or suspect as a monster for the rest of my life,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm just going to have to come to peace

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<v Speaker 3>with that.

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<v Speaker 2>Somebody was able to look at my picture in the

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<v Speaker 2>database and say that I was somewhere where I definitely wasn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I overheard three of the jailers discussing what part they

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<v Speaker 2>might have to play in my hanging. They had been

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<v Speaker 2>told that two prison officers would have to participate in

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<v Speaker 2>my execution. Now I walked back inside that prison for

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<v Speaker 2>the last time. Man all help broke loose.

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<v Speaker 1>But in nineteen ninety two, Everton Wagstaff was arrested and

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<v Speaker 1>charged with the kidnapping, rape, and murder of a sixteen

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<v Speaker 1>year old girl, Jennifer Negron in Brooklyn, New York. Wagstaff

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<v Speaker 1>and another man who he didn't know, Reginald Connor, were

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<v Speaker 1>both convicted for the girl's brutal killing. His arrest and

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<v Speaker 1>conviction were based almost entirely on the word of a

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<v Speaker 1>drug addicted sex worker, a heroin addict named Brunilda Capella,

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<v Speaker 1>who claimed falsely that she discovered the body.

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<v Speaker 3>He's spent twenty three years behind bars, and spent even

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<v Speaker 3>longer than that fighting a legal battle against a justice system. Tonight,

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<v Speaker 3>this Brooklyn man, he is finally free. Everton Wagstaff's wrongful

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<v Speaker 3>conviction has been overturned.

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<v Speaker 1>He ultimately served almost twenty three years in prison and

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<v Speaker 1>survived based on an incredible positive attitude and a will

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<v Speaker 1>to live and persevere. He was exonerated in twenty fourteen,

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<v Speaker 1>and he's here today. This is his story.

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<v Speaker 2>I was so curious about coming to this Clenchion America.

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<v Speaker 2>A year later, I ended up writing the system.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to another episode of Wrongful Conviction with Jason Flomm.

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<v Speaker 1>Today's guest is the one and only Everton Wagstaff. And

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<v Speaker 1>you'll understand why I say the one and only after

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<v Speaker 1>you get to hear his incredible story and his unique

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<v Speaker 1>perspective and wonderful attitude about everything that he's been through

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<v Speaker 1>and about the world in general. Everton, welcome to the show.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you for having me so, Everton. We have a

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<v Speaker 1>tradition here at Wrongful Conviction. We start at the beginning

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<v Speaker 1>and then we worked through the whole story right to

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<v Speaker 1>the present, starting back at the beginning. You're originally from Jamaica, right, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>and not Jamaica Queens.

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<v Speaker 2>Jamaica, actual Jamaican Island. Did Jamaica Island?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? Yeah, I know. Everybody's always giving you a hard

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<v Speaker 1>time about the Jamaican bobsled team. But that wasn't you.

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<v Speaker 1>That was some of the guys. Tell me about growing

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<v Speaker 1>up in Jamaica. First of all, did you have a

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<v Speaker 1>happy life there? What was it like?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was happy. I grew up with my grand appearance.

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<v Speaker 2>We pretty much have basic necessities. Weren't like in Nita

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<v Speaker 2>for any thing, you know, prett to live off the land,

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<v Speaker 2>nothing to complain about. It was fairly fairly well.

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<v Speaker 1>And you came here in your young twenties. What led

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<v Speaker 1>you to make the decision to come to New York

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<v Speaker 1>it's a big change.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know what, I've always heard about America And

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<v Speaker 2>I said, whoa, what was? And I was so curious

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<v Speaker 2>about coming to this country. I've been seeing all these things.

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<v Speaker 1>Had you ever been here before? No, you've never been here,

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<v Speaker 1>and you just decided to move exactly, pretty brave.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, I was curious about here. But a

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<v Speaker 2>year later I ended up writing the system.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean unfortunately, Yeah, I mean that's a rude awakening,

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<v Speaker 1>like very not welcome to New York, right, exactly the

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<v Speaker 1>opposite of welcome exactly exactly. So you were living in Brooklyn, right,

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<v Speaker 1>when you got here.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was living in Brooklyn. I that in the

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<v Speaker 2>Bronx with my mom, you know. Then I live on

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<v Speaker 2>my own in Long Island with a former girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 1>So you moved around a little bit, yes, And what

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<v Speaker 1>were you doing to make a living while you were

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<v Speaker 1>here in the beginning, Well.

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<v Speaker 2>I used to do a little construction with my step dad.

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<v Speaker 2>He used to be one of those guys that'd helped

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<v Speaker 2>with the Brooklyn Bridge.

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<v Speaker 1>So you came to America in what year, late.

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<v Speaker 2>Eighty nine, ninety early nineties, and.

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<v Speaker 1>A year later everything went wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>Everything went wrong, Yeah, which.

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<v Speaker 1>Is a crazy story. I mean, there was a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of crime in New York back then, and there was

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of pressure on the police to solve crimes. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>And there was a terrible crime that happened at that time,

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<v Speaker 1>a young girl, sixteen year old girl was kidnapped, raped,

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<v Speaker 1>and murdered. So naturally there's going to be a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of pressure on the cops to resolve this and restore

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<v Speaker 1>some faith or some calm to the community. And they

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<v Speaker 1>ended up getting not only one wrong guy, but two

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<v Speaker 1>wrong guys. They ended up getting you and another guy, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>And they managed to arrest and ultimately convict you without

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<v Speaker 1>any physical evidence exactly, which is it's a crazy story.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we hear so many crazy stories here on

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<v Speaker 1>wrongful conviction. Take us through it. So we're wor you

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<v Speaker 1>did they come and kick in your door or like

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<v Speaker 1>did how did you end up getting arrested and what

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<v Speaker 1>were you thinking at the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually I was on a payphone in East New York

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<v Speaker 2>and and my car came up and took me off

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<v Speaker 2>the phone and said that there and said it was

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<v Speaker 2>going to take me to the precinct to check something out.

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<v Speaker 2>And that was it. I ended up getting interrogated for

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<v Speaker 2>this crime. The ax me where I was between such

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<v Speaker 2>and such a time at tim I was nowhere in

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<v Speaker 2>the area. I was in Long Island. And they keep

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<v Speaker 2>saying that they have a witness Hooken said that I

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<v Speaker 2>commit a crime and before and so on, and I

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<v Speaker 2>tell them and I didn't commit a crime, And they

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<v Speaker 2>have the wrong person. So they had met the person

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<v Speaker 2>from at least from about twelve or eleven in the

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<v Speaker 2>afternoon until about one o'clock twelve one o'clock midnight. So

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<v Speaker 2>I put me on this line up to have this

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<v Speaker 2>girl came in. I know who it was at that time.

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<v Speaker 2>Came in and they said I was identifying as another

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<v Speaker 2>person who committed the crime. And I was like, this

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<v Speaker 2>is impossible. I didn't commit a crime if nobody to speak,

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<v Speaker 2>but I was not in the era. It's that you

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<v Speaker 2>guys said I was name in that era.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time we were interrogating. Did you have a

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<v Speaker 1>lawyer or anybody else? No, and no lawyer, nothing, And

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<v Speaker 1>so you're new in this country, yes, and it's got

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<v Speaker 1>to be totally bewildering and overwhelming. Did they threaten you.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it didn't make a lot of fun of I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>because I told them that I needed to speak to

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<v Speaker 2>a lawyer and they asked me who I want me

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<v Speaker 2>to get that want me to get to Kobe and

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<v Speaker 2>Myers or something like that.

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<v Speaker 1>For those of you, for those of you who aren't

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<v Speaker 1>from New York, to Phobean Wires is sort of a

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<v Speaker 1>punchline because they're always advertising on TV anyway, That's why

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<v Speaker 1>he brought it up. So, yeah, so they're making fun

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<v Speaker 1>of you. They're probably bored too, because you're in there

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<v Speaker 1>for twelve hours, right, So did they give you anything

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<v Speaker 1>to eat or drink or anything like that? So you're

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<v Speaker 1>just sitting in this room for twelve hours. They're coming

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<v Speaker 1>in and out, and the typical interrogation, no videotaping, no nothing, nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>But you didn't admit to anything.

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<v Speaker 2>No, you know, I wouldn't admit to something I didn't do.

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<v Speaker 1>And ultimately the whole situation got really surreal, right because

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<v Speaker 1>they were so desperate it seems like in retrospect to

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<v Speaker 1>get a conviction that they went to pretty extraordinary lengths

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<v Speaker 1>to frame you. And talk to me about the other

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<v Speaker 1>guy who was convicted at the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, his name was Reginald 'conna. Actually didn't know reginal'conna.

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<v Speaker 2>We were never a friend, never hang out there or

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<v Speaker 2>anything like that. Too much put us together.

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<v Speaker 1>So Reginald Cotton was your co defendant in the trial.

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<v Speaker 1>He also was convicted. I was wondering whether you guys

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<v Speaker 1>had even known each other, but no, it's just random.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you in jail awaiting trial? Were you out on bail?

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<v Speaker 2>I was in jail in Rockers Island, in.

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<v Speaker 1>Rikers Island, Yes, that's a hell of a place to

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<v Speaker 1>be in jail. Was it as bad back then as

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<v Speaker 1>it is now?

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<v Speaker 2>It was worse then.

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<v Speaker 1>How long were you in Rikers awaiting the.

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<v Speaker 2>Trial about a year and a few months ago.

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<v Speaker 1>If you say that very casual, it's a long time,

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<v Speaker 1>especially in that place. It was how much was bail?

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<v Speaker 2>Ye was? Then Bill said nobu?

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<v Speaker 1>Well yeah, I guess it was a kidnapping raider a child. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, they didn't send any bells. So you're stuck there.

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<v Speaker 1>A year and a quarter goes by and you finally

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<v Speaker 1>brought the trial. First of all, we tried together separately

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<v Speaker 1>to get it together with this guy who you didn't know.

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<v Speaker 1>Had you met him in Rikers? Was he there as well?

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, when I went to court, that's when I first

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<v Speaker 2>saw him. I know that we were charged to get

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<v Speaker 2>it right. I didn't see we didn't say, in the

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<v Speaker 2>same facility when we were on the island.

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<v Speaker 1>So you didn't get to know each other at all.

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<v Speaker 2>On the island. No, it's when I went to the

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<v Speaker 2>court that I saw him there and I was asking

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<v Speaker 2>what's going on? And he was clueless.

