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Speaker 1: This is Teddy Teapot with Hi guys, Welcome to this

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Speaker 1: week's Teddy Teapot. One of your most request to guests

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Speaker 1: was dren Kinsley. Do you think they wanted to request

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Speaker 1: us because they wanted to see us getting along or

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Speaker 1: because they wanted to see us calling each other's eyes up.

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Speaker 1: I feel like it's because there have been, um, you know,

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Speaker 1: some social media posts where we've been together. People are like,

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Speaker 1: wait a minute, what's happening, what's going on? We never

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Speaker 1: saw that, And I mean that's that's a big thing

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Speaker 1: that people never saw the good part of us. I know,

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Speaker 1: it's true, like never, and we had a lot of

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Speaker 1: good times like Durt and I so many times were

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Speaker 1: up late yep, laughing, hysterical, like so much of that

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Speaker 1: that you never saw. But also yeah, we did. We

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Speaker 1: had some not so good times. We did. We did.

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Speaker 1: They kind of trumped at times. But recently though, and

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Speaker 1: we'll get into it, I'm sure, Um it's changed. I know,

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Speaker 1: you know, that's that's nice to be able to show

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Speaker 1: the world and talk about it. So what everyone's curious

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Speaker 1: about is like what did change? Like how did that happen?

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Speaker 1: So I can give my point of a new point

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Speaker 1: of people. You go first, okay, Well I get to

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Speaker 1: go first, okay. Um. In my opinion, I think that

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Speaker 1: you know, when we started out, when we first met

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Speaker 1: on the show, I felt an instant connection to you.

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Speaker 1: I just thought, this girl's cool. I mean, and and

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Speaker 1: you are. You're easy to talk to. You know, you're funny,

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Speaker 1: you're quick, um, and I really relate to people like that.

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Speaker 1: And then you know, the showing on and things happened

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Speaker 1: between us, unfortunate things, um, and then I felt like,

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Speaker 1: you know, I kind of had my guard up a

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Speaker 1: little bit, and then you know, I could see through

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Speaker 1: all of that. Still there's a connection between us, and

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Speaker 1: I really wanted to get to a place where we

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Speaker 1: could laugh. But unfortunately, you know, between the pressure of

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Speaker 1: the show or some other relationships. I'm not really sure

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Speaker 1: what it is. Things happened and it's unfortunate, and it

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Speaker 1: really drove a wedge between us, and I would say

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Speaker 1: from my point of view only until recently, since you've

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Speaker 1: not been on the show and we've connected outside the show,

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Speaker 1: I think it's the pressure. You don't have the pressure

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Speaker 1: of the show, and you and I have gotten back

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Speaker 1: to the way we started. Yeah, I know, and I

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Speaker 1: feel the same. And I think, you know, something that's

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Speaker 1: underlined with doing a show like Housewives is, you know,

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Speaker 1: even though yes it's authentic, it's a real life. You know,

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Speaker 1: there's pressure that you're making a show. And Doria and

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Speaker 1: I are doers in general, so we don't want to

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Speaker 1: let anybody down. But the problem is in doing that,

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Speaker 1: we would let each each other down because we were

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Speaker 1: trying to do the right thing, and you know, it

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Speaker 1: just got messy. And I have to say that like

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Speaker 1: where we really turned the corners when I moved over

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Speaker 1: over here and we're you know, we're neighbors now, honestly

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Speaker 1: three minutes away. Um uh. We went over to a

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Speaker 1: party at Kathy Hilton's and then after Dre came over

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Speaker 1: and I was like tipsy, but I like broke down

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Speaker 1: to her and I was like really like shed all

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Speaker 1: the layers and was just like telling her what I

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Speaker 1: was struggling with the parts that I was hurt and

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Speaker 1: all of that stuff, and like three was so kind

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Speaker 1: and like so caring and like I just felt like

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Speaker 1: I could trust you and I really appreciated that. And

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Speaker 1: then since then it's like we have not skipped a

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Speaker 1: beat and we had such a fun night for the

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Speaker 1: Fox Sports but my god one for the story books.

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Speaker 1: Like we going into that night, we had no idea

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Speaker 1: what was coming. No, none. I don't think any of

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Speaker 1: us expected to have that much fun now or to really,

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Speaker 1: you know, all feel so vulnerable and to really connect

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Speaker 1: and to just be together and enjoy being together. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: like when you're filming Housewives, the best time is always

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Speaker 1: the plan rides because they're they're not filmed, Yes, I know, seriously,

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Speaker 1: And so it felt like, you know, at first it

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Speaker 1: got to the point where we were like should we

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Speaker 1: get a room? I know, I know, we didn't want

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Speaker 1: to leave. We did not what the lady was like,

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Speaker 1: And like it just brought a different level I think

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Speaker 1: from everybody, don't you totally, Like everybody shared stuff I

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Speaker 1: have never even heard. I know, I know we can't

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Speaker 1: disclose some of the time, but um, but yeah, it

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Speaker 1: was a really intimate, um wholesome night. You know, we're

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Speaker 1: like just five friends got together, wholesome you dry home

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Speaker 1: to me wholesome, wholesome for us. But yes, I did.

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Speaker 1: I did. I mean that's what happens. I mean he

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Speaker 1: I'm like that, my god has got like this. He's

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Speaker 1: got like the trigger finger posting trigger finger. I'm like,

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Speaker 1: what are you thinking. He's like what what? I'm like, no, no, no, no,

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Speaker 1: take it down? He is. And Pique is so funny.

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Speaker 1: It's always says that, like it is like he killed

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Speaker 1: me that night too. We we wanted music so badly.

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Speaker 1: We put it on my phone and just turned it up,

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Speaker 1: like yes, And I don't know that I can ever

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Speaker 1: walk into that hotel again. No, we can. I think.

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Speaker 1: First of all, we were in the corner, like in

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Speaker 1: the corner that everybody walks by to their rooms and

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Speaker 1: they're like ladies tanting to take it down or not.

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Speaker 1: Y'all I remember is looking around and there was nobody,

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Speaker 1: and there was like one waitress that wasn't even giving

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Speaker 1: us drinks anymore. I was like, where's my drink? She's like, no,

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Speaker 1: we're closed. No, she goes, if you must, I'll give

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Speaker 1: you guys one to share. We're like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: we've been cut off. We've been cut off at the

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Speaker 1: bell Air. Oh my god. That was fun. All right.

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Speaker 1: Next question is what was our favorite trip together? We've

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Speaker 1: a trip together, you know, Um, we've had good moments

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Speaker 1: on their trips, but most of our trips together have

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Speaker 1: nothing have not been good. I would say Provence. Provence,

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Speaker 1: we had so much fun. But I mean that was

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Speaker 1: really hard for me. In general. That next day after

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Speaker 1: the drunk day was really, I know, really tough. Um.

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Speaker 1: I thought Provence was really fun. I thought after we

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Speaker 1: were done filming at the beach house was really fun. First,

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Speaker 1: Oh my god. Yeah, we had a full dance already.

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Speaker 1: We're like doing car wheels in the sand like that

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Speaker 1: was really fun. Um. But I don't know if that's

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Speaker 1: a trip though, I mean we it wasn't in our

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Speaker 1: homes are at a restaurant here, true. So like Provence

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Speaker 1: was definitely probably the best time we ever had while

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Speaker 1: doing Housewives. Yes, yeah, well you know it was. It

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Speaker 1: was the Fox four five. It came down that's where

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Speaker 1: the Fox Force five name came from because because everybody

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Speaker 1: there supposed to be somebody else there or was it

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Speaker 1: just I love the selective memory? Right now, there was

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Speaker 1: someone that quit? Yes, that's right, that's right, that's right. Okay,

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Speaker 1: that's what it is. Okay. See. No, Honestly, Teddy, I

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Speaker 1: like block things out. I literally deal with like what

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Speaker 1: I have to deal with it in a given moment,

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Speaker 1: and I like block out the rest. What would you

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Speaker 1: say our toughest time was, um? Our toughest time? Um? Goodness?

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Speaker 1: If you think about the trips that we were on

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Speaker 1: so Berlin, Provence and where else were we? Berlin, Provence, Bahamas, Bahamas? Right? Um? Well,

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Speaker 1: I didn't really know in the Bahamas, so you know

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Speaker 1: I would say that, no, our toughest time. I mean,

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Speaker 1: I don't know, Teddy. I feel like most of our

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Speaker 1: most of our tough times were not on the trips,

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Speaker 1: so I wouldn't say it was a trip. Um. You know,

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Speaker 1: we've had some really rough moments. I've left feeling as

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Speaker 1: I'm sure you have, just really really down in the

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Speaker 1: dumps and crummy and horrible and feeling like how did

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Speaker 1: you and I get here? You know, I don't really

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Speaker 1: understand it, um so, but yeah, I can't think of

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Speaker 1: a specific trip that was so bad, and the looming

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Speaker 1: question that, of course everyone has to ask about us

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Speaker 1: late Gate. They want to know what actually happened. Okay,

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Speaker 1: now I'm going to tell the story as it is,

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Speaker 1: and then you can tell your version. And this is

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Speaker 1: as God is my witness. And I've never shared this,

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Speaker 1: but I promise you hand on my heart, and I

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Speaker 1: will admit it right now. But this is the truth.

