WEBVTT - Ep 35: Billy Corgan

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<v Speaker 1>Loud and Quiet Presents Midnight Chats.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello and welcome to episode thirty five of the Loud

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<v Speaker 2>and Quiet interview podcast Midnight Chats. For this episode, I

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<v Speaker 2>met an extremely famous man, and I probably wasn't quite

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<v Speaker 2>appreciative of how famous he was until I was sat

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<v Speaker 2>in front of him. That man is Billy Corgan, the

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<v Speaker 2>lead singer of the Smashing Pumpkins. And of course I

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<v Speaker 2>know the Smashing Pumpkins and I know Billy Corgan. I

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<v Speaker 2>know who he is. And I went to do this

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<v Speaker 2>interview and it wasn't until I was actually sat opposite

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<v Speaker 2>him that it kind of clicked. You know, he's an

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<v Speaker 2>iconic looking guy. He's unmistakeably Billy Corgan, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>maybe I just wasn't ready for that. And when I

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<v Speaker 2>was sat down, I was like, oh, yeah, you are

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<v Speaker 2>Billy Corgan from the Smashing Pumpkins. I really enjoyed our conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>We spoke for about an hour in a hotel in

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<v Speaker 2>West London, in Chelsea, and essentially the reason Billy was

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<v Speaker 2>in town and speaking to me was because he's just

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<v Speaker 2>released his second solo album under his own name. If

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<v Speaker 2>you don't include all the Smashing pumpkins stuff, but Oogi

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<v Speaker 2>Lala is his new album under the name William Patrick Corgan.

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<v Speaker 2>Please enjoy this episode. Thank you for taking the time

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<v Speaker 2>to download it and listen. If you do enjoy it, subscribe, comment,

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<v Speaker 2>do all of those things, and do check back on

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<v Speaker 2>previous episodes. Greg's been holding the fort for the past

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<v Speaker 2>few episodes and doing a great job. I've had some

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<v Speaker 2>really good guests on recently, and we've got a few

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<v Speaker 2>really good ones coming up as well, so please do back.

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<v Speaker 2>That'd be enough one of these in two weeks, but

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<v Speaker 2>for now, please enjoy my conversation with the Billy Coran,

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<v Speaker 2>actual Billy Corgan. Do you listen to podcasts?

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<v Speaker 3>I do.

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<v Speaker 2>I do.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a person who was a self learner, so I

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<v Speaker 3>really appreciate like deep dives. Like there's this guy. He

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<v Speaker 3>has a podcast and a website called the Disney History

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<v Speaker 3>Institute or do it the Disneyland History Institute or Disney

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<v Speaker 3>and he does these super deep dives into Disney's world.

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<v Speaker 3>He created his creative process, the theme parks he didn't build,

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<v Speaker 3>and he's incredibly researched. He has all the contexts in

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<v Speaker 3>the Disney world, access to amazing photo archives, and I

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<v Speaker 3>actually I was so impressed by what he is doing.

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<v Speaker 3>I reached out to him and he said, oh, you

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<v Speaker 3>just made my day. And you know, he said, I

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<v Speaker 3>was listening recently. It's so cool that you found me.

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<v Speaker 3>And he does really great He puts out like a

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<v Speaker 3>blog and then his podcast is sort of he reads

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<v Speaker 3>his blog post, but it's super long in details to

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<v Speaker 3>be like forty five minutes with some music and stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's a little bit of production. But man, you

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<v Speaker 3>learned so much about something you thought you you thought

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<v Speaker 3>you knew about. It's such a weird thing. And this

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<v Speaker 3>is what I love about it. It's like you think

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<v Speaker 3>you know something and then somebody who's willing to take

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<v Speaker 3>the time and they kind of take you there, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it's perfect. What I love about podcasts is

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<v Speaker 3>something like you know, you brushing your teeth. It's like

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<v Speaker 3>you could still listen and learn something. I mean, compared

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<v Speaker 3>to music. I mean, I listened to people's podcasts probably

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<v Speaker 3>ten times more than I listen to music. It just

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<v Speaker 3>sort of goes better with life. I can watch my

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<v Speaker 3>kid and I don't know, just I love it.

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<v Speaker 2>So you did you find yesterday?

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<v Speaker 3>I've been in London for a few days. I came

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<v Speaker 3>from Paris and I was in Berlin, and so it's

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<v Speaker 3>I think there's a day eight and then I go

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<v Speaker 3>home to Chicago.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool. What did you watch on the plane on your

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<v Speaker 2>first long haul? I watched.

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<v Speaker 3>A so so movie called It's Frank Sinatra. And who

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<v Speaker 3>was in singing in the Rain? His name escapes me,

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<v Speaker 3>Gene Kelly. Yeah, him and Sinatra in a kind of

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<v Speaker 3>a navy movie, like in the Navy or Anchors Away or.

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<v Speaker 2>Is it the musical?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the.

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<v Speaker 2>Something Town, Something something Right, And I think I know

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<v Speaker 2>the one you made. I noticed that planes have started

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<v Speaker 2>to do that more like put old classics on.

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<v Speaker 3>I love it.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you when you when you fly? Do you do

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<v Speaker 2>you get into the films?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not a fan of most new movies. I just can't,

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<v Speaker 3>you know even you know, sometimes the watch in some

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<v Speaker 3>movie and it's like then you got to get the

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<v Speaker 3>we're ruining the Earth message, and it's just like, I

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<v Speaker 3>just want to watch a movie. Man. I don't need

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<v Speaker 3>to be politicized too. It's like the politicization of entertainment.

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<v Speaker 3>At some point it gets I mean it's in you know,

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<v Speaker 3>you're watching a kid's cartoon and you're being lectured about

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<v Speaker 3>the rainforest. It's just like, I got it. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm doing the best here. I'm separating my garbage. What

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<v Speaker 3>else you want me to do?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's true. And you don't get that with Frank Sinatcha.

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<v Speaker 3>No, you're guaranteed. Yeah, I'm saying you're guaranteed. If you

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<v Speaker 3>watch a movie pre nineteen sixty five, you're pretty much

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<v Speaker 3>guaranteed just to have a laugh. You know, sometimes that's

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<v Speaker 3>not a bad thing. Escapist entertainment is sometimes probably the

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<v Speaker 3>best medicine.

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<v Speaker 2>So is that what you would watch that home? As well?

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<v Speaker 3>I only watch old movies, old films. I probably ninety

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<v Speaker 3>seven percent of the time watch movies before nineteen fifty.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a big fan of the studio system, even though

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<v Speaker 3>it didn't treat the individual artists too well. I'm a

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<v Speaker 3>big fan of how they just cranked out like quality

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<v Speaker 3>movie after quality movie. And then I do deep dives

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<v Speaker 3>on people I like, like like, I love Barbara Stanwick,

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<v Speaker 3>who was a quintessential American actress, like a beautiful but

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<v Speaker 3>kind of a strange face, kind of a tough I

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<v Speaker 3>think she was from like Pittsburgh, and you know, she's

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<v Speaker 3>the classic. You know, she made good in it in

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<v Speaker 3>Hollywood and was this massive actress, and you know she

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<v Speaker 3>does all these kind of she does everything from the

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<v Speaker 3>rom com to like the serious you know, drama where

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<v Speaker 3>she's the other woman and you know it's just and

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<v Speaker 3>she's always good. She's she's good in every movie. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>so one movie you'll be a six out of ten,

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<v Speaker 3>and the next will be a seven out of ten,

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<v Speaker 3>and the next will be an eight out of ten.

