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Speaker 1: Every day a waiting click, yours up the Breakfast Club

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Speaker 1: finish for y'all done morning.

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Speaker 2: Everybody is d J n V, Jess, Hilary, Charlamagne, the

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Speaker 2: guy we are the Breakfast Club.

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Speaker 3: Law La Ros is here as well.

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Speaker 2: We got a special guest in the building.

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Speaker 3: What's that? What's that?

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Speaker 4: How you feeling?

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Speaker 3: How you doing that right now?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: I'm good, bro, I'm good. Back of the roll Back

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Speaker 3: on tour. Yeah, on tour right now, Moose Wings. You

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Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. The new ep out on tour,

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Speaker 3: it's been amazing. I won't say you're want to start

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Speaker 3: right now? You shook that man saying that man front.

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Speaker 2: Of you the other day, but he said what he said, Jess,

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Speaker 2: that can beat him universe.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I mean you know he had that.

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Speaker 3: You know he had to be on music.

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Speaker 5: I ain't talking about singing. I'm not talking about like this.

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Speaker 5: I'm not talking about singing vocally. Yes, music, you think

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Speaker 5: they lost his mind?

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Speaker 4: You ain't let him on that stage, was going to

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Speaker 4: have and.

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Speaker 3: Yeah you said I didn't let him on stand wanted

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Speaker 3: to do right not there? You can ask ray Je

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Speaker 3: what happened backstage? I was like, yo, let's do it.

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Speaker 3: Let's make it happen. He was like, nigga, shrink me.

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Speaker 3: Just just I don't care what you do, just don't

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Speaker 3: just just make it happen. I'm like, I didn't even

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Speaker 3: know he was gonna be there bad.

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Speaker 4: I got you.

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Speaker 3: They didn't let him on stage. It wasn't me.

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Speaker 4: That's not story, Reje story was. I wanted to do

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Speaker 4: the verses right then tomorrow.

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Speaker 3: Out of all people, you trust Red's story. Damn you

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Speaker 3: trust Rege story people. I don't know. I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I didn't know what was happening back there, like it

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Speaker 3: was a plan and then it did happen. So you

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Speaker 3: know what, you know each other again.

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Speaker 4: I know why they keep sleeping on.

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Speaker 3: You, why they keep sleeping on me.

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Speaker 4: I don't know.

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Speaker 3: Vocally, hold on, you said, hold on? We got he did.

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Speaker 1: He said what he said, three and the possible.

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Speaker 4: I don't think you can fuck with.

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Speaker 6: You crazy about ten six.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, that's that's kind of crazy, bro.

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Speaker 4: But by the way, one he said one song for one.

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Speaker 3: Song, and he said new music because he can only

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Speaker 3: do run songs that really like really like people be like,

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Speaker 3: that's a strong because versus you got It's like it

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Speaker 3: gotta be strong. You gotta have some strong it's not

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Speaker 3: you know that, it's not a joke. If you're going

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Speaker 3: with the right you're going against the right person. You

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Speaker 3: gotta have strong records. People people you don't know how

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Speaker 3: they're gonna be feeling that day. They might want the

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Speaker 3: song one day. One day it might be like that's

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Speaker 3: better what people aren't consistent.

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Speaker 7: But you can do one of those three times because

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Speaker 7: technically definitely, but he only got one wish and then

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Speaker 7: but you can do it three times and then you

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Speaker 7: no for sure he got got Wait a minute.

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Speaker 3: Bro, he got a couple of records, bro, Bro, and

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Speaker 3: then what but like they're not timeless, classic records that

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Speaker 3: make you feel like it's just a different Just stop

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Speaker 3: taking me out of these conversations, bro. Honestly, I gotta

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Speaker 3: stop taking out of these conversations. You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: I get passionate and about it and I love all

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Speaker 3: my peers. Well, like you know what I'm saying, The

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Speaker 3: internet shit is the Internet shit?

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Speaker 4: Like whatever?

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Speaker 3: But like y'a, I got to put me in different conversations.

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Speaker 3: But I get I get that, you know. During my hiatus,

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Speaker 3: like I've had to prove, like remind people that yo,

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Speaker 3: like I really God put me in this because the

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Speaker 3: gift is really there. My persistence and my ability to

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Speaker 3: continue to push and continue to put out music is

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Speaker 3: still there. My passion is still there. I'm still hungry,

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Speaker 3: you know. I take it serious, you know, but I

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Speaker 3: think some people are like Internet, have fun on the Internet,

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Speaker 3: and then some people really take it serious. I'm one

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Speaker 3: of those that take I.

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Speaker 2: Think people forget because of your hiatus, right, And the

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Speaker 2: reason I say that because I forgot and we went

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Speaker 2: on to that and shit, we went on like an

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Speaker 2: R and B tool and I DJ for Mario doing

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Speaker 2: that tool. Fact, and when you understand when we're playing

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Speaker 2: six songs in those deck, fifteen thousand, arena is singing

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Speaker 2: them six songs, but.

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Speaker 3: Only because we only got fifteen minutes. We would play

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Speaker 3: more music. But yeah, go ahead and say.

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Speaker 2: But the six songs, you understand, It's like, oh, I

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Speaker 2: get it there, and that's why you said it.

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Speaker 4: I'm like the other day when he was playing, I'm like, oh, yeah,

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Speaker 4: I forgot that. Oh yeah, I did forget that one.

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Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, now it happens. I think it's natural, you know.

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Speaker 3: I saw your interview with Mike the other day, I

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Speaker 3: was like, Yo, it was a great interview because he

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Speaker 3: made some good points about people forget you know, you

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Speaker 3: got to remind people. And I think that it's just

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Speaker 3: the way of the Internet as well as just like

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Speaker 3: this this new world of like everybody's receiving stuff so fast,

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Speaker 3: and it's like, if you don't put music out for

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Speaker 3: six months, nigga, you where you've been at, you know

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Speaker 3: what I'm saying. But for us as artists, a six months,

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Speaker 3: that's that's a small campaign. It might take, especially in

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Speaker 3: R and B, it might take six months for people

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Speaker 3: to even though you got a joint, that's that's heating up,

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Speaker 3: you know. But that's just a part of the process.

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Speaker 4: You've been against. You were a teenager.

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Speaker 5: What's something the grown version that you had to unlearned

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Speaker 5: from the young version of you.

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Speaker 3: A lot of things, bro, But I would start with,

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Speaker 3: you know, not falling in love with my creation, meaning

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Speaker 3: you know, when when you create music and you put

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Speaker 3: it out the world, you gotta let it go. You know.

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Speaker 3: You got to let the people that connect with the

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Speaker 3: music and connect with what you're doing connect with it,

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Speaker 3: and you got to keep creating like keep creating, don't

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Speaker 3: pigeonhole yourself to oh you got to make another hit

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Speaker 3: like let Me Love You, you gotta make it. It's really just

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Speaker 3: about evolving, bro, because there's so many other things that

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Speaker 3: happening in life as to why the music sound the

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Speaker 3: way it does now. Right, mood Swings is a completely

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Speaker 3: different vibe from Glad You Can, which I released just

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Speaker 3: a year ago, completely different energy, work with completely different people.

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Speaker 3: My my creativity is in a different place. So really

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Speaker 3: just being free in the creative process because we're in

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Speaker 3: a world now where it's about exploring. I was talking

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Speaker 3: know how different the game is even for labels, Like

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Speaker 3: labels now have to play a different game. If they're

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Speaker 3: not in the game of having a movie sinks their songs,

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Speaker 3: sing the movie their songs, you know, as many places

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Speaker 3: as possible that they own. They're not going to have

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Speaker 3: the lion share sometimes, you know, so it's like you

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Speaker 3: have to tech even like, you know, investing in different things.

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Speaker 3: Even though Doctor Dredam they already did that, right. They

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Speaker 3: was like, Yo, we want to show you all how

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Speaker 3: to get this music money. But we want show you

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Speaker 3: how to also have some headphones and some speakers, and

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Speaker 3: so it's just about being as versat though mentally as

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Speaker 3: possible so that all these other opportunities can attract you.

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Speaker 3: That's where I'm at now.

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Speaker 8: Are you like picking up the phone and calling where

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Speaker 8: you're going through the process of like I gotta re

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Speaker 8: remind people or I'm trying to make this sound different

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Speaker 8: than that and not chase that record. But ego wise,

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Speaker 8: like there has to be a part of Mario that's

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Speaker 8: like this has to be big because I'm Mario, Like

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Speaker 8: who coaches you through those battles?

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Speaker 1: Coaches me? Just a god?

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Speaker 3: Honestly, God, I'm gonna be honest with you because you know,

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Speaker 3: I think a lot of people that's around me every

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Speaker 3: day they just believe in me. You know, they're they're

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Speaker 3: they're believe they get they tell me real shit, but

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Speaker 3: they believe in me, and it's like they understand how

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Speaker 3: strong I am mentally. But that's no person that I

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Speaker 3: I think that my journey is my journey and I

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Speaker 3: people that I entrust creatively, right so when I went

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Speaker 3: boy Dre More, who I met through one of my managers,

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Speaker 3: for years, Like he did a bunch of future records,

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Speaker 3: He's always wanted to. I say, Yo, let's less less like,

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Speaker 3: I want to hop into this darker, moodier part of

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Speaker 3: me as an R and B artist that's like moody

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Speaker 3: they kids, you know they family, but y'are both really

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Speaker 3: I'm a fan of your music. I've always want to

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Speaker 3: I don't know you know what you're into us. It's

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Speaker 3: We going to studio. We might go in a studio

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Speaker 3: and play verses with ourselves, like yo, you play your

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Speaker 3: favorite five records ever, and I'm gonna play mine against

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Speaker 4: But you won't do that though.

