Speaker 1: Chelsea, how are you. How's Europe?
Speaker 2: Hi, Catherine, Oh my god, I am I honestly, first
Speaker 2: of all, I don't even know where to begin. I
Speaker 2: just walked I think twenty seven thousand steps. We're in
Speaker 2: Edinburgh today. My cousin's here, Molly, as you know. Mollie.
Speaker 3: Yes, her husband has crashed our party with their four
Speaker 3: year old, and I split off with them after her
Speaker 3: four year old said Mommy for the seven hundredth time
Speaker 3: in under one hour.
Speaker 2: I was like, you really are patient, and it's not
Speaker 2: enough to walk twenty steps ahead of you. I need
Speaker 2: to go listen to a political podcast while I walk home.
Speaker 2: But I honestly feel like one of my hips, like
Speaker 2: I got this great SI belt thing because my s
Speaker 2: I joint always pops out. When I was skiing all winter.
Speaker 2: It was kind of annoying me. So it's been amazing.
Speaker 2: So anyone who's listening who has SI problems, like where
Speaker 2: your hip kind of pops out, you got to get
Speaker 2: one of these belts because it keeps everything in place.
Speaker 2: I don't want to really be promoting Amazon, but I
Speaker 2: did order it on Amazon, and when I say I
Speaker 2: ordered it, somebody else ordered it for me. So I
Speaker 2: want to be very transparent about everything I say. But
Speaker 2: we're having the best time in Europe. We've had the
Speaker 2: most amazing shows. It's been so wonderful to be able
Speaker 2: to apologize on behalf of our administration.
Speaker 1: And just America as a whole, and.
Speaker 2: Really convey my apologies to our former allies. We have
Speaker 2: hit the ground running in every city. Every time we land,
Speaker 2: they say it's going to be raining, and then we
Speaker 2: land and the sun is out. It happens everywhere. Rekuvic, Paris.
Speaker 2: We had two days in Paris. We had an amazing
Speaker 2: time in Amsterdam. Stockholm was absolutely gorgeous, Oslo, then we
Speaker 2: went to Belfast. We were in Belfast with sunny. Yamanika
Speaker 2: was in Belfast with us, so they didn't know what
Speaker 2: the fuck hit them. London, London was incredible. We were
Speaker 2: in Glasgow two nights ago. So today is the day off.
Speaker 2: In Edinburgh, we had yes starting off and then I
Speaker 2: think tomorrow we go to Zurich. All right, So it's
Speaker 2: been absolutely wonderful. The crowds are amazing. I'm just I
Speaker 2: really feel so happy to be here and to be
Speaker 2: spreading like you know, the vibes.
Speaker 1: I'm so glad, thank you.
Speaker 2: How are you.
Speaker 1: I'm great, you know.
Speaker 4: I've just had a couple weeks of like a little
Speaker 4: bit of downtime, had some barbecues.
Speaker 1: It's been really really nice, so very relaxing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's nice. That's nice. We've had some incredible food here,
Speaker 2: incredible food everywhere. And Edinburgh is like one of the
Speaker 2: most beautiful cities in the world. I hadn't been here
Speaker 2: for like thirty years. I came with one of my
Speaker 2: boyfriends when I was like twenty years old, and it
Speaker 2: is so old and so preserved, and they don't have
Speaker 2: high rises, and it's not gross with all the stores.
Speaker 2: I mean they have sections of like you know, Gucci
Speaker 2: and Fendi and all that, which is fine, but they
Speaker 2: don't it's just beautiful and the cobblestone streets and the
Speaker 2: castles everywhere, and it's just been gorgeous here. So we
Speaker 2: went on a long, long walk today and I had
Speaker 2: a big blood blister when I came home, so that
Speaker 2: was really satisfying to pop. And then I am going
Speaker 2: to take a Xanax tonight and prepare for I'm taking
Speaker 2: the day off of drinking, even though I already had
Speaker 2: a drink at lunch, taking the night off of drinking
Speaker 2: because I need to have a clear head since tomorrow
Speaker 2: night I have a show, and I'm just really grateful.
Speaker 2: I'm just I'm reading great books.
Speaker 4: Yeah, oh, we got to do a Minnesota book ground up. Well,
Speaker 4: if there's anything what you'll mention right now.
Speaker 2: There's a really good book. This isn't a new book
Speaker 2: that's out, but I just read it. It's called Red
Speaker 2: Notice by Bill Browder and it's all about Russia. And
Speaker 2: he's this big finance investment guy who started investing in
Speaker 2: Russia after they it changed from communism to quote unquote
Speaker 2: capitalism and they privatized everything and it's a fascinating rate.
Speaker 2: So of course, you know, I sent that to my
Speaker 2: half of my family. I'm like, here's the country you defend.
Speaker 2: And then I got that book The Emperor of Gladness.
Speaker 2: Oh sho did you hear about this book?
Speaker 1: I don't know this one.
Speaker 2: It's heavy.
Speaker 1: I know her, but I haven't read that book.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is just came out and this is supposed
Speaker 2: to be great. And then I read Morality by Jonathan Sacks.
Speaker 2: We'll go over all of that. I just wanted to
Speaker 2: remember what morality was in these times anyway, So everything's great.
Speaker 2: Doug is living up a storm in Canada. He's going
Speaker 2: from house to house to house. People are there's a
Speaker 2: waiting list to hang out with him. So and I
Speaker 2: won't see him until I do my show in Vegas
Speaker 2: on July fifth, So that's when I come back to America.
Speaker 2: July fifth, everybody, I'll be in Vegas.
Speaker 1: Awesome. What other dates do you have coming up in
Speaker 1: Europe for the next week or two?
Speaker 2: Everything in Europe is sold out, so oh, no, Barcelona
Speaker 2: I think has tickets. Barcelona, I believe is June second,
Speaker 2: So if you're yeah, Barcelona has tickets, but everything else
Speaker 2: is sold out. And I didn't want to add any
Speaker 2: second shows because I have I'd have to do them
Speaker 2: the same night, and I'm like, I just can't. I
Speaker 2: can't do two shows in a night when.
Speaker 1: I don't have to totally.
Speaker 2: So I'll have to come back sooner than later because
Speaker 2: I've just been having the best time here and I'm
Speaker 2: just so grateful. That's the word of the day is gratitude.
Speaker 4: Well, listen, you're bringing joy and apparently literal sunshine to
Speaker 4: every city who go to So that's great.
Speaker 2: I know, my cousin keeps going every morning. Molly goes, oh,
Speaker 2: my god, can you believe we keep changing the weather.
Speaker 2: It's supposed to rain, and we keep changing the weather.
Speaker 2: And I wanted to go it's not you, it's me,
Speaker 2: because I've been doing this since I was born. And
Speaker 2: we were on the phone. We were on the phone
Speaker 2: with my sister. We're going to Greece in a couple
Speaker 2: of weeks for my sister's big birthday, like twelve of
Speaker 2: us of the girls in the family, and my sister goes, well,
Speaker 2: if Chelsea's coming, we're gonna have sunshine. Molly goes, oh,
Speaker 2: everywhere we go there's been sunshine, and they've been it's
Speaker 2: been forecasting rain and everywhere we go sunshine and she goes, oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: Chelsea always brings the good weather. And Molly's like, no,
Speaker 2: I thought it was me, And I was like, well,
Speaker 2: I didn't want to hurt your feelings, but it really
Speaker 2: has enough in.
Speaker 1: Its very Molly. Sorry, Molly. And you know what, if
Speaker 1: you can't get tickets.
Speaker 4: To Chelsea's sold out shows in Europe, you can check
Speaker 4: out her special.
Speaker 2: Oh yes, you could check out my special The Feeling,
Speaker 2: which is so funny all these European people are like,
Speaker 2: we didn't want to watch your Feeling because we thought
Speaker 2: it was going to be the same material as what
Speaker 2: you're doing. Now I'm like, no, no, no, I have
Speaker 2: a whole new hour, bitches, I'm ready to rumble. Excellent,
Speaker 2: I have a whole new hour about not vacationing with
Speaker 2: your family. Okay, So today's episode we have well, you know,
Speaker 2: our guests from The l Word and their podcast Pants.
Speaker 2: They have co written a new memoir and it's called
Speaker 2: So Gay for You, which I read, which is delightful,
Speaker 2: and it's all about their experiences on the show and
Speaker 2: be on the show. Please welcome to Captain Lesbians, Lesha
Speaker 2: Haley and Kate Mennig. Congrats on the book, you ladies.
Speaker 5: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, how excited, Thank you very much. Yeah wild, I know, yeah,
Speaker 2: I never thought.
Speaker 5: This would happen. Really yeah, this was never on my
Speaker 5: bucket list.
Speaker 2: But let us talk about it' k happening. So welcome
Speaker 2: to the podcast.
Speaker 6: Thanks thanks for having us.
Speaker 2: Very excited about your new book, So Gay for You.
Speaker 2: I was reading this on a plane and then I
Speaker 2: and then and the gay flight attendant.
Speaker 7: It was mail.
Speaker 2: He was like, m hmmm, and I'm like, uh huh,
Speaker 2: And I'm like I had no idea what he was
Speaker 2: talking about. And then when I put when I finished
Speaker 2: it and closed it, I was like, oh, I see what.
Speaker 5: He's talking about.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I love this cover of the two of you?
