1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:06,360 Speaker 1: Conversations on life, style, beauty, and relationships. It's The Velvet's 2 00:00:06,400 --> 00:00:13,200 Speaker 1: Edge podcast with Kelly Henderson. Well, Hello there, miss Kelly Cally. Well, 3 00:00:13,240 --> 00:00:15,800 Speaker 1: I just had a little bit of a mini breakdown, 4 00:00:15,800 --> 00:00:17,239 Speaker 1: and you know, I'd just like to get real with 5 00:00:17,280 --> 00:00:21,480 Speaker 1: my listeners. So I am really struggling still. I had 6 00:00:21,520 --> 00:00:24,599 Speaker 1: COVID two weeks ago, and I still feel like shits 7 00:00:24,880 --> 00:00:29,159 Speaker 1: and I'm frustrated and emotional, and I just want my 8 00:00:29,240 --> 00:00:33,680 Speaker 1: life back. And I keep bumping up against stuff that 9 00:00:33,720 --> 00:00:37,280 Speaker 1: doesn't seem to be letting it just you know, flow, 10 00:00:37,320 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 1: and so I keep feeling like I'm like, you know, 11 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:42,680 Speaker 1: revving up. I'm ready to go. I've had such a 12 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:47,400 Speaker 1: hard couple of years, and emotionally I actually feel although 13 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 1: it did just start crying tomorrow, emotionally I actually really 14 00:00:51,240 --> 00:00:54,520 Speaker 1: feel ready. I feel ready to move forward. I feel 15 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:57,200 Speaker 1: like I'm leaving a lot of stuff in the past, 16 00:00:57,280 --> 00:00:59,200 Speaker 1: and i feel like I've really done a lot of 17 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:03,280 Speaker 1: healing work and feeling a lot lighter and free from that. 18 00:01:03,720 --> 00:01:07,600 Speaker 1: And now it's like, physically I'm sick. It's so frustrated 19 00:01:08,080 --> 00:01:13,280 Speaker 1: as fuck. It is like another level of surrendering again, 20 00:01:13,560 --> 00:01:16,880 Speaker 1: which I'm sure is just all full of lessons for 21 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:20,760 Speaker 1: me that I really don't want. And um, so that's 22 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:23,000 Speaker 1: my mood, that's the vibe I'm coming in with today, 23 00:01:23,040 --> 00:01:25,240 Speaker 1: and I'm just gonna go ahead and get straight about that. 24 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:30,080 Speaker 1: But and he really want to talk about the soul 25 00:01:30,240 --> 00:01:34,640 Speaker 1: level Truthoutly, I don't work. But the thing that I 26 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:36,080 Speaker 1: said to use you were like, do we need to 27 00:01:36,080 --> 00:01:38,760 Speaker 1: do this another day? And and my truth is is 28 00:01:38,800 --> 00:01:43,559 Speaker 1: that physically I probably would be like, yeah, I could 29 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:46,400 Speaker 1: keep doing this, like putting my life off, but it's 30 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:49,360 Speaker 1: it's like my list of things that I'm putting off 31 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,560 Speaker 1: seems to be getting higher and higher, and that's actually 32 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:55,840 Speaker 1: adding to my stress at this point. And so just 33 00:01:56,040 --> 00:01:58,840 Speaker 1: to be able to like move forward a little bit 34 00:01:58,880 --> 00:02:00,560 Speaker 1: in the way that I can, I feel like I 35 00:02:00,640 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: want to have this conversation one because that like it'll 36 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:06,760 Speaker 1: just help me to not add word to my list, 37 00:02:06,800 --> 00:02:11,720 Speaker 1: but two maybe an emotional reset to like remember why 38 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,760 Speaker 1: we're all here, what the true importance in my life 39 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:18,320 Speaker 1: actually is what I can be looking at and thanking 40 00:02:18,360 --> 00:02:20,359 Speaker 1: the universe for because of right now, I just want 41 00:02:20,360 --> 00:02:23,280 Speaker 1: to say a big fuck you to the universe, and 42 00:02:23,320 --> 00:02:25,800 Speaker 1: I know that that's not really you know that's just 43 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:29,120 Speaker 1: like the way that I feel emotionally, and so sometimes 44 00:02:29,160 --> 00:02:33,519 Speaker 1: I need the reminder of the bigger picture, and um 45 00:02:33,520 --> 00:02:36,560 Speaker 1: it helps me get out of this, you know, jumping 46 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:40,399 Speaker 1: on the bigger picture. Now, when we're talking about soul revolution, 47 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:46,040 Speaker 1: what do you mean the topic today? What bigger subject 48 00:02:46,120 --> 00:02:51,600 Speaker 1: can you get to? Evolutionary of the soul? I mean, 49 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:56,600 Speaker 1: you know, actually we're talking about the deepest subject of 50 00:02:57,639 --> 00:03:04,680 Speaker 1: spiritual metaphysical um understanding when we're talking about the soul. 51 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:10,120 Speaker 1: The soul is the god part of our life, now, 52 00:03:11,320 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 1: you know we we certainly are. Maybe we'll find a 53 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:23,080 Speaker 1: way through help you touch into that uh soul party yourself, 54 00:03:23,200 --> 00:03:28,880 Speaker 1: which is your higher consciousness and that is all healing. Yeah, 55 00:03:28,880 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 1: we know that, um uh. We know that the conscious 56 00:03:34,240 --> 00:03:40,520 Speaker 1: mind is responsible for all of our imbalances, disharmony as 57 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:44,840 Speaker 1: well as illness. So when we when we first started talking, 58 00:03:44,960 --> 00:03:48,320 Speaker 1: I was talking to you about the stress levels and 59 00:03:48,400 --> 00:03:52,160 Speaker 1: the anxieties, and it's this is a you know, we 60 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:56,360 Speaker 1: we these things are on us all the time, but 61 00:03:56,520 --> 00:03:59,120 Speaker 1: sometimes they become layers of onions and we got to 62 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:02,760 Speaker 1: peel them off one layer at a time. And sometimes 63 00:04:02,800 --> 00:04:05,080 Speaker 1: you know, I've met a lot of people get a 64 00:04:05,080 --> 00:04:07,960 Speaker 1: lot of clients that come in with that kind of 65 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:12,240 Speaker 1: stress and and they just they've I've got to talk 66 00:04:12,280 --> 00:04:15,840 Speaker 1: to him about relaxing and letting go of some of 67 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:18,839 Speaker 1: the things that are causing tension. And when you feel 68 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:22,800 Speaker 1: like that it's involved in your work, it's involved in 69 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:27,479 Speaker 1: your career, well, you're just creating more tension and more 70 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:33,039 Speaker 1: negative thoughts instead of allowing the body to say, hey, 71 00:04:33,240 --> 00:04:37,520 Speaker 1: we want freedom, we want space. It's just like you 72 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:40,240 Speaker 1: asked me if I had a heart out. No, I 73 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:42,840 Speaker 1: don't have a heart out because I never allow hard 74 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:47,000 Speaker 1: outs in my life. I you know, I operate on 75 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:51,039 Speaker 1: a a schedule. If I do what I need to 76 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:55,920 Speaker 1: do and to create my creative functions, I don't even 77 00:04:55,960 --> 00:05:00,840 Speaker 1: back up appointments, uh, one after another unless I'm very 78 00:05:00,839 --> 00:05:04,320 Speaker 1: sure of how the appointment is going to go. So 79 00:05:05,080 --> 00:05:09,479 Speaker 1: I book appointments anywhere from a half hour to hour 80 00:05:10,040 --> 00:05:14,120 Speaker 1: out from the last appointment because I might want to 81 00:05:14,160 --> 00:05:17,440 Speaker 1: take a nap, I might want to go eat, I 82 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:20,680 Speaker 1: might want to go do things that allow me the 83 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:26,640 Speaker 1: space to feel good inside of me. And that's very important. 84 00:05:27,360 --> 00:05:30,640 Speaker 1: And I realized that I'm a little bit less emotional 85 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:34,760 Speaker 1: than you are so. But when you let your emotions 86 00:05:35,400 --> 00:05:38,800 Speaker 1: run havoc on you, they just keep they just build 87 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:43,159 Speaker 1: up until there is an explosion. There is a breakdown, 88 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:47,440 Speaker 1: you know, when we have a when we have sometimes 89 00:05:47,440 --> 00:05:50,760 Speaker 1: have a physical breakdown, it's more or less about you know, 90 00:05:51,200 --> 00:05:53,560 Speaker 1: We've got to look around and say, how have I 91 00:05:53,720 --> 00:05:58,640 Speaker 1: boxed myself in by my beliefs, by my ideas of 92 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:02,640 Speaker 1: what I should do? Because remember, there are no wood 93 00:06:02,640 --> 00:06:08,040 Speaker 1: as sugar coud as in life. We put them on ourselves. 