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<v Speaker 3>But she's always she's always great. And that's why they

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<v Speaker 3>used to have stars like that, because they just crank

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<v Speaker 3>them out.

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<v Speaker 2>For anyone who's not familiar with her or what would

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<v Speaker 2>be your entry point suggestion.

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<v Speaker 3>Gosh, see, she's one of those weird ones where there's

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<v Speaker 3>there's not that one movie that you that was like

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<v Speaker 3>the big movie.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, sorry, what's her name again.

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<v Speaker 3>Barbara Stanwick. I'm terrible with this stuff. There's one movie

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<v Speaker 3>where it's like her husband has an affair or something.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like but it's like it's like when it kind

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<v Speaker 3>of you're kind of getting into like the film noir,

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<v Speaker 3>like the forties. It's sort of ahead of its time.

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<v Speaker 3>It's sort of really gritty and maybe she murders her husband.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like one of those.

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<v Speaker 2>But I know what you mean, know about those old films,

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<v Speaker 2>because I like, I like when you can tell this

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<v Speaker 2>is this is a really kind of old fashioned boring

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<v Speaker 2>thing to say, But I like when you can see

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<v Speaker 2>the sets of a film, when you can see that

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<v Speaker 2>they've made.

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<v Speaker 3>A oh like made the Street, made the Street.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there's just something about that that and like old

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<v Speaker 2>Disney films, like.

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<v Speaker 3>Or like even like Frankenstein, where they made like the

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<v Speaker 3>Bavarian Village. Yeah, and it's like the idealized, scary Bavarian

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<v Speaker 3>village and then you see it in another movie they're like, well,

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<v Speaker 3>we'll just use the Bavarian village again, like I've or

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<v Speaker 3>they dress up the Bavarian Village for robin Hood or something.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. It's like, isn't that the You can't blame them, right,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>No, like we've made this thing now value for money

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<v Speaker 2>out of this thing. I read recently an I think

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<v Speaker 2>you recently did with Rolling Stone on that side, so

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<v Speaker 2>you know it's true. There was just one thing that

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<v Speaker 2>you said in it that, like talking about films, was

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<v Speaker 2>just a reference to Stanley Kubrick. You were likening kind

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<v Speaker 2>of the way Kubrick would work to the way that

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<v Speaker 2>you work.

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<v Speaker 3>I presaged it by saying, please, don't think I'm comparing

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<v Speaker 3>myself Curbick, and of course he took that part out. Now,

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<v Speaker 3>what I said is Kubrick's methodology is the only artist

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<v Speaker 3>I've ever read that reminds me of mine. Is that

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<v Speaker 3>I do these really deep, immersive dives into things I'm

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<v Speaker 3>fascinated by. I yank out whatever it is I'm interested

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<v Speaker 3>in subconsciously, and somehow it shows up in my work.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I burnt. I literally burned the road to

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<v Speaker 3>where it's like I'm just so done with the subject

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<v Speaker 3>that I just move on to something else. And apparently

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<v Speaker 3>that's sort of the way he worked.

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<v Speaker 2>So I recently saw two thousand and one for the

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<v Speaker 2>first time. I've never seen fantastic and I saw it

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<v Speaker 2>in the in cinema here at the BFI on the

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<v Speaker 2>South Bank, and I mean, it completely fried my mind.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, he's that type of artist, you know. It's funny.

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<v Speaker 3>We used to work with a guy his dad's His

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<v Speaker 3>dad was a Hollywood special effects guy, and his dad's

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<v Speaker 3>claim to fame was he was the guy that designed

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<v Speaker 3>the sequence at the end with the spaceship and the lights,

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<v Speaker 3>So it's pretty kind of a cool. Yeah, we got

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<v Speaker 3>to hear some of the kind of the background stories

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<v Speaker 3>about the making of that stuff, the special effects stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, Kubrick's like, to me, there's a special class

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<v Speaker 3>of twenty century artists like Philip K. Dick is another one.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if you ever read Philip K.

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<v Speaker 2>Dick, no, as there's recently been a series here on

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<v Speaker 2>TV of his stories Electric Dreams.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, he wrote what became blade Runner, right do Android's

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<v Speaker 3>dream of Electric Sheep that was that's what became Blade Runner,

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<v Speaker 3>Minority Report. There was Scanner Darkly with Keanu Reeves, which

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<v Speaker 3>I never saw, but it seemed like it was kind

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<v Speaker 3>of a bit of a funky movie. But many of

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<v Speaker 3>his works have been made in But Philip K. Dick

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<v Speaker 3>is that sort of artist where it's like their work

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<v Speaker 3>is beyond the bounds of the medium they're working in, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And it's so deep and it's so layered that it

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<v Speaker 3>takes generations to figure out what even the bigger meta

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<v Speaker 3>message is because cultures tend to reflexively look at a

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<v Speaker 3>piece of art and say, what does this have to

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<v Speaker 3>do with us right now. But a true artist works

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<v Speaker 3>on multi dimensional levels. Hence the Mona Lisa. You can

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<v Speaker 3>still get something out of it four hundred years later

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<v Speaker 3>when you should really shouldn't. So why do you It's

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<v Speaker 3>just a painting of somebody. Yeah, and there's plenty of

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<v Speaker 3>paintings of somebody, you know, And that's oftentimes what gets

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<v Speaker 3>difficult as a as a public person who's an artist

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<v Speaker 3>in the media, because the media is asking you to

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<v Speaker 3>find yourself on their terms in this moment. But if

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<v Speaker 3>you've made real work, you know that the work goes

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<v Speaker 3>outside the bounds of that. So you're asked to be

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<v Speaker 3>sort of reductionist about your own work to sell your work,

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<v Speaker 3>which inhibits what you've actually tried to create, which is

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<v Speaker 3>something sort of beyond the bounds of the time you're in.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a weird I don't want say compromise. It's a

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<v Speaker 3>weird sort of negotiation that goes on forever.

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<v Speaker 2>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like there's those books like, you know, read the

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<v Speaker 3>bad reviews of the most famous classical pieces. Have you

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<v Speaker 3>ever seen that? Yeah, it's like somebody's ripping apart, you know, Stravinsky,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you know it's like it gives somebody like

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<v Speaker 3>me a little solas, like, well, in a hundred years,

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<v Speaker 3>they're going to understand my fourth album, you know, Thank god,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I can go to my grave happy because

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<v Speaker 3>some days somebody's going to figure this out.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you genuinely read your right?

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<v Speaker 3>I stopped that about seven ten years ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, No good can come from that, right, And.

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<v Speaker 3>What's weird is and it's hard for people to understand,

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<v Speaker 3>like I've had a good review come out in one

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<v Speaker 3>of the big magazines here, and of course somebody tries

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<v Speaker 3>to put it under my nose and say, hey, have

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<v Speaker 3>you read this because they're they're excited for me, like

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<v Speaker 3>you got a good review, and it's like, no, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I can't. And they don't understand why because invariably, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's critique, right, And I'm not saying I can't be criticized,

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<v Speaker 3>but I don't want to put ideas in my head

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<v Speaker 3>that are going to inhibit my ability to produce more work.