Speaker 2: And what took you so long to write a book
Speaker 2: about how you met? How like how the show started?
Speaker 2: What took you so long?
Speaker 8: I mean, we're like a couple of dumb dumb actors,
Speaker 8: no one ever, like, we never thought we could do this,
Speaker 8: and then the.
Speaker 5: Opportunity got brought up to us and we thought, sure,
Speaker 5: why not.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you seem like you don't think you can do
Speaker 2: much of anything because like what's of you?
Speaker 6: It's like self esteem issues. That's really funny. That's your takeaway.
Speaker 5: You always yeah, it's true. You always say that the
Speaker 5: dumb dumbs. But we never thought well writing. I mean listen, well.
Speaker 8: We barely graduated and and we didn't go to college,
Speaker 8: graduated high school and I didn't go to college and
Speaker 8: I just wrote my seventh books.
Speaker 2: So that is not a barrier. I'm not anul.
Speaker 6: What I think of you and I go, oh, she's.
Speaker 2: Really I love it. I hope my sisters are listening. No,
Speaker 2: in the book you talk about you tried to turn
Speaker 2: down this role. Yeah, so you didn't think you could
Speaker 2: do that. You were in a band. You're still in
Speaker 2: a band, but you were in a different band then, right,
Speaker 2: And you got the offer for the role, turned it
Speaker 2: down one, two, three times? Three times?
Speaker 3: Was no?
Speaker 6: Three?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I that I didn't turn it down because I
Speaker 8: didn't think I could do it. It's because I was
Speaker 8: in like a codependent band relationship and I was like,
Speaker 8: I'm going to leave my band mate and ruin her
Speaker 8: life and go I don't know, it just felt wrong.
Speaker 2: Right, Well, that's wrong. You know, that doesn't make any sense.
Speaker 6: I know.
Speaker 8: I it was a choice I was about to make
Speaker 8: that would have changed my life forever.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 4: I think you had a friend who like saved you
Speaker 4: from that bad decision, right, Yes, like total do it,
Speaker 4: you gotta do it?
Speaker 8: Yeah, And no, well to like Heather, who is my bandmate.
Speaker 8: We just we were in something that we were like,
Speaker 8: we're going to do this forever. You know, when you're
Speaker 8: that young, you're like, yeah, have you ever been in that.
Speaker 6: Where you're in a.
Speaker 8: Working relationship with someone that you're like, this is for
Speaker 8: the rest of our lives.
Speaker 2: I mean I feel like that almost about any relationship, right,
Speaker 2: Like when things are going well, you're like, we'll be
Speaker 2: together forever. Yeah, but the reality of that actually coming
Speaker 2: to fruition is like no, I know, you know, their
Speaker 2: breakups and all the time, and then there's creative evolution,
Speaker 2: so you move on to other things and other outlets,
Speaker 2: and then you're like, oh, okay, well obviously you can't
Speaker 2: work with everybody. It's a great idea, but it's kind
Speaker 2: of like a marriage, which is you know why those
Speaker 2: typically don't work. Yeah, okay, So let's start at the beginning.
Speaker 2: So you guys open this book with your with your
Speaker 2: auditions for the Elk. Yes, and so what year was this?
Speaker 2: Do we remember to?
Speaker 5: June two thousand and two.
Speaker 2: June two thousand and two, okay, so that's like twenty
Speaker 2: twenty something. It was a long time ago. Yeah, yes,
Speaker 2: And you met each you saw each other, yeah, yeah
Speaker 2: at the audition because you were auditioning for the same
Speaker 2: role originally.
Speaker 5: Yeah. We Yeah. I was told my manager said there's
Speaker 5: only one other person who's going to be reading for
Speaker 5: this part, and I said okay, because it was a specific.
Speaker 2: Kind of and you came out from I flew out
Speaker 2: from New York.
Speaker 5: Because I was on the East coast then. And my
Speaker 5: manager is like, I can do some digging find out
Speaker 5: who it is. And I said, no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 5: I was like, let me just go there. This is
Speaker 5: pressurrey enough. And I walk in and I saw the
Speaker 5: back of her head and her hair was like whisping
Speaker 5: out in the back.
Speaker 6: Well you remember this, Lek, Yes, it was.
Speaker 5: You know what I'm saying. It's like we had a
Speaker 5: lot of layers. Yeah, we had layers in the whole thing.
Speaker 5: And compared to every other actor out there playing reading
Speaker 5: for another role who had long hair, I just saw
Speaker 5: the back of her head and I thought that's it.
Speaker 5: And then that's it. I was like, that's her, that's it.
Speaker 5: I was like, that's that's that's my competition. And so
Speaker 5: they ushered actors reading for another role to the one side.
Speaker 5: We went off to the other side and and we
Speaker 5: just sat in an echo week quiet hallway for about
Speaker 5: forty five minutes, just kind of nodding and smiling at
Speaker 5: each other, trying to be polite.
Speaker 8: And a lot of people find this hard to believe
Speaker 8: that I was up for the role that Kate ended
Speaker 8: up getting because it's like this sexual lithario like but
Speaker 8: I think it might have just been my like funky hair.
Speaker 8: I don't know why I was up for this role,
Speaker 8: but I had there was something about me. But there
Speaker 8: was no way in hell. There was no way in
Speaker 8: hell I was meant for that part right right, like
Speaker 8: it was Kate's.
Speaker 5: Yeah, of course, but I didn't know that. I thought, oh,
Speaker 5: she's got this in the.
Speaker 1: Bag because you have the comb right.
Speaker 8: I had to come because like the fawns.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, she showed up with the prop and I
Speaker 5: thought that's it. I was like, that's the secret to
Speaker 5: this whole thing. And I never thought of doing that.
Speaker 5: And I slept all the way out here from the
Speaker 5: other coast and it's over before it even started, Like
Speaker 5: I thought I was done auditioning.
Speaker 2: Fucking sucks.
Speaker 5: It's horrible.
Speaker 2: I mean, it is really one of the most I think.
Speaker 2: I mean, that's what turned me off of acting. When
Speaker 2: I got out here. Thank goodness I could do other
Speaker 2: things because I was like, I don't know how I'm
Speaker 2: going to nail this. Yeah, it's so unnatural. What an
Speaker 2: unnatural environment and it's degrading and you know, you're sitting
Speaker 2: there like cattle waiting outside a room and then going
Speaker 2: in and everyone's competing that that energy is so bad
Speaker 2: for the soul.
Speaker 6: Yeah, trying to not compeding, but you all know.
Speaker 5: And then you get and then you get called into
Speaker 5: the room and it's whatever the circumstances that you're meant
Speaker 5: to be reading for, it's just it's always going to
Speaker 5: be unnatural. But you have to somehow make it look like,
Speaker 5: oh no, this is completely normal, and like we're in
Speaker 5: this intimate experience and we're not.
Speaker 6: And now we don't even do that anymore.
Speaker 5: No, now we go on zooms and we control it
Speaker 5: or still better, yeah, better, but it's that has its
Speaker 5: own set of problems.
Speaker 8: But yeah, I want to hear about your like your
Speaker 8: audition process or what you were.
Speaker 2: Well. Let me, I once auditioned for a Nike commercial.
Speaker 2: I mean this wasn't a serious thing obviously, but I
Speaker 2: have tons of audition stories. But at some point, at
Speaker 2: a certain point, I.
Speaker 5: Was like, rshoals, that's that was your thing.
Speaker 2: No, I never was my thing. I never booked one.
Speaker 2: But I once auditioned for a Nike commercial and they
Speaker 2: had me and I had to wear short shorts. So
Speaker 2: I remember getting up in the morning in Santa Monica
Speaker 2: and I ran six miles so that my legs were like,
Speaker 2: you know, like like a throbbing penis, basically like they
Speaker 2: were at peak muscle, like you know, you know, after
Speaker 2: a run was when they're like the strongest. And I
Speaker 2: was young. I was like in my twenties. And then
Speaker 2: I got it and they were like, okay, you know,
Speaker 2: this is a dance commercial, so just like do whatever,
Speaker 2: you know, just dance. And I cannot dance. I have
Speaker 2: no rhythm, I can't sing, and I can't dance. Anyone
Speaker 2: who sees me dance it's like, oh wow, but I'm
Speaker 2: now I'm met like I'm fifty. So I'm like, fuck it,
Speaker 2: who cares if I'm a bad dancer. I've already proven
Speaker 2: that I'm good at other things, not dancing. But that's
Speaker 2: not going to stop me. You know, I'll just take
Speaker 2: whatever drugs I need to get me on the dance floor.
Speaker 2: And I remember in the moment, not knowing that I
Speaker 2: had to dance, and them telling me, and it was
Speaker 2: a bunch of Asian people and that were and I
Speaker 2: just basically blacked out, like I blacked out and just
Speaker 2: started running and doing aerobics and just whatever the most
Speaker 2: humiliating version of that could have been was what I did.
Speaker 2: And I didn't look anyone in the eye. I just
Speaker 2: kept spinning around. I was doing it. At one point
Speaker 2: I did a jumping jack and then I was like
Speaker 2: two stepping, and then I ran in certain directions, but
Speaker 2: that there was a wall, and all I remember is
Speaker 2: when is this going to be over? When is this
Speaker 2: going to be over? And I remember just running out
Speaker 2: the door. I said thank you, goodbye, ran out the door,
Speaker 2: and I called my agent and I was like, I
Speaker 2: don't want to audition for commercials anymore, and I know dancing.