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Speaker 1: I was in a meeting, a business meeting for Beverly Beach,

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Speaker 1: and I told production. I said, listen, I can't make

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Speaker 1: um and get together, and I said, I can't make

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Speaker 1: super important. It's a big design meeting so on. And

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Speaker 1: they really wanted us to get together, which I understand.

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Speaker 1: We were new friends. UM. So I said I can't

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Speaker 1: make it for They said, can you make it for thirty?

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Speaker 1: I said I can, but I might be a little late.

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Speaker 1: It's no problem whatsoever. It's totally fine. It's okay. So

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Speaker 1: my time was supposed to be from at four thirty.

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Speaker 1: I thought it was super casual. We go, we get together,

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Speaker 1: goes late, as I suspected. And when I left the meeting,

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Speaker 1: twenty five minutes, like you know, I'm sorry, but I

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Speaker 1: never end up meeting. Yeah, I was right, but afterwards

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Speaker 1: I was not an hour late. I know, but I

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Speaker 1: the show, so I don't really know what happens, and

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Speaker 1: in real life, if it's four o'clock and somebody's not

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Speaker 1: there by, you know, you leave, like you're like okay,

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Speaker 1: you know. So I was like I was looking up

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Speaker 1: And you know, I'm feeling uncomfortable because I'm like been

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Speaker 1: sitting there and like nursing that wine. I mean, you've

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Speaker 1: seen the scene a thousand times of new looking at

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Speaker 1: get that tone like what would you do? Don't ask us?

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Speaker 1: And I was like, well, I've got And then that's

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Speaker 1: LVP the next day I can't remember who, and they

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Speaker 1: I mean that's because she goes Dree said you left

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Speaker 1: because you were only she was only ten minutes late,

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Speaker 1: we even center something over for her birthday, like we've

424
00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:28,400
Speaker 1: done things. But I just it's confusing to me if

425
00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:32,400
Speaker 1: if it is so beneath her, why are we still

426
00:22:32,400 --> 00:22:34,840
Speaker 1: talking about it. I think with Lisa, if she doesn't

427
00:22:34,880 --> 00:22:38,720
Speaker 1: have control over a person or a friendship or relationship

428
00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:43,280
Speaker 1: or the narrative, then it doesn't work for her. And

429
00:22:43,280 --> 00:22:46,280
Speaker 1: that's ultimately what ended up happening with the dog situation

430
00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:49,439
Speaker 1: was she thought she had the narrative a d and

431
00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:53,360
Speaker 1: then she lost control of the situation because I went

432
00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:56,320
Speaker 1: off her script and told to read and then all

433
00:22:56,320 --> 00:23:00,240
Speaker 1: of a sudden she was furious because she know she

434
00:23:00,320 --> 00:23:02,359
Speaker 1: was found out. But I mean, it could have easily

435
00:23:02,359 --> 00:23:04,040
Speaker 1: been resolved. But we don't even need to get into

436
00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:07,399
Speaker 1: all that. But that like when things are twisted, you know.

437
00:23:07,560 --> 00:23:10,960
Speaker 1: And and the thing about Lisa and I find and

438
00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:12,879
Speaker 1: and I don't want to sit here and talk badly

439
00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:15,840
Speaker 1: about her because truthfully, she's not part of my life.

440
00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,800
Speaker 1: I'm not interested in anything that she does or says.

441
00:23:19,359 --> 00:23:21,760
Speaker 1: If she does anything to hurt me or the family,

442
00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:25,400
Speaker 1: obviously I would say something back. But truthfully, when I

443
00:23:25,440 --> 00:23:28,560
Speaker 1: hear these things that that she says, even to friends

444
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,200
Speaker 1: of ours, about us, I mean, I laugh, I feel bad.

445
00:23:31,240 --> 00:23:34,320
Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, well you know what. Unfortunately it's still

446
00:23:34,400 --> 00:23:37,960
Speaker 1: burning a hole inside of her me. You're done, yeah,

447
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:40,640
Speaker 1: You're like, we will answer the questions, but I don't.

448
00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:43,520
Speaker 1: People always say, would you ever like forgive her what

449
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:47,520
Speaker 1: I've forgiven her? I don't. I don't care, but I

450
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:49,680
Speaker 1: have to talk about it if people are asking, But

451
00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:52,040
Speaker 1: I'm not. I don't have a fire burning to like

452
00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:55,680
Speaker 1: rebuild that friendship because for me, I never really had

453
00:23:55,720 --> 00:23:58,160
Speaker 1: it right. It was like I was hurt a little

454
00:23:58,160 --> 00:24:00,919
Speaker 1: pet right right, No, I think I used to torture

455
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:06,840
Speaker 1: you exactly, thank you. Um, but no, that's it's true.

456
00:24:06,840 --> 00:24:08,719
Speaker 1: And even we went to this party and I had

457
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:13,160
Speaker 1: no expectations because I really, truly I believed that Lisa

458
00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:16,040
Speaker 1: and I had a great friendship. Pique and I would

459
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:19,280
Speaker 1: have dinner with Lisa and Ken at least once a month.

460
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:23,320
Speaker 1: We we we had a lot of laughs together. Um.

461
00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:25,639
Speaker 1: I really felt like she was my friend. I felt

462
00:24:25,640 --> 00:24:28,239
Speaker 1: like we had a genuine friendship. And then when I

463
00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:31,560
Speaker 1: realized that the friendship wasn't really what I what I

464
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,199
Speaker 1: thought it was for me. I just thought, okay, well

465
00:24:34,200 --> 00:24:37,199
Speaker 1: then I don't need this friendship. But then, you know,

466
00:24:37,240 --> 00:24:39,960
Speaker 1: for the sake of we have a lot of mutual

467
00:24:40,080 --> 00:24:43,119
Speaker 1: friends and we were on the show, you know, um

468
00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:45,040
Speaker 1: together at the time, I thought, you know what, let

469
00:24:45,119 --> 00:24:47,960
Speaker 1: me just try. Let by Guns be by Guns. I

470
00:24:48,000 --> 00:24:50,560
Speaker 1: apologized to her, I asked her to move on. I've tried.

471
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,119
Speaker 1: She's made it very clear she wants nothing to do

472
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,600
Speaker 1: with us. For some reason. She thinks I did something

473
00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,760
Speaker 1: to her, which I don't really understand that. I can't,

474
00:24:58,760 --> 00:25:00,359
Speaker 1: for the life of me wrap my head and around you.

475
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:03,679
Speaker 1: But but it's okay. I feel like I'm I'm free

476
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:06,240
Speaker 1: of some toxic energy that I really don't need in

477
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 1: my life. Well, speaking of toxic energy, who did you

478
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:14,720
Speaker 1: have the hardest time getting along with this year? This year? Um?

479
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,760
Speaker 1: You know, I, like everybody on the show, I have

480
00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:21,640
Speaker 1: to get an answer. I didn't finish. Um, No, I do.

481
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:25,320
Speaker 1: I like everybody on the show. UM. I found there

482
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:29,200
Speaker 1: was somebody this year, uh that treated me very differently

483
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:33,520
Speaker 1: than they did last year. Um. And there was definitely

484
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,720
Speaker 1: a moment where I felt like I had to defend myself.

485
00:25:36,200 --> 00:25:39,600
Speaker 1: I can't give you too much, Teddy. You know the drill,

486
00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:41,960
Speaker 1: and I don't really want to you know. Next thing,

487
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:45,680
Speaker 1: you know, it's um fishing for more information. You got

488
00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:49,199
Speaker 1: to watch the show. There's a carcel. Why would you

489
00:25:49,240 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 1: say that? It's just my guess, because I mean, you

490
00:25:53,240 --> 00:25:55,199
Speaker 1: guys have to watch the show. But when I was on,

491
00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:58,680
Speaker 1: I noticed some things in regards to myself as well.

492
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:03,120
Speaker 1: A ship. Yeah, there was a shift. There was a shift.

493
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:09,400
Speaker 1: There was a shift. Um. And then who is your

494
00:26:09,480 --> 00:26:13,200
Speaker 1: favorite housewife? These are not my words, y'all. Who is

495
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:17,840
Speaker 1: your favorite? My favorite? I don't have a favorite. I

496
00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:22,880
Speaker 1: have favorites. Um. You know, Kyle and Guy bicker find

497
00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:24,920
Speaker 1: out a lot. Am I supposed to be honest or not? Yes,

498
00:26:25,760 --> 00:26:30,600
Speaker 1: okay honest. I love Kyle, I love Brenna, I love Erica.

499
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,800
Speaker 1: I'm the closest to those three. I've also known them

500
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:37,639
Speaker 1: the longest. Um, Kyle and I have. Our friendship has

501
00:26:37,680 --> 00:26:41,600
Speaker 1: grown even stronger. We traveled together. Um. You know, I

502
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:43,560
Speaker 1: trust her. You know she's one of the people that

503
00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:48,680
Speaker 1: I talked to so freely and openly. Um. I love Erica.