94 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:10,080 Speaker 1: So as I had to talk to you more and 95 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:14,200 Speaker 1: more well to be honest with you, Kelly, I think 96 00:06:14,240 --> 00:06:18,520 Speaker 1: the moon moved into your six house of work in health, 97 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:24,120 Speaker 1: and I think your your your emotional stress is about 98 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:27,600 Speaker 1: ten times stronger than you'd like to think it is 99 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:34,279 Speaker 1: probably so okay, Well, we get emotional, we get stressed out, 100 00:06:34,320 --> 00:06:37,520 Speaker 1: we get sick. The body tells us, hey, you're you're 101 00:06:37,600 --> 00:06:41,800 Speaker 1: overworking me. Yeah, And I don't think you've got to 102 00:06:41,839 --> 00:06:44,840 Speaker 1: go out the last three years to start, you know, 103 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:49,240 Speaker 1: to try to understand it, because you're you're you're going 104 00:06:49,279 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 1: too far. I mean, just stay right now, stay in 105 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:58,080 Speaker 1: the moment. Yeah, And in the moment I think that 106 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 1: you know the moon is moving in on your Saturn, 107 00:07:02,120 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 1: which is uh about career, And I think it's the 108 00:07:06,320 --> 00:07:11,000 Speaker 1: moon which is also going to be a part of 109 00:07:11,040 --> 00:07:15,640 Speaker 1: this process, which is uh. Is then what cancer the moon? 110 00:07:16,520 --> 00:07:20,560 Speaker 1: So you're stressing, you're too emotional about it all. So 111 00:07:20,600 --> 00:07:23,040 Speaker 1: in other words, what I was saying, when clients come 112 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:28,760 Speaker 1: into me, I look for the rebound what is actually 113 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:33,920 Speaker 1: going on that that they think it is compared to 114 00:07:33,960 --> 00:07:38,400 Speaker 1: what it really is, because what it really is shows up. 115 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:42,600 Speaker 1: What they think it is doesn't show up. We'll give 116 00:07:42,640 --> 00:07:44,560 Speaker 1: me an example. What do you mean by that? All 117 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:47,040 Speaker 1: the words, I'm giving you an example. Now I'm looking 118 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:49,240 Speaker 1: at the chart. You say, what what could be going 119 00:07:49,320 --> 00:07:53,720 Speaker 1: on that that I had told you before to beg 120 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:59,840 Speaker 1: too watch your health. M hmm okay, So I was 121 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:03,000 Speaker 1: looking for what did I what? I what I've would 122 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:08,480 Speaker 1: have been looking at to say that? And it was 123 00:08:08,880 --> 00:08:17,040 Speaker 1: an energy of Saturn, which is suppression Saturn restricting and 124 00:08:17,120 --> 00:08:21,400 Speaker 1: it's in your house of career. So what did you 125 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:24,840 Speaker 1: be talking about your restriction? You gotta get moved and 126 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:29,320 Speaker 1: you gotta get going. I could lose my business. I mean, 127 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:33,400 Speaker 1: you're making all of this this is all emotional stuff. 128 00:08:35,120 --> 00:08:39,960 Speaker 1: Yell it when you say it your mind here, your 129 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:45,440 Speaker 1: subconscious here's it, and it becomes real. So what you're 130 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:47,520 Speaker 1: saying to me before is all that I need to 131 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:49,840 Speaker 1: be saying to myself right now? Is I need to 132 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:52,839 Speaker 1: focus on getting better and so tay and then taking 133 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:54,680 Speaker 1: the steps to do that and that and then the 134 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:58,360 Speaker 1: rest will fall in place. Yes, Because I mean you 135 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:00,640 Speaker 1: know with yourness in your first health of is your 136 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:07,720 Speaker 1: physical body, which is what give you um uh independence 137 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 1: and individuality from the crap you went through for two 138 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:17,120 Speaker 1: years or three years. Well, that's the autonomic nervous system. 139 00:09:17,160 --> 00:09:20,600 Speaker 1: And so you're going to be more subjective to the 140 00:09:20,679 --> 00:09:24,400 Speaker 1: nervous system in your future than you've ever been in 141 00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:28,320 Speaker 1: your past. What a subjective mean in that scenario. In 142 00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:32,120 Speaker 1: other words, you're going to be under that um, that 143 00:09:32,360 --> 00:09:38,439 Speaker 1: energy of needing to be um and more in balanced 144 00:09:38,480 --> 00:09:42,800 Speaker 1: with yourself because if you're not, then the nervous system 145 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:48,880 Speaker 1: is going to respond in any manner that uh could 146 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:54,960 Speaker 1: inhibit you by um forcing you to shut down a 147 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:58,640 Speaker 1: little bit. So you can't do too much because you 148 00:09:58,720 --> 00:10:02,600 Speaker 1: don't overload your self, you don't stretch yourself too thin. 149 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:08,520 Speaker 1: You stay within a balance which is vitally important in 150 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:12,079 Speaker 1: your house of health because it's all libra. Yeah, so 151 00:10:13,120 --> 00:10:17,040 Speaker 1: I can explain it through the whole process from a 152 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:22,360 Speaker 1: gestalt or a big picture standpoint. Now, what I see 153 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:24,880 Speaker 1: going on right now is you've got the moon, which 154 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:29,520 Speaker 1: is about your emotions and your past is in your 155 00:10:29,559 --> 00:10:33,600 Speaker 1: house of work and health. Well, do you see why 156 00:10:33,640 --> 00:10:35,400 Speaker 1: I had the reaction that I had. Then? That makes 157 00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:38,360 Speaker 1: total sense because then it was like, because I'm saying 158 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:40,480 Speaker 1: to you all this emotional stuff, I'm gonna lose my business, 159 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:44,080 Speaker 1: Like all my fears are kicking up because I essentially 160 00:10:44,120 --> 00:10:46,280 Speaker 1: feel like I have not worked for the month of July, 161 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,439 Speaker 1: and that is very triggering to maybe some of the 162 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:53,520 Speaker 1: breakdown that I had. I mean, all the listeners know 163 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:55,520 Speaker 1: about that, because I had to take a break from 164 00:10:55,520 --> 00:11:00,840 Speaker 1: the podcast. Like I had a complete breakdown and I 165 00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:04,960 Speaker 1: was pushing myself too hard. I had too much you know, 166 00:11:05,120 --> 00:11:10,280 Speaker 1: toxicity in my life and bad relationships and public humiliation 167 00:11:10,440 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 1: and all of these things that like everything that I 168 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:17,040 Speaker 1: had been working towards fell apart and it was this 169 00:11:17,120 --> 00:11:21,400 Speaker 1: huge letdown. But I've been working really hard to heal 170 00:11:21,679 --> 00:11:26,160 Speaker 1: and to evolve and change and and well, so anyway, 171 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:28,400 Speaker 1: all I'm saying is like, I'm ready, let's fucking go. 172 00:11:28,679 --> 00:11:32,439 Speaker 1: Like that's how I feel. It's like how life works, 173 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:39,400 Speaker 1: journey and what I'm tired of the journey. Now I 174 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:46,320 Speaker 1: get it is going to become very involved. It is hell, 175 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:51,760 Speaker 1: it is. That's right. Well, busy people don't get sick 176 00:11:52,200 --> 00:11:57,800 Speaker 1: when they're busy in harmony. But you're not busy in harmony. 177 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:03,000 Speaker 1: You're busy, and this harmony because you feel pressured to 178 00:12:03,800 --> 00:12:09,800 Speaker 1: accomplish and do something because I haven't been for so long, 179 00:12:09,880 --> 00:12:13,320 Speaker 1: because I have been listening to my nervous system. And 180 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:16,040 Speaker 1: that was a huge shift for me in general to 181 00:12:16,200 --> 00:12:18,959 Speaker 1: like actually say, hey, you know what, I'm not okay. 182 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,520 Speaker 1: I have to stop, I have to pause, I have 183 00:12:21,679 --> 00:12:23,920 Speaker 1: to reset, I have to take this time for myself. 184 00:12:24,480 --> 00:12:28,240 Speaker 1: But I'm now to this place and well I think, 185 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:31,160 Speaker 1: you know, on a lot of days, I'm feeling really 186 00:12:31,280 --> 00:12:35,080 Speaker 1: good emotionally now, and so I'm like, okay, well, what 187 00:12:35,080 --> 00:12:38,080 Speaker 1: what is my direction? What is like? I feel like 188 00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:42,000 Speaker 1: so much has changed in me and then i feel 189 00:12:42,120 --> 00:12:46,079 Speaker 1: very like almost directionless and work and I'm tired of 190 00:12:46,120 --> 00:12:48,840 Speaker 1: feeling that way. I'm ready for like an action step. 191 00:12:49,640 --> 00:12:52,200 Speaker 1: And so that was where my frustration was coming from 192 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:55,880 Speaker 1: today is because I'm just like I want to just 193 00:12:55,920 --> 00:12:58,600 Speaker 1: take a step, like I'm willing to listen and all 194 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:02,360 Speaker 1: this stuff like I'm I'm feeling like I'm not disconnecting 195 00:13:02,440 --> 00:13:06,000 Speaker 1: spiritually to do so, and how do I help others? 196 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:07,880 Speaker 1: And how do I like I'm feeling that? And so 197 00:13:07,960 --> 00:13:11,200 Speaker 1: that was where this frustration came from today. But I'll 198 00:13:11,280 --> 00:13:14,040 Speaker 1: just fucking listen again. But can't I just be mad 199 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:19,320 Speaker 1: for a second? Like does everyone just surrender easily? Like 200 00:13:19,440 --> 00:13:21,800 Speaker 1: I don't? That is one thing I know about myself. 201 00:13:22,200 --> 00:13:29,480 Speaker 1: I'll have to send you my UM outline on conscious complaining. Well, great, 202 00:13:29,760 --> 00:13:32,800 Speaker 1: just what I need. I just want to commiserate with 203 00:13:32,840 --> 00:13:35,240 Speaker 1: me for just a second. But that's a that's a 204 00:13:35,280 --> 00:13:39,160 Speaker 1: positive step, is to complain and get the energy out 205 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:42,400 Speaker 1: of this. Well that's what I'm doing. Then, Great, everyone's listening. 