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<v Speaker 3>So something that I consider just fine based on my

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<v Speaker 3>own set of internal data, like oh, you know, that's

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<v Speaker 3>a pretty good song. It could have been better if

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<v Speaker 3>I've done this, this and this, But you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>like the song fine, And then I read a review

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<v Speaker 3>and it's like, and the worst song on the album

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<v Speaker 3>is And suddenly I'm like, now I'm second guessing something

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't second guessing. But why am I second guessing

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<v Speaker 3>based on one person's opinion? It's a weird again, it's

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<v Speaker 3>a weird negotiation.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, so, I mean we should say that. The reason

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<v Speaker 2>you're you're over here at the moment is new album's

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<v Speaker 2>coming out, allegedly allegedly coming out? Can you tell me

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<v Speaker 2>what it's called? How to pronounce it? Og lala og lala? Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm god.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a made up word, is it? Yeah? I just

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<v Speaker 3>made it up.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just something you came up with.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's based on, you know, some etymology and is

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<v Speaker 3>that the word? I always get confused. It's like, is

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<v Speaker 3>etymology the study of bugs or the study of words?

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<v Speaker 3>It's one of those. Yeah, it's a little bit of

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<v Speaker 3>automotopy and a little bit of etymology.

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<v Speaker 2>And yeah, under your own name, it's yours. It's your

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<v Speaker 2>second SIDO record, first in twelve years.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the first one didn't go so well.

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<v Speaker 2>No, it's a bit of an.

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<v Speaker 3>Unpleasant experience, was it not making it. I love making

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<v Speaker 3>the record. I enjoyed it, and I really actually liked

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<v Speaker 3>the record, but I it was it got such a

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<v Speaker 3>strange reception. It was sort of like, well, it's not

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<v Speaker 3>the pumpkins, and why are you doing electronic music? And

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, don't you remember I had like hit

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<v Speaker 3>songs with I actually had two hit songs in nineteen

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<v Speaker 3>seventy nine and and and the song I And they

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<v Speaker 3>actually can even argue Aviador, which did quite well in Europe.

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<v Speaker 3>So had three singles in the nineties which were electronics.

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<v Speaker 3>So here I am not too in the distant future,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, making more electronic music. Was like, why have

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<v Speaker 3>you given up the guitar? And I was like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>there's guitar on the album. It's like, it was this weird.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you think people were like that? Was it

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<v Speaker 2>just was it because they loved the Pumpkins so much

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<v Speaker 2>and it was fun. It's two thousand and five, wasn't it.

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<v Speaker 3>It's us right, No, I since we have time to

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<v Speaker 3>take the deeper dive into culture. I think that one

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<v Speaker 3>of the strangest I'm fifty years old, so I've lived

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<v Speaker 3>long enough to sort of see the death of print

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<v Speaker 3>media move into the Bloggi sphere, move into the YouTube

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<v Speaker 3>podcast the dominance of the podcast genre a blitter all comers.

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<v Speaker 3>There's collateral damage, which, of course in any cultural shift

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<v Speaker 3>there's going to be. You know, so this is not

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<v Speaker 3>this is not me crying foul. But one of the

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<v Speaker 3>strangest effects of digital culture was the winnowing down of

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<v Speaker 3>let's call it like what you stand for in essence,

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<v Speaker 3>there's so much data that people don't have enough bandwidth

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<v Speaker 3>go beyond Oh, you're the pumpkin guy and you make

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<v Speaker 3>noisy rock, and no amount of contrary information will change

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<v Speaker 3>that label. It's a weird or you know, my band

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<v Speaker 3>is listed on iTunes under alternative. Who made that decision?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, so forever you're in this box, in some

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<v Speaker 3>digital box, but in a record store, you might have

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<v Speaker 3>been mixed in next to the Beatles and the Rolling Stones,

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<v Speaker 3>who are now under rock or classic. You know. So

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<v Speaker 3>it's this weird ghettos and and so I think I

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<v Speaker 3>was sort of hit sideways by this narrowing down of

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<v Speaker 3>like who you are in the culture. And the longer

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<v Speaker 3>you get away from let's call it the moment, the

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<v Speaker 3>narrower the definition becomes. It becomes simplified. And so even though, like,

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<v Speaker 3>let's say, the last electronic hit I had was nineteen

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<v Speaker 3>ninety eight, and I'm making an album seven years later

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<v Speaker 3>with similar themes and influences, seven years in digital time

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<v Speaker 3>is seven hundred. So what was remembered about me seven

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<v Speaker 3>years later wasn't that I had hits with acoustic guitars

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<v Speaker 3>and strings, and it was You're the Pumpkin Guy, and

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<v Speaker 3>the Pumpkin Guy's angry and sings about rats and cages.

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<v Speaker 3>So this isn't that. And I'm standing there thinking I'm

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<v Speaker 3>on the other timeline, which is the one that actually

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<v Speaker 3>circles around the sun timeline. There are artists that three

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<v Speaker 3>years ago were on the cover of magazines and they're

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<v Speaker 3>gone already. That would have been unheard of in the past. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>they would at least had three four more years. People

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<v Speaker 3>rise and fall within twelve eighteen month cycles. They rise

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<v Speaker 3>like a phoenix in crash. There's this acceleration of the cycles,

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<v Speaker 3>is my long winded point here.

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<v Speaker 2>So with that in mind, in terms of the new record,

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<v Speaker 2>which is it's not an electronic record. In fact, it's

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<v Speaker 2>thank god, it's a very stripped back.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a midnight affair.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a midnight affair and it's mostly you and acoustic

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<v Speaker 2>guitar and piano. Yeah, no drums, no drums. How do

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<v Speaker 2>you think in terms of like this idea, if you're

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<v Speaker 2>the pumpkin guy, you're the angry pumpkin rock guy. What

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<v Speaker 2>do you think is going to be the response to

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<v Speaker 2>this record?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, empirically and based on what I just said, you

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<v Speaker 3>would think you're going the wrong way right. The strange,

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<v Speaker 3>strange thing happened about three years ago. I live down

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<v Speaker 3>the road in Chicago from an outdoor venue. It goes

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<v Speaker 3>back to the eighteen hundreds. It's probably something that's all

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<v Speaker 3>over year, but for America it's a little bit rare.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a park where people sit out on the lawn

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<v Speaker 3>and listen to a show. It's meant to be in

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<v Speaker 3>international acts from all the world coming to play. It's

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<v Speaker 3>a storied place. So three years ago, the guy from

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<v Speaker 3>the venue, they must have had an open date or something,

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<v Speaker 3>because it was the last minute thing. The guy called

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<v Speaker 3>and said, would you be willing to come in and

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<v Speaker 3>play a solo gig? And he made a pretty generous

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<v Speaker 3>offer to where you're like, well, it's worth getting up

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<v Speaker 3>off my butt to go do this. So Jeff and

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<v Speaker 3>I from the Pumpkins put together an acoustic show and

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<v Speaker 3>we did some electronics stuff too, and we played it

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<v Speaker 3>loud a little bit, but mostly it was mostly acoustic

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<v Speaker 3>the whole night, and the reception was so positive. Again,

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<v Speaker 3>an organic response to something that we didn't wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 3>expected an organic response from that. Then the next year

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<v Speaker 3>we toured as Smashing Pumpkins. We call it in planes,

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<v Speaker 3>but it was basically Pumpkins acoustic with some electronic and

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<v Speaker 3>it was the other side of the Pumpkins catalog type

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<v Speaker 3>of thing. The response was two or sold out immediately.

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<v Speaker 3>Response was great. So then we did it again the

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<v Speaker 3>next year, bigger places, best reviews I've probably ever gotten ever.