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<v Speaker 1>I of course he was because he was innocent too,

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<v Speaker 1>exactly right. So you your partners in this nightmare, so

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<v Speaker 1>to speak, strangers who were thrown together pretty much, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>by this nightmare of police and prosecutorial misconduct and various

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<v Speaker 1>other factors that led to you being stuck in this situation.

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<v Speaker 1>You're such a positive person and you have such an

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<v Speaker 1>amazing outlook, but when you went to trial, you must

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<v Speaker 1>have been somewhat skeptical because by now you had been

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<v Speaker 1>you knew you were innocent. It seemed obvious from everything

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<v Speaker 1>that I know about the case, it would be really

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<v Speaker 1>hard for even a corrupt system to say, let's put

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<v Speaker 1>it on this guy. I mean, they knew you were innocent.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you think that justice would be served? Or were

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<v Speaker 1>you at this point thinking I'm going down, They're going

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<v Speaker 1>to do whatever they have to do to get me.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, when I was on let's reverse back back to

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<v Speaker 2>Ruckas Island. When I was on the island, I pretty

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<v Speaker 2>much I wasn't really doing anything to help to clear myself.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just saying that they had the run person,

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<v Speaker 2>and eventually they're going to get it right before you

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<v Speaker 2>can go to a nestroyal, because I was saying to

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<v Speaker 2>myself that I did not comment to crime. And there's

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<v Speaker 2>no person in the right mind who's going to come

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<v Speaker 2>and testify it to a crime that I know that

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't come. There's no way, So I wasn't really

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<v Speaker 2>doing anything. I was just like, you know, just like

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<v Speaker 2>probably just hanging out, you know, young twenty one years old.

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<v Speaker 2>I was just hanging out there and said, they're going

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<v Speaker 2>to get it right until when I went to trial.

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<v Speaker 2>I actually had this girl who actually it was not

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<v Speaker 2>in her right mind because she was an addict.

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<v Speaker 1>And let's talk about her for a minute, right, because

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<v Speaker 1>this is where the story gets really crazy. The witness

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<v Speaker 1>against you wasn't just some random person. It was actually

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<v Speaker 1>a heroin addict who was completely strung out, so strong

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<v Speaker 1>out in fact, that she had to be kept in

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<v Speaker 1>a locked room prior to the trial for three days

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<v Speaker 1>so that they would be sure that she would show

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<v Speaker 1>up and be somewhat sober in order to testify. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>we know now that she was used in up to

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<v Speaker 1>twenty cases. They would wheel her out whenever they needed

0:11:38.800 --> 0:11:41.679
<v Speaker 1>somebody to testify against, somebody who they didn't have any

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<v Speaker 1>evidence against. Here would come Bruneil did, the heroin addict,

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<v Speaker 1>and who knows what favors they were doing for her,

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<v Speaker 1>because we know back then in Brooklyn there was a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of framing going on. There were a lot of

0:11:53.320 --> 0:11:58.440
<v Speaker 1>deals being made with witnesses, which could have involved something

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<v Speaker 1>as basic as dropping charge against them, or even favors

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<v Speaker 1>that may have been done that would involve cash or

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<v Speaker 1>drugs or who knows, because this was a pretty big

0:12:08.040 --> 0:12:11.640
<v Speaker 1>favor she was doing them to testify falsely and perjure

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<v Speaker 1>herself to help them resolve a case that they really

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<v Speaker 1>didn't want to have to deal with in the correct manner.

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<v Speaker 1>But the idea that this woman who was obviously morally

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<v Speaker 1>bankrupt and completely just out of her mind exactly would

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<v Speaker 1>be used in twenty cases, I mean, that's something to

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<v Speaker 1>really reflect on and say. And of course it would

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<v Speaker 1>require someone with oversight of the whole situation to be

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<v Speaker 1>able to tie all those together and go, wait a minute,

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<v Speaker 1>how lucky could she be that she witnessed twenty different murders. Incredible,

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<v Speaker 1>But you didn't know about that while you were rikers. No,

0:12:47.800 --> 0:12:49.040
<v Speaker 1>you didn't know that they were going to wheel out

0:12:49.040 --> 0:12:52.960
<v Speaker 1>this heroinautic to testify again. So, in other words, so

0:12:53.080 --> 0:12:56.640
<v Speaker 1>you were actually and you had reason to expect that

0:12:56.760 --> 0:12:59.839
<v Speaker 1>you would be exonerated because you knew they couldn't have

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<v Speaker 1>any evidence against you.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't come at a crime.

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<v Speaker 1>So you still had faith in the system, and you

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<v Speaker 1>still thought you're going to go to trial, They're going

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<v Speaker 1>to figure out they made a big heart.

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<v Speaker 2>I was even I thought they wasn't going to go

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<v Speaker 2>to a trial. We're going to find out who coming

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<v Speaker 2>to crime before they even took me to trial because

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't come in a crime.

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<v Speaker 1>Right. But the bad news is, as we know that

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<v Speaker 1>when they arrested you, they stopped looking for the guy.

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<v Speaker 1>So you go to trial together. How long did the

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<v Speaker 1>trial last? You had a court appointed lawyer, I'm assuming

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<v Speaker 1>because you didn't have money, and was your lawyer? Did

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<v Speaker 1>he seem interested? Was he competent?

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<v Speaker 2>Was he at that time? I thought he was doing

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<v Speaker 2>his best, you know, because I didn't know pretty much

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<v Speaker 2>anything about to do to show the system and the

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<v Speaker 2>representation one that you should be getting.

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<v Speaker 1>I just did he come to the prison and meet

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<v Speaker 1>with you and interview No, he's shaking his head never. No,

0:13:48.520 --> 0:13:51.720
<v Speaker 1>you're looking at me like I'm crazy, So he never

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<v Speaker 1>came to interview you. I'm actually not a lawyer, but

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<v Speaker 1>I do have some common sense and would seem like

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<v Speaker 1>anybody who's going to represent somebody in a case in

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<v Speaker 1>which their life is literally at stake might want to

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<v Speaker 1>take the time, take one afternoon and say, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to go. I'm gonna skip my golf game

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<v Speaker 1>today and go over to Rikers and see what the

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<v Speaker 1>everthing has to say, see if he's got any information

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<v Speaker 1>that might be helpful. But that didn't happen.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I guess when you're intigends, you know you're not

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<v Speaker 2>that fortunate.

0:14:18.080 --> 0:14:23.680
<v Speaker 1>We know that public defenders are overworked, underpaid, overwhelmed. There

0:14:23.680 --> 0:14:26.000
<v Speaker 1>are a lot of very good ones, but you have

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<v Speaker 1>to be lucky to get one of those. It's almost

0:14:28.080 --> 0:14:33.760
<v Speaker 1>like another it's like a lottery. Then comes the moment,

0:14:34.080 --> 0:14:36.400
<v Speaker 1>so the jury goes out, they come back in.

0:14:37.480 --> 0:14:41.720
<v Speaker 2>If ID my guilty and second degree kidnapping. Because the

0:14:41.800 --> 0:14:44.840
<v Speaker 2>judge initially dismissed the murder, I take away in because

0:14:44.880 --> 0:14:46.440
<v Speaker 2>they said there was an evidence.

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<v Speaker 1>Right and and that's interesting too because the judge, let's

0:14:49.360 --> 0:14:54.000
<v Speaker 1>just reflect on that for a second. The judge refused.

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<v Speaker 2>To submit the murder charge murvidence.

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<v Speaker 1>Because of lack of evidence. That's very powerful words. So

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<v Speaker 1>there was no evidence of that, but he allowed the

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<v Speaker 1>kidnapping charge to go forward. There was no evidence to

0:15:06.800 --> 0:15:11.240
<v Speaker 1>that either. Well the Capella there was Phoni why Brunilda

0:15:11.320 --> 0:15:14.800
<v Speaker 1>Capella and other than that, not only didn't they have

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<v Speaker 1>any physical evidence against you because there was no DNA,

0:15:18.200 --> 0:15:20.360
<v Speaker 1>there was no blood, there was no traces of anything

0:15:20.440 --> 0:15:23.800
<v Speaker 1>or anything, but they also withheld evidence that would have

0:15:23.840 --> 0:15:26.080
<v Speaker 1>proved that you were innocent, yes, at the time, and

0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:28.400
<v Speaker 1>it took you a long time to discover that. So

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<v Speaker 1>the kidnapping charge goes forward. There was a headband, right,

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<v Speaker 1>so this was another phony piece of evidence. There was

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<v Speaker 1>a headband, a black headband, I believe that was found

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<v Speaker 1>in the car, which they claimed.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually they're saying that Cramston investigator discover numerous items inside

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<v Speaker 2>a car, but this particular headband is said belongs to

0:15:49.640 --> 0:15:52.280
<v Speaker 2>the victim. And one of the reasons why the prosecutor

0:15:52.320 --> 0:15:54.280
<v Speaker 2>said it belongs to the victim because they said that

0:15:55.240 --> 0:15:57.880
<v Speaker 2>there was this violence struggling in the car between Meando's

0:15:57.960 --> 0:16:00.160
<v Speaker 2>victim and joining. This violin struggle with the headbund was

0:16:00.240 --> 0:16:03.160
<v Speaker 2>ripped up as a result of the violent confrontation between

0:16:03.160 --> 0:16:06.000
<v Speaker 2>me and the witness, and the evidence proved that this

0:16:06.160 --> 0:16:09.760
<v Speaker 2>car is the car because of this headband. But probably

0:16:09.920 --> 0:16:11.840
<v Speaker 2>a month after the trial are so the headbund was

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<v Speaker 2>distroyed because if it was kept into evidence, it would

0:16:14.760 --> 0:16:16.440
<v Speaker 2>have been tested, I would have proven that did not

0:16:16.520 --> 0:16:19.800
<v Speaker 2>belong to the victim. But one of one's daughter, and

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<v Speaker 2>I think the prosecutors are the police knew this. That's

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<v Speaker 2>why they get rid of it. So there was an

0:16:24.120 --> 0:16:26.000
<v Speaker 2>evidence that even tests right.