206 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:48,640 Speaker 1: You're welcome, you guys, welcome to my head. No, you 207 00:13:48,760 --> 00:13:53,160 Speaker 1: need to say thank you for listening to complaining. Okay, 208 00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:56,280 Speaker 1: thank you for listening to my complaining. Everyone who's listening, 209 00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:59,720 Speaker 1: and do you marv? Then now let's talk about soul evolution. 210 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:04,439 Speaker 1: I've had enough whining. I'm fine, all I mean, this 211 00:14:04,559 --> 00:14:07,160 Speaker 1: is gonna help me. I feel it already, like shifting 212 00:14:07,160 --> 00:14:09,880 Speaker 1: out of my body to just say how frustrated I 213 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 1: am and get it out. But I do want to 214 00:14:13,080 --> 00:14:15,360 Speaker 1: talk about what we plan to talk about, because I 215 00:14:15,360 --> 00:14:18,240 Speaker 1: actually love this conversation and I love the outline since 216 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,240 Speaker 1: so I guess let's start with the basics. What is 217 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:28,920 Speaker 1: the soul? Well, as I talked to you, I you know, UM, 218 00:14:28,960 --> 00:14:33,160 Speaker 1: I've done a lot of research on that, obviously, because 219 00:14:33,240 --> 00:14:38,440 Speaker 1: in astrology we look at the evolutionary journey of the 220 00:14:38,520 --> 00:14:41,440 Speaker 1: soul to establish what's going on in your life now, 221 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:48,400 Speaker 1: and of course we have to establish why, because that's 222 00:14:48,440 --> 00:14:53,440 Speaker 1: a major question of people when they come to us. Um, 223 00:14:53,480 --> 00:14:59,600 Speaker 1: I'm I'm more of a spiritual evolutionary astrologer than I 224 00:14:59,640 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: am a prediction astrologer of your future and all of 225 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:09,160 Speaker 1: that kind of set. So I've done. Um, when I 226 00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:15,040 Speaker 1: look at a chart, I'm looking at basically your past lives. 227 00:15:15,600 --> 00:15:19,480 Speaker 1: I'm looking at your emotional makeup and structures in this 228 00:15:19,640 --> 00:15:24,040 Speaker 1: life and why the soul chose this life and the 229 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:28,760 Speaker 1: personality and the ego structure for you to advance and 230 00:15:29,400 --> 00:15:34,240 Speaker 1: move forward. So this is what we call evolutionary journey 231 00:15:34,440 --> 00:15:40,040 Speaker 1: of the soul and UH in astrology, we use ten 232 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:46,000 Speaker 1: different measurements to evaluate that. And of course this is 233 00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:49,200 Speaker 1: why when I tell you something, you you have an 234 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 1: AHA moment. Yeah, I mean you know, when we went 235 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:57,880 Speaker 1: through the last couple of podcasts, one of these measurements 236 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:01,880 Speaker 1: are the most important measurement is plut because that is 237 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:09,960 Speaker 1: the soul and that's what needs to be transformed and uh, 238 00:16:10,520 --> 00:16:17,440 Speaker 1: that's the evolution necessity of this lifetime. Now, we had 239 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:24,360 Speaker 1: several different hits on you that were major experiences, and 240 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:28,880 Speaker 1: you can see when we talk through them how they 241 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:38,200 Speaker 1: were major experiences that shifted your life. Okay, and then um, 242 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:43,120 Speaker 1: so we look at uh those kinds of planets two 243 00:16:43,880 --> 00:16:47,720 Speaker 1: uh and points in the chart to establish what's going 244 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:51,920 Speaker 1: on now. And then that helps us understand when you 245 00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:55,560 Speaker 1: look at the big picture like that, it helps us 246 00:16:55,560 --> 00:17:00,040 Speaker 1: to understand why would you go through two years of 247 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:05,639 Speaker 1: hard relationship that challenged you emotionally and everywhere it could 248 00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:14,080 Speaker 1: because your your basis for you to go through relationships 249 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:19,600 Speaker 1: and friendships is part of the evolutionary journey you need 250 00:17:19,640 --> 00:17:22,959 Speaker 1: to go through to gain the kind of confidence in 251 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:27,920 Speaker 1: this life to do your life's work. Because you came 252 00:17:27,960 --> 00:17:32,240 Speaker 1: in UM. There's a lot of insecurity, a lot of 253 00:17:32,280 --> 00:17:38,719 Speaker 1: self doubt, a lot of victimization by way of allowing 254 00:17:38,760 --> 00:17:44,800 Speaker 1: yourself to follow the UM the approval of others in 255 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:49,560 Speaker 1: your life, and so all of these kinds of things 256 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:53,520 Speaker 1: when I look at your whole picture, helped me understand 257 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:59,320 Speaker 1: what you go through UM, month to month and year 258 00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:02,080 Speaker 1: to year. Are you talking more about that last one? 259 00:18:02,280 --> 00:18:06,080 Speaker 1: That was a trigger work for me? So you mean 260 00:18:06,160 --> 00:18:09,680 Speaker 1: that I have been like, I put myself in circumstances 261 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:13,600 Speaker 1: where I'm victimized because I'm seeking approval of others. You 262 00:18:13,680 --> 00:18:16,680 Speaker 1: have done that in the past, Yes, yes, you may 263 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:19,800 Speaker 1: recognize it in this lifetime, but it is a con 264 00:18:20,080 --> 00:18:25,200 Speaker 1: andition and a pattern with you, and the soul has 265 00:18:25,240 --> 00:18:29,280 Speaker 1: sent you into this lifetime so that you can discover 266 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:34,240 Speaker 1: what that conditioning and patterning was, which is going to 267 00:18:34,359 --> 00:18:43,959 Speaker 1: break down into the UM understanding your mental emotional barriers? Mhm, 268 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:50,320 Speaker 1: what what? What? What pushes your buttons? That's the emotional 269 00:18:50,480 --> 00:18:58,200 Speaker 1: things what challenges you within relationships and friendships, because that 270 00:18:58,320 --> 00:19:02,080 Speaker 1: all bleeds out into how we use other people and 271 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:08,080 Speaker 1: objectify who we are through other people, and then that's 272 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:13,320 Speaker 1: how we ultimately cleanse and dissolve some of the old, 273 00:19:14,200 --> 00:19:22,719 Speaker 1: the past negative emotions and feelings by becoming stronger because 274 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:28,159 Speaker 1: somebody objectified it and showed us where we break down 275 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:34,560 Speaker 1: and have that traumatic experiences and relationships that then we 276 00:19:35,760 --> 00:19:44,520 Speaker 1: read we act to resolve that frustrations, that emotions, that insecurities, 277 00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:50,239 Speaker 1: that lack of self image, lack of self confidence, so 278 00:19:50,320 --> 00:19:56,280 Speaker 1: that we can now become stronger in those areas because 279 00:19:56,320 --> 00:20:02,359 Speaker 1: we're we're putting up where where he and we're putting 280 00:20:02,440 --> 00:20:08,800 Speaker 1: up resistance to falling into that conditioned crap of making 281 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:12,680 Speaker 1: others more important than we make ourselves. I always think 282 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:16,160 Speaker 1: it's interesting because I'm starting to recognize these patterns now 283 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:19,440 Speaker 1: obviously in my own life and the last three years 284 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:21,960 Speaker 1: I keep talking about as being like so hard. And 285 00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:25,119 Speaker 1: the reason I think that it hit me in a 286 00:20:25,160 --> 00:20:27,560 Speaker 1: different way than maybe some other times in my life 287 00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:30,000 Speaker 1: is I actually think I bumped up against a lot 288 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:35,000 Speaker 1: of these same lessons previously. Um, I know I did, actually, 289 00:20:35,520 --> 00:20:38,720 Speaker 1: and they got my attention, but they got my attention 290 00:20:38,760 --> 00:20:41,040 Speaker 1: a little bit and a little bit enough for me 291 00:20:41,119 --> 00:20:44,080 Speaker 1: to evolve and change at that time. But like this 292 00:20:44,200 --> 00:20:46,520 Speaker 1: last three years was like a Wiyam band power up. 293 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:48,480 Speaker 1: Like It's like I literally felt like I was playing 294 00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:52,080 Speaker 1: whack a mole with the same issue in relationships, but 295 00:20:52,160 --> 00:20:55,240 Speaker 1: expanding over all areas of my life, like it was 296 00:20:55,280 --> 00:20:59,719 Speaker 1: like in friendship, in work, in romantic relationships and so 297 00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:02,920 Speaker 1: and I've heard other people say this, and I really 298 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:05,200 Speaker 1: felt this, Like it really resonates with me to the 299 00:21:05,280 --> 00:21:08,800 Speaker 1: idea of like why am I being hit? Like why 300 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:12,400 Speaker 1: is it happening all at the same time? But for me, 301 00:21:12,520 --> 00:21:14,760 Speaker 1: like and we'll get more into this in a minute, 302 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:18,960 Speaker 1: I know that my soul was like coming in really 303 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:21,359 