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Speaker 3: I'm trying to. They don't want no smoke with me

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Speaker 3: on any level. He knows that's why he got to

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Speaker 3: always you know, he's a major troller. Though It's like,

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Speaker 3: how do you how do you how do you execute

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Speaker 3: a major troller? Even if you execute him, he gonna

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Speaker 3: come back from.

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Speaker 4: The dead.

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Speaker 1: Undertake it did not take it personal?

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Speaker 3: What did you realize that? And not take a personal

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Speaker 3: real nigga ship, because it's different from like and I

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Speaker 3: had other people that like hit me really got on

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Speaker 3: some really some sissy ship. But like ray J, like

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Speaker 3: like we we talk, you feel me. So it's like

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Speaker 3: he can say some wild ship and I might say

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Speaker 3: some wild ship the next day. But it's like he's

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Speaker 3: a major troller, so he gonna go deep in the

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Speaker 3: quicksand whereas I got this ship go on, I'm on

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Speaker 3: tour right now. It's like, you know what I'm saying,

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Speaker 3: ain't gonna go that deep in the quicksand but yeah,

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Speaker 3: it's whatever.

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Speaker 4: Mario was mad too.

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Speaker 3: He was pissed off.

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Speaker 4: It is like he.

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Speaker 3: Was, you know, it's crazy. Can I be honest? Yes?

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Speaker 4: No?

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Speaker 3: No, no, honesty is that all we were doing is have

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Speaker 3: a conversation about things y'all have, but nobody don't really

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Speaker 3: talk about it all the way. We're just having a

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Speaker 3: conversation the same ship everybody do. People in the comments

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Speaker 3: That's crazy, Like everybody got strengths and weaknesses, like if somebody,

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Speaker 3: Well, I don't know what he did when when it

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Speaker 3: because I'm like, he's saying nothing to me about it.

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Speaker 3: If I really feel some type of listen everything I love,

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Speaker 3: let's be real. We gotta be real. I have fun

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Speaker 4: But what do you feel?

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Speaker 3: I'm proud of that, you know, and the growing pains

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Speaker 3: I want to give you your flowers. I'm so proud of you, Jess.

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Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. I love you and I'm

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Speaker 5: Do you what do you feel Mario the man has

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Speaker 4: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: It scared me when I felt like people weren't respecting

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Speaker 3: The one where I lied on him, my arm got weak,

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00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:42,439
Speaker 3: like literally didn't mind bushit. It was like if it

435
00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:45,280
Speaker 3: was like and I knew I was lying. And then

436
00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:46,919
Speaker 3: the one where I told the truth, it was like

437
00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:49,720
Speaker 3: my arm was steady, it was strong, and I was like, damn,

438
00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:52,199
Speaker 3: that's crazy. You don't think that like your body and

439
00:19:52,240 --> 00:19:56,200
Speaker 3: your mind and how everything worked, like the truth, even

440
00:19:56,240 --> 00:20:00,119
Speaker 3: if it's ugly, it's more powerful than a lot. And

441
00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,920
Speaker 3: I mean, you could take that in so many different ways.

442
00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:05,320
Speaker 3: But I would like to think that I want to

443
00:20:05,359 --> 00:20:07,520
Speaker 3: live in a in a space where I can live

444
00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:10,800
Speaker 3: as much truth as possible and the lies aren't as

445
00:20:11,640 --> 00:20:13,600
Speaker 3: that I tell myself. You know what I'm saying. So

446
00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:15,159
Speaker 3: I don't know. All of that stuff is just a

447
00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:16,120
Speaker 3: part of my journey.

448
00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:20,280
Speaker 4: Now. You talked about the try it. You get that.

449
00:20:22,480 --> 00:20:29,280
Speaker 3: Better than I.

450
00:20:29,359 --> 00:20:30,480
Speaker 1: We talked about the hiatus.

451
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Speaker 2: For most that don't know, during that time, which is

452
00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:35,440
Speaker 2: a long time, what was Mariel doing during that time.

453
00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:44,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, you know I was exploring. I was exploring

454
00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,960
Speaker 3: so many things in life, like just really trying to

455
00:20:47,040 --> 00:20:49,840
Speaker 3: understand what it was all, what the purpose was, you know,

456
00:20:49,880 --> 00:20:53,280
Speaker 3: what's the purpose of relationships, what's the purpose of family,

457
00:20:53,320 --> 00:20:55,800
Speaker 3: What's the purpose of me being an artist? What's the

458
00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:58,040
Speaker 3: purpose of it? Or why am I here? You know?

459
00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:01,800
Speaker 3: What is religion? What is all these things?

460
00:21:01,800 --> 00:21:02,000
Speaker 4: You know?

461
00:21:02,080 --> 00:21:05,000
Speaker 3: What is fear? What is trauma? What is you know,

462
00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:09,160
Speaker 3: why do people choose addiction over going to get help

463
00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:11,840
Speaker 3: and really fighting through it? Because it's such a strong

464
00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:17,600
Speaker 3: like it's such a strong intention. Like when people are

465
00:21:17,720 --> 00:21:19,919
Speaker 3: addicted to something like they will go through anything to

466
00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:23,960
Speaker 3: get that fix. You know, how do you transmit that

467
00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:26,320
Speaker 3: into something towards something you want to build for yourself

468
00:21:26,359 --> 00:21:27,960
Speaker 3: in life? How do you transmit that to your family

469
00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:30,320
Speaker 3: and love all life? So it really just started studying

470
00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:33,240
Speaker 3: understanding like human behavior right now. I started there and like,

471
00:21:33,800 --> 00:21:37,600
Speaker 3: you know, wanted to understand, you know, what was hell?

472
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:40,120
Speaker 3: What is heaven? You know? What is all of this?

473
00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:43,000
Speaker 3: Because I got thrown in at such a young age

474
00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:46,200
Speaker 3: that I wasn't able to process the death of my grandmother.

475
00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:48,640
Speaker 3: I wasn't able to process being adopted. I wasn't able

476
00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:51,520
Speaker 3: to process now you're an artist, now you're moving around,

477
00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:53,720
Speaker 3: now you're in this world. I wasn't able to process

478
00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:56,119
Speaker 3: that and enjoy the process. Like maybe a lot of

479
00:21:56,280 --> 00:21:58,320
Speaker 3: other younger artists. I don't know their process, but sometimes

480
00:21:58,359 --> 00:22:01,040
Speaker 3: they look happier, right, So I think that at that

481
00:22:01,160 --> 00:22:03,400
Speaker 3: time of like, after let me love you, after going

482
00:22:03,440 --> 00:22:05,359
Speaker 3: on to our Destiny's Shout, after all these things, it

483
00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:08,159
Speaker 3: was like bro, I moved back home and then I

484
00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:10,920
Speaker 3: went through another dark moment and I was like, yeah,

485
00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:11,720
Speaker 3: I gotta get out of here.

486
00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:12,480
Speaker 4: Left.

487
00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:15,960
Speaker 3: That's when my process of like getting through everything started,

488
00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:19,399
Speaker 3: like processing it, putting it all on the table, being confused,

489
00:22:19,480 --> 00:22:23,119
Speaker 3: being hurt, being in the dark, not having nobody around me,

490
00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,640
Speaker 3: and it just brought me closer to myself and brought

491
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:27,439
Speaker 3: me closer to God. And that's what I started to

492
00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:32,560
Speaker 3: realize that life and cycles and time and space and

493
00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:36,840
Speaker 3: all of it is, it's all happening all at once, right,

494
00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:40,160
Speaker 3: and you know you really just got to like pull everything,

495
00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:45,360
Speaker 3: pull all the fragments back in, and then balance it out,

496
00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:48,439
Speaker 3: release what you like, releasing truly releasing it. For me,

497
00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:51,360
Speaker 3: it was a twenty six day fast where I released

498
00:22:51,560 --> 00:22:53,840
Speaker 3: so much. You know, man, I cried on nights, I

499
00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:56,920
Speaker 3: had cold sweats on nights. I was seeing things, hearing things.

500
00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:59,240
Speaker 3: I was really like traveling through these different portals of

501
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:02,200
Speaker 3: everything that I've been hiding from. And that's what kind

502
00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:06,320
Speaker 3: of brought me back. And then after that, so I

503
00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:09,440
Speaker 3: had met this doctor named Dhoti and Calli and him

504
00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:15,280
Speaker 3: made these organ cleansing tablets and I was taking those

505
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:17,240
Speaker 3: and I was doing it during this time. It was

506
00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:18,879
Speaker 3: a popular fast, but most people were doing it for

507
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:20,560
Speaker 3: like three to five days. I did it for twenty

508
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:27,120
Speaker 3: six days. Cayenne, you know, honey, lemon? Uh? What else?

509
00:23:27,240 --> 00:23:27,359
Speaker 4: Was it?

510
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:30,680
Speaker 3: Ginger? And yeah, it was a lot back, but I

511
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,840
Speaker 3: took it for I was like, yo, once I got

512
00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:36,680
Speaker 3: to like my second my first week, I was like, nah,

513
00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:40,199
Speaker 3: this is I feel too. The first week, after the

514
00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:42,560
Speaker 3: first five days those the next two days you feel great.

515
00:23:42,600 --> 00:23:45,640
Speaker 3: Then you feel like shit for like three days. Then

516
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:50,159
Speaker 3: you feel empty. Now your your skin is tingling and

517
00:23:50,280 --> 00:23:54,400
Speaker 3: you're hearing like things that the highest capacity, and you're

518
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,840
Speaker 3: the light. You could see things clear, like it's just everything.