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<v Speaker 1>So let's just think about this for a seconds. So

0:16:28.040 --> 0:16:32.320
<v Speaker 1>there's a violent struggle in the car. Obviously you can't

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<v Speaker 1>see everything, but he's a big, strong guy, very muscular guy,

0:16:35.760 --> 0:16:37.600
<v Speaker 1>and there's a sixteen year old girl. So there's a

0:16:37.680 --> 0:16:41.840
<v Speaker 1>violent struggle. But there's no blood, there's no physical evidence.

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<v Speaker 2>No here.

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<v Speaker 1>But there's a head.

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<v Speaker 2>A head.

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<v Speaker 1>That's all that happened exactly. So they have to suspend

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of disbelief to get to that point. But furthermore,

0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:53.360
<v Speaker 1>going off of what you said, later on, it was

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<v Speaker 1>discovered that the owner of the car, the same person

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<v Speaker 1>who said that the car had been at the church

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<v Speaker 1>service until five point thirty in the morning, in which

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<v Speaker 1>case it would have been impossible for this car to

0:17:02.920 --> 0:17:05.000
<v Speaker 1>be used in the crime at the time that the

0:17:05.200 --> 0:17:09.359
<v Speaker 1>only witness said that it was. That same person also

0:17:09.359 --> 0:17:11.960
<v Speaker 1>said that that had been belonged to their daughter. Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>so the problem is they didn't turn that evidence over

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<v Speaker 1>to the defense.

0:17:17.200 --> 0:17:18.080
<v Speaker 2>It was destroyed.

0:17:18.240 --> 0:17:20.399
<v Speaker 1>It was destroyed, but it was found later. I mean,

0:17:20.400 --> 0:17:22.840
<v Speaker 1>they had an interview. The evidence was destroyed, but they

0:17:22.840 --> 0:17:25.359
<v Speaker 1>had an interview with the owner of the car, which

0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:27.000
<v Speaker 1>they did not turn over, and that had to be

0:17:27.080 --> 0:17:30.399
<v Speaker 1>discovered years and years later. Had they turned that over,

0:17:31.000 --> 0:17:32.760
<v Speaker 1>the whole case falls apart.

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<v Speaker 2>Exactly because the detective had gone to her to ask

0:17:35.600 --> 0:17:37.760
<v Speaker 2>about her car and she told him that her car

0:17:37.760 --> 0:17:39.399
<v Speaker 2>could not have been used in her crime because she

0:17:39.440 --> 0:17:42.200
<v Speaker 2>was using it at that particular time. Anything that would

0:17:42.240 --> 0:17:45.280
<v Speaker 2>have underminded people's case was never turned over to us.

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<v Speaker 1>Right. That's again, that's where I really I just I

0:17:50.359 --> 0:17:52.680
<v Speaker 1>have a hard time processing that stuff. You know. It's

0:17:52.760 --> 0:17:56.040
<v Speaker 1>like I don't understand. I've never you know, I have

0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:58.080
<v Speaker 1>a lot of respect for law enforcement. I mean, we

0:17:58.119 --> 0:18:01.520
<v Speaker 1>need we need a justice system, we need prosecutors, we

0:18:01.560 --> 0:18:03.840
<v Speaker 1>need cops. You know. It's like when I was growing

0:18:03.920 --> 0:18:06.720
<v Speaker 1>up in the seventies, there was a bumper sticker that said,

0:18:06.720 --> 0:18:08.320
<v Speaker 1>you don't like cops, Next time you're in trouble, try

0:18:08.359 --> 0:18:11.920
<v Speaker 1>calling a hippie. Right, And so I'm very cognizant of

0:18:11.960 --> 0:18:14.760
<v Speaker 1>the fact that they play a very important role in society,

0:18:14.800 --> 0:18:16.680
<v Speaker 1>and I have a lot of respect for the fact

0:18:16.760 --> 0:18:19.440
<v Speaker 1>that they work at a dangerous job. Nobody's getting rich

0:18:19.520 --> 0:18:22.720
<v Speaker 1>doing it. But the bad guys, the bad actors in

0:18:22.760 --> 0:18:25.920
<v Speaker 1>the system, inflict so much damage and the fact that

0:18:26.000 --> 0:18:28.960
<v Speaker 1>they are able to, Like I'm trying to take myself

0:18:29.000 --> 0:18:32.800
<v Speaker 1>inside the mindset of these detectives who went to interview

0:18:32.840 --> 0:18:38.680
<v Speaker 1>this woman learned at that moment that you were innocent,

0:18:40.200 --> 0:18:44.760
<v Speaker 1>as was Reginald, and just chose to ignore it because

0:18:44.760 --> 0:18:48.320
<v Speaker 1>it was more convenient for them to wrap this case

0:18:48.400 --> 0:18:50.080
<v Speaker 1>up and move on with their life. And then they

0:18:50.119 --> 0:18:52.040
<v Speaker 1>went home and ate dinner and did whatever they did,

0:18:52.040 --> 0:18:54.520
<v Speaker 1>play with their kids. And it's a hard one for me.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, maybe I just can't. I'm never going

0:18:58.000 --> 0:19:00.080
<v Speaker 1>to be comfortable with that. But that's what happened. And

0:19:01.080 --> 0:19:05.320
<v Speaker 1>now the jury comes back in. Tell me about that moment.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure that my mother was sitting in the court

0:19:07.920 --> 0:19:11.119
<v Speaker 2>room and the jewy came back and they said that

0:19:11.200 --> 0:19:13.800
<v Speaker 2>the beach a verse did. The judge asked what was

0:19:13.960 --> 0:19:16.760
<v Speaker 2>the verdict, and they said I was guilty of second

0:19:16.840 --> 0:19:20.879
<v Speaker 2>degree kidnapping. My mom actually screaming out in the courthouse

0:19:21.760 --> 0:19:24.000
<v Speaker 2>and it was like totally shocking. I mean it was

0:19:24.000 --> 0:19:26.199
<v Speaker 2>totally unbelievable to me when you know, when when I

0:19:26.240 --> 0:19:29.040
<v Speaker 2>heard that, because I said, I didn't you know, I

0:19:29.080 --> 0:19:31.399
<v Speaker 2>did not comment to scrime. I hope could I could you?

0:19:31.400 --> 0:19:33.399
<v Speaker 2>People actually found me guilty for crimes I know I

0:19:33.400 --> 0:19:35.639
<v Speaker 2>did not commit, and so I was just like like

0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:37.399
<v Speaker 2>just did standing like shock?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you say anything? Did you?

0:19:40.080 --> 0:19:41.760
<v Speaker 2>I just told you I did not commit a crime.

0:19:42.359 --> 0:19:44.399
<v Speaker 2>You said, so, yes, I did not comment in a crime.

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<v Speaker 1>And then they took it away. Yeah. So now your

0:19:56.720 --> 0:19:59.200
<v Speaker 1>sense was twelve and a half to twenty five years.

0:19:59.320 --> 0:19:59.600
<v Speaker 2>Yes.

0:20:00.840 --> 0:20:03.800
<v Speaker 1>The problem with that is aside from the fact that

0:20:03.840 --> 0:20:06.399
<v Speaker 1>you were innocent and that you shouldn't have been in

0:20:06.480 --> 0:20:08.919
<v Speaker 1>the system in the first place, the problem is that

0:20:09.040 --> 0:20:11.520
<v Speaker 1>twelve and a half to twenty five could actually mean

0:20:11.640 --> 0:20:15.199
<v Speaker 1>life because when you're sends to twelve and a half

0:20:15.240 --> 0:20:17.560
<v Speaker 1>to twenty five, you're eligible for parole after a period

0:20:17.560 --> 0:20:20.560
<v Speaker 1>of time. But in order to get parole, you have

0:20:20.640 --> 0:20:25.760
<v Speaker 1>to express remorse. You have to which is essentially the

0:20:25.800 --> 0:20:30.359
<v Speaker 1>same as admitting guilt. Yes, and I want to get

0:20:30.400 --> 0:20:33.000
<v Speaker 1>to that, but first I want to talk about your

0:20:33.040 --> 0:20:37.480
<v Speaker 1>experience in prison, because we've spoken about it before and

0:20:38.359 --> 0:20:43.919
<v Speaker 1>it's quite remarkable that you are this joyful? Is the

0:20:43.920 --> 0:20:47.320
<v Speaker 1>best way I can describe your attitude about life. And

0:20:48.080 --> 0:20:51.600
<v Speaker 1>I know from having spent time with you and talked

0:20:51.600 --> 0:20:55.520
<v Speaker 1>about your years, your decades in prison, that you maintained

0:20:55.960 --> 0:21:00.400
<v Speaker 1>an upbeat and positive attitude through a situation that would

0:21:00.400 --> 0:21:03.560
<v Speaker 1>have broken down a different man, a different person. What

0:21:03.600 --> 0:21:04.640
<v Speaker 1>did it? How did you do it?

0:21:05.080 --> 0:21:08.440
<v Speaker 2>Well? You know, I know I was innocent of this crime.

0:21:08.880 --> 0:21:11.000
<v Speaker 2>I know I had truth on my side. I know

0:21:12.160 --> 0:21:15.000
<v Speaker 2>that somebody was lying about this crime, and I know

0:21:15.080 --> 0:21:17.000
<v Speaker 2>it was not I wasn't the one lying about it.

0:21:17.160 --> 0:21:19.399
<v Speaker 2>Kind of it in a comment of crime. And I

0:21:19.400 --> 0:21:22.000
<v Speaker 2>will tell to myself that I have to do something

0:21:22.000 --> 0:21:24.919
<v Speaker 2>about it, because we have to show that the truth

0:21:25.400 --> 0:21:28.520
<v Speaker 2>means something. If I just sit there and just didn't

0:21:28.560 --> 0:21:31.600
<v Speaker 2>do anything that means I would, it would be a

0:21:31.640 --> 0:21:34.000
<v Speaker 2>betrayal to the truth. I mean, so I had to

0:21:34.000 --> 0:21:35.760
<v Speaker 2>do something if it mean I have to sacrifice. But

0:21:35.960 --> 0:21:39.560
<v Speaker 2>sobeit and actually at first I didn't pretty much have

0:21:39.600 --> 0:21:44.080
<v Speaker 2>an indication about the judicial system, the police reports and

0:21:44.119 --> 0:21:46.560
<v Speaker 2>all these things. It's after having gone through a lot

0:21:46.560 --> 0:21:49.119
<v Speaker 2>of studying. I got books and rent books because I

0:21:49.200 --> 0:21:51.520
<v Speaker 2>used to work in a general library interlibrary loan books.