Speaker 1: wanting to heal from this because I have faced it 304 00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:23,040 Speaker 1: over and over and over in my life, and so 305 00:21:23,119 --> 00:21:24,399 Speaker 1: that's how I look at it now. I was like, 306 00:21:24,440 --> 00:21:28,919 Speaker 1: I really want to change that within myself and healing 307 00:21:29,000 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: grow um. And the only way I was really going 308 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,840 Speaker 1: to pay attention is if it came in all these 309 00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:37,680 Speaker 1: different ways like it got my attention. The only way 310 00:21:37,720 --> 00:21:42,680 Speaker 1: we pay attention is when it's painful, of course, absolutely, yeah, 311 00:21:43,600 --> 00:21:49,760 Speaker 1: change comes through pain. Yes, we don't forget that lesson, right, 312 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:54,320 Speaker 1: And so the lessons in our lives that are soul 313 00:21:54,480 --> 00:21:59,840 Speaker 1: driven are painful, right because we have to confront the 314 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:04,679 Speaker 1: fears we have to confront our ability to stand on 315 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,879 Speaker 1: our own two feet and value our own self above 316 00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:14,160 Speaker 1: all others, because we have to learn to understand that 317 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:21,120 Speaker 1: the universe is is very supportive and creative. But if 318 00:22:21,160 --> 00:22:26,199 Speaker 1: we get into the fears, the universe UM can be 319 00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:30,719 Speaker 1: has everything in it. It has all of the negatives 320 00:22:30,720 --> 00:22:35,360 Speaker 1: are bad that we make, or it can have all 321 00:22:35,359 --> 00:22:39,920 Speaker 1: the positives. I mean, why are creative people a lot 322 00:22:39,960 --> 00:22:43,680 Speaker 1: of times do a lot of drugs because they don't 323 00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:47,720 Speaker 1: feel comfortable on the physical level, they feel comfortable on 324 00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:54,720 Speaker 1: a spiritual creative level. And so and then we get 325 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:59,040 Speaker 1: into the Saturnian problems of how we've defined our life 326 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:08,480 Speaker 1: and pattern defined by um conditioning patterns. Conditioning patterns come 327 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 1: from this lifetimes and early early home, early upbringing, and 328 00:23:15,160 --> 00:23:20,600 Speaker 1: all the memories of our past lives. So we've got 329 00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:26,119 Speaker 1: to confront fears. Saturn is nothing but forcing you to 330 00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:34,439 Speaker 1: confront fears. So you see, these are principles that we 331 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:40,520 Speaker 1: look at as the soul manifests the personality for a 332 00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:45,879 Speaker 1: subjective reasons. I just want to break this down for people. 333 00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:49,479 Speaker 1: A personality is like me, Kelly, you Marv. Like Kelly 334 00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:54,199 Speaker 1: is my personality right? Like my soul picked all of 335 00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:57,679 Speaker 1: my wiring, the way I look, the way my life is, 336 00:23:57,840 --> 00:24:00,840 Speaker 1: all that stuff that is like what you are referring 337 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:07,199 Speaker 1: to with a personality. That's correct because the personality, the 338 00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:13,119 Speaker 1: ego has a way of the ego only wants to 339 00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:17,119 Speaker 1: make you bigger, better, and greater than anybody else. It 340 00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:23,080 Speaker 1: wants a payoffs, it wants the um, it wants all 341 00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:28,880 Speaker 1: the field good things of the physical material world. Okay, well, 342 00:24:28,920 --> 00:24:33,800 Speaker 1: when you live in duality, you can create. I mean 343 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:38,560 Speaker 1: that just creates all kinds of of things, because I mean, 344 00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:44,240 Speaker 1: you know we can. We we lie to ourselves, so 345 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:48,800 Speaker 1: we set our own selves up for disappointments and pain. 346 00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:56,600 Speaker 1: So that's why if we create everything in our reality, 347 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:02,680 Speaker 1: well then obviously we're not operating on a sault level. 348 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:06,760 Speaker 1: We're operating on an ego personality level. So it's like, 349 00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:10,199 Speaker 1: don't be shocked when that falls apart. Yeah, that's how 350 00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:14,159 Speaker 1: I don't work out, right, Like you started driving the 351 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:17,560 Speaker 1: bust of your ego and you're shocked it all fell apart. Okay, cool, 352 00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:24,560 Speaker 1: Like let's now. And so the soul is an immutable 353 00:25:24,600 --> 00:25:34,800 Speaker 1: consciousness m hmm, that's unchanging and has its own individuality 354 00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:41,879 Speaker 1: and identity that remains intact from life to life. So 355 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:45,359 Speaker 1: your basis of who you are on a soul level, 356 00:25:47,600 --> 00:25:50,280 Speaker 1: it's the same basis that everybody is on their own 357 00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:54,640 Speaker 1: personal soul level. We're all trying to accomplish the same thing. 358 00:25:55,160 --> 00:26:03,200 Speaker 1: M So the personality that you're using as Kelly is 359 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:07,520 Speaker 1: going to help you bump up against the major lessons 360 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:11,040 Speaker 1: that you're needing to learn in this lifetime. Right, Like, 361 00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,359 Speaker 1: for instance, we always talk about, well, I'm more sensitive 362 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:16,760 Speaker 1: or more emotional, and I thought for a long time 363 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:20,000 Speaker 1: like that was such a I was embarrassed about it. 364 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:22,200 Speaker 1: I didn't know what to do about it. I mean, honestly, 365 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:24,760 Speaker 1: this is probably until like this last year that I've 366 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:29,320 Speaker 1: really been okay, are starting to like lean into No. 367 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:33,200 Speaker 1: I am exactly the way I am for an exactly 368 00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:36,840 Speaker 1: specific reason. And the more I try to fight that, 369 00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:39,920 Speaker 1: the more pain I'm going to cause myself and maybe 370 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:43,440 Speaker 1: others too, because that's not why my soul it came 371 00:26:43,520 --> 00:26:49,760 Speaker 1: this way. But you see, Yeah, when when you're working 372 00:26:49,920 --> 00:26:55,440 Speaker 1: on your your soul has used the most powerful way 373 00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:59,399 Speaker 1: for you to transform in this lifetime, and that is 374 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 1: for you to be so emotional. You're a cancer you're 375 00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:08,320 Speaker 1: ruled by the moon. You're ruled by all your fears, 376 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:14,080 Speaker 1: all your conditioning, all your insecurities, all your weak foundation, 377 00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:20,000 Speaker 1: and a weak self image. So this is what rules you. 378 00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:25,040 Speaker 1: And so all of those things are going to be 379 00:27:25,119 --> 00:27:29,040 Speaker 1: challenged in this lifetime so that when you get to 380 00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:33,879 Speaker 1: the completion of this lifetime, there will be a strong 381 00:27:33,960 --> 00:27:37,600 Speaker 1: self image, there will be a strong sense of individuality, 382 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:42,000 Speaker 1: there'll be a strong emotional foundation, there will be a 383 00:27:42,040 --> 00:27:45,919 Speaker 1: strong sense of who you are, what you are, and 384 00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:53,200 Speaker 1: an authenticity because you've confronted all the dissent, various emotional struggles, 385 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:58,200 Speaker 1: so you will you will ultimately be as as strong 386 00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:04,159 Speaker 1: as person could be. And so that is for the 387 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:10,480 Speaker 1: advancement of the soul. And that looks different for everyone, right, 388 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:14,320 Speaker 1: like and not everyone came away. And so it's like, 389 00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:18,640 Speaker 1: if you're really bullheaded or you're whatever it is that 390 00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:24,600 Speaker 1: your personality is, that is for a purpose. Like I 391 00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:26,440 Speaker 1: think a lot of us, you know, they say when 392 00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:28,399 Speaker 1: you test on the indiogram and you read about your 393 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:31,920 Speaker 1: number and you don't like the description, like that's exactly 394 00:28:31,960 --> 00:28:33,800 Speaker 1: your number, because a lot of us don't like to 395 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:38,240 Speaker 1: read the shadow parts of our personality. Maybe because we 396 00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:40,920 Speaker 1: could tie that to shame. And it's like, what I'm 397 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:44,080 Speaker 1: learning is it's good to learn about those things so 398 00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,080 Speaker 1: we can maybe shift and change as we can in 399 00:28:47,120 --> 00:28:50,840 Speaker 1: our personality. And also like they're all for a reason. 