519
00:23:56,840 --> 00:23:58,520
Speaker 3: I wasn't sleep. I was only sleep for like three

520
00:23:58,560 --> 00:24:00,359
Speaker 3: hours before I couldn't sleep long and I have so

521
00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:03,800
Speaker 3: much energy. And so then I was like, okay, who's

522
00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 3: the person? Like what how does food affect you? Then

523
00:24:07,119 --> 00:24:09,320
Speaker 3: I started studying what I was feeling. I was like,

524
00:24:09,359 --> 00:24:12,399
Speaker 3: how does food affect your mind? How does food affect

525
00:24:12,400 --> 00:24:14,639
Speaker 3: your energy? How does it affect your sleep? And I

526
00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:18,320
Speaker 3: was realizing like, damn, we overeat in this country, and

527
00:24:18,440 --> 00:24:21,760
Speaker 3: like I'm like, yo, we really we eat emotionally. We

528
00:24:21,840 --> 00:24:25,760
Speaker 3: eat when we feel, you know, out of a breakup,

529
00:24:25,800 --> 00:24:28,480
Speaker 3: We eat when we horny and we don't get none.

530
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:31,040
Speaker 3: We eat like you know, so consumption right, And so

531
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 3: then I started really diving into like why physical, mental,

532
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:40,120
Speaker 3: and spiritual consumption all leads to your decisions, all leads

533
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:42,680
Speaker 3: to what you're attracting your life, how you attract things,

534
00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:45,120
Speaker 3: and it affects everything in your life. So I went

535
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:47,800
Speaker 3: down that road for years of just like being becoming

536
00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:50,800
Speaker 3: a mystic and studying different things and not being afraid

537
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:53,760
Speaker 3: to be judged by people during that time, if you

538
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:56,639
Speaker 3: were practicing and working with chrystals. I was doing this

539
00:24:56,680 --> 00:25:02,720
Speaker 3: in two thousand and eleven twelve when it wasn't cool,

540
00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:06,800
Speaker 3: you know, and I just wasn't talking about it. I

541
00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:10,360
Speaker 3: didn't share it because my journey was different. And yeah,

542
00:25:10,400 --> 00:25:12,040
Speaker 3: So I did that for years, bro, and then I

543
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:15,120
Speaker 3: decided I'm like, okay, I'm ready to start making music again.

544
00:25:15,160 --> 00:25:18,960
Speaker 3: Like I think I'm ready to start. And the first

545
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:21,960
Speaker 3: record I released out of that, I think was Somebody

546
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:25,560
Speaker 3: Else with Nikki that is my yeah shit, yeah it

547
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:28,960
Speaker 3: was like that one in fatal distraction. Fatal Yeah, fatal distraction.

548
00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:31,800
Speaker 5: Yeah, that makes so much sense beause the shadow work

549
00:25:32,680 --> 00:25:35,960
Speaker 5: gives you greater self awareness because it helps you understand

550
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,960
Speaker 5: a lot of your blind spots that you might not

551
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:39,560
Speaker 5: even have been aware of.

552
00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:42,239
Speaker 3: Man, it's a real thing. It's so true, bro, and

553
00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:44,760
Speaker 3: it's like you got it. It's almost like you gotta

554
00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:48,720
Speaker 3: forgive yourself because you Sometimes we can do the work,

555
00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:51,360
Speaker 3: but then we still haven't really forgiven ourselves. We still

556
00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:54,119
Speaker 3: haven't really been like, Yo, tell your younger self, I

557
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 3: love you. Forget you know, forgive yourself for the people

558
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:00,439
Speaker 3: that may have hurt you. I'm still working through it, bro.

559
00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:02,639
Speaker 3: They don't stop, Bro, you don't. The truth is, it

560
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:05,280
Speaker 3: never stops because we live in a space where we're

561
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:06,720
Speaker 3: constantly reminded of our past.

562
00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:08,440
Speaker 8: You know what I'm saying, That's the first thing that

563
00:26:08,480 --> 00:26:09,879
Speaker 8: came to mom when I heard you talk about all

564
00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:11,600
Speaker 8: this work you were doing, because I watched you on

565
00:26:11,880 --> 00:26:14,760
Speaker 8: Camp's podcast Monkey Friday, Yeah, and hearing you talk about

566
00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:16,120
Speaker 8: a lot of things I didn't know it, like your

567
00:26:16,160 --> 00:26:18,960
Speaker 8: mom and your adoption, and like you never had the

568
00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:22,359
Speaker 8: time to kind of make amends with all that stuff

569
00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 8: because you were famous at fourteen. Yes, So what was

570
00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:27,960
Speaker 8: Mario saying to or I guess twelve eleven year old

571
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:29,359
Speaker 8: Mario during the time where you got.

572
00:26:29,200 --> 00:26:31,920
Speaker 6: Away from everybody, like, don't know what your younger self.

573
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,280
Speaker 3: I didn't know how to speak to my youngest stelf then,

574
00:26:34,600 --> 00:26:36,880
Speaker 3: So I wasn't really speaking to my younger self at

575
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:41,119
Speaker 3: the time. I was more so processing what I was

576
00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:44,359
Speaker 3: trying to understand and like doing the work of at

577
00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:46,360
Speaker 3: least getting to a point where I could actually look

578
00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:51,520
Speaker 3: at it and see it from a different perspective in

579
00:26:51,640 --> 00:26:54,080
Speaker 3: terms of like the science of it and the actual

580
00:26:54,119 --> 00:26:56,960
Speaker 3: work of it, Like why do I make the decision?

581
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,800
Speaker 3: Why do people make the decisions? Where am I lacking

582
00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:03,600
Speaker 3: at for me not to be able to be happy today?

583
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:05,879
Speaker 3: What is this thing I'm holding on to? Right? So

584
00:27:05,920 --> 00:27:07,760
Speaker 3: I had to work through that first, I think that

585
00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:13,800
Speaker 3: talking to my younger self, it's gonna happen more. Even

586
00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:17,520
Speaker 3: when my son is here right being able to understand

587
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,800
Speaker 3: give him the thing. I think he's gonna help my

588
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 3: I'm not like putting it on him to help me,

589
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:27,239
Speaker 3: but I think being a dad will also help me

590
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:30,240
Speaker 3: work through my younger my issues with my younger self,

591
00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 3: if that makes sense.

592
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:32,320
Speaker 4: That makes the world.

593
00:27:32,359 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 5: Man, It's it's like, man, God, it's so amazing because

594
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:35,640
Speaker 5: you've done the work.

595
00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:39,359
Speaker 4: You're doing the work. But God didn't even.

596
00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:42,119
Speaker 5: Allow you to have your first child until you was

597
00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:45,200
Speaker 5: a much more healed, clear version of yourself.

598
00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:50,400
Speaker 3: Man, that's crazy bro's eye. Consciously obviously, just like I

599
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:53,919
Speaker 3: didn't want a child yet and I did certain things

600
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,199
Speaker 3: to make sure I didn't have a joy yet. But

601
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,639
Speaker 3: what you're saying is so true. And you know it's

602
00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:01,879
Speaker 3: one day. Story can the plot they can't there, But

603
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:04,240
Speaker 3: like that's one of the things me and.

604
00:28:04,280 --> 00:28:06,160
Speaker 4: My girl talk about all the time. Was like, yo,

605
00:28:06,840 --> 00:28:07,080
Speaker 4: like I.

606
00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:08,760
Speaker 3: Knew I loved her and I knew I felt safer.

607
00:28:09,000 --> 00:28:10,399
Speaker 3: I knew we knew each other for a long time.

608
00:28:10,480 --> 00:28:11,919
Speaker 3: We knew a lot of things about each other, but

609
00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:14,960
Speaker 3: it was all God when it came to her actually

610
00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:19,879
Speaker 3: conceiving like it was all God, bro. And it's like

611
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:22,440
Speaker 3: I feel this energy already, like we both pray, pray

612
00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:26,000
Speaker 3: about our lives. It's amazing, Bro, it's amazing. I'm excited

613
00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:26,440
Speaker 3: about it.

614
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 4: How is healing shape? The man you are to.

615
00:28:32,480 --> 00:28:35,520
Speaker 3: Gave me more confidence. It gave me more confidence being

616
00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:41,160
Speaker 3: an artist that you know, took time away and making

617
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:46,160
Speaker 3: a resurgence doing this digital crusade, you know, gave me

618
00:28:46,200 --> 00:28:47,840
Speaker 3: so much confidence on who I am as a person.

619
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:50,920
Speaker 3: I don't think that there's anything that could happen and

620
00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 3: these phones are online that could change or make me

621
00:28:54,680 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 3: want to be anything other than myself and have my

622
00:28:59,560 --> 00:29:02,480
Speaker 3: found day. Shouldn't be strong for the things that really matter.

623
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:05,640
Speaker 3: And I think that that is why God put me

624
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:08,280
Speaker 3: through all of these different obstacles, is there's there's a

625
00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 3: bigger column on my life that I'm tapping into that's

626
00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:15,320
Speaker 3: so multi dimensional in terms of like even the things

627
00:29:15,320 --> 00:29:18,040
Speaker 3: that I'm into now and the things that I'm attracting

628
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:23,240
Speaker 3: and the people, for example, you know, investing in Redemption Bank,

629
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:30,520
Speaker 3: who is which was founded by Britanice King and Ashley Bell,

630
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:34,600
Speaker 3: and they're great people. Who have a great vision for

631
00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:37,800
Speaker 3: our community. But just you know, financial literacy in general.

632
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:40,960
Speaker 3: I've been learning so much and just really wanting to

633
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:45,080
Speaker 3: be a part of changing the narrative for us, you know,

634
00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,120
Speaker 3: as you know, there's so much work to be done.

635
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:49,000
Speaker 3: You know, you've been in a room with a lot

636
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:50,880
Speaker 3: of people who understand what needs to be done, and

637
00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 3: so just wanted to be a part of something bigger.