504
00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:51,360
Speaker 1: Eric is more guarded. I have a very different relationship

505
00:26:51,400 --> 00:26:54,119
Speaker 1: with Erica. Than I do with Kyle and Lisa Arenna,

506
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,160
Speaker 1: you know the same I feel. You know, I've got

507
00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:00,320
Speaker 1: a great relationship in history, and I trust to her

508
00:27:00,320 --> 00:27:03,120
Speaker 1: and I have so much fun with her, So I mean,

509
00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:05,640
Speaker 1: I love them. What do you miss most about not

510
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:13,360
Speaker 1: having me on the show? Absolutely nothing, Teddy. I'll tell you,

511
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,919
Speaker 1: if I could have this with you on the show,

512
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:20,879
Speaker 1: it would be amazing. It would be amazing. But because

513
00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:24,200
Speaker 1: I never had that, you know, I'm now most protective

514
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:26,800
Speaker 1: of what we have. I enjoy our time together. I

515
00:27:26,920 --> 00:27:30,199
Speaker 1: enjoy this relationship that's blossoming. I wouldn't want it to

516
00:27:30,200 --> 00:27:36,160
Speaker 1: be ruined, genuinely, you know. And it's a shame because, um,

517
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,080
Speaker 1: we have a lot of fun together and we laugh

518
00:27:38,119 --> 00:27:41,159
Speaker 1: a lot. I mean, you're funny. You are funny, and

519
00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:45,040
Speaker 1: you're somebody that, um, you know, I can banter with,

520
00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,560
Speaker 1: you know, joke around with. But you've also you've got

521
00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:51,239
Speaker 1: a great heart. You're a great mom, you know, and

522
00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:55,320
Speaker 1: I can tell you can be a very very good friend.

523
00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:58,520
Speaker 1: I would like to be able to experience that and

524
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,600
Speaker 1: not have you know all the of all the things

525
00:28:02,040 --> 00:28:04,920
Speaker 1: you know and that and that's the truth. It puts

526
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:09,879
Speaker 1: that it switches the dynamic. And when you are in

527
00:28:09,960 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 1: the moment doing a show like that and you know

528
00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:16,320
Speaker 1: that somebody has to do something or you've just wasted

529
00:28:16,359 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 1: your entire day, life, week, whatever, it adds to that dynamic.

530
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:24,119
Speaker 1: And there are some people that will give in and

531
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:26,280
Speaker 1: do it and there's some people that won't. Yes, And

532
00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 1: you know, my biggest regret from being on the show

533
00:28:28,840 --> 00:28:32,000
Speaker 1: is I wish there were times where I would have

534
00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 1: just withheld nothink that's your nature, but it's not. It's not.

535
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:39,400
Speaker 1: You're by nature I have. You know, I'm I'm a

536
00:28:39,480 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 1: doer like in general, like and I you'll speak your mind.

537
00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:45,320
Speaker 1: I speak my mind. But I mean there are things

538
00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:48,960
Speaker 1: that like my last season, I wish I you know,

539
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:51,120
Speaker 1: I just would have let let it be and I

540
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:52,840
Speaker 1: wish you would have seen other stuff. But you know,

541
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:56,840
Speaker 1: you know it is what it is. But you sure

542
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: of the show. You know, just just to add to

543
00:28:58,680 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: that quickly, the nature the show and the thing about

544
00:29:02,120 --> 00:29:05,080
Speaker 1: it is it is reality and you have, you know,

545
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:10,760
Speaker 1: eight successful, independent, strong women, and there's bound to be confrontation.

546
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:15,120
Speaker 1: But sometimes you know you're shooting for five six months,

547
00:29:15,160 --> 00:29:18,360
Speaker 1: four or five months, whatever it is, and you know,

548
00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 1: whatever little tiny tension there is. It needs to be

549
00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:25,400
Speaker 1: kind of accelerated. So what you would take maybe six

550
00:29:25,480 --> 00:29:28,560
Speaker 1: months to kind of drag out and then you kind

551
00:29:28,560 --> 00:29:30,600
Speaker 1: of get right to the point. So if someone rubs

552
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:33,240
Speaker 1: you the wrong way, you're very forthcoming and you have

553
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,320
Speaker 1: to be like, okay, listen, I didn't like that. And

554
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:38,560
Speaker 1: you have somebody dedicated, like there's a camera on your face.

555
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 1: You have someone dedicated to your emotions, so like if

556
00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:46,040
Speaker 1: they see something happen, they are on it, like they know.

557
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:48,440
Speaker 1: And then it's like you can feel the camera getting

558
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:51,360
Speaker 1: like close and hot, and like like the scene where

559
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:53,959
Speaker 1: we were sun where she called me boring and like, uh,

560
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: you know something about me having this you know? Oh

561
00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,920
Speaker 1: and even worse, you're pregnant, you know. Whatever I was,

562
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,760
Speaker 1: it's just emotional. And but then that that pressure of

563
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:04,960
Speaker 1: the heat and the light and all that, you just

564
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:08,320
Speaker 1: I just crumble. I know, I know, and I and

565
00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 1: in that moment, I remember looking up and You're looking

566
00:30:10,520 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 1: at me like you got this, well, get it get gonn.

567
00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:18,160
Speaker 1: Oh my god. I'm such an EmPATH. Every time I

568
00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:21,040
Speaker 1: see somebody, if somebody hurts or I see that they're

569
00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:23,239
Speaker 1: hurting or they're sad, or they're crying. I don't know

570
00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:25,680
Speaker 1: what it is. I just want to go and help them,

571
00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:28,600
Speaker 1: save them, you know, give them a hub. It's hard.

572
00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 1: So I have a question. Um. Last week, Crystal shared

573
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,120
Speaker 1: that she had a warrant out for her arrest and

574
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:40,920
Speaker 1: Arizona and that shop picked up like everybody people, all

575
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:42,720
Speaker 1: these different magazines picked it up. And you know, it's

576
00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:44,760
Speaker 1: a long, crazy story when she was younger, and it's

577
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,200
Speaker 1: not even a big deal, but hilarious. Do you have

578
00:30:47,240 --> 00:30:52,800
Speaker 1: any scandal you'd like to share with us here? Um no,

579
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:57,560
Speaker 1: I've got no warrant up from my arrest. Um No,

580
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:00,920
Speaker 1: I can't think of anything salacious enough. But didn't you

581
00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 1: run away? Once? I did? I was like fourteen years old,

582
00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:07,320
Speaker 1: you know, to read the Runaway. I never actually got

583
00:31:07,320 --> 00:31:09,720
Speaker 1: a chance to run away. I got a caught. I

584
00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:11,880
Speaker 1: got caught by my parents. I had like the Deffel

585
00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:13,640
Speaker 1: back And when I told this story, I don't know

586
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,920
Speaker 1: what they showed or didn't show, but um yeah, I

587
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,680
Speaker 1: was fourteen. I thought I knew it all and I

588
00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:22,280
Speaker 1: was ready to go, you know, live in Manhattan with

589
00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:25,240
Speaker 1: my girlfriend and you know, start a new life. But

590
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:29,640
Speaker 1: my parents caught me. So have you gotten any whiff

591
00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:33,680
Speaker 1: of the Brian Moyland book. A lot of people are

592
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:36,400
Speaker 1: asking about how true it was. So like certain things

593
00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:39,160
Speaker 1: that were said which I can confirm our hundred percent

594
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:45,600
Speaker 1: false was we only got episodes if we blogged, and

595
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:48,400
Speaker 1: we got paid to blog. I'm like, what both are

596
00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:51,800
Speaker 1: completely false? Well, I just want to say. You know

597
00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:54,720
Speaker 1: that guy which I had never heard his name. I

598
00:31:54,760 --> 00:31:57,520
Speaker 1: know he co wrote Eric because book, but um, he

599
00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:01,120
Speaker 1: actually came out with this ridicul here less lie about

600
00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:04,520
Speaker 1: p K nine Um Peku was traveling in London for

601
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:09,040
Speaker 1: work and he sat in some podcast and he told, well,

602
00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:13,520
Speaker 1: they're separating, they're headed towards divorce. Pek is living in

603
00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:17,800
Speaker 1: some friends guesthouse. I mean like when I mean flat

604
00:32:17,800 --> 00:32:21,120
Speaker 1: out made up some big lie. And I remember turning

605
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,600
Speaker 1: around to Peak and saying, Pik, how on earth can

606
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 1: someone get away with this? How can they just lie

607
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:29,720
Speaker 1: so blatantly? It gets picked up people actually believe that

608
00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,440
Speaker 1: they remember how can they even sleep at night? And

609
00:32:32,480 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 1: I remember Peak and I were together like for Valentine's Day,

610
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:38,120
Speaker 1: This was like days after right, And I said, well,

611
00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:41,040
Speaker 1: I mean so much for this? Can b s headline

612
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:44,800
Speaker 1: about us heading towards divorce, you know when we're filming. Yeah,

613
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 1: you know its Valentine's Day, were together. But I can't

614
00:32:47,320 --> 00:32:49,760
Speaker 1: really understand how people get away with this with with