0:21:51.560 --> 0:21:54.800
<v Speaker 2>I rent books from the outside, study what PaperWorks mean what,

0:21:54.960 --> 0:21:57.040
<v Speaker 2>and all these things and try to compare them under

0:21:57.080 --> 0:21:59.639
<v Speaker 2>some contrast, and all these things. And it was just

0:21:59.720 --> 0:22:03.320
<v Speaker 2>doing this time that I actually went and found those reports.

0:22:03.320 --> 0:22:06.679
<v Speaker 2>And I tell myself that I could not have just

0:22:06.760 --> 0:22:09.320
<v Speaker 2>sit there and just like throw a pity party or

0:22:09.359 --> 0:22:11.439
<v Speaker 2>anything like that, you knowest I could not do that.

0:22:11.480 --> 0:22:13.439
<v Speaker 2>I have to fight. I have to do what I

0:22:13.480 --> 0:22:15.280
<v Speaker 2>have to do, and that's the only way I would

0:22:15.280 --> 0:22:18.400
<v Speaker 2>be I would have been vindicated. And I went to

0:22:18.520 --> 0:22:21.760
<v Speaker 2>the legal research course inside here, I passed and get

0:22:21.760 --> 0:22:24.639
<v Speaker 2>a paralegal certificate where I could work in a lot

0:22:24.640 --> 0:22:27.199
<v Speaker 2>of library and help other inmates. And while I was

0:22:27.240 --> 0:22:29.080
<v Speaker 2>doing these things, this is the other things that actually

0:22:29.200 --> 0:22:32.800
<v Speaker 2>keeps me going. I used to read books and newspapers,

0:22:32.880 --> 0:22:34.919
<v Speaker 2>articles that came through the lot of library and the

0:22:34.960 --> 0:22:38.920
<v Speaker 2>general library where other peopils were being vindicated, you know,

0:22:38.920 --> 0:22:41.800
<v Speaker 2>of crime that I didn't come to commit. So these

0:22:41.840 --> 0:22:43.560
<v Speaker 2>are some of the things that I have seen that

0:22:43.800 --> 0:22:46.840
<v Speaker 2>actually give me some sense of hope because I said,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, one day it's going to be me, because

0:22:49.400 --> 0:22:51.439
<v Speaker 2>I know the truth adventure was going to vindicate me.

0:22:52.000 --> 0:22:55.479
<v Speaker 2>Were you angry when I was first convicted. I actually

0:22:55.480 --> 0:22:58.520
<v Speaker 2>sit and cry and ask God why me? You know,

0:22:58.560 --> 0:23:00.560
<v Speaker 2>I didn't comment to scribe God, why didn't Why did

0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:02.840
<v Speaker 2>you allow this to happen to me? And I asked

0:23:03.160 --> 0:23:05.120
<v Speaker 2>a friend of mine who was there, and he said

0:23:05.160 --> 0:23:07.720
<v Speaker 2>to me, his question was because God knew what you

0:23:07.800 --> 0:23:09.280
<v Speaker 2>was gonna do, that he was going to fight it,

0:23:09.280 --> 0:23:11.520
<v Speaker 2>probably for something else that you probably put it in

0:23:11.520 --> 0:23:13.320
<v Speaker 2>the past or something like that probably would just sit

0:23:13.440 --> 0:23:15.800
<v Speaker 2>back and just didn't different to it. But God know

0:23:15.840 --> 0:23:17.119
<v Speaker 2>that you did not come and to describe it. You

0:23:17.240 --> 0:23:19.399
<v Speaker 2>know that you would have fight the way you did right, No,

0:23:19.520 --> 0:23:21.440
<v Speaker 2>you were fighting, and that's the reason probably why. And

0:23:22.080 --> 0:23:22.720
<v Speaker 2>it makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's interesting because having spoken to so many and

0:23:27.400 --> 0:23:29.800
<v Speaker 1>they've been very fortunate to be able to spend time

0:23:29.840 --> 0:23:33.200
<v Speaker 1>and learn from literally hundreds of exgneries over the years

0:23:33.240 --> 0:23:35.520
<v Speaker 1>I've been doing this, you know, they all have a

0:23:35.560 --> 0:23:38.640
<v Speaker 1>different version of what you're saying. Some of them went

0:23:38.680 --> 0:23:44.200
<v Speaker 1>in angry, bitter, scared, but then they turned it around somehow.

0:23:44.280 --> 0:23:48.320
<v Speaker 1>But it sounds like to me like you were like steadfast,

0:23:48.400 --> 0:23:50.200
<v Speaker 1>Like at first you had your moment, you allowed yourself

0:23:50.240 --> 0:23:52.800
<v Speaker 1>to cry, and then it sounds like you just bounced

0:23:52.880 --> 0:23:54.320
<v Speaker 1>uf you had this one guy who was like a

0:23:54.359 --> 0:23:57.879
<v Speaker 1>mentor kind of like who sort of steered you spiritually

0:23:58.000 --> 0:23:58.399
<v Speaker 1>or whatever.

0:24:00.320 --> 0:24:04.280
<v Speaker 2>There wasn't any time to true pity party or anything

0:24:04.359 --> 0:24:07.280
<v Speaker 2>like that. There is only time to be bitter. It

0:24:07.320 --> 0:24:09.280
<v Speaker 2>is something that has to be done, and there was

0:24:09.480 --> 0:24:11.439
<v Speaker 2>any other way to do it but through me. Actually,

0:24:11.480 --> 0:24:13.480
<v Speaker 2>I used to rely on other people to help me

0:24:13.520 --> 0:24:15.320
<v Speaker 2>to fight my kids, to write so because I couldn't

0:24:15.359 --> 0:24:17.600
<v Speaker 2>even write properly, you understand, I used to have to

0:24:17.640 --> 0:24:19.439
<v Speaker 2>rely on in me to actually read some of the

0:24:19.440 --> 0:24:21.119
<v Speaker 2>stuff with me and try to explain to me to

0:24:21.240 --> 0:24:24.080
<v Speaker 2>me about some of these issues. And I said to myself,

0:24:24.119 --> 0:24:26.160
<v Speaker 2>you know what, if I'm going to prove that I'm innocent,

0:24:26.200 --> 0:24:27.960
<v Speaker 2>I cannot be really, I can't expect to rely on

0:24:28.000 --> 0:24:29.480
<v Speaker 2>these people to do something for me that I should

0:24:29.520 --> 0:24:31.880
<v Speaker 2>be doing for myself. And so that's when I start

0:24:31.920 --> 0:24:34.800
<v Speaker 2>to actually get books. I started to like when I

0:24:34.840 --> 0:24:36.720
<v Speaker 2>passed my GD because that's where I get my ged

0:24:37.280 --> 0:24:39.320
<v Speaker 2>college course. Who was thereby taking out the college course

0:24:40.000 --> 0:24:41.760
<v Speaker 2>the prison system. So what I did when I work

0:24:41.800 --> 0:24:43.879
<v Speaker 2>in the general library, I used to study, do my

0:24:43.920 --> 0:24:46.560
<v Speaker 2>own independent study insiety or starty read books, all different

0:24:46.600 --> 0:24:49.879
<v Speaker 2>books anxiety and educate myself in the general library because

0:24:49.960 --> 0:24:52.320
<v Speaker 2>I realized that I was on a mission and I

0:24:52.359 --> 0:24:54.320
<v Speaker 2>can it is no time for to be bitter, to

0:24:54.760 --> 0:24:57.159
<v Speaker 2>carry any animasity, because all I was going to do

0:24:57.480 --> 0:24:59.840
<v Speaker 2>is defeat the whole purpose, Because why would why should

0:24:59.840 --> 0:25:02.480
<v Speaker 2>I consprail with something that I already have, my dear,

0:25:03.440 --> 0:25:05.119
<v Speaker 2>but I didn't if I was already doing time for

0:25:05.160 --> 0:25:07.159
<v Speaker 2>something I didn't do, So why would I choose to

0:25:07.200 --> 0:25:08.880
<v Speaker 2>hay taut to to be bita when it's not gonna

0:25:08.880 --> 0:25:11.000
<v Speaker 2>help me. You're not gonna cause me more harmran anything else.

0:25:11.040 --> 0:25:12.040
<v Speaker 2>I didn't not have any time for that.

0:25:12.320 --> 0:25:16.600
<v Speaker 1>But you realize that is a very advanced spiritual practice

0:25:16.640 --> 0:25:20.160
<v Speaker 1>almost and it's so extraordinary for me and I think

0:25:20.400 --> 0:25:23.480
<v Speaker 1>many others who are listeners and fans of the show.

0:25:24.240 --> 0:25:28.800
<v Speaker 1>It's really powerful to hear you and others who've been

0:25:28.840 --> 0:25:32.920
<v Speaker 1>through this talk about that, because I've never been through

0:25:33.040 --> 0:25:36.840
<v Speaker 1>anything vaguely resembling the stuff that you've been through. But

0:25:36.920 --> 0:25:38.560
<v Speaker 1>I think it's good for you to know, and I

0:25:38.600 --> 0:25:42.639
<v Speaker 1>hope you know that it's so inspiring, you know, to

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:45.119
<v Speaker 1>be able to take what you're saying and try to

0:25:45.160 --> 0:25:49.879
<v Speaker 1>incorporate that into daily life and take a more you know,

0:25:50.080 --> 0:25:52.680
<v Speaker 1>zen for lack of a better word, approach to the

0:25:52.960 --> 0:25:56.880
<v Speaker 1>life's daily problems. And so I appreciate you sharing that

0:25:56.920 --> 0:25:59.080
<v Speaker 1>you know personally, and I'm sure there's a lot of

0:25:59.119 --> 0:26:02.280
<v Speaker 1>people who will were able to draw and have a

0:26:02.400 --> 0:26:06.280
<v Speaker 1>happier day or week or life as a result of

0:26:06.320 --> 0:26:08.800
<v Speaker 1>hearing your voice. I think that's that's really an amazing

0:26:09.160 --> 0:26:13.639
<v Speaker 1>it's phenomenal. There came a point when you were eligible

0:26:13.640 --> 0:26:17.399
<v Speaker 1>for parole. Yes, at this point you had contacted the

0:26:17.440 --> 0:26:20.200
<v Speaker 1>Innocence Project by now, but you hadn't heard back yet

0:26:20.240 --> 0:26:23.840
<v Speaker 1>as to whether the case had been or had you.