Speaker 2: And after that I stopped auditioning for commercials because I
Speaker 2: was like, this is too sure. I can't do. I
Speaker 2: can't subject myself to this kind of shame, Like I'm
Speaker 2: too confident of a person. This will ruin me. And
Speaker 2: it wasn't long after that that I stopped auditioning for
Speaker 2: television stuff too, Like if it was an auditioned situation,
Speaker 2: I'm like, that's not my strong suit. You have to
Speaker 2: audition so many times to be good at it, except
Speaker 2: in your case, you weren't auditioning a lot to be
Speaker 2: good at it. You just nailed it.
Speaker 8: Well, yeah, I guess it was meant to be. But
Speaker 8: I've since that role, I've never really booked much of anything.
Speaker 7: Like.
Speaker 8: That's the funny thing about my stories, Like I got
Speaker 8: this like iconic show, but have like failed as an
Speaker 8: actress ever since. Really yeah yeah, Like and then the
Speaker 8: reboot happened again and I was like, Okay, I'm back
Speaker 8: to play this part again, and then crickets again. It's
Speaker 8: really and I've made peace with it. I'm like, I
Speaker 8: guess that's what I was supposed to do.
Speaker 6: Or I can't do. I don't know what it is,
Speaker 6: but it's it's wild.
Speaker 5: You may count thanks. That is wild.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that is frustrating. Also, it must have been
Speaker 2: really frustrating for until you made peace with it.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 8: I mean when the show ended, I thought, Okay, great,
Speaker 8: I'm gonna go on to do I mean I did
Speaker 8: do it.
Speaker 5: Lisha did a thing where when we the show ended,
Speaker 5: the original show ended, Lisha had a band and she said,
Speaker 5: I'm going to go off touring. Yeah, the band And
Speaker 5: whenever anytime you're you're coming off a long running show,
Speaker 5: everyone not everyone, but sort of this unspoken thing where
Speaker 5: people realize, oh, you have like a to kind of
Speaker 5: see where you can take that influence and maybe directed
Speaker 5: into a different into another job, right, And that's when
Speaker 5: you took off.
Speaker 6: And yeah, and everyone else went on to do so
Speaker 6: other things.
Speaker 5: Everyone else was like trying to utilize that little momentum.
Speaker 5: We had to say, Oh, let's see if it's just good.
Speaker 2: How many years was the l word on?
Speaker 8: It was six season, six seasons the original was six
Speaker 8: and three in the.
Speaker 2: Reboot and three in the reboot. And did you direct
Speaker 2: one of the episodes from the reboot?
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, which something always wanted to do. But yeah,
Speaker 8: it's the life of an actor kind.
Speaker 5: Of, it's not. It's not for the faint at heart.
Speaker 5: And now it's shifted in a completely different way that.
Speaker 2: How do you think it's shifted now?
Speaker 5: Well, for one, you can't get into rooms anymore, so
Speaker 5: everything's just based on your zoom audition, so there's never
Speaker 5: any feedback. And because there's so many mergers and all
Speaker 5: these companies are either forming or breaking apart, it's it's
Speaker 5: nothing is safe. I think part of the reason why
Speaker 5: why our reboot got canceled is because of a merger,
Speaker 5: and you just even when a project seems like it's
Speaker 5: going to be great, well well maybe not because either
Speaker 5: our company is going to fold into another one or
Speaker 5: that's no longer the direction, or a new president is
Speaker 5: coming in, and it's just this nothing settled yet.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's so weird. It's like there's so much money
Speaker 2: in entertainment and there's so many platforms now, yet there
Speaker 2: seems to be like a contraction happening, you know, severe contraction,
Speaker 2: and it doesn't really add up because all the money's
Speaker 2: at the top, you know, they don't want to distribute
Speaker 2: it down like evenly to anyone. So it's just like greedy, greedy, greedy.
Speaker 2: I guess it's a reflection of what's happening in Washington, really,
Speaker 2: you know, it's kind of the same thing. It's like
Speaker 2: people are so greedy they don't want to pay. But
Speaker 2: so talk let's talk about the experience of being on
Speaker 2: the L word. What that meant to you, because it
Speaker 2: was really the only show about lesbians and such a
Speaker 2: huge success on Showtime.
Speaker 5: Right, did you ever see it?
Speaker 7: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Of course, of course.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: And you don't think only lesbians watched it?
Speaker 5: No, Actually, for fact, a lot of straight women.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, they really identified with the friendships.
Speaker 2: I think, yes, yeah, let's talk about that. Let's talk
Speaker 2: about the French. It's so funny because with heterosexual people
Speaker 2: like it's I just had this conversation the other day,
Speaker 2: like I think, or maybe it was somebody who called
Speaker 2: into the podcast. We were talking about like you wouldn't
Speaker 2: be talking about these feelings if it wasn't a straight
Speaker 2: man and you were a straight woman. And they were
Speaker 2: both like you know, in other relationships, and they were
Speaker 2: talking about their friendship and if there were feelings, and
Speaker 2: it's like, oh, you can have male friends without having
Speaker 2: sexual feelings. But at the inception of meeting every man
Speaker 2: and woman when there's a HEATERO, when they're both heterosexual,
Speaker 2: there's always the glance over of like what I fuck you? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Am I attracted to you? Do I find you attractive?
Speaker 2: Like that's the first thing that comes to your mind?
Speaker 2: And because of how we've all been trained, you know,
Speaker 2: like and this, but with lesbians and friendships, I want
Speaker 2: to explore that more and talk about that because that
Speaker 2: was depicted on the show so well, well we.
Speaker 6: Will assume that like if your friends, you're.
Speaker 5: Obviously going to be sleeping.
Speaker 6: It's the same thing.
Speaker 5: Like everyone shocked that Lisha and I have never crossed
Speaker 5: that line because it's such a rarity, actually because a
Speaker 5: lot of it's I do. I think kind I do. Yeah,
Speaker 5: It's normal for like two women to like be together
Speaker 5: at one point, break up, and then ten years down
Speaker 5: the line they're best friends, like to the point where
Speaker 5: they're family. You and I we never know.
Speaker 6: Never, we never crossed, and we never wanted to.
Speaker 2: Never.
Speaker 6: It never would bring to either one of us.
Speaker 5: No, that would just be unnatural.
Speaker 2: I find when lesbian, all of my lesbian friends, when
Speaker 2: one of them breaks up, like six of them break up.
Speaker 2: It happens in seasons, like so when they break up
Speaker 2: with a partner, a long term partner is domino. It's
Speaker 2: a domino effects.
Speaker 5: Interesting.
Speaker 2: Right now I'm experiencing three sets of lesbian couples that
Speaker 2: are breaking up.
Speaker 6: I have major relationships.
Speaker 5: You're like, I've never I'm going to pay attention to that.
Speaker 5: I've never noticed it.
Speaker 2: I know, it's very strange. I mean, I think that's
Speaker 2: the advantage of being a straight person and being so
Speaker 2: immersed in lesbian in world. I have so many lesbians
Speaker 2: in my life, so I get the best of both worlds.
Speaker 2: I assume at some point I will transition into being
Speaker 2: a full blown lesbian just because the writing is on
Speaker 2: the wall there. So I guess they're just waiting for
Speaker 2: me to come over.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you'd be welcome to your open arms, of course.
Speaker 2: So what was the experience like of being able to
Speaker 2: depict that in a truthful, healthy way, like what like
Speaker 2: sharing that experience together?
Speaker 5: Well, it's interesting because I think the perception outside of
Speaker 5: our show is that it was so it was only
Speaker 5: designed for the male gaze, and that was a lot
Speaker 5: of critique we always heard. And Yeah, everyone thought, oh,
Speaker 5: it's only for straight men to get off on into
Speaker 5: like and it's clearly being directed.
Speaker 2: Why is every everything's for to serve up to straight man?
Speaker 5: Precisely? And the irony is that the whole show was
Speaker 5: run by women and and written by Yeah, and so
Speaker 5: it actually had like you said this before, and it's
Speaker 5: true that like women can sexualize each other as well.
Speaker 5: It wasn't just objectified and objectify each other. It's not
Speaker 5: just for men. And so that was sort of a
Speaker 5: disconnect that we on the show always thought, there's that's
Speaker 5: so off base actually to what's really going on here?
Speaker 8: M hmm.
Speaker 2: I mean if you guys had a male creator and
Speaker 2: a male director, I mean, can you imagine the ship
Speaker 2: you would have gotten. Well, maybe we would have been
Speaker 2: fine actually because people wouldn't have called it out right.
Speaker 8: We did have male directors and they were all great,
Speaker 8: like everyone took it really seriously, like everyone felt the
Speaker 8: pressure to get it right.
Speaker 6: I was like, okay, this.
Speaker 5: Is like all the male directors were always saying, is
Speaker 5: this right? Is okay? Like I don't want to make you,
Speaker 5: I don't want to push it or anything, and so
Speaker 5: they always they've always left it up to us to decide, oh,
Speaker 5: you're like pushing the boundary. And they'd listen. If we
Speaker 5: had extreme critique to an idea they had, they go okay, fine, yeah.
Speaker 8: And it was way before intimacy coordinators, which are like
Speaker 8: now it's like it's a whole thing now.
