1 00:00:01,360 --> 00:00:01,720 Speaker 1: M m. 2 00:00:06,559 --> 00:00:14,160 Speaker 2: M hm. 3 00:00:16,079 --> 00:00:16,400 Speaker 3: M hm. 4 00:00:24,200 --> 00:00:27,000 Speaker 4: Welcome back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and 5 00:00:27,040 --> 00:00:27,600 Speaker 4: I'm Meyla. 6 00:00:27,800 --> 00:00:32,800 Speaker 3: Happy home Day. Yay, it's Wenday, wen Day, It's Wednesday? 7 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:42,080 Speaker 3: Is that a blarboratine? Monday and Wednesday? Monday? Chance Monday 8 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:50,280 Speaker 3: through Friday. Yes, please go sit down. Boo boo. I 9 00:00:50,479 --> 00:00:52,760 Speaker 3: was already interrupting. But you know, if you won't push through, 10 00:00:54,360 --> 00:00:57,920 Speaker 3: it's motherhood and yeah, get your get your child here, oh, 11 00:00:57,960 --> 00:01:05,560 Speaker 3: because I have all control over that, Yeah you do. Anyway, 12 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:07,200 Speaker 3: we have two amazing guests here. 13 00:01:08,760 --> 00:01:13,959 Speaker 4: We have the founders of House of Intuition, Marlene Vargas 14 00:01:14,040 --> 00:01:15,000 Speaker 4: and Alex. 15 00:01:18,720 --> 00:01:23,440 Speaker 3: You know, because I think of is orange is orange Tree? 16 00:01:24,040 --> 00:01:24,679 Speaker 5: Got it. 17 00:01:31,520 --> 00:01:37,959 Speaker 3: That first attracted you to her? Everybody knows the you 18 00:01:37,959 --> 00:01:40,000 Speaker 3: know looking at. 19 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:47,760 Speaker 2: So ladies, you guys are partners and business partners and 20 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:48,960 Speaker 2: Mama's yes. 21 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:51,760 Speaker 4: Can you tell us about House of Intuition? I mean 22 00:01:51,840 --> 00:01:54,560 Speaker 4: I've known about me personally. I've known about House of 23 00:01:54,600 --> 00:01:56,280 Speaker 4: Intuition for a really long time. I had an ex 24 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:59,600 Speaker 4: boyfriend that lived in Silver Lake and in high school 25 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:00,800 Speaker 4: did I yeah? 26 00:02:00,880 --> 00:02:05,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, high school? Yeah? Oh wow, said I was when 27 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:08,120 Speaker 3: I was in high school senior. 28 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:13,160 Speaker 4: He lived off Sunset and right where Dodger Stadium is, 29 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:15,359 Speaker 4: like right up that hill right there, and so I 30 00:02:15,400 --> 00:02:16,800 Speaker 4: would always I always. 31 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:18,480 Speaker 3: Be like, what is that place? House of intuition? What 32 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:18,880 Speaker 3: is that? 33 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:22,400 Speaker 4: It was always like this mystical like house on like 34 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:24,679 Speaker 4: a hill, but it's not on a hill, it's like stairs. 35 00:02:25,720 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 3: But it always looked really cool. 36 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 4: And then someone told me that one of the girls 37 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,760 Speaker 4: from the Craft was like a tarot card reader there, 38 00:02:31,800 --> 00:02:35,040 Speaker 4: and I was like what every and then it made 39 00:02:35,040 --> 00:02:36,680 Speaker 4: it even more mystical, and match. 40 00:02:36,720 --> 00:02:39,000 Speaker 2: Is that like a valley like movie or is that 41 00:02:39,120 --> 00:02:41,600 Speaker 2: like just a teenage girl movie the teenager the Craft, 42 00:02:41,639 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 2: which is every teenager girl wanted to be a witch 43 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:44,119 Speaker 2: during that time. 44 00:02:44,520 --> 00:02:44,720 Speaker 3: Yeah. 45 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:46,440 Speaker 4: And then one time I went to the Forever Cemetery 46 00:02:46,480 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 4: and the whole cast came out. I almost fucking lost 47 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:56,760 Speaker 4: my ship, including her, and because I was her, Yeah, okay, 48 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:57,680 Speaker 4: I was like, I'm a witch. 49 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:00,720 Speaker 2: They The craziest part of the whole thing is like 50 00:03:01,200 --> 00:03:02,240 Speaker 2: I vaguely remember the movie. 51 00:03:02,280 --> 00:03:03,120 Speaker 3: I remember the two. 52 00:03:03,000 --> 00:03:06,040 Speaker 2: Parts like let the father stiff. 53 00:03:08,720 --> 00:03:14,799 Speaker 3: Stars. We're getting off track though. 54 00:03:16,400 --> 00:03:20,880 Speaker 2: Everything everything we know about Witchcraft is from the Craft. 55 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 4: Honestly, that that was like my entry into like Witch Richery. 56 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:27,840 Speaker 4: It was like my witch starter pack movie. But tell 57 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:29,320 Speaker 4: our listener's a little about House of Intuition. 58 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:33,240 Speaker 3: I know you guys have multiple of properties, look to our. 59 00:03:33,160 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 4: Friends now brick and mortars, and I know you guys 60 00:03:35,640 --> 00:03:38,560 Speaker 4: are online and everything, But how how did you guys start? 61 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:39,760 Speaker 3: What is House of Intuition? 62 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:44,080 Speaker 5: Well, I got to take you back a few years. 63 00:03:44,120 --> 00:03:46,520 Speaker 5: We opened it up in twenty ten. Alex and I 64 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:49,840 Speaker 5: met in two thousand and seven. Prior to the year 65 00:03:49,880 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 5: of two thousand and seven, Before her and I met, 66 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:55,920 Speaker 5: of course, you know, we were two completely different people. 67 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:59,400 Speaker 5: So my life I was in real estate. I owned 68 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:03,440 Speaker 5: a medical building company for thirteen years. Alex was a 69 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:07,720 Speaker 5: social worker. She was also into real estate. She's originally 70 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:11,560 Speaker 5: from Columbia, so her family lives all lives there, and 71 00:04:11,600 --> 00:04:16,120 Speaker 5: she's grown up by herself here since she was eighteen. Me, 72 00:04:16,200 --> 00:04:19,440 Speaker 5: on the other hand, I was a single mom, you know, 73 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:23,240 Speaker 5: raising my son and his father was an alcoholic, so 74 00:04:23,440 --> 00:04:26,800 Speaker 5: he's always been. He was an amazing man. However, he 75 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:31,800 Speaker 5: had a substance abuse problem and so which ultimately I 76 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:36,480 Speaker 5: ended up leaving that relationship. And after that I went 77 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:40,919 Speaker 5: into a relationship with a woman, and my sexuality is 78 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 5: one whole nother story that we probably have to be Oh, 79 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:48,520 Speaker 5: I already got questions, right, so and we can talk 80 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:51,360 Speaker 5: about that because it's kind of deep spiritually and also 81 00:04:51,480 --> 00:04:52,640 Speaker 5: just healing. 82 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:55,039 Speaker 3: Why that all came about. 83 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:58,520 Speaker 5: But so I was with someone for nine years, married 84 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:01,200 Speaker 5: her in Canada came he we had on because that 85 00:05:01,279 --> 00:05:06,800 Speaker 5: was before California actually like allowed it. So my son 86 00:05:06,880 --> 00:05:08,600 Speaker 5: at that time when I had met her, we were 87 00:05:08,600 --> 00:05:11,720 Speaker 5: together since he was four years old up until he 88 00:05:11,839 --> 00:05:12,880 Speaker 5: was thirteen. 89 00:05:12,480 --> 00:05:13,720 Speaker 3: One, right before I met Alex. 90 00:05:14,240 --> 00:05:18,760 Speaker 5: But I was living a very materialistic life at that time. 91 00:05:18,880 --> 00:05:22,360 Speaker 5: So everything around me I had, you know about I 92 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:24,919 Speaker 5: can't even remember anymore. I think it was seven different homes. 93 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:27,840 Speaker 5: I thought I was Trump that was the name. Oh no, 94 00:05:28,720 --> 00:05:31,560 Speaker 5: I was, I thought. I thought, like, let me tell you. 95 00:05:31,640 --> 00:05:33,680 Speaker 5: I was like, whoa, I got so much, like this 96 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:36,000 Speaker 5: is the time you can purchase houses without actually putting 97 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:36,800 Speaker 5: any money down. 98 00:05:37,240 --> 00:05:41,440 Speaker 3: I didn't check. You don't even know because I know 99 00:05:41,520 --> 00:05:42,800 Speaker 3: you're high school girls. 100 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:43,040 Speaker 2: So you were. 101 00:05:44,600 --> 00:05:44,760 Speaker 3: All that. 102 00:05:44,760 --> 00:05:46,280 Speaker 4: I'm thinking about it into that guys were in high 103 00:05:46,320 --> 00:05:48,320 Speaker 4: school thousand and five, so it wasn't in high school. 104 00:05:48,320 --> 00:05:50,080 Speaker 4: It mustn't have been after, but I spent a lot 105 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:52,040 Speaker 4: of time in Silver like during that time, and I 106 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:55,919 Speaker 4: remember always seeing that house that I remember it being different. 107 00:05:56,279 --> 00:05:58,200 Speaker 4: It was very different, No, like it was something else, 108 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:00,200 Speaker 4: and that it was like yea, you trying to turn 109 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:00,400 Speaker 4: it on? 110 00:06:00,600 --> 00:06:03,200 Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, so then yeah, that's what it was. I'm 111 00:06:03,200 --> 00:06:04,680 Speaker 3: not that okay, I mean, I get. 112 00:06:06,160 --> 00:06:09,800 Speaker 5: So so at that time, you know, it was we 113 00:06:09,800 --> 00:06:13,359 Speaker 5: were together and then I was living this life that 114 00:06:13,520 --> 00:06:14,960 Speaker 5: I thought was my happiness. 115 00:06:15,440 --> 00:06:17,480 Speaker 3: And then the market crashed here in. 116 00:06:17,360 --> 00:06:21,840 Speaker 5: California everywhere, yeah everywhere, but I didn't care about it. 117 00:06:21,839 --> 00:06:23,320 Speaker 3: Everywhere. I was like I was in California. 118 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:25,520 Speaker 5: So it was like everything was being stripped of me. 119 00:06:26,120 --> 00:06:28,039 Speaker 5: And this is the year that I met Alex. And 120 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:31,720 Speaker 5: this is also the year that I went through a 121 00:06:31,880 --> 00:06:33,920 Speaker 5: very big breakup, which is the woman that. 122 00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:37,440 Speaker 3: I had married. So you had met Alabs already. No, oh, 123 00:06:37,440 --> 00:06:39,800 Speaker 3: that's a whole other story. I manifested her, oh the way. 124 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:46,599 Speaker 3: Well yeah, sort of so complicated. Okay, So Alex isn't 125 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:48,600 Speaker 3: in the picture yet. This is just my stories about 126 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:53,480 Speaker 3: sitting on this side. But so I can't say her name. 127 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:56,960 Speaker 5: But we were together for nine years and my aunt. 128 00:06:57,400 --> 00:07:00,479 Speaker 5: I found out my aunt had payancreatic cancer, and seventeen 129 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:04,799 Speaker 5: days later she actually passed, and she was an aunt 130 00:07:04,839 --> 00:07:07,479 Speaker 5: that's like, you know I at that moment when I 131 00:07:07,560 --> 00:07:10,480 Speaker 5: was younger, I was like my mom was like the 132 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:14,800 Speaker 5: evil witch, was like, please, I don't let a train 133 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:17,520 Speaker 5: hit her. She's not letting me do what I want 134 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:22,080 Speaker 5: to do. And so I always gravitated towards my aunt. 135 00:07:22,640 --> 00:07:24,760 Speaker 5: And my aunt was one that was really close to me. 136 00:07:24,840 --> 00:07:28,520 Speaker 5: So when she passed over, I lost it. 137 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:31,560 Speaker 3: And through a dream that I thought was a dream. 138 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:34,280 Speaker 5: Was actually the first time that I actually had audio 139 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:38,000 Speaker 5: that I heard her voice pulled me out of bed 140 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:40,520 Speaker 5: and I woke up and I can hear her talking 141 00:07:40,560 --> 00:07:43,800 Speaker 5: to me, and I've always be yes at that time. 142 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:45,400 Speaker 5: You know how somebody like startles you when you get 143 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:48,560 Speaker 5: up and you don't quite remember like that you're awake yet, 144 00:07:48,600 --> 00:07:50,120 Speaker 5: so you have that moment of like. 145 00:07:50,520 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 3: I'm I awake? Am I sleep? Well? 146 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:56,040 Speaker 5: At that time, if I could like fully remember, I 147 00:07:56,080 --> 00:07:59,600 Speaker 5: remember just being in a big daze. 148 00:07:58,680 --> 00:08:00,480 Speaker 3: And I was also really sad. 149 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:02,600 Speaker 5: So when you're in depression too, you can kind of 150 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:05,760 Speaker 5: have those out of body kind of experiences. And so 151 00:08:06,280 --> 00:08:08,360 Speaker 5: she took me through these chains events, and basically I 152 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:14,840 Speaker 5: walked I had my partner and somebody very close to me. 153 00:08:15,280 --> 00:08:19,080 Speaker 3: Having sex, which you're showing you something. 154 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:23,880 Speaker 5: Yes, So I lost I pretty much lost it, and 155 00:08:24,240 --> 00:08:27,960 Speaker 5: I ended up going into deep depression and we split up. 156 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:32,160 Speaker 3: Of course, was it true? Actually walked into it? Oh, 157 00:08:32,200 --> 00:08:36,120 Speaker 3: you walked into it? I thought you. I thought you 158 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:38,400 Speaker 3: had a vision. I thought she was. I thought it 159 00:08:38,400 --> 00:08:40,800 Speaker 3: was a vision. This was real, you at your house 160 00:08:40,840 --> 00:08:43,720 Speaker 3: together having set with somebody else. I owned a duplex. 161 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:45,280 Speaker 3: It was in the front of my house. She was 162 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:50,960 Speaker 3: a bold you haven't got in a hotel room. I 163 00:08:51,000 --> 00:08:54,520 Speaker 3: thought it was a dream. You gotta follow because I'm 164 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:57,079 Speaker 3: gonna tell you, I'm gonna what. I gotta try to 165 00:08:57,080 --> 00:08:59,040 Speaker 3: squeeze this all in this podcast. It is like a 166 00:08:59,120 --> 00:08:59,679 Speaker 3: huge journey. 167 00:08:59,679 --> 00:09:02,920 Speaker 2: Okay, tenkay, While you're going through this depression, you wake 168 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:05,240 Speaker 2: up out of your slumburg just because you hear this voice. 169 00:09:05,760 --> 00:09:09,079 Speaker 5: And I actually feel like somebody picked me up guided 170 00:09:09,600 --> 00:09:11,240 Speaker 5: And so I was standing on my feet and I 171 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:14,600 Speaker 5: can hear my aunt say get up, and she walks 172 00:09:14,640 --> 00:09:16,559 Speaker 5: me through these chains events and I can hear her 173 00:09:16,679 --> 00:09:18,559 Speaker 5: tell me go downstairs. 174 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 3: I go to the back door. I'll give you a 175 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:21,640 Speaker 3: little bit more details. Go back door. 176 00:09:21,679 --> 00:09:23,640 Speaker 5: And I went to o, like, touch the handle, and 177 00:09:23,679 --> 00:09:26,120 Speaker 5: I can hear my aunt again say no, grab your keys. 178 00:09:27,200 --> 00:09:37,720 Speaker 3: And so I know, fiction story, but that would have 179 00:09:37,720 --> 00:09:46,800 Speaker 3: been good. Write a woman's you know I'm crazy, Yes, okay, 180 00:09:47,160 --> 00:09:54,320 Speaker 3: keep keep going. Oh my gosh, thank you. Love it, 181 00:09:54,480 --> 00:10:01,560 Speaker 3: little fairy little flowers. I love you so so I did. 182 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:03,600 Speaker 3: So I actually physically walked in. 183 00:10:03,920 --> 00:10:05,920 Speaker 5: There were some other Chaine events that happened, but basically 184 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:09,680 Speaker 5: I walked in and I saw my wife having sex 185 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:10,640 Speaker 5: with somebody very. 186 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:11,720 Speaker 3: Close to me. Oh shit. 187 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:17,960 Speaker 5: And so the first thing that I thought of was one, 188 00:10:18,040 --> 00:10:21,400 Speaker 5: I have a child and he's in the house and 189 00:10:21,480 --> 00:10:25,560 Speaker 5: so and I have a business. I have a real 190 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:27,680 Speaker 5: estate also, and I also at this time have a 191 00:10:27,720 --> 00:10:33,400 Speaker 5: retail store. And so my first thing was take care 192 00:10:33,440 --> 00:10:36,720 Speaker 5: of everything. I'll be back. I grabbed my bags, I 193 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:39,680 Speaker 5: stuffed my bags, and I freaking flew out to Las 194 00:10:39,760 --> 00:10:43,080 Speaker 5: Vegas and I stood there for about a good three weeks, 195 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:46,200 Speaker 5: and I was in deep, deep depression. This is the 196 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:49,400 Speaker 5: first time now I've had depression. I've had a depression 197 00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:52,240 Speaker 5: around me all my life. My brother's schizophrenic, mad and depressive. 