400 00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: They literally are, and we can either use them for 401 00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:57,560 Speaker 1: our evolution like you're talking about, or we can let 402 00:28:57,560 --> 00:28:59,920 Speaker 1: them hinder us. And I think we've all probably done both. 403 00:29:00,160 --> 00:29:03,400 Speaker 1: But I'm really like leaning into you, okay, Like what 404 00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:06,480 Speaker 1: are the strengths of this part of my personality and 405 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:10,120 Speaker 1: why if I mean, if I chose it, like it's 406 00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:14,920 Speaker 1: for a reason and so well, and you see, when 407 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:19,120 Speaker 1: you take an attitude like that, you're cleansing the whole 408 00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:26,880 Speaker 1: emotional construction and makeup of what you Yeah, you see, 409 00:29:27,320 --> 00:29:30,560 Speaker 1: you are in charge of the ego and the personality. 410 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:34,320 Speaker 1: You can accept or reject whatever it comes up with. 411 00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:38,280 Speaker 1: And when you true to live, when you move to 412 00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:43,400 Speaker 1: live more in a higher consciousness, well then you no 413 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:48,360 Speaker 1: longer pay attention to the to the mind games that 414 00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:56,040 Speaker 1: the ego personality plays, and you become more authentically being 415 00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:59,880 Speaker 1: able to listen to your intuitive side, you're a man, 416 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:04,000 Speaker 1: agitative side, your creative side, which is all coming from 417 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:09,280 Speaker 1: the soul. You see now you can you can decide 418 00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:11,959 Speaker 1: that you want to go against the soul by not 419 00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:14,640 Speaker 1: paying attention to it. And I can't tell you how 420 00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,840 Speaker 1: many people tell me that. Well, I intuitively felt I 421 00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:20,880 Speaker 1: shouldn't do it, and I did it anyway, and it 422 00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:25,520 Speaker 1: was very painful. Hello in the last three years. Okay, yes, 423 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 1: So you see, that is how we are in charge 424 00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:36,440 Speaker 1: of the conditioning and responsible for our past, and that's 425 00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:41,200 Speaker 1: when the soul's evolution and journey is about. And so 426 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:46,880 Speaker 1: each person each personality that the soul manifests from lifetime 427 00:30:46,920 --> 00:30:50,520 Speaker 1: to lifetime has an ego. Well guess what the ego 428 00:30:50,720 --> 00:30:56,719 Speaker 1: is the moon cancer and it serves as the focusing agent. 429 00:30:57,160 --> 00:31:04,240 Speaker 1: So we use our emotions as the as the focus 430 00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:08,560 Speaker 1: of what of all of our confrontations of our spears 431 00:31:08,600 --> 00:31:15,480 Speaker 1: and anxieties and struggles in life? Well, I mean I've 432 00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:18,680 Speaker 1: told you, We've talked about it before. All fears are 433 00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:22,760 Speaker 1: just made up, there are none, but you see, you're 434 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:28,200 Speaker 1: we all become addicted to the conditioning of our language, 435 00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:35,320 Speaker 1: the fears we bring up. Um. And so that's what well, 436 00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:39,640 Speaker 1: that's why the personality is manifested to confront all that 437 00:31:40,080 --> 00:31:45,480 Speaker 1: m so the personality is still as you're intrinsic nature, 438 00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:50,560 Speaker 1: which is that which is, which is naturally who you are. 439 00:31:51,920 --> 00:31:57,040 Speaker 1: That's more authentically who you are. You see. So you 440 00:31:57,120 --> 00:31:59,360 Speaker 1: know you've heard people have the expression, well, when I 441 00:31:59,400 --> 00:32:03,640 Speaker 1: get outside to myself, Well, when you get outside of yourself, 442 00:32:03,680 --> 00:32:06,760 Speaker 1: you're listening to your ego, your personality. You're not paying 443 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:13,840 Speaker 1: attention to the soul, your higher consciousness, and so um. 444 00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:18,600 Speaker 1: The the the important point about that is is the 445 00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:22,720 Speaker 1: experience in life are always unique to each one of us, 446 00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 1: and of course the personality manifests um. The soul manifests 447 00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:37,640 Speaker 1: the personality directly to the evolutionary necessities of what the 448 00:32:37,720 --> 00:32:45,320 Speaker 1: soul needs to grow. So your your personality and all 449 00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:50,760 Speaker 1: your struggles is what your soul needs to use to 450 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:55,560 Speaker 1: grow by, to bump up against relationships, to bump up 451 00:32:55,600 --> 00:33:02,959 Speaker 1: against other people's values so that you ultimately turn away 452 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:11,160 Speaker 1: from others and turn more into yourself values. Okay, so 453 00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:15,560 Speaker 1: you have experiences that are unique to you to grow 454 00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:19,000 Speaker 1: and evolve. It really does help me and I noticed 455 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:21,320 Speaker 1: this over the last couple of years. But the more 456 00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:24,160 Speaker 1: I can look in and experience, especially the painful ones, 457 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:27,200 Speaker 1: when I can get out of the pain for a second, 458 00:33:27,280 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 1: or the emotions of it, and say to myself, like, 459 00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,760 Speaker 1: what is this teaching or what is this mirroring to me? 460 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:36,760 Speaker 1: Like you taught me about mirroring, where it's just a 461 00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:39,560 Speaker 1: lot of times in relationships, it's showing me what I'm 462 00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:43,600 Speaker 1: like this the insecurities in myself, and then I'm really 463 00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:47,400 Speaker 1: wanting that other person to like make it okay, and 464 00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:50,080 Speaker 1: instead it's like, no, that's actually how I talk to myself. 465 00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:52,320 Speaker 1: I don't like how he's talking to me. Well that's 466 00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:55,080 Speaker 1: what I said to myself this morning. So it's like, 467 00:33:55,320 --> 00:33:57,320 Speaker 1: how can I expect someone else? You know. It's just 468 00:33:57,640 --> 00:34:01,000 Speaker 1: that is the benefit of that mirroring stuff. And so 469 00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:04,880 Speaker 1: in the painful situations, the more that I can say, like, okay, 470 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:07,920 Speaker 1: what's what is my soul trying to show me here, 471 00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:12,279 Speaker 1: it doesn't feel so all encompassing or like, oh my god, 472 00:34:12,320 --> 00:34:15,200 Speaker 1: my life is over if this relationship ends, it's just 473 00:34:15,320 --> 00:34:20,600 Speaker 1: like it's part of the whole process of life. Well, yeah, 474 00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:23,600 Speaker 1: And the thing about it is is when things occur 475 00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:26,200 Speaker 1: that we I mean, we have a lot of times 476 00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:32,440 Speaker 1: things happen and we say, well, I didn't do anything 477 00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:36,520 Speaker 1: to bring this event experience about well, you didn't do 478 00:34:36,560 --> 00:34:43,680 Speaker 1: it maybe currently in life, but karmically you are responsible 479 00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:50,640 Speaker 1: because we are all responsible for our karmic history, Okay, 480 00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:54,880 Speaker 1: and so that is why we face things that sometimes 481 00:34:54,880 --> 00:34:59,399 Speaker 1: we don't understand. Why are we facing this? Why are 482 00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:04,480 Speaker 1: people things like this? And so you have to respond 483 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:08,800 Speaker 1: in a way that's that's more true to your own 484 00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:14,839 Speaker 1: personal values and your authenticity, which is listening to your 485 00:35:14,920 --> 00:35:20,399 Speaker 1: higher self. I still get a little confused about karma because, like, 486 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:23,640 Speaker 1: I actually liked it. Somewhere in this outline you um 487 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:28,440 Speaker 1: quoted I think it was William Walker Atkinson, but it 488 00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:31,560 Speaker 1: said karma is simply the law of spiritual cause and effect. 