Speaker 1: But I mean we're gonna have.
Speaker 2: Intimacy coordinators in our real lives that.
Speaker 6: Come on right now.
Speaker 2: I mean, like, I mean that's how serious intimacy coordinators
Speaker 2: have gotten.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 8: Back then, we were just like we would work it
Speaker 8: out with each other, with the director, like it was
Speaker 8: all just like.
Speaker 5: I was always on the day. It was like we'd
Speaker 5: be on set and we'd say, all right, let's figure
Speaker 5: this out.
Speaker 6: How are we going to do how are we going
Speaker 6: to do this?
Speaker 8: Yeah, But to answer your question earlier, like because I
Speaker 8: was out and like I was like the only gay
Speaker 8: one at the time, even though.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you were still dating men right when the show started.
Speaker 5: Not really No, like I had, I had dated guys,
Speaker 5: but I wasn't. I don't think I was dating anyone
Speaker 5: when that show started.
Speaker 6: Had just broken up.
Speaker 5: But maybe I just stopped like dating some guy, but
Speaker 5: I was sort of it was nothing serious serious when
Speaker 5: I got up to Canada. But go ahead, that's right, Canada, Canada.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, but we're all going back there, so yes,
Speaker 2: I'm slowly transitioning into Canada permanently before they become the
Speaker 2: fifty first state. Anyway, Oh my god, let's not talk
Speaker 2: about that. Let's keep things happening.
Speaker 8: Yes, back to Pussy Yeah, No, I I like I
Speaker 8: felt this responsibility to represent our community correctly. But I
Speaker 8: didn't even know the impact the show is going to have.
Speaker 8: Like I thought it was going to be this really
Speaker 8: underground in the TV show that what everybody.
Speaker 5: Saw, but everybody wanted to get it. Yes, we had
Speaker 5: an we had a we had a sexpert show up
Speaker 5: during the pilot with a big binder talking about like
Speaker 5: talking about sex toys and.
Speaker 6: How like a toolbox and all these and all these.
Speaker 5: Yeah, all of these, like all these all these apparatuses
Speaker 5: to be like, okay, so here are all the options one has.
Speaker 5: And everyone was sitting there like, oh okay, okay, and like
Speaker 5: there was a whole seminar about it. So everyone had
Speaker 5: a really clear agenda. No one wanted to fuck it up.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know. I think we all. I thought
Speaker 2: you were going to continue, okay, but with the with
Speaker 2: the recognition, I mean, I'm sure here in town, right,
Speaker 2: obviously you were being people were approaching you all the time.
Speaker 2: Oh they weren't.
Speaker 5: No, really, you know way, No, we were in Canada.
Speaker 5: No one cared about us. Oh we lived in Canada
Speaker 5: for like nine months.
Speaker 2: Oh oh I'm sorry, I'm I'm but so you weren't
Speaker 2: living in La at all.
Speaker 5: No, we weren't doing hiatus, but no one when we
Speaker 5: got home. I don't think anyone really seemed to care
Speaker 5: that much. Really, Yeah, unless you went to a gay bar,
Speaker 5: it was. That was a different story. It was different
Speaker 5: wandering down the street.
Speaker 8: Yeah, it was kind of like a like an insular
Speaker 8: fame like it was.
Speaker 5: It was very you know totally.
Speaker 8: It was very big in the gay community. But like
Speaker 8: if you go to like Ralph's Supermarket, you're fine.
Speaker 5: Yeah, like Perez Hilton wasn't didn't care about us whatever,
Speaker 5: you know, he didn't care.
Speaker 2: When is Perez Hilton going to go away?
Speaker 6: Question?
Speaker 2: Thought the most repugnant. I mean, honestly, he didn't. Didn't
Speaker 2: he go He went away, but he's back. I mean,
Speaker 2: but he's in the ether and every once in a
Speaker 2: while he pops up on my with them. I'm like,
Speaker 2: this guy is like, what are those lizards? Lizards that
Speaker 2: just can recreate and you cut their tail off and
Speaker 2: then they come back and they grow. I mean, talk
Speaker 2: about toxic, talk about negative. Oh my god, he's the worst. Anyway,
Speaker 2: that's a sidebar. Okay. So after the show ended, when
Speaker 2: when it did end and you went on tour? Where
Speaker 2: did you go on tour? I?
Speaker 8: Yeah, all all around the world. It was really fun.
Speaker 8: I had a fan yeah called uhhh hear. And it
Speaker 8: was a blast and I loved doing it and I
Speaker 8: felt really like at home in a band. So that
Speaker 8: was great, and I did, yeah, I just didn't concentrate
Speaker 8: on getting another show. And like Kate went off to.
Speaker 5: Do, I played a doctor and you played.
Speaker 8: A doctor and then you run Ray Donovan forever? Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: And so how did how do your other acting experiences
Speaker 2: compared to being on The L Word?
Speaker 5: It was like night and day, really completely well. I
Speaker 5: went from our show, which was on cable where you
Speaker 5: could get away with anything, to network television where you
Speaker 5: couldn't get away with with a single thing, and so
Speaker 5: it was very controlled. I don't think they knew what
Speaker 5: really to do with me necessarily. I didn't have that
Speaker 5: kind of look that would cater to their audience, and
Speaker 5: so I was sort of shoved off to the side
Speaker 5: a bit.
Speaker 2: And do you think you but do you think you
Speaker 2: got that job because of the L Word?
Speaker 5: I think I got that job because of a producer
Speaker 5: named Curtis Hansen who fought for me. I don't think
Speaker 5: I got that job because CBS was like, yeah, let's
Speaker 5: get her. Absolutely not. And that was a very short
Speaker 5: lived job, and then I luckily landed on Ray Donovan
Speaker 5: that just kept going and going, and going, And that
Speaker 5: was back on showtime, so at least I didn't have
Speaker 5: to prove myself right, So I shut up and I
Speaker 5: was like, you guys know me, you know what I
Speaker 5: can do. So I felt more at home there than
Speaker 5: I did on mainstream.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's interesting, I mean not surprising. You know, mainstream
Speaker 2: television is just like such a cudgel. It's just so
Speaker 2: it's first of all, getting notes from a network. Well
Speaker 2: that was the thing, so obtrusive. It's like you're not
Speaker 2: a creator at all. Like the whole system seems like
Speaker 2: it needs to be broken.
Speaker 5: Yeah it was, Yeah, it was. Everyone gave notes, and
Speaker 5: assistance of people gave notes. There's always notes getting thrown around.
Speaker 2: And sometimes the note giving is just like an exercise
Speaker 2: of giving notes. They're just pretending to be doing a job, right, Yeah,
Speaker 2: because they have to give you They can't be like
Speaker 2: we have no notes.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, and they have to justify their existence precisely.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's yeah.
Speaker 8: Don't they like catchphrases like easter egg or you know,
Speaker 8: like they have things.
Speaker 5: No, it's more like can you not. Oh it's it's
Speaker 5: it varies. I mean it can go from like appeerence
Speaker 5: down to how you're delivering a line. God only knows,
Speaker 5: but it gets to a point where you have to say,
Speaker 5: I'm not no, stop, like I'm not doing it, and
Speaker 5: what you're not doing it? It's like, I'm not doing it.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm not trying great at that.
Speaker 2: That's good.
Speaker 6: She's always good at the nose.
Speaker 2: That's nice.
Speaker 5: I've been. Yeah, it's been like a lifelong like since
Speaker 5: we've known each other for what like twenties, a long time,
Speaker 5: and I've been trying to teach other word no from
Speaker 5: day one.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I can see. I can see that from reading
Speaker 2: your book, that you guys that you're good at no
Speaker 2: and you're.
Speaker 5: Not Yeah, like I know, is a complete sentence.
Speaker 2: Absolutely, I love it. I mean even I've had to
Speaker 2: learn how to say no and people would be surprised
Speaker 2: to hear it.
Speaker 6: I am surprised right now. Yeah you really?
Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely, because I want to. I want to I
Speaker 2: want to be generous with my time, and you get
Speaker 2: confused about what that means. You know what I mean,
Speaker 2: Generosity with your time doesn't necessarily mean saying yes to everything.
Speaker 2: You can be generous and also say no. So that
Speaker 2: took a long time to understand because I yeah, And
Speaker 2: I wanted to be one of those people who you
Speaker 2: could rely on to do anything like the out. I'll
Speaker 2: do that, don't worry, I'll deal with that.
Speaker 6: You know, you can handle it.
Speaker 2: I can handle it. And then you realize you're just
Speaker 2: subscribing to being in the boys club. And then you're like, wait, wait, wait,
Speaker 2: I'm catering to men right now. I actually want to
Speaker 2: be catering to women less men. So it's like that.
Speaker 2: I had to go through that a little bit, uh
Speaker 2: not a little bit, a lot, but I yeah, I
Speaker 2: understood it, recognized it, and then fixed it. Was there
Speaker 2: like an episode to you that really was more meaningful
Speaker 2: than any of the others.
Speaker 5: An episode world, oh.
Speaker 6: God, meaningful. I don't know.
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I found to you it was so long.
Speaker 8: It was soap opera too, like let's not like over
Speaker 8: you know, I mean, it was silly, and maybe the overall,
Speaker 8: maybe the overall series how to yeah, more meaning than
Speaker 8: each individual.