638
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:56,640
Speaker 3: So God's been preparing me for that, right, So that's

639
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. When we have these conversations about music,

640
00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:00,840
Speaker 3: I'm like, Yo, it's it's so funny because my day

641
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,040
Speaker 3: to day life is nat It's so far from that

642
00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:04,960
Speaker 3: in terms of the conversation that people I talked to.

643
00:30:05,080 --> 00:30:07,240
Speaker 3: But I get it. It's just that we haven't fun

644
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:09,480
Speaker 3: whatever whatever. But yeah, so it's a it's a lot

645
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 3: of work, and I think God's just been preparing me

646
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:12,920
Speaker 3: for it all. Yeah hm hmmm.

647
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:13,840
Speaker 4: So look.

648
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:17,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

649
00:30:17,200 --> 00:30:19,520
Speaker 9: You're going to add a comedy component.

650
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:25,160
Speaker 3: Yo, Listen, we could put something together. And I know

651
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:27,480
Speaker 3: it was talking about during it during the pandemic, you

652
00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,120
Speaker 3: were talking about some stuff and you had.

653
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:31,960
Speaker 9: A great idea, and I wish I would have like

654
00:30:32,080 --> 00:30:34,160
Speaker 9: hone in on it, like I wish I would have

655
00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:36,400
Speaker 9: jumped on it. You had an idea to do, like

656
00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:39,920
Speaker 9: I think it was like comedy virtually, like where people

657
00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:40,840
Speaker 9: because it was something.

658
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:42,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I thought.

659
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:44,120
Speaker 9: It was so smart. And then I see somebody else

660
00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:45,680
Speaker 9: doing I'm like, damn you, Mario.

661
00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:46,040
Speaker 4: You'll put me.

662
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:49,840
Speaker 3: Try to put me on to that like five years ago.

663
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,080
Speaker 3: Good listen, just you naturally listen, like Mike was saying,

664
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,160
Speaker 3: like it's some people who wake up and just funny. Bro.

665
00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:58,040
Speaker 3: Like you different, Yes, you're different, Like you know what

666
00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 3: I mean, days like having fucked up days and all

667
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:04,200
Speaker 3: your pages come on and that just changed my whole ship.

668
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:07,680
Speaker 3: Like you different, like you you're literally one of I

669
00:31:07,680 --> 00:31:09,920
Speaker 3: think you're one of the young goats, Like you know

670
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:12,960
Speaker 3: what I'm saying, Like keep doing that ship, like I

671
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,960
Speaker 3: know you hustling it, but like tap in, like you

672
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:17,280
Speaker 3: really wanted them for real.

673
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:19,480
Speaker 4: Like I think about all the people who had good

674
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:20,400
Speaker 4: days and you clown them and.

675
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:23,840
Speaker 3: Think that it's a part of it.

676
00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:25,720
Speaker 4: Though, I just want you to think about all aspects.

677
00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:28,960
Speaker 3: I feel like true comedy comes from truth though, like

678
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:32,200
Speaker 3: real comedy come from truth, it does, and depending on where.

679
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:32,760
Speaker 4: You're from Yo.

680
00:31:33,200 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 9: People don't understand the Baltimore. They just think we're just

681
00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:36,920
Speaker 9: straight all aggressive.

682
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:39,240
Speaker 3: Nah, for sure, you know what I'm saying, We'll be

683
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 3: saying it that they think about. And I think that

684
00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,400
Speaker 3: that's like that's the thing. You know, We're gonna always

685
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:45,920
Speaker 3: get the you know, the backlash we say ship that people.

686
00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:47,840
Speaker 9: That's why it was so many people that got mad

687
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 9: at you and Cam.

688
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:52,320
Speaker 3: Answer you them questions, yeah, man, it's yeah. That interview

689
00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,160
Speaker 3: was interesting. Man, it was interesting.

690
00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 4: But did you have fun? Though?

691
00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,600
Speaker 3: Not all the way Honestly it was cool, but then

692
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:00,560
Speaker 3: it just got to the point where like he wasn't

693
00:32:00,560 --> 00:32:02,680
Speaker 3: being real about ship and it wasn't fun no more.

694
00:32:03,800 --> 00:32:06,520
Speaker 3: Now now I'm like, you're not being even you're talking

695
00:32:06,560 --> 00:32:10,720
Speaker 3: so much about your own life. And I with him, right,

696
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:13,320
Speaker 3: but it was just everybody. So it was just moments

697
00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 3: where I was like, Yo, you're not being real like

698
00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:19,800
Speaker 3: a cool I see what this is. Yeah, I like, listen,

699
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:22,560
Speaker 3: fuck with came real quick, just said that you can

700
00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 3: remember all the moments. It's too many.

701
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:27,080
Speaker 4: Just said one time your actually going in and out Baltimore.

702
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:32,120
Speaker 6: You're talking to me about the Ebony's not it?

703
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,760
Speaker 3: Do it? And I get.

704
00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:40,720
Speaker 8: Get madmore and then I forget what I asked you

705
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:43,120
Speaker 8: about and it was like and I was like, oh yeah.

706
00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:45,680
Speaker 4: From there because I haven't heard it this interview. That's

707
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:47,400
Speaker 4: why I've been living.

708
00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,680
Speaker 3: I've been living in l A for like fifteen years now.

709
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 3: So ship just if I go home for two weeks

710
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:55,840
Speaker 3: said when he gets it's crazy when he gets upset

711
00:32:55,880 --> 00:32:56,960
Speaker 3: about something that ship.

712
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:07,160
Speaker 1: They're trying to get mad. Look definitely don't at all

713
00:33:07,680 --> 00:33:09,200
Speaker 1: some question, right, but but.

714
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:11,640
Speaker 3: It I'm mad at you for kicking the cameraman off stage.

715
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:14,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I thought that was kind of crazy because

716
00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:16,280
Speaker 2: that's your time to before you don't know what this

717
00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:17,160
Speaker 2: DoD is on stage.

718
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 3: I think that it was just people not used to

719
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:22,240
Speaker 3: seeing me like that, bro, like mad, yeah, like you.

720
00:33:22,360 --> 00:33:25,000
Speaker 3: So it's like I try not to get mad, bro,

721
00:33:25,080 --> 00:33:28,080
Speaker 3: because when I get mad, I get mad, you know

722
00:33:28,080 --> 00:33:31,800
Speaker 3: what I'm saying. And then it's like I'm like, it

723
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:33,520
Speaker 3: takes a lot to get me mad, right, So when

724
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 3: I get there, hopefully I don't want it to be

725
00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:37,720
Speaker 3: seen ever, Like I don't want people to see that

726
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:40,080
Speaker 3: side of me, like and it's not like I'm not human,

727
00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 3: I just it can get taken out of context, which

728
00:33:42,880 --> 00:33:45,360
Speaker 3: it did, right, So I'm gonna tell the story officially

729
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 3: here on Breakfast Club.

730
00:33:48,280 --> 00:33:49,080
Speaker 1: They hit us for this.

731
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:52,000
Speaker 3: Fair I'm like, okay, it's close to LA. We'll take

732
00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:53,800
Speaker 3: the spring up. Go up there, due it, knock it out,

733
00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:56,760
Speaker 3: we come back to the crib, right, cool. Family only

734
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:59,760
Speaker 3: say all right, cool Lloyd, a couple of us, let's

735
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,920
Speaker 3: do it. I get to my shows usually if it's

736
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:05,120
Speaker 3: Souls with other people, I get there like like when

737
00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 3: we're doing a drink, not to gett like ten fifteen

738
00:34:07,040 --> 00:34:08,719
Speaker 3: minutes before, because I don't like sitting in the dress room.

739
00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:12,719
Speaker 3: I get assy, like man, So no one told me

740
00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,600
Speaker 3: that a camera man was going to be on stage

741
00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 3: at all. So when I go on stage, I'm performing

742
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:21,719
Speaker 3: and I keep seeing a figure around and the stage

743
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 3: is pretty big. If I keep seeing a figure and

744
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,120
Speaker 3: I'm like okay, then when I saw him for the

745
00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 3: first time, I'm like, damn. Then he jump up from

746
00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,040
Speaker 3: because he didn't have a camera, bro, he had an

747
00:34:30,080 --> 00:34:33,480
Speaker 3: iPhone on a joint. Go look at the video. So

748
00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:35,600
Speaker 3: I'm like, he must have jumped from out of the crowd.

749
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:37,520
Speaker 3: He came on my irony trip or whatever. He over

750
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:41,920
Speaker 3: there but then he got comfortable and on the stage,

751
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:43,839
Speaker 3: they got they had too many speakers. They have more

752
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:46,560
Speaker 3: speakers because usually every artist get to say what they

753
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:48,440
Speaker 3: wanted the stage to be. Like, they left the other

754
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:50,440
Speaker 3: artist speakers on the stage, so it was more speakers

755
00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:52,319
Speaker 3: than were supposed to be. So I'm looking for where

756
00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:54,279
Speaker 3: he about to go, and I tripped one time over

757
00:34:54,320 --> 00:34:56,799
Speaker 3: the over court. I ain't say nothing. I'm like, man,

758
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 3: shit crazy, I gotta watch up. Then as I'm walking

759
00:35:00,040 --> 00:35:03,040
Speaker 3: back to the right side of the stage, he's all

760
00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 3: the way downstage, like near the speaker, like you should

761
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 3: be like further back, like you feel me. And then

762
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:11,319
Speaker 3: that moment is like, Yo, you gotta get the fuck

763
00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:14,120
Speaker 3: off the stage. Bro, you didn't already like you get

764
00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:16,920
Speaker 3: to It wasn't even like I hate you, nigga, get off,

765
00:35:17,160 --> 00:35:18,640
Speaker 3: Like it was just like, nigga, get the fuck off.

766
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:23,720
Speaker 3: I just feel me. It was like that apologized shortly after.