198 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:55,800 Speaker 5: My sisters also suffers from depression. I have a lot 199 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:58,240 Speaker 5: of other family members that also suffer from it, so 200 00:10:58,320 --> 00:10:59,880 Speaker 5: I've always kind of be around it. But I've been 201 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 5: a strong person, so I never really understood depression as 202 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:06,680 Speaker 5: much as like, because I always look. 203 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:07,960 Speaker 3: Why are you so sad? 204 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:10,520 Speaker 5: Like you have everything, like what's going on? Like those 205 00:11:10,559 --> 00:11:12,880 Speaker 5: same common things. But then when you're in it, you 206 00:11:12,920 --> 00:11:15,400 Speaker 5: get it, like it doesn't matter what you have, Like 207 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:18,040 Speaker 5: you just fall and it's really hard to see the 208 00:11:18,120 --> 00:11:20,800 Speaker 5: light at the end of the tunnel. And I remember 209 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,000 Speaker 5: being like the size of an ant and the world 210 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:25,079 Speaker 5: was so big and everything was spinning and I was 211 00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:28,040 Speaker 5: standing still, and I remember that moment like I could 212 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:32,120 Speaker 5: feel it, and I came back, and little by little, 213 00:11:32,160 --> 00:11:34,320 Speaker 5: of course, I had to go through all of that 214 00:11:34,360 --> 00:11:40,600 Speaker 5: separation and stuff and then Alex. Now moving forward to Alex. Alex, 215 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:43,199 Speaker 5: I've always known she was like my crush in the bar, 216 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:48,160 Speaker 5: like at the gay bar in in Long Beach. She 217 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:50,720 Speaker 5: never even knew I existed, by the way, so she 218 00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:52,079 Speaker 5: I like to say that she was my. 219 00:11:52,080 --> 00:11:53,439 Speaker 3: Crush that I actually landed. 220 00:11:53,559 --> 00:11:56,839 Speaker 5: Oh, because she was the popular girl that always hung 221 00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:59,720 Speaker 5: around with all the pretty girls. I was like, mom, 222 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:03,400 Speaker 5: you know, home Mom, that didn't really like fit the crowd, 223 00:12:03,640 --> 00:12:07,000 Speaker 5: you know, And so I was I never really approached her. 224 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:10,000 Speaker 5: And then a few years later, which is now, after 225 00:12:10,080 --> 00:12:14,120 Speaker 5: my divorce and stuff, I mentioned to a mutual friend 226 00:12:14,160 --> 00:12:16,920 Speaker 5: about Alex and she's like, oh, she's my friend and 227 00:12:16,960 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 5: I'm like really, She's like yeah. I was like, well 228 00:12:19,160 --> 00:12:23,160 Speaker 5: hook it up and she goes, well, you know, okay, okay, 229 00:12:23,200 --> 00:12:24,800 Speaker 5: and she kept on trying to call her and she 230 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:25,840 Speaker 5: never would respond. 231 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:29,000 Speaker 3: And then finally my. 232 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:31,320 Speaker 5: Friend needed some information for me because I was in 233 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:33,480 Speaker 5: real estate. She wanted me to look up a house 234 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:36,440 Speaker 5: and I was like, I'm giving you nothing until you give. 235 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:44,600 Speaker 3: Me I asked you for and sure enough she she 236 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:46,600 Speaker 3: got hold of her and then we ended up meeting. 237 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:49,679 Speaker 5: And that's a whole nother story because when on a 238 00:12:49,679 --> 00:12:51,720 Speaker 5: blind date, we never really left each other ever since. 239 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:55,280 Speaker 5: We talked on the phone for a good three maybe 240 00:12:55,360 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 5: three months before we actually met in person. 241 00:12:58,000 --> 00:12:58,559 Speaker 3: Wow. 242 00:12:59,080 --> 00:13:01,280 Speaker 5: And so this this is where we come together now. 243 00:13:01,440 --> 00:13:04,800 Speaker 5: So in this time is when the market, like again 244 00:13:05,080 --> 00:13:07,240 Speaker 5: had crashed on top of my depression. So when I 245 00:13:07,280 --> 00:13:09,840 Speaker 5: met Alex, I was on a lot of medication, a 246 00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:13,520 Speaker 5: lot of Western medicine. I always was a spiritual person 247 00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:16,160 Speaker 5: as far as like trying to find out my spirituality, 248 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:19,080 Speaker 5: but I never really understood it because I didn't fit 249 00:13:19,240 --> 00:13:23,960 Speaker 5: in any religious box. Because I grew up Catholic, I 250 00:13:24,120 --> 00:13:25,360 Speaker 5: moved over to Christianity. 251 00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:27,200 Speaker 3: I had my son in Christian school. 252 00:13:27,240 --> 00:13:29,640 Speaker 5: I had then had him in a Lutheran school because 253 00:13:29,720 --> 00:13:32,280 Speaker 5: Christianity started to tell him that gay people were bad 254 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:35,080 Speaker 5: and that you have to boycott Disney movies and all 255 00:13:35,120 --> 00:13:36,559 Speaker 5: of these things. I was like, oh no, you need 256 00:13:36,559 --> 00:13:38,440 Speaker 5: to leave that school. So I took him out of 257 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:40,760 Speaker 5: there and I put him in a Lutheran school. And 258 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:45,800 Speaker 5: because of course I was a gay woman. And then 259 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:49,800 Speaker 5: when with Alex coming in, she really was about like 260 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:52,559 Speaker 5: magic like stuff that I was like, Oh, no, you're 261 00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:56,559 Speaker 5: a witch. You're like putting like candles up and praying 262 00:13:56,600 --> 00:13:58,880 Speaker 5: on the moon and going around three times around the circle, 263 00:13:58,960 --> 00:14:01,839 Speaker 5: you know, around the table, and like chanting. And I 264 00:14:01,880 --> 00:14:04,520 Speaker 5: was like, and my son would say to me, like, Mom, 265 00:14:04,840 --> 00:14:10,720 Speaker 5: that woman's crazy. She's burning candles, and he's like, I'm scared. 266 00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:20,800 Speaker 6: And I was like me too. I said, her candles 267 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:21,160 Speaker 6: is stayed. 268 00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:23,640 Speaker 3: We got a rabbit. 269 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,680 Speaker 5: So when I hear mat her, I told her, I said, 270 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 5: you know, your religious belief or whatever belief system you have, 271 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:31,280 Speaker 5: I'm okay with you know, I'm not going to judge 272 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:34,800 Speaker 5: you for what you do. However, I'm not participating. Like 273 00:14:34,960 --> 00:14:37,600 Speaker 5: you know, I have my belief system, which is, you know, 274 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:41,560 Speaker 5: my Catholicism and my Christianity. So I still believe that 275 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:45,520 Speaker 5: even though the church kind of didn't accept us, I 276 00:14:45,560 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 5: mean me as much as I would liked it, it 277 00:14:48,480 --> 00:14:51,720 Speaker 5: still was a very big foundation to my belief system. 278 00:14:52,440 --> 00:14:55,920 Speaker 3: So when she she said no, no, it's okay, it's okay. 279 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:57,960 Speaker 5: And then when I started to see things like really 280 00:14:58,040 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 5: magically happen like you, oh, of course this time when 281 00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 5: the market crash, you don't have anything. I'm getting my 282 00:15:03,880 --> 00:15:07,680 Speaker 5: cars repode, my houses are in bankruptcy. I had to 283 00:15:07,680 --> 00:15:11,440 Speaker 5: claim bankruptcy. You know, I'm living off of money that 284 00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:15,400 Speaker 5: I had saved over the years. And I when you're 285 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:20,280 Speaker 5: an entrepreneur for so long, it's so hard to like 286 00:15:21,240 --> 00:15:23,560 Speaker 5: have an interview when you're the one that usually gives 287 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:26,640 Speaker 5: the interview, like how do I even explain? And then 288 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,560 Speaker 5: right now, at this time, it's like you need a 289 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:31,560 Speaker 5: college education. And one thing I hated school like I 290 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:34,320 Speaker 5: was done. Honestly, in ninth grade, I was like I was. 291 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:36,040 Speaker 3: Right. 292 00:15:36,200 --> 00:15:38,520 Speaker 5: I was like Mom, like I'm good, right, Like I'm 293 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:40,160 Speaker 5: just gonna go on Fridays and take the test and 294 00:15:40,160 --> 00:15:42,480 Speaker 5: I'm good, Like I'm okay, I've learned enough. 295 00:15:42,280 --> 00:15:46,360 Speaker 3: And I'm out. And my parents of course were like crazy, 296 00:15:47,040 --> 00:15:48,680 Speaker 3: but I did. I just didn't like it. 297 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:52,000 Speaker 5: And so going into these interviews they wanted, they didn't 298 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:54,760 Speaker 5: care about, like how much background I owned a medical 299 00:15:54,760 --> 00:15:57,640 Speaker 5: billy company for thirteen years. If I didn't have, you know, 300 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:02,960 Speaker 5: these degrees, I was basically not really looked at. So 301 00:16:04,040 --> 00:16:06,680 Speaker 5: I wasn't about to go work for somebody else. And 302 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:08,760 Speaker 5: so Alex and I when we had met, and we 303 00:16:08,840 --> 00:16:11,080 Speaker 5: never left each other's side. And I'll say a little 304 00:16:11,080 --> 00:16:13,680 Speaker 5: bit about Alex eighteen years old. You want to tell 305 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,120 Speaker 5: your story, You want me to tell your story? 306 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:17,520 Speaker 3: How did you get into magic? How did you start? Like? 307 00:16:17,840 --> 00:16:20,000 Speaker 3: Is this something that you up around in your family? 308 00:16:20,160 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 7: No, my mom My mom's very religious, But religion for 309 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:30,440 Speaker 7: me was always very like boxed. I felt boxed, like 310 00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:32,960 Speaker 7: I in some stuff that I didn't agree with, Like 311 00:16:33,080 --> 00:16:34,640 Speaker 7: I was like, why do I have to sit in 312 00:16:34,680 --> 00:16:36,680 Speaker 7: some room and tell some guy, I like my sins. 313 00:16:38,360 --> 00:16:41,600 Speaker 7: This guy, Yeah, it doesn't make any sense to me. 314 00:16:41,680 --> 00:16:44,360 Speaker 7: It just didn't feel right and didn't resonate. So so, 315 00:16:44,680 --> 00:16:47,200 Speaker 7: you know, I started exploring. And when I was eighteen, 316 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:49,840 Speaker 7: my parents used to live here and then they decided 317 00:16:49,880 --> 00:16:52,280 Speaker 7: to move back to Colembia. So and I made the 318 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:56,080 Speaker 7: choice to stay, and so I did they left, and 319 00:16:56,160 --> 00:16:57,680 Speaker 7: so I always. 320 00:16:58,920 --> 00:17:01,720 Speaker 3: A contrary to her, I loved school. So I'm putelfter 321 00:17:01,840 --> 00:17:09,000 Speaker 3: school a way to get you. I'm just like degree 322 00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:09,680 Speaker 3: for ship. 323 00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:16,960 Speaker 7: That we have this argument all the time because I 324 00:17:16,960 --> 00:17:19,280 Speaker 7: feel like I use my degree every day. 325 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:22,000 Speaker 3: She doesn't seem to. Well, we differ on that, but 326 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:26,560 Speaker 3: we just agree to disagree. But so so I put. 327 00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:29,520 Speaker 7: Myself through school and and and I'm a social worker 328 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:32,800 Speaker 7: sociology major, so in that like, I chose a lot 329 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:37,480 Speaker 7: of like cultural religious classes, and I learned a lot 330 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:40,320 Speaker 7: about different stuff, and so I started seeing like there's 331 00:17:40,320 --> 00:17:43,160 Speaker 7: so much more out there, and so I started exploring that, 332 00:17:43,680 --> 00:17:48,000 Speaker 7: and I started kind of deciding, well, you know, there's 333 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:50,080 Speaker 7: a little bit from you know, Buddhism that I like, 334 00:17:50,119 --> 00:17:52,480 Speaker 7: a little bit from Kabala that I like, you know 335 00:17:52,720 --> 00:17:54,920 Speaker 7: a little bit from Santania that I like a little 336 00:17:54,920 --> 00:17:57,159 Speaker 7: bit from this, and so I started kind of creating 337 00:17:57,160 --> 00:18:01,360 Speaker 7: my own arsenal of belief and you know, for myself. 338 00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:03,640 Speaker 7: And I didn't feel like I had to go somewhere 339 00:18:03,720 --> 00:18:06,280 Speaker 7: like every Sunday and do this like. 340 00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:07,680 Speaker 3: Ritual, like I could do it at home. 341 00:18:07,880 --> 00:18:11,119 Speaker 7: So so I started doing that and it worked for me, 342 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:12,760 Speaker 7: like it felt good to me. I had my little 343 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:15,359 Speaker 7: altar in my house and I'd light my candles and 344 00:18:15,840 --> 00:18:19,480 Speaker 7: you know, do my what I now know is manifesting, 345 00:18:19,560 --> 00:18:23,680 Speaker 7: but you know, I was just basically putting my thoughts 346 00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:24,840 Speaker 7: and my ideas. 347 00:18:24,400 --> 00:18:27,760 Speaker 3: Out and do the universe. And so you know, I 348 00:18:27,800 --> 00:18:28,520 Speaker 3: practiced that. 349 00:18:28,640 --> 00:18:31,040 Speaker 5: And so when I when we met, I was like, 350 00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:33,280 Speaker 5: oh no, that can can't be around me. But it 351 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 5: only took about two years and I was in full force, 352 00:18:35,680 --> 00:18:36,560 Speaker 5: like I was like, give me. 353 00:18:36,520 --> 00:18:43,480 Speaker 8: That candle, like we need a fresh officer, because actually 354 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:46,639 Speaker 8: she started to do was actually starting to happen, and 355 00:18:46,720 --> 00:18:48,679 Speaker 8: I could see, I'm like, she's not a bad person, 356 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:51,200 Speaker 8: like because when you hear the word, which you. 357 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:56,520 Speaker 5: Automatically just have like a negative dark yeah right, bad 358 00:18:56,600 --> 00:19:01,080 Speaker 5: spells liked yes. And as a young child child, I 359 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:05,679 Speaker 5: was always intrigued, like fascinated by like those like bodanicas. 360 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:08,360 Speaker 5: Even though they were dark and dusty and like kind 361 00:19:08,359 --> 00:19:12,600 Speaker 5: of scary, I still felt like a certain way of 362 00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:15,040 Speaker 5: like wanting to go in. And then if and when 363 00:19:15,119 --> 00:19:18,400 Speaker 5: I did go in, I felt like I didn't have 364 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 5: as much knowledge, so they weren't really wanting to talk 365 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:23,439 Speaker 5: to me, or I wasn't part of the glick. I 366 00:19:23,480 --> 00:19:27,120 Speaker 5: didn't belong And so this is somebody that's like very 367 00:19:27,160 --> 00:19:32,120 Speaker 5: religious too, Like I always seeked something in religion that 368 00:19:32,359 --> 00:19:35,680 Speaker 5: kind of fulfilled me, and so going to these stores, 369 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:39,560 Speaker 5: I didn't feel like connected. So then when we met 370 00:19:39,640 --> 00:19:42,919 Speaker 5: with Alex and she's all about witchery and stuff, and 371 00:19:42,920 --> 00:19:44,679 Speaker 5: I was like, well, maybe this is the you know, 372 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:48,119 Speaker 5: and it doesn't have a name, like it was just spirituality. 