Speaker 2: Some of it.
Speaker 8: I think it like broke down barriers. I think it
Speaker 8: opened eyes, like it showed people not just one character
Speaker 8: like you always see like one lesbian or like one
Speaker 8: lesbi or they die or they're coming out. It's always
Speaker 8: a coming out story, but this was like, no, we're
Speaker 8: like functioning women in the world. We have careers, we
Speaker 8: have friendships, we have relationships, like that's what it did
Speaker 8: it and we like to yeah, and there's that, you know,
Speaker 8: and it's like, I don't know, it just was this
Speaker 8: well rounded.
Speaker 5: It's hard to think. It's hard to think of one
Speaker 5: episode because my memories.
Speaker 2: No, I can understand that. It's so interesting when you
Speaker 2: look at especially in our industry, there are so many
Speaker 2: women that become late in life lesbians. Yeah, are so
Speaker 2: many women who get divorced and they're like, I'm done
Speaker 2: with this, I'm done with men, and then they're lesbians.
Speaker 2: And it's like it's almost I don't know, if it's
Speaker 2: a sign of the times that we live in where
Speaker 2: men have just outworn you know, they're welcome and everyone,
Speaker 2: all of their secrets have been exposed and we're just
Speaker 2: done with it, or if this happens in every generation
Speaker 2: you know, where they're where a woman is fifty or
Speaker 2: forties and fifties and starts going, you know what, I
Speaker 2: don't want to be with men anymore.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't have to. I have choices, like do.
Speaker 2: You think that happens during every generation, even I mean
Speaker 2: it's all come.
Speaker 5: Around, It's always been around, but now there's gay people
Speaker 5: are new. But there's less there's a less binary way
Speaker 5: of looking at everything. So, you know, I look at
Speaker 5: how teenagers look at themselves and they say I'm open
Speaker 5: to anything, and that's translating into people our age, and
Speaker 5: I think that's wonderful. So it's there's not so much fear,
Speaker 5: and it's just you can be whoever you are and
Speaker 5: you don't have to label it and who you love
Speaker 5: is who you love And that sounds like a super
Speaker 5: cheesy motto, but it's true. And I think the less
Speaker 5: labeling is I think helping people accept who they are more.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I decided. I was at a I got a
Speaker 2: mammogram the other day and they were asking like ethnicity,
Speaker 2: and I was like, I'm not answering these questions anymore.
Speaker 2: You know what, it's outdated. You have to update your forum.
Speaker 2: It doesn't matter if I'm married or not. It doesn't
Speaker 2: matter if I'm white or Asian or Caucasian or you know.
Speaker 1: I was at the doctor the other day, where are
Speaker 1: these Yeah, there was a line that said, what is
Speaker 1: the gender of the head of your.
Speaker 4: Household And I was like, what, like what what like?
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, unnecessary, completely unnecessary.
Speaker 8: Kind of doctor a GP, just like I had an
Speaker 8: eye doctor.
Speaker 5: I went to an eye doctor and I was asked
Speaker 5: something about my ethnicity, and I was like, what difference
Speaker 5: does it make? And I looked at him and he's like, sorry,
Speaker 5: it's on the form, and I was like why.
Speaker 6: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Don't you think that the political environment we're living in
Speaker 2: is a direct reflection of the fact that most people
Speaker 2: are coming to terms, not most people, but the majority
Speaker 2: of educated people are coming to terms with the fact
Speaker 2: that all of this is such a nonsense, All of
Speaker 2: these labels are such nonsense. Like it is the death
Speaker 2: cough of white supremacy. I don't know if we'll experience
Speaker 2: the end of it, but it's definitely the last stages
Speaker 2: of it, and that could be another one hundred and
Speaker 2: fifty years. I don't know. But it's the old white
Speaker 2: man's reaction to women going no, no, no, we don't need labels. Yeah, boys,
Speaker 2: we might like girls, we might like both, we might
Speaker 2: like nothing like, you know, they're not willing to accept that.
Speaker 5: It certainly adds to the fear that they're no longer
Speaker 5: in power.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I got this great book, this friend, I'm going
Speaker 2: to do this when we do our book round up.
Speaker 2: My friend, my makeup artists in New York, gave it
Speaker 2: to me and she was going over all these women
Speaker 2: in history, you know, who've gone unnoticed, and all these painters,
Speaker 2: and that there was a period in the sixteen hundreds
Speaker 2: where there was this explosion of female talent, and by explosion,
Speaker 2: there were like thirteen really well known painters in Paris
Speaker 2: during that period of time where all these painters were
Speaker 2: coming up, and there were thirteen of them, and they
Speaker 2: were in history books in the sixteen hundreds, and then
Speaker 2: when you get past eighteen hundred, they're gone. There's complete
Speaker 2: erasure of them because men were so threatened by the
Speaker 2: few that got in and the successes that they reached,
Speaker 2: which were beyond the reaches of the men, that they decided, Okay,
Speaker 2: we're going to take their work and claim it as
Speaker 2: our own. And women are no longer allowed to paint.
Speaker 8: Isn't that the same with Hollywood? Women directors they directed
Speaker 8: everything at the beginning of Hollywood.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, right, that's true.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And so I mean that's not a new information.
Speaker 2: But it's nice to It's so funny how threatened they
Speaker 2: are by us, Yet we're not that threatened by them?
Speaker 5: Right, How women have been the animated them since the
Speaker 5: beginning of time? Right?
Speaker 2: Why are you so threatened by us? Because we're not
Speaker 2: threatened by you. So we'll threaten you. Yeah, we'll threaten
Speaker 2: your bodies. We'll threaten, yes, your rights because yeah. So
Speaker 2: it's nice to know this has been going on for No,
Speaker 2: we'll take a break and we'll be right back with
Speaker 2: Lesha Haley and Kate Manigg.
Speaker 4: If you'd like advice from Chelsea, write into us at
Speaker 4: Dear Chelsea Podcast at gmail dot com. We'd love to
Speaker 4: hear your questions for any juicy story you'd like advice on,
Speaker 4: but this week we're specifically looking for questions about family issues.
Speaker 1: If you have an issue with a family member, or
Speaker 1: you need.
Speaker 4: Advice about a specific relationship issue, please write in at
Speaker 4: Dear Chelsea Podcast at gmail dot com.
Speaker 2: And we're back with Leisha Haley and Kate Manigg. Okay,
Speaker 2: what do we got today?
Speaker 1: Many question?
Speaker 5: So many? We did this on our podcast. Yes, awesome, st.
Speaker 1: Well, this first one is just a write in. We
Speaker 1: do have a couple of callers.
Speaker 4: So we'll spend a little time with this one, but
Speaker 4: then we'll move on to our callers. So this one
Speaker 4: is from Lola. She's not joining us, she says, Dear Chelsea.
Speaker 4: I've been in a relationship with my partner, Bridget for
Speaker 4: two and a half years, and her ex girlfriend, Samantha
Speaker 4: just never goes away. When we started dating, I knew
Speaker 4: things were complicated with her ex, but it was impossible
Speaker 4: to comprehend how the situation would impact me in the future.
Speaker 4: My partner, Bridget, was in a three and a half
Speaker 4: year relationship with Samantha, who is her sister's best friend
Speaker 4: and coworker.
Speaker 5: Wait, I need such need this has gotten a little
Speaker 5: bit of a check.
Speaker 4: So the writer her partner, the ex is the partner's
Speaker 4: sister's best friend slash coworker.
Speaker 5: The ex is the partner's.
Speaker 2: Sister's best friend.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so it's like if I'm if I'm the girlfriend,
Speaker 4: it's my sister's best friend.
Speaker 1: So like kind of around like in the family.
Speaker 5: YEA.
Speaker 4: Samantha is also a single mom. This is the X
Speaker 4: to a ten year old daughter. She was three to
Speaker 4: four years old when they started dating. My partner has
Speaker 4: a close relationship with her daughter, and this is something
Speaker 4: I've always tried to support, as the child has nothing
Speaker 4: to do with me or their breakup.
Speaker 2: Or does it.
Speaker 4: FaceTime, and it's a little awkward for me. Though I
Speaker 4: find her commitment to her ex's child admirable, I do
Speaker 4: struggle with this, not because she's spending time with the child,
Speaker 4: but because Samantha is still deeply in love with my partner.
Speaker 4: At the beginning of our relationship, she would call, text
Speaker 4: and FaceTime multiple times a week. I always found it
Speaker 4: to be weird, but it started making me uncomfortable when
Speaker 4: she began to ask my partner to give her another chance,
Speaker 4: professing her feelings for her. Bridget ended up blocking her
Speaker 4: for over a year. I know this is immature of me,
Speaker 4: but within the last year something told me to check
Speaker 4: out Samantha's social media and what I saw was bizarre,
Speaker 4: and if I'm honest, I feel a little embarrassed for her.
Speaker 4: She regularly makes tiktoks about my partner where she's professing
Speaker 4: her love for her, saying that she's her soulmate and
Speaker 4: that she'll do anything to get her back. Though I
Speaker 4: find it sad and embarrassing that this thirty seven year
Speaker 4: old woman is consistently making tiktoks about a person who
Speaker 4: broke up with her three years ago. I still find
Speaker 4: myself feeling insecure about this. When I express my concerns,
Speaker 4: my partner mostly validates my feelings but also brushes it off.