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<v Speaker 3>So somehow we accidentally hit a vein that interests the

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<v Speaker 3>fan base that like that like somehow this approach is

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<v Speaker 3>organically and connected to their understanding of that idea, but

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<v Speaker 3>not in an intellectual way. Don't ask me why.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe it's like, maybe it's just as basic as the

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<v Speaker 2>fact of a Pumpkins fan from the nineties likes guitars

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<v Speaker 2>and rock guitars and now they're old.

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<v Speaker 3>They're old, and as they're as they're using their walker, you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, they want something a bit quiet.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that little slower pace. We used to walker with him.

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<v Speaker 2>But maybe it's just that they're like the symps and

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<v Speaker 2>electronics is maybe like a bit of a step too far,

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<v Speaker 2>but an acoustic guitar and piano is kind of within

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<v Speaker 2>that kind of vein.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that's a good that's a good assertion, and

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<v Speaker 3>I would they seem to be attracted to the melody

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<v Speaker 3>and the lyric. So in essence, if you were trying

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<v Speaker 3>to take a guess, the lyric, the message still means something,

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<v Speaker 3>and maybe the guitar is that the loud guitar is

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<v Speaker 3>less important as the message. It's something about the messages

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<v Speaker 3>working so shocked me. Honestly, I didn't expect to sort

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<v Speaker 3>of end up here because I kept getting in my

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<v Speaker 3>ear from industry professionals. You know, if only you could

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<v Speaker 3>like Bob Dylan in his book, you know, he's supposed

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<v Speaker 3>to write three, but he only wrote one so far.

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<v Speaker 3>He talks about how people for years would say, can't

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<v Speaker 3>you just go back to the old Bob Dylan, And

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<v Speaker 3>he actually says in the book, I actually wanted to

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<v Speaker 3>give them the old Bob Dylan and I couldn't. So

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<v Speaker 3>I think that's quite astute.

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<v Speaker 2>So you started making this record with that in mind,

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<v Speaker 2>with it to be that.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it's it's it's it's like, well around the podcast,

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<v Speaker 3>I can explain it. So it's like two roads that

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<v Speaker 3>are running alongside each other but don't meet, but ultimately

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<v Speaker 3>meet by accident. That's kind of what happened to me.

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<v Speaker 3>So over here, I'm telling you this sort of organic

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<v Speaker 3>thing is happening with acoustic music for me, but only

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<v Speaker 3>on the live side. I have no intention of doing

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<v Speaker 3>an acoustic album.

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<v Speaker 2>Why not?

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<v Speaker 3>I just didn't. You just think it wasn't in my mind.

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<v Speaker 3>On the other side, I'm trying to figure out a

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<v Speaker 3>way to get the Smashing Pumpkins back into a contemporary frame.

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<v Speaker 3>The easiest way to do this is to have a

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<v Speaker 3>hit record, right, So you're trying to figure out some

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<v Speaker 3>approach that you feel good about that you can aggressively

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<v Speaker 3>approach the market. You know. I don't know, it's not

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<v Speaker 3>worth explaining other than you just want to be aggressive.

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<v Speaker 3>And so I made one record that we put out

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<v Speaker 3>in twenty fourteen called Monuments to an Elegy. It sold dreadfully.

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<v Speaker 3>It seemed to disappear in two seconds, as records can

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<v Speaker 3>these days, which was disappointing. I went back in the

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<v Speaker 3>studio to make a follow up record. I got I

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<v Speaker 3>don't know, about a month or two months into the record,

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<v Speaker 3>and I lost my mind and I quit. I can't

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<v Speaker 3>do this. So then I found myself sitting at home going, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>now what I'm going to do? And in my bummed

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<v Speaker 3>out phase, I picked up an acoustic guitar and I

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<v Speaker 3>started writing acoustic songs. So I suddenly these two roads converged,

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<v Speaker 3>which was funny because I had plenty of empirical information

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<v Speaker 3>to say that the audience is actually interested in me

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<v Speaker 3>doing acoustic music. But my pride was in the way

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<v Speaker 3>because I was over here trying to, like, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 3>rebuild the wall to steal from Roger. Yeah, one more time.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's the first. So that's the first time you've

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<v Speaker 2>sat down and written acoustically.

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<v Speaker 3>Not true. Actually I wrote an acoustic record before the

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<v Speaker 3>electronic solo record.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, and what happened to that one?

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<v Speaker 3>It's sitting on a shelf. It's quite nice. Actually, it's

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<v Speaker 3>a very stark record about Chicago. It's more folk. I

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<v Speaker 3>guess than this record, the Oji Lala. But I was

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<v Speaker 3>going to put that record out on Warner Brothers in

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<v Speaker 3>two thousand and five, and I sniffed around the record

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<v Speaker 3>company a bit and I got a funny vibe that

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<v Speaker 3>they were just going to bury the record if it

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<v Speaker 3>was going to be acoustic. So I shelved the record

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<v Speaker 3>even though it was finished, and then I made what

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<v Speaker 3>became the first solo record, the Tronic Future Embrace Record,

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<v Speaker 3>which caused all the other problems.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so it's niceig.

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<v Speaker 3>It's my two thousand zig zagging that sort of led

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<v Speaker 3>me to this this point of like it's like you've

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<v Speaker 3>gone back to the beginning, and it's like, I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to do the simplest thing possible because maybe somehow the

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<v Speaker 3>directness of that approach will get through to somebody, and

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<v Speaker 3>somehow it seems to be cutting through the fog better

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<v Speaker 3>than a loud electric guitar, which is weird because I

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<v Speaker 3>got cut through the fog the first time with an

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<v Speaker 3>electric guitar, and I'm cutting through the fog with an

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<v Speaker 3>acoustic It's strange, but as long as it's effective, I'm happy.

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<v Speaker 3>Because it's a lot of work to kind of end

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<v Speaker 3>up coming up short, you know, and.

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<v Speaker 2>You wecoded this record with Rick Rubin.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, it was fantastic.

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<v Speaker 2>And is that the first time you've what with him?

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<v Speaker 3>No. I work with Rick in nineteen ninety eight on

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<v Speaker 3>a song call let Me Give the World to You,

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<v Speaker 3>which was left off the Ador album, which later came

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<v Speaker 3>out in one of those kind of reissue deals.

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<v Speaker 2>Sure, and it was his idea to keep the songs

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<v Speaker 2>pretty much as you have them, right, And if you

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<v Speaker 2>had done this record with someone else, would do you

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<v Speaker 2>feel like you would have naturally just build it up

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<v Speaker 2>and made it electric even as a podo.

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<v Speaker 3>Almost hard to say, because I wasn't sure I was

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<v Speaker 3>going to make a record at all, and I'd called

0:23:10.440 --> 0:23:13.480
<v Speaker 3>Rick for advice to recommend a producer, and then that's

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<v Speaker 3>when he said he was interested in doing it, which

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<v Speaker 3>was surprising, and that's how I ended up working with him.

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<v Speaker 3>And then once he endorsed what I was doing was

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<v Speaker 3>obviously okay. Now it's going to head towards a conclusion.

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<v Speaker 3>So it's almost unfathomable because he's so he's so part

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<v Speaker 3>of the process. He encouraged me to keep doing. He

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<v Speaker 3>encouraged me to keep writing and he encouraged me to

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<v Speaker 3>commit to this path. I'm not sure what had the

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<v Speaker 3>courage to do without him.