373 00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:51,639 Speaker 5: It didn't have like a certain name to what the 374 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:54,680 Speaker 5: belief system was, and I kind of like was in it. 375 00:19:55,119 --> 00:19:57,439 Speaker 5: And so then we started to do candle logic and 376 00:19:57,480 --> 00:19:59,160 Speaker 5: I started to do that, and then I started to learn, 377 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,320 Speaker 5: and that's all it took. It was like literally wasn't 378 00:20:02,359 --> 00:20:05,560 Speaker 5: about reading books and wasn't about googling everything. It was 379 00:20:05,600 --> 00:20:10,359 Speaker 5: more about I was in a very vulnerable and a 380 00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:14,240 Speaker 5: very I like to say we were in desperation, you know, 381 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:17,120 Speaker 5: because a lot of times you don't start to make 382 00:20:17,200 --> 00:20:21,040 Speaker 5: magic happen until the rug gets slipped underneath you that 383 00:20:21,119 --> 00:20:24,320 Speaker 5: it forces you to stand up. And so that was 384 00:20:24,359 --> 00:20:27,239 Speaker 5: our moment. It was like everything was being taken. There 385 00:20:27,320 --> 00:20:29,480 Speaker 5: was a lot of stuff happening in the world at 386 00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:33,159 Speaker 5: that time, and we just was like, I'm going to 387 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:34,760 Speaker 5: pray and I'm going to make this happen. 388 00:20:34,880 --> 00:20:35,600 Speaker 3: Yeah. I feel like the. 389 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:38,880 Speaker 7: Universe, you know, for whatever reason, brought us together because 390 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:40,560 Speaker 7: I was going through a lot as well. I had 391 00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:43,040 Speaker 7: properties that I was losing several because I was in 392 00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:45,879 Speaker 7: real estate too. Because at heart, I mean, yeah, I 393 00:20:45,920 --> 00:20:47,399 Speaker 7: went to school and I was like I'm going to 394 00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:50,840 Speaker 7: be a social worker or whatever. Like I had these goals, 395 00:20:50,880 --> 00:20:53,439 Speaker 7: but you know, deep down inside, like I had that 396 00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:57,120 Speaker 7: entrepreneur kind of you know vibe, and I was like, 397 00:20:58,040 --> 00:21:01,440 Speaker 7: if I'm going to you know, like this is something 398 00:21:01,440 --> 00:21:02,399 Speaker 7: that I want to fall back on. 399 00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:06,159 Speaker 3: But the priority was I wanted to have my own business. 400 00:21:06,160 --> 00:21:08,679 Speaker 7: I wanted to do my own thing, and so I 401 00:21:08,680 --> 00:21:10,639 Speaker 7: started with the real estate thing. I was like, okay, 402 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:15,000 Speaker 7: like her you know, trup and and you know, sit 403 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:17,199 Speaker 7: back and just cook like the threat and and but 404 00:21:17,280 --> 00:21:19,120 Speaker 7: it didn't work out that way. So we were both 405 00:21:19,119 --> 00:21:22,520 Speaker 7: in the same place losing everything, and I think, you know, 406 00:21:22,560 --> 00:21:25,480 Speaker 7: it was it was a time where like we needed 407 00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:28,000 Speaker 7: each other and somehow, you know, the universe brought us 408 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:31,360 Speaker 7: together and I introduced some stuff to her and we 409 00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:32,639 Speaker 7: just kind of started sharing. 410 00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:35,359 Speaker 5: And so during that time, we would talk about like 411 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:36,639 Speaker 5: a Spiritual Detok Center. 412 00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 3: You know, it was the whole lottery. 413 00:21:38,359 --> 00:21:41,399 Speaker 5: Ticket because we were like scratching lottery tickets. 414 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:51,320 Speaker 9: That was like my thing, like, you know, and so 415 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:53,600 Speaker 9: we would say, like when you did win the lottery, babe, 416 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:54,840 Speaker 9: like what would you do with the money? 417 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,159 Speaker 3: And I'd be like, oh, I'd buy my mom this, 418 00:21:57,280 --> 00:21:58,960 Speaker 3: and I'd buy my dad dad and the like. 419 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:01,320 Speaker 5: We would just you know, and then we would always 420 00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:04,000 Speaker 5: talk about the Spiritual Detok Center that we wanted to open, 421 00:22:04,600 --> 00:22:09,359 Speaker 5: and how like these these things, this magic isn't all 422 00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,840 Speaker 5: bad like how I felt it was because I lived 423 00:22:11,880 --> 00:22:13,840 Speaker 5: through it. And during this time, I had my first 424 00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:19,119 Speaker 5: terror reading. And I remember, so this is before it 425 00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:21,120 Speaker 5: was like a few months before I met Alex one 426 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:24,160 Speaker 5: of my cousin that my aunt had passed away. Her 427 00:22:24,240 --> 00:22:27,520 Speaker 5: daughter said, because I didn't tell anybody what happened. 428 00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:30,040 Speaker 3: I thought. I think that's the most interesting about this story. 429 00:22:30,359 --> 00:22:31,160 Speaker 3: The two things. 430 00:22:31,359 --> 00:22:33,199 Speaker 2: I think one of the most interesting things is that 431 00:22:33,240 --> 00:22:36,760 Speaker 2: you were reluctant to like to like figure out what's 432 00:22:36,800 --> 00:22:39,720 Speaker 2: happening over there, even though you had had this really 433 00:22:39,880 --> 00:22:44,400 Speaker 2: like experience with someone who owe spirit, you know, but 434 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:48,480 Speaker 2: but like you were fighting obviously this pool that says that. 435 00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:57,719 Speaker 6: Spirit I knew, right, that's something different. 436 00:22:58,320 --> 00:22:58,800 Speaker 4: But she was. 437 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:01,760 Speaker 3: She was, definitely, she just was. She didn't she didn't 438 00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:04,240 Speaker 3: realize she was. She didn't. We weren't tapping him. 439 00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:06,600 Speaker 2: And then my other question before sorry, I'm like, no, 440 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:09,960 Speaker 2: that's okay. I know you're initially like to your son's father, 441 00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:11,880 Speaker 2: you're married. Was he religious? 442 00:23:12,119 --> 00:23:15,680 Speaker 3: He wasn't, and then his mom was very religious. 443 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:17,199 Speaker 2: And at that point, did you do you think he 444 00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:19,639 Speaker 2: realized at that when did you know you're lesbian or 445 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:20,480 Speaker 2: you like women? 446 00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:24,600 Speaker 5: Honestly, I believe I was my whole life, but you don't. 447 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:27,399 Speaker 5: Maybe I can tell you the reason why I think 448 00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:32,440 Speaker 5: I and I don't know why this happens as far 449 00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:35,160 Speaker 5: as I don't know if it's a I can't even 450 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:37,160 Speaker 5: say why this happens for me. I'm going to say 451 00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:40,159 Speaker 5: how why I feel that I'm gay? 452 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 3: Now I could. 453 00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:43,640 Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm not going to talk about like how society 454 00:23:43,720 --> 00:23:46,199 Speaker 5: views it and how other people view it. I'm going 455 00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:49,920 Speaker 5: to say what why I chose to be with a woman? 456 00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:54,280 Speaker 5: My choice, and my choice was was one. I never 457 00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:59,159 Speaker 5: really felt comfortable with a man completely. I there was 458 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:01,840 Speaker 5: a disconnect and I did feel more comfortable with women. 459 00:24:02,320 --> 00:24:04,399 Speaker 5: And then as a child, I was molested by my 460 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:10,400 Speaker 5: gran my uncle, which even pushed me further away from him. Now, 461 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:13,480 Speaker 5: you know, I don't think I need to try to 462 00:24:13,480 --> 00:24:16,080 Speaker 5: figure out what. All I know is I'm comfortable here 463 00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:17,879 Speaker 5: and this is where I want to stay. And so 464 00:24:17,960 --> 00:24:20,280 Speaker 5: when I was with Eric, I mean, yeah, Eric is 465 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:20,840 Speaker 5: my son. 466 00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:21,320 Speaker 3: His dad. 467 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:25,960 Speaker 5: I loved him, loved him, so I can't say that 468 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:29,119 Speaker 5: I would have ever left him, other than his alcoholism, 469 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:34,040 Speaker 5: because he was he had issues with that. Unfortunately it 470 00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:36,520 Speaker 5: had nothing to do with I just couldn't raise my 471 00:24:36,640 --> 00:24:40,639 Speaker 5: child in an alcoholic home because my father's father was 472 00:24:40,680 --> 00:24:44,680 Speaker 5: an alcoholic and my dad instilled in us like no drugs, 473 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,480 Speaker 5: no alcohol, like we don't do that. So it was 474 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:51,000 Speaker 5: very difficult for me to and I tried to help him. 475 00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,040 Speaker 5: I we even tried to help him for a couple 476 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:54,000 Speaker 5: of years he lived with us. 477 00:24:54,760 --> 00:24:57,040 Speaker 2: That's amazing, ya, So it's amazing that you guys tried. 478 00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:59,320 Speaker 2: They had the relationship and the ability to try and 479 00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:00,400 Speaker 2: navigate that way. 480 00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:02,800 Speaker 3: We actually just lost him to alcoholic Oh no. 481 00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:07,080 Speaker 5: So my son is the eldest of four boys, and 482 00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:10,320 Speaker 5: so it's it's been a little difficult for him, but 483 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:13,040 Speaker 5: but you know, it's it's been a journey with that 484 00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:15,960 Speaker 5: because he's always been my friend. He's a friend to her, 485 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:19,240 Speaker 5: like he was a beautiful man, but unfortunately just couldn't 486 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:23,040 Speaker 5: be beat the disease. You know, So being I was 487 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:25,679 Speaker 5: always I had a partner, of course, but I've always 488 00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:30,280 Speaker 5: raised my son as a single mother because both women. 489 00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:35,920 Speaker 5: My wife before Alex was involved, but she had very 490 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:38,840 Speaker 5: strict guidelines of like how she went. 491 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,760 Speaker 3: Yeah, and I'm. 492 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:44,199 Speaker 5: I would never wanted to raise my child with something 493 00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:47,800 Speaker 5: that somebody that was like so strict. So you know, 494 00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:50,440 Speaker 5: when you're in a relationship, you guys know, like it's 495 00:25:50,480 --> 00:25:52,359 Speaker 5: hard to bring somebody else in and like, how are 496 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,280 Speaker 5: you gonna raise my kid? 497 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:54,200 Speaker 3: Like that's my baby. 498 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:58,040 Speaker 1: I know, I want you to be a parent, don't 499 00:25:58,040 --> 00:26:08,240 Speaker 1: want you to be calm down, and sometimes you're like, just. 500 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:08,760 Speaker 5: Take care of you. 501 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:11,239 Speaker 3: We're just so. 502 00:26:12,560 --> 00:26:14,879 Speaker 7: But on the other side, it's not a good place 503 00:26:14,960 --> 00:26:17,760 Speaker 7: to be because then you don't you know, from my perspective, 504 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:19,800 Speaker 7: it's like, okay, I don't know how much I can 505 00:26:20,040 --> 00:26:23,880 Speaker 7: do or do, so you know, it makes it very difficult. 506 00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:29,560 Speaker 2: Well, it makes it difficult when somebody is like really 507 00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:31,760 Speaker 2: strict about how they want a parent to you know 508 00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:35,200 Speaker 2: what I mean, you have some similarities in parenting, like okay, 509 00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:37,680 Speaker 2: you know, like then it's easy to vibe that way. 510 00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:39,720 Speaker 2: But if you're thinking like something completely different than what 511 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,880 Speaker 2: I'm thinking, and you're not the biological parent, then it's 512 00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:44,080 Speaker 2: going to be a constant. 513 00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:44,920 Speaker 3: Yeah. 514 00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:49,600 Speaker 7: And for me, you know, like from the beginning, like 515 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,919 Speaker 7: I've been like I've been gave all my life, Like 516 00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:53,920 Speaker 7: it's never been a question. 517 00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:57,880 Speaker 5: It's like like like, yeah, I'm a boy. 518 00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:02,119 Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, Literally, Like I fought my mom for the 519 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 7: T shirt because it was there was the pink I'm 520 00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:05,919 Speaker 7: a Girl and the blue I'm a Boy, and I 521 00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:08,639 Speaker 7: was like, no, this is the one I want, you know, 522 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 7: and I have. 523 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:11,359 Speaker 3: Pictures with it. So there's never been a question. 524 00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:15,160 Speaker 7: But for me, like I had always you know, when 525 00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:18,440 Speaker 7: I started being in relationships and stuff, I'd always made 526 00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:20,680 Speaker 7: a conscious decision not to be with somebody who had 527 00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:24,000 Speaker 7: children because that, you know, was always like I don't 528 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:27,000 Speaker 7: want to deal with maybe daddy's drama and you know, 529 00:27:27,160 --> 00:27:30,640 Speaker 7: like this whole thing. It just was too complicated. And 530 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:33,000 Speaker 7: you know, for whatever reason, I fell in love with 531 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:36,840 Speaker 7: somebody who does have a child. But I can't say, 532 00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:38,879 Speaker 7: and I wouldn't change it for the world, but I 533 00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:41,560 Speaker 7: do have to say it was very difficult for me 534 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:45,119 Speaker 7: because I didn't know. I never wanted to have children, so, 535 00:27:45,880 --> 00:27:47,359 Speaker 7: you know, and I am very said in my ways, 536 00:27:47,400 --> 00:27:50,679 Speaker 7: and I do think that certain things should be certain ways, 537 00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:52,919 Speaker 7: and so it was very hard for me to like 538 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:57,880 Speaker 7: just adjust and do that without stepping on anybody's toes. 539 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,000 Speaker 3: And like it was, you know, a touchy situations. 540 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:03,879 Speaker 7: So you know, for people out there that want to 541 00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:07,840 Speaker 7: have a relationship with somebody, from my perspective, you know, 542 00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:11,639 Speaker 7: you really have to bend and kind of follow the 543 00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:14,480 Speaker 7: lead if you don't want problems. 