Speaker 4: I want to find a way to be more secure
Speaker 4: knowing that Samantha is always going to be around. Is
Speaker 4: it possible for Bridget to have a relationship with this
Speaker 4: child without having a close friendship with Samantha? And what
Speaker 4: if anything should I do about the social media obsession?
Speaker 5: Lola?
Speaker 8: Oh god, that is that's that's also very outside of
Speaker 8: gay too.
Speaker 6: It's just, I mean, like, I know.
Speaker 2: I think this is all your problem, you guys, it
Speaker 2: is this is all about being gay.
Speaker 5: Like there's like codependency and toxicity and cross boundary crossing
Speaker 5: and then it's a child involved. I mean, it's just
Speaker 5: it's a mess.
Speaker 2: But this is a mess.
Speaker 5: I'm sorry, No, just.
Speaker 8: That I was confused because I thought Bridget the partner
Speaker 8: blocked she did, had.
Speaker 1: Blocked her, but then I think she unblocked her at
Speaker 1: some point.
Speaker 5: Okay, but but but Lola right, the writer Lola had
Speaker 5: not blocked her and fell into this awful habit of
Speaker 5: tracking her on social media TikTok, is it TikTok whatever?
Speaker 5: So that's a problem that you just have to break
Speaker 5: that cycle. Just you can fall into that easily.
Speaker 8: I think the issue lies definitely with Sam, right, you
Speaker 8: just have to know who Sam is and that Sam
Speaker 8: has some issues. But I think within the relationship they
Speaker 8: have to figure out, like what boundaries are, like going
Speaker 8: to be there because kid or no kid, and I
Speaker 8: don't have kids, I really can't speak to it. But
Speaker 8: like this woman seems a little unsafe.
Speaker 2: Totally unsafe, and also this is an issue that her
Speaker 2: partner needs to address with her.
Speaker 6: Yes, that's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: And it should be also with relation to the child.
Speaker 2: Like if you want me to continue to be in
Speaker 2: your child's life, which is what I want and my
Speaker 2: partner wants, you have to understand that I am in
Speaker 2: another relationship and you have to act in a mature
Speaker 2: way and respect that relationship. Yeah, the relationship that I'm in,
Speaker 2: Like she has to honor that relationship. She's tiktoks together?
Speaker 2: What is she in? Eighth fucking grade?
Speaker 8: Like that's what I mean, that's what you're dealing with
Speaker 8: something different.
Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly, that's not the most stable adult. But I
Speaker 2: honestly would would say, I'm not going to have a
Speaker 2: relationship with your child unless you can act in a
Speaker 2: more mature way about our relationship that is over.
Speaker 6: Can you do that, because it doesn't the child suffer.
Speaker 2: The child does suffer. But it sounds like you have
Speaker 2: to give or put something up there, like that's at
Speaker 2: stake because right now she's just getting everything she wants,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, She's got her involvement with
Speaker 2: a child, she's used, probably using her child to remain
Speaker 2: interacts as a life that's and so when does that end?
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
Speaker 5: Yeah, some serious boundaries need to be WHOA.
Speaker 4: So it sounds like this is a conversation Lola needs
Speaker 4: to have with her partner and say like you got
Speaker 4: to put some ground rules here y yes, yeah.
Speaker 6: I mean if I can do it together, they can
Speaker 6: go to her.
Speaker 5: But you need a teammate. Lola needs a teammate and
Speaker 5: bridget like there needs to.
Speaker 8: Be you need to be I would go as a
Speaker 8: unified friend. Yes, samily say this is what we need.
Speaker 5: You have to Yeah, strengthen numbers.
Speaker 6: Well, also it's like we're together.
Speaker 5: Yeah, so you have to Yeah, so a unified front
Speaker 5: to the problem at hand. Absolutely, otherwise you're just you're
Speaker 5: screaming into nothing.
Speaker 1: Is this a letter? Is this an email? What do
Speaker 1: we think? I don't think it's a text.
Speaker 5: Where do they live?
Speaker 6: Where do they live?
Speaker 5: Where do they live in proximity to each other?
Speaker 6: I think they need to sit the person to person.
Speaker 5: This is a person to person. Yeah, in person, in
Speaker 5: public in a public setting, not at someone's house. What, yeah,
Speaker 5: don't come over and I don't want to go to yours.
Speaker 5: Let's meet publicly. Check screaming or crying?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly. You want to temper the
Speaker 2: I mean I would say it's her responsibility because it's
Speaker 2: her ax and it's her relationship. But you guys are
Speaker 2: saying that they should do it together as a unit
Speaker 2: five front. I don't either way. It should definitely be
Speaker 2: in person, and it should be you know, these are
Speaker 2: the new set of rules. Like either you can follow
Speaker 2: them and you can't be making tiktoks about me, Like
Speaker 2: that's that's a boundary crossing. Like you can't do that.
Speaker 1: Find some fresh are content.
Speaker 2: It's delusional and it's sad and what does that say
Speaker 2: to your kid? Like your kid's going to see that
Speaker 2: one day. People don't understand when you make those videos,
Speaker 2: they're there forever, like they're out there and then then
Speaker 2: every everyone's going to find everything.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 5: Do you have TikTok?
Speaker 2: I do have TikTok. I don't go on it. I
Speaker 2: mean I have a social media team, Like I have
Speaker 2: enough addictions in my life, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I'm on Instagram. I'll go on Instagram, but I don't
Speaker 2: on TikTok. It's like, no, I don't have the bandwidth
Speaker 2: for that.
Speaker 1: All right, well, Lola, let us know how it goes.
Speaker 1: I know that's yeah. Well, our nex caller is l K.
Speaker 4: LK has actually called in before she called in on
Speaker 4: our Dylan mulvaney episode, which we recorded a long long
Speaker 4: time ago. So LK says, Hi, Chelsey, it's me again, LK.
Speaker 4: I have yet another crush to pick your brain about.
Speaker 4: I'm over the hump of working through some stuff back
Speaker 4: in the spring, so feeling a little bit more feisty.
Speaker 4: I've been working on myself relentlessly while engaging and a
Speaker 4: slippery slope with an old flame who I care about.
Speaker 4: Progress is being made, but I'm still not ready for
Speaker 4: a committed relationship. Meanwhile, I've developed a crush on my hairdresser.
Speaker 4: Is this some gay right of passage I've dodged until now?
Speaker 4: She's married to a man. Oof, but this gal is
Speaker 4: the poster child of closet and homos. I know it's
Speaker 4: not my job to jumpstart her Lesie awakening, but on
Speaker 4: the other hand, that seems like it could be super.
Speaker 1: Fun and gay.
Speaker 4: The problem is she maintains she isn't gay while being
Speaker 4: really playful about how gay she presents to the world.
Speaker 4: I asked if my playfulness about it was offensive to her.
Speaker 4: She says, nope, You're just hurting your own feelings. She
Speaker 4: isn't wrong, but my gut tells me she's for the
Speaker 4: girls deep down in her soul. Should I keep the
Speaker 4: playful flirting with hopes and prayers or just stick to
Speaker 4: my monthly haircut for a crush fix? Queerly confused?
Speaker 5: LKA, really simple? Can I just answer this? Oh?
Speaker 2: Go?
Speaker 1: Sorry?
Speaker 5: I have I have feelings on this for so high.
Speaker 2: Hi Hello, Hello, Hi, y thank god? Okay. Kate has
Speaker 2: some very strong feelings about this. Hi okay, Hello, this
Speaker 2: Kate and Lisa Special a little bit of panic, right.
Speaker 5: Don't gay panic, please please, But my word of advice is,
Speaker 5: don't waste your energy with your hairdresser. Why because it's
Speaker 5: it's just it's too much trouble for no very little payoff.
Speaker 7: I'm avoidant as fuck, and I think I'm using these
Speaker 7: crushes as a distraction from my real feelings.
Speaker 1: You feel me, you said, there's somebody else that's like
Speaker 1: a long term person you have feelings for, right.
Speaker 7: Yes, yes, yes, We've been on off again for at
Speaker 7: least a couple of years now, and I keep, you know,
Speaker 7: doing the whole avoidant running away thing.
Speaker 5: And why are you doing that?
Speaker 2: Well, I don't know.
Speaker 6: I'm asking you, guys, well that situation. It's way better
Speaker 6: than the hairdresser.
Speaker 5: I know.
Speaker 2: I'm a quick Okay, let's talk about what's going on now.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, let's but what about the avoidant problem, the
Speaker 5: other one when you're on.
Speaker 7: That In therapy, I have made some progress. We're seeing
Speaker 7: each other now. I'm trying to be very slow and deliberate,
Speaker 7: going to therapy weekly. Still, I do think I've made
Speaker 7: some progress, but I still have the tendencies of just
Speaker 7: to engage in avoidant behaviors, you know, when things get
Speaker 7: a little too real A.
Speaker 5: Bowl, Eh, that's what it is, is because you try
Speaker 5: to avoid conflict.
Speaker 8: Yeah, no, no, intimacy, love, Yeah, okay, you know, like
Speaker 8: being vulnerable.
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm an idiot.
Speaker 5: You sound like you sound like Shane. Actually, we're gonna
Speaker 5: get real about it.
Speaker 2: I mean you're an anagram, eid. I'm an antiagram aid.