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<v Speaker 2>This is his shangrilaus Gdi.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's beautiful. It's like, you know, you're on a

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<v Speaker 3>bluff and Malibu overlooking the ocean. You know, you're literally

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<v Speaker 3>one block from the ocean. You're on this you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it's where Bob Dylan recorded, the band recorded, Neil Young

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<v Speaker 3>wrote songs there. I mean, it's crazy history.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that like a like an old bus? Is there

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<v Speaker 2>a bus though?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it's the legend is that it's Bob dylan touring

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<v Speaker 3>bus from nineteen sixty five or sixty six.

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<v Speaker 2>And was that just because I know that Rick Rubbin

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<v Speaker 2>bought this place kind of fairly recently, right like last

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<v Speaker 2>ten years or something.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but he fixed it all up.

0:24:12.240 --> 0:24:13.240
<v Speaker 2>Was that bus just there?

0:24:13.400 --> 0:24:15.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? The bus was part of the property is the seventies?

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<v Speaker 3>I think? Okay, I think it was put there in

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<v Speaker 3>the seventies. But what's Rick what Rick has done? Or

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<v Speaker 3>maybe it was this way when he bought, but it's

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<v Speaker 3>been coverted to into a studio. The bus has yes,

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<v Speaker 3>So when I was there working, Neil was in the bus.

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<v Speaker 3>Neil sorry, Neil Young, Neil, my buddy, Neil. Neil Young

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<v Speaker 3>was in the bus working.

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<v Speaker 2>But that can't be like a very big space.

0:24:34.600 --> 0:24:38.000
<v Speaker 3>That's very small. But they what I from what I know,

0:24:38.119 --> 0:24:39.280
<v Speaker 3>Neil likes working in the.

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<v Speaker 2>Bus, Okay, right right, he likes.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, as everyone knows, Neil loves old cars and he

0:24:45.800 --> 0:24:48.879
<v Speaker 3>restores old cars. Yeah, I'm sure he loves the ambience

0:24:48.880 --> 0:24:50.760
<v Speaker 3>of the bus, you know. I mean it's nice inside.

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<v Speaker 3>It doesn't look like a bus. It's been converted into

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<v Speaker 3>like rooms and stuff. It's not what you would think,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's small.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. And do you stay in the bus if you're

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<v Speaker 2>working in the bus? Is it got like a like

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<v Speaker 2>do you stay at shangrilel when you're working at Shango?

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<v Speaker 2>You can?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, there are places And when I was working with Rick,

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<v Speaker 3>I stayed on the property. But I don't think Neil

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<v Speaker 3>was sleeping in the west that field.

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<v Speaker 2>Here, Neil Young sleeping in a bus. I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually, I think Neil's earned the right to sleep where

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<v Speaker 3>everyone in his own bed. But it's pretty cool. You know,

0:25:21.320 --> 0:25:23.879
<v Speaker 3>you're you know, you pull up and you know you

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<v Speaker 3>got your smoothie, you know, from down the road and

0:25:26.320 --> 0:25:28.679
<v Speaker 3>you walk up and there's Neil sitting there having a latte.

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<v Speaker 3>It's awesome. I mean when you think of the history

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<v Speaker 3>and uh, you know the you know, the you know,

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<v Speaker 3>like one of my favorite Neil Young albums is Zuma,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, which he wrote in that same world that whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>that surf stoner world, which you know, it's very much

0:25:43.440 --> 0:25:47.359
<v Speaker 3>that part of the the country. And so that's awesome that.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, i'd be lying to say that the history

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<v Speaker 3>of a place doesn't somehow get into you absolutely, but

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<v Speaker 3>you know, Metallic also recorded there with Rick, and so

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<v Speaker 3>that's cool too. You know, you know, you're standing in

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<v Speaker 3>the spot and Rick's telling you about when he got

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<v Speaker 3>Headfield to get out as old you know, his original

0:26:05.440 --> 0:26:08.119
<v Speaker 3>flying v that he used on early Metallic, and just

0:26:08.160 --> 0:26:10.280
<v Speaker 3>to watch Headfield play rhythm guitar. You know, Headfields was

0:26:10.280 --> 0:26:12.919
<v Speaker 3>one of the greatest rhythm guitar players ever. I mean,

0:26:13.480 --> 0:26:16.680
<v Speaker 3>his right hand for a guitar player. It's just like

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<v Speaker 3>like some machine or something. Just the idea that you're

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<v Speaker 3>sort of standing in the spot of some of your heroes.

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<v Speaker 3>This is cool.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. So what would a general how does a

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<v Speaker 2>die at shangrilel pan out? What's the schedule that.

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<v Speaker 3>Rick likes to work about like one to seven. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>he works a shorter day than you would expect, but

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<v Speaker 3>it's actually actually kind of smart because he gets you

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<v Speaker 3>to really focus those six hours, where if a band's

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<v Speaker 3>working like ten to twelve hours, it's a little bit

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<v Speaker 3>more like you work for a couple hours and then

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<v Speaker 3>he you know, the pace is a little bit more

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<v Speaker 3>laconic or something. He gets you to kind of commit like, Okay,

0:26:51.359 --> 0:26:53.800
<v Speaker 3>for these six hours, we're really gonna work, And I

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<v Speaker 3>think that's actually probably better. Yeah, and when you think

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<v Speaker 3>of all the sixty stuff, I mean, most of those

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<v Speaker 3>sessions were done in four hours. Like the Beatles would

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<v Speaker 3>come in and bang out a song in four hours,

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<v Speaker 3>and we're still listening to them. So maybe there's something

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<v Speaker 3>to it. Yeah, there's something about the spark. You know,

0:27:08.440 --> 0:27:11.679
<v Speaker 3>modern recording has slowed everything down so much into a

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<v Speaker 3>micromanaging And then the worst thing is you work and

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<v Speaker 3>then you sit there and watch some guy on a computer,

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<v Speaker 3>Like you know, it's like, what's what's more rock and

0:27:19.640 --> 0:27:22.439
<v Speaker 3>roll than watching a guy edit on a computer for

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<v Speaker 3>an hour? Let me talk about a vibe killer.

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<v Speaker 2>What interests me is how is those stories of how

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<v Speaker 2>like pop music, like big kind of mainstream pop music

0:27:31.760 --> 0:27:35.280
<v Speaker 2>is now put together kind of by you know, like

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<v Speaker 2>one hundred different people like adding a like one guy,

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<v Speaker 2>add one line, maybe just one line to the whole song,

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<v Speaker 2>and you've.

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<v Speaker 3>Got like it's a factory.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like a factory thing.

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<v Speaker 3>It came out of kpop. For as far as I know,

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<v Speaker 3>really I'm no expert. My my understanding is that's how

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<v Speaker 3>they work in Korea, and that's sort of what's set

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<v Speaker 3>up like the modern version of what we hear on

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<v Speaker 3>the radio. They have like the guitar player from The Pumpkins.

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<v Speaker 3>Jeff Schroeder is half Korean. His mother's Korean, so and

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<v Speaker 3>his partner is full Korean. So she was working over there.

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<v Speaker 3>So he went over to live in Korea for a

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<v Speaker 3>while with her. And so he spent like six months

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<v Speaker 3>living in Korea, and he got to know a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of the K pop people just by hanging out with musicians.

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<v Speaker 3>And he said, there are guys that all they do,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm sure there's girls do there are guys that

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<v Speaker 3>all they do is they write the choruses. So they

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<v Speaker 3>identify you just write choruses, like you're really a good chorus.

0:28:33.880 --> 0:28:38.040
<v Speaker 3>And there are people who only write verses, So imagine

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<v Speaker 3>writing verses just verse like you know, I love you,

0:28:41.680 --> 0:28:43.600
<v Speaker 3>I love you so much, but but that's all they do.