615
00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:53,520
Speaker 1: just complete flat out live. I'm like, you wrote a book,

616
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 1: but like, where are you getting this info? Because I

617
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 1: can confirm there's no Housewives that will ever say that

618
00:32:58,360 --> 00:33:01,160
Speaker 1: that's true, because it is not like you have to

619
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:04,680
Speaker 1: get the episodes the day or two before, because they

620
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,520
Speaker 1: you know, they at least prep us a little bit

621
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:08,480
Speaker 1: and then we can tweet and do all those types

622
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 1: of things. But it's not contingent of one another. That's

623
00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:15,240
Speaker 1: just the policy. Also that he said that he alluded

624
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:18,120
Speaker 1: to the fact that my business was created by Bravo,

625
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:22,080
Speaker 1: and I was like, one, he's always had it out

626
00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:25,400
Speaker 1: for me too, like just and me apparent, Yeah, And

627
00:33:25,600 --> 00:33:27,880
Speaker 1: you know, I always in backed my mind, I was like,

628
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,040
Speaker 1: maybe it was because like I had Eric and I

629
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:31,880
Speaker 1: had issues the first season and he was writing her

630
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:33,800
Speaker 1: book and he was but then it never stopped. And

631
00:33:33,840 --> 00:33:35,400
Speaker 1: even once Eric and I got close to like, I

632
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:37,200
Speaker 1: guess I didn't have any issue with Erica and he

633
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:40,239
Speaker 1: just really don't even know who who is he? Like,

634
00:33:40,280 --> 00:33:42,360
Speaker 1: what is this, you know, I know he I don't know.

635
00:33:42,400 --> 00:33:44,920
Speaker 1: But we met him at Bravo Colon, did we? Yes?

636
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,080
Speaker 1: But mine now because I was like, they didn't make

637
00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 1: a very good super super No, he was super friendly

638
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:53,600
Speaker 1: at Bravoclon which that also I don't laugh. You know

639
00:33:53,640 --> 00:33:58,000
Speaker 1: why you're gonna talk mad crap? Just being asked, Oh

640
00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:01,640
Speaker 1: my god, totally like honestly, give me the stink. Oh so,

641
00:34:01,800 --> 00:34:04,240
Speaker 1: how can you trust someone like that? And how do

642
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 1: people go on and continue to believe what a person

643
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,760
Speaker 1: says when things have been proven that whatever they're saying

644
00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:12,719
Speaker 1: it's just not true, Like don't you question what comes

645
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:14,719
Speaker 1: out of his mouth at that point? Yeah, you're like,

646
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:17,120
Speaker 1: I don't get it. I don't get it, or they

647
00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:19,960
Speaker 1: just I think what you know, people want to believe

648
00:34:20,040 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 1: what they want to believe. And if someone's there prepared to,

649
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:26,400
Speaker 1: you know, say things that, um that aren't true and

650
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:28,759
Speaker 1: no one's going to contradict them, then But how do

651
00:34:28,920 --> 00:34:30,919
Speaker 1: you write a book about it? Was there any fact checking?

652
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:33,720
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying? How how is that possible? Because

653
00:34:33,719 --> 00:34:35,960
Speaker 1: I know there's I think there's another one that's coming out.

654
00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:37,239
Speaker 1: I don't know if we're even a lot of talk

655
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:39,400
Speaker 1: about it, but I know that, like we were asked

656
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:41,800
Speaker 1: questions for the other one, but not we weren't interviewed

657
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:44,600
Speaker 1: by him. No, that's a different book. That's my point.

658
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,040
Speaker 1: So we there was something that we talked about that

659
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:51,040
Speaker 1: I haven't seen come out yet, right saying, but where

660
00:34:51,040 --> 00:34:53,120
Speaker 1: we were interviewed. So I'm like, so where are you

661
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:57,160
Speaker 1: getting your info? But because whatever, consider the source, everyone,

662
00:34:57,239 --> 00:35:01,359
Speaker 1: please consider it the source. So now we're gonna get

663
00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:05,200
Speaker 1: into marriage talk treat. What did you and Pek meat?

664
00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:08,319
Speaker 1: Was it love at first sight? Um? Peak and I

665
00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: met in New York City two thousand and eleven. It

666
00:35:12,239 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 1: was not love at first sight, um, but there was

667
00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:18,560
Speaker 1: banter and there was chemistry. And we actually didn't go

668
00:35:18,600 --> 00:35:22,319
Speaker 1: on our first date for like two months, but we

669
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:25,160
Speaker 1: had gone out in a group of friends. In fact,

670
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:27,040
Speaker 1: when I met him, we realized that we had a

671
00:35:27,080 --> 00:35:29,279
Speaker 1: lot of mutual friends. So the first time we went

672
00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:32,360
Speaker 1: out together, we were with a few different friends about

673
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,719
Speaker 1: and we were as we were friends. I mean, I

674
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:37,640
Speaker 1: looked at him and I thought, Okay, here's a guy

675
00:35:37,719 --> 00:35:45,160
Speaker 1: who's um separated three children. Um, I mean he had

676
00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 1: a mountain of yeah, a mountain of red flags. A

677
00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:55,880
Speaker 1: mountain of luggage. Baggage, not luggage baggage, luggage amountain of baggage.

678
00:35:55,920 --> 00:35:58,239
Speaker 1: I mean, there was not It was not the type

679
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,160
Speaker 1: of guy I ever thought I would see myself with.

680
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:04,520
Speaker 1: But there was very clear chemistry and banter, and then

681
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:06,839
Speaker 1: he asked me out. We went on our first official date.

682
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:09,760
Speaker 1: We went to see The Jersey Boys in New York City,

683
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:12,200
Speaker 1: and I have to tell you, after that time, we

684
00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:16,319
Speaker 1: were alone. We were inseparable ever since you're done, You're

685
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:19,440
Speaker 1: done for my perst sign Field delivered. What do you

686
00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: think the best part that the show has done for

687
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:26,960
Speaker 1: your marriage? In the worst part? Well, you know this.

688
00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:30,360
Speaker 1: The show is actually strengthened my marriage and at the

689
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:34,279
Speaker 1: same time has made things very difficult between Peak and I,

690
00:36:34,640 --> 00:36:38,640
Speaker 1: particularly when I'm filming. Um, it's really hard for him,

691
00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:41,160
Speaker 1: you know, and and it's hard for me by extension,

692
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:44,080
Speaker 1: because Peak is used to me being around all the time.

693
00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:48,200
Speaker 1: I don't really like go out with my girlfriends every week,

694
00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:50,800
Speaker 1: you know. I tend to go out with my husband.

695
00:36:50,840 --> 00:36:53,600
Speaker 1: Were always together, That's the way it's always been, Teddy.

696
00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:56,600
Speaker 1: I mean ten years were together, almost ten years, and

697
00:36:56,760 --> 00:37:00,440
Speaker 1: we we live our lives together. We traveled together. So

698
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:02,600
Speaker 1: while I'm doing the show, as you know, there are

699
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:05,759
Speaker 1: lunches and dinners and parties and various things. Even when

700
00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:07,960
Speaker 1: I'm filming and I'm not filming with him, that I'm

701
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 1: not with him, and that is hard for him because

702
00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: he wants me with him. So it took, um, you know,

703
00:37:14,360 --> 00:37:17,600
Speaker 1: year after year after year, me saying to him every

704
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 1: time I'm about to start filming, p K, you know,

705
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,120
Speaker 1: I don't need to do this. My marriage is more

706
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,719
Speaker 1: important to me. Our relationship is far more important to me. Um.

707
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:28,360
Speaker 1: But he's you know, he supported me and encouraged me

708
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:31,040
Speaker 1: to do it. And so year after year I have

709
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:33,439
Speaker 1: to go through those really uncomfortable a few months where

710
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:37,759
Speaker 1: he feels like he's ostracized, you know, and marginalized and

711
00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:39,799
Speaker 1: all of those things. And and then I spend the

712
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:42,960
Speaker 1: next six months after that reassured. How how radio is

713
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,520
Speaker 1: I think, because that's the thing with you know, Edwin

714
00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:47,799
Speaker 1: as well, like he likes to be taking care of

715
00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:51,279
Speaker 1: a bit like or feeling like that importance in our lives.

716
00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:54,279
Speaker 1: And when you when you wake up filled with like

717
00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:55,840
Speaker 1: whatever you have to do for the day, and you

718
00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:57,760
Speaker 1: know you have to do three different things and change

719
00:37:57,760 --> 00:38:01,040
Speaker 1: and do this. You are like on the go yes

720
00:38:01,200 --> 00:38:03,520
Speaker 1: and it's impossible. And then they're like, hey, can you

721
00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,919
Speaker 1: can you do this dinner tonight with this business person

722
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:09,360
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I've been you know, we were filming

723
00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,759
Speaker 1: for eight hours. No, I don't want to go talk

724
00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:14,759
Speaker 1: to a stranger like I'm exhausted. And then they take

725
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:17,480
Speaker 1: it personally. So that was the hardest part from you too.