0:26:23.560 --> 0:26:26.880
<v Speaker 2>Never interacting like writing comic expanded me about the case

0:26:26.920 --> 0:26:29.400
<v Speaker 2>and so forth. And the evidence that been Actually took

0:26:29.440 --> 0:26:32.119
<v Speaker 2>a while for them to discover any evidence in my key,

0:26:32.280 --> 0:26:35.000
<v Speaker 2>because at first I said the evidence could not be found,

0:26:35.520 --> 0:26:38.320
<v Speaker 2>and it was after Jim Dwyer wrote an article about it,

0:26:38.359 --> 0:26:41.120
<v Speaker 2>because during that time, this guy here, he was just

0:26:41.400 --> 0:26:44.439
<v Speaker 2>he was in the Bronx Alan Newton had a problem

0:26:44.480 --> 0:26:45.360
<v Speaker 2>finding his evidence.

0:26:45.440 --> 0:26:46.040
<v Speaker 1>Yes, I did.

0:26:46.200 --> 0:26:49.119
<v Speaker 2>And then eventually they went back ten years later and

0:26:49.160 --> 0:26:51.080
<v Speaker 2>found the evidence in the exact place where it was

0:26:51.720 --> 0:26:55.200
<v Speaker 2>ten yure earlier. So so what Jim did he combined

0:26:55.200 --> 0:26:58.919
<v Speaker 2>both cases unsure the problem of finding the any evidence

0:26:58.960 --> 0:27:01.800
<v Speaker 2>that would exconerate inn send people. So after the article

0:27:01.840 --> 0:27:04.320
<v Speaker 2>is the DNA evidence was eventually found.

0:27:05.160 --> 0:27:07.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Jim Dwyer, for those of you who haven't read

0:27:07.520 --> 0:27:10.800
<v Speaker 1>his stuff, is a fantastic investigative reporter in New York.

0:27:10.960 --> 0:27:14.320
<v Speaker 1>And this is not atypical, right the Innocence Project, Before

0:27:14.400 --> 0:27:16.679
<v Speaker 1>we take a case, we have to find out, we

0:27:16.760 --> 0:27:18.160
<v Speaker 1>have to do the research to find it if there's

0:27:18.200 --> 0:27:20.640
<v Speaker 1>evidence that so that we can help. So you were

0:27:21.040 --> 0:27:23.040
<v Speaker 1>sort of in between, but you had hoped that the

0:27:23.040 --> 0:27:25.520
<v Speaker 1>Innocence Project might take your case exactly. But you also

0:27:25.560 --> 0:27:29.119
<v Speaker 1>had another option, right, which is that your parole was

0:27:29.160 --> 0:27:33.000
<v Speaker 1>coming up. But you took a very principled stand at

0:27:33.000 --> 0:27:34.600
<v Speaker 1>this point in time, which is I think a hard

0:27:34.640 --> 0:27:37.640
<v Speaker 1>one for some people to understand, because you literally had

0:27:37.800 --> 0:27:40.399
<v Speaker 1>at a certain point an option of getting out of

0:27:40.400 --> 0:27:43.560
<v Speaker 1>prison if you would have done certain things. Yes, but

0:27:43.680 --> 0:27:44.280
<v Speaker 1>you refused.

0:27:44.359 --> 0:27:44.719
<v Speaker 2>Yes.

0:27:45.000 --> 0:27:46.040
<v Speaker 1>So let's talk about.

0:27:45.800 --> 0:27:49.159
<v Speaker 2>That well, Jason, the part of what is there for

0:27:49.280 --> 0:27:54.560
<v Speaker 2>people who committed their crime? And why would I go

0:27:54.720 --> 0:27:58.960
<v Speaker 2>to a board to admit there to show remorse for

0:27:59.040 --> 0:28:00.600
<v Speaker 2>something that I know I didn't coming.

0:28:00.440 --> 0:28:02.000
<v Speaker 1>When you would you refuse to even go to the

0:28:02.000 --> 0:28:04.880
<v Speaker 1>prole board. Yes, right, and that's again that's a that's

0:28:04.920 --> 0:28:06.520
<v Speaker 1>a heavy thing, I think for a lot of you.

0:28:06.760 --> 0:28:09.480
<v Speaker 1>For me, it's amazing because people would think, well, you

0:28:09.560 --> 0:28:10.880
<v Speaker 1>got to get out of prison. I got to get

0:28:10.880 --> 0:28:12.680
<v Speaker 1>out of here, right, But you were not going to

0:28:12.720 --> 0:28:14.640
<v Speaker 1>do it. You're not going to admit to really a brutal,

0:28:14.800 --> 0:28:16.160
<v Speaker 1>terrible crime exactly.

0:28:16.160 --> 0:28:17.879
<v Speaker 2>And then that would just subject me to ridis as

0:28:17.920 --> 0:28:19.960
<v Speaker 2>a sex offender. And I told you that, but I

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:22.480
<v Speaker 2>would be dictated when one way to go and when

0:28:22.560 --> 0:28:24.480
<v Speaker 2>to go to bed I went to sleep or something

0:28:24.520 --> 0:28:24.880
<v Speaker 2>like that.

0:28:25.080 --> 0:28:27.520
<v Speaker 1>So it would be like being in prison on the exactly,

0:28:27.720 --> 0:28:29.199
<v Speaker 1>and you were going to stand and fight for what

0:28:29.280 --> 0:28:30.880
<v Speaker 1>was writing. But I mean spending the rest of your.

0:28:30.800 --> 0:28:33.240
<v Speaker 2>Life in prison, spend the rest of my life. It's

0:28:33.280 --> 0:28:35.720
<v Speaker 2>incredible because I would be a free money insided and

0:28:35.800 --> 0:28:37.600
<v Speaker 2>I would if I had to come out here.

0:28:38.160 --> 0:28:41.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, So it's almost like a double penalty. But Reginald

0:28:41.760 --> 0:28:44.760
<v Speaker 1>chose to take the other option and I and I

0:28:44.800 --> 0:28:47.120
<v Speaker 1>can certainly, as I said, I can relate to that.

0:28:47.440 --> 0:28:49.880
<v Speaker 1>I think it's it's almost like a Sophie's choice, right,

0:28:49.920 --> 0:28:53.479
<v Speaker 1>you have two options and they're both bad. One is

0:28:54.120 --> 0:28:57.320
<v Speaker 1>you admit guilt in essence.

0:28:57.400 --> 0:28:59.640
<v Speaker 2>Well, I don't think Regie actually to admit guilt because

0:28:59.640 --> 0:29:03.960
<v Speaker 2>his law you had written PaperWorks to the board professing

0:29:04.040 --> 0:29:08.680
<v Speaker 2>his innocence, proclaiming is innocence than everything, right, So I

0:29:08.680 --> 0:29:10.960
<v Speaker 2>guess that's play a factor in his release too in

0:29:11.000 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 2>two thousand and four.

0:29:12.440 --> 0:29:14.520
<v Speaker 1>But did he have to register as a sex offender

0:29:14.520 --> 0:29:16.640
<v Speaker 1>and all that stuff? Yes, if he was innocent, he

0:29:16.680 --> 0:29:19.320
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't have to register exactly right, so you know. And

0:29:19.640 --> 0:29:22.320
<v Speaker 1>the other problem with that is, of course, if you

0:29:22.840 --> 0:29:26.120
<v Speaker 1>accept those conditions or terms what everyonet to call it,

0:29:26.840 --> 0:29:32.080
<v Speaker 1>you forego any opportunity to sue for your wrongful conviction. Right,

0:29:32.120 --> 0:29:35.400
<v Speaker 1>you have to sign those rights away essentially, So it's

0:29:35.440 --> 0:29:39.080
<v Speaker 1>a very very difficult decision to have to make. And

0:29:39.400 --> 0:29:41.840
<v Speaker 1>what happened had you eventually when your.

0:29:41.760 --> 0:29:45.440
<v Speaker 2>Freedom conditional release came up for me to be released,

0:29:45.840 --> 0:29:47.200
<v Speaker 2>this is when all he had to do was just

0:29:47.200 --> 0:29:50.040
<v Speaker 2>sign up paper and walk out. But again that would

0:29:50.080 --> 0:29:52.480
<v Speaker 2>have subjected me to register again as a sex offender,

0:29:53.240 --> 0:29:56.760
<v Speaker 2>and I refuse to sign those paper. So ten years

0:29:56.760 --> 0:29:59.080
<v Speaker 2>early on, the parler would probably would have been paroled

0:29:59.160 --> 0:30:02.600
<v Speaker 2>had I gone to the BO and then five years

0:30:02.680 --> 0:30:06.560
<v Speaker 2>after my conditional release, and I signed a paper then

0:30:06.600 --> 0:30:08.840
<v Speaker 2>I would have to spend five extra year in prison.

0:30:09.840 --> 0:30:11.840
<v Speaker 2>But I refuse to sign that paper, and I tell

0:30:11.880 --> 0:30:14.000
<v Speaker 2>myself that I was going to be free. I know

0:30:14.080 --> 0:30:15.840
<v Speaker 2>the TRUDEO was going to vindicate me sooner.

0:30:15.760 --> 0:30:17.920
<v Speaker 1>Or later, and we know that it did. Bill, you

0:30:17.920 --> 0:30:20.040
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't be here now. But let's talk about that. So

0:30:20.080 --> 0:30:25.280
<v Speaker 1>the Innocence Project took your case and eventually twenty fourteen.

0:30:25.560 --> 0:30:27.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well I was during that time. I was I

0:30:27.960 --> 0:30:31.200
<v Speaker 2>had Belldock helping too with my case. He was doing

0:30:31.240 --> 0:30:33.920
<v Speaker 2>the part where there's no involvement of dating evidence or

0:30:33.960 --> 0:30:36.440
<v Speaker 2>anything like that. It was studying the police reports and

0:30:36.480 --> 0:30:38.200
<v Speaker 2>all these things, because that's when I started to write

0:30:38.200 --> 0:30:42.080
<v Speaker 2>everything about what I discovered, showing them what I've discovered

0:30:42.120 --> 0:30:43.880
<v Speaker 2>and showing that I did not comment the crime, that

0:30:43.880 --> 0:30:46.200
<v Speaker 2>there was a fabrication, and you know, showing the purports

0:30:46.200 --> 0:30:47.200
<v Speaker 2>and all these things.