489 00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,719 Speaker 1: We are not punished because of our sins, but by them, 490 00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:37,480 Speaker 1: we're rewarded. We're not I'm sorry, We are rewarded not 491 00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:41,319 Speaker 1: because of our good deeds, but by them. And that 492 00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:44,360 Speaker 1: helped me a little bit because there is something about 493 00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:48,040 Speaker 1: this like if I do something wrong, then I'll pay 494 00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:51,920 Speaker 1: for it later, Like it feels like punishment. And what 495 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:54,840 Speaker 1: you're saying right now is that this is that's not 496 00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:58,520 Speaker 1: even about just this lifetime. It's like lifetimes ago, and 497 00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:02,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't what did Kelly do for that, Like, 498 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:05,520 Speaker 1: it's just acte confused. You See, if you go down 499 00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:09,120 Speaker 1: a little further, think about this for a second, desire 500 00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:14,000 Speaker 1: is the determining force that dictates the reality of each individual. 501 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:19,680 Speaker 1: And so if that's the case, the desire, your choice 502 00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:25,600 Speaker 1: creates actions, Your actions create reality, and the reality leads 503 00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:30,040 Speaker 1: to reactions in karma. So it's really just like whatever 504 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:32,880 Speaker 1: you're putting Like when people say, whatever you're putting out 505 00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:37,480 Speaker 1: is kind of what you get back? It is. What 506 00:36:37,760 --> 00:36:40,839 Speaker 1: So if like you're treating people poorly or you're doing 507 00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,319 Speaker 1: something or are you saying that if we did that 508 00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:49,920 Speaker 1: in previous lifetimes, it might play out in this lifetime. Absolutely, Okay, 509 00:36:50,719 --> 00:36:53,239 Speaker 1: it might not. It's not a mic play out. It 510 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:58,759 Speaker 1: will play out. See, no matter what energy you put out, 511 00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:04,399 Speaker 1: no matter what, no matter what thoughts you think are 512 00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:11,319 Speaker 1: creating in the universe. So that's what Atkinson means when 513 00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:16,800 Speaker 1: he said it's not about doing good deeds, it's about 514 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:24,359 Speaker 1: taking responsibility for your actions, thoughts and words. I like that. Well, 515 00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:26,160 Speaker 1: you know what I really like that I got in 516 00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:29,360 Speaker 1: this conversation recently. Um, you know, I grew up in 517 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:32,799 Speaker 1: a Christian world. Like Christian household Christian school. And this 518 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:35,360 Speaker 1: is not a knock on Christianity, but I was saying 519 00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,359 Speaker 1: to my person that I was talking to my friend 520 00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:39,680 Speaker 1: that I was talking to you. Like one of the 521 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,360 Speaker 1: biggest issues that I had with the human translation of 522 00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:47,239 Speaker 1: Christianity was like, if you just do good deeds, then 523 00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:50,200 Speaker 1: you're a good person. Meanwhile, it's like when no one's looking, 524 00:37:50,640 --> 00:37:52,680 Speaker 1: there's all sorts of ship going on, and like that 525 00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:55,759 Speaker 1: doesn't feel like I'm like, something isn't right about that 526 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,400 Speaker 1: like that, Like so I go do service work, but 527 00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:01,239 Speaker 1: then I'm like, do terrible things when I go home 528 00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:03,319 Speaker 1: at night or something, but nobody sees it. So it's 529 00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:06,000 Speaker 1: supposed to be quote unquote fine, like that, something's not 530 00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:10,000 Speaker 1: right there. And what you just said, because because the 531 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:17,200 Speaker 1: bottom line is is you're the judge of yourself. Okay. See, 532 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:22,640 Speaker 1: so there is no hiding, right because you're with yourself 533 00:38:22,680 --> 00:38:25,719 Speaker 1: all the time. You're with yourself all the time. Yeah, 534 00:38:25,840 --> 00:38:31,640 Speaker 1: but when you do things that are ego driven, personality 535 00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:36,040 Speaker 1: driven that cause suffering and pain and fear, guilt, doubt, 536 00:38:36,040 --> 00:38:39,040 Speaker 1: and shame, well you're the one that's going to pay. 537 00:38:39,200 --> 00:38:42,000 Speaker 1: You're the one that's got to face that that makes 538 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:45,080 Speaker 1: total sense because even if you're like going and doing 539 00:38:45,080 --> 00:38:48,319 Speaker 1: the quote unquote service work like I just mentioned, if 540 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:51,800 Speaker 1: you're doing it for a purpose of being a good person, 541 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:58,160 Speaker 1: like on paper, that's not like you're missing the point, right, 542 00:38:58,200 --> 00:39:00,760 Speaker 1: Like just don't go do the service work then, because 543 00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:06,960 Speaker 1: that's all about your ego. Yeah, and anytime the egos involved, 544 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:10,319 Speaker 1: it wants a payoff. And if you're doing service work 545 00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:12,480 Speaker 1: because you think you're going to get a payoff, well, 546 00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:15,360 Speaker 1: guess what, there's no payoff for being a good person. 547 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:19,120 Speaker 1: You're just happier in life usually. But it gives you 548 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:26,080 Speaker 1: the opportunity to live enjoy by serving other people because 549 00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:29,879 Speaker 1: what you do for others you do for yourself. Yes, 550 00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:35,520 Speaker 1: when you love yourself, now you know how you want 551 00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:46,600 Speaker 1: to be loved. So everything comes back no matter what. Okay, 552 00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:56,080 Speaker 1: what else? What else? So I have there on Atkinson's 553 00:39:56,200 --> 00:39:59,680 Speaker 1: karma is simply the law of cause and effect. Way 554 00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:03,480 Speaker 1: where are punished not because of them, by them, and 555 00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:08,839 Speaker 1: we're rewarded not because of our good deeds but by them. 556 00:40:09,320 --> 00:40:12,759 Speaker 1: To see this goes right on end too, uh young, 557 00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:16,560 Speaker 1: which was he always used to walk down the hall 558 00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:20,280 Speaker 1: and say what dastardly good thing happened to you today 559 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:23,760 Speaker 1: because he knew of something good happened in your life. 560 00:40:23,840 --> 00:40:29,960 Speaker 1: Well simultaneously what the negative was created by right beside it, 561 00:40:30,280 --> 00:40:33,719 Speaker 1: and you eventually had to experience both sides because this 562 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:37,840 Speaker 1: is a world of duality, So you're not going by 563 00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:45,160 Speaker 1: what you're doing. You're going by what's internally connected to 564 00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:51,680 Speaker 1: your higher self, your higher consciousness, to your soul. In short, 565 00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:55,920 Speaker 1: the rewards and punishments arise by the nature of our character, 566 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:59,480 Speaker 1: and our character is the sum total of our desires. 567 00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:05,359 Speaker 1: And what did I say, is your undoing your desires? 568 00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:13,000 Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, why is it you're undoing because the desires 569 00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:20,200 Speaker 1: are what create what we think we need, which determines 570 00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:22,680 Speaker 1: our choices. See, this is why I knew I had 571 00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:24,759 Speaker 1: to do this podcast today because you realize you just 572 00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:31,080 Speaker 1: called me out right. Well, I was like I have 573 00:41:31,360 --> 00:41:37,200 Speaker 1: to work, Like I literally just was feeling like I 574 00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:41,520 Speaker 1: need to work because I can't lose this business and data, data, data, 575 00:41:41,760 --> 00:41:44,600 Speaker 1: like all of these things that I've completely made up 576 00:41:44,600 --> 00:41:47,200 Speaker 1: in my head, as you said, But it was what 577 00:41:47,239 --> 00:41:49,640 Speaker 1: I was feeling. And this desire of mine is to 578 00:41:49,719 --> 00:41:55,560 Speaker 1: be successful. Like that's a desire, Well, sure it is. 579 00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:59,080 Speaker 1: Because that was an old pattern of your past. That's 580 00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,080 Speaker 1: one of your kr to that's going on your karmic signatures, 581 00:42:02,840 --> 00:42:08,399 Speaker 1: that I wasn't sacrificed yourself to be successful in the past. Well, 582 00:42:08,440 --> 00:42:12,040 Speaker 1: I've done it in this life too. Well, you're you're, you're, 583 00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:18,320 Speaker 1: you're confronting patterns of what you've done in the past, 584 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:24,839 Speaker 1: coming in to a new sense of relationship to your 585 00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:29,920 Speaker 1: to the world reality, and to yourself, and you're coming 586 00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:34,000 Speaker 1: into the realization that you do not have to sacrifice 587 00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:40,720 Speaker 1: who you are to be successful. That was a big one, Mars. 588 00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:49,319 Speaker 1: And so you have see um, you see, I mean 589 00:42:49,320 --> 00:42:54,880 Speaker 1: there's another thing. Man's own consciousness, when allowed to speak 590 00:42:54,920 --> 00:43:00,600 Speaker 1: clearly and forcefully, is the most severe judge that exists. 