Speaker 2: I used to have problems being vulnerable and being intimate too. Yeah,
Speaker 2: and therapy is exactly where you need to be for
Speaker 2: those issues. Yeah, you have to run listen, Like, I know,
Speaker 2: there's no fast forwarding these emotions. But like you recognize
Speaker 2: a pattern in your behavior, you're doing something about it.
Speaker 2: And every time you have an instinct that is your pattern,
Speaker 2: you have to try to fight that. You have to
Speaker 2: run towards what you're running away from in a sense
Speaker 2: advice and you to and you have to like practice
Speaker 2: that on a daily basis, because it is totally possible
Speaker 2: to create new habits. It is totally possible. I just
Speaker 2: got an email yesterday from Jane Fonda about something and
Speaker 2: she said, it's so we were talking about we were
Speaker 2: talking about therapy, and she said it's it's like when
Speaker 2: you create new neural pathways, it's like you're changing the
Speaker 2: temperature on a thermostat, because once you change it, it
Speaker 2: doesn't change again until you go back and change it.
Speaker 2: And I thought that was such a great way to
Speaker 2: put it. And and that's and it's so true. Like
Speaker 2: doing the work of therapy is great, but you have
Speaker 2: to supplement that with the work that you're doing on
Speaker 2: your own when you're out there in the real world.
Speaker 2: You have to practice running towards the things that make
Speaker 2: you feel uncomfortable, that make you feel scared, because those
Speaker 2: are just feelings. That's a pattern of behavior, something that
Speaker 2: happened in your childhood. It could have been many things
Speaker 2: that happened in your childhood. But what you're saying is
Speaker 2: you want a relationship, right, she died.
Speaker 8: I have to say, I think a lot of people
Speaker 8: don't even recognize her patterns to late in life.
Speaker 2: Yes, like they don't even she's saying she's avoidant, so
Speaker 2: she knows it. She knows it.
Speaker 6: But like the latter step, Oh my god, I think.
Speaker 8: Half people are like asleep until you're like, oh, I've
Speaker 8: realized now I've been doing this, Like my whole life.
Speaker 2: And then as soon as it's like it's so it's
Speaker 2: so powerful to reckon, to be told or to understand
Speaker 2: what your issue is so that you can go out
Speaker 2: there and combat it. Yeah, Like, oh, okay, I'm this
Speaker 2: type of person I might identify as this. I don't
Speaker 2: like this. I don't like it. I used to be like, Oh,
Speaker 2: I don't like romance. I mean I really don't like
Speaker 2: you know a lot of like kitchy shit, you know,
Speaker 2: like Valentine's right. I don't like when people men send
Speaker 2: me flowers, Like, I'm just like save that. I'd rather
Speaker 2: get a nice note, right, get me a card, write
Speaker 2: me a nice text. I way more. I value that
Speaker 2: way more than anything you could ever buy me or
Speaker 2: any kind of cheesy acts of love. But that's not
Speaker 2: a fear of intimacy. That's actually what I've learned is
Speaker 2: like my style, my love language, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But I think once you identify what your issues are,
Speaker 2: like her fear of intimacy, that is so freeing to
Speaker 2: know that, because that is the first and biggest step
Speaker 2: you get to correct exactly.
Speaker 8: Like maybe with this girl she's with, she's been this
Speaker 8: in this pattern of pushing herway pushing, and maybe she
Speaker 8: just realized, like, in fact.
Speaker 2: Did you get did we get to intimate for you?
Speaker 2: Did you drop the call on purpose?
Speaker 4: Phone?
Speaker 2: Overheated?
Speaker 7: Luf's breaking my car in my own phone overheated?
Speaker 2: First of all of Alabama. Yeah, you need to get
Speaker 2: as far away from Alabama as you can. But we understand.
Speaker 2: Do you understand how powerful it is to know what
Speaker 2: your what your issue is?
Speaker 5: Right?
Speaker 2: You're you know that you have a fear of intimacy,
Speaker 2: you know you're avoidant. Those are superpower. Now you use
Speaker 2: those as superpowers.
Speaker 6: Yeah, because you're.
Speaker 2: Going to use that and go, look what I'm doing
Speaker 2: right now? This is me being avoided. Even if you
Speaker 2: say it to your girlfriend and start calling her your girlfriend,
Speaker 2: that is your girlfriend, and you actively want to you
Speaker 2: want a relationship? Is that right? That's right? Is it?
Speaker 2: Can you tell me do you want a relationship?
Speaker 7: Yes?
Speaker 6: Great?
Speaker 2: Keep saying that out loud. I want to be in
Speaker 2: a relationship. I want to be in a relationship. I
Speaker 2: want to love someone and I want them to love me.
Speaker 2: Write that down every fucking morning, put it on your
Speaker 2: mirror and say it to yourself and get comfortable with
Speaker 2: saying that. It's great to say those things. It's great
Speaker 2: to say I want to be in love, I want
Speaker 2: to be loved, I want to love say it, just
Speaker 2: keep fucking saying it.
Speaker 8: And I love the practice of going towards what you're
Speaker 8: scared of. That's such a great Yeah. Yeah, it's like
Speaker 8: a hat's.
Speaker 2: All this world waiting for you. There's a whole world
Speaker 2: waiting for you once you get over yourself. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's true. And I identifying your issues is I, I
Speaker 2: honestly would argue is probably like seventy five percent of
Speaker 2: the grade of the work. Now you just have to
Speaker 2: work at maintaining that, because that's very, very honest. When
Speaker 2: you were gone asleep at the wheel, you were talking
Speaker 2: about you and.
Speaker 6: Lisia was saying, you said it, and I was like, no,
Speaker 6: you said it, you said it, Who cares.
Speaker 2: It was something you said.
Speaker 5: But you were saying.
Speaker 6: That we don't realize our patterns.
Speaker 2: No, oh yeah, thank you, thank you. Most people don't
Speaker 2: even realize that they're avoidant or that they have a
Speaker 2: fear of intimacy, so therefore I'm avoidant. Okay, great, So
Speaker 2: this is there's so much power in that. Use it
Speaker 2: as power instead of using it as a as a crutch.
Speaker 8: Okay, And you can even flip what you're saying, like
Speaker 8: you're an avoidant. Maybe you start saying I'm vulnerable.
Speaker 2: I'm going that's a good one, okay.
Speaker 6: Like change the script.
Speaker 4: Yeah, there is something like fun and distract about serial
Speaker 4: crushes that like keep you from having to get into
Speaker 4: the hard work.
Speaker 5: Of her because they're always going to be unattainable.
Speaker 2: That's they're not.
Speaker 6: Going or straight be challenged.
Speaker 5: Well, they're just not gonna. It's just not gonna happen.
Speaker 5: It's just a fantasy. Yeah, exactly. You don't even want
Speaker 5: it to but it's a nice distraction, right.
Speaker 8: Also, she's straight, it sounds like, so that's like a
Speaker 8: big and more importantly, she's also married, so it's not
Speaker 8: just gonna.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like that's the that's the third thing we brought up.
Speaker 2: She's straight.
Speaker 7: And oh yeah, hey, Chelsea, I want to say something
Speaker 7: to you real quick. First of all, the book Signs
Speaker 7: found me because of you. Oh yeah, impacted my life
Speaker 7: so much. So thank you for being so open and
Speaker 7: vulnerable with stuff like that, because I've got a lot
Speaker 7: of grief, a lot of help on the other side. Yes,
Speaker 7: that was amazing, So okay, thank you.
Speaker 2: And if you have a lot of grief and you
Speaker 2: have a lot of help on the other side, it's
Speaker 2: also important to be crying in front of people. You
Speaker 2: exercise that cry in front of this person, let yourself
Speaker 2: be vulnerable, practice that and get better at it. I
Speaker 2: used to not be able to cry in front of anybody, anybody.
Speaker 7: I can try in front of her, but she's one
Speaker 7: of the maybe the only person that I.
Speaker 2: Can just keep practicing it. You're going to get better
Speaker 2: at crying in front of people. You're going to get
Speaker 2: better at your vulnerability. It's a whole new world when
Speaker 2: you can do that. You're going to open up yourself
Speaker 2: to all these possibilities. Not everything has to be tightly
Speaker 2: wrapped up, and you know you don't have to consoled something.
Speaker 5: You're going to.
Speaker 2: Find all of these people that want to love you
Speaker 2: and love on you and be with you and be
Speaker 2: your support system when you are open and honest and vulnerable,
Speaker 2: and then you can do the same for others. It's
Speaker 2: like about spreading more love and more joyfulness to as
Speaker 2: many people as you can, especially in this fucking ar
Speaker 2: time that we're all living in. It's like you owe
Speaker 2: it to your you know, you owe it to your community,
Speaker 2: and you owe it to yourself. Yes, that's powerful stuff. Okay, good,
Speaker 2: well you listen to this podcast. Back, write down those
Speaker 2: things I told you to write down. I'm not joking.
Speaker 2: Put them on your mirror and say them every morning.
Speaker 2: Say affirmations to yourself. You're somebody who needs to do that.
Speaker 2: And then I'm sure we'll hear back from you in
Speaker 2: another six months about a problem that you had months ago.
Speaker 7: Yeah, we're just gonna be like pin pals.
Speaker 2: But like that's fine. I'm down. I'm down, I'm down. Perfect, Okay,
Speaker 2: have a great day. Okay, bye bye, thank you bye.