0:30:47.360 --> 0:30:50.600
<v Speaker 1>And Bell Doc again for those who may not know,

0:30:50.960 --> 0:30:51.840
<v Speaker 1>it's Myron Bell Doc.

0:30:51.960 --> 0:30:52.120
<v Speaker 2>Yes.

0:30:52.400 --> 0:30:55.360
<v Speaker 1>So he's a very respected criminal defense attorney in New

0:30:55.400 --> 0:30:57.880
<v Speaker 1>York and he had taken your case bono. Yes, right,

0:30:58.000 --> 0:31:01.080
<v Speaker 1>So now you have two very powerful weapons in your

0:31:01.160 --> 0:31:02.960
<v Speaker 1>arsenal all of a sudden right, it went from being

0:31:03.120 --> 0:31:06.600
<v Speaker 1>basically on your own, to be well, not basically totally

0:31:06.680 --> 0:31:11.400
<v Speaker 1>on your own, to having two great organizations advocating exactly

0:31:11.440 --> 0:31:14.000
<v Speaker 1>because it was clear to us at the Innocey's project

0:31:14.040 --> 0:31:15.680
<v Speaker 1>and also to Bell Doc and his friend that you

0:31:15.680 --> 0:31:18.560
<v Speaker 1>were an innocent man exactly. So how did it end up?

0:31:18.720 --> 0:31:21.880
<v Speaker 1>We heard about the terrible day when you were convicted,

0:31:22.200 --> 0:31:24.520
<v Speaker 1>We heard about the horrible day when you were arrested.

0:31:24.880 --> 0:31:26.920
<v Speaker 1>I want to hear about the day when you were

0:31:26.920 --> 0:31:28.880
<v Speaker 1>exonerated and how did it get to that point and

0:31:28.920 --> 0:31:29.760
<v Speaker 1>what was that like?

0:31:31.160 --> 0:31:36.440
<v Speaker 2>Well, we had initially file emotion, the motion was denied

0:31:36.480 --> 0:31:39.640
<v Speaker 2>by Justice Sparker, and then we have to file emotion

0:31:39.760 --> 0:31:42.920
<v Speaker 2>to the Appalliate Court showing why the kid should have

0:31:42.960 --> 0:31:46.000
<v Speaker 2>been dismissed because of the fabrication and the late Britty

0:31:46.040 --> 0:31:48.600
<v Speaker 2>turned over that show that the kids was actually fabricated

0:31:48.600 --> 0:31:51.680
<v Speaker 2>against us. So did they put the second department looked

0:31:51.720 --> 0:31:54.240
<v Speaker 2>over the keys, took them like six months, six or

0:31:54.320 --> 0:31:57.360
<v Speaker 2>six months, and it came back and not only did

0:31:57.360 --> 0:32:00.760
<v Speaker 2>they dismiss the conviction, but they also dismiss the evidence

0:32:01.280 --> 0:32:04.720
<v Speaker 2>in that means againstans, showing that the report that should

0:32:04.720 --> 0:32:07.440
<v Speaker 2>have been turnover to us at trial. Was never turnover,

0:32:07.520 --> 0:32:10.720
<v Speaker 2>and that would show that the detectives and the witness

0:32:11.040 --> 0:32:13.120
<v Speaker 2>was not foot right with their allegation. They pretty much

0:32:13.160 --> 0:32:14.920
<v Speaker 2>fabricate the whole thing they did.

0:32:14.960 --> 0:32:18.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean not even pretty much, just straight fabricated.

0:32:17.880 --> 0:32:20.760
<v Speaker 2>The whole thing. So I normally call Kim. She was

0:32:20.760 --> 0:32:24.440
<v Speaker 2>a former correction officer. She would pay a pivotal part

0:32:24.480 --> 0:32:26.400
<v Speaker 2>in my keys because she used to help with like

0:32:26.560 --> 0:32:28.880
<v Speaker 2>getting information to the lawyers and so forth, like nothing

0:32:28.880 --> 0:32:31.000
<v Speaker 2>that would jeopard as her job or anything like that.

0:32:31.280 --> 0:32:33.800
<v Speaker 2>I called a family member and they told me that

0:32:34.080 --> 0:32:36.960
<v Speaker 2>there was a decision right and I at first I

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:39.480
<v Speaker 2>didn't know. They were hysterical, like crying on the phone

0:32:39.480 --> 0:32:42.760
<v Speaker 2>and everything. And I actually I even know how to

0:32:42.800 --> 0:32:46.480
<v Speaker 2>feel anymore. I just like, good, like you guys can cry.

0:32:46.640 --> 0:32:48.680
<v Speaker 2>Let me look over the decision and everything and read

0:32:48.680 --> 0:32:52.240
<v Speaker 2>it over. I should have been like happy, excited and

0:32:52.280 --> 0:32:55.320
<v Speaker 2>everything like that. But there was no sense of excitement

0:32:55.400 --> 0:32:59.480
<v Speaker 2>because again earlier of what the lower court did, because

0:32:59.520 --> 0:33:00.960
<v Speaker 2>here is it, I hope was all the way to

0:33:01.040 --> 0:33:03.520
<v Speaker 2>the ceiling and they just knocked it all the way down.

0:33:03.560 --> 0:33:05.320
<v Speaker 2>But that doesn't stop me from from hoping.

0:33:06.080 --> 0:33:07.880
<v Speaker 1>But this family member. Who was it? Was it your

0:33:08.040 --> 0:33:11.200
<v Speaker 1>was it your mom or an uncle or who is

0:33:11.240 --> 0:33:11.920
<v Speaker 1>it that you spoke to?

0:33:12.160 --> 0:33:15.160
<v Speaker 2>It was a Kim uh, the farm of correction officer

0:33:15.160 --> 0:33:16.880
<v Speaker 2>that I was there. I spoke to her, but then

0:33:16.960 --> 0:33:18.480
<v Speaker 2>she had already retired from her job.

0:33:18.600 --> 0:33:19.960
<v Speaker 1>So did you believe it?

0:33:20.440 --> 0:33:22.680
<v Speaker 2>You know what I was like, I got back something

0:33:22.720 --> 0:33:24.440
<v Speaker 2>that shouldn't have been taken away from you in the

0:33:24.480 --> 0:33:28.000
<v Speaker 2>first place. So it's not like it shouldn't have been

0:33:28.000 --> 0:33:28.920
<v Speaker 2>taken away from me.

0:33:29.040 --> 0:33:31.920
<v Speaker 1>Of course, So you didn't have really a sense of joy.

0:33:31.960 --> 0:33:35.000
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't the mirror image of the despair that you felt.

0:33:35.080 --> 0:33:37.160
<v Speaker 1>It was more of a thing of just sort of

0:33:37.440 --> 0:33:40.120
<v Speaker 1>justice is done, and now let me move on with

0:33:40.160 --> 0:33:55.840
<v Speaker 1>my life exactly exactly, like a resolute kind of exactly exactly. Now,

0:33:55.960 --> 0:33:57.959
<v Speaker 1>let's get on to the other part of the story,

0:33:58.000 --> 0:34:02.560
<v Speaker 1>which is incredible, Right, let's talk about love. So Kim

0:34:02.760 --> 0:34:05.240
<v Speaker 1>is kind of an important figure in your story.

0:34:05.320 --> 0:34:05.480
<v Speaker 2>Right.

0:34:05.520 --> 0:34:09.200
<v Speaker 1>So Kim was a correction officer in Green Correctional Facility,

0:34:09.640 --> 0:34:13.400
<v Speaker 1>and you developed a relationship with her, not a physical relationship,

0:34:13.440 --> 0:34:16.279
<v Speaker 1>but sort of a connection exactly with her while you

0:34:16.320 --> 0:34:19.560
<v Speaker 1>were locked up there. Yes, and then that took on

0:34:20.080 --> 0:34:24.080
<v Speaker 1>a new meaning when you were released. Everton ended up

0:34:24.200 --> 0:34:27.160
<v Speaker 1>marrying Kim, who had been a correctional officer in the

0:34:27.160 --> 0:34:31.279
<v Speaker 1>prison in which he was incarcerated, which sounds like if

0:34:31.360 --> 0:34:33.560
<v Speaker 1>you put it in a movie, somebody would go, get

0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:37.640
<v Speaker 1>the fuck out of here. That's impossible, but it actually happened.

0:34:38.040 --> 0:34:38.919
<v Speaker 1>How did that go down?

0:34:39.239 --> 0:34:42.440
<v Speaker 2>Well? When I was the fight in working on my case,

0:34:42.560 --> 0:34:44.840
<v Speaker 2>I worked a lot of library where she actually was

0:34:44.840 --> 0:34:48.000
<v Speaker 2>a supervising officer in that area. She used to work

0:34:48.000 --> 0:34:49.719
<v Speaker 2>a couple of days there and used to work in

0:34:49.800 --> 0:34:53.399
<v Speaker 2>the upfront where she would monitor telephone calls, and I

0:34:53.440 --> 0:34:56.040
<v Speaker 2>normally would call out to my lawyer. Then had this

0:34:56.200 --> 0:34:59.720
<v Speaker 2>lawyer who was actually represent in Kanna. I was axing

0:34:59.760 --> 0:35:03.080
<v Speaker 2>for her help, and I wanted her to actually have

0:35:03.200 --> 0:35:06.239
<v Speaker 2>other lawyers involve in the case. And I was trying

0:35:06.280 --> 0:35:08.640
<v Speaker 2>to her telling her I don't need sympathy, I need help,

0:35:09.600 --> 0:35:11.399
<v Speaker 2>you know, And I don't think I've been get enough help,

0:35:11.440 --> 0:35:14.080
<v Speaker 2>but I should be getting. And I think came over

0:35:14.080 --> 0:35:17.360
<v Speaker 2>her this conversation and she was like somewhat taken aback

0:35:17.360 --> 0:35:20.160
<v Speaker 2>because she said, Damn, this guy's actually innocent and shouldn't

0:35:20.160 --> 0:35:23.279
<v Speaker 2>be here. So I guess she developed some feelings there

0:35:23.280 --> 0:35:25.360
<v Speaker 2>for me then and then you know, and trying to

0:35:25.360 --> 0:35:27.880
<v Speaker 2>see what she could do to help while I was there,

0:35:28.120 --> 0:35:30.279
<v Speaker 2>you know, and then after I you know, because of

0:35:30.360 --> 0:35:32.960
<v Speaker 2>what she's done from over the years, and I, you know,

0:35:33.000 --> 0:35:35.120
<v Speaker 2>there was anybody at the time helping. I had no

0:35:35.480 --> 0:35:37.960
<v Speaker 2>support pretty much helping me. At that time. I was

0:35:37.960 --> 0:35:40.080
<v Speaker 2>everything was done on my own insiety. I have to

0:35:40.280 --> 0:35:42.759
<v Speaker 2>go to school and kid myself and study whatever I

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:45.000
<v Speaker 2>need to be study. In other words, I was like

0:35:45.080 --> 0:35:47.440
<v Speaker 2>alone of fighting all these things. And then she came

0:35:47.480 --> 0:35:49.840
<v Speaker 2>along and tried to help, you know, play help in

0:35:50.239 --> 0:35:53.480
<v Speaker 2>the process, like can't help to contact lawyers, German suffordance

0:35:53.560 --> 0:35:55.080
<v Speaker 2>on so speak on my.