767
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:26,960
Speaker 3: It was hot as a half ass apology. But I

768
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:30,920
Speaker 3: didn't even realize he went on tour. He went on

769
00:35:31,120 --> 00:35:33,040
Speaker 3: he went on a press tour about it. So like

770
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:35,640
Speaker 3: I was like, I'm like, bro, you know, let me

771
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:38,160
Speaker 3: just do it. But yeah, that's what happened. He was,

772
00:35:38,640 --> 00:35:40,440
Speaker 3: but he was supposed to be there parently and then

773
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:42,920
Speaker 3: you know, but it really was just I didn't know

774
00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:48,759
Speaker 3: he had an iPhone. Are we getting any visuals?

775
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:49,239
Speaker 4: Yeah?

776
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, so I'm about to put a video out from Home,

777
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:54,799
Speaker 3: uh in like a week period. Yeah, yeah, it's coming

778
00:35:54,800 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 3: to visual for Home is coming in. It's fire, It's fire,

779
00:35:57,520 --> 00:35:59,359
Speaker 3: It's you know, it's nineties R and B. I'm giving

780
00:35:59,360 --> 00:36:01,680
Speaker 3: you our real arm on this project. So and more

781
00:36:01,719 --> 00:36:05,880
Speaker 3: to come as well. Moose swings too. More music. Definitely

782
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,440
Speaker 3: tapping back into the movie space as well. I'm building

783
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,280
Speaker 3: a lot of things behind the scene when new citizens

784
00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:16,680
Speaker 3: and the investment side, the creative side, hopefully signing some artists.

785
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:18,480
Speaker 3: I got my eyes on a few. I want to

786
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:20,600
Speaker 3: say it because last time I did, somebody sign him.

787
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:24,319
Speaker 3: But it's just like, yeah, I have a color. It

788
00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:27,560
Speaker 3: was this kid. His name is Chosen. I forgot his

789
00:36:27,600 --> 00:36:29,920
Speaker 3: last name. His name is Chosen, but like he's super soulful.

790
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,360
Speaker 3: I showed you off off off of the joint. But

791
00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:36,479
Speaker 3: he got signed by Quality Control, you know what I'm saying.

792
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:39,000
Speaker 3: And we was talking, but yeah he's already been signed

793
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:42,319
Speaker 3: by SO but yeah, super talented but really looking for

794
00:36:42,400 --> 00:36:45,160
Speaker 3: like raw talent man that I can help evolve through

795
00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:49,440
Speaker 3: this industry, you know, and and understand that, like outside

796
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 3: of music, there's so many other opportunities, right, So generational

797
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:55,640
Speaker 3: wealth like that's that's really what the whole New Citizen

798
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:57,400
Speaker 3: for me represents. You know.

799
00:36:57,719 --> 00:37:01,360
Speaker 4: So have you taken your girl to Baltimore? Yeah?

800
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 3: Bottomore? Like three, she went with me on Thanksgiving one year.

801
00:37:05,239 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 3: Uh we went to Bottomore, went to Philly Family, Philly, Baltimore.

802
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:12,000
Speaker 3: She from, she's Mexicans from she's from.

803
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:15,759
Speaker 6: Uh, sacrament He got hold on.

804
00:37:16,200 --> 00:37:19,799
Speaker 9: I don't comfortable with hands.

805
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:30,160
Speaker 3: She got me as well, thank you. But he and Mexican.

806
00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:33,560
Speaker 3: I think man's street Mexican. I cannot ask you a questions.

807
00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:38,759
Speaker 3: What does it matter? It don't matter, you know what

808
00:37:38,800 --> 00:37:39,200
Speaker 3: I'm saying.

809
00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:40,640
Speaker 4: I just want to know how.

810
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:43,760
Speaker 6: That your girlfriend is Mexican.

811
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:44,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, like doesn't matter.

812
00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:51,120
Speaker 4: It don't matter to me. Doctor, She's not that kind she.

813
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:52,839
Speaker 3: Legally yeah, man, everybody legal.

814
00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:55,320
Speaker 4: I love.

815
00:37:55,400 --> 00:37:56,960
Speaker 3: Love is definitely love.

816
00:37:57,040 --> 00:37:59,200
Speaker 5: But but I do like to see black men with

817
00:37:59,239 --> 00:38:03,200
Speaker 5: black women. But that that's that's just because that's what.

818
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:04,160
Speaker 4: I feel for sure.

819
00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:05,800
Speaker 3: I love to see all of it. I love to

820
00:38:05,840 --> 00:38:06,200
Speaker 3: see all.

821
00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:07,560
Speaker 4: But I want you to be in love if you

822
00:38:07,640 --> 00:38:07,960
Speaker 4: love her.

823
00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:10,120
Speaker 3: Love is nice, man, I wouldn't be I wouldn't be

824
00:38:10,160 --> 00:38:12,000
Speaker 3: here if I didn't love her. I wouldn't We wouldn't

825
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:14,680
Speaker 3: be here if we didn't love each other. Pro creating

826
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 3: like this exactly like we're having a beautiful experience right now.

827
00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:21,360
Speaker 3: The only you know, the hardest part obviously is always

828
00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:25,160
Speaker 3: the traveler, right being away from home, checking in, being like, damn,

829
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:27,120
Speaker 3: if I'm on stage and something's happening and I will not,

830
00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:29,760
Speaker 3: I can't get that. You know what I'm saying. It's this,

831
00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:32,000
Speaker 3: This has been This has been hard because it's like

832
00:38:32,640 --> 00:38:34,520
Speaker 3: things were already in motion, these toys are already playing,

833
00:38:34,560 --> 00:38:36,319
Speaker 3: you know. But I get off tour in December, and

834
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:38,480
Speaker 3: I'll be home for all the holidays, So I don't know.

835
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:40,759
Speaker 4: I don't think you owe anybody an explanation, though. I

836
00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:44,359
Speaker 4: think that's it's like, why are you explaining who you love?

837
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 2: You know?

838
00:38:45,239 --> 00:38:47,560
Speaker 3: It's not so much explaining who I love is. It's

839
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:52,680
Speaker 3: it's the the narrative of oh Mario doesn't like black

840
00:38:52,719 --> 00:38:55,200
Speaker 3: women that I have an issue with, and where this

841
00:38:55,320 --> 00:38:57,680
Speaker 3: narrative was created from. That's the thing about the internet.

842
00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:03,080
Speaker 3: Is like, you can't just leave that, you know, out

843
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 3: in the air. That's crazy, you know what I'm saying.

844
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:09,480
Speaker 3: So I'd rather confront it so people understand that it's

845
00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:12,160
Speaker 3: a lie and it's it's not true, versus not saying

846
00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:14,200
Speaker 3: anything aboudy, which I've done in a couple of interviews

847
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 3: since that interview, you know. But the way he asked

848
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:19,240
Speaker 3: it was so he set me up.

849
00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:21,759
Speaker 1: One of the question.

850
00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:26,960
Speaker 6: The question set up like what's your relationship with black women? Right? No,

851
00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:27,879
Speaker 6: that wasn't the first question.

852
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:29,840
Speaker 3: No, that was like that. He was like, do you

853
00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,200
Speaker 3: have a problem with black women?

854
00:39:31,560 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 4: That's a wild question.

855
00:39:33,719 --> 00:39:34,680
Speaker 1: The way you answered it.

856
00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:37,200
Speaker 8: The way you answered it that we played that clip

857
00:39:37,239 --> 00:39:40,480
Speaker 8: here answered it. I don't think it it didn't make

858
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,799
Speaker 8: it any worse, but I think it made people try

859
00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 8: to find another reason why you don't like.

860
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:50,279
Speaker 3: Black Psychologically, these podcasts and people when people are not

861
00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:57,120
Speaker 3: everybody doesn't have the same way they receive things. And

862
00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:00,640
Speaker 3: we're dealing with y'all know, we're dealing I ain't got said,

863
00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:02,359
Speaker 3: you know, we did a way in the coming, you know,

864
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:04,640
Speaker 3: and so it's like, yes, of course, like I come

865
00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:07,800
Speaker 3: from I'm a black man, who comes from a black city,

866
00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:13,640
Speaker 3: who comes from the struggles of black people in this country.

867
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:16,719
Speaker 3: So I come from what my course, a lot of

868
00:40:16,719 --> 00:40:18,920
Speaker 3: my core fans come from. So of course it's like

869
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:20,800
Speaker 3: if someone says something like do you have a problem,

870
00:40:20,840 --> 00:40:23,080
Speaker 3: but the people who never even heard the question will

871
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:27,719
Speaker 3: be like, wait, you got a problem? It's like here, right,

872
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:30,319
Speaker 3: of course, I gotta say. You know what I'm saying,

873
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:33,640
Speaker 3: I'm defending that to say that I love black women

874
00:40:33,719 --> 00:40:36,440
Speaker 3: and black women the most beautiful creatures on this planet,

875
00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 3: and why do you hate them?

876
00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:40,240
Speaker 4: Talk about.

877
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:41,919
Speaker 1: Say?

878
00:40:42,239 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 6: I feel like it made people do what he's doing

879
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:45,080
Speaker 6: right now.

880
00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:53,439
Speaker 3: Bro, I look for everybody who hates Charlamagne. But where

881
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:58,960
Speaker 3: did you mean? What we met? I met? I met

882
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,480
Speaker 3: her in Florida years ago when I was living in Miami.

883
00:41:01,560 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 3: We met and her mind was living at the time

884
00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:07,040
Speaker 3: we met. Well, she was like, we knowing each other

885
00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,560
Speaker 3: for like for like nine years. You know what I'm saying.

886
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:12,240
Speaker 3: So we've seen each other through relationship. We've been friends

887
00:41:12,239 --> 00:41:12,799
Speaker 3: for so long.