544 00:28:16,920 --> 00:28:20,320 Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, exactly. She seems fiery. 545 00:28:20,440 --> 00:28:24,240 Speaker 7: So oh, you don't even know. 546 00:28:24,800 --> 00:28:27,480 Speaker 5: My son knows, like when I when he was little, 547 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:30,280 Speaker 5: because being you know, also a boy, always kind of 548 00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:32,760 Speaker 5: felt like, oh, no, he's going to get bigger than 549 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,159 Speaker 5: me one day, like you know, And I never wanted 550 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:36,880 Speaker 5: to have a girl because I prayed to God. 551 00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,400 Speaker 3: I was like, please don't give me a girl, Please. 552 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 5: Don't give me a girl one because I knew how 553 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:42,680 Speaker 5: I was and too, I had a niece and she 554 00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:45,320 Speaker 5: just like, well she scared me. Like I was like, oh, 555 00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:46,280 Speaker 5: you need to be a boy. 556 00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:48,360 Speaker 3: Like yeah. 557 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:53,240 Speaker 5: So, but he definitely was the kind of kid I 558 00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:56,000 Speaker 5: could look at and he you know, so he was 559 00:28:56,040 --> 00:29:01,080 Speaker 5: pretty much on pretty straightforward. But as as being an entrepreneur, 560 00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:03,200 Speaker 5: my son also spent a lot of time you know, 561 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,880 Speaker 5: like alone, he did a lot of he he is 562 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:09,120 Speaker 5: a loner, so it kind of helped as far as 563 00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:12,120 Speaker 5: my entrepreneurship you know goes, because he's not one to 564 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:14,760 Speaker 5: like need a big crowd of people where I grew 565 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:16,440 Speaker 5: up and I wanted all my friends at the house. 566 00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:18,880 Speaker 4: You know, is your son because of you know, the 567 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:20,680 Speaker 4: journey of the House of Intuition has taken you on 568 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:25,160 Speaker 4: and now you have you know, you obviously Alex has 569 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:28,240 Speaker 4: you know, opened up your your world to magic. I'm 570 00:29:28,240 --> 00:29:30,640 Speaker 4: sure even just the journey of being a House of 571 00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:33,440 Speaker 4: intuition and meeting your healers and tarot card readers. Is 572 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:36,760 Speaker 4: your son also like very much in in this space 573 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:37,240 Speaker 4: as well. 574 00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:41,800 Speaker 5: He actually because he's you know, just way younger too, 575 00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:47,479 Speaker 5: and he's definitely higher in consciousness already. I think the 576 00:29:47,520 --> 00:29:51,040 Speaker 5: younger generation you don't need to tell them about like 577 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:54,560 Speaker 5: they they're already so connected to earth and to like 578 00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:59,680 Speaker 5: recycling and not overbuying, and like he's so already in 579 00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:04,200 Speaker 5: con righteousness that this was like, oh finally, Mom, like 580 00:30:04,360 --> 00:30:07,520 Speaker 5: you got it. Like he's more like me, not having 581 00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:10,959 Speaker 5: to really the guide in him. He's more like my teacher. 582 00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:13,719 Speaker 5: Then I'm his teacher. I think a lot of our 583 00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:18,040 Speaker 5: children are our teachers. They teach us so much, you know, 584 00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:21,480 Speaker 5: and he's done that for me. So being with the 585 00:30:21,560 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 5: house going back to like a terror reading, I had 586 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,160 Speaker 5: never had one before, So when I got it, I 587 00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:30,280 Speaker 5: was like with my arms crossed and reptical, very skeptical, 588 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:33,560 Speaker 5: and I'm already I felt a way about it because 589 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:35,600 Speaker 5: I had like the whole all these people just want 590 00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,280 Speaker 5: to take your money, or they're going to tell me 591 00:30:37,320 --> 00:30:39,440 Speaker 5: something that you know, I have a hex on me 592 00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:42,440 Speaker 5: or whatever. So I always was very against it and 593 00:30:42,480 --> 00:30:44,640 Speaker 5: plus my religious belief system was like, oh, no, you 594 00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:46,720 Speaker 5: never look into the future because then you're opening up 595 00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:48,280 Speaker 5: a door to like how. 596 00:30:50,120 --> 00:30:53,920 Speaker 3: Everything's this gateway to help. Yeah, so so always so scared. 597 00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:55,920 Speaker 5: But in this time, I was so depressed and I 598 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:59,240 Speaker 5: was obviously going through a lot of stuff emotionally that 599 00:30:59,320 --> 00:31:03,560 Speaker 5: I went and what this woman told me was so 600 00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 5: profound that I could feel it like in me, Like 601 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:09,720 Speaker 5: she brought up my aunt, she said hurt, like she 602 00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:13,720 Speaker 5: described her, she like went through all the change of 603 00:31:13,760 --> 00:31:16,680 Speaker 5: events that I had been going through. So I knew 604 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:20,160 Speaker 5: spirit was there, some other force was there with us 605 00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:24,080 Speaker 5: at that table, and it changed my life on that 606 00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,840 Speaker 5: first moment. And then with Alex coming in and she 607 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:29,640 Speaker 5: had already done a Taro reading before it was on, 608 00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:32,000 Speaker 5: it was like, oh, we need to figure life out. 609 00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:33,000 Speaker 3: Let's go to the Terror reader. 610 00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:33,280 Speaker 1: Yeah. 611 00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:35,760 Speaker 5: We would like go and we would listen and we 612 00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:37,920 Speaker 5: would pick and choose what we wanted to take. 613 00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,600 Speaker 3: So this particular reading that we would go to. 614 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:42,880 Speaker 5: Alex and I were having yard sales by the way 615 00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:48,360 Speaker 5: to sustain our mortgage to pay for our livelihood for 616 00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:50,880 Speaker 5: the first couple of years before the House of Intuition, 617 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,080 Speaker 5: and then we went to the terror reader and we're like. 618 00:31:53,040 --> 00:31:55,320 Speaker 3: What's going on, Like, what's going on with my life? 619 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 5: And she's like, you guys are thinking about something. You 620 00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:01,840 Speaker 5: guys have another like something's going on here. And I 621 00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:04,760 Speaker 5: was like, oh, she's talking about that spiritual Detox center. 622 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:07,560 Speaker 5: And so I said, you know, should I ask in it? 623 00:32:07,600 --> 00:32:09,600 Speaker 5: Alex like yeah, and I asked, you know, yeah, we 624 00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:11,960 Speaker 5: want a spiritual detok center. We want one that has 625 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:15,600 Speaker 5: no religious form. We want to have a center that 626 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,360 Speaker 5: there's no store. By the way, it wasn't supposed to 627 00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:20,560 Speaker 5: be a store. It was just supposed to be of 628 00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:23,440 Speaker 5: terribordies that show that terrorities aren't as bad. It's the 629 00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:28,680 Speaker 5: human behind the cards that has that that takes advantage 630 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:29,880 Speaker 5: of people that are vulnerable. 631 00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:33,240 Speaker 3: So it's us humans that are creating that bad. 632 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:36,040 Speaker 5: And so she's like, let's see and she put filips 633 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:38,680 Speaker 5: the cards and she's like, absolutely, that's where you. 634 00:32:38,680 --> 00:32:40,480 Speaker 3: Guys are supposed to be. That's what you're supposed to do. 635 00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:42,960 Speaker 5: Five days later, we saw that little house up on 636 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:46,160 Speaker 5: the hill and we took all of our money and 637 00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:47,920 Speaker 5: basically and my son's college education. 638 00:32:49,280 --> 00:33:03,680 Speaker 3: You never like school. I'm good, right choice, You're good. Right, Yeah, 639 00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:12,360 Speaker 3: you're good. Basically you're on my team. 640 00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:15,480 Speaker 5: And so he just basically said, yeah, Mom, you know, 641 00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:17,120 Speaker 5: like you could take whatever you need. 642 00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:17,760 Speaker 3: Don't worry about it. 643 00:33:17,800 --> 00:33:20,239 Speaker 5: I'll get to school. And I said, okay, So we 644 00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:23,600 Speaker 5: took that money. Alex actually had a couple of houses 645 00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:25,760 Speaker 5: up in Silver Lake and she let those go, she 646 00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:29,280 Speaker 5: sold one of them, and that's what supported the House 647 00:33:29,280 --> 00:33:32,480 Speaker 5: of Intuition. We put every single penny into there, into 648 00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:36,000 Speaker 5: that space, and it was vacant for nine months, did 649 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:39,040 Speaker 5: nothing for like eight months, and we were losing everything, 650 00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,760 Speaker 5: but we had our faith and we and we knew 651 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,040 Speaker 5: what we why we wanted to have it. 652 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:44,640 Speaker 3: We want. 653 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,720 Speaker 5: The main purpose of House of Intuition and it has 654 00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:52,880 Speaker 5: never changed is because I still feel like we are 655 00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:55,280 Speaker 5: so small and the world could be so big, and 656 00:33:55,360 --> 00:33:58,160 Speaker 5: sometimes when we get in that space, we need. 657 00:33:57,920 --> 00:33:59,160 Speaker 3: That little light of hope. 658 00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:02,240 Speaker 5: And as long as we have a safe space to 659 00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:04,880 Speaker 5: be able to get our tools, to be able to 660 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:08,560 Speaker 5: do our church in our homes, I think that's really 661 00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:13,200 Speaker 5: where our spirit lies, is like we can do our 662 00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:18,360 Speaker 5: own rituals, our own like magic in our homes without 663 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:22,440 Speaker 5: having to seek outside of ourselves, because that's where we started. 664 00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:26,719 Speaker 4: You know, it's so funny, like how the universe works, honestly, 665 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:30,560 Speaker 4: Like I I'm sitting here thinking about like just how 666 00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:33,239 Speaker 4: y you know we connected with you guys. And the 667 00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:37,040 Speaker 4: last last towards the end of last year, I really 668 00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:40,719 Speaker 4: started to think about my spirituality. And like I grew up, 669 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,960 Speaker 4: my dad was is like, went to go to church 670 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:47,240 Speaker 4: every single Sunday. One of the biggest sinners I've ever met. 671 00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:50,640 Speaker 4: He is now better, But like because of that, I 672 00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:52,160 Speaker 4: always loved church's bullshit. 673 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:53,759 Speaker 3: Like I was like, I don't want to go. 674 00:34:53,920 --> 00:34:55,799 Speaker 4: I have no desire to go, so much so that 675 00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:58,720 Speaker 4: I was like a self proclined atheist at one point, and. 676 00:34:58,600 --> 00:35:01,719 Speaker 3: Like my mom cried and it was like a whole thing. 677 00:35:01,719 --> 00:35:03,680 Speaker 4: And my mom she would go to church every now 678 00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:06,120 Speaker 4: and then, but my dad and my mom were not together, 679 00:35:06,160 --> 00:35:07,840 Speaker 4: so my and my I did spend a lot of 680 00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:09,680 Speaker 4: time with my dad. So the time that I did 681 00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:11,799 Speaker 4: spend it was always Sunday we'd go to the church. 682 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,840 Speaker 4: And I was like, Okay, I fucking hate this, Like 683 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:16,319 Speaker 4: it was just it was so I just had a 684 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,760 Speaker 4: bad experience with church. Then I went to Catholic school, 685 00:35:19,400 --> 00:35:22,000 Speaker 4: and from before I went to Catholic High School was 686 00:35:22,000 --> 00:35:24,720 Speaker 4: at a very liberal school that was like very hippie dippy, 687 00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:27,400 Speaker 4: so then going to Catholic school was so the polar opposite. 688 00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:30,600 Speaker 4: So then it just kind of like solidified my belief 689 00:35:30,719 --> 00:35:38,239 Speaker 4: that this is bullshit, right, So then like I think, 690 00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:42,360 Speaker 4: I don't know if it's age kids, just I also 691 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,440 Speaker 4: feel like I do have something that has protected me 692 00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:47,760 Speaker 4: in so many ways in my life. I'm always protected 693 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:52,560 Speaker 4: from bullshit and like specifically money too, Like I'm always 694 00:35:52,600 --> 00:35:54,719 Speaker 4: like there's something always works out for me, like at 695 00:35:54,719 --> 00:35:58,960 Speaker 4: my last the last hour, the last day, like something happens. 696 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:01,560 Speaker 4: And so I was telling Jamila and I was telling 697 00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:04,000 Speaker 4: our listeners, They've they've listened to me talk about this 698 00:36:04,200 --> 00:36:06,520 Speaker 4: idea of like I need to find I need to 699 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,080 Speaker 4: understand what the spirituality is. Like I keep telling people 700 00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:11,440 Speaker 4: I'm spiritual, but what the fuck does that actually mean? 701 00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:13,840 Speaker 4: Like if I'm not actually doing anything about it, it 702 00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:15,480 Speaker 4: just means I'm not an atheist. To me, it was 703 00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:18,560 Speaker 4: like I'm not an atheist anymore, but I'm also not religious, 704 00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:24,279 Speaker 4: so I'm like spiritual. So so I was like, you know, 705 00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:25,960 Speaker 4: at the end of this end of last year, like 706 00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:28,200 Speaker 4: a few things happened in my life that were just 707 00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:31,960 Speaker 4: so like it was just very painful, and it kind 708 00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:34,680 Speaker 4: of put life in perspective and that life is so fragile, 709 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:36,799 Speaker 4: and so I was like, I think I need to 710 00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:39,080 Speaker 4: I felt this like poll to figure it out. And 711 00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:41,520 Speaker 4: so over the last few weeks, I went to church. 