0:35:55.120 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Speaker 1>Behalf, sort of like an angel in exactly exactly exactly.

0:36:00.239 --> 0:36:05.359
<v Speaker 1>That's amazing. So and ultimately, you know, you resisted any

0:36:05.400 --> 0:36:07.920
<v Speaker 1>temptation to develop a physical Really I had to.

0:36:08.080 --> 0:36:10.960
<v Speaker 2>I could not develop. Number One, I whispered her job.

0:36:11.000 --> 0:36:13.120
<v Speaker 2>I whispect her as that person. I would not have

0:36:13.160 --> 0:36:14.880
<v Speaker 2>done anything to undermine her job.

0:36:15.000 --> 0:36:16.880
<v Speaker 1>Right because she would have been in big trouble exactly.

0:36:16.960 --> 0:36:19.919
<v Speaker 2>So there was nothing unbecoming inside or anything like that.

0:36:20.239 --> 0:36:23.600
<v Speaker 1>Nothing right, And we know that that goes on in prison, right,

0:36:23.640 --> 0:36:27.360
<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of that. Yes, sure, but you but

0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:30.839
<v Speaker 1>you resisted, which is a you know, we talked about

0:36:30.880 --> 0:36:36.279
<v Speaker 1>it before. It's an incredible temptation. You've been alone for

0:36:36.600 --> 0:36:39.760
<v Speaker 1>over two decades now, but you resisted, which was again

0:36:39.880 --> 0:36:44.759
<v Speaker 1>a principled and intelligent and thoughtful and difficult thing to do.

0:36:45.200 --> 0:36:49.840
<v Speaker 1>But the good news is that you eventually were released.

0:36:49.880 --> 0:36:53.920
<v Speaker 1>She was really almost placed there as somebody to give

0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:56.160
<v Speaker 1>you that extra supported.

0:36:55.680 --> 0:36:58.319
<v Speaker 2>Exactly to exactly I look at it in that sense.

0:36:58.080 --> 0:37:01.360
<v Speaker 1>And so that was a great thing. And then ultimately

0:37:01.600 --> 0:37:05.640
<v Speaker 1>you were freed, and then you contacted her and a

0:37:05.680 --> 0:37:09.200
<v Speaker 1>relationship developed and which led to ultimately being married.

0:37:09.760 --> 0:37:12.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean because of what you have done too

0:37:12.440 --> 0:37:15.480
<v Speaker 2>for me too. I mean she was there when again

0:37:15.520 --> 0:37:17.440
<v Speaker 2>no one wasn't there ja when I was in the

0:37:17.480 --> 0:37:21.080
<v Speaker 2>bottom of the pit, understand. So I mean that's somebody

0:37:21.080 --> 0:37:25.360
<v Speaker 2>who I could never like break ties with. She embedded

0:37:25.360 --> 0:37:28.320
<v Speaker 2>a place in my heart at all time. It doesn't

0:37:28.360 --> 0:37:30.560
<v Speaker 2>matter where. She's always going to be in my heart,

0:37:30.600 --> 0:37:32.520
<v Speaker 2>I mean, and I would always do everything in my

0:37:32.640 --> 0:37:34.240
<v Speaker 2>poet to me the show that she's Okay.

0:37:34.719 --> 0:37:37.319
<v Speaker 1>Well, I mean it's an incredible love story. It's an

0:37:37.360 --> 0:37:40.319
<v Speaker 1>amazing way to end. But I don't want to end

0:37:40.360 --> 0:37:44.360
<v Speaker 1>without going back to your time in prison. You mentioned

0:37:44.400 --> 0:37:48.880
<v Speaker 1>the education program in the prison, and I want to

0:37:48.880 --> 0:37:51.720
<v Speaker 1>talk about that because I think a lot of people

0:37:52.120 --> 0:37:55.560
<v Speaker 1>are skeptical, and there's some people out there who say, well,

0:37:55.600 --> 0:37:58.520
<v Speaker 1>why should we pay to educate guys in prison? We

0:37:59.200 --> 0:38:01.239
<v Speaker 1>don't pay enough money for the regular educ or whatever

0:38:01.280 --> 0:38:04.640
<v Speaker 1>they say, right, And I have a very different view

0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:09.600
<v Speaker 1>on it, not only from a public safety perspective, where

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:11.960
<v Speaker 1>we know that men and women who've been through an

0:38:12.080 --> 0:38:15.719
<v Speaker 1>education program in prison when they come out are extremely

0:38:15.800 --> 0:38:19.720
<v Speaker 1>unlikely to reoffend. But how important was it to you

0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:24.040
<v Speaker 1>to have that education option or that education program available

0:38:24.080 --> 0:38:24.680
<v Speaker 1>to you in prison.

0:38:25.239 --> 0:38:27.600
<v Speaker 2>I mean, it was very important that because if it

0:38:27.680 --> 0:38:29.719
<v Speaker 2>wasn't for that, who else would I have help to

0:38:29.800 --> 0:38:32.399
<v Speaker 2>educate myself? I mean, even though it was taken away

0:38:32.440 --> 0:38:35.239
<v Speaker 2>when I first got my ged, because again, I think

0:38:35.440 --> 0:38:38.080
<v Speaker 2>Governor Parteka was the government at that time, and I

0:38:38.120 --> 0:38:40.840
<v Speaker 2>get some of the public was probably sure the same

0:38:41.239 --> 0:38:43.440
<v Speaker 2>feelings that why should they talk have to be to

0:38:43.520 --> 0:38:46.040
<v Speaker 2>have to educate these people, you know, for you know,

0:38:46.520 --> 0:38:49.480
<v Speaker 2>when they are criminals, unsufford and so on. But they

0:38:49.520 --> 0:38:51.319
<v Speaker 2>have to realize too that these are the same people

0:38:51.360 --> 0:38:53.560
<v Speaker 2>who are going to come back and re into society,

0:38:53.640 --> 0:38:56.399
<v Speaker 2>So why not use it as a cost to help them?

0:38:56.800 --> 0:39:00.680
<v Speaker 1>Exactly. I think it's critically important that we provide this

0:39:00.760 --> 0:39:03.600
<v Speaker 1>option thanks to people, and it allows for a sense

0:39:03.600 --> 0:39:06.080
<v Speaker 1>of hope. And I know this from having spoken to

0:39:06.200 --> 0:39:08.680
<v Speaker 1>other exoneries who've been through it. I mean, even Jeff

0:39:08.719 --> 0:39:10.399
<v Speaker 1>Deskevic has been on the show. I mean he said

0:39:10.400 --> 0:39:12.080
<v Speaker 1>if not for that, he probably would have killed himself

0:39:12.120 --> 0:39:15.160
<v Speaker 1>in prison because he had nothing else. I'm glad we

0:39:15.200 --> 0:39:18.960
<v Speaker 1>brought that up. Now. We talked a bit earlier about

0:39:19.320 --> 0:39:23.960
<v Speaker 1>the things that you derived your inspiration from, right, and

0:39:24.000 --> 0:39:26.080
<v Speaker 1>you talked about some of the books and some of

0:39:26.080 --> 0:39:29.560
<v Speaker 1>the teachings that allowed you or that helped you, or

0:39:29.560 --> 0:39:33.680
<v Speaker 1>that inspired you to keep a positive attitude and to

0:39:33.760 --> 0:39:36.600
<v Speaker 1>be able to carry on day after day in this

0:39:36.760 --> 0:39:41.640
<v Speaker 1>miserable place, with the loneliness and the frustration and you

0:39:41.640 --> 0:39:44.239
<v Speaker 1>know all the other terrible things that come with being

0:39:44.239 --> 0:39:46.560
<v Speaker 1>in the max of security prison. It was really the

0:39:46.600 --> 0:39:47.880
<v Speaker 1>books that did it, wasn't it.

0:39:47.960 --> 0:39:49.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, I the books did it. And plus I know

0:39:50.040 --> 0:39:52.680
<v Speaker 2>that I want to be of help to life, to

0:39:52.760 --> 0:39:55.480
<v Speaker 2>humanity as a whole, and I know I could not

0:39:55.719 --> 0:39:58.280
<v Speaker 2>just sit there and those focus exclusively on my case.

0:39:58.640 --> 0:40:00.480
<v Speaker 2>What can I do in the mean? And while I

0:40:00.520 --> 0:40:02.080
<v Speaker 2>was working on my kids, it was something that I

0:40:02.080 --> 0:40:03.680
<v Speaker 2>had to do. I couldn't just like make it be

0:40:03.760 --> 0:40:05.200
<v Speaker 2>my number one, so I have to say say no

0:40:05.239 --> 0:40:10.239
<v Speaker 2>what during that case, I read especially at mansurcial Meaning

0:40:10.280 --> 0:40:13.319
<v Speaker 2>by Victor frank Kill. Victor frank Kill may referenced that

0:40:13.440 --> 0:40:15.719
<v Speaker 2>it wasn't a condition that kills him, but the lack

0:40:15.760 --> 0:40:18.240
<v Speaker 2>of hope. And I have experienced the same thing inside

0:40:18.239 --> 0:40:20.600
<v Speaker 2>that place where I was, because I've seen a lot

0:40:20.600 --> 0:40:22.680
<v Speaker 2>of guys inside here, Jason. I mean a lot of

0:40:22.680 --> 0:40:25.719
<v Speaker 2>guys just like after being hit so many times at

0:40:25.760 --> 0:40:27.919
<v Speaker 2>the board, just gave up and their system just started

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:29.880
<v Speaker 2>a fight against them. They have to be put on medication.