Speaker 2: It's so funny, you know those people who are always
Speaker 2: laughing and upbeat and yeah, totally, she's like scot that
Speaker 2: whole vibe about her. Yeah, like yeah, everything's great, everything's great.
Speaker 2: And then you're like everything's not great, everything's good. Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it's hard to put it's hard to keep that going.
Speaker 2: You know that for very long?
Speaker 6: It breaks down.
Speaker 5: It breaks down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it broke down on me at around forty
Speaker 2: That's when I was like, it's exhausting.
Speaker 5: Yeah, it's it's it's just this mask.
Speaker 2: You hate headphones? Huh?
Speaker 5: That was just hurting my ears, you know, and like
Speaker 5: the stay now they heard right now? Yeah, And also
Speaker 5: there wasn't someone on the camera, so I just gave
Speaker 5: them my ears a break.
Speaker 2: Okay, we're going to take a break. Please tag me
Speaker 2: for the special because I get so many tags about
Speaker 2: my books, but I'm not getting as many about my special,
Speaker 2: and my special is the newest thing out, so I
Speaker 2: want to make sure all my ardent fans are watching
Speaker 2: it and tagging me, and I'll repost you. And yes,
Speaker 2: it's called the Feeling. You have questions and we're back
Speaker 2: from the break, you guys.
Speaker 4: Okay, at least I'm hoping you don't have too many
Speaker 4: questions about this because we're hoping for advice. Yeah, but
Speaker 4: so Brittany, says dear Chelsea. I'm not sure how familiar
Speaker 4: you are with queer culture, but there's a common stereotype
Speaker 4: known as lesbian bed death. This term refers to the
Speaker 4: inevitable decline in sex amongst long term lesbian relationships. One
Speaker 4: factor at play is my now absence of libido, which
Speaker 4: is the direct result of antidepressants. We've tried scheduling sex
Speaker 4: without much success. Another factor that some may relate to
Speaker 4: is when you get comfortable in a relationship and it's
Speaker 4: easy to not keep up with physical appearance as you
Speaker 4: once did, which has led to a decrease in attraction
Speaker 4: for us. Any advice on how to deal with this, Brittany.
Speaker 8: I have a straight question because this is this is
Speaker 8: a I feel like it's a myth. I'm going to say,
Speaker 8: left me in bed death or it's been put on
Speaker 8: us and we have just put on us? Right, But
Speaker 8: doesn't that happen in straight relationships?
Speaker 1: Yes, we get emails all the time.
Speaker 5: Happen I think it happens.
Speaker 2: Have a name, but like I mean, it's I think, yeah,
Speaker 2: I mean, I've never heard the term bed death before.
Speaker 5: But what the straight people call it?
Speaker 2: They don't call it anything. They call it like, I'm
Speaker 2: fucking sick of you, you know, like it's hard to
Speaker 2: maintain a fucking hot sex life with I mean living
Speaker 2: together just I mean, there are couples that have healthy
Speaker 2: sex lives and most of those couple don't have children. A.
Speaker 2: That's one thing. B. You get sick of people. Like
Speaker 2: the reason why I love long distance relationships is because
Speaker 2: you know, it's something like you're not going to get
Speaker 2: sick of you and you're not going to annoy me
Speaker 2: five days, and if you are, that's a big problem.
Speaker 2: But like if I I like that sparing amount of
Speaker 2: time with someone, I know my personality and I would
Speaker 2: experience bad death within the first year. You know, you
Speaker 2: have to be really into somebody and you have to
Speaker 2: work hard at maintaining some sort of sex life that's
Speaker 2: like new and fun and original. And that's really hard
Speaker 2: to do, right because you usually set up a dynamic
Speaker 2: with somebody and then you have that dynamic and so
Speaker 2: you're not creating new sexual like shenanigans with someone you
Speaker 2: have to That feels false and it's also awkward.
Speaker 8: Well that the scheduling of sex. It makes me crazy.
Speaker 5: You know you have to schedule, know the scheduling where
Speaker 5: you say, okay on Tuesdays, this is going to be
Speaker 5: our time.
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, that gives me the creeps.
Speaker 5: Right by people, but people that is advised, though I
Speaker 5: know it's been very like people say, no, it actually works.
Speaker 5: I can't understand that.
Speaker 2: But it also it's also helpful for people who are
Speaker 2: in a dry spell just to get back into the
Speaker 2: act of having sex because It's like when you don't
Speaker 2: use your vagina, you start to go, well, I don't
Speaker 2: need sex. You know who cares. It's like women when
Speaker 2: they hit menopause are like, well, I'm not it hurts
Speaker 2: I can't have sex, and it's like, well, you have
Speaker 2: to use your vagina not to lose your vagina. And also,
Speaker 2: when you're with somebody for twenty years, most straight couples
Speaker 2: stop making out. You know, they're not kissing, they're not
Speaker 2: making out, they're having sex, but it's rudimentary. It's like,
Speaker 2: oh god, I.
Speaker 5: Have a scheduled sex thing too.
Speaker 2: Exactly. It's like, OK, coming, we want to meet me
Speaker 2: in the shower and we can get it done real quick.
Speaker 2: So it's like check, check, got it done. I have
Speaker 2: a lot of friends who talk like that, and a
Speaker 2: lot of friends when I say do you make out
Speaker 2: with your husband? I would say ninety percent of my
Speaker 2: straight friends do not make out with their husbands. They
Speaker 2: would love to, but that ship has sailed.
Speaker 5: I've heard that making out actually is more powerful than
Speaker 5: like scheduling sex time.
Speaker 6: I would love to everything.
Speaker 5: Yeah, kissing is like the most intimate thing.
Speaker 6: It also gets you going right, Yes it does.
Speaker 5: But even if it doesn't get that far, it's still
Speaker 5: like represents a level of intimacy that that sex doesn't always.
Speaker 2: And there's like cuddling and like snuggling that goes along
Speaker 2: with kissing that goes a long way too. Like there
Speaker 2: is intimate that is intimate, that is intimacy as well.
Speaker 2: Sex can be non intimate, you know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's true.
Speaker 5: Bad death. It's like the lesbian bed death thing. I
Speaker 5: think it gets put on us because you think of
Speaker 5: two women, and two women get together and they just
Speaker 5: want to like nuzzle in and stay at home and
Speaker 5: nurture and get a bunch of cats and never leave
Speaker 5: and order take out in order to take out exactly.
Speaker 5: And so I think that's how that stigma got put
Speaker 5: on on us.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I feel like sex is awful, But scheduling
Speaker 4: a date night where you can actually reconnect with your
Speaker 4: partner and like go do something novel and.
Speaker 5: I like, I like it. I'm with you on the
Speaker 5: date night thing. Yeah, if you make a point to
Speaker 5: like go have dinner or go out and have drinks
Speaker 5: and get out of the.
Speaker 4: House, rekindle intimacy rather than just the sex part of it.
Speaker 4: I'll also say because of the antidepressant thing, like you
Speaker 4: don't necessarily know, like antidepressants are tricky to get it right.
Speaker 4: But if you're open to experimenting with some other stuff,
Speaker 4: like talk to your doctor because and say like, this
Speaker 4: is what I'm experiencing. I have no sex life because
Speaker 4: of this. What else can we try? So that might
Speaker 4: be something to do to.
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, on that very depressing note, I would like
Speaker 2: to say I am very happy that I am single
Speaker 2: and that the next person I have sex with is
Speaker 2: hopefully gonna be a lot of fun. Yeah. It's like,
Speaker 2: even when I'm breaking up with someone, I'm like, I
Speaker 2: can never be sad because I'm like, there's just a
Speaker 2: new adventure on my life, right.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 5: That's a nice optimistic way of saying.
Speaker 2: And it's just but I that's how I feel. I'm
Speaker 2: always like, well that okay, that that would served its purpose.
Speaker 2: What what other candy is out there?
Speaker 8: You know?
Speaker 2: Yeah, that doesn't really help the The grass is always greener.
Speaker 2: The book is called So Gay for You. It's written
Speaker 2: by Alicia Haley and Kate Manigg And I think I
Speaker 2: said it better the first time, But you know that's
Speaker 2: your fault for having that last name. It's a great
Speaker 2: book and these ladies wrote it together, which is so cute.
Speaker 6: Thanks.
Speaker 9: Thanks, how gay, So get yourself a copy and tune
Speaker 9: in and you can follow them both on Instagram and
Speaker 9: are on TikTok and they follow in love.
Speaker 5: No, not TikTok.
Speaker 2: That's what it will be the name of the episode.
Speaker 2: Not on talk. I can't see this on TikTok. Thank
Speaker 2: you ladies for coming in today, Thank you for having us. Yeah, Okay,
Speaker 2: my remaining dates for Vegas, there are remaining dates for
Speaker 2: this year. Summertime is coming and I will be in
Speaker 2: Vegas at the Cosmo doing my residency on July fifth.
Speaker 2: We will be the next date that I'm there, July fifth,
Speaker 2: August thirtieth, and then November one and twenty ninth. November
Speaker 2: first and November twenty ninth, I will be in Las
Speaker 2: Vegas at the Cosmo performing Inside Myself at the Chelsea.
Speaker 2: It's called Chelsea at the Chelsea for a reason. Okay,
Speaker 2: thank you.
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