712 00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:43,759 Speaker 4: So I went to church. I don't even know if 713 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:44,960 Speaker 4: I've shared yet, but I did go to church. 714 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:46,439 Speaker 3: I did maybe I did. I went to church. 715 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:47,960 Speaker 4: I went to two churches. So I went to one 716 00:36:48,000 --> 00:36:49,520 Speaker 4: church and I told you me. I walked in and 717 00:36:49,520 --> 00:36:51,359 Speaker 4: like everyone was singing songs, and I was. 718 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,120 Speaker 3: Like, no, I feel about this. 719 00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:56,560 Speaker 4: I felt like I was like I got really tense 720 00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:58,640 Speaker 4: and like I felt really uncomfortable. And then we had 721 00:36:58,680 --> 00:37:00,799 Speaker 4: to like talk to each other like everyone's like, oh 722 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:01,560 Speaker 4: say hid everyone. 723 00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:02,919 Speaker 3: I was like, oh God. 724 00:37:04,280 --> 00:37:07,080 Speaker 4: But then like when the you know, the preacher went 725 00:37:07,160 --> 00:37:08,960 Speaker 4: up and he started talking about Bible verses, which also 726 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:12,279 Speaker 4: makes me uncomfortable. We started talking about the meaning behind 727 00:37:12,320 --> 00:37:13,840 Speaker 4: them and relating into my life. I was like, Okay, 728 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,080 Speaker 4: I can connect to that. So I was like, oh, 729 00:37:16,239 --> 00:37:18,000 Speaker 4: I don't know if that's my place, but maybe. So 730 00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:19,759 Speaker 4: then I still went to church with my dad like 731 00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,520 Speaker 4: two weeks ago, and that was not my place. I 732 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,920 Speaker 4: was like, that's not my place, And then I was 733 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:28,160 Speaker 4: saying I was, I'm not necessarily looking for a church, 734 00:37:28,239 --> 00:37:31,000 Speaker 4: like I wanted to go explore other places as well. 735 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:37,360 Speaker 4: But hearing you and hear you talk about like pulling 736 00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:41,840 Speaker 4: like practices or belief systems from different like Buddhism, and 737 00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:44,000 Speaker 4: that was kind of like where I was at in 738 00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:49,880 Speaker 4: college because I had taken like a class on World Confucianism, 739 00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:57,160 Speaker 4: and yeah, Eastern spiritual practices or whatever. It confirms to me. 740 00:37:57,440 --> 00:37:59,400 Speaker 4: I'm still on this journey and I'm still exploring, and 741 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:01,040 Speaker 4: i'd probably we might go to another church. 742 00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:03,000 Speaker 3: I don't really I don't think church is for me. 743 00:38:03,520 --> 00:38:06,160 Speaker 4: But like knowing that like this that you guys are 744 00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:08,560 Speaker 4: here right now we're talking about this kind of like 745 00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:11,520 Speaker 4: is like perspective for me, like Okay, yeah, I can 746 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:13,680 Speaker 4: do this at home, Like I just have to like 747 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:17,160 Speaker 4: put in the effort and figure out what it does 748 00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:19,520 Speaker 4: mean to me, what works for me, what speaks to 749 00:38:19,560 --> 00:38:22,600 Speaker 4: me and for me and for me, like even thinking 750 00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:25,760 Speaker 4: about house of intuition, like intuition for me is something 751 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:30,640 Speaker 4: that I have very strong intuition and I've often gone 752 00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:33,000 Speaker 4: against it and obviously it's not served me. And I 753 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,759 Speaker 4: told myself this year. I told Jamila like, and she 754 00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:37,399 Speaker 4: knows I'm annoying with it because I'd be. 755 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:40,480 Speaker 3: Like, I'm not doing it. My intuition says no, shang. 756 00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:46,880 Speaker 10: My mind, Like what about my intuition? I don't know 757 00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:50,880 Speaker 10: your own intuition, I called myself in twenty twenty. 758 00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:58,719 Speaker 3: I'm following my intuition alone. That's you shit though it's important, 759 00:38:58,800 --> 00:38:59,840 Speaker 3: but yeah, like figure I'm on. 760 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,279 Speaker 4: I feel like I'm kind of on this journey too, 761 00:39:03,320 --> 00:39:05,360 Speaker 4: of like where maybe you guys were that or you 762 00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:07,120 Speaker 4: were that and trying to figure out what does it 763 00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:08,000 Speaker 4: all mean to me? 764 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,880 Speaker 3: So and it's different for everybody. You know, what works 765 00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:14,200 Speaker 3: for you may not work for me. 766 00:39:14,320 --> 00:39:16,319 Speaker 7: What works for me to you know, some things that 767 00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:18,880 Speaker 7: she does and I'm like, okay, you know that's you 768 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,840 Speaker 7: go on with you but yeah, it's cute or whatever, 769 00:39:21,880 --> 00:39:24,000 Speaker 7: but it's that's something that I would do, and vice versa, 770 00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:26,560 Speaker 7: Like she's pulled some of my stuff. But it's about 771 00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:29,960 Speaker 7: that We're all individuals and what you know, we all 772 00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:32,840 Speaker 7: have different guides that you know, walk with us and 773 00:39:32,840 --> 00:39:33,880 Speaker 7: and so we need. 774 00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:37,480 Speaker 3: To explore that and explore what feels right. That's what's 775 00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:38,240 Speaker 3: the most important. 776 00:39:38,239 --> 00:39:40,880 Speaker 2: I think that's the biggest thing that people fuck up. 777 00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,400 Speaker 2: I think that, you know, like I always call it. 778 00:39:43,480 --> 00:39:46,160 Speaker 2: I always say this, like when we're born, our kids 779 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:48,880 Speaker 2: are born, and then we like we housetrain them, you know, 780 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:51,400 Speaker 2: we socialize them. We make them like, don't do that, 781 00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:53,000 Speaker 2: you can't step in this person so way, don't stand 782 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,640 Speaker 2: that close to them, and don't do this, or like 783 00:39:54,719 --> 00:39:56,720 Speaker 2: a lot of times in fami, you know, family settings, 784 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:57,840 Speaker 2: we adopt religion. 785 00:39:57,880 --> 00:40:00,800 Speaker 3: We're told what that means. We're told, do you believe 786 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:04,160 Speaker 3: in Jesus? If you that's not your savior and you start. 787 00:40:03,920 --> 00:40:05,640 Speaker 2: Look at the moon and the stars and dancing around 788 00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:08,480 Speaker 2: the fire, and shit, that's dark, you know, that's that 789 00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:11,279 Speaker 2: devil shit. You know, even to the point where, like me, 790 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:15,479 Speaker 2: growing up, my dad is not religious, I mean now, 791 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,719 Speaker 2: more like in his older age, he's like, oh, yeah, 792 00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:18,279 Speaker 2: I believe in God. 793 00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,000 Speaker 3: I'm like, oh do you, because that's not what the 794 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:20,880 Speaker 3: fuck you told me. 795 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:24,080 Speaker 2: He's like, Jesus, some white man, every the white people, 796 00:40:24,160 --> 00:40:27,520 Speaker 2: the white man made up and everybody believed it. And 797 00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:29,440 Speaker 2: I was like, so growing up's what I thought I 798 00:40:29,480 --> 00:40:31,239 Speaker 2: was taught to my friends like Jesus some made up 799 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:34,600 Speaker 2: white man, the white people made up you know, and 800 00:40:34,960 --> 00:40:37,560 Speaker 2: like and then even I because because I've always been 801 00:40:37,640 --> 00:40:39,880 Speaker 2: very much my own person, you know, like I'll explore 802 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:42,080 Speaker 2: some shit, even almost more if you tell me not to. 803 00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,680 Speaker 2: And so I had like an eighth grade like one 804 00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:47,440 Speaker 2: year strong heavy Christian the youth group, you know. And 805 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:49,560 Speaker 2: then there was times I was like this, something seems 806 00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:52,200 Speaker 2: off about this, but one thing that I And then 807 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,279 Speaker 2: in high school, I also went to a Catholic school, 808 00:40:54,320 --> 00:40:56,400 Speaker 2: which was like for its time, kind of a liberal 809 00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:58,799 Speaker 2: Catholic school, and I knew a lot of shit did 810 00:40:58,880 --> 00:41:01,440 Speaker 2: make sense because just like you, I know, I like girls. 811 00:41:01,480 --> 00:41:02,040 Speaker 3: I like women. 812 00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:04,680 Speaker 2: I know, like women's sense of very like your early age, 813 00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:08,080 Speaker 2: like five or six, and they even like it was 814 00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:10,920 Speaker 2: never like a question. I just like even thirteen, I 815 00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:12,400 Speaker 2: was like in love with one of my close friends. 816 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:15,040 Speaker 2: Like I was a self proclaim musband in college. Again, 817 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:17,759 Speaker 2: I don't like guys at all. I'm good, So it 818 00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:21,520 Speaker 2: wasn't like but in the like the twelfth grade, I 819 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:24,560 Speaker 2: think they like drilled Catholic, drill Catholic. But the twelfth 820 00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:26,720 Speaker 2: grade they gave was like one semester of world religion, 821 00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:28,719 Speaker 2: and they had like one really good book and had 822 00:41:28,719 --> 00:41:32,680 Speaker 2: like it covered everybody else's shit, and I was like, finally. 823 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,640 Speaker 3: Talking to shit that makes some sense. 824 00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:38,239 Speaker 2: But I also I realized, like, okay, I could take this. 825 00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:40,359 Speaker 3: I could take that. I could take this. That shit 826 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,560 Speaker 3: doesn't make any sense because it was conflicting, like but 827 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:46,200 Speaker 3: I love Asia? Why do I love Asia? If Jesus 828 00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:50,560 Speaker 3: says it's wrong. I was praying to God, if it's wrong, I. 829 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:52,840 Speaker 2: Make it go away, God, please make it go away. 830 00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,680 Speaker 2: And then she didn't go away, so I had to 831 00:41:54,760 --> 00:41:55,680 Speaker 2: kick the Christianity. 832 00:41:58,680 --> 00:42:02,239 Speaker 3: This is still less still like, but I just. 833 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:05,120 Speaker 2: I feel like people so often are like get fed 834 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:07,839 Speaker 2: what they're supposed to believe instead of really thinking it 835 00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,480 Speaker 2: resonates with them and what feels right, because I think 836 00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,839 Speaker 2: the problem is like even with intuition, is just our 837 00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,840 Speaker 2: own embodying God. You know, one thing about the Bible 838 00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:20,200 Speaker 2: that resonates is like we're made in her image or 839 00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:20,720 Speaker 2: his image. 840 00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:23,040 Speaker 3: That also bothered me, like who the fuck studies a guy? 841 00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:27,160 Speaker 2: But but you know, like that's what people deny in themselves, 842 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:29,320 Speaker 2: is that their own their spirit, like we are a 843 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,279 Speaker 2: part of whatever the god energy is. And when you 844 00:42:32,360 --> 00:42:36,839 Speaker 2: deny yourself the freedom to explore that, like, I'll take 845 00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:38,640 Speaker 2: sign from anything. I'll be at the curb and I'm 846 00:42:38,640 --> 00:42:40,719 Speaker 2: just saying, like a birden never seen before, I'm like. 847 00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:45,160 Speaker 3: What the sing one blue jay Saturday and present mood 848 00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:50,440 Speaker 3: like American? Somebody is speaking to me. 849 00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:54,719 Speaker 2: Everything is a sign, right, every animal, every every interaction, 850 00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:55,799 Speaker 2: every stranger. 851 00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:58,120 Speaker 3: I take heed to that, every message. 852 00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:59,759 Speaker 2: If I have a thought, and then somebody in the 853 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:01,600 Speaker 2: next hour said something to me that relates to that, 854 00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:04,120 Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, that you're confirming for the universe is 855 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:06,040 Speaker 2: telling me this is how it's supposed to be. And 856 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:08,759 Speaker 2: even in that article I read about you guys, is 857 00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:12,759 Speaker 2: that something about like you guys like embarking on this 858 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:15,400 Speaker 2: neat this niche like place. 859 00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:17,560 Speaker 3: And then it how do you niche? Should I fucking 860 00:43:17,640 --> 00:43:19,720 Speaker 3: up this this this space? 861 00:43:19,840 --> 00:43:22,040 Speaker 2: And then look how much you've grown and who would 862 00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:23,600 Speaker 2: have I mean, I'm sure at that point you didn't 863 00:43:23,719 --> 00:43:26,360 Speaker 2: you you knew, but you probably told some people and 864 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:27,320 Speaker 2: they're like, bitch. 865 00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:27,880 Speaker 3: You're crazy. 866 00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:30,960 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, I'm gonna gonna gonna sell 867 00:43:31,000 --> 00:43:34,880 Speaker 2: some candles over on the Hill on Sunset Right. But 868 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:38,880 Speaker 2: even like with Erica and I, like we're just business partners, 869 00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:40,800 Speaker 2: even though wish we could just were like work wives. 870 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:41,840 Speaker 3: There's so many. 871 00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:45,160 Speaker 2: Things even in this space that even reading that article, 872 00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:47,200 Speaker 2: it resonated with me because so many people are like, 873 00:43:47,239 --> 00:43:50,120 Speaker 2: you guys are gonna be like talking about your your mom. 874 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:51,840 Speaker 3: Shoot and your whole ship. What do you what do 875 00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:52,120 Speaker 3: you mean? 876 00:43:52,760 --> 00:43:55,160 Speaker 2: And but we are so adamant, like there's a space 877 00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:57,480 Speaker 2: for this right and and and and and even in 878 00:43:57,520 --> 00:44:00,839 Speaker 2: our journey, I think we've become mutual leave more like 879 00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:03,680 Speaker 2: I don't think I've prayed with one other partner, like, 880 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:05,760 Speaker 2: but we have prayed together. 