0:40:29.960 --> 0:40:32.960
<v Speaker 2>Some of them just checking to hospital ward and they

0:40:33.200 --> 0:40:36.120
<v Speaker 2>just went down and just out. I've experienced so many times.

0:40:36.080 --> 0:40:39.920
<v Speaker 2>I've experienced this particular guy whose very own immune system,

0:40:40.040 --> 0:40:43.600
<v Speaker 2>Jason eats away at his own body because of lack

0:40:43.600 --> 0:40:45.200
<v Speaker 2>of hope. I've have been been hit so many times

0:40:45.200 --> 0:40:47.560
<v Speaker 2>at the Board, and I was so privileged to spoke

0:40:47.600 --> 0:40:49.560
<v Speaker 2>speak to that guy one day in the library and

0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 2>I explained to you that and give telling my situation

0:40:51.640 --> 0:40:53.680
<v Speaker 2>and how I will never give up hope and never

0:40:54.040 --> 0:40:57.160
<v Speaker 2>even despite it being hit so many times, that deny

0:40:57.239 --> 0:40:59.279
<v Speaker 2>so many times that the power board not to give

0:40:59.360 --> 0:41:02.640
<v Speaker 2>up hope, to keep fighting, keep fighting because eventually you

0:41:02.680 --> 0:41:05.520
<v Speaker 2>will be released. And like actually a few probably a

0:41:05.560 --> 0:41:08.600
<v Speaker 2>year or so later, he was actually released. You know,

0:41:08.640 --> 0:41:10.600
<v Speaker 2>it's serious, I mean, and these are some of the

0:41:10.600 --> 0:41:12.680
<v Speaker 2>things that I have seen. And as a result, I

0:41:12.840 --> 0:41:15.719
<v Speaker 2>told myself, Jason, that I could not sit there and

0:41:15.840 --> 0:41:18.480
<v Speaker 2>feel any pretty ported despite of what happened to me,

0:41:18.640 --> 0:41:20.880
<v Speaker 2>despite of the denial of times from the other course

0:41:20.960 --> 0:41:23.480
<v Speaker 2>and everything, I did not allow that to stop me

0:41:23.560 --> 0:41:27.480
<v Speaker 2>at first. At first, Yes, I feel dawn when I

0:41:27.520 --> 0:41:29.640
<v Speaker 2>first get hit, done something like when I was denied

0:41:29.680 --> 0:41:32.520
<v Speaker 2>and all these things, but I didn't dwell on it. Jason.

0:41:32.520 --> 0:41:34.479
<v Speaker 2>The problem is a lot of us dwell too much

0:41:34.880 --> 0:41:37.279
<v Speaker 2>when something is done. Now we think it's wrong, do

0:41:37.360 --> 0:41:40.080
<v Speaker 2>something about it. Don't just sit about and try to

0:41:40.280 --> 0:41:43.920
<v Speaker 2>be angry, are bit or anything, because that's not going

0:41:43.960 --> 0:41:45.960
<v Speaker 2>to do anything to help find another road that you

0:41:46.000 --> 0:41:47.680
<v Speaker 2>could go and tackle that problem and get it out

0:41:47.680 --> 0:41:48.040
<v Speaker 2>of the way.

0:41:48.480 --> 0:41:50.040
<v Speaker 1>So if anybody out there is think about having a

0:41:50.040 --> 0:41:52.040
<v Speaker 1>petty party, they shouldn't invite you because you're not No,

0:41:52.080 --> 0:41:52.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm not coming.

0:41:52.680 --> 0:41:53.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to hear it.

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:56.280
<v Speaker 1>You're not coming. But now that's amazing because you actually

0:41:56.320 --> 0:41:58.440
<v Speaker 1>had a very profound effect on this man who was

0:41:58.480 --> 0:42:01.120
<v Speaker 1>giving up hope, and you were able to snapping back

0:42:01.160 --> 0:42:03.439
<v Speaker 1>into reality. And then next thing, you know, a year later,

0:42:03.480 --> 0:42:05.080
<v Speaker 1>it's like it's like a miracle exactly.

0:42:05.120 --> 0:42:06.920
<v Speaker 2>And you know what, And that's the thing about working way.

0:42:06.960 --> 0:42:11.080
<v Speaker 2>I work boat in the general library under the library,

0:42:11.360 --> 0:42:13.280
<v Speaker 2>and I was able to meet a lot of people

0:42:13.960 --> 0:42:15.640
<v Speaker 2>who have been have gone to the board so many

0:42:15.640 --> 0:42:17.360
<v Speaker 2>times and get hit at the board so many times,

0:42:17.400 --> 0:42:19.080
<v Speaker 2>and I have I was there to like just give

0:42:19.120 --> 0:42:21.319
<v Speaker 2>them some hope, like speak to them about listen, look

0:42:21.360 --> 0:42:24.160
<v Speaker 2>look at my condition. For example. I mean I didn't

0:42:24.160 --> 0:42:26.440
<v Speaker 2>commit a crime. I'm here suffering as if I did

0:42:26.440 --> 0:42:28.080
<v Speaker 2>a crime. But at the same time, I'm not giving

0:42:28.160 --> 0:42:30.400
<v Speaker 2>up hope because I know I would be vindicated one day.

0:42:30.560 --> 0:42:32.279
<v Speaker 2>And the same thing, that principle that I use to

0:42:33.200 --> 0:42:37.160
<v Speaker 2>help me to maintain my mind my sonny inside, you

0:42:37.200 --> 0:42:39.200
<v Speaker 2>can't use the same principle. I doesn't have to be

0:42:39.280 --> 0:42:41.920
<v Speaker 2>in prison. The same principle kill be applied. Audio by

0:42:41.960 --> 0:42:43.160
<v Speaker 2>anyone in any situation.

0:42:43.960 --> 0:42:47.640
<v Speaker 1>Well, that is a message that is as good as

0:42:47.719 --> 0:42:51.120
<v Speaker 1>any that we could possibly share. And I know it's

0:42:51.160 --> 0:42:54.279
<v Speaker 1>going to help me and so many others to get

0:42:54.320 --> 0:42:56.640
<v Speaker 1>through things that we're all going to go through at

0:42:56.640 --> 0:42:59.600
<v Speaker 1>different times. I do want to just give a quick

0:42:59.640 --> 0:43:04.160
<v Speaker 1>plug because Everton has been doing some great work helping

0:43:04.160 --> 0:43:07.160
<v Speaker 1>out risk youth and working with them, but also going

0:43:07.239 --> 0:43:11.399
<v Speaker 1>and doing public speaking on a professional basis, and so

0:43:11.600 --> 0:43:12.840
<v Speaker 1>I want to share if it's sorry with you, I

0:43:12.880 --> 0:43:15.080
<v Speaker 1>want to share your email address so that people can

0:43:15.160 --> 0:43:21.040
<v Speaker 1>reach out. You speak at schools, at colleges, corporations, basically

0:43:21.080 --> 0:43:26.840
<v Speaker 1>anywhere that somebody needs to hear this message of tragedy, triumph,

0:43:26.880 --> 0:43:29.719
<v Speaker 1>and I guess it's optimism, positivity, and strength. I mean

0:43:29.800 --> 0:43:32.120
<v Speaker 1>that's really what it is. And so everything in your

0:43:32.160 --> 0:43:33.320
<v Speaker 1>email address.

0:43:33.040 --> 0:43:37.160
<v Speaker 2>Is make a difference and live at gmail dot com.

0:43:37.320 --> 0:43:39.960
<v Speaker 1>Okay, that's kind of perfect. Make a difference and live

0:43:40.000 --> 0:43:42.920
<v Speaker 1>at gmail dot com. A more appropriate email address I

0:43:42.960 --> 0:43:46.040
<v Speaker 1>couldn't imagine for a guy like you, So reach out,

0:43:46.239 --> 0:43:48.360
<v Speaker 1>and he's a guy you really want to get to

0:43:48.400 --> 0:43:51.400
<v Speaker 1>know better than you can even just on the podcast. Everton.

0:43:51.480 --> 0:43:54.920
<v Speaker 1>It's been a real pleasure and a privilege having you

0:43:55.000 --> 0:43:58.359
<v Speaker 1>on the show. Is there anything else that you want

0:43:58.400 --> 0:43:59.920
<v Speaker 1>to say? Or we sign on.

0:44:00.880 --> 0:44:03.120
<v Speaker 2>Well, it doesn't matter where we are in this world,

0:44:03.160 --> 0:44:05.200
<v Speaker 2>it don't matter what we are going through. We must

0:44:05.200 --> 0:44:08.600
<v Speaker 2>always understand that there is always a way out. And

0:44:08.800 --> 0:44:12.319
<v Speaker 2>sometimes the problem is that we tend to look too

0:44:12.400 --> 0:44:16.080
<v Speaker 2>much for guidance from our five senses. We have to

0:44:16.160 --> 0:44:19.200
<v Speaker 2>learn to go beyond those five senses because example, when

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<v Speaker 2>I was going through what I was going through, I

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<v Speaker 2>was in prison, for example, and I if I was

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<v Speaker 2>just focusing on my condition, my current situation, I would

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<v Speaker 2>stay depressed and all these things would have kicked in

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<v Speaker 2>hopelessness and our dispair would have kicked in. But I

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<v Speaker 2>realized that there's another side to the five senses that

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<v Speaker 2>the five senses doesn't understand, I will never understand. And

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<v Speaker 2>that's where we have to learn to dwell in that

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<v Speaker 2>spiritual aspect of who we are, because these are the

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<v Speaker 2>things that help us to elevate any mountain, gods, amount,

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<v Speaker 2>any problem. And we have to remember that do not

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<v Speaker 2>just dwell on your five sentences and what you're going through.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't focus on those senses. Of course there they are

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<v Speaker 2>beneficial tools, but they're not the moving fact that they're

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<v Speaker 2>not the determined facts in our life. There should be

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<v Speaker 2>just a vehicle that determines that that only take away

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<v Speaker 2>and stick instruction from us the spiritual side of who

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<v Speaker 2>we are. Remember that we have to know how to

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<v Speaker 2>steer it on, how to guide it. All.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, I think that says it all. This has been

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<v Speaker 1>a very inspiring episode of wrongful conviction and it's all

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