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<v Speaker 3>And then they hook that up. Then they have like

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<v Speaker 3>a menu of like we can use this chorus, we

0:28:48.560 --> 0:28:50.520
<v Speaker 3>can use this chorus, we can use this chorus, we

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<v Speaker 3>can use this chorus, and then they pick the chorus

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<v Speaker 3>that goes best, and they frankenstein the song together. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean to me as somebody who writes like very organically,

0:28:58.400 --> 0:29:03.360
<v Speaker 3>like I'm cooking a very particular meal that is so alien.

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<v Speaker 2>And that person who writes just the verses, they might

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<v Speaker 2>not be any good at course, and then they might

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<v Speaker 2>be completely foreigncident.

0:29:09.800 --> 0:29:12.320
<v Speaker 3>It's like it reminds me of like a mony python sketch.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like you're the greatest like one foot hopper, please

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<v Speaker 3>welcome Mark, the greatest one foot hopper in the history

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<v Speaker 3>of man. You'd be like, okay, like you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean. It's like it's such a weird.

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<v Speaker 4>Thing, but you gotta figure if you go through the

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<v Speaker 4>gene pool, you're gonna find some kid, you know, she's

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<v Speaker 4>really great at like writing, like the nurse the nursery

0:29:40.440 --> 0:29:41.920
<v Speaker 4>rhyme chorus.

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<v Speaker 3>So when you and by the way they and they work.

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<v Speaker 2>Competitively, yeah, they don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I've seen that in Hollywood too. I've been around a

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<v Speaker 3>few major motion pictures where you go and like one

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<v Speaker 3>time I went to meet a director for something and

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<v Speaker 3>he took me like and he had three different editors

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<v Speaker 3>working on the same scene. And I was like, how

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<v Speaker 3>do you, how do you? How does that work? He said, well,

0:30:01.720 --> 0:30:04.520
<v Speaker 3>they all have three They each have their own chance

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<v Speaker 3>to basically win me over, to impress me. And then

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<v Speaker 3>and then and what the director told me is then

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<v Speaker 3>when the then when he picks like let's say he

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<v Speaker 3>picks option B, then he gives all three option B,

0:30:18.400 --> 0:30:20.800
<v Speaker 3>and they and then they all sick on Option B

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<v Speaker 3>to try to improve try option it and try to

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<v Speaker 3>beat it. So it's like it's like, okay, one of you,

0:30:26.920 --> 0:30:30.120
<v Speaker 3>who's got the right vision that wins. Now all three

0:30:30.160 --> 0:30:31.920
<v Speaker 3>of you have a shot to start from there and

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<v Speaker 3>make it better. It's like such a weird.

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<v Speaker 2>And then at some point he must just decide this

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<v Speaker 2>is as good as I want it to be. Yeah, right,

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<v Speaker 2>you are the winner.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's why they say. With a lot of motion

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<v Speaker 3>pictures these days, the directors are more like they're more

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<v Speaker 3>like a military drill commander or something, because you have

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<v Speaker 3>all these sub units working on you know, have.

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<v Speaker 2>You ever been asked to write for other people in

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<v Speaker 2>a in a way, in a well, in any way,

0:30:57.520 --> 0:30:59.720
<v Speaker 2>but in a way like that, like a collaborative way.

0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:02.840
<v Speaker 3>Uh? Yeah, I mean I have. I've, you know, I've

0:31:02.960 --> 0:31:06.880
<v Speaker 3>I've had some success with different artists. But I don't

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<v Speaker 3>write as much as I would have thought through the years.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know why. I think it's just because I

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<v Speaker 3>don't live in La Sure, I think I lived in

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<v Speaker 3>La I probably would have collaborated on a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>people's records, including pop singers and stuff like that, because

0:31:17.680 --> 0:31:20.600
<v Speaker 3>whenever I meet those people, they're very, very interested because

0:31:20.640 --> 0:31:22.240
<v Speaker 3>they know I know how to do that. You know,

0:31:22.280 --> 0:31:25.920
<v Speaker 3>writing hooks is like a weird skill. But I think

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<v Speaker 3>living in Chicago, it's like I live on another planet.

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<v Speaker 2>You've always been in Chicago, right.

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<v Speaker 3>I've tried to get out many times. I at one

0:31:34.360 --> 0:31:36.880
<v Speaker 3>point I tried to live in Portugal. I've tried. I

0:31:36.920 --> 0:31:40.080
<v Speaker 3>thought about living in Berlin. I've lived in New York,

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<v Speaker 3>and I have lived in Los Angeles, and I've always

0:31:44.000 --> 0:31:45.960
<v Speaker 3>gone back to Chicago, much to my chagrin.

0:31:46.480 --> 0:31:48.840
<v Speaker 2>Really I love Chicago.

0:31:48.920 --> 0:31:51.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean it's a really it's a really cool place

0:31:52.040 --> 0:31:55.080
<v Speaker 3>in a particular way. And it's obviously where I'm from,

0:31:55.120 --> 0:31:57.040
<v Speaker 3>where I was born. I live on the same lake.

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<v Speaker 3>I live, you know, on the same lake that I

0:31:59.800 --> 0:32:02.320
<v Speaker 3>would born on, just twenty five miles up the lake

0:32:02.400 --> 0:32:05.880
<v Speaker 3>kind of thing. So there's all the symbolism is rife there.

0:32:05.920 --> 0:32:09.120
<v Speaker 3>It is, you know, the hometown hero lives in isolation

0:32:09.440 --> 0:32:14.320
<v Speaker 3>or exile, that's probably the better word up the coast,

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<v Speaker 3>but it means less and less and less to me

0:32:16.920 --> 0:32:20.440
<v Speaker 3>by year. The zim Yeah, I just I just don't

0:32:20.480 --> 0:32:23.600
<v Speaker 3>resonate with the town anymore. It's weird. And my friends

0:32:23.680 --> 0:32:27.000
<v Speaker 3>keep saying why don't you move? Like they know I'm

0:32:27.040 --> 0:32:31.400
<v Speaker 3>not happy there, and they you know, hopefully you're younger

0:32:31.480 --> 0:32:35.960
<v Speaker 3>than me, you look great. But my point is is

0:32:36.000 --> 0:32:37.920
<v Speaker 3>your friends, you know, as they should, they say, why

0:32:37.920 --> 0:32:39.800
<v Speaker 3>don't you move somewhere? Will you'd be happier? You know,

0:32:39.960 --> 0:32:42.720
<v Speaker 3>like you don't seem happy here, you know, like, why

0:32:42.720 --> 0:32:43.840
<v Speaker 3>don't you move to I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, what do you say to that? When they said that.

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<v Speaker 3>My only defense at this point is I work best

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<v Speaker 3>in Chicago, right, and because work is so central to

0:32:53.400 --> 0:32:57.280
<v Speaker 3>my life, maybe it's the place I concentrate best. Maybe

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<v Speaker 3>the neutrality of Chicago has something to do with why

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<v Speaker 3>I am able to concentrate there. Better don't ask me.

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<v Speaker 2>With that in mind. The idea of to be able

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<v Speaker 2>to move away, would you need to kind of stop working?

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<v Speaker 2>Can you imagine that, ever, being the case where you

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<v Speaker 2>like to move away? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, In fact, I would say I have to. I

0:33:16.160 --> 0:33:18.280
<v Speaker 3>don't mean like you give up your house and you

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<v Speaker 3>never come back, But I really think I need to

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<v Speaker 3>go somewhere. I really do. I think you know. I

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<v Speaker 3>hate I hate this term, so I'm I'm prefacing this

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<v Speaker 3>by saying it. I hate the term bucket list. It's

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<v Speaker 3>very I don't know if you.