888
00:41:13,280 --> 00:41:16,480
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's about your when you talked about your experience,

889
00:41:17,040 --> 00:41:20,480
Speaker 9: I had a problem with people having a problem with that,

890
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:24,160
Speaker 9: Like you just talked about you went into it more

891
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:26,920
Speaker 9: you were saying, because yeah, the question was asked, oh

892
00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:28,360
Speaker 9: why don't you why do you have a problem with

893
00:41:28,360 --> 00:41:30,719
Speaker 9: black women? And you're like, it's not that I don't

894
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:32,839
Speaker 9: have a problem with black women. You talked about your

895
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:37,439
Speaker 9: experience with the black women who was you know where we.

896
00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:40,080
Speaker 3: Got to that the questions was just outrageous, Like, I

897
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:42,719
Speaker 3: don't even know, I don't know where these allegations began,

898
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,359
Speaker 3: these questions beg That's that's the point. I don't let's

899
00:41:45,360 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 3: just set this straight. I don't know where they begin,

900
00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:51,759
Speaker 3: and they're not I don't hold those like that's for

901
00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:55,240
Speaker 3: like clickbait and all that. But when we got around

902
00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:59,359
Speaker 3: to speaking about my experience that that came out of

903
00:41:59,400 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 3: me saying, how could I have hate? Like, it's not

904
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:07,120
Speaker 3: it's not hate. Yes, I haven't had a beautiful experience

905
00:42:07,280 --> 00:42:10,560
Speaker 3: as far as like the my story, you know, but

906
00:42:10,800 --> 00:42:12,879
Speaker 3: that doesn't lead to hate, bro, that doesn't lead to hate.

907
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:13,000
Speaker 3: You know.

908
00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:16,279
Speaker 5: It's interesting you're right about the questions because I you know,

909
00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:17,719
Speaker 5: I'm interviewing you for years.

910
00:42:17,760 --> 00:42:19,920
Speaker 4: I've never heard that before. But so when you hear

911
00:42:19,960 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 4: a question like that, you think yourself.

912
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:25,920
Speaker 3: I'm gonna oh, he has wrong with it, so, you know,

913
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 3: but I think it's just it's a matter of people

914
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,800
Speaker 3: getting to know me more, you know. And I'm like, okay,

915
00:42:30,840 --> 00:42:33,480
Speaker 3: this is why interviews are important. This is why. And

916
00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:34,840
Speaker 3: then when you get to a certain level when you

917
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:37,160
Speaker 3: want to do anything, no more cool because now they

918
00:42:37,239 --> 00:42:38,759
Speaker 3: just talking about your music. But you have to have

919
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:41,399
Speaker 3: something in place of that for them to talk about. Right,

920
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:42,759
Speaker 3: So yeah, I get it.

921
00:42:43,200 --> 00:42:46,280
Speaker 8: You answered the question. Do you think doing the interviews

922
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:49,239
Speaker 8: is even helpful? Because you explained and then they find

923
00:42:49,239 --> 00:42:49,880
Speaker 8: another reason.

924
00:42:50,239 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 3: Then I will say this. I think that there's always

925
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,440
Speaker 3: different perspectives based on how you enter the conversation. This

926
00:42:56,480 --> 00:43:00,759
Speaker 3: is a different podcast, it's a different platform, her minds,

927
00:43:01,200 --> 00:43:04,319
Speaker 3: you know, different energy, like everything is different. I don't mind.

928
00:43:04,880 --> 00:43:06,399
Speaker 3: I'm an open book at this point. I don't mind

929
00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 3: having conversations. You know, I understand now how to navigate

930
00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:12,919
Speaker 3: it better. But you know, you got to go through

931
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:15,320
Speaker 3: the through the mud sometimes. I understand, like, all right, cool,

932
00:43:15,719 --> 00:43:17,160
Speaker 3: we got to make sure we stand and stand on

933
00:43:17,200 --> 00:43:17,719
Speaker 3: solid girl.

934
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,959
Speaker 9: What you talk about when you talk about your girl

935
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:24,200
Speaker 9: being pregnant and you and something. You can't be there

936
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:25,880
Speaker 9: all the time because you wore tour and things like

937
00:43:25,920 --> 00:43:28,839
Speaker 9: that and your first time, dad, and it's like wow, right,

938
00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:30,319
Speaker 9: so you don't need this is the first time you're

939
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:33,200
Speaker 9: ever going through this. Are these the times where you

940
00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:37,560
Speaker 9: like say, like damn, you wish your mom was here.

941
00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 9: Oh my god, You're like, damn, I wish I could

942
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 9: just ask her what the hell I could do?

943
00:43:43,040 --> 00:43:44,759
Speaker 3: I wish my mom was here for a lot of things.

944
00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:48,320
Speaker 3: I wish my mom was here because she's one of

945
00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:51,400
Speaker 3: the realist people I've ever known, you know, mother was.

946
00:43:52,120 --> 00:43:56,840
Speaker 3: She's one of those people like anything that she wanted

947
00:43:57,320 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 3: she could have had. She had a scholarship planning tennis.

948
00:44:00,640 --> 00:44:02,600
Speaker 3: She was the number one tennis player in Maryland. You know,

949
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:06,640
Speaker 3: when she was young, she had a chemist she was

950
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:11,680
Speaker 3: a major in chemistry, bachelor's in chemistry. She loved God,

951
00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:17,520
Speaker 3: you know, and she was a hustler, so she could

952
00:44:17,560 --> 00:44:19,600
Speaker 3: have transmitted that energy into anything. I think that we

953
00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:24,200
Speaker 3: would have made a great partnership in business because I'm

954
00:44:25,440 --> 00:44:27,319
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm more thorough than I've ever been.

955
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:31,160
Speaker 3: I don't have any plans on not expand, like I'm

956
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:33,239
Speaker 3: expanding it other ways, and I think that she could

957
00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:35,600
Speaker 3: have been right here with me. And of course having

958
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:38,799
Speaker 3: another grandmother for my child and having her be a

959
00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:41,240
Speaker 3: part of my life. That's I mean, she here the spirit,

960
00:44:41,280 --> 00:44:44,080
Speaker 3: but of course I would want that. But you know,

961
00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:48,640
Speaker 3: my my girl's mom is an incredible out wailers so far.

962
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:50,960
Speaker 3: You know, she's been there, she's home right now and

963
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:54,040
Speaker 3: making sure she's straight. She's excited about it. You know,

964
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,680
Speaker 3: God don't make no mistakes in terms of like you

965
00:44:56,719 --> 00:45:01,200
Speaker 3: know what it's meant for you, and how when you

966
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:03,160
Speaker 3: pray for things and you prepare for things, how God

967
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:06,600
Speaker 3: shows up. I think we're blessed you. But yeah, I

968
00:45:06,600 --> 00:45:07,160
Speaker 3: would love that.

969
00:45:07,640 --> 00:45:10,400
Speaker 5: After doing the work on yourself that you've done, finding

970
00:45:10,440 --> 00:45:15,480
Speaker 5: so many personal answers, did that cause you to have more.

971
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,640
Speaker 4: Questions for your mom that you probably didn't get that.

972
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,479
Speaker 3: I've asked a lot of questions, you know. I think

973
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:28,960
Speaker 3: the thing that I've the thing that I've been sending

974
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:33,240
Speaker 3: her love for lately, because you know, is me forgiving

975
00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:40,000
Speaker 3: her because spiritually, no one ever really dies, right, the

976
00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:45,600
Speaker 3: energy doesn't die, it's just transmuted. So it's like sending

977
00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:49,360
Speaker 3: her forgiveness and support, you know, for whatever her soul

978
00:45:49,520 --> 00:45:52,200
Speaker 3: may be still struggling with or whatever her next journey is.

979
00:45:53,320 --> 00:45:57,319
Speaker 3: I think that that's you know, that's what I do now,

980
00:45:57,360 --> 00:45:59,120
Speaker 3: That's what I focus on now, you know, is that

981
00:45:59,200 --> 00:46:02,319
Speaker 3: forgiveness for her, forgiving myself and just sending her so

982
00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:05,640
Speaker 3: much support and love. Because there's been moments where during

983
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 3: my spiritual journey when she would come visit me, and

984
00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:13,280
Speaker 3: you know, anybody who understands the spiritual realm, there's been blockages,

985
00:46:13,560 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 3: like just when I'm able to, like we're able to,

986
00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:18,120
Speaker 3: there's something that comes in between and blocks it. I've

987
00:46:18,160 --> 00:46:20,640
Speaker 3: had that happen a lot of times. So I'm like, okay,

988
00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:22,520
Speaker 3: so I have there's still something I have to work on.

989
00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:24,320
Speaker 3: So the more and more work on it, the closer

990
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:27,800
Speaker 3: and closer I feel that these other entities and things

991
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 3: can't even blocking in the spiritual room because it's so

992
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:35,600
Speaker 3: much power because she has things that she tells me

993
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:39,480
Speaker 3: that I need to know, and when that those blockers,

994
00:46:39,680 --> 00:46:41,759
Speaker 3: I can't get those. And so it's a real thing,

995
00:46:41,800 --> 00:46:44,840
Speaker 3: and it happens in real life too, you know, with family,

996
00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:48,200
Speaker 3: and there's entities that are built out of trauma and

997
00:46:48,239 --> 00:46:51,360
Speaker 3: they become their own entities in your life and you

998
00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:53,239
Speaker 3: don't work through those things, you can't heal with your

999
00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:55,840
Speaker 3: dad or your mom or your sister, or your or

1000
00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:57,719
Speaker 3: your wife or your whatever, you know what I'm saying.

1001
00:46:57,760 --> 00:47:00,279
Speaker 3: So that's a real thing, and I think it doesn't

1002
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,080
Speaker 3: change in the spiritual.