591 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:11,560 Speaker 1: Our own consciousness. So we judge ourselves for the authenticity, inauthenticity, 592 00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:18,000 Speaker 1: and for our ego projections, our judgments, our fears, guilts, doubt, shame, 593 00:43:18,480 --> 00:43:25,719 Speaker 1: and pride. All of those are negatives that are ultimately 594 00:43:25,840 --> 00:43:34,560 Speaker 1: going to lead two disharmony, disease and out of balance. 595 00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:38,960 Speaker 1: Well there you go, doctor, thank you for giving me. 596 00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:48,080 Speaker 1: But you see, so our job is is to come 597 00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:54,000 Speaker 1: more into alignment with our soul self. So let's just 598 00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:56,960 Speaker 1: talk about that just for a second. How you come 599 00:43:56,960 --> 00:44:00,360 Speaker 1: into alignment with your soul self is paying it to mentioned? 600 00:44:01,040 --> 00:44:05,000 Speaker 1: What is your obsessions? What is your intuition? What are 601 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:10,440 Speaker 1: your visions? What is your imagination? See I do that 602 00:44:10,520 --> 00:44:15,040 Speaker 1: all the time with my hypnotherapy clients. If you can 603 00:44:15,080 --> 00:44:22,200 Speaker 1: imagine it, it's already been, You've already done it. You 604 00:44:22,280 --> 00:44:28,640 Speaker 1: cannot think of nothing new. You, the ego personality, cannot 605 00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:34,839 Speaker 1: think of anything new that has to come from the 606 00:44:34,920 --> 00:44:39,960 Speaker 1: soul because you do nothing in and of yourself. God 607 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:45,920 Speaker 1: does it, and you are the God by your soul. 608 00:44:47,960 --> 00:44:53,200 Speaker 1: So you and God are one. So by perfecting yourself 609 00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:59,000 Speaker 1: through the cycles of spiritual evolution, man would become full 610 00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:04,320 Speaker 1: fledged errors and co rulers with God in the universe. 611 00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:09,880 Speaker 1: And so how did we get here? The all is one? 612 00:45:10,520 --> 00:45:15,120 Speaker 1: All is mind? I mean, just think about when I 613 00:45:15,239 --> 00:45:22,040 Speaker 1: say all is mind. We create everything in our mind. 614 00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:27,840 Speaker 1: And so the mind is projected into being through the 615 00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:33,800 Speaker 1: will of God as an individual, meaning that we were 616 00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:40,040 Speaker 1: we are. We are celestial thought forms, divine cells in 617 00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:45,680 Speaker 1: the body of God. But we suddenly become aware of 618 00:45:45,719 --> 00:45:52,920 Speaker 1: our individuality and will become aware of the individuality. This 619 00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:58,200 Speaker 1: is where the ego personality begins to take charge and 620 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:04,919 Speaker 1: turns away from God. You know, the one the two 621 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:09,719 Speaker 1: things is the soul has The soul has to existing 622 00:46:09,920 --> 00:46:17,879 Speaker 1: competing desires. Yeah, the desire to separate from that which 623 00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:23,880 Speaker 1: created the soul, separate from God, and the desire to 624 00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:27,560 Speaker 1: return to the source of creation. So is that our 625 00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:30,120 Speaker 1: battle in life, kind of battling between the soul and 626 00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:34,239 Speaker 1: the ego, the soul and the ego. Like, so the 627 00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:39,359 Speaker 1: interaction of those two opposing desires instigates the drama of 628 00:46:39,520 --> 00:46:46,360 Speaker 1: personal and collective evolution. So this is why we have 629 00:46:46,520 --> 00:46:52,160 Speaker 1: to evolve. What happens if you don't evolve. I like 630 00:46:52,280 --> 00:46:54,640 Speaker 1: that you use the word drawing. You just keep coming back, 631 00:46:55,960 --> 00:47:00,480 Speaker 1: keep coming back to what the same lessons, same lessons? Yeah, 632 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:04,120 Speaker 1: So don't care how many times you come back. Oh 633 00:47:04,160 --> 00:47:07,799 Speaker 1: even you're saying, even in different lifetimes with a different personality. Yeah, 634 00:47:08,560 --> 00:47:13,239 Speaker 1: I mean you can reject the soul, yeah, at your 635 00:47:13,280 --> 00:47:17,520 Speaker 1: own peril, but you will be back to face it again. 636 00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:25,279 Speaker 1: That sounds tiring, Well, maybe I've just done that a 637 00:47:25,280 --> 00:47:28,160 Speaker 1: bunch of times. And so that's why I'm like, don't 638 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:34,400 Speaker 1: we're in this lifetime so that we might become aware 639 00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:39,720 Speaker 1: of the separation from God force, from our own high consciousness. 640 00:47:42,400 --> 00:47:45,919 Speaker 1: And we've all entered here on voluntarily. I mean, I've 641 00:47:45,920 --> 00:47:50,560 Speaker 1: had people in regressions why did I even come down here? 642 00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:55,080 Speaker 1: And I've had I've had them the soul speaking through 643 00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:59,760 Speaker 1: them and said, because you wanted to come, you agreed 644 00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:11,400 Speaker 1: to it. So we have to evolve and grow. And 645 00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:17,239 Speaker 1: so man in his original state, according to case or 646 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:23,440 Speaker 1: permanent consciousness, is the soul with a spiritual body, just 647 00:48:23,560 --> 00:48:29,520 Speaker 1: like your maker. So here in the flesh, the soul 648 00:48:31,040 --> 00:48:35,600 Speaker 1: is the God part of you. So when you get 649 00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:38,759 Speaker 1: to operating more from the ego and the personality, what 650 00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:44,719 Speaker 1: are you doing playing God? Well, no, you're separating from 651 00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:49,759 Speaker 1: the God part of you. Oh right where where? Where? Right? Well, 652 00:48:50,480 --> 00:48:56,520 Speaker 1: that's more, that's more an alignment with Satan's. Yeah, it's 653 00:48:56,600 --> 00:48:58,359 Speaker 1: kind of funny that we said we call that plain 654 00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:10,239 Speaker 1: God then, because it's really inaccurate. Yeah, so and you 655 00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:12,799 Speaker 1: and and see, this is this is one of the 656 00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:18,440 Speaker 1: beautiful things. The universe needs the mand of mind as 657 00:49:18,480 --> 00:49:23,680 Speaker 1: an observer as as much as nothing may be said 658 00:49:23,719 --> 00:49:31,040 Speaker 1: to exist until it is observed. And this is this 659 00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:34,439 Speaker 1: is going right down the path of physics. M hmm, 660 00:49:35,560 --> 00:49:38,200 Speaker 1: this is going right down the path. You create nothing, 661 00:49:40,719 --> 00:49:44,960 Speaker 1: so when we observe it, it comes into existence. How 662 00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:52,720 Speaker 1: small is small we still don't know. And so man's 663 00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:56,920 Speaker 1: role in this capacity is to help perpetuate and carry 664 00:49:57,080 --> 00:50:04,799 Speaker 1: forward the advancing evolution of the observed cosmos, even as 665 00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:10,400 Speaker 1: man himself requires the cosmos for his own ongoing evolution. 