726
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:19,600
Speaker 1: But the best part was my first season. I saw

727
00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:21,400
Speaker 1: I was nagging my husband a lot, and I was like,

728
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:26,240
Speaker 1: I have to reel it and wow. I was like wow,

729
00:38:26,280 --> 00:38:28,359
Speaker 1: I am non stuff Like I'm like, come on, look

730
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,520
Speaker 1: and I was like, cheddy, let's uh, let's let's pull

731
00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:35,120
Speaker 1: this together. Did you change? I didn't. I nag less

732
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:37,799
Speaker 1: now okay, and we have like a better We wake

733
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:39,480
Speaker 1: up in the morning and we talked about our days.

734
00:38:39,600 --> 00:38:42,200
Speaker 1: We set the expectations, like today I had a bunch

735
00:38:42,239 --> 00:38:45,000
Speaker 1: of podcasts and stuff and I'm like, honey, you know

736
00:38:45,160 --> 00:38:46,480
Speaker 1: this morning we wake up and I'm like, can you

737
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:47,960
Speaker 1: do me a favor and please to take the kids

738
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:51,319
Speaker 1: to school? Like I am on all day and I

739
00:38:51,360 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 1: know you are too, but like I will feel frantic

740
00:38:54,480 --> 00:38:56,279
Speaker 1: having to rush back and try to get on the

741
00:38:56,560 --> 00:38:59,160
Speaker 1: you know wells this podcast and he's like, of course,

742
00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:01,800
Speaker 1: but you know, but before I don't think i'd communicate,

743
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:05,200
Speaker 1: and then I'd be mad that he'd feel it. Yeah right,

744
00:39:05,239 --> 00:39:07,719
Speaker 1: I know they're supposed to be mind readers. Yeah. So

745
00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:09,920
Speaker 1: I realized the communication is so much better, and I

746
00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:12,920
Speaker 1: thank the show for that. All Right? If p K

747
00:39:13,160 --> 00:39:15,759
Speaker 1: asked you to move back to London, would you no?

748
00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:19,120
Speaker 1: Now we've talked about it, and luckily I don't think

749
00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:22,800
Speaker 1: he does either. Um. I think we'll stay in America

750
00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:25,520
Speaker 1: hopefully at some point. I mean it would be nice.

751
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:28,320
Speaker 1: We do travel back and forth London enough so we

752
00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 1: see his family, but I don't even think he wants

753
00:39:30,640 --> 00:39:32,560
Speaker 1: to live there full time. So do you think l

754
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:35,239
Speaker 1: A is where you'll continue to stay? I don't know.

755
00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:40,920
Speaker 1: I don't know. Um. I think during COVID we really

756
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,759
Speaker 1: thought do we want to be here? Where do we

757
00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:45,680
Speaker 1: want to be? Um? You know, I'm tied to l

758
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,240
Speaker 1: A right now because of the show, and I feel

759
00:39:48,280 --> 00:39:51,239
Speaker 1: like until I decide or they decide that I'm not

760
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:53,239
Speaker 1: doing it, you know, and then the options are open.

761
00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:56,120
Speaker 1: I think it's nice. I'm a New Yorker. I love

762
00:39:56,280 --> 00:39:58,520
Speaker 1: I love New York so much, but now having kids,

763
00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:02,080
Speaker 1: I think it's easier, you know, for them in California.

764
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,759
Speaker 1: But I don't know. I feel like I could live

765
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:07,400
Speaker 1: outside of California. I'm just not sure where. Yeah, so

766
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:11,440
Speaker 1: you're open, You're open. So shifting over to mother her

767
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:19,960
Speaker 1: motherhood my favorite topic, Jaggie, Jaggy Jaggy, Um, do you

768
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:22,879
Speaker 1: is there anything about having the kids on the show

769
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,720
Speaker 1: that makes you nervous? Like you and I are similar

770
00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:27,319
Speaker 1: in the fact that we have our kids on Instagram

771
00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:29,520
Speaker 1: because it's so they're so such a big part of

772
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:31,880
Speaker 1: my life. I couldn't imagine not And same with the

773
00:40:31,920 --> 00:40:34,520
Speaker 1: show totally, like I was bummed when you know, I

774
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:36,279
Speaker 1: would be like, oh, we did that together and they

775
00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:39,200
Speaker 1: never showed the kids or you know, because I hate

776
00:40:39,280 --> 00:40:43,640
Speaker 1: it takes away from what actually happened. Totally, totally. No,

777
00:40:43,760 --> 00:40:46,000
Speaker 1: I fold so much with the kids. And you know,

778
00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:49,319
Speaker 1: when I first started the show, Teddy Jagger was not

779
00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:53,319
Speaker 1: talking and Phoenix, um, I was just fitting her for

780
00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:56,840
Speaker 1: a helmet, and I was so nervous. I was so

781
00:40:56,960 --> 00:40:59,279
Speaker 1: nervous to bring the kids on the show for very

782
00:40:59,320 --> 00:41:02,040
Speaker 1: obvious since. And I remember sitting down with producers, and

783
00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:04,840
Speaker 1: I said, I really haven't decided whether or not I

784
00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: want to show my kids or whether I just don't

785
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,840
Speaker 1: want to, you know, I don't want to impose this

786
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:12,200
Speaker 1: on them. Plus I'm going through these various things. And

787
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:15,719
Speaker 1: the producer said, listen, naturally, um, you know people will

788
00:41:15,719 --> 00:41:17,719
Speaker 1: be able to relate to this because there are other

789
00:41:17,800 --> 00:41:20,880
Speaker 1: mothers that are going through these struggles. And I thought,

790
00:41:20,880 --> 00:41:22,960
Speaker 1: you know what, that's right, and so I I bore

791
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 1: it all and I put it all out there almost

792
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:27,520
Speaker 1: a little bit too much a season to be honest

793
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:30,720
Speaker 1: with you. Um, But and I think you know since

794
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 1: then and really that decision no matter what, at the

795
00:41:33,640 --> 00:41:35,839
Speaker 1: end of the day, we're all moms. We all go

796
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:39,520
Speaker 1: through similar things. Our kids are gonna misbehave. Our kids

797
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:42,920
Speaker 1: are you know, are needy, they need us, they love us,

798
00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:45,759
Speaker 1: They're funny, they're too all of the things. It's my

799
00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:50,399
Speaker 1: most um, it's my my happiest time is when I'm

800
00:41:50,440 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 1: with them. It's the thing I'm most proud of. And

801
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 1: so of course they're going to be on the show

802
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:57,680
Speaker 1: with me, because you would not see a full version

803
00:41:57,719 --> 00:42:00,560
Speaker 1: of me without them, without my kids and my husband.

804
00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:02,799
Speaker 1: Which brings me to The next question, which a lot

805
00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 1: of people are asking me about how you shared it all,

806
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:07,279
Speaker 1: what is the best advice that you could give to

807
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:11,040
Speaker 1: a mom who was struggling with a child speaking. Oh

808
00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:14,879
Speaker 1: my goodness, UM, I think that you have to get

809
00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:18,359
Speaker 1: them evaluated. I thought that that was something that UM.

810
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:22,080
Speaker 1: It was suggested by my pediatrician to have him to

811
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:25,360
Speaker 1: have Jagger evaluated by developmental pedio. What age did you

812
00:42:25,400 --> 00:42:28,920
Speaker 1: do that? Well, Jagger didn't talk. He wasn't talking. I

813
00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:33,520
Speaker 1: mean it was after two years old, so between two

814
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:34,919
Speaker 1: and two and a half years old, and I still

815
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:39,440
Speaker 1: hadn't heard mama, UM. And so I did that at first.

816
00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:43,000
Speaker 1: In fact, I made a mistake. Uh. Someone had said

817
00:42:43,000 --> 00:42:45,279
Speaker 1: to put him in speech therapy and I did. This

818
00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 1: is before I had him evaluated, and a couple of

819
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:51,319
Speaker 1: months had passed and there was no progress. And so

820
00:42:51,480 --> 00:42:53,960
Speaker 1: I spoke to the speech therapist and I had said,

821
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:56,359
Speaker 1: you know, I really I'm not seeing any progress. Can

822
00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:59,440
Speaker 1: you give me any indication what's going on? And she

823
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:03,719
Speaker 1: had a really negative response to me that really sent

824
00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:06,799
Speaker 1: me into a tissy, gave me a panic attack. She

825
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:10,080
Speaker 1: was um said something like, you know, he has to

826
00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:12,759
Speaker 1: be here all the time. I'm not saying he'll you know,

827
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:16,200
Speaker 1: he'll ever speak in his lifetime. That's entirely up to

828
00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,360
Speaker 1: him when you tell him, mother that right, and there's

829
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:22,520
Speaker 1: no basis or bearing. I mean, I'll never forget. I

830
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:25,360
Speaker 1: was in the car. I was having a panic attack,

831
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:28,600
Speaker 1: fully crying. Jagger, the little baby was in the car

832
00:43:28,680 --> 00:43:31,720
Speaker 1: seat in the back, and my husband was in Vegas

833
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 1: with his son for his twenty one birthday, so it

834
00:43:35,080 --> 00:43:38,719
Speaker 1: was unreachable. And I called my pediatrician, who my love

835
00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:40,960
Speaker 1: was just recently retired, and I said, you know, I

836
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:42,880
Speaker 1: was crying. I said, I don't know what to do it.