881 00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,400 Speaker 3: We have made some visions together. 882 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:09,239 Speaker 2: We have been places like we're about to hear this song, 883 00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:10,799 Speaker 2: we're about to do this, about to connect to this person, 884 00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:11,920 Speaker 2: and then we'll walk right into the. 885 00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:14,520 Speaker 3: Party and wow, yeah the song will play. I'm like, 886 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:18,040 Speaker 3: oh my god, we knew you know what I'm saying. 887 00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:20,120 Speaker 3: So there's just like these these. 888 00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:23,800 Speaker 2: Alignments and these synchronosities that I think are divine really 889 00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,640 Speaker 2: and whatever people would like to think are godly or 890 00:44:26,640 --> 00:44:28,400 Speaker 2: religious or whatever, but or. 891 00:44:28,400 --> 00:44:31,040 Speaker 3: Even coincidence, I don't believe in that. I don't believe 892 00:44:31,120 --> 00:44:31,640 Speaker 3: that shit either. 893 00:44:31,760 --> 00:44:34,640 Speaker 5: Yeah, I really think that if we all knew how 894 00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:38,360 Speaker 5: powerful we really were, we would not be a controlled society. 895 00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:43,440 Speaker 5: So this is where everything is like starting to come up. 896 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:47,080 Speaker 5: It's like we know how powerful we are, and as 897 00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:50,480 Speaker 5: we start to actually stop seeing it as a sign 898 00:44:50,560 --> 00:44:54,440 Speaker 5: and know that it's actually happening, that we don't question 899 00:44:54,560 --> 00:44:58,200 Speaker 5: the signs that are coming or question our actual you know, 900 00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:02,120 Speaker 5: god given which is in ourselves, because I think it's 901 00:45:02,160 --> 00:45:05,480 Speaker 5: bullshit that some people are born with a gift and 902 00:45:05,560 --> 00:45:09,560 Speaker 5: some people aren't. I don't think I think we're all psychic. 903 00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:13,480 Speaker 5: I think we are all magical beings. I feel like 904 00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:17,600 Speaker 5: we all can create magic and things to happen, because 905 00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:20,880 Speaker 5: I know everybody has thought of that one friend and 906 00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:23,560 Speaker 5: all of a sudden our ex boyfriend or boyfriend, and 907 00:45:23,600 --> 00:45:25,240 Speaker 5: all of a sudden they call you or you bump 908 00:45:25,239 --> 00:45:27,960 Speaker 5: into them and you're like, holy shit, I was you, 909 00:45:28,440 --> 00:45:30,759 Speaker 5: And think about every time you want to do that 910 00:45:30,840 --> 00:45:33,080 Speaker 5: with everything you want in your life and everything that 911 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:37,600 Speaker 5: is due to you karmically or lessons that need to 912 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:40,560 Speaker 5: be that also need to come up. Is just something 913 00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:42,799 Speaker 5: that you need to think about. We weren't taught that 914 00:45:43,640 --> 00:45:46,279 Speaker 5: where was it stripped of us? Because our ancestors knew. 915 00:45:46,360 --> 00:45:49,440 Speaker 5: That's why they didn't need what they we have here 916 00:45:49,480 --> 00:45:52,359 Speaker 5: in this world today. You know, whenever they needed something, 917 00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:54,759 Speaker 5: they did rain dances when they wanted the rain, When 918 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:58,360 Speaker 5: they wanted certain things, they would do like moon rituals, 919 00:45:58,360 --> 00:45:59,600 Speaker 5: and they would go into the ocean. 920 00:45:59,600 --> 00:46:00,560 Speaker 3: They would do things. 921 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:04,160 Speaker 5: When there's something hurting, they would go rub grab some herbs, 922 00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:06,560 Speaker 5: you know, put it in a mortar and pestle, rub 923 00:46:06,560 --> 00:46:07,920 Speaker 5: it all over and boom, they were healed. 924 00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:12,000 Speaker 3: Because we were derived from this earth. We are, we are, 925 00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:15,359 Speaker 3: and we are still that. Those people we are we 926 00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:18,600 Speaker 3: just have forgotten. And that is your soul. Does not 927 00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:23,400 Speaker 3: forget your soul. That's not what happens. It's not because 928 00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:25,719 Speaker 3: it's because you've been so numb and so. 929 00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:31,240 Speaker 5: Condition condition and us parents actually do condition our children. 930 00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:35,520 Speaker 5: So if we tell our children that, you know, religion 931 00:46:35,600 --> 00:46:38,880 Speaker 5: is the way. If we tell our children we're Catholic 932 00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,360 Speaker 5: or we're Christian, or you can't believe in, you know, 933 00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:45,520 Speaker 5: the fairies, because who's to say the child didn't see 934 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:48,120 Speaker 5: a damn fairy? Who's to say that we don't see 935 00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:51,280 Speaker 5: it anymore because we turned it off we've been conditioned 936 00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:53,600 Speaker 5: not to see it, you know, because I remember as 937 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:58,919 Speaker 5: a child feeling spirits. I remember an energy filled. Maybe 938 00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:00,839 Speaker 5: I didn't see them with my own two eyes until 939 00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:05,360 Speaker 5: I got older, but I remember filling another energy in 940 00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:09,120 Speaker 5: a room with me and my parents say the Boogeyman 941 00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:13,240 Speaker 5: doesn't exist, it's not here. Look, nothing's here. True, everything's okay. 942 00:47:13,480 --> 00:47:16,279 Speaker 5: Because they want to protect you. They want to, you know, 943 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:18,640 Speaker 5: not put fear in you. But in reality, if they couldn't, 944 00:47:18,680 --> 00:47:21,200 Speaker 5: if they would have just asked me, what do you see? 945 00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:24,759 Speaker 5: What is going on? Well, Mom, it's I don't know, 946 00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:27,000 Speaker 5: it's like it feels. It's not scary, it just feels 947 00:47:27,040 --> 00:47:30,359 Speaker 5: like it's here, and encourage me and nourish that. Then 948 00:47:30,400 --> 00:47:32,880 Speaker 5: I would have tapped into that intuition way long ago. 949 00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:36,360 Speaker 5: And that's what I'm hoping. Like mothers now, the younger generation, 950 00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:39,120 Speaker 5: like they are really about like astrology. We have so 951 00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:41,680 Speaker 5: many kids coming into the store and like they know 952 00:47:41,840 --> 00:47:42,759 Speaker 5: they're intuned. 953 00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:47,200 Speaker 3: They love crystal, they love crystals. They're like so into it. 954 00:47:47,239 --> 00:47:49,680 Speaker 5: Like your daughter walking in here thinks I'm a witch, 955 00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:52,200 Speaker 5: sees me as a human, but no, it's like whoa 956 00:47:52,239 --> 00:47:53,400 Speaker 5: Like she's intrigued by it. 957 00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,160 Speaker 3: Why because she's not afraid of it. 958 00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:57,919 Speaker 5: She wasn't afraid to see like some scary woman coming 959 00:47:57,960 --> 00:48:00,440 Speaker 5: in here, you know, gonna cast a scout, you know, she. 960 00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:03,560 Speaker 3: Did, which I thought was really funny. She was like, 961 00:48:03,600 --> 00:48:04,640 Speaker 3: what color is her hair? 962 00:48:05,600 --> 00:48:07,319 Speaker 11: But she's not afraid, And I was like, I wonder 963 00:48:07,320 --> 00:48:10,319 Speaker 11: if she thinks it's black, you know, I was like wondering, like, 964 00:48:10,360 --> 00:48:11,920 Speaker 11: what does she think a witch looks like? I mean, 965 00:48:11,920 --> 00:48:15,000 Speaker 11: because she watches you know, cartoons and stuff. But but yeah, no, 966 00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:16,040 Speaker 11: I think you're totally. 967 00:48:17,560 --> 00:48:19,520 Speaker 2: I tell my god, I'm like I'm a witch and 968 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:21,400 Speaker 2: so are you? 969 00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:21,560 Speaker 5: You know. 970 00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:27,279 Speaker 4: You know I think too, like it's we do have 971 00:48:27,520 --> 00:48:29,719 Speaker 4: I think about that too, Like even having this conversation, 972 00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:32,279 Speaker 4: the responsibility you know, me and Jamila have because our 973 00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:34,680 Speaker 4: kids are are at an age now where it's like 974 00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:37,160 Speaker 4: it is like a crucial time of like this is 975 00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:43,320 Speaker 4: the time where we start drilling in realities versus like intuition, intuition, 976 00:48:44,200 --> 00:48:46,919 Speaker 4: you know, and telling them like, no, you didn't see 977 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:48,719 Speaker 4: a monster, because. 978 00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:57,680 Speaker 3: It's for you to be like, yeah, right right. I 979 00:48:57,760 --> 00:49:01,359 Speaker 3: think about and when I'm sitting here thinking about what 980 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:02,399 Speaker 3: what have I already done? 981 00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:04,920 Speaker 4: What have I done? That's like, I mean, I know 982 00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:06,880 Speaker 4: that there's things I can undo, but what have I 983 00:49:07,000 --> 00:49:07,840 Speaker 4: done already? 984 00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:10,960 Speaker 5: It's also part of her journey though, remember, like nothing 985 00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:14,359 Speaker 5: that you have done is not the way it should be, right, 986 00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:16,120 Speaker 5: So you don't go backwards. 987 00:49:16,239 --> 00:49:18,360 Speaker 3: All you can do is be better and learn lessons 988 00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:20,839 Speaker 3: and move forward. And you're still learning a lot too. 989 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,719 Speaker 7: I mean, you're still on your journey and you're still 990 00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:23,880 Speaker 7: trying to figure it out. 991 00:49:25,400 --> 00:49:26,879 Speaker 3: Right. But that's why too. 992 00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:29,399 Speaker 4: I also feel I think, because I have a kid now, 993 00:49:29,480 --> 00:49:32,720 Speaker 4: I do I have this pull to figure that out, 994 00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:35,240 Speaker 4: you know, because I want to be able to help. 995 00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:37,960 Speaker 3: Guide her in whatever the way. No, I not figure 996 00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:39,680 Speaker 3: it out, but like have. 997 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:42,200 Speaker 4: Some sort of like I thought about even when I 998 00:49:42,239 --> 00:49:43,680 Speaker 4: was going to church, am I going to bring her? 999 00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:45,960 Speaker 3: Like? Should I bring her with me? And then I 1000 00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:47,560 Speaker 3: decided not to because I was like, I don't even 1001 00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:51,640 Speaker 3: if I'm gonna be here again. I think it's important though. 1002 00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:52,560 Speaker 3: I think it's cool. 1003 00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:54,400 Speaker 2: I think it's cool for our kids to see us 1004 00:49:54,480 --> 00:49:56,319 Speaker 2: go through the journey. Like when I grew up, I 1005 00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:58,360 Speaker 2: went to church. It's different churches with different friends. I 1006 00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,919 Speaker 2: want to like shrin the like trying with Danielle's mom 1007 00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:04,920 Speaker 2: and I and that really gave me insight. And then 1008 00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:06,520 Speaker 2: my parents allowed me to go to church even though 1009 00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:07,680 Speaker 2: they're like, I don't know what they're doing over there. 1010 00:50:07,680 --> 00:50:10,000 Speaker 2: They would not let me get baptized though, but so 1011 00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:12,440 Speaker 2: they let me. You know, I saw different things, and 1012 00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:14,680 Speaker 2: so I think even with Luda, like I there was 1013 00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:18,560 Speaker 2: a moment where I was like practicing Buddhism and doing 1014 00:50:18,600 --> 00:50:20,719 Speaker 2: Nomo horangeko and I was making her do it with 1015 00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:22,759 Speaker 2: me in the mornings. And because I was at the time, 1016 00:50:22,800 --> 00:50:24,880 Speaker 2: I was like, I really I was going through leaving 1017 00:50:24,880 --> 00:50:27,400 Speaker 2: my baby daddy and moving out and I needed something. 1018 00:50:27,440 --> 00:50:28,800 Speaker 3: I felt like I needed something. 1019 00:50:29,040 --> 00:50:31,960 Speaker 2: And I also remember telling those people like I want 1020 00:50:31,960 --> 00:50:34,359 Speaker 2: my kid to have some type of foundation and really 1021 00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:35,920 Speaker 2: understand spirituality. 1022 00:50:36,239 --> 00:50:39,600 Speaker 5: Foundation is a really good place to start, or just spirituality. 1023 00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,520 Speaker 2: But then they started calling me too much, so I 1024 00:50:41,600 --> 00:50:45,799 Speaker 2: stopped going. But when I did, when I was doing it, 1025 00:50:45,840 --> 00:50:47,359 Speaker 2: she was coming with me into the boch. We would 1026 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:49,759 Speaker 2: bang the bell in the morning and even and then 1027 00:50:49,800 --> 00:50:52,000 Speaker 2: when it graduated from there, even like I'm in my 1028 00:50:52,160 --> 00:50:54,319 Speaker 2: home at Mcalters, people that you know, we know who 1029 00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:57,120 Speaker 2: passed put water, put liquor. But whatever and then I 1030 00:50:57,160 --> 00:50:59,359 Speaker 2: would discuss put money and I would discuss that with her. 1031 00:50:59,640 --> 00:51:02,279 Speaker 3: So when it changes and like whatever the next thing 1032 00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,560 Speaker 3: I come up and adopt, I'm just gonna We're gonna 1033 00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:06,200 Speaker 3: keep talking about it and keep it. It's a it's 1034 00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:09,400 Speaker 3: an ongoing process. You don't come to an arrival of No, 1035 00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:11,040 Speaker 3: I don't. I don't think I'm not boot I'm not 1036 00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:12,239 Speaker 3: looking to be booted, okay, but. 1037 00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:15,799 Speaker 4: I just feel like I just mean, I feel a 1038 00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:20,520 Speaker 4: responsibility to kind of really truly explore it more. You know, 1039 00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:22,480 Speaker 4: like if I say I'm spiritual, then what does that 1040 00:51:22,480 --> 00:51:23,919 Speaker 4: actually mean to don't say that then. 1041 00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:28,920 Speaker 3: If you're not taking a spirituality, Yeah, you don't realize, bitch. 1042 00:51:29,000 --> 00:51:33,640 Speaker 3: So I need to explore that, and I might and 1043 00:51:33,719 --> 00:51:35,000 Speaker 3: I might need to. I think I need to go 1044 00:51:35,080 --> 00:51:36,520 Speaker 3: up to the house of a tuition and go. 1045 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:40,879 Speaker 2: I know I want to go, like like I need 1046 00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:41,080 Speaker 2: to go. 1047 00:51:41,160 --> 00:51:43,040 Speaker 7: But I do think that means it's right though, that 1048 00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:45,719 Speaker 7: it's important for them to see that it's okay that 1049 00:51:45,840 --> 00:51:48,360 Speaker 7: if does something doesn't feel right, then it's okay to 1050 00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:51,799 Speaker 7: keep exploring and move on, you know, like you don't 1051 00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:56,200 Speaker 7: you don't have all the answers and whatever is good 1052 00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:57,799 Speaker 7: for you may not be good for her, but at 1053 00:51:57,880 --> 00:52:00,120 Speaker 7: least she's gonna be able to see that, Oh, oh, 1054 00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:02,000 Speaker 7: you know, if this doesn't feel right, I don't have 1055 00:52:02,080 --> 00:52:02,520 Speaker 7: to do this. 1056 00:52:02,640 --> 00:52:05,400 Speaker 3: I can move on to whatever and keep exploring her 1057 00:52:05,440 --> 00:52:05,879 Speaker 3: own thing. 