666 00:50:12,239 --> 00:50:17,880 Speaker 1: This makes yeah, Edgar Casey, this makes me think. Also recently, 667 00:50:19,080 --> 00:50:21,640 Speaker 1: I think NASA just discover I mean, I don't know 668 00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:27,799 Speaker 1: who they discovered, basically like, there's a whole another galaxy 669 00:50:27,840 --> 00:50:32,359 Speaker 1: out there. Do you remember this? I don't know, right, 670 00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:36,000 Speaker 1: but to me that just triggered when you said we 671 00:50:36,040 --> 00:50:38,799 Speaker 1: observe it. We're finally observing that. That's probably that's been 672 00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:42,240 Speaker 1: there forever, but we're observing it, so now it's in 673 00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:49,200 Speaker 1: existence to us exactly right. Okay, it wasn't there until 674 00:50:49,239 --> 00:50:52,440 Speaker 1: we observed it, right, but it's been there forever, and 675 00:50:52,520 --> 00:50:58,480 Speaker 1: it's well yeah, so, and so, since there must be 676 00:50:58,560 --> 00:51:03,239 Speaker 1: a law to everything in creation, universal laws were established 677 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,279 Speaker 1: even before God spoke the word to put all this 678 00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:11,040 Speaker 1: in motion. So everything in the material universe is patterned 679 00:51:11,040 --> 00:51:15,359 Speaker 1: after that. In the spiritual realm, So our real job, Kelly, 680 00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:21,560 Speaker 1: is to discover the ego and the conscious mind. It's 681 00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:26,080 Speaker 1: just to discover the personality because when we discover it, 682 00:51:26,800 --> 00:51:31,279 Speaker 1: we can make change, we can make new choices, we 683 00:51:31,320 --> 00:51:36,440 Speaker 1: can listen to our inner inner voice, and that's really 684 00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:44,120 Speaker 1: the job that we have. Now, let's talk about how 685 00:51:44,200 --> 00:51:50,080 Speaker 1: we stay focused on the soul. And the soul is 686 00:51:50,120 --> 00:51:55,000 Speaker 1: your greatest creative potential. So when you've got a calling, 687 00:51:56,880 --> 00:52:01,040 Speaker 1: which is a destiny, you've not a calling to do 688 00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:05,640 Speaker 1: what you're doing. You just didn't buy happen chance come 689 00:52:05,719 --> 00:52:10,680 Speaker 1: into this work. Mm hmm. This was a calling. When 690 00:52:10,719 --> 00:52:14,520 Speaker 1: you listen to that, you're listening to the soul. When 691 00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:21,520 Speaker 1: you visualize yourself being your greatest sense of success. You've 692 00:52:21,600 --> 00:52:24,560 Speaker 1: used the word I want to be successful. Well, what's 693 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:28,560 Speaker 1: the greatest What does that look like? That's a vision 694 00:52:29,800 --> 00:52:33,920 Speaker 1: and that is potential create created and you can create 695 00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:36,520 Speaker 1: it in this lifetime or you can hold onto the 696 00:52:36,600 --> 00:52:39,880 Speaker 1: vision and create it in the next two. Yeah, the 697 00:52:40,000 --> 00:52:45,600 Speaker 1: soul don't care. Just hold onto the vision. The soul 698 00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:51,240 Speaker 1: guide you to to achieve that. Well, what the mind 699 00:52:51,360 --> 00:52:58,880 Speaker 1: can conceive, the mind can achieve, and so are calling 700 00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:04,880 Speaker 1: is very important. What we're drawn to I was drawn. 701 00:53:05,120 --> 00:53:08,200 Speaker 1: I just was drawn to help people. I remember at 702 00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:13,440 Speaker 1: eighteen years old being so drawn to the psychology of people. 703 00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:17,880 Speaker 1: Resonate with that, and then I became an auto mechanic 704 00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:24,360 Speaker 1: for twenty years. But here I am closer to the 705 00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:28,320 Speaker 1: end of my life. What am I? You're helping people? 706 00:53:28,600 --> 00:53:34,279 Speaker 1: A therapist? I'm helping people. Yeah, I've never been this 707 00:53:34,400 --> 00:53:38,480 Speaker 1: happy in my entire life. So it was a calling 708 00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:43,600 Speaker 1: and it all unfolded by what you call happen chance 709 00:53:44,200 --> 00:53:52,680 Speaker 1: or luck. But I followed right, that is the soul. Okay, 710 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:59,760 Speaker 1: using your vision, following your calling, have an immense amount 711 00:53:59,800 --> 00:54:05,080 Speaker 1: of faith, never deviating from what you vision. That is 712 00:54:05,640 --> 00:54:09,279 Speaker 1: listening to the soul. Okay? Does that help you understand 713 00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:12,440 Speaker 1: the evolutionary journey of the soul, the power of the soul, 714 00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:17,600 Speaker 1: and what the soul really is. The soul is not 715 00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:24,920 Speaker 1: something that can be a negative or lead us in 716 00:54:24,960 --> 00:54:29,120 Speaker 1: a bad way. The soul is the God party. Do 717 00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:34,640 Speaker 1: you think God wants anything bad for you? Now, Well, 718 00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:37,200 Speaker 1: that's what you would be saying if if you're blaming 719 00:54:37,239 --> 00:54:40,120 Speaker 1: the soul for what's going on, right, I don't know 720 00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:42,879 Speaker 1: that I've blamed the soul. I think The thing that 721 00:54:42,920 --> 00:54:48,040 Speaker 1: I really like about this differentiation between the personality and 722 00:54:48,080 --> 00:54:51,360 Speaker 1: the soul is maybe it's more of like a self 723 00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:54,040 Speaker 1: acceptance piece that can come to when you realize that 724 00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:59,879 Speaker 1: your soul shows this exact frame and this exact make 725 00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:01,759 Speaker 1: up and all of the things, because I think we 726 00:55:01,840 --> 00:55:04,880 Speaker 1: all can get really stuck in comparison, and me specifically 727 00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:09,239 Speaker 1: in comparison or like tapping all that stuff out and 728 00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:13,080 Speaker 1: that really is the ego, Like that's that's your soul is. 729 00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:15,680 Speaker 1: This is just a shell for all of us, and 730 00:55:15,760 --> 00:55:19,319 Speaker 1: we came here to learn certain things, and so we 731 00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:22,640 Speaker 1: needed this shell for that reason. But really, who you 732 00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:26,160 Speaker 1: are is your soul, and none of us can see 733 00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:29,440 Speaker 1: that visually, and so I think we resonate more with 734 00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:32,319 Speaker 1: the personality a lot of times, and so we can 735 00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:38,239 Speaker 1: evolve enough to recognize soul right in the way to 736 00:55:38,239 --> 00:55:44,520 Speaker 1: to build that connection to the soul is to meditation, hypnosis, 737 00:55:44,600 --> 00:55:51,120 Speaker 1: going through you know, dreams. I mean dreams come directly 738 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:56,200 Speaker 1: from the soul, and so when you get into dream interpretation, 739 00:55:57,480 --> 00:55:59,239 Speaker 1: I mean you can learn a lot by that. I 740 00:55:59,239 --> 00:56:03,080 Speaker 1: mean I spent months going through that row me nuts 741 00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:11,680 Speaker 1: and waking me up every two hours, but I mean, 742 00:56:11,719 --> 00:56:14,840 Speaker 1: you know, so when we get into that higher level 743 00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:20,440 Speaker 1: of consciousness, would become more authentically our true self, our 744 00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:24,400 Speaker 1: God's self, and that's what we're all striving for. I 745 00:56:24,520 --> 00:56:26,480 Speaker 1: like that. I feel like that's a good place to 746 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:31,799 Speaker 1: end today. Tell the people where they can find you 747 00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:33,640 Speaker 1: if they wanted to do a reading or learn more 748 00:56:33,640 --> 00:56:35,440 Speaker 1: about the soul. This is a lot more of a 749 00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:38,120 Speaker 1: this this exact podcast is more of kind of what 750 00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:39,920 Speaker 1: you and I do is would always prefer to you 751 00:56:39,960 --> 00:56:43,120 Speaker 1: as my life coach, but um, this is kind of 752 00:56:43,160 --> 00:56:45,920 Speaker 1: an interpretation of that so that people can see like it. 753 00:56:46,040 --> 00:56:48,719 Speaker 1: Definitely you still use your chart lineup, but it's all 754 00:56:48,760 --> 00:56:51,719 Speaker 1: about your soul every time we're talking, and so it's 755 00:56:51,840 --> 00:56:55,480 Speaker 1: understanding the soul's evolution the sole purpose. It's a huge 756 00:56:55,520 --> 00:56:57,959 Speaker 1: part of this whole entire process. So tell the people 757 00:56:58,000 --> 00:57:01,319 Speaker 1: where they can find you. You can find me at 758 00:57:01,440 --> 00:57:07,600 Speaker 1: astro marv dot com and I am going to put 759 00:57:07,640 --> 00:57:15,680 Speaker 1: these this outline into the blog on that website. Uh, 760 00:57:15,719 --> 00:57:19,000 Speaker 1: you can contact me through Marvin and astro marv dot 761 00:57:19,040 --> 00:57:25,520 Speaker 1: com to my personal email. Um. And of course my 762 00:57:25,600 --> 00:57:30,440 Speaker 1: readings are spiritual, they are soul driven, but that doesn't 763 00:57:30,440 --> 00:57:32,640 Speaker 1: mean that I can't talk to you on the level 764 00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:38,720 Speaker 1: of wherever you're at, true and whatever you want to know. Yeah, exactly, 765 00:57:39,800 --> 00:57:42,320 Speaker 1: all right, Well, thank you, Marv. We'll be back next 766 00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:48,080 Speaker 1: month with some other soul astrology, whatever we decide we 767 00:57:48,160 --> 00:57:50,400 Speaker 1: need to discuss at the time. I mean, a month 768 00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:52,520 Speaker 1: feels like so much that could happen in this world. 769 00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:56,120 Speaker 1: You just never know. I don't know what we'll talk about, 770 00:57:56,200 --> 00:57:59,200 Speaker 1: but Marvel will be back next month as always, And Marv, 771 00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:01,760 Speaker 1: thank you so much for being here. Oh, thank you 772 00:58:01,800 --> 00:58:06,600 Speaker 1: so much for having me. I'm glad I could show up, 773 00:58:06,960 --> 00:58:08,600 Speaker 1: even though you guys got a little bent at the 774 00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:11,320 Speaker 1: end at the beginning, I mean, all right, thank you 775 00:58:11,320 --> 00:58:13,560 Speaker 1: guys so much for listening. Thanks for listening to The 776 00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:17,120 Speaker 1: Velvet's Edge podcast with Kelly Henderson, where we believe everyone 777 00:58:17,200 --> 00:58:19,840 Speaker 1: has a little velvet and a little edge. 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