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<v Speaker 2>Guys use it over that it's starting to creeping.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, it's an American thing. It irritates me to no end.

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<v Speaker 3>But on my bucket list, being irritating is having the

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<v Speaker 3>experience of leaving home for good in a very psychological way.

0:33:52.440 --> 0:33:54.840
<v Speaker 3>It's not temporarily move somewhere else and come home, but

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<v Speaker 3>like starting a new life completely well, leave to the

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<v Speaker 3>extent that you actually put roots down somewhere else and

0:34:04.080 --> 0:34:06.960
<v Speaker 3>have a different experience. I think I would die very

0:34:07.040 --> 0:34:09.319
<v Speaker 3>unhappy if I never had really done that. I haven't

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<v Speaker 3>been able to do that, and it's a very strange

0:34:12.760 --> 0:34:14.640
<v Speaker 3>defeat in my mind that I've not been able to

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<v Speaker 3>do that.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're fifty at the moment.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, apologies for forty nine. Next year, forty nine next

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<v Speaker 3>Benjamin Benjamin Button.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do you? I mean, I think you look good

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<v Speaker 2>for it. I'll return that compliment.

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<v Speaker 3>God bless you.

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<v Speaker 2>How do you like being fifty?

0:34:30.280 --> 0:34:32.240
<v Speaker 3>It didn't bother me as much as I thought it would.

0:34:32.480 --> 0:34:33.240
<v Speaker 2>It's just a number.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it isn't a number. I won't lie.

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<v Speaker 4>No.

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<v Speaker 2>Does it feel different? Does it fail? Does it feel

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<v Speaker 2>like fifty? Yes?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I don't feel fifty in my mind, but I

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<v Speaker 3>mean my body feels fifty for sure. And you know,

0:34:50.400 --> 0:34:54.839
<v Speaker 3>despite what anybody says, you know, touring is very hard

0:34:54.840 --> 0:34:59.080
<v Speaker 3>on the body. All those years of buses and backstages,

0:34:59.120 --> 0:35:03.719
<v Speaker 3>it really does take a toll. So you have to

0:35:03.800 --> 0:35:07.000
<v Speaker 3>be better about, you know, keeping your stuff together. For me,

0:35:07.040 --> 0:35:10.560
<v Speaker 3>the biggest issue is is if you could go back

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<v Speaker 3>in a time machine and say to me at twenty,

0:35:15.560 --> 0:35:17.680
<v Speaker 3>where would you like to be when you're fifty, I

0:35:17.719 --> 0:35:19.879
<v Speaker 3>would have said, well, I would like to be successful.

0:35:20.280 --> 0:35:22.680
<v Speaker 3>I would like people have heard my music, and I

0:35:22.680 --> 0:35:26.200
<v Speaker 3>would like to still be engaged. Because my father was

0:35:26.239 --> 0:35:29.400
<v Speaker 3>a musician and somewhere in his forties or fifties he

0:35:30.040 --> 0:35:32.520
<v Speaker 3>quit music. He was done with it. It was like

0:35:32.800 --> 0:35:35.719
<v Speaker 3>he was too disappointed and things hadn't turned out. So

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<v Speaker 3>I would hope that I was as interested in music

0:35:39.120 --> 0:35:42.360
<v Speaker 3>at fifty as I was at twenty. So at least

0:35:42.800 --> 0:35:45.840
<v Speaker 3>from my time machine analogy, I'm okay on all three fronts.

0:35:45.840 --> 0:35:50.120
<v Speaker 3>So you know, still engaged, people are still listening and

0:35:50.920 --> 0:35:51.399
<v Speaker 3>still here.

0:35:52.000 --> 0:35:53.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah that's good.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, I've got I say this all the time,

0:35:55.880 --> 0:35:58.000
<v Speaker 3>and I really I literally have nothing to complain about.

0:35:58.360 --> 0:36:00.000
<v Speaker 3>I can complain all day and I'm good at it,

0:36:00.080 --> 0:36:02.200
<v Speaker 3>but I literally have nothing to complain out.

0:36:02.200 --> 0:36:03.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, I think that's everyone though we can't.

0:36:04.040 --> 0:36:06.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like, yeah, well, of course everyone can have a winch.

0:36:06.200 --> 0:36:08.920
<v Speaker 3>But the point is is, when you look around the world,

0:36:09.400 --> 0:36:11.279
<v Speaker 3>there's a lot of people with a lot going on

0:36:12.000 --> 0:36:15.600
<v Speaker 3>and a lot of years I did not appreciate the

0:36:15.640 --> 0:36:21.640
<v Speaker 3>blessings and the gifts and even the love and the

0:36:21.800 --> 0:36:25.759
<v Speaker 3>attention that I was given for my work. You know,

0:36:25.760 --> 0:36:28.439
<v Speaker 3>I oftentimes spent more time quibbling about what wasn't there

0:36:28.480 --> 0:36:31.520
<v Speaker 3>than what was there, and all those sort of unappreciative things.

0:36:31.520 --> 0:36:33.120
<v Speaker 3>And I think I'm really happy to be in a

0:36:33.120 --> 0:36:34.600
<v Speaker 3>place where I can look back and say, Wow, I've

0:36:34.600 --> 0:36:38.840
<v Speaker 3>had a great life. It's been pretty pretty cool overall,

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:41.480
<v Speaker 3>been treated well, not as well as I would have liked,

0:36:41.520 --> 0:36:44.360
<v Speaker 3>but hey, it's better than digging a ditch and not

0:36:44.400 --> 0:36:46.239
<v Speaker 3>being appreciated for digging a ditch. Because I know a

0:36:46.280 --> 0:36:49.239
<v Speaker 3>lot of people in my family that dug ditches and

0:36:49.360 --> 0:36:51.279
<v Speaker 3>they don't get a medal at the end, or you know,

0:36:51.320 --> 0:36:53.000
<v Speaker 3>they don't get to sit and talk to a podcaster.

0:36:54.080 --> 0:36:57.960
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely, the glamour, that's right, that glamor of this. I mean,

0:36:58.000 --> 0:37:00.520
<v Speaker 2>if people could only see once. I just wanted to

0:37:00.560 --> 0:37:04.160
<v Speaker 2>ask you about on the album, is the opening Zowie?

0:37:04.200 --> 0:37:06.440
<v Speaker 2>Would you say Zoe? Would you say Zowey? Why do

0:37:06.520 --> 0:37:08.520
<v Speaker 2>you say bow Remember we used to have that debate

0:37:08.560 --> 0:37:09.320
<v Speaker 2>in the seventies.

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<v Speaker 3>It was it was is it Bowie or Bowie?

0:37:11.600 --> 0:37:14.799
<v Speaker 2>I say Bowie, but he at some point he went

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<v Speaker 2>with Bowie. I think he would change it as well,

0:37:17.040 --> 0:37:17.520
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't he.

0:37:18.080 --> 0:37:22.600
<v Speaker 3>My My understanding is it was a really Zoe Bowie

0:37:22.600 --> 0:37:23.520
<v Speaker 3>with an English accent.

0:37:23.719 --> 0:37:26.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So so the first song.

0:37:26.160 --> 0:37:27.160
<v Speaker 3>I call it Zouie.