837
00:43:42,960 --> 00:43:45,280
Speaker 1: I don't know and he said to let's get him

838
00:43:45,320 --> 00:43:51,040
Speaker 1: evaluated by the developmental pediatrician, which I did immediately, UM,

839
00:43:51,239 --> 00:43:54,000
Speaker 1: just to make sure and see that, you know what

840
00:43:54,120 --> 00:43:57,799
Speaker 1: if if there was any big concerns. And we did that.

841
00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:01,680
Speaker 1: Um he came out year. But they had said, you

842
00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:04,440
Speaker 1: know some people that they just they're delayed, and I

843
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:08,799
Speaker 1: believe he'll talk when he wants. There was the assumption

844
00:44:08,840 --> 00:44:13,600
Speaker 1: that he had something called dyspraxia a praxia. Dyspraxia where

845
00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:18,000
Speaker 1: the signal um of the brain doesn't fire a signal

846
00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:21,040
Speaker 1: quick enough to the mouth. But he was so young

847
00:44:21,120 --> 00:44:24,000
Speaker 1: that they thought, as he gets older, we'll understand whether

848
00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:25,920
Speaker 1: or not he does or doesn't have this, but we

849
00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:27,759
Speaker 1: think this is what it could be. And the best

850
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:30,520
Speaker 1: thing that you could do is bring him to speech therapy,

851
00:44:30,640 --> 00:44:34,240
Speaker 1: which I found a homeopathic speech therapist who was unbelievable.

852
00:44:34,719 --> 00:44:37,920
Speaker 1: She connected with Jagger, she did wonders with him, and

853
00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:40,440
Speaker 1: really just like that, I mean, he started to speak

854
00:44:40,480 --> 00:44:42,239
Speaker 1: and then I mean, you know, and now he's a

855
00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:45,000
Speaker 1: chatter box, and like he calls you on stuff too,

856
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:47,759
Speaker 1: like he there over for a play date, which you

857
00:44:47,760 --> 00:44:51,399
Speaker 1: guys were also asking, like our crews and Jaggers still friends. Yes,

858
00:44:51,520 --> 00:44:55,239
Speaker 1: they are hilarious because they both are little comedians. Yes,

859
00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:59,319
Speaker 1: so they think they're adults. Yes, they have are very opinionated.

860
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,360
Speaker 1: I wonder where to get all of these I wonder,

861
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:04,080
Speaker 1: it's I mean, I wonder. I mean, but I think

862
00:45:04,440 --> 00:45:07,359
Speaker 1: a big part of being a parent is like you

863
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,800
Speaker 1: just have to consistently be an advocate for your kids.

864
00:45:09,840 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 1: Like I had somebody after does neurosurgery that came over

865
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:15,960
Speaker 1: and was doing physical therapy with Dov and and she

866
00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:18,120
Speaker 1: said something and it really hurt my feeling. She said,

867
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 1: you know, with her deformity, and granted that maybe what

868
00:45:23,360 --> 00:45:26,480
Speaker 1: it's considered, but I didn't want this, and she kept

869
00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 1: saying it, and it's okay to say to somebody and I,

870
00:45:30,640 --> 00:45:33,960
Speaker 1: you know, actually the show ended up, you know, helping

871
00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:37,200
Speaker 1: me do this. But it's okay to say to people,

872
00:45:37,320 --> 00:45:40,680
Speaker 1: you know what, I don't like that that actually really

873
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:43,200
Speaker 1: bothers me. Can you can you do me a favorite?

874
00:45:43,239 --> 00:45:45,960
Speaker 1: Just you don't need to say that because you just

875
00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:48,319
Speaker 1: keep repeating it. And she kept doing it, and I

876
00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:51,040
Speaker 1: was like, listen, it's not gonna work for me anymore

877
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,719
Speaker 1: because you're not able to have that empathy to what

878
00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:56,719
Speaker 1: we're all going through. And she had neurosurgery and she

879
00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:58,200
Speaker 1: did all of these things, and we're going through a

880
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:00,759
Speaker 1: really tough time and like I, I just can't with

881
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:04,000
Speaker 1: this energy. And then I found somebody that was excellent. Yeah,

882
00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:06,920
Speaker 1: And so it's okay to realize that somebody is not

883
00:46:06,960 --> 00:46:09,359
Speaker 1: the right fit and when they're not a right fit

884
00:46:09,480 --> 00:46:11,880
Speaker 1: to change it. You don't have to go through that

885
00:46:11,920 --> 00:46:14,440
Speaker 1: additional stress and pressure. And you know that one of

886
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:16,200
Speaker 1: the things that they had told me this is just

887
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:19,400
Speaker 1: for the moms that are struggling with it. Um even

888
00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:22,279
Speaker 1: in speech therapy. I mean they're only there for an hour.

889
00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:25,040
Speaker 1: And what was really important and what I did consistently

890
00:46:25,040 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 1: with Jagger was I would he would point, and before

891
00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:30,520
Speaker 1: that I would grab what he needed. Because I had

892
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,960
Speaker 1: such a connection with Jagger, I knew what in united

893
00:46:32,960 --> 00:46:35,239
Speaker 1: at the moment. But that was the worst thing I

894
00:46:35,280 --> 00:46:38,200
Speaker 1: could do because I needed to help him find the words.

895
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:40,440
Speaker 1: So your point and I would repeat the word and

896
00:46:40,440 --> 00:46:42,960
Speaker 1: repeat the word and repeat the word. You have to

897
00:46:43,080 --> 00:46:46,040
Speaker 1: bring whatever you're learning, whatever they're doing in speech there,

898
00:46:46,080 --> 00:46:50,080
Speaker 1: we bring it home. Work with them constantly mentioned the word.

899
00:46:50,239 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 1: Don't let them point and get they have to they

900
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:55,680
Speaker 1: have to be able. You have to teach them that

901
00:46:55,800 --> 00:46:59,719
Speaker 1: communication is helpful. We'll get them what they want. So

902
00:47:00,040 --> 00:47:01,759
Speaker 1: that helped us a lot. That's a really good tip.

903
00:47:01,800 --> 00:47:03,239
Speaker 1: By the way, now I need to make sure that

904
00:47:03,280 --> 00:47:07,919
Speaker 1: I'm doing that with Dove. I'm like, okay, good noted. Yes, Um,

905
00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:11,640
Speaker 1: do you want more babies? I mean, listen, I love babies.

906
00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:14,480
Speaker 1: I love babies. I love my babies. If I had

907
00:47:14,560 --> 00:47:17,719
Speaker 1: started younger, I feel like I probably would have gone

908
00:47:17,719 --> 00:47:21,239
Speaker 1: on to have more. Um, we do have five collectively,

909
00:47:21,800 --> 00:47:25,719
Speaker 1: so you have a lot three of them are older. Um,

910
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:29,359
Speaker 1: but I think that should have sailed. You know, one

911
00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:32,439
Speaker 1: of my best girlfriends just had a baby and it's

912
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:35,680
Speaker 1: so nice because he's my godson and I'm obsessed with him,

913
00:47:35,880 --> 00:47:38,680
Speaker 1: and so it kind of seeds that baby bug. And

914
00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:43,360
Speaker 1: then you know, when I see Lovely Dove boss baby

915
00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:48,120
Speaker 1: back up, I know eventually she's gonna be like all

916
00:47:48,200 --> 00:47:52,239
Speaker 1: about me. You know, I'm gonna yeah, she's it's gonna

917
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:55,720
Speaker 1: be like how slat and it's like what's that? Who's

918
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 1: you know, like I can't. We have to take a

919
00:47:58,280 --> 00:47:59,880
Speaker 1: little break and we'll come back and finish up with

920
00:47:59,920 --> 00:48:11,520
Speaker 1: a couple of questions. All right, last kid question, and

921
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:15,000
Speaker 1: then we'll go into life just lifestyle general. How was

922
00:48:15,080 --> 00:48:20,360
Speaker 1: homeschooling kids during the pandemic for you? Horrible? Beyond horrible.

923
00:48:20,800 --> 00:48:24,160
Speaker 1: You know, Jagger was six years old, Phoenix was for uh,

924
00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:25,960
Speaker 1: they had a good few months where we had zooms

925
00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:28,080
Speaker 1: every day. It was really hard and I felt so

926
00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:30,239
Speaker 1: bad for them too, because try and get a six

927
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: year old to sit there, you know, at the table,

928
00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:35,880
Speaker 1: focused on a screen, trying to participate, you know, the

929
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,000
Speaker 1: raising the hand. It was just and the teachers who

930
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:40,160
Speaker 1: were really just figuring it out to I know, some

931
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:41,640
Speaker 1: of the teachers didn't even know how to like do

932
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:45,959
Speaker 1: the zooms effort. Yes, it was mayhem. Um. I knew

933
00:48:46,560 --> 00:48:48,719
Speaker 1: right off the bat that that wasn't really gonna work,

934
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:53,000
Speaker 1: not certainly, not in um you know, um in them

935
00:48:53,120 --> 00:48:55,880
Speaker 1: learning in the way they should. Um. I had an

936
00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:59,839
Speaker 1: opportunity where a teacher that had worked with Jagger at

937
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:03,960
Speaker 1: intimated that she would work for me full time. And

938
00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,120
Speaker 1: I took that opportunity and the kids were home school

939
00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:08,919
Speaker 1: this year with a teacher, and it was the best

940
00:49:08,960 --> 00:49:11,640
Speaker 1: thing I ever did. Obviously, I feel very grateful for

941
00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:15,120
Speaker 1: being fortunate enough to be able to do it. Um.