1058 00:52:05,920 --> 00:52:08,319 Speaker 7: And it may be very different than what you've you know, 1059 00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:11,920 Speaker 7: what you're teaching her, but foundationally, you're teaching her that 1060 00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:12,799 Speaker 7: it's okay. 1061 00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:16,240 Speaker 3: To explore and to believe in something and something outside 1062 00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:17,840 Speaker 3: her and higher power whatever. 1063 00:52:17,880 --> 00:52:19,960 Speaker 2: That was even with my dad, like he talked shit 1064 00:52:20,000 --> 00:52:21,680 Speaker 2: to me that time I wanted to get baptized in 1065 00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:24,520 Speaker 2: eighth grade. But and he talks a lot of shit 1066 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:26,400 Speaker 2: in general, because that's the kind of relationship we have. 1067 00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:28,720 Speaker 2: But I still did it. And even like when I 1068 00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:30,600 Speaker 2: thought I was never gonna like men again, I was 1069 00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:33,040 Speaker 2: just hardcore lesbian. I was like, I think I'm in 1070 00:52:33,080 --> 00:52:34,920 Speaker 2: love with my baby dadd again He's like, I thought 1071 00:52:34,960 --> 00:52:39,360 Speaker 2: you're a lesbian. So I think even like having a 1072 00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:42,120 Speaker 2: parent who was like kind of like hi to me, 1073 00:52:42,520 --> 00:52:44,480 Speaker 2: Like even though he said he talked to shit, I 1074 00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:47,000 Speaker 2: still knew I had this space to explore and like 1075 00:52:47,080 --> 00:52:49,160 Speaker 2: be who I was who I mean. I don't know 1076 00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:51,360 Speaker 2: if he had a choice, but like I was allowed 1077 00:52:51,400 --> 00:52:53,960 Speaker 2: to explore and be who I wanted to be, even 1078 00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:55,520 Speaker 2: if they were going to talk shit about it, which 1079 00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:56,920 Speaker 2: I kind of think also makes like a kind of 1080 00:52:56,920 --> 00:52:59,600 Speaker 2: a stronger child because I'm going with my intuition and 1081 00:53:00,239 --> 00:53:01,719 Speaker 2: last week I was lesbian, this week I'm. 1082 00:53:01,640 --> 00:53:11,520 Speaker 3: Not dad for the afternoon. 1083 00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:16,280 Speaker 2: I never know it's gonna happen with that, keep them guessing, 1084 00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:20,239 Speaker 2: But at least you give your kid the just a 1085 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:23,560 Speaker 2: wherewithal to be gut to whatever the fuck is going 1086 00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:26,160 Speaker 2: on with inside you, whether it be you know this 1087 00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:30,200 Speaker 2: or that or this. So I think, let's see, that's 1088 00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:35,279 Speaker 2: our responsibility as moms and as human beings, just to 1089 00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:37,080 Speaker 2: like change the perspective. 1090 00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:40,120 Speaker 5: Yeah, and and my son too, now that you know 1091 00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:44,240 Speaker 5: he's seen such a growth in not only like the business, 1092 00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:48,120 Speaker 5: but also within ourselves. Alex have and I have found 1093 00:53:48,400 --> 00:53:51,239 Speaker 5: a lot of things out in our own self, what 1094 00:53:51,280 --> 00:53:55,080 Speaker 5: we need to heal, what we need to work on constantly. 1095 00:53:55,160 --> 00:54:00,040 Speaker 5: That he's actually been able to also see how no 1096 00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:03,440 Speaker 5: matter how old you are, you can change into whichever 1097 00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:05,200 Speaker 5: you know, whatever part. 1098 00:54:05,040 --> 00:54:06,240 Speaker 3: Is your journey version of yourself. 1099 00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:08,239 Speaker 5: Right now in your thirties, you might be like I 1100 00:54:08,280 --> 00:54:10,200 Speaker 5: don't know if I'm spiritual, I don't know if I'm this, 1101 00:54:10,320 --> 00:54:12,680 Speaker 5: And then when you're in your forties, you might just 1102 00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:15,879 Speaker 5: be like I'm a Buddhist, right, and it's okay, going 1103 00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:19,839 Speaker 5: back to atheism, right, So I don't know. 1104 00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:21,239 Speaker 3: You may make your own religion up. 1105 00:54:21,880 --> 00:54:25,799 Speaker 5: I mean, whatever makes you feel good and whatever is 1106 00:54:25,880 --> 00:54:28,279 Speaker 5: helping you through this life and through this journey of 1107 00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:29,160 Speaker 5: yours snow. 1108 00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:32,799 Speaker 7: Cultiation exactly like she said, you know, Buddhism hunt her 1109 00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:35,400 Speaker 7: at a certain point in her life, but may not 1110 00:54:35,480 --> 00:54:36,880 Speaker 7: be what's gonna be with her forever. 1111 00:54:37,080 --> 00:54:38,040 Speaker 3: And there might be. 1112 00:54:37,920 --> 00:54:40,839 Speaker 7: Some a situation that arises for her that she'll find 1113 00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:43,040 Speaker 7: something now that's going to bring your comfort and that 1114 00:54:43,440 --> 00:54:46,279 Speaker 7: feeling of like Okay, this is gonna this is gonna 1115 00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:47,799 Speaker 7: help me get through this time in. 1116 00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:48,640 Speaker 3: My life or whatever. 1117 00:54:48,840 --> 00:54:53,400 Speaker 5: So magic's a whole nother story like I love, I like, 1118 00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:58,120 Speaker 5: can you share with our listeners what exactly like, what what. 1119 00:54:58,520 --> 00:55:00,640 Speaker 3: Do you do of a house of intuition? What services 1120 00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:02,960 Speaker 3: do you provide? What's happening up? What kind of magic 1121 00:55:03,040 --> 00:55:03,560 Speaker 3: can we get? 1122 00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:06,120 Speaker 4: And as I know, you guys now have multiple locations 1123 00:55:06,120 --> 00:55:08,120 Speaker 4: and you started off in Silver Lake and now you have. 1124 00:55:08,160 --> 00:55:14,200 Speaker 3: Santa Monica North Hollywood with Highland Park and yeah I 1125 00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:21,480 Speaker 3: went to pop up in New York. Stop with me. Yeah, yeah, 1126 00:55:21,800 --> 00:55:23,920 Speaker 3: I stopped your pop up in New York. So what 1127 00:55:23,920 --> 00:55:25,680 Speaker 3: what what do you? What is what's happening? 1128 00:55:25,800 --> 00:55:28,480 Speaker 5: Well, our services were like the biggest That was the 1129 00:55:28,560 --> 00:55:31,319 Speaker 5: thing when we first opened up the one in Eco Park. 1130 00:55:31,520 --> 00:55:33,799 Speaker 3: It was all about services. We had no store. We 1131 00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:36,359 Speaker 3: didn't want a store. How crazy was that? Right? 1132 00:55:36,440 --> 00:55:39,960 Speaker 5: So we wanted to teach people like because taroor reading 1133 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:43,360 Speaker 5: for me was so not what I was told. It 1134 00:55:43,520 --> 00:55:46,839 Speaker 5: was something that really helped me in my depression and 1135 00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:49,120 Speaker 5: to make me see things that I couldn't see. 1136 00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:53,640 Speaker 3: We only wanted terror readings. Now today, over the. 1137 00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:57,160 Speaker 5: Years, over the ten years we've we've noticed that being 1138 00:55:57,360 --> 00:56:01,520 Speaker 5: having a tarot shop and he and class all those 1139 00:56:01,560 --> 00:56:06,719 Speaker 5: other things, not classes, more like healers and readers. It 1140 00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:11,640 Speaker 5: was starting to be where people would lean more on. 1141 00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:15,880 Speaker 5: Now they can't even like decide for themselves what to 1142 00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:21,080 Speaker 5: do because they're not being guided within themselves to say, okay, 1143 00:56:21,080 --> 00:56:23,680 Speaker 5: I could make a decision, it would now have to 1144 00:56:23,719 --> 00:56:26,239 Speaker 5: be called in to the tarot reader like I did. 1145 00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:29,239 Speaker 5: It was like, oh gosh, now we're handicapping these people like. 1146 00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:31,440 Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't want to have that. 1147 00:56:31,640 --> 00:56:33,640 Speaker 7: It's the opposite of what we wanted to do in 1148 00:56:33,680 --> 00:56:36,239 Speaker 7: the first place. We wanted to empower people. We want 1149 00:56:36,239 --> 00:56:39,919 Speaker 7: to trust your Yeah, trust your intuition. You need confirmation, yeah, 1150 00:56:39,960 --> 00:56:41,560 Speaker 7: there's a reader, Especially. 1151 00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:44,120 Speaker 5: When you're super cloudy and you don't can't see for yourself. 1152 00:56:44,320 --> 00:56:46,359 Speaker 5: I think readers are great to be able to bring 1153 00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:49,239 Speaker 5: in that clarity. Now, I also want you, as the 1154 00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:52,640 Speaker 5: person that's getting the reading, to also be accountable for 1155 00:56:53,040 --> 00:56:56,120 Speaker 5: listening to everything that a reader says. Because remember they're 1156 00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:58,839 Speaker 5: just going to be the messenger. So just because they 1157 00:56:58,960 --> 00:57:03,080 Speaker 5: say something, you don't go yes, this is exactly how 1158 00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:04,879 Speaker 5: this is gonna get played out. You have to use 1159 00:57:04,880 --> 00:57:08,760 Speaker 5: your own intuition and discernment to say, oh, this resonates 1160 00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:11,319 Speaker 5: with me, This doesn't resonate with me, this is what 1161 00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:13,719 Speaker 5: I this is the information you gave me. I'm going 1162 00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:16,600 Speaker 5: to make these choices because you have to be accountable 1163 00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:19,400 Speaker 5: for your own actions and just because somebody says something 1164 00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:22,040 Speaker 5: to you. Because I think we channel spirit all the time. 1165 00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:24,960 Speaker 5: As a friend, I'm sure you've channeled for her. Channeling 1166 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:27,240 Speaker 5: means that you're giving her, you know, some messages that 1167 00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:30,400 Speaker 5: are coming to you when you're consoling her or vice versa, 1168 00:57:30,840 --> 00:57:33,040 Speaker 5: and that can be from your spirits, your guides, even 1169 00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:35,600 Speaker 5: your other guides, to tell her, no, I don't want 1170 00:57:35,640 --> 00:57:38,640 Speaker 5: you to date this person, or this doesn't feel right. 1171 00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:40,680 Speaker 5: I don't think you should do this. I think that's 1172 00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:44,040 Speaker 5: our way of our psychic ability. And so that's what 1173 00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:47,120 Speaker 5: readers do, is give you these messages, and we should 1174 00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:50,040 Speaker 5: know what feels right and doesn't and then we make 1175 00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:52,760 Speaker 5: those choices for ourselves. But then we started to see 1176 00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:53,960 Speaker 5: that it was just too much. So I was like, 1177 00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:56,200 Speaker 5: you know, we're gonna both of us were like, we're 1178 00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:59,600 Speaker 5: gonna have classes. Let's give them the tools more, Let's 1179 00:57:59,600 --> 00:58:03,600 Speaker 5: show them what we do. Because candles were a big thing. 1180 00:58:03,920 --> 00:58:07,760 Speaker 5: That's how it just organically happened that way. People would ask. 1181 00:58:07,880 --> 00:58:09,080 Speaker 3: Like what do you do, and I'm like, oh, you 1182 00:58:09,120 --> 00:58:10,040 Speaker 3: want me to make you a candle? 1183 00:58:10,080 --> 00:58:12,120 Speaker 5: And I would literally make a candle at home and 1184 00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:13,920 Speaker 5: I would bring it to a client, a customer that 1185 00:58:13,960 --> 00:58:15,480 Speaker 5: came to our store. This is when Alex and I 1186 00:58:15,560 --> 00:58:17,440 Speaker 5: used to work the counter, which was for like the 1187 00:58:17,440 --> 00:58:19,760 Speaker 5: first three years in business, and I used to give 1188 00:58:19,760 --> 00:58:22,280 Speaker 5: people candles or I would give them like something that 1189 00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:24,800 Speaker 5: I would make on their behalf and I would pray. 1190 00:58:24,840 --> 00:58:27,840 Speaker 5: But again then I realized, oh wait a minute, now 1191 00:58:28,080 --> 00:58:30,840 Speaker 5: they're not learning how to make their own candle. Like 1192 00:58:31,080 --> 00:58:33,240 Speaker 5: now they're not learning how to make their own magic. 1193 00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:35,560 Speaker 5: Now now they're looking at me like I'm the one 1194 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:38,320 Speaker 5: that the magical being here there with all the black power. Yeah, 1195 00:58:38,480 --> 00:58:42,200 Speaker 5: like no, like, So that's when it started to go, no, 1196 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:44,480 Speaker 5: now we need to make a change. So it just 1197 00:58:44,600 --> 00:58:49,600 Speaker 5: evolved into one, I believe when we were younger again 1198 00:58:49,640 --> 00:58:52,360 Speaker 5: going to all those bothanic because I never felt really connected, 1199 00:58:52,480 --> 00:58:55,200 Speaker 5: you know, the bothanicas and the stores out there used 1200 00:58:55,240 --> 00:58:57,960 Speaker 5: to make me feel very intimidating, and I felt like 1201 00:58:58,000 --> 00:58:59,919 Speaker 5: I was going to walk away with some weird entity 1202 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:02,760 Speaker 5: or I was going to like take something home, or 1203 00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:03,440 Speaker 5: I don't know. 1204 00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:05,240 Speaker 3: I was scared all the time. So I wanted to 1205 00:59:05,280 --> 00:59:06,040 Speaker 3: create a space. 1206 00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:08,360 Speaker 5: We wanted to create a space that people can come 1207 00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:10,840 Speaker 5: in and get their tools and ask like it was 1208 00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:13,120 Speaker 5: no religion based, and you can ask about these things 1209 00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:14,320 Speaker 5: and we would. 1210 00:59:14,160 --> 00:59:15,280 Speaker 3: Tell you how we did it. 1211 00:59:15,640 --> 00:59:17,320 Speaker 5: And so that's kind of what happened and how it 1212 00:59:17,400 --> 00:59:19,560 Speaker 5: evolved because in the beginning it we had nothing to 1213 00:59:19,600 --> 00:59:22,000 Speaker 5: do with the store. So now it's really about like 1214 00:59:22,160 --> 00:59:24,040 Speaker 5: you say, you know, I don't know if I'm spiritual 1215 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,400 Speaker 5: on my this. When you go to the house, you know, 1216 00:59:26,920 --> 00:59:28,720 Speaker 5: and you speak to any of our salespeople, which we 1217 00:59:28,800 --> 00:59:32,480 Speaker 5: call is our gatekeepers, they can guide you with. Okay, well, 1218 00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:33,960 Speaker 5: what do you want to work on? That's the first 1219 00:59:33,960 --> 00:59:36,160 Speaker 5: thing you have to know. What do you want looking 1220 00:59:36,160 --> 00:59:38,520 Speaker 5: at your life? What area would you like to work on? 1221 00:59:38,600 --> 00:59:40,200 Speaker 5: Do you want to work on your career? Do you 1222 00:59:40,200 --> 00:59:41,920 Speaker 5: want to work on your love? Do you want to 1223 00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:43,840 Speaker 5: work on self healing. 1224 00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:48,920 Speaker 3: Career, self healing, all any above? Okay, So then you 1225 00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:51,680 Speaker 3: pick so that you know how powerful you are. 1226 00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:54,600 Speaker 5: I'd say you pick one category within and you start 1227 00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:57,960 Speaker 5: working on that first, so you don't go taking home 1228 00:59:58,000 --> 00:59:59,920 Speaker 5: a buffet of stuff and not really realize it. 1229 01:00:00,160 --> 01:00:00,760 Speaker 3: What's working. 