1003
00:47:01,120 --> 00:47:03,600
Speaker 5: Bro, do you believe, you know, after doing all this

1004
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:05,239
Speaker 5: working on yourself, do you believe your life's purpose is

1005
00:47:05,239 --> 00:47:05,919
Speaker 5: bigger than music?

1006
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:10,400
Speaker 3: One? Absolutely? Bro, Absolutely, I think that there's a spiritual

1007
00:47:10,440 --> 00:47:15,560
Speaker 3: side of it. There's a community building side of it.

1008
00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:17,640
Speaker 3: When I say that, I mean using my relationships to

1009
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:21,400
Speaker 3: help build our communities. You know, I've been building myself

1010
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:23,279
Speaker 3: back up over these past few years, but now I'm

1011
00:47:23,320 --> 00:47:25,160
Speaker 3: like branching out to be like, Okay, how can I

1012
00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:27,960
Speaker 3: use my relationships to make sure in this new world

1013
00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:31,839
Speaker 3: that's happening? You know, my people, my community. You know,

1014
00:47:31,960 --> 00:47:33,800
Speaker 3: we just have a you know, we're put in a

1015
00:47:33,840 --> 00:47:37,120
Speaker 3: position where people understand our power and understand our unity

1016
00:47:37,360 --> 00:47:39,080
Speaker 3: in a different way. And it's it's gonna take a

1017
00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:43,120
Speaker 3: lot of work, but that's like where my head is at.

1018
00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:47,000
Speaker 3: But also just owning things and being able to be creative.

1019
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:49,520
Speaker 3: Like I'm working on a museum right now that I

1020
00:47:49,520 --> 00:47:51,160
Speaker 3: don't know exactly where I'm gonna put it yet, but

1021
00:47:51,200 --> 00:47:53,920
Speaker 3: it's it's gonna be everything sound. I can't say the

1022
00:47:53,920 --> 00:47:56,120
Speaker 3: whole concept because there's a lot of rich people out

1023
00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:58,120
Speaker 3: there that can make it suit happen, but like, but yeah,

1024
00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:01,480
Speaker 3: it's it's gonna be incredible, and then just a lot

1025
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:06,280
Speaker 3: of other things. Man, And I feel like it's showing

1026
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:08,360
Speaker 3: not only my fans and people who's been watching my

1027
00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,560
Speaker 3: career for a long time, that yo, you can be

1028
00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:13,040
Speaker 3: whoever you want to be. And we have always been

1029
00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:16,080
Speaker 3: some of the most creative beings on this planet and

1030
00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:18,960
Speaker 3: creating things that's never been created before. This is what

1031
00:48:19,040 --> 00:48:21,120
Speaker 3: I want to do. That's my goal. And it goes

1032
00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:30,120
Speaker 3: for everything from music to tech, business, you know, social experiences, restaurants,

1033
00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:31,799
Speaker 3: all types of things. You know, there's there's a lot

1034
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:35,160
Speaker 3: of things happening, you know, and even writing being an author.

1035
00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,640
Speaker 3: I have like three books that I've written but that

1036
00:48:38,040 --> 00:48:39,799
Speaker 3: I haven't put out yet because I don't know. Every

1037
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:42,279
Speaker 3: time there's a new version of me, I'm like.

1038
00:48:41,800 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 4: You gotta go back and chang.

1039
00:48:42,719 --> 00:48:44,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm like, yeah, I gotta go back and change.

1040
00:48:44,160 --> 00:48:46,239
Speaker 3: Have you ever experienced that, like you put out books? Like,

1041
00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:47,319
Speaker 3: how does that for you?

1042
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:49,839
Speaker 4: I can do that with every single book that I've written.

1043
00:48:49,920 --> 00:48:51,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, go back and change certain.

1044
00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:54,239
Speaker 5: Yeah, you know, the first book was you know, up

1045
00:48:54,280 --> 00:48:55,439
Speaker 5: to a certain point in my life.

1046
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:56,879
Speaker 4: So it was these lessons that I learned.

1047
00:48:56,960 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 5: Yeah, my second book, I was completely empty because I

1048
00:48:59,719 --> 00:49:01,840
Speaker 5: asked the doing to work on myself and started to

1049
00:49:01,880 --> 00:49:04,239
Speaker 5: go into therapy and stuff. So everything I thought I

1050
00:49:04,320 --> 00:49:06,160
Speaker 5: knew I was like, Yo, I really don't know nothing.

1051
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:08,120
Speaker 5: I was just I learned a whole bunch of stuff.

1052
00:49:08,160 --> 00:49:10,759
Speaker 5: Then my third book, you know, it really came to

1053
00:49:10,800 --> 00:49:14,960
Speaker 5: me after a plant based experience, you know, with ayahuasca.

1054
00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:17,799
Speaker 5: I went on the ayahuasca journey and the same thing

1055
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 5: came up for me that came up for you. It's like, yo,

1056
00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:22,440
Speaker 5: stop lying to yourself and stop volunteering those lives to

1057
00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:26,160
Speaker 5: other people. So it's like, yeah, every every book has

1058
00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:27,160
Speaker 5: been a different version of me.

1059
00:49:27,680 --> 00:49:29,480
Speaker 3: So that's where I'm at now. Is just like okay,

1060
00:49:29,520 --> 00:49:33,279
Speaker 3: which which there's all these like versions, all of them

1061
00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:36,719
Speaker 3: have truth, right, but which ones connected dots to where

1062
00:49:36,719 --> 00:49:38,440
Speaker 3: I am right now? So that's kind of where I'm

1063
00:49:38,440 --> 00:49:40,640
Speaker 3: at with that. But yeah, that's it's just I'm just bro.

1064
00:49:40,760 --> 00:49:43,680
Speaker 3: I'm just ready to continue to grow. You know, music

1065
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:46,520
Speaker 3: is my passion. But you know, with that comes all

1066
00:49:46,520 --> 00:49:49,560
Speaker 3: these other things, more touring, bigger, bigger shows and bigger

1067
00:49:49,560 --> 00:49:52,319
Speaker 3: opportunities and just you know, just growing me and my

1068
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:52,960
Speaker 3: team growing.

1069
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,120
Speaker 5: What what's the message you think men need to hear

1070
00:49:55,160 --> 00:49:56,799
Speaker 5: today that we don't talk about enough.

1071
00:49:59,200 --> 00:50:08,040
Speaker 3: I don't think men applaud out the better things about

1072
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:11,839
Speaker 3: each other enough. It's like, you know, if you see

1073
00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:14,680
Speaker 3: your homie like that've been struggling with something for years

1074
00:50:14,719 --> 00:50:17,360
Speaker 3: and he he's getting over it or he's trying to

1075
00:50:17,360 --> 00:50:19,640
Speaker 3: get over it, appalled that, you know what I mean,

1076
00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:21,319
Speaker 3: showing some love, show him you see that, Like, Yo,

1077
00:50:21,360 --> 00:50:24,160
Speaker 3: that's shit, cool, bro, like that shit that. I'm inspired,

1078
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:31,359
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. I think escapism, escaping the hour,

1079
00:50:31,440 --> 00:50:37,400
Speaker 3: traumas with drugs and you know, maybe nightlife or whatever.

1080
00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:39,160
Speaker 3: You know, I mean, everybody like to have fun, but

1081
00:50:39,200 --> 00:50:42,680
Speaker 3: you know, just really like taking like the time to

1082
00:50:42,719 --> 00:50:46,080
Speaker 3: really take your future serious. You know, sit down for

1083
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,560
Speaker 3: a minute, like maybe save some bread, Like sit back,

1084
00:50:49,120 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, look at your life, look

1085
00:50:51,080 --> 00:50:54,719
Speaker 3: at the people in your life, and really analyze, like, Okay,

1086
00:50:54,840 --> 00:50:58,239
Speaker 3: if if something is calling me to grow, all these

1087
00:50:58,239 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 3: people around me going to help me g go out there.

1088
00:51:01,040 --> 00:51:02,799
Speaker 3: Part of that part do they want to grow like,

1089
00:51:03,120 --> 00:51:07,319
Speaker 3: because we get comfortable with our relationships. And I've I

1090
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:10,200
Speaker 3: realized this because I've had so many different people come

1091
00:51:10,239 --> 00:51:12,600
Speaker 3: in and out of my life and a different parts

1092
00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:14,400
Speaker 3: of who I am in my life, you know, different

1093
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:17,000
Speaker 3: parts of my journey. And sometimes we get scared to

1094
00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:19,640
Speaker 3: let people go and not let them go as in like, oh,

1095
00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:21,080
Speaker 3: I don't fuck with you, but just let them go.

1096
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:23,399
Speaker 3: Is in't like, Yo, I need this next few much

1097
00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:27,440
Speaker 3: to myself, bro or sist. You know, I gotta I

1098
00:51:27,480 --> 00:51:29,600
Speaker 3: gotta level up in life. There's some things that God

1099
00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:31,640
Speaker 3: is putting on me, you know, and hopefully I can

1100
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:33,919
Speaker 3: help you with that, you know, But I just need

1101
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:36,879
Speaker 3: some time. And it's not personal. Not everybody gonna take

1102
00:51:36,880 --> 00:51:38,840
Speaker 3: that well, but sometimes we gotta do that, man, and

1103
00:51:38,840 --> 00:51:40,960
Speaker 3: then circle the block and be like, yo, I see

1104
00:51:40,960 --> 00:51:43,200
Speaker 3: things from a different perspective. I don't think we talk

1105
00:51:43,239 --> 00:51:45,759
Speaker 3: about that enough in terms of it being something real

1106
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:50,319
Speaker 3: that can really change your life. There's a few things, man,

1107
00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:52,880
Speaker 3: I mean that's yeah, that's just the name of you.