0:37:27.200 --> 0:37:30.040
<v Speaker 2>Okay, Zoui, Yeah, I think Zowie Bowie. Zowie.

0:37:30.320 --> 0:37:31.480
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, Zowie Bowie.

0:37:32.960 --> 0:37:35.680
<v Speaker 2>Zowie sounds better. Let's go with Zoowe. So the first

0:37:35.680 --> 0:37:37.839
<v Speaker 2>song on the record, would you say it is called Zouie. Yeah,

0:37:38.280 --> 0:37:41.759
<v Speaker 2>and it's inspired by David Bowie. Yeah. Absolutely, and you

0:37:42.000 --> 0:37:43.759
<v Speaker 2>because you work with him, right ah.

0:37:44.080 --> 0:37:47.520
<v Speaker 3>At some point, well, we played a TV show with David.

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:51.240
<v Speaker 3>We I got to do his fiftieth birthday. We shared

0:37:51.840 --> 0:37:55.280
<v Speaker 3>festival bills a bunch of times with him. Fiftieth birthday,

0:37:55.320 --> 0:37:58.359
<v Speaker 3>Madison Square Garden. Okay, yeah, it was. It's actually kind

0:37:58.400 --> 0:38:05.359
<v Speaker 3>of strangely become kind of an iconic thing. He had

0:38:05.360 --> 0:38:08.160
<v Speaker 3>his at Madison Square Garden. He had his fiftieth birthday.

0:38:08.160 --> 0:38:09.719
<v Speaker 3>So it was a sold out concert and on the

0:38:09.760 --> 0:38:12.719
<v Speaker 3>bill it was all David songs, but on the bill

0:38:13.000 --> 0:38:17.799
<v Speaker 3>was myself, lou Reed, Frank Black of the Pixies, Thurston Morris,

0:38:17.840 --> 0:38:21.359
<v Speaker 3>Sonic Youth, Robert Smith of the Cure. I'm sure I'm

0:38:21.400 --> 0:38:25.360
<v Speaker 3>forgetting somebody else, but it was a pretty interesting and

0:38:25.400 --> 0:38:27.239
<v Speaker 3>everyone came out and did David songs. And then he

0:38:27.280 --> 0:38:31.120
<v Speaker 3>would sing, and it was a really cool night. And

0:38:31.120 --> 0:38:34.560
<v Speaker 3>it's one of those things like it's grown in importance

0:38:34.600 --> 0:38:38.000
<v Speaker 3>over time. Y. I mean, I was super honored to

0:38:38.000 --> 0:38:40.480
<v Speaker 3>be asked at the time, but even now looking back,

0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:43.000
<v Speaker 3>and now, of course David's passed away, you know, you

0:38:43.040 --> 0:38:45.600
<v Speaker 3>look back and say, wow, that was a pretty pretty

0:38:45.600 --> 0:38:48.320
<v Speaker 3>cool thing to be involved in, because how many artists

0:38:48.320 --> 0:38:50.000
<v Speaker 3>have that night where it sort of all comes together

0:38:50.360 --> 0:38:52.240
<v Speaker 3>where you can look back and say, Okay, that was important,

0:38:52.280 --> 0:38:53.919
<v Speaker 3>that was important, and that was one of those things

0:38:53.920 --> 0:38:55.400
<v Speaker 3>where it was important.

0:38:55.880 --> 0:38:56.759
<v Speaker 2>Which song did you do?

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<v Speaker 3>I think we did Gene Jeanie and all the young

0:39:00.760 --> 0:39:06.320
<v Speaker 3>Dudes nice And I wish I was giving me exclusive information,

0:39:06.400 --> 0:39:09.759
<v Speaker 3>but I told this story yesterday. I asked David, why

0:39:09.760 --> 0:39:12.400
<v Speaker 3>did you pick? Why did you pick all the young dudes?

0:39:12.840 --> 0:39:15.120
<v Speaker 3>So he chose them face, Yeah, he told me what

0:39:15.200 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 3>songs he wanted me to sing. I'm sure that involved

0:39:18.800 --> 0:39:20.719
<v Speaker 3>lots of different things, so I don't want to jump

0:39:20.719 --> 0:39:22.759
<v Speaker 3>to any conclusions, but I did ask him why he

0:39:22.840 --> 0:39:25.760
<v Speaker 3>chose all the young dudes for me, and he goes, oh,

0:39:26.400 --> 0:39:28.560
<v Speaker 3>because there's that line in the song about Billy's pulling

0:39:28.600 --> 0:39:32.080
<v Speaker 3>stars off his face and I thought of you, I mean,

0:39:32.160 --> 0:39:36.400
<v Speaker 3>talk about man, that's the moment. I mean, hell, die hello, Hello.

0:39:36.520 --> 0:39:41.439
<v Speaker 3>It's like I'm good, We're good, I'm out right. Yeah,

0:39:41.640 --> 0:39:45.200
<v Speaker 3>that's a mic draft, right. I wish that's the end

0:39:45.200 --> 0:39:53.440
<v Speaker 3>of the podcast right here. So yeah, So I I do,

0:39:53.600 --> 0:39:55.759
<v Speaker 3>I do regret, and I don't say this with any

0:39:55.800 --> 0:39:58.920
<v Speaker 3>sort of I'm not casting any spursions on his character.

0:39:59.120 --> 0:40:02.360
<v Speaker 3>I do wish we'd were together on a go in

0:40:02.360 --> 0:40:05.799
<v Speaker 3>the studio. Never had that opportunity, was never asked, and

0:40:05.840 --> 0:40:08.160
<v Speaker 3>I could never understand why, because I kept throwing it

0:40:08.160 --> 0:40:10.520
<v Speaker 3>out there through the back channels and he never took

0:40:10.560 --> 0:40:10.879
<v Speaker 3>the bait.

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<v Speaker 2>Well he was, you know, I guess he wasn't doing

0:40:14.680 --> 0:40:15.319
<v Speaker 2>that much, was he.

0:40:15.360 --> 0:40:18.799
<v Speaker 3>I guess he did work with Trent and they made

0:40:18.840 --> 0:40:21.239
<v Speaker 3>that song. It was a great song, I'm Afraid of Americans.

0:40:21.280 --> 0:40:25.040
<v Speaker 3>It was great track. You know, maybe maybe you know

0:40:25.080 --> 0:40:27.959
<v Speaker 3>it's as simple as you know. Trent was an artist

0:40:28.040 --> 0:40:29.520
<v Speaker 3>that was more in line with where he was trying

0:40:29.560 --> 0:40:31.520
<v Speaker 3>to go. He was, you know, if you remember, he

0:40:31.600 --> 0:40:36.200
<v Speaker 3>was very focused on technology, the Internet. You know, he

0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:38.280
<v Speaker 3>did the one album that was sort of talking about

0:40:38.560 --> 0:40:41.480
<v Speaker 3>the coming Internet culture. He was certainly he was certainly

0:40:41.560 --> 0:40:44.520
<v Speaker 3>right about where he was. His thinking was, as usual

0:40:44.840 --> 0:40:49.520
<v Speaker 3>kind of spot on, So yeah that I wished we'd

0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:52.840
<v Speaker 3>had to have that opportunity to work together in that capacity.

0:40:52.880 --> 0:40:54.680
<v Speaker 3>So I worked to get you know, in the live

0:40:54.680 --> 0:40:57.920
<v Speaker 3>arena many times, but never behind the scenes.

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<v Speaker 2>I think we're outside, but.

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<v Speaker 3>They're out of Midnight has run out, thanks very much.

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