942
00:49:15,160 --> 00:49:17,440
Speaker 1: And I you know, my heart goes out to the

943
00:49:17,480 --> 00:49:20,920
Speaker 1: moms that had to continue doing zooms before the school's

944
00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:25,239
Speaker 1: opened up. But yeah, that was really a challenge, Yeah,

945
00:49:25,400 --> 00:49:27,480
Speaker 1: I I for me, it was also a challenge. I

946
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:29,920
Speaker 1: mean there was a point where like CRUs cut his

947
00:49:29,960 --> 00:49:33,040
Speaker 1: own hair, like he and they had like craft scissors,

948
00:49:33,080 --> 00:49:35,640
Speaker 1: you know, the like supposedly the kids proof. But all

949
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:37,800
Speaker 1: of a sudden he comes in and he had taken

950
00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:40,560
Speaker 1: scissors and cut like to his scalps. That's why, all

951
00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:43,439
Speaker 1: of a sudden you had this like complete buzz cut.

952
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,319
Speaker 1: That was like he was bald. I'm like, dude, of

953
00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:48,160
Speaker 1: all the thing. And then I like, you know, the teacher,

954
00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:50,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, hey, by chance, did you see this? She goes,

955
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:52,680
Speaker 1: I was wondering where he went. He turned off his

956
00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,560
Speaker 1: video for ten minutes. Uh yeah, doesn't that be like

957
00:49:56,880 --> 00:49:59,600
Speaker 1: texting the mom or something? But that the crazy part

958
00:49:59,680 --> 00:50:02,880
Speaker 1: is like during the pandemic with you know, working moms

959
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:05,319
Speaker 1: all these whether you're working or not, even just having

960
00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:08,080
Speaker 1: more than one child, you're not going to be sitting

961
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:10,960
Speaker 1: in the room with them the entire time. So like

962
00:50:11,239 --> 00:50:15,680
Speaker 1: kids are smart, Like they learned how to like toggle

963
00:50:15,840 --> 00:50:18,799
Speaker 1: between their zoom class and like YouTube videos. Like I

964
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:22,160
Speaker 1: had to like really learn how to like turn off

965
00:50:22,239 --> 00:50:25,719
Speaker 1: parental turn on parental controls to like make sure that

966
00:50:25,840 --> 00:50:28,680
Speaker 1: they were you know, figuring it out. But luckily there,

967
00:50:28,719 --> 00:50:30,960
Speaker 1: you know, my kids went back to school in person,

968
00:50:31,239 --> 00:50:33,239
Speaker 1: but it's completely different now, you know, like they're in

969
00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:35,920
Speaker 1: mass they can't you know, it's it's a lot, but

970
00:50:36,280 --> 00:50:39,000
Speaker 1: they were so thrilled just because they didn't have a teacher.

971
00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:41,800
Speaker 1: They had me, and like I barely got through kindergarten myself,

972
00:50:42,320 --> 00:50:48,200
Speaker 1: so some challenges, you know, plays math for sure, that's

973
00:50:48,239 --> 00:50:50,840
Speaker 1: over my head. So you know, no, it was. It

974
00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:53,680
Speaker 1: was It was very It was challenging, and it was difficult,

975
00:50:53,719 --> 00:50:55,879
Speaker 1: and they do that age. They do need to be

976
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:59,720
Speaker 1: like looked after. You can't just trust that. I couldn't

977
00:50:59,719 --> 00:51:02,080
Speaker 1: trust that Jagger and Phoenix were just sitting there and

978
00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:05,080
Speaker 1: they were okay, and if I wasn't there or somebody

979
00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 1: wasn't there with them, then they just drifted. You know it.

980
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:14,680
Speaker 1: Kids are different. Um. I feel like luckily I had

981
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:18,439
Speaker 1: this teacher that that offered to say, Otherwise I would

982
00:51:18,440 --> 00:51:22,359
Speaker 1: have probably been in a situation where, um, you know,

983
00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:24,760
Speaker 1: I don't know, try and find somebody. Yeah, well, I'm

984
00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:27,160
Speaker 1: happy that you shared that, because so often in this

985
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:30,000
Speaker 1: world of social media and everybody living this like we

986
00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:33,160
Speaker 1: are perfect and we can do all the things people

987
00:51:33,160 --> 00:51:37,160
Speaker 1: don't admit, And I think there is no shame in

988
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,840
Speaker 1: any game like to say, like, I'm like, listen, Maria

989
00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:42,600
Speaker 1: lives with us, and I am so grateful that I

990
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:46,279
Speaker 1: have her. She's part of our family. She you know,

991
00:51:46,719 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 1: cooks a heck of a lot better than I do.

992
00:51:49,560 --> 00:51:52,560
Speaker 1: We love her, we laugh with her, and like, without her,

993
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:55,839
Speaker 1: I would at this stage in our life, I would

994
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:59,640
Speaker 1: really be struggling. I mean with Slaton Crews, that wasn't

995
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:01,640
Speaker 1: an offer for us, and you know, I was, you know,

996
00:52:01,800 --> 00:52:04,319
Speaker 1: not working in the same capacity, so it was me

997
00:52:04,480 --> 00:52:07,839
Speaker 1: and I can't imagine going through what we had gone,

998
00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:10,040
Speaker 1: you know. So I have so much empathy and like

999
00:52:10,120 --> 00:52:13,520
Speaker 1: for those moms who are just really slugging away, and

1000
00:52:14,000 --> 00:52:16,120
Speaker 1: I'm grateful that we had it. But I think it's

1001
00:52:16,120 --> 00:52:18,479
Speaker 1: important for people in the public eye to say, like, listen,

1002
00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:21,880
Speaker 1: I do have help, and it's not always perfection, and

1003
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:25,160
Speaker 1: it's not always easy, and you know, and and when

1004
00:52:25,160 --> 00:52:27,799
Speaker 1: people say, are you you know, do you feel bad

1005
00:52:27,840 --> 00:52:29,160
Speaker 1: that you work or you do this thing? Is like no,

1006
00:52:29,360 --> 00:52:31,560
Speaker 1: I want to show my kids that you have to

1007
00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:33,880
Speaker 1: work if you know, if you want something or you

1008
00:52:33,920 --> 00:52:36,279
Speaker 1: want to build your life, you have to do what

1009
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:39,239
Speaker 1: your you know, makes you happy. Totally listen. I think

1010
00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:41,799
Speaker 1: that we're giving a lot and I have mom guilt

1011
00:52:41,840 --> 00:52:45,760
Speaker 1: all the time. I've always worked. I also have post

1012
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:50,320
Speaker 1: traumatic stress syndrome. After season one because I want on

1013
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:53,520
Speaker 1: the show, I opened my house and my home and everything,

1014
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,440
Speaker 1: and you know, I had a baby, and I was

1015
00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:58,799
Speaker 1: working and you know, with Pequin doing a lot of

1016
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:01,680
Speaker 1: things and and and a toddler, and we had help,

1017
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:06,440
Speaker 1: and the way it came across the first season was

1018
00:53:06,520 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 1: that I was an absent mother. That was by far

1019
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:17,120
Speaker 1: the worst sword dagger to my heart that I've ever experienced,

1020
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:20,480
Speaker 1: especially for someone like me that I literally live from

1021
00:53:20,480 --> 00:53:23,640
Speaker 1: my children, live for my children, live breathe exists for

1022
00:53:23,760 --> 00:53:28,080
Speaker 1: my children, having help, having some support because of our hectic,

1023
00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:31,359
Speaker 1: busy lives, and being able to have that support, you know,

1024
00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:34,320
Speaker 1: as a working mom, I'm so grateful. But that doesn't

1025
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:38,600
Speaker 1: mean by any stretch of the imagination that you're not

1026
00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:41,480
Speaker 1: there for your kids, not doing things for your kids.

1027
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:44,080
Speaker 1: I mean, and you know you can tell by looking

1028
00:53:44,360 --> 00:53:46,719
Speaker 1: and meeting the kids and seeing the kids, you know,

1029
00:53:46,920 --> 00:53:51,480
Speaker 1: how how they are, how people final family dynamic they have,

1030
00:53:52,080 --> 00:53:54,760
Speaker 1: you know, even though they have some some additional support.