1108
00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:56,839
Speaker 9: Yeah, this is real quick. This ain't even no question.

1109
00:51:57,280 --> 00:51:58,640
Speaker 9: I've always wanted.

1110
00:51:58,440 --> 00:52:01,080
Speaker 6: To tell you. You snapped on.

1111
00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:06,600
Speaker 9: The cry with appreciate. Man, what that's crazy. He'd be

1112
00:52:06,640 --> 00:52:08,120
Speaker 9: snapping on these features.

1113
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:10,680
Speaker 3: Just thank you. I might put the whole project out

1114
00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:12,959
Speaker 3: with features just for fun for sure.

1115
00:52:13,680 --> 00:52:20,880
Speaker 4: That yeah, you never heard that? Who is Down.

1116
00:52:23,080 --> 00:52:23,600
Speaker 3: Is a streamer?

1117
00:52:23,640 --> 00:52:27,279
Speaker 2: At this point, ray J is coming up this week

1118
00:52:27,320 --> 00:52:29,120
Speaker 2: show anybody what what.

1119
00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:31,399
Speaker 3: Would you say to ray J? Would I say to him?

1120
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:34,480
Speaker 3: What would you say the ray J? Already man stopped

1121
00:52:34,960 --> 00:52:37,000
Speaker 3: stop his car for his breaks? Break you know what

1122
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,640
Speaker 3: I'm saying, like break it? You know what I mean?

1123
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:41,400
Speaker 3: But I told you before he ray J, you know

1124
00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:44,759
Speaker 3: he is. He a troller. He gonna troll. But he

1125
00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:46,560
Speaker 3: know what time it is, man, he knows. He said

1126
00:52:46,560 --> 00:52:49,120
Speaker 3: one which is bigger than let me look. But anyway, listen,

1127
00:52:49,160 --> 00:52:51,960
Speaker 3: I'm on tour right now, nothing but us tour. You

1128
00:52:52,000 --> 00:52:54,760
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. We outside New York was amazing.

1129
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:57,319
Speaker 3: The energy in New York. You know, we got like

1130
00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:01,120
Speaker 3: I think like eight more dates. Project Moose Swings is

1131
00:53:01,120 --> 00:53:05,439
Speaker 3: out right now. Yeah, we were outside, man, I was

1132
00:53:05,760 --> 00:53:07,279
Speaker 3: that's all about to say. You gotta put me in

1133
00:53:07,280 --> 00:53:12,319
Speaker 3: different conversations. Like right, I was on Brandy Show like

1134
00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:15,279
Speaker 3: two weeks ago. We did last weekend. What we do

1135
00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:20,680
Speaker 3: before that we did Jonas Brothers, Like, you know, it's

1136
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:22,920
Speaker 3: just any stage. I'm on too many stages for ray

1137
00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:24,360
Speaker 3: j D. Even he can't come on.

1138
00:53:24,440 --> 00:53:27,319
Speaker 9: You know, it's up big ship, Big Mario and not

1139
00:53:27,560 --> 00:53:31,320
Speaker 9: Luigi brother, like stop playing, let's play.

1140
00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:34,200
Speaker 3: Wait, I'm not a question, yeah question.

1141
00:53:35,000 --> 00:53:36,120
Speaker 8: You just did it here and it made me think

1142
00:53:36,120 --> 00:53:38,000
Speaker 8: of it when you came out at the Brandy and

1143
00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:38,640
Speaker 8: Monica show.

1144
00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:40,360
Speaker 6: You think Brandy but not Monica.

1145
00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:44,000
Speaker 3: It wasn't even not it wasn't even that type of thing.

1146
00:53:44,239 --> 00:53:45,600
Speaker 8: It wasn't even tried to make it a thing on

1147
00:53:45,680 --> 00:53:48,319
Speaker 8: excellent just say that Brandy, And I'm like, was that

1148
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:48,799
Speaker 8: like what?

1149
00:53:49,120 --> 00:53:52,640
Speaker 3: Nah? Shout out to Monica. Bro, there's nothing, It's I

1150
00:53:52,640 --> 00:53:54,879
Speaker 3: came out on Brandy set. You know what I'm saying.

1151
00:53:54,880 --> 00:53:56,880
Speaker 3: So I was just giving like, yeah, it was nothing.

1152
00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:59,440
Speaker 3: First of all, Monica is amazing. I love Monica like

1153
00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:03,239
Speaker 3: me and like every time like like it's something dope

1154
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:05,040
Speaker 3: on like she always comment on her. I come like

1155
00:54:05,080 --> 00:54:08,120
Speaker 3: it's all love, like that's gang. So like, yeah, I

1156
00:54:08,120 --> 00:54:12,520
Speaker 3: think these narratives. It's yeah. And in the moment, like

1157
00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:14,360
Speaker 3: when you're on stage, in the moment sometimes you just

1158
00:54:14,400 --> 00:54:16,920
Speaker 3: like trying to remember everything and be present, like you

1159
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:19,399
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. But yeah, it's nothing. I'm happy

1160
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 3: to see both of them on tour, even when I

1161
00:54:21,239 --> 00:54:24,799
Speaker 3: post it. When I was on the stage, I congratulated

1162
00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:27,239
Speaker 3: both of them like I gave them both flowers. Yeah,

1163
00:54:27,320 --> 00:54:29,440
Speaker 3: so people just be taking it out of proportion, man,

1164
00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:32,359
Speaker 3: trying to make me an R and B villain. Man,

1165
00:54:32,800 --> 00:54:37,239
Speaker 3: I don't want to now embrace it.

1166
00:54:37,480 --> 00:54:40,160
Speaker 6: That one was unfair adel because yeah.

1167
00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:44,640
Speaker 5: By the way, about the shadows side though, when you

1168
00:54:44,719 --> 00:54:45,760
Speaker 5: feel comfortable over.

1169
00:54:45,640 --> 00:54:49,880
Speaker 3: There, I'm not trying to embrace that me and I'm

1170
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:55,520
Speaker 3: me embracing that. It's different, bro, from it's not. I

1171
00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:57,799
Speaker 3: don't need like, I don't need drugs to be dark.

1172
00:54:57,840 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 3: I don't need like I don't want to be I

1173
00:55:00,280 --> 00:55:02,719
Speaker 3: don't want to go there. I did. I don't want

1174
00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:04,799
Speaker 3: to go there no more. I don't want to go

1175
00:55:04,840 --> 00:55:08,880
Speaker 3: there because I can't. What if I like it, That's.

1176
00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:11,239
Speaker 4: What I'm saying A little. That's the scared part when

1177
00:55:11,239 --> 00:55:13,400
Speaker 4: you don't want to be there, you know, I feel.

1178
00:55:13,160 --> 00:55:15,480
Speaker 1: Good, like what if I like it?

1179
00:55:15,520 --> 00:55:17,280
Speaker 3: And then it's now I got to create this whole

1180
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:21,480
Speaker 3: other thing around me And it's like, nah, bro, I listen,

1181
00:55:21,560 --> 00:55:23,600
Speaker 3: I got too many blessings in my life right now

1182
00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:27,160
Speaker 3: to me, things that I'm creating, great partners that are

1183
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:30,120
Speaker 3: just like wanting to like invest in things I'm doing.

1184
00:55:30,160 --> 00:55:31,799
Speaker 3: I too much. This is too much to lose.

1185
00:55:32,600 --> 00:55:34,680
Speaker 4: I'm happy for you, brother, I appreciate it. I really

1186
00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:35,719
Speaker 4: enjoyed this conversation.

1187
00:55:36,040 --> 00:55:36,480
Speaker 3: Let's do it.

1188
00:55:36,480 --> 00:55:37,600
Speaker 4: Hearing you do the work is good.

1189
00:55:37,880 --> 00:55:41,520
Speaker 3: You want yeah, yeah, weide. I just want to make

1190
00:55:41,520 --> 00:55:45,040
Speaker 3: sure you're missing nothing. Mood swings out right now.

1191
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:45,879
Speaker 4: You know.

1192
00:55:46,120 --> 00:55:49,520
Speaker 3: Everybody having mood swings right now, you know, and it's hey, move,

1193
00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:53,000
Speaker 3: invite the mood swings, balance it out, enjoy it. You know,

1194
00:55:53,120 --> 00:55:56,040
Speaker 3: Let's get back to love. Let's keep R and B alive, Bros.

1195
00:55:56,280 --> 00:55:59,040
Speaker 3: R and B is such an important genre, you know.

1196
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:02,440
Speaker 3: It allows us to explore love, and it allows us to

1197
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:05,040
Speaker 3: explore intimacy, allows us to have fun, and we can

1198
00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:08,200
Speaker 3: have different conversations in it. It's just it's just all

1199
00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 3: encompassing genre. I wouldn't want to pick any other genre.

1200
00:56:10,920 --> 00:56:12,880
Speaker 3: Moose swings out right now. I don't even know what

1201
00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,040
Speaker 3: to play of it. We could play home, we could

1202
00:56:15,040 --> 00:56:17,960
Speaker 3: play have y'all heard the EP yet? All right? Cool?

1203
00:56:17,960 --> 00:56:19,600
Speaker 3: When y'all get a chance press play when you get

1204
00:56:19,600 --> 00:56:21,320
Speaker 3: back to the crib, that thing.

1205
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:24,200
Speaker 4: But you ad.

1206
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:29,480
Speaker 3: Yo play all right, cool cool, let's hear nobody but nobody,

1207
00:56:29,480 --> 00:56:32,920
Speaker 3: but yeah, yes, the breakfast club is Mario. Hold on,

1208
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:37,120
Speaker 3: every day, wake up the breakfast club.

1209
00:56:37,360 --> 00:56:38,600
Speaker 4: You don't finish for y'all done.