1230 01:00:00,760 --> 01:00:03,160 Speaker 4: What's not are Tarot card readers like therapists, not like 1231 01:00:03,200 --> 01:00:05,360 Speaker 4: therapists in that way, but like meaning like you have 1232 01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:07,760 Speaker 4: to vibe with them or no, because they are like 1233 01:00:08,000 --> 01:00:12,120 Speaker 4: just sending the message regularly. 1234 01:00:12,200 --> 01:00:14,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, because stuff is. 1235 01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:18,840 Speaker 5: Like you know, when somebody doesn't energetically connect. But I 1236 01:00:18,840 --> 01:00:21,960 Speaker 5: think terror readers it really depends. I mean they have 1237 01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:27,720 Speaker 5: really good most should have their intention should. 1238 01:00:27,520 --> 01:00:29,760 Speaker 3: Be always for you. 1239 01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:33,919 Speaker 5: But we're human, so not all psychic readers or terror 1240 01:00:34,040 --> 01:00:37,000 Speaker 5: readers come from a genuine place, and that is for 1241 01:00:37,120 --> 01:00:39,640 Speaker 5: you to figure out. So you're gonna have to know 1242 01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:42,520 Speaker 5: when you sit in that chair, do you feel you 1243 01:00:42,640 --> 01:00:45,320 Speaker 5: have to tap into that person's energy and say that 1244 01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:47,480 Speaker 5: she is she coming from a heart space? Does this 1245 01:00:47,560 --> 01:00:49,840 Speaker 5: feel right? And you need to ask yourself that and 1246 01:00:49,880 --> 01:00:51,680 Speaker 5: if it doesn't feel right, it's okay for you to 1247 01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:54,280 Speaker 5: stop a reading. A lot of people won't stop a reading. 1248 01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:57,479 Speaker 5: They just sit through it horribly, like everything she's saying 1249 01:00:57,480 --> 01:00:58,320 Speaker 5: doesn't make sense, like. 1250 01:00:58,280 --> 01:00:59,640 Speaker 3: They don't want to ask any questions. 1251 01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:02,960 Speaker 5: They sit through the whole hour of just like not connecting, 1252 01:01:03,320 --> 01:01:07,320 Speaker 5: and then they walk away angry, but instead take like say, hey, 1253 01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:09,040 Speaker 5: you know you're not connecting with me. 1254 01:01:09,360 --> 01:01:10,360 Speaker 3: I'm not able to connect. 1255 01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:12,640 Speaker 5: I need to stop and just go and walk away 1256 01:01:12,680 --> 01:01:14,200 Speaker 5: from it and then find a reader that you do 1257 01:01:14,280 --> 01:01:17,560 Speaker 5: connect to it. Because for whatever reason, you have this 1258 01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:20,160 Speaker 5: voice in here and it's telling you get up off 1259 01:01:20,240 --> 01:01:20,600 Speaker 5: the chair. 1260 01:01:20,880 --> 01:01:23,440 Speaker 3: This person is in for you. She's not going to be. 1261 01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:25,480 Speaker 5: Able to give you the information that I need to 1262 01:01:25,480 --> 01:01:27,280 Speaker 5: send to you, So you need to get up and 1263 01:01:27,280 --> 01:01:28,880 Speaker 5: you need to leave, And a lot of people don't 1264 01:01:28,920 --> 01:01:29,760 Speaker 5: listen to that voice. 1265 01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:34,120 Speaker 4: It's true, and it's also that that can be like 1266 01:01:34,160 --> 01:01:36,520 Speaker 4: the determining factor of like, I'm never going to tap 1267 01:01:36,560 --> 01:01:39,520 Speaker 4: into my intuition now because I had this one bad experience, right. 1268 01:01:40,120 --> 01:01:42,720 Speaker 3: Because us humans love to blame everything on everything else. 1269 01:01:43,160 --> 01:01:53,400 Speaker 3: Take it accountability. It's your bought my grandfather. Absolutely. Okay, 1270 01:01:53,440 --> 01:01:56,920 Speaker 3: that's so interesting. Well, I don't know to do any 1271 01:01:56,920 --> 01:02:03,000 Speaker 3: more questions. I'll ask you when we stop recording. 1272 01:02:05,000 --> 01:02:08,000 Speaker 5: I think a lot of people always ask us where 1273 01:02:08,520 --> 01:02:09,720 Speaker 5: the house is going to go next? 1274 01:02:09,960 --> 01:02:12,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, because we. 1275 01:02:12,320 --> 01:02:15,360 Speaker 7: Have going back to her question with regard to like 1276 01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:18,760 Speaker 7: the stuff, so we went into Yeah, we went into 1277 01:02:18,880 --> 01:02:22,120 Speaker 7: like just providing the tools and teaching people, empowering people. 1278 01:02:22,480 --> 01:02:24,680 Speaker 7: We do have one of our locations, which is our 1279 01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:27,320 Speaker 7: Highland Park location. We do have classes. We used to 1280 01:02:27,360 --> 01:02:31,280 Speaker 7: have them at Sunset, but we lost one of the 1281 01:02:31,320 --> 01:02:33,480 Speaker 7: well the building was really in bad shape and we 1282 01:02:33,600 --> 01:02:36,320 Speaker 7: just were not using it anymore, so we moved. 1283 01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:38,160 Speaker 3: It our classes to our Highland Park location. 1284 01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:41,000 Speaker 7: So now we have classes for people to tap into 1285 01:02:41,040 --> 01:02:44,120 Speaker 7: their intuition, to learn how to candle magic, to learn 1286 01:02:44,320 --> 01:02:45,520 Speaker 7: you know, all these different things. 1287 01:02:45,880 --> 01:02:48,520 Speaker 3: And but at Sunset we still have readers there. 1288 01:02:48,680 --> 01:02:50,760 Speaker 7: So if somebody wants to get reading, you know, they 1289 01:02:50,760 --> 01:02:51,760 Speaker 7: can call in or they do. 1290 01:02:51,960 --> 01:02:54,520 Speaker 5: Yeah, we do have readers there and the classroom is 1291 01:02:54,600 --> 01:02:57,760 Speaker 5: really now that we've grown into you know, eight stores, 1292 01:02:57,800 --> 01:03:01,280 Speaker 5: now we're actually able to give the community something that 1293 01:03:01,640 --> 01:03:06,280 Speaker 5: isn't so in Like when you open up a business, 1294 01:03:06,320 --> 01:03:08,840 Speaker 5: you really have to look at you know, your overhead cost, right, 1295 01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:10,680 Speaker 5: so you have to be able to support the business 1296 01:03:11,280 --> 01:03:14,240 Speaker 5: because the business has been in business for so long. Now, 1297 01:03:14,600 --> 01:03:17,760 Speaker 5: our retail business does help the community to be able 1298 01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:20,400 Speaker 5: to hold. What we have in our classroom now is 1299 01:03:20,440 --> 01:03:23,600 Speaker 5: to offer the community a membership where they pay twenty 1300 01:03:23,600 --> 01:03:25,480 Speaker 5: five dollars and five dollars for every class. 1301 01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:27,200 Speaker 3: I love that. 1302 01:03:27,200 --> 01:03:29,760 Speaker 5: That's because our business is so established and are able 1303 01:03:29,800 --> 01:03:32,240 Speaker 5: to give back because I think it's important when you 1304 01:03:32,560 --> 01:03:35,560 Speaker 5: when you at a level or even in your life 1305 01:03:35,600 --> 01:03:37,520 Speaker 5: in general. It doesn't even have to be money wise. 1306 01:03:37,960 --> 01:03:40,720 Speaker 5: It just it's always about a give and take. You know, 1307 01:03:40,760 --> 01:03:43,280 Speaker 5: you have to balance that out. And that is one 1308 01:03:43,320 --> 01:03:45,720 Speaker 5: way that the house gives back because it's not really 1309 01:03:45,720 --> 01:03:48,040 Speaker 5: about the money factor. It's more about we want to teach, 1310 01:03:48,320 --> 01:03:51,200 Speaker 5: so we want also want to give teachers a platform 1311 01:03:51,280 --> 01:03:54,560 Speaker 5: to be able to teach at so that they can 1312 01:03:54,720 --> 01:03:58,000 Speaker 5: continue to grow as well. So that is really awesome 1313 01:03:58,080 --> 01:04:00,640 Speaker 5: that that we have that program. The other thing is 1314 01:04:00,760 --> 01:04:02,280 Speaker 5: is like we just kind of like see where the 1315 01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:04,080 Speaker 5: universe is going to take us. We used to try 1316 01:04:04,120 --> 01:04:05,880 Speaker 5: to plan and try to figure out. I do know 1317 01:04:05,920 --> 01:04:09,680 Speaker 5: that we want to eventually have more House of Intuitions 1318 01:04:09,720 --> 01:04:12,200 Speaker 5: throughout the United States because I think it's important for 1319 01:04:13,400 --> 01:04:16,120 Speaker 5: just humanity, for us right. I think there's a lot 1320 01:04:16,160 --> 01:04:18,720 Speaker 5: of a lot of healing that needs to be done 1321 01:04:18,720 --> 01:04:21,200 Speaker 5: in the world, and we all need to have that 1322 01:04:21,320 --> 01:04:23,760 Speaker 5: space to be able to get our tools to make 1323 01:04:23,840 --> 01:04:24,960 Speaker 5: our churches. 1324 01:04:24,560 --> 01:04:27,880 Speaker 3: In our homes. Are you only your eight stores are 1325 01:04:28,040 --> 01:04:28,800 Speaker 3: only in Californa. 1326 01:04:28,800 --> 01:04:34,520 Speaker 5: There's seven in California and one store in Miami. Ninth 1327 01:04:34,600 --> 01:04:37,160 Speaker 5: stores popping up fairly. 1328 01:04:36,880 --> 01:04:53,960 Speaker 2: Soon in the next sixty days in California. 1329 01:04:47,240 --> 01:04:48,640 Speaker 3: But it won't be in La. 1330 01:04:49,480 --> 01:04:51,320 Speaker 5: I mean it'll be, but not like it'll be a 1331 01:04:51,360 --> 01:04:55,040 Speaker 5: push down a little bit further because it's a lot 1332 01:04:55,040 --> 01:04:55,600 Speaker 5: of stores there. 1333 01:04:55,680 --> 01:04:59,840 Speaker 3: Yeah, I know, I know, La. 1334 01:05:00,320 --> 01:05:03,800 Speaker 5: I'm like, I'm sorry, it's because it's you know, everybody's journey, 1335 01:05:03,960 --> 01:05:05,959 Speaker 5: Like you have to say, like we still have fear 1336 01:05:06,040 --> 01:05:08,320 Speaker 5: Alex and I. It's just her and I that only 1337 01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:11,480 Speaker 5: stores like so you can imagine, like it's a lot 1338 01:05:11,480 --> 01:05:14,240 Speaker 5: of energy to hold down. So yeah, I would love 1339 01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:16,919 Speaker 5: to have a store, an actual store in New York City. 1340 01:05:17,000 --> 01:05:19,480 Speaker 5: I would love to have a store in San Francisco. 1341 01:05:19,840 --> 01:05:21,640 Speaker 5: You know, I would love to have a store all 1342 01:05:21,680 --> 01:05:22,840 Speaker 5: in these different places. 1343 01:05:23,360 --> 01:05:23,880 Speaker 3: But it's like. 1344 01:05:24,480 --> 01:05:29,080 Speaker 12: It's a child, like your child, aye, and trying to trust. 1345 01:05:29,160 --> 01:05:30,960 Speaker 12: You know, everything's gonna happen. I can't just get in 1346 01:05:31,040 --> 01:05:33,640 Speaker 12: my car and fix something that happens. So it's a 1347 01:05:33,680 --> 01:05:36,600 Speaker 12: scary journey, but we know that it's it's out. 1348 01:05:36,440 --> 01:05:37,760 Speaker 3: Of our hounds. Universe has us. 1349 01:05:37,800 --> 01:05:40,160 Speaker 2: So I'm so I'm so grateful for you guys, for 1350 01:05:40,240 --> 01:05:43,400 Speaker 2: like going with your intuition and like providing this space 1351 01:05:43,440 --> 01:05:44,640 Speaker 2: for the community and for. 1352 01:05:44,600 --> 01:05:47,840 Speaker 3: Like women like us and like women you know, just. 1353 01:05:47,800 --> 01:05:50,040 Speaker 2: For the curious, because you're so right, there's so many 1354 01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:52,760 Speaker 2: people that like probably have the inclination slightly, but they 1355 01:05:52,760 --> 01:05:54,640 Speaker 2: don't know where to go. And like all we had 1356 01:05:54,760 --> 01:05:58,720 Speaker 2: was the craft and now look at us. Now I 1357 01:05:58,800 --> 01:06:02,240 Speaker 2: have patience of house of intuition. I think that's just 1358 01:06:02,320 --> 01:06:04,640 Speaker 2: I think it's super important and it's. 1359 01:06:04,560 --> 01:06:06,080 Speaker 4: And you know, you know what I love too is 1360 01:06:06,160 --> 01:06:08,800 Speaker 4: it's a woman of color owned business and that it's 1361 01:06:08,800 --> 01:06:11,160 Speaker 4: a space of like, you know, I just feel like 1362 01:06:12,760 --> 01:06:15,160 Speaker 4: we need we need this, you know, or they're in 1363 01:06:15,160 --> 01:06:17,360 Speaker 4: a community like our community, like we need. 1364 01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:20,400 Speaker 2: Specifically women of color specifically need this because there is 1365 01:06:20,440 --> 01:06:22,680 Speaker 2: a lot of problems, and I think a lot of times. 1366 01:06:22,440 --> 01:06:23,880 Speaker 3: We don't look within ourselves. 1367 01:06:24,240 --> 01:06:27,680 Speaker 4: We're always looking for either Western medicine or just you know, 1368 01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:28,800 Speaker 4: pushing it down, pushing it down. 1369 01:06:28,800 --> 01:06:29,960 Speaker 3: We'll deal with it later. We'll deal with it later, 1370 01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:30,760 Speaker 3: and another shit to do. 1371 01:06:31,040 --> 01:06:34,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, you don't, you know, they definitely don't go to therapy, 1372 01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:38,280 Speaker 4: you know. So it's like this is such a necessary space. 1373 01:06:38,440 --> 01:06:39,400 Speaker 3: It is for everyone. 1374 01:06:39,480 --> 01:06:42,520 Speaker 5: But I think building it to like even like to 1375 01:06:42,560 --> 01:06:45,200 Speaker 5: the chandeliers and the black and white chel you know, 1376 01:06:45,400 --> 01:06:48,920 Speaker 5: tile flooring and all that, like that all came honestly 1377 01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:51,160 Speaker 5: in the beginning, like we weren't like that. The reason 1378 01:06:51,840 --> 01:06:54,040 Speaker 5: I think I was guided and Alex was guided to 1379 01:06:54,080 --> 01:06:57,200 Speaker 5: do it was because the people that don't really know 1380 01:06:57,280 --> 01:07:00,520 Speaker 5: that they need to have spirituality. It's like your intuition 1381 01:07:00,600 --> 01:07:02,200 Speaker 5: led you here, so they kind of fall into the 1382 01:07:02,240 --> 01:07:05,480 Speaker 5: store thinking that it's like, oh, so it's like it's 1383 01:07:05,600 --> 01:07:08,320 Speaker 5: guided by their spirit instead of being guided. 1384 01:07:08,320 --> 01:07:12,360 Speaker 3: But if I've had like pentagrams, you know, it was 1385 01:07:12,520 --> 01:07:19,600 Speaker 3: it's as true conscious like intuitive learning. Yeah, and if 1386 01:07:19,640 --> 01:07:21,280 Speaker 3: you're a bitch like me, you're like I was supposed 1387 01:07:21,280 --> 01:07:21,480 Speaker 3: to be. 1388 01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:26,680 Speaker 5: So we definitely made a conscious decision to do that 1389 01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:33,160 Speaker 5: and to make people feel, you know, very much not scared, intimidating. 1390 01:07:32,640 --> 01:07:36,000 Speaker 4: Or right like, oh this is this is a specific 1391 01:07:36,040 --> 01:07:36,920 Speaker 4: type of butchery. 1392 01:07:37,280 --> 01:07:37,760 Speaker 3: Right. 1393 01:07:38,560 --> 01:07:42,160 Speaker 4: Yeah, that's important too, because I think people can get intimidated. 1394 01:07:42,200 --> 01:07:44,680 Speaker 3: And there's a there's a there's. 1395 01:07:44,440 --> 01:07:46,960 Speaker 4: A place in the valley here. It's called the Psychic Eye, 1396 01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,360 Speaker 4: you know. And when I remember going in there, a 1397 01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:51,120 Speaker 4: very famous place. Yeah, I used to go in there 1398 01:07:51,120 --> 01:07:52,800 Speaker 4: and I would love it. I'd love it, but but 1399 01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:53,880 Speaker 4: I always but I always. 1400 01:07:53,640 --> 01:07:55,640 Speaker 3: Felt like it's just like a certain type of butchery 1401 01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:57,880 Speaker 3: in here. So I already know what's going on in here. 1402 01:07:57,960 --> 01:07:58,560 Speaker 3: Can tell me. 1403 01:07:58,760 --> 01:08:01,920 Speaker 4: Yeah, I would go into that place and be like, 1404 01:08:02,000 --> 01:08:03,400 Speaker 4: am I I don't I feel stupid? 1405 01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:05,120 Speaker 2: Yeah? 1406 01:08:05,280 --> 01:08:07,800 Speaker 3: Like what do I do? And I don't? I shouldn't 1407 01:08:07,800 --> 01:08:11,880 Speaker 3: be here. I'm not sorry. 1408 01:08:12,280 --> 01:08:14,840 Speaker 2: I've been same like, Okay, well, no one's telling me 1409 01:08:14,880 --> 01:08:16,479 Speaker 2: a name the first three steps. 1410 01:08:17,080 --> 01:08:19,160 Speaker 3: I'm gonna be going to the juice the juice bar 1411 01:08:19,240 --> 01:08:22,280 Speaker 3: down the street for sure. 1412 01:08:23,840 --> 01:08:27,439 Speaker 4: Well, thank you guys so much for coming and sharing us, 1413 01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:30,639 Speaker 4: sharing your journey. Can you tell us where we can 1414 01:08:30,680 --> 01:08:33,200 Speaker 4: find you, guys or House of Intuition? 1415 01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:35,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, social platforms, Yeah. 1416 01:08:35,840 --> 01:08:38,400 Speaker 5: Our House of Intuition la dot com holds all of 1417 01:08:38,400 --> 01:08:40,400 Speaker 5: our locations, so it'll tell you how to get to 1418 01:08:40,479 --> 01:08:42,720 Speaker 5: all of our locations on our website. We have an 1419 01:08:42,720 --> 01:08:46,320 Speaker 5: online store as well, and we have our pop up 1420 01:08:46,400 --> 01:08:48,000 Speaker 5: still going in New York City. 1421 01:08:48,200 --> 01:08:51,720 Speaker 3: I'm gonna go pop up pop up. We are going 1422 01:08:51,720 --> 01:08:53,839 Speaker 3: in New York next week, so we'll pop up again. 1423 01:08:54,360 --> 01:08:57,160 Speaker 5: Wonderful and then our I g House of a House 1424 01:08:57,160 --> 01:09:03,200 Speaker 5: of Intuition and Christina, what other things would you like 1425 01:09:03,280 --> 01:09:08,200 Speaker 5: us to say? That's our marketing girl, I'm like a 1426 01:09:08,320 --> 01:09:10,960 Speaker 5: marketing don't marketing is not part of my magical candles. 1427 01:09:11,360 --> 01:09:15,000 Speaker 2: I'm like I would say Facebook, because we're now posting 1428 01:09:15,040 --> 01:09:16,759 Speaker 2: a lot of our events on Facebook. 1429 01:09:16,840 --> 01:09:19,120 Speaker 4: Okay, so if you guys check check them out on 1430 01:09:19,120 --> 01:09:22,040 Speaker 4: Facebook so you can see their events. 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