1031
00:53:54,840 --> 00:53:57,880
Speaker 1: So I think that for me, with that, um, I

1032
00:53:57,920 --> 00:53:59,840
Speaker 1: think that it had such a negative connotation, and I

1033
00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:03,200
Speaker 1: think people you know, drew these conclusions and however they

1034
00:54:03,239 --> 00:54:05,920
Speaker 1: wanted it to look, you know, and however it looked at,

1035
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:10,359
Speaker 1: it definitely garnered some attention. UM. But yeah, I think

1036
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:13,000
Speaker 1: that the support is amazing. I think as working moms,

1037
00:54:13,239 --> 00:54:15,239
Speaker 1: you know, you need to in order to work some

1038
00:54:15,360 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: of it's daycare. Some of it is you know, you

1039
00:54:17,160 --> 00:54:19,719
Speaker 1: have a nanny or you have you know, a housekeeper.

1040
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:22,120
Speaker 1: I don't have a live in I think that that is,

1041
00:54:22,200 --> 00:54:25,960
Speaker 1: you know, something that's that's incredible, but still have the

1042
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:30,560
Speaker 1: support where you know, I'm able to be involved with

1043
00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:34,520
Speaker 1: the kids in every aspect, but yet also be able

1044
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:37,279
Speaker 1: to work and and luckily, the nature of my job

1045
00:54:37,360 --> 00:54:39,799
Speaker 1: is I can fit in my work in between all

1046
00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:42,560
Speaker 1: of those things. And I mean, I think it's it's

1047
00:54:42,600 --> 00:54:44,680
Speaker 1: one of those things that ebbs and flows, you know

1048
00:54:44,760 --> 00:54:46,200
Speaker 1: that I I will have to talk to the kids

1049
00:54:46,239 --> 00:54:48,160
Speaker 1: sometimes they'll be like, this week is a really busy

1050
00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:50,279
Speaker 1: work week for mommy, I love you so much, But

1051
00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 1: next week we are, you know, like and you know,

1052
00:54:53,520 --> 00:54:55,160
Speaker 1: of course I'm still there for bedtime and stuff, but like,

1053
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Speaker 1: there's sometimes when I really work is really busy, and

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Speaker 1: then it will be the same with I don't know,

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Speaker 1: some weeks that are he's so so busy, and I'm like, dude,

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00:55:02,480 --> 00:55:04,560
Speaker 1: we gotta real, like, you know, and we just we

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00:55:04,640 --> 00:55:07,520
Speaker 1: gotta check each other absolutely. And I think that the

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Speaker 1: biggest thing that really kind of turns me off when

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Speaker 1: it comes to the world of social media is uh,

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Speaker 1: mom shaming because at all just doing the best that

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Speaker 1: we can. And if you are taking time out of

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Speaker 1: your day to shame somebody for their parenting, it's something

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00:55:26,600 --> 00:55:30,319
Speaker 1: that's going on with you, not uh. And and I

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Speaker 1: that's the one thing where I'm like block blog because

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00:55:33,719 --> 00:55:35,480
Speaker 1: I can't. I'm like, I don't. I don't want to

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Speaker 1: see it. I don't need that. Like, if you want

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Speaker 1: to come at me for anything else, go for it.

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00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:42,919
Speaker 1: It's a fair game. But that is like, no, same,

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Speaker 1: That's exactly why I'm it doesn't matter talk about anything

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Speaker 1: you want. You know, you don't have to look my upfit,

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00:55:47,640 --> 00:55:50,319
Speaker 1: you don't have to like whatever it is. But don't

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00:55:50,360 --> 00:55:52,719
Speaker 1: you dare slack off the one thing that I'm most

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00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:55,400
Speaker 1: proud of you, the one thing that is it is

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Speaker 1: my whole heart, you know, And I know I'm such

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Speaker 1: a good mother. So when you when you make those, um,

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Speaker 1: you know, I don't think now. I mean this was

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Speaker 1: first season and then after that, I really, um, you know,

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00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:10,920
Speaker 1: they captured a lot more, although not enough of me

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Speaker 1: and the kids. And that's fine, and well, I mean

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Speaker 1: the show is housewives, isn't it. It's not like you know,

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00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:18,400
Speaker 1: they want to see a you know, a sliver of

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00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:20,440
Speaker 1: your outside of your life. But they really want to

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00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:23,560
Speaker 1: see you bashing it up with the ladies. I really

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00:56:23,640 --> 00:56:27,640
Speaker 1: want a lot of find out. But Okay, to close out,

1085
00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:31,279
Speaker 1: you gotta give us something juicy. You gotta give us

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00:56:31,280 --> 00:56:35,320
Speaker 1: something like either something to tease, like that's coming forward

1087
00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:37,480
Speaker 1: that we need to be looking forward to on the show,

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00:56:38,160 --> 00:56:43,720
Speaker 1: some sort of rifft that maybe we don't see coming. Definitely,

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Speaker 1: there's things you don't see coming. Oh yeah, I mean there,

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Speaker 1: I can tell you this. Um. The the one thing

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00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:54,440
Speaker 1: about this season that I found was there were a

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00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:57,880
Speaker 1: lot of little risks, like something would happen and then

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00:56:57,920 --> 00:57:00,759
Speaker 1: it moved into another direction and you don't even see

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00:57:00,760 --> 00:57:03,040
Speaker 1: it coming, and then it moves in another direction. So

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00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:06,680
Speaker 1: it doesn't linger the entire time. Obviously, things that are

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00:57:06,719 --> 00:57:09,280
Speaker 1: going on with Rika they were unfolding while we were filming,

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00:57:09,360 --> 00:57:12,440
Speaker 1: so there was new information happening all the time. But

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00:57:12,560 --> 00:57:15,920
Speaker 1: outside of that, amongst the ladies and the relationships, I

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Speaker 1: would say that, um, the some of the riffs that happened,

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Speaker 1: um or the issues between the ladies, they you don't

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00:57:24,760 --> 00:57:29,280
Speaker 1: expect it. Did everybody cry at one point? Um? No,

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Speaker 1: I don't think. I don't think most people cried. I've

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Speaker 1: seen it was three cries already. I don't know cries

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Speaker 1: already agree. But you you know what, you're not a

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00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:42,280
Speaker 1: big prior. No, I'm not. I'm always no matter how

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Speaker 1: brutal it got. I was like, I was like, look

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00:57:45,560 --> 00:57:48,000
Speaker 1: and I'm like, not even a teer one in that

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00:57:48,080 --> 00:57:51,040
Speaker 1: I And meanwhile, I'm like, if I could remove my

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00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:55,000
Speaker 1: tear ducks in places or else there, I know. Well,

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Speaker 1: I'll tell you something, Teddy, I you know, both cancers, yeah,

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Speaker 1: are I'm extremely sensitive. I grew up with a father

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Speaker 1: who was an Israeli paratrooper. It was being in my

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Speaker 1: mind from the very young age, like, you know, be tough,

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Speaker 1: you know, hold back your tears, be tough, mind over matter.

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Speaker 1: I don't think that that. I don't think I'm consciously

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Speaker 1: aware of it, because I do. I'll go when i'm

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Speaker 1: alone and i'm by myself and I think about these things,

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00:58:25,680 --> 00:58:28,400
Speaker 1: you know, and then I'll start to cry. But mostly

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Speaker 1: you know, it's it. I wouldn't say I'm a crier,

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Speaker 1: and I definitely wouldn't say I'm not a crier. I

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00:58:35,560 --> 00:58:39,840
Speaker 1: just think that um in the presser situation you've been

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00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:43,480
Speaker 1: accustomed to holding it out. Yeah, it's more like the anxiety.

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Speaker 1: I wish I could have that release, to be honest

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Speaker 1: with you, because if I did release in that moment,

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Speaker 1: then I wouldn't be absorbed with so much anxiety. But

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Speaker 1: instead I get so much anxiety and then I'm just

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00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 1: like it. It messes up my mind. But I have

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Speaker 1: my moments, even with p K, Like if you get

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Speaker 1: into a fight, he's like, and he's a crier. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: oh my god, day I watched Frid two times in

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Speaker 1: our entirement. I'll forget it. If we watch sad movie.

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Speaker 1: I look over peaks like such a bride or bless him.

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Speaker 1: Oh that's what I love about him. But he will

1134
00:59:21,160 --> 00:59:24,320
Speaker 1: always be like, why aren't you Brian? He doesn't want

1135
00:59:24,320 --> 00:59:26,160
Speaker 1: to be the only crime. If we watch a sad

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Speaker 1: movie and if there's anything God forbid, God forbid that

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Speaker 1: happens to children, forget it immediately. Tears come down my eyes.

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Speaker 1: But like in a fight, no, I have it together

1139
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Speaker 1: because I'm I'm you know, pride, Yeah, it's your pride,

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Speaker 1: damn it. I need to upline all right, guys, Well,

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Speaker 1: I we're running out of time I'm so bummed. Thank

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Speaker 1: you so much, Dream for joining, and uh maybe I'll

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Speaker 1: have you back on later when you when you get

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00:59:52,280 --> 00:59:56,920
Speaker 1: into some muddy waters. Stee young guys, and I'll talk

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Speaker 1: to you all next week. Bye bye. Thanks for listening.

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